#dntrblg

[duskythesomething]

amazing the things you don't know about friends you've known forever...

[coldbloods]

i cant take this heat honestly and my room acts like an oven or smthn its so bad rn

[thembohux]

Manifesting this job HARD so I can get Targaryen hair

[thembohux]

I feel like my life is falling apart but it’s fine I guess because at least I don’t work for that other guy anymore. Right?

[thembohux]

SOMEONE got food poisoning or a stomach virus and had to be in the ER last night.

I feel like ASS

[thembohux]

Ordering things for my wedding and then feeling a deep shame for spending money 😔

[thembohux]

I competed in a sexy bitch competition and won (I did a Strip For Your Life at the burlesque show I went to). While dressed up as Death

[thembohux]

Rant under the cut bc life is dragging me by my thong rn and I have nowhere else to scream about it.

I’ve hinted at Not Doing Well but I’m starting to genuinely worry about myself. I’m becoming numb to everything and I’m one the verge of a panic attack or depressive spiral constantly.

Currently I’m waiting to see if my unemployment gets approved. It is in the hands of my former job to either corroborate what I said or completely lie about me to deny me my payments. I’m hoping that the owner I was on good terms with spoke to them.

I’ve applied to five jobs. One has responded to reject me. I need to apply to two every week for the chance to still be considered eligible for my benefits.

I barely leave my house because of the weather being terrible rn and the fact that there’s honestly nothing for me to do outside of my house rn.

I’m horribly depressed, lonely and feel like I have no purpose.

I haven’t written in a few days and I’m afraid I’m going to give up again because I can’t help but crave the validation every author does. Validation that I’m not receiving. Nearly every note on my posts is from me reblogging it and screaming into the void.

And I feel so guilty that I’m jealous of my wife getting a raise/bonus at work while I’m floundering to even find one. I’ve had no interviews and no contact.

I’m just tired and I feel so helpless.

[thembohux]

Goth girl spring is upon us

Back at it with the cane. Also I have partially red hair now!

[thembohux]

Mia took me out to dinner and being in public has made me HIGHLY aware of my own boobs

[thembohux]

Have to write a personal statement for work because they’re expecting me to change how I serve customers to coddle my coworkers and I don’t want to.

I want to work on my fic

[thembohux]

The runny eyeliner is actually a slay.

[thembohux]

I have to have a serious conversation with my wife instead of being a Silly Little Guy when she gets home from class and I’m not feeling great about it!

[thembohux]

I have a vintage ring that I LOVE and was the first piece of fine jewelry I got for myself at my work. But it didn’t fit me anymore so I had it sized.

And my coworker ruined it. So I’m trying to not have a meltdown bc I don’t want to get them in trouble but it’s a piece that has such delicate elements that I literally wouldn’t even wear it while washing my hands.

I’ll probably talk to my boss tomorrow bc it was pure negligence that made it happen

[thembohux]

Best $7 I’ve ever spent

[thembohux]

I just got second hand dance heels so I can start getting used to them and practicing for auditions