#don't ask me why i spent so much time on that dumb chart i don't have an answer

[sonicranger1]

I'm still pissed at ROTT so since I'm not a YouTube reviewer you get this text wall of me explaining why while the ending of the movie does indeed suck it isn't just the ending that sucks

Why didn't Jim put on any armor till the very end? you pretentious child why should I care if you got injured when you're running around armorless just because you can't have your magical amulet armor anymore

Why was Jim questioning if he was still the Trollhunter when all the way back in S2 E11 'Unbecoming' of Trollhunters he himself said "I know I'm the Trollhunter. I'm the Trollhunter, Amulet or not"

Why did Jim suddenly start caring about his father in the movie? Aside from the fact the conversation leads to nothing and you could've easily cut it out and it wouldn't have changed anything it was established all the way back in S1 that Jim never cared about his father so why retcon that?

They shouldn't have killed Nomura off so early when we've barely been able to see her dynamic with the Trollhunter cast outside of being an antagonist and let alone see her dynamic with the cast of 3below and Wizards

Following up on the last one why did you send Trolls to the only Titen in broad daylight, you can't tell me there weren't better picks then Nomura and Arrrgh

And on that point, here's my little fan reassignment of the teams

(I put way to much effort in this literally sobbing, pls click 4 better quality :'()

Anyways time to explain my reasonings

Team Sword: the OG was fine I have almost no problems with this one but Krel could've been utilized way better imo, also Arrrgh is perfect for lifting up a giant rock with a sword embedded in it, he's literally always described as a hulking brute by other characters so ??

Team Orb: same thing with Team Sword I have nothing against it and it's probably the best one out of all of the originals but man Nomura interacting with Blinky is just... such an amusing thought to me, it is partly fueled by the short kinda interaction they had when Krel was playing music earlier in the movie but anyways more serious reasoning is I think she's the best alternative to Claire since it's not like her shadow magic was- or could've been used at any point during the mission乁(ツ)∫

Team Sunshine: once again what the hell was Jim thinking with this one? The only one that made sense to be there was Douxie, anyways reasonings with this one is that 1. Toby would actually be utilized lmao 2. Toby and Krel interactions fuel my soul 3. With Toby's hammer and Krels tech they'd probably have a way easier time getting up the Earth Titen

Team Icy: Claire Shadow magic = no rope snapping and lesser chance of Strickler dying aka less unnecessary deaths yay :DDDD

The mission assigning was such a good opportunity to have characters interact who haven't interacted prior/flesh out previously established relationships that didn't get alot of screentime and ROTT blew it, truly so much missed potential but I suppose you can say that for the entire movie

Why did they just casually mention there was a heartstone on Akiridion-5 like we knew that information prior to the movie? no one commented on it and it made me feel insane while watching

GET. RID. OF THE. MPREG. SIDE PLOT‼️‼️‼️ you're not Fairly OddParents it doesn't work and doesn't make sense, Aja and Steve have entirely different biology

(These next ones are more personal/general nitpicks but whatever)

Call me a hater but the whole "Arcadia is the center of the universe" is so dumb, I remember first hearing that little bit of info from a fancomic and i thought it was just having Blinky be egotistical but no, apparently that's a fact of life now

Idk I think it's cooler and funnier if all these guys came to Arcadia out of pure coincidence yknow?

what/where was Dictatious, Chompsky, Nancy/Nana and anyone else I'm forgetting doing during all this especially when Arcadia was being destroyed at the end, just feel like they should've atleast done a quick cut away shot to what they were doing during all this chaos (translation: I miss Dictatious)

Why doesn't Blinky use Dwärkstones anymore, I thought that was gonna be his signature weapon after The Eternal Knight but apparently not I guess, seeing him chuck explosives at Gods definitely wouldn't have been cool anyways...

Blinky sure has alot of time on his hands for being the supposed Head of New Jersey Trollmarket

Btw does that place even exist cuz for all intents and purposes it doesn't, so serious why didn't we ever get to see it dude 😭

Before I get to pointing out the obvious with the ending I'd like to highlight scenes that I actually liked and were actually good!

I liked the scene in the somewhat beginning with Blinky and Arrrgh talking about if the other dies they were glad they got to know the other that was sweet, loved it, 10/10

Like I mentioned earlier the brief scene with Krel playing music and Blinky and Nomura being annoyed by it was great, got a chuckle out of me and I wish we got to see more of that

Blinky being electrocuted was pretty good 👍 the pilot unnecessarily pointing out his multiple eyes and arms was funny to me

near the end where Blinky went to comfort arrrgh when Toby died was another 10/10 I love them ur honor

Okay being nice over, time to dig into this movie again

Toby being the Trollhunter is such a terrible idea for multiple reasons

For 1. It just makes Jim's job harder now cuz changing something as fundamental as who's the Trollhunter is gonna drastically change so many things which inturn makes things far less predictable and unless Jim has the new amulet still (which is unlikely since he's never shown with it after going back) he can't just Undertale-style reset if something goes wrong

2. Toby has never shown interest in being in any leader-type role (unless you count him directing his short film in 3below) and considering part of being the Trollhunter is basically leading an entire race...

3. Sorta following up on point 2 The role of being Trollhunter holds so much responsibility and burden and it just... dare I say, doesn't make sense for Jim as a character to put that burden onto Toby, his best friend

Guys this is the same kid who went into the darklands alone to take on Gunmar because he didn't want to see anymore of his friends/family getting hurt and you expect me to believe he'd then put that all onto Toby?

