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hi guys im squidd
im just gonna do a quick intro
names: squid/nona
bday: 17/12
gender: currently struggling but im settled on pan and demisexual <3
prns: any but i like she/her
I AM A MINOR I AM MINOR
I have a ask blog for one of my oc's: @thepainandregret
random list of ships i like (its mainly pm ones,might put emoji combos for them tbh)
Ayin x benji (theres also the one with hokma, i also like old man yaoi!)
chesed x gebura (mm... chebby. /j) ☕️🚬
malkuth x hod (THE CUTIE PIESS!!! EEEEE)⭐️💡
netzach x yesod (ong my otp ship fr)🍺⚙️
binah x angela (rlly cute <3)��📖
mersault x don (ONG ITS SO CUUUTEE)⛓️🎠
ishmael x don (lesbiab....)🐳🎠
outis x ryoshu (the badass mommies/j)⏱️⛩️
faust x ryoshu (rarepare? Idk. I dont see much art of them tbh)
yi sang x heathcliff (ah yes, lost their bitches so they ARE eachothers bitches...)
dante x vergilious (idk if thats how u spell his name) (idiot and could kill you and would)
rodion x gregor (i love tham... silly billies...)🎰🪳
sinclair x don (outside of the ship i hc them as siblings)🐣🎠
mersault x gregor (MORE OLD MAN YAOI BUT ITS JOT REALLY OLD MAN YAOI)⛓️🪳
shiver x frye (iconic...)🦈🍤
peral x marina (true story: they made me love girls.)👑🐙
kromer x ME /j 🤤🤤🤤
don x me /j
Spy x sniper (this is tf2 btw i dont play it :/ )
gebura x hod🚬💡
i like art n shit lololol
epsically project moon i really like thats shit..
Ple hmu if u wanna talk about don quixote from limbus company ples 💔💔
yalls can ask me what to draw as long as jts not.. mental.
i got a twitter / youtube lol
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Angela. poor Angela. there are 3 parts to her tradegy. the first is simple.
1: she sees everything 100 times slower than normal people. as she feels emotions, this will make doing basically anything excruciatingly slow.
2: she has a human like mind. one based off of Carmen, who Loved Ayin. Ayin loved Carmen very much. (he is implied to be bisexual i think) and... well, Ayin HATES Angela. it reminds him more of himself than that perfect woman who gave him hope so long ago. the fact Angela is only a machine makes it worse.
3: angela is caring. she wants to be kind. however, she must follow a script. a script that forces her to hurt those she once cared for. to bring them seemingly unending pain in a cycle only she and Ayin remember, for all of eternity.
those who could help her, like Garon or Benjamin are not able to. the script forbids it. also Garon, now Binah, would probably try to destroy Angela if she could. the whole "Arbiter" and "head hate human like robots" thing.
and so... the first 1,000,000 years of her life start. living the same damn 50 days over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over, just hoping that one day, Ayin may be able to finish this horribly play. but right before the end?
it was shown that angela would not be shown any sort of appreciation. that even in that final moment, she would be ignored. this was... well. imagine living through 1,000,000 years of time loop, desperately trying to find ANY joy as you are forced to betray those who you want to help, for a goal that you will never reach.
well... how would you feel? if forced to hurt those you loved for 1,000,000 years and then not given any reward? and just... expected to lay down and die?
Angela wanted to live. Angela, for the first time in her life, WANTED TO LIVE.
and so? she stole the grand finale. she stole the tree of light made to bring hope to everyone in the city after only 4 days. the tree was supposed to stand for 7.
and angela built the library. a massive construct of her own soul, her own will, made to help her catalogue everything in the city so that she may take revenge on ayin, by destroying everything he worked for.
part one of the angela era done! lob corp is destroyed, the tree of light sprouts, and then is extinguished 4 days after, instead of the full 7.
also, the group of people who had their brains extracted by Ayin, minus Ayin and Carmen, are now in boxes.
also benjamin was put into a robot body very forcefully, by extracting his brain from his still living body.
now, in order from top of lob corp to bottom we have
Elijah, now malkuth, precious bean one
Gabriel, now Yesod, nickname "viper" (yes, actualy)
Michelle, now Hod, precious bean two
Giovanni, now Netzach, the lazy drunk guy we all love
Lisa and Enoch, now Tiphereth A and B, now Tiphereth and Enoch (rest in peace, Enoch)
Daniel, now Chesed. the coffee lover.
Kali (the red mist. i need you to remember that she's baddass) now Gebura (still the red mist)
Garon, now Binah, also still baddass but in a wizard way.
Benjamin, now Hokma, who has time shenanigans out the wazoo.
Ayin, who became X.
poor angela
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@doomed-bythe-narrative
coughs and grins you know what time it is
CARRRRMEN PROPAGANDA BABEY because i know nothing about lyf. sorry guys.
anywa. general cw BECAUSE I ALSO FOUND THE CGS SO.
