#dias dad sucks bro

[hellfire-rose]

...'Scuse me while I beef with the Demon King

[diagonal-queen]

thungo thursday: how the hell did we get here so fast

'dad never even came to pick me up' SAME AYA LMAOO

they really did make the right choice for bram's va. i don't remember his name but all i know is that he's a seasoned anime va, but it like REALLY fits him fr

i'll never get over how much i love this intro you guys like it's so chaotic and colourful and dark and granrodeo is so good and this song especially is so epic and kishow supremacy

OH MY GOD watching chuuya struggle to breathe is like stressing me out so much that i need to pause and take deep breaths of my own lmao

AYO WHY DOES DAZAI LOOK LIKE A CRYPTID LMAOOOO

also i'm so jealous of him being able to cup sigma's cheek while I cannot

dazai and sigma are so weird to me as a ship because most of the ships i like are '[character that is just like me] + [character who i would have a crush on if i knew them]' but i kin both dazai and sigma so it's like watching the two opposite sides of me frolick around and it's so chaotic

sigma, literally drowning: 😰😰😰😰😰 dazai, also drowning: •-•

if i had a nickel for every time dazai stood on sigma's back/shoulders while they were breaking out of prison i'd have two nickels. which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice

(yes i know i use that meme format a lot NO I WON'T STOP)

WET CAT SIGMA (and no i didn't replay the sounds of him gasping for air, why on earth would you think that)

we have both now <3333333333 thumbs up dazai best dazai

imagine someone asks atsushi how he knew to do things or how he had the mind to move forward and he replies 'the voices' but like he's deadly serious and it actually was the voices

wait dazai literally did that to sigma in prison didn't he shfkjhdhgjkhsk

wait so in the manga sigma can read russian, but in the anime he can't? is bones actively bimbo-ifying characters??? how are we letting this slide

akutagawa doing some goku type shit is the funniest thing ever bro actually said 'SHIAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH'

bones you don't need to remind us all about how much you fucked up akutagawa's death scene ok. his dub va literally predicted that his death would be done poorly and he was RIGHT ABOUT IT

(who would win. gonta and monokuma vs dazai and akutagawa)

if dazai's got a broken leg and losing blood very quickly then why is he grunting and moaning like that huh what's that all about

YEAH GET FUCKED FYODOR LMAOOOOOOOOOOOO

fyodor: because of dazai you realised something about yourself sigma...[describes me, dia, in disturbingly accurate detail]

i'm sorry but the gay agenda has warped me into viewing a man putting a gun to the head of a man on his knees not as a serious and threatening crime but as foreplay. this is what the gays are doing to today's youth. way cup america

brams life must suck. imagine life exactly the same except you can't frolick in the sun, smell roses, wear silver jewellery, finger gun yourself in the mirror or eat garlic bread. also the 'lacking a body and personal autonomy' thing but who needs those amirite

OH MY GOD THE GIRL **WAS** BRAM'S DAUGHTER!!!!! IT WAS HIS KID THE WHOLE TIME!!!!! YOU GUYS OH MY GOD/??????!!??!!???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't even feel bad for laughing when fyodor started having his mental breakdown like bro what is that face. is this what nikolai sees every night??? man no wonder he went insane

tfw they fisheye atsushi from afar while he's being stabbed in his vitals

i hope they have a stash of strepsils for atsushi's va in the recording studio

BRO WHY IS FYODOR MOANING TF

yknow that episode when teruko aged tachihara down to a child and he looked rounder and stuff? thats fyodor right now

no but actually imagine being pulled so hard that your leg and arm come off OUCHIES what is it with people and taking atsushi's body parts and like stroking them or whatever. if it were me, the only body part of atsushi's i'd be stroking is his di

fyodor you're a great character but i can't help but notice that you just stabbed my husband and then kicked him in the face. unfortunately you have no choice but for me to ruthlessly kill you dead

so much is happening rn i feel bad for the anime onlys who have to process all this shit within one episode whereas we got several chapters to soak it into our skull sponges

yeah, me too sigma. me too

LMAO DAZAI CALLED CHUUYA A BITCH????? THEY LITERALLY BICKER EVERY TIME THEY INTERACT WHY IS THIS PARTICULAR THING SO FUNNY TO ME

maybe its just cus like 'bitch' is a funny word especially. they can call each other 'ass' and 'bastard' and 'dick' all they want but nothing tops a good 'bitch!!'

hold on bones no. NO. you can't do that. dazai was shot once in the head by chuuya, then he smiles and laments before the scene ends and it's left ambiguous if he dies or not. YOU CAN'T JUST HAVE CHUUYA USING HIS CORPSE AS TARGET PRACTICE

asagiri: i wonder how i should design one order flowey from undertale: asagiri: amazing. brilliant. this will be perfect

well, fuck. im terrified for next week!!

[feuqueerfire]

Never Let Me Go Ep 1 - 4 Live Blogging

I’ve been anticipating this for so long and my interest even spiked halfway through 2022 so it’s a bit :0 that I’m finally getting to watch it; first show of 2023 no less! I’m kinda really nervous though, so I’m getting around to it at 11pm lol Hope I love it

Also, hope I enjoy my on-air show experience with this too! Second time after The Eclipse.

Ep 1 (Jan 1) 

1-1

please Neung’s birthday wish basically hoping that his dad stays healthy and happy and with him for a long time. it’s because he said it out loud that it won’t come true, isn’t it? haha

His dad’s birthday gift is a necklace that says “Only one” in Chinese characters. Neung = One, Dia = alone or only or something from what I could gather. so it’s a reflection of Neung’s Thai name, which comes from the fact that he’s an only child and he’s the only one his dad has hopes to continue the family and business

I’ve seen a few comments here and there saying the ?caretaker?servant?assistant?security? mans (Palm’s dad as we’ll find out later) might be behind Neung’s dad’s death and as he insists that the family stays to wait away from the rain (even though they’re already standing in the rain) while he goes to get the car, I can begin to see why they’d think that.

Did Palm’s father even call the ambulance?

