#do I need to tag my fursona though

[mrusheronhiswaytotown]

anyone got an assassin for hire. yeah it’s for me

[fumifooms]

Hijoushoku to Gochisou / A Feast of Emergency Rations

Mayonaka no Waltz / Midnight Waltz

Nagabe

[aroaceleovaldez]

emo Nico x scene Will Solace...

[tainted-sweet-meats]

More oc lore from my fursona's universe "We are, as I am" this time of Nishou the Doppelgänger. Definitely read tags before clicking the click more for his info. Read more of his info under the cut vvvvvv

Full name: Nishou S. Coding: Jamaican/Chinese Gender/ sexuality: Masc/ Pansexual Pronouns: He/Him Size: 6"3' Species: Doppelganger BirthPlace/Birthday: ???(Never born but created) Zodiac Sign: ???

Voiceclaim:N/A (supernatural/distorted voice is bolded)

Speech quirk

" You are the worst of us and I'm the better of you.....there is no reason for your existence.." " You never say what's on your mind..maybe that's why you're always in trouble..pity you, it couldn't be me...I know how to get what I want and how to destroy what I don't need." "Did you hate yourself so much..that you cast me out..now look at you..a lesser..than what we both are...what we both could of been....I'LL ALWAYS HATE YOU." "One day I will devour you and when that day comes.. I'll make it enjoyable for the both of us.. remember...our oath...blood in..and blood out..right..."

personality music

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General info

Nishou is the forced out utmost extreme negatives and positives of Nish, the best and worst. He was originally a part of them but grew tired of how placid Nish was with themselves. He is the pent-up aggression of all they were throughout their life joined together. He is blunt and doesn't hold back from anyone or anything. His words are as visceral as his fangs and he's proud of the handy work his jaws can do, metaphorically and physically.

Despite his high aggression he also has a high passion and a dual personality. This is also believed to be a product of Nish hiding most of their feelings in situations resulting in unintentionally creating a personality for their doppelganger. Unlike the original, Nishou is not lovey-dovey and seeks passion through intimacy in the most primal of ways. Due to his ferocity, they can confuse the lust for the flesh.. for the hunger they yearn for and easily make quick work out of lovers. Very contradictory to their original that seeks love but can never act on it.

Though consuming their lovers isn't the same as taking their original's place in life. It is an easy way to sate the hunger and craving to fully feel like their original in some twisted way. To Nishou their original stands in his way to having an actual presence in life. It is very well known that a doppelganger must kill their original in order to take their place. To take the originals, they have to consume their heart. And in doing so, living the life he could never live through theirs.

Stand-alone they seem intimidating, harsh, and overly confident. He is the only one to assume many forms, the feral, anthro, were, beastrial, a penghou, as well as a semi humanish creature called Final fatalis. The original can not assume the last three forms. These forms are solely for the doppel. The last tree forms are said to be transitional forms of his supernatural powers. Forms slowly define him farther away from his original vessel. The humanoid form is his strongest out of the bunch. You can tell the doppel is present by the eyes. Only he has red and blue eyes swirling in rings. He could never mimic the original's eyes for some reason. Something having to do with the lack of their soul contained within the heart. Which is what he has to consume from his original vessel to take the life back he helped create.

Though Nishou is not evil, he is the product of the original vessel. When the original could not confront internal struggles with themself, it caused a rift creating him. Nish's subconscious cast him out of their body by throwing up a supernatural black substance that formed Nishou. When formed he was hateful to be abandoned instead of accepted. He formed.....resentful...distorted and vowed to devour every aspect of Nish to regain some peace in his lack of sanity. Which he is slowly losing the more time he remains out of the original's body on his own. He knows only the extremes of the original and acts according to his basic instinct. He believes full heartily when you betray your true self, your real self will be vengeful to regain what it helped you build. You can never escape yourself.

Powers

Slit split- A power only useable in his final and stable form known as "Final Fatalis". A supernatural power where he will slit his wrists to cause the black substance that makes up his very being, to create physical puppet-like replicas of his past forms. These forms can retain memory and take heavy damage in battle. The puppets can be killed but all memory is gained back to the doppel. The damages done, work as a memory function. The doppel will absorb the pain inflicted, which causes the final form to be invincible, indestructible, and distorted over time. This distortion is permanent to him.

Heart inflict-  The more time the doppel spends outside the original's body can cause deterioration effects on him entirely. Heart inflict allows him to devour the hearts of those who love or lust after him to keep him stable. This extends the time he has in the physical realm in order to consume the heart he needs to live his life in absolution. The original's heart is what's needed to be fully alive and of the physical realm the original vessel inhabits. Any heart he devours must have the initial intent in wanting him. Though the want doesn't always have to be positive towards him. To the doppel, even if the meat is soured by unjust distortion, meat is all the same to him.

Shadow waltz-  Is a teleportation power. The doppel can walk through shadows, even your own. The doppel however does not have a shadow himself. He uses the shadows around him to his advantage. This power can also detect energy. Once in your presence, the doppel is very calculating to not only you but the energy you give off. This makes it easier for him to teleport to your location to find you in an instant.

Vanta pressure- The same feeling you get when you are in the presence of a shadow person or anything paranormal, is the same presence the doppel gives off. This particular move also can cause paralysis when the doppel is tired of hunting you. If you are in close range, your movements cease. Once you stare into his eyes, you will feel the pressure that slowly tears down your emotional and physical barriers. At this point, you are powerless against him and he will devour you.

Catalyst break- This power is used constantly. The doppel can take in high amounts of physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual damage. The more he takes in abuse/damage.. the stronger he gets. There isn't much that can hurt him since he isn't exactly physical yet. Though this power has side effects. The more power used against him, the more he has to consume to stay stable. This sometimes means friends may be on the menu.

