#does it do a lot of things really well regardless? yea and i have brain worms about it
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ough jojo stone ocean aughh my heart twists and turns as the shonen protagonist is a woman who kicks ass and is angry and determined and not above petty revenge, who fights by tearing apart her own body and gets her shit kicked in before she makes it out on top, whose end goal goes from saving her own father with whom she has a complicated relationship with to saving the entire goddamn universe and no one but a kid she befriended knows anything about it anymore. im not normal about jolyne's chase for freedom and agency after her life is set to quietly rot in a prison cell and im not normal about her friends who are driven by revenge and a search of identity and petty feelings and pure kindness and im not normal about how human they feel even when they get put into wacky and stupid and exaggerated situations. literally shaking and crying stone ocean is so dear to me
#soda offers you a can#jjba#stone ocean#is part6 perfect? especially the manga? nah#does it do a lot of things really well regardless? yea and i have brain worms about it
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Series 8 Episode 5: Time Heist
YOOOO THEY DID A HEIST?? AND IT WAS IN TIME?? Hii everyone today weâre going to be checking out Time Heist. Does a heist episode work in Doctor Who? Letâs find out.
So this episode has a LOT in it for 45 minutes, but I respect that in this case. The reason is because weâre doing a heist, so you need to keep the episode at a fast pace to keep that heist adrenaline running through the episode. I do think the episode, especially near the end, has a tendency to get a bit over excited and rush past characters that couldâve done with a few more lines of dialogue, but bear with me because Iâm about to gush about this episode and tell you why you should forgive it for itâs transgressions.
I feel like I donât need to include the âyea 12 and Clara dynamic goodâ bit in these reviews anymore cause yâall know how it is by now, but yeah theyâre still on top form and theyâre up to their usual antics. What I do wanna say is that Saibra and Psi, our sci-fi heist buddies with cool powers, are introduced and used really well in this story. They clearly have their own defined wants/needs as gets revealed throughout the episode, and whilst Psi definitely conflicts with 12, itâs nowhere near as obnoxious as the Robin vs Doctor 1v1 in Robot of Sherwood and so the conflict feels way more natural. The dynamic works good job writers!
Another thing I want to shout out in this episode is just how good it looks? Despite them still being on a low Doctor Who budget, Iâm sold so easily on the scale of the Bank of Karabraxos, and there are so many creative little camera shots in this episode that have me beaming ear to ear. Also that cushy private vault that Karabraxos has with all the little gems n goodies hidden about? Whoever designed that deserves a raise it looks great. In general, this episode is just produced so well, and itâs part of what sells us on its charm.
I also find the Teller to be such a cool villain idea. The ability to sense guilt is a great concept to work with when your heroes are trying to pull off a heist, and the brain-snatching aspect with the head dent thing? Thatâs top tier. I will say though they hype up the idea that trying to keep your mind blank is impossible in this story, but I did it along with Clara the first time she got got by it and I was weirdly good at it? Iâm just gonna chalk that down to a me thing.
The only other thing that disappoints me here, bar the rushed ending that tries to explain everything in a very short amount of time (which is natural for a heist episode to be fair), is the fact that we donât really get any character development here for any of our main cast. The Doctor took Clara on a heist that very nearly got her killed, disrupted her personal life again, and she didnât even get a reward from the heist like the others. Yet Clara doesnât call him out on any of this, and I canât help but feel thatâs a little out of character considering how frustrated she was last episode with the Doctor getting in the way of her date. But hey, itâs a standalone episode like Robot of Sherwood, and the heist pacing means there isnât as much room for this kinda character conflict, so I can kinda see why this isnât in the story.
TL:DR/Overview: Time Heist is an episode that is just so much fun. Seeing the Doctor and Clara team up with a crack team of aliens to hijack the most secure bank in the universe, I mean what a concept. The supporting cast are great, our monster of the week is a lot of fun, and the production on this episode in particular is very inspired. I do have a few gripes with how the ending is handled, with it feeling a bit rushed and therefore meaning we miss out on some important character work between 12 and Clara. Regardless though, this episode is plain and simply fun, and for that it deserves a very strong A tier.
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What are your thoughts and impressions of a Gemini moon and rising ?
Hello Star Cadet!
Ahhh Gemini placements. I'll warn you now, I'm a bit biased because I have a gemini venus. and I've always loved being around geminis lmao.
A lot of people who are close to me have gemini venus as well. which is interesting. I've dated a gemini sun. I had a best friend who had a gemini sun placement. that ... ended weirdly.
but yea. geminis.
Like I love y'all but idk how to keep yall in my life lmao. I'm more close to aquarius's than geminis. ya know? like libras and aquarius..s. I can keep around but geminis always walk away from me.
it's weird.
Anyway, on to the actual post lmao.
Gemini Moon & Rising.
I love gemini risings. very bright, talkative, mercurial. I love that shit. Very creative, probably very smart -even if you don't think so lol- I'm sure some people are like, yadda yadda y'all are annoying.
but like, you guys are so much fun to talk to. I love someone who can keep me entertained, and geminis, regardless of placements, can do just that.
you know what though I've found some geminis to be very introverted. Like, 50/50 split honestly. but like, Y'all are so captivating, regardless of how talkative you are.
I feel like there's just so much wisdom that you just ooze lmao. like people probably come up to you for conversations. for advice, etc etc. as a rising sign you may come off as the type of person who always has a story to share or wisdom to share. someone very willing to learn.
as a moon .
Well. air moons are interesting for a couple of reasons. air moons aren't the most emotional... well you are. but you aren't. you'd rather deal with things on a more logical, objective bases.
it may appear that to some, you may be the type to just run away from the emotional depth that you have. you may try to hide it with witty conversation and banter. you feel that you're just hard to pin down because dealing with emotion means sitting with it, and air signs don't really ...sit.
ya know what I mean?
so I feel like, sometimes there could be this struggle with understanding you're emotions.
but damn, y'all give some bomb ass advice when it comes to dealing with your emotions.
I think, unless it's heavily aspected, people with this moon might be afraid of just dealing with trauma, the past, and so on. you might be the type to really focus on the present. whether or not that is due to the dear of what lies beneath that surface, that's up to you to decide.
You guys often get a bad rep for not wanting to be emotional. I think it's more just like... you close yourself off because you'd rather not see someone cry. because how is that productive ya know? how does crying, and sitting with your emotions, deal with the problem at hand?
but... just remember that it's good to feel that emotion. you don't need to sit with it for very long. but i think it'll be good for you guys to really.. at least understand what you're feeling so you can communicate it better ;)
also. have you thought about doing creative things? I feel like your brain might enjoy writing or art or... like... learning lmao. music? yee.
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MHA Character Reaction: Getting You Pregnant
Aizawa, Bakugo, Hawks, Kaminari, Kirishima, Midoriya, Todoroki, + Tokoyami
Genre: Fluff, Suggestive
Warnings: 18+, unplanned pregnancy, brief mentions of abortion, profanity and obscene language
A/N: not really anatomy neutral but doesnât use pronouns so still gender neutral
âweâre having a kid?â
notice how he says âweâ
heart melting
pretends to be upset but really isnât
âgreat now i have another rugrat to take care ofâ
kind of stoked to have a mini him running around
really wants a boy just because he really does want to see a tiny version of himself
if he had a girl he wouldnât be mad though
would spoil his little princess
the type of guy to buy cheesy matching outfits for the kid
tries to help out in his own special way
âgo sit down. i can do it myself dumbass.â
cooks for you a lot more
just wants to take care of you and your little prince/ss
if you ever complain about being pregnant, donât
heâs going to complain right back
âthe hell are you complaining for, youâre the one that wanted me to knock you up.â
heâs going to try even harder to be the #1 hero
that dumbass tsundere wants nothing more than to be the best for you and your baby
so excited
âiâm gonna be a dad? iâm gonna be a dad!â
youâve never seen his face light up that bright
smothers you in kisses, picks you up and spins you in circles
immediately becomes what i like to call a helicopter husband (even if youâre not married)
âsorry was that too tight? did i hurt you?â
heâs gonna nag you ALL. THE. TIME.
âhey babe, are you eating enough? are you getting lots of fluids?â
âyouâre not drinking coffee are you? donât itâs not good for the baby.â
âdonât stand for too long or youâll-â
ALL. THE. TIME.
if youâre thinking about doing anything just donât
if youâre a pro hero he will demand you take off work for the next nine months
of course he didnât want you getting hurt before but now he really doesnât want you hurt
he wouldnât necessarily want you to stop working completely but heâll suggest you stay in the office
heâd never force you to stay behind though,, he doesnât think itâs manly to force anything on you
but he cares a lot and wants you as safe as possible
buys baby shoes for the hell of it
âthey were cute! just like our little angel inside of you.â
his brain is blank
nothing youâre saying is going through to him
âYOUâRE TELLING ME YOUâRE PREGNANT?! HOW?!â
needs time to process
when his brain finally stops short circuiting heâs going to panic
âiâm not ready yet! what are we going to do?â
heâll come around after like a day or so
and when he does oh boy are you in for a treat
super proud
brags about it non-stop
âhey did you hear? y/n is pregnant with my baby. weâre starting a family.â
âyea denki we know youâve told us twenty times alreadyâ
super excited even though he has no idea what he doing
thinks pregnancy is hot
starts calling you mama
âhey mama, lookinâ goodâ
in the end heâs excited to be a dad even if he has no idea what heâs doing
"coolâ
isnât worried at all really which is weird considering he hasnât thought about having kids
doesnât even consider getting rid of it
the type of guy to take parenting classes because he wants everything to be perfect
comes home one day with tons of bags
âi bought this for the babyâ
heâs got clothes, shoes, toy, stuff for a nursery, EVERYTHING
heâs got stuff for you too
heâs spoiling you more than before
gives you some of the those good old icyhot massages to make you feel better
holds your hair back when you get morning sickness
goes out of his way to satisfy your pregnant cravings no matter how disgusting or bizzare they may be
makes sure you have a good doctor which a lot of people tend to really overlook
the perfect partner really
now why the hell would you tell him this
heâs going to freak the fuck out
his head is going a thousand miles a minute
does that little deku mumble thing
will ask all might what to do
does his research
wants to learn everything about pregnancy
and when he does
heâs mortified
thinks of all the pain youâre going to be in nine months from now
tries to make up for it by babying you
waits on you hand and foot
you could breathe in a certain direction and heâs in butler mode
âwhat is it? your breath changed. do you need something. i can get it for you. just tell me what it is i got it.â
âwell this is unexpected.â
immediately assumes you donât want this
âyour body your choice.â
isnât going to tell you he wants to keep it
he doesnât want to influence your decision
he doesnât want you to feel like he thinks youâre a incubator or something when that certainly isnât the case
if you tell him youâre keeping it heâll be so relieved
heâs thanking all the gods at once
if youâre not married already heâs going to propose
isnât super traditional but he thinks you might as well seal the deal if youâre just going to start a family regardless
he had decided a while ago that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with you
his plans just got a little sped up
but heâs happy
his dream come true
âare you serious right now? if youâre joking i wonât forgive you.â
since he had his childhood stripped away from him heâs wanted nothing more than to have a kid of his own to show the world how itâs done
i think heâs another one that wants a daughter but i also see him wanting a son
and for that reason i think heâd want the gender to be a surprise
he doesnât want to know until that thing comes out of you
he buys a tiny version of his hero costume for the kid to wear
he would expect the kid to have his quirk
so he mentally prepares for that
and brags about it
âtheyâll be flying around the city in no time, isnât that right kiddo?â
did i mention he talks to your stomach constantly
gets off on the fact that heâs the one that got you pregnant
constantly tells you how much he loves your pregnant body
lets you know that fun time does not stop just because youâre pregnant if you know what i mean
very calm
why should he panic anyways
he already has a kid,, whatâs so bad about having another
he cares more about how you feel
âare you willing to go through all the pains of being pregnant?â
tells eri sheâs getting a sister
and yes he says sister
does not hide his desire for a daughter
just another princess for him to spoil
he does consider the possibility of eri feeling differently about him now that he has a biological kid otw
so heâll go out of his way to show her that he still loves her the same
will buy cat themed items for the child
goes to the doctor with you and holds your hand the whole time
honestly he gets super protective of you,, way more protective than before
someone on the street could look at you the wrong way and heâd think about suspending them from a lamp post in his scarf cocoon
also quite a bit more touchy
whether it be in public, at home in the kitchen, on the couch, or laying in bed with you in his arms
hes always got a least one of his arms wrapped around you because he wants to feel closer to the little monster inside of you
#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#katsuki bakugo#izuku midoriya#shoto todoroki#denki kaminari#eijiro kirishima#fumikage tokoyami#keigo tamaki#hawks#shouta aizawa#eraserhead#mha reactions#mha smut#mha scenarios#mha headcanons#mha fluff#bnha reactions#bnha smut#bnha scenarios#bnha headcanons#bnha fluff#bakugou smut#midoriya smut#kaminari smut#kirishima smut#aizawa smut#hawks smut#todoroki smut#tokoyami smut
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okay I just saw your head canons for itty bitty titties with suna and atsumu but what abt suna, atsumu, tendĆ and Bokuto (if u can but if you just want to do suna and Tsumu thatâs ok đ) w a s/o who has like DD cups? Iâm lowkey embarrassed to wear tight shirts bc I feel like everyone looks at me âčïž (Ik they arenât too big but I feel like everyone stares at me all the time đ)
hc: atsumu, suna, and bokuto with a big chested s/o
tags: nsfw, reader has big boobies
notes: baby đ„ș iâm so sorry to hear that youâre embarrassed by that, but your feelings are completely valid!! though i personally donât have that issue i can tell you that youâre beautiful no matter what and if people stare then that just shows their character, not yours. your body â your personality. i hope i did you both justice with these, so if not just reach out and lemme know! â„
» maâam you would make this man SO happy
» not that your chest is all heâd value about you, ofc, heâll be the most attracted to your personality and ability to laugh at his dumb jokes when no one else will, THATâS the first thing he notices ab you
» you just... appeal to his horny side incredibly well
» he never comments on them though. drinks his respect women juice and doesnât want to make you uncomfortable, ever
» until you express how insecure you are about your titties and heâs BAFFLED
» bc in his man brain heâs like ?? how could you NOT be confident with boobs as perfect as yours ??
» but eventually he understands that you think theyâre a bit on the bigger side, itâs just he genuinely thinks itâs just more for him to handle/love so why worry ab what other people think?
» when it gets especially hard he never fails to tuck your head under his chin with a hand massaging between your shoulder blades, comforting you with both his touch and his words
» âI think yer beautiful, Y/N. No matter what.â
» WILL fight anyone who stares at your chest
» yk that tiktok with the guy barking at anyone who tries to take his girl friendâs drink from him? thatâs atsumu but w dudes who ogle at your chest
» he knows you feel objectified from it and ainât no one makinâ his baby feel bad
» like the small titty gang, heâll praise them in the bedroom to no end, like will have his hands on them constantly and loves the way they look when the flesh pokes out between his digits
» even though he understands the necessity of a bra (uh back pain), he always loves the few times you do let the girls free, especially if youâre in one of his shirts/jerseys - like, he WILL jump your bones
» but yea, over all, atsumuâs an understanding dork of a boyfriend who never fails to make you feel comfortable in your own skin, regardless of chest size
» much like the small chested hc, he couldnât care less what size your titties are
» but does he find them attractive? absolutely, much like the rest of you
» probably isnât as in tune with your emotions as atsumu or bokuto are so youâll definitely have to tell him you arenât feeling yourself, he might pick up on it eventually but itâll be much later
» just wants you to be open about it so he can help his girl asap
» heâll probably wrap his arms around you from behind and bury his face into the crook of your neck so he can whisper all the things you need to hear, for your ears only
» âCâmon, Y/N, youâre gorgeous... donât let something like that keep you from seeing what I see.â
» he understands how peopleâs stares make you feel bc heâs aware of how shitty most dudes treat women, so instead of barking like atsumu heâll just stand around you or turn you away from whoeverâs makinâ googly eyes at you
» doesnât stop him from giving said perpetrator a heart-stopping death glare tho
» again, sunaâs heavy with degradation in the bedroom, but will never aim it at your insecurities, instead heâll save those comments for praising you
» and his favorite way of doing that is keeping his mouth latched onto each breast, leaving love bites nâ bruises between each swirl of his tongue around your nipples
» suna doesnât really care what you wear because, hello, you look hot asf in everything BUT he would kill a man to see you in a crop top whenever possible tasteful underboob
» overall, very supportive boyfriend, you just gotta tell him when youâre feeling less confident so he can fulfill his good boyfie duties of reminding you he loves you no matter how big ya titties are
» this boy is SO PRECIOUS
» will make you feel like a queen the second you express even the slightest insecurity about your chest size
» much like atsumu heâll be confused because in his eyes, youâre a literal angel who excels in perfection with beautiful tits, holy shit
» but he knows what itâs like to be insecure! so you bet your sweet ass heâs going to go above and beyond to make you feel better, even if you donât outwardly express youâre upset
» will fold you up into a little ball and just hold you in his lap, caging you with his arms and legs, kissing your hair, forehead, cheeks, nose, etc.
» and will be gushing with praises in between each little peck, i mean he is spewing straight honey from his mouth the whole time
» âBaby, youâre so perfect, how could you even say that? I think youâre the prettiest thing Iâve ever seen, Y/N, and I love you so, so, so much.â
» you might have a few cavities from how fuckin sweet this man is
» very much like atsumu, he will attempt to confront anyone whoâs blatantly staring at you and your chest, very much like a feral dog BUT will stop the minute you tell him not to
» then proceeds to shield you like suna, but doesnât even give the asshole the time of day because his baby is more important :)
» bo is a soft daddy dom and is heavy on the praise, so expect lots of comments about how perfectly your tits bounce while riding his cock or how beautiful they look covered in his cum
» he loves smushing his face between your breasts, pls suffocate him with them iâm so sorry
» as loving and soft as he is with you outside of the bedroom, if you wear anything that shows even the slightest bit of cleavage he WILL go nuts, so, do with that what you will
» bokuto just loves you for you, he values your heart before your body so as long as you keep loving this lilâ airhead back, youâll be just fine
#nishiikun.headcanons#haikyuu headcanons#atsumu miya x reader#miya atsumu x reader#atsumu x reader#atsumu headcanons#atsumu miya headcanons#suna x reader#suna rintaro x reader#rintaro suna x reader#suna headcanons#bokuto x reader#bokuto koutarou x reader#koutarou bokuto x reader#bokuto headcanons
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ok say hello to my insanely new oc who ive made entirely to be a villain who is still an excellent adult and a decent parent, probably. cares too much abt kids. think reigen mob psycho with a drop or two of milla. worked under Nick From The Mailroom and was actually in on his scheme.
has always been rather cold and brash towards adults, but is more caring towards kids. in my brain he has a brooklyn type accent? rough and tumble, walks around without a tie, yknow? they keep him cause he sorts mail real good, though.
