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Shout-out to young child me who was an autistic freak that had an incredibly poor grasp on gender while simultaneously hating men so much I couldn't accept having male favorite characters so I just convinced myself they were all masc girls 👍
#hiccstrid was lesbian to me#hiccup haddock#<- butch to young me#ash ketchum#yeah#lukas mcsm#no explanation#james team rocket#no not bc he cross dressed. he was just Like That to young me#gym leader clemont#saw clemont and was like 'hell yeah weird science girl!' and refused to agknowledge anything else.#autistic childhood#autism stuff#pokeani#httyd#htthd shitpost#i still sometimes come crawling back to thr butch hiccup lesbian hiccstrid hc for comfort even tho to me theyre mostly t4t m/f and bi#does thaf make sense?#probably not#whatever#lesbian#autistic lesbian#moth.txt
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Stop asking me why I like maths, chemistry, physics, biology, astrophysics, computers, coding etc. Because, idk.
before entering highschool I swear I hated them and maths was my sworn enemy and rn I'm laying in bed with butterflies in my stomach, adrenaline in my veins thinking about the textbooks on javascript lying around in my school library
Like idk either dude i just find it cool that i could make plasma out of a grape in my microwave
#stemblr#chemistry#high school#nerd#geek#chemblr#i feel smart asf but soooo dumb does thaf make sense????#stars are pretttyyy but theyre like giant balls of gas and light
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Started working on my belief that no one will love me the way I love them that I picked up from my breakup with my ex 3 years ago with my therapist today. Sigh
#turns out the belief im unlovable goes back decades. to when i was a kid#the shit thaf happened with my ex must have just been the final brick that completed the ''i am unlovable'' house#does that make sense#the cherry on top. the straw that broke the camel's back. you get me#anyways may delete later
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You don't know idols irl
But Jungwon has been nothing but a fucking sweetheart to engenes, he's constantly updating us, constantly posting content for our enjoyment, constantly doing his job as an idol
But some ungrateful 'fans' are now hating on him, for a rumor based of off there i say bullshit proof, like photos that are so blurry that it could be anyone(lemme tell you if you took those 'proof' to court, a good judge will laugh in your face and kick you out, that's how shitty they are), and proof from crazy individuals detailing how they stalked him.
Like instead of coming together worried about his privacy being so disgustingly violated, there r ppl, screaming and shouting at Jungwon??
Same on winter's side, i have seen the clips from that aespa fan meeting, where these 'fans' were screaming and cursing at her. over a rumor that if you had common sense you could see are false.
I don't think these people are really fans, these individuals are just people jumping on an opportunity to hate, and be vicious. I saw the email template they were planning to send to hybe, and it's just filled with stupid delusions.
Jungwon has admitted that he isn't in a relationship (even if he was, he is 20, who gives a shit) and these people have deluded them selves that he is, because of proof thaf can soo easily be disproven.
Kpop idol's mental health is so important, from torturous trainee life, to torturous idol life, Multiple idols have passed, because of crazy insane stupid rumors, that ruined their mental health. Yet, to this day so many people don't feel shame when they toy with an idols mental health like this.
And if something awful does happen, which i fucking pray not, these people will be the loudest about mental health. Please remember that idols are HUMANS not things or property. Jungwon has been so mentally strong, but i don't know how he's actually doing bts, as a my and engene, this situation is hurting my eyes.
If u r one of the insane individuals still angry at this, plss plss leave, i promise Jungwon and enha wouldn't care about losing 'fans' like you. Jungwon has said, on camera, by himself, that he's not dating, and you still delude yourself to thinking he is because???
It just seems like you have nothing fun or special going on in your life, please go hang out with family and friends, if you don't have friends make some, get a job, get a more productive hobby, go to the gym and do some boxing, since you are so desperate to let out rage. You say you love enhypen, yet you are so quick to treating them like this, because you lack respect not only for yourself, but for him.
we are going into 2025, a stranger, which is what jungwon is to all of us at the end of the day, dating, should not, and I repeat should not get you THIS riled up, you're mad at a human for falling in love?