Dream Inflict- When trying to keep a low profile, he can actually tamper with your dreams and cause you mental harm that will reflect on you physically. In this state you are fully powerless because once he has broken your mind you are done for.  The harm he has done to you in your dreams will reflect on your body in the physical. He can use this power to his advantage in a non violent manner as well to just talk with you. Though many will assume it is a vivid or lucid dream.

Vanta Canon- A flameless thrower attack that can rot the flesh off of bones. This attack is in fact not flames but the same creational fluid that acts like an acidic blast through the mouth. The fluid is a focus of acidic trauma distortion once held within the original vessel. Once said trauma was absorbed by the doppel to protect the original vessel when they were in one body, he focused it into a physical attack. The mock flame is the purest form of black and can deteriorate someone from their very core consciousness. 

But not before replaying said victim of said attack to relive all their life's trauma through their minds eye. Before melting  slowly to death. Ripping you entirely from existence not just in a physical sense. This attack isn't used lightly since its one of the doppel's most vindictive and hate filled attacks. You must of did something horrible/personal to bring this upon you.

Vanta Dismantle - Not many know beyond the original vessel, but it is very wise to not cause any splitting injuries to the doppel. This attack can only be used if the doppel is split in half. He can never fully split and usually the split will stop near his pelvis. He is very dangerous in this mode and can use his internal liquids as hardened weapons before he regenerates his body back in place. Unlike the original vessel, the doppel has no internal organs, bones, muscles or anything. What he has is a creational black fluid that can be molded at his will. He can even trap you within the middle of his split body which can easily crush you to death..leaving zero traces behind. Though when absorbed into him due to his supernatural link...all traces, memory, and you as a whole cease to exist. He can not feed off of you using this attack.

Minor miscellaneous powers such as:

Hyper regeneration

Supernatural strength

Imperceptibility

Psionics

Voice manipulation

Immortality

Inaudible movement

Haunting

Darkness Aura

Darkness Empowerment

Darkness Manipulation

Enragement triggers:

High-frequency noises

Reacting physically violent towards him

Weakness

His original vessel showing self love/forgiveness

Connection to Self-Nishou has retained all information and memories from Nish, and uses them against his original vessel. While what he says isn't exactly wrong, it is presented as aggressive, angered, and distorted. They have seen through the eyes and sorted through the feelings of the original when they were once one in body and mind. With his forked bluntness, they verbally lash at his original with their shortcomings. Using family, friends, relationships, and life traumas against them. To show without him they would have been dead in their teenhood.

Reminding them it was him who kept the noose from around their neck for so long. It was him who broke the rope at the last minute when they tried. An how ungrateful they are for abandoning him when they felt he wasn't needed or would cause hardships in their life. Nishou knows every aspect and every hole the original tries to hide to seem strong. The strength was all him and only his doing. He reminds the original vessel.."It's easy to hide from others but not from one's self".. and he makes sure the original never forgets it.

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Friendship with a Doppelganger

Though he knows loyalty and values it, unlike their original he is quick to pick up on the lack of it. The minute you let slip you have ulterior motives you are as good as dead. He plays the dance of course. He lets you believe you didn't slip. He enjoys watching you lie, just to see how far you're willing to go. You feel some form of false safety as he still shows you loyalty while you show deceit.

He likes the game even if you aren't aware of it. The minute you initiated it by lying and trying to use him. He doesn't gain much other than fun and quick blood from the play you started. Unlike his original, it's not above him to be vindictive. In fact he takes pleasure in it by giving you pay back. He is very eye for an eye in that mind set. A head space the original vessel quickly abandoned deeming it a toxic trait. An thus the doppel adapting it, seeing it useful to those who sought to harm or use him.

He is the extremes of his original..so like his malice and hate..his love is equally so. Turning on him or using him will hurt him severely, but he will never show it. He doesn't understand forgiveness, because he can't even forgive his original, which in turn he can not forgive himself. He simply will get rid of you permanently to stop the pain you have caused him. He knows no other way to cope with emotional pain of betrayal and abandonment.

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Spot the difference

Nishou has a distinct look. While he is Nish's doppelganger, his markings are more pronounced and jagged. His demeanor is a bit more serious, aggressive, and forthcoming. He always seems to have a scowl on his face or an expression of hunger and happy malice. He has a swirl to his eyes that seems hyper-focused and intense. Though this is an assumed adaptation so you can not focus on his eyes, since he believes that the eyes are a window to his inner workings.  Thus he feels if you can't focus on his eyes it will not leave him open to vulnerabilities. He is the only one able to assume many forms. His height is also way taller than the originals. Unlike their original..they can not bleed red, only black. They were never born...but created. So they do not have flesh and blood like their original does. Everything about them is an intense mimicry. Nish has a bit softer quality in looks and markings, they also do not carry the intense bearded chin fluff. They can be seen with a solemn or emotional face. Though they can be serious in the face it is never the same as their Doppel. Nish's eyes are just red with a hint of blue.

Face to Face-Nishou when confronted with Nish is highly volatile and aggressive. He tries to kill and devour them to claim a life he feels he helped create. And in a sense he did. Without him or his ferocity..his original could not have made it in life when he was a part of them. Nish fears their masculinity more than anything. He represents a part of them they try to hide and destroy to be accepted by their loved ones. Unbeknownst to the fact trying to rid yourself of yourself breeds hatred within self. This hatred bred their doppelganger's personality throughout their growth. They forever are in turmoil with each other until Nish accepts them or succumbs to them.

