#do it like nothin' I am disgustin'

[keep-her-wild]

[cantstoplovingjude]

Underneath the Black Veil: Jude Jazza Premium

This is from Ikemen Villains EN, Cybird owns everything.

(What a disgustin' place.)

I cursed inwardly in front of the church altar after I put all the followers to sleep.

(Why the hell would I bind myself in an eternal promise to someone else, as if that made anythin' better?)

(A vow of love's nothin' more than a curse.)

(What's so great 'bout cursing each other to stick together in sickness or in health?)

The sacred atmosphere, the solemn sound of the organ, the sweet fragrance of the flowers... It all seemed cursed to me.

No "vow" could ever be considered beautiful.

Not for me, anyway.

Just then, the door opened and Kate appeared, wearing a jet-black dress.

(Damn, she looks nervous.)

I watched as she pressed her lips together and looked at me.

The moment our eyes met, a strange look came over her face.

(What's that all about?)

She got this dreamy look in her eyes, like she had a fever or something.

And she began to slowly walk down the aisle toward me.

(Ha...)

(What an idiot. Don't tell me ya got caught up in the moment?)

(Sometimes she's so damned stupid I actually worry about her.)

Jude: "What're ya doin', facial exercises?"

Kate: "Huh?"

It was like she didn't even realize she'd reached the altar until I said something.

She just blinked at me.

(She took on the daft job of being Fairytale Keeper 'n so far she's kept her promise.)

(What a hopeless princess.)

She stood there in her wedding dress, looking utterly defenseless.

The thought crossed my mind that I could tear her to shreds in an instant if I wanted to.

Jude: "Lookin' like you're on another planet. Sure ya wanna get hitched?"

Just then, a gentle-looking man with long hair and glasses appeared.

(Must be the leader.)

Man with glasses: "We are gathered together today to celebrate the true love between our new followers."

Amore: "My name is Amore, the leader of Amour. I am a servant of love, who will grant your love eternal."

(This git's a total nutter.)

He made all these exaggerated gestures while he spoke like some kind of dimwit.

It was so creepy I was getting goosebumps.

(Could just shut him up right now by puttin' him to sleep.)

(But I've gone to way too much trouble. I won't be satisfied till tease her a bit.)

I remembered the investigation report I read on the way here.

("The lovers are most likely poisoned somehow once they take their vows.")

In that case...

(An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth. And poison for poison.)

Amore: "Now, there is no need for vows between two people who truly love each other."

Amore: "So if you pledge your eternal love, close your eyes and seal that pledge with a kiss."

Kate: "...O-oh."

Kate's breath caught in her throat.

(Why's she so flustered when she knows we're not gonna actually do it?)

I grabbed her chin and felt her tense up beneath my touch.

And when I pulled her closer, her eyes were so big you'd think they were gonna fall out of her head.

Kate: "Ah..."

Jude: "Hm."

(Look up at me, princess. I'll move my face close to make it seem like we're kissin'.)

Her cheeks slowly turned red as she tipped her face up toward me.

(...Huh?)

(Does she really think I'm gonna kiss her?)

I stared at her in disbelief, watching as her lips trembled.

I could tell she was a nervous wreck.

But even still, she squeezed her eyes shut tightly.

(Hah...)

(I didn't think even she was this foolish.)

-Flashback-

Kate: "I'm sure lots of people don't actually believe that their love will last forever just because they exchange vows and have a ceremony in a church."

Kate: "But what's important is that they tell each other they intend to keep those vows."

Kate: "And when they think they might break their vows, they'll remember that day when they swore to each other."

Kate: "And maybe that'll keep them going to try to find a solution."

-Flashback ends-

So naive it made me wanna throw up.

But it probably sounded like the truth to her.

(Stupidly honest, ridiculously obedient and to good for this world.)

(A princess who never knew hardship in her life, who truly believed in her ridiculous naivete.)

(To think a woman like her would swear to stay with me forever... What a joke.)

I envied her for believing in such ridiculous positivity...

But at the same time, the sadistic side of me wanted to ruin it for her just to make her understand.

Jude: "...Ya actually closed your eyes?"

Kate: "Yes?"

Her eyes, which had been closed to accept the kiss, fluttered open.

Jude: "Ya really are an idiot."

I stared into her wide eyes as I brushed my lips against hers.

Her body trembled as she stared at me in shock.

Kate: "A-ahh..."

Jude: "Pfft, look at that dumb face."

(Maybe this'll teach her a lesson for once.)

