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day two • gallavich kinktober 2024
↳ 31 days of kinks & cards in 3 sentences
AFTERCARE x PAGE OF SWORDS
“Drink up, baby,” Ian coos, lifting the water bottle to Mickey’s lips. He drinks, unable to protest, but also unable to ignore where Ian’s still thick and hard against his come-covered hip—the tangible results of three mind bending orgasms on Ian’s tongue, his fingers, and his perfect cock. When he’s back from the stratosphere, Mickey promises to get right to work adding Ian’s to the mix.
@gallavichthings
#sorry for any confusion yesterday about there being a longer fic on ao3. there is not. there are just 3 beautiful sentences per day <3#BUT#if you like something you see this month please don't hesitate to let me know#maybe inspiration will strike#thanks for the love on day one! hope you like this one too!#shameless#shameless fanfiction#gallavich#kinktober 2024#ian x mickey#bee writes 🐝 ✍🏼
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I'm taking my life back. You can't hurt me anymore.
#context will be added after normal tags- you do not have to read what im going to write#club penguin#club penguin oc#club penguin art#club penguin fanart#ahf#tw blood#tw slight violence#cw blood#cw slight violence#filler tag for sensitive shit#filler tag filler tag filler tag#disney talks filler tag#disney talks serious; scary shit that they were put through for the past 5ish months#Hi. If you made it this far into the tags- allow me to give some context behind this piece#I'm hesitant to speak out on this blog about this issue. However. It's important to why I made this#Since august; an artist in this community who is older than me had been stalking me. This artist had made horrific art of me#this user has hurt me and hurt my friends. This user made me think so low of myself; deeply traumatized me and children in this community#im taking my fucking life back. this vile fucking human tried so hard to degrade me and i dont fucking love you. i never loved you.#i never will love you. i never have loved you. You are a nasty fucking piece of shit and i hope you fucking rot. This is the only time you#guys will ever hear me curse and be this cold and unforgiving. I know I'm mostly regarded as a fandom sweetheart#i know to some my words may be shocking. This stalker whos name im holding back from outing on my blog. You're the reason people hurt.#Take responsibility. The reason I used a mouthwashing quote was on purpose. You can fill in the blanks. Don't pretend like you're a victim.#that's all I have to say right now. There's much more i can say; much much worse that has happened.#for now; thank you if you read all of this. Club Penguin's community has and always will have protected me and saved my life.#I'm taking my life back. You cannot hurt me. I hope this hurts.
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I need you to stick with me here but Jedtavius as Patroclus and Achilles
Sorry I’ve been reading The Song of Achilles and it’s getting to me
Oh... so who's who? In my drawing Achilles is Octavius and Patroclus is Jedediah
I basically redrew that one statue (I know it's not both of them but I liked the pose ok? Forgive me). Also I took my chance to draw Jed's funny underpants to lighten up the mood a bit.
Sorry if this doesn't meet your vision :(
That was a weird amalgamation of 2 different photos in an attempt to fix the original (I literally cropped it, fixed some mistakes digitally and then took another picture of a blank paper to use as background. The things I do as a traditional artist). Here's the picture before I fixed the mistakes .
Usually I am more careful and don't make that many mistakes. But also, I work on bigger drawings like this for at least a week, so yeah...
