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𝐃𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐃 𝐑. ─── ☾ 𝐒𝐀𝐅𝐄
ʟɪɴᴋꜱ ↪ ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀʟɪꜱᴛ ↪ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋʟɪꜱᴛ ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀʟɪꜱᴛ ↪ ᴡᴀᴛᴛᴘᴀᴅ
ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏꜱ ↪ ᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ: 2.2ᴋ ↪ ᴘᴀɪʀɪɴɢ: ᴅᴏɴᴀʟᴅ ʀᴇꜱꜱʟᴇʀ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ ↪ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ: ᴍᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏꜰ ᴘᴀꜱᴛ ᴀʙᴜꜱᴇ, ᴘʜʏꜱɪᴄᴀʟ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘꜱʏᴄʜᴏʟᴏɢɪᴄᴀʟ ᴀʙᴜꜱᴇ, ᴀɴɢᴜɪꜱʜ, ᴛʀᴀᴜᴍᴀ, ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ
English is not my native language, so I apologize for any mistake and if you can help me improve it, I will greatly appreciate it. I hope you enjoy it :D
Each one on one end of the sofa, that's how it had been for the last few months and since you had started this 'extraordinary' relationship where physical contact barely existed between the two of you; just a sad hug in which you showed no feelings, just a sweet goodbye kiss in the morning and occasionally you held hands when you went out to dinner together outside the house. It wasn't his fault either, you couldn't point out and much less accuse him of all the traumas that a previous relationship had caused you; The mere fact of looking at him, at that end of the soft furniture, caused an uncomfortable churn in your stomach, as if your intestines were intertwining and knotting to make you feel worse than you already did. It wasn't your fault either, at least not entirely. Your previous boyfriend had not been an example to follow in terms of how to lead a relationship, not with the constant hitting, yelling and insults that made you feel physically and mentally null by his side, as if you were a simple rag that he could lash out when he felt helpless due to the stressful work he did and the constant tension on his shoulders; You couldn't escape from that prison that you had put yourself in many years ago, at least that's what the people who knew you and had given up on you told you. You couldn't blame those people who left in the end, friends and family who had seen you at your worst, with those bruises on your arms and legs, the cuts that were hidden under your shirts and the traumas that managed to cover your hair.
A sigh escaped your lips as you remembered that last night you were with that man. He wasn't the tallest, nor the strongest, but he could definitely lift you off the ground without problems and throw you down the stairs like he already did on one occasion; You were thankful that the emergency doctors didn't find out about the situation, or at least that's what you thought at first.
"What are you thinking?" The man with you in the living room suddenly asked, causing you to jump slightly in place as you returned to reality, turning your head to see the blonde, gently removing the nail of your thumb from between your teeth, a bad habit that you had taken to relieve stress. ·You know you don't have to tell me, but I would appreciate it if you did."
You grimaced slightly before returning your gaze to the front. You didn't want to ignore him, you wanted to tell him what was going on in your mind, but in the half year in which you had maintained the relationship, it was as if there was still something that was hammering in your head, as if you still thought that at some point that man who hurt you so much would destroy the door and take you back to the hole you never thought you could get out of. Donald, on the other hand, being aware of your evasiveness, decided to remain silent and not force you to give details of your thoughts, sighing softly as he calmed his breathing a little; Maybe he had come home and talked a little louder, maybe he had accidentally pushed you and hadn't realized it, perhaps he had accidentally kicked your foot under the table while you were eating dinner. There were many possibilities, but he didn't know what he had done to make you silent and barely look at him.
"It's no big deal."
Ressler couldn't help but sigh briefly at your response, having been the same as always. He didn't want to force you, he would never do it and you knew it better than anyone, he would give you the space you needed and be patient with you but, as your psychologist told you, he wouldn't wait forever and it would be a matter of time that maybe you could lose him; your therapist didn't tell you in those exact words, but you understood that and you couldn't blame him if one day he just walked out of your life and didn't come back. You had to start communicating more with him, explain your concerns, maybe talk about what the psychologist was telling you, and do some of the trust exercises that suggested you do with him so that your fears would begin to disappear.
"I had thought about taking a couple of vacation days, I still have some accumulated from last year and I don't think Cooper would mind if I took them," he commented suddenly, once again making your attention on him. Through the light of the television, you could see his small smile, barely noticeable, but calm and pleasant, a smile that you loved. "Aram told me about a retreat in the mountains, a secluded place where we could go skiing or skating."
The mention of a retreat in the mountains caught your attention even more and, with attention, you watched as he handed you a brochure that you took. You didn't pay attention to the name of the place, it was what interested you the least, so you quickly opened it and scrolled down to see the cabin offers, and their different outdoor activities, individually or as a couple and in groups; You had never gone so far from the city centre, you didn't allow yourself to go alone either and it's not like you had the opportunity to do it with someone else.
"I like it," you said, looking back at him, being able to see how his smile grew bigger as you expressed your liking for his proposal, but it quickly disappeared when he saw how you didn't seem to show as much enthusiasm as him; He didn't expect you to jump off the couch or run around like a little girl, but at least he hoped he could see you smile. "What's wrong?"
