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FRAYYYY???¿?????
ON MY FUCKING KNEES FOR YOUR ARTSTYLE ON THE GROUND SOBBING WHAT😭😭😭 how did you get vio so perfect from my shitty ass description i'm actually speechless,, took him straight from my mind and slapped him on that canvas so lovingly it has me shaking
and this rendering style is hand on heart so beautiful too?? so delicate, so smooth yet so dynamic it's like,, if royal icing was a paint🥺 the highlights are so well placed too it almost had me stroking my phone screen like a creep what are you doing to me fray😭 HIS LIPS LOOK SO LUSCIOUS??
and the hair😩 it's like you took the sea at daylight and made it his i am so enamoured by the way it flows and curls hhhhhhh and ofc, you — fray, master of expressions — absolutley nailed the expression🤧 catch me never being sane abt this or anything you make😔🩷
many thanks to @yandere-yearnings for letting me borrow ur vio for me to practice rendering :33
speedpaint below !!
#also don't say sorry i'm gonna eat you#DONT SAY THANK YOU EITHER?? I SHOULD BE THANKING YOU😭😭😭#yk that saying 'what a sight for sore eyes'??#legit what this is to me bc how did it fix my entire life just staring at it for a few seconds#ik it's vio and i'm supposed to hate his guts but it's the artstyle like#it's so calming??#i achieved inner piece and it was through fray's rendering😌✨️#which is stellar btw#if i hadn't made that clear enough#for bad days#♡ dar reblogs#♡ dar's precious mutuals#other's art#Dar's Vio#yandere#yandere oc#oc#did i mention i'm in love w/ this
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Keeping promises? (Part 2 of this post)
Notes under the cut!
YES I FINALLY FINISHED IT RAHHHHHHH 19 DAYS AFTER MY BIRTHDAYSJNDJDKD Anyway. The whole necklace thing is a reference to Azul's chat from the lessons!
Shading gave me an aneurysm but at least it's done. My favorite part is the chibis tho so I hope everyone enjoys that <3 Even made Azul go :3 as a treat
Edit: @jewelulu I forgot u wanted me to tag u when I post art, so sorry 😔😔 But yeah new art :D
#twisted wonderland#twst#twst fanart#twst oc#twst yuu#twst yume#Wow there's a lot just for a yuu#yuusona#Four...#azul ashengrotto#twst azul#azulchi#taruchi#Uhhh was that all the tags? I think so...#Okay no I have more to yap abt in the tags actually#I CAN NEVER MAKE THEIR HEIGHT DIFFERENCE ACCURATE. HEAD IN HANDS#She's not that short guys...#But yeah never shading again. Not worth it /j#Tho I'm really really happy w the chibis they look so biteable#Azul I fear this is the most biteable you'll ever be#Sorry for the plain bg btw I could Not be bothered anymore 😔#ALSO did I ever mention that mafuyu inspired taru's hairstyle. Yeah KSNDJKFNSF#Wait wait I forgot I did the “I love you— IT” THING WAHAHAHA#I would've continued it but that'd equal to more work and I'm afraid. No. I would've taken longer#I might draw it as a doodle during class tho... Probably#☆ taruchi's drawings 🖌️
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The swirling bile cauldron of your brain is cooking up a poison stew
#hetalia#hws finland#baldur's gate 3#dark urge#guys did i mention I love Fin as Durge??#I'm currently playing a Durge run with my Finny boy (redemption run)#soap dispenser art#Fin makes such a good redemption durge honestly#he is slaying so hard in that game frfr!!#bg3#durge#finally done omlll 😩😩😭#hetalia dnd#hetalia dnd au#hetalia au#more on my hetalia dnd bs hehe#also this post comes w my fav durge quote enjoy
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i cannot stop thinking about anissa and marky though [COMIC SPOILERS]
how did he react when he learned what his mother did? just like mark, he lived a lie. he thought his mother was kind and nice — the only thing that is true is that she loved him, but now, he has no idea if he should believe it
and. you've grown up being conditioned to believe that violence is peace, and that kindness is a lie and a weakness. you hurt people. by hurting a person, by destroying him irreparably, you found the boy you love most: your son. and you don't regret it. you hope one day, once he sees him, he'll get it. but you still don't regret it. you can't say you're sorry
marky will grow up without his biological father, because when mark hugs him he can only remember his mother and what she did to him. your father can't love you the way your mom did. you can't love your mother the way your father loved his
the worst part is, that it she hadn't done it, you wouldn't have existed. you wouldn't be here. your father will grow to love you. you will grow to accept each other. but you tend to wonder — if he never sees you as anything else other than your mother's son, then who will you have when everyone else you know dies?