And if you believe idols shouldn't date still, i better not see you dating either, cause by your logic, you also belong to said idol, and you dating is also a betrayal, you should also lose your job and everything you've worked hard for. You see how dumb you sound?? if not i really pity you, cause there is something insanely wrong with you.
Therapy is expensive, but human connection is mostly free, if you had friends, a job and a life to look forward to, you wouldn't care so much about this.
Parasocial relationships at the end of the day are not real, jungwon isn't really your friend, your boyfriend or your husband, he's a guy doing his job, being a singer, dancing and making music. your role as a fan, is to support him, so no he doesnt owe you any more than what he's given you(making good songs, dancing, concerts, albums/ the lives, photos and content r extras for your entertainment, he doesn't have to do that either if he doesn't want to, but he does(a lot),so shut up and know your place). he is a person, a human, and like yunjin said, an idol doesn't mean a dol(l) to fuck with.
#I saw one of these ppl saying they don't like enhypen anymore cause of Jungwon#????#who r u again???#bye then#fandom cleanse#jungwon is always being so sweet to these ungrateful 'fans' and they have the balls to say such filth about him#I really hope these ppl find help cause they're all unwell2#okie dokie#one of them os on Tumblr#and their posts r so concerning#go through this because a dude u don't know if potentially dating is crazy#wow#I really hope these ppl find help cause they're all unwell#i hope this rant isn't too rude#but i hope its rude enough#these ppl r so boring#when i first saw this news i was like#omg that's the cutest pairing#but then i remembered some mfs don't like good things#jungwon is a stranger to you to me#would you go down the street a scream at a random dude for dating???#no you'd probably get your ass beat#pls stand up and be normal ughhh#long rant#hope i make sense#winter literally came back from recovery when this started#and earlier this yr she supposedly had surgery on her lungs and ppl r really being so wicked to her#as a my who saw what happened to Karina i hate these ppl so much#making some feel guilt for falling in love??#for experiencing normal human emotions???
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Hiii!!! I love ur writing sm and I love love love how you write Arthur. (Yes I am the same anon from the Arthur x m!reader affair </3)
Anyways I was wondering if you could do some hcs with reader questioning their gender (afab) and just having Arthur as a crutch to help them through it yk? Ik it doesnf fif the time period, but ive jusg been needing an extra boost 🫶
if nkt thafs okay!! ilysm 🫶
Hello and thank you again :D Absolutely! And nah, it fits. We've always been here dude, just under different names. Hope this himbo gives u a little comfort <3
Relationship w/ Arthur isn't defined, but is close. Reader gender is also just questioning, some implications of dysphoria, not otherwise defined.
Arthur isn't going to entirely understand it, I'll just be straight up. It's less of an issue of it being uncommon and more of an issue of he doesn't precisely feel that way himself. But he's met too many people to have learned to hate those he doesn't understand, and he likes you too much to turn back on it over this.
He will listen, always. He's usually shoehorned into listening to others, just because he has a face that makes people want to tell him things. Arthur cares about you, though, and he'd rather you talk to him than anyone else given the subject matter. If anything, he likes to learn about the way other people think, even when it's not exactly happiness.
In a sense, he can understand the broader strokes. Being uncertain where you stand in life, not feeling connected to your body, disassociating to ignore the discomfort, that overwhelming sensation of there being something just plain wrong with you— Arthur's been there for different reasons, but he's been there nonetheless and goes there now and again, still.
It will take him a while, but once he realizes you're ready to spill your vulnerabilities with him, he'll offer a few of his own in return. Usually it's a more honest answer if you ask him how he is, or sharing one of his own issues when you confide him for comfort, hoping it will show you he's not invincible either.
Arthur is a little awkward, though. He's just trying to make sense of what you're saying in his own way, but out loud he honestly sounds like he's just yapping sometimes. He's a little confused but he's got the spirit. Thanks for sharing Arthur, not sure now is the right time to talk about that time you lied about catching fish and bought them instead. I'm sure this was related somehow in your brain though.
