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ls subz reads as a person w severe depression tbh
#lifesteal#itzsubz#ik its bc ooc he just heavily prefers lsnet in terms of content#but ic wise hes so heavily like. severe depression coded#esp w his apathy low self worth talks abt banning himself the low energy and like boredom w everything#the things he seems to care abt are like....vi and redd. tbh.#vi is gone and never coming back#and hes only gonna stay and help redd until lsnet s3 is out#og ig i should tag#lifesteal spoilers#bc of my tags#yet again LOL#but yeah subz and zam going to opposite ends of the spectrum without vi is very interesting#subz has nothing keeping him bound to this server while zam cares more then ever#im not saying losing vi is a DIRECT CAUSE of these but. i think it intensified this#pushed them even further#yk?
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when they do come back from break can they ease us into it .... a tweet or an instagram pic for the roombas to snack on and then they can drop wdapteo when we're fully warmed up
#if they post wdapteo while my cat is dying i'm going to have a meltdown because it wont even be fun for me#i know its going to happen but i just need a tweet or something first so i can try to be more normal#if anyone remembers my freakout when they posted their vacation ig dump while i was having a bad depression episode ....#or the orange heart event when i was having a different depression episode....#i hate when they do monumental things when i'm too sad to enjoy them 😭#if i'm just a little bit sad then their content is comforting but if i'm in emergency mode it's miserable knowing i'm missing out#sorry this is a stupid rant i know how horribly parasocial this sounds#they dont owe me anything and obviously their schedule has nothing to do with me#the timing just couldn't be worse for me
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It's not long but hey little continuation :D Please forgive me for not being able to draw Shamura I will figure them out eventually I promise
#justa arts#cult of the lamb#sketch#comic#cotl Lamb#cotl Shamura#cotl Narinder#cotl Leshy#cotl Heket#cotl Kallamar#my Narinder is genderfluid in the way that he will literally shapeshift to however he's feeling that day thanks#well.... past!Narinder does. current Narinder is Depressed™#crossed timeline au#<- only kind of an au ig? more like. post canon content
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#doesn’t even deserve a <3 mwah tag because ig that’s to cringe to!!!!!#if ur reading this then i hate both of you btw and i hope everybody from school finds both of ur tiktok’s and you get bullied so bad you-#have to change schools and then they find it there to and you get so depressed you kys and i go to your funeral and act like idk what-#happened and i live the rest of my life happy and content knowing you both are dead
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argggghhhhhhhuuuhhhhhhhggghhhh
#rant#predicament: if i never became obsessed with nicole rafee i would have never heard her talk about ocd and then i would have never been like#oh shit i might have ocd and let that seep into every crack in my brain and now it controls my every thought#like all my thoughts were going through a perspective warp sieve and everything everyone's ever said to me like i was already over analyzing#everything but now the idea that that's a problem that doesn't have to be a problem has messed me up man like i think i'm having ocd about#ocd and it's not fun man but it's chill ig i hate it here i wish i didn't enjoy her content so much and that i wasn't obsessed with her#godddddd#new year's resolution: i don't have ocd and i am a new person who's carefree and fun loving#daily affirmation: i don't have ocd x10 every morning in the mirror#i will manifest the anxiety away and be a messier person who doesn't even care about authority one bit#like pshhhh idek that i have no control over my roommate situation pshahhhh dude like whateverrr be messy in the kitchen it's not like i#care if we get a roach infestation 🤪 peace and love man#i'm a sane and not paranoid person i am normal about every situation ever and it's awesome#i am not loosing sleep over maybe having a different cancer every night bc that's something a crazy person would do#but also i low key think i had / have covid since like last tuesday but subtly and slightly#i wish i would stop researching things i don't want to research anymore (looking up everything about ocd on ever website created since awol)#it's cool though it's all groove and fine but i would rather invest this time in synthia synthia but it's cool and whatev#this is my secret diary bc journaling has only ever made me feel worse#i can do scary drawings that allude to my mental state but writing about it depresses me to the point of sobs and it's literally not that#deep man like it's just anxiety and people deal with that everyday i just gotta get over it too like them#like normal man jim and his wife betty i gotta through more tupperware parties#merry christmas 🎠
