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I'm still working on chapter 4 of The Reunion, but just wanted to mention a couple things.
•This is still a wip that I was originally writing in my phone's notepad app. So if it seems a bit off or if the grammar, spelling, or anything else seems off that's why.
•I'm also not super tech savvy and only recently figured out how to use Google docs on my phone which I kinda feel like an idiot for not figuring it out sooner.
•Speaking of why I'm doing all this on my phone. My laptop took a nosedive a couple months ago and my desktop is so old it's in a constant state of updating itself. So both are basically just really expensive paperweights. My phone is all I really have left for stuff like this so I have to make due.
•I'm also not the best with writing. I nearly failed every lit class I had in high school around 20ish years ago. So not only is it not my strong suit I also haven't sat down to write anything substantial in about 2 decades.
•I decided to go with a script style of writing since that feels easier for me to wrap my head around.
•I know a lot of the dialog is transcribed from the game itself, this is a way for me to not get lost in my storytelling among other reasons. Idk it's also just easier to use what's already there as a sort of springboard if that makes any sense. 🤷🏻♂️
•I'm working on trying to expand on Emmrich's inner dialogue more, I realize he's not as flushed out as Liam is. (mainly cause Liam's thoughts and additional dialogue are my own as things unfolded, so those are my actual thoughts and reactions to whatever situation he's in. 😆)
• I'm not really sure how I want to proceed with things since I'm considering taking the whole thing down so I can fix various mistakes, add/edit parts, and just overall make it better. I'm still learning as I go so please bear with me. 😅
I'm so thankful to everyone who's been helping me with figuring out what I need to work on as well as general proofreading with any comments. It's been extremely helpful! At the end of the day I'm still a novice and am most definitely an idiot when it comes to stuff like this. But I am trying to absorb and learn things as I go so I'm a bit more confident and competent with this. Thanks for sticking around.
This is pretty much the face I make when I'm trying to figure any of this out. It's like my brain is frantically running around in circles trying to catch my last braincell. 😵💫
#I seriously don't know what I'm doing like 90% of the time#don't mind me I'm just an idiot#how the fuck do i do this#Liam Ingellvar
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listen. all I wanted to do was learn to draw the otp kissing, but the problem here is,,, they keep cracking each other up
#bonus vmmw comic featuring the whole polycule incoming to the reblogs#I wanted to git gud at kissings image like crabplatinum's beautiful vashwoofs but#these two are just SO silly and SO goofy together#I'm on my '98 Wolfwood Being Held By His Huge Wife agenda don't mind me#get dipped idiot#trigun 1998#millywood#milly thompson#nicholas d. wolfwood#it's kissings image MONTH and I couldn't even do it right pfffff. level 9000 art challenge right there: get yer blorbos to TOUCH. MOUTHS.#trilovenotwar
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If you're not interested in a hinny fic with Star's Hollow meets Practical Magic vibes then I suggest you unfollow me now because this has taken over my whole brain...
When Luna suggests, after Ginny suffers through the latest in a long line of comically bad dates, that the solution to all of her problems lies in brewing a love potion, she thinks it's all a big joke.
Obviously, magic isn't real. Luna's potion recipe is nothing more than a novelty, sold to tourists enamoured with the legends surrounding their historical hometown of Godric's Hollow.
Of course, Ginny really should've learned by now that her plans have a tendency to go awry. So it really shouldn't come as that much of a surprise to her when, the very next day, half the town seems to find her utterly...bewitching.
The only person who appears to be immune to the enchantment she's accidentally cast, is the one person who she wishes saw her as something more than his best friend's little sister; typically, even the miracle of actual magic can't capture Harry Potter's interest, and now he's the only person who can help her fix this latest mess she's created...
#sneak peek#don't mind me#I'm just enjoying being excited about writing something#hinny#oblivious idiots in love
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hey look, it's the kid protagonist that was hugely formative to your identity as a child! wouldn't it be fun to try to imagine how their life would be now if they grew up like you and they were also in their 20s? (<- words of a man about to step on a rake)
#looking at myself in the mirror haggard and pissed out of my mind do NOT catch feelings. don't you dare. don't you dare catch god fucking d#this is just like that pnf episode where they're all grown up.... that old baby crush on phineas coming back to haunt me#except this time it's worse because i have no showrunner to blame but myself. I'm the director of the circus#you idiot. you absolutely buffoon
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I'm never bored anymore. You know why? Because Destiel exists, and it keeps my brain busy. All the time.