#i hate anissa but also her character was done so well#like i hate her#fuck her#but jesus christ.#wow#i feel so bad for marky honestly#when anissa said “i don't regret it. tell him. tell him he'll understand when he sees him”#that shit hurt me#that was the WORST time for you to die girl#i was like “idc about anissa thank fuck she died” but then#i put myself in marky's place. and WOWWW#you gotta be strong to deam with that#YOU GOTTA BE STRONG TO BE ANY INVINCIBLE TBH#LIKE WOW.#thinking about mark now#imagine learning that the person who hurt you the most is a better person now#and that means she regrets kt#but then you learn right after her death that she does not regret it at all#you don't even get to hear an “i'm sorry”. not that you'd have listened to it#then you learn she had a son. with you. named AFTER YOU#honestly i can't blame him for allowing things to be THAT awkward w marky#i am so glad the reconciled tho I don't think I'd be able to live if mark's son hated him#tw sa mention#invincible#invincible comic#comic spoilers#marky grayson#anissa invincible#mark grayson#b4 anyone gets this wrong: I DO NOT SUPPORT WHAT ANISSA DID. it's just that marky's relationship w her is smth i would love to see explored
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Gaelen Foley's Princess (which if it doesn't fuck up in the end is gonna be a favorite lol) update:
no details except of course Darius Santiago cries when deflowering this maniac of a girl
#romance novel blogging#i've been so wrapped up in the virgin lactation/napoleon bonaparte assassination plot#i've barely even mentioned the other crazy shit#did y'all know that darius santiago plays a soulful guitar but also does not do this for any of his other bitches?#just the PRINCESS#she's like 'oh shit we're really doing this' and looks up and he's teary lmao#Y'ALL HE'S BEEN IN LOVE W HER FOR SO LONG!!!!#he's very distressed. this is an amazing deflowering scene lmao#sorry i'm updating in real time SHE JUST SAID THE FUCKING WILDEST SHIT I HAVE EVER READ A VIRGIN HEROINE SAY#IN RESPONSE TO PENETRATION#i was nOT prepared (nor was darius santiago)#idk if i've read many other romances wherein you're more convinced that two people are meant for each other tho#like. these two lunatics are each other's DESTINIES
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i could azujamify these songs watch
#shit i'll even make a whole au out of it#should i yap abt the lore here#no one gets to answer that. i'll do it anyway#lore summary of both songs ic u haven't listened to them: cassandra (pink) is a wish-granting witch. she runs a café and hana#(vflower looking person) is her first customer. they become a regular n the two hit it off#after a while hana reveals that they were suffering with a terminal illness (it was never specified i think)#cassandra reveals that she's a witch - hana's like oh cool#and they spend the rest of hana's hana's remaining months with each other#oh and did i mention that they're in love#anw hana dies and cassandra is grieving so she goes on to use her wish-granting magic to. well. grant wishes#all the person needs to do is sign a contract - and the fee for a wish is a human heart. killed by the person's hand.#and if they don't get the heart by the deadline then cassandra takes /their/ heart instead#she does this many times n none of her attempts work#the story ends w hana's ghost telling cass to stop the contracts n move on#and other bittersweet stuff happens idk i don't wanna use too much of the tags ueueuu#twst#twisted wonderland#azul ashengrotto#jamil viper#twst azul#twst jamil#azujami#jamiazu#ashenviper#vaunteir's non-art thangz#that summary was so rushed i'm so sorry#there was a pinned comment w a summary of the lore in the caffè latte video but it got deleted i think#anw i love vane lily sm
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Magnificent Century Rewatch: One Picspam per Episode
Episode 17: The Double Joy
-My dear mother used to say "walk barefoot on earth and it shall take away all your troubles and sorrows, earth shall give you happiness and joy"
-Your mother spoke well, one can only find peace in earth. But I'm not sure if it is on earth or in it.