I wanted to draw the iconic red figure pottery art of them but I felt like that would take me way too long :/
#is the song of achilles good? I've been wanting to buy a copy to read but I'm very hesitant...#and if i do. should I get it in English? I mean it is the language it was written in but I hate the English-ification of the names#I was reading the Wikipedia entry and saw 'homer' and i was like “Homer? who's that? Homer Simpson?”#yes that bad#saying the names out loud help me understand who we're talking about but I'm not gonna start reading the book like that. I'm not a maniac#but I fear the translation will be. stiff? they usually are. English has such a specific way of writing#that's why I try to read these books in their original language...#god don't make me go back into mythology now. wait until I'm done with my exams#song of achilles#ask#anonymous#answered#night at the museum#natm#natm jedediah#natm octavius#jedediah smith#jedediah#gaius octavius#octavius#jedediah and octavius#jedtavius#art#fanart#traditional art#cw partial nudity
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Well...one of the writers writing a DD fake marriage fanfic was not on my bingo card for 2024, but when has anything ever been! (Thank you for tagging me @anawkwardgalnamedtarazan )
I'm lucky that my students are on Spring Break this week, because I reaallly wanted to work hard on this piece! I referenced a really intimate Swing Dance pic for the pose so I hope that came across nicely! Also, if I remember correctly I believe it said that KD was in a pink and white suit, instead of his regular purple, and I just HAD to draw that! ^^ I couldn't decide if The Devil would be really extra and wear a gigantic princess style dress, or if he'd be really extra and wear a more revealing dress. Either way, he was gonna be extra! I hope ya like it :)
-Vik
{First}
[Broken Contract AU Details and Rules]
#devildice#king dice#the devil cuphead#the cuphead show#cuphead#fan art#digital art#little fanart before I jump back in for drawing for BCAU#again if y'all are new to the au#DD is not a part of it#but i've been very open about shipping it#i just want to write about something else#that i think might be fun to write#don't hesitate with the requests tho lol
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i need to actually remember for my writing that my main hc for why Childe is Like That is that he saw something real and true just once in his life and has been chasing that high ever since despite it being a massively traumatizing experience
kind of like a very weird Lovecraft protagonist
#genshin#childe#there's like a dozen other points of reference i need to get his character even remotely right though#there's also the fact that he seems to have thrown himself into fighting the whale with no hesitation#which. how does he feel about it really. outside of it trying to eat fontaine/the world#how does he personally feel about his connection to the whale. does he love it? is he afraid of it? does he /know/? (probably not)#i also don't think he's that introspective. he's just moving forward and not figuring his shit out#no i can't start writing childe meta again it's past midnight nothing coherent happens at this time
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i've been very excited to post this but here are my ocs haha!! meet lune, cecilia, nox, and aster!
close ups, more info, and a more detailed relationship chart under the cut! this is gonna be a long post haha. there's also some more info about rowan!
cecilia's twin (he's the older twin) ((by two minutes. lol))
the type to go “here to here, i’ll buy it all”
he's got a temper
possessive, devoted, and jealous yandere
people think he's a tad bit insane (and he's self aware mostly,,)
gets into fights often
“want me to kill that guy for you?��� (he’s serious btw)
he’s not nice lmao, but to you he is (in his own special way of course..!)
kind of like a cat who will proudly leave dead rats and leaves on your doorstep as a gift bc it thinks you can’t hunt for yourself
hates nox LMFAO
difficult to approach at first but once you get close he won’t ever let you go.
extroverted
LOUD. someone shut him up, this mf does NOT stop yapping bro
annoying as hell and he doesn’t know that lmao
if he absolutely has to, he’ll behave. but it's... odd
constantly needs to be doing something or he’ll get bored lol
has a bit of a sweet tooth (typical)
Bastard (not literally)
played the piano when he was younger with his sister, but he hated playing it
bad terms with his family except for cecilia
huge rebellious streak
shockingly will not kidnap you! everyone already knows you’re his, and he’s yours. and he won’t let anyone get in between you two. yay..!
hates it when you don’t pay attention to him (will absolutely start sulking too)
he’s impulsive but he’s not completely reckless
you probs shouldn’t trust him too much though he has good (????) intentions lol
seems silly (debatable really) but he’s dangerous.
half of the things he says sound like jokes but trust me, he means it. he’d do anything and everything for you, don’t forget!
shockingly pouty and whiny, only in front of you though
him and cecilia have matching bracelets from when they were younger which they both wear to this day
he’s oblivious as fuck, and an idiot
lune's twin (she's younger)
normal (somewhat) ((not really))
sweet and friendly
really likes giving gifts to people she cares about
jumps to conclusion and freaks out easily, but she’s subtle about it
constantly stressed (lune is her brother, so… i get it)
introverted (runs on a social battery)
says things without thinking sometimes
people pleaser
awkward as hell tbh, but it’s really not obvious because she’s good at putting on a front
kinda has the ”””””princely””””” persona (i didnt know how to describe that better lmao
has abandonment issues
girlfail tbh
hardworking
shes really protective of her loved ones
likes cute things
has issues with her family but still talks to them (lune does NOT)
on really good terms with lune, they’re very close (even though he’s a huge troublemaker that stresses the shit out of her) ((if he fucks around too much she’ll give him a good smack))
packs a good punch
SENSITIVE…
potential yandere? still not too sure if i’ll make her a fully fledged yan but she def has some of the traits lol
her and lune have matching bracelets from when they were younger! (she wears it everyday!)