4. Toby even getting the amulet doesn't make sense considering in 'Unbecoming' the amulet was already taken by Draal by the time school ended

5. Speaking of 'Unbecoming' that episode also established that if anyone but Jim got the amulet Arcadia- and in extension the world- would be doomed and the eternal knight would happen so I guess he wants everyone to die ! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Anyways I'm done (hopefully) TLDR: the movies awful, makes dumb decisions, completely ignores or retcons things established earlier in the franchise and didn't utilize it's extensive cast at all

And if you've read this far, thank you I appreciate it and I'll use this time to recommend the original Trollhunters book, it's awesome and has an ending 10x better then this slop please go read it (IHaveATotallyLegalWayForYouToReadItEasily)

[severely-mentally-ill]

Hiiii I saw that u wanted requests! Can I request hyunjin subbing for the first time? Like being surprised that he’s really turned on by his s/o being aggressive? And he just melts under their touch maybe light spanks if ur comfortable writing that :)

I tried writing this three times over and over but it wouldn't post so I had to change the whole thing in order for it to post. I'm so sorry that it took a lot longer then hoped, I don't know why Tumblr is being so dumb.

Another thing, so sorry this got out way later then I wanted. I hope you enjoy it! Part 2 here.

●☆◇ Tension ◇☆●

Pairing: Hyunjin x fem!reader (sorry, my idea for this could only fit for a fem reader)

Not me writing some of this while doing the Monster Bash and not me getting so carried away

English is not my first language, this is not proofread, so be ware of grammar mistakes

It was odd, to say the least; being the only female in a boy k-pop group. It was fun and enjoyable, yes, but odd nonetheless. And being the oldest, you had to deal with 8 immature boys. But no matter what, you wouldn't trade it for the world.

There were a few things that ticked you off a lot: like when Stray Kids was being interviewed, you were constantly asked if you had a crush on any of the members, and the members asked if any of them had a crush on you. Or when some fake fans said that you weren't actually part of the group. You had to deal with a lot of sexist comments from everyone.

But when this happened, you could always count on the boys to have your back. And they can always count on you to have their back.

Of course, there was much more good then there was bad. When your birthday rolled around, you'd always do a VLive and get thousands of Stays wishing you a happy birthday, along with the boys barging in with a horribly-decorated birthday cake they spent all day working on, singing happy birthday to you.

And then the movie nights at the dorm where they'd all argue on what movie to watch, what snacks to eat, and who got to sit in your lap (this one was the one to cause the biggest fights).

You just enjoyed being in this group too much to listen to the hate.

But there was one big thing that the Stays constantly talked about; the tension between you and Hyunjin. Of course, there were Stays who shipped you with the other members too, but most of them shipped you with Hyunjin. I mean, considering the way you two act around each other, it's hard not to think there's something between you two.

With the way you two are constantly next to each other, you constantly squeezing his ass and thighs, and him constantly bear-hugging you, you'd be surprised if people DIDN'T ship you two the most. Plus, there was one group interview that Stays went crazy for.

The interviewer had asked you why you worked out so much more compared to the other members, and you responded:

"So I can do this," you then moved over to where Hyunjin stood, reached down and scooping him up so you were cradling him in your arms, him wrapping his around your neck.

No one failed to notice the way Hyunjin's ears and cheeks grew red as you picked him up with such ease. Nor the way he snuggled a bit into you, resting his head on your shoulder. They also happened to notice when you slid your hand down to his rear and gave it a small pinch when you set him down.

Then there was the meet and greet/Q&A Stray Kids did a few weeks ago where you told a few things that happen at your dorm.

"Each week, we have a movie night, and the boys always argue on who gets to pick the movie and snacks, which I always have to resolve, but there's something that they always fight the most about; who gets to sit in my lap.

"So, as a solution, I made this chart. And each week, a different person gets to choose the movie, choose the snacks, and sit in my lap during the movie. And the other members always sulk when they don't get to sit in my lap. Especially, Hyunjin-ssi." Hyunjin frowns, bringing the mic up to his lips as he speaks next.

"Your lap is comfy, Noona. And your warm and it's cold in the dorm." You chuckle.

"Point proven." You pause, snickering to yourself as you begin to speak again. "Jin likes it when I scratch his head too, so most of the time, when it's his day to sit in my lap, he'll fall asleep during the movie so I always have to carry him to his room.

"Hyunjin-ssi has told me countless of times that he'd choose my lap over any chair in the world.

"Whenever he sees me sitting by myself, he'll rush over and sit himself down, not caring what I'm doing."

Hyunjin covers his face with his hands, his face red from embarrassment. And yet, you continue.

"Sometimes, whenever Jin is focusing hard on something, I'll grab his shoulders and push up against the closest wall. And when I do that," you glance over at him for a second, not missing the slight blush on his cheeks as he realizes what you're about to say, "he'll get really flustered and look up at me with these wide eyes."

Hyunjin blushes, almost as much as when you do what you just said, as he responds.

"It just- surprises me, is all." He claims, his cheeks still flushed.

"Whatever you say, noodle boy." Hyunjin frowns at the nickname. It's one you'd gave him as a child. You would always tell him his limbs were long, like noodles.

Then there's this one VLive that you and Hyunjin did together, when Hyunjin was still at the beginning stages of learning English. One of the comments had asked, 'Where's the other members?' Hyunjin had read it and managed to say the first part of the answer fairly well, but struggled with the next part.

