#dongyeol imagines

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[sunwoospring]

I hope Seunghwan Dongyeol Jongwoo Keita and Park Hanbin do dance cover of any song chemistry between Jongwoo Seunghwan and Dongyeol and Seunghwan is really amazing great all rounders also Jongwoo and Dongyeol are planning to do cover of one song but their chemistry is cool 

[slimeclimbtime]

performance fits from boys planet i would wear on a daily basis

imma be real i fucking love all the damn outfits from this show so i'm just gonna show off some of my favs here! in order of appearance on the show!

1. Dongyeol (Xiao) - Very Nice

this is honestly the only fit i'd wear in public bc the suspenders are too much for me in the other outfits but it works here with the turtleneck and the oversized t-shirt on top! and the jeans just really sell the look overall. i think g group had fits that were more cohesive but none of them were my taste lol

2. Haru (LMR)

i like all of the g group colors but haru seems to make it work just a little better than jay for me (most likely bc of the white shirt), the headband is just so cute and I can't rock headbands like that but the rest of the outfit is just so comfy looking

3. Sungmin (Jerome) - LMR

K group's LMR outfits were just as equally good and sungmin's got the least like..bulkiest outfit which works great for layering, and the patterned shirt is just a nice plus for me, very like 2000s-core i love it so much

4. Osuke - Hot Sauce

okay tbh i would wear EVERYONE's fit in g group hot sauce bc all of them are SO GOOD! but i narrowed it down to osuke's because the streetwear/racecar vibes of this one are perfect, it's simple, and we're similar in height so i know it'll look good on me :)

5. Itsuki - Danger

the mix of bad-boy tech-wear type pants and then the academia-esque tops with the vest and tie, it just all goes well somehow? the monotone colors work great here for some reason idk why it just scratches an itch in my brain

6. Junseo - Danger

i almost went with yugeng's version but i think junseo's looks a little better, mainly bc of the long-sleeves. the converse really set this outfit btw which is why i cropped it in. i think i just like turtlenecks

7. Ricky (Back Door)

minus the goggles and i'd wear it. this is def a fit that you have to wear together tho, hard to mix and match this one bc it needs that cohesive white or else it gets messy. i feel bad for this team bc ricky was the only one with a decent fit

8. Jeonghyeon (GGANG)

i almost put junhyeon but i would 1. not wear an abs shirt and 2. his fit feels a little too "american high schooler" for me to really call it an idol fit LMFAO??? but jeonghyeon's fit here is actually really nice bc they didn't give him tin foil and the vest helps his shoulders and it just looks super nice. also the arm band :D

9. Jianyu (GGANG)

i know i just slandered the tinfoil but i think with this fit i'd wear it. i still think this is the best fit of the group (minus the green shoes bc the green don't match), the green mesh top is actually pretty nice and the thin vest works wonders, chen jianyu you will always be pretty as fuck

10. Keita (ZOOM)

i really like this fit and it makes keita stand out well; it's a little bulky especially since keita and i are pretty much the same height so i can well imagine how this would look on me, but the colors work nicely and the hat is just super cute!

11. Yujin (LAW)

im just glad they kinda covered up the v neck with the fishnet top LOL but i like the jumper-esque thing it's got going on, harnesses are a bit much but the stud belt really makes this work LOL good accessories too

12. Mingyu (Man In Love)

i think the simplistic fits for man in love work way better than the feel special ones (in terms of concept) and i'd wear all of them but if i had to pick one it's mingyu's easily. the green sweater is a good soft color and it just looks extremely comfy. also mingyu looks so happy

13. Ricky (Rush Hour)

just get rid of the tie and im sold

14. Jingxiang (Rush Hour)

the big hoodie and black sleeves look REALLY good and the chain on the pants really adds a nice touch. also this screenshot is hilarious bc of ricky's face lol. jingxiang however is tall so idk if i could pull this off

15. Jihoo (Limousine)

definitely another "i'd wear all of them but if i had to pick one" scenario, the caustics pants are actually a lot nicer than i expected. i think i have something for short-long sleeve combos now that im looking at it

16. Daeul (Not Spring, Love, or Cherry Blossoms)

definitely needs the beret to complete it but the outfit is just so sweet looking! the white on white somehow works and younger me always dreamed of having a white jean jacket so i would totally wear this!! the hoodie just adds on a nice layer on top too

17. Seowon (Supercharger)

(im ngl i had to do a double take when taking this screenshot, like that's SEOWON???) also this is pretty much just ricky's rush hour fit but dark mode/on steroids, so pretty much similar reasoning there. i just love this one for some reason (fun fact: he rips the rips on his pants LOL)

18. Ollie (Supercharger)

im not gonna say anything just that i've just started to notice a pattern with my choices here

19. Keita (Switch)

if you mixed junhyeon's ggang fit with itsuki's danger fit and them splashed a bunch of highlighter ink on it this is what you'd get. i think this one works best bc its more monotonous and also not blaringly loud (like kamdens pink fit that’s nightmare fuel). also, it's cute!

20. Hanbin (Switch)

the headband and the blue jacket saved this fit ngl bc those green pants don’t exactly work for me LOL but i'd wear everything else!

21. Matthew (Say My Name)

it's definitely the least like "uniform" uniform on the stage, and the extra layers make this seem like it'd be extra comfy in the winter :)

conclusion: i like streetwear and jackets a little too much LOL. if you didn't see a stage here that means i didn’t wanna wear any of their fits lol

[seokmatthewz]

hello!!! I watched episode 3! I'm happy to finally get to more performances^^ both kill this love performances were good, but I really loved Matthew's group!! they did such a good job omg also seowon, woonggi, and dongyeol were so cute in very nice. it was the perfect song for them. I feel really bad for kamden? I can't imagine how frustrating it must have been to have all your teammates refusing to communicate :( also ive been watching a bunch of shanbins old dance videos and im obsessed hes so good I hope he can show more waacking once they debut!!!

omg yeah g group kill this love is one of my fave performances in the whole show!!! they rlly ate i was so impressed. very nice was good too!!!! i was so happy seo won was on tht one hes soooooo cute my dear guy :') yeah the whole back door g group thing must have been frustrated I feel bad for all of them apparently the producers didn't bother to translate for anyone so they were kinda left floundering with any communication issues 😔 they really love to make the poor chinese trainees look bad i felt bad for krystian too 😔 I ADORE SHANBIN'S PREDEBUT VIDEOS my favourite is predictably call me mother bc its ICONIC but theyre all so good im sure theyre gonna let him do more of it since he's like professionally trained nd such!!! i really hope they can maybe work it into their choreo too for zb1 I think it would be a really neat addition to their performances!!!