If I have to wait in line for something, I wonder: "When was the first time Cas healed Dean? What was the context? Why did he do it? How Dean reacted?"
If I'm getting bored at a party or a dinner, my brain goes "Maybe I could a fanfic where Dean pranks Cas to flirt."
If I'm in the train for hours, *type frantically on my phone's memo the rest of the fic I'm currently working on.*
If I'm at work and have to do a repetitive and boring task, *listen to a destiel podfic.*
I have never been this glad to wait in line, attending a lame party, travelling in the train for hours or working on a repetitive task before because it means I'll have time to think, write or read about them.
#destiel#deancas#dean winchester#castiel#those two idiots in love prevent me from getting bored#I'm never feeling that way anymore#because they keep my mind busy#my brain is always working on something#even in the background#you know like when you're uploading something on your computer#and doing something else at the same time#well destiel brainrots are uploading into my brain#constantly#while I'm working or waiting or travelling or whatever#don't mind me#I'm saying shit#but I'm sure some of you get the picture#and sometimes uploading prevents your computer to do anything else#well same thing with my brain#I'm not bored anymore but sometimes I just can't focus on something else#my personal experience with destiel
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Someone that knows more about running a fundraiser than I do please help. I don't know how to unlock the gofundme for Hashem, and while it is easy for me to throw money at a problem, it is a lot harder to make my brain work when i am juggling all of the everything else in my life.
I have to save up scraps of energy and then they get eaten instantly by people. I'm so fucking tired. I don't know how to do anything is the issue. I just want to help people and I don't know how to do that.
Someone either break my brain into functionality or tell me what I need to do in simple steps that even a moron could follow.
#mechaffeine speaks#i need to get the money to Hashem and I can't even access it. i've half a mind to just send equal to what is in this fundraiser#from my own bank. and ask Falestine to find someone else to run this. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. is it that i used my prefered name?#are trans people allowed to use preferred names for the fundraiser and legal names for their accounts. is that my major fuckup???#or am I just an idiot. i don't know!! there is too much stuff going on here I don't even have the energy to talk to more than one person#why did i agree to this??? i'm a moron!!! Falestine would have had better luck with a total stranger than with my stupid self!!!#how do i do anything. how??? i'm not smart enough to do anything guys.#i am only a little bit of a panicky flighty birdbrain. there's too much going on for me to even have a proper freakout
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ok which one of you fuckers is going to write the sky high au where cellbit is warren peace and roier is layla williams or am i the only one here who's that flavor of crazy
#qsmp#shut up vic#block game brainrot#idk why i've just been thinking abt it#not enough to do it myself mind. but still.#guapoduo#spiderbit#man what are their tags i genuinely don't know#i just kinda wanna toss this into the void and hope it lands in somebody's lap and explodes like a pipe bomb#subsequently ruining their life#anyway it's 4 am sorry guys#qsmp roier#qsmp cellbit#good enough#also i KNOW they (warren&layla) are not the canon couple but look me in the eyes#they're canon to ME#in what world does milquetoast flighty idiot will stronghold deserve layla#i mean COME ON#sorry this is not a hot take if you disagree i'm going to disembowel you#fuckjng forgot to even mention that in the og post bc my brain fully does not comprehend that this isn't canon#brother ASK ME if i care ASK ME the answer is no. it's canon sorryyyyy#sorry this is where that 4am is coming in ahaha
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(Ian Johnston, Book 10)
#“Dude stfu. Everyone knows I'm the best at stealing. Let's go already.”#Odysseus why tf does it say long-suffering there???👀 as if a compliment from Diomedes is the worst thing in the world?#Ody you're my idiot but why are you so fucking mean to him?!?! He literally compliments you and you bitch at him!#And Diomedes has this 'Notice me senpai' energy and it just SUCKS seeing him get treated like this.#Odysseus is my favorite but this isn't cool :( like he yells at Agamemnon but that's because Agamemnon calls him a coward.#Diomedes has literally done nothing to him. there's no reason to yell at him like this.#Just because Diomedes is a nepotism baby who Athena liked since birth doesn't mean you gotta bully him like this.#Mad rambles#shot by odysseus#sorry I was rereading and I got worked up :'D#odysseus#diomedes#fuck it. I don't mind getting crucified right now. woiehfas I'm right! This WAS mean >:( Bad Blorbo! Bad!