Episode Name: Father 

“You’re the only hope for the [surname] family” both his father and now mother have said this to Neung like dang, no pressure

Neung’s mom so beautiful and cool

oh sighting of Perth and his father (who I already know is Neung’s uncle)

the music when Palm’s doing his boating duties :> I wanna be in a boat on the sea too although I’d suck at fishing so bad

ooh okay I got spoiled that Pawin’s character was the one who beat Neung up in Ep 3 and saw that ppl said it was an easy guess but didn’t know why. after seeing him stand up for Neung only to ask Neung for a favour from the principal, I understand

oh lol Ben’s an endearing character “When you play the piano, you look very happy.” “You watched me?” “uh No, I didn’t” I’m glad to see the Ben and Neung storyline

Neung and Palm first meeting and I can’t tell if I’m imagining tension just because I want it to be there or not

1-2

damn, Neung heard a sound had to go explore with a gun

The pool scene, specifically the beginning, kinda cheesy but I’m into it nonetheless

Neung slapping Palm’s pleading hands away 

ngl I thought Neung in the back of the car driving away while leaving Palm behind would be a more dramatic scene from the trailer lol

bro the way my wi-fi went out for a few mins??? 

i like them showing Palm travelling to school and how he kinda stares at everything because it’s his first time whereas a seasoned Bangkok resident would stride past it all quickly

also Palm sees the banners that demand land back, so Neung’s family’s businesses is kinda like Tawi right

wait at first I was like why do the kids make fun of Neung, I feel like it makes way more sense to suck up to him the way Pawin’s character is doing and talk shit behind his back. but seems like all the kids in this “special class” and this school in general perhaps come from influential families (even if Neung’s in the most influential), so they don’t care about burning that bridge? still stupid to do but makes slightly more sense that they’re already rich kids

Palm being spoken to and blending in with the kids so easily as he’s invited to play basketball makes Neung understandably envious

“Are you following me?” “No” as Palm gets caught following Neung

please Neung dragging Palm in to the hallway and them standing 0.5 inches apart for no reason even though there’s space

Palm horny as hell, I believe it, what with the moments in the swimming pool scene + the hallway

1-3

Neung’s mom is cool but I hope she doesn’t girlboss too close to the sun and get killed by Neung’s uncle or something. Also I was thinking that if this was a show from the uncle’s POV, it’d be about how his deceased brother’s wife is pushing him out of the business even though it’s a family business and how it’s unfair that he hasn’t been left a hotel or smth as if that family is conspiring to ensure everything stays in their hands etc like who’s seen as right vs wrong could be different, so i wonder if Tanya is sketchy too

Neung being a bit of an asshole and dangling not telling Palm’s dad about Palm swimming at night above his head, so true.

1-4

Well Neung easily figured out Palm was sent to protect him

ah here’s the “We’re our father’s puppets”

bratty and entitled Neung who’s only looking for a friend agh fr

“Can you help me, Chanon? You’re the person I trust the most” no like Neung’s mom telling Non this definitely makes it seem more like he’ll be behind Neung’s father’s murder but he has like 0 motive right now unless he’s working for Neung’s uncle who promised him riches

Non really went we owe them a lot and this could be a lifelong job for you to his son

Neung having that smirk on his face even as he asks Palm to be his friend because he wants a friend but doesn't yet want to be vulnerable enough to be genuine

Linguistics: Palm calls him Khun Nu even as he agrees like “If that’s what you want, Khun Nu, I’ll be your friend” or smth. I think it’s more like Khun Nu is the 2nd person pronoun actually “I (pom) will be Khun Nu’s friend.” On the other hand, Neung has been using gu/meung toward Palm

Linguistics: I’m glad I understand more of certain Thai words and registers because it seems to play a significant role in this because of the difference in status and class. 

“Khun nu”. in 1-1, Neung tells Uncle Non to stop calling him Khun Nu and after some convincing, Non says “Alright, Khun Nu” which is funny lol but is just translated as “Alright” in the subs, meaning people who don’t know it lose that aspect (the main aspect of the conversation because “Alright” means Non won’t call him Khun Nu anymore vs “Alright, Khun Nu” which shows that Non has no intention of stopping)

Palm using -khab and khun nu with Neung (What does he use for I pronouns? pom? I haven’t noticed yet). He used gu easily with the classmate during the basketball scene though

Anyway, good first ep! It did a lot of setup for the family dynamics, school situation, and character’s personalities and backgrounds. The story doesn’t seem like it’ll be unpredictable but rather about the journey and I’m into that. I haven’t been looking forward to this because of heavy plot or twists and turns but rather character dynamics, progressing relationships, and certain tropes. I wanna see where they go and how we get there. 

Also, this is one of the only times I’m excited for a love triangle. I’m into whatever Ben and Neung will have for a brief time. I wanna know why they won’t work out (Ben backstabber? they just realize they like the other guys more? who breaks it off?) and how they transition to their main pairs.

The acting is not incredible like the way it’s in some of my other favourite shows but it’s not terrible either. I think the writing and cohesiveness of the story is good so far, hope the screenwriting continues to be good because some of my favourite shows fall flat it certain aspects of that (Not Me and The Eclipse had weak ending and inconsistent writing respectively). 

Ep 2 (Jan 2/3)

It’s 12AM and I’ve not even started the ep yet so technically it’s jan 3 already but no I’m counting it as the 2nd’s ep. I’m so sleepy and tired since I just got back home from a dawaat but I wanna at least start this ep

2-1

is that Palm being annoyed at having to serve food to Neung?

Linguistics: Neung said the words “puen gu” when it translated to “don’t you wanna eat with me?” i wanna know what he said esp bc the next line is “you said you’d do what i told you”

Linguistics: okay yknow maids or children of maids in BD would definitely not call the children of their boss with “apni/highest most respected register” it’d be “tumi” as any other adult would call people the same age or younger than them. so the fact that Non and Palm are soo subservient and use -krab is interesting (this might just be Thai society and not showing that they are especially subservient compared to other people of similar status difference btw. i’m just noting the difference between this and my culture)

Episode Name: Friends

damn not Palm not knowing a lick of Mandarin but being in the class with everybody else since he’s in the same class as Neung

(Fave) Linguistics: insane how Chopper just asks to use gu/meung with Palm and it’s an easy agreement. Neung also turns his head to them when this happens (Palm still uses -khab and Khun Nu with Neung)

Phum really is a dickhead, talking about Neung’s bag being cut in front of the whole class and asking if he did something to someone

Linguistics: Ben uses gu/meung with Neung and is straight forward in asking if he wants to be friends

oof not this Ben and Neung blooming friendship thing as Neung becomes confident that Ben’s not just using him. 

sometimes the music choice for this show is hm

(Fave) this fucking scene is so brainworm inducing. first of all, the word is pengyou ie friend. Neung literally takes Palm’s hands and places the fingers on his neck and tells him to remember the feeling as he says those words. Palm’s eyes lingering on Neung’s face, I so believe he’s already insanely attracted to Neung.

