#donghan imagines

[minjiwritesstuff]

First Kiss

Pairing: Donghan x reader

Genre: fluff

Words: 1198

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You and Donghan have been dating for a few weeks already, he asked you out after the two of you went to see a movie you both were excited for. Those few weeks have been truly great, Donghan was sweet and caring, always asking if you drank or ate. It sometimes was excessive but you knew he only meant good so you didn't mind it. He also gave you a few small gifts already which you felt bad because you didn't want him to spend all of his money of you. But he was happy to do so, and so you let him. Because even if you didn't like him spending so much on you already you couldn't lie.. you liked the gifts a lot. It was nice to have a boyfriend like Donghan. You never really had anyone that cared as much as him before. Of course you had family and friends but it just wasn't the same.

But despite all of the gifts and all the caring, there was something else you wanted. A kiss. That's right, even after almost 3 months of dating, Donghan didn't kiss you. Not even a quick peck. His lips never touched yours and you were eager to feel his kisses. Now of course you were too shy to ask or do the first move yourself but that was something else. We didn't talk about it. But every time an evening ended and that he was about to leave you stood there waiting but he only ever hugged you. And you secretly always hoped for more.

Today Donghan told you that he'd take you out for a movie date as he hasn't been able to see you for a week and missed you. You were of course excited because you missed him too, and seeing movies with Donghan was always a fun time. It was your thing, going out for movies. To Donghan it only felt right to go on movie dates often as that's where your relationship started. To surprise him, you decided to wear the outfit you wore when he asked you out. So when Donghan pulled up to your apartment and saw you he was surprised and happy, the reaction you expected and hoped.

``Looking pretty`` he said on a shy voice.

``Thanks, you too`` you answered on the same tone.

Donghan smiled and took your hand. Then you two were on your way to the movie theater, which wasn't really far from your house. After a few minutes you got there and walked inside to the ticket counter. Donghan paid for the tickets, to which you said you could've paid but he shushed you by dragging you to the snacks counter. You chuckled and followed him. Of course he paid again, grabbing so many things his hands were full and he barely could his feet. You helped him walk to the screening room as he insisted on carrying everything.

``Such a gentleman you are`` you said with a laugh.

``Well of course, I have to be`` he answered with a smile.

``But you can't even see where you're going Donghan`` you said again with a laugh ``You could trip over your feet and spill all of your precious snacks``

``Which is why you're here`` he said jokingly before chuckling.

You chuckled too and kept walking with him. When you both reached the room you sat down in the upper rows and in the middle to be perfectly centered with the screen.

''It's oddly empty'' Donghan commented after placing the snacks on the seat next to him.

''Yeah, it's weird don't you think?''

He nodded and offered you some popcorn, to which you agreed by grabbing a handful. The two of you talked for about 20 minutes until the movie started. You were silent as the movie played, only chuckling or laughing at certain scenes. Donghan smiled each of those times but you never noticed. About halfway through the movie he grabbed your hand and you smiled. You spent the rest of the movie holding hands silently, apart from the occasional chuckles.

When the movie ended the both of you got up and left the theater, of course bringing the left over snacks with you as Donghan bought enough to feed an army. You looked at your boyfriend and smiled to yourself. You hated that in a few minutes he was gonna go back to his place, you wished he could stay. You were shy to ask but for some reason you gathered the courage.

''Donghan?''

''Yes?''

''I was wondering… Do you want to stay the night?''

You swore he blushed for a second. But even if he did he would never admit to it.

''Y-Yeah sure'' he stuttered.

''Only if you want'' you then said as you felt like he was unsure.

''Of course I want'' he said with a shy smile.

You nodded and smiled too.

When you got to your apartment you unlocked the door and stepped inside. Donghan followed behind you and you then closed and locked the door. There was a small silence. It wasn't awkward but with the two of you being shy, no one could get a word out. Until he did.

''Maybe we can watch more movies to finish those?'' he asked while holding the snacks.

You agreed with a nod and walked to the couch. You pulled the coffee table closer and Donghan set the snacks down. He sat down to get comfortable and you sat beside him. He shyly pulled you close and you blushed as you grabbed the remote to look for a movie. After finding one you put it and watched it. The snacks came in handy and were tasty. A lot of them were your favorite and you ate them faster than Donghan, which made him laugh when he realized. You hid shyly and he only laughed more at how cute you were.

After he finished laughing at you, he pulled you even closer and wrapped his arm around your waist. That made you blush but you ignored it as you figured that if you ignored it, he would too. Luckily for you it worked. Until he called your name. You looked up at him and before you even knew it, his lips were on yours. The blush came back and 100 times harder. You kissed him back as you thought of how soft his lips were. You couldn't notice Donghan's cheeks getting pinker by the second as your eyes were closed.

The kiss seemed to last forever but truly only lasted a few seconds. But those were the best seconds. After breaking the kiss Donghan looked at you and that's when you noticed the blush on his cheeks. Which for some reasons made you blush more. Donghan smiled and kissed you again. The butterflies in your stomach were flying freely and you wished you could stop time.

''The wait was worth it'' Donghan said against your lips with a smile.

You could only nod in agreement. Donghan chuckled and quickly pecked your lips.

''Now that I started I won't be able to stop'' he said.

''Good, because I don't want you to'' you answered.

[chaeinedup]

WEi and PDA

Daehyeon:

Kisses;

All types of kisses, forehead, cheek, hand....

But his favourite spot is the lips;

There's something so intimate, so pure, so loving;

He just can't get enough (of you);

He's not a show off per say, but he makes it known to everyone in the room that you're with him.

Donghan:

Feeding you;

At first you didn't really like it, but after many tries you decided to accept his love with open arms;

Since he's like a little puppy anything and everything makes him excited;

And because he loves you so much he has to show it somehow;

He also wants to baby you in some way (one that you'll let him).

Yongha:

Playing with you;

What I mean by this is, either you're giving him attention or not, he's gonna play with your hair, your hands, your shirt, anything relating to you;

He just wants to be as close to you as possible, he's just a little baby.

Yohan:

This one is more specific;

PUTTING HIS ARM AROUND YOU;

Your waist, your shoulders it doesn't matter;

It's natural to him and it makes you swoon each time;

You're his and the world knows it too.

Seokhwa:

So self explanatory, but hugs;

He's just such a warm, cheery person it fits him perfectly;

Side hugs when he's trying to convince you to get ice cream at 2 am, back hugs for when you're doing any task and he wants your attention and front hugs after smooching you all over your face;

Very Seokhwa.

Junseo:

Holding hands <3<3<3<3;

He's so fluffy, angel, shy, beautiful, it had to be;

He loves having you by the hand, he also loves when you're just walking around window shopping and you just pull on him when you want to go in;

The usual dragging around but he actually enjoys it (he finds you the most adorable when you're excited).

[jisungshotfirst]

[spacequokka]

A.C.E Kinks & Turn Ons

When I should be writing, I find myself reading birth charts like they’re the Bible. Except I don’t remember them when I’m writing. Nor do I remember what I thought when I read them. Here’s a Choice shit post.

Donghun || Venus: Aries, Mars: Cancer || Kink: Breeding, low-key dom vibes

When he’s comfortable with you, expect some upfront flirting. He has an innocent, childish sort of charm to him since he’s fun-loving and energetic. Doesn’t like games or beating around the bush. Likes to lead the relationship. Might have on-and-off relationships as he’s prone to falling in love with love itself. For him, sex is tied up with emotional need so you won’t catch him settling for casual stuff. Getting to a point where you trust him fully with your body is what he strives for. Like most with Cancer in Mars, the possibility of making a baby excites him.

Sehyoon || Venus: Aries, Mars: Leo || Kink: Risky sex

Pretty much like Donghan in being straightforward, but a little softer in his approach. He’s a baby, be nice. Sensual yet stubborn. It’d take a lot to get him to change his mind about pursuing you. He enjoys the chase and falling in love. He’s easy to arouse and I see him not wanting to wait until you got home to take care of his needs. Right here, right now. High key competitive, so expect a bet that he can make you scream. But you don’t wanna get caught, right?

Junhee || Venus: Cancer, Mars: Taurus || Kink: Mommy/Daddy, Someone older

Okay, listen, hear me out first. This man just wants to be someone’s little and I’ll die on this fucking hill. We Cancer in Venus folk just wanna be loved and protected with lots of snuggles and kisses. Let. Him. Be. Smol. He cares more about the intimacy and quality time than the physical aspects and I respect that. It’s about being cared for and feeling secure. Tell me a good mommy or daddy wouldn’t be perfect for him? On the other hand, I can see him wanting to provide this for someone else, too. So he’d likely switch roles from time to time to meet his partner’s needs while taking care of his own. His chart also mentions being attracted to someone older than him and while I’m not saying he’s submissive, I am saying he’s smol in every way possible. Yes, this pot is calling the kettle black. Sue me.

Byeongkwan || Venus: Cancer, Mars: Cancer || Turn-on: Confusing me

We got another Venus in Cancer, y’all. Again with the snuggles and soft smol-ness. Give him lots, pls. The only difference I see between him and Jun is his protective aura is a little stronger. He’s smol but feisty. Like Donghun, there’s some breeding kink potential with hints of dom if he’s in the mood.

