#do not use that shit PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU

[midnightcake5]

I'm Not Him | One Shot

Ghost x FReader x Soap

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TW: Death, Bomb, Car cash, Alcohol

so this base on dream i had and supposed be just throw away idea turn but into a fic (my first ever fic) and I don't had plan to continue it most becase I'm not to confident to do so (yet) and also where to take, so you folk had my permission to continue or rewritten the story if you like just give me credit if you do, please and thank you.

Anyway, thank you for reading.

"Come on, Y/N. The map says we are close." I am huffing and puffing, trying to catch up to Jenna, who is practically skipping this point. "Girl, slow down please, im begging you," I whine. "I'm literally holding ten bags and some of them are yours, may I add" She spun around. "Oh shit sorry, I forgot" She took some of her bags making me a little bit lighter. "thank you" I sigh in relief. "again I'm sorry, I'm just so excited, we are finally here, in London, can you believe it?" she said energetically. "I can, I am right here looking at it right now," I said nonchalantly but I'd be lying I'm not excited as well, as I looked around the streets and some of tall build and people walking by us, I couldn't even believe myself that we are here, it took us 3 years to save up and in those 3 years it was rough Jenna got let go for her job, well I was getting last shifts at work but we manage through. Jenna got a better job and I, well I did some odd jobs here or there but at the end of the day everything worked out at the end, standing here carrying five shopping that weights me down, the pain coming from my feet as we walk down the street of the town, The street lamp being turn on as the sun is setting down I feel proud of what we able to accomplish together and to myself. "ah there is" she point, I look where she point at. "A pub? You know I don't drink," I questioned her, but she looked at me with her bright smile. "I know, but the review said it was the best place to get fish n chips." "Well," I quickened my step. "I hope you're right because I'm starving."

When we open the wooden doors, a little bell chimes, alerting the bartender. "Ah, welcome, welcome! What can I get you pretty ladies?" we walked to the bar counter and finally sat down and Jenna began to speak to the bartender. "I hear you guys serve the best fish n chips in London" "That we do, that we do, for two of I'm guessing?" As he grabs his pen and flipnote. "Yes, please!" Janne said excitedly. "Oh alright then," he walked out of the bar counter to presumably give our orders to the kitchen. As we waited, I took in the atmosphere of the bar, it was cozy and rustic and had tons of knick-knacks, there were of few people here but nothing too cowered, not yet anyway. The bartender came back to the bar counter and he said. "Do ladies want any to drink as you wait?" "Beer, please," Jenna answered. "And pop, please," I said. "Oh alrighty" he turned his back to pour the beer. "im guessing you lovely ladies are tourists?" he asked. "Yup, from the great white north," Jenna said proudly he turned back to us to give Jenna her beer. "oh, Canadian eh" he teased as he grabbed my pop below the bar and hand to me. "it always nice seeing you people come to visit," he said. "Oi Jim, I need another pint!" shouted the customer. "I have been there in a sec!" the bartender shouted back. "I've been back with your guy's food later," and he walks to the end of the bar counter.

Jenna took a sip of her beer and made this questionable look. "Is everything ok?" I asked. "yeah, I just had better beers" she looked a little disappointed. "better-tasting shit out there" I joked she chunks a little before saying. "look who talking Little Miss I need five spoons of sugar and half a gallon of milk to drink a cup of coffee" she tese. "said little miss I got no taste buds" I tease back. "ok little miss I-" she stopped. "is everything all right Jenna?" I ask worriedly. "yeah I think all that walking finally caught up to me," she said as she sat up from the barstool. "im going to the washroom can you watch for my drink for me?" she asked I grab her beer and brings it close to my chest and said. "with my life" in a fake serious tone she giggles and brings to walk to the bathroom. While I was waiting for her to come back or our food, I began to look around a bit till I noticed, well, more like heard a man who was loudly talking, I looked. There were two men at the end of the bar counter, one was wearing a black hoodie and black face mask he just holding his drink and silently listened to the other men who had a mohawk and assumed to be Scottish or maybe Irish (I never could tell them apart a part) that is loudly chatting to men with the mask while swinging his drink like a magic wand as he tells his tale. "Oi, you should have seen his face! When I sucked him right in his fucking jaw Si" The man with mask, si, just simply nod and said. "serve him right" in a low rough voice. "AYE that I said to my sister but nooo she goes defending his arse by saying "he was just joking" or "You have to be the bigger person" All rubbish I say," he said.

