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1 year since I resurrected the blog!Ā
I donāt typically commit to passion projects for this long, but best believe, this was one of my favourite decisions Iāve made in such a long time.
Unfortunately, it wasnāt born out of a loving space ā but to cry for help.Ā
Circumstances have really tried to destroy the one thing that was consistently within me ā tech and the internet. I had to take back my power, honour my younger self, and this just felt natural.
In the past year, I lost so much of my everyday foundation - both figuratively and literally. Most weeks I was going through some insane shit but ever since, this blog has always been my North Star.Ā
So thank you all so much for interacting and enjoying my shared love. I feel like Iām part of a community, and belonging is something I always struggle with. I also never thought Iād be able to post edits of myself, and just being me, not some watered-down trying to fit a mold typa shit. Thanks for bearing with it, it gave me so much confidence that I never had. Iām encouraging you too to wear old tech as fashion!!
Special shout out to my new internet friends, you know who you are.Ā
...and somehow, writing this on a Friday night during summer just makes so much sense.Ā
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#still robot girl#chericore#i would've written so much more tbh#im still sad digital girl#im now on a handful of medications too lol#but at least i have help now#still so much to build#FUN FACT#I WORK WITH ONE OF YOU AT THE SAME PLACE!!!! AT THE MOST UNASSUMING NON-TUMBLR PLACE EVEr#this reminds me that this one time i got really really close to here#do you still read my oversharing in the tags lol sorry#tech#technology#internet#thisischeri
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Oversharing! on the Internet
Thank you @alrightbuckaroo and @chaotictarlos for the tag! And sorry to anyone who tagged me in the getting to know you one from last week! I meant to do it and forgot lol.
ONE: Are you named after anyone? Nope!
TWO: When was the last time you cried? I'm pretty sure it was whatever day I read chapter two of living at the centre of a wound still fresh by @welcometololaland
My eyes were already a little watery and then āI wanted to tell her myselfā made a single tear escape. I still have a few chapters left to read so I foresee more tears in my future.
THREE: Do you have kids? Nope!
FOUR: Do you use sarcasm a lot? Yes. I think I'm hilarious.
FIVE: What sports have you played/do you play? I ran and played basketball in school!
SIX: What's the first thing you notice about people? Hmm I donāt actually know? Probably what they're wearing. I love a cool outfit.
SEVEN: What's your eye colour? Hazel
EIGHT: Scary movies or happy endings? Happy endings! I'm a big chicken and hate scary movies.
NINE: Any special talents? Iām good with kids, does that count?
TEN: Where were you born? In the back seat of a greyhound bus, rollin' down highway 41 (just kidding, those are Ramblin' Man lyrics)
ELEVEN: What are your hobbies? Traveling for concerts, cooking, baking, going on nature walks, reading, writing, watching silly little tv shows
TWELVE: Do you have any pets? Cats!
THIRTEEN: How tall are you? 4'11
FOURTEEN: Favourite subject in school? I generally liked most of my classes, but I really liked calculus and ecology!
FIFTEEN: Dream job? If we're talking unrealistic, will never actually happen jobs, I'd love to work with a touring band, like as a tour manager or part of the stage crew.
No pressure tagging @cold-blooded-jelly-doughnut @whenshereads @irispurpurea and anyone else who feels like oversharing!
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bbc merlin and spn both have chokeholds on me which are equal in intensity yet completely opposite in energy
#bbcmerlin#merlin#it only took me about 14 years to realize i aggressively ship merthwen#so glad that ot3 has a name#merthwen#just putting that there in case any fellow shippers wanna scream with me#also i absolutely hate spn l#why is my brain still getting serotonin from it#fuck you i love you go to superhell and get bleached from my mind#anyway.#alexa's oversharing again#if you read the tags ××× ××Ø××©× ×× ×©× ×§×Ø×#sorry non hebrew speakers get on my level lol#what am i doing with my life jesus fucking christ.
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WIP INTRO: Murders of Crow Creek š
TITLE: Murders of Crow Creek, first of ? in the Hidden Gods series
GENRE: western supernatural/paranormal
SETTING: kind of an america set in an alternate timeline or universe, but ultimately set in the southwest, deserts, dry mountains, etc
TROPES/THEMES: really big on āyou donāt have to be what they made you to beā if that makes sense; choosing your own destiny, if you will; what is justice, and is it possible to bring justice to someone without causing pain in the process; is justice always righteous; corruption of the state and of the soul and mind
STORY: Sheriff Lou Wesley works with a witch, a demon killer, a bounty hunter, and a barkeep to solve the murder of a young girl. Then another murder occurs. And another. Lou quickly realizes that the murders are not localized events, and that they may be connected to something far greater, and much, much, darker.
STATUS: still in the process of outlining and plotting, but i have a lot of ideas set in stone!
CHARACTERS:
*image descriptions in alt text*
Sheriff Lou Wesley
sheriff of Crow Creek
she/her, does NOT use feminine titles like āmissā or āmaāamā
~50 yrs old
Chinese descent (her great-grandparents were immigrants)
big time lesbian yEEHAW
is too old for this shit
Miss Ella Finch
resident witch and weirdo of Crow Creek
she/her
20 yrs old
Black with Caribbean roots
a little mysterious a little mischievous
always knows a little too much
Madeline Sanchez
demon killer
she/her
trans
Mexican
[redacted] oops sorry yāall thatās a secret
mid-20s
besties with Ashkii
pretend sheās wearing a really big black hat in the picrew LOL
Ashkii yĆ³Ć³āĆĆyĆ”, meaning āLost Boyā
cowboy bounty hunter
he/him
Indigenous, of the DinƩ nation
besties with Madeline
mid-20s
amnesiac
trying his best okay
Thomas Kennedy
barkeep
he/they
Black
late 20s
missing an arm
maybe an unhealthy obsession with knives
eavesdrops and overshares
other facts:
those last three may or may not end up in a poly relationship by the end of the series
many other characters introduced in later installations of the series
you can assume that most of my characters are NOT cishet so do w that what you wish
i am still working on research regarding naming conventions and what is appropriate for a character who is DinĆ©. when i had first picked out a name for him years ago, it was done clumsily and without any thought into actual names of Indigenous people within different nations, and the name i have now is what i have decided to give at least as a placeholder until i learn more. as i continue to learn, i encourage anyone who knows more than me, a white person, to please tell me if iām getting stuff wrong or being insensitive in any way. with this character, and with any characters or situations i may write. i do my best with research and listening to experiences of the different kinds of people i write, but i know i am not immune to making mistakes along the way. i appreciate any guidance and criticism given along this journey. thank you very much :)
I know this is like super long, so thanks for reading to the end of you did LOL !!! ask to be added to the tag list, i guess? is that a thing? i will be putting out more info on characters, plot, worldbuilding, etc, and maybe making a master list of all the info for this. wanted to finally get at least one wip out in the open!!
#wip intro#!!!#writeblr#writing#murders of crow creek#mocc#western#supernatural#paranormal#fiction#cowboys#hidden gods series
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Describe yourself to your mutuals
I'm not so good at describing myself but I'm giving it a try. My sincerest gratitude to this lovely person @sashkitty. š
Well... My name's Rejin. I am already in my 20s. I am usually called "Rej" or "Jin." I'm a quiet person - silent as the night. Also anxiety-driven. I used to have very low self-confidence that's why. But when I got into college, I was able to get out of my comfort zone (and now I love public speaking albeit it still gives me panic attacks). I am an intuitive introvert - INFJ to be particular. I am not scared to be all alone by myself. I don't have true friends in real life but I have favorite people such as my internet friends coming from different fandoms. I love reading books, manga, manhwa. I love writing (but I'm not a writer - I just can't start a paragraph. Every time I do my ideas already get messed up). I love watching anime, movies, and drama series (I'm into BL/Bromance series lately). I love painting. I want to become a professional make-up artist. I so much love music and singing. Love editing videos. I am asexual (but still confused, lol) They say I look cold and unfriendly but I don't think so, just not so trusting. I hate worms to the point that it makes my skin crawl. I don't like family dramas and any kind of dramas in my personal life. People keep on asking me for my help and since I'm kind of a pleaser, I do help them. But when it's time for me to want to be helped, it's always "I'll help you but you should give me something in return." That's why I'm done with this kind of thing. Not a good adviser but people keep on asking me for advice. I am a great listener but not a sharer (but now I'm oversharing lol). Yes, I keep everything to myself. I am quite dismissive and don't want to prolong arguments. I am addicted to organizing. I am a minimalist. I keep mementos and later on declutter them when it's necessary to do so.
Ooh, anyway, I have a big crush on my World Literature professor - he won't read this after all - and he's 20 years older than me. š
Tagging: @inescated and anyone who wants to do this. I really am sorry you're receiving a tag coming from me again. If you don't feel like making it feel free to decline. š
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Late Night Talks
Hello everyone! I hope you are having a wonderful day!
So this is a new story (yay!), and I wrote this for my girlfriend! She asked me not to tag her for privacy reasons, but I hope she loves this because this is actually based on a real event!
A quick background, we confessed through the phone and this story is heavily based on that. A lot of the feelings Luka feels are things that I actually felt! The dialogue is pretty similar too (obviously some things are cut out or edited to fit Luka and Mari lol)
MyĀ ājust-a-friendā got me into MLB and we both love Lukanette, so I thought itād be fitting to write her a story about Lukanette, based on us, for one of her gifts! Happy birthday, my love! I hope you (and everyone else reading this XD) enjoy it!
The story begins under the cut! <3 Ao3 Link
Soft light from his phone covered his face, forcing his eyes to squint in order to see clearly. His thumb unconsciously moved across the screen, opening up random apps before quickly closing them just to open them again.
The boat was fairly quiet. During the day, he could hear the different movements and various noises from his mother and sister, but this late at night merely left the sounds of waves from the Seine below him. The natural creaking of the boat usually left him relaxed and helped him fall asleep.
Although lately his nights had been occupied by other things, especially one girl.
