#doctor ren is upset

[azzayofchaos]

In False’s description for the MailDemon Au you said Ren has multiple partners. Can I ask you they are?

Big Surprise I’m sure, is DocM and Martyn.

Doc: (Doc, Maddox 77)

- Doc and Ren got Las Vegas married, it was spur of the moment, they’d been close for a while and Doc definitely wanted to study Ren under a microscope a little bit:

“This man is an anomaly and definitely possessed/not human. I MUST STUDY HIM.” “Whatever you say dude!” - they were both severely drunk. (From Sere)

- it’s an open marriage, Doc is not upset about whatever Ren and Martyn have going on, just about the fact that Martyn’s a bitch. (They bicker, a lot, they might also eventually kiss though, it’s okay.)

- Doc is rather convinced that the “Salmon Mafia” (whatever that is…) is after him:

Salmon sushi appears on the doorstep— Ren: “Oh, hey! Rad my dudes! Free dinner!” Doc: *Hysterical ranting in German*

(He’s not wrong but no one tell him that—)

- Doc is x-military, hence his abnormally advanced prosthetics. He presumably got dishonorably discharged…

- He is in fact a doctor/surgeon and works a lot of odd shifts at the local hospital.

- he’s doing his best to deal with RK’s antics but isn’t that involved in the HOA tyranny stuff— at least not now.

- he is definitely peeved about the direction GigaCorp is shoving Ren towards though…

- despises the Permit Office, especially that Pesky Imp, also the Police force…

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Martyn Littlewood:

- weird situationship with Ren/RK. He’s a bit of a jealous bitch but also has eyes and is in fact looking at Ren’s husband. (Flirting will definitely help ease this rivalry…)

- Unfortunately supports RK’s horrible tyrannical schemes. Bdubs is also trying to suck up to RK, but keeps getting ignored cuz RK has favorites (it’s Martyn).

- Martyn hosts then local radio show, he’s always down for some gossip and the Postal Demons are of great service to him in that sense, especially considering their relative omnipresence. He likes bothering Jimmy about it.

- Martyn and Cleo have known each other since forever (I need to fill in the backstory here… I’ll elaborate if I do a post about Cleo specifically later <3)…

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(Several of the quotes and base ideas are from my lovely collaborator, whom I forgot to @ before like a moron… @queseresere )

[arc-misadventures]

There probably an ask to this, but no doubt loss in one of the numerous purges I take upon my ask box. If so; Sorry!

Growing Pains

Jaune: Ughhh…

Pyrrha: Everything go alright with the doctor, Jaune?

Jaune: Noooo…

Pyrrha: Oh no! What’s wrong! Are you dying?! Please don’t die, Jaune!!!

Jaune: What?! No, no I’m not dying!

Pyrrha: Oh thank gods…

Ren: Then what is wrong, Jaune?

Jaune: Haa… You know I went to see the doctor because of a headache I’ve been dealing with?

Ren: Yes, you said it’s been keeping you up at night so we said go see the school doctor.

Jaune: Yeah well… The doc said it wasn’t some random headache… It was growing pains…

Ren: Growing pains? Well, you’re still at that age where people go through puberty. But, why would it be giving you a headache?

Jaune: Haa… Look…

Nora: Did you bump your head?

Ren: Twice?

Pyrrha: An equal distance from each other…? Uhh… Jaune, are those pumps?

Jaune: No… They’re horns…

NPR: WHAT?!

Pyrrha: You’re growing horns?!

Nora: Dragon faunas confirmed!!!

Ren: You’re messing with us, right?

Jaune: Nope… the XRays the doc took confirmed it… I’m growing horns…

Ren: Are you okay with this, you looked pretty… depressed.

Jaune: Haa… I don’t like how people have been treating me lately… Sure it’s better than being the butt of a joke, but I don’t like being treated as some sort of messiah figure! And, before because of the nature of my traits I could easily hide myself from the more fanatical faunas, but with this! Haa… Can’t hide horn sticking out from the side of my head… All I can hope is that they look cool, and aren’t six inches tall! That would suck.

Pyrrha: Are they going to be like that?

Jaune: Maybe; The doc says the horns may stay close to my head, and possibly fetter out the closer to the end of the horn. But, since I’m a dragon faunas they’re not sure what they��ll look like.

Nora: Have you finally accepted you place as a dragon?!

Jaune: It’s either that, or a freak… I’m going with what sounds cooler…

Pyrrha: Hahaha~! Oh that sounds just like you, Jaune.

Ren: So, are you upset you’re growing horns, or are you more concerned about the shape they may take.

Jaune: The later; Depending on the shape it will determine the burden they will place on me. And, how much of a pain in the neck they may be…

Ren: Are you being literal, or rhetorical?

Jaune: Meh, same difference.

Ren: W-What…?

Pyrrha: So, do you think you’ll be able to handle growing horns?

Jaune: Well, I talked to a bunch of horned faunas, and they gave some very helpful tips to dealing with horns. Since they’re growing I will get accustomed to the weight, and moving about with them. Most of their advice was cosmetic stuff.

Ren: Like what?

Jaune: Oh stuff like I will have to start wearing button up shirts, and other stuff like that because of how wide the horns may become.

Ren: Make sense; your probably won’t be able to get them on your head.

Pyrrha: Or, tear them ip trying to get them own.

Jaune: Yeah… They recommend that I also get ask for a longer, and wider bed to accommodate the horns. Also get reinforced, bedsheets, benefits, towels, anything like that.

Ren: Make sense.

Jaune: Oil to help maintain the condition of your horns.

Nora: That’s a thing?

Jaune: They were very insistent on this. I guess I’ll learn when the time comes…

Ren: Noted.

Jaune: Also, if I have to, I should wear little caps on the end so I don’t tear anything in my sleep…

Nora: Naww~! You’d look adorable.

Jaune: …

Jaune: So, yeah I learned a lot of useful stuff from those guys. Mostly…

Pyrrha: What did the girls say?

Ren: What makes you…?

Nora: Shh! She’s about to get very angry, don’t get in the line of fire!

Jaune: They gave me several recommendations on how to properly handle a Faunas girl with… Haaa… Handlebars… Very descriptive recommendations…

Pyrrha: Grrrrrrr!!!!

Jaune: Faunas girls are…

Ren: Excited…?

Nora: Desperate?

Pyrrha: A bunch of hormonal whores?!!

Jaune: Haa… Yeah, pretty much…

Pyrrha: Stupid hormel faunas bitches…?!

Nora: Okay… That’s it… Let’s go do some training, Pyrrha. Work out that steam! Ya!

Pyrrha: Yeah~! Bet up some faunas whores, that sounds like fun~! Hehehe~!

Ren: …

Jaune: …

Ren: You heard everything she just said, didn’t you?

Jaune: It’s cute that she forgot I can hear her grumbling. But… What she says in her grumbling…

Ren: What are you going to do?

Jaune: Haa… I’ll level with you, Ren. I’m very interested in several girls, including, Pyrrha. But… I’m unsure what I want, or what they want. So, I don’t plan on doing anything, until I’m sure what I need… What I want…

Ren: So, I take it most of the girls asking for your kids is not a willing quality?

Jaune: Well… for most of them…

Ren: …

Jaune: Oh shut it… Besides, I’m not going to bed a bunch of random girls just to have some kids! I only did that once, and I had a good reason on why I did that!

Ren: You… did…?

Jaune: Yeah, my sister, and her wife wanted a kid so they asked me to… to… uh oh…

Ren: Uh oh? What’s, Uh oh?

Jaune: I need to call my sister! I’ll be at the CCT tower if you need me!

Ren: …

Ren: Probably a faunas thing…

Ren: …

Ren: Oh…! Oh… Uh oh indeed…

[simmi23]

any headcanons on your version of Renata (Mrs afton)??

RENATA AFTON HEADCANONS OF SIMMIVERSE AU! *Disclaimer* (I don't own Renata Afton because I didn't create her, this is just a alternative universe of her in my own version and the creator is Mobox87, but I have added many different arrangements to this character because I dont want to affiliate to the og creator. This is not copying, more like inspiration. )

• Renata was a young sweet vulnerable girl, in her earliest years. She mainly spent most of her time being the "perfect" daughter for her extremely rich parents. But it wasn't a toxic family, don't worry. There was love in her home but also stress.

• Coming from a rich family, Renata was treated well and normally during her childhood, with many friends and happiness, although she did get some people to hurt her cause they were jealous, Rena would be so compassionate and let that be. She even knew how to kick butt, but really, she was shy.

• Even though her life was good, it was not great. Her parents started to expect more from Rena as she grew older, like about her teen years. Rena always wanted to be a ballet dancer or a pianist, but her parents wanted her to be a doctor, with this, Rena studied to be the best in her nursing school and medical degrees.

• As a teen, Rena was a cheerleader at her school for some time,, but also a simple girl who met William, who she had feelings for; but was afraid to ask since he was graduating earlier than her. But they got along pretty well and soon got closer.

