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snoodls · 2 years ago
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there's room for everyone under the big sky (ty 1ore for letting me borrow Dia!)
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soulfullofold · 1 year ago
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what;s up miner and crafter. do ora's playlist with that playlist post you sent me (i'm trembling how did you insert a link into that ask) Quickly.
OF COURSE. look im gonna do it again. 🪄 HERE IS THE POST
song that is pretty accurate to the character’s story *that i MADE FIT
adding this* stipulation because these picks were both accurate enough to storyboard entire amvs to...but the inherent narrative framing of the songs and some of the details i interpreted loosely in order to fit those structures. does that make sense. they're accurate because i made them accurate sadfasd -- yours & mine by lucy daucus (now a lil outdated but i still like it) and wide open spaces by soccer mommy
song that doesn’t fit the character at all but i was thinking about them while listening to it on loop
i thought my entire playlist would be this but they mostly all fit in SOME way in vibe, sound, lines...or now they are just associated with ora bc i've listened to them so many times. i think the most accurate answer for this is no shortcuts by heather maloney. this is also the first song on her playlist and the first one i put on her playlist! i hadn't figured out ora's personality or story or anything, really. i just liked the sound so much that it became the one that started it all... c)=^)
song that has one or two lines accurate to the character’s story
very literally. 1 john 4:16 by the mountain goats . "but i know you're thinking of me 'cause it's just about to rain..." arguably also "the endless string of summer storms that led me to today / began one afternoon with you, long ago and far away..." and "if the clouds are gathering, it's just to point the way / to an afternoon i spent with you when it rained all day..."
song that just kind of is the character’s vibe
jeff davis county blues by the mountain goats is just sort of her vibe. not really anything literal about the lyrics, but the deep feeling of traveling away from someone you love and still feeling like a lost runaway kid. meet you at the gate
song that just kind of is the character’s vibe
meet you at the gate by jayne trimble it just IS gamers. ghost feelings.....
song that is NOT the character's vibe
taking some creative liberties and adding this prompt because nothing in the post really got at this kind of song. inexplicably juniper by begonia is on here despite having to do little with her in terms of sound, delivery, lyrics, content, not even a line or two to save it. can't explain it but she is wives with the song that comes after her.
song that i desperately wish they would listen to because i personally like it
LITERALLY I NEED ORA TO LISTEN TO good woman by the staves SO BAD IT'S THE REASON WHY I PUT THIS ON HER PLAYLIST!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOURE A GOOD, GOOD WOMAN......
song that fits the character so well that it’s scary
GOD. going in by wild child. 100% her. a dear friend of mine introduced me to wild child when we were both plotting rp / character interactions with her character and ora, and so many of their songs ended up on her playlist. but this was the first new release the band did when i was a fan of them and it was like it was written for her. i drew her bday piece in 2022 to this song ;m;
unsure why this song is *STILL in the playlist but it’s so ingrained in my mind as 'part of the playlist' that it would feel weird to remove it
changed the prompt again because i know why i put all of these on there, but even though i KNOW i would remove them in the public-facing one, should i ever publish it, they're here because they're a a part of the journey LMAO the sickness unto death by typhoon, is leftover from an earlier plot musing that i've scrapped. so is tangles by lady lamb. it astounds me to think i was going to make an amv to this because girl what. girl where. literally which part. anyway! anddd loving her by katie pruitt. nothing against katie but i'm embarrassed to have this one on here lol i didn't really want it on there in the first place but i was amazed about a vaguely twangy sound about wlw love and it just hasn't left LMAO. it's kind of cheugy to me
ANYWAY that's it! at the time of writing this, ora's main playlist has 103 songs on it! i do literally have a dozen other ora-related playlists too but that's another ask for another day
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flugmunk · 11 months ago
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AF23 for @snoodls of denora walker
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m0r1bund · 4 years ago
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[Image: A page of Dias. She's a lanky, kindly-looking lawyer with perpetual eye bags and a huge ponytail of radially-patterned hair. She's variously depicted hand-speaking with a little flourish, smouldering, passing out on her desk, and so forth.
In one particularly involved spread, she descends on the storied cowpoke, Denora Walker, as a flurry of broken banjo strings and frayed hairs. In another, she weathers a late night on the floor in a mess of legal documents. She studies the wanted poster pinned to her wall, depicting a very familiar woman indeed...]
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Dia!
