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live D route chapter 12 reaction
#a tale of crowns#atoc chapter 12#spoilers to follow:#sick to my fucking stomach after this update good GOD#“idiot” “are you bleeding?” “no (yes)” “IDIOT”#god in heaven the chokehold this general has on me#MY general....... :wail:#me in X's route: jaw on the floor eyes boggling hot under the collar#me in D's route: crying screaming throwing up dead on the floor over a forehead touch#will be crying at the bottom of a well until ch13 if y'all need me 👍#god I don't even wanna THINK about the low romance route#don't lead me astray... killing#me or others? time will tell
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I've been avoiding episode 1115 for an entire month after it was released and despite reading in the manga about what will transpire, I'm still brokenhearted because the guilt of not being able to protect his ship and crew will flood more questions for Law because surviving yet again has got to be a sick joke from some sort of higher power at a certain point. Is it because he's a D that there's a mysterious force compelling him to survive no matter what? Why him, specifically? If an incurable disease and a limited lifespan was not enough to kill him, if his fate was so checkered to the point that he had to bear witness losing his family, his savior, his home, and his nakamas, what's the point of being alive? He has too much love to give and I won't be surprised if he was already introspecting on the idea that he's like a curse bringing the inevitable to his loved ones because his love was doomed to be tragic and unfortunate.
#one piece#trafalgar law#law#one piece episode 1115#I was crying to the point that I wasn't able to keep my sobs down and my dad asked me if I was crying LIKE PLEASE#oda really went ahead and destroyed the coolest ship in one piece too LIKE ISTG IF WE DON'T GET AN UPGRADED VERSION OF THE POLAR TANG#like fuck law is already dealing with survivor guilt to begin with like his dream wouldn't be about finding the will of d#if he isn't seeking answers as to why he's been saved and kept alive multiple times#he's trying his best to find meaning to the life that his savior risked to protect#istg I just know blackbeard will keep his hat too#and hopefully oda won't offscreen luffy's reaction#or better yet he'll punch blackbeard so hard and retrieve the hat for law#anyway I am not okay#because I have to proceed and watch shuggy breakup#and I am already in PIECES from one episode#I doubt I can handle another but we will see#mochiajclayne.txt
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i beg of god—to find him safe, within my arms, just once.
#i promise i was drawing another thing and then i remembered cdnf and it was like i went fucking insane.#DON'T LOOK AT IT TOO HARD OR I CRY. IT'S SO FUCKE D UP BUT I ALSO LIKED THE VISUAL A LOT IDK.#myart#cdnf#dsmp#c!dnf#dreblr#<- using the maintags are you proud of me#cdreamnotfound
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I-i..... wh....
.... ha.... ha, are you.... are you, k-kidding me right now.... an ask? A-an actual .....
(Fuck.... it's been..... it's been so long.... fuckin' hell....
..... ok, ok.
Pull yourself together, LQ, fuck -- )
.....I, uhm. I'm.... staking? I'm .... ..
....... (sniffs) .. ... .... guh...
... h-how did y'all find me? W-where... where have y'all been?
#lqler#lowquality-onceler#lowquality onceler#chickenwhite#d-don't cry lq don't.... embarass yourself in front of everyone...#.... what the fuck am i even playing at they've seen... EVERYTHING.... theyve seen us at our lowest ha....
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Yesterday I was playing Minecraft with my friend and he asked me to go get sugar cane...BUT I CAME BACK WITH 4 CATS💀
he said that i just did something that killer would do so....I felt compelled to draw this HEEHEHEHEHE
#i need to draw more#like#i NEED#Killer with kittys!! :D#3 adult cats and 1 little kitty✨#oh shit it's 2 am.....HEURHEHEHEHEHE😈😈#i swear that if ONE of my cats die i will be crying for a whole week#so if you are my friend.. DON'T FUCKING KILL MY CAT🫵#OH FUCK I FORGOT KILLER'S TARGET#digital art#undertale#my art <3#killer sans#killer!sans#minecraft
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Woah guys, i fixed it ;;;/silly
THEY DESERVED THIS......;;;;
#I FUCKING MISS THEM.#IT'S NOT FAIR. ;;;;;;;;#WANPRE#wanpre movie#precure spoilers#wanpre movie spoilers#delicious party precure#delipre#the transparent is from the wiki btw!!! if you're wondering! :D#JUSTICE FOR DELIPRE !#I CRY!#kokone fuwa#amane kasai#yui nagomi#ran hanamichi#i just know they would have made amane a viddy game pro#this is no hate to the mahoutsukais by the way SO DON'T COME AT ME#i know people are excited for them but they had their timeee 😭#i understand it's marketing for mirai days. I KNOW THIS. I KNOW THAT.#it just saddens me .
