#didnt know what Paula said

[tategaminu]

I love how my silly meme made to vent brought this, it means a lot :,) I honestly don't have much to add because all the points made here are so great and so right!!

At the end of the day all of this is rooted on misogyny. I don't want to be the kind of person who throws these kind of words so easily or anything but after being over 7 years on tumblr I have seen a lot of fandom stuff and it always goes the same way.

Callum prioritizes Rayla, like a lot, I feel his whole s5 is just him making goo goo eyes at her, he literally learns a new arcanum for HER yet nobody says a damn thing. Yes I have seen some poor comments about Callum but it wasn't related to this or reducing his whole character to a love interest.

They are both equally important to each other and their development but Rayla is the one who gets the insults because aparently a girl developing to become more lovable and vulnerable or anything on the matter and having a guy as her most important person or getting saved by him is wrong. Now imagine if Callum was the girl in the relationship, people would be bashing her(Callum) about how she only exists for Raylo or stuff like that. And people would go "uwu my soft boi Raylo is such a cutie now". This might seem like an stretch but I have seen it and I'm honestly tired.

Rayla might get saved by Callum but it's because she puts herself in danger out of her good heart, in no way she gets saved because she's useless or anything, that would be a different thing and people need to put them apart. At which point we started to see female characters as tokens who can only be badass and not act like actual human beigns with EMOTIONS?

"Emotional vulnerability should be celebrated in media and in the real world" is such a good phrase. As someone who has trouble crying in front of other people, seeing characters (boy or girl, Rayla or Callum, doesn't matter) just be vulnerable feels so important to me. There's nothing wrong with vulneralibity, everyone has it. Crying or showing it won't make you weaker and it's really sad that being vulnerable has been considering as a shameful thing for a while, it used to be shameful for men, now it's shameful for women. It's literally one of Rayla's development points. The Silvergroove sucks and she's growing out of their ways and that's beautiful, being a badass was part of her sure, but it never was her character core.

Someday I will make a post defending Rayla without getting these kind of comments

[stargirlsuicide]

Girl spilllll, I wanna know what happened in ur dream

i dont rlly know how to explain it but it was like some kind of competition it was this like new game and it was like played on a 3ds. and u had to make your own character even though it was mostly like questions and stuff like that. it was supposed to have like a creepy vibe to it but i kinda skipped the story ig i dont remember it.

i finish this game and i win even if i didnt like finish first, and i stayed like sitting that room waiting for the other people to finish and it was like all people that i know from my school so i just kinda stayed there listening to them talk about the game and stuff.

Then it cuts and theres like a party for the people who won the game or something like that. and i dont remember it all too much but ben coccio was there for some reason and i was like eating food not giving a fuck at all. and then cal robertson showed up and he was like his younger self from after they did zero day. and he was like with two guys from that competition and i stopped eating my food i walked up to him and was like 'i won too' and i hugged him and he like couldnt give a fuck at all like he just ignored me totally

another cut im in my bedroom, just woke up i get ready to go out cause i apparently have to go to my cousins house. and i start walking to go there in like an unfinished 3d render of my street and as im walking i see this guys carrying an unconscious girl out and my first thought was 'oh he kidnapped her' so i looked down at my phone so he would not i hadnt seen anything if he knew i was there (?). when i was walking away scrolling pinterest i heard him like talking to the unconscious girl and he said her name was like Paula Dean so i called the police and i gave them all that info and this like tru crime montage starts with like very realistic videos which i assumed were shot by the kidnapper play and theres like a woman in the background 'The Paula Dean case yada yada' like it was a true crime podcast and the videos were like weirdly realistic like nothing looked off they looked like actual vidoes and it was rlly off putting.

And then after like 5 minutes of that i get to my cousins house and the dream turns into this weird like hybrid child of the sims and tomodachi life and i like mess around and stuff for a little bit and then i woke up

[heungmins]

fair warning: if ur on kunessi ao3 do read ‘by the rio de la plata i sat down and wept’ because it’s just incredible but do also prepare for it to be emotionally devastating, i read it a few days ago and cried so hard i nearly threw up <3

i just read it and i have so many thoughts (spoilers? ahead)

1. javier’s a fucking hypocrite isn’t he? why the hell was he on aguero’s ass the whole time when he literally cheated on paula too like?? fucking hated how he was all holier than thou 

2. in all honesty, i don’t think that david and kun was good for leo but neither was leo?? i feel like the only somewhat normally functioning person was xavi 

3. pipita gives incredibly bad advice

4. effects of paco was not at all realistic but my god when leo said he brought paco i stopped breathing

5. ANOTHER THING THAT PISSED ME OFF ABOUT DAVID !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! “leo’s a pretty little princess trying to run from his past and he did drugs again bc you were such a bad influence” ACTUALLY LEO IS AN ADULT WHO MADE HIS OWN CHOICES … i also think that david did absolutely nothing in terms of helping leo overcome his trauma like obviously kun was a bit fucked up in his ways but at least he helped him see buenos aires? leo was not some saint that completely overcame his addictions like no one forced him to go see ronnie and whoever again . kun wanted to stay with him and bring him to the party later and leo purposely said no then brought kun to ronnie later too???????? huh>?????????????

6. kun spiking his drink was so fucked

overall: 3/5 :( it was good writing but i dont think i gained anything from reading it tbh and personally i didnt really find it sad? like i felt sad for the characters bc i don’t think david, leo or aguero is going to recover from that, not properly anyway, and i definitely dont think kun’s gonna get clean. and that made me sad. but all in all i wasnt really sad .if you know what i mean. idk i just found it all incredibly frustrating and javier pissed me off beyond belief like if you’ve read the stonesford bde series he felt a bit like a maguire only even more annoying . god . would recommend to anyone who wants to feel utter emptiness one evening

[indigo474]

Saturday-long run-

My runs are getting longer and taking more time. An hour - i was running about 35 minutes. my music still will not play when im running. ive tried to figure it out to no avail. it's so frustrating. i'm left alone with my thoughts. my breathing- my shoe was making a weird noise today- and i had to blow my nose on a leaf... i forgot tissues again. i checked the temp before i headed out and it was 35-- warm.. hahahaha.. 45 is hot. 20's cold.. i thought of my uncle chuck today and how when i was little her taught me the right way to paint my finger nails. that was the type of kid i was- i didnt ask how to do things.. i just did them and figured it out.. from a very young age. there was no one paying much attention to me. my mom always said children should be seen and not heard.. i dont even think they saw me. i was a good kid.. i dont even know if my uncle chuck is still alive. i wish i cold thank him.. for seeing me and teaching me how to paint my nails.