Amore: "Well, then. I hereby recognize you as husband and wife. Now I shall make your love eternal."

Amore: "Pour this wine into each other's mouths."

Amore dramatically took out two wine glasses.

Jude: "So, this your secret remedy for makin' love eternal, huh?"

Amore: "Yes, that's right."

I was certain the wine was poisoned.

(Haha. What a nice smile.)

I started to feel excited when I pictured that smile distorting with pain.

Jude: "By the way, didja know your waiters spilled water on us today?"

Amore: "...Huh?"

I poured the wine over his head, drenching him.

I aimed just so that I could be sure it would go into his eyes, nose, and mouth.

Amore: "Bwaaah?!"

He immediately became distraught and rushed to the cupboard by the altar.

Kate: "What in the world is he doing?"

Jude: "Lookin' for the antidote, I'd bet."

Kate: "Antidote...?"

The color drained out of her face.

She must've put two and two together about the wine.

Kate: "How did you know?"

Jude: "I read Victor's report on the way here."

She stared at me as if to say this was the first she'd heard of it.

(Course it is, 'cuz I didn't tell ya.)

(If I'd told her, she would've blurted out somethin' stupid anyway.)

I ignored her gaze as I walked over to Amore as he took out a vial from the cupboard.

And I grabbed his wrist before he could open it.

Jude: "Ya ever heard of gettin' a taste of your own medicine? That's what ya deserve for makin' other people suffer."

Jude: "Why'd ya get to live while others die? Selfish piece of shit."

Amore: "Ugh... arghhh!"

(I can make ya scream even louder.)

(The poison must be taking effect.)

Amore: "Th-there's no time! Let me go! P-please, I'll do anything!"

Jude: "Anythin'? All right. How 'bout we sign a contract?"

Jude: "A contract to do whatever the hell I say till ya die. You'll make that vow, won't ya?"

After I saw him nod, I let go of his wrist.

He looked so frantic I almost laughed as he gulped down the antidote.

(Yeah, yeah. Nice job.)

I poked his forehead with my fingertips.

And, with my ability, he instantly dropped to the floor in a deep sleep.

Kate: "What do you plan on doing with him?"

Jude: "Haven't decided yet."

I looked down at the leader, who lay on the floor.

(Could use him for experiments, throw him onto a cargo ship...)

Kate: "Hey, where are all the followers, anyway?"

Jude: "Dreamin'. Even the guy playin' the organ went down in the middle."

(At any rate, the mission was a success.)

(That's what she's probably thinkin'.)

I let out an exasperated sigh when I heard her sigh with relief.

Jude: "Had no idea ya were 'bout to sign a dangerous contract, huh?"

Kate: "What?"

She blinked at me and tipped her head cutely to the side.

(Did she already forget what happened?)

(She's more dangerous than I thought.)

(How in the world did she manage to survive this long?)

Jude: "The whole, if ya wanna pledge your eternal love, close your eyes deal."

Jude: "Ya closed your eyes. So ya wanna spend the rest of your life gettin' tortured by me, huh?"

She took about five seconds, and then it finally hit her.

Even her neck turned bright red this time.

Kate: "I thought we had to kiss so you could have a chance to catch him!"

Jude: "All ya had to do was just lean in close 'n we coulda pretended to kiss."

Kate: "B-but then why did you kiss me?!"

Kate: "You should've just pretended, then!"

Jude: "Wanted to see that ridiculous look on your face after."

(Even if it's fake, sealin' your vows with a kiss is a daft idea. That's your punishment for going along with it so easily.)

Jude: "Don't worry. I had no intention of closin' MY eyes."

Kate: "That's not why I closed my eyes!"

Jude: "Uh-huh. Sure."

Her face was still bright red, but now she was speechless and shaking.

(Damn. I love that face. It's the cutest thing.)

Jude: "That ain't the kinda face a blushin' bride makes."

Kate: "I am NOT your bride!"

I wondered how much of this rubbish world I'd have to show her... in order to make that pretty face of hers distort with despair.

(For some reason, I can't even picture it.)

Instead, I pictured her standing proudly, glaring at the harsh reality even if she was covered in filth.

And something stupid tingled deep inside my stomach.

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[loveshotzz]

Def def def requesting Lilith & Eddie Munson 😍 smut 4 lyfe but any crumbs you give will be beyond phenomenal I’m sure!

Eddie Munson x fem!reader

Leighanne’s follower celebration.

