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ryan lindgren // post-game interview 12.06.2024
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drawings i did a while ago of some characters from books i read for one of my uni courses
#plant rant#o caledonia#hotel world#the testament of gideon mack#my art#don’t know why i never posted these
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That. That screentone on Chilchuck’s chest in the low open collar. Is Chilchuck having chest hair canon Kui. Kui? Gripping my knee
#Need to make a post for this on its own actually#Chilchuck tims#Dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#‘She didn’t draw any in the sauna chapter’ She does the same with Senshi and we know that she thinks he actually has lots#It could also be finer/paler etc. This panel is a close up with a lot of details like seams#plus it’s one of the final chapters so Kui prob had more time and motivation to go all out#Bc like what. Is it blood from the intestines. If his forearms are fine I don’t see why his chest wouldn’t be#Never forget Chil canonically has gray hairs…… Just selectively#Edit: ok I now see that yeah prob a mistake. Still gonna run with it tho#Screentone struggle is so real I feel u Kui#The tags were me explaining why it’s plausible but still not the intent tho the result is the same either way. Don’t wanna spread misinfo
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ain’t nothin gonna break their stride….!!
#in stars and time#isat siffrin#isat act 6 spoilers#the cloak was a bit of a struggle… not good at animating em#especially on walking animatins#i do have a cloakless version.. didn’t feel like posting it tho lol#i haven’t animated kitties walking enough i need to . draw them more…#do tell if i need to tag more spoiler things for hatlessfrin i really don’t know how to do that#has never tagged spoiler stuff. for some reason. fusi why#i m missing a lot of key design elements for my catfrin :(#my art#GGUAGH I KEEP FORGETTING THAT TAGG!!! SILLY ME……
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lowkey i think people overpathologize cam’s whole thing, i think generally she’s reacting rationally, or at least about as well as you can ask from a person, to some really difficult stuff. like excuse her for acting weird when she was processing the very young death of the person she thought she was going to spend her life with, in an unfamiliar and unstable environment far from home, where her entire support system was a hypocritical dying woman she’d never meshed very well with and coronabeth tridentarius
#they made her wear a shock anklet. and they used it#and she wasn’t even carrying those bones for purely emotional reasons. she actually needed them for something she was trying to do#judith said she was crazy. and people take that to mean she actually is crazy#instead of just observing how different judith and camilla are as people and how they have never really been compatible with each other#and frankly that whole story is about watching judith entirely fail to understand herself and things around her due to her flawed worldview#so like. why people take her analysis of camilla seriously i don’t know#post tag#tlt#disclaimer. ‘hypocritical’ isn’t an insult. judith fans might disagree with my use of the word hypocritical. i’m not married to it#it just seems approximately accurate
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Hello scream community the original movie is currently living in my head rent free AGAIN
#scream#scream 1996#sidney prescott#tatum riley#randy meeks#stu macher#billy loomis#I like scream so much I don’t know why I literally never post abt it#shitpost
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Father had personally asked Feanor to stand for this portrait, so he was. Father had quietly suggested that perhaps this could be a painless exercise, which did not actually mean ‘painless’ but rather ‘silent’ for Feanor, but he agreed. Father told him this painting did not symbolize anything but his own desire to have a record of all his available loved ones around him, and Feanor was trying to see it that way- for the sake of his own sanity.
Because his stomach was roiling, and there was a heaviness in his chest, a great emptiness which his heart was pounding against, echoing, echoing, echoing.
Father had one hand on Feanor’s shoulder and the other was upon Indis’s. She was sat in front of them, smiling beautifully, little golden-haired Arafinwe in her lap. Around them, her three dark-haired children were gathered. Findis on Father’s other side, Nolofinwe with her, and Lalwen in front of Feanor.
To the unaware eye, Feanor knew, they must all look like they matched. Like they went together correctly. Like a family.