• Renata's father, (who's name is Lorenzo K Rennings) was a CEO of a grand business that succeeded well in their city, but after Renata's mother passed away when she was 18, her father decided to join a (mafia group) but that was a secret he kept from Rena even though she already knew. Rena kept her distance from her father since he disapproved of her husband (William Afton).

• Renata's ethnicity in this AU is most likely Hispanic American , but she grew up in Utah as a teenager when she was studying her career as a doctor.

• Renata and William both have a beautiful loving relationship, they both admire each others work and care a lot for one another. Renata even designed some of the uniforms of Fazbears for William, while he created Ballora for her. (But she is not Ballora.)

• Here is that, Renata had 4 children with William and they are ALL related to him, even Brandy is. This is because they never cheated on eachother. Renata and William both took great care of their children, but after Renata died, William just couldn't handle life.

• Renata died from tuberculosis , this was whenever Brandy was 4-5 years old, and before the deaths in Fazbears/Fredbears. Renata managed to survive her condition for the first 6 days but eventually in the hospital she passed away from losing too much blood.

• Even though Rena is not an animatronic or Ballora, shes still a ghost that lurks around the afton house and watches over her family through heaven and she also knows about what happend to them.

• When Renata found out (as a ghost) that William did horrible crimes and deeds, Rena was very upset and resentful she almost didn't forgive him, but after a long time, in reunion, Renata decided to be compassionate and loving, and eventually she still cares for him. But she doesn't forgive william. She has some trust issues with him in some ways but only when he is suspicious. She almost went with the "I'll forget you but I'll never forgive you." But she didnt, she still loves him and her family. Renata will forever always be the most beautiful, loving, strong in a way, sweet, caring, and heavenly member of the afton family. (She's the only one that didn't go to UCN hell like the rest).

That's it! I'm proud of this

[cyborgartalchemist2]

Just got back from the Kansas City Renaissance Festival this weekend for the first time... and I am so healed. It was so magical. Me and my friends dressed up as our DnD characters and we ran around trading trinkets and buying cute accessories and meeting mermen and fairies and we sword fought each other and we got to watch the jousts and the cheekiest rendition of Romeo and Juliet ever and... I've never had such a whimsical carefree time!

What makes this important is that my mother grew up in KC... claims to have attended and loved the ren fest.... but never once in the 10ish years I was dragged to that city to visit her family was I ever taken to this event as a child. We could have gone during that time (we were homeschooled there was no need to worry about missing school).

I grew up seeing my grandfather's dragons and knowing some of them came from the ren fest and wanting desperately to go there to find my own. I now have one only one from his collection because my aunt picked one she thought I wouldn't want and it was of course my favorite from his collection. I bought one this weekend for myself and it was a healing moment for me.

I grew up as a hobbit kid. I devoured fantasy books, I write urban fantasy now! But my mother could never put my need for that magic first just once. She was too desperate to win her abusive mother's love to even ask for her to pick a different time for our visits. Or to advocate for doing things like the ren fest... I've been to the KC zoo 8 times, the Agricultural Hall of Fame, and Union Station/Science City, and Worlds of Fun all multiple times... this was the first time I've been to the ren fest despite having been in KC more than once at the same time as the festival as a kid.

The anger.... the feeling of outrage for my inner child was rough... I wanted to scream at my dead grandmother for keeping me from the ren fest (she felt I was too bookish and nerdy and thought it would be encouraging what she didn't like in me). I wanted to call my mother and tell her it isn't fair she never took me knowing how much I love that. My city doesn't have a ren fair.... the closest one hasn't recovered since covid.... it's been 16 years since I went to one because the other closest one was permanently canceled just a couple years after the first time I went....

I know this is me rambling but I needed to get this shit out.

This weekend I healed a part of myself and it's only just now hitting me how upset I am that I had to do it myself. With friends. Very wonderful friends who helped me make charished memories... but... I'm crying over my lunch before a doctor's appointment over this shit so I figured I should write the feelings out.

[shirogane-oushirou]

edit: i decided this would drive me nuts, but i still want to keep it in case there's something worth salvaging in the future. ignore all of this ^_^

for some reason i'm interested the idea of poke!ren beginning our friendship with that like... unintentional infantilization a lot of people do with disabled people when they're trying not to be actively ableist? not because i enjoy that LMAO ABSOLUTELY NOT -- and my pokesona is prideful as hell and would DESPISE it -- but i think it would make sense.

[cw casual ableism, infantilism of disabled ppl. also, disclaimer: i'm basing some of this loosely on my own health issues so it may not 100% apply to all disabled people. just want to keep that straight LMAO.]

most many doctors are SUPREMELY ableist, but doc!ren went into his field SPECIFICALLY to help disabled people and so focused on how best to treat each individual person according to their personalities and disabilities. sure, poke!ren's also technically both a clinical doc and researcher, but if doc!ren is like 80% clinical 20% research, poke!ren is like 10% clinical 90% research.

so poke!ren... doesn't have that knowledge. he does mostly field work and some lab work, with the rare "what do you think about this specific medical case?" appointment. he's the kind of person who hates the more vocal brands of ableism, but is consistently overbearing with his treatment of disabled people in a way that's inadvertently exhausting to deal with because "what happens if i tell him this is also ableist? will he have a fit? will he get angry or upset? will he decide disabled people are too picky if i'm not the Perfect Disabled Little Meow Meow?" so you just end up suffering through it.

therefore, he goes full "paper skin, glass bones," with me, very, "oh i can get that for you! no don't stand up, i can do that. can i cook something for you? no no no, i mean, i know you COULD, but wouldn't it be /easier/ for me to make it for you? you might hurt yourself!". 🙄

we have an evening outing in another city. it gets dark, we're not at the point where we're comfortable staying at his place together, he offers to maybe help me find a hotel, and i say "nope i've got this!" and fly away home on a Fucking Lugia.

and then he has to sit with that and realize some things.

like the fact that he has no idea who the fuck i am beyond surface level. after all, i've been carrying a legendary bird around in my back pocket and he didn't know until now, months after we first met.

like the fact that i can take care of SOME things by myself with the right "tools" or pkmn. i SOMETIMES need help, but i don't ALWAYS need help, and if i DO need help i have the option to tell him myself.

like the fact that he simply saw me as Disabled. as though i didn't have a life before or outside of Disability. i was simply the pitiable, lonely, disabled vn nerd he talks about games with.

and then he has to relearn Me from square one, and it makes our relationship so much stronger. we're able to work on our perfect balance together and build the trust that HE won't take things over for ME when I'M capable of something, and that I will let HIM know when i need HIM to do something I can't do. he has to trust that i'll let him be more doting on the days when i'm having flare-ups, but simultaneously has to respect when there are things i still want to do myself even on those worst days.

.........idk. this is a lot of words to say "god i want to be taken care of, but in a way where the other person sees me as an adult with a personality and decision-making ability and a life that's deeply AFFECTED by disability in many ways but isn't JUST disability." yk?

tbch, after writing it all out, this maaaay end up as canon..... OR it might remain a theoretical offshoot depending on how comfy i am when the Mental Movies (tm) of us finding that trust come together. poke!ren's supposed to be like. PURE escapism, so something like this honestly might hit too close to home to feel good fdhfghfg. like at least he'd end up learning that balance, which is nice... but everything leading up to it? 😬 Maybe A Bit Too Painful....

(damn. verbose king over here, wrote all of this TWICE just to say "i might throw it out" lKNMADKJFNKJDNF)

[eternalworry]

Forgot to post this one lmao- WOOHOO RAVEN HAS A NEW HAIR COLOR 🥳🥳🥳

Also, I’m gonna write her backstory down here for the context for the emojis I chose for this and just because

ALSO WHOEVER ASKED FOR NIKOS BACKSTORY ITS STILL A WORK IN PROGRESS BECAUSE I GENUINELY DIDNT THINK ABOUT SHIT FOR HIM UNTIL YOU ASKED ME ABT IT

Raven’s backstory:

Growing up, Raven had a terrible relationship with her mother. Her mom had wanted just one boy but ended up with a boy and a girl after an accidental pregnancy. Ravens older brother (Zeke) was and still is very protective over Raven considering the way their mother treated her thought her life + other traumas I’ll get to. (And cause he’s a good brother and loves his sister)

Zeke had amazing grades throughout school and their mom was SUPER proud of him, Raven had (slightly)better grades and her mom didn’t give a shit. She made Raven do crap around the house all the time and spoiled Zeke like there was no tomorrow. Zeke ended up going to a community college because he wanted to pursue his dream of making a band.

Raven wanted to prove herself to her mom SO badly and she got into medical school and honestly did a great job. BUT GUESS WHAT. Her mom wasn’t impressed and still hated her and ignored and degraded for not “doing good enough” Raven was just about ready to give up and go no contact with her mom and brother (even though she had a great relationship with him, she just couldn’t handle being around her past at that point) so she decided she would continue her career path and keep heading towards being a doctor.