Luka shifted in his bed, trying to engulf himself in more warmth from his blankets. Did his mattress always feel this stiff and uncomfortable? He never paid it much attention before, it never mattered before. Maybe it was just his mind trying to find something to think about.
He glanced at the time near the top of his screen and saw it was ten after midnight. Well at least itās not too late yet, or maybe it wasnāt too early yet? She never texted him extremely late (or extremely early). Was it late? When did he care about time so much?
The only reason he thought about the time lately was because of her.
Luka shifted again, pulling up the blanket to cover the blush creeping up his cheeks. He continued to open apps just to close them again. He sighed and turned off the phone, letting the room dim and his eyes rest. Why did this feel so desperate? He used to see himself as a āgo with the flowā guy, but she had found a way into his heart and made him question his entire life.
When had he ever checked his phone this much? If she decided to text him tonight (as she had been doing for the past couple of nights), would immediately replying make him seem obsessed? He didnāt want to come off as overbearing. Didn't girls like when guys text fast? She hasnāt seemed to mind it so far. Then again, his only source of reference was his sister, and getting her to reply to him took years off his life.
His phone beeped and the screen lit up, showing a new text message. Luka quickly sat up and hurried to read the message.
āSOS Canāt sleep again :( Think I might need a ~Luka~ to help (^-^)ā
He covered his mouth with his palm, trying to hide the smile consuming his face. When did his nights become like this? Maybe it was desperate to wait for a text, but when the text came from Marinette, he couldnāt find a reason to be upset.
This girl seemed to bring him a whole new type of happiness, even if he was too nervous to text her first. He wanted to give her space and be comfortable around him, so waiting until midnight for a text never bothered him.
While seeing her throughout the day was always amazing, there was a different feeling that came with their late night talks. The fact that she needed to sleep and came to him for help gave him a warmth in his chest he never knew before. Although sometimes it made him feel selfish, seeing as she tended to talk to him when she was tired.
āLuckily this Luka is always able to help :)ā
And he really was always able to help, at least he tried to be. Luka helped everyone. Whether it was his family, friends, strangers, co-workers, he always lended a hand. But when it came to Marinette, heād drop everything to run to her.
āYesss! Call me! Mama needs some Luka time!ā
He tried to stifle a laugh and rolled his eyes at his phone. His body was hunched over the edge of the bed, watching his phone with intense eyes, as if the messages would disappear if he looked away.
In the mornings, he always found himself worried about that, as if the night before only existed in his mind. Heād hurry back to his phone to re-read the messages, making sure that Marinette Dupain-Cheng, the girl who chased off his nightmares and reinvented his dreams, really spent her night with him. Even if it was through a screen, even if it was for an hour, the messages were there to remind him that for a moment, she was his and he was hers. He was always hers, if she wanted him to be.
Luka slowly leaned back onto his bed, trying to get into a comfortable position. He put one hand behind his head and took a deep breath. His calm personality wasnāt an act, Luka was definitely a level-headed person, but he was still human. And as a human, a pretty girl talking to him late at night gave him lots of nerves.
He quickly shook off any tension he felt and pressed the call button. The phone only rang once before the sweetest voice heād ever heard took over. āHi Luka! Sorry, I know itās late and everything, but I couldnāt sleep andā¦ Oh wait, you told me I shouldnāt apologize, sorry! Or- wait, I just said sorry. Wow, Iām sorry- Shoot! I said it again-ā
She was rambling, rotating between apologizing to him and trying to explain why she called him. As much as he loved (was that too serious of a word?) her, he also knew that if he didnāt reel her in, sheād spiral out of control.
āDonāt worry, Mari, youāre fine. But I gotta be honest, I didnāt expect this. I mean, calling a boy so late at nightā¦ not once, but multiple times in a row? How scandalous of you, Melā.ā
He heard a scoff through the phone and a lot of rustling. āOh Luka, you should know I am the most scandalous of girls. In case you havenāt heard, I call lots of boys and girls at night.ā Her voice took on a fake sounding ātough guyā accent. He rolled his eyes and let out a chuckle. āWow boys andgirls? I didnāt know I was talking to a criminal.ā
Honestly at this point he wouldnāt put it past her to be a criminal, she seemed to have a habit of stealing peopleās hearts. Heād never tell her that though. One, she seemed to have a strange distaste for bad jokes, two, that meant heād have to admit that he liked her (but the word ālikeā didnāt seem strong enough).
āWhat?! I wouldnāt take it that far! Iām a total supporter of the law!ā
Luka moved the phone from his ear to his chest. His face pinched tightly, trying to hold back any laughter that formed. His body tensed up from holding it in, as much as Juleka definitely deserved some payback for the loud laughing she tended to do so late at night, he really didnāt want to deal with a cranky sister. He quickly moved the phone back to his ear and took a deep breath.
āYeah, thatās true. Itās kinda funny how different we are, not that I donāt support the law. Itās just when you have a mom like mine, itās kinda hard to keep it in mind.ā Marinette laughed through the phone and his chest felt like it was on fire.
Everything about her was so sweet, her laugh, her personality, she was amazing. Even when the mornings came and his head throbbed from the lack of sleep, he would never change these moments with her for anything in the world.
Sounds of fabric and movement came through the speaker along with a small hum of agreement. āYeah I am pretty amazing at following the law. Itās kinda like a job at this pointā¦ Not that I have a job with the law! I donāt do that. That would be weird. Uh- anyways! Your job! Wait, that's not exciting. Oh man Iām so nervous tonight, Iām sorry.ā
āMelody, itās fine. My job isnāt very exciting, but Iām sure your day was, right? Mind telling me about it? You know I love listening to you.ā
A gasp came through the other end of the phone and then a very thorough retelling of the events from the day. He slowly closed his eyes and imagined everything she told him. She left the bakery this morning to hang out with Alya, she probably wore that new beret she made, along with some cute, pink shoes to match.
He imagined her sitting under a tree at the park to draw, it was sunny and hot today, so she probably took her jacket off to get comfortable. She told him how she went out to get orange juice with Kagami, he could practically hear her smile through the phone as she told him about it.
Everything with Marinette was simple, by no means easy, but simple. He knew her well enough to understand how she felt, and she was the same way with him. They just got each other. She didnāt need to tell him the details because she knew he would already know. When he tried to explain a decision he made in a new song, she didnāt have to know what he was saying to understand him. Luka found it easy to just ignore the details, because Marinette was talented enough to fill them in herself.
Luka stayed quiet as he processed her words, filling in the details himself. He loved spending his nights like this, he didnāt mind messing with his sleeping schedule (or lack thereof). He loved to replay every moment of sincerity and kindness she showed throughout her day. He loved to hear about new projects she worked on, because her talent went beyond anything heād ever seen.
She was miraculous.
ā-But yeah, I guess that was my day! Not super exciting, but I think it was okay? I hope it was, at least.ā Exciting? That was just one of the many adjectives he could use to describe her. Talented, exciting, clumsy, but so intelligent. Even on her dull days, he got excited just hearing her about random thoughts she had throughout the day. āMarinetteā¦ youāre extraordinary, honestly. Your day sounds wonderful. Youāre wonderful. I don't know- You make me feel wonderful.ā
Was he oversharing? Probably. He was definitely bad with words, but he wasnāt lying. His hands fisted his shirt as he waited for a response. The other end of the phone call went strangely silent. He could faintly hear the hum of the phone and the waves of the water outside his window. Why did the phone get quiet?
The last thing heād ever want to do was make her uncomfortable, maybe he shouldnāt have said anything. What if he told her too much? A soft squeal pulled him out of his thoughts and he focused back on the phone. āUm-! Thatās...really sweet, Luka! Youāre wonderful tooā¦ Or- Extraordinary I mean! You make me feel extraordinary, all the time. So- I donāt know, thank you?ā His chest tightened. How much longer could he keep up with this act?
Pretending to be ājust a friendā might be easier for some people, but it was torture for him. Did she have these late night talks with other people? Did she ever hold anyone elseās hands when hers feels cold? Did she ever kiss them on the cheek to say goodbye? Luka was never one to push his luck, despite protests from his sister and mom, but nights like tonight made it hard.
āDonāt thank me, itās just the truth, Mari. I should be thanking you, for making my nights a lot better, yāknow?ā
It was the truth. But there was so much more he could say. All of her quirks and amazing qualities always left his head feeling dizzy. He could write symphonies merely based on the person she was, let alone his feelings for her.
Yet he always kept those melodies to himself, even if he wanted to share them with the world, or share them with her. Nights like these make him feel like he could take on anything life throws at him. For Marinette, he probably could.
Another squeal came through the phone and a loud thud. He quickly sat up in a panic and pressed the phone even closer to his ear. āMarinette? Are you okay? Did you hurt yourself?ā Loud thumping came through the receiver and more panicked sounds.
āS-sorry! That was just- I just- Ughā¦ I dropped my phone, sorry. You just- you should know thatļæ½ļæ½ This is gonna sound lame, but you make my nights better tooā¦ Heck, I even listen to your cover songs throughout the day, so I guess you make my days better too? Wait, that sounds weird, sorry! I donāt mean to say it in a weird way...ā
Lukaās eyes widened and his heart felt as if it was trying to beat out of his chest. His hand unconsciously moved to his chest and grabbed tightly onto his shirt. The breath leaving him was shaky and weak. It felt like the world stopped spinning for a moment.
All at once, the feelings he tried to hide came boiling over and any sensible thought that told him to conceal his affections raced out of his mind. Before he could stop himself, Lukaās mouth moved on its own.
āCan we facetime? Or anything similar to that, please?ā
Without getting an answer, his phone started ringing. He turned the phone to his face and saw himself staring back. As soon as Luka answered the call his eyes wandered across his screen, taking in Marinetteās face.
Her hair was still in pigtails, but different strands stuck out in an adorable way. The camera showed her snuggled into her bed as she laid on her side, with her pink comforter pulled over her lower face, covering her cheeks and nose. A large cat pillow rested just behind her head, unnervingly staring at him. Because most of her face was hidden, Luka noticed her eyes, and suddenly he felt very self aware of his position.