When the portrait was complete and those dark haired children were gathered around the mother and father, who would guess that one child was out of place? Who might glance at all that paint representing their faces and think anything but-
You could almost be her son, Feanor thought, and then his mind replied, But you’re not.
He was so still and he dared not move, because if he did, he’d never get back in place. If Feanor flinched once, the sharp, jagged pieces of him that never fit right in this puzzle would scratch one of them. They’d be annoyed and that would be it: he’d combust in anger, he’d shatter across the floor, snapping and snarling at everyone unnecessarily until he ruined their perfect little scene. Father said this might be a painless exercise. No, no; this was to be a silent, still exercise.
You could almost be her son. But you’re not.
How good a painter was this person Father hired? How varied his faces? Would he capture that Feanor’s nose resembled that of none of the people here? Could he represent that his frame was already different from his father and little half-brother’s?
Would he lie and throw a pleased smile on Feanor’s face? Not even Father had asked him to smile.
You could almost be her son. But you’re not.
Feanor’s presence made them fit together so symmetrically, maybe that was pleasing enough to hide the wrongness of this scene. Maybe that’s why Father made him come here today, the pretty scene. Why he asked him to suffer, even as the longer he stood here, the more and more Feanor felt like he was about to be sick all over the floor.
A ghost, a ghost, there was a ghost looming over their shoulders ruining this perfectly symmetrical scene. Couldn’t they feel her breathing down their necks, icy chill against sweat? Didn’t their perfectly posed heads feel her long, clever fingers wrapped lovingly around their necks?
You could almost be her son. But you’re not.
Feanor’s gaze slipped down to the back of Indis’s head. Her beautiful golden hair. She didn’t wear a crown, this was a family portrait, and that felt worse. So much worse.
If he let his eyes unfocus and his mind wander, he could try to lie to himself that her hair was much lighter and the faces of the children around them more closely resembled his own. The woman in front of him loved him, and she fussed over his hair before they sat for this portrait, and he’d let her do it.
The worst part was Feanor did know that Indis would help him with the ties of his robes, if only he let her.
You could almost be her son. But you’re not.
She’s not, she’s not, she’s not. It was a simple statement of fact. It was scandal enough that the father replaced the wife, when one at least chose a wife, but what freak replaced his own mother?
What would the people who saw this portrait think? Would they see Finwe’s happy family or would they see Feanor’s blaring, uncomfortable intrusion upon what gods and men declared to be a better order of things? Father wanted him to belong here, but he didn’t.
He just didn’t.
You could almost be her son. But you’re not.
A painless exercise. Painless, painless, painless, for them. Silent, still Feanor, a happy accessory to the triumphant union of Finwe and Indis, a grateful stray dog permitted to drink from the bowls provided by Indis’s family.
This exercise was just meant to capture the image of all Finwe loved, nothing more. Don’t think too hard about it, Feanor. You might make the children unhappy.
You could almost be her son. But you’re not.
You should pretend you are, though. That’ll make them like you.
Because they did so disdain him, most of the time. They disliked how he glared at their mother and started fights at family dinners and ignored them in the hallways. Why shouldn’t they? Feanor would hate a person who did those things to his family, too.
He just couldn’t stop, though. He wanted to, sometimes, when the exhaustion and loneliness caught up, and then he remembered that he wasn’t Indis’s son and never would be, and remembering that made him angry. Wouldn’t it just be so damn convenient for them all if he was almost her son?
But he wasn’t.
He was Miriel’s son. That was her name. He had no portrait with her. He loved her.
He loved Miriel, but it was Indis he posed with and-
When the session was done, Feanor jerked away from his father and shoved his way past Lalwen. As he went, Indis looked up at him, caught his eye, and he couldn’t help the sneer that crossed his face.
He hoped that was painless enough for her.
When he returned to his chamber, he went to the wash room and heaved in the pot there. The gagging and retching made wetness prick his eyes, and the sudden tightness of throat made him choke all the harder. The sickness and heaving stayed long past when there was anything in his stomach to lose.
