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muffinrecord · 1 day ago
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I don't understand why people want this game to fail so badly.
I mean, I can't tell if you're talking in general or like directly at me but:
I absolutely don't want the game to fail dude. You know how happy I'd be if it made some changes-- actually, hell, you know how happy I'll be if it doesn't make changes but still lasts a shitload of a long time? I want this game to be success! It's got characters I really care about and a fandom full of people that I really love. One of my best friends is having an absolute blast and that makes me thrilled.
I went in wanting to love the game too, but at the end of the day, the experience is just not for me-- and I don't want to go through a gacha addiction again. I'm allowed to feel that way, you know? And this is my blog, so I'm allowed to talk about it. I'm not putting my criticisms in the tag either.
I haven't been keeping up with discord too much, but I have seen that the magidora subreddit is overwhelmingly negative so far (though a few folks are defending the game as well). If folks are bringing you down then it might be a good time to step away from some of those areas and enter more positive ones.
Alternatively:
The best way to combat criticism in fandom imo is to talk about what you like and why you like it. Every game or story is gonna have flaws. That's just the way things work. But talk about why you love the game with people and you'll both bring positivity into the fandom and into your own life. People are more willing to give things a chance when they see someone passionately love something. If you say something positive, someone else might as well. You can start a whole conversation.
As an example, I don't really like Kazumi Magica, but I have friends who go apeshit for the story and you know what? It's given me a more neutral perspective and I can appreciate things about it. You can be that person, you know?
Some folks won't like the game and that's okay, and they might be jackasses about it and that's not.
It sounds like you're having fun and that makes me happy anon. I do apologize if my dissatisfaction with the game is making you unhappy. It makes me unhappy too when people dislike things that I like. That doesn't mean I want the game to fail though, I promise.
I'm all over the place alkjfaslkfa anyways, I hope this helped
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haus-mom · 1 year ago
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8, 9, 16 :)
UNAAAAAAAAAAAA THANK YOU SM <33333
8. Common fandom opinion that everyone is wrong about
Gonna get my ass kicked for this, but Mizuki is not confirmed nonbinary and their arc is actually very far from being about that. "But they use they/them pronouns!" In the English translation, sure, but I feel like the translators have gotten themselves in some sort of loop they can't come out of. I understand that their gender is officially "?" but others referring to Mizuki with they/them doesn't make sense, since they're fem presenting.
It's so incosistent too! Kanade uses she/her for Mizuki to herself ONCE and then resumes using they/them
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I think I've mentioned this a few times, but I would've done it very differently. N25 is not aware of Mizuki's genderfuckery, and they're fem presenting, so it's likely they'd use she/her. Same with people who are vaguely acquaintanced with them, like Tsukasa, Shizuku or Emu. Akito is aware of the rumours, but him not telling Ena means he couldn't care less, so it's likely he'd use she/her too.
What about An and Rui, who are aware of Mizuki's identity? That's the complicated part, since they'd give away Mizuki's gender. I guess I'd do my best to avoid using gendered pronouns? It'd be kinda hard, but at least it'd MAKE SENSE. If they're talking about Mizuki to other characters, they'd probs use she/her too regardless.
I haven't really read the new JP event, but they probably don't clear anything up when it comes to Mizuki's gender. I was hoping Mizuki's sister would say something like "oh mizuki's my sister/whatever" but in the summary I've read, as sweet as it seems, we're still kept in the dark. Oh well.
"But that'd be misgendering!" YES! THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU DON'T TELL PEOPLE ABOUT YOUR GENDER! PEOPLE TEND TO ASSUME! Plus, if Mizuki's not a trans girl not saying pronouns = gender, that's not what i'm going for here or nonbinary, and they're just an otokonoko (unlikely, but they can still pussy out, even though they had Mizuki singing villain, but whateeeeeeever), wouldn't they/them be misgendering them too?
It's frustrating, like, if you hc Mizuki as nb that's fine, but can people please stop going for the throats of those who use she/her for them? Not that hard, I promise!
9. Worst part of canon
Canon seems to be hellbent on having some duos as default, with little to no deviations. Leo/Need does this the least, but sometimes they do fall into Ichika+Saki/Honami+Shiho territory.