Quickly laying back down on his bed, Luka awkwardly raised one arm to lay behind his head, trying to feign an relaxed appearance. He tried to give her the closest thing to an easygoing smile as he could manage at the moment, which definitely felt a little forced seeing as how he was now (sort of) face to face with Marinette. Trying to hide any tension he was feeling, he cleared his throat, inwardly hoping she couldnāt read how nervous he was.
āUh- Hey, Mar- Melody. Love the cat pillow. Totally donāt feel like itās about to jump into your phone and attack me.ā
She raised a hand to her mouth, attempting to cover her laughter. Her eyes scrunched, smile widened, and Lukaās heart soared. Marinette managed to roll onto her back letting the beautiful sound ring throughout the room. The blanket dropped and uncovered the entirety of her face.
After a moment of joy, she tried to quickly recollect herself. She turned her head back to the phone and stuck out her tongue. āSilly. Just so you know Iām banning you from making me laugh this late again. Youāre gonna make my stomach hurt!ā
Luka started laughing too, loosely covering his mouth, not caring about waking anyone up anymore. āThatās gonna be a problem, you should know that Iām kinda hilarious, so you should fully expect me to break that rule. Very quickly.ā
They both joined in quiet giggling before Marinette covered her mouth with her hand again and gasped. āI just told you that youāre banned from making me laugh!ā
āHey, I warned you! You canāt be mad when I literally just warned you!ā
The two teens burst into laughter once more. Luka calmed down quicker than Marinette did, so he saw her laughing face a second time. She was beautiful. Every time he saw her, he swore she wasnāt real. No real person could be as stunning as she was.
Whenever she worked on a new project and her hair flopped over her face, she was gorgeous. The times when she helps their friends out, her eyes are always so gentle, sheās divine. Even when sheās stressed out, the moments when she feels at her lowest, Luka canāt help but notice how angelic she looks.
Sheās breathtaking without even trying.
Once Marinette collected herself, her eyes turned soft and precious as she looked back at the phone. Even through a screen, her stare set his soul on fire. His mind went blank for a second before he lost all sense of reason.
āDid you really mean it when you said I make your days and nights better?ā
Her eyes widened slightly at his question, and he finally realized what just came out of his mouth. āGreat job, Couffaine. You just made it weird!āLuka shook his head and moved the camera slightly away from his face, moving his gaze from the phone. āSorry, I didnāt mean to bring it up again-ā
āI mean it.ā
His eyes shot back to her and saw how she snuggled back into her bed again. Her eyes were looking away, but the redness in her face showed him exactly where her mind was. āI meant what I saidā¦ Did- Well, did you mean it too? When you said I made your nights better?ā
There it was again. The shaky breath, the longing look in his eyes, the fuzziness in his chest. With a simple answer, she turned him into putty and without even realizing it.
Luka moved his arm to rest on his eyes, attempting to hide any sign that would show how he felt, just in case she didnāt mean her words the way he wanted her to mean them. Heād never blame her for not being too clear, even if it hurt him. Any affection, whether friendly or romantic, shouldāve been fine with him.
āThis is gonna sound bad, but my phone is full of screenshots from our FaceTime calls.ā Luka lifted his arm up slightly to gauge a reaction from her. But her eyes were glued on him, he couldnāt pick up on a clear response, so he covered his eyes again and continued.
āIā¦ this is so creepy- sometimes I look at pictures of you andā¦ it makes my day better too? That sounds so weird. It sounded a lot cuter in my head-ā A loud cackle interrupted him and his arm shot away from his eyes. He saw Marinette digging herself even deeper into her massive blanket (and creepy cat pillow), trying to hide her laughter.
She mustāve noticed his silence because her eyes popped out of the blanket to look back at her screen. āSorry, thatās justā¦ thatās so cute! You take screenshots from our facetime calls?ā
Her lopsided smile made his cheeks burn. He tried to gain back his level-headedness by rolling his eyes at her. He brought the phone closer to stick his tongue out at her. āI wouldnāt call me ācuteā if you donāt want me to call you āadorableā for listening to those covers.ā
Marinette stuck her tongue out at him in retaliation and hid her face back into the blanket. He took a quick, deep breath, silently thanking himself for being able to play his awkwardness off.
āI canāt believe I actually admitted that to you- Thatās cold-blooded, Luka! Teasing a girlās love is mean!ā
They both paused for a second, taking in her words. The cabin suddenly felt a lot smaller than it was. His blood felt boiling hot yet icy cold all at once. His face slacked and yet tensed in different places. Looking at her and seeing her eyes expand let him know she was probably feeling the same way.
āLove?ā
It sounded so easy. When she said it, it felt right. Full of affection without being overbearing. But then Marinetteās gaze moved off screen. She sunk into herself, yet not playfully like before. The energy of the call changed into something else, something new. āIā¦ shouldnāt say anymore. Iāmā¦ sorry, Luka. Iām so sorry; I feel so selfish. I call you so late just to ruin your night by making things weird, and Iām so sorry.ā
He watched as she shifted in her bed; he saw the edge of her thumb on the screen, hovering over it, as if she was about to end the call. āThatās not-! Marinette, thatās not true. If youāre selfishā¦ If youāre selfish, then I must be the most greedy guy in the world.ā
Marinette swiftly stared at the screen, her mouth opened as if she was going to rebuttal his statement. Before she could, he spoke first.
āIāve been staying up every night, hoping and begging that youād text me, or call me, or give me any attention at all. And I do it, knowing that you message me when youāre tired and need to rest. I know that spending time with me only takes away time you need to sleep. So yes, Iām selfish, and Iām greedy,ā
Luka slowly sat up as he stared into the screen, clutching it as if it was the most important thing in the world, and at this moment, it was. Marinette moved the blanket off her face slightly and he saw her face flush with color. His voice felt raw as his throat tightened and his face burned. He couldnāt even register the tear that raced down his cheek. When did he get so emotional?
āBut Melody, Mari, Marinette Dupain-Cheng, I want your attention so bad. I want your affection and anything else you give me. Iāve been trying so hard to bite my tongue around you, to pretend like I think of you as my friend. But I loveā¦ā
He shut his mouth fast. What was he doing? He was destroying everything for these feelings. Why would she like him? She gives everyone affection. Marinette loved everyone, it was just who she was. What was he doing? He looked around his room and realized the situation he put himself in. He quickly put his phone on the bed next to him and pulled his knees to his chest.
Did he ruin their relationship? Would she stop having these late night talks with him? Would she still hold his hands when hers felt cold? Would she ever kiss his cheek to say goodbye again? What was he doing?
This wasnāt how tonight was supposed to go. It all happened so fast. He reached for his phone to apologize and to hopefully scavenge whatever was left of their friendship.
āI love you too, Luka.ā
His hand stopped just above his phone and he waited. He listened to the small buzzing sound from his phone, the waves moving against the boat, gentle breathing coming from Marinette.
āI love youā¦ and I wanna be selfish. I wanna be greedy and I wanna be with you.ā
Luka found the courage to lift the phone to his face and stare back at her. Marinette now sat up, her face was bright red with tear stains down her cheeks. Her eyes were slightly puffy and he was sure his were too. The only light on her face was her phone and even with everything, she looked beautiful.
āI wanna be with you too, Marinette. Always, for as long as youāll have me. Wake me up at three A.M. everynight for the rest of my life, I donāt care. I just wanna be with you too. I love you.ā
It felt so right. It wasnāt too much when he said it. He meant it to be heavy and weighted. But it didnāt feel forced or extreme. It was just right. They stared at each other for a moment more. His eyes raced across every centimeter of the screen, taking in every aspect of her, her eyes doing the same. Smiles spread across her face as they both chuckled, their laughter laced with happy tears.
Luka wiped his eyes, trying to calm himself down (despite his teenage hormones telling him that he should continue to cry and sob from the utter euphoria he was feeling). Marinette tugged at her pigtails with one hand, seeking to find comfort.
āThis wasnāt the way I thought weād confess, yāknow. I always thought youād write me a song, or Iād make you a new jacket. Some big gesture instead of us sobbing,ā she chuckled.
He stopped wiping his eyes to laugh again. His smile grew, even as he tasted his tears. āYeah, sorry about that. I promise I have plenty of songs for you, and about you and everything. I can grab my guitar if you want, but you might hear Juleka complaining in the background.ā
They shared one final laugh before the exhaustion of crying kicked in and they both laid back down. Marinette wrapped herself in blankets one final time, holding the dubious cat pillow tight against her. Luka found himself in a similar position, he laid on his side, his face squished against his pillow and the blanket pulled under his chin.
They stared at each other, making small conversation about their feelings. Luka could hardly remember all that happened after that, he felt such relief and happiness from everything that the rest of the night felt fuzzy.
He glanced at the time at the top of his screen and noticed it was now closer to three-thirty. Luka took a deep breath before sighing. He saw Marinetteās eyes getting smaller and smaller with each second.
He knew that they should hang up soon, but he really wanted to be selfish and keep her on the phone. āLukaā¦ā
Marinette slowly opened an eye to look back at him. Their smiles grew once again. āAre you gonna take another screenshot of me?ā Her smile turned sly and he rolled his eyes.
āThatās cold-blooded, Melā. Teasing a guyās love is mean,ā he stuck out his tongue, just for good measure. But then he sneakily took one screenshot, to remind himself that tonight was real and not just a dream. Tonight, Marinette was his and he was hers, and hopefully itāll stay like that for a long time.
Her eyes drifted back closed, but her smile never left. ā...Love youā¦ Lukaā¦.ā
Warmth engulfed his chest, leaving him feeling light and airy. The mattress underneath him felt soft and perfect. The dryness on his cheeks from earlier tears didnāt bother him at all. He was content and full of love.
While the confession was unexpected, he wouldnāt change it for the world. As much as he loved her clothing and as many songs as he had for her, he knew nothing wouldāve compared to tonight. As he looked back at her sleeping face, he had a feeling she felt the same.