Word count: 900

Warnings: smut no minors

You got me feelin’ like I been too mean, and everything I say I believe. Tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve. Fuck like a demon, do it like nothin’, I am disgustin’

Too many times you’ve ended up here, smoke leaving your mouth is mystical wisps from between your lips, hips rocking to the slow and steady rhythm his big ringed hands controlled. Bruising grip on your skin, he watches you ride him like you’ve got nothing better to do, like you’re just wasting time. He’d let you waste every second of every day like this.

Joint returning between his plush lips, your hands find a new home reaching back onto the tops of his knees. The new angle pushing him deeper then he’d ever been, feeling like your walls were trying to suck his soul from his body. You could have it. He was yours.

Head pushed against the cushions of the couch, he has to fight the way his eyes threaten to close rolling in the back of his hazy head. He could watch you like this all day if you’d only let him.

Bottom lip sucked between your teeth, he loves the way your brows furrow in pleasure and concentration. Lifting your hips in a way that has you threatening to combust, the high keeping your pending eruption at bay.

You were always right here, right in his grasp but still always slipping through his fingers. Always giving enough to leave him wanting more, but you never gave yourself away. Not even to him, not even like this.

Smoke seeping from between his parted lips the joint threatens to fall from his slack jawed mouth. Smirking at the hooded eyes from the motion of your hips, you pull yourself back up stealing it before sinking further down on him.

“Jesus fuck baby, you feel so good.”

Ignoring the nickname you never let him say in public, you inhale big enough to feel it bursting from the corners of your blackened lungs. Twisting your hips in away that finally makes him give into the heavy-ness of his lids. You collect his lips letting your hit seep into his bones. He was your favorite like this, quiet, docile, completely and hopelessly yours.

Lips tugging up in a lazy half grin with eyes still closed, sometimes he thinks it’s all just some sweet sick dream when he’s buried inside you. A gift he wasn’t meant to have.

Silk walls grip him tight enough to groan out the smoke. His angel of darkness coming to collect what’s yours. You liked him here. At a distance. He liked you better this way, he just didn’t know it yet. In love with the version of you that you’ve presented to him with your best boot forward. Convinced he wouldn’t be able to handle you at your worst despite his never ending protests.

Twitching inside you when you grind against his pelvic bone; you could always watch him come undone. Blunt nails digging into purple hued skin, it’s enough to have you gripping him into oblivion.

Eyes shining brighter then the sunbeams peaking through his blinds, it’s almost enough to let him love you.

Taglist: @munsonology @munsonmunster @elthreetimes

[dialovers-translations]

Diabolik Lovers LOST EDEN ー Yuma Dark [06]

ー The scene starts in Kino’s room at the Ghouls’ manor

*Flap flap flap* 

Kino: ーー Welcome back. So, any updates?

*Tweet tweet* 

Kino: Hmm, both of them went to the human world, huh? I doubt Shuu has any intention to go to Eden, so they should just learn when to give up.

Guess I have no other choice. Yuuri, we’re heading out too.

Yuuri: To the human world?

Kino: Yeah. I have to get back to my Demon hunting activities soon, or those old geezers from the Church will get on my case.

I suppose this is the perfect opportunity to hunt a Vampire. Fufu...

ー The scene shifts to the entrance hall of the Sakamaki manor

Yuma: ーー Haah!? He’s absent!?

Reiji: ...Could you please keep your voice down? 

Like I mentioned earlier, Shuu has been away from home for a while now. Therefore, he has yet to even take a look at Ruki’s letter. 

Yui: ( No way...He didn’t just not answer, but he hasn’t even read it. )

Yuma: Ya don’t know where he is then!?

Reiji: I do not, nor do I have the faintest clue. I do not bother to track every single movement of my siblings. 

I understand the situation you are in. It is very clear from Ruki’s letter. 

However, I believe it would be best not to expect too much from Shuu in this regard. Who knows when that man will come back home.

Yuma: ...Ya bastard! Do ya have any clue what we’re goin’ through over there!?

Reiji: I know very well, of course. I read the letter which was delivered to us previously in my brother’ place.

Yuma: Then ya know that Eden is in deep shit, right!? Yet ya can act as if there’s nothin’ goin’ on!?

Reiji: There is not much I can do if Shuu is not willing to cooperate. Despite everything, he is still the heir, so I cannot tell him what to do. 

Yuma: But you’re still his brother first and foremost, right!? Ya could go look for him and try to convince his sad ass!

Reiji: I am sure that is what you four would do. However, our family is a completely different story.

We only ever act if there is something to personally gain from it. I fail to see how convincing Shuu and getting him to go to the Demon World would benefit me in any way.