WxS also doesn't do this often, as it's very well balanced, but when it comes to mix events it's... Not that great. Rui+Emu is surprisingly lacking in content as well, I feel like they're in the background, which is a shame because I like them a lot.
MMJ is truly neutral. We have fun interactions all around, but Airi+Haruka is even worse than Rui+Emu. Please they are THE STRONGEST!!!! give them an event together. I'm sure they'd crush it.
N25 sucks so bad, like so, so, so bad. Most of the time it's Kanade+Mafuyu/Mizuki+Ena. I think they're trying to fix it, but since Mafuyu and Kanade are now roommates, it's... Not really working. Last Kanade event barely had Mafuyu on it, and that's something I really don't like about canon? N25 is overreliant on Mafuyu and sometimes it feels like the other member's problems take a backseat because Mafuyu's are more important. And that sucks. Kanade has it the worst of all because even in events where she miraculously gets away (? from her, she's still thinking of saving her. I get Kanade is very goal-driven and is determined to save her, but... Just Mafuyu? Like in Spojoy when Minori tells Kanade she should take time to herself because she's also important and that she'll be there for her, Kanade instantly thinks "Of course... I want to see Mafuyu smile!" and canon portraying this as a good thing and Kanade improving as a person SUCKS. SUCKS SO BAD. Thanks Kaito for telling her to snap out of it. Samsa is one of the greatest comm songs imo but it's about Mafuyu. The whole event was about Mafuyu's story.
I get it, but they've left Kanade's dad's plotline untouched for TWO WHOLE YEARS, it's what i said about the other member's problems taking a backseat. Mizuki I get, running away is their thing and they seem to be doing good by relating to Mafuyu, but... Augh.
VBS is the poster child for duos. They're the only group where the members don't all use their first names. Just look at their card cameos. And their mix events too... Free them please...
Once I saw someone say "VBS isn't just duos, they have dynamics!" and they sure have them! Wish they got moments to develop them besides card stories and area convos!
16. You can't understand why so many people like this thing
Unironically? Akito x Toya. They're the most milquetoast, boring ship imaginable and nothing interesting ever happens with them. Sometimes you need fluffy ships and I get it, but you can get the same dynamic better within the game itself. To me they're that kind of friends who are super close and thought of dating but they're just so close dating just feels out of the question lol
The way they met doesn't make sense. Like, Akito saw Toya singing and went "oh i want this one", even though he was doing street music just to piss his dad off. Then he sees Kohane and goes "i want that hamster OBLITERATED", because she "wasn't taking it seriously", it just doesn't make sense! If it was called out sure, but Akito being a hypocrite is never brought up ever again. Their conflict in the main story was pretty dumb too. And from then on they just. Go with the flow. I love Toya and Akito separately so please let them be apart.
Whoever has talked to me about proseka for more than 5 minutes knows 2 things: I love Tsukasa Tenma and I really, really dislike Kanade x Mafuyu. The fact that they're the most popular ship for one another evades me. Kanade and Mafuyu aren't good for each other AT ALL.
"But Kanade is doing her best to save Mafuyu!" That's exactly the thing! At the beginning of the game, Kanade was constantly trying her best to save Mafuyu, and Mafuyu in exchange worried about Kanade... Because she's trying to save her. Kanade saw Mafuyu as a big wall, something to prove she's capable of saving others with her music.
"They got better! Kanade sees Mafuyu as a friend now!" ... And Mafuyu is still the same. Ena told her that the least she could do is thank her in Carnation Recollection, but did she? No, she but she was nicer... To Emu. Mafuyu, at least up until Ena's second focus, still wants Kanade to keep composing for her sake. I know she's been bending over backwards to please others since forever and N25 is her safe place to rest, but Ena is right. The least she could do is thank her.
"Since they're living together, Mafuyu is taking care of Kanade!" ... Is she really? She just cleans around a bit, but as for eating and having a better sleeping schedule, Mafuyu is just as bad. Does Mafuyu have to take care of Kanade? Not really, it's not her obligation. But Mafuyu never does anything to stop Kanade from indulging into her unhealthy habits, including overworking herself. Some people keep talking about toxic yuri and... There it is! I have no problem if it's being portrayed like that, but most portrayals have it be wholesome and good, and it isn't, not at all.