Similarly, he does try to help. If you don't want advice, you're gonna have to tell him to not give it. He thinks it's what he's supposed to offer if he wants to help you. Whether it's how to present a different way or something you can do to get your mind off of things, he'll try his best to think of something.
#rdr2 headcanons#arthur morgan x reader#arthur morgan#rdr2#rdr2 fanfic#red dead redemption 2#sfw#ask#headcanon#neutralreader#nbreader#Not sure how to tag that bit so I'll use those two cuz I think it fits?#hurtcomfort
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scar is like my uncomfort creator, o watch him to get hyped does thaf makes sense idk how to decsribe ehhh
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22, 28 and E for ori and/or kendis
However many you feel like doing :)
Thanks, hun!
22. How does jealousy manifest itself in them (they become possessive, they become aloof, etc)?
Ori: I feel it takes a while for Ori to realize he SHOULD, or rather COULD, be jealous. I think he focuses so much on Good Time Central that he sometimes might not realize he could be upset-- like oh so and so is spending time with someone else? Potential friends! Etc. And he also tries not to assume the worse: So and so is not around as much? Maybe they're busy!
The thing that ends up tripping him up his low self esteem. Of COURSE, you're hanging with so and so better: they're smarter, calmer, more serious, cooler than him, etc. It can go one of two ways I think [I'm still sussing him out]: 1. He can do something foolish to get your attention [that may or may not blow up in his face]. 2. Or he tries to handle things positively, grin and bear it.
I feel one is probably likely and when he messes up it leads to him trying to repair things and into two. If his loved one/the person he is jealous over confronts him, he will be honest.
Kendis: what is the animal metaphor for jealous? Snake? Lion? Wolf? Whatever it is. That is Kendis. Kendis is never envious but they can be rather jealous. She doesn't want or need what is yours; but what is theirs is theirs. And that is final.
I feel in another world, it could be a Problem. I mean it still is. But not As Bad As It Could Be. Luckily, most Kendis' are raised with/learn a sense of boundaries and sympathy. And they're highly egotistical. So it kinda leads to a strange 'do unto others', in that Kendis is mindful of what THEY don't like so they try to apply that their dynamics with others.
That said, Kendis by nature is possessive and overprotective. And probably a touch obsessive [not in a yandere sense; but thaf they can be highly single minded. Like they don't want to OWN you; that's doing too much and expecting too much of their time. At the same time they aren't the best at sharing ....]
28) Would they prefer a lie over an unpleasant truth?
Ori: I want to say yes for Ori. But also no. And I structured Ori to admire and be honest. So I think he might avoid unpleasant truths and try to find a better solution/ make a joke about it. But he doesn't lie about it.
Wait. Whoops I read this wrong. Wuhehehey thus is why I should eat first. I actually don't know. I think it depends what it is. If its based in intrapersonal or his performance/ behavior. Tell him yhe truth. But if its interpersonal. I think he might think he want the lie, he might prefer it at first even -- but at the end of the day, the truth. I feel sjshhe.
Kendis: The truth.
E) Are they someone you would get along with? Would they get along with you?
Ori: Yes, I think sometimes we could. He might be a bit too much but he is sweet. I think he might like me well enough, he would be friendly. But I might be too introverted for him.
Kendis: No. L.
Kendis is too ... much. I love her but as a writer she makes me head desk. So as a person. She is too peppy. She is so driven that it might make me envious. She can be a jerk. They're so stubborn it is sick. I also don't think Kendis would notice me sjsududyeye. Like they would but then they would soon forget about me unless 1. I was friends with someone they know or 2. They felt that I was in need of help.
#i cant stand the new tumblr desktop#unitedindistaste#asks: ori zhou#ask: kendis crawford louel#insight: ori zhou#insight: kendis crawford louel#thanks for the ask!