Chan || Venus: Aquarius, Mars: Aquarius || Turn On: The Pursuit

Congrats! You’ve found yourself a 4D chess player. He wants to be seen as unique and rebellious, “not like the others.” Needs confirmation he’s interesting to you before he takes it further. Once he has that, he turns up the passion. He thrives on adventure and dislikes being restricted or limited, especially when it comes to his sexual expression. Let him be a freak. To him, courting is a game that requires planning and spontaneity to get what he wants. Best part? He’s incredibly patient and isn’t in a hurry to make you crave his touch. Just know that when you do get tired of playing hard to get, you’re getting a guy who’s very imaginative in bed and goes all in. 

[blaklost]

( 🔮 ) ꒪ᤱᰱ ✷BlackLotus PopularityScale

Blacklotus' fan ranked popularity from least to most !

꒪ᤱᰱ ✷ ⸺ ( 🔮 ) H;ex !

H;ex has never been very well liked in the fandom. He’s into some pretty odd stuff, his personality isn't the nicest, and he has had so many seriously scandalous controversies that his reputation has never recovered from.

꒪ᤱᰱ ✷ ⸺ ( 🔮 ) Wooseok !

The only reason Wooseok isn't in last is because of his overwhelming amount of solo stans. He’s also disliked by the majority of the fandom. And for good reasons. It’s no secret to fans and netizens that Wooseok has the tendency, when provoked to attack. And these days fans are still investigating former injuries on the other members and attempting to link them back to Wooseok.

꒪ᤱᰱ ✷ ⸺ ( 🔮 ) Seungwoo !

Imagine being 17 places in your own group, that you lead and drive to success. Seungwoo wasn't very happy with this placement, especially since he’s one of the only members who give their 101% effort in everything in his career now. There isn't a specific reason why Seungwoo is placed here. He just isn't very popular in the fandom.

꒪ᤱᰱ ✷ ⸺ ( 🔮 ) Minseok !

Minseok in his personal opinion, deserves to be higher. But due to the amount of scandals, accusations and ‘proof’ of him faking his personality and just generally not being a very good person, it's hard for his fans to give him anything higher then what he's currently at.

꒪ᤱᰱ ✷ ⸺ ( 🔮 ) Kangin !

Now this one makes perfect sense. Kangin, the violent problem starting, always fuming about something his bandmates did, having a high rank? No sir. Sorry to disappoint. Previously it was speculated that Kangin would place 18 or 17 in popularity. But due to his endless promotions on commercials, reality shows and his, as described by Kangin stans, impossibly cute laugh and enticing visuals, he managed to stay away from the bottom two.

꒪ᤱᰱ ✷ ⸺ ( 🔮 ) Donghan !

Does he deserve better, absolutely. Similar to Seungwoo there isn't any particular reason that Donghan is placed here. He, next to Woobin and Youngjin, is the sunshine of the group. Being kind and bringing joy wherever he goes is his speciality.

꒪ᤱᰱ ✷ ⸺ ( 🔮 ) Beomseok !

Beomseok always seems to come out on top. He’s been involved in his own share of scandals throughout his time in Blacklotus, from lying about his education to disrespecting his elders at award shows. Despite the fandom and himself never seem very affected by these offences, most likely because Beomseok just has a very calm nature when it comes to scandals. And usually his nonchalant attitude towards the media helps relax the fans. 

꒪ᤱᰱ ✷ ⸺ ( 🔮 ) Vien !

Much like Donghan and Seungwoo there isn't any specific reason that vien was placed here. He’s well liked, and gets along with most members. But again, very little screen time, few lines, and not a lot of promotions opportunities are given to him.

꒪ᤱᰱ ✷ ⸺ ( 🔮 ) Youngjin !

The group's lovable foodie! Youngjin is one of the most unproblematic members in Blacklotus ! He was most likely placed here for the fact that a lot of lottus just don't know enough about him. He doesn't speak a lot and despite having quite a few seconds on each song, rarely gets recognized for it. But still, has a solid group of fans and is quite a nice person.

꒪ᤱᰱ ✷ ⸺ ( 🔮 ) Que !

Generally a shock to fandoms from pre-debut. And extremely unfair to H;ex (poor minho) Que was basically the reason for H;ex’s career turned into one big flaming trash pile. And instead of going down with him, he just let the company deal with everything and got out mostly unharmed. In every pre-debut fans eyes this man should have been down there with h;ex.

꒪ᤱᰱ ✷ ⸺ ( 🔮 ) Eunhyuk !

Everyone in this fandom has a Eunhyuk photocard if you have even just one album, and not just because back in 2020 ellectic messed up a printed double the amount of his photocards. Don't deny it, but also don't deny that everyone in this fandom, at one point streamed his double back fancam like their lives depended on it. Anyways, he’s very popular and rightfully so.

꒪ᤱᰱ ✷ ⸺ ( 🔮 ) JayJay !

Jayjay, unlike his friend Vien, has quite a few fans. He would probably be near the top based on personality alone but because he rarely gets much screen time and lines in songs, he wasn't able to get into the top three.

꒪ᤱᰱ ✷ ⸺ ( 🔮 ) Woobin !

Who wouldn't love this bright sunshine?! Woobin has always been very well liked in the group. But due to his many hiatuses throughout the years of being an idol. Many new fans were never properly introduced to him.

꒪ᤱᰱ ✷ ⸺ ( 🔮 ) Devin !

Devin enjoys being the main focus, so it comes to no surprise that he would have a large amount of fans. He live streams the most and posts the most on social media. So it's only normal that the most active member would have one of the bigger fanbase rights?

꒪ᤱᰱ ✷ ⸺ ( 🔮 ) Woosung !

Woosung, our dear maknae , He’s been a fan favorite since debut. He’s everything right and wrong about the kpop industry. Woosung has built a very powerful fanbase for himself throughout his career, just by being himself.

꒪ᤱᰱ ✷ ⸺ ( 🔮 ) Hann !

Hann is very popular within the fandom. Most of the time he’s baby-lottus’s first bias and exposure to the group's concept and members. If you ever want a boy group member who doesn't ‘out do’ or overdance in a girl group cover, this is your man.

꒪ᤱᰱ ✷ ⸺ ( 🔮 ) Yoonho !

To no one's surprise Yoonho has a very strong fanbase. Some of them aren't even k-pop stans. He regularly streams video games and from that has been regularly recognized as just streamer instead of an idol. But his fanbase inside of Blacklotus is also big. He’s funny and people love him for it.

꒪ᤱᰱ ✷ ⸺ ( 🔮 ) Sunjun !

Fans were shocked, netizens were gagged, and Sunjun himself has yet to recover from this news. Sunjun has always been criticized for his lack of ‘skill’ and ‘unprofessionalism’ as an idol. Following that, after Blacklotus debut, netizens singled SUnjun out to criticize his vocal ability and lack of body control while dancing. Despite this, he’s the groups main visual, and now the confirmed most popular. Which would come to some as a major shock. He’s the most promoted member outside of his job as a performer. Sunjun has the least amount of Lines in most of their songs, his center time dancing is very little, and he rarely appears in solo shots for MV’s, unless its a visual shot. So this, was a great shock to fans. But, Netizens have come to the conclusion that it’s either due to his Solo activities or Ellectic ent rigged the votes.

[seokka0o]

SINCE WE ARE TALKING ABOUT YOHAN, remember when I said I was rewatching oui go up, right? Well... that one episode where they are in the river rubbing against a fucking plastic? Yohan getting a little too excited and needing your help? I can't think anymore, my mind is a mush

DONT YOU TELL ME ABT THIS FUCKING EP OH LORD YOU GOT THIS RIGHT

Them rubbing in that fucking plastic and my imagination goes home????? Donghan????? Yohan and those thighs? I need a doctor

[cjennies]

3, 9, 21 & 37

3. create your dream collaboration between idols — which idols and what songs?

my absolute dream team would probably be yunjin (le sserafim), chaein (purple kiss), keeho (p1harmony) and they would do a 2000s r&b melody stage. similar to the decade melody piwon did awhile ago

9. a group that deserved better </3

BESTie, imagine them debuting these days with a name like that,, are you kidding! also excuse me is genuinely one of my fav kpop songs, we just don't get music/concepts like that these days, sigh

21. favorite solo debut

KIM DONGHAN!! sunset changed the trajectory of my life ngl

37. if you were an idol and didnt have to worry about skill, would you rather be a dancer, rapper, or singer?

i think a dancer!! i love to dance and they always get to have the best collab stages lmaoo

create your own... prompt list!!

[kmazines]

LINGER

Donghan left to chase his dream and you never blame him for that. Both of you already know that the relationship won't last long but decided to live the moments while you can. But after the break-up, both of you can't seems to move on but decided that maybe that's the best.

              "Y/n? What are you doing here?" you just can't believe your eyes. Kim Donghan, the one you've been trying to avoid is right in front of you.

               "D-Donghan! Oh, I-I have meeting with client I'm gonna work with. B-but I think I got the wrong room," you bows and apologized to the other members and staff before leaving the room. They seems shocked and confused to see stranger suddenly come into their photoshot space too.

You closed the door behind you and let out a sigh. Not just because you went into the wrong room, but also because of that, you met Donghan. Out of all places and rooms, the one that you accidentally went into? You groaned as you cursed yourself, didn't realized the man was standing right behind you.