(added a read more because this got INSANELY LONG AKSKSK i spent like an hr on this h)
he was a delugeionist, but only because he kinda just wanted to rip the world apart a little; lysandre vibes, thinks a lot of it is scum and needs to go. thinks the *psychonauts* are scum and need to go. hes psychic but suppressed it, think aquato parents but extra toxic about it, and straight up just saying being psychic is unnatural. wouldnt go to loboto parent lengths tho. so he adopted that thought of 'being psychic is unnatural and wrong', which contributed to a lot of self hate that was never learned out. likely, he realizes hes a shitty person and thinks he needs to go too. so like...yknow hank, dbh? kinda the vibe im gettin right now. way more formal, of course, and while usually gruff, is more polite when its needed; can and *will* beat the shit out of you verbally in a factual way, though, and can talk more street-lingo if hes talkin to real thugs. (probably winged it on his own after failing college or smth, hes got the vibes.)
anyways, its this plot where he slinks off and starts planting mistrust in the psychonauts or something. and inevitably he just...shows up and starts kidnapping people. dismantling things from the inside and all that. he left and formed a group who also hated psychics at some point, likely friends of his parents and friends of friends, all from his hometown. all of them fight *insanely* dirty, and a lot of them are insanely vulgar. the kids are supposed to be kept away.
but theres a line to follow here.
this man is a fold to raz. hates the psychonauts, hates being psychic, adopted his parent's hate of psychics, hates the *world.* raz is young and unburdened and unjaded...mostly. hes not the shock of water some young characters can be when it comes to being the foils of other characters; think steven with a villain or something, right? but raz is sassy and a little jaded, and not total sunshine positivity.
hes a child this man could look down on and not be immediately annoyed by, who is worried by yet respects raz's realization of the world as it is, however little that is.
and yet raz is still his foil. he still mostly loves the psychonauts, despite it all, he loves being psychic, for the most part, he dodged adopting his parents previous values, he still seems to have an even view of the world as a whole.
raz is jaded, if only a little, but he moved past it and accepted that things could still be bright. this man is jaded, but he stayed in his stormclouds, never looked for the sun.
ok where. was i. RIGHT ok so. at the beginning of this...story? the man finds raz being talked down to by one of the office workers; someone with weak psychic powers whos insanely jealous of his prowess. an adult who envies the young prodigy. and theyre giving him some insane task to do, like cleaning all of the closets within the hour, but hes saved the world twice, so he smiles and nods along, because he said he would help around the motherlobe, and this adult is asking him to do something that seems simple enough.
and this guy, internally, goes 'bitch.' for a good long second bc 1. dude even if you envy a kid, kinda fucked to show that?? not their fault 2. WHY are you asking a 10 year old to do that. why is there a 10 year old here. holy shit thats a 10 year old oh my god hes so tiny (no one told him there was a 10 year old because they knew hed stomp right up to management but. regardless. he is going to stomp up to management after this and no one can really stop him. except maybe raz well see)
so yknow. dude fixes his slight slouch and walks forward and politely tells this woman that 1. hes 10 why are you jealous of him and 2. hes 10????????? and shes like shit hes 10. and apologizes. and walks away
and raz is VERY ?? bc she was doing what? why is him being 10 important? and its that young part of you that gets pissed when people try to keep you from doing things because youre young and hes DEFINITELY yet to learn that piling responsibilites that should be handled by adults onto a child is fucked up in its own special way (looking at you ford, *nick*)
and the dude calmly explains because yea. he gets that. and he still sounds gruff and a little peeved but he squats down to razs height and he talks simply and factually, telling him straight on why it isnt right.
and. huh. people dont really do that for raz. except for sasha, sometimes, everyone likes to dodge the truth a lot with him, because hes 10, and sometimes, hes too nice to tug it out of them.
and this guy, this man that raz is already polishing a trophy for 'good adulting' in the back of his brain with his striking statements about how adults should handle things and kids should-kids should...get to have fun. not be traumatized.
for the shock on his face when raz said hed already saved the world a couple times, whats some closets. he reigned it in, said that its weird he saved the world, because thats usually their jobs.
and this guy offers his hand on instict before he stands up, even though he doesnt seem very sweet and kind like the adults that usually offer raz a hand. and he takes it, i think. he takes it.
warm. warm, a little nice.
reminds raz of his dad, maybe. he wonders if this man has any kids himself, but keeps his mouth shut, because he thinks he already has the answer, and its yes.
(he doesnt have any. he would wish he did, but he knows hed fail to raise them right.)
and when he stands, he asks raz what he was asking that woman for, and he says hes doing tasks around the motherlobe because his papers are still coming in. the man doesnt ask. (he knows what 'papers' means, realizes this is the tiny junior psychonaut every room in the damn place has been buzzing about, and he has fucking words for forsythe.) he just offers for the kid to sort mail under his supervision.
and that sounds boring. at least, it usually would.
this man is interesting, and a good...person? a good adult? hes...hes new. hes new, and calm, and a little like sasha but a lot not, and he thinks he trusts him.
so raz grins and says yea, mail sorting sounds nice.
(debatably, raz does not take his hand. hes too jaded when it comes to adults. debatably, he does not feel any warmth from this man who has taught him every adult has been telling him wrong. debatably, im projecting. but thats the whole point of ocs, hm?)
and then holes crop up in motherlobe systems. people are kidnapped.
raz keeps seeing the strange man, keeps telling him things, keeps hearing back, gruff and factual and a little annoyed, but raz can almost-just-barely tell its not at him, with the way he talks.
he can tell. he can tell.
he can never tell. this man is making sure he can tell.
raz trusts the man, is still polishing that trophy for 'best adulting' he has settling in the back of his mind.
and then the man comes with a militia.
he did not seem jaded. he did not seem hateful. he never showed any anger or hate towards raz.
but thats because he knows kids dont deserve it.
an excellent moral or two. a rotten, broken heart.
and at first, they keep the kids away, because these people fight dirty, because this isnt their battle, because the man has been sending emails about why 15 year olds are in a secret psychic agency.
(he does not mention raz. by razs second visit, he had just marked the boy down as another reason to hate the psychonauts as a whole, and especially its higher ups.
hes also regretting his alliance to nick by about the third. if he had known the man would puppet a child as if they were a toy, he would have organized his own rebellion ages ago.)
but eventually, the psychonauts need all hands on deck.
they send the children to find the missing agents.
the interns are fought on the way. some of them avoid the child, know the boss would pummel them.
they get to the base, and the strange man, the one with the broken trophy for 'best adult' (still barely-polished, because hes still so sure) still nestled in the back of razs brain, is still there.
the junior psychonauts are spotted. one of the guards throws a few rocks aimlessly.
they surprise them. one almost hits raz.
its intercepted instead.
and the other junior psychonauts watch as this man, their enemy, a villain, in their eyes, reprimands the other man for even accidentally daring, for even trying. for doing something they might have done just a month or so ago, if they had decided he was too much weirder than they already had.
and he yells something like, "Why the hell is he even here?! This is an enemy base, of whats a rebellion! This is a *10 year old*! What kind of adult sends a child *near* something like that?!" and he truly sounds angry this time, raz finds. hes too angry to keep it in. he still sounds gruff and oddly proper. raz is standing there, arms hanging. hes baffled in a specific way, the way he was every time the man's brow furrowed when he mentioned a harrowing story, the way he was the first day they met.
and he asks, a little quiet, a little small, a reminder of how young he really is, "Why are you still trying to keep me safe? We're supposed to be enemies now."
And his brow furrows further before flattening out, and he tilts onto one leg, and he swears he almost kneels to a knee.
He cant believe it. He really cant.
"You're 10." he says simply, softly, that factual way. "You shouldn't even be here."
and raz pauses. the interns freeze.
"...well, here I am."
and i think...it would be so intriguing if this was done halfway out of the mind, because this man is so against anything psychic. it would be so *compelling.*
so raz steps forward and asks again, asks why hes doing this.
and the mans eyes harden, he tries to turn off that soft heart, trying to remind himself of all that he hates. because he hates the psychonauts, because he sort of hates the world.
and raz asks why he could ever hate the psychonauts, head tilted, before listing off the few he knows to be true. but other than that, how? and ok, the world sucks a little, yea, hes seen that, gets that.
and he appreciates that this kid isnt totally gung ho about existence.
but he hates that he isnt, too.
and its this back and forth. everything the man hates, why he hates it. raz saying why its good but admitting why its bad.
and hes swayed, just a little.
but the man stands up from the kneel hed inevitably instinctively put himself into, and walks forward, hand held out yet again.
"You shouldn't be in the Psychonauts," he tells him, soft, factual, brow furrowed. "Come with me. I'll bring you back to your parents, or wherever it is you want to go."
raz contemplates. thinks, for a long moment.
he grabs the mans hand, warm and firm, yet again, for a terrifying moment.
before he reaches up to slap a mental door on his forehead, and astral projects into it.
he thinks this man is good. thinks hes just jaded.
thinks hes the best adult hes ever met, one who just happens to hate a lot of things.
hes only 10.
hes not letting someone who can tell him so clearly whats wrong and right for adults to tell him go that easily.
aaaand yknow. raz does his razzy thing. learns about why the guy hates the world and the psychonauts and himself. helps him learn that its not all bad, that he was excellent to raz, and still is, that things can be bad and good all at once.
the man concedes that raz is very capable, very smart, and can do a lot. but that doesnt mean he should have to.
raz tells him, though, that he likes working for the psychonauts. its his dream. and he realizes some things he was told to do were kinda screwed up, now. that maybe, in honesty, he was dealt a bad hand.
but hes done what he can with that hand, and he ended up with a royal flush.
and uh! yknow!! then raz leaves his mind and he calls off the rebellion! its like a rhombus of ruin type adventure, except without the villain being present beforehand. its just not clustered in insanely close with a ton of other wild shit.
anyways this got really long? sorry?? its an oc i just saw good adult and slight father vibe potential in the vibe i instantly got on him and then i went feral???? rip maybe someone will read this and if you did. congrats i honestly really liked how the whole foil and good-yet-bad and consideration of raz being 10 thing worked out. this oc is almost like our representative in the psychonauts world the way reigen is for the audience in mp100. yea :) i match them up a lot but thats just cause they vibe a lot. anyways its 1:40 am now and i spent abt an hour on this hope it vibed mildly byeeee
#GOD THAT GOT LONG. ALSMSKKS APOLOGIES OH MH GOD#psychonauts#psychonauts oc#and my personal tag:#pn oc#trash talks#long post#like! insanely long!!!!!!! i am so so sorry maybe i should make a cut#psychonauts 2 spoilers#like a lot tbh alskssk#OK READMORE SUCCESSFULLY ADDED!!! THNX GOOGLE <3
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MHA boys with tiktok accounts
(đ·ïž) paring(s): Midoriya x reader, Kaminari x reader, Todoroki x reader (đź) summary: Midoriya, Kaminari, and todoroki with Tiktok accounts (hcs) (â ïž) warning(s): just crack n fluff here (đ) note from Yami: inspired by a request I got the other day (check it out here) (hey yall, made this at 3am dont mind me. jus vibin)
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Midoriya
i think he would enjoy tiktok
you introduced him to it
and he thought it was cool so he decided to stay for the ride
His fyp is filled to the brim with all might.
Just all might.
Occasionally some other heroes
But mainly all might â
He WANTS to only follow you
But he's a pushover and too nice for his own good and ended up following everyone in class
Poor bby
If he ever does decide to post, it will have something to do with heroes
Probably just recording all of his all might merch
And occasional small vlogs of what it's like at ua
Or in the dorms
And there pretty fun to watch and get a lot of love
And of course people will demand more
And, like I said, he physically can't say no
So he does more
which never fail to get under 1.5mil veiws
heâs well known in the tiktok community~~
HE WILL COMMENT NICE THINGS ON EVERY. SINGLE. VIDEO. YOU. POST.
no exceptions.
A small dance video??
"angel, your so good at dancing!!! Plz teach me someday!! I wanna be in one of your tiktoks!! :)"
precious!!
or perhaps some sort of aesthetic video
âwow! this tiktok is so pretty! just like you, angel <3(a tiktok could never compare to you)âł
ahhhhhhhhhh IZUUU
you always screenshot the comment and send it to him with your response
and u could see him blushing behind the screen
if u do decide to allow him to dance in one of your tiktoks, hes so happy
like, incredibly happy
as if All Might himself walked into the room
his face will light up like a PUPPY
ok iâll stop.
after minaâs many lessons she was able to teach him to dance pretty well
now all you had to do was teach him the danceÂ
and it turned out really good
ill leave the dance and the overall quality of said tiktok up to u đ
use ur imaginations loves~~
but regardless~
the tiktok yall madeÂ
blew. tf. up.
the comments were full of
âOMG YOU GUYS R SO CUTEE đâ
and
âPLZ DO MOREE!!!!â
probably the most popular video you have tbh~
and you bet ur ass when midoriya found out he was gonna do another one
GOD-Â
you swear his smile could make a bitch go blind~
Follower count: 5.3mil & counting
Kaminari
i know for a FACT this bitch has tiktok
i also know he is a tiktok MASTER
he knows all the trends
and the memes
and is also quite well known
his fyp definitely has A LOT of memes
and trendy stuff
and he only posts trendy stuff
the includes dances, challenges, pranks..... PRANKS.
a lot of pranks from this man....
and you, dear, are one of his main victims
along with the rest of the bakusquad
and its annoying asf bc this idiot is wasting his damn brain space that he apparently has??? to plan out a PERFECT prank
and it works EVER. SINGLE. TIME.
there is no escaping him,
and its even worst bc these pranks of his are his most popular posts
by this point there is no stoppping him.
and dont even bother trying to get him back
he can literally sense a prank
like a second quirk or sumn-
rip đ
he will SPAMM your comments
âFGUYJGYHUKâ
âGO OFFFFâ
âdat ass tho đđâ
âu really went:Â đ°đ°â
âjust suffocate me with your thighs already, boo!! đđ„șâ
lmafooooÂ
you cant even be bothered to reply to any of his thirsty comments
which are always the first ones you recive...
and are always top comments
ripđ
now,lemme get this straight.
he will BEG
like- on his hands and knees beg
the be in one of ur tiktoks
specifically, a dance
even more specifically, a dance thats more on the~~ scandalous side
you know what i mean sis
rolls, hair whips, throwin it back, all the shit
hell- you have NO idea how much he would love to just be in the presence of you throwin him back sum assÂ
damn
once you finally give in and do a tiktok with him
and he wants to pick the dance
obviously
yall prob did a doja cat song cant lie lmafo
âCandyâ perhaps??
anyways, heâll probably mess up on purpose just so u can throw it to em again
but once heâs had enough heâll do it properly
after about 12 attempts that is-
but dont worry cause that video got LOVE
âTHIS IS SO CUTEđâ
âPLZ DANCE TOGETHER MOREEEâ€ïžđâ
and you know denki is gonna see this
you also know he, along with ur comments, also want more
good luck, dear...
follower count: 8.1mil & counting
Todoroki
you showed him tiktok
and he watched you in your dorm making some
and he wanted to try so you helped him make an acc
ofc the first thing he does is follow you and watch some all of ur videos
every single one, sis.
i think his fyp would be full of cooking tutorials
specifically, soba
he tries, he really does.
he still cont cook with out burning something, but there IS improvment
and he would post the most random shit
literally anything
a small bug he saw on his way to school?
filmed and posted.
and that shit gets VIEWS
how you ask??
good question dearie
lets just say Mr. Shouto Todoroki is HOT
in all aspects, no exeptions
people can and will watch his tiktoks just to see him
and better bet ur ass his comments are full of thirsty girls
but thats offtopic.
he also has small videos he recored of you
whether it was you singing or dancing
doing you makeup brushing your hair
dosent matter.
heâll have a BUNCH in his drafts he likes to scroll through daily
he never told anyone, not even you
đđ
he dosent comment on all ur posts but he does comment on some of them
only some
specifically, the ones he likes
i mean~ he likes all of them, but if he favors a specific one over the rest, heâll let you know
âwow, y/n. i like this video more than your others. i guess thats why im commenting. anyways, i love the tiktok, but i love you more.â
he sooooo dryyyyyy
like put a heart at least man
ANYWAYS
he usually lurks in the comments, making sure everyone is staying their place
like a security guard lmao
heâll privately message you his thoughts on your tiktok
itâll be a long message with a mix of compliments but also questions
âi liked the song, but whats the song called?Â
âhow did you make that? I really liked it though.â
dry, but pure.
i dont think he would have much interest in being in one of your tiktoks
BUT
if you want him in one of your tiktoks
heâll offer to stand in the background.....
then you explain to him you want him to /participate/ in the tiktok
if you want him to do a dance with you
goodluck
this man is STIFF
every move you teach him is another jab at your soul
painful
if you gather up the courage to allow him to be in the tiktok
heâll just-
leave
as in, walk out of the room leave
...what???
heâll come back later and act as if nothing happened
and if u question him
âi lost interest.âÂ
yea, like a fucking child
the damn tiktok barley even started-
follower count: 10.9mil & counting
Masterlist
#mha x reader#bnha x reader#kaminari x reader#midoriya x reader#todoroki x reader#denki x reader#izuku x reader#shouto x reader#y/n#self insert#tiktok AU#y/n x midoriya#y/n x todoroki#y/n x kaminari#mha#bnha#my hero academia x reader#boku no hero academia x reader
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me starting to actually write this even though it still very obviously has some plot wholes
that ralbert au where race commits war crimes
i think it's really cute
so pulitzer is the big bad guy here for i'm basic reasons
has created some,, weird ass dumb ass evil empire
destroyed a couple towns
caused some battles
divided the world
y'know. stuff like that.
starting off with some spicy unfinished plot đ€© but lbh it doesn't really matter anyways we're all just here for ralbert
anyways, race and al's families? pretty big part of that.
they're both supposed to take over their fathers' jobs when they grow up
said jobs basically being,, in charge of,,, unleashing people to raid entire towns and burn them to the ground
they grew up side by side, have always been best friends, never seen without each other
but understandably when they started growing up and understanding what was going on around them it,,,,,,, troubled them
and they dealed with it Very Differently
albert did Not like it
he was angry, and he was sad that this was what he was supposed to become and he was already never close with his family so it wasn't really hard for him to decide he didn't want anything to do with them anymore
race,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, okay look
deep inside him race knew what was going on was,,, s o wrong
but race was also from a big tight family, it was so much easier for him to just,,,,,, shut all of that out and pretend he was just doing what was better for them
it was hard for him, it was his family
still you can understand how well it went for them when albert left and race refused to go with him
they were 17 at the time
people against pulitzer's whole thing were obviously not very,,,,,,,,, well appreciated?
the moment albert ran away he was art of the defiance. he was a traitor.
but he was also still dasilva's son and they wanted them on their side, so they wouldn't seriously hurt him
doesn't mean they stopped looking for him
he shared an apartment with romeo and finch for a while, it was in a pretty lowkey neighborhood and they covered for him
and through them he met the rest of the newsies :) who actively helped in trying to help people who's homes were destroyed by pulitzer
there were people actively fighting him too but the newsies were mostly in charge of that
well, until albert and his non-existent impulse control arrived anyways
cause look,,,,, race was being trained for a reason, and eventually he took over
so when you see this ur ex-best friend who you're in love with but have a lot of repressed feelings for, both good and bad, that you decide to dump in the 'im angry' pile and just pretend you hate him and no longer care about him,,,,, fighting occurs
and there was a bit of controversy about albert joining them because "it's the dasilva boy romeo he was specifically trained to kick our asses" but that slowly turns into "yea ok he's very legit but for the love of god someone s t o p him the next time he tries to kiLL SOMEONE-"
that's a hyperbole, of course. even as rivals, albert wouldn't kill race. he barely even hurts him.
if anything, he even kind of looks out for him
he knows he's not supposed to but somehow he still can't bring himself to let race get hurt
besides let's be honest, most of their encounters are just an excuse to bitch at each other, they'd never do anything they know would seriously hurt the other
they know each other pretty well, they grew up together, they know each other's strengths and weaknesses
which is a pretty big advantage for them, honestly
enter,,,, albert dasilva's galaxy brain and the newsies' favorite game
Is Albert A Strategic Genius Or Is He Just In Love With Race
"no i've got this i know race!! i can use that against him!!!! i can guess his every move!!!! that's how well i know him!!!! i can recognize him in a room of like a billion people!!!!! it's my ultra strategic mind!!!! i can tell the sound of his voice from miles away!!!! it's because im so invested!!!!"
specs is like "in the mission or in race"
and albert is like "WHATEVER ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT IT'S MY STRATEGIC MIND"
"I AM A MACHINE SPECS"
"you're chronically dumb"
"S T R A T E G I C M I N D."
albert really came in like well race's plan's gonna be ruined cause IM IN LOVE WITH HIM >:) what a fuckin loser
all this aside,,,,,,, albert never stops trying to get race on their side .
now RACETRACK,,,,,,,,,
we have a WHOLE LOT of being an asshole as a defense mechanism from this boy
in race's eyes, albert abandoned him
in race's eyes, he was given up on. he just wasn't enough to keep him there.
he can't see anything but that and never in a million years would he bring himself to believe albert still cares about him
he'd be getting his hopes too high and letting down his guard, and he can't afford to do that.
race doesn't notice albert trying to help him, he doesn't notice albert very carefully avoiding injuring him, he doesn't notice how albert will never say anything that would hurt him
albert's always protective of race, regardless of if he's beside or against him
which leads us to how once race eventually does get hurt, seriously hurt, literally no one bats an eye when albert returns with race unconscious, demanding they get him help
which they do, cause albert has not shut up about race for like one second, the newsies might as well know as much about him as albert did
naturally when race woke up he,,, had questions
and then he saw albert
he was sat on a chair next to him, sleeping
and this is the first time he's seen him like this in ages
and he gets a little chocked up because holy shit he almost forgot albert was,,,,,like,,, a person
and it wasn't necessary to only see him when fighting
he still had a life and friends and people he loved and he wasn't just this dude who left them because he didn't give a shit about anyone
he could genuinely care for people and he could love people and race just remembered how much he wished he could be one of those people
and how much he wished he could be albert's favorite person again and just sit and talk and laugh with him like they used to
cause that's a part of albert he'd forced himself to just forget about
and then al wakes up and he sees him looking up at him and he's like
"how're you feeling"
and then he's sad cause it's much harder to know albert is a good person with real feelings and he's capable of loving so much and race thinks he's just one of the people who will never get that side of him and he just
"fuck off"
they fight
because of course they do
they're not really sure on what terms they are at this point, and there's so much they need to get out there
at first race is just,,,, stubborn
he won't listen, he demands they let him go back
"we can just let you go, idiot, i shouldn't have ever brought you here in the first place!"