"I know that there is something that bothers you, that has you in a state of anxiety and I still don't know what it is," he responded, being able to see how you made that face again that in a way he liked because he thought you were charming, but it also bothered him, because he knew that there was something that kept you going. "I just want to help you, I want you to trust me, to talk things over,” he indicated, desperate, settling down on the sofa to turn his body towards you, to show that he was willing to talk about it, to listen to you. "Was it because of something I've done?"
That question left you completely speechless. You opened your eyes in surprise. You didn't expect that your lack of communication would make him understand that he could be the problem, that he was the one to blame for you being silent, not saying a single word and staying in your own thoughts instead of paying attention to the program that was playing you liked it so much and what was on television.
“No, no,” you quickly denied, turning your body a little more abruptly to begin that intervention with him. "It's not your fault, Don. Far from it, how can you think that? I mean… Damn it."
Ressler now grimaced seeing you like that, trying to find the right words to express yourself. Your eyes were scanning him quickly and your hands were expressing your frustration, your inner rage at not having been able to tell him everything that you should have told him before.
"Take your time, you don't have to give me the answers right now," he intervened, extending his hand towards you, which you didn't take at first. Before your intense gaze on him, on that part of him, he removed it and positioned it on the sofa, to make you see that you could be calm while you were in his presence, that there was no reason to get upset. "I just want to know how to help you. This situation will not be good for both of us in the future. I want to give you time, I swear, but if there are things I do that bother you, I need to know so I don't make that mistake twice."
Given his sincere words, and his willingness to help you, you couldn't help but feel that churn in your stomach again; You felt selfish for not letting him understand you, for not allowing him to see beyond what you allowed him.
“It's not your fault, you haven't done anything wrong,” you said suddenly, swallowing hard as you tried to collect all the points before speaking. You didn't want to mislead him, much less when you saw the worried expression in the way he looked at you, but you knew that something would always escape and you didn't want Donald to live in the shadow of what your mind made you think. "It is the memory."
"The memory?" He repeated, in the form of a question, making you nod slightly. "What remember?"
“The memory of what I once experienced,” you finally mentioned, lowering your head so he couldn't see you, or maybe it was a way for you to protect yourself from how he might react to your words. "I know I'm fine, here with you, I'm aware and many people tell me so, but something inside me tells me that's not the case. That he will return, maybe not today, but that one day you may not be there, he will knock down the door and take me to that hole from which this time I would not come out alive."
Ressler remained silent, static. He didn't think you could feel that way but, looking at it in perspective, that could be the justification for your absence when he spoke to you or the way you sometimes looked at the doors of some rooms or the apartment itself.
·He left and he's not coming back, now he's a ghost from the past that torments you, but he's not going to come back," the blonde murmured, noticing how your hair managed to cover your face in the right way so that he couldn't see you. "He's in jail, he's never coming back. Do you remember that emergency doctor? Thanks to him he is not here and you are here."
Donald didn't hear you say a single word and, at that moment, he remembered the day they managed to rescue you from the hands of your abuser. It was his eleventh case with Reddington, that criminal he hated so much, but whose help allowed him to catch a murderer who was responsible for harming those men and women who at some point had repeatedly and continuously inflicted harm on a relative of them; whether they were children, husbands, partners or any other type of blood relative or not. The last victim of his actions was your partner at the time, a man who was in a big mess due to his problems at work and a certain diversion of capital, who paid for the frustration and stress of being found with you, hitting you, burning you or just insulting you. On one occasion, your injuries were so serious that you had to go to the emergency room because of the trauma he caused you when he hit you with some blunt object, you don't even remember what he hit you with, he just did it and the next thing you remember is that you were in the hospital.
"No, thanks to you and Lizz, he is no longer here," you said after remembering the outcome of that fateful case. "You managed to save him, but he went to jail for that diversion of capital and for… Well, you know."
"Your handsome agent with a shiny badge came to rescue you, don't forget that part of the story," he pointed out proudly, smiling again and getting a little closer to you, making you laugh softly at his silly idea. "You were radiant the day I met you."
"I was wearing my winter pyjamas and I had a bruise on my eye, I don't know what's so radiant about that," you indicated, rolling your eyes at his attempted play, feeling his hand on yours, which caught your attention. "You're not sweet, don't be sweet."
Without you being able to help it, and with a soft laugh, Donald grabbed your hand and gently pulled you closer to him. You could have pushed him away, you could have pushed him, you could have asked him to leave you alone, or you could have just pushed his hand away from yours, but you couldn't do it, not Donald. That man, the same one you were snuggling with now, was the one who had taken you out of the darkness and shown you that life was much more beautiful than anyone could think. He was the person who had been there, the person who hadn't given up and he was the person you finally felt safe with.
#donald ressler#donald#ressler#donald ressler x reader#donald ressler x you#donald ressler x oc#reader#you#oc#donald ressler imagines#diego klattenhoff imagines#the blacklist#the blacklist 2013
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"I'm Right Here"
[Donald Ressler x fem!reader]
Masterlist
Summary: You comfort Ressler during a party
Warnings: angst, fluff, hurt/comfort, panic attacks
Word Count: 500 words
A/N: This man means so much to me. Enjoy!