she doesn’t mean to put on a front it just kinda happens automatically lmao
could kill someone... probably wouldnt tho
used to play the piano with lune, she still plays it now too (as a hobby)
cunning and annoying
def the type to kidnap you
oddly sweet (???)
but also ominous as hell
docile with the one he loves
isolating and manipulative yandere
dislikes lune
nice but you can tell he’s putting up a wall (with strangers and friends)
introverted
wouldn’t put stalking past him tbh
he’s the type that wants to know everything about you.
he has a tough time interacting with others. he feels awkward in social situations
the type to go to a party and spend the whole time petting the cat in the corner (he would not go to the party in the first place tho lmao)
he’s not misunderstood tho, he just can’t socialize and doesn’t really want to
grabs the end of your shirt in an awkward situation (its kinda cute)
takes time to open up, but when he falls for you, his love is so strong, it’s almost overwhelming. so just accept him, alright?
shittiest sleep schedule known to man, like srsly, what is bro doing
this man’s brain probs short circuits every 5 minutes LMFAO go to bed you idiot
really good with his words, very convincing
loves cats
hidden piercings
careful and patient
is really good at taking care of others (but he would only wanna take care of you) you’ll let him, won’t you?
startles easily lol
elf oc
ditzy and kind (to you)
bit of a mean streak (not to you!)
wants to appear princely in front of you
kinda stupid (a farce but not completely lol)
has a bit of a temper, but nothing too bad
clingy and cunning yandere
two faced
struggles with empathy (he tries, he’s not human, what’s he supposed to do!)
extroverted (?)
he’s really lonely
when he met you for the first time he was absolutely fascinated as he’s never interacted with a human being before!
BLUNT. he’s not used to convos… just give him some time!
at first it was simple curiosity, but that curiosity turned into something… deeper
he was completely alone before this, but now you’re here, and you’re going to stay, right?
is obsessed with the idea of you staying here with him forever, so why do you keep talking about going home? can’t you stay here?
but then you bring up the idea of him coming with you, well why didn’t you say that earlier! he's happy to come with you
It takes him some time to grasp certain concepts so please be patient with him, he’s not used to humans
he’s paranoid and hostile to other humans. it’s not fair, he wants all of your attention, so why is everyone trying to take you from him? he doesn’t like that everyone is getting in his way…
he’s terrified of bugs. will scream incredibly loudly if he sees one lol
he pulled you through a mirror, that’s how you ended up in his land
so if you wanna go back, just ask and he’ll take you!
gives you jewelry, expensive jewelry. (maybe he’s slipped on a ring before. haha. jk… unless..?)
prefers to stay inside your place because he really doesn’t like people who aren’t you lmao
don’t stray too far from him, okay? he’s always waiting for you
rowan (who i don't have a new drawing of rn </3 sorry!):
he absolutely hates not being a priority, so please don’t ignore him. please? he just wants you to love him.
clingy, devoted, and obsessive yandere
if you don’t reciprocate he might (unknowingly) try to guilt you into liking him back. will appear like a kicked puppy to really sell it (but it’s not an act lol he’s just like this)
at least his intentions are pure! (?????????) but is that better..?
if when (it will happen) you two end up together, he’ll give you the world if you’d asked for it
used to cut his own hair! :D (not great at it tho tbh)
very attentive and will work hard to keep you happy! just don’t forget that you’ll love only each other for the rest of your life. please don’t leave.
has tripped over nothing, will definitely happen again
here's the shitty relationship chart that i rushed </3 its very ugly im sorry HAHA
i really want to clarify that NONE of them will ever hurt you physically on purpose (they might have to pay up for emotional damages tho. they have your best interest in mind ig)
also i would say that they all share some traits like being clingy, devoted, possessive, obsessive, jealous, protective, and loyal. but if i specifically wrote it, it's probs just a bit more intense... just a bit,,, haha...
#num draws#oh hell yeah new tag time#lune posting#cecilia posting#nox posting#aster posting#rowan posting#technically lmao#yanderes#yandere oc#male yandere#yandere male#not tagging female yandere just yet </3#oc art#digital art#yandere#original character#i've been really excited to post this#i mean i know it might not get a huge response#but i really wanted to introduce them#and i do hope you like them!#i'm really bad at writing characters too so please be patient with me and hopefully i'll soon improve :]#if you have any questions about them at all PLEASE don't hesitate to ask#i would love to answer any questions!#i'm also nervous to be posting this haha... but its OKAY. im doing it#also i overused the SHIT out of the coloured text#ive never done it before i think i deserved to do it at least once HAHA#sorry that its super long btw </3#i might do actual profiles at some point too if anyone is interested :]#realized i accidentally added aster’s info twice 😭
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Hello everyone!!