Like with Akit-ya I can see why people ship them! They're cute! Kan-mafu though... That's another story.
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meatballlady · 2 months ago
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Every single fic after s1: "and then they went to Crowley's flat, and they confessed their eternal love, and they stared deeply into each other's eyes..."
Me, not realizing how bad it could be: "yeah, okay, love it, but some variety would be nice - "
Every fic after s2: "And then Aziraphale got to Heaven and immediately realized that he was a fucking idiot and wanted to turn around and grovel on his knees before Crowley but he couldn't because it was all a trap. Meanwhile, on earth, Crowley has been drinking for 84 years ... "
Me: *incoherent screaming*
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cinnabar-circus · 8 days ago
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#(don't read the tags if you don't want to hear any fandom negativity whatsoever)#this is an old one i never planned on ever posting‚ but i'm currently rewatching seasons 4 and 5 and i'm retroactively so mad again#that i let one slightly antagonistic sounding post ruin the entire character for me and this is the best outlet i have for venting about it#(best as in most selfish since a drawing is more likely to catch people’s attention as opposed to a simple wall of text)#brilliant character design‚ an interesting personality that is so fun to play with in fan creations and a fascinating addition to the canon#both for the drama and its core themes#despite this as much as i tried to i just couldn't bring myself to like him#he just doesn't appeal to me in a fandom way#but neutral with a hint of appreciation for his canon role would have been a good enough opinion to leave it at#but nooo my oversensitive ass just had to see the one fucking post amongst millions of random less than 20 notes bsd posts#that happened to shame me for this exact thing (that i already felt guilty about mind you)#and i just had to take it sooo fucking personally#of course. what a reasonable fucking reaction to have to harmless little fandom chit-chat.#believe you me‚ no one wants me to be a sigma fan more than me#i fucking wish i could scrub seeing this post from my mind...#it's been over a year and i can still feel the rage boiling up just thinking about it#at least all that rage had turned inwards fairly quickly and i unblocked the poster and rebloggers soon after#but still... what a fucking embarrassing reaction to have...#every time i engage with the actual series i can feel that i still love it very deeply#i'm near tears at the end of episode 51#yet still i let stupid little things like that dampen my enjoyment of it#truly pathetic.
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starcatcher-psywurm · 1 year ago
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I'm surprised there's not more people talking about how weird it is to not only not announce the April Fools shop opening or closing like Staff did last year, not allowing you to buy extras of the capsules when they knew what was inside unlike last year where you were allowed to buy extras, and also making people wait an entire year just to buy Button eyes at not an incredibly inflated rate. That's been my biggest disappointment with the whole thing is how poorly handled it feels.
I love the new eye type, but geez I'm lucky that I only needed one, I feel bad for anyone that needs them for different projects.
Edit: Popping a quick edit in here just to say by buying extras I meant of the chest itself not the items inside, I could've sworn that was a thing last year, but I could totally be mistaken since I'm just going off of memory.
Edit 2: Turning off reblogs, I think the discussion has ran it's course and this got a lot more notes than I was expecting FJDJDJDN
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always-amity · 1 month ago
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Quick traced ref study of my favourite Big Mean Queen in all her beautiful iterations.