The silver lining to Ghost River being retired is that I get to go off the shitts, sharing whatever I do with Dia. I'm not entirely clear what that will be? But she's been an ex-lawyer as long as she's been, like, a character, so that will always stay with her.
(fun fact... I first wrote Dia as a lawyer because TWWM provides beginner players with make-your-own esk that have certain pre-determined attributes. Dia's nature / personality was listed as “vexatious.”-- ergo, vexatious litigation... and the rest is history :' -) )
Anyway. It's nice to finally share her in earnest. The woman of her previous life is very unlike the esk-- loving, gentle, ostentatious, strangely timid at times, but unafraid to make enemies in high places.
Well, maybe they share that last trait.
The scribble in the bottom right is heavily referenced from this wonderful little 1890s strip, a temporal contemporary of Dia hehehe.
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snoodls · 2 years ago
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call my name when the world is upside down i'll still be around x
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snoodls · 2 years ago
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she's got OPINIONS!!!! feat. @1ore's Dia : - ) (original here)
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soulfullofold · 2 years ago
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FOR THA ASK MEME..#4 and #5 for denora dearest and also #38 for miss archivist and miss kalpis :J
How easy is it to earn Ora's trust? / How easy is it to earn her mistrust?
Truly earning her trust is an ordeal to say the least. Even in the face of unabashed and repeated kindness, her guard will remain up...unless one does something that convinces her otherwise. No amount of lip service will do it. It took a courageous sacrifice for Ora to trust her now-friend Heath. It took Tex helping to break Ora out of jail. It took Willa a canyon trip and a horse-wrangling mission. It took the repeated sacrifices Dia made during her case to help her. The list goes on. Mistrust, though... Once you've got her trust, you've got it for a long, long time. It would take intense cruelty to have Ora not on your side. But when that trust breaks? ✌ She's outta there forever. You'll never see or hear from her again. If you want it back, tough luck.
What memory do The Archivist and Kalpis revisit most often?
Oh weird. It's the same one. Soooo strange haha wonder why.
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soulfullofold · 2 years ago
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(skitters in) HEWWO I come for the oc ask meme :)a
For Denora:
25) how do they move? are they clumsy? light on their feet? do they use mobility aids?
For Kalpis:
34) how would your character describe themselves? it doesn't have to line up with how they really are
25. How does Ora move? Is she clumsy? Light on her feet? Does she use mobility aids?
I wouldn't say Ora is clumsy. She's got working hands that bear the scars of little accidents--burns, scars, discoloration, etc.--but neither I nor her would call her clumsy. She sees herself as a little inelegant, rough, rugged, unable to get the hang of finer, delicate motion like that western formal dance or writing script require. She's a good shot, but more the type to plant herself in the ground than doing spins or flowy movement. Like, she's alright at dodging, but sometimes will land a little hard or accidentally scrape against a tree. She walks with purpose and a strong gait. Only when her guard is down does she truly allow herself to trundle. She paces when she's thinking through a big problem. Her body is covered in scars from aforementioned accidents, fights, scrapes. They can be a bit tender and can really hurt if she's not careful. Not sure if her horse counts as a mobility aid, but she's definitely an emotional support animal ;m; <3
34. How would Kalpis describe herself?
Awesome, amazing, incredible, show-stopping, brilliant, never before seen, groundbreaking... Waiiit, is this a riddle?
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snoodls · 2 years ago
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Finally throwing together an art blog. Not sure if I should be posting my backlog of work to start, or interspersing it, or what...but the important thing is that I have it! Thought it would be good to christen it with my dear sweet Ora interning at Dia's office. Her 🤝 me finally making this blog omg
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soulfullofold · 2 years ago
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HIHIHIHIHIHI #18, #32, #40 OF COURSE and #27 if its cathartic!
😳 writingwritingwriting
#18 Choose a passage from your writing. Tell me about the backstory of this moment. How you came up with it, how it changed from start to end. Spicy version: Questioner provides the passage.
Wellllll after showing up in your dms like buff garf it's been determined that my recent set of haiku will be the victims of this, specifically 457's!