"Some of... members..." He trailed off, thinking to himself, before turning to look at you, as if asking for help. You responded by nodding once, motioning for him to continue.

"Some of member goes... go... some of- some of- some of members..." He trails off, thinking more to himself.

"You can do it, Jin. Hal su iss-eo." You encourage, placing a hand on his shoulder. He pauses for a moment, looking at the camera before clearing his throat and sniffling a bit to try and gain time for him to gather his thoughts and the right words to say. He takes a breath before speaking again.

"Went to workout..." He trails off, looking at you with hopeful eyes. You smile at him. He looks between you and the camera. "Was that right?"

You smile proudly, nodding your head.

"It was great. Good job! I'm proud of you! Geugeos-eun hullyunghaessda. Jal haess-eoyo. Dangsin-i jalangseuleobseubnida!" Hyunjin smiles turning towards the camera. "I feel like a proud mother. Jalangseuleoun eomma gat-ayo."

Hyunjin blushes a bit, attempting to hide it but failing.

After that VLive, everytime you went onto TikTok (you all have secret accounts), your for you page would be filled with Stays making edits using it. You're sure Hyunjin saw them too, probably the rest of the members as well.

But recently, things have gotten weird with Hyunjin.

He's beginning to spend less and less time with you. He seems to be avoiding you, and he's become more touchy-feely with the other members. And Hyunjin doesn't like physical affection, so this is especially weird.

These past few interviews, he always sat the farthest away from you, and whoever he was sitting next to, he always made sure to have his hands on them in some way. Whether it was an arm around their shoulder, hand on their knee, or, if they were sitting in front of Hyunjin, arms around their neck.

Not gonna lie, it made you jealous. You tried not to show it too much, but every time you looked over at him and whoever he was touching, you felt anger and hurt rise in you. It made your jaw clench and your hands ball into fists. You always made sure to calm yourself though, not wanting to draw attention to yourself.

What you didn't know, Hyunjin saw your reactions. And they were the reactions he was wanting.

After the most recent of your groups interviews, you finally snapped.

Hyunjin had been all over Felix, and that wasn't even the worst part. What really got to you, was the things Hyunjin kept saying about him.

"Felix is my oppa."

"Felix is mine."

"I loooovvveee Felix." He'd constantly say with a giggle. You couldn't take it anymore.

So, as soon as Chris had announced that him and some of the other members were going to the studio, you took your chance.

You stood in the kitchen, waiting for Hyunjin to come and get something to eat. It didn't take long for him to do so. As soon as he walks through the kitchen entrance, you grab his wrist and pull him closer to you so you can push him against a wall.

"Hey-"

"Can you just tell me one thing?" You cut him off. Hyunjin looks up at you with confused eyes.

"What?"

"Can you answer this one question? Or is it too much?" Hyunjin pauses for a moment, before nodding his head lightly. You let out a breath through your nose. "What did I do?"

Hyunjin tilts his head, his eyebrows furrowing in confusion.

"Don't play dumb. You know what you've been doing." Hyunjin's face relaxes in realization, so you continue. "So I ask again, what did I do?"

He looks down, nibbling at his lip as he tries to think of some sort of excuse. That won't do.

"Answer me, Hyunjin." You press. Hyunjin closes his eyes, shaking his head as he takes a breath in.

"You didn't do anything." You scoff.

"Then why have you been acting like you hate me? Like I'm some sort of disease?" Hyunjin shakes his head rapidly, looking up at you with a panicked expression.

"No, no! That's not how I feel! Please don't think that." He quickly let's out. Hyunjin feels his throat swell a bit as tears well in his eyes. This isn't what he wanted you to feel.

"What else am I supposed to think when you've been avoiding me and ignoring me for over a week?" He shakes his head, averting his gaze to the floor. "Just tell me the truth, Hyunjin. I promise I won't be mad."

Fuck. He thought he was ready. That's why he did this. He wanted to see if his feelings were returned. He wanted you to tell him first. Or at least show some sign that you felt the same way so he could tell you. But now here he was, trapped. He had no choice. He didn't have enough time to come up with an excuse.

When he mumbles it out, you thought you just heard him wrong. He said it so quietly, you were sure he couldn't have said what you think he did.

"Say that again. And speak up." You tell him. He was shaking, trembling in fear for what your next response would be.

"I did it because I wanted to see if you loved me too." He whispers, his cheeks heating up as the words slip out. You feel your face relax as your grip on his shoulders loosen. He loved you? That can't be. No, no.

You let your arms fall to your side before taking a step back. Hyunjin immediately looked up at you with terrified eyes.

"Y-Y/N?" He asks, his voice cracking from the tears in his eyes. You shake your head.

"Hyunjin, you know you can't be feeling that way." He sniffles.

"I know that! That's why I denied it for so long. I know it isn't allowed, but the feeling is too much for me to handle, now." He was crying now. Tears were falling down his cheeks, no matter how much he tried to stop them.

You shake your head again, your eyes closed as you turn and try to walk away.

"No!" Hyunjin jumps forward, grabbing onto your shirt sleeve to stop you from leaving. You stumble backwards, managing to catch yourself before you fall on him. "P-Please don't walk away! I'll do anything! Just- please don't go."

He was kneeling now, his arms wrapped around your waist as he looks up at you with his tear-filled eyes.

"Hyunjin, get off me."

"I'll do anything." He begins raising his shaky hands.

"Hyunjin."

"Please don't leave me." His hands find your belt.

"Get off."

"I need you." He begins to unbuckle it.

"Hyunjin, stop."