                 "Y/n, you're not avoiding me right?" Donghan tapped your shoulder from behind. Hard enough to let you realised his presence behind you but also soft enough to not startle you.

                   "N-no. Of course not. Haha-ha. I think I got to go..?" you turned back at Donghan and you see him looking straight into your eyes. All you can do is to pray that you won't grab and hug him right now. You've been avoiding him ever since the break-up, for this reason. So you won't throw yourself into his arms again.

                     "Y/n,......okay, take care," Donghan smiles. He was miserable himself inside, but he don't want you to see that. He missed you so much too, but what good it will be if he pull you into his arms right now? He wanted to stop you from walking away but will that change anything between both of you? 

All of these thoughts, messing with his mind. But he knew, all he can do is just watching you walked away.

You walked into the room you're supposed to be in and was relieved to find out you're the first one to be there. So that you can calm yourself down after what happened. Now you’re convinced that it's better for both of you to not meet each others again.

[xxjkmxx]

~Soft Donghan Moodboard~

[soft-donghan]

[10:27pm] Knowing how much Donghan loves Marvel, you suggested a Marvel movie marathon over the weekend. His eyes light up as you ask questions, obviously happy you seem to like the movies as much as he does and that he can nerd out with you. Every time a couple appears, he compares you two to them, saying you’re the Pepper to his Tony, the Mary Jane to his Peter, the Natasha to his Bruce, the Nakia to his T’Challa, and so on.

[minjiwritesstuff]

What am I to you?

Pairing: Donghan x Female! reader

Genre: enemy to lover AU, college AU, angst, smut!

Words: 4k+

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Kim Donghan. Who doesn't know him? The answer to this question was simple. No one. Not surprising, is it? For what you know, you would prefer to not know him at all. But it seems like ever since elementary school, life decided that in every shape or form, Donghan would be a part of your life.

You first met him at the sweet and innocent age of 6. At first, from what you remember, he seemed like a nice kid and you even made friends with him at some point that year. You remember enjoying Donghan's presence and it felt like he enjoyed yours too. That friendship of two young classmates lasted 3 years. What happened that day? Who knows. It seemed like Donghan simply decided that he had enough of your company. It left an empty spot in your life but you got over it eventually. After all, you two were close back then but not best friends either.

For a few years, you stayed neutral towards Donghan. You didn't hate him but clearly didn't like him as much as before, as you thought that he dropping you like this was kind of rude. That neutrality stopped the year you both turned 14. That's when the nightmares begun. Ever since that year, Donghan made some new friends and decided to target you as their main victim. To say the least, he and his friends weren't the nicest.

''Accidental'' spilling of food or drinks on either your clothes or your books weren't unusual. Hitting the books out of your hands, pushing you to the side when you were walking in front of them, writing insults on your locker. They even went as far as throwing eggs and flour at you one Halloween. You remember how everyone was laughing at you that day. Pointing their fingers as they almost broke their ribs from excessive laughing. It was a good thing that your friend gave you his blazer to cover yourself as he walked you home.

Now at the age of attending college, you, yet again, were stuck with Donghan. For some reasons that weren't apparent to you, he took the same course as you, which was weird because it wasn't something that seemed to interest him. Today was the first day of class and you were getting ready with your friend in your dorm.

''How do I always end up stuck with him, really? Is this a curse or something?'' you asked your friend as you applied a little bit of make up on your face.

''I don't know, it's really weird. There's truly no way that the study of art interests him'' Daehyeon says as adjusts his blazer on his shoulders.

Habitually, girls and boys weren't able to share a dorm, but some paperwork got messed up and you ended up sharing your dorm with your best friend. For once life was good towards you and you couldn't complain.

''He probably took this course just to bully me more'' you said before scoffing.

''Do you really think that Donghan would waste at least 2 years of his life just to bully you more?'' Daehyeon asked as he looks at you get ready.

You turn to him with a look on your face that didn't even required Daehyeon to think.

''Yeah it was kind of dumb for me to ask, wasn't it?'' he said.

You hummed and applied the last bits of your makeup. As you finished, you notice Daehyeon is having difficulties tying up his tie.

''Still don't know how to do it?'' you said as you walked towards him.

Daehyeon smiled shyly and shook his head, making you chuckle. You automatically put your hands to work and within a few seconds his tie his perfectly looking.

''Thank you'' Daehyeon said, making you nod.

''You'll have to learn it though. No way am I tying up your tie every day for school for the next 2 years''

Daehyeon laughed and smiled.

''On it''

You smiled and waited for him to be ready so you both could head to class in Daehyeon's car. You were lucky to have him in all your classes, this way you had someone to talk to and someone who could drive you every morning.

When you both arrived to class, you took seats in the middle of the class beside each other and waited for other students to arrive. It didn't take long until you saw a familiar face. And that's when female students started whispering.

''Kim Donghan? In our course? Is this possible?'' one of them said to her friend.

''I might just faint, he's so pretty'' the other one said.

As you heard her comment you frowned in disgust. Kim Donghan, pretty? More like Kim Donghan petty. Donghan looked around for a place to sit and well… The seat behind yours was the lucky one.

''He sat behind her? Out of all the people?'' another voice whispered, but still loud enough for you and Daehyeon to hear.

Daehyeon noticed your face and put a hand on your arm before patting it softly, meaning to not care about them. You smiled slightly at him and then looked down at your note book. Not long after that the professor arrived.

''Alright students, welcome to this first day of class. My name is Mr. Jin and I'll be your teacher for the rest of this semester. Let's be respectful of others and have fun altogether, alright?''

Everyone agreed and the teacher smiled before starting to explain how the semester will unfold. After a little bit, he looks at everyone and said,

''Right, before I forget. This class works by teamwork mainly. Of course exams are individual, but you will have teamwork every week after our last class and will have a week to give them back. Any work given later than the deadline will have points removed. I proceeded and made the teams myself. You will work by teams of either 2 or 3''

He started naming a few teams, neither of you and Daehyeon were picked, which meant you still had the chance to be together.

''For the team number 6, the students are: Jang Daehyeon, (y/n) (y/l/n) and Kim Donghan''

You and Daehyeon looked at each other. Was he serious? In all these students, you really had to be paired with your worst enemy? Kim Donghan himself. Well, this was a way to start the semester you thought. Definitely not the way you wanted to start it but apparently you didn't have any other choice.

''You have no homework for this week, so take this chance to get to know your partner or partners. The first teamwork will be given at the middle of next week's class and you will need to give it back to me before the week after that, so in two weeks.''

When the class ended, you and Daehyeon walked away only to be stopped by Donghan's voice behind you. You both turned around and looked over the tall boy. He was smiling widely, his eyes becoming smaller in the process.

''I'm glad I got paired with you, (y/n)'' he said.

He then turned to Daehyeon and handed out his hand.

''Kim Donghan, I don't think we ever met, have we?''

''Stop acting around Donghan, you know me and I know you. This is sadly something that we can't change, is it?'' Daehyeon said a little bit coldly.

Donghan took his hand away, still smiling.

''Well I see that politeness isn't working with you''.

''When it's sincere, yes it does'' Daehyeon added before looking at you and signaling you both should walk away.

As you did just that, you took one last glance behind and saw that Donghan was still there and smiling at you.

''What a creep'' you whispered, making Daehyeon look at you.

''Don't mind him; I'll talk for the two of us during the teamwork. Although I don't like him I'll be able to manage him''

You shook your head some.

''I cannot not talk, the teacher will see us and I don't want to lose any point over him. You're sweet but I'll be fine Daehyeon'' you said.

Daehyeon nodded and you both kept walking to your next class.

That was your first encounter with Donghan of the semester and sadly not the last.

The classes went on, and after almost a week you were reassured to know that for all the other teams you were paired with Daehyeon and Daehyeon only. So the only interaction you should have with Donghan is for your teamwork of the week.

The day of the first teamwork arrived and you already couldn't wait for it to be over. All class long you felt a pair of eyes on you and you knew for a fact that they were Donghan's eyes. Even if you couldn't see him it screamed that it was him.

When the teamwork time arrived, Donghan joined you and Daehyeon at your table and started acting like the three of you were best friends since forever.

What a two face you though to yourself. Anything to be liked by everyone. But those little tricks wouldn't work on you because well, you despised him. The simple thought of him disgusted you. And it wouldn't change so soon.

Or so did you think.

Some unfortunate events happened that quite changed the game.

For a good two weeks, Daehyeon got sick and couldn't leave his bed so you had to be alone with Donghan for the teamwork. And only then did you start to notice a few things.

Like his eyes. You noticed how pretty they looked when he smiled or laughed. You also noticed how his smile seemed perfect. Every time he looked at you, it sparked something inside you.

Ew, no that couldn't be it. That couldn't be happening. You wouldn't allow it. You simply refused to fall for Kim Donghan. You'd prefer to fall for Daehyeon before falling for the plague that Donghan was. Yet your mind was stronger than your will to hate him.

It started slow, but once you felt the fire you couldn't help but get burn. You started noticing every one of his little moves. How he often blinked, how he shook his head when he laughed. You also took a good notice of all his little habits. From the way he was holding his pen to the way he passed his hand through his hair to remove them from his face.

His face… His magnificent face and his hands. Also his fingers and the veins in his arms that showed he was training. His broad shoulders that looked so comfortable while in his embrace.

