#dodie doll

[dolldie]

2 years ago, on October 4th 2022: @doddleoddle held a screening for the Hot Mess EP live performance videos. And, well, I went and brought dolldie. Escalated from there. (Pics by Sky, friendlyenby/doddlejournals)

[arlathen]

my sister did some cleaning upstairs and she organized all my many many perfume bottles and today she came over and was like “you have too much gd perfume”

well. guess who just ordered more perfume.

[millenianthemums]

I wanted to share the official playlist I made for this fic! I always make playlists for stories of mine, but I honestly really like this one and wanted to share it. I went way overboard on the cover, but it was still fun. I’ll probably reuse it when I post the first chapter of the fic, which I’m hoping will happen in the next couple weeks!

tracklist under the cut! the songs don’t map directly onto the plot or anything, they’re just vibe-based. there’s a lot of cheesy pop and angsty stuff right next to each other, because i feel like that’s gonna be the tone of the fic in general.

* Ruler of Everything - Tally Hall

* The Saga of You, Confused Destroyer of Planets - Lemon Demon

* Kiss Me, Son of God - They Might Be Giants

* Beady Eyes on the Horizon - Jukebox the Ghost

* The Next Dimension - Lemon Demon

* Look Who’s Inside Again - Bo Burnham

* Hollywood Baby - 100 gecs

* Problems - Mother Mother

* Something Glowing - Lemon Demon

* The Guide to Success - Joe Iconis / Eric William Morris

* Flap Flap - Patricia Taxxon

* Hot Air Balloon - Owl City

* Baby One More Time - Britney Spears

* Cilantro - Patricia Taxxon

* Shooting Star - Owl City

* Mamma Mia - ABBA

* Swear To God the Devil Made Me Do It - The Front Bottoms

* Teenagers - My Chemical Romance

* Big Wheel - Patricia Taxxon

* Fine - Lemon Demon

* Perfect - Marianas Trench

* Alone Together - Fall Out Boy

* Modern Day Cain - I Don’t Know How But They Found Me

* Bloodeater - Girls Rituals

* Against the Kitchen Floor - Will Wood

* Kill All Your Friends - My Chemical Romance

* Scare Me - Ludo

* September - Earth Wind & Fire

* Wow Wow - Neil Cicierega

* Have It All - Jason Mraz

* I’m Still Here - John Rzeznik

* Yellow Horse - cats millionaire

* Honest - Patricia Taxxon

* Son of a Gun - Joe Iconis / Eric William Morris

* Peach - The Front Bottoms

* …well, better than the alternative - Will Wood

* Candy Store - Heathers

* When the Chips are Down - Hadestown

* Aurora Borealis - Lemon Demon

* Goodbye - Bo Burnham

* Twin Size Mattress - The Front Bottoms

* Dumbest Girl Alive - 100 gecs

* Killer in the Mirror - Set It Off

* A Sadness Runs Through Him - The Hoosiers

* Bad Guy - Set It Off

* My Alcoholic Friends - Dresden Dolls

* SAD - Lemon Demon

* Happily Ever After - He Is We

* True Kinda Love - Steven Universe

* Everything Stays - Adventure Time

* I Bet on Losing Dogs - Mitski

* Love Love Love - The Mountain Goats

* Goodbye to a World - Porter Robinson

* King - Lauren Aquiliana

* Stand By You - Rachel Platton

* Ready Now - Dodie

* Seventeen (Reprise) - Heathers

* Gone, Gone, Gone - Phillip Phillips

* Time To Pretend - MGMT

* Die Young - Kesha

* Good Time - Owl City

* Anything For You - Ludo

* Monster - Adventure Time

* You Love Me - Kimya Dawson

[ambi-kiko]

tma music tma music tma music

please reblog with your own! i need it (:

also im more than willing to elaborate on any of em, just ask! (i have much to yell about)

for bitchard, we have:

kiss me, son of god (they might be giants)

i'm gonna win (rob cantor)

blood & money (the orion experience, orion, linda XO)

ruler of everything (tally hall)

BlackBoxWarrior - OKULTRA (will wood)

community gardens (the scary jokes, louie zong)

the main character (will wood)

your body, my temple (will wood)

laplace's angel (hurt people? hurt people!) (will wood)

saint bernard (lincoln)

welcome to the internet (bo burnham)

all eyes on me (or3o)

my ordinary life (the living tombstone)

cabinet man (lemon demon)

peter x elias (for my frenchies out there <33)

marine marchande (les cowboys fringants)

ok dont judge me too much i had to have smth for them ((: plus its not that unrelated

next! martin

a better son/daughter (rilo kiley)

12 feet deep (the front bottoms)

things to do (alex g)

be nice to me (the front bottoms)

step on me (the cardigans)

heart for brains (roar)

mama (my chemical romance)

summer child (conan gray)

hello my old heart (the oh hellos)

i cant handle change (roar)

against the kitchen floor (will wood)

least favorite only child (leanna firestone)

sharpener (cavetown)

empty bed (cavetown)

life's a beach (bears in trees)

jmart ((:

no children (the mountain goats)

the moon will sing (the crane wives)

euthanasia (will wood)

as the world caves in (matt maltese)

the truth (the front bottoms)

balade à toronto (jean leloup)

doctor (jack stauber)

apocalypse (cigarettes after sex)

talk to you (ricky Montgomery)

cabo (ricky montgomery)

meteor shower (cavetown)

juliet (cavetown)

feel better (penelope scott)

would you be so kind (dodie)

two birds (regina spektor)

line without a hook (ricky Montgomery)

and jon, ofc <3 i rly dont have enough for him ):

body terror song (AJJ)

downhill (Lincoln)

montreal (penelope scott)

ramblings of a lunatic (bears in trees)

its called: freefall (rainbow kitten surprise)

chin music for the unsuspecting hero (foster the people)

love, me normally (will wood)

dinner is not over (jack stauber's micropop)

also melanie! dont have that many but she deserves the mention (:

saturn suv (fredo disco)

brave as a noun (AJJ)

tongues & teeth (the crane wives)

wreaking ball (mother mother)

we fell in love in october (girl in red)

and just random songs with tma vibes (other characters, ships, dread powers, etc)

underground (cody fry)

hand me my shovel, i'm going in! (will wood)

terry's taxidermy (teddy hyde)

cotard's solution (will wood and the tapeworms)

amnesia was her name (lemon demon)

memento mori: the most important thing in life is death (will wood)

skeleton appreciation day in vestal, n.y. (will wood)

icicles (the scary jokes)

puppet boy (devo)

oh ana (mother mother)

i dont smoke (mitski)

choke (I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME)

thermodynamic lawyer esq, G.F.D (will wood and the tapeworms)

sorry haha i fell asleep (egg)

despair (leo)

stuff is way (they might be giants)

baby teeth (baby bugs)

king park (la dispute)

i/me/myself (will wood)

dr. sunshine is dead (will wood and the tapeworms)

amygdala's rag doll (ghost and pals)

little pistol (mother mother)

burning pile (mother mother)

this is home (cavetown)

body (mother mother)

turn the lights off (tally hall)

like real people do (hozier)

im going insane

[bluejaysandblackbats]

A Stone’s Throw

Fandom: DC Comics, Batfam

Summary: The night Jason wakes up in the convalescent home, he’s accompanied by his favorite nurse (Nurse Kathy). Nurse Kathy follows her instincts and decides to foster him in the nearby city of Blüdhaven. Soon, her partner and roommates become Jason’s new family despite hopes that he’ll regain his memories.

Chapters: 4/?

Characters: Jason Todd, Original Characters, Bruce Wayne, Dick Grayson, Tim Drake, Barbara Gordon

Additional Tags: Disabled Jason Todd, Bruce Wayne Doesn’t Know Jason Todd is Alive, Angst, Fluff, Found Family, Jason Todd Has a Foster Family AU, Jason Todd Moves to Blüdhaven, Original Asexual Characters, Original Lesbian Characters, Amnesiac Jason Todd, “Missed Him By That Much” Trope, Hurt/Comfort, Resurrected Jason Todd

Chapter Four: Homecoming

Daniel and Kathy arrived at the house a few hours after Dodie settled in, and Kathy took a box straight to the kitchen without a word and started. “Hey, Dodie. Mom’s a little frazzled, but she’ll be okay once everything’s done,” Daniel reassured him. 

“I know. Have you seen the boy yet? Are you gonna—?” 

“No, this is all Sibyl and Mom. And I haven’t seen him. I hear he’s a bigger boy… Very strong. She’s the only person at the hospital that he likes,” Daniel replied, “I think this will help her feel good again. I was worried that she hit a wall.” 

“Mom’s struggling?” Dodie asked. 

“It’s nothing bad… She just seemed empty this past year. I could feel something shift when she met this boy—.” Kathy rushed into the living room and hugged Dodie. It nearly knocked him off balance, but he softened and settled into her embrace. 

“Hi, Mom. I missed you, too,” Dodie smiled, “How’s New Jersey’s favorite nurse?” 