"then why did you?"
and al just shrugs it away as if he hasn't been in love with him for years and would never forgive himself if he left him there to bleed
they just go yelling at each other back and forth for a while until inevitably albert's non-existent impulse control makes his return
and he,,,,, very angrily tells him he loves him
and everything just stops cause that's the one thing race though he'd never hear him say again
and race is literally holding his breath cause he's scared he'll ruin it if he moves in the slightest and it'll all turn out to be in his head but it's not cause when he tells albert he loves him back he's still there and he just,,
takes race's face in his hands and kisses him so softly it's like they weren't just screaming at each other's faces
romeo just fuckin pokes his head in like "i heard yelling but i also heard i love you so i'll assume some of those unresolved feelings were let out and we're all ready to have a nice long healthy chat, yeah? :D"
so they do
they talk. for,,,,,,,,, a long time.
needless to say, race stays
he loves his family and maybe he'll be back for them, maybe he'll help them but he recognizes what's the priority here
plus it's a little clearer now that he doesn't have all those feelings to worry about, and it's been a while since he was actually accepted and loved, which the newsies did instantly. it's pretty obvious where he belongs now.
this au still has,,,,, SO much to unpack, holy shit, but i decided to leave this post here cause,,,,, i can't do all of that now. i might at some point though, if people actually are interested, there's a lot of hurt/comfort from this point. there's the nightmares part which is v soft and i adore it, THERE'S JUST A LOT TO UNPACK. so yeah, i'm finally posting this, ralbert stans, come get y'all's juice.
#HOOOOOOLY SHIT this took a long time#ALRIGHT HERE GOESSSSS this is S T I L L unfinished#SJJRSJJT i have so much energy rn#this au#it's........my child#i could talk about it for literal hours ask me anything i will never shut up#SO HERE#TAKE IT#AND GO#im v happy#ralbert#newsies#newsies au#writing#racetrack higgins#albert dasilva#SPAM RALBERT GANG#LET'S FUCKIN#G O O O#race commits war crimes au
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Reaction: [ S t r a y K i d s ] finding out their s/o is a [ S u p e r n a t u r a l C r e a t u r e ]
"...hi it's the anon from yesterday! so I'm not sure what way you do your reactions but something i haven't seen yet but would like to is a reaction to finding out that either their s/o or friend, whichever you'd prefer, is a supernatural creature (like werewolf, fae, witch, shape shifter, mermaid, demon, angel, anything really) for stray kids!
let me know if I didn't give you info that you need for a reaction or... if there are any problems with my request, I'm kind of shooting blindly since you don't have rules or anything right? so yea, i hope this is fine tho..."
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[ C h a n ] finds out youâre an [ A n g e l ]
His initial reaction: Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â [ C o n c e r n e d ]
^ heâs logical, fair and patientâheâs known for having a logical minds and a fair judgment. He strives for fairness and justice constantly. This makes him a  wonderful mediator. Heâll analyze every situation with his little legal eagle brain and logical mind; with the help of that he can organize all things well and eliminate the irrelevant. So when you finally admit to being an angel, show him your wings, heâll most like keep quiet.Â
^ also, heâs a great listenerâheâll most definitely listen to your side of the story before making any irrational decisions about your relationship. This goes back to his logical, fair and patient way of thinking; heâll most likely just sit there quietly and let you do the talking, the explaining. ^ he soaks up all the ideas and information around him like a big brainy sponge. He hates conflicts and confrontations and always watches his words while communicating, talking in a way as to not offend you. When he finally does say something, his words will be well thought out, calculated.
^ he always knows a lot more than he lets on, most likely he already knew you were abnormalâa bit differentâfrom the very start of your relationship. And he was just waiting for you to get comfortable enough to admit it to him, to officially let him in on the secret.
^ heâs very understanding. Heâs very thoughtful and interprets things that most people miss out on. This will be beneficial to you when you begin to try and explain to him why you kept this a huge secret for such a long time. Heâll see that it, your unwillingness to tell anybody your origin story, has nothing to do with him not being worthy of knowing. He wonât take it personally.
^ heâll tell you like it is, straight up, because heâs an honest and upfront person. Heâll wait until youâve finished explaining and when you question him on his thoughts and feelings in the moment, he wonât sugar coat itâwhich can be both good and bad.
^ but, also, he can smell bullshit from a mile away. If you omit any significant details, or lie in any way, he will catch on almost instantly. And he wonât be happy.
^ heâs loyal to the bone and fiercely protective of you; finding out youâre an angel wonât change that. If anything, heâll feel even more protective of both you and your secret. ^ heâll forgive but never forget. Even though he wonât show it on the surface, heâll be extremely hurt that it took you so long to tell him. Logically he knows it has nothing to do with him, but emotionally it will feel like you just donât trust him enough. Heâll forgive you for keeping such a monumental secret, but heâll never forget that feeling. But once he listens to your story, does his own research, his concern for you will outweigh those hurt feelings.
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âSo I did some research,â he trailed off, you jerked at the echo of his voice in the otherwise silent room.
âResearch? On what?â you gaze over at him, not quite meeting his eyes.
âYou. Well, angelâs in general, but mostly you.â his voice is much lower, the silence drags on for a moment too long. Itâs suddenly stifling.Â
âAnd?â you breath out, still caught off guard.
âWhat does Ăloa mean?â he questions, taking a step around the bed to face you, get a better look. You narrowed your gaze, heart suddenly in your throat. How did he find that name? Did he know? Was he just testing you? You take a deep breath, eyes dropping down to the carpet beneath his bare feet. You decide to just answer him, literally. âItâs the name of an angel.â He tilts his head, contemplatively. And there is something dangerous in his eyes, something you canât quite place. âIâve never heard of him.â âYou wouldnât have.â you pull the blanket closer to you, resisting the sudden urge to spread your wings, stretch them wide and flee. âWas he a fallen angel?â his eyes are darker now, assessing, he definitely knows. You know he knows. So why wasnât he saying? âShe was, yes.â you hesitate, not wanting to give too much of your past away, but unable to stop yourself. âLucifer tricked her into falling from heaven.â âTricked her how?â he was still standing above you, he wouldnât approach you, hasnât since the night he caught you in full form. You meet his gaze. âShe fell in love with him.â His eyes narrowed, his face pulled into a grimace. How disgusting must it feel to find out your girlfriend is not only a fallen angel, but also a fallen angel who was once in love with Lucifer. You shrink, your wings drawing in closer to your body. âDid he love her?â Like an addict loves his addiction, you think, bitterly.. âThe only way he knew how.â He must have been able to see the pain in your eyes because, for a moment, pure concern crossed his features. He shook his head, schooling his expression once again. âHow could he trick her?â âHe never told her his name.â you whisper, your voice breaking. And suddenly he wasnât across the room, standing above you at a distanceâhe was right in front of you, knee on the bed, arms around your shoulders. âShhh, itâs okay, we donât have to talk about it now.â He reached forward to cup your cheek, the touch surprising you. "Please understand that no matter what you are or what has happened in your past, I am yours. I am devoted to you above all else, including my own life."
You exhaled after holding your breath for what felt like forever, tears spilling over in excess. "That's pretty heavy, Chan." His expression was impassioned, and the backs of his fingers brushed the side of your neck, thumbs wiping away the wetness on your cheeks. "It is a burden I am glad to carry.â âšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâš
[ C h a n g b i n ] finds out youâre a [ W e r e w o l f ]
His initial reaction:                            [ C u r i o u s ] ^ heâs kind and protective. He feels responsible and is always willing to help you out when youâre in need. He will go to great lengths to make sure that you feel loved and youâre happy. He will always stand up for the underdog, (no werewolf pun intended.) This is beneficial to you because his compassionate heart will win out over his logical mindset.Â
 ^ heâs extremely loyal. If thereâs one trait imbedded in him, it is his loyalty. He physically wonât be able to turn his back on youâwerewolf or not.
^ heâs also very honest. He tends to be extremely direct and straightforward with you. He gives honest feedback to you when you ask for it. He would never speak a white lie just to avoid conflict, or be deemed reasonable, so you wouldnât have to worry about him bottling up his true thoughts, opinions and emotions on the subject.Â
 ^ that being said, his honesty often comes off as excessive bluntness. Therefore, at first, you might catch some heat in that department.Â
^ he, at times, can be very inflexible. When he has committed to something, in this case a way of thinking, heâll fight tooth and nail to stick to that way of thinking. Regardless of how much proof he has in front of him, it will be difficult to convince him otherwiseâespecially when he grew up believing that werewolves were myth, not real.
^ once he has a significant amount of proof, though, heâll be insanely curious on the matter and his crazy sense of humor will resurface.
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âWait, are you an alpha? An omega? Do you turn when you feel threatened?â his wide eyes, his random questioningâit all catches you off guard.
âIâm considered a dominant amongst my pack. And, yes, I guess I would if I felt threatened.â you nod slowly, holding his gaze. Youâre the werewolf here, the freak of nature, but this boyâthis humanâis the weird one.Â
âWhatâs a dominant? Are they more important than a submissive?â he crawls closer to you, his jeans catching on the carpet beneath you.
âNot necessarily. A submissive wolf is not incapable of protecting themselves: they can fight, they can kill as readily as any other. They are a treasure in a pack, just as important. A source of purpose and of balance.â you catch yourself quoting your great grandmother, the very first female dominant in your pack, a rare, smart, capable wolf.
âThen why does the dominant wolf exist? If a submissive wolf is just as capable, just as important, why make the distinction?â he interjects, your baffled at his level of curiosity.
âBecause even through submissives are just as capable and important, theyâre very different. Itâs a dominants job to protect those beneath them.â you pause momentarily, watch a multitude of expressions cross his face. âProtecting a submissive is far more rewarding because a submissive will never wait until you are wounded or your back is turned to see if you are truly dominant to them. Submissive wolves can be trusted. And they unite the pack with the goal of keeping them safe and cared for.â
There is a long moment where you just stare at each other, his eyes glazed over, a childlike expression on his face. âSo youâre a werewolf trapped in a human body?â
You stifle a laugh, unable to control your facial expression. "Well, yeah, that's kind of the definition."
"No, really. Youâre trapped?â his eyes widen slightly, he leans forward, anticipating your answer.
"Oh? Are you trying to ask me the last time I shifted?" you voice, confusion written all over your face.
âYes.â he nods enthusiastically. You briefly debate telling him about the traffic incident, but ultimately decide against lying.
âOn your birthday.â you admit, sheepishly. âThere was a lot of traffic and I was running late.â you trail off, suddenly awkward. But then he laughs, big and loud, throwing his head back.
âThatâs so cool! I want to be a werewolf. How do I get a werewolf to attack me?" he smiles wide. And you roll your eyes, shake your head in pseudo disappointment. âStand in the middle of a forest under a full moon with a raw steak tied to your face, holding a sign that says, 'Eat me; I'm stupid'?â
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[ H y u n j i n ] finds out youâre a [ M e r m a i d ]
His initial reaction: Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â [ P r a c t i c e d ]
^ heâs very empathetic with a lively imagination and a friendly disposition. He has a boundless capacity for empathy even with those who he barely sees eye to eye with. This is great for you because, even if he is initially angry that you kept such a secret from him, heâll still empathize with your situation, your story.
^ heâs more emotional than your average guy. He is intune and prone to the infectious emotion of those around him. If he see tears, he will likely cry. If he can sense hurt in your voice, it will sadden him also.Â
^ he will love you unconditionally no matter what or who you are. ^ heâs selfless and generous. No matter how big the secret, how hurt he is from your omission, he will always be there when you need someone. Because he is so practiced in the idea that he canât live without you, he will always show up when you need him.
^ that being said, because of his idealistic nature, you can often find him walking alone. He can be overly trusting and it often leaves him feeling betrayed, hurt and vulnerable. He might view your lack of openness, truthfulness, as a betrayal within your relationship. And that might make conversation with him, for a while, very stilted. Heâll seem impassive at first, but he will eventually warm back up to you.
^ heâs not one to give up easily. He puts in the work to get what he wants in life and he wonât let it slide away without a fight. He wonât let you go over something like this, not after heâs just got you.
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There, with bare feet and drenched hair, you were crouched like a child. Upon hearing him approach, you looked up, peered into his dark, hesitant eyes. You wore only an enormous menâs sweater, his sweaterâwith no extravagant pattern or color, the sweater was a dull beige. Your knees were pulled up inside of it, thin pale ankles peeking out from underneath. The wool sweater alone was dry, as the rest of your head, hands, and feet were as wet as if youâd just been pulled from drowning. Tiny rivers flowed off your hair and pooled on the wool sweater, leaving it dark in splotches. Water droplets glistened on your skin, not running off, as though they couldnât quite bear to leave you. His eyes held yours in a way his hands did not. His empathetic gaze schooled, his expression practiced, controlled.
âSo...a mermaid?â you twist your head the other direction, his voice breaking your concentration momentarily. At this he took a sudden step forward, as if compelled. He had caught a glimpse of pink gills under your chin, his busy eyes dancing along your neck with a new found curiosity. You became overwhelmingly self conscious, tucking your chin, keeping your neck hidden from his view. It had always taken your gills longer to disappear than your tail.Â
âMy mother told me stories of mermaids. She said they sometimes sing to humans to lure them underwater.â his voice trailed off, momentarily. âBut you have a horrible voice.â your gaze snaps up, catching the mischievous look in his eye, his grin.
His teasing catches you off guard, you fumble with your words, âYeah, well...I've been practicing. Want to hear?â you glare at him, halfheartedly.
He lets out a soft laugh, âI'm always happy when I'm surrounded by water, I think I'm a Mermaid too...or at least, I was a mermaid in a past life.â he crouches down, heâs much closer to you now.
âAre you in pain?â you choke out, the idea of him hurting, in any way, unbearable to you. You donât know why you asked that, heâs obviously just jokingâkeeping a steady conversation with you, trying to keep you calm.
âPain? Why would I be inââ he trails off, eyes snapping in your direction. âWait, are you in pain?â the absolute, genuine concern in his voice has you pulling up short. Your breathing shallow.
âMermaids hurt when weâre in human form.â you admit, quietly, eyes glued to the rocks on the horizon.
âBut...but you never look like youâre in pain, youâre always smiling, always so...gracefulââ he cuts himself off abruptly, eyes narrowed. Itâs as if heâs angry at himself for not catching on to your discomfort much sooner. âWhat does it feel like?â
âWhen your tail divides and shrinks until it becomes legs, itâs very painful. It feels as if a sharp sword is slashing through you. Everyone who sees a mermaid on legs will say that they are the most graceful human being theyâve ever laid eyes onââ you remember, vividly, all the times you were complemented for your gliding movement; not even a seasoned dancer is able to tread as lightly as you. âBut every step you take feels as if you are treading upon knife blades so sharp that blood must flow.â
There is silence, the ocean waves brushing against the sand, caressing the shoreâitâs the only noise you hear for a moment.Â
âThen shall I take you home and put you in the bathtub?â his unsystematic question is enough to pull you out of your thoughts completely, his brand of humor easily calming you in your panicked state. Youâre suddenly very thankful.
âHow do you always know just what to say?" you ask, a smile on your lips. His laugh rumbles through you as he puts his arm around your damp shoulders. "Practice, I guess."
You pull back and give him a quizzical look.
"I spent three years imagining what I would say to you if you were mine," he says, tugging you closer. âI should hope I know what to say now that I've finally got you.â âšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâš
[ J i s u n g ] finds out youâre a [ D e m o n ]
His initial reaction: Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â [ B e w i l d e r e d ]
^ heâs very intelligent and heâs always ready to expand his knowledge reserves. He usually has a systematic approach to life, he always ensures that he doesnât miss any loophole behind. So when he finds out about you being a demon, heâs both bewildered and inquisitive.
^ heâs usually very calm and collected on the surface. But underneath he has a great intensity that demands he bring order to his world. He struggles with the need to rearrange his frantic interior beneath the calm exterior until everything is perfect. This might make him seem more freaked out, frightened, than he actually is.
^ he is highly patient with you and always tries to find the good in everything around him. So in reality, even though he initially seems frazzled at your confession, he will actually give you enough time to fix up your actâexplain yourselfâwhen need be.
^ he can, at times, be very judgmental. He tends to appraise and judge people based on one particular viewpoint in that personâs lifeâespecially if he doesnât know that person well enough. That being said, your relationship is solid enough to outlast his initial judgment.
^ he can also be very fussy, as sometimes he gets lost in the details. His strong likes and dislikes make him quite finicky at first. And heâll definitely feel some type of way that you kept him in the dark for so long. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ All the demons of Hell formerly reigned as gods in previous cultures. No it's not fair, but one man's god is another man's devil. As each subsequent civilization became a dominant power, among its first acts was to depose and demonize whoever the previous culture had worshipped. The Jews attacked Belial, the god of the Babylonians. The Christians banished Pan and Loki, the respective deities of the ancient Greeks and Celts. The Anglican British banned belief in the Australian aboriginal spirits known as the Mimi. Satan is depicted with cloven hooves because Pan had them, and he carries a pitchfork based on the trident carried by Neptune. As each deity was deposed, it was relegated to Hell. For gods so long accustomed to receiving tribute and loving attention, of course this status shift put them into a foul mood.
And when Hell, itself, was in a foul mood, demonsâspecifically the ones planted here on earthâgot the brunt of it. So to say you were in a bad mood would be an understatement. In hindsight, it might not have been the best decision on your part to agree to speak with Jisung about your origins in that moment.
âItâs not fair.â his voice wavers, the emotional confrontation taking a toll on him.
âWhat, that Iâm a demon or that you managed to date me?â you bit out, tersely. âDonât.â his voice was abruptly dark.Â
âNo, youâre right, itâs not fairâbut what makes earth feel like Hell is your expectation that it should feel like Heaven. Earth is earth. Dead is dead. Good is rarely good and bad is always bad. Youâll find out for yourself soon enough. It wonât help the situation for you to get all upset.â you snap back at him, voice just as dark.
ââWhatâs that supposed to mean? Are you threatening me now?â his eyes narrow.
âHow miserably hypocritical,â you respond with a growl. âYou think itâs such a burden for you to be tricked into dating the devils servant? What about the burden of me being me?â your voice is much lower now, your practically spitting venom in his direction. âNo sooner am I offered a chance to flee Hell than I yearn to stay.â
âI didnât want this.â his dark eyes, his bewildered gaze reflecting a huge amount of regret.
âFew families hold their relations as closely as do prisons. Few marriages sustain the high level of passion that exists between criminals and those who seek to bring them to justice. Itâs no wonder the Zodiac Killer flirted so relentlessly with the police. Or that Jack the Ripper courted and baited detectives with hisâor herâcoy letters. We all wish to be pursued. We all long to be desired. Thatâs what I did, I pursued you, I desired you. Anything beyond that is your fault.â you turn, ready to flee out the door, the overwhelming urge to hurt something, someone, frightening you.
âMy fault!? Is it my fault that I want you? That I want that feeling of standing with you against all odds and succeeding? That I want it so bad, Iâd risk destroying everything Iâve worked for?â he spits at your back, crossing the room in a long stride to block your path to the door. âIs that my fault? I should walk away. But all I want to do is follow you, out that door, down the street, all the way back to hell.â his fists are clenched, his face red, youâve never seen him so frustratedâwith you or himself. âWhat the hell am I doing, falling in love with a demon?â His sudden confession almost knocks you from your feet. Anger and confusion painting his face.
âYou love me?â you whisper in a fit of shock.
âYes.â he whispers right back, voice matching yours, as if his own confession shocked him as well.
âEnough to follow me all the way to hell?â youâre baffled.
âWell, according to Google, 98.3 percent of lawyers end up in Hell. That's in contrast to the 23 percent of farmers who are eternally damned. Some 45 percent of retail business owners are Hellbound, and 85 percent of computer software writers.â he hums to himself, pausing in thought. âPerhaps a trace number of musicians ascend to Heaven, but statistically speaking, 100 percent of them are cast into the fiery pit. As are essentially 100 percent of journalists and redheads.â he finishes with a satisfied nod. âReadheads?â you cock your eyebrow, completely thrown by the turn of conversation.
âWhat? I told you! I googled it.â he smiles, oddly proud of himself.