It felt like now that you saw all those things, your hate for him went away. The more details you noticed, the more your hate disappeared.

It felt weird, having all those new feelings towards your teammate and enemy. It felt unreal mostly. You couldn't believe that you now were finding pretty, but you also couldn't believe that for so many years you swore you gagged each time someone mentioned his name. It felt like life was playing a trick on you and by now you were used to it, even more when it included Kim Donghan.

You couldn't let yourself fall in his trap this easily. It was all a setup to hurt you even more. Because he knew the effect he has on others, so that probably was one of his trick to eventually hurt you again. Acting so sweet won't work on me, you thought as you found yourself looking at his lips once again.

''Are you listening to me?'' Donghan asked as he looked at you.

You looked at him and nodded, even though you had absolutely no idea what he was talking about.

''Ok well what was I talking about then?''

Shit.

''About how Van Gogh cut his ear'' you said totally taking a bet.

''Impressive, I really thought that for a moment there you were too busy eyeing me out but I guess you really were listening and that I was being delusional'' he said.

You scoffed and looked down at your sheet.

''Good try Kim Donghan. As if I actually would even look at you''

Donghan smiled, knowing he was right and went back to talking about Van Gogh, and this time you actually listened at him talk. No way was he going to catch you staring at him again.

Kim Donghan. The only name that wouldn't be able to leave your thoughts. It became an obsession but you needed to keep it to yourself. Because you were living with your best friend that hates the boy has much as you and thinks that you too still hate him. When in fact, you don't hate Donghan, you now feel something new around him, and it's not disgust or hate. But more like attraction. It was a weird attraction, because you still felt like you needed to hold yourself back from dipping in this ocean, but the water seemed so tempting. It seemed just the perfect temperature for a skinny dip.

Did you really just think of that? Did you just have a… sexual thought about Kim Donghan? No, certainly not. How can that be possible? No, your brain was just messing around with you. Testing you by sending you fake ideas of what you were thinking about Donghan.

You were able to hold back for a good two weeks, two weeks and a half maybe? It's not that bad considering how the other girls literally are at his feet the second they see him. But soon after that two weeks and a half, your train of thought was drove only by Donghan. You didn't understand how, but it seemed like he understood. Maybe he was a magician? Let's be real, although you thought you were being subtle, he felt you looking at him all the time. And if we're being real, it boosted his ego a lot. He started passing his hand in his hair more often, even started playing with his bottom lip just to have you stare at him instead of listening to the teacher. And that was exactly what was happening right now.

''Miss (y/l/n) is everything ok?'' your teacher asked.

You stared at her and nodded.

''Yes, sorry, I'm just feeling a little bit weird'' you lied.

''You can excuse yourself to the bathroom for a little bit if you wish, get a snack too. I didn't see you with your usual breakfast sandwich this morning'' she said.

You nodded and thanked her before getting up, leaving your belongings on the desk.

You made your way to the cafeteria and grabbed a little snack, eating on the way to the bathroom so you could splash some water on your face, in hopes to erase Donghan from your mind. It seemed to work and soon you were feeling focus again, which was great. But as you left the bathroom, you met the only person you shouldn't have. And of course that person was Kim Donghan.

''Aren't you in class?'' you asked nonchalantly, or at least you tried.

''I came to check on you, it was starting to be pretty long''.

You frowned.

''How can it be long, I was gone for only 5 minutes'' you said.

Donghan looked at you.

''The teacher was getting worried so she sent me'' he added.

''Why would she send you and not Dae-'' you tried to say but got cut mid sentence as you felt Donghan's lips on yours and push you inside the bathroom and locking the door behind you.

You didn't even try to get out of his arms. Not only was he stronger than you so it was game over from the start, but you didn't wanna leave. Kissing him felt good right now and you finally were allowing yourself to dive in your feelings for him. No matter what happened after that, you considered it being worth the risk.

For some reasons, your lips were going so well together, it almost felt unreal. But soon the both of you needed air so Donghan broke the kiss and stared at you. You couldn't speak, at least not for the first 30 seconds.

''W-What was that for?'' you asked out of breath.

''I think you know why I did that, (y/n)'' Donghan says.

What was with that cocky attitude and why did it suddenly turned you on. But two could play this game

''If I knew I wouldn't be asking'' you said being as cocky as him.

''Oh come on. Do you think I didn't notice?''

''Notice what, there's nothing to notice'' you said.

''The way you're eating me with your eyes while we're in class. You literally won't stop eyeing me out, it's almost freaky'' Donghan said.

''Eyeing you out? You're the one who started that'' you said back.

''That's not what we're talking about now. We're talking about you, not me''

There he was. The Donghan you knew. Of course he had to make a comeback and couldn't stay hidden where he has been staying those couple of weeks. His sudden change of attitude got you mad at him again. And this time for so many reasons.

''So tell me, why were you eyeing me out'' he asked.

''No you will answer my questions before because I'm sick and tired of this little game of yours''

Donghan looked at you with clear confusion on his face.

''We were friends; you decided to drop me out of the blue. I can get behind that. But why you did you become an ass towards me huh? What the fuck did I ever do to you to deserve all the shit you throw my way? Cause if I did something I would like to know'' you said, your tone of voice raising a little.

Donghan was taken aback, he never expected you to say things like that.

''I have my reasons ok''

''Well just tell me! You don't start bullying, dare I say harassing someone just like that Donghan! It's not a game! You literally destroyed my teenage years!''

Donghan didn't answer; instead he grabbed the nape of your neck and brought you closer to him so he could kiss you again. This time much more passionately than the other.

You slapped his hand away and broke yourself from his embrace. The kiss felt good once again but you needed your answers and you needed them now. You were tired of his little game.

''What the fuck was that Donghan, just answer!''

''You wanna know the truth?'' he asked.

''Yes! I wouldn't be here otherwise! I would've return to class long ago!''

''I got mad at myself for stopping being your friend ok! I started to grow feelings for you and got mad that I dropped you out of my life so soon!''

''And so your option was to start bullying the hell out of me? What the actual fuck!''

Donghan sighed and looked down.

''I never said that I did the right thing and I'm really sorry for that. I don't know what went through my head and I think that I was more influenced by my old friends more than anything''

You shook your head. You simply couldn't believe what you just heard. After a little while you look up and stare at Donghan. And you can see his true nature. The real Donghan. The Donghan you saw in class. The Donghan that was laughing, pretty and sexy. The Donghan you fell in love with.

Without much warning, you just kissed him, surprising him. He kissed you back a bit hesitantly but kept going when he realized you really wanted to kiss him. From this point, things escalated and soon enough you found yourself against the wall, Donghan kissing you aggressively but passionately. His hands made their way to your sides and he rubbed them, sending chills down your spine.

Eventually Donghan became a bit out of breath from kissing you and broke the kiss once again but moved to your neck, where he started kissing gently, asking for permission. When you sighed from how good it felt, he continued, knowing you would've stopped him if you didn't want this. Your hands wandered on Donghan's shoulders your right hand found its way to the bottom of Donghan's hair. As he kissed the sweet spot on your neck, you moaned and pulled on his hair a little bit. That was the point of no return for the both of you.

Soon enough you both started making out in the bathroom and Donghan took you in his arms and sat you on the counter by the sinks. You opened your legs for him to place himself in between your thighs and as he did, he started rubbing your naked thigh.

''You know, I've always thought you looked pretty in those skirts'' he said as his hand wandered on your skin.

You look at Donghan and put your hands on his shoulders, but under his blazer, kind of removing it from his shoulders at the same time.

''Should I remove it?'' he asked with a smirk on his face.

You nodded and bit the interior of your cheek. Donghan smiled and did just that, exposing even more the shape of his upper body through his white shirt. Donghan then rubbed his thumb on your knee.

''Should I remove yours too?''

Oh that voice. It was everything. Kind of deep, but most of all sexy. Of course you nodded and watched as his hands went all the way from your side to your shoulder so he could slide the blazer off of you.

''So pretty'' he said, making you blush a little.

It didn't take long after that for both your shirts to be unbuttoned and thrown on the floor. Donghan stared at your bra and bit his lips. You could see he wanted to take it off.

''Liking what you see?'' you asked in a bratty way.

Donghan chuckled and smiled cheekily.

''Mhm''

You then kissed him again and as you kissed you felt his hands move to the back of your bra to unclip it.

If you could take a picture of his face when he saw your naked bust, you totally would because it sounded like good blackmailing material. He was so shocked yet so in love with the view. He didn't even ask to touch them and straightly went for it. He was taking his time, appreciating every little inch of you.

''Donghan, it's not that this isn't nice but if we don't want someone to be send to look after us for real we might need to speed up the process a little bit'' you said.

Donghan smirked and nodded.

''I see that you're excited for me, that's a good thing''

You scoffed and smiled.

''Yeah tell yourself that, pretty boy''

''Already a pet name huh?'' Donghan said smiling.

''Well, I like it, how about I give you one too mhm?''

You smiled and looked at Donghan while unbuckling his belt.

''And what should it be?'' you asked as you finished with his belt, hearing the metal sound of the belt falling back on his pants.

Donghan's hands made their way to the back of your body and found the zipper of your skirt.

''Mhm… Baby girl'' he said while pulling down on the zipper and raising you up so that the skirt could fall down on the ground.

''That's kinda classic'' you said.

