#don’t talk to me rn i’m devastated
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thewingedwolf · 3 months ago
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can’t believe i lost them when they finally made the edit…
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tonystarkstan · 2 years ago
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hey just a fun question. for Science. do you ever get over your first love and how long does it take?
#and why does it still hurt so terribly sometimes?#maybe it’s bc I still talk to all our mutual friends almost daily#and I still notice her absence all the time#bc she still comes up in conversation in all these fond ways#in ‘oh I wish I could tell her this I know she would find it funny’#I wish she could see how hard I’m trying to get proper help#it devastates me that she will never get to see a healthy version of me#it devastates me beyond belief#bc I think a healthy & medicated version of me would have been worth loving & keeping#I think a healthy version of me would have taken a few deep breaths#I am so sad I am so lonely#this blog used to be a place where my fricken soul would burst with interest and love for media and the friends I met through it#now it is a graveyard of lost relationships#I think I’m just doing bad rn bc I am physical exhausted from work and bc it’s almost one year since I talked to her#and bc apple memories keeps bringing up photos of us that I can’t delete#and because last night I had a dream that she said she’s so relieved to finally be over me#and I’m selfish enough to wish I could be the one who’s forever missed#rather than the one who is forever doing the missing#and bc I miss the warmth & comfort & ease of conversation that don’t exist in my life anymore#bc I went like 20 years without having so much as a crush until I met her#and now I genuinely think that that was my one shot at getting to feel anything like that#but then I try to remind myself that this is probably how everyone else felt before they got to fall in love again#I really want to go home
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bunnis-monsters · 4 months ago
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Can we got shy demon going completely feral and wanting nothing more than to breed the reader please?
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You yelped out in surprise when your lover pulled you close, whining softly. He’d been super clinging the past few days, and wouldn’t tell you why.
“Too embarrassing…” he’d mutter under his breath, burying his face in your neck. “Don’t wanna talk about it…”
You sighed, petting his hair. Since the two of you met as children, he had always been so shy and timid… especially with you.
Despite his height and demonic appearance, he had never been aggressive or used it to his advantage.
Until today.
Your boyfriend, who was usually so shy and sweet had you pinned under him, his bulge rutting against your ass as his tail slipped until your panties to toy with your clit.
His mind was gone, leaving him feral with a need to breed his beloved mate.
“Baby, what’s wrong?”
The sudden shift has you afraid… but also strangely aroused. The way he kept you pinned down, asserting his dominance by growling lowly in your ear… it was enough to have you soaking through your panties.
He buried his head into your neck, inhaling your scent before letting out a shaky moan. Your lover couldn’t speak, his mind was foggy and all he could think of was breeding your fat cunt.
Your panties were ripped off in an instant, a purr rumbling in his chest as he eyed how your pussy drooled in need for him.
His cock head pressed against your hole, making you gasp and wriggle. It was huge, nearly twice the size as normal!
“T-too big, I can’t-“
The air was knocked out of your lungs when he speared you with his cock, the tip pushing against your cervix.
He fucked into you like a ravenous beast, using your cunt as his breeding toy. You could barely think, so fucked out that you were seeing stars.
Your tummy was stuffed full of cum, your shoulders and neck covered in bite marks and hickeys. It was the first time he had ever been so rough with you… and you were loving it.
His finger rubbed your sensitive bundle of nerves, toying with your clit roughly as he pounded into your fat pussy.
By the end of the night you were an exhausted little thing, your rut brained lover clinging to you as his cock stayed nestled inside of you.
He was devastated when you told him what happened in the morning, his face buried in your lap as he cried and begged for forgiveness.
“I never want to hurt you… I should have locked myself away, now you’re going to hate me…”
“Hate you?”
His eyes widened when you tilted his chin up and kissed him. “I could never hate you… this is something natural, you don’t have to be ashamed. I’m uh… more than willing to help you out next time too.”
For the next few days you were pampered and doted on as your body recovered from breeding session. If he was anything, your boyfriend was an amazing lover.
But… you were definitely excited to see that feral side of him again in a month or so.
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knavesflames · 4 months ago
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halloooooo !! I’m not sure if requests are open but if they’re not it’s okay if you don’t write this. I wanted to ask if you could write an Arlecchino x reader (fluff, can be fic or headcanons or anythint) where reader is insecure about her face ? Like they don’t think they’re pretty enough bc of their friends and stuff. Thank you !! Take your time and have a nice day <3
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I needed something like this rn so I’m almost glad it took so long for me to get to (though I am sorry, i have been so busy) a lil hard to be positive right now but i tried my best!!
Word count: 707
Contents: fluff, insecure reader
UTC!
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Your friends are beautiful, handsome. They truly are. Your girlfriend, Arlecchino, is stunning too. It seems everyone around you has the perfect face, looks utterly amazing. You find yourself admiring them whenever you’re around them. Yet, you, yourself, are not any of those things. Not in your own mind. You can’t even look at yourself in the mirror, at least, not recently. You find your eyes burning with hot tears the second you catch a glimpse, and you find yourself growing bitter at the sight of anyone who doesn’t look like you. At least before it got so bad you could joke about how you wanted to be them, and now jealousy has given way to hatred, even if they’ve done nothing wrong.
It isn’t like Arlecchino hasn’t noticed, either. The way your makeup mirror has been flipped around so you don’t have to see yourself, or the way you purposely avoid looking towards any reflective surface, even during intimate activities. And if we’re honest, Arlecchino loves to make you look at yourself while you’re coming undone because of her, except her recent advances have been met with a firm ‘no’.
She can’t figure out why you suddenly began acting like this. Any mention of either your frame or your face turns you angry and silent, with your fists clenching. You aren’t angry really though, you’re just sad. Sad you won’t ever look like the people you wish you could look like. Devastated at the thought that Arlecchino will one day see sense and leave you for one of them. The thought of that hurts you so much you begin distancing yourself from her, too. Arlecchino, at first, is confused. She, for the life of her, cannot understand any of this. Yet, the day comes where you can’t even bring yourself to look at her while she speaks to you, and she can’t seem to keep herself quiet anymore.
“Look at me,” she snaps. She tries not to lose her temper with you, not when she knows there’s a clear reason why you’re acting the way you’re acting, but you’re not saying anything, you won’t even look at her.
You feel your own jaw setting, all of your negative feelings bubbling up for no reason. Unfortunately this time, she seems to be the target. “Or what, you’ll leave me for someone prettier?”
Arlecchino doesn’t flinch, but her expression, the one that’s usually so graceful and emotionless, crumples into a frown of pure disbelief and confusion. Her voice this time comes out as a quiet hiss. “What? You doubt my affection for you after all this time? Is that what this is about?”
When you go to argue back, and your voice breaks into a cry, she softens as much as someone like Arlecchino can soften. “I see,” she murmurs, sitting down next to you. Her hand softly lands on your knee, squeezing it gently. “This again, is it? I have told you countless times—“
“It doesn’t help. I still feel this way.” Your attempt at a venomous response does nothing but highlight how you’re feeling, the exact opposite effect you wanted. Still, you sniffle, your hands curled in on themselves as you talk. “No words will help that I want to rip off my own skin because it feels like I am the ugliest creature to ever walk the earth, or that I feel like I have been created for the universe to be amused at my torment.”
“Yet to me, you are a creature full of beauty and grace. You are wonderful, your face is, too. Do you not think I would have left if I wanted to?” Your response to her words is silence. Unfortunately for your brain, she has a point. She could leave in a heartbeat, you couldn’t stop her if you pleaded. She stays, though. Doesn’t that say enough?
“If I didn’t know better, I would say you are a descendant of a goddess. So, how dare you speak about yourself in that way? I did not fall for your friends, or some girl on the street. I demand nothing but the best for myself, and that is exactly what I have. Next time you feel this way, you come to me.”
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7ndipity · 4 days ago
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Finding Out Their Crush Is Dating Someone
Ot7 x Reader
Summary: How the members would react to finding out that their crush is in a relationship/seeing them with their partner
Warnings: angst, swearing,
A/N: thanks to the lovely anon who requested this! I hope you like it!
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Jin: He would try his best to carry on with your friendship as if nothing was amiss, but he wouldn’t be able to hide his distaste for your partner, avoiding being around them as much as possible, which unfortunately means avoiding you at times as well. The growing tension between you would likely result in you either drifting apart for a while, or him eventually confessing after you call him out on it, tho what the outcome of that would be is unclear.