You were worried about him. He insisted you didn't need to be, but you were still worried about him.
It wasn’t hard for you to see when something was off with Donald Ressler. The way he had been acting tonight—quiet, withdrawn, a little more agitated than usual—was a sign that he wasn’t okay.
The mission was supposed to be a simple one—gather intel, keep an eye on the target, and get out. Nothing too complicated, just a quick operation with minimal risk.
Aram was talking to them through an earpiece, discussing details of the Blacklister’s profile with Keen, while Navabi was keeping her distance, her eyes scanning the crowd for potential threats. You glanced over at them and then back at Ressler. When his eyes darted to the hallway leading out of the main area, you knew he was about to disappear for a bit.
You debated for a second, then quietly made your way toward the back of the house, hoping to find him before he disappeared entirely. It didn’t take long. As you moved down the dimly lit corridor, you finally heard the faint sound of breathing—a little too ragged, a little too uneven.
Slowly, you rounded the corner, and there he was—sitting against the wall, his legs bent at an odd angle, his face buried in his hands.
You stopped a few feet away, unsure of how to approach, but the sight of him like this broke your heart. It wasn’t the strong, confident Ressler you knew. This was someone who was struggling, and it was clear he was fighting to hold it together.
"Ressler," you whispered, approaching slowly. "Hey, talk to me."
He startled at the sound of your voice, looking up at you with wide eyes, a flicker of embarrassment crossing his face. "I’m fine," he said, his voice strained. "You shouldn’t be in here."
"You’re not fine," you replied, "I know you better than that."
You sat beside him, your hand resting on his arm. "Breathe. I'm right here."
He shook his head, a small, frustrated laugh escaping him. "I’m supposed to be the one keeping it together. Everyone’s counting on me."
"Everyone’s counting on all of us," you said quietly. "That includes you. But you’re human too. You have limits too Ressler."
There was a long pause, and you could see him struggling with it, trying to push the feelings down, trying to keep the mask on. But it was like the dam had finally cracked, and he couldn’t hold it all in anymore.
"I don’t know what’s wrong with me," he said, his voice small now. In fact, you had never really seen him look so...weak. And you had seen him get shot, stabbed, tortured, a hundred times over.
You moved a little closer, carefully wrapping your arm around him. He leaned into you for a moment, his breath still shaky. He shook slightly under your touch.
"I'm right here Donald," you said quietly.
You didn't say his first name very often, so when you did it was pretty serious.
Because of that, this time, he believed you.
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The Blacklist Masterlist
One Shots
A Desperate Mess - Donald Ressler x Reader
Peach Cobbler - Donald Ressler x Reader
A Case They’ll Like - Raymond Reddington, Reader (all platonic)
Trouble In ‘Paradis’ - Raymond Reddington, Reader (all platonic)
Imagines + Mini Fic
Imagine ignoring Reddington's calls until he shows up at the doorstep
Imagine reminding Reddington that you have his back
Imagine declining a task from Reddington
Imagine being frustrated with Reddington again
Imagine suggesting a restaurant to Ressler for date night
Imagine getting on Ressler’s nerves
Series
Club Abyssinia - Reader x Donald Ressler (implied), Reader x Raymond Reddington (platonic)
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 (last)
(Return to the Easy Navigate Masterlist)
#theladyofmanyfandoms#theladyofmanyfandoms masterlist#theladyofmanyfandomsfanfiction#blacklist x reader#blacklist imagine#the blacklist imagine#reddington x reader#raymond reddington x reader#raymond reddington imagine#reddington imagine#donald ressler x reader#donald ressler imagine#ressler imagine#ressler x reader
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I know we are all pretty sure that Reddington has formal surgical training but it’s kind of funny to imagine that he doesn’t and he just guess’s and gets really lucky like while in the box with ressler he was just like ok Donald your leg wound needs to be cauterized accept I don’t know how to do that so I’m just gonna drop a match in your leg and see what happens alright here’s your tie big bite
#raymond reddington#donald ressler#redarina#the blacklist#tbl#did the kgb just train the child spies to be mini trauma surgeons aswell?
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Who / what fandoms I write for
Here's a list of the fandoms and the characters within said fandom I write about.
The characters listed will be the whumpees in the imagines I write. The caretaker does not specifically have to be on this list, but can be anyone from the same fandom (if you have a preference, please specify with your request).
Want to send in your request? I am currently only taking requests from my prompts list, which you can find here and you can also send in your request through there.