So I guess overall I should begin by saying that tldr; one of the main tenets of haiku is to write from your own experiences. After doing this exercise, I agree; living the moment is the best way to condense it down to a tiny thought nugget moment in haiku. For most of my esk, this is not a problem. I already tend to base my esk where I've lived or been or from my experiences so this was a walk in the park for most of them. 457 is my first esk that really. Challenged me in that way because she's nowhere where I've been or what I've directly experienced. She's kind of still in a mutable space in my mind, I guess, with her nature features being from one place but me wanting to transplant her to another...and there was a lot of thought early on about what time period I wanted her to be from, exactly--ancient hunter or more modern? She's taken like 2% more shape since when I first got her and I really need to do more serious noodling but. I was treating her haiku as like little "obvious" or concrete notes about her personality. Sometimes that's what you gotta do to write lol. Just put something on paper. I was pretty surprised you wanted to know about these, since out of the entire set, these were some of my least favorites overall...Just because I felt they lacked the richness of others that drew on my experiences, because she's in this still-developing limbo, and...I don't think they're really haiku. I think the bitter-snark of her voice fits more for senryū but that's my onion. ANYWAY
ferns on the riverside whip-poor-will in the leaves oh, i will never return here
whip-poor-wills are migratory and I just liked the play between continually coming back to a place and 457's bitterness/sadness/angry spitting "I will never come back here". Self destructive much??? Also it's really subtle but I like the arriving bird & the play on leaves as in leaving idk just a fun thematic element. Though I definitely made a mistake and probably should have said nightjar instead of whip-poor-will bc. w-p-ws ARE in the nightjar family but I think when I wrote this I was thinking more specifically of a nightjar. IT"S FINE it's FIne please forgive me my ornithologist friends
the forest dies unceremoniously i bite back bitter tears against the sweet smell of rot
You know the Smell of a mushroom or a log rotting. Actually I got to Smell It this past week bc I just came back from a hiking & biking trip but YEAH it's such a visceral smell to me. I liked the LOOSE cutting word / juxtaposition between bitter and sweet. I also liked the um. Kind of "if a tree falls in a forest..." thing & 457 whoooo self-isolated herself in life and falls into eskhood unceremoniously. Lost into lost.
hollow as stone light as tin quiet as a thrush
a bundle of contradictions(?) here. stone can be hollow or solid. tin can be light or heavy. birds can sing or be silent. i thought it kind of fit her vibe to be both like. something that she shouldn't be, but also defiantly empty as;kdlfj hard to explain. It's the vibes. I went with tin here specifically because one of the motifs I associate with her is a tin camping mug that she drank her coffee in.
running is futile the earth still follows on the underside of my sole
Ah, I dunno this one felt so 14 year old journal to me but alas here we are. She scrambles through the forest trying to...outrun Something but she's surrounded by forest, inundated in it...isn't that what she Wanted in life? Idk she just has to be a ghost to work out what's been bothering her. I did have an adjacent experience to this where when I came back from hiking in Arizona I found sandy dirt and mud pressed into the soles of my hiking boots, No doubt from Beaver Creek that had somehow dried and stayed lodged in there even after all the other hiking around Prescott. Unlike 457 though I thought it was a delightful discovery :')
forest’s sweet solitude is only for those who refuse to hear
Another kind of eh one for me. I'm continually inspired by Richard Powers' Overstory so this is a brief synthesis of those ideas poured into 457. Aside from that, I was thinking about how peaceful and idyllic people regard forests are when in reality they're buzzing with activity and decay and communication at all times.
ANYWAYS R&R my haiku LOL
32. What is a line from a poem/novel/fanfic etc that you return to from time and time again? How did you find it? What does it mean to you?
Y'know I've never been a quote person. People always ask like "what's your favorite quote" and I literally never know what to say. I feel like I can never remember ONE line of anything perfectly vs like. The core concepts in peoples' works. I return to images / film bits WAY more often than words.
But when I was thinking about this last night, an iconic line from WTNV popped into my head. It isn't even my favorite by far, but I remember hearing it and thinking wow... it's (i think) from the pilot, about Cecil describing Carlos: "teeth like a military cemetery". Again, not even like one of the more poignant ones but it really impressed on me in 2013. I think one of the hallmarks of my writing (past & present) isssss the way I make comparisons or string together ideas like poetry. Wow that sounds super indulgent but I think that's something that always catches my attention in writing and something that I consciously or subconsciously do with my own. Just the surprising "huh!" evocative connections between ideas. Or like little details. Thinking of johnmountaingoats' lyric in Picture of My Dress about the Dallas Texas Burger King & the extra mayo. The rhythm of it too. Mil-i-tary-ceme-tary. I think of another quote hilariously. Well, not really a quote because I KNOW it's not right and I forget WHO said it. But something like "the place of poetry is on the tongue". I think the rhythm sticks with you there. Plus of course like. Being the first openly gay / queer Media (outside of fic) I ever consumed. That pilot episode meant a lot to bby me!!!