"Please don't go." He tries to take off your belt.

"I said, get off!" You yell, grabbing his wrists and pushing him off. He lands on his back on the floor with a thud. He was sobbing by now.

"I'm sorry. Please, I'm sorry." He whispers as he stands up again. He looks into your eyes again. "Just tell me if you don't feel the same way, and I won't bring this up again. We can go back to how things were before."

You close your eyes again, turning around to face away from Hyunjin. This can't happen. It's not allowed. You'd both get in so much trouble if anyone were to find out. He already left for four months from a rumor. This would cost you both so much if it were to be discovered. The consequences are too severe. This can't happen. No matter how much it hurt, it couldn't happen.

"Noona? Please say something." Hyunjin whispers, now standing right behind you. You shake your head. No. This can't happen.

Next thing either of you know, you have Hyunjin pressed against the island of the kitchen, your left hand on his waist while your right holds the back of his neck, your mouth pressed against his in a fiery kiss.

Hyunjin is quick to respond, placing his hands on your waist as he kisses back. He felt himself relax as soon as your hands touched him.

You move your hands down his body until you reach the under of his thighs before lifting him up and onto the island. He responds by letting a small moan into your mouth at the slight manhandling before wrapping his legs around your waist, wanting to hold you close to himself.

You reach your hands down to grip at the hem of his shirt, tugging it up to signal what you want. Hyunjin responds by pulling away from your lips and pulling his shirt over his head. He tries to go back in for another kiss but you place a hand over his mouth.

You take that moment to lift your other hand and use your finger to gently trace the outline of his abs. Hyunjin shivers, goosebumps appearing from the coldness of the dorm mixed with your soft touch.

"Why do you hide such a pretty body?" You mumble, mainly to yourself. Hyunjin whines softly, almost inaudibly.

"Y/N... please." He whispers. You don't fight back the smirk that rises to your lips.

"You're gonna need to tell me more of what you want. I can't read your mind." He bites his bottom lip, his hands playing with the hem of your shirt. He had never so willingly submitted to anyone before. It was something he always knew he desired, but something he could never do. All the girls he has been with before, they always submitted to him, even though he never tried to show any sort of dominance towards them. He never had the heart to kick them out, so he gave them what they wanted without getting any real pleasure. He always had to get himself off on his own after they left.

But now, here with you, he didn't need to fake himself. He could let himself fall back into the right headspace. He didn't need to put up an act. And that was one of the reasons he loved you.

"I-" Hyunjin hesitates, embarrassment filling him as he begins to speak again. "When I went to see if you were in your room once, I saw your- um- your-your strap-on."

You raise an eyebrow, excitement filling you as you realize what he's about to ask.

"Can you... use it on me?" His face was a deep shade of red by now. His eyes were closed and his hands gripped tightly at your shirt.

"You don't need to be ashamed or embarrassed, Jin. You know I won't judge you. Besides," Hyunjin looks back up into your eyes, anticipation filling the soft brown colour that you love, "I'm more then happy to do that."

He doesn't know why, but the tone you set your voice to has his cock twitching in his jeans. And that mixed with the thought of you fucking him from behind, could most likely make him jizz his pants.

You pull him off of the counter, immediately reattaching your lips as soon as he gets his balance back. He let's out an involuntary moan when you bite his lip on accident. You can't help but smirk into the kiss, biting his lip once more to confirm you heard right; you did.

Oh you were gonna have fun with this.

You both begin to walk towards your bedroom, slowly discarding each piece of clothing until you remain in your brassiere and knickers, and him in his briefs. You didn't care about where you left the clothes, which you probably should've, before you entered into your bedroom door.

After kicking the door closed behind you, you lead Hyunjin to your bed. You disconnect your lips as you push him back so he's sitting on the edge, looking up at you with wide, excited eyes.

"Remove your briefs, then get on your hands and knees." You command, enjoying the way he almost instantly does as told. While he gets into position, you move to your dresser; where your strap and bottle of lube stay in the bottom drawer.

You grab out the lube, setting it onto the table before grabbing the strap-on and strapping the harness to your hips; Hyunjin watching your every move. His stomach was filled with butterflies as he felt the bed shift from your weight.

"Is this your first time doing this?" You ask, gently moving your hands over his ass cheeks. A shiver is sent down his spine from your actions, goosebumps rising to his skin as well. He hesitates for a moment, before shaking his head.

"I have my own toy I use sometimes." He mumbles, a tad bit of shame filling him. You, however, find this rather amusing. Hwang Hyunjin, Hwang Hyunjin, had his own dildo that he used on himself.

You hum, squirting some lubricant onto your hand before spreading it onto the silicone. Hyunjin inhales deeply through his nose, enjoying the smell of the coconut scent filling his nose. However, when he feels the tip of the fake cock begin to push into him, his breath hitches and a small, almost inaudible, whine leaves his mouth.

You don't stop- however, and instead continue to push your hips forward. Hyunjin let's out a low groan when the cock rubs against his prostate after bottoming out. You don't stop, even for a moment, but you do go at a slow pace.

He suddenly let's out a whine, not happy with your pace.

"To-Too slow, Noona. Faster. Please, faster." He breaths out. Trying to push his hips back against yours. You respond by slapping his rear, causing him to let out a sharp moan.

"Keep still. Behave, and I'll give you what you want." Hyunjin nods, tempted to push his hips back again, wanting you to hit him again. It shocked him, honestly; how you inflicting pain on him caused his dick to twitch and his brain to go fuzzy.