“I’m all over the place, Dodie… But this feels like a nice new start. We have more space, we’re closer to you, and there’s a community garden on the roof. I’m so excited and terrified and I want you to know you can sleep here whenever you like. I—.”

“Mom, breathe. Do you need help in the kitchen?” Dodie asked. Kathy nodded, taking Dodie’s hand and leading him to the kitchen. “So, am I gonna be an older brother? Or is this just temporary?” 

“It depends. If he has a family out there, I have to help him find his way home. If it’s just him, then of course, I’d love to keep him. He’s such a doll. I think you’d like him. You used to love to visit the hospital with me. It’ll be nice to take this ride with you on Sunday,” Kathy smiled as she opened the fridge. 

“Mom, have you taken a moment to kind of—?” 

Kathy washed her hands and started cutting onions. “How is work, honey bunny? You’re working on a new subdivision, right? Cape cod style houses? ” Kathy interrupted. She stopped to look at him and smiled. “I’m always obsessed with the little shutters, but why don’t they ever install real shutters? I love real shutters. My house had real shutters when I was a little girl. Papa used to close them at night, so we wouldn’t get scared of the shadows outside.” 

“It’s going great. Maybe I could send you my palette ideas, and you could give me some input,” Dodie suggested, “And now that you live so close, maybe I could stop by, and we could do pajama nights again.” 

Kathy grinned, her eyes crinkling at the corners. “I would love that so much,” Kathy replied. 

**

SUNDAY IN BLÜDHAVEN 

Dodie sat in the car while Kathy went in. She nervously signed the discharge paperwork, holding back tears as she handed the clipboard to her supervisor. The hallway seemed to stretch on forever that afternoon as she approached Jason’s room. He was already dressed in the clothes she bought him. Kathy adjusted his glasses, and he wrapped his arms around her. “I told you I’d be here… It’s time to go home now,” Kathy whispered. Jason sat down on the bed, and Kathy shook her head. “You’re coming with me.” 

She extended a hand, and Jason took it, following her down the hall. She took him outside to the car, and Jason hesitated. “Oh, hon… This is my son, Dodie. He wanted to meet you,” Kathy explained as she gestured for Dodie to get out of the car. 

Dodie stepped outside, and he extended his hand to Jason, slowly as he examined the bruises and cuts on Jason’s face and hands. “Dodie Hines-Fletcher, pleasure to meet you,” Dodie smiled. Jason took his hand, shaking it firmly before taking Kathy’s hand again. “She’s our mom for the time being… Guess that makes us brothers.” 

Kathy swallowed hard and let Jason in the car, buckling him in as she got into the backseat. Dodie got in the driver’s seat. “Did Mom tell you about Dad?” Dodie asked. He turned around, looking past Jason and Kathy as he backed out of the parking space. Jason nodded, and his round glasses slipped to the tip of his nose. “Dad’s great. You’ll like him. He’s just as sweet as Mom.”

Jason turned to Kathy, tapping her knee as he raised his sweatshirt to show her a fist-sized bruise on his lower abdomen. Kathy took a closer look, putting pressure on it. Jason didn’t budge. “Does that hurt?” Kathy asked. Jason shook his head. “A few days ago?” Jason nodded. “Well, you won’t have to worry about that anymore. You’re going to stay with me from now on.”

Jason lay his head on her shoulder, and Dodie smiled as he drove toward the freeway, heading toward Blüdhaven. “We’re going to Blüdhaven. Nudge Mom if you see something familiar,” Dodie stated. Jason looked out the window, his hand never straying far from Kathy. He held on, not wanting her to leave him somehow. Kathy. His Catherine. It all melded together in his mind. He couldn’t clearly remember why the name made his heart feel full and heavy or why hearing Dodie call her Mom made him want to cry. 

The sky was a sad grey as the clouds covered the son, gently breaking into a weepy drizzle. Jason touched the door, pressing his hands against the interior until his fingers found the button for the window. He rolled it down a crack, tilting his head up, and breathing in the air through his open mouth. Kathy watched the rise and fall of his chest before smiling. “It’s nice to have fresh air, huh?” Kathy giggled. “Want more?” Jason shook his head. 

He watched the cars pass by, and Kathy rubbed his back, gently watching as he enjoyed the air coming through the open sliver in the window. Jason fell asleep within fifteen minutes and the other twenty minutes were nearly silent as they passed the police station. “What do you call him? You haven’t given him a name… I know you haven’t, but I can’t call him sweetheart or hon like you do,” Dodie whispered. 

“I call him Blue Eyes sometimes, but I’m still waiting for him to tell me his name,” Kathy answered. 

They parked in Kathy’s parking spot, and Jason woke up. Kathy nudged Jason, and he stirred, looking around at the buildings. “Hi, Blue Eyes. It’s time to go inside, honey,” Kathy whispered. Jason opened his eyes and took her hand. She led him inside and up the stairs of her building before taking Jason by the shoulders. “The people inside are my friends. There are two men. One woman. The men are named Daniel and Walter. The woman is named Sibyl. They won’t hurt you. I promise.” She nodded slowly, waiting for Jason to nod along, and she smiled when he finally did.

Daniel smiled and waved, looking up from his sketchbook. 

“I’m Daniel. Would you like to take a seat? Lunch is almost ready,” Daniel asked. Jason looked at Kathy. 

“That’s Daniel. He’s Dodie’s father. You can sit with him if you like,” Kathy reassured him.

[pupsmailbox]

STARTING WITH D

MASCULINE︰ d'arcy. dacery. dacre. daiclen. dakota. dale. daley. dallas. dalton. daly. damian. damien. damion. damon. dan. dana. dane. dangelo. daniel. daniel.. dannie. danny. dante. darby. darcy. darden. darell. daren. darian. dariel. darien. darin. dario. darion. darius. darnell. darrell. darren. darrin. darryl. darwin. daryl. dash. dashie. dave. davey. david. davie. davin. davis. davy. dawson. dax. daxton. dayton. deacon. dean. declan. dederick. dee. deemer. deforest. deforrest. delano. delbert. dell. delmar. delroy. den. dene. denholm. denis. dennis. denny. denton. denver. denzel. denzil. deon. derby. derek. derick. derren. derrick. derryl. deryck. des. desi. desmond. devan. deven. devereux. devin. devon. devyn. dewayne. dewey. dex. dexter. dezi. diego. digby. diggory. dillan. dillon. dion. dior. dirk. dixon. dolph. dom. domenic. dominic. dominick. don. donald. donavon. donnie. donny. donovan. doran. dorian. doug. douglas. douglass. doyle. draiden. drake. dre. drew. driscoll. driskoll. drogo. drummond. duane. dudley. duke. duncan. dunstan. durward. dustin. dusty. dwain. dwayne. dwight. dylan. dyson.

FEMININE︰ d'arcy. daffodil. dahlia. daisy. dakota. dalary. dale. dalett. daley. daleyza. dalia. dalilah. dallas. daly. dana. danette. dani. dania. danica. daniela. daniella. danielle. danika. danita. danna. danni. dannie. daphne. darby. darcey. darcie. darcy. daria. darian. darla. darleen. darlene. darley. davena. davida. davina. davinia. dawn. dayana. dayla. daylin. dayna. deana. deanna. deanne. deb. debbi. debbie. debby. debi. deborah. debra. dee. deeann. deedee. deena. deidra. deidre. deirdre. deitra. delaney. delia. delice. delicia. delight. delilah. delina. delissa. dell. della. delma. delora. delores. deloris. delphia. delta. demelza. demetria. demi. dena. dene. denice. denise. denver. deonne. derby. desi. desirae. desiree. dessa. destinee. destiny. detta. devyn. dezi. deziree. di. diamond. diana. diane. diann. dianna. dianne. diantha. dillin. dina. dinah. dione. dionne. dior. dixie. docia. dodie. dollie. dolly. dolores. dominica. dona. donelle. donna. dora. dorean. doreen. doretta. doria. dorinda. doris. dorothea. dorothy. dorris. dortha. dorthy. dory. dot. dottie. dotty. dove. drea. dream. dreda. drew. drina. driona. duana. dulce. dulcibella. dulcie. dusty. dyan. dylan.

NEUTRAL︰ daelyn. daelynn. dailyn. daine. daisy. dakoda. dakota. dakotah. dale. dallas. damani. damian. damoni. dana. dance. dani. danni. danny. dany. dara. darby. darcy. dare. darkling. dash. date. davey. davi. dawn. dawson. dawsyn. dax. day. daybreak. daylight. daylin. dayton. deal. deck. declares. dee. deer. deklyn. delani. dell. delta. demon. dempsey. denali. deni. denial. denim. denis. denny. dent. denver. deputy. descendance. design. desire. destiny. devan. devil. devin. devon. devyn. dew. diamond. diary. diesel. dillan. dillon. dio. dion. dior. dire. distance. diva. divine. doll. dominic. dominique. domino. doom. dot. double. doubt. dove. dragon. drake. drama. dream. drew. drift. drip. driver. dru. dual. duel. duke. dune. duo. dusty. dutton. dylan. dynamite. dynasty.

