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perfectsolution2641 · 2 years ago
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freefrallin · 6 months ago
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Liam Payne faleceu, mas eu não tenho mais 14 anos.
Gosto de chamar minha adolescência de “golden years” (anos de ouro), o que é completamente irônico, considerando que provavelmente foram os piores anos da minha vida. Eu era uma adolescente espinhenta, envergonhada e que não sabia lidar com o que parecia ser o pior cabelo cacheado do mundo. Mas, para escapar desse limbo patético que me definia, eu utilizava as “Besteiras de Adolescente”.
Besteira de adolescente era o que os adultos costumavam apontar e dizer: “Isso? Ah, isso é uma besteira de adolescente!”. Sempre acontecia quando um filme de Crepúsculo era lançado, um novo episódio de The Vampire Diaries ou Pretty Little Liars ia ao ar, ou quando uma revista Capricho chegava às bancas. De 2010 em diante, tanta coisa acontecia no mundo pop que era impossível não ter conteúdo para consumir. Miley Cyrus e Selena Gomez brigavam pelo Nick Jonas, a página “Eu Odeio Haters da Demi Lovato” tinha mais de 12 mil curtidas, e o One Direction acabara de lançar “Up All Night”, criando uma febre mundial e aumentando as vendas de intercâmbio para Londres. Álbuns de figurinhas do Rebelde Brasil eram comprados e nunca completados, e o Twitter era o reino dos fandoms, com suas bios, ícones, banners e headers (quanto tempo não escutava essas palavras) perfeitamente alinhados. Lorde apresentava Pure Heroine ao mundo, A Culpa é das Estrelas, Percy Jackson e Jogos Vorazes eram a trindade da leitura, e Taylor Swift começava a se destacar com seu novo álbum RED.
“Hey Brother”, do Avicii, e “Do I Wanna Know?”, do Arctic Monkeys, eram músicas obrigatórias em qualquer playlist. E só se viam dois estilos sendo usados: o grunge, com suas camisas de galáxia, saias prensadas e cropped preto, ou o swag, composto por um shorts jeans, Vans e um casaco xadrez amarrado na cintura. Um dia normal de uma adolescente consistia em assistir canais de youtubers em ascensão, pedir SDV no Instagram, criar templates no Tumblr, tentar recriar fotos de blogueiras e ler fanfics no Wattpad.
Y/N: Fiz um coque bagunçado e passei no Starbucks antes de ir para a aula. Ser adolescente era uma droga!
Eu me sentia como um constante saco de inseguranças ambulante. O que significa que, ao encontrar um clube de milhares de pessoas com interesses comuns, mesmo que muitas vezes distantes (famosos amigos online) era, no mínimo, um suspiro em meio a tanta pressão. Acredito que não existem palavras corretas para descrever como essa época foi marcante. Foi legal, bacana, emocionante, divertido e eletrizante; e o melhor de tudo, parecia eterno.
Mas, no dia 17 de outubro de 2024, um acontecimento nos lembrou que o nosso “eterno” chegou ao fim: o cantor e ex-integrante da boyband One Direction, Liam Payne, faleceu. E, com isso, uma geração de jovens adultas entrou em um luto coletivo pela perda de seu ídolo.
Enquanto navegava pelas minhas redes sociais, me deparei com uma legião de pessoas enfrentando a mesma confusão sentimental. Perguntas como “Por que estou tão triste?”, “Por que estou chorando tanto?”, “Por que dói e onde dói?” eram feitas.
As pessoas são rápidas em julgar a dor do outro, principalmente se não a compreendem. Não vou entrar no mérito do porquê essa dor deve ser respeitada; não é meu trabalho ensinar aos adultos que o luto não é algo exclusivo de familiares e que se manifesta de diferentes maneiras.
Para muito além da perda, me parecia que esse sentimento vinha atrelado a uma tomada de consciência coletiva da vida adulta. A verdade é que não percebemos quando nos tornamos adultos; simplesmente acontece. Aos poucos, aprendemos a comprar o alface correto, a marcar nossas próprias consultas médicas, a nos afastar de quem nos machuca e a mandar e-mails cobrando a equipe. Foi um processo natural; não precisamos fazer uma prova para ser adulto, nós simplesmente somos.
Então, quando, em uma quarta-feira típica da sua vida adulta, você é bombardeada pela notícia de que uma parte significativa da sua história partiu para sempre, a reação mais plausível é a melancolia. Não existe outra resposta correta para um tiro de nostalgia além dela.
Por isso, hoje eu digo: está tudo bem sentir essa perda. Só você sabe o quão doloroso foi marcar um encontro com sua versão de 14 anos para contar essa notícia.
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goaliegossip · 2 months ago
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Since q seems to listen to the most self-pitying songs & he is using fr holding on as song for raya, can we plsssss make a sad playlist for our beloved emo defenseman? (And maybe a happier one too?)
I got some songs already✨
- a little bit happy by TALK
- cringe stripped by Matt Maeson
- last night by Morgan Wallen
- mr. Jones by counting crows (okay this one is already on his playlist)
- Ain't talkin' 'bout love by van halen
- fallout by marianas trench
- indigo by sam barber & avery anna
- bathwater by zach bryan
- give your heart a break by demi lovato
- the thrill by wiz khalifa
- this could be us by rae sremmurd
- someone to you by banners
(no offense to ma dude i love him and his lil dramatic attitude or whatever he is trying to do)
I love this idea. we gotta think of a clever name for the playlist. accepting ideas now lmaooo
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callofthxvoid · 1 year ago
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✥ - karma and xander
forever winter by taylor swift
he says he doesn't believe anything much he hears these days / he says “why fall in love, just so you can watch it go away?" / he spends most of his nights wishing it was how it used to be / he spends most of his flights getting pulled down by gravity
monsters by katie sky
I see your monsters, I see your pain / tell me your problems, I'll chase them away / I'll be your lighthouse, I'll make it okay / when I see your monsters, I'll stand there so brave / and chase them all away
give your heart a break (rock version) by demi lovato ft. bert mccracken
‘cause you been hurt before / I can see it in your eyes / you try to smile it away / some things you can't disguise / don't wanna break your heart / baby, I can erase the ache, the ache / so let me give your heart a break
collide by howie day
even the best fall down sometime / even the wrong words seem to rhyme / out of the doubt that fills my mind / I somehow find you and I collide
someone to you by BANNERS
and if the sun starts setting, the sky goes cold / then if the clouds get heavy and start to fall / I really need somebody to call my own / I wanna be somebody to someone / someone to you
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hernando-valdez · 1 year ago
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Listen Here (tracklist below)
@lylasalazar
Back to December (Taylor's Version) - Taylor Swift
The Harold Song - Kesha
The Great War - Taylor Swift
If We Never Met - John K ft. Kelsea Ballerini
Save Me - Noah Kahan
Unsaid Emily - Julie and the Phantoms
Hits Different - Taylor Swift
How Do I Do This - Kelsea Ballerini
Dress - Taylor Swift
Cover You - Kelsy Karter & The Heroines
You - Miley Cyrus
Labyrinth - Taylor Swift
Feelings - Lauv
Rose Colored Lenses - Miley Cyris
Lavender Haze - Taylor Swift
Forget Me - Lewis Capaldi
Afterglow - Taylor Swift
Thick and Thin - LANY
Ruin The Friendship - Demi Lovato
Cruel Summer - Taylor Swift
Never Be Me - Miley Cyrus
Heat Waves - Glass Animals
National Anthem - Lana Del Rey
Burning House - Cam
Gravity - Sara Bareilles
Please Don't Go - Mike Posner
Close To Me - Ellie Goulding, Diplo & Sawe Lee
Mateo - Tove Lo
Please Don't Say You Love Me - Gabrielle Aplin
Let Her Go - Passenger
No Control - One Direction
You Found Me - The Fray
Renegade - Big Red Machine ft. Taylor Swift
She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5
Jealous - Labrinth
Somewhere With You - Kenny Chesney
Back To You - Selena Gomez
Hypnotic - Zella Day
Jackie Onassis - ELIO
Adore You - Harry Styles
Cartier - Bazzi
Boyfriend - Ariana Grande ft Social House
So It Goes... - Taylor Swift
Teenage Dream - Katy Perry
Right Hand - Drake
Kiss Me - Ed Sheeran
Call It What You Want - Taylor Swift
Someone To You (Acoustic) - BANNERS
Never Say Never - The Fray
One & Only - Oliver Tree
Cherry - Fletcher ft. Hayley Kiyoko
Curious - Hayley Kiyoko
Love Like This - Zayn
Slut! (Taylor's Version) - Taylor Swift
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knick-nudiex · 1 month ago
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Punk'd is an American hidden camera–practical joke reality television series that first aired on MTV in 2003. It was created by Ashton Kutcher and Jason Goldberg, with Kutcher serving as producer and host. It bears a resemblance to both the classic hidden camera show Candid Camera and to TV's Bloopers & Practical Jokes, which also featured pranks on celebrities. Being "punk'd" referred to being the victim of such a prank. New episodes hosted by King Bach and DeStorm Power aired on BET.