"You want me to hurt you more," you ask, leaning over him- which caused you to press the cock into him more- whispering the next part into his ear; "don't you?"

Hyunjin says nothing but groans as he feels the cock rubs his prostate again. His cheeks were flushed now, from embarrassment and just the feeling of it all.

You take note of this, smirking as you begin your next sentence, "I can see the way your cock twitches every time I lay my hand on you."

Hyunjin whimpers, ashamed of the fact that you were right. He thinks back on your words, before nodding.

"I like it. I-I like it a lot." Hyunjin mutters out. You smirk at this.

"My, my, Hyunjin. I never took you for a painslut. That means, you must love it when I do this..." You trail off before bringing a hand harshly on his ass. He let's out a broken whine, jolting forward a bit from the sudden burst of sting coming from his rear.

"Yes!" Hyunjin yelps out, his breathing becoming rapid. "Do it again! Please!"

Who are you to say no? He let's out a very loud moan, one that could most likely be heard from any part of the dorm, as your hand lands another harsh slap on his bum; this one being the hardest one yet.

Hyunjin swears he could have an orgasm just from the spanks. He probably almost did, from the way he felt the knot begin to form slightly, he was sure one more hit would've pushed him over the edge. But he didn't want it to be over that quickly. So when you raised your hand again, he quickly stopped you.

"No! Not again! Please, just- just fuck me. I can't wait any longer." He begs, about to push his hips back until he remembers your words.

"Desperate, are we?" You say as you snap your hips forward, causing him to groan. Your pace doesn't start slowly like before. You grip tightly at his waist, your pace quickening with each thrust.

Hyunjin let's out the most pornographic noises from the feeling of the silicone cock hitting his prostate with each harsh thrust.

This was nothing like he'd felt before. He's fucked himself in the ass before, yes, but the way you do it is so much better then he's ever experienced.

It's almost like you know his body better then him. Almost as if you knew the exact way to give him the best pleasure he's ever felt. He wasn't sure how he was able to feel this good, but he loved it.

There was just one more thing to make this better. (Something he might've told the world he enjoys.)

And almost as if you could read his mind, you reach your hand up, wrapping it around his throat. Hyunjin whines, reaching up and gripping your wrist tightly. Of course you remembered it, you were right next to him when he admitted it.

Your action causes more pre-cum to leak from his tip, making your bedsheets even more dirty. Oh well, you were going to clean then today anyways.

Hyunjin's whines filled the room (probably the whole dorm) them getting more frequent, you soon realize.

"Are you close, agi?" You ask, already knowing his answer.

"Yes! Yes, oh please!" He chokes out, struggling to even think straight. It was difficult to even manage being able to keep himself up. His one arm still holding him was becoming weaker, his thighs were shaking, and mixed with your constant squeezes on his neck, he was beginning to feel light headed.

"Go ahead. Let go when you need to." Hyunjin can't help but dig his nails into your wrist as he feels the knot in his stomach break. His body jolts forwards, not being able to keep himself up anymore. You manage to hold him up though, from your grip on his throat.

Hyunjin let's out sharp whimpers as he feels himself release onto your sheets. His thighs shaking heavily and his head spinning.

"Y/N!" He cries out, repeating your name like a chant as hot spurts of his own release continue to squirt out of his cock. His eyebrows were furrowed and his head dropped as he is finally able to catch his breath.

You slowly pull out of him, causing him to tense a bit from the stimulation. You make sure to flip him over onto his back, away from the mess.

As you begin cleaning up, your friends and fellow members stand in the living room, either holding back their laughter or covering their ears. They had walked into the dorm right in the middle of you and Hyunjin going at it.

"I wonder if Noona is hungry. Maybe we can make-" Seungmin was cut off by Hyunjin's loud moan. The boys then take in the sight before them. They spy the clothes spread out on the floor, leading up to your bedroom door. And after hearing another one of Hyunjin's loud whines, it all clicked it their minds.

"Oh, my God." Jeongin groans, covering his ears and shaking his head. Changbin turns to Minho, a smirk on his face and his hand out. He makes a grabby hand motion. Minho rolls his eyes, taking out 100,000 won.

Meanwhile, Bang Chan, Seungmin, and Jisung were trying to hold back their laughter. Felix and Jeongin were covering their ears. It wasn't out of disgust, however. It was out of jealousy. They were jealous that Hyunjin was the one that got to you first. Both of them had plans on asking you out or confessing their attraction to you.

Maybe it's not too late. Or maybe it is. Who knows. You might be open to trying new things.

K-Pop Masterlist

[fantasy-dating-sim-trash]

Have I lost my shit?

Do I have ur attention now? Cuz there's a picture of the pretty boy Satan?!?

Good cuz now I have things to say, so plz stay and listen 🥺

Also it might be a small info dump cuz I'm excited about this

Well to cope with an unforseen medical issue (not Covid thank the gods) I've been playing obey me

Note I only play when I'm not in agonizing pain where I can't focus (when I'm screeching pain I can't focus)

I've also been playing since April so I know the game system by now.

So to cope with being stuck at home I've been making Spread sheets

Yes

You read that right

I've been making

Mother fucking

SPREAD SHEETS

If you wanna see & read more look under the cut

I'm well aware I'm a fucking nerd (partly why I got bullied growing up but that's BESIDES THE POINT)

Now you may ask why spread sheets? And wtf are you making spread sheets on?

Listen

Don't judge me to harshly

But it's for Obey me

Yes I made spread sheets for a Gotcha game

SUE ME

This is how I'm choosing to cope (aka try and ignore the pain) with my issue.