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#kind anon#yeah i feel you#i know i've been lying to myself and almost forcing myself to have a good time here#when it comes to the louis fandom#i ignore 90% of louis content on my dash bc it doesn't resonate with me#i still feel like i'm a fan of who louis “is” but i am just not into the hard lad act he's putting on#and i also know he's been putting it on for years now so. im a lil jaded ig#im not attracted to him physically i am not interested in being a fan in that way#and my dash really is /like that/ which obvs is great if that's what you're into but it's alienating to me#which has been growing the last few years#i think it's time for me to let go#and treat louis and walls and fitf as nostalgic things i liked instead of an active fandom#bc that's the reality#who knows how i'll feel if he releases something new but idk#maybe this is also bc i'm depressed as fuck and i don't care about anything anymore but hey#we'll see in the long run#i haven't felt a ton of warmth for whatever louis is doing or the fandom around him for a long long time#ive been a ghost on tumblr i feel. just trying to discover new things
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crybaby
#artists on tumblr#illustration#clip studio paint#depression#anxiety#mfw works on something for more than 2 days#anyway i hope i keep this up and make some cool ass prints#idk where the style inspo came from probably like#y2k#and sonic adventure#and 80s graffiti#and old chonky anime ig#weeeeeeee#had fun with this#original content#prints
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sometimes i see ppl praise nds for being passionate about their interests and just feel bad :/
#mine.txt#tw vent#ig#this isnt really directed towards anyone#since were in the audhd website this is honestly to be expected#but like idk my passion is entirely artificial and manufactured#something made in conjunction with me and my mind to make my stay here feel like its worth something#not in the existential sense but in the transactional sense ie its worth it to stay alive cause this and that keeps me entertained#and id see all these genuine shows of passion and im just like. how.#cause the thing is im not depressed im actually quite content with my life even with its down moments#but i kinda have an ingrained neutral nihilism in me wherein i dont think much of reality and existence#it makes survival easy but living and thriving so so hard#cause why waste energy doing all that when in the end its all the same anyway#i do things in the moment if they make me happy ofc#but they rarely ever go past a moment#its why even now i struggle with the concept of happy memories#theyre just memories to me
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Desperate Prayers
I’ll pray to my God,
And you pray to yours.
Because we need more than one
To fix this broken world.
#btw i write poetry??#poetry#wrote this in inspiration of-#well everything ig#sometimes it feels like there isn't any good left in the world#ik this is depressing considering my usual content#But art is inspired by the emotions of the artist#and this is how i feel rn
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i love watching how pressed people are getting over the new MHA OVA like, of course it's going to be slightly cringey because it's not officially part of the story, it's a promotional side episode. the new UA Battle Heroes game just came out and instead of advertising in a traditional way they made another episode
#also people whining about it being in dub is just plain hilarious because ig people are STILL fighting sub vs dub#it wasn't too bad honestly#it was nice to have some new content that isn't as depressing as what's happened in recent seasons and the manga#also i found it odd that they put bokurano as the intro for it#because this episode is supposed to be set a few months back from before where the anime is now#seems like it's set between seasons 4 and 5#but maybe they thought bokurano would fit bc that's the most recent season's intro#ANYWAYS#would recommend#my hero academia#mha#mha ova#ua heroes battle
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Hello this is your daily reminder that it is 5 thousand times worse to me mean than it is to be cringe.