If Nish shows Nishou any form of love...he seems to be in pain and tries to get away from their original. Being created and cast out from their original's body has caused a jaded mind set. When confronted with affections and acceptance, he doesn't know how to react. He will either run from them or try to injure their original to stay away.

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Nishou's representation

He is the physical manifestation of the extreme fear of the original vessel accepting their repressed shunned masculinity within themselves. An a physical representation of the original vessel's childhood through the eyes of manipulation and abuse. He is the warped aggression that has been done to the original vessel from their parental units, trusted loved ones, life experiences and harsh environmental adaptation. His actions with lovers is a severed hate for toxic masculinity in a relationship from experience of the original vessel's dating habits in past men. 

These relationship natures are twisted into extreme vulgarities that are not normal. Usually the devouring of the flesh in a carnal manner is symbolic to giving oneself entirely both in body and emotions for the sake of another. An getting nothing but desecration in return. This repressed feeling is the unrequited love the original endured up until their early 20's. At this time Nishou was cast out from their body.

He is the only one from the two that can assume a multitude of forms. It is believed by the original vessel that this multi-transitional process of Nishou, is representations they helped create through self repressed feelings and trauma.

The feral, a form both have which represents basic and lesser instincts of mental adaption to situational issues. The Feral form is known as the emotional shield. It is a form used commonly to avoid emotional backlash within self. To see him in this form is to realize you are being monitored and if you can be trusted. In this form, he doesn't fully trust you. It is a neutral form towards anyone and everyone.

The anthro, is also known as the physical shield. Is a form that is the most mocking to the original vessel due to variations of similarities to Nish. The only difference is this form is bigger than the original. As well as markings being slightly more jagged and rougher in look. The rough look is believed to be akin to Father. This is the form the original vessel always wanted but could never have due to the fear of backlash from loved ones. This is also the most common form to see him in.

The were, otherwise known as the mental shield. This form is the unchecked repressed brutality of the original vessel. Unlike the beastrial, the doppel's were form is highly aware mentally. Something the original can not control in their form. It is unknown why Nishou can mentally be in control while in this state though. It's believed the were is more a form originally for the doppel. The were being a physical manifestation of a mental safeguard to emotional pain and abuse, when he was still within the body of the original vessel. It is believed that once he was cast out from the original, Nish could still resume their form but lacked mental clarity like the doppel. Since it was his form to originally achieve. A form he shared with the original vessel to overcome mental trauma from others.

The penghou, known as the trauma shield, is a form only the doppel can achieve. This form is said to be the head of a humanoid man and the body of a canid. This form is believed to be a representation of the original's repressed fear of accepting themselves due to parental resentment. The eyes in the mane are a form of paranoia developed from Mother always asserting dominance in their offspring's life. The eyes themselves are the colors of  Mother's eyes. A constant reminder of being watched and stigmatized for trying to achieve being one's true self without her toxic help. This state like the beastrial is semi transitional. Unlike the other transformations, there is something eerily humanoid about this form.

The penghou is the doppel's most intense form. The doppel in this state is highly vengeful due to being abandoned by the original vessel. While the doppel is a manifestation of self-hatred entirely, the penghou is a distorted result of primal aggression to oneself through parental abuse. For favoring what others think before what the original vessel thought of themselves. It is known to mimic voices of those the original trusts in order to coax the original to get closer to harm them. The black ooze from this beast is the same creational sludge that helped form him. This fluid is highly toxic and if bitten could mean certain death. This fluid is what makes up the doppel's body and is also what he bleeds.

The beastrial, known to be the transitional shield. It is a were stuck in mid shift. It is believed this form only happens when the doppel is in a high aggressive emotional state. While it rarely happens, when it does Nishou is not in his right state of mind and will even harm friends without a second thought. This form could be forced out as a retaliation of the original vessel trying to accept themselves as well as their doppel. Another theory to this form is the original vessel's lack of trust for those who actually care for them. It is well known the original vessel holds no trust despite having others trust in them. 

This residual is warped within the doppel entirely into something more physically aggressive. Thus the lapse in judgment in this form for turning on those who may actually love them, lumping said friends in with those who hold ill will towards them. This is the only form to also semi resemble "Mother". He is more feline than he is vulpine in looks in this state. Depending on the emotional state, the face of said form can vary.

This form holds no empathy nor time for negotiation within reasonable sensibility. It is all terror and all hatred from both the humanoid and beast in its utmost form. In this form he can no longer speak human tongue and  regresses back into its most primal of languages. It's instinct is to destroy and kill everything that has harmed it and everything that is in its way, be it friend or foe. He will not show mercy in his wake and this form can not be halted until what ever caused this shift  is destroyed or far within reach to be seen or sniffed out.

This form is easily irritable and highly sensitive to noise of high pitches and low baritones. Sudden noises that irritate them can send him off in a rage. [No images at this time, they aren't scanned oh lazy me :p]

The humanoid, is the last and strongest form of the doppel. It is known to no longer be a shield form for the original vessel, but a form fully for the doppel. An offense form known as "Final Fatalis". Surprisingly even compared to his were or beastrial form, this form's strength is unimaginable. In this state the doppel is impenetrable and can not be harmed in any manner. This is the fully transitioned form of the doppel. In this state he is known to even shift out animalistic parts to his advantage at will. Though he keeps a lot of his markings and animal attributes, his face is no longer animal. The original vessel has no known defense against this form.