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feeling like I'm 16 all over again grieving a friend who doesn't want anything to do with you anymore and my only means of making sense of it all is opening this app. i realize some people just can't grow at the same rate others do. because how does one stick to the same routine they had when they were 14. I just can't reach out, expect myself to rely on someone who only means of shaping their ideals is through on here. I can't expect guidance and navigation from someone who doesn't want to be a part of this world. yes the world is cruel, loveless, and unkind, but I'd rather be in than be stuck here with you.
i dont know why it had to end this way. I don't know how I keep finding people who make me realize how they dont care for me the way I cared for them. it's scary to know thaf im going to depersonalize you as just a person who was there the same time and place I was.
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I attribute this competition to being a consequence of Arcane's tragedy. The idea that the sisters are doomed in some capacity holds over even to the AU. That regardless of whatever universe, something always tears the sister apart. Arcane, seen through those lens makes a lot more sense. Vi's arc and the "failure" of her protector role, Jayce and Viktor's ends, the failure of Mel's dream in Piltover all reflect that fall.
The competition exists, and it was good for no one. The show acknowledges this. It is another cycle of hatred. Jinx escalated this, or rather, the circumstances led to this which Jinx's traumas escalated, and Vi'sown maintained/supported it. The slap led to Vi's memory being permanently marred in Jinx's mind later when it heals. Their co-dependency was always gonna get between vi and her own happiness, as well as Jinx's. Jinx even put the ultimatum in Vis head to have her and kill Caitlyn, or else. This was in s1ep9, in the context that Jinx had violated Caitlyn's privacy, kidnapped her, Silco and Vi. The point drawn here is that curently, jinx's and vi's relationship is doomed. They do not really know each other, only though past memories overlaid with trauma and tragedy. Every time they meet this tragedy continues and they either ruin it for each other, or circumstsnces either tied to their decisions do. Jinx makes the realization hence her decision to run away and end that cycle. Both her and vi and their respective traumas make each other worse, not better. As for the passivity of Vi's choice - does it need to be a statement? In Vis ideal world, she gets both Cait and Jinx - that is her family, and her need to protect em both would be satisfied. But what she wants isnt what she gets in this tragedy, and at least she has Caitlyn still. She couldve made that choice to chase after Jinx after Caitlyn freed her, but she decided to stay. And for once, Vi gets something positive out of it. She gets Caitlyn yes, but she also gets the freedom to not be a protector anymore. She is freed of the burden of being just an older sibling. She can be vi, someone who has options ahead of her. The tragedy is, it comes at the cost of her relationship with Jinx. But unfortunately that is the price of Vi's greatest srmtrength and her fatal flaw - inability to not stop loving Jinx. As long as jinx stayed around, shell never escape thaf role of being the protector. She could never discover herself.
I agree that some aspects of s2 feel a bit fanfic-y. The Vander hug scene kinda, the AU episode, etc. But imho i dont agree on the whump aspect because of the show being again, a tragedy. It's whump if say Hamlet or any tragedy is whump. The reason bad things happen to Vi or any of the characters is cause the decisions they make lead em there. Vi chases Jinx whom she has a toxic bond with and it leads to Caitlyn abandoning her. Caitlyn, jinx's foil, prioritizes her obsession to right her mistakes with not taking the shot and her grief costs her Vi. It costs her her moral beliefs and gets her into a puppet dictatorship which she did not want. Jinx, on her split choice between Silco and vi in s1 - she loses Silco, and later she thinks she loses Vi (to being an evil cop). She comes to realize she's hurt her regardless. As for the Caitvi weirdness, i think they were always gonna be weird about it.they bonded over Vi nearly dying and being saved via shimmer and various other near death experiences. They made out in a sewer. Ive mentioned in another post, just cause sex and perhaps kink exist, doesnt make it bad. It doesnt make it fanficcy either.