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I know they're already trapped in cyberspace as it is, but I never understood why Sarina turned Syrus and Hassleberry into a dinosaur and a car as opposed to like, locking them up in there or actually putting them in danger? Like if you want the stakes to feel actually important to the duel like maybe I should actually have to worry about what will happen to them if Jaden and Aster lose...?
I dunno it doesn't really matter, like obviously it's entirely possible that the thing is just that they're just bait for Jaden so it doesn't really matter what she does with them because all she needs is to get Jaden and Aster there so she can test them in a duel so once they get there Sy and Hassleberry don't really matter anymore at that point. But I just think about this kinda stuff y'know? I'm a fanfic writer haha
#I love drama okay? we all know I'm a mean mean lady in that regard but also like?#never understood why she turned them into a dinosaur and a car#ugh it just drives me crazy like if they don't matter behond being bait then just like? leave them alone? or just lock them up#and only release them if they win? but they make this whole big deal about having to win the duel so she'll turn them back#but if they just win the duel and leave they'll be back to normal anyway??? so the stakes should be that if they win the duel#then sarina will return syrus and hassleberry to jaden and they can all leave like it's that simple no unnecessary transformations required?#and like the only stake if they lose is that whoever loses has to join the society of light which is bad yes very not great#but in the interest of sy and hassleberry mattering in this scenario like they should all things considered like very easily another stake#on top of that could be if jaden and aster lose sy and hassleberry's minds will get scattered and dissolved into cyberspace forever#kinda like how sarina opts to digitize herself when this is over? except not at all voluntary#but to be fair she says that whoever wins comes with her and the other is trapped in cyberspace sp there's that#but like y'all know what I mean right?#I think about this kinda stuff a little too much and it scrambles my brain a little ngl#anyway shut up abby hahaha#back to the duel!#abby rewatches yugioh gx#aberooski live#abby fully admits she's an idiot#yugioh gx#ygo gx#syrus truesdale#sho marufuji#tyranno hassleberry#jaden yuki#judai yuki#aster phoenix#edo phoenix
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head hurty
#was up so fucking late last night stressed out of my mind#cause it turns out all the stress and sacrifices i made for the foundational course i took??#all for fucking nothing#''the waitlist hasn't moved.'' yeah cause y'all brought in way more foundations students#than u actually had the diploma course space for#and like. theres nothing else i can fucking do.#if i try to get into a university i'd have to do something like a foundations course all over again#and have to do a bunch of shit i have no interest/talent in in order to get to the stuff i DO have interest/talent in#which is just fucking stupid. why the fuck is it set up like that.#if i'm trying to get into a uni creative writing course why the FUCK do i need to take SCIENCE#and i can't do online courses that are just writing. cause i can't fucking FOCUS in an online course#and any other course i might be interested in are in schools that are too damn far away and that i cant afford#so basically. i can do fucking nothing.#but once i tell my parents that the waitlist hasn't moved and that im definitely not gonna make it in#they're going to start HOUNDING me. even more than they already constantly do#im gonna have to sit through 3 hours of them yelling at me to ''stop pretending to be an idiot'#and to ''pull my life together''#and that ''everyone has to do stuff they don't like sometimes''#(yeah well my brain doesn't work like that. if i dont like the subject of the course i literally CAN'T LEARN)#(i will just straight up not retain any of the information and just be annoyed and stressed and upset the whole time)#and my parents will tell me im gonna end up living under a bridge for the thousandth time#and then they'll threaten to kick me out of the house/take away my internet for the millionth time#and then this will happen every day until i get into SOMETHING
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something that's been weighing on my mind ever since learning about the situation with ezra / toonimal is seeing how these predators will take the active hostility that is frequently directed towards minors in online spaces to their advantage and use it to prey on vulnerable children. i think that we as adults in online fandom should probably come together and maybe rethink the language / manner we go about interacting with kids bc clearly the way things are rn is causing active harm.