Linguistics: Neung wants Palm to call him Neung Diao so bad instead of Khun Nu that he tries to trick him by having him repeat Peng You x3 and then sneaking in a Neung Diao. Palm manages to not say the full thing though

oof, Neung just wants a friend whose friendship doesn’t depend on place, time, or status

“Do you like when I order you around? Fine! From now on, don’t call be Khun Nu again.” this fucking dynamic

Linguistics: at like 16:50 when Palm’s saying he can’t say gu/meung to Neung and Neung says fine you don’t have to say gu/meung to me but don’t call me Khun Nu, the subs don’t mention the gu/meung part and just allude to ‘call you that’ and ‘call me that’ which makes it kinda not quite make sense bc what are you talking about. i’m glad i can pick up them saying gu-meung to be able to understand what ‘that’ is referring to in the subs

Linguistics: Palm says he’ll call Neung as Khun Neung instead of Khun Nu

it’s 1 I should go to sleep oof maybe after part 2

2-2

Neung’s uncle is like an evil version of Yangfrom To Sir, With Love lol. also kinda funny to think of him as Chopper’s dad when heseems like a decade older max

Neung laying it on thick for his mom to get her to allow Palm to swim ahh

school giving special treatment to Neung by letting him go through even though he’s late while the other boys are doing pushups and he offers to do them too oof that’s not good for making the other boys like Neung nor for making Neung not feel singled out

both Ben and Chopper saying it’s the other who stopped hanging out with them 

Chopper bitcoin trader noooo

oof Chopper accusing Ben of wanting something from Neung. still up in the air whether it’s true or not but it’s still inappropriate for Chopper to insinuate that

Neung’s bratty “So, am I smart to come up with that excuse?” is sooo yeah i love the haughty vibes of this character

“Wait. Why don’t you swim a bit longer? I want to watch you.” that’s so fucking gay, not to mention Palm’s shirtless and his muscles are flexing as he swims like 

okay acc time for sleep idk how it’s 1:47am and I’ve fucking watched 2 parts of the ep lol

ummm i should’ve finished watching the rest of this ep before going out at 1:30pm on Jan 3 but it’s 12:30am on Jan 4 and I’m just getting around to it lol. I did reread 80% of Son of Neptune though oof so good <3 

Ep 4 was released today so technically the plan was to have watched that but it I’ll finish up ep 2 and go to sleep

2-3

“how can you help? music is an art, you’re only good at physical activity” damn Neung, not holding back lmfao asshole for no reason

lol Palm’s face when he realizes the friend that told Neung about this position is Ben

Linguistics: did Macky use the 2nd person pronoun ‘nai’ for Neung? Neung’s using ‘pom’ for 1pp

lol Macky very presumptuous with the “or is it that you’re interested in me, huh? :D” but I like that in a girl so

Neung getting annoyed by Palm and Macky dancing, I wonder if it’s a platonic possessive jealousy or if he already romantically likes him a bit and if so, if he thinks it’s a platonic thing or if he knows he’s kinda into Palm 

lol all the boys noticing Neung when he’s playing the piano and Neung always asking them about it like oh? you noticed?

heh Neung and Palm with the Roti Sai Mai where Neung can’t help being a dickhead with his ‘are your hands clean’ but also can’t see Palm be dejected, so eating it anyway

Neung loves testing his power and pushing boundaries like when Palm asks if he wants another one he replies with “if i said i want a 100 more, would you make them for me?”

(Fave) my tags for this scene:  #several things like first of all food (and how it's different from the breakfast scene)#secondly neung's inability to not be an asshole with the 'are your hands clean' but inability to see palm dejected and eating it#thirdly the way neung just tests boundaries and checks his power over palm with the 'if i want 100 pieces' thing like broooo#but also him dangling the order and command that they're friends over palm's head#with bringing up smth like 'aren't you my friend' or 'can my friend not?' (idk i just heard __ puen gu mi dai-o?) to get palm to eat

2-4

ben and neung are cute together lol ben trying so hard

pls the gong sound when Palm catches Ben and Neung together like girl it’s not that serious

oof idk whether I want Ben to be a schemer or not 

ooh Ben seeing Palm get into Neung’s car and also seeing the motorcycle people cut them off

Palm huddling Neung 

damn Tanya really going “Palm you must protect Neung both physically and emotionally” as if that’s just a regular ask of someone. + Neung overhearing them say it too and Palm making eye contact while agreeing

Fave Scenes: 

Pengyou touching throat scene, it’s just mind-numbing and I’ve already written about it above

the Roti Sai Mai scene bc so many things are at play

Ep 3 (Jan 4/5)

It’s 12:30AM on Jan 5 and I’ve finished reading Son of Neptune, the first bit of Mark of Athena and last part of Blood of Olympus. Then had a crisis about whether to retry reading the Trials of Apollo series or finish the Malec book #2 (The Lost Book of the White or smth) or catch up to this ep rip so many things pulling me. Think I’ll just watch the first part of this ep and go to sleep and finish the rest tmrw

3-1

please Neung’s pleased face at getting Palm to sit next to him in the car

I wonder what Palm’s dad thinks about 1) Palm disagreeing with Neung and 2) Neung saying “you can be physical and i’ll be the brains. that way we’re a good match.”

Episode Name: Enemies

once again Neung’s face at indirectly standing up for Palm during Chinese class

Neung really divulges to Phum that it’s troublesome and unstable at home after his dad’s death (like even saying his uncle’s mad or smth)

who’s Phum’s dad? What’d Neung mean by he saw him in the news?

lol Ben pulling a Bad Buddy Pran with the “you and Palm... what’s your relationship with him?” except instead of asking Palm (ie. Ink), he’s asking Neung (ie. Pat in this scenario) which I guess also happens in the sleepover scene in ep 4.

oh, Neung’s telling Ben that Palm’s his driver’s son, mans is just in a divulging information mood today ig

Ben’s straightforward with his “if you need a friend or someone who can take care of you, I think I can do that”

“I just want someone who believes in me and doesn’t treat me like I’m weak” “I don’t need extra training to do that for you.”  smooth Ben

(Fave) This Ben and Neung interaction like I’m loving the Ben and Neung progression bc I wanted this relationship and love triangle to happen so bad. i also talked about why i want it down below. 

3-2

ahhh Ben with his air of innocent presumptions and subtle digs and letting Palm know his own place while also letting him know Ben’s place with the “I’ll be around more often. Hope you can trust me more, I won’t hurt Neung”

(Fave) insane dynamics while dancing. Palm dancing with Macky while staring at Neung and Neung staring back while dancing with Ben. The two pairs bump into each other. Then Neung shaking off thoughts of Palm and Macky (girl is it Maggie or Macky) that night vs Palm smiling while imagining him and Neung dancing instead; shows where each person is in terms of their feelings as well.

time for me to sleep

3-3

I hope they keep up this thread about the land Tanya’s taking back or whatever and the citizens who were leasing the land are upset about it. She reassures Neung that that the land is theirs and they’re doing nothing wrong but hmmm

oof the shooting range scene. “think of someone you love and want to protect”

please I miss how Yang and Tian were so ride or die best brothers for each other in To Sir, With Love despite everybody putting them in competition. Chopper’s disinterest toward Neung’s position and empire gives me Yang vibes so I kinda want them to be supportive happy cousins pls (though if Chopper gets mad at Neung or betrays him to help his dad, that’d be interesting too)

oh Chopper saying “Don’t get too close to [Ben]. He can’t stay close to someone for too long.” cuz they used to be close in grade 10 (they’re in gr 12 now ig?)

damn Chopper’s dad really pushing Tanya. It’s not that he’s wrong because Tanya is struggling but giving him parts of the business doesn’t seem like a viable solution either since he’s such a snake

Chopper’s kinda interesting because he also makes digs at Palm but it seems more unintentional than the passive-aggressive digs Ben was making at Palm. Chopper seems like in the same boat as Neung where they don’t fully understand how to bridge these social class gaps elegantly.

