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LCD Soundsystem performing at New York's Bowery Ballroom on October 9, 2003
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This is just for fun with VM. I made another quick wallpaper artwork, this time for my Win9X, running on vmware.
This is actually a modified Win10 (Project 2000) that I came across on YouTube about a month ago. So it's not a true Win98/2000.
It's not a completely perfect modification, but for retro gaming it's actually perfect for me. Practically no limits for what I need. And the ability to play Dreamcast/Saturn/PS1/PS2/Arcade games and feel like I'm still on Win98/2000 is a very nice idea.
But like I said, it's all just for fun.đâ¨
https://www.deviantart.com/systemst91/art/Win9X-Girls-Wallpaper-1140472847
#y2k#90s#aesthetic#atmospheric#windows 98#2000#project 2000#cybercore#virtual#anime#wallpaper#webcore#2000s#bryce 3d#desktop#vmware#pc#computer#artwork#vaporwave#seapunk#win 98#cyber cats#dfa#just for fun
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#LCD Soundsystem#All My Friends#Sound of Silver#James Murphy#Electronic#Indie Rock#Alternative Rock#United States#2007#DFA#dfa 2164#upload
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look at my objects boy
#art#object show#osc#ocs#nfa#dfa#sobel#bash#powershell#i know the sobel one is kind of inaccurate bc it's an x-direction kernel and bla bla. it's ok. smile with me and dance
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The Demigod On Earth - Steve Rogers x Reader (The God of a Massive Pain in My Ass)
A/N: As soon as I watched the Loki Series Finale I knew I had to write this
Summary: A mysterious figure comes back from the dead... again.
Word Count: 2.2k
Warnings: Fluff! Light Angst! Loki Spoilers!
Dividers by @firefly-graphics
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The God of a Massive Pain in My Ass
You smiled softly as you looked over your shoulder at JJ who was excitedly telling you and Steve about his day at school. The school had been visited by the local fire department for a fire safety talk and JJ couldnât stop talking about all the cool things heâd learnt.
âThey brought a dog too! It was a dalmatian!â JJ exclaimed.
âOh wow, does the dog fight the fires too?â Steve asked as he glanced in the rear-view mirror.Â
JJ laughed and shook his head ânoo! They stay at the station to keep everyone companyâ
âAw thatâs very sweetâ you commented, running your hand over your bump and returning your attention back to the front.
As Steve turned the corner someone stood at your front door caught your attention. Your blood ran cold as you instinctively reached out to grab Steveâs arm âStop the car hereâ you told him.
Steve instantly did as you said âWhatâs wrongâ he said, eyes wide with worry as he looked over at you.Â
âNothing, just take JJ to the park while I deal with something,â you said, not taking your eyes off the person at the front door.Â
Steve followed your gaze before swearing under his breath âRight okay yeah sureâ he nodded.Â
âThank you, I shouldnât be long 20 minutes maxâ you tell him unbuckling your seatbelt.Â
âSweetheartâ Steve said putting his hand on your arm as you were about to get out of the car âDonât get too stressedâ he reminded you his eyes dropping to your bump. You shoot him a look that had him immediately backtracking âBut you know Iâd say this is warrantedâ
âYeah Iâd say so, 20 minutesâ you huffed as you got out of the car.Â
You waited until Steve pulled away again and was out of sight before you turned around to face your visitor who had the audacity to wave at you. You clenched your fists before storming up to the front door.Â
His mouth had barely opened when you swung and punched your brother Loki square in the face âWhat the fuck is wrong with you!â you screeched.Â
Loki groaned, hand cupping his jaw âI deserved thatâÂ
âSeriously what is wrong with you?! Do you get off causing pain to your loved ones? Do you not understand how horrible it has been to grieve you multiple times only to find out youâre fucking alive! You didnât think to come back and help us against Thanos?!â you shouted at him hitting his shoulders and chest.
âI couldnâtâ Loki sighed.