[heralds-bah-commune]

Hi guys! Uh not sure if this sent cus it said it didnt so ima send it again!

I was hoping if i could get a lvl 5 jane doe (ride the cyclone) alter and!

An alter named Oddette (a Hamilton the musical inspired alter) using this faceclaim! :3

hiii! here you go! this one was so fun for my theatre kid ass :)

a new flower has blossomed! 🌹

jane doe (rtc) & hamilton inspired ... [LVL 5 PACK]

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name(s) ;; jane doe, penny, savannah, dolly, eleanor

pronouns ;; it/its, she/her, doll/dolls, pale/pales, death/deaths, 404/404s

age ;; 16

species ;; human, deceased (transBJD)

gender(s) ;; xenogirl, g?rl

orientation(s) ;; sapphic

role(s) ;; autism symptom holder, depression holder

source ;; ride the cyclone

sign-off(s) ;; [🎢🪆] ; – Jane Doe

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appearance ;; 5'2", with a soft figure. pale skin, with a pure white porcelain face. curly blonde hair. shiny black eyes. primarily wears frilly dresses. see below for picture.

personality ;; soft and melancholic. doll is sensitive and easily frightened. she's not great in large crowds. it is creative and intelligent.

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likes ;; dolls, plushies, musical theatre, opera, nature documentaries

dislikes ;; people who are intimidating, sudden loud sounds, roller coasters

possible front triggers ;; depressive thought patterns, the ballad of jane doe

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cisid(s) ;; deceased, cisWhite, autistic

transid(s) ;; transBallJointedDoll, transDating, transFictoromantic, transHarmful, transPopular

trisid(s) ;; trisHarmed

kink/fetish/para(s) ;; autofictophilia, necrophilia, spectrophilia

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moodboard ;; found here

playlist ;; "a pound of flesh" - regina spektor / "the ballad of jane doe" - ride the cyclone / "she used to be mine" - sara bareilles / "the magician's assistant" - emily rohm / "liquid smooth" - mitski

kinlist ;; the tin woodman (oz books)

bonus info ;; has somewhat jerky movements

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name(s) ;; oddette [and some other options...] theodosia, mary, odile

pronouns ;; she/her, they/them

age ;; 30

species ;; human

gender(s) ;; cisgender woman

orientation(s) ;; demisexual, heteroromantic, polyamorous

role(s) ;; socializer

source ;; brainmade, inspired by hamilton the musical

sign-off(s) ;; – ⭐🥂

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appearance ;; 5'6 ½" and average build. cool dark brown skin. silvery grey eyes. long curly dark hair sparkling with jewels and pearls. always in ballroom-appropriate dress. pictures attached.

personality ;; kind and excitable. they have a positive outlook on life. she is a romantic, but perhaps a little naive when it comes to love. clumsy and cute.

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likes ;; dancing, romance novels, period dramas, champagne

dislikes ;; violence, guns, solitude, boredom

possible front triggers ;; parties, drinking alcohol, hamilton

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cisid(s) ;; cisBlack, aphantasia, ADHD

transid(s) ;; transFamily (Schuylers), transActress, permaFormal, permaDancing

kink/fetish/para(s) ;; exhibitionism, dipsophilia, agoraphilia

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moodboard ;; found here

playlist ;; "almost there" - the princess and the frog / "helpless" - hamilton / "right person, right time" - leanna firestone / "tightrope" - the greatest showman / "absolutely smitten" - dodie

kinlist ;; angelica schuyler (hamilton) / princess tiana (the princess and the frog)

bonus info ;; loopy cursive handwriting, large signature

[werepuppy-steve]

gay pirate brianrot (our flag means death)

just straight up vibes, mate

the chain - fleetwood mac

sweet creature - harry styles

could have been me - the struts

here i go again - whitesnake

love is gone (acoustic) - SLANDER, dylan matthew

let me follow - son lux

achilles come down - gang of youths

till forever falls apart - ashe, FINNEAS

i found - amber run

achilles heel - j. maya

pierre - ryn weaver

partners in crime - set it off, ashe costello

motion sickness - phoebe bridgers

arms unfolding - dodie

sea of love - cat power

hello hello - elton john

ready now - dodie

love like you - caleb hayes

this will be (an everlasting love) - natalie cole

abcdefu (angrier) - GAYLE

would you go with me - josh turner

if i ain't got you - alicia keys

ship in a bottle - fin

underground - cody fry

one (mono single version) - harry nilsson

simply the best - billianne

miss missing you - fall out boy

burn butcher burn - joey batey

in case you don't live forever - ben platt

never love an anchor - the crane wives

inkpot gods - the amazing devil

ruin - the amazing devil

i guess i'm in love - clinton kane

chicken tendies - clinton kane

like real people do - hozier

seven - taylor swift

our prayer - the beach boys

hallucinogenics - matt maeson

crazy on you - heart

locomotive breath - jethro tull

high on a rocky ledge - moondog

messa da requiem: 2. dies irae - guiseppe verdi, berliner philharmoniker, carlo maria guilini, ernst senff chor

sonata in e major, k. 380 - domenico scarlatti, khatia buniatishvili

gnossienne no. 5: modéré - erik satie, olga scheps

concerto for recorder and viola dagamba in a minor, twv 52:a1: I.grave - georg philipp telemann, hille perl

II triello - ennio morricone

perfect day - lou reed

träumerei (kinderderszenen, op. 15) - robert schumann, ronny matthes

2 arabesques, l. 66: no. 1 in e major - claude debusy, peter frankl

rêverie, l. 68: rêverie - claude debussy, jean-yves thibaudet

avalanche - leonard cohen

miles from nowhere - yusuf / cat stevens

go to hell - clinton kane

back to december - taylor swift

mine - taylor swift

break my stride - matthew wilder

viva la vida - coldplay

blackbeard's ghost - jesse rice

back to black - amy winehouse

change (in the house of flies) - deftones

we'll never have sex - leith ross

make up your mind - florence + the machine

everybody loves me - onerepublic

the captain's daughter - alison krauss & union station

easy on me - adele

hoist up the thing - the longest johns

gimme! gimme! gimme! (a man after midnight) - abba

right where you left me - taylor swift

super trouper - abba

soldier, poet, king - the oh hellos

raise hell - brandi carlile

ocean blue - moniker

no choir - florence + the machine

leggie blonde - flight of the conchords

little lion man - mumford & sons

rolling in the deep - adele

pirate song - ben barnes

i love you like an alcoholic - the taxpayers

hello my old heart - the oh hellos

a pirate's life - joel fry

to death we go - joel fry

hurts like hell - fleurie, tommee profitt

lay all your love on me - abba

judas - lady gaga

the moon will sing - the crane wives

this side of paradise - coyote theory

shrike - hozier

enchanted - taylor swift

the night we met - lord huron

dear wormwood - the oh hellos

iris - the goo goo dolls

favorite crime - olivia rodrigo

the foundations of decay - my chemical romance

curses - the crane wives

matilda - harry styles

if i could fly - one direction

welcome home, son - radical face

the mary ellen carter - the longest johns

sweet disposition - the temper trap

like ships need the sea - emily hearn

[sweetronancer]

songs that remind me of ronance (i was gonna post explanations but idk man..)

red wine supernova - chappell roan

tell her what she wants to know - sam phillips

looking out for you - joy again

to love a boy - maya hawke

bewitched, while you were sleeping, from the start (etc..) - laufey

iris - the goo goo dolls

but not for me - chet baker , ella fitzgerald or any other person who has covered this song!!

nervous driver - lomelda

i dont smoke - mitski

so alright, cool, whatever - the happy fits

like or like like - the miniature tigers

hurts me too - faye webster

i know you - faye webster

stick season - noah kahan

out of my league - fitz and the tantrums

hate yourself - tv girl

peace - taylor swift (literslly anything by taylor atp smh)

missing out - maya hawke

your best american girl - mitski

happy - mitski

she - dodie

love is embarrassing - olivia rodrigo

lacy - olivia rodrigo

betty - taylor swift

[nerves-nebula]

I know this might be kinda stupid but. do you have any music recs. specifically of the child abuse variety because I'd be very interested in that.

*sweats* ok so here's the thing- I have a playlist called "Abuse" and its full of music that is either explicitly about abuse, related to abuse thematically, or just has Abuse Vibes to me (some of which is likely inexplicable to other people)

im also kind of self conscious about my taste in music, cause sometimes it's like. i dunno. the steven universe soundtrack or a fnaf song i really like. and thats CRINGE! and really any genre of song can be about Child Abuse so it's like. idk if you'll like any of the things i recommend.