#the quote is a little bit silly but it adquires seriousness when you know everything that comes later#especially because it's hurrem's mother's quote from when she lived in ruthenia. when peace was possible. when she was going to marry leo#and had her future all planned. and there was stability#but the joke is suleyman's. after all becoming part of his family is what brings that ambiguity to the quote for hurrem's story#as it could be argued she never found true peace. at least for the most of her life#but also suleyman speaks in general terms here. so the quote can be extended to all the characters and in this episode of double joy it's#even more significant. because peace it's going to go sooner than later. and the signals of future ibratice problems are already there#and just as the birds are partly symbolic of that temporal peace and joy in love for hurrem the gifts the marriage gets are very important#as well#this episode is just gifts gifts gifts all around#suleyman's necklace for hatice has the tulips of the dynasty and it's something ibrahim himself recognizes could never give her#she says she's always going to have it w her. tho i don't remember seeing it too much in her tbh sdfy#in the other side ibrahim gets a lot of gifts. but the one that reminds him of his origin is his father's ofc. and he says he will always#have it with him as well. and later he gets suleyman's ring [i'm w haticehurrem. this totally looks like a subrahim wedding asfg]#which goes to remind us that he's now officially part of his family as well. he returned but he converted again. and THEN there's the table!#and taking away the politic alliance it could signify. it is venetian. his mother's heritage is there. in all the palace. and in the same#episode hurrem mentioned her mother's saying. the dynasty [or at least the most conservative side represented by ayse] it's unconfortable#the converts are not only winning more power and getting closer to the family. but they're also bringing their cultures & traditions to the#*ba dum tss* table#there's more to the whole return/convert and how it shows in the ibratice palace especially later w the statues but if i ever write about it#it deserves a post of its own ofc [and prolly someone that knows what they're talking about more than me lmao]#noo why did i write so much 😭 i should've done a separate post this is a mess to be under an already long picspam#anyways there's other significant gifts as the clock that musti likes or mahi's lucky charm for selim. and also the ones we already knew:#the ibratice gifts together 💝. and these contrast a lot with the rest because it's something of their own. when the couple was separated#from dynastic or even ibro's family. will they ever find peace again? we'll see it in the next episode [i'm lying]#maybe i should organize this in a post of its own#magnificent century#muhtesem yuzyil#mc1picspam4episode
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jake oettinger via fanatics view — 2024 nhl all-star media day — 02.01.24
[you and wedgewood are tight. i just wonder, what makes a good backup in the NHL these days? you know, it’s a bit of a changing dynamic, workload, and, you know, some teams have three goalies. like, what works between you two, what makes scott good as that number two.] yeah, i think, first and foremost, like, we just root for each other really hard, i think that’s, like — you can say that, you know, but not everyone really means it and you know, i know when i’m in there he means … he wants me to do my best, and he knows that when he’s in there i’m pulling for him. and we push each other a ton and … he’s just a great guy to have around, like, even — you know, if he was a — not a goalie, if he was just a guy on the team, we’d be good friends too, so, he’s just a great dude and i’m lucky to share the crease with him and we push each other a lot, we both wanna, you know, be the number one guy, so, um. you know, i know if i, you know, take my foot off the gas, that he’s gonna take over, so. [i know you’ve been, like — say, at the program, you were there with woll, you guys probably shared, but like — you guys were younger, were you at times, like, i’ve gotta check myself and be a little bit more positive?] yeah, for sure, i think that’s a — i mean, that’s the thing, like, about being a goalie. there’s only one net, right? so it’s … it’s a hard position, um … and for me, obviously, i want to play as much as i can and, you know — someone else doing poor doesn’t, uh, — like, help me in any way, you know what i mean? like, i know if i play my best then i’m gonna be the number one, so that’s kind of the only thing i focus on. i’ve had great relationships with every goalie i’ve played with and, um … i’m looking to do that the rest of my career.
