#despaircrown

[princessonia]

@despaircrown. 🌹

Gentle fingertips intertwined delicately between long, blonde strands, tying the beautiful golden tufts in a pristine crown braid. As was often the case, surely mother and father would fuss and say such personal attendances were to be left up to their handmaidens, but should there ever be a person in this world she'd bend the rules for, it was her beloved twin. Pinning the trail in place, she then put her hands lightly upon the girl's shoulders, leaning down to look over her shoulder and into the mirror.

The reflections gazing back were two identical sets of azure optics. Sonja, the older, smiled upon Sonia, the younger. She ran an hand down the silken strands for good measure, and not a single knot remained.

"Beautiful as ever, dearest little sister."

[redemptioninterlude]

[ BRUSH ] sender brushes / styles receiver’s hair

domestic intimacy meme ( no longer accepting ) + @despaircrown // sonia

oh! how the mighty fall~ sonia, darling, who sits behind her to brush her hair, junko's signature pigtails pulled out and loose to be admired, all golden blonde, like sonia's own. only everything about her is fake... the smile, THE HAIR, the everything. sonia, though... she sits there with all that delicate ease, as if she hadn't a single worry... perhaps, because that was the way that junko made it so. warping her mind, twisting her heart. sonia truly thinking, now, that she was here doing her kingdom good!

when really, it sat in ashes by their feet, outside these walls. tall, tall, the castle sits, the princess and THE ULTIMATE DESPAIR within it. untouchable and problematic, the future foundation would find no place within here to make purchase. the brush combing, rhythmic... and junko wonders.

should she feel bad for WHAT SHE'S DONE to these upperclassmen of hers? is there a twinge of guilt, of remorse, of regret?

NAH! because fuck that shit. this wasn't the disney channel, and she wasn't looking for some redemption story to remake her life and prove her as anything other than vapidly empty. her grin, spawning sharp edged and dangerous, reaching back to gently take sonia's hand within her own. "you're so wonderful~" cooing, toxic, acidic, that liar. "let's finish my hair. i want to look perfect when you give the final orders! i can't wait to see you do it with me by your side~ sonia... my sweet, perfect princess of despair~♡"

[sakuraprompts]

(piggyback) - for your muse to leap onto my muse’s back for a piggyback ride (Mondo)

"Oof!" Mondo grunted in surprise when he felt her crash into him. "Jeez, woman! Take it easy, will ya?" He sighed, shaking his head but he couldn't hold back a little smile.

"Alright, alright. Where to?"

[dcgfight]

“Just relax, I’ll wash your hair for you.” 

With one arm in a cast, it was more than a little difficult to perform tasks she wouldn't think much about with two hands. For example, bathing proved frustrating when Iako had been given specific instruction to keep the cast dry.... which ultimately lead to the embarrassing situation of seeking out the help of the one other person she felt somewhat okay with seeing her like this. Er, naked..

Still, being together didn't prevent the raging blush from keeping up her neck at the feeling of Sonia taking a spot behind her in the tub and offering to wash her hair. (In a way, it made her more antsy... worried that she'd do something wrong.) Calm down, Iako, you've faced much bigger and nastier challenges then this...

"Fine, okay..." She quickly muttered when she realized the princess' fingers had paused in her hair, seemingly waiting for a response. Eyes darted to the side, wondering just how long this would take and finding herself unsure if she wanted this to go quickly or for as long as it could.

(Feelings were hard, she missed it when she could go throughout her day uncaring of anything and not getting flustered over some pretty, pretty princess...)

[heraid]

it   feels   so   wonderful,   so   forbidden   —   for   two   women   to   gossip   as   though   it's   their   own   scared   language.   to   finally   ease   into   the   commonality,   the   actuality   of   relating   to   another   person   :   a   foreignness   that   feels   stark   to   mikan,   unfamiliar,   terror   baring   teeth   like   a   sharpened   knife   block.   nursely   slack   expression   was   an   allusion   to   her   benignity   /   heraldess   of   hospitality.

❝   ahh,   i-   it   makes   sense   that   s-   someone   as   refined   as   you   would   love   the   classics.   ❞   pleasant   grin,   radiant   glow   of   acceptance   illuminating   the   apples   of   her   cheeks.   ❝   i   have   been   watching   the   final   destination   films   recently   .   .   .   it's   j-   just   so   titillating   to   see   all   those   horrible   p-   people   die   strange   and   cruel   deaths   !   ❞   perhaps   a   bit   too   much   excitement   regarding   the   content   of   said   film   franchise.