THAT BEING SAID, here's a selection i guess!! because I'm flattered you would even ask haha. a lot of these are pretty well known already tho so idk how helpful this will be. anyway this got hella long so. under the cut!

songs explicitly about or including themes of child abuse/having shit parents/having familial issues:

Guiltless by Dodie

Black by Okkervil River (narrative about a guys girlfriend telling him about her dad sexually abusing her. one of, if not the first, song i ever heard about CSA and it holds a special place in my heart)

The Mute by Radical Face

Ripple Effect by Scott Helman (kinda more about generational trauma & healing if im honest. i dont listen to it as much as the others on this list)

Poplar St by Glass Animals

Daddy Issues by The Neighborhood

Twin Sized Mattress by The Front Bottoms (classic i know)

The Family Jewels by Marina and the diamonds

Family Line by Conan Gray

Christmas Kids by ROAR (ok technically not about the kids but i find the subtext of how the kids are used in this abusive relationship horrific. also, it reminds me of my parents)

Drift Away - Steven Universe (OK I KNOW ITS NOT TECHNICALLY ABOUT THAT BUT TO ME IT'S ABOUT MY MOM. IT TRACKS TOO EXACTLY TO NOT INCLUDE HERE)

Other Abuse songs:

labour by Paris Paloma

This Hurts by Mindless Self Indulgence (my ex wife says i listen to this song to go joker mode and i hate that because i know she means Straight Joker and not Camp Joker but i do really like the song)

I'm your puppet by Gregory And The Hawk

Eric by Mitski (REAL GOOD)

Believe Me by James and the Shame (more about spiritual abuse sort of)

Girl Anachronism by The Dresden Dolls

Thermodynamic Lawyer esq GFD by Will Wood and the Tapeworms

We'll Never Have Sex by Leith Ross (less about abuse and more about, like, a healing relationship. still i think you can easily read into the alluded past abuse or sexual issues going here)

Fuck About It by Waterparks

Please, Please, Please, Let Me Get What I Want by The Smiths (this is just such an abused person song)

This Hurts by Mindless Self Indulgence (my ex wife says i listen to this song to go joker mode and i hate that because i know she means Straight Joker and not Camp Joker but i do really like the song)

Sex With A Ghost by Teddy Hyde

I Cant Handle Change by ROAR (obviously)

rotting by vivivivivi

rook by sardonica

My favorite "Abuse Vibe" songs (NOTE: some of these songs might be about abuse or toxic relationships but um. im not very smart or good at sorting so. they ended up here):

Take a Slice by Glass Animals (PLEASE LISTEN TO THIS ONE FUCK THE REST OF THIS LIST EXCEPT ANIMALS I LOVE THOSE TWO)

Animals by Stomach Book (SEE ABOVE)

Youth by Daughter

Duck Or Ape by ROAR

Million Dollar Gold Digger (idk what it is about this remix im not even a huge fan of either of the songs its mixing. this is the VIBES part of the rec list i don't have to explain myself)

I'll Be Good by Jaymes Young

Gooey by Glass Animals

Breaking Down by Florence & The Machine

Moby Dick by Jakey

Aurora Borealis by Lemon Demon (hard to justify but this song just brings such vivid "abused kid failing to be normal while hanging out with someone and further isolating themself" vibe. yes im projecting. leave me alone)

The Dismemberment Song by Blue Kid (sometimes you just wanna kill your parents)

I'M GONNA WIN by Rob Cantor (this one just feels like anger and bitterness and being suspicious of anyone who tries to help you. I listen to it when im fucking going through it. its also a bop but you prolly already know that, i think it's pretty popular? idk)

It's Alright by Mother Mother (stereotypical i know)

South Dakota by Jakey (honestly i dunno. i dont even know where south dakota is)

My Blood by Twenty One Pilots (for all you sibling havers out there)

My Play by AJR (my parents arent divorced but man i wish they were. Also, this just brings up very vivid memories for me trying to show my parents things and it is fucking crushing haha)

Best Of You by Foo Fighters (idk just more shit that reminds me of my parents)

The Woods by San Fermin (this one is just very "I should have died as a child"-core to me)

JUVY ft. Julia Bard by Nnamdi Ogbonnaya (this guy is weird and i didnt like his stuff at first but then... i came back... and now he holds a place in my heart)

Grape Gil by Nnamdi Ogbonaya (i think this is my favorite song of his. I nearly made an owl house animatic to it)

Obsession by OK GO

Better Than Me by The Brobecks

ARE WE STILL FRIENDS by Tyler The Creator

Dumb Dumb by Mazie (honestly this one just reminds me of thinking "i hate it here everyone is so dumb" and then maladaptive daydreaming for hours to escape the situation hah)

Stone Wall, Stone Fence by Gregory And The Hawk

Never Wanna Fall in Love With U by Nelward

Another New World by Punch Brothers (this one is such an explicit and straightforward narrative i really can't explain it other than like. the emotions.)

Julep by Punch Brothers (once again, the emotions)

Always Sayin' by The Littles Man Band

A NIGHT OUT ON EARTH by Waterparks

Consequences by Lovejoy

Scum by Lovejoy

SMELLS LIKE TEEN SECRETS by lil boodang (another hard to justify one. idk. it just feels like it ok. sue me)

anyway i'm sure there's more but thats just a quick selection from my Abuse playlist. and by quick i mean you better appreciate this cuz i put way more effort into this than i needed to.

[oros-ash3s]