i spent some time with Mads today. always a good time.. mostly always. she likes working 3rd shift.. so far.. next week will be the real test as she is scheduled like really overnight. i'm glad she is happy.. but ughh.. i feel better knowing she is home,safe with me at night. i really do not like her out all night. she said the people are weird. i am done Christmas shopping and looking forward to a relaxing day tomorrow and Monday- i'm working a few hours on xmas. today was a good day. i feel blessed- happy - peaceful- my car is acting weird again.. months and months of it running good and today the dash decides to light up. madison said something about aunt paula.. we started taking about paula and how she basically hated kevin.. i was telling madison how it was normalized- the brothers being assholes was normal.. ohh thats just the way they are.. im convinced paula is an abused person. without a doubt.. it brings up a lot of things for me. once you see the truth you cant unsee it- how is it that i spent over 20 years with someone and knew nothing about him. i dont think there is much to know- he was and is just a shell of a human. nothing real to get to know- he of course knew nothing about me- his made up version of who i was/am.. bipolar like her mother. i can hear him say it. i have come to terms with my role in michael and meghan's life. i'm sure there will be a time when the pain of what is brings me to my knees- again.. i dont know much about anything but i do know that the pain does stop and i am able to find my peace again. acceptance- how many times in my life have i wanted things to be different how many times? ive spend decades wishing things were different- things are the way they are. i think of madison and how she has handled things. i know it hurts her. i'm proud of how she's handled herself and the pain she feels. i hope Michael and Meghan can heal themselves and live with the decisions they have made. how can 1 man cause so much damage to so many people? if i didnt live it i wouldnt believe it.

Madisons friend was telling me how her family has needed a kitchen table for years. I told her that someday htey would get a kitchen table- it takes time- i waited over 20 years for a dining room table. sometimes it take time. I feel bad for her friend. its just a bad situation. the mom doesnt food shop.. there is never any food in the house. maddy's friend had to have her hours cut at work because her mom would get less welfare. how is anyone supposed to better themselves? an uphill battle for a young girl that already has years of trauma behind her. i thought about x today more than i have in a long long while.. maybe because of the conversations i had wiht madison.. he actually told my children i was a sex addict.. i wanted to have sex with my husband.. who the fuck tells their children that. its difficult to not blame yourself when the person you're married to doesnt want to have sex with you. there must be something wrong with me..

someday.. someday.. he will get what he deserves.. eventually, we all do.. tomorrow... run.. i need new sneakers. i'm running longer and my feet are swelling up. i'm not sure-i'm hoping its normal.. i'm gonna need to do something. i dont think ill be running 13 miles by spring. i finally figured out how to use my fitbit.. to actually track my run. hopefully i'll remember to use it tomorrow. i'm excited for tomorrow- tomorrow feels like Christmas to me. i heard someone say my name at work.. i actually said who called my name.. no one..

one of my co workers gave me a bottle of wine.. i gave it away. my mom asked me if i wanted a bottle of champagne wiht out even thinking i said no Mom i dont drink. she said oh good.. i do worry that in the dating world not drinking can be seen as a red flag.. i'm not dating but if i was.. if someone does think not drinking is a red flag,i guess they arent my person.. alcohol is actual poison.. i think not working out it a red flag so there's that.

[whatthefuckisasweep]

Final Results!

In first place with 25%, we surprisingly (but also not surprisingly?) have S15's "Why are We Here?" scene with Knife Simmons! I didn't think this was going to win... but in hindsight, it does deserve a lot of love! Like, Grif and Simmons kill Gene with the power of their shared experience? Showing that what Gene was missing was that he can never be Simmons without the love for his friends and Grif? Simmons saying he's feeling lazy (with a heart emoji) when he's usually so uptight about it? A call back to their iconic couple's quote? Say less!

In second with a CLOSE 22% is S3's Warthog in the Shade "Well I can Tell You What We Weren't Doing" scene! This is so deserved, not going to lie. I choke everytime I get to to this scene. Like, there's no straight explanation for this and it's SILLY and CUTE. And the fan interpretations of this line are actually fucking incredible. Valid choice.

And, finally, in third with (ONLY????) 15%, the S8 Cliff Scene. I cannot believe this got such a low lead???? But anyways, this is self explanatory. Like?????

Lastly, I want to put more choices that I need to remind y'all are CANON (or semi-canon) THINGS. I couldn't fit them into the poll because there's only 10 options. Just to make my Grimmons fans out there lose their shit (thank you tags for reminding me of some of them).

This is under a "keep reading" because it's going to be LONG:

The first "ever wonder why we're here" scene

Simmons giving his literal organs to Grif on a whim

"It's just the same two guys, bickering like an old married couple"

When Grif first meets Simmons in danger canyon and they instantly collude to murder someone

Simmons' background wallpaper for his desktop being Grif falling in the caves

Simmons' longing lovers gaze as he watches Grif leave in S15 and S16

Grif and Simmons carving their initials in a tree

Grif saying he's going to spit on Simmons from the tower

"No one is a bitch!" "Simmons is kind of a bitch"

Grif and Simmons looking at weird porn magazines together and CALLING DIBS ON SOME OF THEM?

The Toothbrush Argument when they had to share a room during the Chorus Trilogy

"That's the most selfless thing you've ever said! *Sniffle of pride*"

"I'll let you boss me around again!"

Simmons being the ONLY person in Grif's mind when Omega infects him

When all they do is make sword puns in S16

Simmons holding Grif's head up while he throws up

"Is he MC Skat Cat and I'm Paula Abdul?" LIKE???

"Oh nOOO! GRIF! D:"

Getting married secretely in Vegas and Grif eats the whole cake

Moving out together and creating a gargage sale where they have matching dolls

Adopting a cat together named Lucifer

"I DIDNT WANNA MAKE MY OWN MORNING SHOW, SIMMONS... I WANTED TO MAKE ONE... WITH YOU!!! >:'("

S16 meta Grimmons fake makeout scene

"It's the truest test of a loving relationship!" "Relationship???" "Loving???"