A
A-Team (movie): Face, Murdock
Aladdin (live action movie): Aladdin
American Assassin: Mitch Rapp
Avengers / Marvel: Ant-Man/Scott Lang, Captain America/Steve Rogers, Doctor Strange/Stephen Strange, Hawkeye/Clint Barton, Loki, Thor
B
The Batman (2022): Bruce Wayne
The Blacklist: Donald Ressler
Bullet Train: Tangerine
C
Criminal Minds: Spencer Reid
CSI: Greg Sanders, Nick Stokes
CSI NY: Danny Messer, Don Flack, Adam Ross
D
Dune: Paul Atreides
F
Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them: Newt Scamander, Theseus Scamander
G
Game of Thrones: Jon Snow, Robb Stark
Guardians of the Galaxy: Peter Quill
H
Hannibal (tv series): Will Graham
The Hobbit: Fili, Kili, Thorin, Thranduil
I
Inception: Arthur
J
James Bond (Daniel Craig era): James Bond, Q
Jurassic World: Owen Grady
Justified: Raylan Givens, Tim Gutterson
K
Kingsman: Eggsy Unwin
L
The Last of Us: Joel Miller
Lie to Me: Cal Lightman, Eli Loker
Lord of the Rings: Aragorn, Faramir, Legolas
M
MacGyver: Angus MacGyver
Maze Runner: Newt, Thomas
N
Now You See Me: Daniel Atlas
O
Olympus Has Fallen / London Has Fallen: Mike Banning
Our Flag Means Death: Ed Teach/Blackbeard
P
Pride + Prejudice + Zombies: Mr. Darcy
Prodigal Son: Malcolm Bright
The Purge (movies): Leo Barnes
S
Shadow & Bone / Six of Crow: Kaz Brekker, Jesper Fahey, Wylan van Eck
Sherlock (BBC): Sherlock Holmes
Star Trek (2009): Jim Kirk, Spock
Spiderman (Tom Holland era): Peter Parker
Star Wars: Poe Dameron
Supernatural: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester
T
Top Gun Maverick: Rooster/Bradley Bradshaw, Hangman/Jake Seresin
U
Uncharted (movie): Nathan Drake
W
Walking Dead: Daryl Dixon, Rick Grimes
Wonka: Willy Wonka
X
X-Men: Charles Xavier, Hank McCoy
#fanfiction#fanfic#whump#whump fanfiction#whump imagines#who I write fo#top gun maverick#moon knight#mandalorian#the last of us#uncharted#walking dead#sherlock#our flag means death#911#avengers#fantastic beasts and where to find them#the hobbit#hannibal#shadow and bone
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Hetalia headcanon
Hetalia headcanon
So, another one with Roderich as a well villain, but not really, not exactly. Let's mix the Blacklist with our beloved personifications. And use my second favourite pairing, Austria and Germany.
Imagine Rod as Reddington. No one really knows who he is exactly. A spy? A traitor? Mastermind criminal? He knows everyone and knows everything about everyone. Information and networking are the keys to his success. He loves art and music and is very eccentric. He buys weird stuff and enjoys the finest food and wines.
Now imagine this young FBI German-American agent, -Ludwig Beilschmidt who spent his entire career chasing Roderich (just like Donald Ressler) and suddenly he is a part of a special task force that relies solely on a blacklist of criminals provided by Rod. Not only this, but Roderich also saved Ludwig's life. Ah, the possibilities of a slow-building romance between those two with a good amount of drama and angst
Oh, and Hungary, as Denbe, she would rock.
How does this end? No idea, maybe like in TV series, spoilers, which means dead Rod and no happy ending. Or maybe, just maybe, they get together and disappear.
#hetalia#hetalia headcanons#hws austria#aph austria#roderich edelstein#hws germany#aph germany#ludwig beilschmidt#aph hungary#hws hungary#elizaveta hedervary#the blacklist#raymond reddington#donald ressler#geraus
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Я опубликовал(а) 4 363 поста в 2022 году
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Я пометил(а) тегами 317 из своих постов в 2022 году
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Longest Tag: 138 characters
#well the peak of my writing was ig the snowblind ending where ressler shoves an unloaded gun into his own mouth hoping there's the bullet
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#5
How come no one's mentioning Ressler keeping condoms in his belongings alongside the drugs?
The show's finally admitted the guy has sex after all these years of painting him as a virgin, yay. And that he, in fact, is, like a comrade, always ready :D
Does it mean that off-screen he was having fun with the ladies of questionable reputation?)))
21 заметка - опубликовано 8 января 2022 г.
#4
Maybe when I get my shit together, I'd love to write a fic where Danny somehow gets that tape with Steve being almost beheaded by Taliban. Idk, maybe he accidentally gots it via YT fucked up recs? I bet Taliban has streamed it worldwide, so it's possible.
Imagine the anguish Danny feels watching it. I'm sure he'd watch it till the end.
*wails in the distance*
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Alright, time to go back to my usual shenanigans 🌚
32 заметки - опубликовано 27 ноября 2022 г.
#3
Maybe it's been said many times, but still.
The way Steve looks at Danny when Danny becomes completely unhinged: especially, when some crook refuses to cooperate/is being a piece of crap/mentions Danny's daughter/etc.
That look in his eye. Man, that's something else entirely. You can physically feel Steve wishes Danny wouldn't have to resort to violence, and he wishes he could've done that himself. But here's Danny getting his knuckles bruised, and...