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[ F e l i x ] finds out youâre a [ V a m p i r e ]
His initial reaction: Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â [ P l a y f u l ]
^ like Jisung, heâs appears very calm and collected on the surface; he will struggle with his external facade and his internal need demanding order. This might make him seem very impassive in the moment, as he tends to shut down when confronted with mixed and conflicting emotions.
^ he has an analytical mind that can see things in black and white. He is capable of finding solutions to tough problems, always. He has a keen attention to detail, and likes to absorb everything before making a decision. So he will probably, like Chan, be very quiet and expressionless during your confession.
^ he has a very clever mind. And he will go through all possible elements of thinking before making any decisionâso you wonât have to worry about fear, disgust or uncertainty driving him to make an impulsive decision about your relationship.
^ heâs very honest with you, he will always tell you exactly how he feel about youâto your face. He doesnât like to sugar coat his words. For him, honesty is the best policy, even if the truth hurts. So when he does settle his mind, his inner conflict, enough to respond to you articulatelyâyou might experience some unintentional savagery, but it most definitely will not last for long.
^ heâs pretty old school, a bit conservative and old fashioned. Heâs not really into modern changes and prefers things in their old traditional ways. This is beneficial to you, in the given situation, because you are much much older than you seem. Your aura brings that old fashioned feel, and he will still appreciate thatâeven after realizing why.
^ once he wraps his head around the concept, around the idea of you being a vampire and living off of blood, heâll be extremely playful. Heâll love to tease you, and honestly, heâs the type to be into a little blood play.
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âYeah, I get it, you're a vampire," he said. "Creepy. And okay, a little hot, I admit."Â
"You don't mean that." you gape in his direction. "Come on. I still like you, you know, even if you... crave plasma." You blink once, twice, and itâs as if youâve never seen him before. âYou what?"
"Like. You." Felix enunciated slowly, as if you might not know the words. "Idiot. I always have. What, you didn't know? Weâre literally dating." he sounded cool and grown-up about it, but you saw the hectic color in his cheeks, under the moonlight.
"How clueless are you? Does it come with the fangs?" he sniffs, eyes darting around him, never really settling on you.
"I guess I...I just thought.... I donât know. I just didn't think...You're kind of intimidating, you know." you finally admit. "I'm intimidating? Me? Youâre the vampire here!â he spluttered out. "You're the one who's intimidating. I mean, come on. All that power, and you look... Well, you know how you look."Â
"How do I look?" you were fascinated now, you moved a little closer to him on the couch. He laughed nervously. "Oh come on. You're a total model-babe."Â
"You're kidding." you deadpan, completely caught off guard.
"You don't think you are?" he shot back at you, side eyeing your expression. You shook you head."Then you're kind of an idiot. Smart, but an idiot." he crossed his arms, momentarily lost in though. âSo? What exactly do you think about me, except that Iâm intimidating?â he questioned after a moment of silence.
âI think youâreâŠyouâreâŠah, interesting?â your the one tripping over your words now. If you were capable of blushing, youâd be beet red. âI think youâre kind of beautiful...for a human. And really, really strange.â You look away, keeping your eyes on the opposite wall.
âBeautiful? But Iâm a boy.â he whines.
âBoys can be beautiful too, itâs not subjective to one gender. Besides, beauty is a state of beingâitâs insideânot just physical attractiveness.â you reprimand him for his narrow mindedness.
He smiled and looked down, the color in his face deepened. âThanks for that,â he murmured, âI thought you only considered me to be bratty.â
âWell, to be fair, you are bratty.â you smile, peeking at him out of the corner of your eye.
âHey!â he gasps, affronted.
âWhat? You can be bratty and beautiful,â you shot back, repeating yourself once more. âI think itâs interesting.â There was a beat of silence, âSo, your not scared of me? You donât hate me?â you whispered into the dark room. Before he could even open his mouth to reply, you continue, âI have been stabbed, shot, burned, bitten, beaten unconscious too many times to count, and even staked. None of those would hold a candle to the pain Iâd feel if you hated me, if you were scared.â
His dark eyes find you in the light of the moon, his hand reaching out to intertwine with your. He opens his mouth, closes it and opens it once moreâas if trying to articulate his feelings properly, as if trying to find the words. âThat's pretty hot," his deep voice carries in the otherwise quiet room.
"What? Me being staked?" you admonished, unprepared for the turn of conversation.
"Well, no. Of course not. I meant the idea of getting rough with you is hot. I'm a big fan of full-contact sports." he wiggled his eyebrows in your direction, his voice playful, and you couldnât help but laugh. Throwing your head back, you squeezed his hand, âI'm sure you are.â âšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâš
[ J e o n g i n ] finds out youâre a [ N y m p h ]
His initial reaction: Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â [ D e l i g h t e d ]
^ heâs incredibly open-minded and tends to think and do things differently than others. He thinks for himself and likes to keep an open mind about all things. Heâs not the type to judge a book by its cover. So you wonât need to worry about any judgment being thrown your way.
^ heâs a true free spirit, meaning any attempts to keep him from being who he really is will make him turn away. This is great, because he has learned to treat others as he wishes to be treated; he wonât ask you to suppress who you are, or change in any way, for the fear that you might do the same to him.
^ heâll most likely need some space and freedom to work through his thoughts on your unusual upbringing. However, he will be very vocal about exactly why he needs space, as to avoid any miscommunication. He would never up and leave you for being open and honest with him and he wouldnât want you to think otherwise.
^ like Jisung, he is also quite the intellectual. He can amaze anyone with his original ideas; this is great because, right off the bat, he will be so overwhelmed with curiosity, overflowing with questions, he wonât have the time to be upset with you.
^ sure, heâs a bit of an intellectual rebel and he will loudly defend his opinions, but heâs also willing and open to learning. Ultimately, telling him youâre a forest nymph will be like telling him you had grapefruit for breakfast. He has a great power to form and understand abstract concepts and conform and adapt to new information like heâs known it his whole lifeâlike itâs no big deal.
^ heâll be delighted with your honesty, insanely curious and extremely playful.
^ heâs also very stubborn at times. It is often hard to change his mind about something once it is set for. But youâre close enough to actually succeed in this area, an area which others have failed.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You wake up suddenâa chill crawling down your spineâin a puddle of cool sunlight. Your hands asleep beside you, your hair draped on the lawn like a mantle of cloth. Frost grows on the window glass, forming whirlpool patterns of lovely translucent geometry, and you stare up, momentarily forgetting where you are. Sitting up slowly, you lean forward and breath on the glass, giving the frost more ammunition. Now the winter nymphs can build castles and cities and whole ice continents with your breathâs vapor. In a few blinks you can almost see them moving in, ready to do their seasonal damage to your lovely forest, to your home. Thatâs when you hear it, a shift in the cool grass. And suddenly heâs right there, crouched down beside you. He rocks forward, and hisses in an attempt to scare you out of your thoughts. But you knew he was there the entire time, you could sense his presence. He could never truly sneak up on you in the forest, not with the many trees and plants and animalsâthe many eyes and ears.
You turn to him, with a bored expression, âReally? Thatâs all you got?â
You stretch your wings, hear their crackle, as a show of complete content.
âNot fair! How did you know? I was really quiet this time!â he pouts, whining about how unfair it is. âAlso, why are you out here? Itâs kind of cold.â he finally sits down, pulling his knees up to his chest.
You shrug your shoulders, resisting the urge to smile. Thereâs a pause, a beat of silence, where you both gaze up at the outer side of the house; the windows covered in frost catching your attention, yet again. And then you feel his gaze on you.
âItâs nice.â he whispers and you turn your head to face him, confused.
âThat you exist.â he smiles at you and you feel your heart drop.
âI think humans donât want merely to see beauty...we want something else which can hardly be put into wordsââ he cuts himself off, momentarily, watching your face carefully. âWe want to be united with the beauty we see, to pass into it, to receive it into ourselves, to become part of it. I think thatâs why we have peopled air and earth and water with gods and goddesses, and nymphs and elves.â he trails off again, and youâre left speechless. His dark eyes catching on the curves and lines of your face. And then the moment is broken, he looks away, back up at the frost bitten windowsill. But your heart still thumps in your throat. âAnd this is nice," he begins with a sigh. "Like...one of those paintings where a nymph or Athena is drawing the gods and goddesses." your eyes follow his gaze back up to the windowsill, you see that heâs referring to the intricate designs hidden within the frost. Winter nymphs have a tendency to hide such patterns, such art, in their work.
You hum in agreement. âAnd here I was thinking you were an utterly uneducated human," you said teasingly.
"I am a student," he responded with hauteur. "I am classically educated.â
"Plus, nymphs are pretty," he adds, in after thought.
You laugh. "I could stare at them all day," he continued. His tone was carefully neutral, but his eyes never left yours. And you found you couldnât look back, and not blush. He reached over, delicately pulling you into his sideâit was only then that you realized how closely he held you, and how the gentle incline of the hill brought you almost eye to eye with him.
One side of his mouth twitched. "Your cheeks are like cherries." he chortled, delighted.
You tucked your chin into the wool of his coat. "It's cold," you said, defensively. He shook his head. "I am not complaining. I think they're rather charming. They make you look like a winter nymph.â
âI find that really offensive.â you grumble in response, the forest nymph and fairy blood in you disliking the comparison all together. He laughs, warmly, and pulls you even closer. âšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâšâš
[ S e u n g m i n ] finds out youâre a [ W i t c h ]
His initial reaction: Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â [ R e l u c t a n t ]
^ heâs highly reliable, itâs in his blood to keep up with commitments. People often completely rely on him to complete complicated tasks with efficiency and perfection as he is naturally very rational. Itâs that rational side of his mind that will force him to listen to your explanation to the end.
^ he would never, consciously, let you down; he consistently gives his best to meet your expectations. Heâs the first to answer your call and the last to leave a situation when youâre in need. This will be beneficial to you as he will be compelled to stop, listen and hear you out.
^ like Felix, he is extremely analytical. He will think everything throughâweighing the options, good and badâbefore making a decision about your relationship.
^ at first heâll be quite reluctant, hesitant and unwilling to budge in his prejudice. Itâs something he canât help, growing up believing witches are evil, dark, dangerous and manipulative. But deep down he knows you, and this will be all he needs to encourage understanding and acceptance.
^ heâs a problem solver. He likes to tackle problems of close ones and the people around him. At first it might seem like heâs trying to control the situation, but you will soon realize that he is only analyzing your situation to find ways of helping you improve your life.
^ he can be critical at times, overly demanding. Itâs because he already has a clear picture in his mind about how things should be done. But heâs also open to change, and once he comes to terms with your witchy ways, he will become the most supportive boyfriend you could ask for.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ âSo tell me about it,â he interjected, pulling you away from your inner dialogue.Â
âWhat?â you look up from your study table, eyes meeting his across the room.
âAre you a good witch or a bad witch? Do you practice Black Magic? Have you ever put me under a spell?â his face is blank, expressionless, but his voice gives away his anger and confusion.
âThere is no such thing as White Magic or Black Magic.â you turn you head away from him, unable to accept him being so cold and cruel to you. âIf you are participating in magic, you are interfering with the natural order of how life would have developed without your hand in it. You are manipulating reality to suit your own personal needs. Regardless of whether you perceive it as "positive" or "white light", you are manipulating life. And just like life, itâs not black and white, all good or all bad.â you trail off, your stomach in knots. Itâs best to be truthful, you know this, but it hurts you to think that something like this could damage you relationship. Or worse, end it. You feel the telltale signs of tears forming in your eyes, the heat almost unbearable.
âAnd no, Iâve neverâI would never use it on you.â there is a brief silence and despite him approaching you, stepping much closer, you resolutely keep your eyes lowered.Â
âCan you tell me about them?â his voice was much softer now, much too close. You look up into his eyes and realize heâs referring to the plants on your bed side table. You take a deep breath to steady yourself, slowly stand up from the chair and turn towards your bed.
âThese are tropical palms. They bring strong solar energy into your home that break up stale energy, and keep your home safe from nasty spiritual entities.â you trail off, carefully watching his expression. âThis right here is African violet, and itâs associated with love and magic. But I use it because itâs vibrant purple flowers pull lunar energy into your home. Lunar energy is most important to those in my coven.â you whisper, the vivid memory of your grandmother and aunt surrounding themselves, filling their homes, with African violets almost brings tears to your eyes. âAloe is associated with the water element because the gel inside the leaves. Theyâre cooling and healing.â you continue on, pulling yourself out of your reminiscing.Â
Finally you turn to the last plant, your moms personal favorite. âThe clusters of star shaped flowers that grow on the long tendrils of the hoya, also called a wax plant, produce truly intoxicating nectar whose aroma fills the whole house. It also bestows blessings on anyone who smells it.â You wait for him to say something, still avoiding his unnerving stare, unsure you want to even see his reaction.
âThis stuff? These plants? They really mean a lot to you, donât they?â his voice is barely there, a whisper, but his words still have the same affect. You blink, once, twice, and the tears you were so set on holding back, fall.
Suddenly heâs there, pulling you closer to him, guiding your head into the space between his neck and shoulder. His warm embrace is enough to comfort you by itself but he still whispers to you, âItâs okay, itâll be okay. Iâm not mad. I wonât leave you. Itâs okay.â And, for once, you truly believe it.
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[ M i n h o ] finds out youâre a [ S h a p e s h i f t e r ]
His initial reaction: Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â [ E n t h r a l l e d ]
^ heâs focused and competitive. When he wants something he just goes for it. Also, when he sets his sight on something (you) he allows very few things to get in his way and does anything to achieve his goal (to be with you.) This focus, this competitive nature, will keep him present and attentive during your confession.Â
^ heâs also extremely brave and daring. He isnât afraid of challenges in life, so what appears to be a crazy risk to more conservative people is just a normal day for the brave-hearted Minho. Because of this, he wonât be afraid. When you tell him, show him, what you really areâheâll be more enthralled than fearful or confused.
^ one of the great things about Minho is his loyalty to you. He values trust and honesty making him a fiercely loyal boyfriend, and he expects you to be the same way. That being said, he most likely will be upset that you felt the need to keep such a secret. But he will quickly get over it, dismiss those feelings, once he realizes just how honest youâre being with him in the present. ^ he respects you and treats you with amazing loyalty, generosity and kindness. Him finding out youâre a shapeshifter definitely will not change that.
^ however, it most likely will take him a hot second to be content within your relationship dynamic again, as a part of him perceived your lack of truthfulness as disloyalty. There's a pretty good chance that your actions will cause some big-time resentment to him, at least for a while.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ âItâs okay, I mean if you want to, if you need toââ he trails off, his eyes sympathetic. âIâm okay with it.âÂ
You look at him ready to cry again. Not out of pain. Not out of need. But because his words rub that part of your soul that suffers, that wants to be explored like a virgin land that has remained intact for centuries and craves to be occupied, appreciated and transformed. So you let yourself go.
You groan as your limbs lessen into shorter proportions and your neck stretches. Auburn-coloured fur emerged upon your fevered skin, and the sounds of your bones cracking, shifting in an echo around the cold mountain side. Your snout elongates and your teeth sharpen.
You were panting and, with one last shudder, your body slides from human to fox in a crack. Minho stood there, face drawn up in a twisted expression full of empathetic pain, watching the frost dissipate on your hot tongue, sending tiny rivulets of steam into the air. In this form, the world was sharp and clear, he was sharp and clear. You never realized how many different colors of shadow there were, how the angles of his face cast such an array of shade. It made you savor the dark beauty of the cold evening even more.
Minutes passed byâhim staring at you, and you staring at himâboth of you almost caught in a trance. When a little blue butterfly fluttered up to you, and landed on your snout. You blinked at it and it fluttered to your ear; it was winter, cold and lifeless on the mountain side, why were there suddenly butterflies? A big yellow butterfly gently floats over and lands on your paw, and as if reading your mind, Minho cocks his head to the right, âWell, thatâs different.âÂ
Soon a whole swarm of them float up and down around you, like a swirl of multicolored petals. It happened once before, in your backyard, when you shifted on a late afternoon.
Your magic must be strong enough, in that moment, to attract themâdespite the weather and location. Butterflies were small and light, and very magic sensitive. For some reason you made them feel safe and they gravitated to you like iron shavings to a magnet. Minho let out a quiet giggle as a bigger butterfly landed on your forehead and you shook it off, affronted. Resisting the urge to fight the assault, you took a step back. They ruined your ferocious badass image, but youâd have to be a complete beast to swat butterflies.
Now if a baby deer frolicked out from between the mountains and tried to cuddle up, you would yip. You wouldnât bite it, but you would most definitely yip, maybe even growl. You had your limits. Minho slowly approached you and reached out, his fingers hesitant. You tilted your head down, letting him touch your ears. His hand trembled slightly as he caressed the fluffy protrusion. You knew they were warmer than he thought theyâd be, a living extension of the human inside. He petted your pelt next, charmed by the coarse fur and the feel of your muscles bunching and moving underneath. Finishing off with your tale, he ran his fingers through it, slowly, thoroughly.
Sitting back, he winked down at you. "You probably get this a lot, butâŠI like your backside.â he laughed at your annoyed yip. âWhat? Itâs so fluffy.â You stretch back into human form, the change much easier in reverse, and look up at him from the ground. âAlways gotta be the smartass, donât you?â you roll your eyes, with a smile.
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TUA Series Part 3: Luther
The Hargreeves Kerfuffle Part 3: LutherÂ
The Hargreeves siblings x Hargreeves!Reader (Familial Relationship)Â
BG: The Reader is Number Eight. It follows how you fit into the structure of Season 1 and the family dynamic of the siblings. Â
This part follows and plays around with the scene when Five had just reappeared and all the sibling are in the kitchen in S1.
I have mashed up the information and some events from both the comics and the tv series.Â
The series will consist of 10 parts. Where the reader would have a focused interaction with each sibling. (Eg. After this part, it would be Luther x Reader, then Diego x Reader and so on! âYes Ben is included)Â
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Contains: The Hargreeves being a mess. Luther being a piece of shit.
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Five isnât willing to answer any of your and siblingsâ questions until he had something to eat. Which lead to the 7 of you following him into the kitchen. Â You were all huddled around the end of the table watching silently as Five gathers for food, blipping in and out of the room.
No one dared to break the moment, still shocked and processing that Five, looking a tad older than you last saw him at 10 years old, but a young looking Five nonetheless, is here right now. Still not exactly believing.
âWhatâs the date? The exact date.â Five asks.
âThe 24thâ says Allison behind you.
âOf what?â
Allisonâs brows scrunches together but replies regardless. âMarch.â
âGood.â Five nods and continues adding marshmallow to his peanut butter sandwich, as if his question was totally normal.
âSoâŠâ Luther clears his throat, voicing out the question brewing in everyoneâs mind. âAre we gonna talk about what just happened? Itâs been 17 years.â
Five huffs, âItâs been a lot longer than that.â Bliping out again, this time in the pantry, no doubt looking for coffee.
Causing Luther to almost jump out of his chair âI havenât missed that.â
âWhereâd you go?â Diego asks, moving the conversation back on track.
âThe future.â Five mentions matter of factly. Â âItâs shit, by the way.â
âCalled it!â Klaus whispered. You pushed Klausâ head away, eager to not miss out on anything.
âI shouldâve listened to the old man. You know, jumping through space is one thing, jumping through time is a toss of the dice.â Five mutters, though more to himself. Â The tension in the room is so tense, that even if a needle were to drop, you would still hear it.
Unfortunately for you, you did.
âget out of the way y/n! i donât want to see your face anymore.â
Fiveâs final words came rushing back and so did the pain. Itâs been years since the incident, and youâve convinced yourself that you had made peace with it. But seeing Five back here, in the present, stuck in his teenage self.
Shaking your head, you tried to clear your mind. NO Y/N NO! He hurt you when he left. You shouldnât fell guilty for him disappearing, it was his choice, his action to do what he did. Taking a couple of deep breaths, you attempted to discreetly brush away the water from your eyes. Which of course, the ever protective, Mr. Hero Complex noticed.
âheyyy itâs okay.â Diego whispers, wrapping you into a warm side hug.
âThank you Diegs.â Â Leaning your head into his shoulder.
âWait, how did you get back?â utters Vanya.
âIn the end, I had to project my consciousness forward into a suspended quantum state version of myself that exists across every possible instance of time.â
âThat makes no senseâ said Diego.
Five couldnât help but roll his eyes. âWell, it would if you were smarter.â
Diego abruptly stands, ready to fight Five- Luther holds him back. âHow long were you there?â
â45 years.â That finally made Diego to stop resisting Lutherâs grip. Â Five smiles into his coffee, noticing everyoneâs startled face, he shrugs â Give or take.â
Luther tilts his head, perplexed âSo what are you saying? Youâre 58?â
âNo, my consciousness is 58.â Five points to his brain, then stands. âApparently, my body is now 13 again.â To drive the pint home, he flings his arms. Â The oversized suit jacket falling to his elbows.