âCouldnât or wouldnâtâ you sneered.Â
âI couldnât because he did kill me, that was the moment I did die, or at least that version of meâ Loki sighed with a sad look on his face.Â
Your screwed your eyes shut and shook your head âWhat?â you said unable to make sense of what he was saying.Â
Loki sighed âI can explain if you would let meâ he said holding his hands up in a defensive manner.Â
You took a deep breath before looking up at Loki, you could see the sincerity in his eyes, eyes that looked tired and like theyâd seen too much âokay, but you only have 15 minutes now before Steve and JJ gets back and beware the dogâ you said as you pulled out the key and opened the door.Â
As expected Scout came bounding over and was his usual wiggly self. It was difficult to stop the smile that threatened to break out as you watched Loki try and negotiate the golden retriever. You led him through to the living room, sitting down as soon as you could because youâd worn yourself out already.Â
As soon as he could Loki sat down on the opposite side of the couch, hands ringing together nervously âdid Steve tell you about his time when he went back to get the stones?â Loki started, you nodded in response âwell Iâm the Loki who took the tesseract after Stark lost itâ he explained.Â
You hold your hand up to pause him âWait, so youâre from 2012? So the dark elves and Thanos thatâs not happened to you yet?â you asked.
âYes, itâs technically my future, Iâve seen it all play out at the TVAâ Loki explained.
âTVA?â
âThe Time Variance Authority, they control the timeline and ensure everything runs correctlyâ Loki explained, you blinked in confusion so he explained some more âMe taking the tesseract wasnât supposed to happen, by me taking it I became a variant and they arrested meâÂ
âSo you created a new timeline and they arrested you to get rid of that timeline?â you guessed.
âYes, exactly that! But thereâs more to itâ he said before recounting his story of the TVA and Kang the Conqueror.Â
âSo right now all the timelines are loose and itâs causing time to unravel and if you donât stop it the entire universe will cease to existâ you said pinching the bridge of your nose and trying desperately not to stress out too much about it.Â
âYes, but I know what I need to do, and it will work. I just wanted to make amends because I wonât be able to visit ever again,â Loki sighed.
âWhy not? Donât get me wrong Iâm still pissed at you but I just got you backâ you muttered.
âSomeone needs to hold all the timelines together once I hold on I wonât be able to let go againâ Loki explained âThereâs no other way, I wish there was but Iâll be able to see you, watch over this timeline, maybe thereâs one where we were all still together, you, me, thor⌠our parentsâ
You let out a watery chuckle hearing that, after everything you never expected Loki to refer to Odin and Frigga as his parents again âthat would be niceâ you said wiping away a stray tear.Â
Loki gave you a sympathetic smile which just made you cry even more, this was the brother you grew up with and you couldnât believe he was back only to leave for good.
âSorry, itâs all the hormonesâ you apologised as Loki wrapped his arm around you and pulled on in for a hug.Â
âThat is an exciting development, I saw a boy with Steve too,â Loki said.
âThatâs JJ we had him a year before the snap, heâs Steveâs mini-me,â you tell him with a warm smile.
âUrgh another oneâ Loki groaned which earned him a punch to the arm.Â
âAnd this one will be a little girlâ you smile gesturing down to your bum.Â
Loki smiled warmly âWell if sheâs anything like you sheâll be a handful, you were a nightmare childâ he smirked.
You gasp and shove his shoulder âOnly because of your bad influences, I recall both you and Thor egging me onâ
Loki just chuckled and shrugged his shoulder, his expression turned serious when you heard the car pull up outside âCan I meet JJ?â he asked quietly.Â
You sighed âhe thinks youâre dead, I donât know how to explain all this multiverse stuff to himâ you admitted shaking your head âItâs already been confusing enough that I came back but Nat and Tony didnâtâ
âWe donât have to tell him, I can say itâs part of my powers that Iâm able to visitâ he suggested, creating a duplicate of himself across the room which said âJust this once⌠pleaseâ
You let out a long sigh but there was only one answer. How could you possibly take away the opportunity for JJ to meet his uncle. The brother who meant so much to you growing up.Â
âOkay weâll see how he is but if he gets upset or confusedâ you warned.Â
Loki held up his hands âThen Iâll go and keep watching on from afarâ he promised.Â
You smiled softly before standing up to go greet Steve and JJ. You spotted Steve was lingering by the car trying to stall until you opened the front door.Â
âMommyâ JJ called out as he ran up the path to you âWhatâs going on?â he asked as he hugged your legs.Â
âNothing sweetieâ you reassure him âWe just had a surprise guest, one who would like to meet you if thatâs okay?â you asked him.Â
Steve arched a brow as he walked up to join you so you gave him a reassuring look to say it was all okay.Â
âOkayâ JJ nodded as he took your hand.Â
âGood, heâs very excited to meet youâ You smiled softly as you led JJ inside the house towards Loki.Â
To your surprise, Loki was pacing back and forth in the living room, but as soon as you walked back in he spun around and smiled proudly back at you âHiâ he said his voice catching slightly.Â
âJJ, this is your uncle Loki,â you said introducing him.Â
JJ tilted his head as his brows pinched in confusion âI thought you were up in the stars?â he asked.Â
The corners of Lokiâs lips twitch upwards âI am, but I have special powers that allow me to visit you, only this once thoughâ Loki explained as he took a few tentative steps towards JJ.Â
âPowers?â JJ asked.Â
âYeah, look at this,â Loki said as he knelt down and created a bright green bunny to appear in midair, you bit back a laugh as you recalled him doing similar tricks when you were a child.Â
JJâs eye lit up at the fake bunny, you smiled as he rushed over to Loki to get a better look. Steve moved to stand in JJâs place beside you, wrapping his arm around you and pressing a kiss to the side of your head.