・。。.・✭ Character Songs ✫・。. .・

MAGICAE

Nobody’s Soldier - Hozier

Not - Big Thief

Eleanor Rigby - Cody Fry

Finale/Children Will Listen (Part 1) - Into the Woods

Your Fault - Into the Woods

CASTOR & POLLUX

I Ain’t Done - The Crane Wives

Mind Over Matter - Young the Giant

Isle Unto Thyself - Miracle Musical

Hell’s Comin’ with Me - Poor Man’s Poison

Vulture Culture - Fangclub

Brutus - The Buttress

My Way - Frank Sinatra

Ignorance - Paramore

The Plagues - Ralph Fiennes, Amick Byram

Still / The Neva Flows (Reprise) - Ramin Karimloo, Christy Altomare

Evelyn Evelyn - Evelyn Evelyn

Two Birds - Regina Spektor

Christmas Kids - Roar

Your Obedient Servant - Leslie Odom Jr., Lin Manuel Miranda

CASTOR

The Crooked, The Cradle - The Crane Wives

Get Free - Lana Del Rey

Weird Fishes/ Arpeggi - Radiohead

Blood // Water - Grandson

See America Right - The Mountain Goats

Kiss Me, Son of God - They Might Be Giants

Caesar on a TV Screen - The Last Dinner Party

Introducing Jonah to the Whale - Everybody’s Worried About Owen

Hurricane - Lin Manuel Miranda

POLLUX

Hellfire - Patrick Page

Oh Ana - Mother Mother

Psycho Killer - The Talking Heads

Bark Like a God - Sloppy Jane

I’m So Sorry - Imagine Dragons

My Ordinary Life - The Living Tombstone

Burning Pile - Mother Mother

Hansel - Soddiken

Helena - My Chemical Romance

Seven Devils - Florence + The Machine

BlackBoxWarrior OKULTRA - Will Wood

Caesar on a TV Screen - The Last Dinner Party

Chop Suey! - System Of A Down

THE TRIO

Army Dreamers - Kate Bush

Freaks - Surf Curse

No Surprises - Radiohead

My Alcoholic Friends - The Dresden Dolls

Last Words of a Shooting Star - Mitski

Sharks - Imagine Dragons

Not Strong Enough - Boygenius

Look Who’s Inside Again - Bo Burnham

Exit Music (For a Film) - Radiohead

Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvana

Starman - David Bowie

Fourth of July - Sufjan Stevens

Malmo - Mook

Hell Above - Pierce the Veil

What You Know - Two Door Cinema Club

Someday - Two Door Cinema Club

Next Year - Two Door Cinema Club

The Winner Takes It All - ABBA

KICK BACK - Kenshi Yonezu

Homage - Mild High Club

New Home - Austin Farwell

The Soccer Journals - Everybody’s Worried About Owen

Soldier, Poet, King - The Oh Hellos

Don’t Go Insane - DPR IAN

Dear Arkansas Daughter - Lady Lamb

O Children - Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds

Forwards Beckon Rebound - Adrianne Lenker

Where or When - Laufey

Seven - Taylor Swift

Ready Now - Dodie

All The Young Dudes - Mott the Hoople

Strange Sight - KT Tunstall

No Roots - Alice Merton

Claw Machine - Sloppy Jane, Phoebe Bridgers

Purpose is Glorious - Natalie Holt

Little Wonders - Rob Thomas

BIRDS OF A FEATHER - Billie Eilish

Best Friend - Toy-Box

Forever Young - Alphaville

Like a Prayer - I’ll Take You There Choir

Search Party - The Blasting Company

Exogenesis: Symphony Pt. 3 - Muse

Island Song - Adventure Time

Motion Sickness - Phoebe Bridgers

Reptilia - Ricky Montgomery

Again & Again - The Bird and the Bee

Watching Him Fade Away - Mac DeMarco

There’s a Light That Never Goes Out - The Smiths

Moon Song - Phoebe Bridgers

Clair de Lune - Son Lux, Chris Pattishall

Piano Man - Billy Joel

Who Are You, Really? - Milly Ekko

Subway - Chappell Roan

Jigsaw Falling Into Place - Radiohead

As The World Caves In - Matt Maltese

ARE WE STILL FRIENDS? - Tyler, The Creator

Nothing’s New - Rio Romeo

Here Comes a Thought - Steven Universe

30/90 - Andrew Garfield

Meteor Shower - Cavetown

Someone Gets Hurt (Reprise) - Barrett Wilbert Weed

I’m Still Standing - Taron Egerton

WREN

I Know The End - Phoebe Bridgers

Amoeba - Clairo

Class of 2013 - Mitski

Tiger Inside - SuperM

Wrecking Ball - Mother Mother

Hell of a Ride - Bo Burnham

Right Where You Left Me - Taylor Swift

I’m Something Else - SomeThingElseyt

Love Grows (Where the Rosemary Goes) - Edison Lighthouse

Hai Yorokonde - Kacchi no Kento

The Communists Have the Music - They Might Be Giants

Wren’s Lullaby - Dandelion Hands

Perfect Blues - Hannah Bahng

The Other Side - Hugh Jackman, Zac Efron

Worldstar Money (Interlude) - Joji

You Love Me - Kimya Dawson

Digital Silence - Peter McPoland

Summer’s End - Phoebe Bridgers

Lucky - Lucky Twice

If You Were Gay - John Tartaglia, Rick Lyon

Two Time - Jack Stauber

Real House - Adrianne Lenker

Just Take My Wallet - Jack Stauber

I Bet On Losing Dogs - Mitski

ATLAS

Jobless Monday - Mitski

Drunk Walk Home - Mitski

Are You Satisfied? - Marina

Detention - Melanie Martinez

Mama’s Boy - Dominic Fike

Dress My Wounds - Mook

Cop Car - Mitski

Working for the Knife - Mitski

Leaving Tonight - The Neighborhood

Brutal - Olivia Rodrigo

Dream Sweet in Sea Major - Miracle Musical

Step On Me - The Cardigans

Bug Like An Angel - Mitski

Taurnado - Kimiko Glenn

All I Ever Wanted - Amick Byram, Linda Dee Shayne

Who Is She? (Reprise) - Kimiko Glenn

Shameika - Fiona Apple

The Archer - Taylor Swift

Do I Disappoint You - Rufus Wainwright

Tongues and Teeth - The Crane Wives

Boy - Alex G

Lithonia - Childish Gambino

I Don’t Hate My Body I’m Just Afraid Of It - Mallrat

Romantic Homicide - d4vd

Run Boy Run - Woodkid

BlackBoxWarrior OKULTRA - Will Wood

Wet - Dazey and the Scouts

Sorry - Alex G

Dealer - Lana Del Rey

Closer - Nine Inch Nails

Stay Soft - Mitski

Paper Bag - Fiona Apple

First Love/Late Spring - Mitski

Shame - Mitski

Choking Games - Nicole Dollanganger

Flowers of Flesh and Blood - Nicole Dollanganger

Blow My Brains Out - Tikkle Me

Pretty When You Cry - Lana Del Rey

Government Hooker - Lady Gaga

Drunk-Dazed - ENHYPEN

Poison - Brent Faiyaz

All You Wanna Do - Aimie Atkinson

Haze (Acoustic Vers.) - Nervous

Bigmouth Strikes Again - The Smiths

Paranoid Android - Radiohead

Liquid Smooth - Mitski

Should’ve Been Me - Mitski

Top of My School - Katherine Lynn-Rose

PUPPET - Tyler, The Creator

Disobedient - Steven Universe

Like Him - Tyler, The Creator, Lola Young

White Knuckle Jerk (Where Do You Get Off?) - Will Wood and the Tapeworms

Stand Tall - Childish Gambino

Mis - Alex G

So Real - Jeff Buckley

Heaven Knows I’m Miserable Now - The Smiths

Destroyed By Hippie Powers - Car Seat Headrest

Cute Thing - Car Seat Headrest

Nonstop - Lin Manuel Miranda

Cocktail Molotov - ZAND

In Bloom - Nirvana

Wait For Me - André De Shields

Teacher's Pet - Melanie Martinez

Bittersweet Symphony - The Verve

Tear Me Apart - Solya

Halloween - Phoebe Bridgers

Class of 2013 - Mitski

Medicine - Daughter

Human - Daughter

Stay Down - Boygenius

ALASTAIR

The Moon Will Sing - The Crane Wives

All This And Heaven Too - Florence + The Machine

Dance On The Moon - AURORA

The Great Gig in the Sky - Pink Floyd

Black Hole - She & Him

Losing My Religion - R.E.M.

Inspector Gadget - London Music Works

Animals - Muse

The Fruits - Paris Paloma

They’re Coming to Take Me Away—Ha Ha! - Sloppy Jane

The Mind Electric - Miracle Musical

Out There - Tony Jay, Tom Hulce

It Took Me By Surprise - Maria Mena

And The Hound - Yaelokre

Right Now - Gracie Abrams

If I’m Being Honest - Dodie

Tongues and Teeth - The Crane Wives

A Quick One Before The Eternal Worm Devours Connecticut - Have a Nice Life

My Tears Are Becoming a Sea - M83

The Lament of Eustace Scrubb - The Oh Hellos

The Crooked Kind - Radical Face

Pretend - Alex G

I Don’t Hate My Body I’m Just Afraid Of It - Mallrat

Trees - McCafferty

BlackBoxWarrior OKULTRA - Will Wood

The Ballad of Jane Doe - Emily Rohm

Arcturus Beaming - The Crane Wives

Black Hole Fantasy - The Crane Wives

Listen Before I Go - Billie Eilish

アルジャーノン - Yorushika

S.O.S D’un Terrien en Détresse - Dimash Qudaibergen

On My Own - Samantha Banks

YKWIM - Yot Club

I Want You - Mitski

It’s Only Sex - Car Seat Headrest

Arms Tonite - Mother Mother

Lilith - Saint Avangeline

Waiting Room - Phoebe Bridgers

Trees II - McCafferty

Creep - Radiohead

In My Dreams - Red Velvet

Cupid - Jack Stauber

Ceilings - Lizzy McAlphine

Twin Size Mattress - The Front Bottoms

No One Noticed - The Marias

Skeleton Appreciation Day in Vestal, NY (Bones) - Will Wood and the Tapeworms

Fable - Gigi Perez

Mystery of Love - Sufjan Stevens

Creature - Half Alive

Ptolemaea - Ethel Cain

Rule #4: Fish in a Birdcage - Fish in a Birdcage

Icarus - The Crane Wives

De Selby (Part 1) - Hozier

Merry-Go-Round Of Life - Joe Hisaishi

Look At Him - Honk!