Yuma: Ugh...

Reiji: Is that all you wanted to say?

Yui: ...Reiji-sanーー

Selection

→ Do you not care about what happens to the Demon World? (❦)

Yui: Do you not care...about what happens to the Demon World and the Vampire Clan?

Reiji: No, I personally do. 

However, the man who actually inherited the throne has shown zero interest in doing anything about it. So what can I do then? 

→ Aren’t you worried about Shuu-san?

Yui: Aren’t you worried about Shuu-san?

Reiji: What a personal question. I do not feel the need to answer that.

Reiji: It all depends on what the heir choses to do. If you understand that, then may I please ask you to leave?

ー The scene shifts to the outside of the Sakamaki manor

Yuma: Goddamnit! That asshole’s still as disgustin’ as ever!

Yui: I can’t believe Shuu-san has been absent this whole time. ...Where could he be?

Yuma: Beats me! I have no damn clue but there’s no way I’ll find him if his own brothers can’t.

I never expected him to come with us once we explain the situation. 

But knowin’ all of this, I’m definitely gonna drag his ass over to Eden once we find him, even if it means havin’ to use force!

Yui: V-Violence isn’t the answer?

Yuma: Then got a better idea? That damn NEET is never comin’ with us otherwise!

Yui: ( Maybe not, but... )

Yuma: Anyway, let’s look for him. ...That bein’ said, we don’t even know where to start. What now...?

*CAW CAW CAW*

Yui: ( The cries of crows...? ...Ah! )

Yuma-kun, look! Up at the sky!

( Countless of crows, and that is ーー )

ー Yui spots Kino up in the air

Yuma: Was that...That bastard Kino just now!? 

Yui: Why is he in the human world...? He was in the Demon World, wasn’t he? 

Yuma: ...That’s fishy. Oi, Yui! Let’s go after him!

Yui: Eh!?

Yuma: He said he’d steal those powers, remember? He might be headed towards wherever Shuu is!

It’s not like we have any other clue where he might be, so it’s worth the shot. Let’s go!

Monologue

Without giving me a chance to reply,

Yuma-kun lifted me into his arms,

following the direction where Kino-kun flew off into.

The sky was pitch-black,

from the second you lose focus, Kino-kun would fade into the dark (闇) of the night.

While it was all just speculation at this point,

it felt as if he was on his way to go meet Shuu-san.

I just had this bad hunch (嫌な予感) he was,

lingering deep inside my heart.

ーー TO BE CONTINUED ーー

[mymisfitsbabe]

Anyone else notice how perfect 'Lilith' By Halsey ft Suga is

I'm perfection when it comes to first impressions Well, I romanticize and then I get to stressing A big brain like I'm teaching it a lesson Baby, it's a blessing, yeah

You got me thinking that I was too mean Well, everything that I say I believe Tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve and Change like a season Reason for nothing I am disruptive I've been corrupted And by now I don't need a fucking introduction I've been gone 'Cause I been on this road too long

You know I get too caught up in a moment I can't call it love if I show it I just fuck things up, if you noticed Have you noticed? Tell me have you noticed?

I get too caught up in a moment I can't fall in love if I show it I just fuck things up, if you noticed Have you noticed? Tell me have you noticed?

Now I'm wondering if I ever wanted to hold you It never mattered if I owned you 'Cause you'd let anybody with a body control you And you know it too

You got me feeling like I been too mean And everything that I say I believe Tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve And fuck like a demon Do it like nothin' I am disgustin' I've been corrupted And by now I don't need no help to be destructive I've been gone Yeah, I've been on this road too long

You know I get too caught up in a moment I can't call it love if I show it I just fuck things up, if you noticed Have you noticed? Tell me have you noticed?

I get too caught up in a moment I can't fall in love 'cause I'm focused I just fuck things up, if you noticed Have you noticed? Tell me have you noticed?

The more that you give away The more that you have More that you give away More that you have The more that you give away The more that you have The more that they take

[villainanders]

👾!