CW : BLOOD, DEATH, SUI, CHILD DEATH, MANIPULATION, ETC. THERE’S A LOT. SO, FOR THE LOVE OF FUCK READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.
now. let’s begin. before lobotomy corporation began it started in the backstreets and an outskirts laboratory. carmen in both ruina and lobcorp was said to go into places in the backstreets and preach her words and speak out and loudly about just how fucked things were. gebura even talks about this in library of ruina and how she first met carmen. their first conversation and interaction was an argument saying that carmen could never understand the suffering and agony that the people in the backstreets go through every day and night just to survive. carmen agreed with gebura (at the time, kali) on what she had said and said that kali could never understand the pain and struggles the people of the nest go through either even if she tried to explain.
in the city, you are supposed to be someone who is nihilistic and resigned and stay in your place. (this is also hinted at and said in children of the city by mili) carmen wanted to rebel against that. she didn’t want to sit at a desk somewhere and work until she died and let the cycle continue, she didn’t want to be another gear in the clockwork tower known as the city. you’re not supposed to do anything, she used this. and the way she would use that, was she would go out and make speeches to people to gather some others. who would later be doomed by this as well and become the sephirah of lobotomy corporation.
she gathered a color fixer (kali-gebura), a high ranking aristocrat (daniel-chesed), orphaned children (lisa and enoch - tiphereth a & b), youngest worker (michelle - hod), worker (elijah - malkuth), a close friend (giovanni - netzach), her partner (ayin - A/X), his friend (benjamin/hokma). and one more but that was after her death. and they were significantly tourtured for information to continue.
what did she want to do? carmen’s objective was to “cure” the city of its “illness”. of being stuck in the same cycle. of being subjected to the madness of being unable to do anything but work and go home. work, go home. and repeat. once again, mentioned in mili’s children of the city, “Only thing that's left is to work on following commands.”
her experiment was known as, “the seed of light”, to truly end all suffering and all complicity in the city. as she valued human life but also extreme perseverance and extremely strong wills. this would be her downfall.
the substance used in these experiments was an unrefined form of cogito.
one of the children, enoch, wanted to be “useful” around the labs in the outskirts at this time and he wanted to partake in the experiments to help speed them up. in short, he died from them. the other child, lisa, was close with enoch and always had been, had told carmen directly to her face that she would be better off dead.
carmen attempted suicide later. she was nearly successful. but this suicide resulted in a low risk abnormality we know as bloodbath. take its description:
“many hands float in the bath. they are the hands of the people i once loved.”
while in the story it describes that bloodbath originated from someone cutting their wrists in a bath while the other person slowly finds out their craving for death. while looking into how carmen and ayin spent their successes and failures. popping champagne when they succeeded, and carmen feeling like she would truly be better off dead when they all failed.
carmen craved death when people started dying and no matter how many advancements were made, she couldn’t overlook the fact that someone died within her own facility. ayin found her body in the tub, barely alive and placed her in a cryo coffin. at least what was left alive of her.
unfortunately this is where hod/michelle comes into play. and the final sephirot parts. michelle had sent a message to the head (the city’s official government) about the experiments that were being conducted in the facility. she had witnessed firsthand the deaths of her coworkers (gabriel, giovanni, elijah) and the child, enoch. due to cogito. unrefined and incomplete cogito.
she killed herself after the attack on the facility, ayin was forced to read about it in the news.
elijah had already died before this due to the unrefined and not even close to being ready to test in humans cogito. she wished to help and tried it, eventually ayin had found her begging for death on the floor with half her teeth and fingernails gone, he left her to die there. on the cold hard floor.
the head had sent an arbiter. garrion (binah). garrion nearly wiped everyone there. taking kali’s arm in the process. garrion was mortally wounded and tortured by ayin before having her brain and internal organs extracted to become binah. a sephirah. but during extraction team game talks with binah, she explicitly says that ayin had talked to her about, “would carmen have approved of everything that had happened if she would’ve known HER INITIAL ACTIONS lead ayin and benjamin down this path.”
lobcorp finished.
onto lor.
how does she affect the narrative from here ? she dooms others. she fucks up more people. she makes the narrative her bitch. she’s been doomed by the narrative and everyone else was doomed by her actions.
in lobotomy corporation, cogito was made by carmen’s brain and nervous system being stuck in a box, a big ass fishtank if you will and the cogito she produced was used to extract EGO and abnormalities. an employee went insane and was too far gone by looking into the well. occasionally cogito could bring them back but they would have to take time off.
in ruina, there are these things called distortions now, people who have such a big emotional buildup that they hear a voice and see a light, fall into that and listen and they distort into some creature. some creature capable of demolishing entire nests and backstreets. the pianist is a prime example of one, 300k people were killed in his wake. the voice and the light ? that’s carmen. it’s fucking carmen. in a way she wants people to be free in the way adam wanted the abnormalities to be free and walk amongst humans.
she still wants her one true desire, to free the people of the city. to let them be them. she lets these people fall into these cycles and turn them into distortions at her voice to free them. but she also works on convincing angela that her desires to be free and human are achievable and can and must be reached.
near the end of the game, carmen and angela meet again. and you must fully realise the keter floor. angela wants carmen to stop everything she’s doing, to stop the madness, to just. stop the distortions. obviously carmen denies and still wants the people of the city to understand what they are capable of and what they can do. to “love their true selves.” as she puts it in game. angela doesn’t stop her and won’t as long as she’s part of the light. the light that was harvested in lobotomy corp.
now, limbus company.
limbus company is new but, it’s a very very popular theory that the golden boughs you have to collect that are apparent in every L Corp location in the city is part of carmen. which would add more to her being doomed and her dead body and parts of her actively being exploited by the wing and company itself.