Chopper’s dad now knows about Palm... wonder if he’ll try to use him or anything

lol Palm “talking back” and teasing Neung at the pool, so true

oh yeah Ben’s comments were eating away at Palm, which makes sense. ig it’s good that he went to ask Neung whether he told Ben about Palm being his servant and Neung both admitted it but also said he didn’t say servant

okay i knew smth about necklace being taken by Pawin’s character. so Neung puts it in the locker, Pawin (Phum?) sees, steals it when he goes to the bathroom while Neung’s in the pool, Neung realizes his locker is unlocked and the necklace isn’t there but he has a tracker on that thing lol good for him

3-4

no interesting because I do want Neung’s parents to be capitalist leeches who are cheating the villagers and Phum's family to be suffering bc of it and Neung to have to come to that reckoning (even though he doesn’t deserve to be bullied by Phum and other students)

lol Phum clocking their gay asses and thus resorting to homophobia

Palm going into a blind rage hitting Phum for hurting Neung

(Fave) this necklace putting on scene is sooooooooo and the convo before it too

Fave Scenes

Ben and Neung’s little convo about Ben being his bodyguard

the Ben-Neung and Palm-Macky dance scene + the imaginary Neung-Palm dance. I like the music during the scene as well

Palm retrieving Neung’s necklace and Neung letting him put it on him

Love Triangles

The reason I’m so in for this Ben/Neung relationship is that I loved the image of Ben and Neung holding hands while Palm walked behind them sooooo much omg. I like pining and jealousy up to a certain amount but pining forever for no reason without saying anything or being overly jealous over nothing is very offputting, so pining because your crush is in a relationship (not to mention the class divide) + the jealousy from that is just so good.

Also, I say I hate love triangles but I just hate it when we the audience and the characters all know the endgame couple. In YA love triangles, A clearly loves B much much more than C but will string C along for so long and they won’t even really have a blossoming romance or go far. Media with love triangles that work are The Infernal Devices trilogy (Will, Jem, and Tessa all love each other dearly and Tessa does get into a serious relationship with Jem before with Will and then again with Jem after Will dies) and to a smaller extent, Light On Me (Taekyung was actually interested in and invested in Daon but the relationship didn’t work out because of character differences, not just because we all knew Shinwoo was endgame from the beginning).

Here we can see what draws Neung to Ben (his one friend at his same social status, Ben saying the right things) and why, even if Neung likes Palm (TODO: which does he? and does he know whether he does?), he’d pursue a relationship with Ben. So, I hope that regardless of whether Ben’s a scheming bastard or dies or they just break up, that their relationship makes sense for both Neung’s character and the narrative and how Palm reacts to it.

Characters

I think the strongest aspect of this show is the characters; I love how they’re being created.

Neung is a rich boy, he’s sassy, he’s naive in certain aspects but he’s very clever in others and can manipulate situations/people to his desires. 

Palm is falling a bit too fast for my tastes (does he really think of Neung as the great love he wants to protect when shooting?) but is interesting nonetheless with how he interacts with Neung when alone vs with others outside of the house vs with Neung when others are around

I think Phum was interesting because even though he’s a pesky asshole, if we were watching the show from his POV of having his father attempt suicide because some capitalist fuckers were taking their land and making them lose money, we’d be so mad at the heir of this empire, strutting around and acquiring the benefits of squashing other people 

Chopper seems genuine so far, even though he keeps accidentally offending people (Ben’s intentions with Neung, calling Palm a servant). He’s also kinda funny about Ben, as if mans got his heart broken by him.

Ben listen I like him because he seems like he wants something, though I can’t tell if it’s only to be Neung’s bf or more. He seems calculated but I don’t think he’s fully evil, more like passive aggressive and wanting something. 

I’m curious to see more about Chopper and Ben’s story as well.

Ep 4 (Jan 7)

I’m splitting my time reading the Trials of Apollo novels (30% in book 2) and watching this, so it’s taking a while for me to catch up here

4-1

I wonder if the Phum thing is done or he’ll continue doing things

oho, the way Palm and Neung took forever to let go of each other’s hands

Episode Name: Love

another pleasant Neung and Chopper interaction but I keep anticipating it turning sour in the future maybe

lmfao did Neung really come outside to stare at Palm washing the car in short sleeves and shorts for a minute and then go back inside

naurrr is Maggie (prev. Macky) tricking Palm to hang out or did he forget?

pls the way Neung looks down/over Palm’s body like 3 times as if he can’t control his eyes when Palm opens the door shirtless

pls Neung’s “when I hear you, nobody will hear it *smirk*” 

please Neung dragging Palm up to sit on the bed and Palm’s facial expression like pls let me live i’m done

Neung’s so forceful with Palm both with how he speaks and how he just grabs his jersey, it’s acc soooo alkdjf he’s kinda mean? arrogant? condescending? about Palm’s choices of festivals though, it’s kinda interesting because that’s not how new friends would talk to each other

4-2

ohhhh interesting, in this Neung and Chopper convo, seems like Neung doesn’t want the business but Chopper does. “I never want to do it. Do you wanna do it?” “Don’t joke with me about this, sutt. I may take it seriously.” “You can take it” in a jokey manner but I wonder whether it’s foreshadowing something; Neung giving it to Chopper in a happy way the way they’re talking here or Chopper (with his dad) taking it by force

lmfao Palm and Maggie really hung out at Palm’s basketball practice?

ooh jealous Neung seeing Maggie post an ig post of her and Palm

please usually Neung finds it amusing when he gets Palm to take back to him but now Palm not doing the assignment because he went out all day + spent time with Maggie but also doesn’t say that he spent time with Maggie means Neung gets irritated at his quips

not the story of the holiday being of trails of love and separation lmfao parallels to Palm and Neung ig

what is with this showwwww “If you can [get an A], I’ll have a reward for you” “What?” “What do you want? I can give you everything.” first Neung talking about scolding Palm and now rewarding him goddammit Jojo

please the Ben and Chopper scene is so good. Chopper apologizing for insinuating Ben wants something from him and Ben confessing that he wants Neung to like him back and Chopper’s vision goes hazy. Then him encouraging Ben to confess ahhhhhh and the way Chopper tells Ben to confess is actually mind-bending, like he’s saying all his own thoughts aloud as someone with an unrequited crush on Ben but framing them as Ben’s situation with Neung

Ben: I thought we’d stop being friends after what happened that day. <-- girl what happened on what day?!?!?!?! 