Grif and Simmons discussing their perfect heist and zombie plans together

Grif knowing that Simmons punches mirrors because he hates himself and all that entails

Grif's VA saying he's secretely in love with Simmons

"Dammit Grif! I trust you with one duty! That's knowing where Simmons is at all times, so I can find him!"

"Are you thinking about Grif?" "NO!!!!!!"

"DID YOU TOUCH SIMMONS? DID HE TALK TO YOU????"

There's probably more that I'm forgetting... But I'm now treating this as a Grimmons moments masterpost so if you want to add more, do it. Anyways, as you can see, I'm totally normal about these two and I haven't been brainworm'd by them for 7 years-

[mywritingonlyfans]

so, quick disclaimer cause i dont want paula getting attacked for this:

none of the following is real. at least as far as im concerned. it is just a fictional characterisation of damiano, and i never want this to be damiano. dont take this too seriously, just enjoy the angst

warnings: suicide attempt (overd0se), clinical depression, suicidal intentions, fighting/yelling, hurt/comfort, self hate talk, a sprinkle of random psycology ive taught myself

so, lets just say that damia has clinical depression, inherited from his grandma that had dementia

it developed when he was 12, and hes lived with it ever since. with meds, therapy, healthy diets and excersise

må are on the end of (a) tour and the last thing they had to do was some interview

in that interview they all speak about their mental health, and he mentions for the first time his struggle with depression and how his career really enabled him to push through it a lot (giving a special thanks to the band and gio)

then on the ride home hes kinda out of it, he doesnt want to partake in conversation and he just huffs a lot

he ends up admitting he didnt like how he did at the audition and complaining about his mental health getting worse with the post-tour stress buildup

vic (equally stressed) kinda snaps at him and they have a really long fight about their feelings. victoria yells at him (in the heat of the moment) about how hes always self deprecating and bringing the others down, and she complains about damia stopping his therapy sessions cause now he always vents to the band, especially her

she just ends up telling him that she isnt "fully conviced youre actually sorry whenever you vent! you always shift the weight on us and then move on like you did nothing!"

of course, at the time, damiano just yelled back, something less strong cause he was kinda taken aback by vics words and they just hit a soft spot

cause damiano was always told to vent when he feels bad and he did it around the band cause he felt comfortable around them, and he always felt like he was burdening them with those stuffs even if they assured him elsewise and vic just proved everyone as liars by saying that

because of the stress and his mind not being clear he just takes it as granted and for the rest of the day (lets say theres like, 12 more hours till they need to start packing) he just bottles everything in and doesnt speak at all unless its to comment on something

vic takes it as him being petty and giving them the silent treatment so she doesnt call him out and stops ethan when he tries to

back at the hotel everyone is at their rooms (lets say they live in this hotel that has doors connecting the inside of the rooms, ive gone to one its chaotic and i loved it) and vic is talking to gio about how she feels bad and wants her to assure dami she didnt mean the things she said

giorgia and damiano call later in the night, and hes very casual about it

"hey, you feeling better?"

"kinda, got in a fight with vic"

"oh, that must be bad"

"maybe"

hes just sheltered off cause he thinks he is also burdening gio with his vents

she just reminds him to take the medication later and calls him an idiot (which makes him smile) and they hang up with "love u"s and stuff

damiano is really just not doing well after the fight and he loses all energy that normally filters logical thoughts from the illogical and then it starts

who knows how long ive been burdening them

god what an ass, relying on my friends for my happiness

im sure if it was up to them they wouldnt pick me as their friends anymore

god i am so stupid how does anyone like me

he gets teary eyed and his mind just fucking launches it to 200% (cause what is the brain for, if not making you feel worse when youre sad?)

everything that hes ever done slightly wrong just appears in his mind and he just keeps finding more and more things to hate about himself

he looks down at all his tattoos and sighs cause it was getting ridiculous and he was running out of ideas to tattoo on himself, desparate to stay clean of self harm, never wanting to fall down that hole

his legs carry him to the small bathroom of the hotel room and he just stares at his expression in the mirror until he fucking hates it so bad, he just wants to punch it

deep breaths arent working anymore and he clings onto the sink, trying not to pass out

hes so scared and so done with himself, his hand finds way to the antidepressants and he just opens the bottle, emptying a good chunk of them on his hand

he stares right into them and his eyes are getting blurry, his breathing hasnt calmed and he feels lightheaded as his back hits the wall tiles and he slides on the floor as his knees give out

his empty palm covers his mouth and silences his sobs when he felt like he was choking on them, his head hurt a lot and his throat stung a lot

he is about to just get it over with, he is good at dry swallowing pills so it would be a matter of seconds

then he hears a knock at the inbetween door and he freezes, head throbbing in pain and eyes redder than than crimson

vic suddenly starts speaking, her voice hoarse cause she was crying too

before shes even started talking damiano wants to shove the pills in his mouth, down his throat, get it over with and cause eveyone the least amount of pain, he already had his note typed out, to the groupchat that had leo and giorgia in it, as well as the band, he might as well get it over with, the pills will take a while to absorb

victoria starts talking again and the pills are a mere inch away from his face

she just apologises for being a jerk, for saying those things that were, in fact, not true, saying that she wasnt ever thinking of those and saying them was just an irrational act if anger

she admits shes fucked up cause obviously damiano was feeling bad and she didnt want to add to it

she said she saw how he was spacing out a lot and his eyes were hanging low, and she heard one of his sobs earlier and wanted to speak up and apologise

damianos hand itches to pour the pills in his mouth but suddenly hes frozen, in a lot of pain, and he cant stop hyperventilating, as if vics words had stopped his breathing for a bit

he feels the sobs in his throat and he can feel the way his knees and thighs are burning from how he sat, he suddenly was aware of what he was doing and he just loses it again

his hand has a viscious grip on those pills and the other just tugs at his hair hard to try and fix his brain, he just sends out a string of cusses and kicks the tiles across, only stopping when the pain became too much because he opened his leg ona sharp part of the sink pipe and blood was running everywhere

he was on the verge of his anxiety attack mixing with a panic attack and he feels immobilised as his body hurts all over and he just cant do anything and he wants to yell and scream and cry it all out, but he cant cause he is in a hotel bathroom, with his bandmates sleeping next door and a lot of strangers that wouldnt be too happy and he wants to just punch something so bad cause theres nowhere he can take the energy out on