#40 Please share a poem with me, I need it.
How about... Good Bones by Maggie Smith:
Life is short, though I keep this from my children. Life is short, and I’ve shortened mine in a thousand delicious, ill-advised ways, a thousand deliciously ill-advised ways I’ll keep from my children. The world is at least fifty percent terrible, and that’s a conservative estimate, though I keep this from my children. For every bird there is a stone thrown at a bird. For every loved child, a child broken, bagged, sunk in a lake. Life is short and the world is at least half terrible, and for every kind stranger, there is one who would break you, though I keep this from my children. I am trying to sell them the world. Any decent realtor, walking you through a real shithole, chirps on about good bones: This place could be beautiful, right? You could make this place beautiful.
comment for one person only but Buckle about Donny thanks
27. Who is the most stressful character you’ve ever written? Why?
Hmm...I was thinking about it and probably honestly Ora. Not because she's stressful to write, but because I put a lot of pressure on myself to get her right. Mostly her dialogue I waffle on, trying to make it Sound like her but not be too curt but not be Too wordy etc. etc. Also out of all my characters, she's the one I do the most research for because of the setting and time period. I like including historical details or making a scene feel plausible for its world so I put a lot of energy into research for her!
THANKS FOR THE AAAAAASK I know it was a doozy!
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soulfullofold · 3 years ago
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△ Mrs. Denora Walker. Is this town big enough for the both of us? Asking for a friend.
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"Mrs. Walker?"
"Mhm."
"Is this town big enough for the two of us? Asking for a friend."
"Well, this bed is big enough for the two of us...but I'm glad we don't act like it."
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"Did you just call me Mrs. Walker?"
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soulfullofold · 3 years ago
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△ Miss Denora Walker. Actually I can't ask her anything :( I don't want to make her frown unless?
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A rough-hewn woman glances at you over her shoulder. Leather tassels tangle with the motion. "Need somethin'?" she mutters. In your silence, she turns back to her drink.
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soulfullofold · 3 years ago
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bro yes. yes. yes. i am menacing #31 and #41 and #48 lol and #22 for the spice. Also since you went certifiably deranged in my inbox this is my free ticket to you to answer any of them that look interesting to you >:)
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(DOES A LITTLE JIG)
31. Pick one OC & explain what their tumblr would be like
Xiyu's tumblr would be so funny. Tan, charcoal grey, light green, light blue, and white as the color scheme. It starts off minimalist & "~aesthetic~" with just a left sidebar and a one-column scroll. Simple bio. Totally dedicated to posting her poetry. And then as it gets popular, it pivots into a writing help askblog of sorts. She's put her truncated FAQ as the right sidebar (with a link to a miles-long, hyper specific FAQ) and like the status of her inbox and what requests she's open for. Occasionally she reblogs her friends' calligraphy. and you Know she's got a dedicated tagging system. I would say she goes off in the tags but she doesn't hide ANYTHING in the tags. Commentary Straight on the post.
41. Has anyone drawn fanart of your OCs?
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BUT REALLY I'm very veryveryveryvery thankful for it and so touched ;m; It's so hard to pick!! I keep any art I get of my OCs in my dA favorites. Here's only the tiniest sampling of some of my faves: a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y z ♥ And a THOUSAND MILLION other things I want to show but I'm trying to keep the parameters to only stuff posted on dA so it links directly back to the creators too if you wanna follow them :) <3
48. OC who is a perfect cinnamon roll, too good for this world, too pure
jesus christ kK;FLASDFJA;SDF the way 2015 smacked me in the ass ok. uh uh i wish i could come up with something better and snarkier and more witty but literally all of my ocs are scrappy like there isn't a single one who hasn't committed a crime, done something bad, or -- ... wait.
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Ora's butterflies have done nothing wrong in their lives they are my bewinged cinnamon rolls. i guess.asdlkfj;a
anddd questions phoned in from vlpn: 31. Pick one OC & explain what their tumblr would be like
Elle's blog would be all blurry, low to the ground, kind of strange photos scanned from instant camera prints. They're both kind of unsettling in their contextless nature but also sort of whimsical and charming. 5. If you could make only one of your OCs popular/known, who would it be?