[mestizalectora]

. °✧·.  . Needles ㅡ Xiao (UP10TION) scenario.

Prompts: 47.

« Hold my hand until it’s over? »

Genre: fluff.

Word count: 624.

Warnings: no.

Requested by anonymous.

You hated needles, with your whole soul. You remember those terrible days at school when nurses came in order to have the students vaccinated against some diseases and, especially, you remember how you used to faint or nearly faint each time.

So, when your head doctor told you that you had to go through a blood analysis you almost started crying in her consulting room. 

Xiao, your boyfriend, wasn’t much of a help when you told him your worries (after a lot of whining from his side, because you didn’t really wanted to tell him that you were scared of needles since a lot of people would make fun of you when they found out). He laughed for about five good minutes until he saw the sad face that you gave him, that was the moment when he realised that you were really scared, and that it wasn’t something he should joke about.

“I’m sorry.” he said, still with the ghost of a smile on his face, not taking too much time to go to your side, his arms slowing wrapping around your waist, as if he was asking you permission to do so. Xiao might be quite a tease most of the time, but he didn’t really mean to hurt your feelings. He was really expecting you to not let him touch you after that, but the moment he realised that you were responsive to his actions he moved closer to you and kindly guide you to put your head in his shoulder, even giving you a tender kiss on your forehead.

“I’ll go with you, okay? I’ll be right there by your side, i’ll even fight that needle if that’s what you want and protect you from those horrible nurses!” he said, lighting up the mood with his dramatic response and the gestures he made, joking around while imitating a prince ready to save her princess. You couldn’t help laughing at all of this, which obviously made Xiao smile widely and go on with his performance.

Even though that evening with your boyfriend definitely help you to not worry about your blood analysis for some time, when the moment of the truth came you were feeling totally anxious and uneasy. Xiao was at your side, just as he promised, caressing your waist with his hand as the line of people ahead of you got closer and closer, rapidly.

You nearly missed your name when the nurse called you, so Xiao was the one who guide you to the chair. You gulped as you sat down, trying to reciprocate the smile the worker gave you, but it was more of a fail. The nurse started telling you how much blood they were going to extract for the analysis, at which you nervously nod with your head, unable to say a word. When the nurse took the needle and you got a peek of it, breathing suddenly became a really tough task. 

Xiao, who was right behind you with his hands on your shoulders in an attempt to calm you, seem to notice this. He moved a little bit, so you could see him without moving in your place.

“Keep looking at me” he told you and, after hesitating for a second, he extended his hand in your direction. “Hold my hand until it’s over?” he offered, at which you gave him a little smile. You nodded your head, locking your fingers with his within a second, really appreciating what he was doing for you. You could swear that you were falling for him one more time when he gave you one last smile, everything else fading away.

You didn’t even notice that the nurse had finished and you were able to leave already.

[fathom-imagine]

[sukiekagamine]

Bad and Crazy episode 12 was perfect to me and here is why

1. It showed Suyeol's attempts at escaping multiple times in a hilarious way (I felt so bad everytime he got knocked out yet I laughed my ass off) and K, the ever loving boyfriend, cheered him on. I love how their relationship developed from watching the other being beaten up to actually supporting and worrying about each other. They have changed so much.

2. Suyeol and K sharing the tiny bed with their giant bodies. And talking about the past. Just chef's kiss. I know they did this because it's the last episode, but still, the nostalgia got to me. I didn't enjoy the violence at the first stage of their relationship (not because it was bad, but because I didn't expect it), but seeing it through the present lens changed it a lot. And how Suyeol phrased it was amazing: "Whenever I think about those moments, I feel like I can do anything." Like he had survived everything including K's antics, and now with K by his side, nothing could stop him.

3. And I noticed the reference to fire and water in the series. We all noticed how K was tied with water in Suyeol's memories, but what about fire? He pulled Suyeol into the burning apartment to save Gyeong Tae, appeared in a dramatic landing while brushing off fire on his shoulders, and at the end, Suyeol went into the burning house to save the boy too. While water was present to pull them to the lowest, fire was the ultimate background to elevate their coolness. Like both are dangerous, but fire is nothing to them. And they even had this conversation like "Wait, we're afraid of water, not fire!" and decided to jump into fire again, which was kinda funny to me.

4. I just loved how smart Suyeol was. Like, holy shit, I adore characters that outsmart the viewers. The fact that he was just pretending the past four months and still had that burning will to break free was the only ray of hope in episode 11 for me. And the part when he ground the drugs to put in the guards' drink? The part when he drew the prison map on his paper? Perfect, God, I love his brilliant mind just like I love K's combat skills. Suyeol went from the snakey coward in episode one to an absolute boss.

5. The last four months of training did him well. The confidence when he approached the doctor and when he strangled the nurses with his long, long, beautiful, elegant legs? Please. That would be the best way to die. And K had fun doing it! A special thing about K is that he had fun doing everything.

6. Suyeol's family. I was kinda annoyed at Dongyeol before, but now that he's shown how much he cared for his mom and Suyeol, I changed my view of him. Suyeol and his family's reunion was so touching. Dongyeol asking him if he was okay with those teary eyes and tight hug? Loved it. But damn, that whole sequence with mom was stressing me out. It hurt so bad seeing her like that. Jeong Yun Ho was cursed. Like, he would rot in hell for doing that to Mama Ryu. I could basically hear Suyeol's heart shattering in his chest at that moment.