I continue to eavesdrop on their conversation till I hear a woman shout. "LOOK OUT!" I turn around instinctively to see a white van through the window of the pub coming towards us. I got up the fastest I could ever while still holding a beer, but didn't get out crash zone in time, as the van crashed through the wooden door and windows. Made my side body hit the side of the bar counter. Instantly screw my eyes shut for impending pain but all I hear is gasp and breaking glass and I open my eyes slowly to see the damage not too bad as look down on my body im still standing up. I bar counter still holding the beer in my hand. Then the pain starts, more so on my left leg. I look down to see my leg sandwiched between the front wheels of the van and the bar counter. Before I could even try to get out. I saw Jenna run out of the bathroom and look in horror when she saw me and the van next to me, and she shouted. "OH MY GOD, ARE YOU OKAY!?" I look at her and weakly smile. "I don't know, but I save your beer!" I said proudly and raised the beer above my head. Jenna looked less horrified but still worried. She began to walk to me but stopped by Si. There was silence for just sec and in those seconds I heard it. A ticking noise from the van. Then he yelled. "EVERYONE GET OUT OF BUILT NOW," and with that,t everybody starts racing to exit. I try to run too, but to my horror, my leg is stuck. Jenna noticed too and try to go off to help me but got grabbed by Si. "what the fuck think you are doing?!" he ask in a harsh tone. "she stuck, I need to help her!" she panic. Si looked at me with the darkest brown eyes I have ever seen, and looked back at Jenna and said quietly, "Leave her." Jenna yelled. "WHAT?! and then the man with a mohawk steps in. "what the fuck Si?!" as Si practically drags Jenna to the exit. "there isn't enough time!" he yells. "Fuck that! I help her," the man with a mohawk yells back and runs towards me. Si scream. "JOHNNY!" " I will be fine Si!, go help the other!" Johnny shouted back as he tried to pull my leg out of this death trap im in. Si just stood there for a second but snapped out and pulled Jenna and headed for the exit. "it okay lass, I'm going get you out here" as Johnny continues to try to pull me out, I could only respond is. "okay" I'm trying my hardest not show I am panicking right now, so I distracted myself by looking down at Johnny, I didn't notice how muscular he was and sure did saw it when I was eavesdropping but it looks more pronounced up close. I got ripped out of my ogling by bone-breaking pain. Johnny finally pulled out my leg. Before I tried to attempt to run on my broken leg, Johnny instantly picked me up and put me over his back like I weighed a potato sack, then again, I should've been surprised. He ran towards the exit, we were so close but yet so far away. I saw a bright light, then I felt the heat and then darkness.

I opened my eyes to see darkness around me, and there was little light, like stars, and I was floating in mid-air. I kind of just floated to let it sink in, and then it hit me like a baseball bat. The sorrow, the anger, the fear, and finally, confusion, all of it, hit me at once, the emotions I should have expressed during my last moment, but didn't. I already knew I was likely dead, but didn't stop feeling for flowing in, all I could think about was how upset my family would be, especially my mom, I could already hear my mom's wails at hearing her baby was dead. Then I started thinking about Jenna, my roommate, my best friend, god, I know she will think this is her fault, but it wasn't, hell, she was willingly risking her own life just to help me before Si stopped her, and I'm glad he did. Then think about the men who try to save me. Johnny was his name, is the guy feels upset about most, knowing im the one that caused his death, all because he wanted to help me, but selfishly, im glad he did because I didn't die alone, but im alone now in this space like a vortex. I floated there in my own pity party for a good ten in till I felt something tug me. I looked down, and there were strings or strands looping around my waist and tugging toward something. I kind of just accepted it at this point because im already dead, so worse can get (well, maybe hell). Also, im a bit curious where this will go. So keep tugging me close and close to something glowing, and the closer I got, the more it shaped like a person, till I had to shut my eyes, how bright it got.

