#depression is a b 💔

[lxkeee]

Hey hey!!

Look what i made:D

Francis and [name]!!!

Kimda tried drawing it like fpe.

Fpe is Fundemental paper education!

It's little animation video on youtube:3

Btw i might make this au lol:33

Bye!<3

Have a nice day/evening/night!<33

:0 I LOVE ITTT THEY'RE SO CUTE 😭🩷 THANK YOU FOR MAKING THISSS

[sskk-manifesto]

Final rating: 100000/10 fabulous spectacular Wan did more for the bsd anime franchise than five seasons one movie one ova

[xxx-lilith-xxx]

How the creeps would react to having a closed off/depressed partner headcanons!!!

GN!

Ticci Toby

He feels bad that he can’t just… change it. He gets that you just prefer to be alone and don’t let people in very much but he feels kinda bad. He knows what it’s like to be all alone and he doesn’t want you to feel like that. He wants to help, wants to make you happy all the time, but knows he can’t and it pisses him off

I don’t really feel like he’s the this shy clueless uwu soft innocent boi that I’ve seen a lot of people make him about to be (everyone is allowed to have their own opinions and he’s not my character so I don’t get to say DEFINITIVELY how he is or isn’t, but I personally just don’t think he’s like this), and I feel like he has a good level of understanding of what it’s like to just wanna be away from people. He tries to help and get you out of your shell but not in a “but b-babe… don’t be d-depressed… waff-fles exists! What do you muh-mean that won’t help… mmmh… :(“ kind of way

Really dosen’t mind if you would rather stay in your room all day and just sit with him than go for a walk or hang out with the other proxies (yes I luv slender-mansion AU or wtvr it’s referred to as pls don’t hate me idk if that’s a normal thing or what im new to the fandom 💔). He just likes being around you

Brings you stuff when he’s out on missions that he thinks you’ll like. Just little stuff like a cool rock he found

You have a collection of rocks, snail shells, dried up old flowers, leaves, and literally anything he finds that he thinks is pretty

If you over think things and interactions a lot, he likes to sit in bed and rub your head. He says he’s rubbing the bad thoughts away. He’ll sit and massage your head for straight up hours while just sitting and talking

He can’t cook for shit but he loves making you food that he knows you like when you’re extra depressed/don’t feel like cooking. He’ll come into your room with a whole plate of food, cup of juice, and a big grin before walking over and covering every inch of your face in kisses and telling you how pretty you are

If you don’t show emotions very much or have a bad case of RBF he goes CRAZYYYYYY when you smile. Like he gets so flipping freaking happy. He’ll get this big dopey grin and kiss your cheek

“You’re s-so gorgeous when you sm-smm-smile, baby…”

“So are you…”

“Babe! Babe! Ch-check it out!! I f-f-found you a rock!!!”

“Oh yeah?”

“YEAH!!! It’s f-fucken’ red… l-look… it’s like… shiny and sh-shit… ILL PUT IT W-WITH THE R-RUH-REST!!!!”

“Kay…”

Nina Hopkins/Nina the Killer

WILL try to physically pull you out of bed. If you don’t get up and she can’t pull you out she gets in bed and pokes at your face and sides until you get out of bed and hang out with her

She dosent get not wanting to be friends either people. I feel like she’s a very bubbly person and wouldn’t understand why someone would just want to be by themselves

After you explain your reasonings to her, she gets it a little better but still dosen’t fully understand. She’ll always listen and hear you out on everything, though

Gets fake angry when you just wanna be by yourself or in your room

Genuinely cares even if she gets just a little pissy when you just wanna rot in bed

Gets ECSTATIC when she gets to go on missions with you. Like loses it. Not the best HC for this but idc because i wanted to put it in here 😊

“C’mon… get out of bed… I wanna do your hair… oh my god GET OUT”

“Ow… Nina…”

“Wanna play uno with me Jeff BEN and Jack?”

“No thanks sweetheart…”

“So you fucking hate me.”

Natalie Ouellette/Clockwork

Does not care ONE bit

If she wants you to go to the kitchen with her and get a snack, she will simply just grab your hand and drag you. Could not care less if you don’t want to go

If you get nervous around large groups of people or just don’t like it, she’ll hold and rub your hand if you have to be in a crowded room

Tells you how proud of you she is when you get back alone somewhere together

Loves laying in bed and doing nothing together and will just sit in your lap while you play with her hair or wtvr

It took awhile for you to open up and let your guard down, but when you did she became the most comforting person ever. She gets what it’s like to not feel like you have anyone to go to, so she tries her best to be that person to you

Like Toby, she adores rubbing your head and taking care of you. Especially if you’re having a bad episode, she likes to make sure you’re eating, bathing, drinking water and such, it makes her feel needed and helpful

I feel like she would really like to hold and cuddle you when you’re upset, but she’s very wry with it due to her past experiences. She always asks before she cuddles you, hugs you, and especially before she kisses you. She dosen’t want to be seen as anything like her brother so she’s extremely careful with physical affection

“You did so good today my love… I’m so proud of you…”

“I saw the way you talked to Jane today… you rarely ever talk to her… that was great sweetheart…”

“Come on baby… I want chips.”

“But I don’t wanna get out of bed.”

“Too bad. What kind do you want?”

“Hey… it’s alright… can I maybe hug you?”

“Yes please…”

“Come here love…”

Helen Otis/Bloody Painter

1000000% gets it bc he’s the same exact way

After you two get close and eventually start officially dating, his art space kinda also becomes your safe space. It’s where you always find him, and it’s incredibly calming

Just being around him and in his presence is calming. I feel like he always has a nice warm candle burning, the lights aren’t too bring but bright enough for him to see, and he has soft, classical music playing (he’s defo pretentious as FUCK and might try and quiz you on if the current song is Bach or Mozart), nothing in the room is really unnerving except for his pieces

Will sit right next to you when everyone eats together. It’s very comforting and calming for the both you you

He’s like always right next to you when you leave your room. That man does NOT want to be by him self around the rest of those freaks

Even though he’s not one for confrontation, he gets upset when someone pushes your limits. He got very upset and yelled at Jeff once for trying to make you upset and asking you a bunch of personal questions

AMAZING listener. Once you warm up to him and start to talk to him more, he loves to just sit and listen. He thinks you’re beautiful, so getting to stare at your face AND listen to your voice? Jackpot

He’s a bit awkward when it comes to feelings and comfort, but he tries his best. Hell nervously rub your back when he knows your upset or sad, or he’ll lean in and press a quick kiss to your cheek and then pat your shoulder

Also like Toby, he likes bringing you stuff when he knows you’re sad, but more so stuff to comfort you.