7. Yun Ho's drive to do all of this - all of this manipulating, gaslighting children, murdering, isolating and criminalizing Suyeol, building a master plan - was to make Suyeol admit that he was Suyeol's savior and not K. It was so pathetic, but I liked how almost funny it was, because this guy is obsessed with Suyeol in such a pitiful way. He could have gaslit people into giving him fame, fortune or any other thing since he basically had superpowers now, but no, all he thought about was his first crush failure. I imagine him being beaten up by K for the first time and becoming mesmerized with how Suyeol could get out of his grasp. Yun Ho first appeared as a gay mess getting lost in Suyeol's eyes, and was defeated as a gay mess lost under Suyeol's fists (or forehead). He could have stabbed multiple times to make sure Suyeol was dead, or run him over with his car, but no, he had to be all poetic and make a fire and whisper into Suyeol's ear and whatnot. What a pathetic bitch. Oh, and the actor was phenomenal as well. It's like two completely different people - he was sooo angelic when he had his glasses on, like holy cow he's so suspicious but who could not trust those sparkling deer eyes, and suddenly when he took the glasses off he became a total typical psychopath that looked disgusting. The actor had my respect.

8. The last battle was spectacular. Unlike the one with Kim Gye Sik, where Suyeol fought thinking he was alone, he came into this one having K's words of 'trusting himself'. He managed to win the battle by himself, but he wasn't alone - K was there to support him all the way. And God, the moment when they reached out to each other while dying out and calling each other's names? POETIC CINEMA. And he didn't just faint like any other time! He actually got up and saved the boy and went over to beat up the bad guy! It was pretty unrealistic for a stabbed man to be able to bounce back like that, but man, do I love seeing a character getting up after a seemingly defeat. Suyeol's fighting skills were turned up a notch thanks to the time training with K, and I'm forever grateful. You've become so much better at everything, Suyeol.

9. And don't even get me STARTED on the break up scene. It was everything I expected, yet everything I could never expect to be SO GOOD. I have talked about my version of the ending once, but this was even better, because it kept K's personality on track. Even when the break up scene was heartbreaking, K was still that childish, hilarious character, and I loved that about him. The first part of the break up was predictable, with them parting coolly, kind of reminded me of Tenet. Suyeol did have teary eyes, which was amazing amazing amazing, because men crying wasn't seen as a bad thing on mainstream television anymore, thank God. It brought me a melancholic feeling, seeing K smiling and closing the door. 

And then the MIRACLE HAPPENED. Suyeol ran after K. Like those scenes in rom-coms when the male lead chased down the female lead to confess his feelings and to stop her from leaving by giving her a kiss. It was EXACTLY LIKE THAT, with the same music and the same slow motion and I WAS DYING. The writer knew that was so gay but they just didn't care. And then when Suyeol opened the door, he saw K was ugly crying too? Oh my God. Oh, my, God. I was crying, but then I had to take a moment to laugh. Oh, K. Still the comedic relief that you are. And then Suyeol held out a hand, similar to when K held out a hand to help him up the first time he got lost in this very same corridor, and K wailed and ran into his arms.

Oh, God, I have no words to explain my love for that scene, it was exactly what I have been wishing for all this time and never expected to have it fulfilled, ever. Like, you have no idea how many times I've imagined them giving each other crushing hugs while sobbing. I didn't think that it would ever come true, but then here it was. And it was beautiful. It was heartbreaking, and breathtaking, but somehow relieving, like you know that K had to go, it's inevitable, but unlike Tenet when they parted with so much regrets, there are absolutely no regrets here. They were done pretending to be cool, they were finally vulnerable with each other to the point of crying like babies in each other's arms, and they got the hug that they deserved. No reserved feelings, no 'what-ifs'.

And if you watched the behind the scenes video for episode 12, you'd see that Wi Ha Jun was crying for real, and aside from crying, he said other things while he was sobbing too. He said (loosely translated) "My Suyeol, you have to stay healthy, okay? You must not get sick, you must eat and sleep properly, okay?" Other stuff like that. And Suyeol was nodding and smiling in tears to all that. Oh, Jesus, you're killing me but I'm thanking you for giving me this.

Oh, and the (kinda) fireworks? Please. I don't know about other dramas, but this. The producer gave us too much. It made the scene beautiful and so gorgeous and ugh, the slow motion. The angle. Everything. I'm dying.

10. The scene when Suyeol faced the Reinstatement Committee. The first time we saw Suyeol post-breakup, we saw how he honored and cherished K's memories. He wasn't afraid to tell them that K was with him, because unlike the first part of the series when all he wanted was to get rid of K, now he considered K an important part of himself and he was proud of it. He didn't even think having K was an illness. And when he thought of the time he shared with K, he smiled to himself without caring about keeping a perfect facade in front of his superiors. The pre-K Suyeol would be all bowing and fake smiles and fake laughs at moments like this. And I loved his decision to leave. He almost made it in the middle of the series, but had to go back because of the financial problem, and I was so sad back then, seeing him trying to be a good person but failed. Now K finally gave him one last push to get away from all this to reflect on himself and recover from what Jeong Yun Ho did to him. The last scenes when he came back as the Superintendent with a strong moral compass was so satisfying. It's like finally reaching the top of the mountain that you've been climbing and falling so many times.

11. The scenes when Suyeol thought of K while being on the seesaw by himself was devastating. It was lonely, and cold, and empty, and Lee Dong Wook's face was the saddest thing in the universe. He was a genius actor, really. It hurt, but I loved how it emphasized on Suyeol's feelings towards K. We saw how he missed K in the previous episode, but that was the longing for K to return. This time he knew K wasn't coming back and he was just there to heal himself from the wound of losing K. He was depressed, but he had accepted it, and grew to be better.

12. I love how the show didn't end with a hetero normative scene of Suyeol and Hui Gyeom going on dates, kissing and having sex or anything like that. In fact, the romance had been as little as it could be. We didn't even know if Suyeol and Hui Gyeom got back together or not. I'm glad it decided to focus on character exploration and development, and the lesson of trusting yourself, and the adventure of the characters, rather than the romance because admit it, there has been plenty of romance in K Dramas. If I wanted to watch romance, I would have picked Descendants of the sun or something. I'm here for Lee Dong Wook and Wi Ha Jun's acting, along with some action, some thriller, and I was rewarded. It's pretty surprising to see this in a K Drama, I expected the ending to be half as good as this.