âYou feeling okay?â he asked softly.Â
You nodded your head watching as Loki and JJ got to know each other âyeah, heâs not back for good but Iâm glad Iâm getting to see him one last timeâ you admitted quietly.Â
âHow is he back?â Steve asked.Â
âHeâs the Loki who stole the tesseract when you went back for it, but by doing that he created a new timeline and this is a variant of the Loki we know, but he knows what happened to our Lokiâ you explain âApparently all the timelines are loose and unravelling at the moment but it's okay because heâs going to go back and hold them all togetherâÂ
Steve blinked a couple of times, his mouth opening and shutting as he tried and failed to comprehend what you just said. He finally shook his head and let out a long breath âIâm glad weâre retired and donât have to deal with this anymoreâ he muttered.
You snorted âYou can say that again, although it is interesting to think of all the different timelines out there, how different our lives might be in themâ
Steve shook his head âthey wouldnât be any different, I would have found you in every universe and timelineâ he said.Â
You smiled softly up at him âI love youâ
âI love you tooâ Steve smiled as he leaned down and kissed you softly.Â
A short while later Loki stood up from where heâd been hanging out with JJ âI think my time is running out and I have a few more places to visitâ
âAww canât you stay?â JJ complained.Â
Loki smiled softly âunfortunately not, but Iâll be watching over you so Iâll never be farâ he said gently ruffling up JJâs hair.Â
JJ still pouted but stepped forward to give Loki one of his bear hugs âBye Uncle Lokiâ
âBye little oneâ Loki smiled softly as he hugged JJ back.Â
âJJ why donât you and Dad go make a start on your homework while I walk Uncle Loki outâ you suggested.Â
âOkay say hello to Auntie Nat and Uncle Tony for me pleaseâ JJ pleaded.Â
âConsider it doneâ Loki promised âNow get on with your work, intelligence is your best weaponâ
JJ grinned back up at him before making his way over to Steve to make a start on his homework. You and Loki made your way back outside, pausing on the front porch neither of you really wanting him to go.Â
âAre you going to see Thor?â you asked.
Loki chuckled âYes, got any tips?â he smirked.Â
âTake a shield, heâs got a mean axe nowâ you warned.Â
âAny chance I can take Steveâs?â he asked hopefully.Â
You laugh âOh so itâs not too patriotic for you now that you need it?âÂ
Loki shrugged âI might change up the colour scheme, green and gold might look goodâ he smirked.
You snorted and shook your head âWell youâre out of luck because he gave it to Sam when we retiredâ
âDamn, Iâll think of somethingâ Loki sighed.
Silence fell between the two of you âI wished you didnât have to goâ you sighed.Â
âMe neither, but that's the hero gig right?â Loki said.Â
You chuckled âYeah it is, Iâll miss youâÂ
âIâll miss you too, but as I said to JJ, Iâll be watching over you, being a proud big brother as your family growsâ Loki smiled, resting a hand on your shoulder âI need to go nowâ
âOkay,â you muttered, your voice thick with emotion as you stepped closer to hug him tightly for the last time.Â
Loki hugged you back, pressing a gentle kiss to the top of your head before stepping back. You watched him walk down the path towards the road. He looked back once before an orange doorway opened and he stepped through, disappearing for good.
âGoodbye brotherâ you whispered.