ATLAS & ALASTAIR

Sleeping With the Enemy - TV Girl

Cynical One - TV Girl

Weird Fishes/ Arpeggi - Radiohead

Somethin’ Stupid - Frank Sinatra

Against the Kitchen Floor - Will Wood

Lovers Rock - TV Girl

A Pearl - Mitski

My Love Mine All Mine - Mitski

Line Without a Hook - Ricky Montgomery

I Love You More (Than Adore) - The Crane

Talking In Your Sleep - The Romantics

Leonard Cohen - Boygenius

Love Like Ghosts - Lord Huron

From Eden - Hozier

The Bug Collector - Haley Heynderickx

Punisher - Phoebe Bridgers

Boats & Birds - Gregory and Hawk

Night Shift - Lucy Dacus

Città Vuota - Mina

Sweet Night - V

Love Like You - Steven Universe

A Night To Remember - Beabadoobee, Laufey

I Don’t Smoke (Audiotree Live Version) - Mitski

A Match Into Water - Pierce The Veil

Daydream in Blue - I Monster

It Had To Be You - Motion City Soundtrack

Alley Rose - Conan Gray

The Cut That Always Bleeds - Conan Gray

Die With a Smile - Lady Gaga, Bruno Mars

Say It - The Crane Wives

Seasons - Wave to Earth

Love. - Wave to Earth

Ur So Pretty - Wasia Project

Love Wins All - IU

Sailor Song - Gigi Perez

Sometimes (Backwood) - Gigi Perez

Grow As We Go - Katherine Lynn-Rose, Stephan André

憂、燦々 - Yorushika

Little Talks - Of Monsters and Men

Грешная страсть - Dimash Qudaibergen

Stray Italian Greyhound - Vienna Teng

Lover, You Should’ve Come Over - Jeff Buckley

The Ballad of Lucy Gray Baird - Rachel Zelger

El Tango De Roxanne - Moulin Rouge

Once More To See You - Mitski

Washing Machine Heart - Mitski

Michelle - Sir Chloe

Wish You Were Sober - Conan Gray

Mr Loverman - Ricky Montgomery

Fight or Flight - Conan Gray

Astronomy - Conan Gray

Tightrope - Michelle Williams

Picture You - Chappell Roan

Beachboy - McCafferty

Me and Your Mama - Childish Gambino

Repeat Until Death - Novo Amor

We’ll Never Have Sex - Leith Ross

Promise - Laufey

The Story - Conan Gray

Try Again - JAEHYUN, d.ear

Young and Beautiful - Lana Del Rey

Memories - Conan Gray

Sinner - The Last Dinner Party

I Wait For You - Alex G

Tear You Apart - She Wants Revenge

Margarita Sugar (Indigo + Friends Version) - Chrysalis

I Saw You In A Dream - The Japanese House

Evol - Adrianne Lenker

No. 1 Party Anthem - Arctic Monkeys

Why’d You Only Call Me When You’re High? - Arctic Monkeys

Anything We Want - Fiona Apple

Beach Life-In-Death - Car Seat Headrest

Just Like Heaven - The Cure

La Nave del Olvido - José José

I Love You, I’m Sorry - Gracie Abrams

Out Like a Light - The Honeysticks, Ricky Montgomery

Happy News for Sadness - Car Seat Headrest

Sober to Death - Car Seat Headrest

Never Meant - American Football

What Are We Gonna Do Now? - Indigo De Souza

Wait For Me (Reprise) - André De Shields

Becoming The Lastnames - Will Wood

Ma Meilluere Ennemie - Stromae, Pomme, Arcane

Harbor - Clairo

If You Want To - Beabadoobee

Sally - Gigi Perez

Beanie - Chezile

Black Friday - Tom Odell

Who We Are - Hozier

How Can You Be Sure? - Radiohead

Impacto - Enjambre

Cherry - Lana Del Rey

I Will - Mitski

Strawberry Wine - Noah Kahan

Somebody to Love - Queen

Everything Matters - AURORA, Pomme

MAXIMUS & ALASTAIR

Night Shift - Lucy Dacus

A Night To Remember - Beabadoobee, Laufey

Promise - Laufey

I Saw You In A Dream - The Japanese House

Beautiful Stranger - Laufey

The Most Beautiful Thing - Bruno Major

Ma Meilleure Ennemie - Stromae, Pomme

Close To You - Gracie Abrams

JEREMIAH & ALASTAIR

The Moon Will Sing - The Crane Wives

Francis Forever - Mitski

Ew - Joji

Half Return - Adrianne Lenker

Problems - Mother Mother

The Night We Met - Lord Huron

Old Friend - Mitski

I Love You - Billie Eilish

Deliver Us - Ofra Haza, Eden Riegel

Black Fins - Ricky Montgomery

I Miss You, I’m Sorry - Gracie Abrams

Lights Are On - Tom Rosenthal

Je Te Laisserai Des Mots - Patrick Watson

Boys Don’t Cry - The Cure

Hot and Heavy - Lucy Dacus

Cool About It - Boygenius

Little Fall of Rain - Eddie Redmayne, Samantha Barks

Scott Street - Phoebe Bridgers

Motion Picture Soundtrack - Radiohead

Last Time We Never Meet Again - Sarah Kinsley

Bloom - The Paper Kites

Curl Up & Die - Matt Maltese

Normalcy - Gigi Perez

Rises the Moon - Liana Flores

Euthanasia - Will Wood

Fantasmas - HUMBE

Carlo’s Song - Noah Kahan

Robert’s Place - Simon Robert French

Who Will Know (24 Bigslow) - Shiro SAGISU

Dreams of William - Daughter

I Always Wanted a Brother - Lin-Manuel Miranda

Merry Christmas, Please Don’t Call - Bleachers

JEREMIAH & ATLAS

My Body’s Made of Crushed Little Stars - Mitski

The Exit - Conan Gray

My Strange Addiction - Billie Eilish

You’re Nothing Without Me - Roger Allam, Martin Smith

St. Chroma - Tyler, The Creator, Daniel Caesar

What Is This Feeling? - Wicked

One Way or Another - Blondie

Please Please Please Let Me Get What I Want - Deftones

THE ALLIANCE OF MAGICAE

Conspiracy - Paramore

The National Anthem - Radiohead

Black Sheep - Metric

This Is a Life - Mitski, Son Lux, David Byrne

Wires - The Neighborhood

Thumbs - Sabrina Carpenter

What’s Up Danger - Blackway, Black Caviar

Trickster - Radiohead

SLASH - Stray Kids

Playground - Ben Miller

Guerrilla - ATEEZ

Dirty Paws - Of Monsters and Men

Supremacy - Muse

Dynasties and Dystopia - Denzel Curry, Gizzle, Bren Joy

Everybody Wants To Rule The World - Lorde

Friends in Low Places - Worthikids

Sticky - Tyler, The Creator, GloRilla, Sexyy Red, Lil Wayne

Empty Chairs at Empty Tables - Eddie Redmayne

Misfit Toys - Pusha T, Mako

KOKOA & KAU’I

Evelyn Evelyn - Evelyn Evelyn

KOKOA

Pump It - Black Eyed Peas

Friend Like Me - Robin Williams

LUNA

Luna Moth - Maya Hawke

Sandy - Alex G

Thérèse - Maya Hawke

Let Down - Radiohead

ALTYNAI

Being Cool - Kimya Dawson

Daydreamer - AURORA

Crystals - Of Monsters and Men

Beautiful Boy (Darling Boy) - John Lennon

BERNADETTE

Dollhouse - Melanie Martinez

Bernadette - IAMX

Sick on Seventh Street - Sarah and the Safe Word

Gingerbread Coffin - Rasputina

Valley of Dolls - MARINA

KARL

ET - Toy-Box

Remember Something Beautiful - Machinery of the Human Heart

Octopus’s Garden - The Beatles

AVABELLE

Like Him - Tyler, The Creator, Lola Young

JAMES

Boy Toy - Ricky Montgomery

Would You Be So Kind - Dodie

Fine - Lemon Demon

Tim I Wish You Were Born a Girl - Of Montreal

Trees - McCafferty

Forever Young - Alphaville

I’m Coming After You - Owl City

CHINUA

Weird Science - Oingo Boingo

Modify - Lemon Demon

2econd 2ight 2eer (that was fun, goodbye.) - Will Wood

Feel Good Inc. - Gorillaz

Alpha Centauri - Sciflyer

My Freeze Ray - Neil Pactrick Harris

The Square Root of Two - The Two Man Gentlemen Band

Poor Unfortunate Souls - Pat Carroll

Red Flags - Tom Cardy

DAPHNE

Bubblegum Bitch - MARINA

Using You - Mars Argo

Just Lay Still - John Congleton and Nighty Nite

What Can I Do (For You) - Steven Universe

Someone Gets Hurt - Taylor Louderman

EDEN

Voulez-Vous - ABBA

Twilight - Bǒa

Million Dollar Man - Lana Del Rey

Harness Your Hopes - Pavement

Oh No! - Marina

Glide - Mitski

The Principal - Melanie Martinez

TOPLINE - Stray Kids, Tiger JK

Thursday Girl - Mitski

The Fine Print - The Stupendium

Quiet Sounds - Mook

Seven Nation Army - The White Stripes

Friction - Imagine Dragons

Sleep - My Chemical Romance

Misery Business - Paramore

The Deal - Mitski

Social Path - Stray Kids, LiSA

Karma Police - Radiohead

Teen Idle - Marina

American Dream Come True - Moon Walker

Power & Control - Marina

GOSSIP - Måneskin, Tom Morello

Magic City - Gorillaz

Relay - Fiona Apple

Zombie - The Cranberries

Suffer the Children - Tears for Fears

War Isn’t Murder - Jesse Welles

Dirty Deeds Done Cheap - AC/DC

Start a War - Klergy, Valerie Broussard

Kingslayer - Bring Me The Horizon, BABYMETAL

We Both Reached For The Gun - Chicago

The 2nd Law: Isolated System - Muse

THE ELITE

Cop Car - Mitski

Mutt - Sophie Meiers

Show & Tell - Melanie Martinez

Below the Surface - Griffinilla

The Small Print - Muse

Kids with Guns - Gorillaz

BLAME IT ON THE KIDS - AViVA

Basics In Behavior - The Living Tombstone

Rät - Penelope Scott