In conclusion, I could not have asked for more from this ending. I predicted it to be so disappointing, but it gave me a pleasant surprise. It was everything I could ever asked for. Respect.

[weiamilikethis]

Xiao x Reader Fluff

@hwnxiaos I’m so sorry this took me so long! I got caught up with my thesis “OTL Anyhow, I hope I was able to give justice to what you wanted! ^-^ - Admin M

expect this precious maknae to be super sweet! 

will call you beautiful all the time to make sure you’re confident with yourself and to remind you that you’re the perfect one for him

tbh he’ll point out the little things about you that he absolutely loves

and look who’s blushing? yeah, you are.

H   U   G   S everywhere! there will never be enough hugs for this boy

he’ll definitely make cute nicknames for you and ruffle your hair all the time

OKAY, this guy will always act cute in front of you.

“Jagi, i’m feeling down. Please give me a kiss” so you kiss him on the cheeks. unsatisfied Xiao suddenly appears

“Eehh? Just on the cheeks???”

will be so clingy but hey who’s complaining?

when cuddling, he puts his arms all over you with your head buried on his chest. also, he tangles his legs with yours making it a sweet and warm mess

you’ll talk about random stuff while cuddling or not speak at all. he just wants to feel your warmth while you lean on him

he’ll spoil you with little gifts (especially ice cream)

he’s calm when you’re around. like no one will be able to hurt him and he’ll make sure no one will ever hurt you.

Xiao will call before you sleep and it’ll end up with both of you talking about random stuff at 3am

when both of you had a fight, it seems that the whole world is against Xiao. he’ll just stay quiet in the corner thinking and when he can’t take the thought of losing you, he’ll cry. he’ll come up to you saying he’s sorry (especially when he knows he’s wrong) and would do anything for you to forgive him

ofc you’ll forgive this little bundle of joy

you’ll ask Xiao if you can put make-up on him, he declines at first but gives in anyway. w o w his skin can heal diseases and hey, he turns out to be a beautiful girl

he’ll smile so widely because you’re so focused on putting make-up on him

this guy is just a real sweetheart. he’ll lighten you up when you’re feeling down and will make sure that you feel special every single day

[carat10library]

UP10TION Scenarios

3. HUG

 JINWOOK: He greeted you with a hug the moment he saw you. “How was your day? Mine’s not really good,” he shared. “We’re the same, then,” you responded. “This day was really stressful.” You felt his hug became tighter. “Can we stay like this for a while? I missed you,” he said softly as he ran his fingers through your hair.

SOOIL: Tears started to form in your eyes when he approached you. “Congratulations,” he uttered with a smile. You fixed your eyes on that smile which strengthened you during your time in the university. He was the source of your inspiration, a dear friend, a special one. “Congratulations,” you echoed, blinking back tears. “Don’t cry on me now,” he teased, enveloping you in his arms. “We just graduated and that doesn’t mean we won’t be seeing each other ever again, okay?”

MINSOO: After using almost half of the tissue box, some of the heaviness still remained in your chest. Nothing prepared you about the news on your long-time crush. You squinted your swollen eyes to look at the guy who always looks after you—your best friend. When he finally came to you, he approached you cautiously. His eyes were wary. No words came from him and your heart felt peace after those hours of crying. He spread his arms open for you, his eyes conveying what he meant with the action. The tears came back and his shirt dried them.

JINHYUK: “Did you miss me?” he asked playfully. You only nodded because you can’t keep yourself from laughing at his cheesiness. He sighed happily before standing behind you. The next moment his arms were wrapped on your waist. You spent the minutes just staring at the children playing in the park although you weren’t thinking about anything. A stolen kiss on the cheek brought you back to your senses. You tilted your head to look at him. When your eyes met, you both smiled and everything in the background just melted.

CHANGHYUN: “Oh my,” you mumbled in shock and embarrassment. You saw how surprised you were by looking in his eyes. “I-I’m fine. I’m just… Excuse me but I don’t know you,” he stammered with his deep voice. You were amazed by the sound of it, but you focused on this awkward little problem you caused. “You’re right, we don’t know each other. Actually I thought you’re my friend. That’s why I hugged you. I’m really sorry.” You watched his expression change from confusion to relief. “Don’t be. Just don’t go hugging random people again. We don’t know how others might react.” He left but the image of him remained in your mind.

WOOSEOK: He looked at you longer like he was searching your eyes. Of course you got conscious. Imagine a handsome guy like him looking at you. You’re losing it internally but you let him see the hurt more than the affection. Without caring if he read both emotions from your eyes, you accepted his hug. “Hugging makes a person feel better, they said. I was looking at you and I know you’re not okay.” You stayed quiet, feeling his heartbeat. “Is it working?” He meant his hug. You smiled without him seeing. “More than you could ever imagine. Thank you so much.”

YEIN: One by one you pictured all your dreams coming true. Getting into this university was all you ever dreamed of since high school. He came to you to congratulate you. “We’re going to be schoolmates again,” he commented. “Yes, I’m so excited!” you exclaimed, hugging him. Then you realized what you’re doing and you released him instantly. He was a soft shade of pink when you looked at him. “Um, sorry I got carried away.” He smiled like he was cool with it, that he wasn’t caught off guard. “No problem,” he said. “I’m glad there’s someone I know in this university and that it was you.”

GYUJIN: The look on his face pained you. He was all wide-eyed in relief and worry, fussing over you. “Where were you? You didn’t answer my calls and texts. I was restless.” In his distress his hands went from holding your shoulders to cupping your cheeks. “You could’ve been there when the accident happened. For the life of me I was so scared.” You sighed, touching his hand as you gazed at him. “I’m so sorry, Gyujin. Look, I’m not hurt. You can calm down now.” His eyes showed hesitation, so you took him in your arms. You felt him relaxed as he whispered how much he cares.

HWANHEE: You have seen him smile so many times, but the way he smiled at you earlier seemed different. It could be because things are going well with him and his family right now. And the fact that you both confessed to each other just today after being friends for years probably added to the reasons behind that glowing smile. You closed your eyes and the feel of his arms around you returned in a flash. It hit you that although he was with you every day, you still miss him when you’re alone. How you love that whiny guy.