vic after hearing no verbal reply assumes damiano doesnt want to talk to her, or hes moving in his sleep, so she almost goes to bed, but she hears a very small, frail and fragile "vic please", his voice cracking and he sounded like he was heavily crying so she just pulls the door back from her side and she sees him sitting down on the floor, curled up in a ball, clutching something in his hand as he shakes so much hes vibrating at this point, his back is rising and falling really quick and unevely and victoria knows the signs of a panic attack when she sees them

she tries to get him to calm down but he is very far into it and probably the cramped space he got himself into wasnt helping

she basically drags him out of the bathroom and damiano opens his palm and just says "take" and "might change mind" and she just scoops them in her own palm and into their bottle again befores shes sitting on the hard carpet with damiano, trying to match their breathing, but it doesnt work cause victoria's picks up when damiano's doesnt seem to even out and she just hugs him very tight and establishes a breathing pattern by pushing his back down with every exhale and pushing his chest away with every inhale

they are both crying on the floor there, but they are breathing properly and vic couldnt be more happy she spoke up

damiano just curls into her and just repats "im sorry" until his eyes are teary again and he starts trying to swallow his sobs

vic rubs his back and says "im sorry too", not wanting to cause more conflict

they hug it out until damiano has stopped crying a formally apologises, with victoria butting in and saying "if anything i should be incredible sorry"

damiano finally speaks to her about what happened and it takes everything in her to not start crying again, apologising about everything once more

she succeeds and she helps damiano lay down, take the appropriate dose of medication and some painkillers before hes passed out in the bed, his arms and thighs twitching from the stress

she just bandages the cut on his leg and leaves the inbetween door open just in case

she just lays down on her bed and she falls asleep just as easy

guilt is eating both of them the next morning and damiano doesnt want to say he almost attempted the previous night, and vic feels terrible for giving him fake insecurities and driving him almost mad

they have a talk later than ends in tears and hugs and she and damiano stick to each other for the day to break the awkwardness that grew from the previous night till that moment

after they make it back to rome she makes him promise he will tell giorgia and the others, and says that if he doesnt, she can

guilt is still floating in the air but vic is proud of herself and damiano and helps him speak out and after the initial shock everyone is glad to still have dami around them and make sure to remind him every chance they get.

* a real heartbreaker* but seriously, it's so well written, the details (i'm scared) and all, i'm proud of you sofi!

THERE'S 8272738383 TW YOU DON'T READ if you feel like it'll hurt you

[thedevilliers]

excluding your royal family, who are your top five favorite sims that are or were in your story?

wow!! i love this question😳���� hmmmm

regina (olivers grandma who bang bang bang_selenagomez dot mp3 amelia). she was just unapologetically evil and a bad person. she had NO regrets bang bang'ing amelia. for her, she deserved it. she also sabotaged her public image and reputation n was mad she 1. got caught 2. had to do an APOLOGY when she wasnt sorry at all. she'd do it again !!! there was no "redeeming" her ever.

paula (emis bff) !!!! i love paula. skdjfskld she's very much emi's other half and id even say... SOULMATE !!! paula is blunt, fun, COOL 😎 and doesnt take anyones dookie. her relationship with her family is <3 and when i finally show them !! u will see. emis her parents second child basically.

im gonna group these three together: cecilia / cecelia jr / laura [aka cecilia the third tbh]. this is a three generation grudge towards the de villiers 😭 all three have had everything they wanted in life but they are still bothered by the dv women's (blair / amelia / emi) existence when... they havent done a THING !!!! kinda iconic im awaiting the 4th gen just for fun

ok they WERE in my story so: lottie and chris in ludgrove. back when this happened, i wanted to show how lottie especially felt sympathetic towards emi who felt lost in a new environment. she basically took her under her wing and introduced her to her friends; emi had grown reliant on paula back in her old school, she didnt bother to make other friends. and now they've been friends for almost a decade !! imma cry.

OH and how chris went from "🙄 yea i know emilia" to "🥱emilia" to "😍emilia". he thought was being all COOL !!!! 🙄 but he ended up memorizing everything emi said about what she liked and her life back in gdn. OK AY !!!!!!!

[littlx-songbxrd]

Idk if it's wanted or not, but for the person who reblogged this asking what British British meant, it was basically my way to English guiri --basically the Spanish equivalent of gringo lol.

Spain is in Western Europe, but there is some degree of physical difference between north (the UK) and south. For around a century in history, we were consider different sub-races of the Caucasian race among which was France (although it could be because they focused on the Mediterranean region, these emojis 💃🥘 are probably the most your average person knows about Spain lol). We Spanish tend to have an olive skin tone, while Brits have noticeable pinkish undertones. I can count on one hand the blond relatives I have that have retained their blond hair into adulthood and I would have five fingers left (and, actually, I had a conversation with an English man once where he said the concept of blond hair in Spain differed from his because we take 'light brown' hair and call it blond).

Obviously, not every Brit nor every Spaniard has these features (for once, a region in the north of Spain is its own ethnicity), but as someone who lives in a *very* touristic zone of Spain, you can usually distinguish who's a guiri and who's not with a quick look.

Besides, didn't you (Zia) send an ask to someone about how she looks Latina? Ik latina =\= Spanish, but if they're white they're somewhat more difficult to discern from Spaniards because their origins most likely --at least partially-- trace back to the iMpeRiO eSpAñOl.

TLDR: West Europe is diverse in its own way, and from what I was able to see, Kit's gf leans more towards looking Spanish, than guiri

Sorry for the long answer?

THATS WHAT GUIRI IS??

(sorry i had heard of guiri but didnt know what it meant AHHHHHH OMG EXPLANATIONS)

I really have nothing more to add to this but @thechangeling here ya go fae!!