Since he’s a little less suspecting of being a murder than the others (*cough cough* JEFF *cough cough* NINA), he’s actually able to go out and buy stuff without being arrested. He’ll take money out of his victims pockets and buy you chocolate, stuffed animals, a new blanket, he dosen’t get that much money, but whatever dosen’t go to his art supplies goes right to you

“Love? Guess who got a surprise for you…”

“Hm?”

“Found some of that chocolate you like while I was getting some new brushes…”

“Is this candle alright? I know some people are sensitive to cinnamon. I can light the peony one instead if this one hurts your head.”

“Care for some hot chocolate? I’m gonna run down and make some”

“No thanks…”

“Hm. Tea? I’d rather you not have too much caffeine but coffee?”

“And she just… and I… I just… … … Helen?”

“Hm?”

“Are you listening?”

“Yes?”

“Are you sure?”

“Your mother never showed she cared about you and focused on her husband constantly, not even worrying how it affected you. I’m listening. Keep going.”

“I like this song.”

“Yeah? Name 5 Beethoven pieces right now.” (J/K)

Hiiiii!!!! Tysm for reading!!! This is my first time posting on here and my first time posting about creepypasta, so I hope I did well!!! Remember to drink water lovies <3

Also here’s some flowers I drew earlier :]

[starkandi3999]

SCP Foundation Headcanons part 1

I don't have art to post yet so here's my Researcher Talloran, Agent Kondraki, and Dr. Iceberg headcanons:)

For researcher Talloran<3

• they became anomalous after

surviving

gaining control over

dying to

SCP-3999, giving them the item number: SCP-3999 B

(I PROMISE THIS WILL BE AN OFFICIAL THING ON THE WIKI ONCE I'M OLD ENOUGH TO WRITE THERE)

(I will also tell y'all about their anomalous properties in another post)

• Despite being contained, they still work as a researcher in the foundation (this poor gal💔)

• she goes by any pronounce:)

• constantly experiences pain in random places in his body, especially on her jaw scar due to constant exposure to pain from SCP-3999

• do you really think that they'll eventually start to heal after surviving SCP-3999? HAHAHAHAHAH no.

Researcher Talloran cannot be fixed

• they love everything that Draven cooks, she'll eat anything that he makes, this includes his di-/j

• gets too engrossed in work a lot to the point that they sometimes forget to eat, sleep, and basically take care of herself(their crippling depression made it worse👍)

• they had depression before and after SCP-3999(it high key made it worse). Dr. Yamada, Glass and Draven are the only ones preventing them from growing an addiction tbh

• an insane pain tolerance, like literally if you were to stabbed them they would just say "ow" in the most monotone way possible and then proceed to sit or lay down on the floor

• works in the Antimemtics/Memetic Division, this hc was made purely because of "the drooling path" series on the wiki.

• also because he works in the Antimemtics/Memetic Division, they have grown a habit of observing things almost 24/7. SCP-3999 doubled it and made this habit constant

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For Agent Draven Kondraki<3

• hates olives, not because he thinks they taste bad but because when a person dies and their body starts to rot, the eyeballs end up looking like olives, and Draven is an MTF agent, so he's definitely seen alot of dead bodies before, so when he looks at olives, they remind him of rotting eyeballs

• Definitely has PTSD from working in the MTF, whenever anything unusual or sudden happens, even a little bit, he starts to tense up and agent instincts immediately kick in.

One time he was reading a book in the living room of his apartment, Talloran dropped a plate in the kitchen and Draven immediately came running in holding a gun just to make sure that James was safe and it wasn't an anomaly

• after Dr. Kondraki's death, he's been displaying his sword and more of his photographs on the walls of his apartment. And makes sure to preserve the sword with care and love

• loves animals, especially bunnies and rabbits. I made this hc purely because he calls Talloran bun/honeybun in the "like... clockwork" series and he had two pet bunnies named Krolic and Paul in "Draven and Dimitri hit the stage"

• the opposite of Dr. Gerald when it comes to driving, he does the most reckless and dangerous things while driving and yet he and everyone in the vehicle is somehow alive. Safe to say that his MTF teammates do not trust him with the wheel.

• he's 6,4 tall, I wanted him to be at least a little taller than Kondraki(6,3)

• A beautiful singing voice, but he doesn't really believe it

• he was one of those kids that "grew up" too fast at a young age and now his child self is slowly crawling back to him again, mainly because he had to take care of his father alot of times growing up

•has a saviour complex. Mainly because of his father, working in the MTF, and almost losing Talloran

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For Dr. Iceberg<3

(headcanons 1-4 are because of his body temperature)

• he has multiple heaters stationed in his office and his apartment so that he'll feel less cold, but for a normal person, it's fucking boiling hot in these place

• keeps alot of heat packs under his clothes

• refuses to drink or eat anything cold

• would sometimes instinctively get too close to fire because of how warm it is

• he mixes an ungodly amount of coffee inside his daily hot coco

• he'll choke you with his scarf if you dare call him "Elsa"

• don't let his small size fool you, he's pretty strong despite his shape, mainly because of his past time in the military

I'll make more headcanons of these guys and the other SCP characters soon:)

[owliellder]

The Finer Details

Post DI! Leon Kennedy x f! Painter Reader

MDNI 18+

(Session 1, Session 2, Session 3, Session 4, Session 5, The Reveal)

Description: Leon realizes that retirement is in his best interest now that he's getting older. All of his accomplishments as an agent mean he's truly earned a painting to commemorate..

Warnings: Not Proofread, Age gap! (reader is anywhere between mid-late 20's and Leon is 40), Porn w/ Plot, Use of she/her pronouns, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Alcoholism, mentions of trauma/PTSD/depression, P in V smut (wrap it NEOW), Leon cries during sex 💔

Tags: Older Leon Kennedy, Younger afab!Reader, Leon is SAD but he is your muse, Crying, mentions of Leon masturbating, starts off with Dom! Leon and Sub! Reader, falls into switch territory because that man needs some serious TLC, Praise kink, Hickeys, Handjob, Nipple play, Oral sex (m! and f! receiving), and a heavy dose of Aftercare

Author Note: I wanna say there's some pretty descriptive talk about depression in this chapter, just as a heads up. Anyways, it's my weekend and I'm going to be absolutely zooted every single day so the next chapter will most likely be out Monday morning PST lol.

Cross-posted on AO3

Session 3: Blocking In Color

It was nearly three weeks until you saw Leon again.

You tried to call him a couple days after he'd left that day, a few more times over the following week, but to no avail. The man was unreachable.

Even though you did your best to convince yourself that you just wanted to get his painting started, "It was an important one", you knew that you were really just worried about him.

You've seen this kind of dismay with the other retired agents that've had a portrait painted in the past, but they at least recognized what they'd been through.

Leon hasn't. You could just tell.

Looking over the sketches you made of his face, you couldn't help but wonder what exactly he'd been thinking about the last time he was here. He seemed so bothered, acting like he was hiding it so well, too.