Well, fuck.
*wails*
49 заметок - опубликовано 9 ноября 2022 г.
#2
On s4 rewatch now.
Can we talk how persistent Danny is in trying to warn Steve that Cath is gonna break his heart eventually coz her ex is in the picture again?
Danny's trying to hard to put in Steve's head that he's gonna get hurt again. And honestly, rubbing the salt in the wound like that isn't quite Danny's style - with Steve, anyways. Steve is usually the one who pushes all the buttons, but in this situation I find them somehow reversing roles a bit. Yeah, Danny is always the voice of reason, but I also find it heartwrenching that Danno speaks from experience. And he doesn't want Steve to go down this road of despair. Not because he wouldn't be there for him-ofc, Danno will be because Steve's his friend and more. Beyond Danno's words you feel how he is already sorry for Steve and knows what's coming. And his heart breaks for Steve.
And even though it's wrapped in one of their cargument things, it doesn't make it less of a punch in the gut. Because you, the viewer, know as Danny does too that Steve will be eventually betrayed, and he'll be hurting, and you feel Danny's pain and fear that his friend, after losing so much, being through so much, is gonna get another hit from the person he trusts most.
51 заметка - опубликовано 19 ноября 2022 г.
Мой пост №1 в 2022
Honestly, no ship ever comes close to Mcdanno.
Alex and Scott have extraterrestrial chemistry, and I'm losing myself in it.
Who knew I'd be back to them, 12 years after they brought me here.
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Ahhhh I'm so excited for your fics. Especially the Ressler ones ojikvejdjebkskdhg
Aww thanks anon! Benedict's blurb will be posted later this afternoon, and River's and Donald's will come on a matter of few days
Uni has started and today I am doing a job interview (on my way there on train rn😅), so unfortunately I won't be able to post as much as I wanted 😔. Although hearing about others excitement for them is heart-warming and really motivates much more than you could imagine. Ily 🫶🏼
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I watched the first few seasons of The Blacklist around the time I was having one of the worst segments of my life so far and this post reminded me of this video that was a significant part of how I got through it. You have to have things you want to do. You have to remember things that feel good. In order to develop the will to live you have to find things and feelings that make you want to be alive. I found a patch of grass to lie in in a beautiful place at the hour of sunset when everything turns golden and I just listened to this video and tried to imagine wanting things and feeling content.
(The quote from the video:)
(From IMBD:)
Donald Ressler: We are not going to live through this...
Raymond 'Red' Reddington: I think we will.
Donald Ressler: How?
Raymond 'Red' Reddington: Have you ever sailed across an ocean, Donald...
Donald Ressler: No.
Raymond 'Red' Reddington: ...on a sailboat, surrounded by sea with no land in sight, without even the possibility of sighting land for days to come? To stand at the helm of your destiny. I want that, one more time. I want to be in the Piazza del Campo in Siena. To feel the surge as 10 racehorses go thundering by. I want another meal in Paris, at L'Ambroisie, at the Place des Vosges. I want another bottle of wine. And then another. I want the warmth of a woman and a cool set of sheets. One more night of jazz at the Vanguard. I want to stand on the summits and smoke Cubans and feel the sun on my face for as long as I can. Walk on the Wall again. Climb the Tower. Ride the River. Stare at the Frescos. I want to sit in the garden and read one more good book. Most of all I want to sleep. I want to sleep like I slept when I was a boy. Give me that, just one time. That's why I won't allow that punk out there to get the best of me, let alone the last of me.
Sometimes you don't WANT to be happy. Bad things happen. The world is unjust. Sometimes we have to feel righteous anger, or grieve, or just feel sad. Those feelings are natural and it is good and natural and healthy to allow yourself to feel them and understand them. But if that is all you ever feel, you learn to be hopeless and become incredibly depressed, which... sucks and is bad. Allowing yourself to internalize moments of happiness or contentment or joy helps you want to live.
not to be rude but some of y'all need to look on the bright side sometimes. like, yeah sure the world is fucked and people suck and we all die whatever, sure, but like. go outside.
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a warning
(ok my previous blacklist fic was shit, soo I hope u enjoy this one)
Donald Ressler x reader
warnings: reader has a limp from getting shot, also staged death (suicide), swearing
four months ago
you had met the love of your life, you didnt care that he left at random times during that day and that he was never sure when he would come home or if he would even come home at all.
it was over all of it. you had to leave otherwise it would be worse for both of you, you called your boss, he would come and sort all of this out. you packed a few change of outfits and took a few pictures that meant the most to you. you left with tears running down your face. you never looked backed at the house.
present
it was time to shut the shop for today, you worked at a little garage that spent all of its time getting specialised parts, but when there was no clients the owner let you fix up your bike, it was the only thing keeping you going after you packed up and left your old life.
the door bell rang. you shout that your closed for today, you get up to find the person who walked in, you see who walked in, you walk as fast as you can without causing pain in your leg and wrap him up in a hug. “if you get grease on my suit, you will be so much trouble” red laughs as you step away from him, you smile at Dembe.
