#don't be ugly for literally no reason
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i found another big armored angel and you know what that means
i love his design. also oneshot btw im not getting into another decade old game.
#can oneshot describe fanart instead of fanfic? i don't care ykwim#also apparently he has a face now because he's mortal. i mean. im just. not gonna draw that#if i have better reference i might break my word and draw him hugging gabriel because apparently that's what i wanna do#aaaaand i literally just found a 360 degree reference of his model when im typing these tags#yeah i forgot i could just search for his 3d model for some reason#weird that should be literally the first thing i do why do i go straight to his wiki anyways#but still idk why i drew him kinda ugly so im just not gonna touch him for some indefinite amount of time#anyway#im still not playing diablo#unless i can play as the angel version of him which im 99% sure is not happening lol#if you want another trivia i drew this during an online meeting#tyrael#my art
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the thing about my Naboo handmaidens expertise is that I don't just have a favorite handmaidem. I also have a least favorite one. TCW Teckla Minnau count your days (she's dead)
#ugly outfits ugly adaptation of an actress' face#bad as a handmaiden#was chosen over literally any other handmaiden for no reason#i really don't like her#aotc teckla is fine#she isn't a handmaiden to me
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“Cal. Look into the fire. It will warm you. Keep you company on dark, lonesome nights, yes? But left unchecked, it will consume everything in its path... until there is only ash. But...”
#star wars#jedi survivor#jedi survivor spoilers#calmerrin#merrincal#cal x merrin#cal kestis#merrin#nightsister merrin#mine#swsjedit#YES I KNOW I USED THE CONTRACTION ON MERRIN'S LINE I DIDN'T NOTICE#AND YES I KNOW THESE GIFS ARE UGLY AF BUT FOR SOME REASON THE SHARPENED VERSION WAS UGLIER SO I LEFT IT THAT WAY#i used some psd for the coloring but it still looks like shit pls don't mind it ;-;#anyway back to the gif (cuz yes i have many things to say)#his smile on the first gif gives me life#i meant third gif*#and the way he whispered that he missed her#*sobs* i want what they have#also i would literally DIE to protect merrin's smile#she is always gorgeous but when she's smiling? gorgeous doesn't even cut it
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btw Elliot Kalan--a man I literally only knew from his annoying 30 second ads for his podcast that I never wanted to listen to--took over writing the ongoing Harley Quinn series from Tini Howard, who had been writing one of my favorite runs of Harley's of all time. Imagine if one of YOUR favorite canonically bi female characters went from the hands of a bi woman writer who was doing a great job to being placed in the hands of a straight male podcaster you'd barely even heard of and also in the first issue of his comic she tells you she won't be able to see her girlfriend for an unknown amount of time for contrived plot reasons [one thousand skull emojis here]
#like i don't think Howard's work is universally good I think she did a bad job on Catwoman but I think she was actually doing a really good#job with Harley. Like clearly understood the character and ALL of her previous runs and was using the best parts of all of them to write a#real love letter to the character. then in comes Kalan like sir#i'm sure the 'keeping her away from Ivy' thing is an editorial decision not his but like. blow after blow#his first issue was fine but i'm truuuuuly holding my breath and also i MISS sweeney boo's art and I hate her new costume!! ugly af worst o#all worlds#also i feel like DC wants to break up harley/ivy not even for homophobic reasons but because they did this with like batcat too they are#convinced that all of their characters need to reset and never grow (MUCH LIKE DEAN WINCHESTER MIGHT I SAY) to keep being compelling to fan#but they are scared to actually break up harlivy and return to the status quo because of the (DESERVED) backlash they got after breaking#them up the first time JUST after finally making them canon for the literal first time in 20 years#but it's like bro if you want to break them up again i'd honestly rather you just do it with your whole chest so i at least know where we#stand instead of saying teehee they can't see each other for who knows how long but dw they're still gfs we promise!