We’ve got a lot of amazing pieces of art and fictions for the Vaderkin Creative Exchange 2024! I’m super proud of all of you. 💜
On this day, until the 31 August...
🎊 🎉 🎨 THE CREATIVE FESTIVAL OFFICIALLY OPEN 🎨 🎉 🎊
For the artists and writers who had this idea for one of the prompt they received but didn’t have time to make it — this is the occasion!
For creators who missed the deadline and wanted to join the event — this is the occasion!
For people inspired by one of the drawings, or by one of the fanfiction scenes — this is the occasion!
How to participate?
On Tumblr: Tag your work Vaderkin Creative Festival 2024, precise the work that inspired your art, and mention the server blog @vaderkin-is-a-lightning-rod so we can repost you.
On AO3: Tag your work Vaderkin Creative Festival 2024, precise the work that inspired your art, and add your work to the vaderkin_creative_exchange_2024 collection
This is an event to give you the chance to draw fanarts or write fanfiction on the amazing creations this event produced. You don’t need to have signed up to the event nor receive / made a gift for it. You can make a fic or an art inspired by a fic which itself was inspired by another art, make a fanwork inspired by an art of the event, and begin an art fight! The only limit, is that it must be linked in some way to one of the event works.
Basically, be inspired, draw, write, and have fun! 🥳
Vaderkin Creative Exchange 2024 Masterlist
Fanfiction
Sáinnithe by @sinvulkt for @squad-724
Field of Dreams by @fanfictasia , TiranaSorki for @mina-jamsin-derulo
Letters by @fanfictasia , TiranaSorki for @mina-jamsin-derulo
Dying Stars by @fanfictasia , AminaGila for @acryliccassetteart
Heaven Swallowed the Smoke by AshCatchem for @nightingalewritings
As Everything Burns by @fanfictasia , RivanaRita for @zero-max
Paths by @wisechaosglitter for @sunrisemcashao3
Eyes on Ahsoka by @rinn-e for @mina-jamsin-derulo
Beyond the Stars: The Enduring Legacy of a Galactic Hero, 20 Years Later by Squidwonder for @tramp-fiction
grudging sacrifices by @unlikecharlie for @cinderfeather
just like a photograph by @withyourrhythm for @omaano
Is this the droid you want to die on? by @adragonsfriend for @ladyv-aka-via
Flightless by @ravenite-void for @fancyfrey
Fragments of a Dynasty by @tantive404 for @ravenite-void
Under the Moonlight by cherrycourage for @artmelody
Present, Past, and Future by @wendingways for @mina-jamsin-derulo
knowing how it goes (but never how to stop it) by MillionLights for @vandervoiz
The Restless Devourer by @vandervoiz for @sinvulkt
in thousands of agonies - i exist by @femmefangirl for @asteral-feileacan
Brillant and Blue by @nightingalewritings for @sinvulkt
In Common by @pat-the-togorian for @fanfictasia , RivanaRita
Angel of Fire by @asteral-feileacan for @starlesssky72
How to date a Time Traveling Jedi (quickest routes, no shortcuts) by @zero-max for @yatsukisakura
Don't Look Them in the Eye by @cinderfeather for @piroporopi
Art
A Scar In the Eye and [Panel 2] by @piroporopi for @vandervoiz
Alone by my side by @nightingalewritings for @tantive404
In from the desert by @nightingalewritings for @adragonsfriend
Vaderkin Creative Exchange 2024 art by @jarenka for @rinn-e
They were great and a family by @ravenite-void for Melly (ao3)
Through time and into darkness by @ravenite-void for @wendingways
Art for Vaderkin creative exchange 2024, The Winter Picnic and Art #2 by @wendingways for @unlikecharlie
[ART] Your Mistake by @asteral-feileacan for @fanfictasia , Tirana
No Respite From The Past and A Cord Unsevered by @vandervoiz for @letitrainathousandflames
Artwork by @artmelody for @pat-the-togorian
Vader kidnapped, Disaster trio (or with Padmé) being a family, Eldritch Dragon Anakin, Anakin transforms, horrified and Vaderkin falling from the sky by @fancyfrey for @sinvulkt
Beginning at the end by @mina-jamsin-derulo for @artmelody
Eyes on the future by @mina-jamsin-derulo for @christina-stark-skarlet-stileto
Until The Night Ends by @mina-jamsin-derulo for SquidWonder
Artwork by @starlessskys-artblog for @ravenite-void