No one came. Feanor hoped maybe Father would, but really, why would he? Feanor had been mostly good, just a little rudeness wasn’t worth either reprimand or comfort.
No, they were together. Maybe admiring their portrait, happy and pleased, or complaining about his behavior again. Really, why couldnt that Curufinwe just accept nice things?
I need to get out of here, Feanor thought, face and body wet with both sweat and tears. I need to leave this place.
He was a good son, and he could do anything else his father wanted but betray his mother further. No, Feanor couldn’t pose as Indis’s son even a second longer. He would destroy himself, if he had to think one more time-
You could almost be her son. But you’re not.
#I understand what it’s like to be surrounded by people all telling you that you belong and it’s okay and just /be nice/#just play ball and settle and you can everything in the world#but you know you don’t belong#and you never will#and pretending is killing you#you won’t you can’t and you’re just so fucking sick of them pretending you can fit if you’re just /nice enough/#because they’re lying to you and themselves#just don’t be angry?? omg why are you angry? stop being angry and enjoy what we say you should want teehee#anyway I love feanor and don’t think he should have just gotten over his mothers death#tolkien#the silmarillion#feanor#tribble post#fanfic
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#i wish people would stop making well-intentioned positivity posts to support stone bottoms/pillow princesses that are just scolding ppl#for ‘not respecting our boundaries.’ like yeah it’s partly about boundaries but it’s way more about how sex and topping is viewed as labor#and therefore must be reciprocal to be moral. shit talking pillow princesses is so common in the queer community bc it is perceived to be#the MORAL stance. scolding ppl as if this is a purely interpersonal matter of ‘respecting boundaries’ is not shifting anything babes#sex is only labor when it’s sex work. if you think topping is a chore you shouldn’t be doing it. this is what we need to be saying to ppl#but anyways. i know these posts come from a good place but goddamn. why does the way i like to have sex need to be a ‘boundary’#shit like this makes me never wanna have sex again bc i genuinely don’t wanna hook up w someone who’s just trying to ‘respect my boundary’#i want to hook up with someone who actually wants to have sex with me!! the way i like to have sex!!! the fuck!!!!#delete later#ugh sorry im. in a mood 😣
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Owen → Cringe gays [affectionate] → Wife
[cowboy au]
#Dear google how draw wohuhman?#google how draw whamun#google wamnahamanan how?#Almost scrapped the second panel because its soo... so lazy...but i stayed strong even tho my eye is twitching#Saf#spies are forever#Cowboys are forever#art#fanart#Agent curt mega#Owen carvour#Tatiana Slozhno#Yee-hawen Carvour - Tat-yee-haw-na - and Curt... uh... curt yee??... Curt yee-meg-haw#anyway there we go - i promise i’m done with the cowboy stuff [for now]#at least posting it#Also me drawing/making clothes: how boring can i possibly make these... lets see#why is a brit and a russian even out here being cowboys? we'll never know#I should have drawn curt with a head shot as well because i really need to do him some justice but to late now!#Cowboys your spies#i realized all my “fan-oc”’s[which i said i don’t really do] are animals - Chat am I cringe/hj
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Three days until Beetlejuice Beetlejuice… I’m nervous!!
#I’ll be blocking the entire Beetlejuice tag until I actually watch the movie so I don’t get any spoilers#…#So if anyone posts anything and wonders why I haven’t said anything— it’s just a precaution!#And if I do not like it#know full well that I will give an extremely honest review#but we’re going in with as little bias as possible#no expectations… No disappointments… yet.#Beetlejuice Beetlejuice#Beetlejuice 2#Lydia Deetz#My art#Freindly Reminder: I do not care how ‘cannon’ beetleb*bes ever gets— I do not like it and this will never be a welcome place for it
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Mouthwashing is genuinely one of the first fandom spaces in a while where I’ve seen people outright refuse to curate their own personal spaces and try to shame people for not making what they personal like/believe
Like this is not saying ignore any issues that come up or whatever is serious but like on the general terms of just not interacting with things that are not your personal take or interpretation, a genuine refusal to just look at and create things that you like.