The humanoid is very large, hyper-aware, and at best unpredictable. They have a natural charm that can allure anyone to them unintentionally. The semi-humanoid is also alluded to have supernatural powers. Such as being able to teleport within and through darkness, pick up emotional intent, hyper-physical and emotional regeneration, high pain tolerance, and strike fear into those who challenge him with a simple glance. One of his most powerful tactics is splitting his skin open to release some of his black creational sludge to replicate walking puppets of his previous forms to do his bidding. They hold all powers of said form while sharing a mental link with him since they are him. Just now weaponized extensions. These puppets have blackened eyes, unlike his swirled eyes.

Nishou is a physical walking vessel of the original's self-hatred. His very imagery is a mockery of what the original could have been had they loved themselves, before pleasing and loving others. Though due to being forcefully shunned, Nishou has distorted from what he once was. This creature is walking self-hatred manifested as a doppel. Each form represents multiple pieces of the original's traumas and not being able to confront them to accept self.

Relationships- It's rare to see Nishou in a committed relationship-type setup like it is to see Nish in one. Nish can be seen holding their heart away from their partner or lovers constantly. There is a lack of trust to fully give themselves to a partner while still showing love fully. A huge contradiction but doable only by Nish. However, this is a glimmer of Nishou's nature still within them. When it comes to friends, they can be confident and flirty.

 But don't mistake it for the commitment of a lover. You will never get this from them and they will make sure you never get this close to them. You will always feel something is off while dating them. While you feel loved, there is a slight distance, as if the minute you mess up they will disappear from your life as if they were never there. There is some truth to your feeling. It is not that they don't love you, they do. What they will not lose is themselves over you. They don't value you enough to put themselves in that predicament. This is a unique residual of what their Doppel left behind within them. There is a huge fear within Nish that they will lose themselves entirely within you. They already regret casting their doppel out, they do not want to lose anything else with what little they have left of themselves. This part is their heart. An organ the doppel is believed to be missing. The only perk to them having fun with you is your safety is 100% guaranteed. Unlike their doppel, where you are walking on eggshells due to their extreme natures. An a potential threat of death if you cross the doppel emotionally.

[lycanm00n]

☆ The scent of the forest lingers on the werewolf.. ☆

welcome to my corner of the forest ! i'm pantheon/theo/eli, a 21y/o werewolf nonhuman & holothere from europe. i'm transmasc, and use exclusively he/him pronouns. engaged to the most amazing woman.

Last Updated - 06/22/24

i was born in a small village by the coast. i've spent my whole life in forests and wandering by the sea, knowing that i'm a canine though i didn't have a word for how i felt until I discovered the community in 2019. years have gone by since, and i'm more connected to my therianthropy & nonhumanity than ever before.

My identity is mostly psychological and physical. i'm comfortable with it, and for the most part i openly express my canine identity in my day to day life. I am a holothere. Any respectful discussions around that are more than welcome! I'm also POSIC+!

Tag System;

#theohowls - text posts

#redog - reblogs

#packhowl - answering asks

#werewolfbites - rants

OR #dogn't - rants that aren't nonhuman related

#bigfeelings - addon tag for tw/cw rants

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I'm still figuring myself out for the most part, but physically I'm a -

Mid content wolfdog / werewolf

Brown timber(?) wolf

Tiger

Questioning border collie

I'm also have hearthomes in the riverclan territory of Warriors and Canada.

Interests;

F1 / Motosports / Cars

Non-Domestic Canines & Felines (inc. Hyenas & Foxes)

Therianthropy, Nonhumanity, and experiences relating to those subjects

Warrior Cats

Furries / Fursuiting

Video Games (Roblox, Minecraft, etc. I'm on Switch & XBOX!)

Sharks / Whales

Drawing / Writing / Music

Werewolves

OC / Fursona / Character Design

Mental Health & Psychology

There are more, but that's all for now. Those highlighted are my current favs!

DNI / BYF :

i like to keep my dni/byf fairly short because i block as and when needed, but a few basic points :

i block as and when needed.

Minors do not follow or DM. You will be blocked.

hate will be deleted and ignored, don't waste your time

please don't dm/message me if you're under 18. ageless blogs will not be replied to either.

if you do not want to see potentially nsfw posts, block the tag #afterbark. I will not censor my space here, but I will tag it. Please keep yourselves safe.

NEW ADDITION thanks to some asks i've had <3 don't try and ragebait me or get me involved in drama. your ask will just get deleted

Respectful questions in asks are always allowed. I'm happy to discuss my identity in depth, make new friends, or anything else.

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[rabbithaver]

Drawing is fun and if you ever feel like you have the energy to do it I recommend it, doesn't have to be anything great or even finished.

oh i do still draw sometimes! my #rabbit.art and #terin.art tags are testaments to the fact that it does occasionally occur, though not as much as it used to.

i used to be way, way better than i am now... in middle school and high school, i turned to art as a way to escape from abuse and harassment from my peers that was quite literally ruining my life. i was drawing like my life depended on it... because it did. my life was crumbling and i was physically and emotionally falling apart under the pressure — drawing and writing were my only two coping mechanisms, during this time and i got insanely good at both. i mostly practiced realism in my work, which is a pretty far cry from what i do nowadays!

here's my favorite piece from when i was in middle school. i drew this during English class — the textbook page we were on had a photograph of a snow leopard lounging in this pose. i figured it would make a great reference image, so i drew it! it was my first time ever drawing a snow leopard, but certainly not my last, because three years later the design for my fursona, Chirp the snow leopard, came to me in a dream <3

behold! baby's first ever snow leopard drawing by a 13 year old Rabbithaver

now compare that to my second-ever snow leopard drawing and the first depiction of a then-unnamed Chirp!

i need to get back to drawing my own fursona, but as of late, all i've drawn is Silver. he has possessed me and i miss him so terribly.

my two most recent drawings are Silver Lost In A Walmart and Somebody Get This Kid To The Pet Groomer <3

[casually-salad]

Welcome to my sick and twisted mind....

hi im sal, this is my sideblog for all my art!!! and for my thoughts when i can push through being too anxious to post them! I thought id redo my pinned post because i have a lot of new people!

i may be too nervious to respond to any asks at any time but my inbox is always open if you wanna say hi!!!!

if youre here for my infection au you can find the chapter one masterpost right here: =====> yippie!