āI love you too, Marinette.ā
#pro lukamari#lukanette#luka couffaine#marinette dupain cheng#ao3#fluff#love confessions#mlb#late night calls#late night#texting#calling#facetime
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six facts about myself
i was tagged by @feeisamarshmallow to share six facts about myself! i feel like i talk constantly about myself and overshare a ton on here all the time so most people probably know this but iāll try!! under the cut because i wrote loads, haha.
1. i have never ever smoked a cigarette in my life and i feel like i never could. my parents raised me with a mindset that that was the grossest, most terrible thing you could ever do and if i ever smoked they would kick me out. i almost think they were slightly tooĀ harsh, because when i saw my friend smoke at a party at age 17 we had an actual fight about it because iād genuinely been raised to believe that smoking makes you a bad person. i definitely donāt think itās that simple today haha, but i do still think itās absolutely disgusting and iāll never understand it.Ā
2. i like to tell people iām a lazy vegetarian, because iāll sometimes eat things like fish or mcdonalds chicken nuggets or non-vegetarian candy, but the truth is that i make sure not to have those restrictions because restricting what i can and canāt eat will always be an eating-disordered behavior for me and i never want to go back to that hellhole again. i do eat mostly vegetarian but thatās genuinely because thatās what i like best (and also because red meat gets SO gross once you stop eating it).
3. iāve had a special interest in everything babies and pregnancy literally since i learned to read when i was three or four! i suppressed it a lot in my early teens because i realized that people found it weird and i internalized that shame but today i love how much i know about it and it makes me so happy! iāve read that girls with autism are more likely to have special interests related to biology and the body and that was definitely true for me hehehe
4. if you search my full name there are debate articles out there that i wrote and got published when i was 14-15 and theyāre SO TERRIBLE and iām so ashamed of them and i even tried emailing the site to have them removed but they wonāt do that because they own it and yada-yada. the opinions are fine, the writing quality isnāt, and i cringe even thinking about them. but at the same time, writing them was part of my eating disorder recovery and learning how to put my identity in something else for the first time after two and a half years, so i feel like i canāt hate them too much either.
fun fact: one of the articles was about how terrible alcohol is (i was involved in a youth sobriety organisation at that time) and a popular twitter comedian at the time retweeted it and made a snarky comment thatĀ ājohanna 15 has never tried X and X alcohol hahahaā. she was right but still. anyway sheās quite well-known in sweden now but i REFUSE to support her in anything she does because she once called me out on twitter when i was fifteen and i still think that was low of her lol sorry iām just too petty
5. i canāt do winged eyeliner!!! i have hooded lids and shaky hands!!! but there was a period of time when everyone did it and it was SO popular and i had a friend who was great at it, so i would force myself almost every day to try to get that perfect eyeliner wing and i would have to redo and redo it and i would stand in front of the mirror with intense anxiety and makeup remover for thirty minutes some days before giving up. it was honestly really sad
6. iāve always had loads of problems with my ears and i had to have a ātotal reconstructionā in one of them where theyāve basically rebuilt my eardrum in some way? and something smaller on the other side as well. the total reconstruction was an eight-hour surgery when i was eleven years old where they removed cysts that were growing there and i learned years later that the reason it took so long was because one cyst was growing on a facial nerve, and if they had made one wrong move (or let it grow) half of my face could have been paralyzed. but they didnāt and today i still canāt hear well but i donāt have cysts in my ears either and thatās progress!!!
okay this was actually fun hahaĀ š„° thanks so much fee!!! iāll tag @loudamy, @andysambrg, @amydancepants-peralta, @johnny-and-dora, @fivefeetapart, @letsperaltiago and @amazingsantiago if you want to but no pressure as always <33
#about me#johanna talks about random stuff#tag games#this was really really fun!#i love talking about myself lol#slightly worrying
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i'm asking for clarification purposes but i apologize if it's something that's been answered before. if you tag something with #daily oversharing , does that always mean it's a personal post that you don't want to be reblogged? if it doesn't, may i ask that you tag things you don't want reblogged with, like, #don't rb (and/or tag things you're okay with being reblogged #okay to rb) so that folks who aren't great a reading context clues like myself don't reblog a personal post of yours and catch a block when they mean no ill intent? i really like your blog but i'm also really dumb and i dont wanna accidently overstep a boundary you've made very clear š„ŗ
Not all of my ādaily oversharingā posts are personal, but I often get people reblogging things that are very clearly me venting about personal situations or negative feelings Iām having that I donāt feel great talking about to people I know. I do tag things āok to rbā and people tend to still only reblog things that arenāt tagged as such. Iāll definitely try to be better about that though. I try not to tag things with variants of ādonāt reblogā because it attracts people that troll tags like that and reblog every post they see there, just to be dicks. (This sounds silly, Iām sure, but itās happened to me multiple times and it was frankly hurtful and humiliating and not something Iām willing to risk.) Iām sorry if I sound prickly but this is a problem that repeatedly comes up and I repeatedly ask people to stop because it makes me feel uncomfortable. I have to prioritize my comfort level, I hope everyone understands. Iām not trying to be harsh, Iām just really tired lol.
If youāre ever unsure if a post is something Iām comfortable with others reblogging, you can always ask and Iāll reply as soon as I see it.
Thank you for asking for clarification
#I hope I donāt sound mean this is just something that keeps on happening#and I feel better when I vent certain things but I donāt have people I want to vent them to#also before anyone points this out ā yes I know I canāt stop anyone from reblogging what they want#I just would appreciate if people could like try to be considerate#nightwingblues#asks
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misukazu 21
(if you saw me fuck up the other one no you didnt)
EDIT I THINK THIS ONE GOT A LITTLE FUCKED UP TOO BUT ITāS... READABLE...
questions from this post, and answers originally written for this thread!!
If you had to change the pairingās very first meeting, how would you change it? Ā Ā their canon first meeting is already so good SHDGFLJASHG but if i had to choose a different one that's still within the context of mankai... meeting as kids and losing touch and coming back together completely different at mankai
What song fits your pairing the most? Ā Ā uhhHHhhHHH i don't have a real answer but i do have a partial playlist for one of my misukazu aus and the only two songs in it are furaregai girl by sayuri and champagne's for celebrating by mayday parade and i feel like that says enough sldhgalsdhfalsh
What is your favorite AU/prompt idea/trope for your pairing? Ā Ā ALL MISUKAZU AUS ARE GOOD but. i really love any au where their first meeting is in the future and both are still kind of lost but they're Older and it's hard to let themselves fall into the easy trust they find in canon. i just think that'd be neat.
Do you prefer canon ideas or do you have your own headcanons for them? Ā Ā I'VE SAID THIS MANY TIMES BUT CANON MISUKAZU GIVES OFF MADE FOR EACH OTHER VIBES AND USUALLY I DON'T VIBE WITH THAT BUT THEY REALLY ARE WHAT THE OTHER NEEDS... AND I THINK EVEN IF THEY HAD TO PART THEY'D STILL BE ABLE TO BE BETTER PEOPLE BC THEY HAD MET
Favorite canon moment of them? Ā Ā THERE ARE SO MANY but the one that immediately comes to mind is misumi carrying drunk kazu to bed (latest bday line) because drunk kazu is so soft and it implies that misumi wanted to wish happy birthday to kazu pretty late... what did he want to give him...
Least favorite canon moment of them? Ā Ā hmm... there's not really one i can think of??? IM SORRY I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY I LOVE ALL THEIR CANON MOMENTS
Favorite headcanon trope/idea? (Your own or someone elseās) Ā Ā this is somehow both vague and very specific but i think misukazu gives off this vibe: He's beautiful. I can't tell him. or "Kazu is always beautiful~" Don't call me that, Kazu thinks. I'm not. so... insecurities i guess ????? AJSHAJJD
Favorite aspect of them/their relationship dynamics? Ā Ā THIS IS GOING TO SOUND SO CHEESY but i love how /real/ they allow themselves to be around each other. misukazu at their best is when one thinks "you're you. and i love that you" and the other knows this. i just. THEY VALIDATE THE OTHER SO MUCH CRIES
Least favorite aspect of them/their relationship dynamics? (Can be headcannon) Ā Ā this isn't a "least fav" so much as "it makes me sad" but if either of them showed any sign of not being interested anymore the other is more likely to give up then push anything. sort of like "it was bound to happen, so i'll enjoy now until they drop me" or EVEN WORSE they think the other would be better off without them and pushes them away. so yeah the fact i can see one of these happening makes me sad.
If they arenāt a canon pairing, how would you get them together? Ā Ā they give off "everyone knows we're dating but us" energy but at the same time i feel like they'd acknowledge there's something and just not define it bc a) they don't need to (misumi) or b) they're too nervous to (kazu). in other words i think one day they are holding hands and misumi says "kazu? is this dating?" and kazu holds his breath before asking "do you want it to be?"
If you had to take them and plunk them into another fandom, what fandom would that be? Why? Ā Ā i think theyd be hilarious in any sports animanga (kazu is manager tho bc noodle arms but maybe they bond when misumi walks him through some of his usual training menu one night - ahem. anyway) BUT ALSO horimiya au...
How hard is it write/draw your pairing? Scale of 1-10. Ā Ā AJDHAJDHSF I REALLY LOVE THEM SO IT COMES PRETTY EASILY... but sometimes you try to put them in tropes and realize they would Just Not Work Like That. idk where i'm going with this. but yeah. anyway 3 for sankaku.
Is there a pairing that you think rivals them? Ā Ā in terms of what i ship, i tend to ship kazu and misumi individually with a lot of dif charas AJDHAKD. but in terms of like... in-universe "rival" pairings: kazu side: tsuzukazu (maybe, lbr it would take them 273924 yrs to actually get together), kazu x someone from winter (i... have my reasons but they'd take longer than what this answer entails) misumi side: ... surprisingly none that i can think of ahdjahd
Which character of the pairing do you like more? (Would you ever pair yourself with them?) Ā Ā you know that tweet that's like "sometimes a ship is just your two favs"? yeah that's misukazu for me. but if i had to choose... misumi AJDHAJHDSF I HONESTLY WASNT THAT INTO YUME UNTIL THESE TWO CAME AROUND (NOT COUNTING 707)... but yeah if they wanted to hold me in their arms i wouldn't oppose
Which character of your pairing would be the one to break up with the other? Why? Ā Ā OOOOOH BOY well. i think it could be either of them. i don't think they'd break up for lack of love but too much love and wanting the other to be happy and thinking that the only way to give them that is to let them go. so i guess the question is which of them would be more likely to be selfish and hold on. thinking this way, i think misumi would be more likely to break-up, bc kazu has lots of friends who are better than him!! and misumi is more ready to leave if he thinks he needs to than kazu is. now im sad.