A reboot of the series hosted by Chance the Rapper premiered on Quibi in 2020 and moved to The Roku Channel until its cancellation in December 2021.
History and format
Originally, Ashton Kutcher and MTV were developing a program called Harassment, a hidden camera show which would feature pranks on regular everyday anonymous people. However, a January 2002 prank involving a fake dead body at the Hard Rock Hotel��in Las Vegas backfired and the couple who were targets of the prank sued Kutcher, MTV, and the hotel for $10 million.The concept was later retooled to involve celebrities instead. Pranks would be set at a variety of locations, public and private. One of the show's first pranks was set at singer Justin Timberlake's home, where he was led to believe that government agents were seizing his home and valuables because of unpaid income taxes. Time magazine ranked the prank #3 on its list of 32 Epic Moments in Reality-TV History. Another (the very first) involved Frankie Muniz's special custom-made limited edition Porsche being stolen.
A frequent segment during the first two seasons was a Punk'd cast member pretending to interview celebrities at red carpet events, only to mock them instead. This segment closely copies what originated on The Howard Stern Show in the 1980s, when Stern and his writers began sending interns (most notably Stuttering John Melendez) to ask celebrities embarrassing questions on the red carpet. During the first season then-fifteen-year-old Ryan Pinkston posed as a reporter from a children's television program, and would insult the celebrities. During season two, the producers then chose a foreign interviewer accompanied by her interpreter who would then ask inane questions to the guests. Several actors, like Jill Wagner, Masi Oka, B. J. Novak, Caitlyn Taylor Love, Dax Shepard, and a then-unknown Bill Hader were accomplices in the pranks. But when the next celebrity targets who saw the show would recognize the members of Punk'd and realized what was happening to them, the show would get new field agents every season.
The series finale aired on MTV on May 29, 2007, and culminated in early June with the Punk'd Awards.
Revival
In October 2010, New York Magazine revealed that Punk'd was being revived with Justin Bieber replacing Kutcher as the host; however, it stated that Kutcher would remain as executive producer.[8] After a five-year hiatus, the program was revived with a March 2012 premiere. The first episode of the ninth season, featuring Bieber as a guest host, was filmed in late August 2011. On December 31, 2011, MTV confirmed that the program would be revived in 2012, and that a different celebrity guest host would be featured each episode, the guests included: Tyler, the Creator, Justin Bieber, Bam Margera, Hayden Panettiere, Lucy Hale, Nick Cannon, Dax Shepard, Ashley Tisdale, Demi Lovato, Miley Cyrus, Heather Morris, Kellan Lutz, Daniel Tosh, and Mac Miller. Ashton Kutcher made a returning appearance on an episode where he got to punk again.
The ninth season ended on June 7, 2012.
BET reboot
On May 25, 2013, Katalyst Media stated that a tenth season was in development. At their 2015 upfronts, BET announced that they would be rebooting the program for their network. Although Katalyst had closed by then Goldberg returned as executive producer with a revival of the Katalyst banner without Kutcher. Ryan Good also executive produced. The reboot is tailored for the network's audience and goes behind the scenes of many pranks. The reboot premiered on August 18, 2015.
To promote the program, BET announced the return of BET: Uncut, a block for uncut music videos, on August 11, 2015. In reality, after a revelation and introduction from new hosts, King Bach and DeStorm Power, BET aired highlights from past segments of the program as well as previews for their program.
Quibi reboot
In 2020, it was announced that a new Punk'd reboot would air on the mobile video platform Quibi hosted by Chance the Rapper.[15] After Quibi was shut down in December 2020, on January 8, 2021, Roku bought the rights to Quibi's content library, including Punk'd for seven years. Season 2 premiered on The Roku Channel on December 10, 2021.
Syndication
Punk'd began in off-network syndication in 2008 and in the fall of that year, Trifecta Entertainment & Media put it into barter syndication and aired on affiliates of Fox, MyNetworkTV, The CW, and Independent stations. However, as of fall 2012, the show has left local syndication along with The Hills and Laguna Beach due to lack of ratings.
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my-weird-news · 2 years ago
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Scooter Braun's Epic Client Update: What You MUST Know! 🚀
#ScooterBraun's Rollercoaster Ride: From Bieber Fever to Business Buffoonery! 🛴 Oh, let me regale you with the tale of Scooter Braun, the maestro of music management, who once rode high on the Bieber wave but now seems to be navigating a sea of confusion and comedy. 🎶 Picture this: 2007, the age of flip phones and overly gelled hair. Scooter spots a young chap named Justin Bieber on the wild terrain of YouTube, strumming his guitar and serenading virtual fans. And in a move that would later be seen as both genius and mildly outrageous, Scooter signs him up, probably while shouting, "Eureka! I've found the kid with the hair that defies gravity!" 🎸🕺 Fast forward a bit, and under his SB Products banner, Scooter starts assembling a constellation of stars. There's Ariana Grande, the voice of an angel with the ponytail that seems to have its own gravitational pull, and Demi Lovato, the diva who can hit those high notes without shattering glass (well, mostly). 🎤👑 Then, enter August 2023, a month that saw Scooter making more headlines than a tap-dancing elephant in Times Square. Rumors burst forth like confetti from a party popper: Bieber, Grande, and Lovato were supposedly plotting a daring escape from the Scooter ship! 🚢😱 But hold your horses, dear reader! An insider, a whisperer of truths from the mystical land of Us Weekly, decided to set the record straight. "Hold your horses, folks! They're all still under contract," they proclaimed with a dramatic flourish. "Scooter's just donned a bigger hat as the CEO of Hybe America, and negotiations are happening like a frenzied dance-off!" Ah, the drama! The whispers, the intrigue, the misadventures of the pop music puppet master. 🕺💃 And then, my friends, the twist in the tale. Those pesky other sources chimed in, like those annoying background singers who just can't stay in tune. They claimed that Scooter's star-studded ship was indeed a bit leaky. Scooter, however, responded in the only way a man of his stature could: with a tweet. "Breaking news ... I'm no longer managing myself." Oh, Scooter, you jester! 🤣 Now, let's not forget the climax of this carnival. Sign up for Us Weekly's free, daily newsletter, because, clearly, this saga is far from over. Will Scooter keep juggling pop sensations like a caffeinated circus clown? Will Bieber break free to start a career as a professional pogo-sticker? Only time will tell, my dear audience! ⏳🎪 So there you have it, the chronicle of Scooter Braun, the man who went from discovering Bieber on the virtual street corner to leading a music empire, all while turning negotiation tables into comedy stages. Bravo, Scooter, bravo! 👏🤹‍♂️#ScooterBraun's Rollercoaster Ride: From Bieber Fever to Business Buffoonery! 🛴 Oh, let me regale you with the tale of Scooter Braun, the maestro of music management, who once rode high on the Bieber wave but now seems to be navigating a sea of confusion and comedy. 🎶 Picture this: 2007, the age of flip phones and overly gelled hair. Scooter spots a young chap named Justin Bieber on the wild terrain of YouTube, strumming his guitar and serenading virtual fans. And in a move that would later be seen as both genius and mildly outrageous, Scooter signs him up, probably while shouting, "Eureka! I've found the kid with the hair that defies gravity!" 🎸🕺 Fast forward a bit, and under his SB Products banner, Scooter starts assembling a constellation of stars. There's Ariana Grande, the voice of an angel with the ponytail that seems to have its own gravitational pull, and Demi Lovato, the diva who can hit those high notes without shattering glass (well, mostly). 🎤👑 Then, enter August 2023, a month that saw Scooter making more headlines than a tap-dancing elephant in Times Square. Rumors burst forth like confetti from a party popper: Bieber, Grande, and Lovato were supposedly plotting a daring escape from the Scooter ship! 🚢😱 But hold your horses, dear reader! An insider, a whisperer of truths from the mystical land of Us Weekly, decided to set the record straight. "Hold your horses, folks! They're all still under contract," they proclaimed with a dramatic flourish. "Scooter's just donned a bigger hat as the CEO of Hybe America, and negotiations are happening like a frenzied dance-off!" Ah, the drama! The whispers, the intrigue, the misadventures of the pop music puppet master. 🕺💃 And then, my friends, the twist in the tale. Those pesky other sources chimed in, like those annoying background singers who just can't stay in tune. They claimed that Scooter's star-studded ship was indeed a bit leaky. Scooter, however, responded in the only way a man of his stature could: with a tweet. "Breaking news ... I'm no longer managing myself." Oh, Scooter, you jester! 🤣 Now, let's not forget the climax of this carnival. Sign up for Us Weekly's free, daily newsletter, because, clearly, this saga is far from over. Will Scooter keep juggling pop sensations like a caffeinated circus clown? Will Bieber break free to start a career as a professional pogo-sticker? Only time will tell, my dear audience! ⏳🎪 So there you have it, the chronicle of Scooter Braun, the man who went from discovering Bieber on the virtual street corner to leading a music empire, all while turning negotiation tables into comedy stages. Bravo, Scooter, bravo! 👏🤹‍♂️ Read the full article
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sinclair-scrambles · 2 years ago
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[ID: A playlist in darkmode that says the following:
Hi, My Name Is Gretchen Calder
Ebony Luv Docta
Darkness Eminem
Dementia Owl City, Mark Hoppus
Raven Way Noolix
And I Ciara
Have Michael Love Michael, Chelsea…
Long Cheville
EBONY BLACK Carson Campbell
Hair Little Mix
That's How D12
I Got Young the Giant
My Name From Ashes To New
With… INFINITE
Purple Streaks Emot
and EDEN
Red Taylor Swift
That! Andre Nickatina
Reach S Club 7
ES Crying
M The Cure
Y iamwhoiam
Mid Teezo Touchdown
Back Jeezy, Yo Gotti
and EDEN
Icy Blue 7 Year Bitch
Eyes Rouge Wave
Like Alissic
Limpid Forsaken Autumn
Tears Meep
and EDEN
A Lot of People del canto.