One day her mom showed up and told her she had made an agreement to get Raven into an arranged marriage and got her out of medical school to be with this super rich guy named Vinny. Raven was obviously SUPER RELUCTANT and hated everything and blah blah blah

While she was in a relationship with Vinny, she ended up loving him dearly and was very happy with the way things turned out because Vinny loved her too and they were very happy WOOHOO!!!

Eventually, Vinny came home one day and Raven asked him what was wrong because he looked upset.

He said he was sorry and pulled out a knife and knocked her down and attempted to stab her left eye, she luckily covered her eye with her hand but the knife went through her hand, and still into her eye, the damage was less, but obviously with the pictures I’ve drawn with her eye missing, it was roll pretty fucking bad lmao

Anyways

He pulled the knife out and attempted to stab her again in which she kicked him in the chest and tried to get off the floor to run away, but he pinned her down again and stabbed her other hand into the floor and held her down so she couldn’t get away. He was sobbing by that point (so was she) and at that tiny moment he was seriously regretting everything and paused, allowing Raven to yank her hand off the ground with the knife still stuck in it and stuck the knife in his shoulder(WITH HER HAND IN IT) and to that he jumped back in pain and went to grab his bleeding shoulder, and Raven used her other arm which was no longer pinned down by Vinny and she pulled the knife out of his shoulder and her hand and stabbed him in the stomach 6 times before she started breaking down and threw the knife across the room and slowly got up to leave her house, leaving him there, still alive, to bleed out. She couldn’t bare to kill him.

Turns out Vinny was the mafia boss’s second in command and was ordered to murder her.

AND THEN SHE WENT TO THE HOSPITAL AND RECOVERED AND GOT AN APARTMENT IN A KINDA SHITTY AREA AWAY FROM WHERE SHE LIVED BEFORE AND GOT A JOB AS A BARTENDER AT A SHADY BAR CALLED THE VENUS FLY TRAP THAT NIKO IS THE MANAGER AND FOUNDER OF AND MADE FRIENDS WITH FELIX WHO WAS WORKING YHERE AND SWITCHED SHIFTS TO RAVENS SHIFT SO THEY COULD MEET FOR PLOT DEVELOPMENT AND THEN SHE BECAME WITH REN AND HIS EX AND THEN REN BROKE UP WITH HIS EX AND RAVEN LET HIM LIVE WITH HER CAUSE REN IS A CRIMINAL AND HE NEEDED A PLACE TO STAY AND THEN REN MEETS FELIX FINALLY AND THEYRE IN LOVEEEEE AND THEN AURORA COMES WOOHOOOOOOOOOO

Yeah idk man my friend is the actual creator of Raven i didn’t write this super well but it’s fineeeeee because it got the point across YAYYYY

[spiderdramaqueen]

i’ve been thinking about this for some time now, but after watching mumbo’s new episode i just can’t hold this thought in anymore. so. hear me out.

what if ren doesn’t feel any guilt about what he did as a king of the hermitcraft?

[DISCLAIMER: 1) in this essay i talk about rendog’s character/minecraft persona, NOT ABOUT CONTENT CREATOR;

2) i’m not trying to make ren look evil or to make anyone think he has any ill intentions towards other hermits. i just found the thought about ren not feeling guilty interesting and decided to dwell on it for a little bit just for fun.]

back to the topic.

yeah, we can all agree, that it seems kinda out of character, at the first sight. after all, ren is a kind soul, always ready to help his friends out and all that jazz. but i think there’s much more to it.

firstly, let’s go back to rentheking dethronement. episode 20 of ren’s season 9. when hermits find out their diamonds are nowhere to be found, ren just... changes the subject. he doesn’t try to explain everything or fix it, no. he just goes on about how he will banish himself to the cage of shame, and then quickly leaves the scene.

later on, he indeed spends some time in said cage and seems to regret his actions.

hermits forgive him pretty quickly tho. and there probably wouldn’t be a need to doubt ren’s sincerity, unless...

let’s move forward to hermitcraft/empires crossover. episode 21. after going through the rift, ren is awake in the grave, where’s “the kings of old” are supposed to lie. upon hearing about that from pixl, ren says: “i’m not a king anymore, they took it away from me”.

even tho ren didn’t confront pixl directly, it seems pretty obvious that ren is upset and salty about the fact that he was dug out of the grave by pixl. he expresses his annoyance about it many times to viewers and other emperors. he even sells his giblets to emperors just to piss pixl off, because ren knows he would want to collect them all.

“thou he is a gentleman and a scholar, i think doctor pixlriffs needs to pay an annoying price for exhuming us a few weeks back. don’t you guys agree? i mean, seriously, it was so peaceful and quiet in that tomb before he rudely awakened us from the dead”, - rendog in ep 23

“he [pixlriffs] awakaned me from a deathly slumber; i was fast-asleep in a tomb, having a lovely time in the afterlife, he ripped me asunder from my slumber” - ren to shubble in ep 24

why are you upset about being dug out of the king’s grave, ren? is it because when you lie in the grave that is supposed to be the last resting place for the kings of old, at least you’re still considered to be a monarch? do you miss your kingship that much that you would prefer to be a dead king rather than alive peasant?

well, you can say, this proves nothing. yeah, he might be missing his time as a king, what’s about that?

let’s talk about ren’s reaction to other hermits bringing up his past deeds.

when keralis brings up missing diamonds in ep 26 and blames king, ren immediatly denies his responsibility. when keralis presses, he is quick to accept his guilt and turn the whole conversation into a joke. what could cause such reaction? one could say, that maybe he feels so much shame, that it’s hard for him to even listen about what he’s done, but what if he just can’t accept his defeat? what if he thinks he’s in the right?

let’s hear out what ren has to say about his kingship.

“i was just telling sausage, pixl, that a great and wonderous king used to live here, before he was dishonorably removed”, - ren to sausage and pixl in mythicalsausage’s empires s2ep33

and, finally, the dialogue between mumbo and ren in mumbo’s ep 7:

mumbo: i mean, are you happy with what you did as king? it sounds like... you weren’t the best king

ren: i was a great king to start with, i sorted out hermitcraft economy, and then, mumbo, they partied in my private area and that just changed everything.

all things considered, i don’t believe ren feels any kind of remorse about his time as a king. he calls his king self a great king. he blames hermits for his downfall and spiral of madness. he thinks his dethronement was unfair.

he misses his kingship.

...or maybe he’s just being dramatic and i hyperfixate and think too much

[srorgana1]

Into The Reverb (Kylo Ren/Reader)

Chapter Thirty Five

You look down at your phone’s calendar, rubbing your brow. The next week’s schedule looks atrocious. Two of your bands have final reviews, on top of your normal meetings. You text Chewie and one of the band’s managers, confirming your meeting tomorrow. There was a slight issue with their release party plans and it was your responsibility to fix it.

You found you enjoyed this part more than you thought. The problem solving and organizing. It soothes that little part of your brain which craves law and order. Trax’s release party last week was the first one you planned all by yourself. You didn’t go of course, but Rae and Chewie said it went off without a hitch. You were proud of your progress and were feeling more and more confident in your role at D’Kar.

Your phone pings. It’s Rae seeing if you wanted to order lunch and if you are still up to hang out later at Cassian’s. Since your little heart to heart, you have become quite close. You two were a lot alike. LA transplants who had a deep love of music and jumped at the chance to prove yourselves. Rae hid a lot of her self-consciousness behind her vivacious personality but now you knew her better, you saw the cracks.

You accompanied her to her first appointment, which confirmed she was pregnant. You gave her space when the doctor went over options with her, deciding it was a good time to check in with Kylo. Kylo, sweet and caring as ever, took your random phone call and stayed on the phone with you until she was done. You fought with yourself when would be the right time to tell him about Rae, but you decided you will let Rae lead you on that once she decided her course of action.

The biggest surprise was how close the two of you got to Cassian. He was a constant fixture at D’Kar now, representing the Knight’s interests as well as other clients. He would check in frequently making sure you were doing okay and became a pseudo big brother you never knew you needed.

You remember the night you had called him asking him to come over. You were upset and emotional and missed Kylo more than normal. He held your hand and let you cry and vent. He told you about his own struggles with the same thing when Hux is on the road. It really helped to know even long-term relationships struggle with long distance.

You respond with a thumbs up to her as you get back to your schedule. You sigh, accepting there’s no way around the massive clusterfuck and you will just have to deal. You text Dr. Morgan, asking to see if your appointment could be virtual this week. Your phone pings a couple times. You smile as Tiktok and Instagram notifications pop up from the Knights’ accounts as well as a text from Kylo. You smile and giggle at his text. I fucking hate doing these. You click on the notification, giddy to see what he’s talking about.

“Hey everyone, this is Kylo from KOR. I want to thank you all for coming out and supporting us during this tour. We really appreciate it. We just rolled into Tulsa and we look forward to seeing you all tonight” he says to the camera. He smiles tightly and does a quick wave as the video ends with their band insignia. He looked so good. His amber eyes looked golden in the sunlight while his luscious dark locks fluttered around his face. It looked longer to you. Your fingers twitched, wanting to feel those soft strands.