(Honestly i did indeed sent rua that I was grasping at straws for her to be white latina mayhaps so i could keep *some* of the hcs me and maria paula made but decided against the whole idea and just made marí a separate character lol)

(Thought i will say she does look a lot like one of my characters that has heavy spanish influence in her heritage, theyre nearly identical)

Also DW DW I LIKE LONG ANSWERS

[fictionkinfessional]

hihi kinning 2d is so weird because uh. outside of kinning i am extemelg gay for murdoc. like i am straifht up in lobe with him. but the ship 2doc is so fucking triggering for me. and my feelings for him in my 2d timeline are so weird and messed up and all i can think about is how horrible plastic beach was. how none of it felt real. i didnt want it to be real. i cant imagine what it was liek for him. nad yeah hes. god he was horrible to me absolutely. horrendous. but i still missed him when he was in prison. i always missrd him. i hate it a part of me hates him too but i dont know. i just want him to be happy. but also? its so. hard. to forgive it was so hard to deal with and i KNOW he was hurting. i fucking know he was hurting but thats no excuse yknow? n i know he knows that now but still. idk what im saying but like. when im bot in a 2d shift i am. god. god i fucking love murdoc with all my heart. but even though 2d is one of my highest kins right now 2doc just. fucking hurts so much. i had a panic attack over it a while ago and it was horrible. its just so bad. straight up abusive yo ! not good shit! not good at all. anyway murdoc if youre reading this???????????????? uh sorry? but not really. im sorry for being mean but i meant what i said. i hope youre doing well though? take care of yourself idk. i dont know i kind of miss you a lot but i dont know. its hard to udnerstand anf i dont. like it. i dont like it at all. but liek whatever LOL youre really good at playing bass idk why you stopped anyway. bye. i cang believe PAULA FUCKING CHEATED ON ME WITH YOU LOL ok im done now. bye for realsies this time

[siontual]

''he's just sitting there causing damage'' he really is :(( hanse: sits and vibes - me: THIS IS UNPRECEDENTED. I must make 6 gifs. (also i read your tag a while back about not knowing se-jun was me aksdfj when ppl who follow me on my main rb from my sideblogs i'm always like 'i wonder if they know...')

SOOOOO VALID OF U HE DESERVES THOSE GIFS, he's truly glowing and sooo proud of him for doing so well in the solo promos.

beloved i truly didnt know 😭😭😭😭 ive been a silent observer of the aliceblr since what i said era and being mutuals with pao (ncty ifwbeubfweu) i saw a lot of ur and paula's posts. I HAD NO IDEA se-jun was ur blog its literally an archive of incredible gifs!! but now i do know 💘❤💘❤💘❤❤💘

[vanityloves]

anyways im gonna listen to/read the fuckin...rise of the ogre shit bc ive been putting it off 🪓🥴 im gonna put stuff under the cut bc im gonna be TALKING n dont wanna make a new post everytime

piss

ok he performed for 2 pounds 50. which is basically $3 today i- well it was absolutely a power play on his father behalf that also had the promise of money so.

also lol he said Rejection fueled my ambitions which, yknow,, i already knew but it still hurts and i will continue to talk ab it xoxo

AH HELP. "...if ebay had been invented at the time he would've sold me online there and then,"

"man hands on misery to man, yknow"

THEN PROCEEDS TO CONNECT IT TO MUSIC/HIS CAREER. this man said :) the one thing i truly have a passion for. the one thing i fucking like.

oh yeah. bullied by students AND teachers.

oh god hes 42ish during this interview? ok.

the fuckin school bully saying he wouldve acted differently if he knew what hed become

getting called "faceache", then proceeds to call 2d that. jfc he really does just repeat what everyone says. really "treating others how i was treated/how they treat me"

maybe thats why? hes kinder to fans? bc :] you support me and like me so, ok ill return that energy

MURDOC GETTING HIS ASS BEAT N PARADING HOME LIKE WELL I WON BC 'I PISSED YOU OFF' SJDJD

a real rowdy boy. absolute nasty boy. fraud and arson... shooting ppls windows with his air pistols

black sabbath being a huge inspiration? fucking absolutely.

became a satanist n shit at age 16? "it fitted me like a glove" "heavy metal and devil worshipping became my favorite past times" ajsj funny that ppl in trying times often seek religion or following of some sort

heavy metal being his favorite, n loving the clash, while hannibals was more punk based

hannibal breaking murdocs nose for the 2nd and 3rd time for playing his music on hannibals turntable

he doesnt sound that bitter? ab hannibal? he doesnt sound incredibly fond but he talks ab how he got him into a lot of music. so, i imagine they we're a bit closer than i thought?

international baccalaureate in antisocial? anthropology?

MURDOC IS ACTUALLY SMART HE WAS JUST. NOT INTERESTED IN THE SUBJECTS? I GUESS? (also,,, he literally Built cyborg noodle and i think he had a PhD too lol. but its always nice to hear hes actually...yknow, interested or good at other things)

alright but murdoc having a fascination w/ other cultures - or at least some interests, that lead him to actually study the damn subject and "pass with flying colors"

'fuck college though. im gonna be a rockstar'

he sold his soul at 18ish? whenever the fuck he got kicked out but college was mentioned so my brain goes to 18ish idk

he lived with his father still and paid rent via low paying jobs one including 'part time dressing as santa'

help he was ab to take a Personal Job for quick cash and uhh well, "still made me call him sir though" he really said 20 dollars is 20 dollars, huh "that story was totally true"

alright, 1997,,,

2d stuff

loves zombie stuff? thats really cute, and is freaked out by the way they move. god he rambles

both he and murdoc are horses in the chinese zodiac

[[jfc ok if the official shit compares them a lot i understand why ppl ship them but Dont. its a narrative foil and that doesnt always mean Romance jfc.]]

SUMTHINK.

truly... a lil stinker. super cute bouncing baby and a "bit thick" which is stull so endearing to me. hes just a happy man!

excitable 10 year old and would dance around his room

jfc the fact he has normal/caring parents. i kinda forget how opposite hes supposed to be from murdoc but i think thats another thing jsjsysg (murdoc said why isnt my tragic story making me famous why does he get to be the Star. no wonder he acts like a loon)

i still dont get how gettin bonked by a tree branch made him go bald and also turn his hair blue

big tiddy nurse mommy,,,

went to the same school as The Cure and got decent grades despite hittin the noggin quite hard. WANTED TO BE A STORM CHASER... OMG??

oh thats really cute, hed bond with his dad by building keyboards toegther 🥺💕

messed around with paints and graffiti? artistic king

MURDOC AGAIN: QHDJ 'VILLANOUS' GANG HELP

oh yeah d day...new instruments, new band, new singer - and 'had to be the best or no dice' and absolutely CONFIDENT that his songs were bangers ajsjd

but on that same note, had absolute faith (or desperate) in 2d which i love

ransacked the fucking music shop jdjdj and 2d said he was Just Standing There behind the counter the whole shift hdhdh

"thats when your eye came out, yeah" "yeah!-" HELP WHY DOES HE SOUND SO HAPPY AB IT ?? yes he said ut hurt but he sounds...ok

jfc murdoc ragdolling this poor mf around. dunking him and slapping him around. actually? so incredibly terrible and abusive and i hate him for that 🔫 im sorry 2d stans. we dont condone that behavior here ong.

how and why the FUCK did 2d's parents allow that fucker near their child after that i??? help. wtf. his moms a nurse why didnt she just have murdoc sit in plain view of other people. god damn.