uh, one piece of sports memorabilia you wish you could own?
well, for my whole career i was dying to get a henrik lundqvist signed stick and i just got one, like, two weeks ago, so it was, like, the best gift i’ve ever gotten in my life, so.
how’d you finally get it?
uh, my guy at bauer hooked me up. he, like, had a case? a bauer thing, and i thought it was gonna be an all-star stick. and he was like, open it up, and i opened it up, and it was one of his used sticks signed and it was … coolest thing i own.
how would you change NHL overtime rules?
i think i would do … ten minute overtime.
three on three still?
three on three still. and then maybe … try that for a bit, and if it didn’t work, maybe do no, uh — ‘cause, like, it’s such a big … everyone wants to keep possession, maybe do a no over-and-back rule.
finally – i know i’m asking a goalie this question – on a scale from one to ten, how superstitious are you?
i’m gonna go, like … four, five.
yeah?
pretty low, yeah. you can ask my fiancée, my teammates, my friends. it’s nothing too crazy, just go out there and have fun.
i’m doing a story on PWHL minnesota team. i just think that minnesota fans are amazing, because they watch those women from all the way out here. for someone who’s from minnesota, can you tell me what that environment is like?
yeah, it’s so special, i think, like, boys and girls high school hockey there is just, like, so important, uh … it’s kinda like football in texas, that’s what i compare it to, and, uh — i played in the state tournament, um, my freshman year in high school and that was, like, one of my favorite hockey memories of my whole career, um, so — it’s just so special, and i think, i mean … when i saw that they had 13,000 or whatever at the x it didn’t surprise me one bit, i mean, it’s the state of hockey for a reason, and, uh, just happy to see that league getting the support they deserve and the ladies getting the recognition they deserve.
are there any minnesota female hockey players who really stand out for you?
um, well, one i was gonna say is, i played with — when i was at BU i played with, uh, abby cook and jesse compher and they’re both in the PWHL now, and, i mean, we got to go watch them win the beanpot, and, i mean, the hockey’s great, you know — these women are so talented and, uh, deserve to have a place where they can play and, you know, get paid just like we do and, um, you know, i think minnesota’s such a good spot for it.
#hockey#stars#dallas stars#jake oettinger#scott & joseph woll are also mentioned but i'm not tagging them. this is character development. almost.#also there's some more stuff from this interview under the cut#some genuinely fun stuff re: the pwhl & how he'd change overtime & hockey memorabilia & his level of superstition!!#but the audio in this video was SO bad that i'm electing not to make myself listen to it ever again. as a kindness.#he did an interview w an official nhl podcast where he ALSO talked at length about wedge + the lundqvist stick. he's got a brand!#that brand is goalie4goalie#he's a goalie's goalie#though i will say on that note ...... saying he'd still be scott's friend even if he wasn't a goalie ......... that's True Love babyyyy#z:edit
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I'm SO obsessed with them.
After this I believe they are both equally as unhinged as the other, just opposite ends of a spectrum about it HAHAHAHAHA
Also...
More micro organisms.............. (FAVE PANEL TBH LOOK AT THEM)
#fire emblem#feh#I LOVE THEM BOTH. SO MUCH. SO DEARLY#i'm SO obsessed w how alfonse just. really did go 'i'm not doing that.' and made sharena deal w it HAHAHAHA#little exchanges like these really makes them shine as siblings i think! they're both so funny LMFAO 🥺#AND SHARENA. HER UNMATCHED WLW SWAG. SHE'S TOO POWERFUL#also if you haven't played the recent chapter don't let my comic deceive you.#it does sort of look like al is telling sharena what to do in that panel where they're whispering to each other#but no. al was just reminding her of some advice. essentially a riddle. sharena did that all on her own.#THE POTENTIAL THOUGH.... of goofy sibling antics..... deploy the more outgoing and conventionally cutesy one to achieve A Goal#i really do love how it feels like sharena has been playing bigger roles/has more agency lately 🥺🥺#it absolutely feels more like she and alfonse are a team now. instead of just tagging along.#not to mention it feels shari really has been growing into her own!#carefully considering her position and what she wants for herself... seeming more focused and resolved....#ough. finally. intsys is being nice to her 🫡🥲#sharena#fe alfonse#fe nerthuz#my art
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girls and gays love me for my lesbian vampire movie reviews
#funniest thing was bringing it up and this girl i did not exactly recognize saying she remembered me mentioning them last year#<- it's a friend i'm not suuper close to bday's party and i see these people exactly once a year#i love it <3#arriving early kinda tests my socializing skills though. i didn't go w my friend this year. he overnapped and arrived late#super fun though yippee i love her
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kinda wanna write a fic where the dog is literally the deus ex machina
#sophie speaks#dog backwards is god yknow it makes sense#me and my undertale bullshit back on it again#i have 3 fic ideas for it. one is a meta commentary one is just about a reader with a chronic illness and one is my love for desperate read#-rs returning in full blown massive fashion. and also identity issues but all 3 of these fics have that last one just has that. a lot lot#all include my weird DID metaphors and multiverse shenanigans#because honestly all sans/sans shippers do not understand the weirdness of loving an alternate version of urself#they dont lean into it#i mean im not gonna write sans/sans I'm an x reader till death because i love self love. also sans could not love himself look at that guy#but undertale itself has so many cool themes u can build off of that i just. i wanna grab and squeeze em out like juice#and i mean its not like i can do www at the moment I've written like... 9k this month it ain't going good#might as well just enjoy the depression spiral. i know that doesn't sound very possible but yknow. we rock w it#im just in pain all the time... ill go back to the docs soon and maybe just start taking straight up opiods#but until then i can only do things if i feel there is absolutely 0 pressure on me to do them#once again thanks school system i love these learned behaviors you traumatised into me they're really useful#what was i saying? did i mention im a little scatterbrained atm
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Any men out there wanna pretend to be my bf to get my parents off my case about marriage? I am so so serious right now.
#my mom gave me a really really lonf lecture and upset me because her and my dad want me to start thinking about settling down ans getting#married. again. cos this comes up all the time. ans I reiterated that i do wanna marry and have kids. i know im 26 years old why do they'#think im also not aware of this??? like i suddenly forgot my own age and have my head in the clouds all the time. and i got so heated cos i#said they only believe in that in theory. in reality neither of them have accepted the idea od my leaving home or the idea of mw being with#a man. and they start freaking out if they even find out i talk to them so to say they want me to get married is so fucking naive#ans when i mentioned this and that they're more than ok w mt brothers talking tp women she said that if i wanted to settle down she could#talk to dad and they could “go about finding someone for me” and I've never been so pissed#i got so upset. why does everyone keep saying this to me. as if anyone my dad knows could ever be a half decent man#and the truth is they don't care if im in a happy marriage they've accepted that i won't be they only care that im gone and saving face in#front of family. that's all. it's always reputation it's always “what will people say?”#not once did love come up. not once did shw even imply that i should marryfor love#or that they hope i love someone and marry them. because they're more happy with the idea of me marrying for the sake of it than#they are at the idea of me finding genuine lovw#im not a fucking broodmare im not here to push out babies for the sake od reputation.#and then i said nor being married isn't the end of the world and she said “it's important that you settle down”#and i said im unwavering in my principles. she can call mw high maintenance like she loves doing but I'm not wavering on the#kind of man i want to be with and when i do marry him i want it to bw genuine. because be loves me and vice versa not because im ticking off#somethin from a damn checklist to appease them. and if being unwavering on my principles means staying unmarried then so be it.#my obligations are to god and myself and that's it#and y'know what??? i am in love with a boy already#and yet they don't care that i wanna be in love at all. no im just a puppet to follow a certain narrative in life live according to evergone#else has and that's it.#im done.#and then she tried to apologise by getting me a slice of cake and that somehow made me feel worse.#i dont want an apology. i want to be heard and actually listened to for once. i want someone to ask what i want. to actually give a shit#and love me cos it's me. not cos im some thing to further an agenda. or some toy or puppet that does your bidding.#is it so much??? to just want to be loved in return? to marry and live according to how i want to?? ans not want anyone to make these#decision's for me?#ruined my whole day.