4-3

Palm praying as he hands in the assignment lol

naurrr Neung and Ben are so cute T.T Ben giving Neung the cut paper craft with Neung’s name and reassuring Neung about not devaluing himself, ah cute

I’m not into them more than I have into Neung-Palm but I’m sooo glad they didn’t cut this out from the mock trailer

Also interesting that Neung said he has good feelings about Ben and feels good about being told that he’s liked by such a popular guy like Ben and he’s never been confessed to before. he however doesn’t say that he likes Ben in a romantic sense, though I do think he kinda does

yeah it’s an awkward, stiff kiss but I’m not really mad about it the way people on twitter were lol to me, it’s not meant to be fireworks and passionate because that’s not really their story? It’s cute, a bit awkward, a bit fumbly, and in the end, not quite right not quite what the other needs

oof, I know that Palm saw the kiss based on spoilers but right now, the audience and Neung don’t know that

Palm’s “I don't have a right to get mad at you” 

okay verrry interesting, how at first Palm was sitting down, so even though he was speaking cutly, Neung was taller than him --> Palm gets up all defiantly, making him higher up than Neung --> Neung gets mad and is like aren’t we friends? Why aren’t you telling him things? and then gets up on the higher ground so that they are on the same ground and equal height

Neung saying “You cannot hide your feelings for me” about Palm being upset about smth but like hmm lol

Neung in the closet

Palm really doesn’t trust Ben and I can’t tell whether that means I shouldn’t trust Ben either because it’s foreshadowing or if it’s showing that Palm’s jealous lol

Once again, Neung talks about being wanted by Ben but not about wanting Ben. so ig that’s where they’re heading in terms of Neung liking Ben back

Neung also likes it that he has Palm to watch his back

beautiful beautiful Neung in the bathtub tbh

oof Neung thinking about the Ben and Neung kiss only to be overtaken by Palm and himself thoughts

4-4

ooh i’m so excited to see terrible shitty drunk Neung

oh Neung grinding his teeth with jealousy at Palm and Neung

hehe Neung and Ben are cuuuteeee idk idk

insane shot of Neung taking shots while in the bg Palm and Maggie are talking about going on a trip with a fishing boat

Also this screenshot from @/justafriend-ql from this post about this scene playing out the 4 rules of firearm safety from ep 3

Neung looks beautiful why drinking as well + his watch on his left wrist

upon rewatch: someone pointed out that Palm says ‘Neung’ while trying to dissuade Neung, not Khun Neung ahhhhh guttaral screaming

ohhh terrible horrible words from a drunk Neung hurled towards Palm  which contradicts how he had been trying to act so far but really got Palm where it hurt

upon rewatch: after Neung’s said the words about Palm being his servant and lackey etc, Palm goes back to saying Khun Neung

“You can dance with her but you can’t dance with me, huh?” Oh Neung is fucked in the head rn

oh so that’s how the fight happened? I was wondering how they’d have that in the middle of a cute dance party

oh gross they really had spit and vomit on Neung’s mouth after his retching, fascinating choice

oh Neung was nottt doing well “Palm, I can’t breathe” :0

This episode was so good, it gave me things I wanted (Neung-Ben) and things I didn’t know I wanted but are great (terrible words from a jealous, possessive Neung)

When they added Perth to the cast, I was afraid that they'd scrap the Ben-Neung storyline from the mock trailer or tone it down but no, they're giving me what I wanted!!! We got cute Ben-Neung interactions where Neung’s entertaining it because he likes the attention and Ben might like him genuinely or may have hidden intentions. It’s so good. I saw some people upset that the Ben-Neung kiss happened and that it happened before any Neung-Palm kiss which I don't understand because why would you want Neung-Palm to happen and then for Ben-Neung to happen? bffr. also people were annoyed that it was an awkward kiss but like? i’m pretty sure it’s supposed to be? Ben’s into it but Neung’s not really super into it bc he’s using Ben to feel good, not because he’s romantically interested. I love Neung stringing him along, he’s so selfish and also into Ben being romantically interested in him rather than his wealth or power.

terrible Neung lashing out at the end but ahhh that was so good to me like the whole entire thing with Neung's initial jealousy while playing the piano, followed by the Neung and Ben conversation, the shots of beautiful Neung drinking with Maggie and Palm in the background talking about going on a fishing boat, terrible horrible words from a drunk Neung hurled towards Palm which contradicts how he had been trying to act so far but really got Palm where it hurt (+ Palm’s Neung --> Khun Neung) and then the “You can dance with her but you can’t dance with me, huh?” is soooo fucked. the fact that they had spit and vomit on Neung’s mouth after his retching? fascinating choice. and then Neung was nottt doing well the way he was reaching for Palm and the “Palm, I can’t breathe”

It’s kinda not fun to read the reddit on-air thread or watch tiktoks of ep 4 thoughts because everybody hates ben and/or neung diao but like goddamn there’s no reason to hate ben beyond “eww he’s getting between my ship” (+ some people mentioned him negging Palm in that dance class but like? he’s a jealous boy trying to get his mans? and he seems kinda sus but the hatred seems disproportional to what ben has done so far). with neung diao, the point is that he’s flawed and traumatized and doesn’t know how to have friends and is terrible, like idk whatever it’s just not fun to read rants because i’m having fun with the choices the show is making 

Next Ep 5 Preview: I didn’t watch it but ofc I’ve been spoiled anyway. Someone spreads the photo of Ben and Neung kissing across the school and I think Ben’s terrified of his father or something. Ahh so fucked

I’m excited to watch this for the next 2 months! My second on-air show! 

[somedaytakethetime]

Wait did you already post that list of kinks of the players or am I blind as hell? (If not please get your time, I know that this is a lot)

No, I haven't but... *cracks knuckles* why not? And now for our latest edition of 'Players and...' *drum roll, Jenkins, please* KINKS!!