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the other day my friend noticed i had put biff in the belt top and off handedly mentioned it was part of the mad max gear
today i saw a post that called the bubble the "levindome" and i was like. are you fucking kidding me. WELCOME TO THE THUNDER DOME OH MY GOD THE ENTIRE THING IS A MAD MAX REFERENCE
#ooc;;#dawntrail spoilers#i don't know anything about mad max b/c it didn't appeal to me when fury road came out#idk i love rock and roll and metal and punk but as a person i'm also a girly girl so i think the girly girl part of my brain was like “nah”#it's probably why i don't like dnd aesthetic stuff even though it's literally practically the origin of high fantasy in a way#but idk somehow the world feels too rigid and ugly and apparently i like for everything to be pretty or elegant or softened in some way tha#...i just can't explain and i don't judge people for liking at all#i'm literally playing a dnd campaign with my friends every friday night but maybe it's just that my taste is a niche in the aesthetic#well I GUESS HUMANS ARE COMPLEX AND NOT EVERYONE NEEDS A REASON FOR WHY THEY LIKE/DISLIKE STUFF
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why in gods green earth did I just buy a full lingerie set
#It looked breathtaking that's why literally the most gorgeous babydoll dress with a little bow and ruffle skirt#but also I have nothing and no one so who tf am I gonna be wearing it for? I literally have zero reason to get it#BUT GODDAMN#I'm just gonna wear it and walk around my room once a blue moon#like an npc#or maybe steal a page from Eva's book and start wearing it full time as my normal everyday fit#I still remember you early access Eva and your pink silk babydoll lingerie dress#♧other#fuck am I gonna look hot in it ughhhh foshdisjd it's so pretty and AAAAA i want it#I wanna just stare in the mirror and be impressed#not gonna be young forever might as well milk those years for their worth you feel me#controversial but I dislike Victoria's secret stuff#looks ugly and tacky to me#But I also only like elegant lingerie so it could be me having the taste of an old fart and going “these damn youngsters!”#old man yells at clouds style#I also don't believe in wearing bras#I say let it hang!!#but that's a whole other conversation
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i know aging isn't the end of the world and 24 isn't that old and life isn't a race etc etc etc. however,
#i think a big reason i feel so bad abt being this age is ppl told me this is when things start to get better#and i still feel the same way i did as a teenager so. well. is it really 😐#(being on t probably isn't helping but it's been over 3 years already so... not an excuse i think)#but I'm also physically aging like the reason i barely upload selfies anymore is i see myself getting uglier every day#despite fighting for my life to at least take care of my face and hair...... can't fight the passage of time 😔#+ ofc. my (younger) friends being way more sorted out than i am on every level#again ik life isn't a race but. it can't help but hurt to know I'm still behind literally everyone i know#and my excuses for that aren't even good. bc other disabled ppl my age are also more sorted out than i am#other depressed ppl other borderlines other autistics etc etc. hell these are also my irl friends 😭#and it's dumb. bc feeling like i wasted my life isn't really pushing me to change that now. just makes me want to die even more#(bc i mean what's the point. i will never catch up. I'm still at the starting line AND i move so slow it doesn't even count)#(i don't have a single milestone ppl my age have not even finishing high school which is like. the bare minimum)#(and it sucks bc i also know i have potential i KNOW i can do shit in theory i know I'm smart and got skills. but i can't put it to use)#(and now this is turning into less of a thing abt age and just generally me talking abt how i wasted the last 24 years)#this was more of a stressed rant abt how I'm turning ugly and feeling super old but well. it all boils down to self loathing at the end 👍#vent#negative //#ask to tag#sorry for being so depressing all day oof ik i already said it before but it's been a rough couple of months#(nothing happened my brain just needs to get flushed down the toilet ^_^)#edit: i think. part of my panic about aging. is bc as a kid i was used to being the youngest everywhere#i was the youngest in my class bc i started school a year early. i was the youngest in acting school bc they don't normally accept teenagers#and in addition to that as an adult but before starting t i was always told that i LOOK young too#but now ik i look like I'm in my 20s. and it's killing me that i aged this much in so little#i wonder if shaving my beard will help but i don't wanna get misgendered 😐😐😐 and rn it's the only thing guarding me from that
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Man I can't believe I had the chance to go to a performing arts school up through middle school and I fuckin quit after 6 months just because I got bullied. BRO YOUR HOMEWORK WAS POETRY!! YOU HAD TO PRACTICE DANCING TO COTTON EYE JOE AS YOUR BIG UNIT TEST. GYM CLASS HAD A CIRCUS UNIT!! YOU HAD A WHOLE DAILY CLASS ON IMPROV!!! YOU FOOL!! YOU ABSOLUTE IMBICILE!! YOU COULD HAVE BEEN A YOUTUBER!!! YOU COULD HAVE BEEN ONE OF THOSE TWEENAGERS GETTING LOADED BY MAKING SHITTY YOUTUBE SHORTS IN 2008-14!! But noooOoooOOOoo little miss Noellie (who WANTED TO GO!! who worked SO HARD and sent in an application essay and did an INTERVIEW to get in!!) couldn't handle disruptive classmates or little scuffles and petty grudges and general Attitude of the other students and cried to mommy to put her back in public school. I am EATING MY HAIR over what Could Have Been. I COULD BE SOMEONE'S ANNOYING YOUTUBER!! I could be a DISGRACED DISNEY CHANNEL STAR!! I could be an America's Got Talent winner! A mild to moderately successful comedian! I could be making short films!! But no no no precious thin skinned baby me heard a few new cus words and watched a teacher get heckled and begged to give up The Dream in favor of?? Quiet math tests?? I am such a fucking quitter I quit everything the second it gets too hard I always take the out as soon as it's offered what's my fucking damage.....