The show photos from the Rochester show were saved in an encrypted file on your phone along with your boudoir shots. Your mouth had gone dry at the pictures of Kylo post show, shirtless and sweaty. But what made you legit moan was that his hair was pulled up, his ears and neck exposed. You were instantly wet and wanted to taste the sweat off those intricate tattooed lines.

The file was slowly increasing since that night. He would send you pictures and videos and you returned the favor. His favorite seemed to be shower pictures or videos of you begging for him while you pleasured yourself with the vibrator and dildo he shipped to you. Yours were the ones focused on him stroking his massive cock slowly, telling you all the dirty things he wanted to do to you in that low raspy baritone voice. It got you off every time.

Your phone buzzes as you finish watching the behind-the-scenes TikTok video. It was filmed on their tour bus. You smile at Vic smiling and yelling something at the camera with a banana in his hand. They guys are spread out along the benches, and flashes to each band member in an erratic fashion. The video ends with a close up of Kylo fiddling with his guitar.

He looks up and puts his large hand up, making the screen go dark as the video ends. You shake your head as you text him back. What? I loved them. I like seeing my big sexy rock star wooing his fans ;) Pushing send, you pick up your items and head to your next meeting.

You are looking forward to your night tonight. It’s become routine for the three of you to order whatever and watch the show online. Afterwards, you would laugh like fools at the comments people would post. Their snarky comments always made you feel more comfortable with the situation that Kylo is an internet sex symbol.

Rae’s particular favorite were when there would be the gossip threads about who Kylo was with. You were mentioned a couple times, but it would quickly move on to different celebrities and online influencers. More than once, a picture of him and a woman in a red dress from the release party would pop up, stirring up the thirsty beehive. “Oh please” Cassian would say “he literally pushed that bitch off him and walked away at the party. These people are so stupid.” You smiled, thankful Kylo had at least a little wherewithal to remove himself from that situation at the party.

He is obviously a very attractive man and it made sense why people would comment on videos and photos of him. But each time you got uncomfortable, they would remind you that you were who he reached out to for pleasure and comfort, not them. As he said before, you were it for him and no matter what you read on the internet would change that.

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“That sounds good Noah” Kylo says, taking a hit from the vape pen, drawing in a short but deep breath. He lets go and holds his breath for a couple seconds before releasing tendrils of smoke out of his plush mouth. He looks down at his tablet. Noah is visible on the screen, writing something down as he shifts his guitar. “I feel like we can work with this,” he says, smiling.

Kylo smirks back as he puts his acoustic back on his lap. He has been on a writing binge for the last few nights, barely sleeping. He doesn’t know where these bouts of inspiration come from but he is thankful for them every time. He knows so many artists who struggle to write, even selling out to have a songwriter to do it for them. He would rather die than do that.

His fingers instinctively tap out a rhythm on the body of the guitar. He can hear Noah humming to himself through the speakers as he picks out a random melody. He missed these random jam sessions. He hits the pen again, expanding the notebook tab. “I think this should be the bridges, it’s what came to me first and wrote around it” he says, highlighting the lyrics.

“It’s strong man. It’ll be really powerful” Noah responds, “but I feel it needs to be sung in a true top melodic tone, then have the heaviness in the instruments.” Kylo nods in agreement as he gazed outside into the darkness. He loved watching the world roll by under the cover of the night sky as Poe drove them forward. “Ky, you cool to start here” Noah says, pulling his attention back. They continued to work on the song, their styles swirling together to make something unique and special.

Noah finally logs off around three in the morning. Kylo understands, tour life is exhausting. Rogue had just finished a two night concert in Vegas and had a couple days off to recoup. Noah had reached out to check in and see if he could run some collab ideas past him. Kylo jumped at the chance, looking forward to a new project. He hasn’t done one since before they left First Order and this time, he won’t have old man Snoke nik-picking the shit out of it.

Ideas swirl in his head as he gets up to grab a snack. The marijuana is hitting him now, making him feel like he’s floating. He didn’t indulge often, not as much as his band mates do, but he didn’t oppose it. He felt like it helped sometimes, especially when he couldn’t sleep or his brain was too loud with negative thoughts.

He invested in his own vape pen when they were in Michigan when Cardo begged them to go to one of the dispensaries, citing he was low on supplies. Upon talking with the guy behind the counter, he learned about the different strains and hybrids. How some are bred for relaxation and creativity and how the THC works with the chemicals in the brain. It was fascinating.

He opens the pantry, smiling at the variety of snacks. Perfect. Stomach growling, he grabs one of Usher’s Café Boyardee Mini Ravioli cups and pops it into the microwave. Gathering his other ingredients, he hears the microwave beep. He grabs the bowl and sits back down, opening up the Triscuit box and uncapping a can of spray cheese. He smiles at himself as he builds his little snack. Triscuit cracker, a mini ravioli and a squirt of cheese. He places one in his mouth, savoring the nostalgic flavor.

Building another, he thinks back. The tour so far has been a resounding success. Their sales are up and most of the remaining tour dates are sold out. It makes him happy to know people enjoyed their music and spent their hard earned money to see them live. It was a dream a lot of people had and only a few got to truly experience. He considered himself lucky.

He smiled looking at your good night text. He feels the routine you and him have set is working, staving off the loneliness. But even so, he was still reeling internally from yesterday’s conversation.

It started off normal, exchanging updates of the day and I love you’s. He loves his nightly conversations with you. It was his tether to the earth through all this. It showed him, even though he lived and breathed the rock star lifestyle right now, in the end he was just a man in love with his woman.

But then you told him about Rae and her pregnancy. He immediately felt guilty for his annoyance with her, for he really didn’t know her as well as he does now since becoming one of your close friends. She is just looking for what they all were looking for: love and acceptance and unfortunately got lost in the wrong person.

His anger at Kurak continues at a low simmer. The son of a bitch has fucked at least seven girls since this tour started. He literally kicked one off the bus before they left Lexington last night. He’s pulling this bullshit while there is a girl at home dealing with this alone.

He sighed, licking the spray cheese off his fingers. He promised you he wouldn’t confront Kurak about it. You stressed to him that it’s their thing to work out without outside interference. That it’s not your or his place to dictate the ending. He knew you were right. You only knew because Rae trusted you. He didn’t want to break that trust just because he was angry at his vapid bandmate.

He blew out a breath as he hears footsteps and whispers. He looks over to see Vic and Damien whispering to each other in the darkness. While most of his mates kept most of their escapades to their bi-weekly hotel stays, Vic has been reckless in this new fling. Damien has snuck onto the tour bus multiple times, surprising everyone with his presence in the morning. He really was a good guy. He seemed more mature then his age and seemed to understand what he was getting into with Vic.

He can feel the bus slowing down, turning off the freeway either for gas or a break for Poe. Standing up, he picks up the empty bowl and trashes it. Grabbing the box and can, he heads to the kitchenette. He only makes it halfway there before Damien addresses him.

“Oh, hey Kylo” he says awkwardly, shifting away from Vic. Looking over, he can see the hurt in Vic’s eyes. “Hey guys” Kylo responds, hoping his tone calms both men down. Grabbing a water, he nods and silently heads back to the bunks.

Brushing his teeth, he wondered if Vic was upset because of tomorrow. Tomorrow Damien’s band is starting on a separate tour, opening for The Meg. It is a great opportunity for them to tour with both bands, expanding their already increasing fan base. He feels their sound will compliment the other bands on that tour. Maybe they are having issues related to that, he wonders.

Laying down, he wraps himself in your blanket. Your scent has long faded but it still comforts him. He can hear his bunkmates snoring through the curtains. He shifts on his side and pulls up his Spotify, picking a Sleep ambient playlist. He sets his alarm and puts his phone on the charger, having it face him. He pushes play on his ear buds. As the soft ocean sounds float, he looks at your picture, his heart and soul missing yours.

[adminbryantsaki]

Welcome to the Multiverse Part 2

I Do not own the Marvel Cinematic Universe or anything related to the series. It belongs to the Walt Disney Company. I own the Four sisters though. If this isn’t your cup of tea, blend of spices, or brew of coffee, move on. Reader discretion is advised.)

TW: MCU Spoilers, OCs, destruction, war,

WC: 1,849

Within the walls of a very secure vault under a house, the six Infinity Stones glowed in the darkness within separate cases. All of the sudden BOOM, and a wall fell through, a tall, slender woman stepped over the rubble and into the vault where she grinned at the sight of the glowing Stones. The light of the Time and Mind Stones illuminated her face to reveal an angular face with high cheekbones, thin lips, and beady black eyes that seemed to radiate absolute greed when she saw the Stones.

“Those foolish sisters left all the Stones open for the taking. Guess I’ll just keep them safe for those sisters. They are such a thorn in my side. I’m glad that they up and disappeared with no trace. Stupid of them to leave the stones here though.” Lamina spoke.