Manuel Neuer - Pain, humiliation, praise, spanking (to him), spitting, bratty Sub Kasper Schmeichel - Spanking, choking, spitting, handcuffs, his tie, whatever he's got at hand, Dom 100% nothing but Dom Simon Kjær - I know he has kinks.... but I can't figure out which ones... I think he likes ordering people around, soft Dom I'd say Łukasz Piszczek - he looks freaky as heck. I can see him being into tying people up, and also having a bit of a daredevil thing... little bit of an public display of affection if you know what I mean Mats Hummels - if I say he has a Daddy kink Jade will 100% take me to court, so I'll be quiet..... Gregor Kobel - why can't I see him get kinky?? maybe he'd try the regular stuff: a little bit of tying here and there, maybe some light smacks on someone's bottom... Marco Reus - don't make me, please don't Leon Goretzka - I have to think about this one a lot.... I don't see him be kinky? I just maybe basic regular stuff? Probably blindfolds I think Federico Chiesa - total exhibitionist.... don't ask why because I can't explain it... Leonardo Bonucci - biting (others) Nicolò Zaniolo - he's young dumb and the rest of the saying, you know? I'd say he'd be willing to try a lot of stuff... *cough*pegging*cough* Alessio Romagnoli - this man is not kinky. ANYONE that tells you he is is LYING TO YOU!! Ciro Immobile - ties, blindfolds, spanking Davide Calabria - I see him be down to try a lot of stuff, but like light stuff only Matteo Pessina - he's not very kink. sucking hickies onto people doesn't count as kinky, Matteo, shut up... Manuel Locatelli - what kinks DOESN'T he have?? Eric Dier - spanking, choking, spitting, Dom Hugo Lloris - tired old Dad, his biggest kink? a full night of uninterrupted sleep god bless Rúben Dias - this mofo would try to handcuff you to the bed, but secretly? he want you to handcuff him instead..... *cough*pegging*cough* Ben Chilwell - the piano... that's all I'll say.... Andriy Shevchenko - spanking.... gentle Dom *horny sigh* Paolo Maldini - rough Dom, but in the good way, also spanking.... probably biting (others) but softly unlike Bonny Peter Schmeichel - spanking, soft Dom, blindfolds because he's shy about being old.... Jürgen Klopp - *snickers* there's a lot of them... but let's say he's fond of asserting his Dominance Giovanni Di Lorenzo - regular stuff, not super kinky, hickies don't count for you either Gio sit back down.... Patrick Cutrone - enthusiastic but he's a sub Roman Bürki - blindfolds, handcuffs, spanking, spitting (goalkeepers you know?) John Stones - this mofo gets creative! and he's on the freakier end... he's also the spitting thing... Thomas Müller - lederhosen... sorry Marco Rose - spanking, soft Dom Pepe Guardiola - actual Sub.... and a secret crush on Kloppo but he's the only one that thinks that's a kink <3 Benjamin Pavard - bratty Sub... handcuffs (on him), blindfolds (on him) Adrien Rabiot - hair pulling, that's why he keeps it so long, biting (on him), handcuffs (on him) Jan Vertonghen - he's so kinky.... he'd be down to try ANYTHING... he's also a total exhibitionist... Matty Cash - once more the regular bro stuff, probably would like handcuffs (on others) and blindfolds (on others) Kevin Trapp - the gym is his only kink <3 Thomas Delaney - hickeys aren't a kink, Thomas, it doesn't count for others and it doesn't count for you babe <3 Nicolò Barella - a baby, gets freaky but I refuse to go there because his kinks scare me Oliver Giroud - handcuffs (on others), blindfolds (on others), spanking (others), soft Dom but can be a rougher Dom if he'd like

[samcrobae]

HEIRESS

Characters: EZ Reyes x Reader

Warnings: language, smut, unprotected sex

You make your way into the clubhouse and see Chucky behind the bar. “Hey Chucky!” “Buenos dias senorita” Chucky replies, “templo. They should be out soon.”

“Cool thanks. I will wait here.”

“Need anything? Something to drink?” You turn to see a man in a white T-shirt, muscles practically bulging out of the fabric walk toward you. “Uhhh no, I’m good. Sorry, who are you?” He smiled a crooked smirk, “I’m EZ.. Ezekiel. Reyes.”

“Hm. Im Y/N” You grinned back. Just then the door opens and the boys come walking out. Angel approaches you first ���wassup Y/N see you met my little brother EZ.” You get off your chair and head for the table across from you “see you later EZ Ezekiel Reyes”. Coco saunters over to Angel and EZ, Angel raises an eyebrow. “Easy prospect. You don’t want her or the trouble that follows.”

“Why what’s her deal?” EZ asked. Angel wraps his arm around EZ, slapping him hard on his shoulder. “That, baby brother, is Bishop’s only daughter.” EZ closed his eyes and let out a sigh “shit”.

Bishop shouts over “Angel! You think your old man could get an order together for us On the quicks for tonight? I’m thinking cook out at my house”. Angel calls out to bishop “yeah! No problem, let me call him.”

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The music is blaring and drinks are flowing. Bishop on the grill while the club lets loose, drinking and enjoying the night. You were talking with some friends when you spot him. God why is he so sexy? You thought to yourself. “Hey.” He steps beside you, offering you a beer and you take it. “Hey EZ, I’m glad you made it out.”

Bishop spots you from across the yard and notices you and EZ engaged in conversation while you laughed and played with your hair drawing closer and closer to EZ. He watches as you laugh at something he says and then place your hand on his arm. He motions to Angel “Angel, Coco, break that shit up.” Coco snickers as he and Angel make their way over. “Hey Boy Scout my beers a little warm eh?” Coco says. Rolling his eyes EZ goes to grab more beer and Angel follows. “What the fuck bro, you got a death wish man? I told you stay away from her. She’s off limits” “we didn’t do nothing man, just talking.” EZ replies. Angel let’s out a chuckle “yeah well don’t looo at her , talk to her, think about her. And please, whatever you do. Don’t fuck her”.

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You were in the kitchen cleaning up at the counter when you glance up to see EZ standing in the doorway. “Hey you.” You smiled at him. He walks over to you and turns you around. “What are you doing Ezekiel?” “I been thinking all day about getting you alone.” He places his hands on your waist and you rest your hands on his forearms. “Oh yeah? Why’s that?” He leans in and places a kiss on your cheek. Then your jaw. Then your neck. You close your eyes and let out a drawn out breath as his kiss on your neck sends a shiver down your spine. He comes up and looks at you and you him. “If you’re gonna kiss me Ezekiel, I think now is the time.”

He laughs and leans in and places a gentle kiss on your lips, one hand cupping your cheek and the other making its way up your shirt. You wrap your hands around his kutte and pull him closer, deepening the kiss. His tongue runs along your bottom lip and you let him in. His hands now roaming madly under your shirt. You pull away, breaking the kiss, “Hey, let’s get out of here. Your place ?” He looks over into the living room to see Bishop and the guys all deep in conversation. “Yeah, you take your car. I’ll text you the address.” “K, don’t let my dad see you follow me out prospect.” You give him a quick kiss and head out.

“Excuse me, you uhh mind if I head out? My old man called, needs some help at the shop.” Bishop makes eye contact with EZ. “Yeah get outta here go.” EZ thanks Bishop and heads out. Angel watching him leave all the while. Pulling into the driveway EZ spots your car a few houses down. You make your way to him and he cuts the engine and gets off his bike. You make your way inside and as soon as the door shuts EZ pulls you into him, arms around your waist, your hands on his biceps.