Then again, you did drop a rather large bombshell on the guy while he was in a pretty vulnerable state, but you thought he knew what the portrait he was going to receive was suppose to mean. Again, most of the retired agents you'd seen were similar to Leon in that regard and even they at least had a basic grasp on the finality of it all. So why didn't he?

You nursed your bottom lip, still staring at the sketches laying in front of you while you sat at one of your desks in the corner. You normally don't come to your workspace unless you're actively painting, yet you'd shown up everyday in hopes Leon would randomly pop in. He seemed like the kind of guy to just kind of show up, anyways...

If you had just gotten a picture that day you've could've at least started working out the positioning for his portrait. Unfortunately, he wasn't in any position mentally to put up with anymore of your shenanigans at the time, it seemed.

You really did try your best to get ahold of Leon, eventually giving up a few days ago. You'd already emailed the President, who had been the one to personally commission you unlike with previous ex-agents, letting him know that it's going to be longer than expected. Thankfully he was understanding, knowing rather well how much the whole retirement thing was weighing on Leon.

You'll come back tomorrow and try again. Even the next day, and the day after that if you have to, and so on and so forth.

Guilty. That's all Leon felt right now.

He's been shelled up in his house since the moment he got home after leaving your building, withering away by the minute.

He hadn't showered, barely eaten, only ever really pulling himself from what little comfort his room offered to grab whatever bottle he touched first in the cabinet. Leon didn't care, just as long as it was something.

Chris had been over a couple times after he stopped responding to his messages, doing his best to get him out of the house. Claire had been over a few times more than her brother had, bringing groceries once she'd heard about the sad state Leon was keeping himself in.

It broke both their hearts, but they could only do so much for him. Leon was stubborn, head strong, he wasn't the kind to sway to many forces. He had somehow gaslit himself into thinking he was doing well. "Just peachy", even.

Clearly that wasn't the case, both Chris and Claire could see that. They'd have to be blind not to.

Having been in contact with Leon's government-assigned therapist, Chris tried to set up an at-home meeting for him one day. That turned out to be a disaster seeing as Leon was bordering on blackout drunk and could barely keep his eyes open. Not to mention the vomiting.

Claire even tried to bathe Leon. She only got far enough to wash his hair in his kitchen sink, using his vomit-covered mouth as an excuse to keep him over the sink long enough to shampoo his greasy, stringy hair.

All of it was weighing on him too much. He felt so guilty for making his friends feel like they had to babysit him, ignoring everyone's calls and messages, your calls and messages. That kind of thought process quickly spiraled into him reliving the worst days of his life, having to through suffer so many flashbacks and nightmares, not sleeping because of it. He rarely ever felt safe enough to get under the covers on his bed.

None of this is what he wanted. If it were up to him, he'd start all over; be twenty-one again, work as a cop, maybe get promoted a few times, find a girlfriend, start a family, have a normal life. Why couldn't he have that?

Staying awake night after night, Leon would stare at the ceiling in his bedroom and fantasize about the wonderful life he could've had, the happy memories he could've made. It would make him weep, longing for something that never could've been.

Instead, Leon was stuck with endless images of horror, death, and gore every time he blinked, and oh was he bitter about it all. So bitter, so angry, so...

Feeling sorry for himself was all he could do now. Sure, he killed all those monsters and zombies, saved all those people, not once did he think about himself through the years. Now he had all the time in the world to question and wonder, and having to think about himself and what he wanted most made him feel like a needy, greedy bastard.

But wasn't he allowed to be greedy, if only just a little? He had wants, needs, and though he wanted so desperately to change his past, he knew he couldn't. So, what did he want now? That, he didn't know.

Guilty for feeling this way, guilty for wanting different, guilty for wanting anything good for himself.

It took the better part of those two weeks for Leon to finally muster up some form of energy to stumble into his bathroom and shower one afternoon, dizzy and nauseous. The light emanating from the rest of his house was blinding, not having even bothered to close the shades he had on any of his windows. His room was kept a cave and that's where he stayed.

Leon now found himself sitting down in the shower just like before he'd decided to retire, only this time it was mostly to keep from slipping and dying. The last thing he needed anyone to see was him naked and dead in the shower. Embarrassing.

His thoughts at the moment were shallow, still pretty drunk from his bender, head lulling back and forth a bit as his vision spun. He was finally hungry again, the heat from the shower making that all the more obvious as he grew lightheaded, but he didn't know what he wanted.

After managing to actually crawl his way out of the shower, he dug through the pile of dirty laundry at the end of his bed, finding a pair of boxers that didn't smell too terrible to put on.

Leon used the wall heavily for support to walk out into his kitchen, muttering curses under his breath at just how bright it was. Opening his freezer, he stared at the meal prep containers left by Claire, grabbing one to attempt and read what she'd wrote on the sticky note attached to the lid.

That's right... She made him little meals, even putting them in the freezer so they didn't go bad as fast. All he had to do was put it in the microwave.

Simple enough, he could do that.

The one he chose was meatloaf and mashed potatoes. Just the sound of it had his stomach rumbling and his mind craving the comforting taste of a home cooked meal.

The first few bites in made Leon feel nauseous again, but once those bites hit his stomach the feeling immediately gave way to just how hungry he actually was.

He tried to pace himself, he really did try, yet he managed to devour the food in front of him in a matter of minutes, only pausing every few seconds to breathe. It felt so good, something warm in his stomach. Filling in all the right ways. Once he finished, he pushed the empty container away and just laid his head down sideways on the cool countertop, closing his eyes as he let the food settle.

As much as he wanted to degrade himself for acting this way, reducing himself to such a weird and pathetic state, Leon didn't have the mind to. All he knew right now was that the warmth that the meal Claire made him. Not to sound cliche, but he genuinely believed he could taste the love cooked into it.

For the first time in what was now two and a half weeks, Leon was awake and alert when Chris and Claire came over again. He'd eaten everything Claire made, holding all the now cleaned containers out to her. It was a silent plea for more, and lucky for Leon, she had just made another grocery trip for him.

Unbeknownst to him, Claire had been cooking here at his house. This entire time he thought she'd been bringing the meals over, assumed to be leftovers from cooking for her family. She did confess to hoping the smell of the food cooking would pull him from his room. It didn't, much to her dismay, but now she was just glad he was up and eating again.

As soon as Leon tried to apologize for dragging her away from her family, she was quick to shut him down with that mom stare she'd developed after having her kids. It worked, especially on him.

Chris was busy chatting up Leon while Claire cooked him another set of meals for the next week. It was hard to converse, but Leon did manage to nod and him as the other man talked about some random encounter he had the other day while out driving.