Here is the Cutie Pox Chronicles chapter two masterpost ===> chapter two

tags to look out for are #ocs to look at my funny little guys.. its a required reading before we can hang out and have a tea party or what evaer.. you can learn more about them with the thang below, although some of the information is outdated, and especially the art, but i cant. actually access teh carrd to fix it anymore oops. but =====> here!

i also have a webbed site that needs to be updated but if you wanna look you can see it here! ===> uhhhhhh this is a lot of links

ummm some stuff about me to know before going in, i do have arthritis so not everythign is picture perfect, and im also dsylexic so things might be misspelled every now and then but i sometimes dont fix it because it feels more authentic! if you want to hear me ramble you can check out the #salad says! tag! my fursonas are sheepy sal, the sheep and sometimes plushe and sniffy sal the anteater and sometimes pooltoy! baby sprout is my ponysona, theyre that fat blue thing

oh before you venture further, there tends to be disturbing content from time to time so id rather have 18 plus interaction ok? all gore is tagged though so you should be fine to block #gore to avoid it

ok thats it. ummmm have fun, bye

[t00nyah]

vent comic about how rain world got rid of one of my gloomy thoughts

cw/tw, idk: mentions of suicide&death, eating disorder.

(i'm sorry, i struggled to figure out tags this time so this is the warning)

(let's not tell my mom i made a fursona for her ok)

this turned out pretty scuffed both in art and in text, but it's been a month since that happened and i wanted to share it one day. it's small and stupid, but it was so weirdly life-changing in my head. i still think about it sometimes, if it wasn't obvious from me making this comic.

transcription: 1. So... I have suicidal thoughts everyday. And another issue I have is...probably an eating disorder, I don't know? I just know that I can't eat most edibles without spitting out immediately.

2. Sometimes my mom voices her concerns, since she ends up cooking extra meal specifically for me. And, of course, my brain takes that as another point ''for'' dying. (my cool mom) (me, very tired of my brain) mom: I don't even know what to make for you. Aren't you tired of eating chicken?

3. ''If I died, my mom wouldn't have to bother with that.'' It's one of the smallest reasons, but it was stuck in my brain as a validation of the idea of dying. Not anymore, though.

4. What happened? Well... Meet Pearl. He's my expedition slugpup and...In the middle of it I noticed my Pups+ was smh turned off. And then... anemone: wait, you're a huntpup?!

5. I went ''okay. I have to hunt lizards now.'' My missions list was: - get The Friend passage. - befriend 3 types of lizards. - steal from the Toll (for extra spice) But oh well. My son needs food.

6. And after a while, it occurred to me. Not even once I had thought that he's a burden, that I'd rather go without him. I'd rather go through any trouble, do as many extra step, but not lose him.

7. I never thought of just turning Pups+ off until just now, because I'm ready to do anything for my child with a very specific diet. When I realized his parallel, I cried. Then I cried at work when I thought of it in the middle of dark thoughts.

8. I almost stopped thinking about it that way. My mom tries so hard, I love her so much. She cares and pains when I feel so bad. I'm hella lucky. I wish I could stop wishing death for other people's sake when they don't see me as a burden like I do.

[kestrel-wish]

REPOST YOUR ART OF CARP!!! The famous carpet deity, omg-

I remember the wildest things at such late hours

AYE AYE CAPTAIN! 👍 I'm not sure where a good chunk of the physical drawings of them are, and to be honest i never drew it as much as Kess ( or windhover, i tend to call them windhover sometimes to avoid confusion with my fursona ) mainly because Carp's ears are surprisingly hard to draw well. But here are the ones that I can find

This is the main drawing of them, and i think the first actual one?

Also this one that was drawn mainly for expression practice and boredom You can tell i gave up when it came to drawing the background and also that's supposed to be a couch they're sitting on it's just hard to tell because it looks like a brick lmao.

That's all the good ones i can find my art files are terrible to try and look through I also have some goofy super low effort doodles of Carp and Kess ( And others! ) too if you'd like those

Left lower is a random 'garden'/plant creature similar to carp i made up but never really used, ( their name is Dandy , i show them later ) along with an idea for what the ceiling ( 'Ceil' ) would look like. More cat-like since i think we joked that the carpet would be rivals/kind of jealous of the ceiling so cat/dog because funny. Middle bottom is Ampere. I don't remember actually showing you Ampere? So if i either didn't show you or it's been a while this is ampere ( below ) Similar to the others but like a kitchen electronic kind of guy and the upper right of the doodle page is Carp and lower right is Kess, ofc

I like where i went with this look but he's also way overdesigned compared to the others it's ridiculous looking. Very cool nonetheless but just a bit jarring. Very polite looking guy, though. Yeah not much actual carp art, that i can find at least there very well might be more. Can't find it for the life of me. Properly name your art files , people! But i have this other one of Ampere if that's something

It's all old ass art so kinda wonky looking now in hindsight. I want to come back to them eventually as characters they're all silly. but especially Carp and Kess because they're the coolest. Blatant favoritism. The amount of lore and ideas I've come up with for those funny Quotev group chat ocs is terrifying and frankly quite disturbing. I do have more doodles of Kess than carp if you want to see those later, just ask. And i think a small animation but don't quote me on that. Sadly just not much of Carp itself. Or the others that i've thought of for that matter. Like you can see I tried to make ones much later to add to the personified house things, but I kind of ended overdesigning them a lot like you can kind of see with Amp. And Dandy, the plant one. I don't think you've seen it ever either, i made them a while after Amp on a whim, i think. The vague idea just came to me and i felt the need to doodle them too.