Yoongi: He wouldn’t dare show it, not even to friends who might know about his feelings towards you, but he’s devastated. This is the exact thing he was afraid would happen, bc like you’re amazing, of course you would find somebody. He just hoped he wouldn’t have to watch it happen. He would try to continue your friendship as normal, but there’s an invisible wall that’s been built between the two of you now that you don’t understand.
Hobi: You know the “This is fine, I’m okay with the events unfolding around me.” meme? That’s Hobi rn. Honestly tho, he would try his hardest to act as though it doesn’t bother him, bc at least you’re happy, but he lowkey feels like his heart’s getting wrung out every time he sees you with your partner. He might consider pulling away for a bit, but he loves you too much to actually do so, so he just tries to ride it out and hope his feelings will calm over time…
Namjoon: oooh boy, you’re now the new fan-favorite break-up track on his next album. No but fr, he would be soo angsty and sulky about the situation, avoiding you for days/weeks after finding out. He knows it’s not fair to just shut you out without any real explanation, but he’s afraid of how sharing his feelings would fuck up your friendship even more. It would end up spiraling into a fight when you confront him about his weird behavior and he finally spills the truth.(I want to believe that y’all would work it out in the end but🤷) 
Jimin: I feel like in his mind, he wants to handle it maturely and pretend nothing’s wrong, but in reality, he completely ices you both out. It’s his knee-jerk response whenever he’s hurt, and so he just leaves it to you to try and figure out why he’s suddenly so upset with you. He might even go back to normal just as suddenly bc he misses you, and just pretends like he wasn’t avoiding you, leaving you even more lost about what the fuck is going on.
Taehyung: Oooh this boy, he would be soo fucking dramatic, sulking and acting as if you’ve dumped him, even tho you never actually went out or talked about his feelings in the first place. He’d blame your partner for “stealing you away”, even tho they likely don’t have a clue about his feelings for you either. If you confront him and ask him what’s up, he’ll likely spill the whole thing immediately, but he won’t dare bring it up himself out of fear of rejection and ruining your friendship.
Jungkook: You’re seeing someone?! Behind his back?! Even though he never actually told you that he had feelings for you, so you have no clue what the fuck is going on?! Fr tho, he would be soo angsty, moping and avoiding you for days, ignoring your calls and texts. This would only last for a few days tho before his feelings start to eat him alive and he’s showing up at your place and pouring his heart out to you. He doesn’t care if it’s too late or you reject him, he just needs you to know.
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whyse7vn · 5 months ago
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PRETTY -
[ot7 x reader]
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YOONGI -
y/n: yoongi
ur so pretty
makes me clench my fist in range
toes curl in pleasure
back arch in need
my pretty boy
sosososososo petty
mmgrrhrhhhhhhhhhhhh
yoongi: ??
thanks????
y/n: wtf
don’t question mark my complements
yoongi: you could of called me pretty in a normal way
y/n: that was normal
yoongi: for you
meaning in reality that was weird as fuck
y/n: the children of today are so unappreciative it’s crazy
yoongi: i’m a grown man
y/n: ur like 5’2
you NEED to grow man
yoongi: ur not funny
and i’m not 5’2
y/n: you’re 5’2 in my mind forever and always
and i’m hilarious don’t lie like that again min yoongi
yoongi: don’t call me by my full name freak idk u like that
y/n: you are too short to be talking in my phone crazy like this what the hell
yoongi: what do you want
y/n: come kiss me on my hot mouth pretty boy
yoongi: could of said that in the first place
y/n: well i said it now
come hither boyfriend
yoongi: shut up
i’ll turn around rn
go back to the studio
y/n: you won’t
yoongi: whatever
y/n: love you pretty boy 🫦
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JIMIN -
jimin: you are so pretty
y/n: you are so pretty
jimin: fuck you
y/n: kill yourself
always trying to be like me wtf
jimin: what is ur issue
this was supposed to be MY moment of vulnerability not urs
y/n: if it helps i was lying
jimin: so i’m not pretty
y/n: yeah
jimin: THAT was a lie
y/n: are you sure
jimin: yes
..
YES
y/n: okay ugly ☠️☠️
jimin: bye
y/n: ok but the way we said that at the same time baby that was so cute 😍😍😍😍
jimin: i know we are like goals 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
y/n: ur built like a goal
jimin: what does that even mean
y/n: ur wide
jimin: WIDE????
y/n: yeah cuz goals are wide
like the football ones
jimin: body shame me again and i’ll make a twitter thread
y/n: it’s actually called x now
jimin: you’re about to be my ex
y/n: the one that got away 😍
jimin: the one that was taken away
by the police
or like the fbi
or death
a really really bad disease like the plague or smth
any one of those options would do
i’m not picky
y/n: yeah cuz ur a pick ME
jimin: wide a pick me just say you hate me
y/n: you just told be to die
jimin: but i didn’t call you wide
or a pick me
i know the limit babe
y/n: i would argue telling me to die is worse than being called wide
wide could be a compliment
like omg namjoon is so wide 😍🤤😝
jimin: wtf????
could of used me in the example
y/n: no
that would be untrue
namjoon is good wide
ur bad wide
jimin: i think you’re just pushing unrealistic body standards on me
y/n: how is it unrealistic when namjoon is real
jimin: leave me alone
y/n: you called me pretty
jimin: you called me wide
y/n: wide and pretty
jimin: am i namjoon pretty
y/n: can’t you be happy with the pretty i gave you
jimin: i don’t want to be wide pretty
i want to be namjoon pretty
y/n: maybe i love you for your wide pretty
jimin: you love me 🤭??
y/n: a little 🤭
jimin: heh 😏
no i still don’t like being wide
y/n: wow ur so difficult
you are just pretty
no wide pretty
just pretty
jimin pretty
jimin: yeah and don’t ever forget it
y/n: kill yourself
jimin: i’m to pretty to die
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JUNGKOOK -
y/n: BOYFRIEND WYA 🗣️‼️ BOYFRIEND WYA 🗣️‼️
jk: HIIIII
HI
HEY hi
i’m here hello
y/n: i’ll eat you alive kook i will
jk: i’ll taste great
will season myself 4u and everything
y/n: aren’t you the best >.<
jk: for you always
y/n: sighs
jeon jungkook you are so unbelievably pretty it devastates me
jk: pls don’t be devastated
y/n: so devastated
fell to my knees in the middle of the hybe building
pretty boy
jk: i’m about to fall to my knees too
don’t be upset baby
hate when ur upset
y/n: ur too pretty
no choice but to be upset
jk: i’m gonna start throwing up how do i fix this
tell me babe and i’ll do it
y/n: kiss me
jk: or should i kill myself
y/n: oh.
jk: lmk
cuz i will if you want
y/n: no a kiss will be fine kook
jk: are you sure?
y/n: do you want me to be sure?
jk: i want what you want
y/n: right
jk: right
also i think you are the prettiest to ever walk this earth ever and i love you so much and you make me want to pass out and die just like this 😃😀😱😨😰😯😧🫨😵‍💫😵
y/n: wow thank you kook
jk: also it’s really hot outside today so make sure you drink some water
y/n: yes sir 🫡
jk: don’t say things like that ur making me blush >.<
y/n: send proof
jk: you’ll laugh at me
y/n: i will
but i’ll probably twirl my hair and kick my feet too
ur just so pretty like that
jk: i am?
y/n: you are >.<
jk: are we flirting rn??
y/n: we just might be
jk: wow
life is great
y/n: the best
jk: creamed 😣
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SEOKJIN -
y/n: baby u so pretty
jin: fact
y/n: don’t play hard to get when ur hard to want
jin: ??????????