Are they relatable as characters or as a pairing? Ā Ā THE NUMBER OF TIMES I'VE BEEN CALLED KAZU KIN... in all seriousness kazu's struggles with speaking out and (shinobi spoilers) his uncertainty over his future hit real close to home... while i don't relate as much as misumi, his struggles always manage to tear my heart into pieces... ((oversharing alert) i guess what really separates me from misumi is his struggle with his desire to connect with family who has treated him poorly... whereas im more "lol fuck you") tldr i relate to kazu slightly more LOL
Did you once/ever dislike one/both of them? Ā Ā i never disliked them but i was NOT expecting either of them to shoot up so quickly into my favs list ahdjahdjf. also i started shipping them Immediately After reading summer main story so there's that
On an estimate, how many posts have you made about them? Ā Ā as of september 28th 2020 i make up 11/78 fics on ao3 in the romantic misukazu tag and 2/12 in the platonic one. i may have brainrot.
What made you decide to ship them? Ā Ā TBH I FINISHED THE MAIN STORY AND WENT "OH MY GOD... THAT'S MY SHIP" but now that i'm here i continue to ship them because they have the potential to bring out both the best and the worst in each other and i'm all about that
Favorite genre for them? (Angst, fluff, etc.) Ā Ā angst. i just. angst hurt/comfort all the way. im so sorry babies.
lol you thought there would just be 21 ANYWAY EXTRA 1: how do they spend breaks/vacation? Ā Ā they'd travel a lot when they're older!! kazunari loves to travel and misumi would follow kazunari anywhere (also, new triangles!!) so they go somewhere new whenever they have the time. however i think eventually one or both of their future careers will take them anywhere and everywhere anyway, so their "ideal vacation" might turn into an evening in, cuddling and catching up (as if they didn't already send play-by-play updates over the phone of whatever they did during the day)
EXTRA 2: first date? Ā Ā i don't they ever have an explicit first date, but if asked they'll cite the time they had a picnic in the park turned triangle hunt turned accidental dip in the duck pond. at least, kazunari will. misumi just tilts his head and wonders what you mean.
EXTRA 3: gifts? Ā Ā IM FEELING REALLY CHEESY SO I'M MAKING THIS ABOUT ANNIVERSARY GIFTS they both end up getting each other jewelry (although kazu was really really nervous bc he wasn't sure if misumi would wear it). kazu gets misumi a bracelet (with triangles, of course although misumi only wears it sometimes because he doesn't want to lose it) and misumi gets kazu a pair of triangle earrings "so we can match!" and kazunari combusts at the implications
EXTRA 4: sharing clothes Ā Ā THEY'RE ACTUALLY AROUND THE SAME SIZE (and tend to wear baggier stuff barring kazu's skinny jeans)... but they have completely different Styles so it's still really obvious when steal each other's stuff ahdjajdkaf. as cute as kazu would look in sumi's sweatshirt i think the much more likely scenario is kazu wrapping misumi in his jackets because this boy nEVER BRINGS HIS ANYWHERE anyway just. accidental shared wardrobe misukazu.
EXTRA 5: lake house au Ā Ā consider: kazunari living in a house on the shore of a lake for a summer for Art Purposes (and a little bit for Dealing With Life purposes but he's not gonna admit that) and meets his lake neighbor misumi who kazu thinks might be a ghost or spirit for a while but he actually just lives further down the lake and misumi unknowingly helps kazu with his Life Issues and maybe they fall in love
#a3#misukazu#kazumisu#ikaruga misumi#miyoshi kazunari#a3!#act! addict! actors!#headcanons#ernb its me
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You tagged me in a thing and I had a stroke, bless you
I get all Pikachu meme whenever I see you in my dash and you've referred to me and acknowledged my existence because it is literally the best thing ever, I have a mini stroke every time
Three ships: Jamilton, Jamilams and Jamilmads (would've said lams but then it just sounds like I'm saying the same ship in three different ways lol)
Last song: Uhh, I don't listen to music much, but Ultimately by Khai dreams
Last movie: The Hunchback of Notre dame
Currently craving: Sushi, oddly enough (I haven't had it in about nine years but still, want)
Currently reading: The Da Vinci code, and about five different fanfictions
About a very late answer to your question (My family has COVID, which is shocking to hear, or so I'm told, but they're recovering and they fortunately had a mild case and no one has any history of disease so they're going to be okay! That's what the doctor said and I'm praying), Taco hell made me laugh really hard when I read it and really lifted my spirits because I remember being in not a great place when I started it but it made me smile which was like, a thing for me, and don't judge me but I think The three way was probably my favourite and I don't want to think about what that says about me but it was really because I love works that are that long (around 50k is always my sweet spot). I'm not sure if I'm remembering right and I'm so so sorry if I'm getting the title song wrong but that one Jamilton fic with uh, Gucci and fendi in the title was really fun to read ;-;
I also remeber the first work of yours I ever read was this comfort Whamilton around 1.5 or 2k where it starts raining and Alexander is on edge but George comforts him- Okay, I'm ranting now, apologies. ;-; (idk You're super cool and I want to talk to you like, normally, but you'll hateee me and I don't want that and so here)
I never really get a chance to respond as soon as I'd like, BUT I never get to and if you don't want to know/care about my life- please skip to the next paragraph thank you. So, I did end up watching Snowpiercer! I watched all ten episodes in one day which is iffy to say the least, but I'm still alive! I did love it. And I've been alright- a bit anxious with everything, but I've been giving my tests and uni and stuff. Yesterday, I was about to go to the vet when u realised about two minutes into the ride that I forgot my dog so that was embarrassing. Almost competing with the time I dropped my phone and then followed it, dropping to my knees and immediately bursting into tears (Nothing even happened to my phone!). So if you read this, thank you again.
I wanted to ask how you were doing too! If you don't mind xxx
And as for the fanfic writer asks, would you mind answering 50 ;-;
Wgjfvqkcwkh also I heard about you and Henni getting married so CONGRATULATIONS that is the most amazing, sweetest thing and in honestly so f*cking happy for both of you. I audibly awwed when I saw that post and I can't believe I just remembered.
I'm so sorry this got out of hand with how long it is, I didn't mean for it to be ;-;
-shy anon, sincerely apologising for possibly ruining your day by oversharing and/or overstepping (also with love and congratulations for you and her)
I get the surprised pikachu face whenever you show up in my ask box ;-; It always makes me happy!!!
Okay but sushi is always good. The craving comes randomly for me as well. I didnāt crave it at all when I used to make it for a living, because I got so tired of it, but now I crave it every once in a while lol itās really good ;-;
I really hope everyone is doing okay! COVID is scary and itās no joke. Having it before was horrible for me and I would never wish it on anyone. I hope everyone including you is okay ;-;
Iām glad Taco Hell did what I was meaning for it to do! Itās meant to be lighthearted and make people laugh. Itās based off of my life and itās actual situations I end up in all the time. Itās quite amusing lol
I would never judge you. The Three Way is literally the one fic I am most proud of. I could never judge you. I literally go back and read it every once in a while and go like āI made that... Holy fuck...ā
Oh! Gucci Not Fendi is the title. Iām glad you liked it!!!
Rant all you want! I adore that Whamilton fic ;-;
Seriously, my dear, I can promise you that I wonāt hate you at all. Believe me, I really wonāt. Iām probably the most awkward and annoying person anyone will ever know and I overshare like everything. People know more about me than they really should.. Lol
I care about your life, I was the one that asked you to tell me! But honestly, snowpiercer was soooo good... Like I tried to binge it all in one day but I was trying to write as well and it didnāt go over well lmao, snowpiercer ended up winning! Iām really glad you watched it!!!
That whole forgetting your dog thing is a mood. Today I forgot to turn on the food heaters and I realized it right before it was too late. Almost lost $200 worth of meat... Oops... Lmao
I do that with my phone if I drop it even if itās okay. I just freak the fuck out and cry before I know if there really is an issue
Also Iām doing good! I decided to just lay back and relax tonight so Iām having a few drinks and Iām gonna watch random shit lol I was up for 33 hours the night before last and slept for 15 hours after. I canāt recommend doing that, especially not when youāre like 24. Iām too old for that shit.
Hell yeah I can do 50! I will give you a sneak peak at the 3rd part of the three way... .-. It will be posted on Oct 19th!!!
Here it is. This is seriously NSFW lol:
Alexander looked down at Thomas and ran the fingers of his free hand through Thomas' hair. He licked his lips as he watched Thomas work his tongue expertly inside George. "You're such a good boy Thomas, you're already wrecking him." He purred.Ā
Thomas let out a low moan and kept up the work, getting a little more aggressive. Alexander could feel himself getting hard in his pants at the sight coupled with George's shameless moans. Alexander looked back at George's face and grinned a bit. "Are you proud of us, Daddy?" He asked.Ā
George pressed his forehead against the headrest and panted as Thomas wrecked him. He tried to push back against Thomas to no avail. "Fuckā¦ Y-yesā¦ Yes you two did so goodā¦ Pleaseā¦ Please do as you wishā¦ Whatever you choose, do itā¦ I will take whatever you give me, you de-deserve itā¦" George bit out desperately.
Alexander grinned in delight at that. He looked at Thomas who looked just as excited from what George just said. He then touched Thomas' shoulder. "Alright, that's enough babe. I'm going to stretch him, then we can give him a good spanking. Why don't you undress for me? I have a little treat for you." He purred.Ā -END of the preview.