#I had SO MUCH POTENTIAL and I SQUANDERED IT!! weak ass third grade PUSSY! Your life could have been SO SICK!!#or you could at least be addicted to cocain or something interesting like that!! Boring ass goody two shoes always just staying home doing#NOTHING bitch make a REAL FRIEND go to a God Damn PARTY live a little instead of just hiding in the closet eating saltine crackers for years#waiting for it to be quiet outside before you ever even toed the line#mentally ill self-isolating motherfucker#you could have shrugged it off you could have GROWN A PAIR and FOUGHT BACK but you just ran and cried for mommy#victim complex little bitch baby always whining and exaggerating and making shit up fucking LIAR I am you and I KNOW what you did and I know#you knew it wasn't the truth and you regretted it the moment it came out of uour mouth but once you'd said it you just swallowed it back and#doubled down incriminating or discrediting others with your lies. For why? Because you didn't like them? You could have ruined someone's#life you wouldn't have hesitated mayhe you did and don't even remember because you cant keep your mouth shut with your pants ablaze#manipulative little shit and to WHAT END? Pity? Sympathy? Attention? Entertainment?? What was even going on in your stupid ugly head?#This is a callout post for my third grade self that possessed demon ass evil nine year old. That kid drowned anthills in olive oil and#poisoned a wild animal once. That kid cut plants just to see if they oozed. That kid modified her whole ass personality on a dime for a boy#she had a crush on. INSTANTLY dropped a LIFELONG CULTURAL ALLEGIANCE (thats what football teams were like back then in our town) because he#said he had the opposite allegiance??? What the fuck? girl had NO integrity none zip zilch.#No empthy either that kid looked at everyone else on earth like they were friggin space aliens and she was the only one with Real feelings.#bitch literally thought like 'I have Feelings they just have Reactions' bitch what the fuckkkkk#that nine year old was fucked the hell up!!!#and for literally NO REASON!! No cause!! Just born fucking evil and weird. jesus fuck.#Evil ass bitch caused her autistic brother months of nightmares and then laughed about it and wrote poetry about how evil he was because he?#was a kid??? Normal sibling rivalry taken way way way too far defamatory ass statements#and this girl had NO CONSEQUENCES because she could lie and manipulate her way out of ANYTHING she had the baby eyes and the helpless charm#and played dumb soooo well . read people like some calculative evil AI scanning their faces for microexpressions and overanalyzing each word#choice like holy shit. its not That Deep. pretentious shit trying to play 5D chess on a checkers board.#Manipulating shit just to see what happens?? zero awareness?? no asking just skipping straight to testing for yourself??#'What happens if I step on this' it fucking breaks 'what does that taste like?' it's not fucking yours to mess with 'if I hit this person#how will they respond?' they'll be upset use your goddamn judgement you are NINE not TWO do you even care a little about any other person??#Are you just living in some other reality???#callout post for the fucking demon child inside of me#im so goddamn problematic I'm so so so deeply mentally disturbed and broken for no reason
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Me: Man, I hate the new dashboard. It's so ugly.
Logs onto Tumblr
Me: Oh cool, it gets WORSE!