like obviously, if you're an adult and aren't comfortable with minors interacting with you or your content, you should be allowed to set that boundary and should be vocal about it, ( especially if the content you create isn't safe for them to consume. ) but i don't think talking to them like they're a blight on all that is good and holy is the way to go about it. maybe just saying you're an 18 plus account will suffice, you don't have to tell them to fuck off.
#i'm opening myself up for ppl to leave the stupidest takes on this post but whatever i need to get this off my mind#before anyone says anything about the kids on that website. they're grooming victims. they're literally kids being taken advantage of#show them some fucking kindness and be understanding that they're the victims in this situation#idk what it is about becoming an adult that causes so many ppl to lose their empathy towards minors it's weird#like yeah kids can be annoying and pushy on online spaces sometimes but a lot of them are old enough to know online etiquette lbr#alot of us were annoying kids on the internet at some point we should understand that you don't just. get a handbook for how to act online#that's shit you learn overtime but ppl seem to forget that#they also seem to forget that talking down to kids isn't gonna teach them shit they're not gonna listen to you if you treat them like idiots#what i'm trying to say is that we really need to talk to minors more respectfully and maybe give them a little grace#( obviously there will be situations where some of them need to be yanked up by the collar but there's ways to go about that >>>#without treating them like shit )#these kids need to know that there's spaces for them to be online safely without having to stumble into places that'll pray on them#we all know how much it sucked to be a kid online we should want better for the ones coming in after us ya know#sorry if this comes across as preachy it just breaks my heart and boils me blood to see kids being taken advantage of like this#especially when there's ways to prevent it idk#how do i even tag this....#mj.txt#there's trigger warning on the linked post btw#tw csa mention
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What if Crowley's snake eyes are just a veil they put on him after he fell? So he doesn't remember all. So he doesn't use 100% of his (Arc)angel powers.
#don't mind me i'm just here ruminating instead of working on a client's social media project#ineffable husbands#ineffable idiots#ineffable lovers#aziracrow#crowley#good omens#good omens season 3#crowley's plants#crowley's eyes#archangel crowley#angel crowley#demon crowley
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yall wanna know how fucked up my anxiety is about some shit
i scroll past a post that's about a topic i don't like. whatever, it's fine. i scroll past a video that's a topic i don't care about. that's normal.
i scroll past a video that's a topic i don't like or care about but the person presenting it is a person of color? i IMMEDIATELY feel immensely guilty and need to "compensate" by "proving" it wasn't because of race by also skipping other random posts, JUST IN CASE someone thinks I'm racist because I didn't want to watch a video on a topic I didn't like or care about, that happened to be presented by a person of color.
this just in on: the police in my brain are loud and i'm scared of them
#this is also because i grew up in a racist area and in that culture and my own ignorance i also Was Kinda Racist#but like in that way where you don't realize it's racism until you're out of it and now feel so ashamed that you forcefully block all#those memories just so you don't ever have to associate yourself with them ever again?#(mind you I was like. 15-16 and closeted and scared scared scared all the time so I acted like the Crowd and that was awful of me to do)#BUT NOW that i've grown and am learning and have taken classes on anthropology and all kinds of stuff I just feel like I notice my own shit#like TENFOLD now#it's my anxiety overthinking thing plus if anybody ever knows I could have done anything SLIGHTLY problematic the world will explode#plus my constant paranoia that someone is always watching me and just Knows that I'm Secretly a Bad Person (even though I don't think I am?#also I feel like I need to clarify that the kind of racism in my town wasn't like. klan shit. it was like very hidden racism?#it was like. kids casually doing black accents and making jokes with racist undertones. the kind of racism where race was always#the butt of the joke instead of an outright HATED thing. and I think that's why it was so hard to unlearn#it's like that thing where in order to stop wanting to kill yourself you have to stop joking about wanting to kill yourself#this has become a vent post accidentally i'm so sorry#this is just. one of my Major anxieties that engulfs me every day because of 1) anxiety 2) potential OCD 3) being a bad person in my past#this is another reason I fucking hate florida#because I just know if I had grown up in my home town in MI I would not have been raised in that environment#and it's my own fucking fault for falling into the crowd like that.#all this to say i traumatized myself and likely some people around me by being A Fucking Idiot when I was a kid#and now adult me is doing everything in their power to not ever be that person ever fucking again#tw vent post#tw racism#tw past racism#but im better now and I know my mistakes and I refuse to make them again#fuck florida for every fucking reason under the sun
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joel mchale in the american housewife finale btw. as cooper's dad that's crazy.... AND jim rash is still here playing that waiter who sucks at his job and is a huge cunt <3 i miss community....