Thank you so much! We are so freaking happy that itās happening. We were planning it more today! Itās so amazing ugh.
I appreciate it all the same! Itās not too long for me at all!! Donāt you worry my dear <3 you didnāt overstep at all!
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People I want to get to know better āØ
I was tagged by the lovely @miyaluvvsyou thank you <3
1. Birthday: October 11
2. Zodiac: Libra
3. Height: 5ā1
4. Last song I listened to: āLondon Boyā by Taylor SwiftĀ (I feel this song on a deeper level even if it's just that simple lol)
5. Hobbies: listening to music, sleep, reading, writing, dance (just around the house)
6. Favorite Color: Blue
7. Last movie I watched: Bohemian Rhapsody (Iām still on this Ben mood recently)
8: Favorite book: the only one that came to mind isĀ āBeat the reaperā (this book need its movie, Sebastian Stan needs to be the lead role for this movie)
9. Dream Job: something along with Iām currently studying (psychology) so I hope is between criminology or having my own clinic idk
10: Meaning behind my URL: well...the old one didnāt make justice to all the fandoms and craziness that I'm into so... Iām just not our typical fan idk does it make it sense?
(as always I think I'm oversharing sorry)
Iām going to tag @debdarkpetal @crazylittlethingcalledobsession @the-bronte-angel @itsametaphorbriansblog @rocknrollsavedmysoul13 and whoever wants to do it <3
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Seromina || Firsts
For Sero Ship Week Day 3: Firsts at @seroshipweekā
SUMMARY: Ashido tends to overshare her personal life on social media so itās only fitting that she shares her favourite moments on it too, right?
But this time, itās only for one pair of eyes.
GENRE: sero hanta x ashido mina, social media au (I think?)
TEXT from your queenĀ š
follow @iloveutapeboi on insta its private but dw youll be accepted start from the first post!!!!!!!!
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[Image: Candid of Sero taken from the side; slightly blurry, low angle as if the photographer was trying to be discreet as they took it. Heās wearing an orange hoodie with black stripes. Heās grinning at someone in front of him and he holds a bitten meat pie in one hand. In the background, there are barely visible bowling lanes.]
Caption: the first time i thought to myselfĀ āmaybe seros actually cute and i actually like him in a like like wayā if that make sense lol. maybe there were other times but this was the earliest memory i could think of. this was after that laser tag game we all played and you did your whole dramatic self sacrificing for me (lol quickest way to my heart - take a laser tag shot for me).Ā
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[Image: Image of the city taken from inside a bus. Half the image is of the seats of the bus whilst the other half are buildings of the city. A few people are in the shot, but theyāre faces are unrecognisable.]
Caption:Ā first time I realised I was in loveeee (i love youu) how cheesy amirite. its a bus because i realised it when we were going back to ua together after a field trip and idk i just had this light bulb moment ok ugh this is too cheesy were done here ily but im cringing too hard at the cheesinesssss (two posts in and im already dying but im pushing thru!!!!)
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[Image: 2 puppies being held by someone who is clearly Sero by the look of the arms and his orange black striped hoodie. One puppy in each arm; a white pit bull and a brown one.]
Caption:Ā our not-so-official first date?? idk if youād call it that but like......we were alone together so idk??? u know i was going to actually confess today but the dogs were so cute they distracted me!! so i forgot lol!!! (theyre only sliiiiiightly cuter than u dw dw!!! š¤£)
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[Image: Seroās silhouette inside a movie theater. Heās facing the camera but itās too dark to see much other than the shadows of his face and the glint of his white teeth in his grin. In the far left of the photo, the Lego Movie is playing.]
Caption: our official first date (tho i guess it was kinda rushed??? considering i literally told u i liked u like an hour earlier lmao but i wouldnt have it any other way ā¤ļø)
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[Image: Ashidoās room, taken from the doorway. The bed is unmade; the curtains are drawn back to let the sunlight in; the desk is a mess of school books and loose sheets. Ashidoās arms are outstretched in front of the camera; sheās forming a heart with her hands.]
Caption: place we had our first kiss!!! (tho we failed like five times and kept laughing!! the movies are wayyyy too serious - they make it seem like ur not allowed to laugh!! our kisses are so much betterš)
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[Image: Pathway leading up into a park where cherry blossom trees frame the edges. There are a few passerbys and one dog, legs a blur, running through the image.]
Caption:Ā place i asked you to be my boyfriend because SOMEONE STILL had this WEIRD idea that?? i??? didnt?? like?? them? EVEN AFTER?? LIKE FIVE DATES?? AND FIVE KISSES???
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[Image:Ā UA Heights Alliance common room. Looking through the windows, itās night and thereās no one in there but thereās food wrappers strewn across the coffee table and the floor.]
Caption: place you said your first i love you (ok i suppose i shouldnt be salty about the boyfriend asking thing because first ilys are such a milestone!!!! ps. im still sorry i panicked when u said it lmao i love how we laugh about it but i know from sources coughbakuyellingthat1tapeboiwasstressingashell that you almost cried ilyyyyyyyy ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø)
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[Image: Close up focus of Seroās lit up face. Heās giving a close-eyed smile to someone slightly to the left of the camera. Just making it in the frame is a slice of bright blond hair. The background is blurred but it is clearly of a busy beach; the sky is blue and thereās not a cloud in sight. There are two figures, one shirtless with red hair and one wearing a wetsuit cut off at the lower thigh with what might be black or dark purple hair in the water in the far background.]
Caption: when i said my first i love you (i love you toos and i love yous on phones dont count!!! and also u are sooooooo cute in this photo!!! not that ur not always cute ofc š)
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[Image: Text screenshot. (Sent) Ashido: IM SO MAD AT U SERO HANTA ANSWER MEEE (Receiving) Sero: NEVER U TRAITOR (Sent) Ashido: UR THE TRAITOR!!!!]
Caption: first fight :( one of the saddest chapters of my life i hope we never do that again ā¤ļø
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[Image: Rice with natto on top, chopsticks on the side. The dish is on top of pink, patterned napkins.]
Caption: first (of many!!!!!!!!) anniversaries (see??? taking pics of food is VERY important!! and u dared to make fun of my āattempts at being aestheticsā!!)
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[Image 1: Necklace in shape of a crown with engraving of wordsĀ āAlien Queenā.Ā Image 2: Necklace is flipped over with engraving of wordsĀ āAshido Minaā.]
Caption: first (of many!!!!!!!!!!) anniversary presents (I LOVE IT SO MUCH WHY R U SO NICEEEEEEE ITS SO CUTE IM WEARING IT EVERYDAY ILY)
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[Image: From the side, Sero smiling softly, looking up at a beautiful orange sky to match his brighter orange hoodie. His eyes are wide but heās happy. Behind are a few trees.]
Caption: I love youuuuuuuuuuuu sero hantaaaaaaaaaa and dont you forget it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *spam of heart emojis* (also u r seriously wearing the same hoodie in like five of these pics w h y)
TEXT to your queen š
im actualy cryin can i call u
TEXT from your queen š
oofĀ [Image: google search bar āhow to comfort crying boyfriendā.] ofc u can!!
CALL TRANSCRIPT:
Sero: How long have you been planning this? I love you so muchhhhhhhh. Iām crying, can you hear my tears? How did you do it? Did you go to every place or were you planning this from the beginning?
Ashido: *laughter* You canāt hearĀ tears dummy. And youāre not meant to cry! Its meant to be a happy thing! *more laughter*
Sero: ...Glad to know your happy about my pain. ...Its amazing I have literally no words Ashido. I love it-I love you and I love us. Thank you so much.
Ashido: Awww donāt make me blush. It was nothing!
Sero: What do you mean NOTHING? Donāt insult yourself Ashido Mina this is...I donāt know-EVERYTHING!
Ashido: Okay thatās true. Iām awesome.
Sero: Iām going to treasure this forever. Youāll never delete this account right?
Ashido: *giggling* Course not!
Sero: Itās too amazing. Seriously, and I gave you the most cliche relationship present ever.
Ashido: Eesh donāt worry! I love my present! Besides it was the final piece for the account!
Sero: If you say so. You know, I donāt think a meme war counts as a fight...in a relationship...
Ashido: Of course it does! I was soooo angry at you. How could you side with Kirishima?! It was so frustrsting! You wouldnāt BELIEVE!
Sero: ...Trust me I believe. *muffled* Especially after you taped me to the ceiling.
Ashido: What was that?
Sero: Nothing! Also howād you take the pic of your room with your arms in front of you? Is it...*whispers loudly* sorcery?
Ashido: *giggling* You got it. I have a second quirk that I-...I kept secret. Yup. But Iām telling you because youāre my boyfriend and all.
Sero: And I will totally believe you, because youāre my girlfriend, and all. Hey, I know you need your beauty sleep but can I come over--
Ashido: Yes!
Sero: --tomorrow--wait, what?
Ashido: Oh. Well-
Sero: *muffled snort* Someoneās desperate.
Ashido: *huff* Shhh! You can come over anytime!
Sero: Would you reallyĀ not mind if I came over now? At like...*shuffling* eleven?
Ashido: Is that even a question?Ā If you come over now, I can add it to the journal!
Sero: The journal?
Ashido: The account Sero!
Sero: Okay...Why? Itās not the first time Iāve been to your house. Firsts was the theme right?
Ashido: Yep! And I can make it āFirst night spent togetherā wink wink.
Sero: ā¦*muffled laugh* Whatever floats your boat.
Ashido: But youāre getting a cab here right? You better not walk out this late at night!
Sero: I mean, weāre both training to be heroes if we canāt walk out at night then what could we do--
Ashido: Sero you butt!
Sero: --but yes Iām getting a cab.
Ashido: Good! You better stay on the phone the whole time too!
Sero: Of course. I love you Ashido Mina.
Ashido: And I love you Sero Hanta! ...Wait are you still wearing that orange hoodie?
Sero: ...*distant mumbles* Why do you hate my beloved hoodie so much?