2d flying out the window n hitting the curb "whoops"

"just two black holes...[ah] it looked great...a blue hair, blacked eyed GOD- the girls would go wild-" "pretty boy looks" ???? HELP. HE DOESNT GO LIGHT ON THE COMPLIMENTS, HUH

RUSS TIME

oh yeah, he straight up kiddnapped this man help. idk how he managed that, russ is a Big Man??

AND MURDOCS MUSIC WAS SO FUCKING SEXY GOOD that russel said hm alright ill stay, :] out ifbhis owm free will im screaming.

"oh this is one of them febreeze commercials" "uh . yeah sure. *murdoc turning on his Sick Tunes*" but that either means? it was just his guitar playing the convinced russ? unless he and 2d recorded sumn?

"2d was the looks, murdoc the brains, then russel truly was the heart"

'while 2d and murdoc liked music, this man was a MUSICIAN' god fucking bless this book holy shit ny man russ getting some respect. he said back hurts from carrying this band.

murdoc basically heard this guy had big trauma that gave him So Many Skills n said "thats what i want" ok idk thats actually really? inch rest ting to me. seems that murdocs fine handing out compliments but i guess that where his charisma really helps out yeah?

"he was going to be in my band whether he liked it or not" ...murdoc-

HELP. 2D IS LIKE BRO GO ON IM LISTENING 🥺 despite hearing the story 50-60 times and murdoc said fuck off you lil shit.

ok irrelevant but i love his voice! its super comforting n nice to listen to 🥺

HELP MURDOCS SO BITTER. "NOTHING THAT HAPPENS TO US IS NORMAL" WELL YEAH. THIS IS TRAUMA CENTRAL.

idk how/why he sucked up all his friends souls though ... how are they all possessing the same person. they said "its my turn on The Russ"

DELL IS HIS ACTUAL, LITERAL SOULMATE...KING...😭

went to a private school,,, and was already possessed? and the thing where he gets bigger and smaller is a reoccurring thing?

was in a coma for 4 years?

hiphop machine...time and history...the ultimate set i guess.

his knowledge was infinite and hes a "Renaissance man" hes so fucking smart our king. jack of all trades but a master of drums. he said i know im good and what of it

PAULA.

HELP. HE RMBRS THE STALL: CUBICAL NUMBER 3 🥴 IF I DO RECALL 🤤

yes russel our king. fuck up his nose 5 more times. probably stunted his growth too. he shrunk after russ gave him a wallop im sure

why dies paula sound like tracer overwatch

also only dated 2d for 2 months before joining the band?

HELP SHE REALLY WAS THE FIRST MURDOC FUCKER: "but when i saw murdoc with his thick greasy hair, green teeth and yellow skin i thought 'oh this is the ine for me!'" "OH HES SUCH A DANDY-" HELP ME IM HQJDHD

sick in the head...like i want to hurt people help girl. shes fucking Crazy. but she rly said damn i didnt hear back from him again 😭 and my purse is gone JSHHD

MURDOC: SHE WAS DEPRESSINGLY UGLY *still fucked her*

NOODLE TIME

"small japanese person!"

2d: we werent gorillaz until noodle arrived!

im dying the reason he chose gorillaz. 'swinging through the jungle baring my ass'

noodle really said "im just happy to be here" and she balanced everyone out 😭 "she gave off pure love and the fact that she could laugh at murdoc REALLY helped too" RUSS... IS BABY

JFC MURDOCS SO FUCKING CONFIDENT IN THIS BAND IM LIVING FOR THAT. HE SAID YOU WANT US SO BAD IT MAKES YOU LOOK STUPID. THE CHARISMA

2d rambling ab some girl he met and "ssSs" "whats the s stand for hawhaw" "i dont know!".

THE RECORD LABEL GUY.

one song is all it took i ❤ good for them

just murdoc talking ab the party that they threw for thier deal and saying "you dont know how much of a dick i felt like [when carrying one of those huge checks]" like oh thats whatll make you a dick? alright.

A FOOD FIGHT THAT WENT SO HARD THAT IT KNOCKED 2DS TONSILS OUT? WHAT THE FUCK

ahshdj damon and murdoc not getting along bc of Rival Band One Uppery + damon calling murdocs cuban heels crap since ge wore steel ones with gold spurs.

MURDOC FEELIN EMBARRASSED BC HES 'QUITE PROUD OF HIS SHOES'

but the band and damon getting over music and their ambitions and became a "paternal figure"

HELP MURDOC SAID AWIOGA @ RACHEL WHICH MADE HER THROW HER DRINK IN HIS FACE AND SPLIT FROM 2D. kinda sad actually, she said i still like 2d but murdoc kinda ruined it by trying to get it in with me, it put a strain in our relationship :/ oh god murdocs That Dude

nov 31 1998: started recording :]

40 tracks that got cut down to 15 holy shit

KONG STUDIOS 🤲

hooking up cameras in every room ejdjsu

webby artist of the year in 2006? holy shit

noodle learning ab kong studios omfg

JFC. YES I KNEW KONG WAS BUILT ON/IN A CEMETERY BUT I DIDNT KNOW PPL FOR THE FUCKING PLAGUE WHERE THROWN THERE HDJD

built in 1739?

the ghost of the first owners ghost still roams around in the kitchen in the early hours and moans 'aaa glass of water'

theres some rotting bullshit near the studios and in the summer its fucking TERRIBLE

the former owners were a biker gang, and they all died in a fire

murdoc said this place has bad vibes. i want it.

grim weather

the building feels impossible to escape from huHgg

[indigo474]

Magic is in the air-82023 take 2

Meg's birthday is coming up. i want to send a card- BUT i dont want any trouble and i dont want to trigger anyone. I a something to Mads, about sending a card- she is against it. and we talked and talked about her siblings. she too misses her brother. she said her brother asked her if she was alright when "that Dave stuff" happened. He told her if he knew it was happening, he would have made it stop. she said she was surprised Dave didn't rape her- she said 10 years since it started- next month- it started around her birthday when she was 9. she says she is glad she said something when she did because he would have raped her. i say i'm glad he's dead. it hurts to think how this has changed her- it stops you from being who you're meant to be. she wants to contact her Aunt Paula and maybe get together. she tells me she asked Paula for Michael's address and she said she didn't have it. she believes in Karma and knows in her heart that her father will someday face his- because he knows what he did by telling her siblings she is mentally ill. she says michael and meghan may have to face their karma too- she doesnt wish it on them but she has a feeling. me? i'm not sure-his karma may very well him being him.. living a miserable life and never being happy.. that may be his karma. that is none of my business

we are heading for the shore for 2 nights- Mads is excited. Me, I'm happy. so much to do for a 2 night stay- and her vegan.. ugh.. no ice cream on the boards?