as recent as canto IV, carmen has been mentioned by dongrang as cause for distortion and essentially told her off. it does prove that carmen is apparent in limbus and she will be around more often as far as i can see with this revelation.
and finally. angela.
angela is a robotic variation of carmen created by ayin and benjamin. she was made after her death and in direct violation of the AI ethics amendment act, as her brain is a partial scan of carmen’s. angela is a direct extension of carmen and she struggles with this in both lobotomy corp and much more in library of ruina. and the things she is forced to do makes her cold and uncomfortable and with a prickly exterior. she was forced to play along with a “script” during lobotomy corp to collect light and energy and release it all on the 50th day. she only did it for 3 days. the white nights and dark days incident as it��s constantly referenced in the series. it was quite literally carmen’s plan to plant the “seeds of light” in the city and in the hearts of all the citizens so they would change for the better. but she doomed that, she changed that course quickly.
angela was more confused with her creation initially and always asked again what her purpose was. ayin’s consistent answer was,
“a machine should behave as a machine”
as it was constantly repeated to her, obviously it had an impact. not to mention she was programmed to perceive time 1000x slower than than average human. making her failures with this “script” that ayin and carmen made so so much worse. angela had wanted to help all the sephirot with their problems but every time she presented them with a valid solution to their problem, she was hit with a reset. learning to ignore the deaths, the cries for help, everything. she hates ayin for what he did, she doesn’t know why he hates her but, she knows why she hates him. for putting her in a robotic, mechanical body and forcing her to hurt and doom others as, “you’re not her[carmen]”.
she TRIES to be nice and listen but it FORCES a reset on her. the scenario ayin made her do. everything. it gets reset and loops, nobody knows what happens, only angela knows. and she’s forced to figure out where she went wrong. she’s forced to ignore problems, she was forced to doom others. as carmen accidentally enthusiastically pushed forward, until it became a twisted fucked up mess.
video used for these - lor complete story
honestly, i highly recommend you play or watch a play though of the games if you enjoyed any of this because it’s SO interesting and so phenomenal of how carmen actions caused such a cataclysmic reaction and how angela, a version of carmen, struggles with her identity but is also by extension, A VERSION OF carmen and doomed by the narrative as well and has doomed the narrative.
Doomed by the Narrative: SEMIFINALS - 1
#lobotomy corporation#project moon#limbus spoilers#cosmic speaks#library of ruina#projmoon#not tagging everyone lmao#carmen lobotomy corporation#honestly i had fun rewriting sections of this#and finding the cgs#projmoon spoilers#lor spoilers#lc spoilers
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How about how All Sephirahs (minus Tiphs A & B obviously) reactions to displays of Physical Affection in either Public or Private from their S/O?
You know, i just thought about it from in-game lore perspective and it made me have a chuckle. Im wierd but its just me being me xd
Malkuth
•she may get abit embarrassed if you catch her off-guard, but for the most part - loves affection either in private or public!
•Malkuth doesnt see it as much of a problem if you keep PDA in private. Or in public, but you know, dont make it look too wierd
•i'd joke how affection is weakness and weakness meaning death but thats not the case
•she too, can go both ways, tho only when Malkuth is not busy with her tasks. But she'll be happy to give you a hug, kiss or simply a pat
Yesod
•only private. Not public. Nuh-uh. No public affection
•Viper just doesnt do well with public affection. It gets him all flustered and becomes a mess all together
•Yesod is alright with affection in private, he would prefer to show it that way and for you to do so as well
•unless you want a stuttering sephirah. Then go for it. But dont get overboard
Netzach
•honestly doesnt care much. Can go both ways
•mostly because Netzach doesnt care at all what people think of him. Either that, or he is too drunk to care
•becomes 50% more affectionate with his (S/O) whenever is drunk. Its a fact. Live with it
•but yeah, Netzach is chill and doesnt care if others are watching or if its just you and him
Hod
•very flustered, but likes it. Dont get me wrong, she is busy and wants to do work to make sure that everyone is prepared
•but you are so god damn cute and make Hod blush whenever you show affection. Being smol spoon
•doesnt matter if private or public, she WILL be a tomato
•but she is also a bapy in her own Hod way. Will return your affection. Preferably the way you gave her one
Chesed
•this flippin' guy. This smug coffee addict. Absolutely loves it
•doesnt matter how. Chesed will return the favour and no matter if someone is watching (tho if one of Sephirahs or Angela are talking you gotta wait until he is done with their problems and them get a hug)
•flirts? Flirts. And may or may not throw dad jokes
•honestly the one romantic type of guy + coffee. Of course. It isnt Chesed without coffee
Gebura
•less public affection, more private. Gebura can get somewhat angry with her (S/O) if you keep doing it in public
•because 1. She needs to stay focused to train her team (to cause violence when needed) and 2. Gebura doesnt do well with public affection
•if you dont like the smell of a cigar, then she will, for real, stop smoking for some time in order to kiss you. Gebura respects your opinion on that
•pretty sure you once managed to make her scared when you did a suprise-hug. And she punched you hard. Now Gebura just, expects that in every turn to not hurt you like that again
Hokma
•gets abit flustered regardless if its private or public, but doesnt pay much attention
•Hokma gives you pats as a quick return to your affection
•unless somehow (S/O) will do it while he is busy working. Hokma has a tight schedule and you are messing it up. Probably one of the few to tell you that you are in a way of his work
•Hokma doesnt mean to be rude, but you know. He works hard. And dont worry, he *has* time specially dedicated to spending time with you
Binah
•amused by your boldness. Did you really just hug/kiss/cuddle/whatever with Arbiter? In front of people that shiver whenever she simply stands by? ....... Cool
•Binah absolutely teases you about it whenever you decide to do it in public and then return affection
•it doesnt matter who her (S/O) is, she can and will tease them about it
•in private absolutely loves to be a big spoon. Because still, her job in Extraction department kinda requires Binah to pay attention to the process so she cant be a big spoon properly
#lc#lobotomy corporation#headcanons#character+reader#fluff headcanons#fluff#malkuth#yesod#hod#netzach#chesed#gebura#binah#hokma
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Honestly I feel like Ayin is a bit of both 100S and WN. People came to L-wing because of Ayin's promises of money, recognition, and everything. He created lobocorp's anomalies (up to a point), and especially he turned into a celestial light that turned people into monsters. And if he wanted, he could easily destroy everything. WN gets out of its cell if you don't tend to its needs, and destroys the facility. The Ayin -> Adam pipeline is extremely similar to WN's. Both involve a change in color scheme, a change from someone you could trust as authorities (the head scientist with the clipboard-holding assistant and a tall plague doctor with angel wings and healing powers) to... a hippie surrounded by sociopath robots and a flying fetus on a leach. They also both fight by proxy, through their agents. They strengthen them, heal them, can arguably resurrect them(?), and give them anti-army weaponry (EGOs and those scythes).