Ty! Here’s Lilith by Halsey for Daera Aeducan

Now, I'm wonderin' if I ever wanted to hold you // It never mattered if I owned you // 'Cause you'd let anybody with a body control you // And you know it too //You got me feelin' like I been too mean // And everything that I say, I believe // Tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve // And fuck like a demon, do it like nothin' // I am disgustin', I've been corrupted // And by now, I don't need no help to be destructive // I been gone, yeah, I been on this road too long

This is a big post DAO song for Daera 2 me, especially when it comes to her friendship with Alistair. She’s very torn between wanting to completely abandon what she views as her responsibilities to the world to enjoy the borrowed time she bought from the dark ritual, and wanting to wallow in guilt for abandoning said responsibilities — and especially the guilt she feels for forcing those responsibilities onto Alistair. She feels guilty for making him go through with the Dark Ritual to save her own life, she pressured him to live up to what she saw as his duty by taking the throne in Ferelden whereas Daera abandoned her duty to Orzammar by making political choices based on personal vendetta and then avoided returning to the city like the plague. As a result she feels both extremely guilty over AND unfairly bitter toward someone she used to see as her best friend, while Alistair is also processing his own emotions about the Dark Ritual and being convinced to take the ultimate job he didn’t want to have by a trusted friend who had a breakdown and deserted the Wardens to fuck off to Antiva with her boyfriend like 3 months later. It’s messy

[tosailuponthesea]

Getting major Karna & Karna/Deli vibes from this song…

Well, I'm perfection when it comes to indiscretion Might fuck around and just succumb to my aggression I taste blood and it’s turned to an obsession Baby, I'm confessin', yeah You got me thinkin' that I was too mean Well, everything that I say, I believe Tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve And change like a season, reason for nothin' I am disruptive, I've been corrupted And by now, I don't need a fuckin' introduction I've been gone 'cause I been on this road too long

You know I get too caught up in a moment I can't call it love if I show it I just fuck things up if you noticed Have you noticed? Tell me, have you noticed? I got a problem doin' things I'm not supposed to But you did anything I told you 'Cause you'd let anybody with a body control you And you know it, too You got me feelin' like I been too mean And everything that I say, I believe Tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve And fuck like a demon, do it like nothin' I am disgustin', I've been corrupted And by now, I don't need no help to be destructive I've been gone, yeah, I been on this road too long

[moonsliver98]

Does't Lilith (Diablo IV Anthem by Halsey ft. SUGA) sound too close to a Chuuya rebel-era, rising-from-the-ashes song?

"I can't call it love if I show it

I just fuck things up, if you noticed

Have you noticed?

Tell me have you noticed?"

Yay, yay my little emotionally-constipated kitty.

Yes, but on a serious note.

Let's regard the Outro of the song:

"The more that you give away

The more that you have

The more that they take."

Where having because of giving and giving because you have keeps overlapping. Sacrifice versus being used for your power.

The MV shows Halsey marching forward even as arrows, etc keep wounding her. Halsey's album from which the track is, is called If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power. The MV in itself reminded me starkly of Chuuya. Even better if it's set in the Beast AU where after Dazai's death, everything is basically thrust upon Chuuya even though much was quite literally taken away from him without him having even the least bit of say at all. Yet, at the end, he would decide to step upto the throne, no matter how bloody he gets:

"Tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve

And fuck like a demon

Do it like nothin'

I am disgustin'

I've been corrupted."

The rage, the self-loathing tinged with I'm-too-deep-into-the-darkness-to-go-back-to-light, which Chuuya is known to cope well with due to superiorly honed emotional intelligence...where would we all go when he decides to wreck havoc, since he has every right to?

AND.

Imagine SUGA's part being the voice of reconciliation and purity of strength from the Canon Universe Chuuya. That makes it all the more interesting if it's regarded as coming from his other Self:

"I know you get too caught up in the moment."

Assurance.

"We just fuck things up,

Yeah, I noticed."

Validation.

"Don't dwell on the past, it's time to make a change

Look around, believe in what you see,

I've returned to hell."

- I've noticed in Stormbringer where Chuuya is shown as a person who does not mope about the past. Instead, he does his best to preserve and appreciate all that he has been blessed with in the present. Like, where he appreciated the Flags' gesture more than the photograph of his childhood itself, or when he chose to ride back to the Mafia instead of meeting his supposed parents.

Cue:

So the lyrics in the song is not only read as Canon!Chuuya standing as support to Beast!Chuuya, but also as someone who asks Beast!Chuuya to look around himself, accept the truth of the suffering, and head onward. For Chuuya, suffering itself has been an evidence of his humanity, his being. And that's something I found here again.