“what do you need red?”
“i have a job for you, i need your expertise”
“oh mann, i thought this was a social call” you drag out, a small frown breaking out of your lips.
you grab your leg as you try to slide into reddingtons cars, your leg now going stiff from working on your bike too long and also having an old bullet hole in your leg.
you got to the blacksite, not knowing where to go you stood behind dembe for most of the walk into the main area, red and dembe walk off to talk to a bloke sitting at a computer, you freeze seeing the person next to him, slowly you walk forwards trying not to catch anyones attention. he notices the movement, he lifts his eyes to yours, he steps arounds the desk so hes a couple steps away from you “youre dead” he says not bieng able to take his eyes off you, “im what?!” you say going pale at the thought of leaving him whilst he thought you were dead. “you killed your self, you left a note” anger burned your viens you turn and look at reddington. “how dare you!” you say your voice devoid of any emotion “you told me that you would take care of it,” you take deep breath “instead you kill me of like im a fucking supernatural character!” you shout, your anger showing in everything you do.
you punch him so hard that you could hear his nose crack, after a moment of holding his nose he says “you failed your mission, you fell in love, l let you off easy”
“easy?” you scoff “you shot me in my fucking leg”
“i could of killed you but i didnt-” “you didnt kill me because im valuble to you, i tried going back to the old me, the one that forgave you for everything, i just cant do that anymore”
during all of this donald just stood there trying to wrap his head around that you were still alive, the next bit he heard was heartbreaking “you failed your mission” wait...I was just a job for her. Ressler stepped up to you and spun you around so you were facing him “was I just a job to you?” all of his emotions out in the open. a wave of guilt washed over you, he could see it in your eyes, the guilt the crushing guilt was all that he saw. he spun around and walked off. you tried to run after him but your leg gave way making you fall to the ground “I love you” you shout trying to get him to turn around, when he did there was no anger In his eyes just sorrow.
“you don't love me, im just a job to you” a tear slipped from your eyes “I do love you, I love you with all of my being, I had to leave because I love you, I got shot as a warning to everyone not to fall in love, please just believe me” full blown sobs wracked your body. he knelt down next to you, he gripped your chin so he could lift it and see your eyes. tears falling down your face, he kissed you, soul melting, tongues fighting, running out of breath sort of kiss, he rested his forehead against yours “ I love you” was all he said.
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Imagine getting on Ressler’s nerves...
“You can’t be serious...” Ressler said over the phone call.
You had just done the impossible and felt very successful. Chuckling, you laid back on a plush sofa in Reddington’s safe house, swirling the drink in your hand. “Except that I’m very serious.”
“Y/n, it’s a criminal offence to steal suspects in our custody.”
“Criminal offence? Ressler, you know who I work with, right?” It was common knowledge to the Post Office that you worked with Reddington on the occasion and this was such a time. He needed their suspect and called upon you and your elite skills to smuggle the man out of FBI custody.
Listening to the detective’s silence on the other end, you knew that you had the upper hand and couldn’t help but prod a little at his defeat.
“...you can admit that you’re impressed.” You teased.
The man on the other end scoffed, “You really live in your own world.”
“You’re still part of it, aren’t you?”
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You know, I told Harold that I was coming tonight, and he said that Agnes wants today to be a celebration of your life, not a memory of your death. Smart kid you two made. Strong. Wise. She’s dealing in a way I still haven’t figured out yet. For now, I’m stuck in the place between sleep and awake...the place where you can still remember dreaming. Maybe we can meet there sometime...go on adventures together. Climb mountains...explore galaxies. I’d like that. More than you could possibly know.
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Of Course - Donald Ressler Imagine (The Blacklist)
Title: Of Course
Pairing: Donald Ressler X Reader
Requested: by @zizzlekwum
Word Count: 759 words
Warning(s): cussing
Summary: Reddington. Leader of a criminal empire, genius, arms dealer... matchmaker?
Author's Note: "I'm back on my bullshit" is the best way to start a request.
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I straightened out my outfit as I waited for Reddington's car to pick me up.
It was supposed to be a straightforward mission. I go in, get the information, get out. All without letting the person I was meeting know that I was working with the F.B.I.
I wasn't an agent. I was one of Reddington's most trusted partners. He would send me on missions whenever needed and taught me to protect myself in all situations.
Working with the F.B.I is not what I signed up for when I first started working with Reddington but it was still a paycheck.
Falling for one of the agents I now had to work with was also not what I signed up for, but here we are. I had never been one to be nervous but the minute I met Donald Ressler, I felt all of my charm and skill vanish.
It was weird. It was weird to have a crush. At my age and in my field of work, it was damn near unheard of.
I walked out of my apartment when I saw the car pull up. My door locked behind me and I sat in the backseat.
The restaurant wasn't far.
It was super fancy, which was normal with Reddington.
I walked in slowly, trying to look for any potential threats but... the restaurant was empty.
I furrowed my eyebrows, continuing my walk in.
The only other person there was Ressler. I tried not to make it seem like I was confused as I walked over and sat down across from him.