❝   sp-   split   the   cost   ?   ❞   she   echoed,   processing   the   words   over   and   over   in   her   mind.   it   seemed   the   safest   of   option,   no   crying   of   her   burden   thrust   onto   sonia   should   the   princess   suffer   the   brunt   of   the   cost,   nor   any   resignation   to   her   status   of   lesser   should   the   cost   be   left   up   to   her.   ❝   o-   okay.   that's   .   .   .   a   great   idea,   nevermind   -   san.   ❞

    The moment Mikan mentioned she liked horror films; Sonia lit up like a Christmas tree. It would be nice to have a friend that shared similar interests. Something the princess had yearned for, for so long. Something that she was denied back in her home country. That now she was finally allowed to do freely as a normal girl.

    “I quite enjoy the blood myself,” she whispers almost conspiratorially. As she was aware her proclivities were not exactly princessly. “The slashers are my favorite; like Jason or the Michael Myers. I do hope the other girls do not mind.”

    Sonia’s head cocked to the side as Mikan mentioned paying for the snacks. It was something she had not even thought of. “Do not fret Mikan, we can split the cost.” After all money was never really something that the princess had to worry about. “We are going to have a fantastic time – I promise.” She wanted to show Mikan, that friendship was not transactional. That they could simply just be.

[ripjulie-gone]

Any blog recs? <3

OOO As a matter of a fact I do my lovely nonnie doodle. There was no specific fandom so I will give a variety!

@daevilhorns + @politestrange , @wheeling, @eddie, @jiwone, @mikae1a , @solitarysurvival , @possessedchain , @postguilt , @irous , @frenzity , @killershe, @stabtheory , @stabvirgin , @unseenking, @klaeus, @despaircrown @cardiomyapathy, @deadranch, @redemptioninterlude, @deweyr1ley, @finalslay @ghostfought, @spxnglr, @desiredprince, @bettermonster + @r4chelamber, @therelentless, @godpyre, @adrenalrun, @e1igius, @barhd, @nickgoodc, @dehddie, @gareththegreat, @whtrbbit, @webheadedhero, @red9, @salvatoraes, @swinchstr, @seesgood, @clockworkfm, @shroudedmalice, @yrghostie, @depictedmorada, @kinghaargrove, @ner0tic, @id0lss, @queenifice

THERES SO MANY MORE. But have these lovely doodles that i adore ♡

[chmerical-a]

do you have blog recs? <3

phew lets do it:

@redemptioninterlude - z, z, z!!! this is my girl, an amazing friend who's not afraid to keep it 100. writing with her is an absolute dream, top tier writing, top tier muses, gold staR @sylkshe / @ithirial - heathyn!!!! is such a darling, so sweet, so down to try out anything, and a talent!!! you will not regret the follow @sunxsin - kaaaaaay!!!! they a lil quiet on the dash rn but i'm still shouting them out cause they're amazing and deserve the love @aquariusvibes / @despaircrown - talented ass queen, one of my closest friends, my wifey! phantom is one of my favorite humans, so full of love, and always down to be a fellow gremlin @azrahel - CHAR CHAR CHAR!!!! everything char touches is gold. i love her so very much & you will too! @daemondaes - i have known che since my st days and let me tell you, she and cherry are fuckin 10000/10! hilarious, talented, fantastic!! i highly recommend <3 @id0lss - alls is a darling with such talent and love for all their muses! i love reading their threads and headcanons, and guess what? they're also a frickin wonderful human!

and now the following are blogs i admire heavy & would love to get to know better & write with more:

@gareththegreat @fleuramor @deadranch @stabmacher @roseguided @murkyhazed @killjoysanonymous @s1cario @willowdied @risingmccns @ncxile @thrillor @forwardmoved @godclaws @goodberg @jockgolden @tridentwon @pizzatheif @goofily @tro9hy @deweyr1ley @story1ines @porcelainperformer @sangwoochos @typhoidcaught @04conduct @pyreshe @behttys @boltns @rohnnies @haloedcrown @eddie @wildhecrt @farginen @spllledwlne @dcmure @bravevolunteer @8ubbles @legacytaught

[mudskip-muses]

@despaircrown cont. from (X)

To Kazuichi’s surprise delight, he was met with a smile instead of a sneer, the mechanic so very sure that his past behavior was unforgivable and that Sonia would live out the rest of her days hating his guts. He would have understood, of course, he had been rather...vile. A lengthy intervention conversation with Hajime and Fuyuhiko is when he learned just how badly he was acting, Kaz genuinely not realizing just how uncomfortable he had been making her. Social cues often went over his head, and with his only role model being his father, well...