[biggesthalseyfan20]

Do it like nothin'

I am disgustin'

I've been corrupted

[platoapproved]

79, 1, 22, and 56

79: "Bad as the Boys" by Tove Lo (ft. ALMA)

She was just as bad as the boys

1: "Lilith" by Halsey (this is my number one i get more than one lyric that's the rules)

You got me feeling like I been too mean And everything that I say I believe Tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve And fuck like a demon Do it like nothin' I am disgustin' I've been corrupted And by now I don't need no help to be destructive

22: "overwhelmed" by Royal & the Serpent

I get overwhelmed so easily My anxiety creeps inside of me Makes it hard to breathe

56: "Pressure" by Martin Garrix (ft. Tove Lo)

Know your violence violence, hides on the tip of your tongue

[jadcnlapointe]

there were red flags a-plenty, and katya had chosen to ignore each and every one. she should have known, from the lingering scent of booze and rot, that froggy cannon wasn’t the type of man to ever be a father. striker himself wondered how the trio managed to score any action with faces like that. he was still wondering whether the cute blonde from the bar suffered from cataracts, from blindness, from some sort of sight impairment that meant the greying cowboy looked like passable stock. “that is on you. i can’t argue with that one.” cheek sunk in dimples, red-rocked canyons. “but he’s a real cute sonofabitch, i’ll give you that one. not that you're a bitch. nothin’ to do with my brother, of course. he ain’t no looker. i reckon henric is the charmer of us all, but he got youth on his side. couple of years an’ they’ll lose that brunette. start goin’ white like i am. get these wrinkles an’ sun spots.” he gestured to his own face, weatherbeaten like the leather of an antique tome. squeaking on the barstool, he adjusted himself and ran his fingertip around an old, stained loop on the wood grain. “it’s crazy. you’d think i’d be able to deal with london summers, bein’ from tennessee an’ all, but nope—there’s somethin’ sweaty and disgustin’ about the way you deal with your heat. all the buildings are built to keep the heat in. i mean, they ever heard of AC?” the trailer turned into a furnace in those burning julys. it meant that striker, froggy and henric were forced—although, their hands didn’t need much bending—to roll out the freezer boxes and crack out three cold beers in that yellowing grass. “i appreciate that, missy. i do. i can help you collect up the glasses at the end of the night if that counts for somethin’, pay my way with labour.” despite outward appearances, striker was far from a deadbeat—he was a hard worker, grinding his fingers down to their bones in order for his brothers to have a better life than he did. time was ticking and they were still graced with barely a pot to piss in; still, every day, he turned up to knock together shelves or shift moving boxes, cash-in-hand to buy food, fuel and, most importantly, budweiser.

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐀 small smirk from the bartender -- pulling a rag from underneath the counter to collect the contents of a nearby spill that nobody decided to notify her about. in the chaos, it made sense that things weren't always going to be noticed right off the bat. ❝ well, i screwed him. that one's on me. ❞ katya responded, tucking a fresh rag in the back pocket as she spoke before locking her eyes with striker's. her face returned to its unwavering position -- with the intent to make him wonder if the words were intended as a joke or they were spoken with actual meaning behind them. keeping the cannon boys on their toes, it's a skill that the dancer had come to learn quite quickly. even if the mikhailova family was stupid rich, it's not like she would ever consider them family. not now, not ever again. they had made their bed when it came to their daughter, by intending to keep their unruly child on a tight leash. instead of taking a single penny from them, she worked her ass off to get charlie out of the life she had been damned to. he was going to get a good job -- be a fucking doctor or some shit. and it wasn't going to be because of his father, it was going to be because of her. she would make damn sure of that. ❝ like the springboard of a matress. imagine those, but with my hair color. ❞ down goes the facade as she describes the beautiful boy her child is growing into, but it reforms just as quickly. ❝ the product of a cannon and a mikhailova... and yet, no one could be sweeter. ❞ deep down, katya had known since the moment that she first stared at those two little lines that their families would be intertwined forever. intertwined for the simple reason that froggy and katya used to be unable to keep their hands off of each other. ❝ it's gonna cost you, cannon. being the brother of the deadbeat father of my child doesn't exactly get you any sympathy points. ❞ now that, that was a joke, one that she let show across her face.

[horrorlesbion]

tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve and fuck like a demon do it like nothin' i am disgustin' i've been corrupted and by now i don't need no help to be destructive

[catharsim]

Do it like nothin' I am disgustin' I've been corrupted

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DIABOLIK LOVERS MORE BLOOD Vol.8: Sakamaki Subaru [Track 9+10]

Original title: もっと血を吸って & 銀のナイフ

Source: Diabolik Lovers More, Blood Vol. 8: Sakamaki Subaru [CD not owned by me]

Audio: Here

Seiyuu: Takashi Kondou

Translator’s note: Just like all other MB CDs, this one also has more of a vague/open ending in which the MC continues to have her blood sucked by one of the boys. However, it did leave me with somewhat of a better feeling than some of the others, albeit I still fear for the MC’s life and sanity. :p I mean, she only has so much blood to go around, right? 