“Just a disclaimer, if your dad finds out we’re here, I’m a dead man. We don’t have to.” EZ rests his forehead on yours. “Well then I guess we better make sure he doesn’t find out”. You retort. He crashes his lips into yours and you meet his kiss. His hands hungrily roaming your body. You pull at his kutte pushing it off his shoulders and he removes it, placing it on the couch. He grabs the hem of your shirt and lifts it over your head, watching your hair fall down your shoulders. He lifts you into his arms, your arms around his neck and he carries you into his room. He gently lays you down on bed and hovers over you kissing your cheek, the corner of your mouth, lips, making his way down your neck. Your body was on fire, his lips on your skin felt like electricity. You let out a moan and pull at the bottom of his shirt, “off. Now.”

He gets up and removes his shirt, your eyes falling to admire his toned body. “Come here prospect.” He gets back on the bed and you run your hands up and down his abs, his hands working on the button of your cut off shorts while sucking harshly at your neck and collar bone. His mouth makes it way down to the top of your breasts, where he leaves quick kisses and pulls your bra down. He slowly rolls his tongue over your nipple, the other between his fingertips as he pinches at the other. “Ezekiel... take off your pants”. You could feel your panties were soaked, eager to have him inside you. Getting off the bed he removes his pants and you can see how hard he is under his boxers. He quickly reaches over and pulls your shorts, along with your panties down and to the floor.

He spreads your legs apart, exposing yourself to him, and you suddenly feel completely vulnerable. “Jesus fuckin christ.. you’re gonna be the death of me.” He removes his boxers, and your eyes go straight to his cock. He’s rock hard and he gets back on the bed, and runs a finger down your slit. Your eyes close and you let out a soft whimper at his touch. “You like that?” He whispers in your ear. You nod your head in response but it wasn’t good enough. He shoves a finger inside you and you let out a gasp. “I can’t hear you.” “Yes...” you breathe out. He removes his finger and brings it to his lips, licking your juices off.

You can’t take anymore. You need to feel him inside you now. You sat up and pushed him onto his back. Straddling his lap, you take his cock and run it over your pussy before slowly sinking onto him. You throw your head back and let out a moan as he lets out a breath. “Shit EZ.. you feel so good inside me..” you start to rock your hips into his, finding a rhythm as he hands move to your hips to guide you. “Fuck Y/N. Keep going...” he brings his hips up to meet yours with every thrust and you both pick up the pace. Your hands are you in your hair as you push your chest out and he pulls you down and takes a nipple into his mouth. “Fuck EZ... fuck... yeah like that...” your moans fill the air and after a few more thrusts you can start to feel his become sloppy.. “I’m gonna cum Y/N...shit..”

“Cum for me EZ, fill my pussy up..please...” you feel a tightness in your belly and your breath is unsteady “Ezekiel.... I’m cumming .... fuuuuuck...” you both find your release at the same time. He holds himself still as he felt your walls clench around him , his hands on your back. Your head falls forward and rests on his, both trying to catch your breath. You place a kiss to his lips and come up from on top of him. Laying in his bed under the sheets you find yourselves drifting off into a deep sleep, his arm over your side.

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Your eyes flutter open as the sun peeks through the curtains.. you search for your phone but can’t find it. You must have left it in the living room last night. You look over at EZ, peacefully asleep. You roll into him, planting kisses along his shoulder. He slowly wakes up and looks at you and smiles. “Hey.” “Hey, we fell asleep...what time is it?” He turns to grab his phone and checks the time “8:30” he replies. “Okay, I gotta pee. Where’s the bathroom?” “Down the hall, last door on the right.” You get out of bed and EZ leans over grabbing a fistful of your ass. You grab his T-shirt off the side of the bed and throw it on as you walk out.

You pass up the kitchen and see Angel in the kitchen, carton of orange juice in his hand and his eyes go wide when he sees you. “What the fuck, bro! Y/N what the hell! You’re gonna get him killed.” EZ comes out of the room. “Angel please don’t tell my dad I’m here.” He looks at the two of you. “Man little bro. Well what are you gna tell him when he asks you where you got like 30 hickies from?” Your eyes go wide and your hands grab your neck. You were so lost in how good his lips felt against your skin you hadn’t realized how hard he was sucking. “Shit!” You run to the bathroom and look in the mirror.

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[soldierstark]

Why Am I Like This | Part 2 | JUGHEAD JONES X READER

Description: After finding out his best friend is in love, Archie tricks Jughead into telling him who the girl is later that evening. He's sworn to secrecy which makes lunch the next day difficult when Kevin, Veronica, Betty, and the reader keep asking questions about the mystery girl.

Word Count: 1856

Part 1 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5

When Archie found out that Jughead was in love, the first person who popped into his head was (Y/N) though he didn’t dare say that in front of the others. He wanted to make sure before he said anything.  She and Jughead were as close as could be and had a type of chemistry that just didn’t fizzle out.

He was also suspicious of the fact that the minute (Y/N) started talking about the possibility of going to the homecoming dance with Matthew Jackson, Jughead left without any rhyme or reason. Coincidence? He thought not.

The stairs leading up to Archie and Jughead’s shared bedroom creaked under the weight of Archie’s footsteps. His dad was still downstairs watching TV, creating a nice background noise.

“Hey man,” Jughead acknowledged when Archie stepped into the room. Archie watched as Jughead flipped through flashcards whilst laying down on his makeshift bed.

Archie kicked off his shoes and sat down on his bed facing Jughead. “What are you studying for?” he asked when his eyes fell upon the flashcards in Jughead’s hands.

“Biology prefixes and suffixes,” was his answer. “I don’t understand why we even have to learn these things. Biology is a class for science not latin roots.”

Archie unzipped his backpack and took out Jughead’s laptop and placed it on the floor next to him, a plan being conjured up in his mind. “Want me to help you study? I need to learn those too.”

Jughead sat up and put his laptop in his lap. “Would you? That would be extremely helpful.”  He opened it and started doing who knows what while handing Archie the flashcards.

“Yea no problem,” Archie replied grasping the cards. “I’ll read the prefix and suffix then you tell me the meaning. Okay?”

Jughead nodded absentmindedly only half paying attention, his mind focused on his computer. Perfect.

“Dia-,” Archie said then flipped the card over.

“Between,” Jughead answered without looking up the screen.

“Fuse-.”

“Pour.”

“Grat-.”

“Pleasing.”

“How long have you been in love with (Y/N)?”

“Four months,” Jughead replied without hesitation. His posture went rigid as his head whipped up to meet Archie’s eyes. “Shit.”

Archie let out a laugh and clapped his hands together. “I knew it!”

Jughead sighed and closed his laptop. “How did you find out?”

“Just a hunch,” Archie replied with a shrug of his shoulders.

It was silent for a moment until Jughead let out a gasp of blasphemy. “You went through my computer didn’t you!” he accused pointing a finger at Archie’s chest.