DONGYEOL: Today would be the last day you’ll be seeing him. It was your decision and he’s not the one at fault. He was never the one to blame. Falling for him was easy but you were too scared that everything seemed difficult at this point. “You seem off today. Did something happen?” he inquired. “I don’t think I can still go on like this… seeing you.” He quickly picked up the thought of what you’re trying to tell him. “Why?” he stated, alarmed. “You said you like me too. No, you love me.” Only you were too late for he already grabbed your hand in his. He’s hard to convince with lies, you know that. “Please let me go,” you mumbled. “Please don’t leave me,” he replied. He pulled you in his arms, hard, and said, “I don’t know what’s keeping you from staying, but will you please try seeing past those reasons? Don’t go.”

[hellokpopoutfit]

Outfit inspired by Up10tion’s Xiao requested by @lauren-roars

Note: the company want him cute, but i can see with my eyes that he isn’t

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[nananaptime]

Had I known

For the February prompt on Up10tion Honey10 Amino

Masterlist Rules

Genre: Angst

Word count: 1 371

Summary: Best friends are always there for each other.

It was raining… of course, it was raining, just the thing to make this day even better. An umbrella was not something I had been thinking about when I made my escape from my soon-to-be ex-boyfriend’s house, not after what he did and certainly not after what he said to justify himself. My tears were streaming down my face at the speed of the rain falling from above and I cursed myself for letting them free, for wasting the precious water belonging in me tear canal on a person as awful as him but I couldn’t stop them, no matter how hard I tried. He was a douche, he was awful, and still, I had spent near six months blinded by the childish love one feels at the beginning of any relationship, also known as the honeymoon phase. I hate that phase with my entire being by now, wouldn’t it have been for that I would have seen through his facade and protected my heart from breaking into thousands of pieces at his expense. Oh, how foolish I had been.

After finding my boyfriend, sorry, ex-boyfriend, commit the betrayal he knew I would never forgive, I was out the door like a whirlwind. Of course, he had been persistent of hurting me even more as he ran after me, screaming words too foul to ever be able to leave my own mouth. That made it even worse, believe it or not, the fact that no remorse existed in his heart, no guilt visible in his eyes as he walked back inside to engage in the activity I had caught him in.

One would think I’d be heading straight home, eating ice-cream while bawling in front of the television like any other heartbroken human. I wanted to, I really did. I didn’t want to follow my feet when they walked past my house and continued down the block, passing three of my neighbours’ homes. I didn’t want to hear the knock my fist placed on his door, muffled by the rain splattering against his windows beside me. I didn’t want to throw myself in his arms as I broke down once he opened the front door. But I did, I did all of it as if I didn’t know how to control myself.

Dongyeol didn’t ask, he just carefully took a step back, me following stuck like plaster to his chest, and closed the door, blocking out the raging winds and harsh downpour. Then we just stood there, me shivering from the cold still lingering on my skin and him leaning his head against mine as he cradled me in his arms, worry radiating from him but still no questions asked, not wanting to push me even further than I’d obviously already was.

Once there were no more tears for me to spill, I pulled my face away from his chest, glancing up at him and almost feeling guilty of causing the slight anxiety visible in his dark eyes. The eyes which always held the emotion he was experiencing, nothing to hide his heart. He seemed to know exactly what had happened, or at least who had caused my pain because not even five seconds after he had taken a look at my face, his own turned into one of rage.

“I’m going to kill him.” He pulled away from me as he announced his intent and was, admittedly resistant, pulled back by me running in front of him, begging him not to leave me alone and just be with me, not make things worse by getting beat up by the cruel human I once said I was in love with. He contemplated it, not wanting to let him get away with his actions but not wanting to leave me dealing with my emotions on my own. His last concern was the one to win as he pulled me into his arms once again and lead me back to the couch in his living room where he laid me down, handing me one of the blankets adorning the armchair a few feet away. Then he disappeared to the back, where his room was located, soon coming back with a pair of sweatpants and my favourite hoodie of his, handing them to me before pressing a loving peck to my forehead, mumbling how I should change clothes before I got sick. He shooed me off to a secluded area to change while he popped some popcorn, got out some ice cream and got a movie started, one that did not revolve around the plot of a dramatic relationship working out in the end as if a fairy godmother had cast a spell.

Walking into the living room again, this time warmed up in his cosy clothes, clothes I had worn on multiple occasions before. Dongyeol’s eyes found you and he froze, mouth agape and look unwavering, causing you to yearn for the power to read minds. Had you been in possession of that power, you would’ve figured out years ago that your best friend was in a dilemma, and that he had chosen your happiness every time above his own. He finally blinked, shook his head slightly before gesturing for you to take a seat beside him, joining him in the movie watching you would have been doing on your own if it weren’t for your lack of impulse control.  

After the movie finished there were no more ice cream and no more popcorn but just two adults not knowing how to adult as they clutched their stomachs, wishing they had been smarter about the number of unhealthy foods they just put in their body. I laughed at the pain in my belly and the nausea I experience every time I moved, knowing I shared the experience with Dongyeol made it slightly funnier, but my stomach still grumbled in discomfort at my poor decisions.

We were laying on the couch, both our heads beside each other in the middle and my legs thrown over one side of the couch, Dongyeol’s thrown over the other. Giggles spilt from our lips, I didn’t know if they were caused by the current situation we were in or if they were a reverse psychological reaction to my own relationship ending the way it did. Either way, laughing like it was the only thing we knew how to do while having filled our stomachs to the brim was not the best idea as it just increased the agony my belly was in. we finally calmed down, trying to make our stomachs do the same while staring up at the ceiling, lost in our own thoughts.

“I hate him.” I didn’t get an answer, Dongyeol knew that I would talk when I was ready and now was it, so he didn’t interrupt. “The things he said to me, how it was my fault, how I didn’t make enough time for him, how I had pushed him to seek the assistance of another person. I loved him and I thought he loved me back, I guess I was wrong. He never said it so…” My sentence faded into nothing and Dongyeol waited before talking, wanting to see if I had more to say.

“He was a douche you know. He lost the greatest person he had and for what? Someone he met in a bar, that he didn’t even know. Even if he were to get into a relationship with this person it will be built on lies and betrayal, you weren’t the one who lost someone, he was.” A small smile made its way onto my lips as a chuckle escaped them, experiencing the effect his words had on me. He always managed to make everything better.