This is SUCH a hard question. Because like. On the one hand, of course I want to make my OCs known because I love them to death. But at the same time I just. I WORRY about them being tossed to the dogs. I'm going to say probably Ora since I've developed her the most and she could hold her own against anyone who would be weird about her.
24. If you could meet one OC of yours, who would it be and why?
There's literally. They're all ghosts. If I met any of them I would be in such deep shit. Maybe Mossclaw because I would give her a good home where she would never have to worry about being a feral cat again. ;m;
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soulfullofold · 3 years ago
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Sorry for the follow notif, ASK is too close to unfollow pfft. anyways. 🎁 ORA
c)=^) ✨
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soulfullofold · 3 years ago
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Punches and kills Tumblr for eating my ask. Let's try again! Thuja! Ahku! And Denora!
(drags out my huge jukebox a second time!!!!)
🌻Ahku - Hideaway by Jacob Collier
I know whichever way the wind may blow there will be a place for me to go in my hideaway
let me feel the sky and feel the moon let me sing an honest tune to my hideaway trusting wherever I go wandering I’ll find a home in everything in my hideaway
an oldie but goodie from her playlist! I was trying to think of some songs that I think of Just Ahku when I listen to them, and this one has been always one of my favorites for that. I like to imagine her going about her daily rounds to it.
🌊 thuja - Redwood Tree by Jamie Drake
you can almost hear the notes just falling reverberating through that old rosewood
kinda like just swinging without* music kinda like we're dancing in the breeze kinda want to stay here forever kinda like a big redwood tree
*using my misheard lyrics because i like them better lol! this was hard for thuja since almost all of her playlist is instrumental since i just imagine her communicating that way instead of with words! but this is a lyrics-heavy song that makes me think of her ;v;
🔥 Denora - Coldest Colorado by John Craigie
or the coldest Colorado, or the hottest Louisi-Ann or the driest Mojave, I will write you when I can every songbird sings its tune, as it chases the waning moon and I can’t follow something that does not move
not my typical pick for Miss Walker by a longshot but. I tried to mix it up and find a song that made it onto her playlist solely because of a section of lyrics. potent memory of me singing these in the passenger seat of my friend's car heading back from the coast and getting choked up!!
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soulfullofold · 3 years ago
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I Also Just Have A Few Questions About "Who Did This" (points at ora and charley) (points at ora and charley) (points at o
and i have so many answers!
Who Did This was a drabble I did back in February about my character Ora, her father (Charley), and @1ore’s (hihihiomghi) Dia! I asked some of my friends to send me a character and a prompt off of this list, and a friend requested the prompt “who did this?” for Ora and her horse Winona. I think she was getting at me being goofy; Winona acting up in some way and Ora gently amusedly scolding her…but I had some other ideas! My first idea was esk Ora (listen. if you know you know. if you don't, here!) looking between Winona and her coyote, wondering who brought esk Dia to her. Then I thought, maybe it Is something goofy, like Ora looking between Winona and her empty treat pouch...and then Dia on the porch behind her 🥴 sweating. Somehow then I thought, maybe Winona's mane is braided...and maybe it's not Dia, but it's her father standing in the doorway. And the rest evolved from there! The premise of all this kind of stemmed from, believe it or not, horse tiktoks. The friend who suggested I do this prompt keeps and rides horses, so we often watch compilations of equestrian tiktoks for fun. there's a whole sub-genre / trend of showing your horse getting ready for shows, and this rosette-style mane braiding technique really stuck out to me.
Though, I didn't really have a clear picture of what Charley's braids looked like. Just that he was a leatherworker, so he would probably know some kinds of decorate knotwork. He's also a man to express things through his hands (lol wonder where Ora gets it from...) and I thought him doing a gesture for Ora was a screaming apology. They already have a lot of tension between them, and I think that hearing that her own father didn't recognize her on her new "horse," or aka in her new life, the life she built for herself...made her a lot sadder than she realized it would. So him doing a gesture to show that he supports her and the connections she's made outside of him is very big of him...and crucial to their story and relationship.