The Clone Wars: 20 Years Later! Exclusive Interview with General Anakin Skywalker-Amidala by @tramp-fiction for @wisechaosglitter
To protect, Anakin... Or Vader?, Blob Vader get BOOPED and Surrender by @sinvulkt-art for @cinderfeather
The restless devourer, The dark wyrm, The puppeteer by @sinvulkt-art for MillionLights (ao3)
Anakin and Fives shenanigans by @omaano for @fanfictasia , Amina
Of Shotguns and Band-aids by @zero-max for @asteral-feileacan
Artwork by @ladyv-aka-via for @shevek
Massive Mer Ani by @squad-724 for @zero-max
Medusa Vader by @squad-724 for @nightingalewritings
March on the Temple by @acryliccassetteart for @fanfictasia , Rivana
Panel by @yatsukisakura for @withyourrhythm
When Your Boss is Very Heavy by @cinderfeather for MaDonz(ao3)
[Art] Mom did it better by MaDonz for AshCatchem
Chaos by @fanfictasia , RivanaRita for @femmefangirl
"I'm prepared to sacrifice my life." by @sunrisemcashao3 for @starr234
This is the fourth step of the Vaderkin Creative Exchange 2024 event. You can find the full event rules here.
#don't hesitate to tell us if your work is missing from the masterlist#some creations are still missing bcs late fill in that’s normal#THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE WORKS#May it inspire us all for this drawing festival!!#Send an ask or a dm if you have any question about this festival#vaderkin creative exchange 2024#Vaderkin Creative Festival 2024#vaderkin#darth vader#anakin skywalker#fanfiction#fanart#star wars event#writing event#art event#artfight#if the artists give their consent it can be a good excuse to begin one#obi wan kenobi#ahsoka tano#ct 7567#captain rex#masterlist#fic rec#star wars#luke skywalker#REBLOG FOR VISIBILITY
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Thinking about Orchid and her connection to my take on Gender (because this was meant to be about her and the Crew but it just devolved into a character analysis kinda??? More trauma-dumping maybe???) This is very much an oc/personal rant so feel free to ignore it 🫡
So, Orchid started off as a character I didn't really think much of (hear me out this is going to be relevant) because I wanted to add a 'girl' character but didn't know what to *do* with her, y'know? She was always going to be the strongest one there, she had the odds stacked in her favor with her parents. She was always going to be the gloomy side-character to match Reset's energy. But I think she's gone through every stage of Generic Woman I could possibly find.
At first she was angry and abrasive (think Fell!Sans) where every other word was a curse and she was likely to throw the first punch then laugh as she kicks her enemy while they're down. This was when Reset was a cartoonishly self-centered villain whose goal was simply to prove others wrong. Then Orchid became a sort of sisterly figure. This was short-lived, but she was the one comforting people who Reset would torment, but would ultimately follow his orders, because at this point he was actually a danger and sadistic. And then there was the phase where the story mellowed out and she became the token Goth Girl who, yes she was strong, but was heavy on the 'whatever' energy. Then there was her Era of deep self-loathing and anxiety about her worth that held her back and made her a much more timid and meek character who would only lash out on occasion.
Now, Orchid is the best of those iterations I've written yet. She's calm, level-headed, and a natural leader. Her father raised those traits into her. But she's very reactive, and can be silly, and when she's comfortable it's likely that air of importance transforms into something more comfortable and familiar. She laughs loudly and grins wide, she likes loud video-games but loves to read in the quiet. She's extremely disciplined, and normally no one can get through her tough exterior besides her best friend, Reset. She does what she does for her own enjoyment, sure, but she's thought of every angle and makes her choice to help Reset and control the others with her whole chest. She still worries she won't live up to her invisible expectations, and that and her loyalty are her two driving forces.