HELLO??????
y/n: hi
jin: I WASN’T EVEN PLAYING HARD TO GET
y/n: stop shouting
jin: i just said fact meaning that what you said was indeed a fact
y/n: compliment me back
jin: you know i’m not good at this
y/n: well get good
jin: you are easy on the eyes
y/n: are you fucking 50 who says shit like that?
jin: don’t ever accuse me of being that age again i’m forever 24
y/n: yeah whatever next compliment go
jin: i’m not a dog to be ordered around like this yk?
y/n: GO
jin: the biggest compliment i can give you is being your boyfriend
since i’m so pretty hot sexy and handsome out of everyone i chose YOU to kiss on the lips meaning ur at most half of what i am
y/n: at most???
jin: but i’m already your boyfriend so i can’t compliment you anymore
y/n: make me ur wife then
jin: WOAHHHHHHHHH
babe i think namjoon is calling me rn lmao😭
you know it breaks my heart to cut the precious time we spend talking short but duty calls 💜
talk to you later my pretty petal
y/n: pretty petal?
jin: my queen
y/n: how about your wife 🤩
jin: ok gtg namjoon is getting really angry now babe
y/n: fuck you
bitch
jin: *pretty bitch
y/n: i thought namjoom needed you
jin: no ur right bye
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NAMJOON -
y/n: joon you’re so pretty every time you look in my direction i feel as if i am going to implode and explode at the time time killing millions of women a children and ALL men expect you
namjoon: ur so descriptive baby thank you
y/n: ur so sexy
you can’t see rn
but i’m biting my lip at you
namjoon: thank you ❤️
but what are you doing up this late pretty
told you to sleep i’ll be there when you wake up
y/n: you think i’m pretty >.<
namjoon: as always the prettiest
but seriously go to bed my love it’s real late
y/n: you see joon i’m actually in the middle of grinding for that bag
that money never stops can i get an amen 🤑💰💸🗣️‼️
namjoon: amen baby but can’t you do that tomorrow
y/n: joon the money never stops
meaning the work never stops
meaning work4life money4life
my bag? LARGE
namjoon: maybe it’s time for a healthy work life balance?
y/n: ur pretty you wouldn’t get the technicality of it all
namjoon: but you’re pretty too so i guess we both don’t get it
y/n: we are different levels of pretty like ur pretty pretty so all you think about is being pretty ur boobs and iced americanos
namjoon: iced americanos?
y/n: see??
and i’m surface level pretty so i have time to think about getting to the bag
namjoon: don’t say that
you’re pretty pretty and more
y/n: that’s nice joon but i have a bag to grind for right now
namjoon: baby it’s almost 12
y/n: my bag
namjoon: your bed
get into it
y/n: GET IN TOOO ITTTTTTTTT
what do you know about that joonie??
YUHHHHHHHHHHHH
namjoon: baby
y/n: sorry
namjoon: it’s okay
y/n: i’m really tired
namjoon: i know it’s okay
told you not to wait up
y/n: can’t fall asleep without my pretty boy :c
namjoon: i’ll be home soon
y/n: promise?
namjoon: promise
y/n: pbp
call that a pretty boy promise
namjoon: so creative 💞
sit tight pretty girl
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HOSEOK-
y/n: hobi u so pretty
hobi: u too
y/n: ??jump
if ur gonna say it back
say it properly
bitch
hobi: busy babe
y/n: doing what
hobi: you would call me mean words if i told you
but maybe i want that
wink wink haha lol
y/n: are you being fr rn
hobi: is fr being me
y/n: hoseok
hobi: baby ☹️
y/n: i was trying to be cute
hobi: and you’re the cutest
y/n: shut up go away
we can’t have anything in this life
sighs
hobi: don’t sigh babe
y/n: don’t be a horny loser
hobi: what happened to me being pretty
y/n: i take it back
hobi: you can’t
y/n: i can
hobi: no
y/n: yes
hobi: :(
y/n: don’t frown at me trying to be cute when ur touching ur dick
you make me wanna throw up
hobi: what if i said i was thinking about you
y/n: so you were thinking about me and you couldn’t even compliment me back properly
CRAZY
hobi: it’s hard to type with one hand you know
y/n: gross stop talking
hobi: ok but is it not hot that just the thought of you gets me acting crazy
y/n: don’t blame me for your craziness what the hell
like you’re crazy because that’s just how you are
nothing to do with my influence
hobi: so why am i jerking off to the thought of you
seems like your influence to me
y/n: bye.
hobi: ok hand off dick i promise
let’s chit chat
you called me pretty right?
what did the queen of blasia say that one time??
the truth ain’t pretty but coming from your mouth something something something pretty 😘🥰😍
y/n: the queen of blasia????
hobi: yeah?
jhene aiko??
you fw her??
y/n: the queen of blasia
hobi: yeah
said that already
y/n: right
we are gonna talk about that another time
hobi: why
you don’t fw the queen of blasia?
y/n: stop talking
anyways
hobi: can i put my hand back on my dick orrrrr
y/n: no never mind
the queen of fucking blasia are you stupid hoseok??
hobi: i don’t want to talk about this anymore
i’m trying to see some ass
a titty perchance 🧐
ur face even
and call me pretty again it did things to me
y/n: jhene aiko
hobi: YES jhene aiko the queen of blasia with her son steve lacy the nations (blasias) sweetheart
y/n: wow
hobi: call me pretty
y/n: tell me about this blasia lore you have
hobi: NO
i’m hard no shinee
y/n: i think you’re unwell and gross
and probably high
hobi: ok but am i pretty
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TAEHYUNG -
y/n: ur so pretty
tae: chat is this rizz ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️
y/n: can we have one moment
please
tae: chat is this real ⁉️
y/n: kim taehyung
tae: chat am i cooked ⁉️
y/n: WHO ARE YOU FUCKING TALKING TO
RN
tae: chat i’m scared rn…. 😩😰
y/n: stop
tae: do you think i would make a good streamer
y/n: i’ll stream your execution
tae: real
would get so many views
good first steam
you think people would donate
y/n: no
tae: i’ll let you mod for me
y/n: i don’t like you
tae: because you love me
y/n: love is a strong word
tae: we share strong emotions
y/n: i’ll share a strong bullet with you
tae: try me
literally built my whole brand off being bulletproof
y/n: whatever
tae: when you called me pretty i moaned btw
[read 9:00pm]
real loud
[delivered]
had me like
😩💢😩💢😩
[delivered]
hello
[delivered]
oh
[delivered]
babe
[delivered]
ok sorry
[delivered]
chat clip that
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kook and jin’s was ass forgive me i wrote them last my fault 😆
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algae-tm · 6 months ago
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Kill Bill P.7
Charles Leclerc x famous singer ex!reader
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Author’s note : all the songs are real although I’ve played around with who’s featured on what, but I recommend everyone listen to the songs I’ve chosen not for any particular reason just cause they slap and I had such fun creating a playlist for this AU.
Also, I have WAYYY too much time on my hands now that uni is over… so hope you enjoy - Algae🌱
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yourusername : ‘TIDES’ out now on all streaming platforms 💚
y/bff/n : Now you did not play me Cellophane when i listened to this earlier! Why do you have me crying in walgreens by the edamame beans??
— yourusername : girl? do you want me to come get you?
— y/bff/n : please.
— y/bff/n : HURRY UP nobody gets me started playing and the cashier is wondering why I’m using grapes to dry my tears.
user1 : y/bff/n is so real for that cause what do you mean, “didn’t I do it for you, why don’t I do it for you?” y/n please explain yourself STAT!
— user3 : no cause the most devastating part, ‘WHEN ALL I DO IS FOR YOU’ y/n I’m in your walls, how dare you start an album like that wtf?
user4 : oh okay 😀
lewishamilton : So fun collabing with you
user5 : no cause we were robbed! we should’ve had XNDA on girls need love.
— yourusername : I was not about to sing about fucking and sucking with my surrogate uncle! Even could’ve been was too much for me. y’all should be lucky I brought the old man out of retirement
— lewishamilton : glad you made that executive decision but I’m not that old :(
danielricciardo : me rn - 🎧😭🕺🪩😭😢
— yourusername : I appreciate you Danny 💚
— yourusername : but make sure you give your therapist a ring yeah?
— danielricciardo : on call with her rn!
user5 : what’s everyone’s favourite track and why is it love on the brain?
— user6 : how could you even choose?? This might be a no skip album I fear.
user8: I’m sorry y/n did not lay out the 5 minute from the heart ballad that is Ex-Factor for y’all to just not talk about it??
— user9: “no one loves you more than me, and no one ever will!” You listening Lord Perceval????
— user16: “no matter how I think we grow you always seem to let me know… IT AIN’T WORKING.”
— user13: but like if she’s trying to send a message to Charles it’s a bit disjointed no?
— user10: ex-factor isn’t to Charles Leclerc
— user11: be so fr who is it for then??
— user10: it’s obviously y/n grappling with her conflicting emotions… it’s not meant to be for Charles. This whole album is her going through it. She’s sorting thru her emotions. Are y’all dumb or stupid?