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mad-hunts · 6 months ago
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this post might be a little controversial, but i feel like if DC just listened to its fans once in a while... they would've come up with something much better than joker: folie à deux 🤷‍♀️ just sayin' — like, i will never not be amazed that they passed up the opportunity to make a batman beyond movie drawn in the same style as the spiderverse movies!! but they DID
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#am i going to tag this as negative? hmm... maybe but it's honestly just me stating an opinion that i feel like some other people (???) may#share as the DC fandom honestly has SUCH talented people in it that create these super rich and awesome stories but then-#there's the people who are actually behind the comics making wack decisions (at least in my opinion) like making alexis kaye or punchline#some sort of e-girl that KILLS people on a stream while these supposed 'fans' of hers are in the chat cheering her on? like?? why???#i genuinely don't get it y'all 😭 and just look at what they did to jason... goddd. but anyways i'm getting off track here JSJSJ#at least they are making a nightwing + red hood movie which i sincerely hope they don't mess up but anyways the fact that they#didn't even allow lady gaga to really act in the movie and just included scenes with her singing in it is doing her a great injustice#because for anyone who hasn't seen her on screen before she is a great actor! but they just said like... nah we are just going to take out#majority of the scenes that you're actually acting in like whyyy. DC exec's listen to your fans bc some of these decisions you're making-#in the comics and movies imo are just. AWFUL but anyways that's enough of me being a mad nerd / j sksks LOL i'm kiddinggg#but yeah. idk i just had to bring this up as i feel like so many of the writers in the DC fandom are making stories that are sooo much-#more intriguing than what they're actually doing in canon so they should take some advice from us but idk#tw: negative
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ranvwoop · 3 months ago
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i try to avoid my acc being Just vntposting . in this world. but man is it going
#vwoop.noises#rest of tags is a lil heavy one#I am just so like. baseline unhappy with my life#and i can't be distracted all the time because like A) I have to be a person and B) World Cannot Revolve Around Me#and even a bit of those distractions have been Also caked in misery bc i am. difficult#so like what even is the point#And then. school .#did not go to my exams. my parents are mad and sayign i can't take a semester off because this was my write off and its like. NO. NOT REALL#they do not care how much of a mental breakdown i have visibly because they do not believe anything I have Not had any sort of rest .#and also like. they have their own problems. but one of these problems is telling me i wouldn't Really act like this#bc. and i really do like. wish that ppl would get help but we've tried but. over the last couple years my mom has believed that things#have been replaced / altered. and constantly brings up like. Oh yr dad NEVER ate pizza before :/ / you would've never said that / etc#Which like. it's such a genuine mental health thing like I deeply fully understand but I've been the only one taking it on and I am like.#21yo and very useless. And Also She's Mean 2 Me Now. I don't know what to do /shrug#And that's my storey . Kind of why it's been a constant stream of negativity we are doing :heart: Bad#like a year and a half ago: haha it's okay i'll just lock in next semester#the horrors: Hello. You are never doing an assignment again#sorry for the lore drop . thx if youve read this far idc if not. it's nice to get off my chest for real.#i gotta. make something soon idk#i can pretend that it will fix me :D#i am doing okay for the record uhhh we persist or whatever. if u are concerned of my absence my other blogs r in my pinned :]#I am still chronically online believe this. this is just my original posts blog. n mncrft sometimes still#after typing this out i left it on my puter to go search for food#and i had a huge rant sesh with my brother and this did kinda fix me ngl . Still posting tho.
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nobodybetterlookatme · 5 months ago
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Wait I think I missed something in this incredible saga. Are you going on a date with the coworker??? I swear the last thing I saw was “no I would never” lmaoooo. If so, I (like the rest of snzblr) are anxious for updates about your love life. You’re one of the top snzblr couples now, enjoy 🤙
I did say I would never and I was a fucking liar apparently 😔 it's not technically a date tho bc I never told him it was bc I need to be so casual and mysterious ahdkaksk but it's a date To Me lmao. It's tomorrow tho bc we're still at work rn and it doesn't look like we're leaving anytime soon so at least I have that to look forward to I guess lmao