“Thank you, Dongyeol. I love you, you’re like the brother I never had.” The words hurt Dongyeol in a way I couldn’t imagine. Had I known of his wish to give me everything, of his wish to never let me get hurt, of his wish of being by my side in a way a best friend never could, then maybe my situation had been different, maybe our relationship had been different.

But I didn’t know.

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coincidentally (lee dongyeol | xiao) UP10TION

Soulmate! AU Hwanhee - I Know I'm In Your Heart

Genre: Fluff, Angst

Word Count: 1909 words

Written By: Mik (@bangtention)

 We met by coincidence.

 | - |

 I smiled. All around me, people were laughing, smiling, talking to each other. The very essence was uplifting. I put my earphones in. I stood up off the bench and began walking along the main path. The area was nice. A preserved, recreational park that had a lot of many different paths and it's easy to relax here. It helps, it takes away the stress of personal issues, like cyberbullying, school, work, money problems, whatever.

 I was walking on a trail, admiring the scenery.

 "Hey."

 I jumped a little.

 "What?"

 The guy walking beside me smiles.

 "You looked a little lonely, so I thought I would keep you company. I'm Lee Dongyeol, but my hyungs call me Xiao. What's your name?"

 "Y/N. Shouldn't you be with your hyungs then instead of talking to a complete stranger like me?"

 Stranger is right, but I couldn't feel anything off about him. He was a comfortable presence to be around, and not someone to take caution of.

 "Nah, I'm actually trying to hide from them. One of my hyungs is trying to kill me."

 "That. That is interesting. What even happened?"

 "Nothing much. Another of my hyungs and I poured a bucket of water on him for revenge and now he wants to kill us. The hyung that partnered up with me ran the other direction."

 I laughed a bit, "I guess next time you know not to anger your hyung again? Right Dongyeol-ssi?"

 "I probably shouldn't, but it's fun," he argues back playfully.

 I smile.

 "Xiao-yah!" Another person yells.

 "Y/n-ssi let's meet again okay?" He said, before running, the other person yells before chasing the black-haired male.

 I shake my head. Lee Dongyeol huh? Good luck not dying.

 | - |

 We became friends by fate.

 | - |

 Since that day at the park, the black-haired male always crossed my mind. He sparked my interest. I was sitting in a café, drinking a caramel cappuccino, when out of nowhere I heard my name being called.

 "Y/n-ssi!"

 "Wha-? Oh, Dongyeol-ssi, hello!"

 "Hi!"

 "Do you live around here?"

 "I guess you could say that. You like this café too right?"

 "Yeah, oh should we exchange numbers this time?"

 He nods and we switched phones, entering our phone numbers in.

 "What did your hyung do to you?" I asked.

 "What? Oh, he threw me and Hwan-hyung into the lake."

 "I assume Hwan is the other guy you partnered with?"

 "His name is Hwanhee, and yeah, that was my partner in crime," He said cheerfully.

 Dongyeol sipped his drink, "Y/N-ssi, do you want to meet my hyungs?"

 I smiled, "Sure, why not?"

 Dongyeol dragged me out of the café and dragged me to a small apartment building.

 "Do you guys live together?"

 "Yeah, all 10 of us."

 "There's 10 of you? Wow, that's a lot in one room."

 "There's 5 rooms luckily, I can't deal with all of us in the same room 24/7. Hyung tries to kill me a lot."

 "Same hyung that chased you last time?"

 "Him and Yein-hyung, everyone else spoils me because I'm the maknae," He smiles, and honestly his smile could have brightened up the whole world.

 "So you're the precious maknae of a 10-member group. What else do you have hidden?"

 "Nothing much, what about you though Y/N? What kind of life do you have?"

 "I live alone, in an apartment. I sit and binge watch dramas and things on YouTube.  My life isn't nearly as interesting."

 "Well you have me now right?" He says smiling.

 His smile was so contagious, I started smiling myself.

 "Yeah!"

 He started jumping a little, "I have a new friend!"

 He introduced me to his hyungs right when we got through the door. He was right, he's like their precious baby and everyone does spoil him. But I guess that's what happens, right?

 |-|

 Dongyeol became my best friend. We spent every day together and I found out he has a passion for singing. His voice was amazing and powerful, and his hyungs were all talented as well. They would make good idols.

 "Hwanhee!" Wooseok calls from the other side of the room.

 And they're at it again.

 I shake my head and block out the bickering Hwanshin duo and turn my head towards the kitchen. Jinwook and Yein cooking breakfast for everyone, Sooil and Changhyun were still sleeping for all I know, and Minsoo, Dongyeol, Sungjun, and Gyujin were out grocery shopping. I guess it was my job to wake up the two sleep-a-holics.

 Sighing, I made my way to Sooil's room. Sooil was rooming with Dongyeol, so it was the easiest to remember. Entering the room I saw a hill of blankets, which was probably just one blanket, and Sooil under it.

 "Sooil, wake up," I say shaking him.

 "Sooil. Yah No Sooil."

 Still no response.

 "Kuhn-yah!!!" I started shaking him.

 Sighing in defeat I went to the kitchen and filled a pot with water.

 "Y/n… Where are you going with that?" Yein asks.

 "Uh. Not going to wake up Sooil with it?" I state, more of a question than an answer.

 Yein just shakes his head and pretends he didn’t hear anything.

 Sneaking to Sooil's room I poured water on him, which snapped his eyes open. I never knew Sooil knew that many colorful words.

 Changhyun though, was easier to wake up, although it did take me a while to push him out of the bed.

 The people who were out grocery shopping came back.

 "Hyung, why are you wet?"

 I had to hold back a laugh as Sooil glared at me.

 |-|

 We became lovers by destiny.

 |-|

 It was a free day today and Dongyeol and I were walking around Seoul to find things to do.

 "Y/n-ah?"

 "What?"

 "What do you think. . . Would have happened if we didn't meet each other at the park?"

 "Uh, I don't know, we'd probably meet at that café or we'd meet somewhere after that. But I'm pretty sure I would have met you sometime."