— user15: alright now
user21: AHHSHHEJSJSJSKEDVDKZKSUDJ
— user23: real.
hallebailey: call me asap for any more collabs, had such fun on Forgive Me!
— yourusername: love you hal x
— chloebailey: do not call her! She got her chance call me! (liked by yourusername)
y/bff/n: SUPERMODEL??!!?? Another one you didn’t let me listen to???
— yourusername: cause I knew you’d smack me upside the head for begging a man to see me as pretty enough.
— user24: WHO DIDN’T THINK YOU WERE PRETTY ENOUGH?! CHARLES?!! LET ME AT HIM!
oscarpiastri: on repeat 🎶
— user31: Oscar 😭 it’s giving desperate
— user26: keep commenting, she’ll reply one day!
— user27: bros talking to himself in her comments
sza: album of the year I fear
— yourusername: Solana 💚 couldn’t have done it without you
user32: @oscarpiastri are you the homeboy she’s been secretly banging like she says on supermodel?
— yourusername: I have NOT been secretly banging anyone’s homeboy! Supermodel is the only track with joint writing creds! I fear @sza came up with that lyric. (Comment deleted by yourusername)
— user34: NO Y/N let Charles think you’ve been secretly doing Oscar!
— user35: @user34 love me some psychological warfare!
landonorris: first!
— yourusername: you literally are the last person to comment😒😒
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Y/N Strips Off Expectations on Her New Album ‘TIDES’
R&B superstar delivers sharp barbs and haunting melodies on her long-awaited LP, amidst relationship drama with ex Charles Leclerc.
By Will Dukes
June 10, 2024
If you thought the singles released prior to the album were indicative of the direction this LP would take, think again. Y/n’s highly anticipated latest release, "TIDES," is an ambitious and masterful exploration of love's euphoria and its darker, toxic undertones. Known for her sultry R&B style, y/n transcends genre boundaries in this 15-track opus, weaving together dance, electronic, pop, and reggae influences to craft a cohesive narrative.
The album opens with "Cellophane," a haunting electronic ballad reminiscent of FKA Twigs' ethereal work. This opening track is something we’ve never seen from y/n, yet her delicate vocals float over a sparse, echoing production, setting a tone of vulnerability and foreshadowing the emotional journey ahead. This track is a stunning prologue, drawing listeners into a world where love is as fragile as the titular cellophane.
As we transition to the 3rd track of the album "Forgive Me," the album's pulse quickens. The track opens with a haunting, ethereal intro that quickly gives way to a pulsating beat and assertive bass line, setting a commanding tone. Y/n’s and Halle’s harmonies are immediately striking, blending seamlessly while each woman’s distinct vocal timbre adds depth and texture to the song. Their voices convey both strength and a sense of liberation as they sing about reclaiming their power and refusing to apologize for their choices. Mid-album, "Doo Wop (That Thing)" introduces a surprising but seamless shift. The pop-reggae rhythm provides a laid-back contrast to the preceding tracks, reflecting a momentary calm in the tumultuous relationship. Yet, y/n’s lyrics hint at something more sinister, the song can be seen as a warning, y/n clearly saying to her listeners I’ve made mistakes and here is how you can avoid them.
I won’t blame anyone for mistaking her single “Kill Bill” as the climax of the album. That is what y/n wants you to believe but the climax arrives with "Mary Magdalene" an electronic ballad that ties with the opening track “Cellophane.” For me "Mary Magdalene," is a standout, embodying the album's central themes. Drawing on the figure of Mary Magdalene, y/n reclaims and redefines her story, exploring themes of femininity, devotion, and resilience. The song's intricate layering and hypnotic rhythms create an almost spiritual experience, inviting listeners to delve into its complex emotional landscape. The production is haunting, with distorted synths and echoing beats mirroring the disintegration of trust and affection. y/n’s vocal performance here is raw and powerful, her pain palpable as she sings, "a woman’s touch, a sacred geometry. I know where you start where you end. How to please, how to curse.”
"TIDES" concludes with "Mirrored Heart," a poignant ballad that brings the narrative full circle, echoing the album’s opening. With an album so tumultuous listeners would probably wish for a sense of closure. This song does not give you that, rather you’ll be left questioning ‘what’s next.” y/n’s voice, both fragile and resilient, lingers long after the final note.
In "TIDES," y/n not only expands her musical palette but also delivers a profound and relatable story. This album is a testament to her artistry, marking her as a versatile, timeless and fearless force in contemporary music. It’s a disjointed album, songs sometimes seem out of place, but like the title “TIDES,” suggests, and given the situation that inspired the album, that is exactly the atmosphere y/n was looking to create.
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charles_leclerc : best believe I’ll move on to better things
user1: do y’all hear that?
user3: not you using lyrics from y/n’s song it’s giving desperate.
user4: poor Alex
landonorris: what is bro doing lmao
user5: oh -
arthur_leclerc: if before you had a chance now you have 0 😂
— user5: oh Arthur’s messy messy
—lorenzotl: we want our sister in law back, and this idiot isn’t doing us any favours.
user6: I’m sorry this is so disrespectful to Alex. Just cause you guys broke up doesn’t mean you can do this
user7: lmao get a life
carlossainz55: cabron… this is not what we agreed you’d do 😅
lewishamilton: 😒
— danielricciardo: 😒
— georgerussel63: 😒
— y/bff/n: 😒
— francisca.cgomes: 😒
pierregasly: brother delete this 😔
— oscarpiastri: 😂
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wawataka · 29 days ago
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as much as i LOVE the ending to mob psycho 100 (truly a beautiful way to wrap everything up) the one thing that bothers me most is shou’s character development
I think it’s specifically because of his lack of screen time and ONE trying to keep the manga 100 chapters long but he really shot himself in the foot with that. Mostly everyone was written well but I feel like he ran out of time to write everything he really wanted (remember that off handed remark about an esper awakening from Claws horrifying chambers? never brought up again). I feel like for the most part, every other character has a satisfying ending. It aligns with their goals. Serizawa finally feels like he is contributing good to society. Teru understands he isn’t special but hey, nobody is. Reigen isn’t alone anymore. Ritsu and Mob have come to accept Mob for who he is and have started the process of moving on from their trauma. Shou has… well he beat his father. but that wasn’t really him. That was Mob. He spent his whole life coming up with ways to get Toichiro to see some sense and in the end, it had to be someone else. Not him. Not his son. Do you think he ever moved on from that? Do you think he knows he has to? He can technically live his life “normally” now but can he? We can’t even know how he’s dealing with everything because he doesn’t show up in season three at all until like episode 11 (NOT counting the maid cafe scene although it was undeniably really funny). and the thing he takes away from his experience fighting Mob?
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BROTHER THEY MADE A WHOLE SHOW ABOUT WHY YOU SHOULDN’T DO THAT. YOU’RE IN THAT SHOW. It almost feels like he’s going backwards??? Like I understand where he’s coming from, and for my own peace of mind i’ve been trying to think he meant it for like violence. but i cannot stop thinking of a Shou that quit using his powers entirely. i literally stopped typing this post and stared at the ceiling rn because of it. like i’m not crazy right?? i can’t be the only one who feels like something is missing about his character??? that CAN’T be what he walks away with
Also this might be a “and the curtains were blue” moment but i also want to talk about this omake
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Yeah sure it’s devastating but then I actually started thinking about it. The title is called “Suzuki Shou 13 Years old.” Which is interesting to me because Shou was 12 almost the whole story. His birthday is in december (RIP). He turned 13 like just a month before the confession arc took place. The only thing i don’t know is if he has this dream before or after. I really hope it’s before because if he had this dream post confession arc then ouch???? ?? because if it’s after then that means he clearly hasn’t moved on from everything?? he’s still being haunted by his origin?? and we’re never gonna see him ever move on?? ONE i’m going to kill you and then kill you again make a shou spin off NEOW
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bruisedboys · 11 months ago
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hello!!! i saw that you write for bradley and i’m OVER THE MOON RN. could i possibly request a hurt/comfort fic with a shy!plus size! reader combo? maybe a first date scenario where bradley is super late to said date and reader thinks he stood her up or asked her out as a joke so she goes home super embarrassed like “why did i think i could be w him in the first place??” bradley is devastated because he’s liked this girl for so long and he just blew it but he’s able to get her back in the end 🤩 please and thank you!!
hello angel!! thank u so so much for the sweet request, I hope it’s okay! mwah
bradley bradshaw x shy!fem!plus-size!reader cw for body insecurities
You stare at yourself in the mirror, miserable. You haven’t cried yet, but the way your stomach looks in this top might be your breaking point. You’d actually felt pretty, earlier in the evening, all dolled up in your new clothes. But then you’d waited an agonising 45 minutes at the restaurant for Bradley to show up, only to realise he wasn’t coming and you’d made a complete fool of yourself. Now you just feel ugly and so, so embarrassed.