Paper Cuts - Nirvana

Harpy Hare - Yaelokre

Uprising - Muse

I Want You To Love Me - Fiona Apple

Fog (Again) [Live] - Radiohead

Crack Baby - Mitski

Take Me To War (Live) - The Crane Wives

Powers - Boygenius

Mad Dog - The Crane Wives

Animals - Alex G

You First - Paramore

Race - Alex G

Nobody - The Crane Wives

Bodysnatchers - Radiohead

Elite - Deftones

Predator - The Crane Wives

MAXIMUS

Amnesia Was Her Name - Lemon Demon

Puppet Boy - DEVO

You Don’t Own Me - Lesley Gore

What If I Forget Your Face - Kimiko Glenn

A Human’s Touch - TWRP, McKenna Rae 

Once Upon a December - Christy Altomare

PUPPET - Tyler, The Creator 

When Memories Snow - Mitski 

IRA

Solitary Confinement - Everybody’s Worried About Owen

Little Soldiers - The Crane Wives

Hard Sell - The Crane Wives

Bullet Proof… I Wish I Was - Radiohead

Brutus - The Buttress

Not Strong Enough - Boygenius

Change - Alex G

Recess - Melanie Martinez

Teen Idle - Marina

Famous Last Words - My Chemical Romance

Fetch The Bolt Cutters - Fiona Apple

THE GREATEST - Billie Eilish

There Are Leeches in Denton Lake - Everybody’s Worried About Owen

Anthems for a Seventeen Year-Old Girl - Yeule

WOLF - Tyler, The Creator

EILAN ARGUS

Cabinet Man - Lemon Demon

Body - Mother Mother

Fast As You Can - Fiona Apple

And The Hound - Yaelokre

Imposter Syndrome - Sidney Gish

Peace and Love on the Planet Earth - Steven Universe

Pearl Diver - Mitski

Extraordinary Machine - Fiona Apple

SIGNE

Blood - My Chemical Romance

First Taste - Fiona Apple

The Red Means I Love You - Madds Buckley

MAIRA

You First - Paramore

KNOX

Limp - Fiona Apple

OCTAVIA

Spiderhead - Cage the Elephant

Rule #34 - Fish in a Birdcage

Abbey - Mitski

You Should See Me In a Crown - Billie Eilish

Villain - Stella Jang

Gold Dust Woman - Fleetwood Mac

The Dismemberment Song - Blue Kid

Caesar on a TV Screen - The Last Dinner Party

Sisters of the Moon - Fleetwood Mac

When You’re Good To Mama - Queen Latifah, Tate Diggs

CATO

Loved - FEiN

Mother Knows Best (Reprise) - Donna Murphy

Girl With One Eye - Florence + The Machine

Girl Singing In The Wreckage - Black Box Recorder

Mother Knows Best - Donna Murphy

SILAS

Hopelessly Devoted to You - Olivia Newton-John

Drift Away - Steven Universe

This Old Dog - Mac DeMarco

Eric - Mitski

How I’d Kill - Cowboy Malfoy

Everything Stays - Adventure Time

A Reminder - Radiohead

Right Where You Left Me - Taylor Swift

Alley Rose - Conan Gray

Man of War - Radiohead

No Children - The Mountain Goats

Wait For It - Leslie Odom Jr

SASHA

Dollhouse - Melanie Martinez

Getting Older - Billie Eilish

Father - The Front Bottoms

Oh Klahoma - Jack Stauber

Teddy Picker - Arctic Monkeys

Hollywood Dream - Ayesha Erotica

Bezos I - Bo Burnham

CLEMATIS

Remember My Name - Mitski

Hollywood - MARINA

Brand New City - Mitski

IT GIRL - Aliyah’s Interlude

MALUM

Laplace’s Angel (Hurt People? Hurt People) - Will Wood

Welcome to the Internet - Bo Burnham

The Pitiful Children - Eric William Morris

The Family Jewels - MARINA

Touch-Tone Telephone - Lemon Demon

How Bad Can I Be? - Ed Helms

You Liked This (Okay, Computer!) - Will Wood

AKIO

Blue Bayou - Linda Ronstadt

Just a Man - Jorge Rivera-Herrans

THE CONGREGATION OF THE CHOSEN

Voulez-Vous - ABBA

Regular People - Moon Walker

I WANNA BE YOUR SLAVE - Måneskin

Farewell Wanderlust - The Amazing Devil

Seven Nation Army - The White Stripes

Friction - Imagine Dragons

Crucified - Army of Lovers

Eat Your Young - Hozier

Little Dark Age - MGMT

Back to Life - Mother Mother

Mary On A Cross - Ghost

Who You Really Are - David Arnold, Michael Price

Feed the Machine - Poor Man’s Poison

Mad Hatter - Melanie Martinez

Me and the Devil - Soap&Skin

Heavy Balloon - Fiona Apple

Lacrimosa - Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart

Kiss The Go-Goat - Ghost

Start a War - Klergy, Valerie Broussard

Istanbul (Not Constinople) - They Might Be Giants

Outliars and Hyppocrates: a Fun Fact About Apples - Will Wood

Willow Tree March - The Paper Kites

God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen - Pentatonix

Frogs - Alice in Chains

New Year’s Prayer - Jeff Buckley

THE CARDINALS

Justice - Dirt Poor Robins

Deliver Us - Ofra Haza, Eden Riegel

To The Bone - J.T. Machinima

Prelude to Esctasy - The Last Dinner Party

BÉATRICE

BIRTH OF VENUS - Banshee

Labyrinth- Miracle Musical

Oxytocin - Billie Eilish

KAZUYA

Oxytocin - Billie Eilish

Shinigami Eyes - Grimes

Tainted Love - Stella Starlight Trio, Karen Souza

Come and Play - Petra Nielsen

JOYRIDE - Kesha

お色気 - Toshio Masuda

Don’t Stop Me Now - Queen

3D - Jung Kook, Jack Harlow

Vending Machine of Love - The Stupendium

Sky Like Dreams SU - CMNL

The Greatest Show - Panic! At The Disco

Gimme More - Britney Spears

Literal Legend - Ayesha Erotica

XXX - Kim Petras

House of Cards - BTS

Red Lights - Stray Kids

The Rizzness - TAEMIN

Be Our Guest - Beauty and the Beast

Hakuna Matata - The Lion King

Into Yesterday - Sugar Ray

Hunch Punch - Se’Kret

Heaven is Here - Florence + The Machine

PAULO

None Shall Live - Two Steps From Hell, Thomas Bergersen

Starvation - Thomas Bergersen

The Imperial Fleet - Andreas Waldetoft

Shiny - Jemaine Clement

War - Hypnotic Brass Ensemble

Your Best Nightmare - Toby Fox

JANE

Ave Maria, Op. 52 No. 6, D. 839 - The Cathedral Singers

AKRAH

A Narnia Lullaby - Global Stage Orchestra

RIKIYO

Therefore I Am - Billie Eilish

Killer Queen - Queen

Masquerade Suite: Maskrad - St. Petersburg State Symphony Orchestra

Romeo and Juliet, Op. 64 / Act 1: The Dance of the Knights -

The Cleveland Orchestra

Dies Irae - St. Petersburg Philharmonic Orchestra

Feeling Good - Michael Bublé

Bury a Friend - Billie Eilish

Red Sex (Re-Strung) - Vessei, Rakhi Singh

Money Power Glory - Lana Del Rey

JULIUS

I’m Your Man - Mitski

Another Believer - Rufus Wainwright

Choke - I DON’T KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME

The Dream Daddy for Me - JT Music

ELEANOR

Misery Meat - Sodikken

Who Is She? - I Monster

It’s Been So Long - The Living Tombstone

Still Alive - Aperture Science Psychoacoustic Laboratories

Murder Suicide Meteor Slave - Jeff Buckley

ELISE

Kalt’ Ritt in Leicht Faltiger Leere - Bethlehem

Liquid Smooth - Mitski

All Eyes On Me - OR3O

JEREMIAH

Take Me To Church - Hozier

Francis Forever - Mitski

Not Strong Enough - Boygenius

The Great Gig in the Sky - Pink Floyd

Saint Bernard - Lincoln

The Gold - Phoebe Bridgers

Wolf In Sheep’s Clothing - Set It Off

The Fruits - Paris Paloma

Savior Complex - Phoebe Bridgers

I Dreamed a Dream - Anne Hathaway

Tired - Beabadoobee

They’re Coming to Take Me Away—Ha Ha! - Sloppy Jane

Dream Sweet in Sea Major - Miracle Musical

Sarcasm - Get Scared

Bug Like an Angel - Mitski

Have You Seen My Sister Evelyn? - Evelyn Evelyn

Confrontation - Anthony Warlow

Last Words of a Shooting Star (Audiotree Live) - Mitski

Riders Lullaby - Jesse Mueller

Riders Lullaby (Reprise) - Kimiko Glenn

TV - Billie Eilish

Never Let Me Go - Florence + The Machine

Constellations - The Oh Hellos

Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron & Wine

Mirrorball - Taylor Swift

Do I Disappoint You - Rufus Wainwright

When It’s Cold I’d Like to Die - Moby, Mimi Goese

Goddess - Laufey

Introduction to the Snow - Miracle Musical

Forever Young - Alphaville

I Was Made For Lovin’ You - YUNGBLUD

Coyote, My Little Brother - Mitski

Letter to an Old Poet - Boygenius

Opened Once - Jeff Buckley

Give It Back - Cӧ shu Nie

Space Oddity - David Bowie

30/90 - Andrew Garfield

Cosmic Hero - Car Seat Headrest

Eat Shit and Die - Harley Poe

Remember Me (Lullaby) - Gael Garcia Bernal, Gabriella Flores

Goodbye - Bo Burnham

No One Mourns The Wicked - Steven Schwartz

PETER

Right Where You Left Me - Taylor Swift

Sexy Bitch - David Guetta

ZANETA

My Mother Wants Me Dead - Carolesdaughter

BLOODMONEY - Poppy

Family Line - Zaneta

DANI

Dead! - My Chemical Romance

[dolldie]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY @doddleoddle!!!