 He stayed silent after that.

 "Dongyeol-ah, can we got to the amusement park?"

 "Sure! Let's go!" He says.

 We realized the park was kind of far from where we were so we ended up taking the bus. One of the ladies sitting down said we looked like a really good couple.

 "Ah, no we're not-"

 "Thank you," Dongyeol says, slinging an arm around my shoulder.

 "Dongyeol, what the-" I say, getting cut off again.

 "Just go with it, you need to get used to it," he smiles at me.

 What does that mean?

 |-|

 We arrived at the amusement park later, but the thing Dongyeol said lingered in my mind. What did he mean by that?

 "Just go with it, you need to get used to it."

��That smile too. . .

 I shook my head. I'll think about that later.

 "So Y/N, what ride should we go on first?"

 "Roller coaster!"

 "Okay, let's go then!" He says, dragging me by the hand.

 Dongyeol's acting a bit more touchy lately. What is really going on? Does he perhaps, know of my feelings for him? No, he can't.

 |-|

 Laughing, we walked out of the park.

 "I never knew a guy could scream so high pitched!" I laughed.

 Dongyeol blushed, "Then you should hear Yein scream on drop coasters."

 "Challenge accepted."

 We had a moment of silence. All you could hear were footsteps as we walked away from the park.

 "Y/N ah?"

 "Yeah?"

 "Do you like me? Like romantically?"

 "Uh. . ."

 "It's okay forget about it, I never said anything."

 "Actually Dongyeol, yes I do."

 "Really?" He asks, staring at me with those wide, puppy-like eyes.

 All I could really do is nod, otherwise I'd probably say something stupid.

 "Good. Because I like you too."

 "What?" I stopped walking.

 Dongyeol walked in front of me and stared into my eyes.

 "Y/N, I like you. So will you go out with me?"

 I smiled, "I would love to!"

  |-|

 We fell apart by choice.

 |-|

 "Y/n! Y/n! Y/n! Y/n!"

 "Hwanhee-ah! What's going on?"

 "Didn't Dongyeol already tell you? We got scouted by TOP Media! With Teen Top and 100%!"

 "Wow, I'm proud of you! When did you hear about this?"

 "It's been a week, I just couldn't run into you so I couldn't tell you until now. But I thought you knew?"

 "No, I didn't," I say smiling, "Dongyeol never told me."

 "Anyway Y/N, I need to go, I'm going to practice so when we get evaluated I can do my best!"

 "Okay! Fighting Hwanhee!"

 So Dongyeol never told me, huh?

 I waited for him to tell me, but he never did.

 "Dongyeol-ah, do you need to tell me something?" I ask.

 "Oh. You found out about me being scouted."

 "Why didn't you tell me? Hwanhee had to tell me about it! A week after it happened!"

 "Y/N please," Dongyeol says softly.

 "Dongyeol I can't be with someone who hides secrets from me."

 His eyes widened, "Y/n, don't."

 I sigh, "I'm sorry, I love you, but you'll be an idol and I don't want to get in your way either. Maybe I'll come and see you when you debut. Good bye Dongyeol."

 |-|

 But why do you keep crossing my mind?

 |-|

 It's been two years since I talked Lee Dongyeol. It's been one year since their debut. I've went to all their concerts, with the help of Hwanhee and Jinwook. All the members knew that I watched them, paying attention because no matter how much I tried to move on, I loved Dongyeol, and although it was my fault that we broke up it was for the best.

 I kept my cover as a Hwanhee fansite on Twitter, just so it was easier to keep close, and also, so I can talk to Hwanhee.

 "Y/N!"

 "Hwanhee-ah! How's promotions doing?" I ask.

 "Tired, we've been practicing a lot."

 "I noticed, you're doing really good, I can barely do the choreography for 'So, Dangerous' and it's been a year!"

 "You know you can always ask Changhyun to help you right?" He says as he laughs.

 "Yeah but Dongyeol might see me, and I doubt you guys have time."

 "You're right," He says.

 I was so concentrated on talking to Hwanhee, I didn't see the figure approaching us, and I guess Hwanhee didn't either.

 "Hyung!"

 My eyes widened, 'Shoot, I can't run or it will look weird.'

 Hwanhee stiffened, "Xiao-ah!"

 "Who's this?" He asks, and I have no choice but to turn around.

 "Long time no see, Dongyeol-ssi."

 "Y/N-ah, w- what are you doing here?"

 "I said I would watch you debut, and I kinda wanted to watch everything after that," I smiled, "You got far, Dongyeol-ah."

 He smiles, "Y/N-ah. I missed you," he says tackling me in a hug.

 "I missed you too, Dongyeol."

 "Y/N, I still love you."

 "And I still love you Dongyeol."

 "Okay, love birds, make up already, the hyungs and I didn't plan you guys reuniting and leaving each other again."

 "Hwanhee you planned this?" I ask.

 "Oh come on, I see the way you look at him during the fan meets."

 I roll my eyes, as Dongyeol puts his arm around me.

 |-|

 It doesn't matter where or when we are. We love each other, and nothing can come in between that. After all, everything happened when we met at that park. We met coincidentally.

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~ bias tag ~

uwU I haven’t done one of these in a little while, so thank you for tagging me you precious flower @capablee-mark ❣️

1. Lee Donghyuck(Haechan) - NCT

2. Hwang Hyunjin - Stray Kids

3. Son Dongju(Xion) - ONEUS

4. Son Dongmyeong - ONEWE

5. Song Moonbong - MASC

6. Kim Minkyung(Roa) - Pristin

7. Kevin Moon - The Boyz

8. Lee Dongyeol(Xiao) - UP10TION

9. Kim Sungchan(Spax) - BLANC7

10. Jung Wooseok - Pentagon

>Between 1 and 4, who would you rather kiss?

-dUCKIE all the way man he deserves all the smoochies,,, I would kiss dongmyeong too uwu but like,,,, hyuck,,,,

>Between 2 and 7, who would be your best friend?

-bRO WHAT THIS IS HARd iM,,,, dhhdshsj I guess hyunjinnie since were the same age idk fhdhjsjs age doesn’t matter I just can’T choose so that’s what I’m going with

>Between 5 and 10, who has a better voice?