''I agree, but nothing's better than a classic. Plus it fits you well'' Donghan said.

He then unbuttoned his pants and you could see the bulge in his underwear.

''Well someone's excited I think'' you said while smirking.

''It's all because of you, baby girl''

You swore that this gave you a chill in your spine.

Without wasting any more time because it was running out, Donghan removed your underwear before removing his. His fingers made their way to your core and rubbed some circles on your clit, making you throw your head back in pleasure. You were so sensitive and his fingers felt so good that only that could make you cum in a second.

''Open your legs wider for me baby girl'' Donghan said.

And you did just that. Spreading as much as you could to leave him the space he needed, Donghan lined himself up at your entrance and entered you while still rubbing circles on your sensitive clit so that you could have the maximum of pleasure. And well it worked. While he entered you, you let out a little moan that boosted Donghan's ego. He kept going until he was fully in, never stopping the slow motions he had going with his fingers.

He then started to trust in and out, eventually stopping the circular motions so that he could totally focus on his trusts to please you. It worked like a wonder. Every hip trust was hard yet not that rough, it was just perfect. He also had the perfect angle to hit your g spot every time he trusted back in, which after a few trusts made you moan louder than you expected to.

''Shh baby girl, we don't want no one catching us now do we?'' he said while putting his hand over your mouth.

You shook your head and Donghan nodded.

''Good''

He then trusted even harder, knowing you'd had difficulties to hold your moans back. Although Donghan felt like he just entered heaven's gates too, he was able to manage his sounds and let out low groans every time he felt your walls clench around his length.

After a few times, the both of you felt close to your edge and soon your legs started shaking.

''F-Fuck Donghan I'm so close'' you said as you grab his shoulder.

Donghan trusted in, his trusts getting sloppier as he was getting closer too.

''Keep going for me baby girl''

You tried to hold back longer but it soon got overwhelming.

''Please Donghan I can't hold it back anymore'' you said in a whine.

''I'm almost there baby girl'' he said in a low groan.

Donghan put his head on your shoulder as he kept trusting in, feeling his high coming in even more.

You moan once again louder than wanted as you feel Donghan hit your g spot in a better way than before. Your walls clenched even more around Donghan, making him moan. God was it sexy. You never thought you could get addicted to a sound, but you sure got addicted right away to how his moan sounded. That's when you felt him throb inside of you. You knew he was close too.

''Fuck baby girl I'm so close, look how good you make me feel''

Less than 15 seconds later, you felt your high and didn't hold it back, cumming all over the counter and Donghan's thighs. Not long after Donghan followed, cumming inside of you and groaning as he released himself inside of you. As he came, he bit your neck gentlyto not make too much sound.

When he was done, he stayed inside you a little bit so you two can come down from your high before he removed himself from you.

When you dressed back, you looked at Donghan and blurted out;

''Donghan, what am I to you?''

Donghan turned to you and smiled some, as if he expected that question.

''What do you want me to be baby girl?'' he asked.

''Mine'' you said a bit shyly.

Donghan then smiled and tied his tie all the way up before replacing his hair a little.

''Then I shall be just that''

[chaeinedup]

WEi when you’re mad at them

Daehyeon:

It’s rare when you guys have some kind of argument;

But when it does happen it’s pretty serious;

This time the argument was about how he wasn’t resting enough, you care about him a lot so you worry it’s only natural;

He was dismissing your concers without even meaning to, he’s just so used to this lifestyle;

You were starting to show signs of annoyance and that’s when he knew he definetely did something wrong;

Since communication is key his next move was to apologize and calmly tell you that there’s nothing to worry about;

You’d eventually talk things out so in the end there was never hard feelings or a tense environment.

Donghan:

I think he’s a big whiner, like the tone he uses a lot;

That might start a lot of fights if interpreted in the wrong away;

He’s not necessarily trying to start one but if you’re more sensitive you might not digest it so well;

He feels awful every time something like this happens, hates seeing you upset and obviously he doesn’t want the air to be so cut-throat;

If you’re mad at him he’s going to try his best to stay calm so you stay that way as well and hear you as best as he can;

After the makeup he’d go up to you and kiss your temple;

As a way of saying he loves you no matter what.

Yongha:

He’d feel guilty as hell if he ever pushed the wrong buttons;

Panic would start building inside of him;

If you needed some space alone he would gladly step away;

But after a few hours he’d go to you with puppy eyes and a soft voice;

He just wants to make it up to you, so he’d apologize as soon as possible and he’d give you an offer he knew you never say no to;

A message :D;

You couldn’t stay mad at him for too long, when he was being this sweet to you.

Yohan:

This dude has pride as his middle name;

So if it’s a serious fight my guy is gonna take it as far as he can if it means he gets to be right;

But if it his something small he’s gonna tease you about it;

And he's gonna giggle and poke you;

“Oh someone is upset”;

You love him but in times like these you can’t stand him;

At the end of the day he calms down and talks it down with you;

He likes to get under your skin but he loves you very much.

Seokhwa:

He hates not talking to the people he loves;

So leaving someone sad or mad??!! never ever would he do that;

Things will be settled that day, he hates dragging these things it only makes you both feel worse;

He’s going to try to be racional since emotions tend to get the best out of people and he doesn’t want the situation to become worse;

Once you’re both cool headed, he’s gonna suggest having dinner out or some kind of activity to spend some quality time together.

Junseo:

So it came to my attention that he’s more sensitive than I thought he would be;

Therefore he’d take these moments pretty seriously, no joking around just getting to the point;

He’s pretty calm which is good and not hot tempered which means things would never get out of control, no screams no agressiveness no nothing;

I know for a fact after you both reach an agreement he’s gonna stuck to you like gum;

He’s not gonna leave you alone, help you with little things, pamper you, the whole shabang.

[kaminaridenkichu-blog]

[ You Are My Rainbow After Rain 🌈]

[lordsicheng]

First Blossom: Kim Donghan

soulmate!Kim Donghan x OC (4/7)

-

random words appear from a certain part of your body without you knowing where it came from, and it becomes a possible lead to where you would find your soulmate; in this case, once a pair finds each other’s written words on their body parts, the first fall of spring begins

It was Thursday, April 12th.

You woke up to the sound of the television from right outside your room, scratching your head in annoyance. You woke up groggily after a rough and cold night whereas your roommate just kept herself convenient at home, not caring as to when or how you would get home before midnight. In fact, whenever you went out at night to party, you never came home before 12 either. To you, she didn’t really seem to mind either and it was just that you both had two different lives to care about yourselves.

Walking out of your room to see your roommate eat cereal from her bowl while watching the news, she didn’t bother greeting you since you were always in a pretty bad mood whenever you woke up early, or interrupted. She grabbed the remote and lowered the volume, knowing that it was a bit too high to a point where you woke up

“Sorry. I woke you up again, huh?” she asked, looking at her bowl while still eating

“It’s okay. I kind of wanted to wake up early.” you vehemently lied as you turned to walk to the bathroom

“I’m going out in about fifteen, by the way. I’m gonna get some groceries. Do you need anything?” she called out, turning her head to look at you walk away

“I’m good, thanks. I’ll do my groceries later.” you replied before shutting the door in the bathroom

Somehow, you kept scratching one certain spot on your shoulder while looking at the mirror. You were confused and thought it was a bug bite, scratching it from underneath your sweatshirt’s sleeve. Having had enough, you slowly took off your sweatshirt and fixed your camisole from underneath to see something written on your shoulder, exactly where you kept scratching on

“Periwinkle?” you frowned and examined the written word as you looked at your shoulder, and then to the mirror

You thought to yourself as to why there was such written on your shoulder. It wasn’t a tattoo, obviously, since you knew tattoos were to hurt rather than be too itchy, as to how you thought. And you didn’t want to get a tattoo either since you thought you might make a mistake on choosing what to be painted on your body and end up regretting it right after you get it. Nonetheless, you walked out of the bathroom and saw your roommate stand up from the couch and walk towards the small kitchen, minding her own business.

“Hey, Lena?”

“Mhmm?”

“Let’s do groceries together. Give me ten minutes to get ready.”

-

One thing for sure, for Donghan, was that he wasn’t a firm believer of soulmates. Sure, he’d have crushes here and there, but he always was the type to be more of a killjoy. For every friend he had that started dating someone, he’d always be that third party who would ruin the moods of the couple. Though he doesn’t do this intently, he just wasn’t someone who was ready, or in need of a relationship.

The moment he grabbed his bottle of water inside the fridge, he overheard the news on television that the first fall of cherry blossoms would possibly occur within today up until Saturday. Chuckling to himself, he shook his head and walked to the living room to see his roommate on his phone. And being the jokester he is, he grabbed the phone and immediately read the text message aloud that caused his roommate to widen his mouth in shock while trying to get the phone from the strong Donghan

“’Baby, I miss you so bad!! Can’t wait to see you. Let’s see the cherry blossoms together, please?’” Donghan mocked as he read the message that made his roommate slightly embarrassed

“How cheesy.” Donghan shoved the phone on his roommate’s chest as he walked to the other side of the sofa while drinking on his bottle of water

“See, this is why you cannot get into a relationship.” his roommate commented while furrowing his brows, pouting as he looked at his phone right after

“Who needs to be in a relationship when I can just love myself?” Donghan shrugged, raising his arms

“You have a point, but you are also kind of an asshole.” his roommate rolled his eyes as he sat next to Donghan

“What did you say?” Donghan grabbed his roommate’s sleeve, trying to scare him

“If this is one of your tactics then rest assured I am very used to you ‘trying’ to beat me up over saying the truth.”  