One sunny afternoon, just after training with Doctor Strange, Ren and Azar received a letter

From their home universe informing them that their Infinity Stones had been stolen by their arch nemesis, Lamina, and was currently wrecking havoc on their home world. Azar later showed this letter to her sisters after summoning them from the other sanctums and they decided to go back home, so they could save their universe.  Ren was upset about this as she worked hard to help make a better universe for her sisters, but she stormed off to her room and began to pack. Terra went after her and leaned against the doorway. “You know why we must go back. Lamina will tear our world apart piece by piece with those Stones.” Terra spoke as Ren walked past her and out the door. “I know, that’s why we’re going back. We must stop her and get the Stones away from her and locked up again so we can come back and keep learning the Mystic Arts.” Ren spoke and carried her bag down to the main lobby where Dr. Strange was talking with Azar and Zephyria when he looked up to Ren and gestured for her to come over. “I have told your sisters this and I’ll tell you now. The four of you have done so well in your training that you are ready to move on. Go back home and save your world. If you wish to visit this world, then you may do so, but leave your Stones in your universe.” He spoke. Ren was shocked, thinking they still had years of training to do. But the sorcerer in front of her was right. She and her sisters needed to go home and stop Lamina. Ren nodded and turned to the wall, where she assisted Terra in opening a portal back to their home, back in their house. Once the portal was open, Azar and Zephyria went through first before Ren and Terra followed and Ren closed the portal, cutting off their connection to the World of Heroes.

Ren took a deep breath and turned to the dark grey walls of their home and the empty pedestals where their six Infinity Stones once stood. The pedestals had been smashed to bits and there was a hole in one of the walls just past the pedestals that looked over the crowded city that seemed to be burning below.

“We’re too late.” Zephyria spoke as she saw the destruction that had been wrecked on the city. “No, look up, Lamina is there with the Stones. She’s using them to cause all this destruction.” Azar spoke and pointed to a figure levitating in the sky above the city. “If we can do anything, we need to use our skills in the Mystic Arts that we have learned these past few weeks. We need to bind her down and take the Stones back, and always keep them on our bodies, Incursions be damned.” Ren spoke and put her necklace on that had two empty places where the Time and Soul Stones would be. Azar had a pair of gauntlets that would hold the Reality and Space Stones, Terra had a headband that held the Mind Stone, and Zephyria had a bracelet that held the Power Stone. All the slots for the Stones were empty, but the sisters gathered their courage and followed Ren who charged out of their home and created a glowing shield to help her float in the air and sped quickly to where Lamina was causing destruction all over their home. “LAMINA! STOP THIS NOW AND HAND THE STONES OVER TO US! THEY DO NOT BELONG TO YOU!” Ren bellowed. Lamina paused what she was doing and turned around to face Ren who was seething with every fiber in her being. Lamina was a tall and slender woman who looked like she had one too many plastic surgery operations to try and achieve the ultimate vision of beauty. She didn’t achieve that at all. She looked like a skeleton with flesh wrapped around the bones and a metal armor that was skin tight and showed every part of her bony body. Across her chest was the Infinity Stones in this order: Reality, Soul, Mind, Time, Space, and Power. Her face had twisted into a frown at the sight of the young women in front of her. “Took you long enough to realize that your world is in danger. Where did the four of you go anyways?” Lamina asked. “None of your business. Just hand the Stones over and we will leave you alone.” Ren spoke. “Now why would I do that when I’m only just beginning to have fun?” She asked as she plucked out the Reality Stone and spun it around in her gloved fingers. Azar’s eyes widened and lunged forward at Lamina, trying to get the stone away from the villain. Lamina caught her and pulled her hand away, chuckling at Azar at her failed attempt to get the Stone away from her. “You all should know by now that I’m not going to give these beauties up so easily. I plan to wipe this world clean and remake it to be more beautiful, and no longer such an ugly, grey world that it is now.” She spoke.

Yes, their world did look grey and lifeless. But it wasn’t ugly. There were things of beauty to be seen within the small cracks of the city. Clearly Lamina was blind to these other forms of beauty as she was too focused on her own self-image to even notice them. “You’re wrong.” Zephyria spoke quietly that only her sisters could hear and Lamina caught a whisper of her voice. “What did you say?” Lamina hissed, lunging at the girl, and pulling her up by her hair. “You’re wrong. Our world isn’t ugly and lifeless. You only think that because you took too much time on your own self worth and never thought to look at beauty in the small things. You only focused on the grand picture and how your ideals would fit into it. When you didn’t fit in, you went to more drastic measures, altering your body until you look horrendous and like a skeleton fit into a skin suit without the organs, muscles, and fat, and even planned so that when my sisters and I left to learn how to defeat you once and for all is when you chose to strike. Taking what isn’t yours to try and unnecessarily change the world into what you think is ‘right’ and ‘beautiful’. You shouldn’t do that, but I can’t change your mind, and I’m sorry for you.” Zephyria spoke and smiled as someone approached with the cops. “Lamina! Give up! You are surrounded with no escape. Turn the Stones back to their rightful owners and come with us peacefully!” The chief of police called through a loudspeaker at the villain who glared down at them before looking back to Zephyria who had a smirk plastered on her face. “If you decide to not give up the Stones and turn yourself over to the police, you’ll only make yourself look uglier.” She told her. Lamina snarled in defeat and floated down to the ground, pushing Zephyria away from her and into the arms of Terra who felt safer on the ground during this fight an held her wrists out to the police. “Alright, you have me.” She spoke in defeat. “You must hand the Infinity Stones over first. We cannot trust you to not use them against us.” The chief spoke. Lamina hesitantly turned to where Ren and Azar were landing next to Terra and Zephyria she plucked each of the remaining Stones and floated them over to the sisters who took their respective stones back into their jewelry.

Once the sisters had the Stones back, a cop took Lamina under custody. Everything seemed to be going easy, almost too easy. Lamina had been taken away in the police car and the sisters were heading back into their house to begin cleaning up and helping with fixing whatever other destruction that had been caused due to Lamina’s control over the Stones. They had put the Stones back on their pedestals for now as they contributed to the cleaning up and repairing of their city. But once those operations were over, Ren wanted to go back to Dr. Strange and ask if they could still train under him as she knew that they hadn’t trained for long enough when the threat had risen-up in their world.

Ren went to the same wall where she would open and close portals to other dimensions and opened one to the New York Sanctum in Earth-616 where she found Dr. Strange sitting down across from his fireplace with a cup of tea and a good book. She stepped through the portal and approached Dr. Strange. “If you are here to ask about furthering your training, its not needed. As I told you and your sisters before you left to save your planet, which you did an excellent job. But you finished your training. There is no need for any of you to come back.” He spoke. Ren felt hurt and crestfallen. She turned to go back through the still-open portal and go home. But she was stopped by Dr. Strange who stood up and put a hand on her shoulder. “But, I had a talk with Wong and the other Sanctum Leaders. We decided that the four of you should help us by gathering information on Kang the Conqueror and any other threats to our universe that seen like an issue to us so we will be ready for anything.” Dr. Strange spoke. Ren lit up and thanked him before running back through the portal to home to tell her sisters the good news.

The End.

[apuzzledprince]

[Image ID: A photo of the artist at the Renaissance Festival. He is wearing a red plague doctor coat that covers most of his skin and compression gloves that don't cover the tips of his fingers. On his head he has black and red cat ears and a plague doctor mask over a regular black paper mask. He is pale and white and has short brown hair. ./End ID]

almost walked into a guy while going into a shop and he stopped and said "oh!" then looked at my cat ears and then my mask and said "that's hot" before leaving. was it surprising? yes, it was the first time i had gone without my parents (tho, i usually separated from them lol) and the first time id gotten a comment like that lmao. was i upset? not really, i thought it was kinda funny (Sunny was upset though). god i love the ren fair [honest]

[animatedinugami]

Art by Nox on Facebook

Name: Yamatori Ren

Aliases/Nicknames: Aka, The Dancing Wind

Age: Part I (21) Part II (23) Blank Period (24-37) Boruto (38)

Sex: Female

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Straight

Kekkei Genaki: N/A

Chakra Natures: Wind, Water, Yin

Nationality: Land of Water

Rank: ANBU

Appearance: Tall, long black hair tied into a bun or ponytail, and black eyes. Wears a gray, knee length kimono with long sleeves and thigh high black sandals. Under her kimono is a mix of black mesh and wraps. When in civilian garb, Ren carries a large fan with 4 purple cloud designs on it. When in Hunter-nin uniform, she has two small hand fans on her thighs.

Family: Ren’s father Saishū is a doctor, and her mother Tori is an interrogator. Ren had an older sister Ro who was killed during the Third Great Ninja War. The family is very close when behind closed doors, but understand how secretive each member must be due to their duties.