I like Dandy's design ngl very soft and warm looking. I feel like their fur would feel kind of crunchy. It's very obviously a first time doodle but it's a fun idea. Man, i love drawing funnily themed cartoon dogs. I know this is less Carp art considering you asked for Carp specifically but there isn't much i can find so woe other old art be upon ye.

People who did not know me in my early Quotev days are going to be so confused lmao i'm not tagging any of this i don't even know what tags I would use.

[rynekins]

Yessss, Doggy Daycare Season 3 is about to begin, and because this will be the last season, I was hoping to celebrate by including OCs from those who read it. Just wanted to clarify some things: -Leave a comment or reblog if you have an OC you would like to include. -I will eventually contact you for a character ref, though I cannot say when or if you would be included (when the comic has been drawn with your OC you will be notified before it is posted) -Your OC will be included in one comic at some point in Season 3. Possibly multiple panels. It's not necessarily first come first serve, your design might determine what scene it fits best in. -You will be credited. -I might ask for details of your OC, what would NOT be OK for them to be doing, or which characters might be your fav, but not for what scene you want them to be in. These are background characters. -Do not be pushy. I promise there is no need to remind me. This season will take a while. -Multiple comments/reblogs do not affect your entry. -The OC has to be some sort of animal that isn't too anthro. Think of how the characters look in this series. -It can be your fursona, but it can't be someone else's. I can't accept your word that I have someone else's permission to draw their character. -I'm not looking to compensate anyone for adoptables. I am asking for permission from people who enjoy the comic if they want to be included. -Be absolutely certain you want to share your OC, I won't be able to edit them out later. I will be posting on tumblr and insta (and sometimes my stuff is stolen and posted elsewhere, I can't control this) -I reserve the right to not include your OC for any reason. -One OC per person. -There is no deadline, unless you're reading this from the future when the series is over. I'll be checking this post every now and then. -To prove you read these, include in your comment or tags what kind of sweater would look cute on Sunny (the creativity of your response does not affect your entry) Lemme know if you have any questions. Thanks for reading! See you soon! n_n

[idsalgay]

introduction !! (finally)

last updated: 8/17/24

(OTHER ACCOUNT: MUTHAFUCKINARO!!)

hello!! im ace, though i also prefer cass, mercury, mer, accio, AMG2, aceline, or in some cases, ace mcfartpants

✓ | i LOVEE mario, SMG4, kirby, undertale, omori, gacha, drawing, painting, music, crochet, theater, war and countries, clothing design, interior design, digital art, TADC, dougdoug, space, bee and puppycat, and way more you should ask me about!! (if, that wasn't enough already)

✕ | i HATTEEEEEEEEE cheese, weird textures, loud noises, uncomfortable situations, slurs, art block, and cleaning

DNI'S:

bigots, sex blogs, pedophiles/zoophiles, racists, sexists, proshippers, anti-lgbtq, ect (the basic dni critera)

also, if you shit on furries, therians, religions, hypersexuality, disabilities, or artstyles, dni please!

art commissions (currently in this case, free)

Yes, you heard that right !! im opening up commissions! i do all art for free in general, probably in this case because i dont need money, but also to have fun and see other peoples designs on ocs/creations. my ask box is open, send me a character and i'll draw it! i have pictures of drawings i do (without reference, currently practicing to not practice) (?) i do have boundaries as listed below--

do's:

sfw

mild blood

partially suggestive (will discuss more)

full body

partial body

furries

non-human

characters and or OC's

interior house art/any interior

ship/selfships

digital and traditional

animals/quad legged

DONT'S:

very/heavily suggestive (again, will discuss more)

full on gore

pedophilia or zoophilia

proshipping

body bases (tracing reasons)

any general thing that a normal artist wouldnt accept in a sfw style.

talking about suggestive art, i allow requests as such:

flirting/teasing

MILD touching. (as, hand resting on thigh, head, cheek, waist, ect)

other sfw, yet still suggestive things, keeping it at a minimum. though i understand what suggestive means, i want to keep it safe for viewers.

for nsfw in general, heavily suggestive--

i cannot draw whatever kinky shit ya got in your head. yes, i want to make people happy-- but i dont want to flat out make myself uncomfortable.

i will not allow:

nude/exposing bodies

pornographic material in general implied

actual intercourse

heavy text (cursing, mumbling sexual noises, ect)

please respect this, and have fun requesting! go all out and dm/send an ask, i wont guarantee to respond right away, but i will try to keep responses consistent! i do add watermarks still :) (no stealing.. grrrrrrrrr)

tags i use:

#ace rambles - me rambling about something

#acesaves - things i wanna save for future!! :D

#smg4 rambling - i think this should explain itself if you've seen my profile

#just needed to get out of system - angry venting

#ace needs to shit - weird shitting jokes i make because poop funny

#aces commissions - drawing commissions i made

#gamer ace !! - a game im playing/referencing

#ace and funni friends - my silly friends (mostly irls)

#acemisc - miscellaneous stuff that shouldnt belong in this world

#aceship - selfshipping (drawing wise)

#aces public dairy diary - not always vents, but stuff on my mind

#heavy vents - crazy stuff happening in my life

#cool sketches - cool sketches out of my handy dandy wandy notebook

nicknames/names for peeps i know:

@moonysfavoritetoast - evan/cosmo (he/they, they/them)

@meerealsssss - mee (she/her)

@the-rizzly-bear - will (he/him)

@homoashell - starr (she/her)

@37x3 sparky (they/he)

riss - my kewl sister (she/her)

artheno - kewl sisters boyfriend who i hate (not really, hes cool) (he/they)

father - my science teacher!! who!! adopted me!! (he/him)

father 2 - actual father and uh hes bad father.. (he/him)

mother - actual mother who is kewl and i love (she/her)

layz - kewl gay friend (they/them)

wife pt 2 - me, evans, and mee's wife (she/they)

seven - oc (she/him)

waterwelon - fursona (he/it/fae)

if you want your tag added or removed, please dm me <3

also please be my mootOKAY THATS ENOUGJ OF MY INTRO.'