Donghan slowly let go of his friend’s shirt, sighing as he just rubbed his temple while putting his bottle of water on the coffee table

“What’s that?” his roommate asked, pointing to Donghan’s wrist that seemed to have something written on it

“What?” Donghan looked at his wrist, squinting and rubbing it a bit to see if it was just a random tattoo he forgot he got

“Honeysuckle?” Donghan looked at his roommate in confusion

“Is that some sort of a nickname of some chick you’re flirting with?” he laughed loudly

“Isn’t that some sort of a flower?” Donghan looked at the written word on his wrist again

“I remember in one of my classes that it’s also a color. It was kind of like pink or something.” his roommate just shrugged as he stood up

“Ya, Kenta. This is some weird shit I swear I didn’t get a tattoo at all.” Donghan said as he followed his roommate to the kitchen

“Are you sure you didn’t get a tattoo? By all means you might have gotten it while you were drunk.” Kenta crossed his arms as he looked at Donghan suspiciously

“I went out last night, met a couple of girls, but I swear I didn’t get a tattoo. You called an uber for me to get home, remember?” Donghan tried to convince his roommate, but he still wasn’t sure of his words

“Right. Still, that seems like it’s imprinted on you for a long time.” Kenta shook his head and turned, walking over to the counter to grab a cup of coffee

“I swear if this is some weird shit going on here…” Donghan looked at his wrist again, the word repeating over and over his head

-

Lena kept thinking about the word that was written on your shoulder, believing it to be some sort of a ‘soulmate thing’ she had read from fictional books from before. But then again, she was thinking this would have been quite absurd. While you both did groceries, together but still picking out items on your own, she thought it was a good idea for you to at least bond a bit even though you’ve both been roommates for only a couple of months.

“Hey, y/n. I’ve been thinking…” she said as she pushed her cart while walking the same pace as you

“What?” you turned your head from looking at your phone, giving a slight smile

“Well, since we’ve been roommates just recently and we have the apartment together, I think we can try to be, like, a bit closer? I mean… if you want, though.” she offered as she could, but to you, this was definitely a good idea

“I mean, I did choose you to live with me since you were pretty chill. So why not?” you grinned and shrugged, trying to assure her you did want to be a bit closer to her since you were quite cold in the beginning

“Wanna go shopping right after? We can leave the groceries at home and maybe dress up more. I was thinking about checking out some new makeup.” she chuckled shyly

“Of course! I need a new lipstick for spring. I swear, wearing dark red and browns all year long seems as if it’s fall the whole year.” you sighed and laughed a bit

You and Lena definitely became a little bit closer as the day went by, talking and getting to know each other more. Somehow, you thought the mix of you being a bit more straightforward and much of a party animal clicked with Lena’s kind and simple nature. You thought that she’d probably be someone who was nice enough to open up to. Also, the fact that she almost had the same interests as you was something you’ve always wanted in a friend, even if your personalities were quite different.

“It’s as if the stars connected us to become friends.” Lena joked, walking with you towards a roadshop makeup store

“Come on, you know I liked you ever since you applied as a roommate. My last roommate was kind of messy and I wasn’t really in good terms with her, but we’re fine now.” you opened the door for both of you as you walked in, both surprisingly walking towards the lipstick section

“Of course, it had to be the lipsticks.” she laughed, looking at you as you browsed through the different colors of lip products

“What color is usually popular during spring?” you asked, looking at her

“Peach! Light reds and pinks? Something that screams spring to me are like, faint type of shades for pink.” she shrugged, trying to get a lip product for you

“This one?” she asked as she held the tester to you

“Wait, is that a tint?” you looked at the lip product she held, and she nodded

“Ah, I’m not a big fan of tints. Maybe I can buy some for summer but I prefer lipsticks, if there’s any.” you politely declined, grabbing a random tester of a lipstick you were interested in

“Like this one. It says it’s more of a comfortable kind of matte lipstick.” you grinned, making Lena giggle

“Okay. Any shade you’re interested in?”

“You choose.” you told her as you put back the tester to which Lena nodded and looked for a good shade for you

“Ah, how do you feel about this one?” she said as she grabbed a more muted kind of red shade, which really caught your attention

“I like it!” you exclaimed, grabbing a box of the lipstick

“Seems… expensive.” Lena pointed to the pricing of the lipstick that seemed to shock her a bit

“It’s fine. I buy one lipstick like, every season.” you chuckled

“Girl, you need to learn from me. I buy around five in a month.”

-

Donghan rummaged through his closet to find a certain scarf he always used during winter, which he wanted to style with his outfit that day

“Hey, Kenta? Have you seen that scarf I always use?” Donghan called out to Kenta, who was showering at the bathroom

“Near the small beige box full of your socks.” he yelled back, and Donghan immediately saw the scarf since its color was pretty vibrant

Kenta walked out of the shower and looked at Donghan getting ready as he put his scarf on, shaking his head as he seemed to realize that Donghan really did love the scarf

“I don’t get why you’re so into that blue scarf.” Kenta said as he walked to his room

“It’s not blue! And besides, my brother gave me this from overseas.” Donghan said as he fixed his scarf before continuing

“It makes me stand out.” he smiled to himself while still looking at the mirror

“Are we going to the park for the first fall of the cherry blossoms or are you gonna give me a two-hour long history lesson about your scarf?” Kenta called out, making Donghan give an annoyed expression

“Shut up.” Donghan yelled back, laughing

Donghan was still quite tired from the night before. But because of Kenta’s perseverance, he decided to check out the possible first fall of the cherry blossoms. He looked at his wrist and still saw the word imprinted on it, rubbing it a couple of times before giving up. Kenta walked inside the room whilst brushing his hair, looking at his friend being almost distraught about the “tattoo”.

“It won’t come off.” Donghan frowned, turning to look at Kenta

“Well what do you want me to do about it?” Kenta raised a brow

“Let’s just go. It’s almost lunch and I’m getting hungry.”

-

You walked along the street with Lena, laughing about some random memories you both remembered from back then that you wanted to share. She was pretty much carefree, you thought, and it really made you happy that you agreed to become much closer to her. Lena looked to the side to see lots of people walking towards the nearby park that was popular in the city, making you remember that today was apparently the day the cherry blossoms to fall

“Want to go?” you smiled, putting your arm over her shoulders

“If you want to?” Lena smiled

“Of course. It’ll be nice.”

Lena led the way to the pedestrian lane as you both went to the park entrance, already greeted with a huge flock of people walking around and taking photos. Most of them were couples, and Lena seemed to notice your sneering. It made her laugh and just look around, trying to find a good spot for a photo and a possible place where the first fall of petals were to occur. You remembered you were wearing an off shoulder top, looking at your own shoulder to see if the written word was still there—and it still was. You sighed, looking at Lena while giving her a straight face whilst she looked at your shoulder as well and back to you

“This is gonna be very shocking, but that’s probably a soulmate kind of thing.” Lena chuckled, shaking her head

“As if! I don’t believe in soulmates, no.” you shook your head, trying to convince Lena the belief of ‘soulmates’ weren’t true

“Fine. Whatever you say.” she rolled her eyes while laughing and walked away, making you follow her to where she was off to

Donghan and Kenta looked around to find a good spot for a photo as well, but Donghan was also a little bit more focused on his wrist. Kenta noticed this and just scoffed; trying to check if the wind would go stronger as the time passed

“At this point, the petals should start falling.” Kenta sighed, looking up at the trees

“What if someone just printed this as a joke while I was drunk?” Donghan asked, still looking at his wrist

“Can’t you just get that checked?” Kenta, having had enough, scolded out of irritation

“Come on, Kenta! This is freaking me out. I swear.” Donghan looked at Kenta, almost becoming scared about the word on his wrist

“Take a photo of me there. That should get your mind off of things.” Kenta pointed to an area with less people in the park, walking first as Donghan just sighed and followed him in the end

It had already been about over an hour from walking, and yet you and Lena still haven’t seen any petal fall from the trees. It was unusual to you since the cherry blossoms usually fell very early for everyone to wake up to and walk around a park for. It was an essential part of spring that made everyone become astounded by the beauty of nature, even to you.