Tell Me Groove Theory
I Aphex Twin
Look Like Yung Pinch
Amy Alexandre Desplat
Lee Tenacious D
A The Gits
N Jaden
If You Don't Know Molotov Cocktail Piano
Who Jason Lauv
She Is The Fray
G Labraford
E.T Katy Perry
DA PNL
Hell Squirrel Nut Zippers
Out of Here A.J. Holmes
I'm Not Panda Bear
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To The Neighborhood
Gerard Way dying in designer, Lil Xtra
But K. Cero
I Wish I Was The Avett Brothers
BEcause Dreamcatcher
He Is Ghost
A The Gits
Major Young Dolph, Key Glock
Fucking David Banner, Jazze Pha
HOTTIE BROCKHAMPTON
I'n a Vampire Future Bible Heroes
But C. Kero
My Teeth Pic Louds
Are Dens, Laura McElroy
Straight T-Pain
and EDEN
White Frank Ocean, John Meyer
I Have DJ Mason
Pale White Yann Tiersen & Shannon Wright
Skin Sabrina Carpenter
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A Witch John Petersen
And I Go 16Volt
To The Neighborhood
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Magic Pilot
School Nirvana
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Hogwarts Endigo
In Carrie: The Musical Ensemble
England The National
Where Tekino
I'm In Keith Urban
The Seventh Year Shadowland
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M The Cure
Seventeen MARINA
I'm a Goth Tor
In Case Demi Lovato
You Regard, Troy Sevant, Tate McRae
Couldn't Tell Dermot Kennedy
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Wear Ken Ashcorp
Mostly Black Midagmus
I Love Joyner Lucas
Hot Topic Le Tigre
And I Ciara
Buy Burna Bandz
All My Clothes Civil Twilight
from Adrienne Lenker
…There Andy Mineo
For Example Postcode War
Today The Smashing Pumpkins
I Was Florist
A The Gits
Black Pearl Jam
Corset Keigo., Paulo Herrera
With… INFINITE
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Lace Random Rab
Around It Pat Cooper
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A The Gits
Black Leather Call Me Karizma
Miniskirt AOA
Pink Aerosmith
Fishnets Model City
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Combat Boots Mato, Liv the Artist
I Was Florist
Wearing Wilsen
Black Lipstick Chicano Batman
White Frank Ocean, John Meyer
Foundation Years & Years
BLACK EYELINER AOL, doin' fine
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Red Eye YoungBoy Never Broke Again
Shadow FRVR FREE
I Was Florist
Walking Outside Make Up Girl
Hogwarts Endigo
It Was Chely Wright
Snowing and Raining Guitar Slim, Jelly Belly
So There Ben Folds
Was John Chin, Richard Julian
No Sun Turnover
Witch Cold
I Was Florist
Very Happy Moses Khumalo
A Bout Bad Bad Hats
a lot 21 Savage
O Coldplay
F Reggie And The Full Effect
P Venetian Snares
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gapashi · 5 years ago
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Forbidden Side
- capa e banner para Spirit
- pedido do MOONCHILDESIGN
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habekida · 5 years ago
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Banner: Sober por Milly Ferreira
O banner foi totalmente inspirado na capa Sober que a maravilhosa @yimyhe fez pra Milly. ❤️
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iconsnunited · 5 years ago
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fairyixingstuff · 6 years ago
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— four edits | miley cyrus + ariana grande + demi lovato + selena gomez ♡
watch me edit
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adamneelyyoutubecomments · 5 years ago
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fuzziekins · 7 years ago
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July Zen Drawings
DON'T LET THEM ROB YOU OF WHO YOU ARE. - We may have hidden who we are. We may have felt bad about who we are. We may get knocked down so much like it feels there's something wrong with us. Whether there's little things we can do to make ourselves better, or change the way we react to or handle some things, we can't fully change who we are. If we changed so much about ourselves then we wouldn't be who we are. It's not on anyone else to decide if something we do isn't right or if something about us isn't right. As hard as it is we can't let people push us down forever. We have the right to be proud and happy with who we are and with whatever strides we made. If anyone has a problem with it, that's on them. STAND OUT. - Everyone's encouraged to stand out, to be accepted and celebrated for our differences. When it's done the right way it's an incredible feeling. But when we're told to stand out and we're still ignored or isolated or not good enough, it can be hard to want to stand out, to want to show what makes us special in an ocean of people. It's easy to say to stand out, but if you're going to say that then please remember to back it up. If you want to be able to stand out exactly as who you are, then don't look down on someone because they stand out differently. Everyone can stand out together. I JUST WANNA BE SOMEONE. - We're always asked what we want to be. Whether it's what kind of animal we'd want to be, what kind of superhero we'd be, what job we wanna do. Some people always know the answer to those and so many more questions. Some people don't. In the grand scheme of things - and admittedly, maybe i'm speaking more for myself - we all want to be somebody to someone. Whether it's as a friend, a partner, companion, family, or whatever. We want to be someone. We want to matter to someone. And, as important as so many of the other questions and answers may be, wanting to be somebody to someone is the most important one of all. I'M A WARRIOR. - We all have different battles. Some are worse and harder than others, but i beleive the feeling is similar. The feeling of being a warrior. There's a reason Demi Lovato wrote this song, and it's because she's been a warrior in her own battles. And as many battles as she'd had, some were won and some were lost. That's how it's going to be for everyone. But this is proof that we're allowed to lose some fights. That's what warriors do; whether they win or lose they keep fighting. They keep going. As hard as it is, as painful as it is, that's the reality. And whether we realize it or not, each battle will make us stronger and we will become better warriors. Sources for quotes are located in the captions. Photos originally posted with detailed descriptions on my Instagram. January|February|March|April|May| June
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shuadotcom · 2 years ago
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Stay ‘Till Sunrise | HJS + KMG (M)
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☀ Summary: After years of pining and lusting over your best friends, your desperation finally gets the better of you and you decide enough is enough. Tonight is the night you’ll risk ruining the friendship to be with them in every way you can.
☀ Pairing: Joshua Hong x Fem!Reader x Kim Mingyu
☀ Genres & AUs: Smut, fluff, friends to lovers au, non!idol au, polyam au, porn with the barest of plots
☀ Rating: 18+ (MINORS & AGELESS BLOGS DNI. YOU WILL BE BLOCKED)
☀ Warnings: Profanity (especially the f bomb), alcohol, oral (f. receiving), creampie, pussy slapping (like 3 times?), squirting, spanking, hair pulling, choking, double penetration, unprotected sex, anal (f. receiving), fingering (f. receiving), dirty talk, kinda dom!shua, switch!gyu, subby!reader, praise and pet names (babygirl, pretty girl, darling)
☀ Words: 9.1k
☀ Note: This was a dream I had that I needed to put together in fic form and write so it will leave my head!! It’s also inspired by Ruin The Friendship by Demi Lovato! Big thank you to @sun-kore​ for being my amazing, wonderful beta! ❤️ And thank you sosososo much @playmetheclassics​ \ @classicscreations​ for this beautiful banner that I’m still obsessed with!! 😍
Tagging the lovely @the-boy-meets-evil​ because she asked 💛
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Okay, you can finally admit it: you want to fuck your best friends.