Occupation: Hunter-nin, ANBU Commander

Relationships: Ren is still friends with her old teammates, and she has a love hate relationship with Hidan and Kakuzu because she is constantly getting in the way of their bounty hunting, but gives Hidan a very good fight in the process. In truth, Ren's relationship with Hidan and Kakuzu are borderline treason, but she gets the job done so no one really looks that closely.

Personality: For a while, Ren presented herself as cold and serious, and that tends to be the case when speaking with those of high rank and outsiders. Her family and students, however, get to see the more laid back, joke cracking side of Ren. She has become quietly prideful of her abilities and will play with her food if she's able to. The longer the opponent fights, the more intel to get, after all.

Ren was born seven years before the start of the Naruto series to Yamatori Saishū and Tori. Her older sister Ro trained her to be a lethal ninja in order to survive Kirigakure’s graduation system. However, that became unnecessary when the process was retired thanks to the actions of Zabuza. Ren was too young to be involved in the Third Great Ninja War, but her sister lost her life in the fighting. Unknown to her at the time, her older sister had been Aka in the Genshoku Program. With her death, Ren was chosen to be the sucessor and was placed into the program.

Ren graduated from the academy and was put into Dōkutsu Kita’s, a skilled Genjustu user, team with Yuki Bachi, a staunchly loyal shinobi to Kirigakure and future head of the Hunter-nin, and Tone Asari, a generally stable shinobi who became a powerful and diverse beast summoner. The group had a rough start together but after finding themselves dealing with B and even A ranked missions, quickly became Chūnin. Ren had made it to the final match in the Third Exam, but was defeated by Uzumaki Taro from the Land of Rice Paddies. The group somehow stayed together after many years, with all three being part of the Genshoku Program.

While on several missions, Ren was forced to battle with Hidan and Kazuku. She could never defeat them permanently and they could never get close enough to take her down. So, Hidan, Kakazu, and Ren came to a truce. If they were hunting the same target, Hidan and Kakuzu would retrieve the bounty first and, once the money was counted, Ren would steal it back. It was a dangerous game, but they managed to hit the jackpot each time.She was upset at hearing that the two had been killed, and even more so that Kakazu was revived during the Fourth Great Shinobi War. Ren fought against the white Zetsu instead of fighting her old “friend”. After the war, she continued to be a Hunter-nin, only stepping back when her village needed another teacher for genin squads. So far, she's trained four of them, all slotted to join the Genshoku Program should they need to. After her fourth team became Chunin, Ren became the Anbu Commander under Chojuro.

Abilities: Ren has a wind chakra nature, making her an ideal fan user. With her large fan, she uses brash attacks that cover large distances. These are meant to cause as much damage as possible, whether to her enemies or to the surrounding landscape. With her small fans, she focuses on quick and precise attacks, only used while on Hunter-nin missions in order to bring down her targets as quickly and silently as possible. Ren can also create vacuums with her attacks, drawning all the air out of the spaces around her for her jutsus. This has allowed her to have an almost impenetrable shield against all Wind and Ice style attacks, with her vacuum removing the Wind Nature. Wind disappears and Ice is turned into harmless water.

She can summon peregrine falcons, either as scouts or messengers.

As a shinobi of Kirigakure and the Land of Water, Ren has trained in Water style, becoming quite proficient. This has allowed her to create a psuedo Ice Style, but could only do so with her fans. Upon training to learn Yang Release, she was finally able to produce Ice Release without aid.

Ren is well rounded enough as a member of the Anbu, but her Genjutsu abilities are exceeded by her Taijutsu, and her Ninjutsu is her strongest skill. Stealth, information gathering, tracking, and other such skills are at her forefront. Caught in a fight, she is much better at range than up close.

[johannesgrunenberg]

&&. announcing his royal highness, ( johannes von grünenberg ), the ( 31) year old ( prince ) of ( switzerland ). he is often confused with ( jannis niewöhner ). some say that he is (fatalistic, aimless), but he is actually ( steadfast, magnanimous ).

{ what a lonely way to lie - a tragic tracklist for a wanderer }

All I Need - Daniel Blake || Hymn for the Weekend - Coldplay || How Do You Feel? - The Maine || After You’ve Gone - Judy Garland || Taker - K.I.D || Aristocrats - Raleigh Ritchie || Treacherous Doctor - Wallows || Teenage Dirtbag - Wheatus || Fragile State of Mind - The 1975 || Feelings - Lennon Stella || Hit My Line - Logic || India - Alexandra Stan (ft. Kent Archie) || Box in a Heart - The Maine & renforshort || 

Name: Johannes Fredrick Elias Von Grunenberg

Birthday: Thursday, June 27, 1991

Age: 31

Astro Sign: Cancer 

Station: Prince of Swizterland, Duke of Bern

Marital Status: Married

Fun facts: (TW: Depression, OCD)  

Hans has a diagnosis of clinical depression and OCD. This doesn’t define his life but it definitely throws a kink in his ability to cope with the loss of his father and his exile. He is currently in online therapy. He prefers it this way because he finds talking to someone that close (in the same room) would be too intimate an act.

Hans is a jokester within his family who uses humor as a way to mask his sorrows. He is very kind and loving but has since closed himself off to the world.

If he doesn’t know you, he is very standoffish and often very aloof. Painfully quiet when he is upset or unsure of a situation.

The best way to keep his mind busy is to be physical. He likes to work out in the gym, go skiing, and spar with Klaus for funsies.

Hans can speak five languages fluently: French, German, English, Italian, and Japanese. He went through an anime phase back in Uni and picked it up as a side hobby. He knows a few others but not in the sense of speaking comfortably for long periods of time.

Hans and Ren are very much like irish twins (born so close in age) the two basically bonded like twins. Ren is the only sibling who Hans feels like he can pour all of his feelings into without being a burden. The only secret he has ever kept from Ren was the subject of his exile.

During his exile in Paris, Hans had thoughts of following in his uncle’s footsteps as a disruptor and potentially lay claim to the throne but that withered with time.

One of the better memories from Paris, Hans was able to be an adjunct professor in one of the smaller educational institutions and he loved every second of it.

Hans attended Oxford but isn’t as forthcoming in flaunting the fact that he followed in Max’s footsteps. 

Hans is riddled in tattoos, all in places that you can’t see unless he shows you. He considered getting a neck tattoo but knew it would send his mother into an early grave. 

Biography

Johannes “Hans” Von Grunenberg can be called many things: Prince of Switzerland, duke of bern, black sheep; more notably: second born and first scorned. Born under the luminescent glow of a  penumbral lunar eclipse, he has been steeped in the inky darkness of the unknown before the light trickled back along the rolling horizon in Geneva. Johannes, the second born son, sat as a failsafe and a replacement if anything were to go awry with the rearing of the next heir to the Swiss throne. His father never stated that precedent but the world had always brandished Hans position as such; his uncle only played on this notion throughout his childhood. Hans didn’t mind much that he was predestined to follow the tails of Max’s coat because he simply wished to be included in the grand adventure played out in the deep reds and gold. For the most part, Max had been the best big brother one could be before the walls came crashing in. Their father’s death marked a shift in the family dynamic that never quite set correctly; a broken bond riddled with weakness and doubt.

Hans’s sense of camaraderie had been turned on him with Max’s departure. Both young men needed to reflect the values of their country with the crown shaping their futures. Hans comfortably skated on following the framework laid out by Max. Whatever he did, Hans strived to do better.  The fires of competition fanned for the greater part of their adolescents and into young adulthood. There was no reaching Max on an emotional level but he obtained some form of reaction by vexing the young man. Unbeknownst to him, at the time, this need to one up Max came from the belly of their uncle who wished to obtain power through him. The voyeurism and greed set Hans on a course that would alter the very fabric of his being and the relationship between brothers. His unlikely kinship with their uncle and the overcasting doubt of a secret discovered but never professed forced Hans into exile on Max’s order. Despite their unspoken competition, Hans faithfully hung off his brother’s word and would never stray from his loyalty. If he played his cards right, maybe just maybe, Max would join hands with him once more and they’d be brothers instead of rivals.

Hans excelled in school. It had been the only place he ever felt seen. His brilliance came from the vast words written by dead poets and scholars who came before him. Much to no one’s surprise, he followed Max’s footsteps in attending Oxford and obtained his Juris Doctor in Law. Hans knew he would never see inside of a courtroom in his lifetime, the limits of being a prince, but he loved the order of law. He desired being able to teach it to University students looking to make a change in the world. He felt the most at home behind the field of browning pages. He could escape himself in there and be whomever he wished to be.

Unfortunately, that was a latent dream smothered out under the guise of a “greater” Switzerland. An unrivaled ascension to power that couldn’t be tainted by Hans presence in the country. Taking his leave, Hans found himself in the pleated folds of silk and tulle in the heart of the Parisian experience. Paris opened a new world to a woeful man and garnered love that always seemed out of reach from his mother and older brother. Hans became a bit of a recluse diving into his only safe space, academia, while flirting with danger. Manon marked the start and end of an emotional expansion within the stoic young man. He loved her with every inch of him, despite the holes in his fortitude, only to be denied the same love back. Manon broke him into frayed pieces and cemented that sense of listlessness. He couldn’t even keep it together in a new city with people who didn’t know him as a younger man. Hans left Paris to return to Geneva. He resigned himself to the whims of the crown, waiting for the next string of directives while keeping an eye on the younger ones. The spaces where Max couldn’t connect, Hans happily filled the void. He fielded every issue, woe, and growing pain each one had experienced with a smile. He was the brother that one would call from a jail cell to discreetly bail them out; big brother was a job he took very seriously.