Vanya looks to the rest of you, hoping to see to anyone else understands. âWait, how does that even work?â
âDelores kept saying the equations were off. Eh. Bet shes laughing nowâ Five murmurs, for a second lost in thought. âSo, heart failure huh.â
âYeah. Thatâs what the doctor-â Responded Diego.
âNo.â said Luther firmly.
âYes, Luther. Dad died of heart failure whether you believe it or not.â You interjected. âHow many times do I have to tell you this, there is no foul play.â
âOh yea? Then why is dadâs monocle missing? When we all know that he keeps it with him at all times?? Huh?â By Luther is rising off his seat.
âLuther calm down.â Warned Allison but he brushes her off.
âHumor me this y/n. Why were you here the day dad died?â He was now jabbing a finger at you âMore specifically, HOURS BEFORE HE DIED. CONVENIENTLY PRESENT IN THE SCENE OF THE CRIME.â
Before you could reply, Vanya beat you to it. âAre you daft Luther? Did you forget that y/n can SEE INTO THE FUTURE?â
âI didnât. But as I recall, you vowed t never step foot into this house ever again and cut all ties! YOU ALL LEFT! YOU LEFT ME BEHIND!â
At this statement, Diego let out laugh. âLeft you behind? LEFT YOU BEHIND? We were all gonna leave this depressing piece of crap for a healthier life, you were part of it, Luther.â Staring straight into his eyes. âBUT YOU ARE THE ONE THAT RATTED US OUT AND CHOSE TO STAY! SO, DONâT YOU DARE TURN THIS ON US.â
âHeck yes you all vowed to not come back, but you did- because Dad had died. But donât you think itâs suspicious that she would come here on her own accord early? Who knows what they could have talked about in his final hours?? She was even the one to inform us! Not mom, not pogo. Her.â Not daring to break the stare down, Luther called out âThere is only one way to know the truthâŠ. Allision.â
âNO, Luther! I am not doing that to my own sister, not after Claire.â
âFINE, GUESS I HAD TO FIND PROOF THE OLD-FASHIONED WAY.â With that, Luther turns his back on his siblings.
He pauses next to you and threatens. âI swear y/n, I will find out what you did and I would get Allision to Rumour the truth out of you, soon or later.â On his way out, he had ripped the door out of its hinges.
âHmmâ Five clicks tongue âNice to see nothingâs changed.â
âUh thatâs it?â Allision crosses her arms. âThatâs all you have to say?â
âWhat else is there to say? The circle of Life.â
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tbh,, i havent read the raws of the interview yet, only the translated ver from fan-translator and b4 i start, i think that this will be just me talking in circle and in no particular order AND a real mess (my brain does weird things after exams) but uhh here we go
gojou collects talented people, and by doing so he finds the people he can most probably relate to, except that he can't, not really, because something in the universe shifted when he was born. and it makes me think of how he's always known it, that he is special, and he's proven it, time and time againâ he wants to take in talented ppl and he does, but there rly isn't much he can do for them. for they are talented, more talented than the world can understand,,
but they aren't gojou satoru
gojou took in megumi, bc he knew megumi was strong, and would grow up to be someone even stronger, but gojou can't facilitate or encourage his growth, bc for all they're similar, they are so fundamentally different. ALSO,, while geto was in his life, gojou rly judged everything according to his understanding of getoâs moral compass. gojou wears a human suit and geto is how he learnt to wear it well đ
the dragonfly analogy regarding to getoâs response to gojo, who was shown wearing a dragonfly patterned yukata in HI arc,, iâm trying to not think abt the fact that dragonfly symbolized victory in jpn....pain. i quoted from a web here for more explanation : In Japan the dragonfly is known as the "victory insect", or kachimushi, because of its hunting prowess and also because it is known to never retreat. Dragonflies are agile and fast fliers and can even hover, but never fly backwards
and bringing this up again, matricide and patricide are 2 of the 5 worst act to commit in buddhism, and it was said that if u commit one of those act uâre going to spend a real long time in the deepest pit of hell before continuing the samsaric cycle (higher chances to be born as an animal after that probs)â this might be getoâs divine retribution. held no power over his own body and could be considered that heâs the same as those âmonkeysâ đ
ALSO the fact that sukuna's interest is "eating" rly drives home his hedonistic philosophy of seeking pleasure for himself. and heâs a cannibal...makes me think if heâll just chomp on ppl with the mouth on his stomach
randomly, to date i think he hasn't really called himself a human, shaman, or a curse, and has held himself apart from all 3, and we've also the intro of the cursed wombs so i wonder if heâs trying to become, or is, a different entity altogether
so onmyoji got mentioned in the interview and what they practice is called onmyodo and abe no seimei and kano no yasunori were the notable practitioners,, and the kamo in jjk is the same as irl who served the imperial court back then
maybe i was right when i said that the relation between the govt. and jujutsu elders are similar to how the shogunate and imperial court work (ie, the former holds the actual power) but... lets see later,,
and i cant believe that i actually nailed it on the analogy of jujutsu practices by religion,,, so mahayana buddhism, shintoism, and taoism is present in jjk along with their respective jujutsu practices...but between the 3, it shld (?) be taoism > shintoism > mahayana buddhism (which could took a path to pure land buddhism)
itâs weird that the number of curses are supposedly higher in jpn comparable to other countries when taoism was brought from china....tengen sus
so the zenin family tree is sth like :
brothers: [toji's dad] ; naobito ; ougi
so toji, naoya, and maki & mai are cousins of the same generation
[toji's dad] â jinichi (probs) ; toji â megumi
naobito â other brothers, naoya
ougi â maki, mai
but yea iâd call anyone whoâs within/close or below my age range as cousins and others above 30 as uncles/ aunts LMFAO,, i dont rly memorize my own family tree đđ especially since most call the other by honorifics instead of names : aunt, uncles etc or attaching said honorifics at the end of a name for an older sibling figure/ older cousins [but like ppl in my country also call the other who are older with sibling honorific even if weâre strangers,,, rly similar to koreaâs hyung/oppaâeonnie(unnie)/noona but some uses more genderless honorific] (1)
tw // topic of incest, mentions of abuse
if anyone got the wrong idea when reading this : i am not glorifying/ romanticising incest(uous themes),, iâm looking at this with absolutely no lenses of bias even tho im rly against it
ćæ = literally : first love, or puppy love
æ = romantic love/ deep longing
i literally don't know how else to put this...đ§and with language barrier...using a western interpretation of the eng word "love" to explain a jpnese term is not quite that simple, unfortunately
that thread omg,, i rly do understand how exactly someone could associated kindness with love bc of my upbringing, it was when i was slightly older that i was just...oh so its not like that orz,,, so the most plausible explanation would be that
but the problem is that,, akutami never specify when exactly she had a crush on them,, and when megumi answered todoâs question she had a ââĄâ reaction đ¶,, uhmmm thereâs rly no way to look past this if its this way or be in denial
iâve seen some of "why wouldn't mai react that way after hearing megumi say he'd like someone who's compassionate when she's surrounded by men like naoya",, well I MEAN,,, that, but also mai probs admires that megumi grew up so well out of the clan, regardless of the fact that he had the foundation (10 shadows) to do so. imo she seems happy for him the way she can't be for maki, bc maki ultimately had to leave her behind
hate to say it but yea,, the 3 clans most likely still practice inbreeding in order to preserve their power and presumably their wealth too ïżœïżœïżœ
i had an idle thought abt it at first but i filed it deep in the back of my mind asap,, bc i ont wanna jump to conclusion abt this out of all things too early. itâs probably not even in jjk, but all those elite clans in other ani/mangas that produce powerful heirs and whatnot also do the same,,, but this way of (my personal) thinking was influenced when i first got into tsukihime (type-moon),,, i read abt the nanaya family background and found out that they practice that in order to keep their bloodline âpureâ (to keep it short : they have an optical power),, and i had this kind of assumption ever since so thereâs that
iâm,, convinced the zenins' inbreeding made it more difficult for them to get powerful shamans bc they got 2 jujutsu technique-less children with heavenly restrictions in the same generation: toji & maki
even more convinced that maki might be a bit stronger than toji bc toji could see curses without aid while maki can't so the pay-off must be higher,,, SJJASN IDK ,,, plus naoya sort of implies his older brothers are nothing compared to him, and idk if we should take that as his arrogance or that his older brothers rly are weak/powerless. it would make sense as to why naobito had a lot of sons, ig, as head of clan
i feel so bad that if one of the factors that can caused heavenly restriction is inbreeding,, toji and maki and mai had no say in how they wanted to be born but are scorned for it,, typical asian families projecting their traumas and ideals onto their kids but get mad when they realize that those ideals are ugly...đđđ
since the zenin are conservative,, i wonder if they still hold onto old jpnese dining traditions. where in ancient jpn, hierarchical relationships were made readily apparent even within families. a dining table where everybody sat down and ate as equals would be unheard of. rather, each individual is given their own table that indicates their status,,, someone who is not considered âstrongâ according to the zeninâs views most likely have no place at the table, and probs eat when those who are âstrongâ finished/ serve them when they are eating
if toji was tossed into a swarm of curses,, i dont think abuse during said time is below them,,,
the zenin clan was already great, but they further amassed power and strength by, what i assume to be, marrying and adopting powerful individuals into the clan đ€ ,,, i imagine they're like the hiiragi but without doing what they did to shinya (ons reference)
BUT after all that, i like to think that since akutamiâs a big horror fan, jjk might be an outlet to explore said topics or even darker ones, so i wouldnt be that surpised abt it. given that thereâs more than enough âred flagsâ before this was dropped : a reference to âtale of hikaru genjiâ when a grown woman asked for gojouâs number in HI arc (out of all things); granny who transformed into the manâs daughter, sat on his lap and man just touched her waist; mei mei and ui ui ; and...this (incestous theme is in the novel btw)
lets not start with whatever the fuck in kuboâs head in the interview otherwise iâm writing paragraphs with every curse words possible,, those big 3 mangakas are soâ UGH,, a planet w out (cis) men like him sounds real good rn đ if one of yall out there decide to do it,, pls hmu rly cant do this shit anymore
akutami said i like my men pretty and i like women who will step on my neck and spit in my face (I REMEMBERED TATSUKI FUJIMOTOâS INTERVIEW WHEN HE WAS ASKED ABT MAKIMA AND IT WAS SO đđđđ) but ykw,, love that for both of them <3
when i said 3 : one piece, bleach, naruto. aside from the blatant depiction/ characterize of women in those 3,, idk if some ppl arent aware yet but oda is friends with two (2) convicted pedos,, man...the major disappointment and disgust when i first find out abt it
anyways this is just my 2 cents (which i think rightfully belong to the trash can) so pls just take this w a lil to no grain of salt - đ±
YEAH THE ⥠LMFAO I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST A âgood answer âĄâ heart BUT NOW IM RE-EXAMINING?????
honestly i wouldnât be surprised if the three clans practiced inbreeding. but ik people are going to be đĄđĄđĄđĄđĄ about it when the queen of fucking england is literally married to her (something) cousin. iâm not justifying it but like....love the double standards, just as always with the west đ
DONâT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THAT FUCKING PED* LIST THEY SHOULD ALL BE IN JAIL. JAILLLLL. itâs all so gross. thatâs why i fucking hate when people look towards manga for positive representation because the chances of that are super slim to zero, especially since the industry is saturated with misogyny and ped******* and a lot of other gross stuff.
i think ppl forget jjk is a horror manga LOL so obviously itâs going to confront darker themes. the question is whether itâs going to be done tastefully or not......
#honestly I don't have high hopes unfortunately đ#but who knows I might be...pleasantly surprised#idk I don't have high hopes in manga nowadays so hmmm#anyway as always I enjoy ur thoughts <3 â€ïžâ€ïž#hope ur doing well!!!#and getting all those genshin impact goodies#đ± anon#long post
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What an excellent, excellent image this creates in my brain...
An unplanned installment of the AU Farmer daddy!Steve x baby!Bucky universe...
I think this would be something that they do for the first time on a night where Bucky wants to thank Steve for something. It doesnât have to be anything specific, per se; maybe his gratitude for all Steve that has done for him is just hitting him extra hard that day.
Itâs usually very hard for Bucky to find good ways to show his thanks in a way that Steve will actually accept. Steve Rogers has lived an extraordinarily hard life, and heâs done a lot of things heâs not proud of, so heâs amazed every single day that he wakes up next to Bucky and realizes that this beautiful boy is for him, that Bucky is real and is his, to keep. But he still doesnât believe that heâs truly deserving of that happiness (thinks heâs selfish for accepting it, does it anyways), which is why every time Bucky tries to say even something as simple as âthank youâ Steve is immediately coming back with âno need to thank me, Buck,â is usually turning it around on him with a âno, thank youâ.Â
So I think that one of the more successful ways that Bucky learns to show his gratitude is through touches, kisses, andâsometimesâsex acts. Even that doesnât fly at first (Bucky get pulled right-the-fuck-off of his knees by huge, super-strength arms the first time he sinks to the floor to thank his Daddy for something); as Iâve said before, Steve isnât a total service top but he has a lot of service top tendencies. But after much talking and growing more comfortable in their power dynamic, I think Steve learns to accept that things like âthank you blowjobsâ are things that Bucky wants to do for himself as well as for Steve. He learns to accept that Bucky likes making him feel good just as much as he likes to makes Bucky feel good.
âŠand thatâs a whole lot of character context to get to my point, which is that itâs one of those nights when Bucky is trying to say âthank youâ that they first try this position.
Itâs always a little bit of a special occasion when Steve fucks him, regardless of how they do it.
Itâs special because I mean it when I say that Steve has a massive fucking dick and itâs a lot of commitment and prep to get that thing inside Bucky. The average night of sex for them will involve everything under the sun except Steve fucking his ass, so when Steve does actually fuck him, itâs special for them both.
Tonight is extra special, because Bucky wants to try something new to make his Daddy feel good. He wants to try a new position that will encourage Steve to just lay back and enjoy while allowing Bucky a chance to demonstrate his gratitude, a chance to give his Daddy pleasure in a way Bucky knows that only he can.
Theyâve fucked with Bucky on top of Steve dozens of times before by this pointâsometimes Bucky really riding Steve, other times with Steve holding his hips and making Bucky stay lax while he bounces him up and down on his cockâ but theyâve never done this.
Steveâs been fucking and grinding his cock into Bucky for an hour alreadyâ legs over Steveâs shoulders, or tucked beneath him while heâs face downâwhen Bucky asks Steve to lay down on his back. He feels Steve smile into his neck and nod, and when he slowly and carefully pulls out before laying down as Bucky had asked, Bucky knows that Steve is expecting him to straddle him, to sit on his cock and ride him andâwell. He is.
Buckyâs only regret is that he canât see the confused look on Steveâs face when Bucky takes a kiss and then turns around, straddling Steve as Steve anticipated but by throwing the other leg around Steveâs hips. He canât see the confusion but he can hear it in Steveâs voice when he breathes out, âBaby, whatâŠâ
So Buckyâperhaps a bit precariously, at firstâsettles himself in place and tosses the most confident look he can must over his shoulder, puts sugar in his voice when he says:
âWanna try somethinâ, Daddy. Will you watch me?â
Andâoh, that makes Steve throw his head back and he swears, fucking loud, and his hips give an involuntary thrust upward that puts his cock and heavy balls in immediate and hard contact with Buckyâs perineum, his ass. The reaction makes Bucky moan just as much as it makes him chuckle breathlessly; he loves the way Steve always makes him feel wanted, like he canât control himself around Bucky even though Bucky knows he can and does when he thinks he needs to.
(Bucky knows that itâs also the words he chose, the request that Steve âwatchâ him, because he knows that anything and everything that suggests to Steve that Bucky needs him to look over and take care of him while heâs trying something new or daring is absolutely irresistible to Steve.)
When Steve composes himself as much as he can Bucky reaches behind him, grabs for Daddyâs big, still-hard cock, but when heâs working to aim it up towards his already well-worked hole his balance falters a little bit and it makes his breath hitch in surprise but then Daddyâs hands are on his hips, holding him up and keeping him right, and if Steveâs support wasnât already on the mile-long list of things Bucky is always trying to thank him for then heâd be adding it now.
When he finally gets himself balanced and ready and positioned he looks back over his shoulder, gives Steve a shy smile, says again, âjust watch, Daddy,â and the look Steve gives him is dark and hungry and wild as he nods back, gives Buckyâs hip a sweet squeeze, tells him âgo ahead, baby boy, lemme see,â and thatâs how Bucky knows already that heâs done something right.
A word about this position: Sinking down on Steveâs cock is always intense when Bucky is on top, but itâs a completely different sensation when heâs facing away from Steve because of the angle of Steveâs cock, the way it wants to point up towards Steveâs stomach but Buckyâs ass is tugging it down. The pressure of Steve inside of him is unreal no matter what position theyâre in and itâs even more true for this position. For some reason Bucky expected this to feel like it does when Steve is fucking him from behind but itâs not, not when Bucky is sitting perpendicular to the length of Steveâs hard body.Â
It would be nice if he could be completely in charge here and just be sexy and smooth for Daddy without any logistics getting in the way but thatâs never really an option due to the size of Steve; Steve always has to help Bucky to work all of his cock inside him when Bucky is on top since Steve is the one who can see it, gives him constant whispers and praises him and tells him how much is left to go, tells him how good heâs taking it. Thatâs always the case and itâs the case now, but in this position Bucky soon finds that he also has to lean back more to make it comfortable and Steve is there, of course, supporting him when his back is at an angle that he probably couldnât keep up too long himself, especially when all of his focus is on the fat cock filling up his body so impossibly.
When heâs finally got all of Steve inside him he lets out a breathy âDaddyâ, starts grinding his hips down in easy, fluid motions that come surprisingly natural to him even though theyâve never done this before. It doesnât take too long for him to adjust because theyâve been at it for awhile already but when he does, Bucky has to stop himself from leaning back the way his brain is telling him will be perfect for grinding Daddyâs cock into his prostate. There will be time for that later but right now, Buckyâs here to give his Daddy a show.
So thatâs what he does,
Steve... Steve is fucking wrecked by what he sees. Iâm not even sure if Steve has thought to fantasize about this particular position before but if even if he had, thereâs no way it would live up to the reality. Heâs seen Bucky ride him before and heâs fucked Bucky from behind before so heâs seen what Bucky looks like moving over his cock, working his Daddy inside of him, and heâs also seen what it looks like where Buckyâs red and swollen rim is stretching around his cock (the fucking struggle of it, shit, it both concerns Steve and turns him feral every damn time). But heâs never seen the two at the same time and fuck, is it a sight of utter glory.
Steve cannot keep his mouth shut.
âFuck, honey, donât know how fucking good this looks for Daddy, goddamn.â
âYeah, yeah there it is, fuck-- hold it there? Yea, lemme see, lemme touch,â because thereâs no way Steve isnât telling Bucky to stop every now and then so he can trace his finger around the absolutely abused and well-loved place where they where bodies come together.
âThat feel good? Yeah? That rubbinâ on my babyâs sweet spot? Shit, yeah, fuck yourself sweetheart, make it feel good,â and heâd grab Buckyâs dick and squeeze it until Bucky whines and âyeah, get your Daddyâs hand all wet, drip all over me, there it is.â
Bucky loves the power he gets from captivating Steve this way. He loves that he can control what his Daddy sees and feels with just a roll of his hips, loves the way Steve lets go-- but he also loves the way Steve eventually gets so worked up that he ends up taking over, lacing his fingers through Buckyâs and placing their joined hands on Buckyâs hips and moving him, grinding him down, changing the speed and making sure to rub his dick against Buckyâs sweet spot at alternating rhythms until he comes for the first time that night.
... oh, Iâm sorry-- you said âdrabbleâ?
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mind, heart, and soul (remus lupin x reader)
A/N: yes this is a marauder lupin fic! I love young!remus and professor!remus so expect more of him soon <3 this is an extra fluffy fic I love âpinningâ type pics I think they are so sweet. I have a list of prompts I created myself that I drew inspiration from for this fic! I can post them but if you guys want to send in some ideas im more than open to new ideas and feedback!
warning: fluff, flirty sirius, pinning.Â
word count: 1.4k
*not my gif, credit to owner <3*Â
Remus never really understood how to talk to girls. Especially you. You were smart, funny, and understood all of Remusâ clever jokes. Not only that but you were best friends with all of his closest friends. Which made it difficult to get alone time with you, when you and Remus were together so were the rest of the marauders. While the other boys said that you had to know about Remusâ crush that didnât really stop Remus from never telling you out of fear of losing you and your friendship. Sirius jokingly flirted with you just to annoy Remus but hell Sirius even flirted with James sometimes so Remus knew that his flirtatious advances never held any weight but Remus wondered if you understood that, so many girls fell for Siriusâ charming persona.