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Head: DF-A MAX Body: DF-A 1/3 Boy Body Ver.5 (62cm) Face-up:Â _ducmon_
#ball jointed doll#bjd#bjd community#bjddoll#bjdhobby#bjdphotography#legit bjd#bjd collector#bjd photography#my dolls#charm doll bjd#charmdollbjd#msd bjd#bjd photo#DF-A#DFA#Doll Family A#sd bjd#sd#dfa max
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my first in-person game of BattleTech went well, in terms of fun
in terms of my actual playing...eh? I deliberately went in with a sub-par 'Mech, used questionable tactics because they were fun, and I scratched the paint on the "final raid boss" ED-209 Turkina with a store-provided Hatchetman's axe, so whatever, man
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69th Boing Star of the Jade Falcon's Omega Galaxy.
Listen, if Malvina Hazen made one mistake, it was not duct taping Partial Wings and Talons onto every single mech in her touman.
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After Cari, my dark tan TD Doll XunYiChao, arrived, I decided to do a small resin comparison of currently available colors for tans and 1 normal pink skin.
Light tan from TD Doll is very very pale, it doesn't show much darker than an slight olive toned normal skin. In comparison, dark tan is really a rich dark color, definitely worth the $60 extra for it (light tan also comes with a $60 up charge for a 1/3+ sized doll).
I also compared the light tan to some other light tan resins that I have at home which are currently available from their respective companies with and without flash:
Jointed Hand: TD Doll normal pink 2019 (yellowed)
Spare male hand: DFA light tan 2021
Full arm and hand: TD Doll light tan 2020 (I labeled it wrong)
Foot: Iplehouse peach gold skin 2021
I have a couple of other tans at home, which are discontinued or have been updated as color options, such as:
LoongSoul french brown 2021 (Black Dragon release)
TD Doll tan 2019 (was replaced in 2020 with light and dark tan options)
Dollzone tan 2013
Dream Valley original tan from 2020
Soom bronze from 2012
Fairyland tan 2013
So yeah, just let me know if you want any other colors compared!
#bjd#abjd#ball jointed doll#izasbjdphoto#bjd photography#legit bjd#iza rambles#iplehouse bjd#iplehouse peach gold#td doll light tan#td doll dark tan#td doll#telesthesia doll#telesthesia and dragon doll#dfa light tan#doll family a light tan#resin comparison#bjd resin comparison#bjd tan resin comparison
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IâM NOT FROM WILLIAMSBURG OR SILVER LAKE DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY OTHER OBVIOUS COMPLAINTS
#^kind of a ironic lyric considering run dry sounds like something dfa records would have put out on 12"#but also drag em king#Spotify
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Itâs us.
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what are deku and mimi's first impressions of each other?
ok tbh i'm embarrassed so i'm putting this under a read more
in the au where we meet in hs i'm very much who let this child in this class cuz i'm basically shinsou's hypegirl bestie and he's actively bullying class 1a meanwhile izuku is like oh no a pretty girl is talking to me and ignores the fact that i'm calling him a kindergartener because he just really wants me to pay attention to him
in the au where we meet as adults but are enemies i think he's an asshole but also want to smash so bad like desperately and he has no idea why i'm slandering his name in public but also his pants get tight any time i'm on screen calling him a hypocrite
in the au where we meet as adults but we're neutral to each other i mostly don't like heroes in general as a concept because i think they're too idolized as opposed to like regular ass everyday heroes like teachers, firefighters, doctors, etc but i'm quickly won over by izuku specifically because he saves me from an active shooter in the hospital lmfao. in that au he admires me more than anything at first but also thinks i'm a little too anxious (the active shooter is technically my fault so i have a good reason) and takes me to coffee but then after that develops a crush
in general the theme is usually we technically sort of fall in quasi-love at first sight but there's always some kind of complex tension and it's usually something EYE do that causes problems
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Light Asylum (2012)
#music#poster#posters#2012#light asylum#mexican summer#dfa records#shannon funchess#bruno coviello jr#hologram parade
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#LCD Soundsystem#James Murphy#Losing My Edge#Indie Rock#Electronic#Disco#United States#2002#DFA#dfa 2123#upload
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Actual footage of me after I do too much homework after putting it all off.
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The Demigod On Earth - Steve Rogers x Reader (Love and Thunder)
Summary: Thor pays you a visit and your family expands by one.
Word Count: 1.8k
Warnings: Light Angst! Mention of Character Death! Talk of Cancer Thor: Love and Thunder Spoilers!