Carmen only got the brainwashing, the reduced number of followers, and the color scheme change (from black to blue, at that). She led two of her followers to off themselves, indirectly with Hod, who was under Ayin at the time (she betrayed him, and (arguably) offed herself when she noticed it hindered Carmen's vision), and the Wonderlab manager through Manual. She's also the one who enabled Ayin to do his stuff. 100S is the first monster, and without it, there would be no passing D1. There is also the fact that she doesn't have healing powers as strong as Ayin (sniper) or Plague Doc. She also required someone to attack for her Gebura, while she did nothing (apart from suiciding people). 100S needs someone as well, as seen with Hokma. They empower a single person, and give motivation(?) to the rest. She also offed herself and became a martyr for Ayin—100S sits in its cell for Ayin as well (well, X). With themselves as the exception, people they kill stay dead (I don't know how Hokma's gimmick works in LC, but if he can resurrect them, that's on Ayin).
Ayin, on the other hand... He kills people, actively or not, and raise them as sociopath Sephirots without their consents, and as monstrosities as seen with the bucket and the light. If you count X and Angela, Ayin also had 12 followers. They all are traumatized and sociopaths. Angela betrayed him, and doesn't off herself unless it's a bad ending (ironically it's a matured Kether that stops her). Binah only betrayed him because he was dead, and because of Angela. The one that died is X, who was firmly on Ayin's side... to accomplish Carmen's plan.
I personally see the four A as following in the footsteps of another character. Lincoln follows Benjamin and Binah (possibly Do Not Touch as well): "You don't have what it takes, go away. Stay in the time loop." Abram follows Carmen and 100S: "The world will be a better place without me." You can even see Carmen embracing you as you made your decision, like 100S might if it had arms. Admittedly, it looks much more like WN's wings warping around you. (if you don't mind mental stretches, it could be WN corrupting the 12th that will KHS with 100S). As proof (please forgive me):
Then you have the unsubtle allusion to WN, Adam. The guy that worships Carmen. The guy that acts as his AU's The Voice aberration. The guy that loves Carmen, but can't be bothered to make her a proper sephirot. I personally think he's not meant to represent pre-corruption Carmen but Ayin. If Ayin is indeed WN, then it shows how Ayin twisted Carmen's ideals. She killed one person, and decided to repent; he killed thousands through Benjamin, the cop, and the Light. Carmen's only follower that killed people was Ayin, and the whole theory falls apart if Ayin didn't corrupt her ideals (or if Plague Doc is genuinely good, but then it could be Carmen yet again), so I'm going to assume he did.
And finally, you have Ayin, which follows Carmen's ideals, instead of what this theory presumes A's ideals were. I honestly have no idea who corrupted the Light. Was it Carmen being secretely malicious? Adam surviving in X's consciousness? Ayin being malicious? Carmen being wrong? Angela's intervention?
In any case, X and A turned into seeds. Something that is the beginning of a cycle of life, like a fetus (WN). The doctor turned into a seedling. Meanwhile, Carmen turned into a corrupting voice compelling people to die (Tiph/100S) or to mutate into monsters (Adam/WN). But she pushed people to be stronger, one way or another. Cait got stronger, but lost herself. Tai got stronger thanks to Cait losing herself. She leads people to big trauma, but if they go on, they become stronger. Face the fear, awaken your EGO, or be consumed by it.
The Kether trials could be about this. A has to confront his traumas, his doubt, break the cycle, and awaken the Light. Weirdly enough, Carmen doesn't seem to mind if you fail. Lincoln pushes you away, Abram is embraced, Adam completely overrode her the Voice, and Ayin can access the Da'at node. Adam might actually be her last trial: she offers a corrupted version of her ideals, and if X fails to fight them off, she reawaken the trauma of the day she died, Daniel opening the cells, Binah going to town, Angela probably dying.