As you grew older Remus knew that bodies changed but in his experience, his body changed most dramatically, with his furry little problem. You even became an animagus to stay by his side during his changes. You became a beautiful doe, which in his eyes couldnât have been more of a joke. It was like the universe wanted to show him how much he wanted you human or werewolf. After your fifth year during summer vacation, Remus was determined to tell you how he felt about you nothing was going to stand in his way, and if he lost you as a friend which he really hoped he didnât then it was just two years at Hogwarts watching you from afar. Okay, it was a lose-lose situation but he couldnât sit around pinning for you and watch while you got with somebody else completely oblivious to Remusâ feelings.
As he boarded the Hogwarts express Remus tried finding you but to no avail. Where could she be he thought to himself? And sat with the other marauders asking them if theyâd seen you. Sirius smirked at him and Remus just knew it wasnât going to end well, âyou havenât seen her have you moony?â âNo, I just said that Sirius. What are you going on about?â âLet's just say I wonât be the only guy youâll have to fend off of Y/N,â Sirius said and began talking to James about quidditch. Remus was beyond confused then he heard you laugh he knew that laugh from miles away and just as he suspected there you were laughing with a Ravenclaw boy in the trainsâ corridor that Remus didnât know. But what he did know is that the boy was a bit too close to you for Remusâ liking. As you turned around Remus noticed a few.. changes. Your legs looked longer and appeared endless and you looked like you slimmed down a bit, no that wasnât right its like the weight you had decided to move and fill itself in other⊠places on your body. You seemed fuller and plumper for lack of a better word and Remus wasnât to only one who noticed. As you approached the cart where the four boys were sitting James said, âRemus you got some drool on your chin mate,â before laughing as Remus rushed to clean the imaginary drool on his face you finally reached Remus and pulled him into a hug and Remus couldnât help but feel his mind reel at how close you were to him and how he could really feel how developed youâd gotten. Before Remus could enjoy it any longer Sirius butted in and said âCome here princess I want a hug.â Before winking at Remus over your shoulder as you called him drama queen but pulled him into a hug regardless. All the boys were quiet as they stared at Y/N as she attempted to sit comfortably in the train car. âOkay guys whatâs up did I grow a second head and nobody told me?â James was the first to speak, âWell my oblivious Y/N you see you have how you say blossomed over the past two months.â Y/N still looked so confused and Remus didnât understand that someone as beautiful as yourself didnât see that other people were starting to make note of it. Sirius draped his arm casually over your shoulders and began telling you how beautiful you looked today, Remus didnât fail to notice the blush that rose on your cheeks. Which infuriated Remus not because he was angry at you, you could never do anything wrong in his eyes he was angrier at himself at the fact that that he couldnât speak as open to you as Sirius does.
As the group arrived at Hogwarts the stares didnât stop especially from the first years who saw you as a brand new shiny toy that added to the magic of a whole new school and a whole new life ahead of them. Remus knew that those guys would never get a chance with you but the way they looked at you didnât fail to sour his mood. As James, Sirius and Peter walked ahead of Remus he didnât notice you were beside him until you said, âYou've been awfully quiet this evening.â He looked at you, really looked at you, and saw the same beautiful girl he fell in love with years ago whether or not you âblossomedâ. âRem?â You said while smiling at him. âYea Iâve just got a lot to think about.â âI know what you mean with my OWL scores that came my parents are pushing me to figure out what career I want to pursue.â Remus had forgotten that your time together was coming to an end at Hogwarts. After Remus didnât answer, you changed the subject, âwhat do you think Jamesâ was going on about on the train? I donât think I look any different, sure I lost the baby fat and grew a few inches but thatâs pretty much it.â You looked up at Remus despite growing a âfew inchesâ you still had to look up at the curly-haired boy. Remus gulped, âwell Y/N Iâve actually been meaning to tell you something and it has nothing to do with your changes.â You looked confused but Remus continued before he could change his mind, âyou look different. More⊠developed, to say the least.â Remus couldnât stop his eyes traveling down to your chest and your face burned red. âOh.â Was all you said and Remus felt defeated but trudged on, âYea so what I wanted to say was that Iâve had the biggest crush on you and I wonât bore you with the whole âIâve liked you from the moment I laid eyes on youâ speech because thatâs not true. Because that would be infatuation what I feel for you is so much more than that its love, admiration and so many other things that I canât seem to put into words at the moment. I like you for your brains, your charm, your stubbornness, your strength, and your heart. Your looks come after that because I'm sure no matter what you looked like I still wouldâve fallen head over heels for you Y/N Y/L/N.â You stood silent for a moment, trying to register everything Remus just told you before a tear fell down your cheek. Remus knew heâd ruined it. âIts okay Y/N I understand if you donât feel the same way I just really don't want to lose you as a fr-â Remus couldnât finish what he was saying because you had kissed him, you the girl of his dreams, the most beautiful girl at Hogwarts had just kissed the marauder with the furry little problem. Remus felt like he was on cloud 9 he couldnât stop smiling. As the two of you pulled away he looked at you and saw that you were beaming. âYou donât know how long Iâve been waiting to hear that Iâve had the biggest crush on you for ages rem and last summer boys started to ânoticeâ me more but I could tell they just wanted my body but with you, I donât need to be perfect and neither do you. Remus Lupin I love you for your mind, heart, and soul. You never need to change a thing about you I'm already obsessed.â Sirius came out into the corridor where the two of you were and yelled, âCome on lovebirds Dumbledore is about to do his speech.â The two of you walked hand in hand into the great hall both of you looking thoroughly ecstatic.
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Mr Madden | Madderton Teacher AU | Chapter 1
Ok SO, hereâs the first chapter, I know itâs boring and short but just bear with me I didnât want to jump straight into the action and drama because I genuinely havenât written fanfiction since I was a teenager (Iâm 22!) so I needed to familiarise myself with writing again and re-establish my writing style itâs a little bit choppy right now but Iâll get there over the next few chapters! Anyway, here goes! lowkey nervous that itâs been too long since I wrote and everyone will hate it
Taron sat in an empty classroom chewing mindlessly on the end of a pen, a stack of unmarked homework in front of him that he was already 95% sure he would be taking home with him tonight if this day didnât get any better. Why did Drama students even need to do homework like this? They have enough homework from all the other classes, Drama should be their slice of freedom and self expression for the week, thatâs how Taron saw it anyway. Of course, he could never say this aloud, he had to follow the system regardless of whether he liked it or not. After a small argument in his head about staying focused, Taron finally put pen to paper and began to write, not even writing one single letter before-
âFor fuck sake,â he groaned quietly, forcing himself out of the chair and kicking it back behind him as he got up and walked to the door and around the building to the window he had just spotted it out of, another fight.
âOk break it up lads come on,â he said sternly, not even needing to fully intervene with the wannabe hard nut year 7s. âWhat do you think youâre doing?â he asked with an eyebrow raised.
âSorry Sir!â they both said hurriedly as they scuttled off around the corner, afraid of receiving a detention. Taron rolled his eyes and sauntered back to his classroom, not even reaching the door before deciding he needs a coffee before he can even think of marking more homework. At this thought, he veers away from the door to the drama block to head toward the main building to the teachers lounge, muttering a polite âalrightâ accompanied with a small nod to the students greeting him as he walked down the hallway. Said students, of course, being girls. The girls all had a thing for him and he knew it, he saw the way they all gushed at him. Little did they know.Â
âHave you seen the new History teacher?â a girl in the hallway squealed to her friend as she stood leaning against the wall, phone in one hand, bright pink bedazzled water bottle in the other. Taronâs ears pricked up, new History teacher? he thought, picking up the pace to the staff room to find out what was going on. Once he arrived, he pushed the door handle and poked his head round the door before fully entering. Thatâs when he saw him.
New History teacher, indeed..
In front of his eyes was the most gorgeous blue eyed man he had ever seen, thick lush brown hair with just the right amount of curl, perfect body, nice legs-
âAh, Mr Egerton! Meet Mr Madden, heâs just joined today to replace Mr Little in the History department!â the excessively perky Head Teacher exclaimed, waving rather over enthusiastically towards the blue eyed beauty.
âRichard,â he introduced, extending his hand to Taron.
Scottish, as if he wasnât dreamy enough.
âI- nice to meet you, Iâm Taron, Drama,â Taron just about spluttered out, going in for the handshake offered, looking to the floor for lack of a better place to look without dying inside a little. Taron mentally pinched himself, he knew he needed to stop feeling like this. He vowed to himself as soon as he got this job that heâd keep out of anything of this sort, the last thing he needs is the entire school finding out heâs gay, so with this in mind he generally keeps his head down and lays low. Does his job, goes home. He canât get soft for a teacher now after heâs come this far without screwing up and letting his guard down.
âDrama? I admire your confidence,â Richard commented with a smile. Taron chuckled softly.
âNot your thing?â he asked.
âNah, just getting in to teaching was far enough out of my confidence zone! Itâs done me a lot of good though- sorry I donât know why Iâm telling you all of this,â Richard stopped himself suddenly, a bit flustered.
âNo no donât worry,â Taron assured, âcoffee?â he offered, gesturing as he walked over to the small staff coffee machine to make his own.
âYeah would love one, thanksâ Richard replied. Taron grabbed an extra mug for Richard, pouring two coffees from the pot that had already been prepared by the other staff who were coming and going from the cosy staff room. Taron handed Richard a coffee and the two naturally gravitated to a pair of chairs sat by the window.
âSo, History?â Taron sparked up a conversation.
âYeah!â Richard laughed softly, habitually rubbing the back of his neck. âI just got interested in it I guess, not sure I remember how..â he began to trail off, taking a long sip of coffee, âI actually used to be interested in acting.â
âAhh my speciality,â Taron smirked, âwhat happened to that?â Richard sighed heavily, taking another sip of coffee.
âAh I just donât have the confidence,â he admitted.
âThatâs fair enough mate, takes a lot of that I have to admit,â Taron nodded slowly, ânever know, maybe one day!â Richard looked down and made a small âhmmâ sound with a smile. The pair sat in peace finishing their coffee before Richard placed his hands on his legs and sighed, signalling that it was time for him to get going.
âFirst class?â Taron asked gently.
âYeah..Iâm really nervous not gonna lie,â Richard confessed, feeling his cheeks go slightly pink.
âAw donât worry mate youâll be absolutely fine, first oneâs the worst. Do you have another teacher there observing you?â
âI do, and Iâm not sure if thatâs making me feel better or worse,â Richard replied, Taron laughed and nodded in agreement.
âIâll walk you there if you like?â he offered.
âI would actually love that Iâm still finding my way around,â Richard replied gratefully, standing up to put his coffee cup in the sink and walk to his new classroom with Taron, making small talk on the way there such as âwhat are the students like?â or âare the other teachers nice?â questions which Taron had elaborate answers for but not enough time to tell all his stories about, which resulted in him awkwardly asking Richard if he would maybe want to meet up for a drink at some point so he can âtell him his many storiesâ. Richard quickly agreed, which actually surprised Taron.
âGreat, yeah, cool, Iâll talk to you soon then and we can..you know, arrange..something,â Taron stumbled very ungracefully and not near as smoothly as he thought that would sound in his head before he said it, inwardly facepalming.
âYeah yeah good shout, see you later,â Richard smiled warmly, disappearing into his new classroom, pretending not to be trembling ever so slightly.
Later that night
Taron was curled up at the end of his sofa, iPad in his lap ready to open Facebook to try and find Richard and have a small social media stalk just to see his face again, those big blue eyes were calling him. He racked his brain for his surname, what was he introduced as? It definitely began with an M. He began typing âRichard Mâ hoping facebook would magically know who he was searching for, but Richard was too common of a name.Â
âMmâŠMâŠMmm, ma?â he thought aloud before pausing suddenly, âMadden!â he sighed, rolling his eyes at his own forgetfulness. He typed in the name and found him pretty easily. Excitedly clicking on his profile and doing the obligatory flick through the profile pictures, short scroll down the feed, clicking on some pictures heâd been tagged in, asking himself if this was creepy or if everyone did it. Or both. He also mentally noted to himself to remind Richard that now heâs a teacher, changing his privacy settings would be a very smart idea, some of those students are crazy, especially for young male teachers like Richard and Taron.
Cute Taron thought to himself, zooming in on a group photo when he spotted Richard chilling in the far left of it. He came out of the picture and hovered his finger over the  âadd friendâ button, wondering if it was too soon. At that moment, as if in some sort of cartoon or movie, the bread he had put in the toaster a few minutes ago suddenly popped up, making him jump and press the button by accident. How does that even happen? He definitely looked too eager adding him already but it was done now, no point cancelling the request in case Richard already had his phone in his hand, that would be even more weird. Taron put his iPad to the side to grab his toast, buttering it and bringing it back to the sofa, noticing his iPad light up with a message. He hurriedly sat down and ignored the toast he had just made, picking the iPad up hastily and opening the message.
1 new message: Richard Madden Richard: hey, again x
âHeh,â Taron chuckled, loving a guy that puts a single kiss at the end of a message, deciding he should reflect his message the same way.
Taron: hey you x
Taron flinched after hitting send, realising suddenly how weird that sounded.
Richard: ha, âyouâ love that x
Taron: yea sorry wasnât thinking haha x
Richard: no youâre fine itâs sweet! when are we going for that drink then? x
Taron: well when are you free?x
Richardâs typing bubble appeared, disappeared and reappeared quite a few times suggesting he was on the fence about his answer, a quirk which Taron found quite cute.Â
Richard: ...tomorrow night?x
Taron: yep definitely up for that! How did your first day go by the way? Didnât end up seeing you for the rest of the day x
Richard: yeah was all good definitely didnât need to be as nervous as I was x
Taron: nice one knew youâd smash it mate! Anyway I better eat the toast that I forgot about and get to bed, bright and early for school tomorrow!x
Richard: I know right feels weird saying school tomorrow again but as a teacher now not a student, sure Iâll get used to it, night T x
âT, I like that..â Taron thought, should he nickname Richard too? It only seemed fair..
Taron: night Rich x
Taron lay his iPad down on the table for the last time that day, shovelling toast in his mouth before taking his plate to the kitchen to wash up and get settled for bed, trying to ignore the slight feeling of butterflies in his stomach every time he thought about his drink with Rich the following night, this might be a doorway into the exact thing he promised himself not to do when he started this job, but he couldnât resist.Â
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The Arrangement: CEOâs Son/Dom!Shawn x Black Sub Reader Chapter 9
WARNINGS: smut, choking/breath play
*Shawnâs point of view*
Working with Niall was slowly getting him through the days. He was actually cool and funny as all hell. He recognized his record deal for what it was, and he was willing to make the system work for him without utterly changing who he was. It helped that he was talented and that he wanted to make the kind of music that Shawn was interested in as well. So with a little begging, and a lot of assurance that his dad would stop getting calls about him being a dickhead to everyone, Shawn was finally allowed to work exclusively with Niall. At least for the time being.
The two got close, the way that tends to happen when youâre in a studio with someone for sometimes eight to ten hours singing songs about the most intimate parts of who you are. Everyone else might have a different vision of Shawn, but Niall seemed to understand him for who he was. And the day the producer takes lunch and the two stay back for Niall to work on melodies, is the day their friendship solidifies even further.
He was sitting on one of the couches, still in his slacks and dress shirt, with a guitar riff in his head that wouldnât quit. Without the producer there to rat him out, he thought there might not be any harm in playing around for a little bit. So, he picked up the guitar and began to play.
âEvery time I see you baby I get lost, If Iâm dreaming baby please donât wake me upâ
His fingers tap out the melody on the guitar, and heâs playing with it and tweaking it to his liking. He sings it again but in falsetto and it just sort of clicks. Itâs good.
âOiy, what the hell was that Mendes?!â Niall asked turning completely around in his chair.
He raised an eyebrow in Niallâs direction. âThat was an A minor.â
âNot the fuckinâ notes, ya pipsqueak! That line. That melody. Whereâd the hell you get that from?â
âOh. I wrote it.â
âAre you kidding me? You write?â
Shawn nodded. âFor myself. Not really for anyone else.â
âDoesnât fucking matter does it? Letâs see some more of it!â
He grabs a guitar plops down on the couch beside him. They play together and sing together and write together. And Shawn couldnât even have begun to explain how it made him feel. Like his whole world was brighter, and the walls werenât so suffocating. He loved the concept of creating more than anything in the world. Writing and singing and playing were all that he had. And to finally get the opportunity to do something with them made him feel like he was on top of the fucking world. Before he knows it, not even twenty minutes later, heâs got a whole song. Something they created together. He couldnât hide the happiness even if he tried.
âHoly shit, man. That--Thatâs incredible!â He gushed fingers tracing the words heâd scribbled down on the page.
Niall nodded. âCanât believe you been holding out on me man! And to think youâre sitting here as handsome as you are not releasing that shit into the world. Your ole man must be crazy not to try and market you. I even want to fangirl a little bit over you.â
Shawn chuckled softly letting his fingers rest against his guitar again.
âIf you knew my dad youâd understand. Trust me.â
âWhatever you say, Mendes. Shall we play it again?â
He shrugged. âWhy the hell not?â
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He goes over to her house on a Saturday afternoon. Theyâre supposed to be going out to lunch, and spending the day together. She begged him to bring his guitar and so he did, knocking gently on her apartment door with his case kept firm to his side just in case she got hurt. (yes his guitar is a she). When y/n opens the door wearing a sweatshirt of his that had gone missing a few weeks back, and shorts that leave little to the imagination, heâs not sure what she has planned for him but it surely must be better than some stupid lunch.
âHi.â He murmured softly already pulling her into his arms.
She leans up on the tips of her toes and kisses him like she means it. Her fingers grip his chin and her tongue traces his mouth in a way that just might kill him. Heâd welcome it if it meant it came from her.
âMmm,â She hummed. âHi. Come in.â
âWe not going to lunch anymore?â He asked placing his guitar case against her sofa.
âNope! Weâre cooking instead.â
âExcuse me?â
âYou heard me. If my momma ever saw the state of your kitchen, sheâd laugh and then slap you, and then laugh some more.â
âBabe, I donât cook. Some of us have some talents, and some of us have others.â He whined, following her into the kitchen.
Y/n rolled her eyes. âBoy, how would you even know you canât cook when the only thing in your kitchen is some leftovers and two year old ketchup? Now go wash your hands. Weâre eating in today.â
Clearly his afternoon was not coming with an option, and so he headed for her sink to wash his hands. He hung his jacket on the hook next to hers and met her at the kitchen counter where a whole ass chicken was sitting waiting to be butchered. Heâd never felt so inexperienced in his whole life. He thought this must be what people who werenât good at sex felt like.
âFried chicken?â He asked poking awkwardly at the skin.
She snorted. âIs that what you think weâre finna make? You date one Black girl and all of a sudden you think itâs popeyes and grits every day huh?!â
âI--I didnât...I just thought that--You know what Iâm just gonna stop talking now.â
âThat is probably in your best interest love.â She giggled swatting him on the ass. âNow, come watch mama teach you how to butterfly.â
He learns something new that day, though it might not have been quite the message she was going for. He learns that she looks sexy as all hell with a kitchen knife in her hand. What that meant about how fucked up his brain was, the world may neer know, but it was hot regardless. The second he moves behind her to gently wrap his hands around her waist she points her knife in his direction, and it gets a little less sexy.
âCan you and your dick try and focus for two minutes please?â She asked waving it around playfully
He whined again. âWe were focusing. Quite hard, I might add.â
âPlease?â She asked softly, her eyes wide and sincere at him. âJust please?â
He leaned down slowly to kiss her forehead and her nose in apology.
âIâm sorry. Iâm here, I promise. Teach me how to butterfly.â
Turns out âto butterflyâ means to cut the spine out of the chicken and lay it forward kind of like a butterfly, keeping it almost cut in half but instead in one long, big piece. She then takes softened butter and rubs it on the inside of the chicken, between the skin. She sticks thyme in between and rubs the outside of the skin with butter too. Thereâs salt and pepper and lemon and she lies it on a rack to go in the oven. Itâs when she tucks the wings underneath the thighs to protect them from burning that he realizes this is her thing, not just a thing.
âYou cook a lot, aye?â He asked, trying to keep up with her as she let him rub butter on the other side of the chicken.