#not snz#we're not a couple tho nooooo 😭😭 lmaooo#it's just me being delusional#like he's literally not into me i stg i think y'all are gonna be more disappointed about the outcome than me#OH but he did hug me tho so I'm riding that high rn actually ahskamsk#lowkey have just been leaning against him half the shift but we've been watching videos and stuff together bc it's been slow so#that means nothing probably#also he looks at me like 😒 every time i ask one if my stupid little debate questions ahsakslsl#today was if ceral is a soup and if ketchup is a smoothie#please know that i ask these randomly literally out of nowhere like it's a normal thing to bring up lmaoooo#i have negative flirting skills ahdkaksk#this is the opposite of pulling a bad bitch by being autistic this is making the coworker question why he puts up with me lmaoooo#but he's the one who said yes to dinner so 😌#you know what he's never seen me in a cute little outfit before actually 👀#it's always been either the work uniform or hiking clothes#which to be fair my hiking clothes are kinda cute but they're hiking clothes nonetheless#like he saw me in normal clothes a bit ago but i was actively dying so they were just the most comfortable clothes i could find#so like maybe i can wear a skirt i have cute skirts i like wearing out with my bestie#and they're like. very specific kinds of skirts so maybe that'll tell him something ahskasmks#help why am i thinking so hard about this ahdkalslal#like it's literally actually not even a date it's just me flipping out for no reason while this guy is clueless 😭#like I'm telling y'all he's not into me and i don't understand why I'm being like this about it lmaoo#I'm always like 'fuck i wish my coworkers wouldn't crush on me to the point of asking me out that's awkward i don't date coworkers'#AND THEN I TURNED AROUND AND DID IT MYSELF#why am i like this#why am i so 👀 when he's one of the few people i shouldn't be 👀 at#i swear i should give it a couple months bc maybe I'm just feeling some type of way about him bc i was sick#but noooo i just HAVE to be insane about it now 😭#i should really have a tag for me being a pathetic wreck but idk what it would even be lmao#partner posting
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s1lv3rp4w3dc4t · 2 years ago
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Man I love poly lights! (head slowly creaks as I nervously turn to face fan brush) (I am sweating a lot and grinning, trying to hold myself together) (I am losing the battle)
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lovinglin · 1 year ago
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Cleaned up my carrd... kinda HRJEHFDJH I feel like my head hurts 🫠
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outer-edges · 2 years ago
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there's that tiktok of that stupid man going around like 'oh, what if everyone is fake and i'm the only real person', and i know that everyone is dunking on him for being fucking stupid by posing that question, and that whole thing really is a completely different philosophical can of worms that needs to be unpacked. but like.
idk. sometimes, i legitimately think the opposite. like, no, i am the fake person. everyone else here is real. everyone else has rich inner lives and they're vibrant and they have friends and family and empathy and passion and interests and all that shit i yearn for (and have gotten really good at feigning) but don't actually have.
i just have like...like this stark anhedonia.
i'm the fake person. i'm completely empty. everyone else is real. i'm kind of just here.
and i truly do mean this in like the most neutral way possible. this is something i've more or less made my peace with. but sometimes i wish it wasn't something i had to make peace with, ya know? sometimes i wish i wasn't fundamentally separated from people and could just like connect. sometimes i wish i wasn't so empty. ya know?
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as-rare-as-trees · 2 years ago
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Something something about being loved and loved and loved and loved and-
#pls excuse me I just need to *sobs in a corner*#it's about the little things#and finding yourself surrounded with sweet sweet people#and just#okay warning I might do some negative self talk in the following tags so stop here if it's triggering#but like.... i don't have the best relationship with myself and there are these moments where I'll be feeling so low and just feel this#hate-resentment at myself#and somebody does/says something so simply sweet and nice and I just#there's a chant of -I don't deserve this. I don't deserve this love. I don't deserve these loving sweet people.-#and it just brings me to tears to be loved like this#(i know this is something I need to work on)#specifically this afternoon I was feeling kinda shittily#and I had talked with my uni friend about how I was thinking again about dropping this cool practical activity in a lab we've started#as i don't feel like I can handle it#and after a while she was like -while at the supermarket I was thinking about the lab thing and realized that I was with other people#and I talk more to the class in general while you're quieter. And you didn't have me there bothering you and talking in your ear so maybe#that's also why it's harder for you-#(she was in the first group and I am in the second one)#and then she added -I can start sending you messages about random things-#and like#it's such a simple simple thing#but it was so overwhelmingly sweet#i felt so loved#and we barely know each other in a way and yet and yet#(even now I feel the echo of -I don't quite deserve this- but I have to ignore that)#there are many many other moments when I feel overwhelmed by love#it's all about LOVE LOVE LOVE#vaneggiando#a friend just told me -you deserve the world- and I AM IN PIECES DEVASTATED
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crybabypupper · 10 months ago
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I don't like being negative on here but I hate The Dadvocate with every single bone in my body. She just makes me so angry and she seems to constantly be posting about how women are just so awful to men, and defending men against everything. I get the feeling that she's probably against feminism too, but I can't confirm that; it's just a feeling that I get from the way she talks about other women, versus men. I honestly don't understand why she's so popular.