Acting dutifully, Hans made the decision to marry. He grew tired of the mindless matchmaking and conversations about when he would be next to follow Max’s footsteps. He wasn’t getting any younger but his heart didn’t seem interested in loving anyone else. The welsh princess kicked through his chest and left him hollow. By an act of God or cosmic humor, Hans drank himself into a stupor once night and stumbled into the throes of a majestic woman serving out her own personal exile. Enthralled by her charisma and the prospect of a mutually beneficial courtship, Hans proposed to her on the promise that he would allow her to continue to live how she wished with all of the protections of his station. Ascending to Duke of Bern, Hans hopes to be able to provide shelter for his wife’s own plans to overthrow the opposition in her own family and regain her place in line for power. Hans is well aware that when this happens, their marriage will dissolve but he doesn’t mind it.

[nostarfights]

THE CHARACTERS I WRITE FOR + MY PROMPT LIST:

1. Kylo Ren/Ben Solo

2. Obi-Wan Kenobi

3. Anakin Skywalker

4. Bucky Barnes

5. Loki Laufeyson

6. Din Djarin

7. Geralt of Rivia/The Witcher

8. Doctor Spencer Reid

9. Aaron Hotchner

10. Derek Morgan

11. Eddie Munson

12. Steve Harrington

13. Warren Rojas

14. Sam Wilson/Captain America

15. Angus Tully

MY PROMPT LIST:

1. "Whenever I look into your eyes I feel as if you are putting me back together again. Piece by piece."

2. "Stay, please. Just for now at least."

3. "Why are you so scared of love? I'm not going to hurt you like everyone else has. I promise."

4. "I honestly didn't think it was even possible to love someone as much as I love you."

5. "Can you please just hold me? All I want is right now is your love."

6. "I'd do anything to keep you by my side forever and ever."

7. "I'll take care of you, don't worry."

8. "You're mine, all mine."

9. "You need rest. I'll take care of everything else.

Okay?"

10. "Just shut up and kiss me already."

11. "The thing I hate the most about myself is that even after all you've done to me, I still love you."

12. "What if something happens while you’re gone? What if you get hurt and I'm not there to protect you?"

13. “You're so perfect."

14. "The only thing that matters to me is you."

15. “Nobody compares to you."

16. "We'll find our way back to each other eventually. I've never doubted that."

17. "If this is a dream, I never want to wake up."

18. "I wish it didn't have to end this way. I love you."

19. "You don't get to say who or what I am. That's up to me."

20. "You aren't the person I fell in love with anymore."

21. "You have to let me let you go."

22. "We'll see each other again, I promise."

23. "I used to say that l'd never fall in love, then I met you."

24. "I can't leave you. Not now when you need me the most."

25. "Come back to me, please."

26. "You are lost. Nothing can save you now, not even me."

27. "I was only falling in love with you."

28. "It hurts to see you with someone that isn't me."

29. "Sometimes when you look at me, I feel as if I'm seeing you for the first time again.

30. "Forever and always."

31. "I'm just a memory to you now, but that's okay."

32. "I wish you loved me like I love you, but you don't."

33. "I can't loose you."

34. "Always?" "Always."

35. "My heart will forever belong to you."

36. "It's you and me, do you understand?"

37. "I'm so sorry but I have to go. They need me out there."

38. "All I want is for you to be happy. It's what you deserve."

39. "Don't look at me like that."

40. "There's no one else l'd rather die with."

41. "Will you please just talk to me?"

42. "I want to settle things and make us right again. I can't bear to see you so upset with me."

43. "You bring me to peace just by the sound of your voice."

44. "I have to do this alone, you know that."

45. "You don't need me. You don't even see me."

46. "I am truly a fool for you."

47. "You make everything worth it."

48. A lot of people love you, okay? Fuck it, I love you."

49. "I have always loved you and I don't think I'll ever stop loving you."

50. "I love you with every fiber in my being."

51. "I'm afraid that some day you'll tell me that you've stopped loving me."

52. "I'd die for you, truly."

53. "I fell for you, a lot quicker than I should have."

54. "I've now realized that I have fallen in love with you, something that I cannot have."

55. "I wish we could've had more time. I wanted to love you for a lifetime."

56. "If worse comes to worst, I'm here for you."

57. "In another lifetime."

58. "I love you to the moon and stars. I swear."

59. "I just wish we could've had more time."

60. "I love you. I feel like I haven't said that enough today."

61. "All l've ever wanted is your love. Why is that so hard for you to understand?"

62. "There's my girl."

63. "I will love you forever and a day."

64. "I wish you knew how much you meant to me and how your name plays on repeat in my head. Day and night."

65. "As long as you are under the same stars as me, 'll be okay."

66. "You have done nothing but tell me how bored you were with me. I was the chore, the job, you didn't want to do. To me, you were everything. To you, I was nothing, a nobody."

67. "It hurts, doesn't it? Being lied to over and over again."

68. "I'm just so tired."

69. "I have done nothing but love you and accept you for who you are. Why can't you do the same for me?"

70. "I could never hate you."

71. "I love you, without end."

72. "You could have anyone you want. Why would you wanna be with me?"

73. "Forever isn't even half of the time I want to spend with you."

74. "You could take away all of my senses and l'd still find you."

75. "Dead doesn't mean gone."

76. “It hurts so bad. Make it go away.”

NAVIGATION

[the-silver-peahen-residence]

True, the boys were indeed waiting in the hallway. They were already trying to figure out what is happening. Even Rin was thinking to wonder what to do. This was a big situation but he sees Ren even checking the messages from some of the fractions to respond and tell them they are still here in the hospital and waiting.

Bakugo said nothing but he was looking through the window to the outside with Midoriya looking at him. Maybe he felt bad now that his ex classmate got badly hurt like this, reminds him of the time he was seriously hurt back at home. But this was a little different.

As they waited, Atsushi looks to the left before seeing Navarro returning back. Though, he looks to be a little upset but didn't say. "Are you sure your going to be alright Bakugo? You haven't said anything after Rin told you what happened." Midoriya looks to him but he only keeps out seeing the sunset now. It was getting late with many of the nurses getting patients ready for the night.

"I'm....Tch, I don't know! That idiot would never get herself this badly hurt. Even with those monsters that hurt her badly it's still....." he grips his arm but he heard Ren look up to hear this. He was getting word from Mouse about everyone finding this out.

"You know what Rin told you Bakugo. She along with Oblivion was trapped in the hospital when that cursed spirit took over it. I feel like either it was lurking around the area or picked up Yuu's and Oblivion's cursed energy. I mean, you have to remember; it all started because of-"

"I know don't remind me." he hissed at him but calms down to look away from him. "Even so, how could she get that fucked up? I get she hates my ass and..maybe the others. But still! She wouldn't. Isn't hard enough for her that she's been through enough!?"

"Has she? Bakugo, she's been through a LOT of shit. She got stalked, beaten to a pulp, chased to be arrested, infected with a black parasite, beaten by a dangerous spirit from what Rin told us, possessed twice heavily, and now this! She's been possessed to fight and got stabbed in the stomach, thrown around like some rag doll, and bitten." Ren explains showing his fingers that she was quiet.

"............."

"To say in short; she's been through a lot already katsuki so I can tell this might effect her mental state...heavily. Besides, how do you think Oblivion feels right now? This hurts her even worse than anyone else in this room. How do you think she feels when seeing her like that in that state?" he said. "It hurts her, Katsuki..it really hurts her deep down seeing her in such a state. How do you think we felt when seeing Ink like that?"

"....." Bakugo didn't answer.

"When one is pushed like that, it may take a bit but with the right people around her, she will be alright.." he said to the exploding hero who remains quiet with Midoriya sighing.

"....Kacchan, Yuu was hurt yes but she also was protecting Oblivion. It attacked both of them during that time and you saw what happened. Right now, Denji is trying to calm Luna along with the others down in the other hallway so I don't think your the only one upset here." he said. "Besides, everyone is finding this out and 'she' will too." he said with arms crossed.

Bakugo knew he was speaking about Ink. She will know sooner or later but he didn't know. If not, maybe it's best but he hated keeping things from her. That made him remember what happened at the party-no no, don't remember that. Gritting his teeth, he opens his eyes looking outside.

"Did the doctor come out or anyone?" he asked.

"No. The doctor is still in the ER or from what I see, the light is still on. Yuu was seriously hurt Kacchan and....he with the healers are doing everything they can to insure she makes it."