#community not being easily accessible on netflix has really brought the vibes down bad#i mean. i can still watch it easily it's on peacock which my sister pays for so she can watch all the harry potter movies#because she's too good for dvds now i guess.#speaking of harry potter being on peacock. and this is such a pointless tangent i'm just thinking about it now#the like. icons? for the movies. they made them each a different color on the website and they're almost all the wrong colors#i saw this like two months ago or something and it pissed me off so bad for no reason#how idiotic do you have to be to make the first movie blue and the third movie yellow. can we take this seriously.....#again this doesn't matter and doesn't affect me i'm just saying that's crazy. BLUE? for the sorcerer's stone? you've lost your mind....#everyone knows those movies are: 1) orange 2) green 3) pink 4) teal 5) red 6) green 7/8) gray. let's take things seriously#don't argue with me about 3 being pink. you don't get it#this is like when tmi got new covers in like 2017 or whenever that was and cofa was suddenly green..... hello.#anyway. the original point of this post. was that i'm finishing american housewife#goodbye forever katie i love you deeply <3#do not have a clue what sitcom to watch after this. might just like. kill myself. idk
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So turns out the birth control pill I take is totally out of stock everywhere due to a supply issue.
Thing is I'm sure most of the pharmacy workers I'm calling frantically are thinking "Jesus wept just don't have sex for a while" but no babe you don't understand, I'm a virgin and a lesbian, but I start going genuinely delusional if I don't take this medication 🤪
#I've been off it for a week already because I'm an idiot and also bank holidays#I really don't have the luxury of getting into the frame of mind when I feel like I'm in hiding from the government#because if they find out I can cause terror attacks and plane crashes with my thoughts they are going to lock me up or kill me#I have a dissertation due in 10 days okay brain just stay sane until then
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Hiii, I dunno if you remember me but you inspired me on DA to create my Koopa Sona, Koopa-Kit.
I redesigned her so she fits more of her personality and not just Bowser Jr. inspired
Kit is more burly, actively aggressive and bites back to hostility if you show it first, very much passive if you respect her.
I saw a headcanon about Koopas adoring their manes like Dwarvens admiring their beards. I gave her horns only covered by her mane.
You inspired me a lot to continue just making my goofy OC + Canon stories and I just wanted to share how much you really made me revisit that past I was bullied into forgetting.
Thanks Axew :)
First there was excitement, now let there be tears QwQ
It took me a second (and a quick check through my dA favorites), but I do indeed remember you! Your sona's gotten quite the upgrade if I may be so bold! I took one look at this sketch and thought "I can't wait to see her colored in :3c"
Such is the feeling I get with most, if not all sketches I come across, but the point still stands!
Just keep having fun and being goofy, chief! ^w^)b
#Super Mario#Koopa Kit#I dig the poofy mane; I have a spot spot for fluffy things-#don't mind me just gonna giggle like an idiot for a couple minutes-#DAMMIT I'M SO OFF I FORGOT THE ASK TAGS-#axewchao answers#axewchao chitchat#imagination-confusion#THIS WAS SENT AS AN *ASK* WHY DID I USE THE SUBMISSION TAG-#AAAAND I FORGOT THE SUPER MARIO TAG TOO. SOMEONE FIX MY BRAIN-
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