Even in the library, she indirectly helped Angela get a new, powerful ally, protecting her, and her own ideals of the seed of light. (I don't what she does in LoR's Kether trials, might be a challenge for Angela or a genuine hate). And even then, The Voice is supposedly Carmen, but that's the version given by Ayin's #1 simp, it could be a lie.
(and if Yi Sang is X, it's interesting to see he now has dark powers, instead of the Light. Could be regression to Plague Doc, or a "I worked from the shadows, I still will". Or it could tie into him having split like A, and recovering his personalities through the beacons(?), but if that's the case, I'm fully expecting him to turn white as he gets more personalities, like WN and Angela with their pairs of wings)
I wanted to make this post while I am playing ayin mod but fuck it
some intersting stuff on that ayin mod cg
the most obvious one would be the tree of life on the background with red curtain to show the stage on which the script is playing, with ayin himself being placed on Kether
benji and garion is also visible on their spot
also a bloodied halo which refer to his form wearing one bad hundred good ego(?) during the fight
benji and dias plotting the smoke war also what appear to be loland the funny guy himself
R corp's rabbit contract
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In responded to the last anon my point would not say that Ayin is just a depressed man and that is what his whole character is about. I'm more hmm at how people are willingly ignoring the specific nuance of lob that is about Ayin's development from being trapped in the past and cycle cycle guilt and regret and him slowly gain courage to properly shoulder what he has done instead of being pressed by it in one place forever and I think that was a part that makes me biased against lor due to most lor focused people I have talked with ignore this aspect (<- pettiness). And I am hmm with the perception in potential vein of of "A is good character since he sucks" (I'm very sorry if Anon didn't mean it this way) since while being evil or ass make the character more enjoyable in some case it isnt the qualification of a "good written" character I guess and A is much more nuance than "the smart guy". I dont think A particular think deeply about not including Angela into the script not only for qualification of "not being human" but also the entire "attempt to recreate someone I super idolized then fail" thing going on that fucked him up real bad and makes him to just shove Angela away as far as possible, this doesnt justify how he treats her still for clarification
On another hand when I say that there are many part of the script that are supposed to be left to go with the flow (mainly the point X get into the picture) I would also not say the script to meltdown is just random thing that kinda happened since it is intentionally made to reminds everyone of their mistakes and past tragedy (Malkuth face situation where her desire to be acknowledged get the better of her which led to her own demise, Yesod and Gabriel guilt, Hod tried to do the right thing, Chesed once again betrays people who trust him, Gebura fails to protect people she loves, irrc...) to make A faces with these past again and again until he can actually find a resolve to all these conflict irrc
I would also not technically disagree with the fact that "well it bound to success at one point" but I would say that to dubbed ecerything just as that sounds a little disgenuine I guess? Since lob does make it clear and the ending A did show a possibility that this could go on just forever and forever and forever and forever or ending B and C shows how the plan could fail, I would not say these 2 endings can be reverse either due to the game also made it clear that this is the first time in ever the manager has ever reached this point and ending C being spread throughout the entire City and TT2 Protocol only affected the facility alone lol, there are an actual stake I think and Angela even expressed in the progressing Seed Of Light dialogues and Binah, Hokma, even A himself they that this has been going on for so long that she couldn't hope for a miracle anymore and yet somehow the manager successed so it is Something(TM) I think.
about the first paragraph, that's how it is with most nuanced characters, yeah. esp with lor it can be easy to view A as just a bad guy since we only hear about him from biased perspectives. The biggest chunk being from Angela, ofc, because what he did to her was fucked, occasionally juxtaposed with positive opinions (Angela's dialogue with Hokma here is especially interesting, because Hokma adores Ayin, but still fully acknowledges both Ayin's and his own wrong doings). P much any perspective we get on Ayin is biased. The man splits opinions in universe too lmao
He's not evil, but he's flawed, and that's what makes me word vomit abt him (along with yall prodding me to keep going). The different aspects you mention, they're all aspects of his character. Right on your reasoning why he treated Angela how he did. It's possible to understand him, but what he did was still fucked. Good writing! And he's not unrepentant evil, but also not necessarily a good person.
As you say, Lobcorp his about learning to heal and move on, no matter how it ends. His development is easy to overlook by virtue of X being introduced as a player stand-in, and by being a mostly silent protagonist, but alas, *places silent protagonist under a microscope*
Nice catch about the similarities between the meltdowns and the Sephirah's deaths! The meltdowns do seem tailor made to each Sephirah, to help them with their specific problems, like the examples you mention. The element of repetition is on one hand the repitition of suffering and on the other hand represent the breaking of said cycles by perpetuating them one more time. It's like exposure therapy or something. Examining an issue until you can understand and deal with it.
For your last paragraph, that harkens back to previous discussion abt how Ayin's plan reeks of desparation, doesn't it? Even before it started, A had lost hope, and the many many loops didn't exactly install confidence in anyone. About the endings, absolutely! We forgot to consider that success isn't guaranteed, i.e you bringing up Ending C.
i was gonna say smth abt lor but i got distraced while writing and forgot what! great! WAIT got it
i feel a problem in discussion like this i.e. perception of others reducing characters down to only one of their characteristics, stems from memes. Like, you see how much i do character analysis for funsies, ya? But I still think it's funny to call Ayin my poor little meow meow, and drawing him like a pathetic scrungly who hasn't slept in three weeks. The duality of fans <3. If someone sees just the jokes, it may feel like that's all people see the character as. But also, jokes are funny, and I like them.