Dividers by @firefly-graphics
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Love and Thunder
Summer was probably one of your favourite times of the year, especially now that you had less work over the summer vacation and more time to spend with JJ. Today Steve also had the day off from work so the three of you had decided to spend a day at the pool.Â
You were just about to leave when a spaceship of all things landed on your front lawn.Â
âWere we expecting any visitors today?â Steve muttered quietly to you.Â
âNot that Iâm aware ofâ you muttered back, you didnât even recognise the ship.Â
The door to the ship finally opened and you had your answer âUncle Thor!â JJ exclaimed running off towards his uncle before you had a chance to stop him.Â
âJJ careful!â Steve shouted after him before furrowing his brows âWhoâs the girl?â
âHuh?â you hummed before spotting the little girl who looked to be a similar age to Thor walking off the ship behind him.Â
âLittle man youâve gotten so big!â Thor boomed as he lifted JJ up.Â
âThor, I didnât realise you were visiting today. Whoâs your little friend?â you asked as you and Steve walked over to him.Â
âI did send a raven, did you not get it?â Thor frowned.
âNot a raven no⌠did you send an email?â Steve answered.Â
âNo, ravens are more reliable and faster,â Thor said shaking his head âAnyway this is my daughterâ
You choked on some air âDaughter?â
âYes, I adopted her just a couple of weeks ago and thought weâd visit for your birthdayâ Thor explained nodding over to Steve.
âMy birthday was two weeks agoâ Steve pointed out.
âOh my apologies, itâs been an eventful couple of weeks,â Thor said with a visible gulp, his voice breaking slightly.Â
You instantly picked up that something was wrong and this visit was more than just introducing you to your niece âUm Steve why donât you take the kids out to the backyard i think me and Thor have some catching up to doâ you said putting a hand on Steveâs shoulder.
âBut what about the pool?â JJ pouted.Â
âWeâll go later or tomorrow, why donât you show your cousin all the tricks youâve taught Scout?â you suggested.
JJâs face instantly lights up âOoh yes câmon!â he said gesturing to the girl to follow him. The two kids hurried to the front door, Steve following closely behind.Â
âRemember no lasers Love!â Thor called out as she went, making Steve look back over his shoulder in shock.Â
You gave him a reassuring smile and thumbs up âWeâll keep watch from the kitchenâ you told him before returning your attention back to Thor âIâm sorry I just realised I didnât catch her nameâ
Thor furrows his brows in confusion âI just said it, Itâs Loveâ
âRight my mistakeâ you muttered âWhy donât we go get a drink and you can tell me more about my new nieceâ You patted him on the shoulder and guided him inside.Â
Thor followed you inside and to the kitchen. You paused by the kitchen window looking out to quickly check on the kids and Steve outside, no laxer burns anywhere yet which was good.Â
âDo you want a drink or anything?â you asked turning back around to face Thor.Â
He shook his head and took a deep breath âHave you spoken much to Jane recently?â he asked.
You furrowed your brows at his question, unsure of the relevance âOh um, no not reallyâ you said shaking your head as you moved to sit down at the kitchen island âNot through lack of trying, I reached out a couple of times but assumed she was busy, whyâd you ask? I know you guys havenât been together since before the snapâ
âAh right well um we haven't but we crossed paths back in New Asgardâ Thor explained clearing his throat as he shifted from one foot to the other.
âNew Asgard? What was she doing there? Research?âÂ
âShe was looking for thisâ Thor answers holding out his hand, to your surprise instead of Stormbreaker appearing, Mjolnir did instead.Â
Your jaw dropped as you looked at the hammer, you could see the cracks from where Hela had destroyed it yet it had been fused back together âI-I donât understand I thought it had been destroyedâ you muttered in disbelief.Â
âMe too, but turns out I put an enchantment on it to protect Jane so when she touched it, it healed itself and herâ Thor explained.
âHer? What was wrong with Jane?â you asked shaking your head.Â
âShe had terminal cancerâ Thor sighed, swallowing thickly as he looked down.
âOh gods thatâs awful, itâs a good th-â you started before your brain caught up. Thor had used the past tense, he had the hammer with him now and his demeanour didnât convey happiness that sheâd been cured âWait⌠you said hadâ you said voice becoming thicker âWhat-â
âShe passedâ Thor answered without you needing to finish your question.
If you hadnât already been sitting, you would have needed to because you felt yourself deflate at the news âshit⌠Iâ I- Thor Iâm so sorryâ you muttered.