[captainstarburst]

9, 14, and/or 27 for the artists wrapped ask game? :3

9. What's your favorite set of tags/comments you received this year?

oh god thats so hard i need to go scroll through my notifs. probably the person who recently called my animations "smooth and consistent" (love that bc i constantly worry theyre not) or any compliments to my animations in general. really just anyone whos not close friends who takes the time to reblog and say they like my designs or stories or art style it means a lot to me

14. What's one pairing/character/subject/body part/object you want to explore next year?

honestly i hardly ever plan my art like.. a year in advance though sometimes i do plan stuff months in advance but ummmm. id like to draw some of my ocs who dont get much spotlight on here. i also kind of want to find more excuses to draw my Other fursonas or my object furries

27. Biggest surprise while creating art this year?

probably the amount ive done thats animated? i try to animate at least like every 6 months so i dont get too rusty but between personal stuff and trades/commissions ive doneee... like 8 things? maybe theres stuff im missing? which is probably the most ive animated since like 2020. frankly that makes me really happy i love animating its just hard to motivate myself to do it

[sofiasfanartcollection]

Sofia - she/her - queer christian (aroace) (was raised protestant, I don’t really belong to a specific denomination, but I love and trust in Jesus as my Lord and Savior)

artist - nature lover - introvert - night owl

original blog is @sofiaspeaksart where I post/reblog all sorts of animals and creatures

second side blog for keeping lists of wildlife I’ve seen: @sofiaslifelists

Hello! Thank you for stopping by <3 My name is Sofia and this is my fandom/personal blog where I post all sorts of things. I post/reblog a lot of fan art etc (especially for Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles!) and also various things to spread awareness, posts I relate to, stuff that makes me happy, stuff I want to think about etc. There are some heavy topics on here so be mindful of that. (I do try to tag everything—please let me know if there’s a tag you’d like me to add to something especially if you need to avoid triggers.)

I’m an artist and here’s my art tag! #sofia’s art

Here’s the tags for other people’s art! #other’s art #other’s writing

And if you’re here for Rise of the TMNT, check out these tags :] #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt

A few fandoms I enjoy: Rise of the TMNT (this is the most current one/one I’m most excited for right now), My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Super Mario, Bionicle, Treasure Planet, Good Omens, parts of Star Wars (mainly the Clone Wars animated series, the Mandalorian, and various creatures), Carmen Sandiego (2019), Wander over Yonder, Steven Universe

I’m very shy irl but feel free to message me on here, especially if you’re a follower or mutual <3<3<3 You could send me pictures of animals or chat about your ocs or ask about my ocs or just say hi. And I love being tagged in ask games etc. (If you are asking for donations, I’m not likely to reply directly, but if your campaign is vetted/verified, I am likely to reblog or add your link to a post.)

Note: I struggle with low energy and do sometimes go a bit inactive, but I’ve been pretty consistent with coming back. Tumblr’s been a lovely place and I have some friends on here that I love dearly.

Commissions are not open yet, but I’ve been really wanting to open them some day. I’ll keep you all posted.

Please be kind and respectful to everyone on here. Bigotry is not welcome.

Hope you have a wonderful day!

This is my sona, River! I designed this mutant version of her to go with the Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles universe, though she is basically my fursona now :] She can show up as a little blog mascot/representation of me too.

Here’s a bunch of art of her and also some art of other ocs of mine:

And I also made a masterpost of my art of rottmnt Hypno-potamus and Warren Stone, because I love them, and Hypno is probably my most drawn character at the moment :]

Links to some people who could use help right now 🍉

More ways to help

[boobsoutforbeeduo]

Intro post, not much to see here, if you want a more in depth intro check out my main blog, @furnzz

RULES FOR REQUESTS:

I have the right to not draw your request for any reason, be it me not knowing the character, not having motivation, or something else. please do not be mad if I dont draw it.

I DO NOT draw requests of ocs, nsfw, fetish, gross shit, and anything I don't want to draw (dont be afraid to send in asks, if I don't want to draw smth I will just ignore the ask, so no reason to feel bad lol)

I DO draw dsmp (including shipping!! even stuff like tomboo, so long as it is strictly NOT the ccs!) I will draw cwilbur, but ONLY if its something showing it is specifically NOT IN ANY WAY relating to the cc!! I see the characters as fully separate things from the creators, so no I don't support wilbur, but I will continue to draw cwilbur.

I will draw the silly mcyt, genloss or cotl characters kissing n being gay idiots, but I will not do nsfw, and will not draw ship art for fandoms other than that, including tadc

PLEASE REQUESt ART EVEN IF U THINK IT WONT BE ACCEPTED I want to see inside ur silly brains

i will draw selfcest art, but NOT incest art, because ew ew no!! (this is things like Phil x tommy, shit like that, but if you want ranboo x ranboo, from any universe, fuck yeah dude, most likely to draw those asks actually selfcest is my jam!