Why would he even want me? You think, glaring at your body in the mirror. You lift your top and squeeze a handful of your soft stomach cruelly, half wishing you could rip it clean off. He probably asked you as a joke, you suppose. And you were stupid enough to buy into it.
A single, hot tear rolls down the slope of your cheek.
You’re wiping at it angrily when there’s a loud, sharp knock on your door. You flinch. It’s enough to scare you out of your miserable state, at least. You freeze, thinking maybe if you ignore it, whoever it is will leave you alone.
“Y/N?”
Bradley? You recognise his voice immediately and your heart climbs to your throat. What is he doing here? Did he not just stand you up? Is he here to antagonise you further? You creep out into the entryway, where Bradley’s voice is clearer. He bangs on the door again.
“Y/N, honey,” he’s saying. He sounds stressed and a little desperate. “I know you probably hate me right now, but please would you come to the door? I really need to talk to you.”
You feel as though an invisible force is pulling you towards the door, towards Bradley. You don’t know why on earth you do it, but you lift a hand and open the door.
Bradley stands on your doorstep, in jeans and a nice linen shirt that doesn’t have an ugly Hawaiian print, for once. His aviators hang from the collar. He’s still strikingly handsome even though you’re upset with him.
“Y/N,” he breathes out. He lowers his fist from where he’d been rapping on your poor door. “Hey. Hi.”
You shift on your socked feet and grip the door handle like it’s your lifeline. “Hello.”
Bradley gives you a look akin to devastation. “Listen, honey. I’m so, so sorry about our date. I got caught up at work, and then my car wouldn’t start, so I had to— hey, are you crying?”
Unfortunately, you are. Why now? You think to yourself. Warm, salty tears spill over your lower lashes against your will. You scrub at your cheeks harshly. Bradley frowns at you.
“Hey. Hey, don’t.” He steps forward and takes your wrists in his hands. He encourages your hands from your face and replaces them with his own, thumbs swiping at your hot tears. He’s a hundred times more gentle than you had been.
“Sweetheart, I’m so sorry,” he says softly. “I feel like such a dick … I’ve had a crush on you for ages and ages and now I’ve made you cry.” He pulls you into a hug and gives a self deprecating sort of laugh, rubbing your back in quick, smooth sweeps. “What kind of loser am I?”
You sniffle. His hug is overwhelmingly warm. You feel a bit dumbfounded, and wonder if you’ve heard him right.
“You—“ you swallow around the lump in your throat and pull back out of his arms. “You have a crush on me?”
Bradley gives you a look of confusion, his hands on your shoulders. “Well, yeah, honey,” he says. His brings his thumb up to swipe at a tear collecting in the corner of your eye. “That’s why I asked you out.”
You blink at him. So … it wasn’t a joke? He didn’t do it to make fun of you? “I— are you serious?”
Bradley frowns at you. His eyebrows pinch in the middle. “Why wouldn’t I be?”
Well, that’s the big question, isn’t it? You draw a shaky breath. “I don’t know, I guess because I’m not— I mean, I’m not really like other girls, Brad.”
Bradley continues to look even more confused than before. “So?” He asks, incredulous. “That’s why I like you so much, babe.”
What? This is not how you thought this would go. Why isn’t he getting it?
“But— but I’m big,” you say, feeling a bit sick. You don’t like to call yourself big, you know it doesn’t matter, but it’s the only way to make Bradley understand. “I don’t have a nice body. And. And I’m too quiet. I thought maybe you didn’t turn up because …”
You trail off. Because I’m fat. Because I’m shy. Because you’re lean and handsome and I’m nowhere near to being in your league. All things you’ve been thinking since he didn’t show up to your date. You don’t say them out loud, but they hang in the air between you and Bradley like burning hot stars anyway.
Bradley stares at you hard. You feel the heat of your confession on your neck, your cheeks.
“Honey,” he says, serious and sweet simultaneously. “Sweet girl. I’m so sorry I made you feel that way.”
You duck your head. The way he’s looking at you is too much. If he keeps this up you’ll be a puddle in seconds.
“It’s not your fault,” you say quietly. It’s not. Really, it’s your own for assuming the worst of him.
“Doesn’t matter,” Bradley says firmly. “I upset you, didn’t I? I’m really sorry.” He slides his hand under your chin. You know you have more pudge there than another girl would. And yet, you find you don’t mind his touch as much as you feared you would. “Would you look at me?”
Shy, you tilt your head up with the help of his gentle hand until you’re meeting his eyes. You’re struck, suddenly, by how close he is.
Bradley smiles. He’s so, so handsome you almost feel sick by it.
“I really like you,” he says, earnest. “So much. I don’t mind that your body is different. Everyone’s body is different, isn’t it? It’s not a bad thing, and I happen to really like how you look. You’re beautiful exactly the way you are.”
You blink rapidly. Your chest feels like it’s on fire. You don’t think you’ve ever been spoken to in such an honest tone, with such lovely words. It sets you aflame from the inside out. You’re melting, a lovesick puddle of a girl.
“I don’t mind that you’re quiet, either,” he says, and somehow he’s just getting lovelier by the second, and you can’t believe you ever thought he had ill intentions when he’s being so achingly kind to you. “I think I talk quite enough for the both of us, don’t you?”
You laugh, breathless. You’re hyper aware of his hand on your face, of his chest where it’s inches from yours. Normally you’d feel self conscious with another person so close to you, your insecurities on display in full. With Bradley, and the way he’s looking at you, soft brown eyes and a kind smile, you feel special. A flower blooms in your chest, rearing towards Bradley like he’s the sun.
“I’m so sorry for ruining our first date,” Bradley says in a low voice. He brings a hand to your waist. You feel his heat through your clothes. He’s touching you like you’re something precious, like porcelain or starlight. “Do you think you could give me another chance?”
Well, when he asks like that, you know you couldn’t say no even if you wanted to.
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wjehfshs · 1 year ago
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Keegan and Logan relationship HCs both fluffy and smutty bc I’m on a kick for them rn (seperate)
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This is gonna contain NSFW, also don’t ask me why I put hello kitty as the GIF I just felt like it
Keegan
Sfw:
I think everyone can agree this man’s cuddly
I saw someone hc (I can’t remember who) that he bites affectionately
Like will just bite your shoulder or smth
Also he rides a motorcycle (he’s better at driving it than a car, thankfully), and he loves to take you on rides at night for a date
First getting with him you probably had to confess, look he’s not insecure or anxious it’s just that he didn’t pick up on you liking him as well
Kinda just stood there after you asked him out like “😦”
“Kid stop messin’ with me it’s not funny”
“I’m not messing with you Keegan”
“Oh… Oh!” Got all excited internally but tried to keep that stoic demeanour
First time cuddling with him (which was probably right after you confessed) he lay on top of you, putting his full weight on you (if safe to do so ofc), and basically just melted, almost fell asleep if you didn’t have to get up to use the bathroom
Anytime before he has to go on a mission he’s extra cuddly, basically glued to you
And if you work day or night he’s devastated
Part of him wants to convince you to quit your job so he can have you all to himself when he’s home and he also makes very good money, but if you genuinely like your job/career. He’s supporting you 110% and won’t say anything
Will have you on his lap as he plays games or watches TV with you
If you also play games even better, sometimes he lets you win just to see you happy
But if you naturally beat him at a game where we didn’t let you win he’s all pouty and shit
Still can’t help but let his heart skip a beat when he sees you all excited, even if you’re rubbing your win in his face
If you have a cat, the cat and him are standoffish at first, kinda fighting for your attention but now they can’t be separated
Spends like a good 2 hours saying good bye to the cat before he is deployed
Falls asleep with it on his chest
If you have a dog he’s all over it immediately, treats it like it’s his childhood dog or smth
You catch him cuddling with the dog while watching TV, sometimes even falls asleep while watching and the dog just sits there with a smile on its face
Probably prefers big dogs but doesn’t mind either way
After he gets home from a mission no matter how long he was away, he’s hugging you, kissing you, and lifting you up in his arms in the middle of the airport like you haven’t seen each other in 5 years, doesn’t care if people are staring at all
If you get embarrassed he may tone it down a bit but he just can’t help himself
If you two get married/have a traditional wedding, he’s so impatient, just wants to kiss you
When he’s told he can he just wraps you in a bear hug and kisses you, he’s just so happy that he gets to be with you
If you don’t want to get married/don’t want a traditional wedding he’s also totally fine with that
Doesn’t care if you’re married or not, doesn’t care if the wedding is traditional or not he’s just so happy to be with you
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You two don’t make out for very long when you do because he’s also impatient in that area, can’t control himself sometimes he gets so worked up
He’s into some very kinky stuff (only with consent and very long talks from you two)
He also likes biting in the bedroom, if you aren’t ok with it he won’t draw blood or hurt you two bad but if you give him the ok, or even better want it, he’s having a field day
When he’s away he lives for phone sex with you
When domming he’s rough (unless you ask him not too or you’re more vanilla), but if either of you are having a bad day or smth he’s soft and very vanilla
When he’s having a bad day tho he prefers to sub, I think he’s pretty quiet when subbing, not for any particular reason, just is
Covers his mouth when subbing because even when being dommed he loves to hear you moan
Not above being pegged/anal
I’ve mentioned this in a couple of past posts but I fully believe that Keegan is a tit man
Doesn’t matter if they’re big, small, uneven, different sizes, covered in stretch marks, have hair, fake, or on a man HE. LOVES. TITS.