I know that Orchid is important to me because she's the longest-running female oc I've had. I have a rough relationship with womanhood/girlhood and I know looking back that Orchid recieved every ounce of my distaste for being a woman that I could shovel into her. That never made her less of a character, she was actually always one of my favorites, and rarely was she a 'punching bag oc'. I just... projected onto her a lot. And she's a good sign of how I've learned who I am. I've decided that my own femininity is something I could live without. I'd rather not associate myself with it, and I'd like to leave it in my past, focusing on a future where I'm not tied down with any gender roles or expectations. That won't happen, but I've come to terms with it myself. Orchid though? I figured out through her that I don't have to hate women characters. My own distaste for my circumstances doesn't mean I have to push it onto my characters (on God I've never expressed anything rude to actual people, that'd be rude as hell and uncalled for, but I have a bad habit of disliking fictional women in media). So, Orchid is a well-roubded character finally. She has motivations abd goals and a *lot* more depth than I ever expected her to. She's happy with being a woman, she's content. She's not treated differently for it in unfair ways by those she cares about, so she doesn't mind it. She likes to wear pretty outfits and lets Reset add bows to her ribbons. She doesn't let being a woman hold her back in the slightest.
So, yeah. Orchid is one of my babies. If I ever leave this Fandom behind for good, she's one that's coming with (Ichor, Orchid, and Pretender all have human designs I can use elsewhere lol-) but in the meantime I'll just rotate her around in my brain for a while longer.
If I'm right, she's been with me for nearly 5-6 years and I went through a *lot* with her as an outlet. So, she's kinda just like an old stuffed animal. A lil ripped, matted fur, maybe a stain or two, but there's a story there and that makes it important beyond belief.
#spotatalk#i'm just gonna drop this in the queue I guess?#but I'm writing this on the last day of june so....#whenever this rolls around will be a jumpscare abd a half I guess?#I think honestly I coukd do a full breakdown of the Crew and why they're all expressions of me but like#quick summary is#Reset: Wants approval from people but mostly clings to the past. is afraid of losing his brother and acts on it to bring him back. i#<- I lack that conviction to do whatever you have to to get your way. i worry my brother and I have a weird gap between us we wont repair#Orchid: Uhhh woman. lots of pressure that she had at one time that's now no being pressed but she still tries to live up to it also.#<- I don't like the pressure of being a woman. also gifted-kid who cannot move past the pressures imposed to be 'perfect' and it's screwed#Stereo: Pulled into a situation he doesn't want to be in initially. it's bad for him but he likes the people so he decides to stay#<- I see the good in people. even when they hurt others around me. I was a bystander often and should've left the situations. paralelling.#Monochrome: Afraid. No purpose or preperation in life. soneone offers to guide him and he takes that offer because it's better than home.#<- Kinda self-explanitory but I've got little direction and feel lost a lot of the time. If I'm given a path I usually walk it no hesitation#and... for fun let's do some others!#Haphazard: Cleaning up after others since childhood. he's never really gotten a break and sees any sort of mess as an enemy#-> He's fixing rifts in universes I gotta patch relationships. there's so much conflict and I'm always so overwhelmed by it#Lost: He's got amnesia. no clue where he is. where he's from. who you are. who he is. he'll know when he gets there. he's sure.#-> I've been hsving minor issues with my memory for years. i coukd be forgetful but sometimes it just escapes me and that's spooky#Teddy: Isolated in her universe for years. she self-mutilated until she liked herself. when she finally met people she compulsively lied#-> Much more extreme version of how isolated I sonetines feel. hobbies can't replace human interaction but it's hard#oh and Ichor: God who loves mortals but cannot seem to find ones who will prove hin right for his trust and care#<- I've got a big heart. i express it often but the sentinent is scoffed off a lot. I get beat down about it and just keep moving forward#Pretender: Knows who he is. however the world doesn't like it much so he acts how they expect him to or isolates away#<- I still present femme when I'm nb/agender. i bend and break to people's perception of me. if I can't solve something I run.#okay I feel more insane than when ai started but these stupid skeletons have helped me through so many mental health problems it's only a#little bit funny 🙏
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Ya ever get an idea for a scene that's kinda fucked and just. Debate. For a while. About actually writing it out.
#like the scene's gonna be put into the universe but i have hesitation on whether i should actually like#have it be in Character A's pov and they don't know the scene is fucked because Character B only knows#adn then have it also have Character B talk about it years after the fact#or if I should actually write the scene from Character B's pov of knowing full well what's going on
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do you have any pokeani fic recs for the classic vibe (read: the content is unhinged and wild)
Referencing this post- long reply but I give a few pointers in these fics' direction at the end!