#Time for Maintenance (OOC)#(ok seriously now they're removing icons from reblogs so I care barely even fucking tell who did what)#(there is literally no reason for this change other than “fck you that's why”)#(sigh was already too tired to be active tonight anyway but now I really don't want to look at my dash)#(if you need me I'll be playing video games and lurking on mobile where things are slightly less ugly)
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sigh grief and loss is everywhere. doors close that can't be reopened and yet i still scratch at them like a lost dog. why
#she bork#idk lol who knows.#no actually to go back to this and make it less vague (bc it's still bothering me) why did texting a friend i haven't talked to in a couple#of years feel like texting an ex???? we didn't have any big ugly falling out she just kind of dropped contact w me and the rest of the group#gradually so we were like. okay word ig and started our own gc (which is now the one we use obviously). i feel like there's bad blood there#but i'm not even sure and i keep being like. what did i do to cause this. what drove her away. but it's not my fault just like it's not#anyone in the rest of the group's fault. but why is it bothering me so bad like bruh you've been knew that friendship is over so why is it#bothering you now.#(which also the reason i texted her is bc she kept popping up on my messages widget on my home screen even though we haven't texted in#literal years and i got a really strong feeling i should text her and check in. as soon as i texted her it went away. she answered very like#coldly which is why i feel like there's bad blood somewhere but i don't have anything specific in mind. so like it hasn't even been#bothering me this whole time it just popped up suddenly bc of that gut feeling i got. idk cue that quote that's like 'how do you cope w#grief?' 'run from it until it catches me in the middle of the street on a sunny day')
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three stories, mirror mirror, and ugly are done so well it's maddening
#AND S2 FINALE ACTUALLY .#no bc u see house's backstory being unraveled in three stories and u don't know it#and mirror mirror characterizes everyone so well bc the patient literally mimics the other person in the room it's ur own self reflection#and ugly shows them who they are in front of a camera and it's DELICIOUS#shows#house md#text#tais toi lys#lys lb: house#2x24 aka no reason is just really good at making us doubt what's real
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i like that side look eye too much i need to spread this to the world
#which is why i made this blog in the first place tbh#just#hound#hound and houndy act like puppy#hunter puppy#glue a picture of puppy to your face#you can only stop me by directly blacklisting me#my mind is beyond repair they are literally the reason why i draw AT ALL#*smooch their snoot*#i hardly look at them recently i am trapped in d2 onslaught#(and also apex generally has nothing to really motivates me to log in after finishing season pass)#(and having played for 2 years)#(and 2311 hours)#(that's high for a nerd like me)#one of my classmate said if i play houndy then i can't look at them anymore#i mean. yeah but i also wanna hear them okay#also not a lot of people play houndy so there's a huge chance our team won't have a hound at all#(by a lot i mean >99%)#(my standards are high)#anyways i really seldom have pure houndy content now#i used to only draw houndy like ~1.5 years ago#but you will have to delibrately dig those out on the internet because they're so ugly#and generally not really interesting#yes these are not my lower bound#okay if i don't continue drawing i'm gonna sleep soon so that's it for now#apex legends#apex bloodhound#bloodhound#bloodhound apex#my art
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never let yourself love anything! ( never let yourself be loved! ) violently repress the inevitable demise of what slips stubbornly through the cracks! who said coping needed to be HARD?
#𝟎𝟎𝟓 : 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘴. ◟ status .◝#𝟎𝟎𝟗 : 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘵𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯. ◟ crack .◝#( on the wanderer scale of ''coping vs not coping'' he is about as far on the not coping side as one can possibly be )#( the problem is he's such a deeply emotional person he finds himself getting attached despite his best efforts to keep a distance )#( literally the personification of ''i don't care'' //while caring very deeply )#( ren is so difficult sometimes bc he can be perfectly okay and reasonable )#( but if you poke at one of his touchy subjects things can spiral very quickly in a very ugly direction )#( he WILL be cruel. he WILL make you cry. he does NOT know how to have a healthy conversation about those topics. )#( falling back into his age old habit of spreading the misery he feels to everyone else. )#( i'm sorry the topic of the day is so depressing it's apparently evolved from sunday to SADday. )
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I really hate that I can’t be honest about the fact that I don’t use amazon or don’t use twitter/instagram without having everyone feeling the need to defend their life choices to me. like you asked me why I don’t use them, I’ve told you, and now you need to defend yourself? I literally don’t care. If the fact that I don’t indulge in these things makes you feel insecure maybe that says more about you, and the fact that you also might not like that you use them, then it does about me, who couldn’t care less because like....I literally have no idea what you do online I’m not there, and I’m not checking how you purchase items. So like maybe this isn’t me being a pretentious bitch for honestly answering a question/explaining myself and is instead maybe something you need to work on
#like delete your account or don't i literally don't care#but i also never said you should or suggested it at all#im speaking personally about my personal experience about myself - ie not about you#this grinds my gears so much#like if you didnt want me to talk about social media bad then dont ask why im not on it#like what do you think my reason is going to be i think im too ugly???#im just to lame for social media??#idiotic#social media#personal
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Reblogging this today to add a reminder that if able-bodied people buy shower chairs just because they want them, then the companies who make those chairs will make more, which is bad because then the world will have more shower chairs, which would hurt a LOT of people, somehow, probably!
(Same for when people with perfect vision wear decorative glasses or non-prescription sunglasses! They are selfish impostors stealing from the truly pitiable virtuous!!)
Sure, YOU might be more comfortable; you might enjoy yourself more taking your daily shower, but at what cost??
Are you SURE you want to risk making your bathroom more accessible for any disabled guests you have??
We can't have disabled people thinking that they can just give up and use readily available mobility aids by treating those items as normal household objects with no shame attached!