It was strange to feel so lively again. Those thoughts still clung to the back of his mind, though all he could focus on were his friends taking care of him like one of their own. Leon feels like he's been a terrible friend lately, seems as though the siblings standing in his kitchen didn't feel the same. He wasn't showing it, but Leon was definitely holding back a smile.

A couple hours had past, Chris opting to stay with Leon and eat lunch since Claire had to head back and help her husband with something.

The hug Claire gave Leon was phenomenal. After the hug he shared with you he's been craving that physical contact more than ever, so finally getting another good squeeze from a friend was boosting his mood.

Chris and him sat, ate, and talked about whatever came to mind, eventually asking about you.

"How's the painting coming along? Do you like the painter?" He smiled, looking at Leon with wide, curious eyes. That man always had a smile gracing his features.

Leon shrugged, taking a sip from the water he poured himself not too long ago. He was pretty dehydrated after solely drinking alcohol for the past couple weeks. "She's alright. Haven't started the painting yet."

Chris raised an eyebrow, placing his arms on the counter and crossed them as he leaned forward slightly. "Just 'alright'?" he emphasized the word "alright" with air quotes, which caused Leon to scoff.

"What else do you want me to say? I've seen her twice so far and its been fine." Leon lifted his hands up in confusion, palms facing the ceiling as he watched the man sitting next to him rolled his eyes dramatically. "C'mon, she was amazing for Claire and I- Okay, how about this..."

Chris repositioned himself so his entire upper body was facing him now, leaning in a little closer to ask another question. "Do you like the room she works in? Cause I thought it was pretty comfy. When she was focusing on Claire's part of the portrait, I took a nap over on that rug she had. All those pillows mixed with the classical music knocked me the fuck out."

He laughed, shaking his head at memory before looking over at Leon again. "So...? And don't lie to me, I saw that pillow on your couch."

Leon sucked on his teeth and hummed, glancing over his shoulder at his couch. "It's cozy, yeah." He brought his head back forward, patting his hands gently against the counter.

The two chatted for awhile longer before Chris eventually had to leave, giving Leon a firm pat on the shoulder while shaking him a bit. After he left, Leon was left to sit alone and think again, only difference now is he felt better. He was crazy tired, his social battery quickly drained from having his friends around, but he felt good nonetheless.

He wasn't ready at the time, yet after a sober night with solid sleep, Leon woke up the next morning and decided to just text you, hoping you weren't mad at him. Calling would've been too much at that moment, not even have listened to the voicemails you left, or anyone's, for that matter.

His chest felt tight after sending the text, but it was quickly eased about ten minutes later when you responded with nothing but enthusiasm. The smiley face you added at the end of your message made him smile, quickly wiping it away with his hand.

Your next session was arranged two days ahead of time in the late afternoon. Leon wanted to give himself enough time to recollect since he needed to look his best the following weeks. You told him it was time to start with the main painting, which you still needed a picture for.

During that time he finally shaved his stubble, went out and got his hair trimmed, tackled all the laundry he'd neglected, and got his best suit dry cleaned. All thoughts aside, he felt good and wanted to stay this way.

Needless to say, Leon was jittery when he pulled up to your workplace again. He was finally letting himself feel excited again about this painting. If it's anything close to what Chris and Claire's portrait is, then that excitement will only continue to grow the further along you get.

You were already there waiting for him at the door, a gentle smile on your face. That wonderful soft perfume that he missed reaching his nose once more as you lead him up the stairs and through the other door. Chris was right, if he had the opportunity, he'd take a nap on your rug. It looked mighty comfy.

Leon was thankful you didn't ask any questions on his whereabouts, he wasn't ready to talk. You were just as excited as he was about getting the painting started, if not more. Watching you eagerly move back and forth between the larger easel and your desks was a refreshing sight to the man.

You stood at your easel for a couple minutes, just silently looking from the blank canvas to where he was sat. You told him to get into a comfortable position, prompting him rest his right leg on his left knee, leaning back and to the side so he was sitting at a slight angle, arms resting on the chair's armrests.

You stared at him for a few seconds, tilting your head side to side with your eyes squinted. "Let me just-" you spoke in a hushed voice, walking over to Leon before cautiously reaching out to rest one hand on the underside on his chin while the other hovered over the side of his face.

You weren't an idiot, you knew what his absence was from. So you made sure to be careful with him, knowing he was probably still pretty fragile. Only gentle and cautious touches for Mr. Kennedy.

So close yet so far. His skin tingled in your hands wake, and god he hoped you couldn't notice his blush.

You could, but you wouldn't say anything. Besides, you weren't faring well yourself, hands a little shaky as you touched his face.

Leon just let you move his head to whatever position you wanted, his eyes now half-lidded as you had walked back a couple times to get just the right angle. You pulled away for a final time with a small "aha!" and he wished you would hold his head for just a little longer.

The floor where your easel sat was marked with an 'X' made with painter's tape, making it easy for you to stay in the right spot for the photo once you pushed the easel out of the way.

"Don't move." You held your hands up after analyzing his position, quickly hurrying over the corner opposite of your desks to grab a bulky camera that sat atop a tall tripod. You worked as fast as you could, knowing as long as you had a picture with him in this position then this whole process would go so much smoother.

You didn't even have to ask Leon to smile or look up at the camera since he was sitting there with a rather dopey smile, his eyes remaining trained right on yours. Nice and natural. He looked relaxed which is exactly what you wanted.

Just as a precaution, you took multiple pictures, giving him a thumbs up once you figured you'd gotten enough. His head back to rest on the chair at the okay, listening to the sound of you walk over to your laptop after untwisting the camera from the tripod. You printed out 3 copies of the photograph and taped one to a stand you had brought over to sit next to the easel, making sure it sat eye level to you.

The ball was finally rolling, now having what you needed to start with the main sketch. When Leon lifted his head up, he noticed that you were ready, sucking in a sharp breath through his nose while he shifted a little to get back in just the right position.

You twirled your pencil between your fingers before beginning to roughly sketch out the chair, eyebrows furrowing as you focused. Leon could see your expression, how intensely you zoned into your work. It was incredibly admirable and he found himself fully content in just watching you do your thing.

It didn't take long before you had sketched out his general shapes, now walking over to take the sketches you made of his face out of your sketchbook to clip up right next to the reference photo. The more finer details would be added later, but you wanted to get just the basic shapes of his face.

That didn't take long either, because before Leon knew it, you were telling him it was okay to talk. He was pretty animated with his hands when he talked, so you kept him quiet until now.

"Am I easy to draw?" Leon spoke with an almost sultry tone after a few seconds of you telling him he could speak. It threw you off only a bit, carding your fingers through your hair as you took one step back to look at what you had so far.

"I wanna say yes and no." You responded, catching his questioning look from the corner of your eye. "You're easy to sketch out, yes, but your hair is giving me trouble." You could hear a low chuckle rumble from his chest as you stepped back forward. "Hey, you asked." You laughed back.