Well, you want to do more than that. You want Joshua and Mingyu to take you out on dates and call you pet names no matter how corny and old-school they are. You want Mingyu to make you romantic dinners to celebrate milestones together and you want Joshua to make you a beaded bracelet every birthday filled with heart shapes and pastel colors.
You want the three of you to spend lazy mornings laying in bed, sharing body warmth and cuddling until you get hungry or someone has to pee. You want to spend holidays and anniversaries with them. You want to hold Joshua’s perfect hands and place kisses on Mingyu's perfect nose and be the most sickeningly cute, perfect polycule with them.
Every time you see a couple doing cutesy, cheesy couple things your mind always wanders to Joshua and Mingyu, imagining the three of you doing it too and your heart feels so warm at the thought.
Of course, when all of your soft thoughts of light kisses and hand-holding drift away they’re replaced with some not-so-soft thoughts.
Thoughts of Joshua using his big hands to choke you while he fucks you into your mattress and images of Mingyu’s strong arms gripping your legs hard as he makes you cum on his face over and over again. Your laundry list of dirty things you want to do with the two of them is long and extensive but then again how could it not be when they look the way they do?
You’ve known them for five years thanks to your roommate Seungcheol who’s known them for longer. Somewhere after the year three mark of knowing them, feelings for the two men morphed from friendly love for your sweet friends who do nice things for you all of the time to the realization that all of these sweet things have stacked up in your heart to accumulate to the massive, embarrassing,  crush you have on them now.
You love your whole group of friends of course, but they’ve always been the sweetest and easiest to get along with. You can always laugh at the same things as them, eat the same foods, and open up to them more than any of your other friends. Joshua and Mingyu make you feel safe and loved and cared for so of course your heart was bound to belong to them both.
They also happen to be some of the most beautiful men you’ve ever seen in your life.
Your eyes wander to Mingyu at this thought at his spot in the kitchen. He’s leaning back against the counter as he waits for the popcorn in the microwave. His arms are crossed as he scrolls on his phone and his long, dark hair hangs in his face. The slightly curly locks look soft and you know they are, seeing as you use every opportunity to playfully run your fingers through them.
He reaches up then, carding his fingers through the strands and you eye the wonderful way his biceps flex when he does, the sleeves of his t-shirt very noticeably hugging his arm. The arms that are so deliciously toned and hard that let you know just how strong Mingyu is and how easily he could probably toss you around and -
The ding of the microwave jolts you out of your long-running thirst thoughts about your friend. Joshua laughs from next to you, playfully poking your side.
“Did the microwave scare you?”
“I was zoning out!”
“Clearly. What were you even thinking about that hard?”
About one of my best friends absolutely wrecking my body in the most sinful of ways.
“Uh, my uh glass is empty. I was contemplating getting up for another drink.” You nod towards your empty glass on the coffee table, your skin burning up at getting caught fantasizing. It’s not a complete lie - before you were consumed with your constant Minshua fantasies, you had in fact been thinking about getting up for another drink.
But then Mingyu got up to make popcorn and you watched him walk away in his gray sweatpants at the same time that Joshua shifted on the couch and his thigh grazed yours and yeah. That’s how you ended up in such a daze.
“Oh, I’ll make you another.”
“No! You don’t have to!” You reach out to grab the glass before he can take it, but he simply bats your hand away and snatches it at the same time he gets up from the couch.
“Nope, I’m doing it.” He sends you a smile that has your heart doing cartwheels.
God, he’s so fucking sweet. You want to suck him off so badly.
“Me too?!” Mingyu points to his half-empty cup on the coffee table. He’s returned to his spot on the couch next to you, the bowl of popcorn balancing in one hand.
“What, are your legs broken? Guess you should’ve made it when you were up.”
“You’re mean!” Mingyu accuses, a pout forming on his face.
Joshua just chuckles at him, blowing him a kiss in response as he reaches the kitchen.
You’re so in love with them it’s disgusting.
He keeps a playful smile on his face as he makes your drink and it quickly morphs into determination as he eyes the different alcohols. You haven’t looked at him straight on since he and Mingyu arrived earlier in the evening for your bi-weekly movie night. You’re still both thanking and cursing the rest of your friend group for having plans and leaving you with your two biggest weaknesses tonight.
Joshua leans over the sink to rinse out your glass and the button-down he’s wearing - that’s already undone way too far in your opinion - exposes more of his smooth chest and it takes everything in you not to gape so openly. He’s nowhere as big as Mingyu, but you know for certain they’ve gone to the gym many times together and you know Joshua’s also built in a way that has you blushing and kicking your feet like a mad woman. He’s constantly wearing shirts that show off all of the honeyed skin of his neck, just begging to be covered in marks. And oh how badly do you want those marks to come from your lips and teeth.
“Can I put something else on?” Mingyu directs the question at both of you but is reaching over you already to grab the remote.
His body is so warm and he smells so good and you’re back to focusing on him again. The urge to reach out and cup his face just to gaze at him up close is strong, but you keep yourself composed.
“If you put on Spiderman one more time, I’m going to bite you,” you warn him, watching him open the search bar on the streaming menu.
“Come on! Every time we have movie night you and Shua try to put on too many scary movies!”
“The last one wasn’t even scary, it was just a thriller.” You roll your eyes at the man. “Don’t be a baby.” Your friends, especially you and Joshua, always tease the younger man about how whiny he gets when anyone puts anything remotely scary around him. Unfortunately for him, both you and Joshua love them and it’s two versus one tonight.
“It was a horror thriller! I saw the categories when it was over!” Mingyu continues leaning over you even after the remote is in his hand, so when he tilts his head back to look at you upside down, he’s so incredibly close enough to see every detail on his perfect face.
You’re the target of his pout this time, his plush lips looking oh-so inviting. Delusion kicks in at that moment and you swear you see Mingyu’s eye drift to your mouth too, neither of you moving away from one other.
Is he moving towards you right now? Kissing upside down seems hard and logistically, not that simple, but you’d never dream of rejecting Mingyu in this universe or any other.
“Move your big head!” Joshua interrupts whatever this was when he returns, waving your drink in front of your face. “Alright Y/n, I demand that you give me feedback on my bartending skills immediately.”
Mingyu jolts up, reaching quickly for a handful of popcorn and shoving it into his mouth. He gives Joshua a look that you can’t decipher. It’s quick and you nearly miss it, but it definitely looks like something. Ignoring it, you take your glass from Joshua, and he watches as you sip your drink, waiting for your verdict.
“It’s perfect,” you finally say and he breaks into a brilliant smile.
“I know.” He says rather smugly. “I always know what you like.” Joshua sends you a wink and you guess it’s that coupled with his words that conjure up a version of Joshua whispering that into your ear as he fucks you hard, knowing exactly how you like it and how to touch you.
To drown out the thirst and desperation in your head you start to chug the drink, aware of both men watching you gulp it down in record time.
“Be careful there, Y/n. I know it’s good but don’t get ahead of yourself.” Joshua’s hand finds your knee which doesn’t help you at all with the state that you’re in.
Clumsy hands reach out for the remote, announcing to them that you’ll be finding something to put on which steers the conversation into another debate of what to watch. You’re thankful for it because quite frankly, you need all the distractions you can get.
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It’s nearly one in the morning when you suggest to them that they stay the night. None of you are drunk per se, but they are buzzed so driving home is off the table. Joshua suggests that they’ll take a rideshare since they don’t live far from each other, but you shoot that down.
“That’s stupid, just stay the night. We can keep hanging out.” You punctuate your words with your best pout to lay it on thick. To be honest, you’ve been debating all night if you want to make any moves to suggest you want to do more with them than watch movies but you haven’t decided yet and want a little more time. Plus you just don’t want to stop being around them.
“Fine, we'll stay.” Joshua decides for both of them. It hadn’t taken long at all for him to give in.
“Good!”
With that settled, you all take a movie intermission for bathroom breaks and showers before resuming. Since you’re in for the night you want to be more comfortable - and you need a second to try and get your mind sorted.
This wouldn’t be the first time that any of your guy friends stayed at your apartment for various reasons, so you’re able to fish out some extra sweats and shirts for them that have been left behind for various reasons.