I'm gonna be so honest anon, I'm not sure I want to actively rec some of them 😭 A lot of them are very of-their-time (usually 2007-2013) and, while HILARIOUS, often contain things that I really don't want to 'recommend' (homophobia, sexism, a lot of slutshaming, some REALLY out of pocket stuff that is not properly warned for, etc). OBVIOUSLY I am not reccing the yikes of things so much as the rest of it (the hilarious unhinged side), but the current fandomscape leans bad-faith and assumey and I'm just not keen to fuck around and find out tbh. Ye olde fic reccing takes a level of understanding of other time periods and attitudes and customs in fandom and on FFN that I'm... not sure that all of tumblr is always very good at tbh lol. If you guys really want me to and if we can all understand that it was a different time and that enjoyment of batshit insane fics does not equal agreement with everything said or depicted in them, then come back and I'll consider it again. But for now, I'm MORE than happy to tell you guys the best ways to find them on your own lmao. It's not hard once you get it down, and anything I'd rec, I've found through this method.
First off, FFN's search system is just frustrating imo. Between a less-than-intuitive UI and people not bothering to tag characters and ships and genres properly, using it the same way you'd filter stuff on Ao3 is a fool's errand (unless you're doing it by word count/completed/etc, which is objective and automatically tallied I think). You're better off using key words. I usually ignore the filters. The only thing I filter by is fandom at the start page (all of Pokemon is under 'games' in FFN and I don't bother narrowing it down to animeverse personally due to aforementioned mistagging or an entire lack thereof).
So, what key words do I use? When looking for that specific brand of insane campy 2000s kitschy wild unhinged stuff, I usually default to searches like "PS CS IS" (poke contest ikari, there's a lotta stuff in there, sometimes there's ORS/LGS/OS/ES/AS etc and you won't always know the acronym and it's just a surprise tbh) or trope related searches like "Assassin" or "High school" or "Vampire" other words you might find in a summary. You can also search by character names (in the search bar and not in the actual filters, which are not reliable in my experience). I'd say to go for tropes and AUs as far as keywords go. I'd ALSO say to not filter by completed, because that'll filter out a lot of two-week-passion-projects that someone dropped as soon as it got flamed, and there's some fun ones in there.
That's about it, but if you find one good fic then it's worth checking the rest of what the writer has. A lot of them have a bunch of unfinished fics and there's some hidden gems. Have a good time reading, and the search is half the fun! Come back with any funny lines you find if you want :)
#it's so hard because I truly love these classic era insane fics but you've gotta understand that they're from like 2008#and I'm just not going to open myself up to any possible bad-faith interpretations.#it's also hard because like while I'm not a big blogger#there's enough of you guys that I am hesitant to do name/title-dropping for this sort of thing specifically.#I don't want someone to see this and think we're doing it to make fun of the fics#and if someone went and did that from a rec of mine then I'd be really fucking sad about it.#I love these insane 2000s fics even though a lot of them are flawed and a little yikes sometimes.#it's not an ironic enjoyment at all. it's genuine. They're nostalgic and fun and unreserved (albeit-again-a lil' yikes).#they're from when a lot of people wrote only for themselves and leaned fully into that level of self indulgence#and it's really sweet in a way to read them so much later and to see how much fun someone had writing it#now that we're all older and more aware of what we make and more nervous about how it's perceived and aware of quality.#you also tended to see a lot of author's notes about school and summer camp and writing between life#and it's just. idk. it's got such a specific feeling to it. like damn I hope [author] had a nice choir rehearsal in 2009.#I hope their swim meet went well and that their dad stopped being annoying or whatever.#none of this is ever to make fun of the fics or to be mean-spirited. i would hope that people know at this point that I LOVE cringe#thank you very much lol.#I am cringe's number one defender. go be cringe and genuine. it's better than being condescending and bored.
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i wanna write y/n's and naoya's first time.
#leaf.talks#but i hesitate because i know for sure they would've done it when dating in hs#like I want to write about their first kiss in the highschool au#their first date#so on and so forth#but i dont know how y'all would feel about it#even i don't know how to feel about that#if anyone wants to talk to me about it I would appreciate it :')
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concept for one of the main/central characters of a possible webcomic I wanna start soon :)
#myart#She's a cutie!#I've been wanting to do this comic idea for YEARS now but i've always hesitated lol#partly bc... i've always imagined this character as biracial and I'm le very white and so... i'm at a crossroads atm LOL#like do I change the race of the character so I don't put myself (accidentally) in a situation where i'm canceled bc I might#mess up writing a black character??#OR do i risk having a black character as my main character. This is what i'm wrestling with atm lol#for clarification the story isn't ABOUT being black or the black american experience#but more she just.. happens to be a black character and I've always imagined her as black so 🫤 i'd rather NOT change her design/background#anyway. Maybe i should just choose a different story idea where the main character just... isn't a poc :/#but that feels like a cop out lol#but anyways. I'm enjoying working on this comic even if i'll probably chicken out doing it the way i want to :')#lol anyway feel free to ignore me i'm just rambling lol
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I'm itching to commission more art, which lead me to admiring the commissions I already have. And I think it's time everyone else gets to see them too, in their full glory.