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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos
#normal Saturday morning behavior#redacted spoilers#redacted audio#redacted sam#Seven.txt#rp audio stuff#well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold#and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet#eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info#bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts#which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn#like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared#anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort#and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way#but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time#when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm#i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me#then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad#but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d#hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share#but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope#which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually#anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time#Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something#*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow
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crying my eyes out and screaming so fucking loud at 4 am that i woke up my neighbors because i was relating a bit too much to sanji's backstory and luffy's jane-austen-like speech was cathartic as hell and i don't think i'll need to go to therapy ever again
#i don't think i've cried this much in like ages#what the fuck did i just watch#i have so many things to say about 808 and wci as a whole#sanji is so relatable it hurts like hell#luffy we get it you're in love with sanji etcetc#no bc fr what the fuck this was so romantic i never thought luffy could say stuff like this#dude said this as if he had been thinking about it for ages#sanji's self-harming and self-sabotage will always be personal to me#god this hits too close to home i can't do this i'm gonna go cry#lusan is like#my whole brain rn is them#this was so love story and anti hero and you're on your own kid by taytay#sanji#NOT VIN*MOKE I'M MURDERING THEM ALL#sanji i love you#monkey d. luffy#lusan#one piece#whole cake island
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"Even if the sky cracks in mourning / And the heavens just won't open up for me" A Series of Small Offerings - II/12 - day20
#a series of small offerings#sleep token fanart#elaboration on this piece further down in the tags because this one may confuse people i think#(also please note that i firmly believe that the from the room below version of this song is the superior one)#(so the art was made with that version in mind because that is the version that lives rent free in my brain for reasons)#i've been thinking so much how to approach this one.. i knew pretty much since i've made the challenge that i will go with this line#specifically because i refuse to hear it as the lyrics sites and spotify tells me to hear it (as it appears in the post) but instead#i don't hear the 'the' in any version of the song i'm sorry that is just not there#so i'm convinced it is 'as the sky cracks in mourning'#(sky cracking-lightning;sky mourning-rain)#which is also exactly how the song feels to me#being a sad wet cat of a person standing bare feet in a strom and just crying 'why i was i so blind to my own hubris'#specifically in relation of finally (and far too late) understanding you fucked up a relationship so bad it still hurts years after#if you've ever felt anything remotely similar you know what i'm talking about#and you get why i refuse it being 'in the morning' instead of 'in mourning'#vessel i#vessel#vessel sleep token#vessel fanart#sleep token band#sleeptoken#levynn tries to draw#sleep token#edit: i don't mean to offend those who stand behind the line being 'in the morning' btw i just don't hear it#and i don't think i'm correct. i'm correct for me. not in your stead. half the lyrics can be heard at least two ways#edit2: appearently i'm actually right about something for a change.. a truly unusual turn of events#see comments for referrence pls#also edited this post to the correct lyrics#but leaving the tags for context 'cause thw original version of the post has been rb-d before editing i think
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Crying Screaming Slamming my head on the table
#FUCK YOU KRITA#artists on tumblr#digital art#my art#identity v#idv#idv norton#norton campbell#identity v norton#alice deross#identity v alice#nortalice#crying rn#gonna fucking kill krita#i hate it aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#eh wtf am i doing this is like twenty layers of bullshit#i need to paint i need to paint#shit!!#oil painting fuckign hell i need to work#aaaaaaaaa#maybe i'll post my painting eh my camera kills my laptop lmao#maybe i should go back to medibang#i hate digital art#i hate it sm aaaaughhghghghg#digital art flop traditional art win#posting this shit makes me look bad i swear i make amazing shit with a 0.5 thickness on paper uhuuhhuhuhuh#crying frfr#ahahahahhahahaha#if you read this i don't know what to tell you#have an amazing day! thank you for looking at my possibly shitty artwork ::D
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i know my body is doing its best but christ alive.
#keeping it fun and funky fresh#personal#i need a chronic illness tag#i've been doing frankly a lot better in the past week+ bc we got an upstairs window ac#and we've been keeping the house air conditioned bc even tho it gets cool overnight it is incredibly humid all the time (70-90%)#and the ac units take the humidity out from indoors as well as keeping things a consistent cool temp for me#but today i painted so i aired out the house all day. and. it was a mistake.#i feel fucking miserable. i could not get comfortable At All All Day.#also like. i haven't talked about this but i've gained quite a bit of weight in the last 2 years & especially the last 6 months#(being completely sedentary d/t chronic fatigue will do that to ya)#and so a lot of my clothes fit weird and feel bad and i haven't replaced them yet bc i still don't rly know how to shop#for clothing for trans women. especially bc a lot of those clothes are thrift store finds that Happen(ed) to feel good on me#and today i happened to be wearing underwear that i didn't realize were among the no-longer-comfy and the waistband would not stop rolling#and then it'd get pinched between my stomach & my lower abdomen and chafe horribly especially w/ how sweaty & sticky i was#it was just awful. it was just awful. i finally turned the ac back on even tho it's only 70° outside#bc i couldn't stand being in the (currently) 80% humidity anymore#and grayson helped me take a sponge bath after i broke down crying#and now i feel a little better but i'm just. tired. i'm tired & all of this is getting worse & my doctor doesn't seem to give a shit#heat intolerance
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if dabi d words after how much he has suffered and endured, i’m dropping this fucking manga istg.