Ashido: *equally distant mumbles* If you wear it one more time the photos will think you have one hoodie.
Sero: What would you say if I said yes?
Ashido: Iād say weāve got our next date planned and you can guess what it is.
Sero: ...I mean, I wouldnāt say no to any time with you anyway?
Ashido: Pfft, stop being cute. Just-alright, whatever. Tomorrow? At whatever time we wake up I guess?
Sero:Ā Itās a date.
A/N: completely forgot that they live in the same building so pretend itās holidays or somethingĀ š¤· buuuut i hope you enjoyed this was harder than expected so im rlly sorry if they seem oocĀ š³!! Thanks for reading!!
#bnha#sero ship week 2018#sero hanta#sero hanta imagine#seromina#ashido mina#sero hanta x ashido mina#sero hanta scenario#ashido mina imagine#ashido mina scenario#my work
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warning about user lewdphobis
known users: @/lewd-phobis on tumblr, @/pprotomann on vent (previously @/LewdPhobos), @/lewdphobis AND @/phantom_racer on instagram, @/lewdphobos on twitter
name: harper
hey whatās up fellas. iām aware that this post very much looks like a meme or something that shouldnāt be taken seriously, but please keep reading if you have interacted with this person or seen them around the webbernets. in order to keep petty conflict out of tags, iāll be using slashes in the names. i donāt want this getting too much attention outside of people in this personās reach. yes, i know the slashes look stupid.
this person is active in the N/S/P, T/W/RP, and Protom//en online communities. to summarize, this person is incredibly rude, straight up violates peoplesā privacy, and is an actual factkin. if you donāt know what the hell that means, you donāt have to pay attention to that part. itās really just icing on the cake.Ā
below the read more link are screenshot receipts of their odd and dangerous behavior.Ā
alright so it all started when i saw some weird bull going on on the vent app, which, to be fair, should be a safe space where one shouldnāt be judged. but itās really just as bad, if not worse, than tumblr with people oversharing information. and itās still a very public sphere so there is really no excuse for the overshare.
the kinnie part is the first part, so if you donāt understand any of that you can skim through this or just skip it.
chapter 1: real factkinnie hours
OK letās be deadass about this. seeing this, before even opening the vents, is not a great sign. r/aul panthe/r is the lead singer of the protom//en. the protom//en perform with stage personas, but these personas are not characterized with anything other than an outfit and some very loose lore about robots. a very strong point about the band is remaining genuine while having a very loose lore. personas are not individually characterized apart from each band member themselves, and that has been made a point many times officially.
alright so when you open this babyās shell you see some weird shit straight off the bat, and i donāt meanĀ āhey donāt kin that characterā i meanĀ āhey donāt kin these real mf people.ā
not only are there about 2.5 protom//en listed here, but real people, like, yāknow, guy-manuel, a real french musician who has no characterization connected to a persona besides a performance look.Ā
this bit here, you may not see a great problem with, but its still weird, and is important for this next part.
so i made this post on vent that was basically justĀ āwow someone out here really kinning protom//en huh......crazy....ā (if you want the exact post, message me or scroll through my vent, idc)
and then i get this lil blip on my vent notifs and its this, from arthur (harperās partner)
at first iām reading it and iām like. alright seems reasonable. but iāve come not to buy it. to begin with, harper has been in the kinnie community for longer than theyāve been active on vent. second of all, this @ was a month after the original post about kinning r/aul p/anther, and iād really like to say that that kin list didnāt pop out of thin air in those few days. i responded.
i donāt know about you, but if i were new to a band i wouldnāt assume the band members areĀ ācharactersā. other than that, seems like an alright message, so i just point that fact out. i do regret the tone of this next part, rude on my end.
once again, my response was pretty rude. but they also donāt know if i was truly vague-posting. about harper. if harper didnāt know what factkin was, arthur certainly did know, by the way they replied. once again, my response here was pretty rude. guess i was fired up by someone kinning a grown man with a family and friends, i donāt really know.
arthur/homophobos changed usernames to T/WRPb/and (you can scroll through their vents or DM me for proof) and then posted this
the snake emoji refers to harper. i think its weird theyāre trying to pull it as ironic here, since the initial posts were not ironic. they continue to make jokes like this and shit until the real stupid shit comes along.
chapter 2: real bullshit hours
harper and arthur are soon making some of the weirdest jokes iāve ever seen by people who have just been corrected that these people are people and not characters or made up jokes. if their fan bases were bigger, i could understand there being people like this. but for a tight-knit fan base, this is kind of ridiculous to see, and its clear why it should be rid of this kind of behavior.Ā
this post, though from before everything happened, is still super odd considering its about a real grown man.Ā
this came afterward. this joke would be a whole lot different if the person were 100% fictional, or even if the person was into internet humor. but that just isnāt the case. who makes jokes like this about grown men? scratch that, what kind of people make jokes like this about grown men?
chapter 2.5: bullshit, but this time itās personal
harper followed a friend of mine who does local band stuff around nashville. i donāt like posting DMs (especially without consent, when they see this, theyāll probably kill me too). but there is no reason why a casual fan, especially someoneĀ ānew to the bandā should be following this particular person. there are rarely, if at all, any traces to public tags from this person.Ā
so um. Yikes! security concern. haters will say Why Not Private Account, yadda yadda? because people like harper are not even their target audience. and i donāt think thereās ever a situation where liking someoneās old candid photos, when you previously have not even seen that person in this way, isnāt creepy.Ā
this oneās just weird. look at any of harperās social media. seriously. and i donāt care if harper sees any of this because they straight up lied to someone who they were previously creepinā on. lol.Ā
also this is one of their friends who is just weird as shit lol. no real connection to the specific situation, but this is really the type of people they are.Ā
these are really kids publicly posting about a 30-some year old man with a family like this. and theyāre teens, thereās really no excuse.
if the anonymous friend would like their DMs taken from this post, Iāll comply with that. iāve also never typed out one of these before, sorry if it was all over the place.Ā
iāll post arthurās usernames too:
@/homophobos on tumblr, @/tw/rpcore on twitter, @/tw/rpband on vent app (previously @/homophobos)
if you have any questions, message me. love you. stay safe.
#lewdphobis#lewdphobos#homophobos#twrpcore#factkin#creep#stalker#long post#basil update#my post#upside-sung#mm
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i never check my mentions apparently @alpacalmond and @uiyutrentasei tagged me in a GTKM thing so im gonna do it oh uhhhh 2 weeks later LOL because i cant sleep and i hate myself
i tag @hal-strider if they didnt do it? and @noctiilucent, @kiyumiarashi, @whimsicmimic and @ataliaf uwu and anyone else who wants to do it!!
how tall are you: this is a cryptid question. i get a different result every time i try to measure myself and ive never asked anyone else to do it for me. some people tell me im very short, others have told me im average height for someone who is afab. im gonna hazard a guess at 5ā²5 tho.
what colour are your eyes: very dark brown
do you wear contacts and/or glasses: glasses. i literally CANNOT see without them. i mean like 2 inches from my glasses-less face is so blurry its unbelievable. i get super triggered by eye stuff tho so contacts are a no go ALSO i look weird w/o glasses anyway.
do you wear braces: no my teeth r p good actually. one is a bit wonky but thats life
what is your fashion style: i mean 90% panties and a sweaty 4 day tshirt because i just spend all day in my room like a goblin. BUT when i actually go out im ur basic ass post-emo trans dude with skinny jeans, converse and a too-big graphic tee. sometimes i spice it up with a plaid shirt because im fuckin GAY.
when were you born: october 12th 1999, babey
how old are you: 18 motherfucker flashes my titties and gulps a bottle of vodka im an ADULT
do you have any siblings: yes. a younger brother and hes a cunt
what school/college do you go to: im at sixth form rn (last yr of highschool technically if ur american but im not and hs finishes at 16 yrs old here deal with it). im going uni next yr tho and this years almost over for me academically since we go on study leave soon for our final exams. uwu overshares
what kind of student are you: the asshole who never studies for tests and does homework at 5am the morning before and still manages to pull straight As to everyones anger. im also the adhd class clown who makes random noises and cant concentrate half the time. ik i hate myself too im so annoying irl even more so than online.
what are your favorite subjects: in terms of actual content of the subject, english lit fs. in terms of classmates/teachers/general atmosphere DEFFO drama we spend half of our time eating cake, singing random shit and just losing our minds while filming it on snapchat which shouldnt at all be allowed.
what are your favorite movies: god idek. um. fuck. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i cant think of a single movie. ok ok ok i got it: white chicks, premium rush, scott pilgrim vs the world, the cornetto triology too i just love edgar hes such a great director. i like a lot of the marvel movies esp the spiderman hc and thor ragnorok and both gotg were p good. i love a lot of movies my brains just a void that sucks memories up into its fat gob and steals them from me forever.
what are your pastimes: sleeping, crying, used to be rping but i gave up on that, playing overwatch way too much and getting tilted because im shit, reading fanfictions did i say sleeping
do you have many regrets: dude. my guy. come in close. let me whisper in ur ear. are you close? no, closer. ok.Ā
YES
what is your dream job: whoo boy. im do indecisive and i think a LOT of jobs seem super cool that id never do i.e. be an actor or be in a band. my dream job since i was like 8 was to be a writer which is unlikely since i cant even finish a pwp oneshot. but thatd be cool. id also like to write plays and direct them but thats also wild and v dream > reality.Ā
would you like to get married: honestly. marriage as an institution? angers me. i dont like a lot of things about it. BUT. part of the reason i hate it is honestly if ur in a long long term relationship with someone ur better off married than not in terms of the benefits so. id happily get married if the other person wanted and/or we felt like it was the right thing to do, i just dont really care about being married or having a wedding tbh.
do you want kids? how many if so: no. hard pass. i might adopt if im long-term with someone who SUPER wants kids but that likely wont happen because i dont want to get into a long-term relationship with someone so desperate for kids since i dont have that same enthusiasm. sorry. ill be ur uncle gabe but im not having my own children im just not well equipped to literally have a full time job of making sure little idiots (meant affectionately) who dont know fuck from shit dont just straight up die. i can barely do that for myself.
how many countries have you visited: shit dude actually ive only visited like... uh... 4??? a lot of my holidays tend to be to the same countries (portugal/america) so i dont have that much experience like i feel like i do.
what was your scariest dream: hmmmm. when i was a kid i had these recurring dreams where i worked at this like.Ā āzooā where these MASSIVE, i mean ABSOLUTELY MASSIVE string rays that were also pancakes were like. hooked up to make electricity? anyway i hated the job because we all abused the rays super bad to make them generate the power and it sucked and it was all dystopian. there was stuff where like we had to kill the baby rays and stuff. anyway one day it went all planet of the apes and they broke out somehow and could fly and they killed loads of people and i had to go into hiding because they were super clever and could id who had worked at the zoo plant and wanted revenge. its super weird ik but this is pretty tame for my dreams they go HARD and BIZARRE and this one always made me wake up feeling super sick and scared idk. ur welcome.
do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/significant other: no im lonely but its ok because i need to work on meĀ
put your playlist on shuffle and without skipping the first 15 songs: ok so i dont really have aĀ āplaylistā per se so im just gonna use my top 100 2017 songs on spotify which ignores a lot of my non-spotify non-2017 bangers but whatever.