Once you’re in your room with your door shut tight you pull off your clothes and get ready to shower. Now more than ever you’re thankful that when you and Seungcheol played rock, paper scissors to see who’d get the master bedroom, you won.
Speaking of your roommate, you think about him and send a text message as the water for your shower warms up. He went home for his brother’s birthday which gave you the blessing and the curse of being alone with the two men who are showering only a few feet away from you.
[Y/n] Cheol, are you up?
[Choi Seungcheollie] Yeah I’m up. The party is still raging on and my brother is absolutely wasted. He’s this close to getting us kicked out of this club 🙄
[Choi Seungcheollie] Why are you still up? Did Mingyu and Joshua leave already?
[Y/n] No, they're sleeping over. We’re not drunk off our asses but they def can’t be driving
[Choi Seungcheollie] They’re sleeping over huh? 🤔
[Choi Seungcheollie] Is tonight the night you’ll finally become the meat in the Mingyu and Joshua sandwich of your dreams?????
[Y/n] Stopppppppp I’m scared 😩 If I confess and they don’t feel the same our friendship is fucked you know this
[Choi Seungcheollie] You’re so dramatic. They worship the ground you walk on already, remember? Ask anyone.
[Choi Seungcheollie] Text Jeonghan I’m sure he’ll tell you the same
You most certainly will not be texting Jeonghan. You may also be close to him, but he still won’t hesitate to blackmail you to confess if he knew your current situation.
[Y/n] I’d rather risk potentially ruining the friendship myself than get that fucking villain involved
[Choi Seungcheollie] Fair point. Then all I’ll say is to just DO IT. It’ll go fine. You’ve been pining over them for literal years and I know these guys. This won’t be the end of your friendship.
[Choi Seungcheollie] Maybe just start with something small and see how they react.
You roll Seungcheol’s words around in your head. The desire weighing heavy in your stomach for them is the most it’s been in a long time. The fear of rejection and driving a wedge in between the three of you has kept your mouth shut all this time, but you’re really going through it tonight with the way you’re quite literally craving them. If you can come up with something small then it could be easier for you to read them.
[Y/n] Fine, I'll figure something out. If I get my heart broken expect a hysterical voice memo later!!
[Choi Seungcheollie] Good luck, Y/n! I’ll be here if you need me ❤️
After taking a quick shower, you finally decide the best course of action is your choice of pajamas. Instead of the cute cow set that you bought recently you decide on a black cotton night shirt that stops somewhere under your asscheeks with the matching panties that can easily be seen when you bend over - even just a little bit. Seungcheol said something subtle and you feel as though seducing them in your underwear is the most blatant yet wordless way of doing so.
Giving yourself a quick once over, you decide that forgoing a bralette is the most logical choice for your desired endgame, and make your way back out into the living room. Both men are on the couch looking at something on Mingyu’s phone when you enter and you watch as Joshua does a double take when looking up at you. He tries to subtly get Mingyu to notice you, but the latter isn’t too good with that, so Mingyu’s eyes on you are much more obvious.
“You guys showered already?” Your question is innocent, as is the way you ease into your seat between them. But, you do go out of your way to lift your night shirt so you don’t sit on it, exposing your panties as you sit.
“Yeah. We were just trying to decide if we wanted to order food.” Joshua’s words sound a little distant and a glance out of the corner of your eye tells you why. His gaze keeps darting between the tv and the expanse of your thighs that are exposed. The nightshirt is already short, but it’s risen nearly to the tops of your thighs when sitting. On your other side, Mingyu’s phone is still in front of his face but he’s doing a terrible job at pretending he isn’t looking at you.
Putting on a short shirt was the best plan of action you could conjure up on the fly, but it seems to be working.
“Up to you guys. I’ve got more snacks if you don’t wanna wait.” Both men make noises of acknowledgment but don’t make another move other than Joshua resuming to flip through Netflix.
Not a single part of you is paying attention to what Joshua puts on tv. It’s an anime you’ve seen but the men on either side of you are all you focus on. You’re no femme fatale in the slightest and your flirting could use some serious work, but you’d like to think their change in demeanor is a good thing. You continue shifting on the couch so that different parts of you graze against the two of them and each man reacts, albeit differently.
Mingyu lets out a lot of stifled sounds of surprise while Joshua clears his throat each time an arm or leg touches him but neither of them moves away or tries to create distance which keeps your small bout of confidence from fizzling out.
Eventually, your urge to make a bolder move is strong so you decide to be a little more blatant.
“I’m gonna grab a snack, do you guys want anything?”
“Nope.”
“No.” They rush their answers out in unison and you can’t help but smile to yourself.
You pull yourself up from the couch slowly, leaning forward as you do so the back of your shirt rides up and you know for sure your panties are visible. To up the ante, you drop your phone on the floor in front of the couch.
“Oops.” Before you can talk yourself out of it, you hold your breath and bend at the waist to pick it up, ass on full display. Mingyu lets out what sounds like a whimper from behind you, but you’re too nervous to turn around so phone in hand, you beeline for the kitchen, your back still turned to them.
Nerves are starting to outweigh the rush of horniness the night has brought you. What if you throw yourself at them and they completely turn you away? What if you do too much and it makes one or both of them so uncomfortable that it ruins your dynamic? The end result of the idea of confessing to them loops back around as it always does and you’re close to backing out as you always do and retreating to the safety of your room where you can daydream of what-ifs and touch yourself in peace.
“Hey, Y/n,” You almost jump out of your skin at the sound of Mingyu’s voice so close behind you. You hadn’t even heard him approach but you very much feel him. His broad chest is pressed against your back, his body heat rolling off of him in waves.
“H-hey,” Hopefully he doesn’t hear the way your voice trembles.
“You’ve been standing here for a while. Do you need help getting something?”
Truth be told, you have no idea how long exactly you’ve been standing in front of the cabinet. At the moment your brain is having trouble keeping up with much of anything other than how close your best friend is to you.
“Uh, um,” your eyes dart to the open cabinet in front of you, landing on the bag of cookies that are on a top shelf, out of your reach. When you say this to Mingyu, he leans forward, his torso pushing against yours, effectively pinning you against the counter as he reaches over your head. He smells so good and feels so warm and firm, your head is dizzy at all of these sensations hitting you at once.
“Here.” Minygu brings the bag of cookies to your eyesight, the snack right in front of you, but neither of you moves. Both of you seem to be holding your breath, waiting for the other to do something.
“Mingyu, I -” Your sentence ends with a choke as Mingyu jolts his hips forward, the bulge in his sweatpants poking you.
He retracts his hips quickly, almost so quickly that for a second you nearly believe maybe it didn’t happen, but you know what you felt. That’s why you decide in an instant to move your hips back to meet his crotch. Mingyu makes a hissing noise behind you, but again, neither of you moves away.
“Hey, we had a deal!” Joshua’s voice is what finally has you and Mingyu separating, the forgotten bag of cookies falling to the floor.
“Shit, sorry! I couldn’t help it!” Mingyu stamps his foot on the ground. You’d have found the gesture cute if you weren’t so confused.
“A deal?” You pipe up, neither man hearing you.
“I knew when you came into the kitchen you couldn’t be trusted.”
“I really did want to come to get something to drink! I just got distracted because she’s wearing that!”
“Likely story.”
“What are you guys talking about?!” You yell, both of them finally paying attention to you. They exchange a look. “And don’t do that annoying man telekinesis shit. I saw you do it earlier tonight  - tell me the truth!”
“We agreed that neither of us would go after you since we both like you!” Mingyu blurts in a rush, unable to meet your eyes.
“You what?”
“We just didn’t wanna fuck up our friendship with each other and you of course. We care about you and didn’t want to make things messy.”
Blinking at Joshua’s words, the wheels in your head work overdrive to comprehend what they’re saying.
“I’m sorry, you both like me?”
“I know it sounds weird, I got drunk at Chan’s birthday party last year and told Joshua when you were dancing with Soonyoung.”
“And then I told him I liked you too because I was also drunk and we promised neither of us would act on it and just hope our crushes went away.”
Wordlessly, you take in their confessions. You can’t believe you’ve been breaking your own heart this whole time. Ignoring your feelings, stressing over them, willing them gone for nothing. And to think, you wanted to seduce them so badly tonight when all you probably had to do was tell them and they’d take care of you.
“You’re not mad at us, right? I’m sorry if you think we’re creepy or whatever, we can totally leave!” Mingyu looks like a kicked puppy as he anticipates your answer, likely expecting a negative response.
“You guys are not leaving.” You finally say, both men looking surprised. “I’ve been talking myself out of liking you two for the last like two years and you’ve been into me this whole time. There’s no way I’m going to let you just leave after we’ve gotten all this out in the open.”