This is just my personal opinion, but how the greater fandom responds to things, it's not my concern. People are free to see things as how they choose. Fanodm especially in recent years seem to prefer trope-y, formulaic storytelling. If characters don't do xyz then the writing is bad instead of trying to engage with what the author actually meant. Dont realize they mightve been wrong.
that being said - there is a strong recency bias with timebomb. They went from barely having anything to being an actual ship. So ppl rejoyce, but forget they had one scene in s1 and deleted scenes. Caitvi had that honeymoon period in 2021-22, but id still argue it is better written by virtue of actual having development,not just limited to actually having onscreen development tgat arent deleted scenes. Timebomb and it tragedy is very much the idea of "what could've been" and not what was. Cause really, main canon Jinx and Ekko barely had a thing and frankly no way in hell there wouldve been the way things were turning out. Jinx's choice sealed that fate. Caitvi was and is the main ship and it had 2 seasons to develop. And it paid off. From the start it was always a show, not tell ship, and ended so. I think once the initial hype dies down, things'll stabilize.
Also, there is uh, a certain expectation that lesbian relationships have be portrayed a certain way in fandom, we cannot ignore this. Hence my talk about the fandom trend of being prudish and puritan. And that's not including homophobia and why some fans hate caitvi regardless of kink involved- we cannot remove irl from fandom. This is not a major part of the fandom but i have seen ppl express the sentiment under thinly disguised lenses/pretexts. Ive been in fandom long enough to know its stench. Caitvi is queer, which is trangressive, and then kinky/intimate (and not just about the sex), which is transgressive. So yeah. It was doomed for controversy. But i respect authors who want to do something, and they do it than if they feel as though they have appeal to the masses. Challenge ppl, how they precieve writing and stories, than submit to them I always say. Imho, ive seen more ppl on an individual level talk about caitvi and arcane, but i dont watch many yt cideos that arent riot song playlist lmao.
Now, i dont mean to say your opinins are vad, just to clarify. Or that you cannot read the story. These are just my opinions
@blood-starved-beast
My concern with ViCait isn't really that it's bad or illogical or unhealty.
It's more like:
“We finally get to answer ‘What would Vi do if she didn’t have anything left to protect?’” Overton says. “She would choose Cait.���
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This bothers me due to:
1.) imo it has consistently felt like Amanda feels possessive over ViCait vis a vis Vi&Jinx. That ViCait and Vi&Jinx is a contradiction, it's a competition. And that is always going to rub people the wrong way who either think it shouldn't be a competition (why can't Vi have both? Why should Jinx being in Vi's life be a threat to Cait? Is that kind of fucked up way where Cait has to possess Vi completely and there can't be anybody whether Jinx or Vander or whoever to take away Vi's attention or emotional energy?) or that if it's a competition then Vi should choose her sister and it's immoral to not put her sister first.
(I personally don't care that deeply, but imo that explains some of the fan reactions)
2.) Even if you see it as a competition. Of it's "Jinx versus Cait". And as a romance you NEED to have Vi pick Cait over Jinx. The fact that Vi chooses Cait only after she has (passively) lost Jinx, after Jinx has forcefully and against Vi's will removed herself from the equation lessons the romantic power of the choice. Yes from a character point of view Vi choosing Cait over her sister is more fucked up. But from a romance POV the bigger choice is Vi does it proactively and with intentional agency, because she loves/wants Cait just that damn much because the promise of a life with Cait is just that damn appealing and not because everything else has been taken away from her first. That feels like Vi is being cornered into that choice rather than Vi making that choice as a big powerful statement. (even if the cornered choice is something that Vi does genuinely enjoy and likes, the fact that she has been cornered into it rather than proactively choosing it makes Vi and the romance weaker)
3.) Some of Arcane feels like fanfiction made real. That doesn't have to be a bad thing. Ekko going to the happy AU is pure fanfiction plotting but imo they pulled it off. There's a reason why so many reviewers name it as their favorite episode. Because they did pull it off.