“Let me take a photo of you!” Lena smiled as she found a spot where she thought the tree was beautiful from a few steps away, walking over to the tree

“Wait let me reapply my lipstick!” you called out as she walked away, grabbing the lipstick from your small purse and reapplying your lipstick without using a mirror and looking at Lena

“Hurry! There’s not a lot of people around yet.” Lena said as she stood by the tree, and you tried to put the lipstick in your purse without looking at it, not realizing it fell from your grip as you walked to Lena

“Oh, someone dropped their lipstick.” Kenta said as he noticed your lipstick fall from your purse while he was with Donghan just a few steps away

“I’ll get it.” Donghan said as he walked over to pick up your lipstick, following you slowly as he thought it was a chance for him to go for a little bit of flirting, like the usual for him

You were already by Lena, and she noticed Donghan slowly follow you. You were confused as to why Lena was looking elsewhere, turning to see a smiling Donghan stand near you. His eyes were fixed to you, since he was somehow kind of struck by how he thought you were really pretty. He held the lipstick up, making you look at it and then check your purse to realize it was yours. Walking over to him, you shook your head lightly in embarrassment as you just gave off a chuckle from him holding your lipstick

“Thanks.” you smiled, looking at the lipstick instead of grabbing it first

“How could someone just drop their lipstick like that?” he snickered, looking at the lipstick and then to you

“I’m kind of clumsy.” you scratched the side of your head, becoming bashful

You looked at the lipstick again, but your eyes suddenly roamed to Donghan’s wrist that was exposed from his sweater. You stared at the word and realized that he had the same imprint as what was on your shoulder, written “Honeysuckle”. Your eyes widened at the word, making Donghan realize you were staring at his wrist. He noticed the shade of the lipstick in an instant from the bottom, definitely the same word as what was imprinted on his wrist

“Wait a minute…” Donghan mumbled, eyes shifting from the lipstick and his wrist

You looked at Donghan confusingly, realizing the small tag of his scarf was popping out from the wind that started to pass. Your eyes widened at the sight of one certain part of the tag,

“Color: Periwinkle”

This made you shake your head in shock and disbelief as the wind blew a bit more, Donghan’s eyes looking back at you just as surprised. He suddenly saw a small petal fall from the tree that was nearby, landing on your shoulder. You felt the petal and immediately looked at your shoulder, realizing the writing was gone. You rubbed your shoulder a couple of times before looking back at Donghan, who also realized that the word imprinted on his wrist was gone.

Getting back to reality, you grabbed your lipstick and slowly put it in your purse, before realizing the cherry blossoms finally started falling from the trees, mixtures of awe and excitement from the people around being heard. Even Kenta and Lena noticed the petals falling, becoming ecstatic themselves. You looked at Donghan as he started to understand what just had happened and didn’t speak of it. Instead, he just laughed it off lightly, making you smile at his sudden gesture of just sharing his same level of amusement as you

“Um, so yeah.” he scratched the back of his head shyly, looking at you with a smile plastered on your face

“Yeah.” you nodded, quite speechless

“Y/n! Are we taking the photo or not?” Lena called out as she looked at the falling petals, engrossed

“She’s calling you.” Donghan said, noticing Kenta walked over to his side as Kenta had a huge smile on his face, making you look at him

“Your friend?” you looked at Kenta, giggling

“Roommate.” Donghan nodded

“Ah. She’s my roommate too.” you pointed to Lena without looking, smiling at both of the young men

“I guess spring is my favorite season now. My name’s Donghan, by the way.” he reached out his hand for a handshake, to which you didn’t think twice about holding it and lightly grasping on his palm

“Y/n. Spring is my favorite now too, perhaps.”

[ukulelewrites]

fwb!donghan + “Promise me you'll / Hold my hand if I get scared now”

“W-what?” you stuttered, almost dropping your coffee onto the campus pavement.

“Friends with benefits, let’s try it,” Donghan said so nonchalantly you could’ve mistaken his statement for a simple commentary on the weather.

“Could you say that any louder?” you hissed, turning your head side to side to see if anyone walking nearby heard. You tugged your beanie further down, trying to cover your possibly-red ears.

“Why are you avoiding it? We’ve already slept with each other, now we can do it again and again and-” 

You covered his mouth the moment your English Lit professor walked by. “Because,” you looked around before pulling him to a quieter area to speak, “we’re each other’s first.” He looked at you blankly. “Donghan, you took my virginity, and I took yours.”

“So?”

“That’s already a lot of emotional shit tied into sex for two people, okay? Friends with benefits is supposed to be no strings attached and all that,” you mumbled the end of your statement.

“It’s not like I’m going to fall in love with you, Y/N,” he laughed, “You’re my best friend, nothing changes that. So what if we have sex? Isn’t that just a plus? We get all this hormone stuff out of the way with each other before meeting new people, and once we meet our respective person, we can call of the whole thing.” He sensed your hesitancy. “C’mon, Y/N, what could go wrong?”

“Our friendship implodes,” you deadpanned.

“Why? Because we’re having sex now?” he asked. You covered your ears quickly at his question. 

“Sorry, because we’re engaging in intimate activities?” he asked with malice slightly edged into his tone. “Sex is just sex, Y/N. It’s 2018.”

“It is not!” you exclaimed hotly. “I’m sorry for sounding like a prude, but sex is not just sex.” You could feel hot tears welling up.

Donghan scoffed. “Yeah it is. What happened to Miss ‘It’s 2018, do whatever the fuck you want?’”

“I just- aRGH! You’re so frustrating!” you screamed at him before stomping off to your morning class. 

“Hey, Y/N? Can I come in?” Donghan’s muffled voice called from the other side of your apartment door. No reply. He sighed before pulling his copy of your key out and opening the door.

“Get out,” your voice rang out. Donghan walked into your room anyways. “I said get out,” you seethed from your desk.

“Not until we talk out the reason you’re being pissy with me,” he said, already making himself comfortable at the end of your bed. 

“I’ll call the cops on you.”

“No you won’t. Now tell me what’s wrong.”

“So now you care that I find us having sex together wrong?”

“What’s wrong about that?” You chucked a pen at his head. “What was that for?” he exclaimed.

“I feel dirty, Donghan,” you said softly, “I know virginity is just a social concept, and I should do whatever the fuck I want, but I feel so dirty. Like, no matter how many times I step into the shower, I always exit it still feeling like I did something wrong.” You were blankly staring at your hands now, back turned towards him.

“But you shouldn’t, Y/N,” Donghan said, “What we did wasn’t wrong. Nothing felt more right in my entire life.”

“Then why do I feel this way?”

“Because society ingrained into your brain that sex before marriage is a sin,” he deadpanned. “But, do you regret what we did?” he asked hesitantly.

A deafening silence fell between the two of you. 

“No, I don’t regret it. I just,” you struggled to find the right words, “I just don’t know where we go from here.”

“Well, you’re still my best friend. I still see you as that, sex or not.”

But what if I don’t see you that way? What if you’re changed to me now?

“If you want, Y/N,” Donghan continued, “I’ll drop the friends with benefits thing if it makes you uncomfortable.”

Your resolve was crumbling. “Just, let me think about it.”

God, he was so beautiful.

“Really, Y/N? You sure?”

You slowly nodded. 

How did you end up with your best friend hovering shirtless above you again? You agreed to his stupid proposal because you’re an actual idiot.

Just let me pretend, pretend he sees me the way I see him.

“God, you’re beautiful,” he gasped, leaning down to press soft kisses on your forehead, your nose, your cheeks.  

Pretend, pretend he loves me too. At least for now. 

Your fingers wrapped around his necklace, pulling him down to press your lips firmly against his. 

At least here I can close my eyes and lie to myself. 

“Donghan,” you looked up at him, “I’m scared.”

“It’s okay,” he laced his fingers with yours, “I got you, princess. Just relax.” A final kiss pressed onto your forehead before you’re drowning in him.

Eat up his lust as love.

smth random i wrote in 30 mins

[mochiinet]

“roses are red...”

Characters: JBJ’s Donghan & OC (ft. Seventeen’s Mingyu, Momoland’s JooE, Twice’s Nayeon, Monsta X’s Minhyuk, Astro’s Eunwoo, Weekly Idol MC’s Doni & Coni)

Word Count: 2286 words

Summary: You and Donghan are a secret idol couple, and you were both cast, along with other idols, for a Weekly Idol Valentine’s Day special.  However, you both get paired up with different people and you both get really competitive...

You arrived at the familiar Cheongdam building, and you walking down to the basement with your manager and stylist.  When you entered, you greeted everyone, and handed out some store bought chocolates that you’d picked up on the way since it was a Valentine’s Day special that you were participating in.  None of the other guests had arrived yet, and you were given the script to go over.  It was only an outline of the segments and the things they wanted you to talk about.  You stood by the couch while your manager was talking with the PD and your stylist was fixing your makeup.  “So I heard Donghan is coming today.” She said quietly to you.  You tried not to smile, and you nudged her for teasing you, making her smile and laugh.  “I wonder if we’ll be partners.” You said, looking back at the script.  

Slowly, but surely, all of the guests and the two hosts arrived and filming was going to start in ten minutes.  You, were one of the four girl idols, the others being Nayeon from TWICE, JooE from Momoland, and Hyeyeon from Gugudan.  The boy idols were Donghan, Mingyu from Seventeen, Eunwoo from Astro, and Minhyuk from Monsta X.  You smiled at Donghan as he walked in with his manager, and you walked over to greet him casually, slipping a couple chocolates into his hand.  He widened his eyes in surprise, and you shook your head.  You greeted his manager, and he greeted you back warmly which you appreciated.  And then you guys went back over to the couch area, and you sat next to each other.  To pass time until filming started, you showed him funny pictures you’d seen online, and he did the same.  

You were friends with JooE, being the same age you’d gone to school together, so she knew about you and Donghan, and came over to sit with the two of you, especially since she wasn’t close with the others who were there.  “Yah, what happens if you guys get paired together?” She asked you.  “We’ll win everything.” Donghan said nonchalantly.  You laughed.  “That or we’ll be last in everything, it’s either or, there’s no in between.” You said.  “Nayeon-unnie is really pretty in person don’t you think?” You observed her getting her makeup fixed as she put her mic on, as she’d gotten there last.  “I agree 100%.” Donghan said, looking at her as well.  “Yah!” You hit his shoulder, making him cry out in pain, but not too loudly.  You and JooE laughed.  “Filming will begin in five minutes, please be on standby!” The PD’s voice echoed through basement and you guys stood up.  