Track 1+2 ll Track 3+4 ll Track 5+6 ll Track 7+8 ll Track 9+10

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Track 9: Suck My Blood More

“Fuckー!”

*Rustle*

“Argh...I’ve gotten thirsty again...”

*Rustle rustle*

“Ugh...Haah...Ah...I’ve reached my limit. Come on, I’ll bite you now.”

You quiver.

“Heh. ...What? Are you trembling in anticipation? Geez, guess I have no other choice then. You’re really so ーー ...But, I guess that side of you isn’t all too...”

You raise a brow, curious to hear the rest of his sentence.

“...N-Nevermind!”

You protest.

[00:45] “Fuck off! Don’t get all cute with me now! ...I like your blood, that’s all I was gonna say. ...Shit, this pisses me off. Cut it out already!”

*Smooch*

“...Hah. ...Come on, extend your foot a lil’ further.”

*Rustle*

“Exactly. ...I can’t hold back no longer...”

Subaru bites you again.

“Mmh...Nn...”

*Gulp gulp gulp*

“ーー Hah!”

*Gulp*

[01:33] “Hah...Haah...I can feel your blood...flowin’ down my throat...Haah...”

*Gulp gulp gulp*

“Mmh...Hah...”

*Gulp gulp*

“Hah...Hah...”

*Gulp*

“Haah, haah...Oi, are you alright?”

*Rustle*

“Oi...Answer me!”

You fail to respond.

[02:11] “Guess you’ve reached your limit, huh? I’d rather not have you die on me here though. ...Don’t get the wrong idea, it’d just be a bother. Given the circumstances and all. I don’t exactly mind suckin’ all the blood from your corpse, but the blood of a dead person tastes disgustin’...Also, there’s nothin’ fun ‘bout suckin’ from someone who can’t even give any reactions. 

[02:47] But...Haah...I feel like I seriously can’t let my guard down for even one second. ...Fuck, this is annoyin’...I feel like I’ve lost all control over my own body. I’m basically a fuckin’ marionette by this point.”

You whimper a response.

“Hah...You want me to suck even more of your blood? ...Do you have any idea what you’re sayin’? You already look like you’re ‘bout to kick the bucket any second now.”

*Rustle* 

[03:27] “No matter how dumb you may be...I’m sure you know what’ll happen if I have any more blood while your body has already been pushed to its limits, right?”

You beg for it.

“Once again, don’t just say those words so casually...”

You force yourself on him. 

*Rustle rustle*

“...!? I-Idiot...!? What are you doin’...!?”

*Gulp*

[03:54] “Forcin’ your bloody wrist on me like that...Hah...Haah...Do you truly understand what kind of the state I’m currently in?”

*Gulp gulp gulp*

“Haah...Che...! Haah...”

*Rustle*

*THUD*

Track 10: Silver Knife

“...Come on, look. ...Are you stupid? Why do you try and save me? I don’t get it. ーー Ugh!”

You respond. 

“...You don’t mind if you die? Don’t say such things so easily! It’d be easy for me to revive you as one of us, but is that truly what you want!?”

You frown. 

“...’We’re at the point of no return’, you say? Fuck! You don’t even know how I feel! ...If that’s your intention, then I have a plan of my own.”

*Cling*

[00:46] “You can tell what this is, right? ...It’s a silver knife. You can deliver a fatal blow to a Vampire with one of these. I’ll give this to you.”

*Cling*

You nearly drop it.

“Che...You don’t even have the strength left to hold a knife!? Make sure to grip it tightly.”

You seem confused.

[01:12] “What you should do with this? Why don’t you try and use that nearly-empty brain of yours to its maximum potential to come up with an answer? ーー Ugh!”

Subaru guides your hands so you’d stab him in the chest.

*STAB*

*Rustle rustle*

“Guh...Ugh...Haah, haah...Hahaha...Don’t give me that...dumb expression...Take a look...You...pierced my chest with the knife...Ugh...Hahー!”

You panic.

“I’m bleedin’ more than I expected...”

*Rustle rustle*

[02:14] “If this wound...becomes the end of me...and I die...You’ll finally be free again, right...? You’ll no longer...need to worry ‘bout savin’ me...Heh. At this rate...I’ll just end suckin’ you completely dry after all, soーー Ugh...Cough, cough...”