But part of me looks at season 2 in particular and feels like somebody writing a Vi Whump Fic. And there you just run into the problem that there are just some thing, some cadences of emotion and plot that make sense in fanfic (like ie exhaustive curtain picking fics) that just don't work as well as a main work. (ironically that's one thing I really noticed in the 50 Shades of Grey movies, that they follow the cadence of a fanfic [main character gets threatened and saved, then they have sex, guy gives her a gift, then they have sex, main character has an unpleasant run in, then they have sex, guy gives her another gift, then they have sex], that fanfic/porn plotting, and that's why the pacing of those movies feels super weird for a normal movie, why it's hard to put them into a traditional act or character arc structure).
I don't really begrude ViCait as a little bit of "my weird, messy, slightly kinky side thing", but if on some level you were trying to write the big BAMF f/f OTP of all times, the Han and Leia for the gays, imo general, shared audiences are always going to favor agency and proactiveness.
I don't dislike ViCait and I can still like them as the messy chaotic thing. But imo the squee over ViCait has been muted compared to what it would have been (imo) if Vi had just been a little bit more proactive and forceful.
(admittedly, that could just be my youtube algorithm throwing way more "Ekko and Jinx is zomg so deep!!!" analysis videos my way compared to undiluted and unmarred ViCait squee)
#piltover's finest#Vi#Jinx (arcane)#Arcane#Meta#Timebomb#Ppl saying timebombs better written forget we dont in fact have another season to support it#We dont know or if theyll get around to it#There are a lot of deleted stuff which caitvi does not have and ppl move away from their biases whatever they are caitvi has development
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Dam they dummy think, nice Raven and Star
also Alya has always given off Moka skin color to me... Do you still consider that brown if so...you know how to get it in crayon
Wheeze- thank you
And yes but id say its more brown/red mixed than that pale, and to get that color in crayon, i think just get any of the big crayola boxes with the..64?? Crayons?? I honestly havent used a crayon inna while but light brown should work fine if ya dont wanna buy a buncha crayons
#j.p speaks#forgot to answer this my bad#j.p answers#miraculous ladybug#i dunno how to describe Alyas skin color without the exact name#like it has orange tones?? like on the color wheel youd get it from orange/red#does thaf make sense?
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shima 😭😭
#moon talks#spoilers for ch 42 of stl in the tagssss#god it hurt so much to read jt towards the ending….. it was a bit naive for me to think that the problems would occur later in the relation-#ship ahdjjs it makes so much sense/ shima asking her out bc he doesn’t want to hurt her and wants the most optimal relationship with someone#he rlly cares abt. and i rlly get it 😭 like the struggle to 1) be able to understand how you feel towards someone and 2) mold your#feelings in a way that will make others happy. so real of you shina#god and the way he just stands there not knowing what to do while knowing how happy mitsumi is….#at this point i’m not sure either if he likes mitsumi in thaf way or just feels rlly attached bc of the way she validates him#what he does need are therapy and some more time to understand what he’s feeling 😭#i am still rooting for them (delusional) but it’s gonna take a whike for it to fully bloom
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with the way the show ended ( in general & for raven ) ie without a love interest & surrounded by limited people/most that she already knows of. there's a part of raven that feels unlovable ( mainly in a romantic way ). she knows her family loves her but she doesn't think anymore that anyone could be in love her.
i want to say that she felt a bit like that on the ring. mostly because the ark is associated with finn in her mind & that heartbreak will always have a negative effect on her. & her failure in figuring out the fuel problen amplified any feelings of not being enough. being surround by happy & in love couples certainly didn't help. that's not to say she was jealous of them. just longing of what they have, combined with some sadness of not thinking she'll get that. but she still had some hope at that time.
post finale, i think a lot of that hope has faded.