It took quite some time, but eventually he realized the Sonia he said he loved didn’t actually exist anywhere but his own mind. He did his best to explain as much to her once reality came crashing down on him, not to excuse his actions, but to explain them in the hopes it would show that he had realized his wrongs, and that he wasn’t about to make those mistakes again. To him back then, she was perfect, someone that his father would no doubt approve of, and maybe he would finally think something of his son if Kaz had gotten with someone like Sonia. 

But now? His dad was dead, killed by Kaz’s own hand in the throes of despair. There was no one left to fear impress, it was just him now. Many of them were the last of their family after what had happened, Kazuichi could still remember Gundham’s screams after he awoke from the program and the memories slowly trickled back. He had killed his mother in a mercy, to keep her from seeing what the world had become. They struck an accord that night, Kazuichi having been the one to find him curled up in the corner of his cabin. Their relationship was still rocky, but after a heartfelt talk where they both confessed they never actually hated each other, a friendship had begun, slowly but surely. 

An idea struck him then, as he turned the coconut about in his hands, seeking a soft spot to pry it open, a grin growing across his face as he turned to Sonia with renewed excitement. “Hey, I got an idea! Dorklord hasn’t left his room in forever, right? Maybe...maybe we can drag him out, and he can help us find some fruits in the forest, and we can make a whole feast of this! He knows where a lot of stuff is ‘cause of his animals, we found a shit ton of melons out there once!” That was back when gundham had left his room on his own for the first time, Kazuichi refusing to leave his side with the state he had been in since waking. It felt like so long ago now...

“Unless you think we shouldn’t bug ‘im. You know how he’s been since...” Everything.

[prettydead]

PRETTYDEADS.  a mutually exclusive and selective multimuse haunted by the mind of phantom ( she/her & 35 ). previously @phantasmtastic & @timerevolt & @aquariusvibes & @ordersburger & @leechtouch & @despaircrown & @backbitches & @noblyobliges & @anticheryl. an exploration of a copious amount of muses from a variety of fandoms. ( 18 + ONLY )

IMPORTANT LINKS.  carrd | usfw blog | promo | permanent plotting call | permanent starter call | shipping call | mains call | wish list | memes

BLOG ROLL . @timerevolt ( original time witch ) & @citizenstarlight ( annie january )

[redemptioninterlude]

@despaircrown - sonia gets a short starter for hitting the ♡ !

summer camp.. what a fucking NORMIE IDEA this shit was. leave it to hope's peak to come up with something so half baked, so pathetically on the nose, that they'd send out their students, their beacons of hope into the world to do good. it's free advertising for them, with all the work left on their shoulders!

junko only considers it for what it might do for her ultimate plan. for the world to bear witness to the hopelessness of what she could help to inspire. a place like silver lakes? she could see AMPLE GROUNDS for tragedy~ and how exciting was that? "urgh, this place like, gives me hives." with a wave of her hand, there's a certain level of disgust in her voice that pierces through. "i don't know how you're doing it, princess, i thought you'd be screaming for your servants already. or are you putting on a brave face for us, senpai." the words all sharply drawn, girlishly inflected.

- @despaircrown ( for the camp silver lakes verse! )

[quickdeaths]

what’s your phone wallpaper : My girlfriend's most recent cosplay selfie, as is multi-year tradition (currently, it's Raiden from genshin impact)

last song you listened to : Free Yourself by Jessie Ware. New album's good!

currently reading : Nothing at present, I just finished Jeanette McCurdy's memoir I'm Glad My Mom Died. Been reading a lot of manga/manhwa recently - How Do We Relationship? My Princess Charming, and No Love Lost Lady (many, many trigger warnings for this one). I've been enjoying reading more recently! I am always soliciting wlw/sapphic content so hmu with your best recommendations!

last movie : I saw Suzume with my girlfriend a few weeks ago. If you liked Your Name + Weathering With You, you'll like it probably, if you didn't, you won't. If you liked Your Name and thought Weathering With You was derivative... probably you will think Suzume is derivative too. I'd say not as good as Your Name but better than Weathering With You, and generally a nice watch.

last show : Just started Lycoris Recoil with my anime buddy over the weekend, looks promising! Also Ted Lasso season 3, which I definitely feel like is a step down in quality from season 1 and 2, but is still a decent watch.

what are you wearing right now : It's hot, so I'm just wearing a light t-shirt and some shorts and trying not to sweat my life away.

piercings / tattoos? : Earlobes pierced, left forearm half-sleeve tattooed! I want more piercings and tattoos eventually but money...