"What are you doing here," I whispered, mouth barely moving.
"Reddington sent me here," Ressler replied in the same tone.
I let out a sigh through my nose. What the hell was this?
Just then, Ressler's phone rang.
"Reddington," he mumbled to me before he answered. "Reddington, what's going on?"
Silence.
"I'm sorry... what," I couldn't tell if he sounded angry or not. After another moment he put the phone on speaker.
"Hello (Y/n)," Reddington called through the phone. "I just wanted to wish you both good luck on your date."
"What," I asked. Without another word, Reddington hung up.
"He thought we were distracting each other," Ressler added guiltily. He tucked his phone away in his pocket. "I can't believe him."
"I can," I replied. "Reddington has always had a flair for the dramatic."
He chuckled, nodding.
There was a moment of silence.
"I... I think a date could be nice," Ressler said.
I tilted my head and smirked a little, "Are you asking me to dinner, Ressler?"
"I think I am," he nodded. "What do you say?"
"I think that sounds very nice."
The rest of our night consisted of talking and eating and laughing. It was a proper date. It was something I didn't think that I'd get to experience. I felt so different here than I did while I was working.
At the end of the dinner, Ressler walked me out to the car that Reddington had sent for me.
"I had a great time tonight," Ressler said before I got in the car.
"So did I," I smiled. "Maybe we can do it again when our worlds aren't so full of chaos?"
"Or before then," he suggested.
"Or before then," I agreed.
After a moment of calming my nerves, I stepped forward, leaning in slowly. Ressler leaned in faster, pressing his lips to mine. I reached forward, touching his sides as he cupped the sides of my face.
For the first time, I was hyperfocused on my surroundings. I lost myself in a moment for the first time in years. It made my heart beat out of my chest and goosebumps to rise on my skin.
I pulled away slowly, "Umm... I... that was nice."
"I've never seen you speechless before," Ressler mumbled. I chuckled and leaned my forehead on his. "I can't believe I have to thank Reddington for this."
I laughed again, slowly moving away from him.
"I'll see you later, Ressler," I said, going to get in the car.
"Bye," he waved before closing the door for me.
I waved back as the car pulled away from the curb.
"Should I tell Reddington the date was a success," Dembe asked from the driver's seat.
"Not yet," I mumbled. "I don't want to give him the satisfaction yet."
I heard Dembe chuckle as he continued driving. I smiled and looked down at my lap. Of all the missions Reddington had sent me on, this one was by far the best.
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A Little Fall of Rain (Raymond Reddington x Reader)
He knew he shouldn’t have let her come. The mission was dangerous, and there were far too many variables for him to account for. But she was stubborn, much like he was, and she wasn’t going to take no for an answer.
“If I asked you to go back to the car what would your answer be.” Red asked, gun drawn as he Dembe and Y/N stood outside the abandoned warehouse.
Y/N turned back to look at him glaring.
“That’s what I figured.” He responded.
“Alright, Dembe has got your left, I got your right, on average I’m thinking there has to be 20 guards before we reach Kol. Now what are the odds that we can make it through without getting shot at.” Y/N said.
“I mean the last time I saw Kol, I may or may not have left him for dead so…”
Y/N rolled her eyes but she smiled none the less. “So that’s a zero on the odds scale, good.”
Dembe also couldn’t help but smile at the two. It was nice to see them together again. Y/N had been a way for a few years working for one of Reddington’s competitors undercover, destroying them from the inside. But now she was home.
Y/N was his daughter, not biologically, but he had raised her. He had rescued her at age of five from child traffickers, and she had been with him ever since. For all intense and purposes Raymond Reddington was her father. So when she had come back from undercover and insisted she help Dembe be Red’s bodyguard, he wasn’t exactly thrilled, even if it did mean she got to spend more time with him.
“Red,” Y/N said as she came up to him. She stood slightly taller than the connoisseur of crime, and she her red hair pulled back into a braid that went halfway down her back. She stood in a back tank top and black camo leggings, with her boots going up to mid calf. “Now I need you to stay behind me and Dembe, ok. No trying to talk your way out of things ok.”
Red smiled as he grabbed her chin. “You know I don’t think I should have to take this kind of sass from you young lady.”
“I’ve saved your ass on multiple occasions, so yeah, I think you kinda do.” Y/N smiled as she leaned forward and kissed Red on the cheek.
“Alright, let’s go.” Red said as the three of them busted in the door ready to face a slew of guards. But to their surprise, they found none. They found nothing actually. Everything seemed to have been cleaned out of the warehouse, and fast by the looks of it.
“I was promised that Kol was here,” Red said angrily. “I not only had the FBI look into it but also…”
Y/N held up her hand as she walked forward in the empty room. Something felt off.
“I don’t like this.” Dembe responded, he could feel it as well.
Suddenly out of the shadows five men burst out guns drawn.
“It’s a trap!” Y/N called as she began to fire on the men who were ambushing them. As the three began firing at their attackers, Y/N followed two of them into a side hallway. They were in full body armor and stealth suits, they had known that Red was going to be coming, someone had to have tipped them off.