#boku no hero academia#bnha#my hero academia#mha#dabi#touya todoroki#bnha 389#mha 389#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#i just woke up and i'm crying what the fuck?????#HORIKOSHI WHAT THE FUCK????????#i'm so not okay... this isn't what dabi deserves... i...#ohh i'm so dropping this shit if he d word#no because if that's the case then what do i keep reading this manga for exactly???????#i re-picked it up only and exclusively because of dabi to begin with so yeah...#also horikoshi... sleep with on eye open ☺#don't misunderstand me please. i have faith in dabi and his headstrongness i don't have faith in horikoshi though.#also#fuck endeavor#😒
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spending my whole life trying and trying and trying and trying to be good enough for people who don't give a fuck about me
#im so tired living seems pointless why am i doing this what is the reason#the firm i work at is going thru a merger so it's releasing all the interns except 2#i went into her office and said that id like to stay here bc my dad said so bc i got in cause he was friends with the head#and she said ill think about it based on performance ive not decided yet#and this other guy he went in to tell her that cool he'll leave and she told him that she was hoping that he'd stay#he literally does nothing but play games on his phone he doesn't work at all#i have no idea what he has that i don't#but just. im stuck like this forever right never ever good enough for people i like or care about#not for parents they have a diff fav child not for ex gf not for bestie who has a boyfriend much better at loving her than me#not for that one guy who rejected me in interview bc i don't read the newspaper and didn't know the date of the finance act#im so fucking sick of this i never even wanted to this fuckinh course and obviously even my best isn't enough and ofc im not good enough#for anyone in this field and ill just struggle and struggle and struggle all my life just to earn some fucking money so i can live away#from my sociopathic parents#and the worst part is that i can't stop feeling like maybe it IS me yk maybe i am the problem maybe im not trying hard enough#but how else am i supposed to handle this i prioritize my studies and lose all my friends i prioritise my friends and fail in d#exams#and the trauma keeps on coming every fucking day bc sociopathic parents but i jsut push it down and say not rn i will cry at night anx then#never cry#i wish someone would just tell me that idk you're wrong you're not made for this you really do have some mental illness and you're really#trying your best and do something that's easy and that you love doing#oh god this is now a ventpost#mes
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I'm so eepyyyy... might go to bed soon..
#ᗢ . meow!! checking in — yapping ﹒🎧#probably gonna have to actually got to school tomorrow and then BAM!!! exams the next three days..#at least the last two are half days.. rghhHHHhjshensnsdnnf#I'M HIGHKEY SUPER SILLY SCARED FOR MY EXAMS UM UM IT'S NOT GOOD AT ALL SOME ARE A DECIDING FACTOR#PLS FOR FUCKS SAKE DO NOT LET ME FAIL FRENCH TJATS FUCKING EMBARRASSING..#I HAVE AND E 57% DON'T DO THIS TO MEEEEE SOBBING#AND A NIT HIGH GRADE D IN ENGLISH.. IF I FAIL A CLASS I'VE NEVER ACTUALLY CRY I'VE NEVER FAILED A CLASS BEFORE#ABD I NEVER DO SOBBING SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP
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oh god oh fuck oh dear (i thought abt max for more than a second and now i'm crying real tears)
#WHEN SHE SAYS I DON'T WANNA DIE AND THEN LUCAS TELLS HER SHE'S NOT GONNA DIE IN HIS WARBLING CRY VOICE....#AND THEN SHE FUCKING /DIES/!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#GOD#FALLING TO MY KNEES AND CRYING INTO MY HANDS I CAN'T D OTHSI#THEY WER CHI LDNERE. ....... CRIES AND CRISE AND CREIS SO MCUH#''I DON'T WANNA GO I'M NOT READY'' @DUFFERS COUNT YOUR FUCKING DAYS BITCH#SO SICK AND TWISTED............. BITES THEM BITES THEM BITES THEM BITES THEM BITES THEM
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@mjalti
i found your post on pinterest! (again)
#i guess this person is popular#bc i've found so many of their posts on pinterest#gimmick blog#pinterest#yourpostisonpinterest#shitpost#i had my first good cry in a bathroom in eighth grade#after my first girlfriend broke up with me#because i hated myself too much#and she didn't like it#or something i don't fucking remember lmao#and she told me and i was like “ok! :D”#and then i missed class crying in the bathroom
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