-Wooseok. his voice is deep and beautiful and it just hiTs me,, also there hasn’t been a whole lot of times to hear Moonbong’s singing voice 😔

>Between 1 and 8, who is the funniest?

-donghyuck has me cracking tf up like all the time so frfhdhjdjsjskdk

>Between 6 and 9, who would you date?

-mINKYUNG, mY BEAUTIFUL GIRLFRIEND she’s so fhhdjsjsjs she could kick me across a football field and I’d still be mega heart eyes

>Between 9 and 10, who would you collaborate with?

-wooseok lmao just because of the height difference it’d be hILARIOUS

>Between 4 and 8, who’s the best dancer?

-dongyeol hfhdhsjsjs

>Between 3 and 5, who would you most likely marry?

-my baby dONGJUUUUUUUUU marrying him means I would be able to hear his cute ass laugh so often and then I’d dIE but it’s okay I love him

>Between 2 and 3, who has a better smile?

-hyunjin oh my gOd his smile is one of the cutest that I’ve seen uwu

>Between 6 and 8, who would you vacation with?

-dongyeol bc fhdhssj I’m so soft for him and imagining all the cute things we could do together hNBHGDGHHEF I forgot how softly whipped i am for that boy

okIE now I shall tag my 🅱️ros @mansaechamsae @meatmeinthemiddle-mark and @hinakosama !!! (you all know the drill)

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Jewel Tones (part three to the poly! xiaohee angst series)

Parts one and two are texts and this is the final part

@fluffypandaluv have fun reading this <3 you might want tissues

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Hwanhee reflected over the relationship he cherished so deeply, his hands in Dongyeol’s dye damaged hair, the younger having cried himself to sleep again for the third time that week. Hwanhee never judged him though, only giving as much comfort as he could. Dongyeol had expressed to the older boy that he felt the breakup was all his fault, he was the one to suggest the breakup in the first place and the one to actually end the relationship in the first place, and no matter what his hyung told him, the maknae wouldn’t allow anyone to tell him different.

The dark brown hair falling through Hwanhee’s fingers, it being back to a natural color after their most recent promotions, made the older boy run through the hair colors he and the younger boy went through. Red, pink, apricot orange, gray. Hair colors he had experienced with his two loved ones by his side, and now he sat on the couch, broken hearted at his lost lover and his destroyed boyfriend. 

His thoughts always came back to you some how, how you lightened the tension after fights, to how you were unknowingly the tension in a fight. The fight that made him lose you. The fight that made Dongyeol quiet and depressed, that left the band in shambles from the fractures in the trust between their co-leader and favorite hyung. Hwanhee found it ironic that trying to protect his love caused more damage than good.

Your love was ruby red, Hwanhee could say that with no hesitation. You were the purest and most passionate of lovers, making sure your two boys were happy before you even thought about yourself. You never made one of them angry, at least not on purpose, and if you did, you would apologize immediately. A love like yours wasn’t common, but desired by many. Hwanhee never thought he would lose that.

Losing you was like a blue sapphire, deep and dark, shockingly visible even while shattered. The bed was cold, the old vibrant Dongyeol was missing, gone forever. Hwanhee remembered the one time he had seen you cry after losing one of your dogs, and his heart stopped when he imagined you crying because of them, because of him. He figured he deserved it however; they had caused this, they deserved to live with the consequences. 

Seeing you with Wooseok was emerald green, the deepest amount of jealous he had ever experienced. He knew his hyung was better for you, was more present for you. The two of you had been friends for forever, and while he knew his hyung had feelings for you, he never assumed the older boy would have ever had a chance with you. He knew better than to take things for granted again. It wasn’t even jealousy brought on by Wooseok flirting with you. It was Wooseok being able to see you, comfort you, touch you, love you while he couldn’t.

Being without you was black onyx, opaque and prevalent, never forgotten but never wanted. Hwanhee had experienced this feeling before, while on tour and away from you. A sad chuckle left his body when he realized this was nothing like that feeling. Being on tour without you was lapis purple, still dark but such a vibrant shade of hope and knowledge, the knowledge of seeing you again. This... this was different. This was omnipresent, a feeling of dread that never left. They had lost you for good, there was no hope in this situation. Nothing could bring you back to them.

“Hyung, why are you crying?” A small voice shocked Hwanhee out of his thoughts, and he felt the younger boy softly touch his cheek to gently wipe his tears away. The touch was comforting, while simultaneously being heart breaking, because you would never do that again. 

“I’m just sad, Yeollie. Just sad.” A quick tug brought the younger boy closer to him, where Hwanhee pressed his face into the shoulder of his boyfriend and silently allowed his tears to fall. He deserved this pain for ruining your colors. 

[9820129313]

Full name & stage name – Lee Dongyeol (Xiao) Year of birth – 1998 Idol group / Occupation – UP10TION / Vocalist

Xiao, you have been accepted at Enrapture. We look forward to meeting you.

“Agh, you don’t have to yell, I got it the first time, really, hyung,” Dongyeol pleaded with his bunkmate as simple requests to tidy his part of the mess became volatile commands to do so. Nevertheless, once his hyung was away from the room and completely out of eyeshot, cutting his eyes towards the slightly open door to be sure, the maknae double tapped the home bottom on his phone, swiping until he found the app he had his eyes on for hours prior. Nibbling nervously on his lip, his indecisiveness had taken a turn into determination as he clicked on the apply button and ran his eyes over each of the requirements to become a part of this seemingly secret society of men who were probably not much different than him, if not more renowned and internationally recognizable. He was already starstruck, imagining the different faces, also so familiar and yet he’s probably get the chance to meet someone he idolized. A goofy grin spread wide across his face, cheeks high and hot as his fingers worked across the flat keyboard, swiping and topping away until he filled out all of the information necessary to the application, chewing fervently on his thick lower lip as he wrote out a simple statement in the very last passage.

—Buy me a plushie and I’ll show you my fat…

tongue 👅👅—

It was everything he needed it to be. Silly. Cheesy. Funny, in the most foolish way. And with that realization, he shot off the application, tossing his phone aside as he rose from his mattress with a sigh to put away the rouge clothing lying around on the floor.