#( “ here comes the sun ” &. ooc ) ;#( “ the youngest zero g mechanic in 52 years ” &. study ) ;#the show ended with her only having been in love with finn#her other relationships didn't reach the point of romantic love#does this make sense ?#but yeah as the seasons go by she loses more & more belief that someone could fall in love with her#do they love her in other ways ? yes and that's important !!#but raven craved romantic love too & she never rlly got thaf in the show#not in the way she wanted to anywayd
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like u know when u watch a film or tv show and theres a shot thats so beautiful it reminds you that yeah films are just moving photos
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I wish I were more motivated to be healthier why am I so comfortable being the way I am
#it’s like having this dense sludge on you and sometimes you can free urself from it#but most of the time fighting the sludge is exhausting so you just. Stay in it#does thaf make sense
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I dropped my boyfriend off across the street from his condo a couple of weeks ago, and I saw a really cute dude cross the street from my side view mirror and then I realized that cute dude was actually my boyfriend LMAO
#i literalt said out loud wow thaf dude is cute#and i didnt realize that jt was my bf till like 5 seconds later#tru#does rhat make sense??#like lookinf from the side view mirror disnt make me register jt was him at first
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HEAR ME OUT, DARK ROYAL AU! WITH DRACO MALFOY… GIGGLING 🤭
I love this so much😭I ended up talking with them about this request and we talked about tons of little details and it’s adorable I love it!!! (I do take high school level French so I know a little like enough to where I formed most of these sentences on my own but pls let me know if I say anything wrong!!)
Royal au x Draco
(King and single dad!draco x French teacher!reader)
Tw- cursing in French and English, my French is bad I can’t use the curse words and other phrases I know in French because they’re a dialect so I google translated the cursing and a few phrases in addition to the letter which was translated by the requester(if there’s some mistranslated things let me know because I suck at translations😭)nightmares, pls let me know if I missed anything idk if I did but just in case!!
When Draco hired you to teach Scorpius French, it was a hassle keeping him even relatively interested in it, and it was rather difficult for him to remember any of it sense, Draco wasn’t able to speak French with him, he had lessons maybe three times a week and didn’t like to study and when he did want to study he didn’t have the time to do any of it before being whisked away to an etiquette class.
“Alright, so from the beginning introduce yourself.” You smile softly at Scorpius when he nod’s determinedly the expression looking odd on a five year old.
“Je m’appelle Scorpius” he lets out a little breath at getting through the first sentence
“Good job Scorpius, now onto your pets.”
“Je possede un chat. Elle s’appelle Luna. Elle suis chat blanche”
“You did so well!” You give him a little high five before pushing his blond almost white hair away from his eyes, “what do you want to talk about next?”
You watch as he taps his chin thinking about what thing he’d like to be the subject of his next lesson, “uhm lets do…dad’s birthday” Yoh smile fondly.
You knew Scorpius was excited, every year for the King’s birthday they’d have a big party and until Scorpius would have his debut he couldn’t have a party, which was fine he just got to attend his dad’s which he had fun with!
“Alright we can start that next lesson than…how about we think about what we’re going to get your dad for his birthday” Scorpius nods excitedly.
Sometimes Draco pissed you off and thaf was ok, it was fine nothing major as long as he couldn’t understand your French cursing you were fine.
For instance the one time he came in lecturing you about how Scorpius didn’t have time for his etiquette classes because you’d asked for him to study.
“Please Scorpius doesn’t even study!” You huff out and Draco rolls his eyes.
“Excuse me! He reads the book at night!”
“That’s not studying!” You shout as he turns his back to leave the room shouting a ‘yes it is’ right back
“Oh, va te faire foutre” you pull the doors shut behind him before storming over to the desk.
“Madame Y/n?” You hum in acknowledgment of Scorpius as you sift through your pile of lesson plans, “what does” you can see it coming from a mile away but you can’t open your mouth fast enough to tell him not to say kiss my ass in French.
“Va te faire foutre mean?” And he’s looking up at you with the most adorably wide innocent eyes.
“Scorp, you can’t say that it’s a curse word only grown ups like me and your daddy can say that ok?” He nods you know he’s got no concept of curse words but you can’t help but pay his head and praise him for being such a good kid.