I ran into an old friend and wow- so nice to see her. we stopped talking back in probably 2019- so its been a while. I gave her a hug and told her i loved her.

I wonder if michael ever got his friend a headstone like he said he would-or maybe someone else got one for Tom. I wonder if my son is a man of his word. I am off to get a run in.. looking at a condo tomorrow. Dear UNIVERSE- please please guide me in making the right decisions for my future-

Oh and i put on regular clothes today. my first thought was to put on workout clothes but i changed my mind and put on a black dress- i wore a thong underneath- it made me feel a little naughty- an angel gave me a coupon at boscovs- i complimented a shrit she was purchasing- as she was walking away she asked if i had a coupon- i did not- she handed it to me as if we were exchanging illegal drugs- i looked for her when i was done- so i could thank her again. I didnt see her. her name and address are on the coupon- i might mail her a thank you along with the coupon - she made my day and was a beautiful, radiant soul. I had a few interactions like that today. boscovs didnt have the shoes i wanted- i told myself if they didnt have them it was because GOD was telling me- no more shoes. message received.

[blorbosexterminator]

AND I am back. Once again on this lovely day to give my review for the EPISODE 24 so, here we go :

Agustin is squinting his eyes at him, as Sergio keeps muttering that Agustin has in fact done what he just mentioned he did and which both of them have known for years. 

Federico is 99% dead?! Damn, what is Sergio's gonna do?! Make it 100% ? 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

(I got a feeling that Federico is the kidnapper or atleast a very important lead to them)

Btw, WHO IS FEDERICO?! Tatiana's alive husband?!

(Look at me, hoping like a moron she aint dead

My dog : Yep, total moron 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Me :

Me : NOBODY ASKED FOR YOUR BITCH-ASS OPINION, YOU DUMB-FUCK DONKEY!!!! 😡😡😡)

Martin, my darling, my sweetheart, my poor angel. Nada, some help? Atleast gimme some tips, bruh, come on, you cant desert me like that. Not when I need to help someone 🙁🙁🙁

since, drunk, the last idea he got was that Laura turned out to be completely insane and kidnapped Andrés to marry him

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 Martin, honey, stop drinking. This getting out of hand 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣. But then again, Andres is so hot poor thing keeps on doubting.

As Roci said in one of the tags, his wives deserve the highest civilian award for putting up with him.

(Although, I just had a frisky thought. What if Sergio wanted Andres away from Martin, not because he cared bout his hermano but......😳😳😳😳😳 *whispers loudly* he wanted Andres all for himself? In *frantically looks around* INCEST WAY?!)

(Calm down, my deranged mind, you went too far 🤣🤣🤣)

Who knows, it could be the professor he punched in the middle of an exam once. Martín doesn’t think he has forgiven him.

Mood, bruh, such a mood 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 NO, OMG 😆😆😆 I didnt do it, but I do kinda have a beef with my Organic prof. I'll go off tangent again, so tell me if you wanna know the story.

He sent Silene in disguise to collect the cctv from the nearby shops and streets. His own cctv has been disabled since the IT bitch ruined it, Martín will kill him when he gets them back.

I think if and only IF Silene finds something good, her % of redemption will increase.

(Raquel s2e7 deja vu, I see what you did there 😏)

And Martin about to go John Wick on anyone & everyone. I tell ya Keanu Reeves will be crying when he sees Martin go nuts. I am willing to bet he'll pull a gun on the poor milkman, who just wanna do his job 😆😆😆

So he calls Bogota, with a little (not that little) handwritten list in his hand with the names of people he thinks he might have ruined their life in the past. 

Martin : Okay, I'll just take out the list and

*the paper rolls out the door, travels around the world for 5 times and comes back while going over top of Everest and bottom of Marina Trench*

No, it’s because when he hated Martín, he had always hated him openly. If he wanted to hurt him, then he’d just try to stab him in the middle of the living room.

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

“Bogota, did Tatiana have any family?”

“No, who of us did, Martín?”

“You literally have 7 children and 7 ex-wives.”

COMEDY GOLD, NADA 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

“Those kids are ungrateful bastards, if I fall dead tomorrow they would just run to see what they’ve inherited.”

Aka THE PLOT of 70% Indian Telenovas 🤣🤣🤣. Also this line alone has so much soap opera vibes 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

He has no choice but to go to fucking Sergio Marquina. And if it’s his wife, then even better. Keep your friends close but keep your enemies closer. 

For fuck sake, Martín, Ive been telling you from last 2 ep

Stop. Blaming. Raquel.

Also, 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 damn, these 2 assholes cant keep away from each other. Nada, are we sure these 2 married the right people? As much I am a Berlermo ship stan, this here is just smth else 😆😆😆

Uh-oh 🙁 this asshole son of a bitch just poked the mama bear. And if ANDRES of all people narrows his eyes at you, You are, quoting Martin from last ep, truly, utterly, entirely, thoroughly and wholly fucked.

“Do you know him?”

“Oh yes, a childhood friend, I stole his pencil once and he never forgave me. Have you heard this Paula? Don’t steal your friends’ pencils, they will never get over the betrayal. You could steal the teacher’s ones though.”

“Why did you steal his pencil?” Paula asked seriously, with a delirious tone, and too tired to even move her head upwards. Raquel is gonna kill every single person involved for doing this to her daughter.

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 Sassy Andres = Best Andres. Words that should be written with GOLD. Wisdom passed onto generations

Poor Paula 🤣🤣🤣 I just imagine this in some other situation :

Andres : *saying smth smth*

Paula : *taking notes & asking questions*

Raquel after seeing her daughter :

Look what you made me do

🎶But I got smarter, I got harder in the nick of time

Honey, I rose up from the dead, I do it all the time

I got a list of names, and yours is in red, underlined

I check it once, then I check it twice, oh!