#azure’s bullshit#cringe culture is ableist#idk why tall tryna bring catholic guilt into enjoying content but ok ig#oh no not someone having FUN#im sad so everyone must also be sad#im not depressed im just ‘in the know’
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CW: vent in tags (I'm sorry idk Tumblr etiquette yet-)
unfortunately a lot of the corny self help advice turns out to be true but the thing is you have to come to those conclusions yourself otherwise it just sounds dismissive and dumb
#THIS IS SO TRUE!#I hear myself recommending advice I straight out dismissed#the magnus archives#tma#Mainly bcs even though I've gone thro similar things idk how to confort others (I don't know how I found comfort before)#It feels fake when I'm told to do it#And ig part of me doesn't want it to be true. To be that easy. Like what I'm feeling is real. It's not just a bit of low mood#It's depression and it's hurts me. It is a part of my life and I hate it#But it can't be fixed by just some deep breaths or positive affirmations right? It's more serious than that#I want to get better but part of me doesn't want it to be as simple as that because that would mean all that time I was just being dramatic#And what would it make all this? Pointless? Pathetic?#It feels fake anyways. Being told to do something. My brain's cynical so will find any and all flaws with the suggestion#And I just can't do positive affirmations. It's feels so so fake and like you're lying to yourself#And then it feels like you're being egotistical and self absorbed. Like oh look at me I'm so great and amazing. I just can't#I feel like I've gone off topic-#But like when someone else suggests something I can often dismiss it out if hand because I can list all the reasons it wouldn't work for me#But sometimes when you find it yourself - even if you know it's been recommended before - it works better#I guess it's because you've chosen to give it a try willingly?#Idk I'm still tryna find stuff that helps#Is this the kinda stuff you should post if Tumblr? What are the rules for like...vents ig?#This may be kinda triggering for some people uhhh content warning?#Shit but like you can't move tags so I can't add one at the top uhh-#Wait solution!#Okay well yknow sorry if you read all that and yea uhh imma head to bed now or pretend to :D
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I’m so funny on my other socials idk what it is about tumblr that makes me emo lol
#Idk if it’s because it’s a safe space so I only come here when I’m sad?#or something about the energy here makes me sad#but i swear im not doom and gloom all the time 😭#my personal socials are just travelling content family stuff and jokes 😅#thoughts#but i will say it kinda gives me the space to be lighter elsewhere#because I’ll be damned if I’m posting depressing quotes on IG where people I know irl can see 👁👁
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It took less than two days for tiktok to give me depression
#i wish i were joking#I'm upset that ig removed recent tags bc thats how i find small poc creators and fashion ppl#i loved following people who had talent but low follower count#i also wanted to be able to put short vlog style content somewhere and to find community#oh but i was heavily pushed into right winger and rich white people tiktok immediately so i started hearting#the opposite which lead me down a very sad side of tik tok that was very triggering#so although I'm really wanting to hear people's cries for help i also just wanted a place away from the harsh reality#so as hard as it was i had to scroll past any and all political and lgbt hate stuff i had to to get off that side#and i shit you not the first wholesome funny page i found i looked at their last post#and someone from the page passed away this month so like fuck dude this is depressing
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help i’ve got too many things i want to read right now so actually i can’t read any of them
#and my list of abandoned shows has grown. so much this month.#actually! someone be proud of me because this month has the lowest content consumption rate in a long time#the content consumption excel sheet is an indicator of my depression so this is a great thing#january it had around 30 seasons/movies on it. march only has 8#i calculate books and fanfic in another sheet but it’s a lot lower too#guys. i’ve barely even read fic this month. nature is healing#well. it’s definitely like way higher than normal probably. but it’s decreased significantly#i don’t think i’ve even touched something over 150k words in march#i say that like i’m not currently reading 1500 chapters of victorian fantasy but shhhhh#let me have this#maybe it’s better to say it’s an indicator of productivity. not depression#and productivity is an indicator of depression. idk.#being sickeningly productive gives me a sense of meager accomplishment that staves off intense breakdowns so it works. association ig
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Yeah this is the only time I'm gonna reblog something I/P-related before I return to the gremlin hole where I alternate between sobbing doomscrolling and complete avoidance
But that's not a conspiracy theory babe you're just correct. Bibi and his ilk are war profiteers and frauds who are stoking genuine pain into cruel rage. He doesn't gaf about anyone's lives beyond his own immediate circle, he cares about keeping power and money.
Not surprised but also
TWENTY THOUSAND PEOPLE WERE MURDERED FOR THIS.
"We made an oopsie while shooting at all the other unarmed people trying to run away."
#and now i will return to my hole#it's a sad lil hole with a very long blocked users lost#cw the most depressing shit in the universe ig#cw: i/p#cw i/p#cw israel#idk what other content warnings to put#lets do a fun one#cw: haha jk nothing is fun
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