I have anon off because I have gotten a lot of weird messages through anon. If you want to send disgusting shit at least don't be a pussy abt it shaking my fuckin head.

Tags+info about me under the cut

Tags:

#wilbyasks - answering asks

#my art - when I'm posting my art

#request - when I'm drawing a request

#not art - when I make a post that is not art

#doodles - sketches, shitposts, and similar things

#cAt the cat - drawings of cAt the cat (mspaint shitposts of my character cAt)

#sonic speaks - when Sonic is fronting (read below)

#reblogs - when I reblog things (I will only reblog things here if I have made art as a response to what I am reblogging, or if it is fanart, though I doubt I'll get any of that)

Doodles / cAt drawings won't have the #my art tag!!!

NOW MY FUNFACTS!

My name is Wilbur, but unless you know me please call me Fern or Fennel. Dog is good too I like that name.

I make art, mostly furry art, sometimes Genloss or cotl. And lately, A LOT of sonic fanart!

I have been drawing for nearly 5 years now.

I Am plural!! I am a sonic fictive (I believe that is the correct wording?) all versions of him included (him from all games, shows, and movies, not just one), so I may act different than myself sometimes. Please dont be discouraged to interact with me though!!! I love talking to people no matter what!!

Shadow, Jax, and Bill Cipher are all my f/o s!!! I love them very much <3

I am transmasc nonbinary and use he/they/it pronouns with no preference, but its almost 2025 so ill figure that out later

My fursona is NOT A GOAT HE IS A RAM AKA A MALE SHEEP NOT A MALE GOAT HE IS A SHEEP and here is a photo of him he's also a fallen angel so there's smth cool bout him

And he also has an alt design which is actually a different person from him aka himself but he exists in a different universe

and also I DO COMMISSIONS!! You must have Deviantart to buy them (no paypal, so I need USD payments to be sent on deviant art so I can convert them into points) here are my prices!

If you want a comm, please send me an ask or pm and I can discuss it with you!!

[crowithy]

Amfjdjjwdjdjfhs I wanna talk about Micheal, Pom, and Matt my three main EE OCS.

PLEASE SEND ME ASKS ABOUT MY THREE EE OCS and I'll answer them in the morning I WANNA TALK ABOUT THEM

A little starter info + some images because my tags are a mess rn

Micheal Mush

He/him

Epithet: Decayed - he can decay things, grow mushrooms, and also is decaying a bit himself because of this epithet paired with skin picking habits

Toyhouse for more info

*20 (old/j)

* he has a younger brother named Cici

*wanted to get into welding but changed his mind

*lives with Pom

*his only three friends are Matt, Pom, And Sabrina (@sadsoftserve 's OC)

Matt Makejoy

He/him

Epithet: Fool, I still need to make an epithet description but he uses the jester definition of it :)

*is the youngest of the trio, 18 and a senior in highschool. He was devastated when pom graduated a year before him

*total theater kid

*is one of Giovanni's blasters! Uh I don't have a minion name for him yet but I considered "jest" at one point but I feel it's a little dumb

*he is in a qpr with Pom

*has a playlist full of clown music

*he is trans and almost named himself Jevil but decided against

*has an overbite (he just like me frfr)

*he is banned from any kitchen he has ever entered

Pom Saltatrix

He/him She/Her

Epithet: Tailor, he can change any article of clothing to whatever he wants, as well as summon a bluefish.

*19

*fun fact his name is literally the scientific name for a bluefish(aka tailor) just the first part shortened

*has a fursona, it's a half fish half kodkod (get it? Kodcod?) Even though he hates fish he did it for the pun (and also Matt suggested it)

*serious RBF he's really nice, his face just looks like that

*his family owns a bakery, he works there and loves it

*he's aroace :>

I have no updated designs of him, as I've changed a lot but here's some old images I can find (first was a joke drawing I did but he 100% wears that but also old version of Matt too haha) not much changed he's just fat now (like me, I don't know why I didn't originally do this Pom is the oc that's most like me)

That first drawing was done at school but once I got home I changed it from waving to pulling a middle finger

Don't wake this man up he will hate you

[this-is-fox-speaking]

pinned post, as i’m not consistent with my own carrd

🐾 - howdy! name’s fox. welcome to my blog. i use she/her and he/him pronouns, and I'm 18! (listing my age just for certain blogs that need the verification)

🐾 - artist and writer. i draw much more than i write, though. all tagged under #drawings!

🐾 - speaking of writing; i’m currently making my own story with my pal @mika-meowz over on @dreamworld-and-co ! come check it out :]

🐾 - if it wasn’t obvious by my own fursona in my icon, i’m a furry and human ocs are a rarity in my creations. speaking of creations: maybe you should check them out on my toyhouse…?

🐾 - i have lots of interests like inanimate insanity, sparklecare hospital, the walten files, epithet erased, and so fourth, feel free to ask me about them! especially my little pony: friendship is magic. it’s my fixation of fixations.

🐾 - I don't do art commissions, as I don't think I have the skills to handle that stuff. but I'd still like to somehow do them someday!

🐾 - here are some of my alt blogs: @myplushheart (selfshipping), @kinonicaltrickster (kinning), @foxs-super-secret-stimcave (stimboards).

🐾 - my only do not interact signs up are towards proshippers (specifically those who ship abusive and incest and pedophilic shit) and generally shitty people. terfs and homophobes and stuff like that.

🐾 - with all that outta the way, have fun exploring the blog! be careful of all the reblogs, though. they’re like an invasive species here and they’re never tagged, over here, cause a lot of things don’t effect me. it’s not out of spite, i just don’t think about it.