Ooh, look what you made me do

Look what you just made me do🎶

(Look what you made me do by Taylor Swift)

I am telling you Nada, by the time Raquel will be done with everyone, Uma Thurman will cry buckets because no one, okay?, no one can compete with A MAMA BEAR RAQUEL MURILLO.

“Poison is a woman’s choice of weapon, Anibal. Don’t be disrespectful.”

Again, words of wisdom. Only time hes not being a misogynist.

Also, Andres, my dear, are you speaking this from experience?

(Why do I think that Martin got Tatiana killed cause she poisoned him and Martin had to watch Andres fight for his life in hospital?)

“He won’t say anything, Mama. He’s the one who kidnapped grandma with Silene!”

Is anyone gonna listen to her? Or do I need to bonk Raquel myself? 🤦‍♀️

“Silence!” she screams. “I need to know everything that happened, if we’re getting out of here alive.” 

FINALLY!!!! SOME COMMON SENSE!!!! WE THANK THE LORD FOR MERCY!!!

And as for me, its time for me to say goodbye and goodnight (Cause its quarter to 12 rn in my watch)

AND ILL SEE YALL TOMORROW 🤗 BYE!!! 🙋‍♀️

I'm back as well! And we've finally caught up with each other.

Valid reaction. Sergio is also slowly going insane. Love that for him.

He's hoping he could. We all know this family has beef with that last one percentage.

(we'll see👀👀👀)

Hope is all we got at this point afabgs.

Now, now, don't speak to him like that. He has valid criticism.

I'd help him if I could, but alas (lmfao no, I do love them suffering)

Same recommendation. But he just, poor boy, could nothing to think of. So might as well be Laura. (also fair, who knows, maybe Andrés gets constantly kidnapped and forced into marriage)

Definitely, she's 100%. I really don't know how they do it.

Avsnsjsvjshsjs all theories are valid. Maybe Sergio does want Martín or Andrés, who knows what goes in the head of that fucker.

Seems like an interesting story! I never got along with my chemistry teachers. (Got one once to tell me that he's still not kicking me out of class only because he feels bad for my parents that they have to deal with me and they'll be the ones who will have to deal with the mess lmfao.)

Yes, have some faith in her!

100% accurate. Martín is this close from just shooting random people in the supermarket because they also could be the ones who kidnapped Andrés.

HAHAHA YES. This is exactly how the scene went.

We stan honesty in this house.

So happy you found it funny!!

I can confirm! Like 70% of all Egyptian drama as well.

I don't think he's hearing you well. But afnajscsgsh SAME. Okay look, now I really understand show runners with super homoerotic ships that they refuse to make canon. You try and make two male characters hate each other so much for plot then it slips and gets homoerotic.

Totally agree. This guy isn't making enemies with the right people (they are all dumb, but also none of them have anything that even resembles a moral compass)

Totally agree. This guy is honestly super amusing to watch and it's mainly because he's incapable of taking any situation in life seriously.

This family is really iconic. (love the song agsnsg) but also like Raquel would basically tell her after writing done his notes just put the title on top: things to never, ever, do.

I believe you! They really fucked with the wrong dumb family.

I mean, he's still a misogynist. Maybe some of us really like dagger, has he considered that?

That's as valid theory as any right there.

Hopefully Raquel will finally start listening to the child!

Raquel is the only one with a semblance of common sense.

Hope you had a good sleep! I'll see you tomorrow!

[alicentsargent]

it really comes down to ian not being 'afraid at marriage' when he thought mickey killed paula, but suddenly 'afraid' when their marriage wasn't needed to stay away from prison. but just that: marriage, commitment.

i dont doubt that ian does love mickey, in his own ways. but he's scared of commitment. ian gallagher is horrible with long term commitment and he freaks out. yes his parents had a hand in that, but that wasn't explained nearly as well as it should have been

ian didnt lie about loving mickey, when he proposed. but it was easier to go along with it when there was a bigger goal there: protecting them from testifying against each other.

whereas mickey even brought up that marrying each other for that reason didnt seem like a good idea. of course he knows its bigger than that, it was a big step.

and ian, ah. ian once again, brought out the i love you's and the do you trust me's, and mickey was gone. he truly saw this as ian wanting to marry him and the testifying thing as a bonus.

and as ian said in the elevator, he didn't think they'd be having this conversation today. bc he hasn't been thinking about marriage. he loves mickey but he only wanted to protect him.

but of course it looks completely different from mickey's side entirely! ian is the one who brought it up, insults his character, backs out again which would have been triggering. why wouldn't mickey think 'damn he actually doesn't want to be with me like that... he wants to use what we have as a security measure, he's not sure abt me like i am about him, what if he lied... he has before?'

im just!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHH.

[polygamyff]

Joy has joined the ranks of Tiffany and Naomi NON EXISTENT😁😁😁 that shade was epic. Joy probably in a corner doing what she does best crying a river😢😢 He hyped everybody up by name and left her name out didnt even acknowledge her existence as his mother,instead he thank Terry for that mother role. I know deep down he wanted thank Paula also that would have been the death blow to Joy so he was kind...lol.

Lmaooo! Joy is going to be sooo damn bitter 😂😂😂. Chile if he said Paula, I think the drama would have happened front and centre. You know what, that was a big blow for Joy, he’s shown the world that he doesn’t see her as a mother! That’s got to hurt

[thehumorousace]

Hi I'm so sorry, I don't know if you're the kind of person who cares about the OP of posts you reblog (I totally understand when people say "well this particular post is good so I don't care who wrote it" I'm not trying to tell you what to rb) but anyway OP as well as several people in the comment chain of that post about protecting young girls at the gym are either terfs or aphobes (or both). Like I said, I don't know if you care about that kind of thing, but wanted to bring it up just in case

Oh damn I´m sorry I didnt know and obviously I will remove the post!! Thank you so much for notifying me an no dont worry my friend, I appreciate it greatly if someone tells me that OP is a terf or aphobe or otherwise bigoted since that can give the post a more sinister meaning and also I dont want to be associated with those kind of people

So thank you again, I appreciate it very much and encourage you to point out stuff like that since sometimes I or the other mods might not know at first ❤

- Mod Paula