Constantly seeing people repost art without credit to shit talk it and excusing it because “well it’s bad cause insert deeply personal and not actually a valid justification”, calling out people for silly comics or differing interpretations. Its not just a holier than thou mindset it’s just a weird hatred for things not specifically catered to you or your view point at this point and like it’s seriously the case of just follow and like what you want to see and block, mute or whatever doesn’t fit it.
Take this out of context all you like, but I just so odd to me to try and force people to interpret and engage with a media that is supposed to be purposefully vague and open in certain areas. Or just be mad that people like to play with and explore the characters outside the story, in different settings or with twists in events.
Like why is it an issue that someone is having fun with the game in a different way than you?
#like idk I just know how to curate what I do and don’t want to see#I never stumble on shit I hate unless looking for it or someone else put it in my dash or tl or actually asked me about it#like idk I’m normal ig and don’t attack people personally for differing views#tired of seeing so much art of Jimmy or curly or analyses of their actions?#literally look at the specific tags of other characters mute comments asking about them#only want Anya posts? like a bunch follow the tag like why are you mad at someone else for enjoying a different facet or aspect of the game#yall are weird#pls let this be the last fandom think piece I have to make like I just want to analyze the actual game#wrote stupid fics and critique vague aspects people are giving to much purpose to or interpreting past info we are given#I love a fill in the blanks and intentions story why are you made people spit ball ideas differently#I’m almost free of finals almost so close yet so far pls lord give me the strength l#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game
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looking through my drafts and I found this old comic LOL. might as well let it see the light of day
#orv#kdj#yjh#orv fanart#joongdok#I think I did post the top panel#like this is just a repeat#don’t know why I never included the bottom part though#anyway here it is#this is at least a year old I think
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early captivity transmasc whumpee having to out themself because they got their period and have to ask whumper to get them pads and stuff send post. it’s really humiliating and also nerve wracking since they don’t know how whumper will react. bonus if whumper gives them everything they need and even pain meds for the first time. bonus bonus if whumper gives them gender affirming care to try and stop it (they can excuse torture and whatnot but they are NOT letting their whumpee have gender dysphoria on their watch.)
#i’ve seen period whump posts here and there but almost never with transmasc whumpees#we need more of that imo#anyway#IM LITERALLY BEING WHUMPED BY MY OWN BODY RN#FUCK MY LIFE#IM SUFFERING#IM ON T????? I HAVENT MISSED A DOSE#WHY IS TGIS HAPPENING#OWWWW#YEOWCH!!!!#EVIL AND FUCKED UP#SICK AND TWISTED#ACTUAL HELL#real shit though i actually don’t know why this is happening umm#weird!#period whump#carewhumper#whump#whumpblr#whump community#whump prompt#whump blog#trans whumpee#transgender whumpee#transmasc whumpee#periods#whumpee#captivity whump
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feet are cold (bc of poor circulation) but heart is warm (bc of xisumavoid)
#blocksblabs#i am watching some of his old streams and that make me so happy#why does this man make me so happy?#i love him sm in a NONPARASOCIAL WAY#i’m insecure about being perceived as parasocial#can’t i love him in peace???#I HAVE BEEN ON THIS APP FOR 7 YEARS AND I HAVE NEVER POSTED PURE WORDS BEFORE#IM SO SCARED#I need to make a pinned post or whatever but i don’t know how to set it up#this is so sad and embarrassing for me#but then i think about xisumavoid and i am happy again#xisumavoid#am i allowed to main tag this?? i don’t even know
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newsreader doodles because they’re coming back to me soon!!!!!!! 📺📻