"I know, I know." He shook his head with a poorly hidden grin, tilting his head down to try and hide it a little better. You immediately pointed your pencil at him, not taking your eyes off the canvas. "I said you could talk, not move." Your sarcastic tone made him chuckle again, slowly lifting his head back up with a sigh.

"Yes, ma'am." You could just hear the smirk in his words, causing you to let out a sigh of your own.

By the time the sun had started to set, you had blocked out all the simple colors for the painting. Right now, it just looked like a very bland and abstract painting. It'll come together, slowly but surely. Trust the process, as people say.

Leon was in awe already, having stood up to look at your progress as you washed your hands over in the small bathroom. Oil paints smeared something fierce and as much as you loved your job, you did not want feel oily at home.

"It already looks stunning." You heard the man say from where he stood in front of the easel. It wasn't quite registering in his brain that it was him on that canvas just yet, but hopefully soon it would.

He wanted to recognize himself in something as wonderful as your art.

[myl0v3l1f3]

emijeckole hcs or smth even tho no one asked

Nicknames : E - J : Jecks/babe/pretty girl E - N : Nic/ babe N - E : Babe/em/ems/ho N - J : Jecks/ho/babe/bitch J - E : Em/Ems/Babe(s)/bitch J - N : Nic/Babe/bitch/beautiful

(Future + Present) Nicole is really the only one who can cook real meals. They can all do microwave/oven meals, but thats as good as they get really. Emily can make pasta, and Jecka can make oven pizza but neither of them can make meals like nicole 💔

(Future) They all have self harm in some way and they all know they cant really stop eachover so they stock up on medical supplies like gauze and bandages so if they do need it its there

(Future) Nicole and Emily lwk forget to eat or if they do its takeaway or junk food (cus theyre too lazy to wash fruit or anything healthy) so jecka washes fruit and puts it in containers in the fridge so they actually get nutrients 💔

(Future + Present) Nicole and Jecka try hard to not accidentally piss Emily off because hg gets violent quick 😭

(Future) They all have VERY intense emotions. Nicole gets jealous strongly, so if she feels like Jecka and Emily are hanging out with eachover/other people more than her than usual, she'll immediately mute their notifications, not speak to them unless its dire, isolate herself away from them etc etc. She also gets great bouts of depression where she will just lay in bed all day, no eating no drinking no showering. She'll cut more than usual, cry at least twice, refuse to be near Emily or Jecka and its just a whole mess until the other two realise. Jecka gets angry incredibly quickly, mainly thanks to her dad. She likes the apartment tidy, basic cleanliness and presentable, since a lot of the time her own home was covered in alcohol bottles, used needles, and general nastiness unless 'work friends' were coming over. When Nicole or Emily leave their empty beer cans or half full takeaway on the coffee table it genuinely enrages her. During arguments, she can and will get loud and almost physical - but she does catch herself before she swings at one of the others. She'll shout a lot, she'll scream, most the nights the neighbours think that they're having a domestic. She'll also give the two silent treatment a lot over something as simple as living dishes in the sink, even though they could of rinsed it and put it in the dishwasher. She takes a lot of xanax to calm herself most days. Emily has BPD so she basically just lives her life like everyone who has BPD. (i dont wanna mischaracterise BPD or anything so fi anyone cud help me write this it wud b aprreciated

(Future) They have a minecraft world. Nicole built the house, Emily mined all of the resources and Jecka got a them a pet cat (Jecka doesnt know how to play for shit)

(Present) They skip to fuck in Emily's car, because Jecka doesn't want stains on her seats

(Present) How it started was Nicole and Jecka were like pining for each over and then Kelly 'accidentally' locked Jecka and Nicole into the kitchen pantry and left them there for like, 4 hours while she checked on Kylar in her yard to make sure no one was dead or there was a fire, and then Nicole and Jecka were both drunk and were like 'i rlly luv u and im drunk and i might b sick but ye' and then they made out and then dated 👍 And then the Emicole OD happened and Emily was like 'omg i rlly luv u nicole' and Nicole was like i have a gf and some other stuff and they had a threesoe and jecka didnt like it at first until Emily was started giving her discounts on adderal and xanax cus they were dating and gave her some spectacular head and then she was gud with it.

(Future) Jecka is a doctor, and lwk a really good one, Nicole is a tattoo artist, and Emily is unemployyed.

They all get really jealous, really quickly. And they all give eachover silent treatment when they're jealous

this felt really gay to write im sorry

[shackledbunny]

wahoo!!!

Shikatani posts a lot of selfies and Itome reblogs ALL of them

Fujisaki reblogs a bunch of Yuris stuff, occasionally he posts smth but like its either a, very depressing or b, art cause yet another character that has no hobbies and I will give hobbies

Tamura just shitposts 24/7 I dunno what to tell u

i don't know about kashima he's also bland

YES ITOME WOULD DO THAT AND AKEMI WOULD LIKE GET MAD AT HIM FOR IT 😭😭😭 but Akemi wouldn't post selfies at all so it'd just be unnecessary jealousy 💔 itosuki moment...

Fujisaki has 7 burner accounts for stalking 100%

Kashima just posts shit like 'I had a good day at school today 😄' accompanied by a random wildlife photography he took (the wild life is Yuri)

[emilydorp]

Something that always breaks my heart is how Seunghyun‌ really struggled to accept his own identity. That’s what led to those long depressions and made him keep his distance from Jiyong… he just couldn’t accept his real self. Was scrolling through old blogs and found these two interviews. One from around 2011,( you can tell by his blonde hair and haircut), where he says he’s still going through an identity crisis. Then the next year, 2012, during the Fantastic Baby era, there’s this interview where he says: “Last year, it was a hard year for me. Emotionally.” And if I’m not wrong, that was also when GTOP had emotionally broken up too. (Not totally sure about the timeline tho.)

I just really hope he’s at peace with who he really is now.💔

a) Oh, the 2011 Secret Garden Parody remark was a joke. He was having an "identity crisis" about his sexuality since he had to kiss two boys (liar, you were already dating Ji).

b) The other interview, however, is pretty important. He also spoke about the weight of his persona, as well as how cautious, worried and perfectionist he was becoming, in either the same interview or an interview from about the same time. GTOP weren't emotionally broken up yet, we have some pretty good GTOP moments (but Tabi had been doing some VERY intense filming and had a lot of angsty thoughts and feelings within him, and by his own admission (in a different interview from a slightly different timeframe), he said that he shut a lot of people out because of this pent-up frustation from filming). I linked the interview where he spoke about this yesterday in the post where I tried to explain the Coup D'Etat-making era break-up.