Archie nodded sheepishly. “Yea we did I’m sorry but you seriously need to put a password on that thing.”

Jughead shook his head in confusion and looked down at his feet. “Okay that explains how you knew I was in love but not anywhere in any document did I use a name. How did you-,” he stopped talking mid-sentence and looked back up at Archie. “Wait we? You said we did. Please tell me you all didn’t read it.”

“Kevin and Veronica made us! They shoved the computer at (Y/N) and I and after seeing their reactions we couldn’t not read it Jughead. It’s not even that big of a deal none of them even know who you were writing about and I promise I won’t say anything,” Archie informed trying to put his friend at ease.

With a groan Jughead laid back down on his bed and rubbed his face with his hands. “Sure they don’t know now Archie, but our friends are nosy as hell, case and point. Plus Betty is a very good detective so it won’t be long until they all find out which will suck because (Y/N) definitely doesn’t feel the same way.”

“Jughead you don’t know that for sure,” Archie said in a soft voice.

“Alright then, tell me this then,” Jughead quipped looking over at Archie. “When you guys were reading that document, did (Y/N) seem upset at all? Did she storm out full of jealousy or cry because of a broken heart?”

Archie didn’t know what to say and after a moment of silence Jughead looked away.

“Exactly.”

  The dead leaves from various trees crunched under my boots as I approached the lunch table my friends and I usually sat at outside. I wrapped my arms around myself and rubbed them against the thin fabric of my shirt trying to generate some heat.

“Hey there (Y/N) enjoying the weather?” Betty said with a laugh as I got within eye sight.

I took a seat next to Jughead and put my hands between my thighs trying to keep them warm. He gave me a smile which I returned, my heart rate speeding up slightly. I could feel heat rise to my cheeks but if anyone noticed my blushing they blamed it on the wind chill.

I looked away from Jughead and replied to Betty’s greeting. “Not particularly. I wore my one jacket this morning when I ran and it got all sweaty and gross. I didn’t think to bring another one because I didn’t think it would be this cold mid-day.”

“Aw sucks to be you,” Kevin said before taking a bite out of his sandwich.

I glared at him halfheartedly then turned towards Jughead. “Unzip your jacket,” I demanded.

He choked on whatever he was eating and started coughing violently. Archie gave him a look that I couldn’t quite decipher but I ignored it. After Jughead regained his composure he looked at me in confusion. “What?”

“I’m freezing cold and you’re a furnace Jughead I want your body heat,” I explained trying to sound nonchalant. He gave me one last weird look but did as I asked.

I moved closer to him and reached my arms under his jacket and around his chest, hugging him tightly. Jughead wrapped his arms around me and rubbed my back soothingly. My head rested on his chest and I could hear the erratic beating of his heart through his sweater.

“Did you run here or something Jughead your heart is beating really fast,” I mumbled keeping my eyes closed, relishing the warmth.

Archie snorted and I opened one eye to look at him from across the table. “What’s so funny ginger?”

“Nothing, there’s just, uh, a girl just tripped over, uh, tripped over a stick. Yea a girl just tripped over a stick,” he stuttered looking interested in his food all of a sudden. I knew he was lying but I didn’t push it. I was really comfortable in Jughead’s arms.

Veronica cleared her throat. “Speaking of girls,” she said with a tone of mischief.

Jughead’s chest rumbled with a deep groan while the sound of Kevin, Archie, Veronica, and Betty’s laugh filled me ears. I sat up and removed myself from Jughead, missing his warmth almost immediately.

“C’mon can we please not talk about this,” Jughead begged twiddling his thumbs nervously. A faint blush appeared on his cheeks contrasting with his jet black hair and blue eyes. He looked handsome as hell but I kept quiet though I was screaming on the inside.

“Aw c’mon guys leave him be. He doesn’t want to talk about her alright,” Archie said before taking a bite of his granola bar.

“Wait are saying her as in, like, you know who she is?” Betty asked leaning forward to get a good look at Archie.

He stopped chewing and looked at Jughead with wide eyes. “You promised you wouldn’t say anything,” Jughead reminded Archie who nodded in response.

Archie shallowed his food. “Yes I know who she is but out of respect for my bro I’m not gonna give up any information.”

Betty raised an eyebrow. “I don’t get why you’re being so secretive about this Jughead. I mean we all get crushes you shouldn’t be ashamed to talk about it. Just tell us who she is we probably don’t even know her there’s hundreds of girls in Riverdale,” she said gesturing with her arms.

Jughead shook his no and crossed his arms, leaning against the table. “You know as well as I do that word travels fast around here. If I tell all of you the whole town will know by the end of week which is the problem. She can never find out I like her.”

“Okay well now I’m thinking that we do know her which is why you won’t tell us,” I piped up tilting my head to the side.

“Alright I’m gonna done talking about this guys. Okay? I fell in love with a girl who doesn’t like me back and she’ll never know because I’ll never tell her. I mean she has no reason to like me I’m a hot mess so I don’t blame her. The whole situation is almost as depressing as one of Archie’s songs,” Jughead grumbled then took a sip of his drink. “Hey, you should write a song about my love life Archie. Your songs are always depressing as hell and my love life is a dam Greek tragedy. Just your cup of tea.”

Despite the sardonic humor in his statement I let out a laugh causing everyone to look at me. “What? He’s funny okay,” I trailed off taking a sip from my water bottle.

“Archie you’re not gonna sing something depressing at the Homecoming dance are you? Cause we need something you know happy,” Betty asked. “It needs to be something people want to dance too we already have a band doing the slow songs.”

Kevin scoffed. “This gonna be interesting. I’ve never once heard Archie sing a peppy song.”

“Yea there’s a reason for that because I sing stuff that I write and what I write isn’t happy,” Archie said running a hand through his red hair.

“Why don’t you just do a cover of a song instead of writing one?” Veronica suggested.

“Yea! Hey Archie if you want I can help you pick out a song? I have a lot of happy dancing music in my running playlist. I’ll be at the gym after school running on the treadmill until like 5:30, 6:00. Your welcome to come keep me company and in exchange I’ll help you figure out your performance,” I offered with a smile.

Archie sighed in relief. “Really (Y/N)? That would be great thank you so much. Hey, why don’t we sing together?”

My eyes widened. “Seriously? You want me to perform with you?”

“If you want to then yea I think it would be fun to have a friend up there with me,” he shrugged. “What do you say?”

I grinned and clapped my hands together excitedly. “Oh this gonna be so fun Archie yea I’ll do it.”

Jughead turned his head towards me, a piece of hair falling into his face.  “I didn’t know you were into that kind of stuff,” he said, his blue eyed boring into mine.

“Well there’s a first time for everything Jug. Plus what could go wrong?” I asked rhetorically.

I didn’t know it yet, but the Homecoming dance would forever change my relationship with Jughead. In a good or bad way you ask? Well you’ll just have to wait and see.