The brightness finally died down, so I opened my eyes to see a cell light, and what I could see in the corner of my eyes, is a heart monitor and an IV fluid. So, from observation, I survived from the explosion and am recovering in the hospital. Then felt something squeezing my hand, and I looked down to see Si holding my hand with both of his. he looked so tense and pitiful. He finally looked up at me, something I noticed he was still wearing the same black face mask but a different hoodie, a green one, and I could see a spike of blonde hair under his hood. "Johnny," he said softly as he placed my hand on the side of his face. I was a bit confused till I saw my arm, it had more muscle, and there tattoo on my forearm. This isn't my arm, this isn't my body, this is Johnny.

[quentin-found-a-pen-tin]

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[xxplastic-cubexx]

i also like your krakoa charles and rivals erik drawing… a lot… keep going back and looking at it….. yearning…………….need it to be real………………you fed us well thank you ^_^

thank you so much my friend im glad people really enjoy it from what ive seen !!!!!! rivals cherik's just gonna be so special i know it..... i need them together NOW...

[spearxwind]

sea of thieves rly was like. we are delaying the tenth season soo much its gonna be soooo good you guys <33 and dropping hints for more hunters call content and then the reveal drops and its just guilds. in the year of our lord 2023 (and one more mid world event i guess. coming a month after that but initially planned to be the one thing in season 11. and also the singleplayer mode coming in on december so two months into the "season")

[crazy-hazy-sims]

Hey life hey hello yes just letting you know that just because we passed a bottle neck period of time and survived through a cluster of hardships all at once doesn't mean you should give me another one

Fuck off honestly i dont understand the constant hardships one after the other what the fuck did we do to deserve this

[feralattentionwhore]

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[kamurawaffles5684]

god bless @rad-roche for supplying the thief fandom with ur lovely writing. Auagh ma heart

[nat-20s]

Everytime I see one of my peers spend like $200 a week on books at like Amazon or Barnes and Noble I want to look at them with the saddest wettest eyes imaginable and beg them to use their public library.

[orions-shiny-belt]

i need more books with romance plots to have the love interest be literally anything other than the most conventionally attractive person on the planet and im not even kidding. i will die badly if these needs are not met

[widevibratobitch]

so i am singing that vitellia in the end... but at what fucking cost.

'you gotta sing this softer'

'what'

'this is mozart'

'this is vitellia'

'this is mozart'

'im singing about how much i hate this mf and want him dead before the end of the day'

'this is mozart'

'i wanna murder a guy'

'this is mozart'

'...'

'softer. gentle. mozart'

'...ok'

[persimmontartkisses]

I don't know who needs to hear it, but THIS

IS NOT A SPOILER ALERT WHEN YOU PUT THE DAMN SPOILER ON THE SAME PHOTO AND DON'T BURY IT

Spoiler alerts are meant to give someone the choice on whether or not to spoil themselves. Depending on the platform this means you either bury the spoiler after several coverage images, or you hide the spoiler beneath the cut. Doing things like this is rude as all hell. Putting "spoiler alert" in your caption doesn't mean shit if you just blatantly have the spoiled content visible to anyone scrolling by. If you do this, you're a soggy doughnut, and I'm judging you. Be better. I hate it here

[wowifinallymadeanaccount]

"Whomevers pursuing whom in this very moment, I intend to eat them."

HANNIBAL I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD YOU ARE STRESSING ME THE FUCK OUT WITH YOUR COCKY LITTLE CHEEKY REMARKS THAT I KNOW ARE NOT ABOUT FISH JELLY

I love you so much and I know you have plenty of experience while I am literally laid here in bed in stitch pyjamas but oh my god

[rubiesintherough]

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[protectoroffaeries]

i have a lot of leftist friends who are very strongly pro-voting and i have a lot of leftist friends who are very strongly anti-voting and i'm always telling them the same fucking thing: being a condescending asshole about your voting perspective is not going bridge that difference. it is just going to drive a further wedge in our movement.

[incandescent-irrigation]

k but if i see another untagged l@bru piece on my tl unprovoked im going to bite a hole in someone zombie gf style

[sludgeware]

me: ok July is disability pride month guys!!! :3

able-bodied queers: And gay wrath month/gay pride month 2/etc!!!! ^-^

me: no. it's . it's disability pride month

able bodied queers: