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"kitty's feelings for yuri came out of nowhere" it was set up better in the show than when i realised i had crushes on girls in real life
#like buddy it was leading to that#xo kitty#tumblr y'all are great. ofc minho x kitty shippers included bc you can ship a bi girl with a boy and not be biphobic#this is about the youtube and instagram people who are so disappointed kitty was revealed to be not straight#like. one time i felt attraction to my friend in sport and went 'guess this makes me bisexual. FUCK.'#did i do anything abuout this no#and i can't remember if this was before or after my sapphic dreams (same year tho)#but the point stands. you. just. feel attracted to a girl. and you repress and that doesn't work and you go cool guess i swing both ways#and that happens#this was well set up. there are probably problematic aspects but this was a bisexual experience. it was foreshadowed before the dream#also i really like it bc it relates to my experiences!!#not- not all of it.#but realising you might be a little bi when you dream about kissing another girl. sudden realisation you're queer.#writing off dreams bc 'they're just dreams' and talking about them in a vague way even to your queer friends#trying to repress it but realising that isn't working#going 'this is not the way straight people feel for people of the same gender'#bi panic.#kitty bi panics so much in this show (the throuple scene) AND WE DESERVE MORE OF IT#the internal confusion and expecting no one to accept this epiphany about yourself (and biphobia!! you hate to see it)#uh yeah anyway#i know this show is far from flawless but i really like it#also goes to show that white people *can* in fact sympathise with characters of colour and not every show needs to be white#(looking at you instagram commenter who was made that shows have gay and black people no i'm not kidding)#social media is a hate crime. here is just torture.
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Are you still open for requests? đ I've had a day so how about Childe and any other character of your choice with an s/o who's came home from a rough day, tired, stressed and about to burst into tears and just wants to come home to their love and feel appreciated and relax^^ Love your writings, thank u! <3
Hello! First of all I'm very sorry for the delay. I had to do some things these days and I completely forgot to finish this one >_< I choose Zhongli as the second character because honestly I love him a lot.
Abuout the requests, I have them always open, at least for now. I don't plan to close them unless I have too many or something happens so don't worry about it ^^ If you want to make more feel free to do so.
I hope your days have been better and that you'll like this <3
Fandom: Genshin Impact.
Summary: HCs for Childe and Zhongli taking care of an stressed s/o.
Characters: Childe, Zhongli, GN|Reader (no poly)
Theme: SFW, fluff, comfort, non-sexual intimacy.
Inspiration: Lo-fi music is life.
Words: 838.
Warnings: Rought day, stress, Childe having violent thoughts, nudity in the bath, mentions of having a fight and sex.
The first thing Childe thinks seeing you in such a state is who did this to you and how much time it will take him to hunt them down and make them pay tenfold. All he sees is red the moment he notices you, eyes filled with unshed tears threatening to spill.
But this isnât an enemy he can take down, not like he can do with threats such as treasure hoarders or hilichurls. This is something he canât deal with with a fight. However, even if he may look a little dense sometimes, he understands.
We cannot forget he had a rough story himself, so I donât think Iâm wrong if I suppose he has had his own share of stress back then and he probably had to deal with it alone. He knows what it feels like, and because of that he will never leave you alone.
Childe will need a few seconds to calm himself and stop thinking of fighting someone to take out all his fury before going to you and taking you in his arms. No matter how tall you are or how much you weigh, this man is strong, thereâs nothing -not even yourself- that will make him put you down until he takes you to the bathroom to run you a warm bath with every single luxury you can think of.
You wonât need to do a single thing. Ajax will take care of everything. Heâll wash your whole body, taking his time so he can give you a massage meanwhile. Not gonna lie, Tartaglia is trying to make you sleep to make you recover your energy.
If you fall asleep, youâll wake up in your bed with Tartaglia right there, cuddling you. He probably wonât let you leave, tempting you without shame so youâll spend the morning in bed. Ajax wants to pamper you, making you laze around even if itâs just for a few hours.
In case you arenât able to fall asleep because you have too many things in your head, donât be surprised if Tartaglia asks you to fight (or have sex, since that also can work wonders for stress and heâs kinda shameless). Letting out all the bottled up stress with a good quarrell might be exactly what you need. You two just need to find a solitary place where youâll be able to scream and fight without interruptions until youâre both satisfied or too tired to do anything else but lay on the ground and look at the sky.
Zhongli knows how much stress can affect people, since even gods are able to suffer from it. This man will treat you like the most precious, fragile thing in the whole world. No matter how strong you are, when youâre feeling down you are allowed to show weakness and to be protected and thatâs exactly what heâs going to do.
Using the most lovely pet names he has for you, Zhongli will shower you with them until you look at him and heâs able to take you in his arms and hug you carefully, giving you enough room to get out of his arms if you feel overwhelmed.
Whether you stay in his arms or need some space, Zhongli will coax you to the sofa so you can sit there. If you donât want to be touched, heâll go directly to make you a soothing tea -and not, he wonât take six hours for this one, donât worry- but if you donât want to leave his side, Zhongli will move you to his lap and keep you there.
His hands will never leave your body, always caressing your cheeks, head, back⌠Honestly, he will touch every single place he knows will allow you to calm down while at the same time encouraging you to let it all out. Sometimes, a good cry is just what you need. Zhongli knows and will lend you his shoulder so you can get all of those tears out of your body.
Kisses will also be present. Like his hands, his lips will be all around the places he can touch. Your face will be showered in them, as well as your hair, hands, shoulder⌠Zhongli is smooth as hell, and will kiss your tears away -as well as any worry you have- if you let him.
Heâs not trying to start anything sexual with his touches and kisses, but if you want to he wonât deny you at all. Whatever you need, Zhongli will be there for you and as long as youâre both comfortable there is nothing he wonât do to make you feel good and loved.
If you donât fall asleep while heâs taking care of you, Zhongli is the type who will try to make you talk. It doesnât matter if itâs something related to the source of your stress or something completely different, heâs happy just by having a conversation with you even if itâs just him listening and youâre doing the talk or vice versa.
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#genshin impact#genshin impact x reader#gi#my gifs#genshin x reader#childe#ajax#tartaglia#childe x reader#ajax x reader#tartaglia x reader#zhongli#zhongli x reader#morax#morax x reader#rex lapis#rex lapis x reader#sfw#stress#rough day#comfort#gn reader#intimacy#no beta though I should at least re-read my writings before posting them...
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MDZS ch.101
IN THE PREVIOUS EPISODE: WANGXIAN FINALLY SAILED. JIANG CHENG ARRIVED AND IS FREAKING READY TO BEAT SUSHI'S ASS.
Now?
Hearing the dog, Wei WuXian immediately felt his hair rise. He shrunk back into Lan WangJiâs arms, half-dead with fright, âLan Zhan!â
Lan WangJi had already embraced him without needing any reminder, replying, âI am here!â
Wei WuXian, âHug me!â
Lan WangJi, âI am hugging you!â
Wei WuXian, again, âHug me tight!â
Lan WangJi, also, âI am hugging you tight!â
Even without the view, just listening to the voices was enough to make Jiang Chengâs facial muscles twitch.Â
I'M LAUGHING SO
FREAKING
MUCH
they are so dorky omg why am i even surprised abuout this oxfijgopekgoepo like, after suffering so much for them my heart is soaring in the skies and is singing the wangxian tune and i canât believe weâve been blessed so much that this is happening!! I'm wavering between "HOW ARE THEY SO CUTE AND DORKY" and "OMG LOOK AT JC, HIS ANTI-PDA DETECTOR ACTIVATED"
EDIT: jc is so cool. *swoons* also, jl and lxc shouting-helping him is incredibly precious??? i can see wwx snuggling against lwj and eating popcorn while watching the show-
EDIT 2:
It was quite the effective method! But there was only one shortcomingâthe sound was just too painful to hear! It was so painful that it felt as if oneâs ears would be pierced through by the terrible noise. And to Lan XiChen and Lan WangJi who grew up in the GusuLan Sect, it was even more unbearable. Both of the two frowned slightly. However, Lan WangJi was in the middle of doing his job, hugging Wei WuXian, and was unable to cover his ears. And so, as Wei WuXian trembled, listening to the dog barks, he reached out and covered Lan WangJiâs ears for him.
THIS IS ACTUALLY MUCH BETTER THAN POP-CORN!!!!! llok at my cute puppy all scared covering his sweetheartâs ears from those awful noise -we all knew jc is first wangxian fan *totally ignores that jc is making those noise to fight jgy*
EDIT 3:Â Â
But before he even reached the place, Jin GuangYao walked out on his own, covering his ears, âSect Leader Jiang, I must admit my defeat against such a power move.â
jgy is that sarcasm
EDIT 4:
Hugged so tightly by Lan WangJi, Wei WuXian didnât feel as scared anymore, even when he heard the dog barks. He even had the spare energy to ponder, recalling a certain someone as he watched how Jin GuangYao smiled and batted his eyes even as he fought. He whispered, âHe really is the same as Xue Yang.â
thank you so much for saying that, wwx, i actually have an essay about that *unrolls the scroll with the essay how pieces of shit always meet one another*-
EDIT 5:
At this point, Jin GuangYaoâs tone suddenly changed, smiling, âSect Leader Jiang, whatâs wrong? Ever since we started, your eyes have been so shifty, almost like youâre scared of looking that way. Is anything over there?â
DONTâT YOU D a R e-
EDIT 6: okay, i know where this back-and-forth is going, okay? and even so, iâm enjoying it so much, i am the worst. like, wwx doesnât know a thing, so he is all âeh, jc hates me, what a news, why are you pressing on the button jgy?â and jc is like *grits his teeth* and jgy is giggling like an high school little girl and then the is me: *cries with her eyes wide open while looking at the screen* omg noooo stoooop pleeeeas *keeps scrolling*
EDIT 7: JC TRYING TO KICK JGY'S ASS AND THIS FREAKING BASTARD TRYING TO DISTRACT HIM, AND THERE, JUST AS I SAID, what would he use against him?
Jin GuangYao didnât care about whether or not Jiang Cheng was listening to him at all, âSect Leader Jiang, I heard yesterday you threw a tantrum in Lotus Pier without a reason, running around holding the sword that belonged to the YiLing Patriarch, telling everyone you met to unsheathe it.â
Jiang Chengâs expression was enough to send shivers down oneâs spine.
Wei WuXian suddenly shot up from Lan WangJiâs arms. His heart skipped a beat as well. In his head, a voice ranted, My sword? He means Suibian? Didnât I leave Suibian to Wen Ning? No, when I saw him yesterday, itâs true I didnât see him carrying it⌠How did it end up in Jiang Chengâs hands?! Why would Jiang Cheng tell others to unsheathe it?! Has he tried unsheathing it himself yet?
*clapping noises* GOOD JOB, JGY, YOU ARE REALLY JUST A HUGE PIECE OF SHIT.
EDIT 8:
Just as his mind tensed, Lan WangJi reached out and stroked his back. Wei WuXian finally calmed down somewhat.
cute *she thinks, while crying*
EDIT 9: OF COURSE JGY WOULD KNOW. OF COURSE.
H O W
HE IS THROWING IT AND JC'S FACE AND I'M HAVING A PANIC ATTACK FOR WWX AND JC, MY BOYSÂ Â
EDIT 10:
At the words âgolden elixirsâ, his pronunciation was both clear and sharp. Jiang Chengâs features had almost become distorted. Zidian also bloomed in a dangerous white light. Amid the chaos, a weakness appeared amid his movements.
*throw pop corns away* I DONâT LIKE THIS ANYMORE-
EDIT 11: JC DIDNâT HESITATE TO PROTECT WWX. OKAY MY HEART CANâT TAKE THIS, ALRIGHT???????????
EDIT 12:
With this chance, Jin GuangYao unsheathed the sword that had been wrapped around his waist and thrusted it into the center of Jiang Chengâs chest!
EXCUSE ME JGY DID WHAT TO JC??
HE
DID
WHAT
I'LL STRANGLE HIM WITH MY OWN HANDS.
He used wwx against him. Jc trying to protect wwx gives me life.
This narrative arc is giving me life. Just before killing me.
#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#the grandmaster of demonic cultivation#the founder of diabolism#the founder of evil magic#mdzs novel#mdzs fangirling mode#mdzs ch.101#mdzs translation spoilers
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Not trying to be mean or anything!! Just wanted to let you know Jenna Marbles did blackface. Obviously people make their own choices and can enjoy media while acknowledging this, but wanted to make sure you knew in case you didnât. Love ya Murphy â¤ď¸
i really dont condone that, and by reblogging her content and enjoying her new stuff im not agreeing with her past behavior. i know her content was problematic in the like 2011 area and i honestly dont watch it. I know sheâs matured since then and understand her content was offensive and has apologized for it and has yet to repeat it in recent history.Â
 and also if like youâre talking abuout the niki minaj video which i like already find is in poor taste, thereâs this quote "During a podcast with Shane Dawson on 2015, Jenna had this response to her Nicki Minaj video âYeah, I did a Nicki Minaj video where I literally was just tan. I was actually that tanâŚpeople were like, this is blackface. F**k off! If I wanted to do blackface, it would be like that moonface emoji.â Jenna says."
also im not gonna like get into discourse about this or anything else so this is a one and done thank you
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If I could just take care of the plot of land and horses and be a trauma nurse the rest of the time, and cook with my family and laugh with my kids and and do the dishes after putting on old records while dancing around in my parters clothes and then get the babes all ready for bed in a safe happy home and go read and write and paint and fuck and laugh and be silly and prank each other and talk abuout all the little things that make us who we are and sleep next to my love and my dogs over and over for the rest of my life I would call that my fucking dream.
I think I fought the idea of a happy life because whenever I settled into believing I could have that something fucked up or detrimental happened. It became easier to convince myself I didnât want that and get really good at being alone than it did convincing myself I was worth that kind of life and it would happen. I donât mean as an adult either. I mean as a child. I decided on my twelfth birthday that I would never let a man ruin me simply because he left me. I told myself that. And up until not long ago, itâs been true. I have loved with walls up and fists clenched. I have felt the moments of blissful security and had passionate love making and been truly sad and mournful at the end of several relationships, but I had never let one leave me laying on the floor screaming in pain because it would feel better to end your my life than to actually feel your heart breaking. Throwing aside pride, and dignity, and any calm or mature form of communication because you are so over the top anxious that you canât speak. Up until recently the only time Iâd ever experienced that was watching my mom crumble over and over. I would meet her on the floor and lay there with her, trying to make her laugh. I would keep checking her pulse because I knew she would just keep taking pills until she fell asleep. One night we laid on the kitchen floor all night talking and eating cookie dough and the next day it was all ok again.
I was 8.
I was 8 and my ex husband used to scold me for using that as an excuse for not letting him in. He would go on for hours about my inability to trust any male figure. That I would love and kiss and do special things but if he walked out the door I wouldnât even blink because I never stopped preparing for him to leave. Maybe thatâs true. Or maybe I was never in live with him. Maybe I just loved him as a person and a friend. Maybe I just loved his reassurance but never believed it enough to allow myself to fall for him or anyone else. What I can tell you is that after years of counseling and meditation and shadow work I can damn sure go easy on myself for trying to protect myself the only ways Iâve ever known. And that goes for any of it.
But then I met this man. I donât know how to explain how intoxicating it was to be around him. I wanted to talk about everything and know about him. That was normal for most people I meet. What wasnât normal was wanting to actually converse with someone I fucked. I kept those lines as separate as church and state. And it didnât feel like a friends thing. Cause Iâve had some of those too. Good friends that I fucked a few times but it never meant anything. It wasnât like that, it was like I became addicted to the feeling he gave me. This overwhelming desire to be around him in a way that honestly scared me at first.
I dreamt about him and masturbated to him and thought about him. I stayed the night with him and wanted to be with him all the time. I cooked for him and folded his clothes and I was sitting back, grabbing the sides of my head to stop it from spinning because I was basking in it. I LOVED IT. He made me feel that desire to want someone with you all the time. I watched him with his kids and I was in a puddle on the floor. This man turned my entire world inside out, changed my perspective on it all, and I am so unbelievably grateful. I never thought I could be normal. I had always been oversexed, unattainable, and unattached. Now Iâm just hoping I can spend a night in reading just to be in the same room as another man. Normal for me to want to be romantic with girls, but a man?!?!
Iâll say it one more time. In a perfect world If I could just take care of the plot of land and our horses and be a trauma nurse the rest of the time, and cook with my family and laugh with my kids and and do the dishes after putting on old records while dancing around in my parters clothes and then get the babes all ready for bed in a safe happy home and go read and write and paint and fuck and laugh and be silly and prank each other and talk abuout all the little things that make us who we are and grow together sleep next to my love and my dogs over and over for the rest of my life I would call that my fucking dream.
Isnât it weird how life changes you.
This picture is divine and subtle in its ability to make me feel comfortable with the way I picture life now. Peaceful, full of love, and safe. Iâm finally realizing that you can have all three. You donât have to compromise love to protect yourself. You love someone who makes you feel safe. 26 years old but I think Iâm finally starting to understand. đ
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McMercy Week 1st Day- First Meeting
                       Iâll be watching over you
â Wake up kid! Itâs 10 a.m and youâre still on the bed!â Gabriel shouted. Jesse sighed deeply and opened his eyes.
âCome on now, this is your first day in Blackwatch! You have 15 min to get readyâ Gabriel said and added âand by the way, from now on youâre going to wake up in 8 a.mâ. Jesse got up from the bed and quickly took a shower.
He thought about the day that Gabriel took him from the deadlocks. He thought Gabriel definently would kill him but.... he didnât. Maybe he saw something in him. Jesse was still questioning Gabrielâs motives but he tried to not think about it. The important thing is, he was not dead and in a safe place. He put his usual clothes on and opened the door.
Gabriel was waiting him in front of the door. Â âCome on now, let me show you the placeâ he said and took him to the Overwatch headquarters. He knocked a door which was labeled âStrike-Commander Morrisanâ. A male voice called them in. Gabriel and Jesse entered the room. The man had blonde hair that was graying and blue eyes. âIs this the new recruitâ the Commander Morrisan asked.
âYesâ Gabriel said and added âIntroduce yourselfâ to Jesse.
âHowdy. Iâm Jesse Mccree and Iâm 17 years old. I used to be a member of the deadlock gangâ. Morrisan looked startled and said âReally Gabriel? He is 17? He is just a kid!â.
âIâm old enough for you old man!â Jesse said.
Gabriel slightly hit him and said âWatch your mouth kid!â then returned to Morrisan âLook Jack, this kid was a member of a gang that we tried to take down many times and failed. With this kid we have a chance to get rid of them and besides- Would it be better if I left him with that gang?â
The room went to silence. After what felt like 10 min for Jesse, Jack said âFine. But he is in your responsibility. And donât forget to intruduce him to othersâ.
âI will see you aroundâ Gabriel said, took Jesse from his arm and lef the room. âNext time, you will talk to your superiors with respectâ Gabriel said.
âI can take care of myself!â Jesse said.
âLike getting yourself to a dangerous gangâ Gabriel said. Jesse didnât said anything after that.
âLook Jesseâ Gabriel said and stopped him. âWe are a family here and families take care of each other. Youâre not alone here. Weâre going to meet with the rest of the team now. These people are good, you can trust themâ.
Jesse didnât said anything. Gabriel sighed and said âLet me just intrudece you to themâ
They went to the commen area. Jesse saw a woman and a man were having a chat. When the woaman saw them coming to the room, she greated them with a smile.
âHello Gabriel, I take it this is the new recruit?â.
âHey there, Iâm Jesse Mccree. Nice to meet yâallâ.
âIâm Ana Amari. You will call me Captain Amari. And this is Reinheartâ.
âYes Maâamâ Jesse said.
âHey everyone!â a woman voice echoed in the room. They turned their back and saw a woman entered the comman area.
âHello Tracer, was the mission sucessful?â Captain Amari asked!
âYeah it was!â she said and noticed Jesse  âHey, who is the new guy!â she asked.
âHowdy! Iâm Jesse Mccreeâ Jesse intruduced himself.
âWoah, cool hat! Are you a cowboy or something!â Tracer said with an energetic voice.
âYeah, you can say thatâ Jesse said while smiling.
Gabriel looked at his watch and said âShit, I almost forget the appoinment i got from doctor Zeinglerâ Gabriel said.
âFor the new guy?â Captain Amari asked.
âYes, we have to go nowâ Gabriel said and took Jesse to the Medical center. Before they entered the room Gebriel stoped Jesse and said âNow after we enter the room you will be behaving yourself. I donât want to see you creeping the doctorâ.
âIâm not an animal you know! I know how to treat a ladyâ Jesse said. Gabriel opened the door and they entered.
âHey Gabriel, youâre here just in timeâ Doctor Ziengler said.
The moment Jesse saw her face, he felt that the time stopped and the only person in the room was her. He couldnât take her eyes from her beautiful eyes, her cherry lips and short blonde hair. Gabriel was telling something to the doctor but he couldnât hear what they were talking.
âJesse?â
âJesse!â Gabriel shouted.
âOh, Iâm sorry! I just... Iâm startled by your beauty doctorâ Jesse said while smiling.
Gabriel Punched Jesseâs arm.
Doctor Ziengler laughed and said âWell youâre a charmer arenât you?â.
âIâm only speaking the truth mâladyâ Jesse said. Doctor Ziengler laughed again.
âEnough!â Gabriel shouted. Two of them went quiet. âNow, please Doctor Ziengler, Jesse needs a medical examinationâ.
âOf course Gabriel. Please leave us alone for the moment. I need to be alone with my patient. âNo flirtationâ Gabriel said under his breath and left the room.
âPlease remove your shirt jesse and take a seatâ Doctor Ziengler. Jesse took his shirt and sat down. âSo what is your name sweetheart?â
Jesse asked. The Doctor giggled and said âAngela. But in the field poeple call me Mercyâ.
âAngela, Mercy. It really fits you sunshineâ Jesse said.
Angela giggled again and said âYou should probably not call me like that around the peopleâ.
âBut when we are alone? Can I call you sweetieâ Jesse asked. âHmm, i think itâs a bit unprofesionalâ Angela said.
âDoes it make you uncomfortable when i call you sweetie?â Jesse asked with a serious voice.
âNo, it doesnâtâ Angela said with a smile.
âItâs all good thenâ Jesse said.
Angela nodded her head with a smile and then added âHmm, do you smoke Jesse? Or drink alcahol?â.
âBothâ
Angela sighed and said âNo suprise there. You should really take care of yourself Jesse. Iâm going to give you a healthy diet. And I highly reccomend you to stop smoking and lower your consumption of alcoholâ. Jesse hesitantly looked at the list that Angela gave him and said
âI guess I have no other choiceâ.
âYou have to be fit for your missions Jesse. Which means no junk foodâ Angela said with a smile. Jesse sighed and put his shirt on âIs that all, Doctorâ.
Angela felt a sudden shift in Jesseâs voice. âNow, donât get mad at me Jesse. I only want you to be healthy. And perform well in the fieldâ Angela said.
âIâm not mad at you Angela. Itâs just... This is all new to me. It wasnât like this back in the deadlocks. Gabriel said that this is family and I should trust yâall. But it doesnât feel like thatâ Jesse said.
âIâm sure you will get use to it Jesse. Gabriel is right, this is your family from now on. You need time to make bonds with the others. And trust me, it will start to feel like a familyâ Angela said and gave a heart-warming smile.
âIâll trust you Angela. Then, Iâll see you aroundâ Jesse said and left the room.
âWhat took you so long?â Gabriel asked.
âAh, we were just making a friendly conversation. With no flirtation. Iâm suprised that you didnât eavesdropped usâ Jesse said.
âCut the slack kid. What did Angela saidâ.
âShe said I should stop smoking and drinking. Which ainât going to happen unfortunately. She also gave me dietâ
âYou ainât going to smoke and drink on the field anyway kid. Get use to itâ
Jesse sighed and said âYouâre the bossâ.
âCome now, there are others that you need to meetâ Gabriel said.
While they were walking away from the clinic Jesse asked âBy the way how old is Angela?â
âEnough, Jesse!â
âIâm just curious!â
Gabriel sighed and didnât answered Jesseâs question.
That day they met the rest of the team and Gabriel thought him a few things about his job in the blackwatch. After a long day, Jesse throwed himself to the bed. He thought about Angela and what she told him abuout the team being a family. He fall asleep thinking about Angela.
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