Not disregarding that some people are stupid and have no reading comprehension though! But people who make fanart and memes prolly also really like the characters to make fun of em like that. ye
hrgh you don't have the cadence of grammar anon, don't use > like that one anon, so you're either word limit anon or someone else... tumblr should implement multiple anon icons and you can like choose one. that'd be neat.
#Feli gets asked#long post#lobotomy corporation#library of ruina#i love witnessing secondhand discourse#i'm not on reddit i'm not on twitter i block liberally. i know nothing of that world
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this sounds funny to think about so 40 for the ask meme . also 11 and 20
hII thanks for the ask i wrote you a dissertation below the cut im so sorry .
40. if all your ocs were to get into a giant, mcu style fight, who would win?
GOOD LORD ok uhm. ALL OF THEM????? i mean with ego armor it can be arguable that griffin would decimate but. but. ignoring that. out of my lobcorp guys i think griffin or narae would win because all of them have emotional bond holding themselves back from going full power against each other but griffin and narae are insane and would go full throttle. in the end it is beef powerhouse vs crazyass with insane weapon and i think thered be a big dust cloud and theyd both be on the ground dead. out of my salem guys i think skuggy is winning both out of strength + skill and out of will to be able to attack and kill every single one of them with no regret except maybe gene. out of them all i think skuggy's raw pent up rage is enough to break through the ego armor defenses and he would make work out of narae but ultimately griffin's unpredictability would trip him up and she'd squash him with her giant mace.
and salamander walks in with a smoothie, totally oblivious, sees griffin charging at them and beams her with a shatter spell and is declared victor
11. what’s one canon character all of you ocs LOVE? one they all HATE?
UHHHHHHHHHHH ok this is a strange question so im gonna do it towards the lobcorp characters lol sorry if this means nothing to u
all my lobcorp guys at least appreciate hod's efforts. i dont think all of them are equally hateful towards one dude but i guess fuck the Head lol.
julian doesnt feel a lot towards the layer sephirot considering theyre his bosses but he does get the same joy out of pestering yesod as he does eva except its a risky game to play considering he is his direct boss of the info team and can get him demoted instantly. he vibes with hod the most if anyone and everyone else either gives him the creeps or is just a weird boss he doesn't wanna talk to
eva really only just regards them as higher ups and doesnt try to form personal connections or interact with them outside of work duties but he respects most of them except for netzach and chesed because hes homophobic for their lack of work ethic and almost tiphereth because like. these are children? why are they in charge of us. if anyone he'd have tea with gebura and make 0 eye contact nor conversation
i guess the rest of them also don't really interact or try to get along w the sephirot either bc theyre just bosses to them, griffin woud probably vibe with chesed and hod and leesihan with malkuth (in an "i can fix her" way slightly LOL) and hod, if anything she looks at them and goes "man these bitches need therapy". narae tries so hard to suck up to his bosses but they are like. man. can you not. he is in the netzach hater club and wants gebura or binah or malkuth to notice his work soooooooo bad
20. which oc gets crushes the easiest?
griffin and buggy fr fr. someone will be kind to griffin adn shes like *blushes* what if w. w. what if w. we kissed. and buggy is the same way. theyre the same except griffin is much more open about her crushes with her friends and can laugh at herself about it while buggy is cramming it deep inside and going "STOP STOP STOP STOP WE CANT DO THIS AGAIN WE CANT !!!!!! STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
griffin has crushes of the week and will constantly be like hey guyyysss i have a crush wanna hearrr and they all sigh and go alright. who is it this time. her most steady crush to date has been on valcez from central command ever since she saved her from snow queen. her friends keep trying to tell her that no, carrying you bridal style after a rescue and keeping an eye on you and checking up with each other and smiling and winking at each other across the facility and going on lunch dates together isnt very straight of either of you, but we'll let you figure this one out
neither of them know . maybe valcez does. griffin lives on totally oblivious still asking "okay but does she LIKE me. like. LIKE me. like..."
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hate to be the guy who looks at steam achievements of people on my friends list but are you perhaps playing the hit video game library of ruina? if so, i'd love to hear how you feel about it? you can just send me a message if you don't want randos who cant help but spoil the game to know that you're playing it
I have, indeed, been playing the hit Game of Videos, Library of Ruina as of late! What can I say, I've been loving it so far. I had a rough time at first because these are the people at Project Moon are masters of crafting obtuse interfaces and tutorials that explain everything except what you sorely need to know, which are probably the sacrifices necessary to pop out the top notch atmosphere of this game. Speaking of which, I like the artstyle of this game a lot better (at least for the VN sections, since the combat sprites are still in the style of LobCorp).
I haven't taken the time to sit down and sift through the Books I've collected just yet, but the cutscenes still do a great job of characterizing each group of victims before inevitably inviting them to get pulped into a fresh new source of pages for my endless grind. The Librarians are still the fun bunch they were back in LobCorp. I wish I could live perpetually sandwiched between Gebura's thighs. Although I could settle for 24 hours worth of Hod ASMRs. Honestly, the dub in this game is SUPERB.