Now if you have read this far I congratulate you.

Your probably wondering why spread sheets?

Tbh I have no fucking idea either.

And your probably like GET ON WITH YOUR POINT! ARE WE EVEN GONNA SEE THESE DAMN SPREAD SHEETS!?! WHO CARES???

First of all

I'm GETTING THERE! IM A DRAMATIC BITCH! HOLD ON I JUST GOTTA BE DRAMATIC FIRST!

Second off

YES, YOU WILL! I'M GONNA SHARE THEM BECAUSE I PUT HOURS OF WORK INTO THEM OKAY, & I THINK THEY LOOK NICE

Lastly,

I DO BITCH!

I spent so much time on these! And I just think it's neat & fun! (Who the fuck finds making spread sheets fun dumb ass? Apparently I do.)

It all started when I got stuck in chapter/lesson 21.

I figured I should start paying attention to the sins and which cards had which sin but I got confused. Cuz I knew I had to pay attention to the top 3 sins but only the first one was obvious. The other two not so much. So naturally what do I do.

Make a god damn spread sheet. To make it easier on my brain.

*SLAPS DOWN EXAMPLE #1*

Now obviously its way longer than this but you get the idea. I bolded the top three so I knew immediately which where the top three. And each one has the sin color in the back cuz I hate scrolling up and down trying to remember which Sin I was looking at and then forgetting which card it was for. I've also had this one for the longest. And every time I get a new card I update the sheet.

Now Its gotten pretty long & now I have new charts!

I was curious as to what sin combinations show up and for lonely devil shit how many times I'd have to open them to get specific SSR/UR cards. be they Demon or Memory cards.

So I made a new a new chart!

(technically 2 new chart layouts, and they're made up of smaller charts. It was supposed to be 1 big one. Oops my bad!)

*SLAPS DOWN SECOND CHART LAYOUT*

Edit: a lot of my math is pretty accurate for when you have gotten far enough in the game where you just 3 star all the event battles! So plz be warned that the math may not look exactly like this if your just starting out. It may look different for u depending on how many stars u get per battle!

Now this one I made just for Lonely Devil, specifically for the older events that I don't have cheat cards for. And I have to just suffer with the bare minimum items gathered. We have 3 smaller charts in here. And I have pics so you can read them.

*slaps down chart 3*

This one I pretty simple its just the math for the days. For total battles, how much AP is gonna be used in total, and how many items you should get at the end of it.

*slaps down chart #4*

This one is to keep track of what sins combinations are important in the event. Plus the items you get in each stage. (It makes more sense when its filled in)

*Slaps down chart 5*

This also is kinda self explanatory

How many times you have dome the Event in LD, how many items you have (this changes per event), what cards there are.

Now since these are all blank, its hard to grasp what I'm saying.

But I HAVE THOUGHT OF THAT!

I have a full example chart FILLED OUT for this type of Event!

*shoves the LAYOUT BACK down*

The example here is the Bunny Boy Event just an FYI.

When its DONE IT LOOKS LIKE THIS!!!

For this example I'll be showing the bunny boy event, since it's what I was doing.

Yes its hard to read and I've got you YET AGAIN!

*furiously slaps the charts back down*

So here's all the information in the chart where you can see it :D

I'm honestly really proud of how these turned out. Idk if anyone is actually gonna look at these or read this far down. But if you did, I thank you!

I also ran out of photo space so I can't show the second chart for events going on currently. I'll make a different post for that if people wanna see it. Who the fuck am I kidding I'm gonna share it anyway.

(CLICK HERE FOR PART 2 OF THIS MADNESS) PS the next spread sheet is kind of math heavy so plz be prepared for that :)

I hope you enjoy my spread sheets. I worked really hard to make them look nice and be easily understood/legible.

If you liked it plz let me know :)

[forkanna]

[AO3] [WATTPAD]

The rest of the morning was spent getting dressed and ready for their day to begin. Rise only had a few of the more cliched touristy things in mind, since she had been planning it out with the whole of the Investigation Team — such as whale watching, or hitting up Okinawa World. Even though none of them were old enough to drink their fabled "snake liquor", they were all for exploring the caves that ran beneath the theme park.

When Ai had asked if she wanted her to return the favour, Rise declined. The truth was that while she desperately wanted to sate her urges, she knew they were both feeling a little out of sorts from all their exploration so far — which was why she thought the downtime would be good. Now they could sort through their feelings while sightseeing, and come back to it several hours later, hopefully having gained some kind of wisdom along the way.

Though there was one small problem…

"Will you stop that?" Ai hissed as she and Rise lingered toward the back of the group climbing the steps to the historical Shuri Castle. Yukiko was definitely the one most interested, but the others didn't mind seeing the notable sites.

"Stop whaaat?"

"Stop trying to grab me by the balls. I tried to tell you, it's not a toy!"

Pursing her lips, she pulled her closer to whisper in her ear, "It's my toy. I'm having a lot of fun with it." But then she dropped back with a giggle. "And we both know that if you didn't want me to, you'd try harder to stop me. But all you have to say is 'You need to stop' again and I'll know you're serious."

Ai pursed her lips… but said nothing. Perfect. She had a feeling she was enjoying the attention, even if not the specific form it took. "Dumb bitch," she said yet again.

"You love meeeeee," she cooed with a grin and a little bounce as they reached the top, leaning over to rest her head against her shoulder. Even though she decided not to grab for her unmentionables anymore, she wasn't going to leave her alone.