glasses ? contacts?: I have glasses, but they're for eye strain rather than for vision correction. That said, it feels like my vision is getting worse, so I should probably get my eyes checked soon.

last thing you ate? : Uhhhhhhhh... coffee and a few strips of bacon for breakfast I think.

favorite color(s) : Purple! Red is my second favorite though, and I have a lot more red stuff than purple stuff.

obsession : Hmm... Idk if I have one rn? RP? Hahaha, it's not that I never get obsessed with something, but maybe less than some people.

favorite fictional character : Marianne von Fire Emblem, Maki Danganronpa, Jason Todd, Kotori LoveLive + You LoveLive, Itto GenshinImpact. I dunno, I feel like I have less "favorite characters" than I used to?

tagged by : @moonsmultimusings (thanks!)

tagging : @fogcuts @despaircrown @velvrose @princessonia @pantherpersona @venomblessed @heraid and anyone else who wants to!

[sakuraprompts]

(lap) - for your muse to sit in my muse’s lap ( mondo )

"Oh.. H-Hey.."

He could feel himself blushing, but he couldn't look away. She was so beautiful.

His arms wrapped around her waist to pull her closer. Usually he was pretty confident when it came to the ladies, but she had him acting all shy. Good thing he didn't need to talk, though. Holding her like this was more than enough to let her know how he felt.

[redemptioninterlude]

@heraid // @despaircrown

[dcgfight]

6. Would your muse survive without modern technology?

6. Would your muse survive without modern technology?

Oh, easily. She pretty much already does?? Like, I think she just owns a phone and even that she uses rarely. Plus she basically grew up without anything at all, she's fine without the techs.

[fantasymuses]

Kokichi twitched his fox-like ears as he heard someone approaching him. He turned around quickly from what he was doing to greet the person intruding on his very important and very busy work. He blinked a bit shocked that he was suddenly approached by the so called Ultimate Princess. This was sure to be very interesting. He had of course done his own research into her and was very curious. She could be of potential use to him after all.

The kistune looked the princess up and down before plastering a grin onto his face. He took her hand in his own and gave her a firm handshake. “Kokichi Ouma! Ultimate Supreme Leader!” He then pulled his hand back quickly and moved to put his hands behind his head. His grin turning into more of a smirk “But I am sure you already new that~ Not many people wouldn’t know someone as great and important as me~ Now what would the Ultimate Princess want with little old me? Make it quick too. I am a very busy person after.” He shrugged his shoulders but made no move to leave despite his words.

    Kokichi was intriguing to Sonia – after all he was the Ultimate Supreme Leader. What could such a title possibly entail? She could not wait to get to know him better. Due to their labels, they were both destined to rule. Perhaps he could understand her in ways others could not. “It is most pleasing to meet you. I am Sonia Nevermind!” A dazzling smile grew brighter – as she extended her hand in his direction.

@fantasymuses ღ ( kokichi )

[redemptioninterlude]

❛ you look really pretty right now. ❜

everything, everywhere, all at once meme ( accepting ) + @despaircrown // sonia

some things in her life were obvious, and have been since junko was a child. things that come so naturally, that she learns to unpeel the objectives and desires of people around her with STARTLING EASE... ( what, like, it's hard? ) people are so fucking transparent, motivated by self satisfaction and selfishness and they see what they want to, and in junko, pretty girl with a face that moved those around her to tears, she was an angel born with the devil's idleness in her bones...

and everyone only ever saw her as that. BEAUTIFUL. how they'd excuse her curious violence, casually inflicted until she realises that nobody wants to see that. unless they do, and she learns to discern it all with frightening accuracy, eyes jittering, blinking fast. reading, reading, the intent of others and... when she comes to this place, this school, she can do the same with her peers, those meant to be the crème de la crème, and all she can think... is how fucking disappointing that is.

❛ you look really pretty right now. ❜

this one too. a princess in the literal sense, gaze flickering over her, and there's a smile that settles all sunny bright. she doesn't want to be tortured... she isn't sick, like some of the others. no. this girl, she wants something so much more complicated, doesn't she? SOMETHING REAL. and that's why it comes harder, to a girl used to cheap ends for cheap whores. "oh mi' gawd, like, really? that's like totally a compliment coming from you!" no, she wants companionship. a friend. something more. but not easy. not thrown. hand angled there at her hip. it needs to be a challenge. it has to pierce a lifetime of cautionary signs that she's learned to notice. "you're in the year above me, right? i'm enoshima junko~ and you are?"