Disabled people need shame! How else will they be motivated to stop being disabled??
Anyway, all this is just to say, if you're thinking about getting a shower chair, definitely DON'T!!!
You shouldn't get a wheelchair, walker, cane, shower chair, or any kind of assistive technology mobility aid because then you might become dependent on them. Just like how you also shouldn't get glasses if you have bad eyesight because then you might become dependent on those.
For instance, if you end up stuck using corrective eyewear, you could actually lose your ability to tell what things are even when they are extremely blurry! You need to get used to having migraines from seeing unclearly because if you wear glasses all the time, you are basically giving up!! You don't need to see things coming at you from far away! You just need to get good at dodging, and if you can't, then you have no one to blame but yourself!!
For example, I read a really heart-worming article recently about a girl who was stuck using glasses - just absolutely, tragically trapped in her eyewear from dawn to dusk, even though she was good and never ever complained; and I heard she trained herself to discern the blurry faces of her loved ones with 60% accuracy! - she was even able to walk down the aisle at her wedding WITHOUT forcing the discomfort of seeing a woman in glasses on all her guests!!
Sure, she had to give her vows with a splitting headache, and she couldn't see her husband's expression when he said "I do," but overall, SO inspi-ration-al!!! So up-lifting!!
(She didn't even have to use a seeing eye cane, which would have been the worst-case scenario, obviously, because she worked hard to make sure she looked LESS disabled, not MORE disabled!!! Everyone knows blind people exist solely to be a cautionary tale to sighted people!!)
Also, did you know some people get glasses when they only need them a little bit?? How selfish of them! Sure, there's not a shortage, and an increase in demand would result in overall increased accessibility to glasses--but emotionally it's like taking glasses away from someone who needs them more! After all, if everyone who needed glasses got them, then...... um...... more people would have glasses! Which is probably bad!!!!
I also had a friend who was trapped in glasses who saved up all her money for laser eye surgery, and I don't know why everyone doesn't just do that! Sure, some doctors say some people don't "qualify" and it "won't help" those people, but that's why you can't give up!! You don't want to be one of those people!
After all, what's the worst thing that could happen with an unnecessary laser surgery to the face that comes with crippling debt??? It's worth the risk to gain your FREEDOM back, and I'm so proud of my friend!!
Tragically, she did die later that year while driving Uber and squinting at street signs, but at least now I know my friend is finally free from the shackles of her terrible eyesight. #ripAshley #rippedAshley #justripit 😌😌😌❤😇😇😇
And that's why you shouldn't get used to using a mobility aid!! Because, like glasses, they are inherently embarrassing to be seen with; and - like glasses - it is more noble to suffer silently than to depend on unnatural technologies that force you to rely on them; AND - just like glasses - by abstaining from using them, you DEFINITELY benefit SO many people in tangible life-changing ways!!! (Besides, everyone else will be so much more comfortable if you just look normal! 😊)
I hope you learned something today. 💖
#original#ableism#satire#do you know how common it is for me to see people making posts about how they dream of having a shower chair?#like unless you don't have the $30 you need to buy one there's no reason not to buy one if you want one.#like if you don't want one then don't buy one that's fine but if you're thinking that it would be lazy or cheating to use one#then that's just internalized ableism baby!#that's just the ugly grasping tendrils of the Protestant work ethic inherent to capitalism still poisonously rooted in your mind!#buy a fucking shower chair!!!!!#also like most people who dream of using a shower chair are just disabled people experiencing imposter syndrome#but literally the consequences of buying one if you're not disabled is... it's fine. good even. i feel a similar way about canes tbh.#like if you're not sure you need one then just buy one and try it. if it turns out you didn't need it then no one is harmed.#it gets a little more complicated with issues like wheelchairs because there is limited space for wheelchairs in public spaces bc ableism#but if someone only needs a wheelchair a little bit then they still need a fucking wheelchair and therefore deserve one#but like. canes and shower chairs are not taking up any kind of limited real estate.#there are many other types of disability aids I'm not even including here ofc but generally speaking if you need glasses then wear glasses#if you want glasses? wear glasses! it's! fine!
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just realized the banner on my blog is still bnha, which I haven't been actively into for a long time, but I'm not gonna change it because it still cracks me up. the angle is so dramatic and he looks so emo staring at that stupid shirt
#pickle pontificates#I'm the kind of person who will choose a random profile image based on something I thought was funny for five seconds#and then not change it for literal years#my discord profile picture has been sokka's eyes for idk how long#based on me finding it funny that one of the atla styles gives him giant ugly anime eyes for no good reason (I think. it was a while ago)#i don't think about it often but the profile pic stays
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