Thor gave you a small nod before letting out a shaky sigh âYeah- um Iâve changed my mind, you donât happen to have any ale do youâ he asked weakly.
âNo, and you know that would be a bad idea anyway,â you told him with a sympathetic sigh, you didnât have alcohol in the house full stop, with you pregnant and Steveâs hiccup with Asgardian liquor during the snap you only got it in for special occasions and in small quantities âcome sit down and tell me everythingâÂ
Thor sat down with a heavy sigh but to your relief told you everything that had happened the past couple of weeks. You tried your hardest to hold back your tears as he told you everything but with the hormones, it was a losing battle.Â
âIâm so sorry you went through all that Thor, you did all the right things though and I know as hard as it is to hear it but Jane is in a better place now, she wonât be suffering anymore,â you told him softly, resting your hand on top of his.
Thor nodded âSheâs in Valhalla nowâ
âExactly, but please reach out more if you need me, I donât want you to go back to that dark placeâ you said.Â
âI wonât I promise, having Love⌠itâs something to focus on, a light in the darknessâ Thor told you making you smile softly. You knew that Steve had felt the same about JJ when you were gone.Â
âShe is, and if you ever need us weâre hereâ you promised him.Â
âThank you sisterâ Thor smiled.Â
The backdoor opened and the two kids ran back in, Steve following close behind with an apologetic look on his face.Â
âMom, is it time to go to the pool yet?â JJ asked as he came to a stop next to you.Â
âYes sorry, weâll just need to get Love a swimming costume on the wayâ you told him.
âYes! Câmonâ JJ said getting Love to follow him, Thor went with them leaving you and Steve in the kitchen.Â
âYou okay?â Steve asked putting his hand on the small of your back as you stood.
You took a shaky breath and nodded your head, âyeahâ you said your voice breaking, it wasnât true and Steve definitely knew that but you just werenât ready to talk about it.
The rest of the day at the pool Steve periodically checked in on you. You stayed out of the pool on the sunloungers with your book which Steve could tell you hadnât actually read a single page of. Whenever he looked over to you from the pool you were either looking off into the distance or watching the kids play with a sad look on your face.Â
He wanted to know what it was that Thor had told you that made you so upset but he wasnât going to push you. You clearly needed some processing time and he wasnât going to ask Thor either.
That evening after saying goodbye to Thor and Love and putting JJ in bed, Steve found you in bed curled up as best as you could on your side. Steve climbed into bed next to you, wrapped his arm around you and pulled you gently into his side. You rested your head against his chest and started sniffling.
âYou ready to talk about it?â he asked softly.
You sniffled and wiped away your tears âJane diedâ you whispered.
âOh,â Steve muttered, his shoulder dropping.
He didnât know Jane as well as you but knowing she was gone was hard to hear. He knew the two of you were pretty close following your fight against the dark elves even if you fell out of contact throughout the years.
âTurns out she had terminal cancer, I just canât believe I didnât know, that I couldnât be there for her,â you said shaking your head.Â
âIâm sorry sweetheart, I know you would have done everything you could of, did Thor know?â Steve asked as he rubbed your back soothingly.Â
âNot until just before,â you said before recounting everything that Thor had told you.
âWell as hard as it is to hear it seems like she didnât want people to know and we have to respect that decision even if it hurtsâ Steve sighed as he held you close.Â
âI know I just wish I had reached out moreâ you sighed as you snuggled further into him.Â
âI understand, when people die it makes the people that are less behind regret all the things they didnât doâ Steve sighed âI regretted not telling you that I loved you more, I regretted everything that happened with the accords and that we couldnât move into this house when I originally planned, Iâm just glad Iâm getting a second chanceâ
You smiled softly up at him âI love you too, every day for the rest of our livesâ you whispered.
âI love you tooâ he smiled as he kissed you softly âAnd when we get an opportunity we can go visit and say goodbyeâ Steve suggested.
You smiled and nodded your head âIt might have to wait until this one comes along but Iâd like thatâ you said running your hands over your bump.Â
âSounds like a planâ Steve smiled.Â
The two of you relaxed together, Steve grateful to feel you relaxing in his arms. He replayed the day in his mind unable to quite comprehend everything that had changed in less than 24hr. He had a niece now, something he didnât think would ever happen.Â
âI know weâre supposed to love familyâŚâ Steve started âBut love is terrifyingâ he said making you burst out laughing. He smiled and laughed along with you, glad to see you smiling again.Â
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