She shook her head. âNot as much as I would like. I grew up in the kitchen with my mom. Sheâd been a cook her whole life. I donât really have time for stuff like this no more though. Itâs special to me. Means something.â
And she wanted to share it with him of all people. He makes special notice to pay a lot more attention from there on out.
The chicken goes into the oven and she puts on water to boil for the potatoes and some pancetta for her collard greens.
âThis is how we upgrade a black staple,â She giggled. âWe render out all of this fat on the pancetta, which is really just a more flavorful bacon and thatâs gonna make the greens taste amazing. Itâs also great because weâre really just gonna set them and forget them for about an hour and a half. By the time the greens are done so will our chicken. Itâs perfect.â
Thereâs a different level of happiness to her when sheâs cooking. She sets up a playlist to a speaker in the kitchen. Her hips move as she cooks, and she stops every now and again to kiss him until he forgets his own name. And she doesnât even care when he fucks something us. She just laughs and fixes it and shows him how to do it correctly. He never knew cooking could be fun because of her. But it was never gonna matter if he was good at it or not. Because as long as he was with her, everything seemed to be alright.
âHey,â He mumbled trapping her slightly against the counter top.
Her fingers ran up the length of his arms, and his body practically shook in response.
âWhat?â She purred, letting her arms come up to wrap around the back of his neck.
âIâm glad we stayed in today.â He admitted. âI think I love cooking with you.â
âForreal?â She smiled.
His heart squeezed in his chest.
âForreal. Thank you for showing me.â
âAnytime.â
âYea? I might take you up on that.â
âI hope so.â She grinned.
He kisses her, just like that, pressed against her counter until the timer for the potatoes goes off. If the way that she smiled was his favorite part about cooking, his second was distracting her. He likes it better that way.
Lunch is...like really fucking good. Like he cleans his plate and goes back for more and completely ignores the grin on her face when he does it. His mum certainly wasnât making collard greens in england nor Canada, but he had half a mind to call her up and ask why the hell not. Itâs the best meal heâs ever had, he thinks. And the way she asks him about his week and his job while they eat and drink wine together is just sort of the topping on a very amazing pie. Itâs the best time heâs had in months. And it isnât lost on him that a huge part of that is just her presence.
When heâs full and slightly tipsy, she pulls him to her couch and makes him get out his guitar. Heâs not drunk enough to tell her about all the songs that heâs written about her since they met. (especially not the track where heâd channeled his inner 2007 Sexy-back Timberlake. Who the fuck did he think he was?) But heâs just tipsy enough to let his fingers pluck out notes on the guitar that were for her upon inception. Heâs just tipsy enough to get lost in her eyes while she drinks wine and tucks her legs beneath his hoodie. Heâs just sober enough to be completely and totally honest with her when she asks him.
âYou never said,â She murmured, her sock covered toes sneaking out to tap at his thigh. âYou never said you played, or that you made music. How come?â
He starts to play My Girl, a comfort song from his childhood. It makes him a little less anxious when he stares at her.
âI didnât want you to ask questions.â He admitted.
âWhy not?â
âThink about it. Whatâs the one thing you wanna ask me now that you know? The one thing thatâs confusing you?â
She shrugged her shoulders. âI guess Iâm wondering why...you sound the way that you do, and you--you look the way that you do, and your dad is the number one music exec in the world, but youâre doing a job for him that you hate.â
âBingo.â He muttered.
Her eyes grew soft and she chanced placing her palm on his knee.
âYou donât have to tell me. I donât wanna know to be nosy. I wanna know cause youâre important.â
His fingers arenât even moving on the guitar anymore. And how could they after that? He places the guitar against the arm of the couch, and opens his arms for her to climb into. It helps when sheâs between his legs, when his arms are wrapped around her and her head is pressed into his shoulder. It makes him feel stronger than he really is.
âMy dad...heâs not a good guy.â
She squeezed at his fingers around her own. âI know that. What did he do?â
âI fell in love. With music, I mean. Itâs the only thing Iâve ever been good at. And he supported me at first. He--He let me record and he let me train to get better and better. I used to spend every single day after school in the studio watching others create, learning, and trying to become that⊠I was like eleven when I told my dad how to do something better than he wouldâve done it. And Iâve been on his bad side ever since.â
She peers up at him with kind, sad eyes because it must be clicking for her already.
âHe didnât like you being able to be good without him.â She murmured.
He shook his head. âI started to write. And they were...pretty good. By the time I was fourteen or fifteen I had a collection of stuff. I thought that maybe my dad could do for me, what he did for everyone else. And I asked him, you know, if I could put out a record. He said yes, said that he would manage me, and Iâd be the biggest star on his whole label. And he...he had me sign a contract.â
âShit,â She groaned knowing exactly where this was headed.
âYep. I gave my dad ownership over every piece of music I created until the age of eighteen. He owns all of it. And by the time I realized what he was doing, I mustâve been like sixteen or something, it was too late. So, he never let me release anything. And anything I officially record, anything thatâs not just me in my bedroom, it all belongs to him.â
âThat--Thatâs bullshit! Thatâs complete and utter bullshit. He doesnât own you. Youâre a grown ass man, Shawn. There are ways. There are people we can get you connected to. You can make music just like anyone else.â
Sheâs fired up now. She turns to face him, instead of lying against his chest. Her fingers are still intertwined with his, and she lifts both of them to touch his cheek. Itâs so sweet and good and kind. Everything he thought he might never get to have.
He smiles at her sadly. âI know. But, I wrote about two hundred songs. And so...on my eighteenth birthday he brought me into his office. I was gonna run away, or whatever the rich kid version of that is, start my own life and my own career. He said if I...if I worked for him till I was twenty-five, heâd give me my inheritance and my masters.â
âShawnâŠâ She sighed.
âI know, hey I know. It sounds crazy, but y/n this is all that I have. That music, itâs all that I am. It means everything to me. I need it okay? So, Iâm stuck here for a little while. And Iâm gonna be okay with that if it means I get them back in the end.â
âOkay. Okay. I understand. Come here.â
Itâs the wildest thing in the world. Sheâs sat in his lap and and all of a sudden she just wraps herself around him. His head falls to her chest. Her fingers scratch at his scalp. She just holds him. And his heart feels better because of it. He is better because of it. And he never could have seen that coming. He couldnât remember the last time someone had hugged him so intimately, had helped him so thoroughly in such a small amount of time. He pulled his arms back around her in return and released a breath and maybe an ounce of the burden too.
âIâm sorry your dad is satan.â She cooed softly.
He chuckled sadly into her neck. âThank you. Me too.â
âWeâll get through it. Somehow. Just let me think for a little while.â
âWe?â He asked, voice small.
âDuh. Havenât you heard? Hell hath no furry like a Black woman. Weâll figure it out.â
Huh.
âOkay.â
She fell back gently against the couch, her legs making way for him to lie between. He nestled his way into her arms and just sort of collapsed. She does this ridiculous thing with her fingers in his hair and he just kind of wants to cry and fall asleep. But itâs cool. Itâs totally fine. They lie there so long heâs not sure what time of day it is when he sleepily nuzzles his nose into her belly.
âY/n?â He mumbled sleepily.
âYea?â
âThis was the best date of my life.â
âHmmm. Me too.â
***
He liked to bug her when she was on her way to really important meetings. It was usually the only time in the day he got to talk to her on the phone, and it brought him a happiness that somehow managed to get him through his day. Today, heâs listening to the click of her heels as she rushes to finalizes someoneâs performance for the VMAâs.
âIf I have to look at one more jackass try and tell me how to handle my job, Iâm gonna start cutting bitches.â She huffed.
He chuckled. âIf the police call, Iâll give you an alibi. Speaking of alibis, you think I could come over tonight?â
âHmm...you been spending a lot more time at my place since you found out I know how to turn on a stove.â
âItâs not about the stove. Itâs about the woman behind it.â He admitted. âI like watching you in your space, in your element. And I like being with you. Is that okay?â
âYea...thatâs okay.â She said, voice soft and pliant now. âMaybe we could watch another one of those movies of yours.â
He clenched painfully at his chest in both horror and somehow fond adoration.
âI still canât believe youâve never seen Harry Potter. That is genuinely the most heartbreaking thing Iâve ever heard. Our night is settled. Prisoner of Azkaban it is!â
âIâll watch Prisoner of Azakaban if you do something for me.â Â
He rolled his eyes spinning aimlessly at his desk chair. He couldnât even imagine having to make a deal with someone to get them to watch Harry Potter. What would his mum think if he brought this one home?
âIâm slightly offended at the sentiment but okay.â
âItâs just that thereâs something Iâve always wanted to try but Iâve never trusted anyone enough to do it with?â She admitted. âBut I think...I mean I want to try.â
At this point he thinks sheâs talking about like a fear of rollercoasters or overcoming stage fright or some shit. You know, like an idiot.
âWell whatever it is y/n, Iâll do whatever to make it happen. You know that.â
She paused. âI--I want you to choke me.â
And thatâs when he nearly falls out of his desk chair and straight onto the floor. Also like an idiot.
âI--Iâm sorry?â
âYou know like...like choking Shawn.â She huffed, clearly flustered.
âYes, yes I know what choking is y/n! I just...you really want that?â
âWell I--I did. But if youâre not down with it then fuck it.â She mumbled.
âNo! Shit, no that--that isnât what I meant. I just wanted to check in and make sure. Iâm sorry okay? Â I just didnât expect that to be a thing for you is all. Iâm not kink shaming, I promise.â He assured her.
âOkay...well then what are you doing?â
âIâm . . . Iâm coming over to my girlâs place tonight for some Harry Potter and consensual choking. Sounds like my kinda night, honestly.â
He could hear her smile over the phone, and it made his chest feel fuller at the thought.
âAre you sure? Youâre sure youâre okay with it?â
âOf course. Just want to make sure youâre safe. We can talk about it tonight, okay?â
âOkay. Iâll see you tonight then.â
âYes you will.â
âBoy, get off my phone.â
***
*y/nâs point of view*
Who knew that the doorbell ringing could cause butterflies in your stomach. Certainly not you. Every day you spent with Shawn was this sort of awe inducing, stomach churning, spell. He was so soft to you. So playful and vulnerable and kind. Still cocky. Still an asshole sometimes. But at least with the good grace to smile apologetically when he did it. Everyoneâs a work in progress.
You found yourself running straight home from work to change clothes before he got there, the same that youâd done every other night the last few weeks. Shawn had yet to spend a full night in your apartment and the significance of such a thing weighed heavily on both of you. You might let him fall asleep in the moment, might be so exhausted after sex that you were speechless, but make no mistake that by the time the morning came, he was expected to be out. Staying at Shawnâs was one thing. You knew his space and you knew how to handle yourself. But your home was your home. It was the most sacred space that you had in life. Sharing it did not come easily. But maybe, maybe you could grow a little.
You still werenât over the smile on his face that came when you opened the door. Still couldnât escape the way it made you feel when he wrapped his arms around you after a long day as if heâd been counting down the hours until he got to see you, exactly the way you sometimes did. It was wild. Everything about him was wild.
âHi beautiful.â He hummed.
His fingers melded to the back of your neck and it sends a thrill through your body when he pulls you close like a ragdoll. His lips and his tongue still make you shudder. Itâs fine.
âHi.â You sighed breathlessly against his lips. âMissed you.â
âYea?â
You nodded softly, hesitantly.
âI missed you too.â
Ugh. Gross.
Shawn only needs to step over the threshold to get a whiff of the chili youâd thrown in the crockpot before heading to work. Your mommaâs recipe was nothing to mess with, and you had a feeling he would be coming over so it seemed like the logical thing to do. Shawnâs grin convinced you otherwise.
âWhat happened to no more cooking for me? I believe you said, and I quote: âlearn to make your own food honkey, Iâm not your maidâ.â
You rolled your eyes and sniffed noisily. âWhy you always gotta remember shit?â
He chuckled. âI donât know. Something about the things you say, and the way you look when you say âem, makes me never wanna forget.â
You bit your lip and turned to lead him towards the kitchen, so that he couldnât see the way his words made you want to burst from within your own skin.
âSo sappy Mendes.â
Feeding him does something to you. You always loved to cook for people and to take care of others in that way. It was ancestral. Your mother had done it and so had her mother and so had hers. You loved watching people enjoy your food. You loved watching people be full and satisfied. But thereâs something about the way that Shawn eats that takes it to a whole other level. The way he grabs a second bowl and a third because he eats enough for a small family. Something about the way he praises you endlessly between each bite. And when he washes the dishes after youâre both done, and letâs you know how amazing you are, it feels like a fair trade off. Like perhaps you can do this for him, if heâs willing to do that for you. It feels more domestic and soft then you care to admit to anyone, even yourself. But, here you are.
Itâs when youâre at the kitchen counter opening another bottle of wine, and his nose does that thing where it skims your shoulder and you just melt like a teenager all over again, that he really ropes you in.
âHave you showered yet?â He asked softly.
You shook your head. âJust changed. Wanted to get dinner ready for when you got here.â
âDo you wanna shower with me?â His fingers dragged delicately over your thighs and hips before digging ambitiously into the meat of your ass. You raise up on your toes and stifle a moan. âBefore we get into bed?â
âYes. Yes, please.â
In the shower, his fingers paint whole masterpieces against your skin. Your hair piled high on top of your head to hide from the water, but it didnât stop him from tracing stands along your neck with his wet thumbs. The way that he looks at you is enough to make you feel completely naked beneath his gaze, like itâs your soul on display and not just your body. When he dips down to lick at your collarbones, to suck whole bruises into your flesh, what are you to do but cry out for him? What was there to do but to submit in every way? Itâs the moments in the shower, with no words shared between the two of you--only touches and looks of longing, when you know that youâre all his. That perhaps you had never really had a chance to begin with.
He wraps you in a towel and nuzzles his face, warm and wet against your neck. His hands are still on your hips and he squeezes through the cotton firmly as he looks you in the eye.
âYou want me to choke you.â He whispered.
And thereâs no reason why just a confirmation of the statement should have your eyes rolling back in your head but here you were. Jesus.
âY--Yea. Yes, I do.â
âHave you thought about it?â He hummed, his fingers dipping to the edge of the towel by your thighs and easing dangerously beneath the fabric. âWhat you want it to look like?â
Your eyes are shut.
âYes, I have.â
âTell me.â He demanded.
You bit anxiously at your lip, a bit of uncertainty hitting you. It wasnât necessarily that it was the wildest thing that the two of you had done. But it just might be the most important, at least for you. It was no secret that letting go was the hardest thing in the world for you. In part, thatâs what made the initial arrangement with you and Shawn so rewarding. When you could let go, these really amazing things would happen, and not just the orgasm but like the stress that ran out of your body. Letting go meant being vulnerable. It meant giving someone power over you and having nothing but your belief in that person to keep you believing that things would be okay. And so sharing this with Shawn wasnât just a matter of kink, it was a matter of the ultimate amount of trust you could share with him. It also was kind of hot.
âI want...I want you inside of me. I want you to fuck me like--like Iâm the only thing in the world that matters, that my pleasure is the only thing in the world that matters.I want you to take care of me. And then I want you to choke me while I cum. I want you to remind me who gets to make me feel that way. You. I want you.â
You let your eyes flutter open and peer up at him nervously. Nothing could have prepared you for what you would find. His eyes were nearly back they were so blown of stimulation. He stared at you with hunger and with passion and maybe a little love too. Itâs so overwhelming that when he picks you up in his arms you donât even register it until your towel falls to the ground and all thatâs left is the feel of his skin against yours.
âMy good girl,â He sighed breathlessly, lips skimming the skin heâd sucked on just moments prior. âIâm gonna make you feel good, okay? I promise.â
He twirled you lightly through the air taking your body straight down to the sheets of your bed. His towel joined yours on the floor as he crawled perfectly between your legs. Your fingers melded to the muscles of his chest, getting lost in the chest hair and the feel of his necklace cold against your flushed skin. Heâs already semi-hard and you can feel him growing firming against your thigh. When he runs his fingers along your chest, between your breasts, and down along your belly button something turns molten within you. The need becomes insurmountable. Your ache is without end.
âPlease. Please Shawn just---please.â You begged.
âHey,â He whispered pressing closer against you. âIâm right here okay? Iâm gonna give you everything.â
And how could you prepare yourself for what that might mean. What was everything in a context in which you wanted all that he was willing to give. What did it mean when it was no longer just fucking, but when everything might include your heart too?
He starts with your neck. Itâs the most sensitive part of you and itâs already been touched repeatedly. His lips are gentle and searching moving over the places where his tongue had created welts already. He gets to your breasts, hands firm and warm as they cup your flesh to feed your nipple into his mouth. Itâs methodical in nature, and it makes your toes curl. He sucks and kisses and bites and you donât know what to do with yourself. It feels like an act of worship. It feels like all he could ever offer you.
His head finds its way between your thighs and itâs life changing. He runs the flat of his tongue heavy and firm across your clit, pulling off with a very quick point of his tongue, and then repeating. It makes your stomach tense. His fingers grip and mold to your thighs as he licks deep into you. Just like every other time he touches you, your body is like a pipe well primed. It aches for him, and it gushes with ease. A part of you wishes he had to try harder to get you to cum in the manner that he does, but itâs hard to find time to be embarrassed when heâs chasing your release with swollen, hungry lips. When your body falls back down to the sheets you are already fucked out and dazed.
âGod. You have no idea how fucking beautiful you are.â He sighed, leaning on his knees above you, fingers cupping his erection to pull playfully at the flesh. âAre you ready for me?â
You nodded without hesitation, tongue sticking out along your lip when he mentions the beauty that he recognizes within you. Heâs often too much, but heâs especially too much right now. When he doesnât move fast enough for your liking you reach for his hips with your hands and tug him close between your legs. He moves--finally--to hover over you while allowing his fist to lead the head of his dick to bump against your clit. Youâre still so wet that every rub against your slit is auditory, feels like itâs ringing out against the walls how much you want him. And you do. God, you do.
"The way you open up for me," he gasped wetly against your shoulder. "baby you're perfect."
"Fuck. I--it feels so good." You huff.
"Gonna make it better. Gonna give it you the best you've ever had."
His hands slot your legs around his back, fingers digging deep into the flesh of your ass for leverage. It is ridiculous how good it feels. You don't even know what to do with how he feels inside of you. His hips are powerful and rugged and he touches you with the precision of a man who has listened to your needs and desires. He pushes into you like is the last thrust over and over again until your body is shaking, until your moans for him turn to sobs, until the sound of his hips tapping your ass speeds out of control and the only thing you're left with is to lose your fucking mind.
"Oh--oh my god! Oh my god, baby!"
Your hips fly off the bed but Shawn couldnât care less. Heâs got himself poised over you, arms on either side of your head and heâs going for it. Heâs carving himself into you so deep thereâs no way to tell where he begins and where you end. And your body is singing his praises. In fact itâs doing that thing that no one had ever had the audacity to make it to before. Itâs fucking bursting from within.
âMâ gonna cum.â You whispered desperately up at him.
His nose tips down to skim against yours as your eyes meet and his lips are parted in bliss and concentration.
âAlready?â He gasped, lips tilting slightly up into that cocky ass grin of his.
Thereâs not even time to tell him to fuck off. Your nails are too busy digging into his shoulder blades.
âMâ gonna cum. I--FUCK!â
Thereâs a gushing sound that joins the wet slap of your bodies and thatâs when the both of you look down at where heâs fucking you to see the way your body manages to squirt around him. It covers your thighs and his and makes his dick glisten with every thrust. Youâre fucking gone. You collapse down against the sheets gasping for breath and he hasnât even slowed down.
âJesus Christ, y/n.â He groaned pushing in again to come to a stop. âYouâre shaking.â
Your arms and legs wrap around him in a vice like grip. You close your eyes and try to steady yourself, but itâs damn near impossible. Every part of you is so sensitive, it feels like youâre on the tip of the waterfall constantly, just waiting to fall in. Itâs too much.
âYou have got approximately sixty seconds to get me to do that again and choke me at the same time. I think my body might combust.â You panted.
This time he stays up on his knees, body not in such direct contact. Itâs probably for the best, as even your skin seems to thrum in this moment like a live wire. The last thing you need from him is more contact. So, of course he slots your legs over his shoulders and fucks you within an inch of your life instead.
Thereâs a sweaty curl that flops against his forehead on every upward thrust. His large hands gripping your thighs for better leverage donât quite tame the way that youâre shaking. Itâs too good. Itâs way too good. You reach for the headboard behind you in desperate search for  a pillow or literally anything to hold onto. Not even five minutes later and you can feel your hips leaving the bed again, your body ready for that combustion youâd been talking about.