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The day has come, I've been badgered into actually watching S2 of Good Omens. 😖
#not just clips i mean#diary pages#good omens#good omens season 2#my mom wanted to see it and i downloaded it so...#i guess michael crowley and beelzebub are worth it#though every time i'm reminded michael is not the chief i want to punch things#and most of the time az makes me wanna knock his teeth out with a tire iron#did i mention how much i hate az*r*cr*w#tbh i hate almost everything about go canon and i hate most things that make go go#at the same time it will always be a part of me and i will always love it#we have a very strange relationship go and i
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thinking about how they got lestat in marie antoinette style on the day of "killing" him which was the fashion at the time when he "died" the first time mwah
#txt#lestat de lioncourt#iwtv#i am so slow i realised this like 2 nights ago lying awake going WAIT A MINUTE#like even a week after reading the part of tvl where she is mentioned#not sh#i know she died in 1993 or smth and he died in 1994 in the show (bc i just read both) but still#i'm live love loving it#i mean i did know this but like i realised it realised it again and no#w it's stuck u know what i mean#and therefore i have to write it to get it out of my brain so i can think of something else#edit: i mean *1793 / 1794 lmao
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ouhhh i'm turning into my grandmother [chewing on wriggley's gum]
#just me hi#the wrigglerrrr#love the word wriggle btw. prolly cuz the W is there but ya can't hear or feel it hbhgbsh#it's like between wiggle and writhe and it's Perfect hfsh :3#//AAAnywho. yea#she's always got at least one in her purse and the wrapper is fully intact. i still don't trust it lmhvfjs#idk what that woman is putting in her bag !! she is a real enigma lol <3#/anywho like i mentioned a bit ago i've been keeping gum so i stop chewing on other things lol#this is working pretty well ! ! i've gotta remember to bring some on car rides though bc That's where i fail to catch it hghfsk#//aaaand in the other news;#watched the deadp0ol movies. dear lird hgkfjskvjg#very fun fact; when i watch stuff i like going in nearly 100% blind. i am also oriented aroace so HKSKVJ#i Did scour pirating sites until i found ones that let me watch the 3 movies lmaoo ; it took like 2 hours i think. crazy hghfs#anyway i think the first two were just a lot more fun; the energy was great !! disney kinda tuned it down for the current movie :/#iyunno. the second movie gave a lot more than the third. and also who are all these people. what's a multiverse lmvajfhvjs#the movie felt like it was on the edge of an inside joke. don't think i liked it very much compared to the other two but oh well#oh i also didn't like the time-reversal. dude what was gained gfhshv - 3rd movie doesn't even exist to me anymore. dead to me <//3#/oh i've also been watching seinfield when i eat lol :3#i was watching dungeon meshi while doing that and it was very relaxing so in the meantime!!#it's fun i like it lol :33 it's just mostly friendly but when i do think it's funny i am dying hfhvsbgh#i like kramer he is strange pfsvh#//and i think i'm gonna write rnnnn ? maaaybe!!#i have a bit of business to attend to tho [straightens my tie that just appeared] so prolly in a bit lol :)#toodles!! send me on my way !! [gets slingshot as the song plays]
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justice for pirates of leviathan actually it's the first dnd thing brennan aabria and matt all did together and it's set in spyre's objectively coolest location and it has cameos from some of fh's best npcs and bob is truly one of the best d20 pcs ever from her introduction to her family's dynamic to her stunning singing voice. the only thing holding it back is the scuffed zoom format but i binged it all while doing a ridiculously hard minesweeper challenge so it did not impede on my enjoyment whatsoever <3
#d20#pirol#pirates of leviathan#F in the chat for people who did not understand what brennan was referencing when he mentioned sunny during exu calamity#marisha my beloved i want u in the dome again i watched pirol not knowing any of ur critrole pcs and now i'm in love w ur rp style
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