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redwinelew · 14 days ago
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Chat, i would like to request for Lewis smau. Where reader is unhinged and being horny on mains. Like no filter comments and thirst over him. Crack and smutty. Xoxo
FANTASIZE
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type social media au
pairing lewis hamilton x reader
summary as requested!
face claim none but 99% of my lewis smaus use black women as face claims
song fantasize by ariana grande
warnings 18+. extremely suggestives
author's note i put my entire (horny) soul into this fic sjshsjk thank u sm for submitting this pookie i hope i did it justice 🫡🫡
english is not my first language. all pictures taken from instagram, pinterest and twitter. credit to owners.
masterlist | request info | requests are OPEN!
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ynln every time i hear his name or voice the sound waves travel to my primary auditory cortex—notifying my eggs that its time to be fertilized
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user1 GIRL 😭😭
user2 yeah she's ovulating
ynln user2 negative i'm always this horny for my man 😔☝🏽
user3 SHE EVEN TAGGED HIM 😭😭
user4 user3 she wants that cookie so effing bad
user5 girl on MAIN??????
ynln user5 everybody needs to know how hot he is
user5 ynln i think they got the note can u pls stop 😭🙏🏻
ynln user5 never
lando I just opened this app...
ynln lando you are welcome landinho
user6 #needthat
ynln user6 same
charles_leclerc MY EYES
ynln charles_leclerc nobody asked you to look, charlie 🙄🙄
user7 wishing i was living y/n's life rn
ynln user7 💅🏽
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ynln the bouncing i would do would be so powerful it would cause the san andreas fault to slip and trigger yellowstone eruption. millions would perish and i would only bounce harder
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user1 AGAIN????
user2 GIRL STAND UP??????
user3 nurse she's out again
user4 i love how horny she is for lewis
user4 user4 i mean i'd be the same if i was married to him
oscarpiastri I wish I couldn't read
user5 oscarpiastri poor oscar 😭😭
user6 i KNOW ferrari pr team is tired of her 😭😭
user7 she has absolutely no filter when it comes to her man and i just love it
user8 lewis didn't bring y/n to a race #1 (ONCE) and she's losing her mind already
ynln user8 it's okay i shall be waiting for him back home with open arms.... and open legs...... and open mouth—
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bestoflewishamilton sir lewis hamilton at rimowa event in seoul, south korea (16 april 2024)
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user1 he had a different type of glow during this event i can't explain it
ynln user1 would you like to know what is was
user1 ynln knowing you...... no thanks 😀😀
ynln it's pulsing his name in morse code
user2 ynln of course y/n is already here first
user3 ynln the way her captions and posts don't surprise me anymore 😭😭
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scuderiaferrari No thoughts head empty just lewishamilton ❤️
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user1 next year is our year guys (i'm delusional)
user2 maybe you guys should spare some of those thoughts on strategy for the next race 😄😄😄😄
ynln he can cause a nuclear reaction inside me and i'd still ride
user3 ynln UNDER FERRARI'S POST??????
user4 ynln she's unstoppable atp
user5 ynln the way she doesn't gaf anymore 😭😭
scuderiaferrari ynln Please I don't want to lose my job
user6 scuderiaferrari poor admin omg 😭😭
ynln scuderiaferrari i take full responsibility of my digital footprint as long as you guys don't block me
BONUS!