Will bury his head in them when cuddling and Will also occasionally cover them in hickeys
Also loves cumming all over them
If you don’t say otherwise, he’s all over them. You cannot detach this man from your boobs
If you’re insecure about them his mouth is not leaving them until you feel better
He would never admit this but he loves when you make him cum all over his clothes/in his pants
If you’re ok with it, he’ll do stuff like choking, spitting, specifically in your mouth/on your tongue, and the occasional ass slap (but remember consent is key guys)
He LOVES to eat you out, female genitalia or male genitalia he doesn’t care
Eye contact>>>
A bit of a dirty secret of his but he loves when you look away so he can hold your face and force you to look at him
Dirty talk dirty talk dirty talkkkkk
Oral fixation
Logan
Sfw:
He’s a bit of an anxious lover
Also less experienced than Keegan
He’s not clueless but you may have to guide him on some stuff
Very protective of you
Unlike Keegan, he can actually be trusted behind the wheel of a car
He prefers to show his love through acts of service
That’s not to say he doesn’t love any kind of affection giving or receiving
But there’s just something about being able to cook you breakfast while you’re asleep, taking care of you while you’re sick, and helping you pick out an outfit
Although I do have to admit he does also enjoy being taken care of
But he prefers to take care of you than be taken care of
Please cuddle this man likes he’s the most precious thing ever made, he needs it
He’s too embarrassed to admit it but he loved when you whisper and coo at him
And if you cuddle him while playing with his hair, this man is out COLD
But equally he loves when you fall asleep on top of him
I believe since he’s the youngest of the Walker family, he probably feels insecure about his strength so if you fall asleep wrapped in his arms it’ll make him feel big and strong
Cold days where you can cuddle with him>>>
His kisses are soft and calm
He was the one to confess, well kinda
Hesh did it for him
Hesh just kinda strolled up to you casually one day with Logan silently standing behind him
“Hey [name]! How are you? Cool cool. Anyways just letting you know Logan’s in love with you… bye!” And then he walks off leaving you and Logan alone
And it just went from there
Hesh wasn’t stupid, he knew you both liked each other but Logan wasn’t convinced
The only reason he let Hesh confess to you for him was because Hesh promised to treat him to a “sorry dinner” if he was wrong and you didn’t feel the same
Luckily Hesh was right
While Keegan is a biter, Logan is more of a licker
He won’t just randomly lick you like Keegan but he’ll probably kiss you somewhere and leave a little lick for shits and giggles
I do believe he’s selectively mute
So most of the time he doesn’t talk at all but I’m rare occasions he’ll whisper something to you and only you
Probably something like “baby I’m tired… can we go home?”
Or “I love you so so much”
It’s like a special treat just for you
He tries to take as many photos of you and the both of you together, prints it out, and takes the little photo with him on missions
Nsfw:
Prefers to soft dom
But either way he will absolutely destroy your insides as he kisses all up and down your torso
If he’s subbing, please crush this man’s head in between your thighs
Doesn’t matter if they’re thick, thin, fatty, muscly, whatever please just crush him
He wants to suffocate between them
He would happily die in between your legs
Also gets whiny when subbing
Jerk this man off while he whines and begs, bucking his hips up into your hands
Not really as kinky as Keegan but loves being rough or you being rough on him
Doesn’t matter if you have a dick yourself or use a strap on, he wants to deep throat it
Will bend you in half when fucking you
Especially when he’s close
If he’s feeling mean one day he will manhandle you
Flipping you from position to position on the bed, basically throwing you around like a rag doll
Sometimes he’ll wear his mask while you two will do it
Aftercare with him is top tier tho, kisses, maybe a bath or shower, food if you’re hungry, water, maybe even a hot chocolate
As I said earlier he loves to take care of you
Prefers things clean but does like cumming on your face
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ikkesola · 18 days ago
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I’m having a lot of thoughts right now about the new episode and none of them are positive.
Firstly, I’ve made it known on my page that I’m a multi-shipper. I like both buddie and bucktommy but given the way this breakup was written I’m not feeling hopeful. It feels like a very bitter ending that made absolutely no sense whatsoever. It was always an option that they’d break up and I knew that going into it because unfortunately this is just how it goes but that breakup felt like the biggest disservice, like a slap in the face because it just came off as completely biphobic (the post ep interviews just made this 10 times worse) and ooc. It’s also the fact that Lou Ferrigno Jr had to put up with all that nonsense for no fucking reason. I as a tevan shipper am devastated but I also feel for Lou because he seemed to really love the role and was completely blindsided by this fucking crap. I could talk for days about how fucking shit Oliver’s interview was but I don’t feel like it so I’ll just say from the bottom of my heart absolutely fuck that biphobic rhetoric.
Secondly, as a buddie shipper, that end scene doesn’t feel like the win that it feels like for other buddie shippers for multiple reasons. 1. Neither are ready for any kind of relationship and idk if that scene will end with them sleeping together but let’s just say it does, that would also feel like a massive slap in the face because they would’ve had the chance to make such a beautiful storyline between Buck and Eddie but this one would be so cheap and flat. 2. Oliver’s interview where he says ‘let Buck fuck’. If they do in fact ‘let Buck fuck’ once it would be a slap in the face for shippers because honestly what would’ve been the fucking point?
Thirdly and finally before I stop ranting, the reactions to this have just shown me even further that people don’t care as long as Buck and Eddie are together. They don’t care that it would be fucking crap way for buddie to be canon. I guess as long as there’s two hot men kissing on the tv screen nobody gives a fuck about authenticity or representation :/
So many thoughts and feelings rn but I will say that as a multi-shipper I feel no fucking hope about any of my favourite ships right now lmao.
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heyy lanaaaa
can you spill about your jjk college au dr pretty pleasee 🙏 i'm interested! no presssure btwww
OF COURSE!! 🤭
(one note, it’s actually a mix of JJK and Alice in Borderland characters since my friend loves it sm)
• So, me + my bestie are two foreign students that attend Tokyo University. We’re both STEM majors so that’s already enough torture.
• We share a dorm together and have an awesome friend group consisting of Shoko, Kuina, Ann, Usagi + Arisu (only boy 🥲) Shoko is already besties with Geto and Gojo per usual, Nanami also attends the school with Haibara !!
• Gojo and Geto are on the university basketball team, with Sukuna as the captain 😭
• Shoko is pre-med, and Nanami is a finance student (even tho he lowkey hates it 🥴) , and Haibara is a business student
• I scripted that I get closeR with Gojo and Geto through Shoko since we’re already besties ! (there’s a whole story to this that I don’t wanna type out rn)
• Gojo is a big time flirt while Geto is always the guy that nudges at him to cut it out + Gojo has many fangirls meaning that if he did get a GF, it would be devastating
And don’t judge me for this but originally I was going to script romance between Sukuna and I…but I don’t think I can handle all that energy he’s got. I was a sucker for athlete AU! Sukuna ✋😔
Other random, fun things I scripted:
I’m only talking about the things I scripted for myself and not my friend bcuz I don’t think she’d want that revealed…but lemme just say, there is tea.