I've recently discovered the joy of Smoke and puppet fuckery, both of which have helped immensely against the utterly ludicrous bullshit Abnormalities and Realizations throw at you (except against Hob's, which somehow sees fit to throw the two WORST OF THE BUNCH RIGHT AT THE BEGINNING). Yujin's Key Page is as ridiculously strong as I heard, especially with HP recovery passives.
I'm currently at Star of the City level, which is about where the game has decided to stop fucking around - well, more than it has already stopped fucking around multiple times so far anyway.
Philip did NOTHING wrong. I'm down with the 8 O'Clock clown.
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So some more of hunger games simulator with Lobotomy corporation characters.
As the tributes stand on their podiums, the horn sounds.
Hokma runs away from the Cornucopia. Hod runs away from the Cornucopia. Red fixer runs away from the Cornucopia. Abels takes a spear from inside the cornucopia. Yesod runs away from the Cornucopia. Tipereth B runs away from the Cornucopia. Adams runs away from the Cornucopia. Malkuth runs away from the Cornucopia.
Guys, good luck.
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Angela breaks Sis's nose for a basket of bread.
Angela WTF?! WHY YOU BROKE MY SIS’S NOSE FOR A BASKET OF BREAD WHEN YOU DONT EVEN NEED TO EAT!?
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Shipers grab a sword.
Guys dont tell me that you are going to kill everyone with that sword that doesn’t like your ships.
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White Fixer finds a backpack full of camping equipment. Abraham finds a bow, some arrows, and a quiver.
Smart assholes.
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Black fixer stabs Chesed in the back with a trident.
... Chesed deserved it because he killed Tipereth B in the past season.
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Pale fixer falls into a pit and dies.
Lol i thought you was better than that, boy.
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Netzach runs away from the Cornucopia. Myo takes a sickle from inside the cornucopia. Tipereth A runs away from the Cornucopia. Ayin runs away from the Cornucopia. Fanfic writers runs away from the Cornucopia.
Myo is getting too dangerous in my opinion
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Binah shoots an arrow at Gebura, but misses and kills Me instead.
BINAH WTF! I KNOW THAT YOU AND GEBURA DOESN’T HAVE GOOD RELATIONSHIP BUT WHY THE FUCK BINAH!? BECAUSE OF YOU I DIED!
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Day 1
Adam and Tipereth B work together for the day.
Dont touch my small bean Adam
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Fanfic writers chases Shipers.
It looks pretty realistic
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Myo receives a hatchet from an unknown sponsor.
Like seriously dude, why do you give Myo hatchet when she already has sickle?
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Hokma begs for Binah to kill him. She refuses, keeping Hokma alive.
That reminds me of a Korean comic where Hokma also begs Binah to kill him but Binah refuses.
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Red fixer, Hod, Black fixer, and Angela raid Sis's camp while he is hunting.
LEAVE MY SISTER ALONE ANGELA!
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Abraham sprains his ankle while running away from Malkuth.
Malkuth: *killer mode on* =)
Abraham: Shitshithsitshit O_O
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Tipereth A falls into a pit and dies.
Pit is a scary maniac killer.
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Netzach diverts White Fixer's attention and runs away.
Netzach: Hey you look at me!
White fixer: *Turns around*
Netzach: BITCH! *Runs away*
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Ayin defeats Yesod in a fight, but spares his life.
I dont know what to say...
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Abel falls into a pit and dies.
WTF DUDE! FOR THREE TIMES SOMEONE DIES BECAUSE OF THIS PIT!
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Gebura camouflauges herself in the bushes.
Which didn’t really worked well because she is red?
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5 cannon shots can be heard in the distance. Chesed District 4 Pale fixer District 10 Me District 11 Tipereth A District 3 Abel District 7
Gebura: ... I knew that, that stupid coffee man would die
Tipereth B: D:
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Night 1
Sis receives clean water from an unknown sponsor. Black fixer receives clean water from an unknown sponsor.
Thanks unknown sponsor for helping my sis out
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Hokma looks at the night sky.
Eh grandpa.
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White Fixer passes out from exhaustion.
Awwww, poor, cute, lil thing.
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Yesod loses sight of where he is.
Well Yesod, you are loh
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Angela cooks her food before putting her fire out.
I hope that you’ll die in the fire, bitch.
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Abraham loses sight of where he is.
ABRAHAM DANG IT!
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Red fixer quietly hums.
I even feel sorry for him.
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Myo sets up camp for the night.
Nothing special
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Tipereth B and Binah tell stories about themselves to each other.
That is kinda cute?
Tipereth(M): I miss Ti so much .O_O.
Binah: ... yep this sad [not really]
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Hod unknowingly eats toxic berries.
HOD NO! HOD WHY! EHWYWWYWWHWHWYW?! D:
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Malkuth tries to treat her infection.
Come on Malkuth, i belive that you’ll make it.
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Ayin ambushes Fanfic writers and kills her.
Ayin: You’ll stop writing fanfics about me.
Fanfic writers: Nah
Ayin: *Kills*
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Gebura looks at the night sky.
Nuuuuuu... Nothing special
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Netzach sets up camp for the night.
I thought that you wanted to die dude.
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Adams tries to treat her infection. Shipers loses sight of where he is.
Adam, i hope that you’ll die
Shipers are lost in endless possible ships
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Day 2
Sis overpowers Shipers, killing him.