Now mind you, you were still a bit pissed at Draco but it was a requirement to get him a gift so why not make him work for it. First you begin searching in every book you own for a decent riddle, this wasn’t going to be the difficult part.
Once you’d finally found one you smiled victoriously as you wrote it down in the note book. Scorpius had been long gone from the dark and empty library by now telling you he had to go to piano lessons. You could never understand how such an adorable little boy lived in such a cold and cruel castle. While Draco was no where near a bad father, it was clear he was a little lost on certain things with the way that he’d practically dragged himself to your room multiple times throughout the year to ask you questions about raising children as if you’d known more than him, always spilling out the excuse that you’ve worked with more kids than he has anyways!
He wasn’t a bad guy you’ll give him that.
You giggle slightly writing the note,
“To gain your gift solve the riddle- Je n’ai pas de début ou de fin, je n’ai pas d’amis ou de mère. Je t’envoie souvent des peurs, et toi, quand tu penses à moi, une larme te glisse sur le visage. C’est à quel point je suis juste et propre - c’est connu, comme l’air et le vent que vous ne pouvez pas maîtriser, Je vais toujours passer à autre chose, tandis que ton cœur se durcit comme de la pierre” it was highly likely that you’d have to let Scorpius translate the riddle for Draco but that was ok, this was your own little way of getting Scorpius to study and as a bonus spend time with Draco.
So he’d sat across from his dad telling him each individual word, until finally Draco had written out, “I have no beginning or end, I have no friends or mother. I often send you fears, and you, when you think of me, a tear slips down your face. It's how fair and clean I am - it's known, like the air and the wind you can't control, I'll always move on, while your heart hardens like stone"
However what you didn’t expect was to see Draco chasing Scorpius throughout the house as he giggled wildly watching as Draco chased him write into the garden before finally catching up to him and settling him onto his hip.
“Are you going to tell me yet?” He asks after he’s tickled him a bit and Scorpius giggles before telling him no again.
And true to his word Scorpius refused to give him the answers to the riddle after he had translated it to English for him.
So for the next week and a half you watched Draco go through his whole library and bedroom looking for the riddle but because poor Scorpius isn’t the best translator, some of the words were missing which caused Draco to miss the vital clues that could have lead to an answers.
So after he couldn’t find it in the books he asked all the staff who were just as clueless.
That meant when time came for the party, the one you really didn’t want to attend draco didn’t get his gift.
Which really through him off actually. He’s never met a woman who didn’t fall to his feet the minute he breathed, much less made him work for their attention, he was enthralled. You were different, you treated Scorpius well, you had a great personality, you were pretty, and you were just someone he could see himself with…what is he thinking right now?
He shakes his head slightly trying not to draw attention in the middle of the party which is over before any of you know it.
Draco tiredly drags himself to your bedroom already in his night clothes, he might as well ask what the answer was.
After listening to him tiredly ramble from the foot of the bed your soft giggles filled the room, “it’s the time Draco, the answer is the time” his eyes widen in surprise, “really?” You nod a little laugh bubbling in your throat, you never new he could be so cute.
“So what was the gift?” He’s looking at you like an excited puppy, “uhmmm” his face drops, you knew he couldn’t solve it was that your intention did you not like him that much?
“I was going to let you pick really” you pick at your comforter as a smile works it’s way across Draco’s face.
“So hypothetically if I would have gotten it you would have given me a date?”
“Depends on the person like if you asked for a date from-“ he cuts you off
“You of course”
“Oh…well I would…but if you asked nice enough you can still have one” you both are interrupted by the little knock on your door, it’s Scorpius he’s likely had a nightmare he always comes around this time when he has nightmares.
When he opens the door you can see the tears that well in his eyes, “oh honey” you whisper softly and before Draco can move to comfort his baby boy Scorpius is wrapped up in your arms asking if you can read a book to him.
Draco blinks a bit realizing why exactly Scorpius would go to you instead of Draco who worked in his office at this time…but that was ok as long as he felt safe and loved
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