If you like these, please go like, retweet, or comment on them on the artist's own page, so that they will know!
By haruki_00xx (here's the piece uploaded on their page)
By selpuku (here's the piece uploaded on their page)
By Nagalie (here's the piece uploaded on their page)
#Eyes on the Ball!#barosagi#barousagi#I am somewhat allergic to public self-promotion so I've been hesitant to share these#but everyone deserves to see them#and the artists most of all deserve even more people seeing them#for all the pain I put Isagi and Barou through in my writing I still gravitate towards commissioning art of the sappiest scenes#also if someone wonders about the hair don't worry it was a phase#it was a phase for him#it was important
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Just...a thread where Dev can hear Dale's thoughts asdfghjkl
#ooc tag#《 i feel like it has potential to be both funny and sad 》#《 dale overthinking the simplest things because he can NOT afford to mess up 》#《 even though he's messing up big time without him realizing it 》#《 i love writing dale to be a pathetic mess of a man 》#《 worrying about a 10 year old thinking he's cringe for...daring to say hi to him when he comes home from school 》#《 my dale is so starved for connection 》#《 bc he can't conceptualize that his son doesn't see him the way he sees himself 》#《 and even if he could dale would have no idea where to start 》#《 and the fear of failure makes him hesitant to take a risk by trying to reach out 》#《 something about pulling the curtain in front of dev and letting him see this side to his dad he never gets to see intrigues me 》#《 like seeing how it affects dev's perception of dale 》#《 whether or not dale's anxieties about dev losing respect for him have any merit or not 》#《 very spaced out rn so i don't know if I'm getting my point across very well 》
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hi!! just read your cake at the craft store fic and thought I'd introduce myself on here :) you're a talented writer and seem like a lovely person!
oh my gosh thank you so much! that's so sweet of you 🥰i'm so glad you enjoyed my work! (and thank you so much for the lovely comment on ao3!) also love your handles on both ao3 and here, i'm a big fan of herons myself 😊
#so sorry for the late response! i saw it n wanted to have the best response n then psyched myself out#and life's been kicking my butt however! i am finally here to say tysm and this was a very sweet ask :))#i am assuming that you are herons_and_spoonbills on ao3 this will be very embarrassing to me if you're not lol#but assuming so#re: your comment on 'do you wanna touch' about using neurodivergent tags on rpf fics#i def totally get why people don't use the nd tag on rpf bc you're right! it's def v different to write about real people than fictional#characters and everyone has different lines on how to portray these sorts of things in this genre of fic#and tbc i don't think that cake are nd irl#when i write 5sos fic the basis on irl 5sos is so slim that sometimes it's nearly nil lol#like some of my fics are more original fiction using 5sos' names & faces so as to be able to play in the sandbox genre that is fanfic#as apposed to short stories or flash fiction since these have v different rules in terms of what's acceptable in the medium#but yeah basically i understand why people may be hesitant to tag that sort of thing in 5sos fic lol#and i would love to hear about ur fav 5sos fics with nd themes! i need to get back into the 5sos fic scene tbh i've been absent for too lon#answering mail#ari/silver#do you have a preference on names btw?
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sometimes fandom is lonely
#the problem is that i want to write#i want to write but i don't know WHAT to write so i ask if anyone wants to brainstorm some ideas off each other#no one responds. it's radio silence.#i'm trying to drag myself kicking and screaming out of this burn out and the silence is discouraging so i end up back at square one#which is Not Writing#it feels like the fandom is smaller nowadays or that over the 2 years that steddie has been alive everyone has found their little cliques#im paranoid that what happened with fin************ spreading lies about me all over their social media#lying about me to anyone who would listen also drove a lot of people away & people who were my friends are hesitant to interact with me now#im just in my own little corner now wondering if whether or not me writing again would even matter to anyone#cj talks
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