"Okay, you two," Yosuke sighed irritably as he laced his fingers behind his head. "I know you two have this whole weird 'bet' going, or whatever it is, but do you have to rub it in for the rest of us who don't have anybody? Like, look at Yukiko and Chie and Naoto; they don't have boyfriends! You're gonna make 'em feel bad, too!"

Apparently, he had thought appealing to their solidarity with other women would be more effective than pleading his own case. But Rise just giggled, because she saw the look Yukiko and Chie shared. Naoto was as stoic as ever… but she thought she noticed Kanji blushing. That would make perfect sense, those two — she just had no evidence they were also a thing.

Poor Yosuke. No chance at love unless Narukami came back, or he decided to give in to-

"WHAT A PRETTY CASTLE!" Teddie burst out in a gushy tone of voice, lacing his fingers together next to his own face as he stared up at the doorways. "Ohhh, can we live here? Pleeeeaaaase?!"

"No," Yosuke sighed very tiredly with no hesitation whatsoever. "And I thought I reminded you a whole damn five minutes ago to keep it down!"

Rise was laughing at that reprimand when her cell phone went off, making much more noise than Teddie ever had been. Holding up a finger, she stepped a little further away from the group to take it.

"Yes?"

"Miss Kujikawa."

After a brief second of surprise, she managed to breathe, "Minoru-chan! What's… I mean, hey!"

Minoru Inoue's stoic voice returned over the earpiece of her phone as she turned away from the group. "I have been trying to call you all morning. Is there an issue with your cell phone carrier? Would you like me to look into the cause of-"

"No, no, it's… it's fine." This was inconvenient, but she wanted to get it out of the way as quickly as possible. "So what's up? I'm out with friends, we're on vacation."

"Yes, about that… I'm going to send you a couple of images. Tell me if you notice anything."

So she pulled the phone back in order to check the screen. Sure enough, within seconds the images were coming in via text, and when they finally loaded…

"O-oh, you saw those!" she laughed as lightly as she could manage despite the way her heart began pounding in her throat. So many pictures! Each one featured her and it behara laughing together, walking hand in hand, arguing… only one or two showed anything that could be construed as romantic, but all of them could have been explained away as friendship if one tried hard enough. "Yep, all according to plan. It's fine! They're fine, don't… don't worry about 'em!"

"Which 'plan' was this? Certainly nothing approved by the label."

"Something I thought of on the spur of the moment. It's so easy for an idol to fade into the background, isn't it? Well… here's me, finding a way to stand out! It'll be great — you'll see!"

"There are already a lot of polarising comments on the message boards," Inoue went on, and Rise found herself glancing around to make sure nobody else could hear her. A couple of her friends — including Ai — were glancing over at her to make sure everything was alright, but they were far enough away they probably didn't catch a word. "Everyone is very invested — for both positive and negative reasons."

"See? It's working!"

"No, you misunderstand, Miss Kujikawa. The label is uncomfortable with your career taking this direction. They're considering severing their association with you."

Rise felt her blood chill in her veins. "They're gonna fire me? Because… I'm dating a girl?" She had considered adding a 'maybe' in there, but decided against it. That wasn't how she wanted to move forward with her life.

"They're considering it. There's no real official position on these matters, but businessmen tend to be more conservative. Even if they like the idea of flash and attention-seeking behaviour because it typically only helps a celebrity's visibility, if it's the wrong kind of visibility, it could eventually reflect poorly on the label itself."

"That's not fair," she immediately shot back. And then her higher reasoning skills kicked back in. "And they already know what a moneymaker my voice and my looks are, that I know how to work it. I'm cute, and I know how to be cute."

"The label wants you to be cute and available," he stressed. "They understand that most of our idols will marry eventually, but they hope to get as many men lusting after the idea of being your boyfriend for as long as possible."

"They're delusional."

"Yes, they are. But that's where the money is."

Sighing, she found a nearby pillar and leaned back against it as she thought about the entirety of the situation. Tried to weigh her options. "Well… okay, so I can ride the scandal for a while, can't I? Like, there hasn't been a lesbian idol. Not that I remember."

"Don't you think there's a reason why you can't remember? Because they aren't encouraged to be out publicly. And if they can't conduct that business in private, then the labels have no use for them."

Anger was starting to overtake her anxiety. "That 'business', huh? Maybe it's not any of their business."

"Of course it is. An idol in this country? Literally every aspect of your personal life reflects on your profession, colours public opinion. You know this as well as I do."

"Well… I don't care. Like, if they really want to cut me loose, they can go ahead, but I think they would really be shooting themselves in the foot if they don't see how this plays out first."

"They're already on point of doing that, Miss. You're already essentially 'retired' and trying to make a comeback. If there were going to be a homosexuality scandal, it would be ideally placed for when you're already riding high on the charts, or are on a slight decline — and even then, it's still very risky. So you should really start thinking about whether or not you want this comeback at all."

"Now you're starting to piss me off," she snapped. "This isn't a 'scandal' or a 'business' or any of that stuff! This is my life! Isn't the whole point for me to be entertaining? I can do that and be with a woman at the same time!" She heard him start to interrupt, but she pushed ahead, "Maybe it's about time Japan had an openly queer pop star, because there sure as hell aren't enough of us! So you can shut the fuck up until you have something a little less caveman to say!"