#i like never post about them. but i love them all deeply#it took me no joke like months to finish this show. i don’t know why it’s very good and i like it#the newsreader#dale jennings#helen norville#tim ahern#noelene kim#the newsreader fanart#kaitsart#sam reid#anna torv#chai hansen#gay tim from camera#that tag is just funny to me#michelle lim davidson
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During patrol Nightwing found a handmade doll that resembled his hero persona, this wouldn't be so weird if it weren't for the fact that he finds dolls resembling the other members of the batfam's hero personas scattered in odd spots throughout Gotham and Bludhaven. The weirdest thing happens when one night he finds a doll of someone he doesn't recognize. It's a pale teen with white hair and bright green button eyes wearing what looks like a black and white hazmat suit. Nightwing picks it up and the doll immediately bursts into Lazarus green flames. Nightwing finally decided to tell the fam about the dolls not knowing that Phantom, who was sealed in a sarcophagus by treacherous observents several years prior, was now awake. The problem is that the sarcophagus is in the batcave as a trophy, needless to say everyone was surprised when the lid suddenly blew off and out stepped a teenager. Danny is a mix of anger and confusion because this definitely isn't Amity Park
You know. This is almost the exact plot of another, non-dp-related-AU I’ve seen. It’s @/ovegakart doll AU, it’s an AU of Linked Universe, which is itself a LoZ AU where a bunch of Links have come together across time because reasons I won’t get into. In the second ever LoZ game, Adventure of Link, there are these dolls that are scattered across the map. They give you an extra life. So, in ovegakart’s AU, the Link from the first game and AoL(it the same link)finds dolls of himself and the other Links while in his own time. Then, in a well, he finds a doll of a Link none of them have ever seen before. He picks it up and it bursts into flames. I checked, that’s what happened, here is a link to the page. Oh, and Nightwing not telling his family about the dolls until he gets Danny’s? The same thing happened in this AU, where AoL Link doesn’t tell the other Links about the dolls until he comes across the mysterious Link doll. That mystery Link is the First Hero btw, he’s from the Skyward Sword manga.
I would’ve liked it if you, I dunno, credited the idea? Or at least make it not so obvious by changing the doll into something else? Or make it so that Nightwing only finds a Danny doll? Maybe have it melt into ectoplasm even? I have a couple posts already about how I’m a LU fan on here, and if you’ve seen that before, then did you think I didn’t follow ovegakart, one of the biggest LU/LoZ creators? Listen, I’m not mad at you, I’m just confused at your thought process here. This AU idea wasn’t made for dpxdc, it doesn’t even make much sense for it. Yeah yeah, people can do whatever they want, whatever, but at least credit it my god. Or change it up to suit dpxdc more, or both.
How many other people have just taken AU ideas from others and pawned it off as their own, thinking that no one would find out since they’re from another fandom? It makes me feel gross. Please, just credit the idea. If I just posted this with some writing adding onto this, not knowing about this idea coming from another fandom and another person. I think I might need to close my asks for a bit, I don’t feel great, sorry.
#danny phantom#dp x dc#dpxdc#revenant prompted#anon ask#is this discourse? fandom neg?#idk but anon. don’t like you very much. I don’t hate you but you make me feel kinda weird with how you just took this idea w/ no crediting#I’m in such a bad mood now I can’t believe I woke up to this#likely just overreacting but I really don’t feel good#you’re lucky your on anon or else I wouldn’t have posted this feeling like I put you on blast. I don’t want to do that#do I tag as Lu? I brought it up. Might just bring it up on my own blog to let others know.#or rant to one of Lu friends. I dunno I feel wary I feel bad I don’t like this anon why couldn’t you just do the simple act of saying;#”I got inspired by ovegakart/this Lu creator who’s name I don’t remember/this Lu/LoZ AU”#why you gotta be so uncouth anon? Learn to credit your sources you seem to be old enough to know how to do that#sorry for coming of as mean. I’m not trying to be but I just woke up and now I wished I never did. Okay that was dramatic but yeah#sorry
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