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balljointcutie · 1 year ago
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i  didn’t  realize  this  was  going  to  be  something  i  had  to  address  but  ..  here  we  go  i  guess 
one  of  my  moots  showed  me  this  post  .  i  completely  understand  where  these  concerns  are  coming  from  ,  as  they  do  bring  up  some  valid  points  and  i’ve  seen  scammers  on  here  before  ,  but  it  is  absolutely  not  true  and  it’s  extremely  hurtful  that  i’m  being  accused  of  this  when  i’m  genuinely  just  asking  for  help  . it feels like a lot of reaching and assuming when there's information on my blog and in the post that refutes a lot of the points made .
my  blog  is  fairly  new  ,  as  stated  in  my  introduction  post  ,  i  just  remade  it  at  the  beginning  of  last  month  .  my  ex  was  sending  her  friends  after  me  and  was  having  them  stalk  my  blog  ,  which  was  making  me  extremely  paranoid  and  uncomfortable  .  so  i  decided  to  start  fresh  .  i  honestly  wouldn’t  have  put  as  much  personal  information  into  the  donation  post  if  i  didn’t  think  it  was  relevant  ,  because  it’s  risky  enough  to  even  put  myself  out  there  .  i  don’t  want  them  to  find  me  and  i  don’t  want  to  have  to  remake  again  ,  especially  now  that  i’ve  been  accused  of  something  like  this  .  that  would  end  up  making  me  look  one  hundred  times  worse  . 
i  didn’t  think  i  was  being  pushy  or  indicating  a  sense  of  major  urgency  .  i  have  a  roof  over  my  head  ,  and  bless  her  heart  ,  my  sister  would  give  me  the  clothes  off  her  back  if  she  had  to  .  i’m  reaching  out  for  help  because  i  don’t  want  to  be  a  burden  ,  neither  of  us  were  expecting  me  to  be  crashing  on  her  couch  for  the  next  three  months  .  i  just  needed  some  extra  help  with  affording  food  so  she  wouldn’t  have  to  take  money  from  her  own  pocket  to  feed  me  .  i  also  needed  help  affording  sanitary  pads  and  my  medication  .  and  this  is  all  temporary  because  after  i  graduate  ,  i’ll  be  moving  to  live  with  my  partner  and  things  will  be  a  lot  more  stable  .
i  mentioned  my  entire  family  in  the  post  ..  my  biological  father  passed  away  when  i  was  a  kid  ,  and  it’s  just  been  me  ,  my  step-father  ,  and  my  mom  ever  since  my  older  sister  moved  out  .  we  live  across  the  country  from  any  extended  family  .  i  don’t  have  many  friends  IRL  ,  and  we’re  all  still  in  high  school  anyways  ,  so  i  can’t  exactly  ask  them  for  much  help  either  . 
i’m  not  sure  how  much  more  updated  they  want  my  post  to  be  ,  i  was  literally  just  kicked  out  yesterday  morning  .  i  updated  yesterday  when  i  received  some  help  .  i’m  still  extremely  distraught  and  i  feel  so  betrayed  by  my  mom  ,  i’m  just  trying  to  process  my  emotions  and  now  i  also  have  to  deal  with  all  of  this  .  i  didn’t  have  anywhere  else  to  turn  so  i  made  a  post  .  i’m  just  trying  to  survive  this  .
i’ve  also  seen  the  comments  on  this  post  -  i  type  like  this  because  i  like  how  it  looks  .  it’s  that  simple  .  and  i  definitely  have  posted  bjd  content  ,  but  i  like  more  than  just  dolls  .  in  my  introduction  post  ,  i  mention  several  other  things  that  i  enjoy  that  i  post  frequently  .  at  this  point  ,  it  feels  like  cherry  picking  ..  like  you  guys  want  to  believe  that  i’m  not  a  real  person  asking  for  help  . 
“if  you’re  genuine  i’m  so  sorry”  but  now  i’m  being  spammed  death  threats  in  my  inbox  ,  they’re  calling  me  horrible  names  ,  telling  me  that  i’m  a  horrible  person  .  every  time  i  delete  one  ,  i  get  another  .  i  just  don’t  know  what  to  do  anymore  .  i’ve  never  felt  so  isolated  in  my  life  .  if  i  had  known  this  would  be  the  reaction  i’d  get  , i  would  have  never  made  the  post  to  begin  with  .  i  would  rather  be  struggling  then  receiving  this  type  of  treatment
hi mister gaiman , would it be alright to ask for you to reblog my donation post ? my transphobic step-father kicked me out just a few hours ago and i could use every bit of help i can get .. it's on my blog , but it's also linked in my pinned post . thank you for reading !
Good luck.
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