*Rustle*

“...Ah? What are you doin’...?”

You get upset with him.

“...’Idiot’? ...Who’s the idiot here!? Argh...Hah...”

You tear up.

[03:05] “Hah...Just remember that this is all your fault...I had no other choice but to resort to this...’cause you kept on spoutin’ utter bullshit...Hah...Seems like those guys set us up perfectly...and I’m not capable of stoppin’ myself either...Hehe...I doubt those guys expected me to pull this kinda move though. Hah...Serves them right! Hahaha...I won’t let things go their way...Actually, what have you been doin’ this whole time?”

You beg him to suck your blood so he can heal. 

[04:09] “Hah...? You want me to suck your blood? Fuck off! Do you have any idea why I even did this!? Ugh...Hah...However...I got stabbed right through the heart...so why am I not dead yet...? Hah...This body is really annoyin’...Hah...Also...I’ve gotten thirsty again...’cause you keep on clingin’ to me like this...”

*Rustle*

“Haah...Do you want me to suck your blood that badly? ...God! ...Fine! Whatever...I’ll make you feel good...until I take my final breath...I doubt it’ll take very long...”

*Rustle rustle*

“Now come here...”

You scoot closer.

[05:24] “Exactly. Show me your neck. ...I’ll yearn for you like never before...I’ll die...while holding you tightly in my arms...”

*Rustle rustle*

“Ugh...Your nape looks delicious...Heh...The scent of your blood...really is somethin’ else...Hahn...”

Subaru bites you.

*Sluuuurp*

*Gulp gulp gulp*

[06:13] “Ah...Heh...Hehe...When I drink your blood like this, all of a sudden, the stab wound from earlier seems like just a scratch...I even feel as if it’s healin’ my injury...”

*Gulp gulp*

*Sluuuuurp*

*Gulp gulp gulp*

“Hah...Phew...Does it feel good?”

You nod.

[06:55] “I feel amazing too. ...Right now, I almost believe that a Vampire such as myself could ascend to Heaven...”

*Gulp gulp gulp*

“Ah...Hahn...”

*Sluuuurp*

[07:27] “I guess that’s fine too...I’ll go there...Together with you...No matter where...I’m sure I wouldn’t be allowed to love nor hold (1) you...If I’m not willin’ to make that sacrifice at the very least? Hehe...Right?”

You smile.

“Come on...Let’s go. As far as we can go...So I’ll...love you as well. Come here.”

ーー THE END ーー 

Translation notes

(1) だく or ‘daku’ can mean both ‘to embrace/to hold’ as well as ‘to have sex with’ so...Take it as you like. 

[thegreatimpersonator]

I'm perfection when it comes to first impressions

Well, I romanticize and then I get to stressing

A big brain like I'm teaching it a lesson

Baby, it's a blessing, yeah

You got me thinking that I was too mean

Well, everything that I say I believe

Tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve and

Change like a season

Reason for nothing

I am disruptive

I've been corrupted

And by now I don't need a fucking introduction

I've been gone

'Cause I been on this road too long

You know I get too caught up in a moment

I can't call it love if I show it

I just fuck things up, if you noticed

Have you noticed?

Tell me have you noticed?

I get too caught up in a moment

I can't fall in love if I show it

I just fuck things up, if you noticed

Have you noticed?

Tell me have you noticed?

Now I'm wondering if I ever wanted to hold you

It never mattered if I owned you

'Cause you'd let anybody with a body control you

And you know it too

You got me feeling like I been too mean

And everything that I say I believe

Tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve

And fuck like a demon

Do it like nothin'

I am disgustin'

I've been corrupted

And by now I don't need no help to be destructive

I been gone

Yeah, I been on this road too long

And now I get too caught up in a moment

I can't call it love if I show it

I just fuck things up, if you noticed

Have you noticed?

Tell me have you noticed?

I get too caught up in a moment

I can't fall in love 'cause I'm focused

I just fuck things up, if you noticed

Have you noticed?

Tell me have you noticed?

The more that you give away

The more that you have

More that you give away

More that you have

The more that you give away

The more that you have

The more that they take

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[omgkalyppso]

∞ <3

Thank you for the ask! Happy pride!

Before I press shuffle, I'll mention I"m listening to I Want To Break Free by Queen:

I've fallen in love I've fallen in love for the first time This time I know it's for real

Okay, Lilith by Halsey:

You got me feeling like I been too mean And everything that I say I believe Tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve And fuck like a demon Do it like nothin' I am disgustin' I've been corrupted And by now I don't need no help to be destructive