“I - you like us too? Both of us?” Joshua looks as surprised as you probably do.
“Both of you. A lot.” They share another look.
“So… what do we do?” Joshua starts. “I mean I’m fucking stoked that you just said that, but what do we actually do?”
“I’m open to the three of us, you know, being a thing.”
“Like, you date me, but also Joshua and we all date each other?” You nod at Mingyu’s words, holding your breath at their reaction.
A beat of silence goes by, neither man speaking before Joshua decides.
“Okay.”
“Okay?” You and Mingyu ask in unison.
“Okay, we can all date. It’s a win-win-win. I get to call Y/n my girlfriend finally and Mingyu is lucky enough to say he’s dating a catch like me.”
“Yah, you’re the lucky one! Do you how many people wanna date me? I’m a model for a reason, thank you very much.”
“Posting selfies and outfit of the day TikToks doesn’t make you a model, Gyu.”
“If I get paid to show this face then it’s modeling! Don’t be a hater.” Mingyu clicks his tongue.
“Hey!” Again you interrupt their bickering. “I really, really like both of you so much and I want to do so many dumb boyfriend-girlfriend things with y’all, and we can work out the dynamics of this whole thing tomorrow, but right now I am so insanely horny and I’d really like it if you guys could fuck me.”
Your best friends - now boyfriends? - gape at you and take too long to respond, so to speed things along you close your eyes and start to lift your nightshirt, stopping to expose your bare breasts to them. Both sets of brown eyes in front of you take in your half-naked form.
“Please,” you whine, peeking an eye open. You don’t care who moves first - you just wish one of them would.
Something in Joshua’s expression changes and his usual sweet face turns dark as he crosses the small distance between you two, his hands cupping your face as he smashes your lips together.
Kissing Joshua is heavier than you anticipate. His lips easily and skillfully take over yours, his tongue slipping into your mouth without much resistance on your end. Your body presses forward against his like a magnet and you need to grip his shirt to steady yourself against him. He holds your face with a tenderness that is a stark contrast to the way he’s desperately ravishing your lips.
“Fuck, I’m finally kissing you,” Joshua sighs in between kisses and you hum in agreement.
You get lost in the whirlwind that is finally making out with Joshua, but the feeling of another set of hands on your body snaps you back to reality. Mingyu has silently met the two of you in the middle of the kitchen, efficiently trapping you between both men. His just as soft lips ghost over your neck as his arms, almost trembling, wrap around your waist.
Mingyu has always been one of the softest men you’ve ever known. He’s a big boy with big arms and an even bigger heart. You can feel the nervousness and hesitancy radiating off of him. Prying your fingers from the death grip they have on Joshua’s shirt, you move one hand down to lie on top of Mingyu’s. Immediately your fingers slip between his to grip his hand tightly and let him know how okay with this you are and how safe he is here with all of you together like this.
It must’ve been the reassurance he needs because the next thing you feel is Mingyu’s teeth as they begin nibbling harder at the skin on your neck, clearly intending to leave marks. He pulls your hips back so you meet his erection digging into your lower back.
A whimper escapes you as your brain teeters on the brink of shutting off the more Mingyu leaves you reminders of tonight and the more Joshua kisses every breath out of you.
At some point, Joshua finally comes up for air, both of you panting for dear life. Mingyu spins you around and replaces Joshua’s mouth with his, his hands opting to grip your hips as he melds his lips with yours. Where Joshua’s kiss was dominant and thoughtful, Mingyu’s is soft yet desperate. Between moments to breathe, he slips in little nibbles on your bottom lip and kisses you as if he’ll never get another chance, which couldn’t be further from the truth.
Your fingers dart up to tangle in his midnight hair, tugging on the soft strands by the root.
“Fuck, Y/n…” Your name falls from Mingyu’s mouth in a groan and it’s probably the best thing you’ve heard in your life.
Wanting to hear it once more, you pull again, and he whimpers your name again. You go in for a third time, but he doesn’t let you. Instead, Mingyu swoops down with lips still attached to yours as he grabs hold of your thighs and quickly scoops you up off of the ground, plopping you on the kitchen counter.
“Wanna taste you so bad.” Mingyu pleads between kisses. His words shoot straight to your pussy and you nod your head so fast you nearly give yourself whiplash.
The sound of Joshua’s chuckle draws your attention up and to him. As Mingyu kisses down your body, inching your panties down on the way, Joshua holds your gaze.
He’s a sight directly out of your usual fantasies. A red hue fans out across the expanse of his neck, up to his round cheekbones, and reaches his pouty lips as he pulls his bottom lip between his teeth. Your eyes desperately follow his hand as it reaches up to push back his already messy hair, then moves back down to grip his obvious erection. He rubs himself a few times through his sweatpants, his eyes never leaving yours.
“Shua…” You mewl, hand feebly reaching for him.
“What is it, pretty girl?”
You falter at the pet name that falls from his lips so easily - and in a tone that you’re not used to from him.
“I - I want you. I - ohhhhh.”
Mingyu’s lips wrap around your clit and suck hard - any semblance of a sentence you had in mind withers away. His fingers dig into your thighs to keep a grip on you as his thick tongue alternates between lapping at your clit and darting in and out of you. The sounds of Mingyu eating you out like a man starved fills the kitchen, making you dizzy.
“Fuck, Gyu!” Mingyu’s tongue is sinful as he laps at you, making a mess of you even more than you already are. “So good….you’re so good.” Your hands find Mingyu’s hair and tug on the strands again causing the younger man to moan into you as he starts eating you out even rougher, his teeth nipping at your sticky skin and his nose bumping into your clit.
Joshua is next to you suddenly, his soft hands running up your thighs and under your nightshirt. He eases the fabric off of you and tosses it elsewhere. He’s immediately cupping your face again, pulling you in to capture your lips once more. His other hand moves down to grab your breast, kneading and squeezing with the right force to have you panting in his mouth.
Having both men on you like this, touching you everywhere you need it, kissing you everywhere you need it, has you approaching your orgasm quicker than you think you ever have before.
“Gyu baby, Shua, fuck, I-I’m gonna -” For the second time tonight they have you faltering, this time it’s because Joshua pulls away at the same time that he grips Mingyu’s hair and yanks his head from between your legs. Mingyu lets out a groan that meshes with your noise of frustration.
“Why?!” The man still kneeling pouts, looking almost devastated.
“I think this’ll work best in Y/n’s bedroom.” The words barely leave Joshua’s mouth before Mingyu is clambering up from the floor, lifting you from the counter, and placing you onto the floor. He intertwines your fingers and practically drags you to your bedroom.
“Mingyu, there’s no rush!” You try and reassure him, but he has you on your bed almost immediately as you enter the room and is kissing you again.
“I know, baby girl, but I need you so bad. I’ve dreamed about eating you out for fucking ever and you taste so good and I just need to do it before I explode.”
You can’t argue with that so after one more bruising kiss, Mingyu shuffles down the bed and gets comfortable between your legs before diving back in, his tongue thrusting into you once more. Who are you to deny a beautiful man practically begging to eat your pussy? Plus if Mingyu keeps calling you baby girl the way he did, you’ll let him do damn near anything.
Joshua comes into the room then, eyes fixated on the sight before him. You have enough strength amidst Mingyu consuming your soul through your coochie to reach out and stop Joshua before he climbs onto the bed.
“C-clothes off. It’s not - ahh - uh, it’s not fair th-that I’m the only one naked.” Your sentence is capped off with a moan as Mingyu sucks particularly hard.
“Hmmm. I should make you ask me nicer than that,” Joshua teases, pretending to think but it’s only for a second. “But I think I’ll let it slide this time. Next time I won’t be so nice.” The smirk he sends your way is lethal and has you clenching around Mingyu’s eager tongue.
Joshua makes quick work of pulling off his shirt and pants. You can barely marvel at the expanse of the smooth skin of his abs and the sheer size of his cock because Mingyu makes you cum then.
“Oh fuck, yes!” It hits you like a train and your body tingles as you cry out his name. You grip your sheets so hard that your fingers hurt as he peppers kisses all over your pussy, moaning after each smooch.
“You sound so good when you cum, pretty girl. Doesn’t she, Gyu?”
“Fuck, yeah. She does.”
“I wanna hear you cum again, darling. Can you do that for us?” Joshua’s tone is full of honey and sweetness as he licks his fingers and brings them to your clit. You nearly leap off the bed as he begins rubbing circles against you, wetness pooling between your legs as soon as he finds a steady pace.
“Joshua!” You squirm under his touch, both wanting him to stop due to the sensitivity and silently begging him for more.