And she hung up on him. Deep down, she knew she was being unfair to Minoru; he was just trying to do his job, and seeing everything through that public relations lense. But she hated the fact that they were trying to tell her she couldn't even date the woman she wanted to date. Nevermind that she was serious about it, and they all thought this was either a publicity stunt, or just some random person she wanted to hold hands with for five seconds before throwing her away. Everything in the world of light music was so immaterial. She wasn't even sure she really was gay or bisexual or whichever label fit her; why did it have to be so important to everyone when it didn't even affect them?

Looking over at Ai was enough to reassure her that she had done the right thing. Even though she wasn't even paying attention to her at the moment, just looking around the brightly-coloured interior of the castle, she was still just as gorgeous as ever — and she was a woman. The only woman Rise had ever found herself thinking about as not just attractive, but as someone she was attracted to. Every time she tried to examine that and figure out if it was a fluke, she just found herself falling yet harder for the stunning upperclassman. Who wouldn't be? Plenty of boys wanted to be with her, so it was understandable.

Because at least some small part of her was lesbian. Maybe more than a small one.

As she stowed her phone, she took a look at Chie and Yukiko. Chie was cute in a playful, carefree way, and Yukiko was so elegant. Could she be into them? No, not really; she had never thought about them that way in the past and wasn't too inclined to start now. Though if she were to choose…

That was interesting. Her brain instantly whispered, "It would be Yukiko," and she didn't even understand the reason. Was she into girlier girls?! Turning her attention to Chie, she knew she was also appealing in a different way, but something about that extra-feminine… maybe it was because she associated that with Ai now. She and Yukiko were both very put together, even if Yukiko took a simpler approach to her dress and makeup and hair; more traditional.

Weird thoughts. Shaking her head out, she jogged to catch up with the group, putting on a happy face.

"What was that shit all about?" Kanji asked idly.

"Nothing," she said with a big smile, trying to put her best foot forward. "What about you guys? What's this all about?"

After a brief pause, Chie said, "It's… a castle…?"

"Well, um, yes, but are we all having fun? Come on, get excited — we're in Okinawa! Away from our parents and school and all that dumb stuff! Let's have FUN!"

Nobody could argue with that.

                                                ~ o ~

Only once they were at lunch did Ai catch up to her and confront her on trying to hide her true feelings about that phone call. After she had related the entirety of the conversation, Ai looked like she would throw her soba and chanpuru at the wall; she even threatened to pick it up and do that very thing.

"Shhh, stop that," Rise half-snickered. "It's not that big a deal."

"It is to me! That fucking asshole thinks he can push you around and tell you who to be?!"

"I know! It's so gross, and invasive, and… I just don't think it's very nice for the label to be breathing down my neck so much!"

Ai sighed as she stirred her noodles distractedly, posture slumping. "But you'd probably better think about doing as they say."

"Huh?"

"Well, you have your entire future to think about, right? I don't want to be the one holding you back. They're gross, but they're probably also just reading the room. They know what it takes to get you where you want to be, and… I ain't it."

A flash of anger welled up within Rise as she picked at her rafute. "No. You're what I need because you're my friend and you make me happy."

"Friend, huh? You do that with all your friends?" When Rise opened her mouth, she held up her hand, chopsticks still between her fingers. "Just messing with you."

"Shut UP, oh my GOD." Then they both laughed very briefly before Rise felt another sigh coming on. "Honestly, I think they're wrong about this. I've checked the online spaces myself, too — don't they think I have? Don't they think I'm better at it than those old crusty guys are?!"

"Tell them, girl!"

"Are you two okay over there?" Chie asked with a little laugh.

"NO!" they both answered, only making both tables laugh. There hadn't been enough space at any one table at the restaurant they found, so most of them ended up at the big one. Ai had volunteered the two of them to take another small one nearby — and Rise now realised the reason was this interrogation.

"Anyway, if they don't want me on the label anymore, that's that. I can find a way to pursue music without them."

Mouth full, Ai just nodded and pointed her chopsticks at her for a second until she swallowed. "YES. The internet is here and it's queer, and they're old guard who are going to die out. Viral videos are really starting to become a big part of how artists get noticed. YouTube and Niconico and stuff. Who even cares about TV anymore?"

"A lot of people," Rise sighed resignedly. "Especially in rural areas — which will also be the same people who don't want to see me dating a woman. Just not kids our age as much as we used to."

"Well… okay, yeah, that's true."

"It's okay, though. The future isn't for old people, it's for us. Me being who I am, dating who I want to date, is part of pushing forward, y'know? Not that I want to be some big activist… I don't know enough about that stuff. Not as much as you probably do. But I'm not going to hide who I am just because some old people tell me I have to; I've done enough of that for a lifetime. Now I just want to figure out the real Rise and love her, and show the world who she is."

Though she had finished and gone back to eating a moment later, waiting for Ai to respond, she never did. So eventually she glanced up to see her simply smiling across the table at her, elbows leaning on its surface as her mascara-laden eyelashes fluttered a little.

"What?"

"Nothing. Just proud of what a bitch you can be when you need to."

"Huh?! I'm not a bitch!"

"It's a compliment, dumbass. Bitches get shit done."

"Oh. Well, um… thank you?"

Ai chuckled at her for a moment, prompting Rise to kick her under the table. Then they both started flicking tiny bits of food at each other from across the tabletop until Yosuke asked what the hell they were doing, prompting a loud peal of laughter from them both. Even though at the time, Rise was mostly worried about her career and whether or not she was making the right steps, she would forever look back on that as a glorious moment she had shared with Ai Ebihara. With her girlfriend.

                                                To Be Continued…