In the same interview, he praises the GD&TOP album, so he probably wasn't emotionally done with Jiyong at all (and the fact that he says "something felt good" and in the past has spoken about his attachment to the GD&TOP album and how he put his heart into it... Yeh idk I feel like he was glad to have Ji with him).

c) It's okay, he turned out just fine. Here's an interview from 2022. He was on the edge of a depressive episode and/or was already having one ending 2012, so his words will ofc worry us all. But yeh, what you feel and say while you have depression isn't representative of what you truly feel about yourself, who you are and what you've achieved. You should read it, it's very positive (and gives me HOPE that we're gonna get an album like "After Hours", which is a clear STORYLINE, which is DOPE! Hopefully it's more positive tho). I explained more in tags fyi :D But in this interview he even said he’d say his younger self to “be more courageous”, which oddly warmed my heart. Cuz it takes acknowledgement and reflection of your actions to come to such a conclusion.

[neonzparkoflife]

havent said anything stenny related for a while here are some affection hcs XD stenny goat is B A C K ! ! !

When they first get together stan is overwhelming him with so much affection they need to have a very strict conversation about boundaries. For a couple of days Stan was bombarding him with constant hugs and kisses that kenny could NOT handle.

They also spent so much time hanging out at first that Stan got ever so slightly dependent on him and they had to agree to twice weekly hangouts.

Stan's idea of the ideal date is something kind of cliché. Stuff like flowers and chocolate and a movie and a good restaurant but Kenny has to express to him how much guilt he feels when there's a lot of money spent on him. So they kind of have to meet in the middle on that.

Kenny's ideal date is a shitty coming of age movie on the couch and bringing sandwiches into the woods for a picnic. For Stan this is kind of underwhelming so again, compromise :) he also gives Stan flowers but they're usually handpicked or homemade!!

Stan has a few cute names for Kenny, stuff like angel, princess, and honey and he absolutely ABUSES it. Rarely calls Kenny by his actual name. On the other hand Kenny will call Stan stuff like doll and sweetcheeks if he's feeling sweet (he usually just calls him bro or dork) and that's fairly rare. He also calls him by his full name because he thinks it sounds funny.

They like to wrestle around a lot kind of the same way dogs play around 💔

Stan takes special care of Kenny when he gets migraines and Kenny takes special care of Stan when he gets sick because they both get mad depressed about it

When they move in together Stan realizes how many holes are in his socks and makes him buy new ones lol

They also share clothes a lot especially as they get older and have the same sizes. By like thirty no one knows what's whose.

Kenny was the kid who was piercing random people in the bathroom (wrote a story about him and Eric setting up a haircut+piercing gig in the big stall to fund Kenny's shoes LOL) and Craig was his target through high school but he also ends up doing Stan's ears and lips. Cuts his hair as well (does not let Stan NEAR his own hair).

When they get older they're the type of couple to sit on a porch swing all afternoon with a glass of iced tea

As far as love languages go Stan's I THINK is mainly giving quality time and receiving words of affirmation and Kenny's are giving acts of service and receiving physical affection so they're both kind of all over the board lol. In the platonic sense Kenny is more of a gift giver, often going out of his way to make intricate gifts for people, but Stan is an extension to this as he usually gets the cool rocks Kenny finds.

If I have touched on love languages before I apologize this is what I am thinking now it has changed maybe 😈 honestly might have said a lot of this before I just like talking I suppose... i am so bored and alone right now

completely unrelated but a lot of my teeth almost fell out for no reason it was so scary.. they're back in place now but my gums still hurt it sucks :((

[begitalarcos]

Hey guys

Sorry I haven’t updated lately. Still dealing with pain and still trying to gain strength - some days easier than others. I have a three month follow up with my neurosurgeon at the end of this month.

I still have no feeling in most of my left side, still getting painful shocks and struggling to walk properly.

I started a new medication- that has helped a little but hasn’t really fixed much.

Not that I expect medication to fix things. Being treated for clinical depression now (apparently my mood has been consistently bad enough that now I’m taking antidepressants exclusively) I was on Prozac for 10+ years and have just switched to this new med in the last two weeks. I accidentally took too much the day I was supposed to increase from 30mg to 60mg. My pharmacy was busy so they hadn’t explained anything about the increase in medication, so I figured it was just 30mg tablets again and I’d take two. But they weren’t…. They were 60mg tablets and I accidentally took 120mg…. Mixed with my adhd meds I got REALLY messed up. Thankfully everyone I spoke to said 120mg is just where they say is almost an overdose, but I didn’t have any seizures or other stuff so they said to just drink a lot of water and wait out the side effects.

Sigh

Early this month I came off another medication that was causing severe auditory hallucinations. I’ve had little to no luck talking to doctors about helping me get some sort of physical therapy or nerve therapy. I just keep getting brushed off. (I’m used to that - just being a woman and having mental health issues automatically makes professionals question me) even though I’m not surprised by it anymore it’s still frustrating.

I’ve had some good moments tho, it hasn’t been all doom and gloom. My husband has been wonderful and extremely understanding with allowing me to work through things at my own pace. I’ve been able to do a bit more but still get extremely fatigued and sore regardless of what it is. Climbing stairs still feels like carrying a dead weight on my left side. So I don’t really go out much. My new meds give me extreme acid reflux and hot flashes. So sleeping has been difficult for me - I’ve become very dependent on sleep aids and antacids.

I’m hopeful that I can get some direction from my neurosurgeon at month end. (Not holding my breath but I’m trying to remain optimistic)

I’m hoping as well to add some new stuff to my Etsy store to try to bring in more traffic (as I am still… financially struggling) 😞😢

My gofundme is still up. I feel so guilty asking for help but I know I can’t overcome everything I’m dealing with on my own. 💔 and I very much appreciate everyone who has helped me from the start. 💚

I wish you all a wonderful early spring and much love

- B

[windwaver]

im really depressed rn. there were some stray cats in my aunt’s neighborhood that she’s been feeding since the big hurricane in 2005. well we’re in the middle of a super rare snowstorm here in new orleans, this is legit only the third time i’ve seen snow in my life. but anyways i had started feeding them and they started slowly warming up to me but i came over to check on em yesterday and i heard that they died during the snowstorm 🥺🥺 it broke my heart b/c it was about 5 cats in total and two of them in particular really started liking me and the youngest of the bunch would always come over and rub its head against my legs 💔💔💔 one of my few joys in this world rn outside of making music was feeding the cats and now they’re gone

[pumpkinsy0]

May I pretty please get autistic Dallas Winston headcanons? As he is unfortunately my newest hyperfixations 🙏

praying for u, nobody should ever have that guy on their mind❤️ /lh

•dallys one if the characters i imagine to b autistic but just, DOESNT have a special interest, like he rlly doesnt have one, ive been sat here for hours and cant think of one special interest he would have and yknow what??? fine. but pls know that if he DID have one or a few it would totally b on and off