Rin waited for Navarro to come back but he did hear some footsteps or rushing ones looking to see it was Ren and the other boys. They looked worried as he stood up.

"Where is-"

"Still in the ER. Right now, The doctors, Ophelia, Hex, Swan, with the nurses are stabalizing her right now. She..she looked pretty bad after what happened. But she'll pull through.....she will." he explains but the boys looked silent then looks to Bakugo and Midoria.

They didn't expect this to happen to her even when just learning about cursed energy and dangerous spirits. This was something to take in. However, the two only looks quiet even Bakugo was quiet. Geez, if that was the reason no wonder Yuu was upset most time or going through shit. Still.....Sitting down, he covers his face but Midoirya pats his back.

"Have you heard anything from the doctors?" Atsushi asked seeing Rin shake his head.

"Not really since we been here a little bit. They are still trying to help Yuuka right now so I don't know." he said. "Though, where is Yuu's fraction?"

"Their behind us. They were just done with the people and are coming here to hope Yuu is alright. However, the nurse said they were to stay calm and wait till something comes up." Denji adds in. "But still this is..." he didn't know how to word it. Bad? Horrible? Upsetting?

The six claws sighed but looks seeing the news playing and speaking of the hospital. "Well, guess we will have to wait and see. As you say Rin, I hope Yuu pulls through..." he said.

"She will but for now we will have to wait and see what the doctor says since we are here. For now, that's all we can do." So the boys sit down to wait.

[ultimatecutenesspeaks]

Yuta's Mother: I see. So you're exactly the type to destroy their friend's futures, then? Well, it doesn't matter. We warned you.

*Before they leave, Ren speaks out.*

Ren: You people truly are terrible. Bunny was best friends with your child. You should have supported them, not criticized them. For something they had nothing to do with, no less. You don't even appear upset about what happened to your son. Are you?

*The parents are silent.*

Ren: That's it, isn't it? Yuta's future could have been your future. That's the only reason you're upset. Now that your meal ticket is unconscious, all your chances are lost.

Yuta's Father: This conversation is over. You'd best go ahead and leave before we have the doctor kick you out.

*They both leave the room.*

[deviantartdramahub]

Hello! Gelly again! I have another big speech of some sort, but first I wanna say that I forgot something in my last one, oops haha. So another example of hypocrisy with sock-puppets on DA Drama Now is that one of their followers, Doctor Ray, made countless "Kylo-Ren" accounts to harass our friend, Club. And yet, they're wrongly attacking Sam for the same thing.

So, the other thing I intend to tackle this evening is how this group is falsely saying they "want to help me" when in reality they're just trying to scare and manipulate me. I have quite a lot of proof and cases to demonstrate this.

So for start, as you can see here: https://deviantartdramanow.tumblr.com/tagged/gellygirl

They made a whole ass tag for me. They made this so whenever they talk shit on me, they can tag my name for people to click and see everything else they said about me. They likely did this for easy access proof I'm a bad person, the same thing they do to other victims of this group. Sure, you can go "Bro it's just tagging" but notice how they only do this to people they're against. You don't see them tagging Morothias, do you? But yeah, I can admit this is probably my weakest proof, which is one of the reasons why I listed it first.

The 2nd instance of proof I have is them having no problem threatening me with bad things that could happen to me: https://deviantartdramanow.tumblr.com/tagged/gellygirl (This one's debatable as the best proof, as the threat seems to be more of a warning, and this person isn't acting too malicious towards me. Though I'd appreciate it if they'd act less condescending, lol.) https://deviantartdramanow.tumblr.com/post/704925080424251392/wow-of-course-the-sick-fuck-club-would-take (threatening me my good friend would betray me. I haven't made one status thing on my DA, yet he continues to be a wonderful friend.) https://deviantartdramanow.tumblr.com/post/708006114919399424/i-unfollowed-and-blocked-gelly-what-she-did-was (I know I already talked about this post, but it applies here as well for obvious reasons. Yes, the threat is non-sensical, but it's still a threat to report my account and get me in trouble. Another thing to add about this, if they were truly trying to help me, they wouldn't let my reputation get hurt by this, and stick up for me at least a little. But yet Evie happily posts it there with no comment, letting the user say whatever about me. It's also one of the posts that are sexualizing my drawing by calling it a fetish art, but we'll talk about that later...)

https://deviantartdramanow.tumblr.com/post/704836510984372224/laughing-my-rump-off-one-of-clubbys-pals-gelly (And finally, this one. This one's just disgusting and horrible. I expressed to Club long ago how upset and uncomfortable this post made me feel. As this person laughs as they say he'll choke me and take me away. Not to mention no one ever showed slight remorse in the group that I was horrified by this statement. Dear. Fucking. God.)

Another reason that it's obvious that they aren't trying to help me is their willingness to insult me. Insulting someone while saying you're trying to help them is toxic as FUCK. It's way too obvious they're trying to manipulate me, and make me feel small so they can scoop me up away from my friends and use me. Evidence: https://deviantartdramanow.tumblr.com/post/704922897775542273/gellygirl-you-are-a-fool-for-a-minor-other-kids ( Here someone's calling me a fool, calling me unintelligent because I don't jump to conclusions and immediately abandon a friend like some people do.)

https://deviantartdramanow.tumblr.com/post/704925080424251392/wow-of-course-the-sick-fuck-club-would-take (Already talked about this post, but yeah, here's them once again referring to me as a "foolish kid.")

https://deviantartdramanow.tumblr.com/post/705009194279043072/disgusting-i-see-that-club-now-has-watched (Someone calling me stubborn bc I don't listen to their bullshit lol.)

And finally, the last reason why I know they aren't trying to help me. They refuse to hear me out and listen to what I have to say unless it's helping their word. The main evidence of this is them accusing a friend that is YOUNGER than me of taking advantage of me and making me draw fetish art. They refuse to consider the fact that hypnotism can be in a non-sexual context, and are making me and my friend out to be fetish artists when we are BOTH MINORS. I knew Lina for a while, and never ONCE did I see her use hypnotism in a sexual way. Neither in RPs or fan-art of hers. The way she uses it is either one of her evil OCs using it to get minions to take over the world, a classic fun story used in lots of fiction. And when it's used by good OCs, they simply use it to calm chaotic characters down. Oh, and one of her OCs in the fan-art they're sexualizing IS A CHILD CHARACTER! Lina confirmed her to be 14! So not only are they sexualizing a minor's art while accusing another of having a fetish, THEY'RE SEXUALIZING ART WITH A CHILD CHARACTER IN IT! All while they refuse to hear me out. Evidence: https://deviantartdramanow.tumblr.com/post/707728661508472832/i-feel-bad-for-that-gelly-kid-shes-definitely (The shit-stain that dragged Lina into the drama in the first place.) https://deviantartdramanow.tumblr.com/post/707830463335628800/someone-should-warn-gelly-she-drew-fetish-art-im

https://deviantartdramanow.tumblr.com/post/707975406018592768/gelly-instead-of-saying-we-were-wrong-quit-acting (Okay, Lina's not the person who blocked me. The person who did was actually Sam due to a misunderstanding.But we made up and are friends now, so don't worry. She fortunately doesn't even know about the drama going on, and I want to keep it that way. She deserves better than to be dragged into this mess.)

https://deviantartdramanow.tumblr.com/post/708083771187019776/wanna-bet-how-much-club-will-try-to-request-diaper (Now they're saying Club will request fetish art bc of the stupid shit that was started. He was just comforting me after something stressful happened, you creepy sickos, leave us alone.)

https://deviantartdramanow.tumblr.com/post/708083897300402176/funny-that-you-have-this-in-your-favs-gelly-yet (Ah, and finally we have this. This post right here implies they think I genuinely support pedophilia now. Holy fucking shit XD No, hons, ofc not, I support in having ACTUAL pedos get their ass kicked, not a innocent man who wants to make friends and educate those of the importance of helping those with special needs.)

Well...Oh boy that was a lot. I'm sure there's more examples of them manipulating me but I'm sure we can agree this post shows enough, and I feel it's way too long now, haha. Anyways, I hope this post shows some people who are still confused about supporting DA Drama Now how they manipulate their victims.I want them to know it won't work. I know they think I'm a complete idiot and they can easily manipulate me, but they'll never drag me to their side. It makes me sad, I truly wish I was the only one who had to deal with this.

-Gelly.

When reading this I thought about that too. The hypocrisy (or "seeming" hypocrisy, in the off-chance they have a good defense about it and why this doesn't affect the worthiness of the support given to them through the followers of the DA user Morothias) about Doctor Ray and his participation in raiding would be (aside from their KiwiFarms affiliations) the most glaring/discouraging to us. Their idea of helping people is conquest. And yeah tagging can be used for good or bad; I tag people so it's less backbiting-esque for recurring peoples. But then again, they have a written hate list, as if a group about justice would write one. So there is a greater chance they aren't as well-intentioned when tagging. True peacemakers would not readily resort to extortion or ridicule.

We here promise to stand with you against their tactics.