[leifygreeens]

What song/genre of music do you think of when you imagine the bachelor/ettes? If there was a specific artist or band for Sam, who do you think they'd be?

Oooh—I actually have thought about this! I have a playlist just for when I'm writing blurbs about the stardew valley characters, and no I don't care if any of these are predictable because I think they're accurate lmfao.

Sam

2014 Five Seconds of Summer, Shawn Mendes, and Why Don't We. His general vibe is young, reckless love. If there's a specific song in mind, I think of him as a mix between 5sos' End Up Here, She Looks So Perfect, If I Can't Have You by Shawn, and Why Don't We's Fallin' (Adrenaline)

Seb

I think he's a mix between 5sos' Voodoo Doll, Troye Sivan's Strawberries and Cigarettes, Taylor Swift's Style, and the last 90-ish seconds of Sleep Token's The Summoning. Also Conan Gray's Overdrive. He's still young and reckless, but he's a little more subdued and all over the place.

Alex

One Directions' Steal My Girl, Shawn Mendes' Wonder, and Harry Styles' Watermelon Sugar. Even though they're pretty heavy with gendered language, I have no issue imagining Alex with varying farmers while listening to these songs.

Elliott

His love definitely swerves more toward obsession and worship, so anything by Hozier, no question about it. But also Can't Take My Eyes Off You by Frank Valli is heavy Elliott energy.

Shane

Everybody Wants You by Johnny Orlando, Someone To You by BANNERS, DogBird by Madds Buckley, and Lauv's I Like Me Better. Like Seb, Shane's pretty all over the place as well. Also he makes me cry ahaha. hm.

Harvey

Harvey gave me a little bit of trouble when I first started writing. I had to think about him quite a bit to land on a genre/song for him. Anyway, Ophelia by The Lumineers, Ready Now by dodie, and The Way You Look Tonight by Michael Bublé are all Harvey coded. END ME

Maru

In My Mind by Lyn Lapid, Bubble Gum by Clairo, and Space Girl by Frances Forever. I imagine her as a pretty inexperienced and romantically repressed character (I wonder why Demetrius) so all of these songs have a certain level of melancholy about them, which is very Maru for me.

Penny

She by dodie, Conan Gray's Heather, and Lonely by Noah Cyrus. Repressed, just like Maru, but for different reasons. Never had the opportunity to really live her life, you know? Lots of insecurities and feelings of inadequacy my poor babie nO but I usually only listen to those when I'm feeling a little down. You can trust that I don't always write angst for her, and when I don't, it's loooots of early Taylor Swift.

Abigail

Very punchy, "powerful woman" type songs. Namely UPSAHL's People I Don't Like, Beautiful is Boring by BONES UK, and American Horror Show by SNOW WIFE. She has opinions and she's going to let you know what she thinks—but make no mistake, she is a loyal and good person to her core. She's just got an attitude sometimes.

Haley

Sabrina Carpenter. That's it. lmao no i'm kidding Diamonds Are Forever, Nonsense, Looking At Me, and Girlfriend by Bea Miller. I love me a mean, confident lesbian, but she does soften up the more you get to know her, and I always listen to Isabel LaRosa's I'm Yours when I want to go that route with her. I also think of her when I listen to Dress by Charlotte Sands.

Leah

Cosmic Love by Florence + The Machines, Light My Love by Greta Van Fleet, and Constellations by The Oh Hellos. She's got a certain whimsy about her, but she's still a very grounded individual. She and Elliott have a similar vibe to each other, but where he's the smell of salty sea spray and plum juice dripping from your fingers, she's frayed picnic blankets and the smell of grass after it rains.

Emily

Now this might be controversial, but Señorita by Shawn Mendes and Camila Cabello is always gonna make me think of her. I'm Born To Run by American Authors, Enchanted by Taylor Swift (her version, obviously), are also both some of the easiest songs for me to think about her. She definitely believes in soulmates and fate, and probably makes jewelry or sews while thinking about you.

[ourtearsofrain]

Slow It Down Masterlist

Almost three years after escaping to New York for college, Danny finally returns to Frankenmuth for the summer, welcomed with open arms by all his family and old friends. All but one. With Sam’s apparent hatred of him, Danny must try to get through the summer with him hanging over his life like a storm cloud, darkening each day spent with their families.

Genre: Series, ANGST, fluff (eventually), hurt/comfort (again, ANGST), best friends to strangers to friends to lovers, slow burn

Updated: 6/20/24 (completed)

Fluff- ♡ | Angst- ☾ | Smut- ⟡ | Hurt/Comfort- 𖤓 | Drabble- ☁︎

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Chapter 15- ♡ ⟡(not really tho)

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Unofficial Official playlist (basically a bunch of angsty songs that inspired the series/specific dialogue/comments/thoughts):

(not in any specific order)

Cocaine Jesus- Rainbow Kitten Surprise

American Shoes- Rainbow Kitten Surprise

The Night We Met- Lord Huron

Carlo's Song- Noah Kahan

Bad Luck- Noah Kahan

You're Gonna Go Far- Noah Kahan

Slow It Down- Benson Boone

Home- Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros

End of Beginning- Djo

I Know the End- Phoebe Bridgers

Not Strong Enough- boygenius

Iris- The Goo Goo Dolls

Little League- Conan Gray

The Final Fight- Conan Gray

Alley Rose- Conan Gray

Winner- Conan Gray

Killing Me- Conan Gray

Silver Springs- Fleetwood Mac

Ready Now- Dodie

Under the Bridge- Red Hot Chili Peppers

Two Ghosts- Harry Styles

[ikeepforgettimypassword]

Fuck it- here are my favorite albums and EPs

-The Normal Album by Will Wood

-April Fools (2021) by The Scary Jokes

-Build a problem by Dodie

-Theatre is Evil by Amanda Palmer and the Grand Theft Orchestra

-Blood Bunny by Chole Moriondo

-Bad Ideas by Tessa Violet

-Puberty 2 by Mitski

-Coyote Stories by The Crane Wives

-TOYBOX by Creep-P

-Big Dumb Idiot by Tom Cardy

-O My Heart by Mother Mother

-zero_one by The Living Tombstone

-Transgender Street Legend, Vol. 2 by Left at London

-A Picture Perfect Hollywood Heartbreak by Zach Callison

-Catterpillars of the Commonwealth by Will Connolly

-Human by Dodie

-Sleepyhead by Cavetown

-recently by Liana Flores

-Punch by Autoheart

-Coffee and Ramen by Go! Child

-De Reconstruct by Penny Parker

-Hazards by Penelope Scott

-The Black Parade by My Chemical Romance

-Danger Days by My Chemical Romance

-In case I make it by Will Wood

-Self-Ish by Will Wood and the Tapeworms

-BURN PYGMALION!!! A Guide To Better Guide To Romance by The Scary Jokes

-Nerdy Prudes Must Die (Original Cast Recording) by Starkid

-going..going...GONE! by Hemlocke Springs

-I'm Too Sensitive For This Shit by Hayley Kiyoko

-t.i.a.p.f.y.h by Left at London

-Fanfare by Dorian Electra

-My Agenda by Dorian Electra

-The Secret To Life by FIZZ

-Retinal Bloom by The Scary Jokes

-the Fox and the Bird by Ok Goodnight

-The Rise and Fall of a Midwest Princess by Chappell Roan

-THE POST-TRAUMATIC MANIFESTO by Weevildoing

-CHASER by femtanyl

-DAEMON/DOLL by various vocaloid producers ft; Kasane Teto

-My Brain the Musical by R.I.P.

-Mysteries for Rats by Penelope Scott

-Hot Mess by dodie

-Fun and Games by Mega Mango

-My Love is Sick by Madds Buckley

-The Land is Inhospitable and So Are We by Mitski

-Spirit Phone by Lemon Demon

-Pop Food by Jack Stauber

-Evelyn Evelyn by Evelyn Evelyn (Amanda Palmer and Jason Webber)

-Wasteland Baby by Hozier

-Scoundrel Days by a-ha

-Bando Stone and The New World by Childish Gambin

-Sorry For The Late Reply by Sløtface

-Try Not To Freak Out by Sløtface

[fuck-you-upmusicbracket]

Congrats to the winners of our previous round!

Ikanaide (Sohta)

Stuck in the Middle (MIKA)

Girl Anachronism (The Dresden Dolls)

Last Hope (Paramore)

Best Days (Alessia Cara)

Don't Ever Forget (Pokemon: Mystery Dungeon)

It's Called: Freefall (Rainbow Kitten Surprise)

She (Dodie)

Little Wonders (Meet the Robinsons)

Freewill (Rush)

Condolences to the losers

New polls out tomorrow