Filming began and you all entered individually, boys first, and then girls.  After all of the boys went out, it was your turn.  Doni and Coni cheered loudly, “The reactions are so different...” Minhyuk said, making you laugh as you walked over to stand next to the two.  Donghan couldn’t hide his smile, but it was okay because the others were laughing at the comment Minhyuk had just made.  You introduced yourself and stood next to Donghan since he had been the last boy to come out.  The other girls came out as well, ending with Nayeon, and you guys started off the first segment which was the “appeal” segment.  Hyeyeon did cover dances, JooE did her famous CF dance, Nayeon did “popping to children songs”, and you sang a song.  For the guys, Donghan also did cover dances, Eunwoo read a poem, Minhyuk sang a song, and Mingyu brought out food he’d prepared.  

“UWahhhh...” You unconsciously expressed your surprise as Mingyu brought out food for each of the girls.  “Y/n seems to like this a lot.” Coni started to instigate.  Your eyes widened at the mention of your name, and you accepted the small box of bento-like food from Mingyu who was looking at you expectingly.  The other guys watched enviously from the opposite side and you were obviously flustered.  The girls enjoyed the food and the hosts discussed who should be paired with who.  “Okay! We will now reveal the pairs!” Coni announced.  The girls put away the food and fixed your makeup before the pairs were announced.  “The first pair is Donghan and Hyeyeon!” Doni announced.  You tried to control your expression, but JooE started to laugh a little to herself seeing your reaction.  

Donghan looked a little flustered as well, but she had no idea about the hidden situation, and the two stood next to each other as if nothing was wrong.  “The next pair is Nayeon and Eunwoo!” Coni said.  Nayeon and Eunwoo stood together across from the first pair.  “The third pair is JooE and Minhyuk!” Doni said.  The two of them went over to stand next to Donghan and Hyeyeon, while you and Mingyu awkwardly looked at each other and stood together next to Nayeon and Eunwoo.  “So you four will be on my team, and the other four will be on Coni’s team.  Okay, now that all of the pairs are figured out, please come up with a name for your couple.” Doni asked.  You all split up across the basement, but Donghan and Hyeyeon were RIGHT in your line of sight and you watched as they whispered to each other, not really paying attention to Mingyu.  

“Y/n?” Mingyu tried to get your attention and you apologized profusely.  “You two are like....” He had realized you were looking at Donghan and figured it out.  You nodded, knowing the microphones were still recording.  He nodded, taking into consideration the new information.  “We have to win though, we have to do whatever it takes to win.  Being on different teams makes me want to win more.” You laughed as you explained your growing desire to win.  He laughed as well and you guys began talking about what you guys should be called.  Donghan on the other hand was watching you and his competitiveness was growing as well, seeing you and Mingyu laughing together.  Hyeyeon had also figured it out, and was laughing at how fired up he was getting.  

Soon after, the second segment, and the first game began.  The pairs were linked together at the ankles and a relay was set up for you guys complete.  You and Mingyu began to practice and the synchronization you two had was probably the best out of all the pairs.  Donghan saw this and you could practically see the fire in his eyes, and you almost felt bad for Hyeyeon since she was being dragged along.  “Be careful!” You mouthed to him, scolding him for not paying attention to her.  She laughed a little and you gave her a sorry look.  Mingyu laughed, but it made Donghan fire up even more and you watched as their chemistry slowly got better and better.  “Yah...” You glared.  

The game started and you and Mingyu ended up being first, Donghan and Hyeyeon second, JooE and Minhyuk third, and Nayeon and Eunwoo last.  The second game was feeding your partner jjajjangmyeon (black bean noodles), blindfolded, this time neither of the two of you won first, Nayeon and Eunwoo managed to come in first, JooE-Minhyuk second, Donghan-Hyeyeon third, and you-Mingyu last.  Finally, the last game was where it got a little bit more intimate and “Valentine’s Day” themed.  You all had to play the Pepero Game.  You weren’t surprised as you had already known you’d be playing the game, but you were just flustered that you weren’t doing it with Donghan, and instead you were paired with Mingyu.  

JooE and the other members kept looking at you and Donghan, separately, as you both tried to figure out the best angles to play the game with your partners.  “Those two pairs are really competitive aren’t they...” Nayeon said, standing next to JooE, observing.  JooE quietly explained the situation, covering her mic, and Nayeon did as well, and she nodded, eyes wide as she finally understood the competitive energy flowing between you two.  The first pair to go up was Donghan and Hyeyeon and you watched, trying to control the glare on your face, but failing miserably.  You just hoped that they wouldn’t show you.  Hyeyeon’s hands were on his shoulders and he had one hand on her shoulder, the other awkwardly out, trying to balance as he started to bite onto the stick.  They went slow, and you were watching with a sharp eye as he continued to get closer and closer.  Conveniently you were standing in a spot where you could see it clearly, and your eyes widened as he started to turn his head and get even closer shortening the length of the stick.  

However, Hyeyeon started laughing a little, freaking out, and the pepero broke.  “Ahhh!” She exclaimed in regret along with the two MCs.  They measured the length and it was around 1.5 centimeters long.  “We can do better.” Mingyu whispered to you.  “Oh we better.” You said, making him laugh.  Donghan caught this and as he walked back with Hyeyeon to Doni’s side, and raised an eyebrow at you.  You just smiled a little and stood in front of Mingyu, putting your hands on his shoulders.  To everyone’s surprise, as well as yours, Mingyu put his hand on the crook of your neck, securing his position in front of you as if he was actually going to kiss you and you almost dropped the pepero out of your mouth in reaction.  You couldn’t see Donghan any longer since Mingyu was blocking your line of sight, but all of the people on set, even some behind the cameras reacted and you could only imagine what was going through your boyfriend’s mind.  

“Start!” Coni shouted, and Mingyu started to close the distance, extremely quickly.  He took big bites, and your eyes were wide.  You hadn’t expected him to be as competitive as well.  You hit his shoulders a little, signaling for him to slow down and his grip on your neck loosened a little, and he slowed down.  Your tried to push your lips as tight against your gums as you could, and so was Mingyu.  He paused for a little and he was extremely close, you couldn’t even see the stick in your line of sight, it was just his face.  Everyone had crowded around and you could see Donghan out of the corner of your eye and his eyes were glaring at you, and you tried not to laugh.  

JooE, Nayeon, and Hyeyeon were all freaking out on the other side as they watched.  Everyone’s attention was on the two of you and Mingyu took another small bite.  You felt something touch your lips and you immediately pushed away, the smallest little piece of pepero stick dropping into Coni’s hand which had been below your mouths for a while.  Everyone was freaking out and you had your hands over your mouth as you squatted down, eyes wide at what had just happened.  Mingyu had gone straight to Donghan and the guys, secretly apologizing to Donghan so he wouldn’t kill him.  You got up and your face was bright red.  You looked at Donghan apologetically and you could see the frown on his face.  

After filming ended, Coni’s team had won, and the four of you guys got a gift as a reward.  You said goodbye to the other guests and the staff, and met with your manager, walking back upstairs to the first floor.  You went to the bathroom really quickly, and Donghan caught you in the hallway after you came back out.  “I didn’t think you’d get that competitive today.” He said, raising an eyebrow.  You guys went back and forth at each other, pointing out things the other did.  But then you both just starting laughing at each other’s jealously and competitiveness.  “Okay, just to clarify though, it wasn’t me, and you got pretty competitive yourself.” You poked his chest, countering back.  “I’m pretty sure they caught us glaring at each other at least twenty times.” You said, a little worried.  He laughed, brushing your hair to the side.  “Our managers made sure to talk to the PD about it.” He reassured you.  

“Happy Valentine’s day I guess?” You said, hugging him.  He laughed.  “I also made sure that your manager got the gift I got for you, it should be in your van, so let me know later when you see it.” He whispered in your ear.  You pushed away, raising an eyebrow.  “You’ll like it, I’m 100% sure, but I just want the validation.” He said, nonchalantly, brushing back his non-existent long hair, flamboyantly.  You rolled your eyes and shook your head.  “What if I don’t like it?” You asked.  He frowned, and the unexpected pout made you laugh.  “I think I have to go now, but I’ll text you later.” You said, tip toe-ing to give him a quick kiss on his cheek.   He nodded, returning a kiss on your forehead.  You hurried off to your manager, who was waiting in front of your van and you got in, immediately surprised by a bunch of balloons.   “Oh my...” You sat down and closed the door quickly, there were balloons all over the van and a giant teddy bear holding a bouquet of bright red roses in the seat next to yours, along with a little box of chocolates and a note.  As you set off, you read the note and immediately texted him saying how much you enjoyed his gift.  He sent you a bunch of hearts back and you made sure to find something to send him on the actual holiday.  

As per usual my endings suck, and tbh this was put together very last minute... I didn’t even make it on the right day LOL.  But this is the first of a four part Valentine’s Day special (each feature different idols).  I’ll be uploading the rest of them throughout the next few days!  Please look forward to it :)