•listen emotions r hard for him, hes not awkward, he truly isnt, he rlly just has a resting bitch face PLEASE do not get it twisted, he DOESNT wanna talk to u just leave that man alone hes not a secret soft boy who wants to b understood and is depressed

•huge reason y he never stays for dinner in the curtis house is bc of the way the curtis bros EAT, they eat like they havent eaten before and it doesnt happen ALLLL the time, but he hates hearing them (including the gang) chew bc they donit w their mouths open and he can hear EVERYTHING, wheres my misophonia dallas truthers @

•he took a quick liking to johnny bc johnny was QUIET!!! dally didnt have to sit there and pretend to gaf about what johnny was saying bc johnny said nothing and let dally stay in his mind. also likes johnny bc johnny wouldnt stare and talk amongst other ppl about what was up w him like the rest of the gang + other citizens would, he just let dally b

•hated grease in his hair bc he felt like it made his head heavy (like PHYSICALLY very heavy), and he hated hiw it felt on his fingers, he washes his hands and can still feel it💔💔plus takes too much time to style his hair, a lil water does fine for him

•i remember when ppl in the fandom wouldnt stfu about dally constantly saying man in the movie but thinking about it now how would we feel if i said that was due to his autism,,,,just repeating words,,,,srry king i understand it now ur less annoying to me

•when he was younger he used to speak w a monotone voice and his dad HATED it, thought dally wasnt paying attention to him and that would get dally in deep trouble. he says he “grew out of it” but he didnt he still slips into that tone of voice in certain situations like when hes locked up, works in his favor bc usually cops cant say dally was being overtly aggressive, hes accidentally winning the idgaf war

•dally w synesthesia!!! sometimes pony catches dally using his markers in his sketchbook and he thinks thats just dally being a dick and trynna mess up his book but no!!! he just has a need to show how hes seeing everything rn

•he hates everything being super loud BUT his music he plays, key words “music he plays” he dont trust nobody w the radio, last time he tried stealing a car and turning in the radio the shittiest music of his life came on and he got overstimulated which almost got him caught lol

•crunchy foods vs soft foods, hes picking soft foods each and every time

[fairyplam]

IVE FINISHED A CLASH OF KINGS

And my thoughts on the matter

I- loved this book. Did I love it as much as the first one? Idk- the first one was much less depressing- haha. Even with its ending, in away things still looked hopeful enough- ?

We also had the Stark family interaction which we lack in book 2 sadly…

B U T

I still very much enjoyed it. I never read dark grim before so I do enjoy the complexity and depth of all of the topics.

- Arya and Sansa: as much as I like their chapters in book 1, here I enjoyed them far more- especially Arya and the whole plot with jaqen h'ghar ? And while cast of characters around here. As well as Sansa, she was much more active character. Her monologues were heartbreaking yet interesting to read ;-; can’t wait to see where she goes in the next book-

- Bran and Winterfell: I LOOOVE this whole part, seriously Bran is such a brat I love him ;-; yea he’s little annoying kid at times but he is A KID. And he’s acting very brave when it matters - and very kindly and the whole magic aspect was so interesting I can’t wait to read more about it- ;-; and it actually broke my heart the last chapter where they leave Winterfell 💔 I do wish we had a little more insight about he’s feeling of leaving Rickon ;-; but over all, loved his parts a lot.

- Jon Snow: well… I’m a simple gal. Jon does literally anything? I will love it- haha. No by he’s chapters where usually more chill and easy which was very welcoming between all the wars and drama. Love he’s interactions with his friends <3 and especially with Ghost, they were literally so precious. He was also so nervous but trying to put a brave face in the later chapters and I found it very sweet and interesting to watch him finally in a place he’s unsure of- anyway, love my boy Jon snow a lot.

All the rest of the characters I also enjoyed them, of course. Lady Catelyn were soooo interesting, even with the lack of Robb presence… which I DO NOT appreciate- where is my boiiiii 😭

Theon, I want to slap him so hard. You dumdum idiot- should’ve went to the Wall- I would love to read a fic about that- lol- but srs I want to slap him.

Danny way really cool and not enough chapters??? The house of the undying?? Hello??? What- very cool.

Davos and Tyrion chapters were alright overall. We had so many Tyrion chapters… which ok they were interesting but they were sooo many and sooo long- but it was very cool to see him as the hand of the king tbh- and now with his father returning… well… sound sucks lol- 🥲 Davos was nice but I really just wanted more Stannis- I love Stannis (and Ranly) so muchhhh

Will Storm of Sword will crush me? Probably. Will I survive? I hope so-

[pennycat83]

I've been meaning to ramble about the meaning and plot behind Pink Bitch Club

But I think I finally got the plot! I'm also using another person's comment as they added a perspective to this series I hadn't considered until I re-watched it.

Also y'know watch the series or else this is bullshit.

💔Minako's Room/Gyaru Talk 💔 Both more or less talks about How Minako and Gyaruko are besties. This is very important however as we see Minako eventually kill both Gyaruko and her dog by the end of Minako's Room. The motivation is more or less shown in Gyaru Talk. She's jealous of Gyaruko, we see them both get ready to hang out and watch as Minako mimics certain things Gyaruko does (even her dominate hand, which is supposedly her left, as she's seen struggling applying her makeup unlike Gyaruko). The actual talk they have during the make over is presumably the day Gyaruko died and features snippets of her the assumed moment she died, pleads about how good a friends they are.

💔Pink B**ch Club💔

This is the point where Minako finally snaps and starts imagining a perfect world where she didn't kill Gyaruko (evident with the moment before the chorus). However, there's another layer added to it in the form of Charlotte and VYT. Neither of them are real obviously but I'll get into why and what they are later.

The music video is peak upbeat cutsieness with hints here and there that something isn't right, up until the end where we get the reveal that Minako killed them all, again. We also get a montage of Minako mimicking their fashion styles once again.

This is kinda where a big character revelation comes in the form of the lyrics "The moment I meet you, in the fog that can't be lifted, I can change". Minako's obsessed with being anything but herself. She finds an escapism from her own situation (presumably depression or a psychopathic undertone) and identity in the form of mimicking others. It feels a bit cheap to say 'hence why she's always associated with a broken heart emoji unlike everyone else', but it does fit the idea that she's hollow without something to imitate.

She imitated Gyaruko until she killed her (potentially BECAUSE she just kept copying her until she got called out) and now she keeps doing it to the others.

This isn't where her character ends however.