“I think she wants more, Shua.” Mingyu muses, his breath feeling dangerously close to your inner thigh again.
“Oh yeah? Is that what you want, darling?”
“Mmhmm! Please!”
“Please what?” You wrench your eyes open to look down at them. Mingyu apparently shed his clothes in the time it took for your post-orgasm haze to clear. His hair is a mess and his pupils are blown wide as he stares, eyes darting between your core and your face. Joshua on the other hand is only staring right at you, his brown eyes full of desire as he skillfully rubs your clit, waiting for your response.
“P-please make me cum again,” it’s more a mumble than anything, feeling flustered at having both of them with their attention on you.
In response to the feeble attempt at begging, Joshua smacks your mound, the sting rushing through you deliciously. “You can do better than that, pretty girl. Wanna try again?” Another sharp smack follows and you squeal.
“Please, please make me cum again!” It’s almost a sob this time which seems to please Joshua because the next thing you feel is one of his long fingers slipping into your entrance, immediately having you buck your hips to meet his hand.
“So needy,” he coos at you, heat spreading over you even more, this time in embarrassment.
It doesn’t take long for Joshua to be able to slip another finger in, stretching you out even more. As he fucks you with his fingers, leaving you panting like an animal underneath him, he adjusts his position on his knees and leans up to take one of your nipples into his mouth.
“Fuuuuuuck!” Your second orgasm is fast approaching with the added stimulation, but it’s not until Mingyu decides to lean down and once again suction his mouth over your clit do you arch almost painfully off the bed, a garble of curses all that’s able to leave your mouth. The heat pools in your belly hot and heavy and this time it feels so much more intense than the first.
This time when you cum, an honest to god shriek rips from you, everything feels too fucking good and your senses going into overdrive. You feel your orgasm spilling out of you as you squirt for maybe only the second time in your life.
“Holy shit, Y/n. You just squirted all over me,” Mingyu marvels.
“That’s the hottest thing I’ve ever seen” Joshua finishes and Mingyu hums in agreement. You’re aware that they’re praising you and you’re giddy about it as the fog in your brain settles and eases away.
“How are you feeling, baby girl?” Mingyu checks in with you after you’ve had time to come down. “Do you want to stop? Because we definitely can.”
“Yeah, this can be it for tonight if you want it to be.”
“No!” You tiredly object, shaking your head furiously. “I’ve wanted this forever. Please fuck me? Shua, Gyu - ‘want you both so bad.” You hope your words convey your need for both of them, adding in a low-effort pout for good measure.
They both look at each other, having another one of their telepathic conversations without you. Instead of saying anything, you open your knees, sopping cunt on display to show them just how much you mean what you say.
A few seconds tick by before Joshua speaks. “Who do you want first?”
“Both of you.”
“Are you sure?”
“A thousand, million times yes. Please don’t make me beg anymore, you said you were being nice to me this time.” You hope you’re batting your eyelashes enough to encourage them to scoop you up and finally do something.
Thankfully it works as both men move into action, maneuvering you and themselves into a position that works best. You all agreed on no condoms since you’re all clean and you’re well-protected yourself.
Joshua’s underneath you as you straddle him, his lips moving sloppily against yours as Mingyu kneels behind you. Joshua has done a good job of distracting you with groping and kissing as Mingyu preps you, already one finger deep in your ass.
When he adds more lube and eases in a second finger, you hiss against Joshua’s mouth at the added stretch.
“Ssh, you’re doing so good pretty girl.” More praise is sung by Joshua as he massages your tits.
“Our good, pretty girl,” Mingyu adds from behind, the other hand that isn’t working you open rubs, and gently kneads your ass cheeks, both men working to relax you.
Their words and touches help, and soon, Mingyu is pulling his fingers from you and tapping the swollen, lubed-up head of his dick against your puckered hole.
“I’ll go slow,” he reassures you as he does. Slowly, he starts to push into you, this stretch stinging so much more. When you let a whimper slip, Joshua’s hold around your middle tightens, keeping you close to him and peppering your face in kisses.
Fuck, Mingyu is big. You finally had a chance to see what you were in for as you were all getting into position and this would certainly be a feat for you - quickly seeing how literally everything about Mingyu is big. You already knew this would be a stretch you’ve never felt.
Mingyu is true to his word and pushes into you gradually, inch by tantalizing inch. It seems like hours go by before he’s fully sheathed inside of you, neither of you moving until everyone is in position.
“Doing okay, darling?” Taking a deep breath you nod at Joshua and he gives you another kiss before lifting his hips, lining himself up with your pussy, and pushing in, just as carefully as Mingyu had. Joshua’s cock isn’t as big as Mingyu, but it’s still impressive enough and plenty thick, the girth alone stretching your walls almost painfully.
Once he’s buried in all the way, no one moves, letting you adjust. Your eyes slip closed as you register how impossibly full you feel and take in how heavy all of you are breathing as you wait.
“Please move,” you finally stutter.
Both of them give your body a shallow thrust to test and that alone has a long, drawn-out moan spilling out of you. Gradually, their thrusts get faster and rougher, giving you more and more until they’re both full-on drilling into you, your body jolting back and forth so fast you can barely keep up.
The wet, squishing sounds of your arousal and the lube fill the room along with the smacks of skin on skin and the harsh spanks Mingyu has started leaving on your ass.
“You’re taking us so well, baby girl,” Mingyu pants out, his hands feeling like fire as they press indents into your skin.
“So, so well, pretty girl. I didn’t know you could take two cocks at the same time,” Joshua’s words are breathy as he bucks his hips up into yours, but they’re no less dirty and teasing.
“I-I’m so f-full…” To your ears, your words sound like gibberish as they both find the perfect rhythm that has your eyes rolling back.
“Yeah? You like being stuffed like this? Two cocks shoved inside of you?” Joshua’s hands are still wrapped around you to hold you steady, punctuating his words with sharp rolls of his hips.
“You like both of us abusing your tight little holes?” Those words come from Mingyu and are punctuated with his fingers in your hair this time, his nails scraping your scalp.
“Yes! Fuck yes, fill me up,” The all too familiar heat starts to churn in your stomach, your walls clenching around both of them as you feel your orgasm brewing. “I’m so fucking close, please!” It’s a needy cry but both of them hear you, their paces becoming quicker and rougher. Mingyu’s fingers stayed buried in your hair, pulling you up just enough to expose your neck. One of Joshua’s big hands moves to grip your neck, using it for leverage to snap his hips up more.
“Gonna cum for us again, pretty girl?” You can’t nod well with his hand where it is, but you hope he at least hears the ‘yes’ that you rasp out between the whines and moans you’ve been letting out.
Your hands, which have been holding you up, start to wobble at the force they’re fucking into you, but you still do your best to move one up to rest over Joshua’s still on your neck. You squeeze around it to try and indicate to him what you want.
“Oh? I think our girl likes to be choked, Gyu.” Involuntarily, you clench and Joshua falters in his pace a little. “Fuck, she just squeezed me so hard - that must be a yes.”
“I think she likes getting her hair pulled too.” Mingyu tugs hard at his words and you manage out a pathetic squeak in response.
Now that they both know what you like, they don’t hold back as they take you to the end. Mingyu tugs your hair so hard it burns, but you like the pain so it pushes you closer.
“Oh, oh oh! Gonna c-cum!” And then you do, with Joshua’s fingers around your neck tightening, succeeding in cutting off your air as you cum for a third time. Your mouth opens in a silent scream, fireworks exploding behind clenched eyelids, and your body goes rigid as the pleasure engulfs you.
“Shit… fuck!” Mingyu cums right after you, not bothering to pull out as he shoots his hot load into you. His groans turn into breathless sighs of your name until he begins slowing down, fucking his cum back into with shallow thrusts.
When Joshua cums next, he releases the grip on your neck so you can greedily gulp air back into your lungs. Both of Joshua’s hands hold your thighs, his nails biting into the skin, as he bucks up into you one, two, three more times before pulling out and cumming between your bodies. His whines are just as desperate as you and Mingyu’s as he empties himself, relishing in the feeling of his dick pressed between your sticky bodies.
Your shared, ragged breaths fill the room, their hips slowing to a leisurely pace until eventually, they stop moving altogether. Mingyu takes his time easing himself out of you and you feel his cum trickle down your ass, earning a groan from behind you. Now that you’re empty again, your eyelids fall shut, draping yourself completely over Joshua’s body.
You hear him chuckle from under you, your body wants so badly to drift off to sleep.
He can tell, because Joshua doesn’t let you do so, telling you everyone needs to clean up first. You try to object, wanting to power down right there, but they will hear nothing of it.
