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This is what I deal with on a daily basis. Might be why I have a ton of projects that either haven't been started or finished for one reason or another.

good read for teachers.

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text post meme // obi-wan is obi-done

{ sw text posts }

bonus:

(so is yoda)

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I normally don't participate in these but figured I'd do this for a laugh. Liam is apparently a very good boy, even if he isn't quite a saint. He's good natured but humble, and is more likely to help you rather than hurt you.

Uhhh.... guess I should tag a few ppl.

@fritzthe75 @scottysketches @andi-sketchbook @kezzdaddy @raenacreates

New post bc last tag thread was soooo looong!

I was tagged by @drownedrow to take this quiz and this picrew and share the results!

Seems accurate.

Tagging @aleksxo @threeofswrds @vestigialpersonality and @allconsumingrot

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romancing lucanis - a story told in memes

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🖤🖤🖤

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good thing from jp twitter this week is queen of old man yaoi michiru sonoo discovering the term old man yaoi

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Why yes (no), I'm doing (NOT) great. I just really think Emmrich is a very sweet character and is an absolute delight. (This group of 1s and 0s made into pixels on the screen has shown me more kindness than the majority of real people ever have. It's to the point where it both brings me joy and a deep sadness, especially when I'm pretty sure I will never meet someone like him in the real world. And that's even if someone like him even exists in the first place. So, no, I am in fact not okay.) So, yes, I am okay.

(I know a lot of this seems like I'm not doing alright, but I assure you that I'm fine. This was all said as a gag, please don't take what I said seriously. 😅)

Writers making your Rooks with low self esteem being swept off their feet by Emmrich’s praises, you doin okay?

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This feels like the equivalent of "DON'T MAKE ME TURN THIS CAR AROUND!" Emmrich having to parent not just Manfred but these two chucklefucks as well. (I mean this in the most loving way. lol)

Lucanis and Davrin at the Necropolis:

Davrin, pointing at a half-rotted corpse: that’s your grandma

Lucanis, immediately poking the ugliest, most bloated cadaver he can find and making loud gagging noises: that’s you when you hear the Calling, dumbass

Emmrich, polishing the pointy end of his staff while his eye twitches: how about I fucking stab both of you, gentlemen? Right here. In this sacred necropolis. Make you part of the decor

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🥚 EGG

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Part 4! Let's go babeeeeee!

I'll be honest I've been sitting on this one (or at least bits an pieces of it) for a while now. I have a difficult time articulating my thoughts a lot of the time so it's always a struggle for me to write/ communicate.

Hope y'all are enjoying this, I definitely am (after I get past my anxiety about sharing).

https://archiveofourown.org/works/61358677/chapters/158468392

Okay now to go crawl back in my hidey hole till I get enough confidence to both write and post part 5. 😅

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Grave Gold: A Mortalitasi Zine interest checks are open!

Grave Gold is a charitable project focused on the finest necromancers that the world of Dragon Age has to offer. Veilguard gave us a taste of Nevarran magic and introduced new necromantic heartthrobs - I'm talking about VORGOTH, of course - but we here at Grave Gold want even more.

With that in mind, we'll be welcoming mods, artists and writers aplenty to help create this project and celebrate everything about death magic in Dragon Age. But first, we want to hear what you lovely lot want from Grave Gold, so we can make sure we deliver the goods.

Our interest check survey is here, and any signal boosts would be very welcomed!

For more information, don't hesitate to contact the Grave Gold team here on tumblr or at gravegoldzine@gmail.com.

[Insert incomprehensible sigil here]

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bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements

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I feel like this can also be applied to platonic relationships as well as romantic. So if you stay with a shitty "friend" because you don't think you can find more for xyz reason. Please don't, that person doesn't value your friendship nearly as much as you do and you can always make more friends. Better friends. And sometimes in the most unexpected places.

I've had to end plenty of friendships because I realized they didn't care about me unless I had something to offer them outside of my companionship. A friendship should never have to feel transactional and you shouldn't have to bend over backwards just to get a moment of their time. (But remember that you're not entitled to someone's time either. What I mean is that for example you shouldn't have to send 20+ texts over the course of a few weeks only to be ignored and maybe get a single text from them. Or to be ignored while they constantly chat on a mutual server your both on (they know who they are).)

You deserve friendship that doesn't come with stipulations outside of just being there for each other.

Hi if you ever find yourself in a relationship saying anything along the lines of "well I can't leave cause I would never be able to find something better than this because I'm trans/fat/aging/antisocial/unlucky" I beg of you to run. Please. You can find and build better but in order to do that you have to take the first step out the door. You do not have to endure abuse, mistreatment, or just plain incompatibility for the sake of a fraction of happiness. You don't.