🖤🧡Chi no Squi/GAL!🧡🖤 Chi no Squi is interesting as it depicts a completely disconnected plot from everyone. As turtleqqqq suggested, what if everyone (aside from Gyaruko) are characters in movies that Minako is so obsessed with she's decided to force herself into the role of a key character in that movie. A character her 'friends' admire and are possibly the love interests of. This is more evident in this video as it shows something akin to a movie where Charlotte gets betrayed and rebels from her religion worshipping the Devil instead, which by the end is shown to be Minako to her (probably missed the implied adultery of her mother leading to her eye getting shot out as well).

As someone else also proposed there's a good chance Charlotte did exist but Minako now sees her more as we do, I disagree though.

GAL is probably the hardest hitting example of this as we Gyaruko as the leader of an all girls Bozozoku. Which just shows how hard Minako is repressing what actually happened to her. She ends up being betrayed by one of members (who was in love with the leader of the gang they were fighting), and being left for dead until she kicks their asses and collapses in the rain, only for Minako to find her and mimmick the opening.

But we already know who Gyaruko is, she was Minako's best friend, who'd probably never even joined a gang before they met. This is just how Minako wants to see her as to not think about what she's done. This applies to all of her friends, in her eyes she's a saint to all of her friends and helps them however she can. Saving them at their lowest points, except for VYT.

💜OTOMEROID💜

This is where my own personal theory comes into play. I don't VYT is is based off any friends of Minako, I think she's the other side of Minako's personality. Her lyrics seem to parallel Minako's in terms of how obsessed she is with understanding love and how robotic she feels. Given how Minako seems to be doing all these actions apathetically it'd fit that some part of her would question why she's so obsessed with this feeling. What adds to it is that VYT IS Minako's maid, not only that but we only see her really reflect on these feelings when Minako's asleep. Meaning that deep down Minako probably knows what she's doing isn't right but can't stop herself at this point.

The 'Update' being the revelation of this that Minako pulls the plug on quickly with the final quip of "She was right". This also explains why her heart was ripped out in Pink Bitch Club. Basically every thing that happens to VYT Minako mentally did to herself.

💔Psychodelic 💔

So by this point Minako's broken herself to the point she's a selfish, obsessive person who wants to be anything but herself. But with Psychodelic we get a slight wrench. Given how the video depicts a lot of repeating imagery before alongside how it's all displayed on a projector, I think Minako might've trapped herself in a slight cycle of reminiscing on the non existent past she used to have with her friends. Or at least trying to remember it whilst her memories of Pink Bitch Club have fully tainted them.

Onigiri Dance

There isn't much to pick up on outside of the fact Minako's animated better than everyone else and she and Gyaru are the only ones in proper angel clothing which also further supports my idea that they're the only real people in the story.

had to update 'n fix my spelling mistakes 'cause I hate seeing misspellings in my work

[hope-and-a2s-boywife]

Can you please tell me about the lore of nier automata I really wanna get into it but I haven't found a good video on yt

NO WAY YIPPEE WOOHOO FGIAJDBVKAJEFBLVKH *waves hands happily*

SPOILERS FOR THE GAME and show too ig

so basically in the game, androids are sent down to earth to fight against the alien created machine lifeforms (main theme)

BECAUSE the humans/counsel of humanity had to go to the moon, they developed androids to fight down on earth but THEN the bunker in earths orbit was made and like all the androids on the earth (normal ppl looking ones) came BEFORE YoRHa (yorha androids are more advanced)

so fast forward to the Pearl Harbor descent (mentioned in game, detailed in the show) where yorha sent a lot of androids down to earth but only 4 survived (G16, S21, A4, and A2) and they met with the local resistance there (the one anemone and lily were part of) and FROM WHAT I KNOW IN THE GAME they all get infected with the logic virus and die EXCEPT for A2 and so since they were all sacrificial lambs and she didn’t die, A2 became known as a fugitive and the E-type androids were sent after her

A2’s type (Attacker) is before the number in her name bc she was a prototype, which is why newer androids have their type after (2B/2E)

so now in game events, 2B and 9S detonate their black boxes in the beginning scene (which counts as one of 9S’ deaths) you will have to do a lot of quests, but the parts that are most important is the desert scene where you fight Adam and Eve, Pascal’s village, amusement park and allat. there WILL be a part in the first playthrough where you have to fight a goliath machine and it’s so hard actually and then after that you fight Adam in the copied city and shit and eve gets pissed and you fight him and then get ending A

(Route B is the same as Route A, just some things are different and you play as 9S instead of 2B)

In route C/D/E it’s ALL new content so after 2B dies you switch from playing as 9S to playing as A2 so yeah woohoo!! 9S goes batshit crazy because he literally watched 2B (someone he considered as family) die in front of him so he wants to kill A2 after that (I think a2 wants to kill HERSELF bro tf)

long story short (short story long /ref), The Tower gets put on the map and there are subunits you have to unlock and once all of those are unlocked, 9S and A2 go to the tower (unaware the other is there) and they meet eachother at the top and they fight (play as A2 for an ending, Play as 9S for the others)

‼️play as A2 first at the tower! You CAN go back and play as 9S for the last 2 main endings! (What I did)

2B is revealed to be 2E, which basically means she has to kill 9S over and over after he finds out the truth about project yorha and every time he dies counts as a reset

if you like depression, despair, and crying, this fandom IS FOR YOU!!

THEY HAVE IT ON SWITCH, XBOX, AND PLAYSTATION it goes on sale on xbox occasionally (I got the digital copy for 15 usd on sale) I think it’s 50/60 usd offsale

I got the one with the become as gods dlc which unlocks an arena for outfits for the main three (bowing down to destroyer outfit A2), the switch dlc (the end of yorha) has Japanese style outfits so woohoo ig

the show is on Crunchyroll only I think unless you can illegally pirate it somehow (if I wasn’t in the us I would give you my login twin 💔)

PLAY THE GAME BEFORE WATCHING THE ANIME BC SO MUCH CHANGES IN THE ANIME or just watch a playthrough of the game so yay

sorry for my yap I’m really autism over this game and also ending E is the true ending, yoko taro confirmed that ending the only canon one so that’s fun (there are endings for each letter of the alphabet, ending Y is the only missable one bc you gotta do a quest)

[ladie-something-or-another]

This image is so Yuta core,,,

Also I saw you playing the simssss teeeheeee what do you think? :3

Concussion Yuta vs. Bweh Yuta… I can vouch for both 🥺 Yuta deserves the world bro

Also it’s very very keeeewwwwl >:3 There’s a whole world and everything and you can make your own peeps, I made myself and she’s so silly ❤️ Unfortunately I made the critical mistake of making her lazy cause now she don’t wanna do writing and I realize that I’ve basically been called out by myself 💔 But yeah, I’m having fun B) Some questions I might as well ask you are:

Does this game track how much you’re actively playing it? Like if you abandon it for years on end will your sim be depressed or die ;-;

If I decide to add new Sims, who should I make first? :o Preferably one of my RP ones but idk which lol