• I understand and can speak Japanese fluently + Serbo-Croatian because why not 😍
• The girls and I go out for karaoke nights, hikes, have study sessions together THAT ARE ACTUALLY FUN, have picnics on campus, explore Tokyo at night (maybe go to parties too 🤭) , have beach days, etc.
• The basketball boys usually end up going to this nearby park during evening hours, and just straight up play BB. And this is how my friend and I ended up meeting them in the first place. We ended up playing a match and us two horribly lost by the end of it, with Sukuna throwing major insults at us 💀
And for some reason this encounter leads Gojo to be super invested in us, it’s so goofy
• I’m able to mentally and emotionally handle the Japanese school system 😔🙏
• THERE IS ACTUALLY GOOD, HEALTHY FOOD ON CAMPUS AND AREAS WHERE YOU CAN COOK YOUR OWN FOOD.
I NEED MY BALKAN CUISINE ‼️‼️
I don’t have an exact S/O in this DR, but I’m lowkey thinking about who it could be 🥴
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beforeimdeceased · 1 year ago
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SNOW ANGEL
i'll angel in the snow until i'm worthy ❄️
🌨️ but if it kills me i tried
if it kills me ⛸️
pairing: ex!ellie x reader
synopsis: ellie shows up at your door in the dead of winter, years after your break up.
warnings: su!cide attempt, alluding to alcohol addiction, no comfort and no happy ending.
authors note: this is short! i’m on my period rn and i am honestly so devastated for absolutely no reason so i decided to write about it. loosely (completely) based on my very sad experience with an ex. if any of you beautiful people need someone to talk to i am always here. i’m always an option.
you’re everywhere. at the bottom of the bottle, at the bottom of the glass. ellie couldn’t shake you. not even in the winter under the warmth of other girls. that’s why she was knocking at your door tonight. for the first time in months.
well not really. she’s always almost about to knock. almost did last week until she heard you laughing with friends. almost two weeks ago until she heard your drunkenly stumbling around, kissing some girl. always almost, almost always.
but tonight she couldn’t help herself. knuckles burning from the cold outside, she knocks three times. it takes you ten seconds to anwser. she counted while drawing shapes in the snow on your porch railing.
“ellie?” you barely breathe. too much floods your mind at once. a kiss on your neck, flowers on the first date, her smile. her laugh, god you hadn’t heard that in forever.
“come in, you must be freezing.”
do you offer her soup or tea? or maybe the warmth of your heart? the remains of your love laying flat on your bathroom floor? that night, the knife. the pills, the whiskey.
who tries to kill themself with their mother’s switchblade?
“i’ll take the tea thank you.” she blows into her cupped palms, shivering. she looks awful but not drunk. just battling a thought. probably the one telling her to get the hell out of there.
“how’ve you been?” you ask. you’re trying to be polite but it’s fucked to act like you don’t have eyes. even after all these years, she’s still torn. guilt ripping at her from the inside.
“i’ve been pretty good, got a job fixing cars. taking some classes downtown.” she shrugs, looking down at her feet anxiously. she leans onto her left leg, twisting the right in the air slightly.
you sigh. something close to but not quite relief washing over your body. at least she’s busy? you can’t look at her. everytime you see her face you want to break into a slew of tears. hold her, hit her, blame her, apologize. why’d you invite her in again?
“i don’t think i ever said um…” she starts. the tea is screaming on the stovetop. “wait, hold that thought.” you flash a small smile and rush to grab it. she wishes you wouldn’t have. would she have the courage to finish what she was saying when you came back?
the anwser is no. you returned to an empty space in your front entrance. cold air flush from the door. all you want to do is throw the cup at the wall and watch it break into a million pieces. maybe it’ll help the anger. maybe it will mend the tears in your heart. maybe it’ll ease your own guilt, your own ache.
you didn’t understand. she was so happy that week before. you were going to a dinosaur exhibit for her birthday that friday. she was visiting joel’s grave everyday. she was drawing so many pictures of you and the house. you saw her ring shopping online.
what could you have done? how could you have known? could you have known?
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letsgetrowdy43 · 1 year ago
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Rutger and childhood friend to lovers
He’s the cutest ❧
Rutger McGroarty x bsf!reader
I don’t know if you wanted it written as an actual blurb, but I was in an insta edit mood so sorry about that!!
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Rutgermcgroarty it’s my fav girls birthday 🎉
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User73 the baby pictures 😫
Ynofficial god I was some cute 🤭
Rutgermcgroarty you’re so full of yourself
Ynofficial you made a dedicated post abt me and expect me not to talk abt myself….
Lhughes_06 happy birthday @Ynofficial !!
Ynofficial thank you Lukey <3
User83 the grinch sweater is such a vibe ‼️
User02 hbd!!!
Jacob_truscott20 even as babies you freaks were in love 🤢
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Ynofficial it’s an aesthetic girl summer <3
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Ynbestfriend you ate this right tf up!!
Ynoffical am I… am I the moment?!
User28 the dress!!
User83 it really is an aesthetic girl summer <3
Lucafantilli when life gives you lemons 🍋🥶
Ynofficial this comment was so unnecessary.
User48 no thirsty rut comment… fake friend ✋🏻
Ynofficial he gets a pass today he’s on a flight rn!!
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Ynofficial the resident pain in my ass is in canada 😔 #comehomethekidsmissyou
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Rutgermcgroarty I’m so glad to know I mean this much to you 🫶🏻
Ynofficial wrong!! I’m just bored and you provide me with limitless entertainment 😁
Rutgermcgroarty so what I’m hearing is that you need me to survive 😏
Ynofficial can’t you just shut up and be grateful if my appreciation post for you?? Bitch.
User19 are they dating??
Jdrusk53 that’s the question of the year
User73 rutger always looks like he’s soft serving!?
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Ynofficial sorry I’ve been M.I.A. I’m in love
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Nick.granowicz 🤔
Ynofficial Heyy Nicky!!
User73 The socks are so cute :)
Markestapa I’m devastated 😤
Edwards.73 how are you gonna end up married to rut?? If you’re dating someone else??
Ynofficial I’m sorry??
Mackie.samo you should be 😒
Ynroommate YOURE IN LOVE AND YOU NEVER TOLD ME
Ynofficial I’m sorry 😁
User38 I’m abt to turn into a detective 🕵️‍♀️
User10 this is adorable
Rutgermcgroarty GASP 🙊
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Rutgermcgroarty another day, an other night of annoying the fuck outta Y/n
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Ynofficial the Minecraft heads were a serve 😎
Rutgermcgroarty TRUTH
Franknazar14 I will never understand you two…
User19 this is the content we needed!
User29 ✈️✈️
Nolan_moyle are you two holding hands in that last picture 😧
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Rutgermcgroarty my gf is hotter than yours #stayjealous
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Edwards.73 @ynofficial put some pants on for the love of god
Ynofficial you’re just jealous that I’m hotter than you 😛
Edwards.73 TAKE THAT BACK
User38 aweee
Ynofficial love you babe ❤️
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Adamfantilli it’s not even a suprise…
Rutgermcgroarty just let me gloat please
User37 FINALLY
Tyler__duke5 where are her pants??
Rutgermcgroarty on my bedroom floor 😼
G.brindley4 yucky
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Ynofficial he’s okay I guess…
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Rutgermcgroarty just okay??
Ynofficial I was lying, you’re a lot more that okay 😘
Adamfantilli the contrast in these captions really warm my heart 🙂
Ynofficial anything to make my Mo happy 🫶🏻🫶🏻
User29 literally the cutest couple
Ynbestfriend Ew Rut.
Rutgermcgroarty jealousy is a bad look on you.
Seamuscasey26 hes such a cutie with that little ice cream
Rutgermcgroarty 🍦
Ynofficial he’s the cutest :)
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Omg hiiii!!! I’m 🪁 anon and I LOVEDDDD THE FIC YOU WROTEEEEE I can’t describe how much I liked ittt!!! So here’s a big fat kiss 💋 *MUAH*
(Also I kinda like it to the point that I need a part two…)
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Well hello there lovely kite anon! Thank you so much for the compliments, I really be blushin so hard rn smhsmh look what you did. I hope you enjoy this part two though!!!
|| ᴏʙʟɪᴠɪᴏᴜꜱ ᴘᴛ. ᴛᴡᴏ || 2012! ᴅᴏɴɴɪᴇ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ ||
𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞
“How long?” 