Ora left home young with a lot of...not bad blood, but problems between her and her father. She loves her dad dearly but as she got roped into being his main caretaker, she was nervous about resenting her tasks and being tied down so young in a domestic-type role when all scrappy teen Ora wanted to do was go out and explore, to go Do something with her life externally. She didn't ever want that resentment to bleed over into her father. Likewise, Charley really just wants the best for his daughter and loves her with his whole heart, but he has issues with abandonment. Ora's mother left him, his brother left him to work in the city...and with all the help he needs to take care of himself and keep himself on the right track, his own daughter leaving him felt like abandonment too. It left him with a lot of strife and difficult feelings to work through, but also stress and worry for her safety. The choice she made stung! What he resents is kind of creating an environment that pushed her to leave...but really at the heart of it, he resents not spending more time with her while he could, and now he's just missed decades of her life. So their awkward and clipped conversation is just them slowly dancing around how to be around each other. He's meeting the adult Ora for the first time, just as he's meeting Winona. Oh my god can you believe that was just the set-up.
I wrote this pretty much all in one go. My first "draft" was just a bullet-pointed list of exactly their chunk of conversation.
“She’s different from Ponderosa,” he says finally. His voice rolls out of his throat like a boulder.
I've been really fond of using rock imagery for Ora: a hard stone worn down, a canyon cloistering a river, sandstone, dust, etc. I think this is where she gets some of that from. I just like this line because I like how it illustrates the gruff but sonorous grit of his voice.
“You raised her, took care of her, watched her grow strong and smart, while she took care of you for years and years and years...and now you get to watch her light up with someone else.”
He's not talking about the horse here!
Ora hesitates, drawing in a shaky breath, before slowly catching her father in a hug.
This isn't really related to the piece, but reading this back made me think of it. It was my birthday two weeks ago and I just had this powerful memory of me catching my dad in the hallway with a shy hug. It had been probably five or so years since I hugged him and I thought I was going to cry right then and there. I love my dad, can you tell aklsjflk
He seems so small in her embrace—he’s still built like an ox and twice as stubborn, but Ora is finally big enough to wrap her arms all the way around him.
One of my favorite lines! Came from me hugging my great-grandpa. I've been really lucky to have had a lot of great masculine figures in my life, specifically my great grandpa (dad's), grandpa (mom's), and my dad. I think actually a lot of Charley comes from my grandpa. Some of his mannerisms. The way he walks. His bitter, no-nonsense attitude. The way he doesn't talk down to you, never talked down to me. He always treated me like an adult, even when I was just a little kid. He trusted me to do things around the farm that he thought I could handle. Always complimented me on my ability to spot wildlife. Taught me how to call cows and what to watch out for in the scrub. I was a really precocious child (and still am lbr) and he was always a great coach for me in whatever I did.
She almost asks the question she’s scared to ask. There’s no need. He answers it before she can. “I like her.” “Yeah?” she asks, throat raw.
A little coming out wish fulfillment.
“Thank you. I’m glad...you like her. She’s a real catch.” Her father gives her a parting squeeze and playfully pinches the brim of her hat. “Well, I hear you are too.”
Some of my favorite lines! I love the playful hat pinch and wiggle. Charley affirming her self worth...yes. It makes me emo. There's a few different but coexisting interpretations for these lines. It's kind of hinting at what Ora goes through at the beginning of her relationship with Dia. She had some stuff to work out regarding her worth and what it means to be Herself rather than just what everyone wants her to be or what she's molded herself into. She's invoking just a bit of the "wrow, I can't believe I landed her" here...
...But also because Dia has nothing but joy to share with Charley! Ora was never intending on reconnecting with her family; she was too ashamed of the poor life choices she'd made (like...becoming a wanted outlaw) and so was running from her past. Dia really encouraged her to go see them, and her presence there is really grounding for Ora. Dia accompanies her out there doing her best to be the glue, to be as supportive as she can. Since Ora is also a generally very withdrawn person (it takes her a lot to come out of her shell and Share about herself or what she's feeling), Charley learns a lot about his daughter through Dia: what she's up to, the person she's become, how everyone her loves her around, etc. It makes his heart warm to hear, to know there's a few someones out there looking out for Ora when he can't. He's just making a little joke here about Dia's Enthusiasm for telling him about how great Ora is.
Some of my other favorite lines are:
Ora affectionately admonishes her with a Mi dia… as the day arrives on rabbit’s feet.
The smell of the eastern red cedar finds her as she goes, fragrant and sweet, unlike the lingering bitter words of her father from two days ago.
And of course:
“Didn’t recognize you on that horse.” And you haven’t changed at all, Pa, she says to no one but the stretching sky.
Thanks for reading, enjoying, and for the ask! <3
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