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Liam is so handsome, idk if he’s life goals or wife goals (/gender neutral) but damn. Damn. Okay sir. Lucky Emmrich

😂 I'm glad you think so on both fronts. He's kind of my own transition goals. So basically he's how I wish I looked, which he isn't too far off. So thanks for the compliment! 💚

Also damn straight Emmrich's lucky, but so is Liam. 😊💚

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Someone asked a great question about Liam and his romance with Emmrich. Lmk what your Rooks would have. Also feel free to ask me anything pertaining to these two. I'll hopefully be posting The Reunion part 4 soonish.

What does your Rook carry with them to remind them of their romance?

That's a great question!

This took me a bit to figure out since the way I've written my MW Rook, Liam, was that he actually knew Emmrich before the events of Veilguard. And even long before The War of the Banners.

So I wondered if maybe he kept a note Emmrich wrote on one of his assignments or something, but parchment can be a little difficult to keep in one piece if it's on your person for that long (we're talking like at least a decade). Then I wondered if maybe he would have say a letter from more recent. Like during the time shortly after expressing romantic interest, but before fully committing they'd write cute little love letters to each other. But with all the running around they do I think Liam would keep those safely somewhere in the Lighthouse. Cause again I don't expect parchment to stay intact very well.

Then I thought of maybe something of Emmrich's, but I don't think he'd just give Liam a piece of his grave dowery yet. He probably won't do that till after the events of Veilguard, when things have settled down a bit. And I don't think he'd like the idea of cutting a piece of his clothing or hair.

But then I remembered the scene I wrote in The Reunion: The Knife That Cuts the Mind where Emmrich comforts Liam after a discussion they have. Which Liam cries a lot there. And since Emmrich is the wonderful gentleman that he is, he'd most certainly have a hankerchief on him. I imagine he has quite a few of them since he's probably very accustomed to comforting grieving family members. I kinda liken it to having a lot of pens and pencils that folks borrow but "forget" to give back.

I think eventually Emmrich will gift him a piece of jewelry or even give Liam a piece from his own collection. Either that or Liam might swipe a ring or bracelet from him at some point. Haven't really decided how that'll go just yet, or when for that matter. Hell, I might just do a bit of both. But I think eventually Liam will get a piece of Emmrich's jewelry one way or another, something that he wore himself.

So the TLDR is that Liam would carry the hankerchief Emmrich gave him during the discussion in The Reunion: The Knife That Cuts the Mind. It's a reminder that he can go to Emmrich for anything without the fear of being judged, ridiculed, or berated.

Thanks for asking this question! It was a fun one to think about and answer.

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What does your Rook carry with them to remind them of their romance?

That's a great question!

This took me a bit to figure out since the way I've written my MW Rook, Liam, was that he actually knew Emmrich before the events of Veilguard. And even long before The War of the Banners.

So I wondered if maybe he kept a note Emmrich wrote on one of his assignments or something, but parchment can be a little difficult to keep in one piece if it's on your person for that long (we're talking like at least a decade). Then I wondered if maybe he would have say a letter from more recent. Like during the time shortly after expressing romantic interest, but before fully committing they'd write cute little love letters to each other. But with all the running around they do I think Liam would keep those safely somewhere in the Lighthouse. Cause again I don't expect parchment to stay intact very well.

Then I thought of maybe something of Emmrich's, but I don't think he'd just give Liam a piece of his grave dowery yet. He probably won't do that till after the events of Veilguard, when things have settled down a bit. And I don't think he'd like the idea of cutting a piece of his clothing or hair.

But then I remembered the scene I wrote in The Reunion: The Knife That Cuts the Mind where Emmrich comforts Liam after a discussion they have. Which Liam cries a lot there. And since Emmrich is the wonderful gentleman that he is, he'd most certainly have a hankerchief on him. I imagine he has quite a few of them since he's probably very accustomed to comforting grieving family members. I kinda liken it to having a lot of pens and pencils that folks borrow but "forget" to give back.

I think eventually Emmrich will gift him a piece of jewelry or even give Liam a piece from his own collection. Either that or Liam might swipe a ring or bracelet from him at some point. Haven't really decided how that'll go just yet, or when for that matter. Hell, I might just do a bit of both. But I think eventually Liam will get a piece of Emmrich's jewelry one way or another, something that he wore himself.

So the TLDR is that Liam would carry the hankerchief Emmrich gave him during the discussion in The Reunion: The Knife That Cuts the Mind. It's a reminder that he can go to Emmrich for anything without the fear of being judged, ridiculed, or berated.

Thanks for asking this question! It was a fun one to think about and answer.