Mingyu is tasked with taking you to the shower and cleaning you up while Joshua changes your extremely soiled sheets. You spend most of the shower leaning against Mingyu’s chest, but he’s more than happy to do most of the work to clean you.
Joshua comes in at some point and fits himself into the small shower with both of you, sandwiching you between both men once again. His gentle hands rub circles on your back, applying light pressure to your sorest muscles.
When everyone is clean again, Mingyu helps you out of the shower and wraps you in a towel, starting to dry you off. He removes your shower cap - which you luckily weren’t too fucked out to forget to tell him you needed - and leans down to place a small kiss on your nose. Mingyu smiles from ear to ear at the giggle you let out and he can’t help but give you a few more pecks all over the rest of your face.
He and Joshua help you back to your bedroom and you immediately crawl into bed, your satin pillowcase practically calling your name.
“Wait, Y/n, what pajamas do you want?”
Shaking your head at Joshua, you finally reach the top of your sheets and burrow into the bed. “No pajamas. I usually sleep naked when Cheol is out of the apartment.”
“Say no more!” Mingyu flops himself down onto the bed without a second thought, efficiently trapping you under the covers.
“Gyu, let me out!”
“Not until you say something nice to me!”
You let out a laugh and feel around the covers to try and find his sides. “Now it makes sense why you always want to be babied - you have a praise kink!” When you find what feels like his toned torso, you grab at him, tickling him the best you can through the fabric.
Mingyu lets out a shrill yelp and flings himself off of the bed to avoid your hands. Joshua bursts into laughter along with you and moves to uncover you from the bed linen. Your first sight is his beautiful smile, his eyes crinkling into the most perfect half-moon shapes. Whenever Joshua looks at you like this - his most beautiful, carefree self - you want so badly to kiss him and experience the moment with him. This time, you remember that now you can do that and so you do. Without a second thought, Joshua is kissing you back, a smile still on his lips as you melt into him. Everything about tonight has felt so perfect - especially this moment right here.
“Hey, me next!” Mingyu whines as the bed dips next to you as he climbs under the covers. You and Joshua pull away, the stars in his eyes twinkling at you, and he lets you go to give your attention to Mingyu.
“I didn’t realize I was getting such a bratty boyfriend,” you tease as you turn to face him, his arms zipping out to wrap around you and pull you close.
“Don’t act so surprised. You’ve known me long enough that you should’ve known. And now it’s too late and you’re stuck with me!” Mingyu winks at you, swooping down to kiss you. It’s true - your beautiful boy has been a big baby from the first day you met him when he whined to Wonwoo about sharing one of his books with him.
“You’re lucky I think you’re too cute to say no to you.” You get the words out in between kisses and chuckles.
“You say that as if you don’t use your cuteness for evil just like him.” Joshua accuses as he flips off the bedroom light, your automatic nightlight across the room glowing a soft orange. He’s last to climb into bed, moving to spoon you with an arm around your waist.
“When do I do that?!”
Scoffing, he gives you a pointed look as he leans on his elbow to look down at you. “All the time! Yesterday when we were at that sushi place you batted your cute little eyelashes at me every time my sushi got to the table and you wanted a taste.” Okay, he’s got you there - you had intentionally pulled out the big guns to taste everything new he ordered.
“Yeah well, maybe you shouldn’t let yourself be swayed so easily.”
“Wow, I can’t believe you just victim-blamed me!”
“And I’ll do it again!”
Mingyu cracks up, his whole body shaking as he laughs.
“Hey, don’t encourage her!”
“But she’s funny and cute!”
“Tsk, tsk. Don’t be so defiant baby boy.” Mingyu chokes on his spit at Joshua’s teasing, staring wide-eyed at the older man from over your head.
“You’re so evil! I remember when you first moved to Korea - you were so sweet! I blame Jeonghan!”
“How about all of us are equally cute and Jeonghan is the root of all evil and now we can go to bed okay? Y’all bicker too loudly to sleep through.” You efficiently silence them, Mingyu sticking his tongue out at Joshua in the dim light but that’s the end of it. Goodnights are passed around and you get two goodnight kisses, one on your forehead and one on your cheek. That’s all you need to fall asleep, surrounded by so much warmth.
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Sunlight peeks through your blinds in the morning and when you adjust in your sleep, it leaks through your eyelids. You squint your eyes open a crack, glaring at the offending rays. After blinking a few times to adjust to the light, you glance down, smiling warmly at the sight. Mingyu’s much larger body is attached to your side, his long limbs wrapped and tangled in yours. You can’t see his face from this angle, but his slow breathing lets you know he’s still asleep, shuffling just a bit as he snuggles closer into your chest.
You turn your head to the opposite side, both to get away from the streaks of the sun and to see Joshua’s sleeping face. His eyes are still closed, and the corner of his plush lips are curled up a little, even as he’s dreaming. For what feels like the hundredth time since last night, you’ve felt like this whole thing is a dream, finally having the men you care about the most here with you like this.
“Morning, pretty girl,” Joshua whispers suddenly and you can’t help but jump. You hadn’t realized you had zoned out staring at him.
“Morning, Shua.” He opens his eyes and meets yours, your skin heating up under his gaze. “I didn’t mean to stare!”
“Oh, that’s too bad because I was staring at you on purpose before you woke up.” He winks at you, succeeding in flustering you.
“You’re just going to spend this whole relationship being a worse flirt than you were before last night aren’t you!”
“Mmhmm. And just like Gyu said, it’s too late and you’re stuck with me!” Joshua’s expression turns wicked, mischief clear on his face.
“Shua no, Gyu’s still asleep!” Joshua doesn’t listen, because of course he doesn’t, and digs his fingers into your sides, tickling you. “N-No!” You can’t help but scream, trying to squirm away from him.
Your sudden yell has Mingyu’s head springing up, bleary-eyed but still panicking. “What’s going on?!”
A sudden commotion in the hallway catches your attention and Seungcheol comes barrelling into your open room, hands raised in fight mode. “Y/n are you alright?!” He freezes when he sees you, Mingyu, and Joshua, wrapped up in your sheets, also frozen and staring back at him. “Oh. I thought you were being hurt.” His tone is flat as he drops his fists.
“Cheol, you’re back early! I thought you wouldn’t be back until the evening.” His lack of reaction upon walking into this has some of your embarrassment starting to ebb away.
“Yeah, my brother and I had a fight so I ended up leaving early. I just got home a few minutes ago.”
“Aw, I’m sorry to hear that. Do you wanna talk about it?”
Your roommate snorts, his eyebrows raising at you. “You don’t exactly seem to be in the position to talk about my feelings, Y/n.”
“Oh. Well, give me a few minutes and we’ll get up and we can come sit down with you!”
“Nah, Jeonghan is expecting me at his place. I was texting him last night about our fight so he said I can come over when I got in. I just wanted to drop my suitcase off.”
“You texted him first about the fight?! Why not me?!” You huff at him. Seungcheol always confided in you first - since you lived together it just came naturally that you vent to each other first when something upsets you.
“Now be for real, Y/n - you were clearly quite busy after we texted last. Would you have answered me if I texted you at like three?” The struggle to try and remember when exactly Mingyu had started eating you out in the kitchen is real and you can’t come up even a guess of what time that was. “That’s what I thought. See you kids later and stay safe!”
The three of you say your goodbyes, listening to his retreating footsteps before you hear him stop.
“Oh, and if you get a bunch of messages in the group chat all of a sudden, you may wanna just mute it.” He calls down the hall.
Frowning, you share a look with Mingyu and Joshua before answering. “What? Why?”
You almost ask him again, thinking he left without answering, but then he quickly rushes the answer. “Because Jeonghan started a betting pool when he figured out - on his own may I add - that you liked Joshua and Mingyu and he wanted to see how long it would take you to confess to them and I have to tell him he lost!” He speaks fast, but you still hear every word.
“He what?! Seungcheol get back here!” Instead of an answer, he sounds as if he runs down the hall and a second goes by before the front door opens and then closes.
It’s just like you said - Jeonghan is the root of all evil. You fully intend on sending him a scathing text message, but then Mingyu starts kissing your shoulder and neck at the same time that Joshua begins drawing slow yet deliberate patterns over your thighs and hips. They probably sense your aggravation and are easily intending to redirect you. Mingyu also mentions something about making you breakfast in between smooches which also diverts your attention - your empty stomach very noticeable.
Their distraction tactics work of course because soon your mind is redirected to Joshua and Mingyu only and no one else. You’ll deal with the rest of the world later - your ain’t shit friend included - deciding to instead focus on the two beautiful men you get to not only stay friends with but also that you get to be so much more with, which feels like a dream within itself.
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