Donnie’s question leaves you speechless, and your steps slow to a halt. Your lips are parted, trying to find the right response. Your mind races with jumbled thoughts. 
“I...don’t know. It just happened.” 
You hear a sharp inhale on the other side, nibbling on your lip anxiously. 
“It just happened?” He repeats.
You sigh, slumping against the walls of the building next to you. You cross your arms, trying to hide how jittery you are. Your eyes are trained on the street filled with potholes, kicking a pebble.
“Remember how you fell for April? You were just trying to save her from the Kraang, and you just knew. You just…. knew. That’s how…that’s how it happened for me.” Your voice is barely a whisper as you reveal your innermost thoughts.
“That day in the rain, you came. That’s what started it.” You laugh bitterly, the exact moment you began to see Donnie in a different light ingrained into your very soul.
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“I don’t know if I can make it, Donnie. It’s pouring pretty badly right now.” You repeat into your phone’s mic, shifting uncomfortably in your soaked socks. The rain had appeared out of nowhere, thunder and lightning making you flinch.
Your hair is wet, clinging to your cheeks as you brush away drops of rainwater on your forehead. You glance up, squinting at the roof of the bus stop you’re under. The rain pelts the plastic top with so much force it resembles hail, and you flinch slightly. 
Your shoes are soaked, and even the slightest breezes make you shiver in your thin shirt. You can barely register Donnie’s voice on the other end, too tired and cold from work and irritated that out of all days to forget your umbrella, it had to be the day it rains cats and dogs.
“-/n? You there? Do you-” Your phone slips out of your grip as you shift it to sandwich it between your ear and shoulder. A dismayed cry is all Donnie hears on the other end before the call cuts out, your phone landing on the ground with a clatter.
“Y/n? Are you there??” Donnie repeats with a frown, staring down at his phone when the call ends. He stands up from the dining table, grabbing his bō staff and an umbrella while Raph glances up from his comic. 
“Where’re you headed?” He asks, Donnie not pausing to give him a glance. 
“Y/n’s stuck in the rain, so I’m gonna pick her up.”
“Oh?” Raph raises a brow, a smirk on his lips as he watches his brother’s hurried steps.
“What?” Donnie slows to a stop, casting a confused glance at Raph, who merely shrugs. 
“I dunno, you seem a little more worried than usual.” 
“What’re you talking about?” 
“Oh, nothing. You sure you like April?” Raph eyes him from his seat with a knowing smile.
“Yes, in fact, I do,” Donnie responds haughtily, an idea occurring to him as he glances at the door of the garage. 
He had recently finished working on the ShellRaiser, a vehicle he had poured all his sweat, blood, and tears into. Maybe it’s time he took it for a test drive.
Meanwhile, you’re cradling your phone, a jagged crack across the screen. You’re devastated. You sink down with a sigh onto the bench that barely avoids being splashed on by the rain, wondering how you will explain this to your parents.
You press the power button, groaning in frustration when the screen remains black. You sigh, running a hand through your wet hair and trying to stay warm by hugging your bag close. Your laptop stays safe inside the waterproof bag, and you’re eternally grateful that your dad had given it to you just nights before.
You glance at the watch on your wrist. 
Eight P.M.
The rain didn’t seem like it’d be letting up anytime soon, and you really didn’t feel like trying to make a run for it.
But you look up at the sound of a massive truck that makes its way down the street, slowing to a stop in front of you. You look around, trying to determine if you’re about to get kidnapped.
The window slowly moves down with a slight squeak, and your tense shoulders instantly relax once Donnie pokes his head out the window with a cheerful smile. 
You heave a relieved sigh, standing up with an easy grin. “C’mon, I’ll drop you off at your apartment building,” He shouts over the pouring rain.
You hurry into the door that swings open with a quick hiss, shutting it behind you and barely avoiding more rain. You sit beside him, and he starts the engine, driving off.
“Like it?” He asks, sparing you a quick glance and grinning as you nod with an impressed smile. You look around the van, taking in the elaborate setup and immediately realizing which brother he had designed each station for. 
“It’s really cool,” You comment, tucking a wet strand of hair behind your ear as you smile up at him. “How’d you know where I was, anyway?” 
“I just checked your phone for your last known location and decided to come to pick you up. I got worried when you didn’t answer my calls.” You pull out your phone, showing the cracked screen to him with a sheepish smile. 
“Oh, I’ll fix that up for you.” He says easily, making a quick turn down the street. You spot how his arms tense when turning the wheel, a funny feeling in your stomach as you reluctantly pull your gaze away.
“Thanks, Don. You didn’t have to come all the way out here, though. I could’ve called a cab.” You point out, though you’re thankful he had shown up to drive you back home.
“Of course, I would’ve come. I care about you.” He replies easily, eyes never straying from the road. “Oh, hold on, there’s a pothole up ahead.” He warns a little too late, and the turbulence caused by the wheels running over the pothole causes a sudden jolt in your seat, and your hands reach out for something to hold.
Your fingers land on his arm, and he’s momentarily caught off guard as your side presses against his with a soft yelp. 
“You good? Sorry about that. I’ll try to be more careful.” He chuckles, brushing it off.
You’re too stunned to respond, your face inches away from his. Your eyes rake over his warm smile and soft eyes, cheeks suddenly hot before ripping your hands away from his arm, settling back into your seat and fastening your seatbelt with a beating heart that’s running a little too wild for your taste. 
It’s silent for a while, Donnie enjoying the quiet while you’re wrestling with the conflicting emotions that start to rise in your chest. You steal another glance and avert your gaze as soon as he lights up, a thought occurring to him.
He grins toothily, keeping his eyes on the road as you peer over his shoulder. “I can’t wait to take April on a spin in this baby!” He chuckles gleefully, a pang resonating in your heart as you register his words. 
“Yeah,” You reply, your voice softer than before. You glance at him, staring at his auburn eyes that hold so much joy and laughter in them. You swallow down the lump in your throat, tearing your gaze away. 
“I’m sure she’ll love it.”
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sun13koi · 2 months ago
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TW- VENT POST. (CW: language, Possible mentions of divorce and mental health). I’m tagging some of my moots that I trust with this sort of thing, but moots just know you don’t have to read it.
So i knew it was gonna happen. I probably figured it out one/two years ago when my dad had a breakdown on a winter vacation. It’s been and ever since. He lives at a different house. I hardly see him. Both of my parents don’t even come CLOSE to how comforted my online family (all of which I’ve met ever since the summer of this year) makes me. Like… I don’t care about my bio family, really. As long as I have my chosen family, I’m okay. But it’s still devastating to accidentally look at your dad’s phone and see a mile long break up text that he’s been writing in the car KNOWING THAT I ACCIDENTALLY LOOK A LOT. All I could see was ‘I’m done with this’, ‘we’re through’, ‘no more couples therapy, we’re done.’ And ‘continue ignoring me, okay? I don’t need your attention.’ And then I couldn’t read any more. This isn’t the first time. One time I saw him (also on accident) texting his therapist saying ‘I think she’s just stalling, and we both know we’re already over. She’s just staying with me for the kids.’
I can’t do this. I wasn’t exposed to many negitive things as a little kid (not until like 11 but that’s a different trauma story)- no horror movies, no mentions of break ups, etc. so I have no fucking clue what to do. I’m stuck with emotions I had almost forgotten because I had convinced myself not to ever use them, that they were a waste of time and made me weak, but now I can’t stop them. I have nowhere to go since I’m underage, and all of the people I’d stay with live at least 15 minutes BY CAR away from me. There’s a hurricane coming my way too.
I knew today was too perfect. I knew something would ruin it. edit: I’m going to sleep so don’t worry if I don’t respond to you im not dead I’m just sobbing myself to sleep👍
Tags- no pressure, yall just are like the only comfort I can think of rn TvT
@someone-kill-the-ej
@l0gansab1tch (I’m not waiting until you’re online again babe I’m just gonna tag you)
@theduckwhostoleyourbread
@/xxpilz we already talked abt this privately so I don’t wanna tag u again but I’m putting u here so u know I’m not like excluding you
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