They turned back smiling wickedly. “Kol sends his regards.” They said as they both fired.
Y/N felt a piercing pain hit her chest, but her mind barely registered it as she fired two shots, kills shots, sending the two men to the ground.
She stared at them for a moment feeling unsteady. But before she had a chance to really think about what had just happened, she heard Red calling for her.
“Y/N!” He shouted terrified when he realized she wasn’t with them. “Y/N!” He screamed again.
“Red,” Y/N started to say but no sound came out.
“Dembe, find her.”
Slowly Y/N stumbled her way back out into the main room.
“Oh, thank God, I was worried something had…” Red sighed when he saw her reappear. But as he saw her he noticed how pale she was and how she was swaying as she walked towards him. “Y/N are you ok?”
“Red,” She said again, this time a small squeak coming out as she felt her knees buckle.
Red lunged forward as he watched her fall, Dembe close behind him. Scooping her up in his arms he could feel warm liquid from her back, and he could see that there was a dark stain on her chest.
“Dembe, call Elizabeth, tell her to send someone out here now!” Red screamed as he shrugged off his jacket placing it on her chest and applying pressure, desperately trying to stop the bleeding.
Dembe stood frozen for a moment looking at the scene before him. His heart was breaking, both for himself and for Red. Y/N and Dembe were close, always had been, he thought of her as a little sister of sorts. And now to see her like this, knowing that the outcome was grim, he couldn’t help of think of all the good memories the two had.
“Go!” Red screamed angrily, tears filling up his eyes, and Dembe left. “It’s ok Y/N, everything is going to be just fine. Dembe is going to get help and then…”
“Red,” Y/N sighed as she placed her hand on his cheek, “I’m sorry.”
“No, no, Y/N don’t apologize you are going to be fine.” Red insisted pulling her closer, she winced slightly as he pushed the jacket harder into her chest.
“I need to know you are going to be ok,” Y/N said as her hand shifted to the collar of his shirt grasping it. “You have lost so many people in your life, and I’m sorry I am going to be another, but I need to know that you are going to be ok, after I’m gone.”
“You aren’t going anywhere Y/N!”
“Red,”
“No! I’m not going to lose you, not like this. You are going to be fine, you have to be fine.” Red wasn’t usually one to break down, Y/N was right, he had lost many many people, but the thought of losing her struck deep down at his core. At that moment he wasn’t Raymond Reddington, FBI’s most wanted, a man who’s name struck fear into people's hearts. At that moment he was a father, grieving over his child who he could feel fading away in his arms.
“Red,” Y/N said again and as Red looked at her, and the sad expression she had on her face, he lost it.
“Y/N” He sobbed as he pulled her close.
Y/N weakly wrapped her arms around him holding onto him as tightly as she could.
“I love you so much, thank you for saving me, thank you for raising me, and thank you for being the most amazing father anyone could ask for.”
“If I had protected you better this wouldn’t have…”
“No,” Y/N said as she pushed back so Red was looking at her. “Don’t do that. I am here because I wanted to protect you, I made the choice. Don’t blame yourself.”
“Y/N…” He started again.
“I have a favor to ask you,” Y/N said.
“Anything,” Red cradled her gently.
“I need you to tell…” Her body convulsed as pain shot through her body and she held onto Red tighter. “I need you to tell Don, tell him that I love him.”
“Don?” Red looked puzzled but then everything clicked. “Ressler!” He gasped and Y/N smiled.
“We have been seeing each other since I came back. I was going to tell you but…” Y/N said another wave of pain hitting her.
“It’s ok, I’ve got you.”
“Do you remember the night you took me to see the ballet when I was 8.” Y/N smiled.
“You had insisted that I buy you an outfit so that you could match the ballerinas, and since I am the biggest benefactor for the company, I just persuaded the costume designer to make you an exact replica of every costume the dancers wore throughout the show. And when you got them, you asked if we could see the show every night so that way you could wear a different costume each time. There were more costumes than shows so I convinced the company to give us private showings for the two nights after closing. Even though you knew what each dance was, your eyes still lit up like you were seeing for the first time. “ Red smiled as tears streamed down his face. Slowly he looked down to see that Y/N had gone limp in his arms and her eyes were closed.
“Y/N,” Red said, shaking her slightly. “Y/N.” His voice cracked hard, he knew she was gone. “I love you.” He said pulling her into him sobbing.
“Raymond, they are here they…” Dembe said rushing in but when he saw Red he knew it was too late.
“Where is she! Where is Y/N!” Red heard another voice scream and he looked up to see Ressler running with eyes wide. “No, no, no.” He broke, collapsing to his knees.
Slowly Red set Y/N on the ground turning back to Ressler and nodding. Ressler made his way to them picking Y/N up and cradling her as he cried. Red made his way over to Dembe.
“I want you to find a good spot to bury her, talk to Mr. Kaplan, near the ocean. She loved the ocean.” Red said as he tried to compose himself as he headed out towards the car.
“Raymond where are you going?” Dembe asked.
“I’m going to go find Kol.” Red growled.
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