âS--Shawn! Shawn, now.â
âNow?â
âYes, dammit! Now!â
He licked his lips and bent over you, your body contorting along with him as he reached to skim his fingers along your neck. His hips donât stop moving as his thumb traces your pulse point. In fact heâs still panting with the effort and itâs everything for you to hear.
âTap me if it hurts. Tap me if you donât like it. Just--just tap me okay?â He mumbled.
You nodded vigorously. âOkay.â
âColor?â
âGREEN SHAWN.â
He starts to squeeze down peering between your body to keep hitting it like no one ever has before. It is the most ridiculous moment of your life. The more he loses himself in you, the more he squeezes, and your body just lights up immediately. Itâs in the way that his arm tenses, hand clenching around your throat. Itâs in the way he moans your name against your lips. Itâs definitely in the way he grinds against you so tight that your eyes roll back in your head. With every second that you canât breathe your orgasm pulses in your veins. And as his fingers grip your throat, you watch the vein in his forehead become just as prominent as that curl as he loses himself too.
âOh my god. I can feel it. I can feel your body fighting for it, baby. Holy fuck, Iâm gonna cum.â
Your back arches off the bed and he grunts as he chases his own orgasm inside of you. The second his fingers ease off your throat as your cumming is like an unworldly experience. It leaves you sobbing against the bed completely fucked out of your mind. If you could feel anything besides intense overstimulation you might notice the way your thighs are soaked all the way down to your knees. The tenderness between your lips. The swollen prominence of your nipples. Instead youâve got nothing left to give.
He pulls out and just barely collapses against you. His pants are wet and warm against your neck, and his fingers are already rubbing at the place where heâd grabbed your neck. No one talks for a while. To do so might ruin the best orgasm youâve ever had.
âYouâre okay?â He whispered. âAre you sure?â
âYea. Iâm okay. Iâm so much more than okay.â
You felt his teeth against your collarbone as he smiled. And you canât help the giddy little giggle that passes through your lips in response.
âFeel good?â
âFelt so fucking good, asshole.â You muttered affectionately.
The worst thing he could possibly do is get out of bed. The second his arms arenât wrapped around you, the second he's not pressing you firmly into the bed, feels like an attack against your being. You hate it with everything in you.
"Stay." You mumble pulling him closer with your tired limbs.
He chuckled softly. "Mmm just gonna get the towel to clean up with, love."
"I know but...after that, stay okay? Dont leave...just stay here."
His eyes grow wide and then soft. He cups your cheek gently in his hand and moves forward to kiss you silly. His teeth nip at your bottom lip and you don't even have the time to be nervous. You're too busy falling for him.
"Yea. Okay. I'll stay as long as you want me too."
And wasnât that dangerous as all hell? But itâs the first time he stays the night, and itâs the first time youâve got no idea how to ever make him leave.
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Alright you guys, sorry for the delay, Iâve had to restart this post 20 fucking times because my changes werenât being saved in the draft and then I kept getting the âupload failedâ error. In case you donât remember wtf is going on you might wanna re-read the last update (I certainly had to) which is apparently from JUNE 2018. Jfc I suck so hard. Now this was gonna be really long but tumblr wouldnât post it so Iâm breaking it up in 3 parts, part 2 to be posted tomorrow. For those that donât feel like reading back, general recap of the last couple updates:
Jojo cheated on Wyatt with Max Flexor and my solution to that marital crisis was to adopt our first dog ever, a puppy hilariously named Maxx.
The puppy grew up to be an asshole and is constantly beating up the cats, who have turned into giant pussies (no pun intended) and are losing every fight to him despite the fact theyâre named after Mortal Kombat characters. Theyâre a fucking disgrace to Alegraâs/Victorâs/Ronroneoâs memory and I havenât settled on a cat heir yet because they both suck.
Jojo is perma miserable, I donât even remember how much money away from his 100k LTW, and still not a werewolf despite my pathologically persistent attempts to make him friends with the wolf.
Fucking useless Wyatt didnât get promoted while Komei was alive providing us with his 100 townie friends, we spent 20 updates befriending every rando that crossed our lot to secure his promotion, and then finally on the day he was supposed to become Captain Hero, Wyatt got, of course, fired and is now on track to take longer to complete his literal career based LTW than Komei took to get 6 pets on the top of their careers.
Absolutely everyone hates noogie addict Shajar, she got a Kylo Ren makeover, and we still donât know what her sexual orientation is thanks to her ridiculous fitness/fatness turn ons and cleanliness turn off.
Golden child/10 nice points freakshow Cyneswith grew up, rolled romance with the most disturbing turn-ons/offs possible (grey hair/mechanical & charisma turn off) and the 20 simultaneous lovers LTW.
Wulf grew up into a kid, got an Amadeus makeover, is officially a Wyatt clone and the only member of this family I donât completely hate yet.
Now Iâd like to begin the first Union post in more than a year by requesting you do me a solid and lower your expectations for this thing as far down as humanly possible. Like really try to recreate the Jules Verne classic âJourney to the Center of the Earthâ with your expectations here, because my brain is so fucking fried that thereâs a 20% chance I randomly start citing sources at some point during this post. This grad school crap has seriously been the worst trade deal in the history of trade deals, maybe ever. And speaking of bad trade deals, letâs get this update rolling with the man, the myth, the legend, the husband who managed to make Komei look like a dreamboat in comparison..
..Wyatt fucking Union, nĂ©e Monif. Itâs been a long time, but Iâm not gonna lie to you Wyatt, not nearly long enough. Looking good man, just one small question, where the fuck are your eyebrows?
-You Ă ccidĂ©ntally delĂ©ted thĂ©m, imbĂ©cilĂ©, et I cannĂŽt exprĂšss my irritatiÏn prÏperly becausĂ© I hĂ ve non eyebrĂŽws!
Did your selective French accent get thicker this past year or is it just me?
-It géts thickér whén je suis distrésséd, givé moi mon eyebrÎws bà cc!!!
No can do, brother. Actually can do, but I think the Mona Lisa look is working for you, and more importantly I still hate you, so Iâm just gonna hardcore ignore you for the rest of this post if thatâs ok. Talk to me when you finally get promoted, aka never the way this shit is going.
-Non! NON! MON EYEBROWS!
Itâs been lovely catching up.
JojÏ I mean Jojo, goddammit Wyatt, is spending most of his time building robots in the mausoleum (sweet hipster band name alert)..
..giving financial advice in Shajarâs room (inb4 whatâs the difference between the mausoleum and Shajarâs room)..
..building evil snowmen alone in the middle of the night, like all mentally healthy middle aged men with 3 kids are wont to do..
..and getting the piss harassed out of him by the cat ghosts in the bathroom (sweet hipster band name alert #2). How is this like the fourth time this happens in the exact same spot, will you just stop autonomously cleaning the bathroom after midnight? Itâs obviously where the cats hang out, give it the fuck up already.
-Iâm actively TRYING TO DIE you absolute moron, what does a guy have to do to get killed around here?
Yea canât say that I blame you but not happening, you can commit suicide by Ghost Alegra after the kids fuck off to college, ok? I promise.
-Oh like you promised me being heir was a route worth pursuing??
Um obviously you too need to go back and re-read your own life story, because I spent the entirety of our âââcherishedâââ time together telling you heirship is a shitty gig at generation 2. And then to top it off you went and married Wyatt to ensure maximum shittiness, so there you go, fucking enjoy. God I am so sick of both of you losers and weâre only 5 pics in. Letâs check in with your spawn, Iâm sure they canât possibly be more annoying than their parents-
-oh right, I forgot, this is the generation with 10/10/9 active points where the party never stops. Cyneswith are you somehow twerking to classical music?
-How else am I gonna attract all those hot senior citizens per my grey hair turn on and 20 lovers LTW?
Ok great yea I see how this is gonna go, youâre trying to entice people into voting you for heir based on how torturous playing this fucked up LTW is gonna be for me, well forget it, my readers are intellectuals and completely above such petty entertainment. (istg mofos, donât even think about it, i already did Komeiâs 5 pets career shit, i will burn this place to the ground if you saddle me with Cyneswith banging the elderly for 30 years)
-No need to worry your stupid little head, I will beat Cyneswith for HEIR just like I beat her HAIR up daily! HAHA!
Shajar no offense but youâre a fucking war crime of a sim, nearly everyone whoâs ever met you hates you including your parents, and the fact that youâre the alternative here is really not helping my situation in any way. Also how the fuck are you gonna be heir when the only thing you seem to be attracted to is giving noogies, youâre like one week away from college and I still donât even know if youâre str8 or gay or bi or w/e the fuck you are. You have Jojoâs personality combined with..
..yes exactly, DANIELâS SOCIAL ABILITIES. I mean I was joking with the whole âShajarâs the spawn of Satanâ thing, but this combo of traits was clearly drawn up in Hellâs boardroom.
ANYWAY. Itâs a snowy Sunday morning, and anyone who has been a teen knows what that means:
Time to go clubbing! Man I remember being like 15, waking up on a freezing Sunday morning and my mom making me a cup of hot chocolate before I drove off to the club. Those were the days.
-Uh, Shaj, when did you learn how to drive?
-Donât be stupid, Cyneswith, people donât need to âlearnâ how to drive.
-They absolutely do, actually.
-Well what can I tell you, the dark side of the Force is a pathway to many abilities some consider to be unnatural.
-Here we are, safe and sound! Celebratory noogie!
-YOU RAN OVER 9 PEOPLE
-How many times to I have to explain this to you, Apartment Life townies are not people.
Canât argue with that logic. Letâs just go in and find out what Shajarâs sexual orientation is once and for all so I can spend the rest of this update aggressively promoting Wulfâs candidacy.
Now I consider âa picture is worth a thousand wordsâ one of the dumbest sayings there is, but even I have to concede that this particular picture truly is worth a thousand words. Quick poll, what is more horrifying, Shajarâs literal Joker face or Cyneswith, whom Iâve never seen read a book ever, autonomously pulling one out in the middle of the dance floor, in what I can only assume is an attempt to attract old perverts with the schoolgirl routine?
And I know what some of you are thinking, youâre like âbro, youâre just reaching to make a bad joke bro, Cyneswith is just a sweet nice introvert and not like other girls, she doesnât feel comfortable in the clubâ, well to that let me reply with another picture that is worth a thousand words:
Yea thatâs right, on the first minute of our first time out WE RUN INTO THAT ONE ELDER TOWNIE THAT HAS WRINKLE MAKE UP ON. GODDAMMIT CYNESWITH
Do you guys remember how Jojo was obsessed with Stephen Tinker as a teen? Are you seeing the connection here?? Those kids have literally inherited the worst possible traits from both their parents turned up to 11, itâs fucking unreal. Â
Right after I get over Wrinkleâs presence I turn around and what do I see, those 2, who have never had a non-noogie physical interaction, autonomously doing the family kiss thing. I didnât even catch it on time because I was loling irl, we came out here so these assholes can find age-appropriate partners, and instead theyâre kissing each other. Seems about right with this family, and clearly Striped Scarfâs dumb ass ships it.
-They look so much alike, itâs meant to be!
Yes, and they even share the same last name! Talk about written in the stars.
Thankfully Abhijeet is here to save us from incest by perving on Cyneswith. GTFO ABHIJEET. Anyone like âbro townies just autonomously come to greet your sims on community lots regardless of age, stop calling them pervertsâ, see you in about 5 pics down. Â
I try to have Shajar chat up Striped Scarf and suffice it to say Shaj ~stole her heart~ and presumably put it on this stick to wave around.
NO. CYNESWITH NO. Iâm seriously having dĂ©jĂ vu of all the times I was like âNO. JOJO NOâ, jfc.
Shajar is unsurprisingly exhibiting no interest in socializing with anyone around her, instead sheâs trying every activity this terribly lit place has to offer, and she looks demented while doing it:
Iâm feeling a primal urge to photoshop Darth Vaderâs melted helmet on the bowling ball here, someone please remind me to do it for the heir vote photoshoot.
-HA. SUCK IT DENISE JACQUET
Thatâs Denise Jacquet?! I canât tell who anyone is for shit anymore. The default replacements are a scourge upon premade brands, Iâm getting rid of them pronto. Speaking of scourges, where the hell is your sister?
-Who cares?
I wanna say âmeâ but we both know thatâs a lie.
Oh ok, THERE SHE IS.
-So you see Cyneswith, just because something is technically âillegalâ, doesnât mean itâs morally wrong-
Yea yea fascinating stuff, now get out of the hot tub or I will fucking neuter you, I donât know if a eunuch mod already exists for medieval games but I will make one if it doesnât.
Here, Cyneswith, drink some water, have a nice G-rated convo with your sister about violins and stop pissing me off.Â
-First of all this is straight vodka.
Great.
-Secondly Shajar is talking about Mozartâs coprophilia.
-I sure am.
Amazing. Well, I guess itâs at times like these when you need to look inside your heart and truly ask yourself, what did you expect from Jojoâs children.
ABHIJEET ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME DID YOU EVEN HEAR ME TALK ABOUT CASTRATION
-Ha, I went home and put on my most elderly-looking formal wear!
-I hate to see you go but I love to watch you leave Ab <3
CYNESWITH SHUT UP. I canât believe you people are actually making me miss Guntherâs teenage whoring, at least he kept it age appropriate.
-Is some random lady pressing her breasts against my head?
She most certainly is, Shajar, because it is now crystal clear that this bowling alley doubles as the site of annual perv townie convention and we walked right into it-
-and itâs also clear we have serious issues and are enjoying ourselves. Shaj I legit donât know what to tell you, this is the first time you get along with someone right away and it just had to be the adult with the bad haircut and the flasherâs trench coat???
-Youâre damn right it did.
Alright then, Iâm officially going to nope out of this situation, safe in the knowledge youâre a noogiesexual and nothing will actually happen with this freak, so Iâll focus on Cyneswith instead who is much more of a loose canon.Â
Here Cyn, talk to this guy, who Iâm 90% sure is the same guy your father rejected in favor of stalking Stephen Tinker when he was your age.
-Ohhhh, heâs dreamy!
Omg really?? Halleluj-
-oh never mind, you were of course referring to adult ass Brandon Lillard. I do like that our townies have recurring roles each generation, we should make rejecting Blondie a rite of passage in this family. We should also officially gtfo because this is happening:
-Um, now that Iâm looking at you in harsher lighting, itâs gonna be a no from me dawg.Â
Oh, thank the fucking lord.
-Letâs celebrate the fact we didnât get hopelessly obsessed with any adults here by doing the traditional Dance of Normality!
-We beat Dadâs genes, we beat Dadâs genes!
-Weâre normal!
Yes, and weâre definitely showing it. Can we please leave now so I can make sure Iâve uninstalled Inteenminator and turn off free will?Â
-Nop! Venue change!
-Got-out-of-the-car celebratory noogie!
-Made-it-to-the-door celebratory noogie!
Shajar you unironically have a noogie addiction, Iâm not kidding in the slightest, you need to see a doctor.
Great, great, not another teen in sight and to top it off Denise followed us here to ensure maximum elder presence. I feel comfortable officially declaring this day a complete waste of time.
God, the vintage pink dress and the pink alcohol combo is some straight up current era Taylor Swift nonsense. Thatâs it, weâre outta here, back home where no one is lurking, waiting to strike at us-
-SOPHIE NOOOOOOOOOOOOđđđđđ
-The Lord is my shepherd.
NO HE ISNâT EVERYONE KNOWS YOU CANâT HERD CATS PLEASE DONâT DIE
-Nop, Iâm over it. Goodbye heathens, itâs been nice, hope you donât find your paradise.Â
UGH SOPHIE, my beloved Westboro lunatic, the last gangsta generation 1 cat we had.. I canât believe youâre gone and all Iâm left with is stupid Goro and Dâvorah who canât even beat up the fucking dog. This is truly painful.
Yes, pets, I agree, Kaylynn is completely to blame for Sophie dying of old age. The time has now come to decide on a cat heir-
-and since Goro ran away like a little bitch after Sophieâs death despite the fact he didnât even like her, heâs automatically disqualified and will be going off to live on Melody and Danielâs farm once returned to us. Congratulations to Dâvorah I guess, on being the least terrible of two terrible options.Â
On the topic of terrible heir options, Cyn has non-stop wants to go on dates and have her first kiss and all that crap, and since our Sunday morning clubbing was a bust we invite over the matchmaker.
-Hello there young Union, I see your house has been upgraded since I was last here.
Oh right we havenât required your services since Daniel was a teen and we lived in a trailer, well we are flush with cash now!
-Hopefully your payment reflects that.
It will!! Just please give us someone good, I canât deal with single teen Cyn for one more second.
-Oh my, what a beautiful BLANK PIECE OF PAPER.
WHAT!? NO THATâS 5K ITâS JUST A SNOW GLITCHÂ
-What do I look like to you, a money thawing service?
Does such a service.. exist??
-It does not, so I have to go home and use a hairdryer on this!
Just come inside and weâll give you non-frozen money!
-No, no, youâll get what you paid for..
-Have a magical time!
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Lakshmi this was so fucking evil that I almost want to age you down and see if you and Shajar hit it off.Â
-As if, the whole neighborhood knows what you did to Komei.
Helped him achieve his insane 6-pets-career LTW?
-Turned him into a servant while your sim was lounging around all day!
Oh yea I did do that. But Wyatt was also a townie and he does literally nothing, Jojo is the servant now!
-Only because Wyatt is too fucking stupid to do things! Word has gotten out, no townie will ever marry in this family again unless theyâre brain dead, so itâs Wyatts only for you from now on, sister!
Well this has been a complete fucking disaster. It was great seeing you again, Lakshmi, thanks for the dream date with the adult farting machine, 5k well-spent.
Pretty sure it was you bro, and yes, how about we donât do that again.
Wyatt has brought over Amanda from work! (Aka Victoriaâs only friend and subsequent lesbian lover, who is really pretty and is definitely getting married in at some point, preferably after the brown hair genes have been weakened so we can go back to being gingers.)Â Â
-Wow Shajar, your grandmother, God rest her soul, mentioned you were her favorite and now I can see why! Loving the Kylo Ren look!
-Is someone being genuinely nice to me?! What is happening?
-Yes, please stop being nice to her, Amanda, we donât want her getting used to it.
Jojo istg.
-Cyneswith dear, tell Amanda all about how much money your grandmother left you so she can stop being nice to Shajar.Â
-Soooo much money, Miss Amanda!
-Ah, what a polite child Iâve single-handedly raised.
-Now, Cyneswith, you really need to get back on the dating scene so you have ample time to find the perfect spouse and continue our line, since youâre clearly the only one of my children that is remotely heir material.Â
-Dad, Shajar and Wulf are right next to you.
-Oh they are? Iâm wearing my special contact lenses that make those disappointments invisible to me, but even better, they need to hear this. Shajar is a noogiesexual and thus incapable of reproduction, and Wulf is not even a Union, I mean have you seen that kid? Wyatt reproduced by himself like the amoeba he is. Now, your grandmother-
-YOU MENTIONED ME 3 TIMES AND HERE I AM
OH FUCK VICTORIA, deleting the default replacements gave you base game hair!!!!
-Thatâs the part youâre scared by, not my Beetlejuicesque entrance?
Thereâs literally nothing scarier than your ghost sporting this haircut for all eternity, Iâm re-downloading that default immediately.Â
-Oh mom, so good to see you! Let me just hug my beloved child, Shijer-
-Shajar, dad.
-SHAJAR, let me hug Shajar, like I do all the time.Â
-Iâm glad to see youâre not picking favorites among your children like I did, the way I treated David-
-Daniel, mom.
-DANIEL, is the one thing Iâve truly been regretting in the afterlife. That and not skinning Marisa Bendett alive when I had the chance.Â
-Well, as you can see by Shajarâs totally normal and not at all shocked reaction to my hug, I am a wonderful, fair, and emotionally available father.Â
(Bruh this freaked me out so much when it happened, I mean I KNOW itâs an animation glitch but I was convinced my sims had become sentient for a good while after)
-Is your grandmotherâs ghost still on the premises?
-Yup.Â
-When will this nightmare end, paying attention to you is the worst.Â
-Ok sheâs gone.
-FINALLY. Now itâs back to the crypt for you, and donât you dare go complain to her urn!
-Ah, Stephen, Stephen, my life is crap and I canât evenđ”
And with the knowledge you have composed a theme song for Stephen Tinker, part 1 of the Union comeback update is concluded. Will Shajarâs sexual orientation reveal itself? Will Cyneswith find true love? Will Jojo become a werewolf? Will Wulf continue to be the only dignified member of this family? Will Dâvorah have kittens? Will Wyatt do literally anything worth mentioning? Tune in for parts 2 & 3 to find out, unfollow button on the upper right corner for those who need it.Â
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