1)Ā āMy Songs Know What You Did In The Darkā by FOB
2)Ā āTuxford Fallā - Vasudeva
3)Ā āOur Lawyer Made Us Change The Name Of This Song So We Wouldnāt Get Suedā - FOB
4)Ā āFried Noodles: Getter Remixā - Pink Guy, Getter (listen ive never watched any filthy frank he weirds me out but this is a banger)
5)Ā āBrick By Boring Brickā - Paramore
6)Ā āThnks Fr Th Mmrsā - FOB (i really dont listen to this much fob this is crazy)
7)Ā āDeath Note Lās Theme Goes Metalā - Charlie Parra del Riego (theres no defence for this)
8)Ā āTurnstileā - Vasudeva
9)Ā āIdle Worshipā - Paramore
10)Ā āMonsterā - Paramore
11)Ā āMiss Missing Youā - FOB
12)Ā āThe Cityā - Madeon
13)Ā āFar Too Young To Dieā - P!ATD
14)Ā āDonāt Stopā - Nothing More (really this is the band i listen to much smh these results are so skewed)
15)Ā āSmile Like You Mean Itā - The Killers
#the void it speaks#lad tag#about me#i guess?#fhjdskshdsjg#this is stupid i h8 myself but also i love oversharing bye
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ā° HERE ARE THIRTY FACTS ABOUT ME NO ONE ASKED FOR!Ā ā°
*ļ½„ćļ¾ļ½„*ā i was tagged by @youareanartifact ā thank you for tagging me! no one ever does!!
ā° n a m e : FRANCHESCA
ā° n i c k n a m e : FRAN (ppl keep calling me this nowadays even tho i never asked them to lol), FRANNIE; and here are the less common ones: FRANCH, CHESKIE, āFRAN CHOO CHOO THE BAMBOOZLE TRAINā
ā° a g e : 17! ALMOST 18!
ā° s t a r s i g n : LIBRA
ā° m y e r s - b r i g: i donāt remember INFP-T or ENFP-T (I TOOK IT ONCE SOPOHOMORE YEAR AND AGAIN JUNIOR YEAR AND IT KINDA CHANGED?)
ā° f a v e y o u t u b e r : DAN HOWELL!, LEANDER, VIXELLA
ā° f a v e a r t i s t s : uhhhhhhh i barely listen to music now but i guess the hamilton cast????
ā° t i m e : 6:04 PM ??
ā° p e t s : NONE :(
ā° d r e a m j o b : PSYCHOLOGIST, WRITER, TEACHER, HISTORY TEACHER
ā° I WRITE ON WATTPAD EVEN IF ITāS LAME NOWADAYS.
ā° MY FAVORITE SHOW IS TEEN WOLF! AND IāM MAD ABOUT ALLISON AND BRETT STILL. IāD MARRY BOTH OF THEM AND ALSO SCOTT, NGL.
ā° I LOVE HARRY POTTER! ALSO, LORD OF THE RINGS AND PERCY JACKSON!
ā° IāM IN THE HOGWARTS HOUSE OF SLYTHERIN.
ā° IF I WASNāT A SLYTHERIN, IāD PROBABLY BE HUFFLEPUFF.
ā° IāM IN THE ILVERMORNY HOUSE OF HORNED SERPENT. AKA DOUBLE SNAKE,,
ā° I REAAAALLY LOVE SOUP LMAO
ā° IāM HALF CHINESE AND HALF AMERICAN (DONāT ASK ME WHAT. IDK.)
ā° LOWKEY BI BUT IāVE NEVER DATED SOMEONE OF MY GENDER (BTW IāM A GIRL LOL)
ā° I SPEAK CHINESE (CANTONESE), ENGLISH, AND SOMETIMES SPANISH. I CANāT READ OR WRITE CHINESE THO BECAUSE I DIDNāT LEARN WHEN I WAS LITTLE..
ā° IāM A SENIOR IN HIGHSCHOOL!
ā° I WATCH TOO MUCH NETFLIX SO IāVE SEEN TOO MANY SHOWS.. BUT CURRENTLY, IāM WATCHING GREYāS ANATOMY AND DAMN, JACKSON AVERY IS A BEAUTIFUL MAN.
ā° I LOVE HISTORY!
ā° ALTERNATIVELY, I LOVE ENGLISH! IāM MERELY OKAY AT IT THO..
ā° I ALSO LIKE MATH BUT I SUCK AT IT AND I GIVE UP EASILY.
ā° I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND THEYāVE CHANGED MY LIFE A LOTTTTTT
ā° IF I WRITE THINGS, I MAKE PEOPLE READ THEM SO I GET VALIDATIONā¢ LMAO
ā° I REALLY LIKE CHEESY MEMORABLE THINGS (LIKE SENIOR SUNRISE, HOMECOMING, PROM, MATCHING OUTFITS, ETC.)
ā° I CONSTANTLY OVERSHARE THINGS LMAO
ā° CURRENTLY ONLY LISTENING TO THE HAMILTON SOUNDTRACK BECAUSE I HYPER- FIXATE ON THINGS
ā° MY TUMBLR IS ULTIMATELY A BUNCH OF RANDOM STUFF I FIND PRETTY ENOUGH TO REBLOG AND THINGS I OBSESS WITH ON ANY GIVEN DAY. IāM SORRY LOL. THEREāS NO CONSISTENCY HERE.
I CANT COUNT SO ITāS PROBS MORE OR LESS THAN 30 FACTS
*ļ½„ćļ¾ļ½„*ā i tag: @sttchingllies @parkkchanyeoll @edgaristhenewblack @pathetikaesthetic @twinkletemps @misguided-angel29 @shielciel @jesus-of-subruhbia @azure-skiies @bugginbum ! idk if i know anymore people & you guys donāt have to do this but hey, find out more about your local trash hermit (me) here
#ok i already regret tagging so many people#because hey i want attention but also i suck at receiving attention#i wasn't sure if the listed things were apart of the tag or not so i did them anyways#(like the name and age and whatnot)#!!#me#30 random facts#check out my wattpad lol#and also the post of the person who tagged me#i linked them in the bolded words wattpad and tagged
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@cooperjones2020 said:
āHey you figured out how to do it! If it's RD-related, go ahead and tag @cooperjones2020ā, i just can't reply through that account. Um, in my head it's really light Dom!Jug, just it's like clear he's guiding her cause they're doing something she's nervous about, but I'm not sure the scale in my head is the same as other people's. But definitely do not read the one-shot I'm posting Friday cause that's all the way off the scale all the letters of BDSM and I'm afraid to even post it and I'm afraid of how it came out of my head. I totally see that re: Nick Cave, headcanon accepted. have also been listening to some CCR along with my Springsteen because I'm mentally preparing myself to leave the haven of sane people that is Canada and visit my parents in crazy-pants land the South and legit to this day my dad has a box of cassette tapes in his car even though he hasn't had a car with a tape player since like 2002. That is awesome. I love that idea of a tough macho biker listening to Kate Bush and Fleetwood Mac. My dad tried to be a biker and he wasn't cool enough so he gets all his cool through his taste in music. Okay, now I'm done oversharing too, otherwise I'll never make it all the way through my dash with this TCAs craziness. And I'm sorry about your dad, I know you said it was a long time ago but still.ā
(Oh, actually i did not figure out how to do it i just copied and pasted and block quoted, haha) Actually that sounds like a dom! jug thing i can handle... itās not like a, i hate bdsm thing (although i once took a kink quiz that said my kink is vanilla sex......... iāve never been roasted so much in my life). its just that i need jughead to be A Gentle Soul and the sexual relationship between him and betty to be Really, reallyĀ explicitly equal in the power balance or else its just not palatable to me. Personal preference, you know.
RE: Your upcoming one-shot... Donāt be afraid to post it! There will be people who absolutely Love it and writing is not a personal like.. endorsement of anything, itās literally you exploring certain aspects that you read into characters or you being likeĀ āthis character, but what if they did thisā and that kind of creativity is cool as shit and shouldnāt be stifled imo.Ā Ā
I mean, im currently fretting because im writing a lesbian bughead au with jughead as a trans girl, and i dont really want to post it because im worried about 1. lesbophobia 2. transmisogyny and 3. literally noone being interested. But my best friend saidĀ āthe thing about posting something niche is, even if it doesnāt get a lot of attention, the people who like that thing too will have more of it to read!ā. which i thought was a really nice way to put it.Ā
I still have a box of cassette tapes of my mumās lol and theyāre all like, the doors and beth orton and fat boy slim, but the only tape player we have is our emergency radio. but vinyl made a comeback... perhaps cassette tapes will too...
Anyway, wishing you all the luck with your heading home to the South! and if you ever want to chat b*ghead headcanons/music/anything at all then feel free because i freaking love the Discourse, lol :)
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