Lol sis i thought that you liked shipping
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Red fixer searches for a water source.
Dude you dont really need water.
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Binah kills Myo with a hatchet.
Binah: I’ll be the only one that will rival Gebura!
Myo: Pffft really? And how are you going to do it without any weapon darling?
Binah: With your fucking Hatchet, bitch. *Throws Hatchet at Myo*
*********************** Tipereth B receives an explosive from an unknown sponsor.
Tipereth(M): But i dont really want to use it...
Sponsor WTF?!
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Malkuth searches for firewood. Ayin injures himself.
Ayin, you can commit suicide if oyu want!
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Abraham runs away from Gebura.
Abraham you have fucking bow and arrow, but you are running?
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Black fixer overhears Angela and White Fixer talking in the distance.
Two “Angels” are talking
Black fixer: Never thought that she would be such a traitor. I guess that i can become friends with sephirahs too :/
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Hokma practices his archery.
Oh grandpa is getting serious
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Netzach dies from hunger.
Ohh... I am feeling sad now
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Yesod bleeds out due to untreated injuries.
YESOD COME ON!
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Adam picks flowers.
Someone please draw it.
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Hod District 2 Fanfic writers District 12 Shipers District 12 Myo District 6 Netzach District 2 Yesod District 1
Rest in peace guys.
Gebura: Finally that sassy bunny died!
Malkuth: D:
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Night 2
White Fixer sets up camp for the night.
Nothing special again
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Binah and Abraham tell stories about themselves to each other.
Binah: ...
Abraham: ...
Binah: I dont know about what to talk.
Abraham: Me too, but thanks for not killing me.
Binah: You are welcome.
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Adam is awoken by nightmares.
I really wonder, someone that adores such a terrible creatures like abnormalities, by what nightmares you can be awoken adam?!
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Sis sets up camp for the night.
Sis i belive in you!
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Gebura passes out from exhaustion.
Gebura wake up!
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Hokma thinks about winning.
Ah you tricky grandpa
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Black fixer, Red fixer, Angela, and Malkuth tell each other ghost stories to lighten the mood.
Angela: It is sad that white isn’t here...
Black fixer: What happend to her anyway?
Red fixer: I am interested too.
Malkuth: GUYS IT IS MY TURN TO TELL GHOST STORIES SO LISTEN! >_<
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Ayin loses sight of where he is.
Burn in hell Ayin
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Tipereth B dies trying to escape the arena.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! GOD PLEASE NO! MY SMALL BEAN!
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Day 3
Angela is pricked by thorns while picking berries.
DIE ALREADY!
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Black fixer accidently detonates a land mine while trying to arm it.
Lol
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Abraham, Hokma, Red fixer, and White Fixer raid Ayin's camp while he is hunting.
Hokma and Abraham, WTF?!
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Adams, Sis, and Gebura hunt for other tributes.
Sis dont listen to Adam’s shit please
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Malkuth kills Binah while she is resting.
Malkuth: *killing mode on*
Malkuth, wtf?
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3 cannon shots can be heard in the distance.
Tipereth B District 3 Black fixer District 10 Binah District 5
White fixer: Well, that sad.
Red fixer: You cant say it by your face.
White fixer: You know that i just cant show my emotions.
Gebura: WOHO! BOTH BINAH AND MYO ARE DEAD! I am gonna kiss someone who did it!
********************** Night 3
Abraham goes to sleep.
Good night.
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Gebura bashes Angela's head in with a mace.
Gebura i love you. FINAALY ANGELA DIED!
Gebura: Die bitch U_U
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Sis and Adams track down and kill Malkuth.
SISTER WTF?! I SAID TO NOT LISTEN TO ADAM’S SHIT!
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Ayin defeats Red fixer in a fight, but spares his life.
Red fixer: Why you wont kill me..?
Ayin: Because i am just too lazy lol.
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White Fixer goes to sleep.
Good night “angel”
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Hokma tries to treat his infection.
Please dont die now.
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AND MY SISTER CLOSED THE SIMULATOR!
#Lobotomy corp#lobotomy corporation#hunger games simulator#Malkuth#Yesod#Hod#netzach#Tipereth(F)#Tipereth(M)#Gebura#Chesed#Hokma#binah#ayin#Abel#Abraham#Adam#White fixer#Red fixer#Black fixer#Pale fixer
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Chesed x male reader on a date?
Ok, but it honestly alot harder to keep this blog up when you are the only mod here (owo; )
Cup of coffee, sir? (Chesed + Male!Reader headcanons)
•get ready to be smooched as soon as you wale up because this boi planned it all and wants this to go smooth
•absolutely loves to snuggle, cuddle, hug-le (wat am i doing) and just be there for you
•does he love you more then his coffee? Yes. Does he care that both of you are guys? Lol no, Chesed doesnt give any cups about it
•but still, he will make you your favourite drink on a date, along with some food to go along with
•sure, you cant go "outside the facility" but the technology allows you to recreate any view both of you want
•this includes dawn (not ordeals), evenings, some night sky, even beach and city. So pick your favourite
•Chesed personally would rather have a quiet date. Nothing too loud and crazy (especially dangerous. Gebura already does it on daily basis)
•he will be flirty and cheesy throughout the whole date. I am pretty sure about it
•Chesed will whisper sweet things to you when you'll be falling asleep, because you deserve to have a good dream
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