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[thatswhatsushesaid]

how dare you diminish jin guangshan's contribution to the narrative. what is wrong with you. have you no shame

[teddybeartoji]

o wait before i start posting any pics.. i was thinking that maybe.. you guys could help me liquify this gender some more by switching up what you call me.... DON'T GET ME WRONG I LOVE . LOVE LOVE LOVE WHEN YOU USE HE/HIM AND JUST OVERALL LIKE MORE MASC STUFF THAT'S SOOO MMMMMMMMMSO FUCKING GOOD like i don't get to feel that irl at all so it really does make me so happy but i've just been thinking abt TRYING to switch it up more yk? does this even make sense...... . hhhh anyway i might won't even like it and i'll want to just go back to hehim but i wanna try... JUST TO SWITCH IT UP.

[cinematiclly]

i’m convinced he isn’t real

[denkies]

Wanted to mention the lyrics to the BSD 5 opening and their significance to a specific scene

「立ち止まる事でしか見えない場所が」

A place that can only be seen by stopping [movement]

「行けない場所がある」

There are places you can't go.

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So when showing the rift between Atsushi and Akutagawa (life and death), the lyrics mention the afterlife. A place only Akutagawa can see, after death. Then, "there are places you can't go."

From Akutagawa's perspective, it would be "I am in a place only seen after death. You can't come to this place; you can't follow me."

From Atsushi's perspective, this would be "You are somewhere that I can't see, that I can't reach. You can't go there [you can't leave me]."

[Don't go where I can't follow]

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Edit: more detailed analysis about it here

[kubfoo]

im going to kill myself

[checkereddreams]

INHALES DEEPLY

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-Presses index fingers together nervously-

….how many of you would be willing to see TrigunxCoco au art? Or am I just weird with this idea?

[bish0ps]

[sunshinepop]

[badolmen]

Damn didn’t realize deleting that post would remove the notification from my activity - anyways that Eva Bartlett channel that got nuked on YouTube? Sketchy as hell. Just a brief glance at her wiki suggests she’s a Russian propagandist - and tbh if the B’Tselem youtube page is still up I assume they nuked her channel for its Kremlin propaganda regarding Ukraine, not for her older recordings from Israel.

[pulquedeguayaba]

9 people you’d like to know better:

Thanks for the tag @midweekblues !

Last song: this absolute banger of a song ⛵️

Currently watching:

Mad Men and enjoying it a lot, definitely deserves and needs more than one viewing. One of the most emotionally complex series I've seen, and it's usually so subtle, kudos to all the cast.

Currently reading:

A book by this Argentinian social scientist on the current rise of the right, very interesting.

Also waiting for The South Pole to arrive to read it side by side with the diaries of the expedition.

Current obsession:

Some Norwegian explorer

Tagging (no pressure):

@jeremyfrail @michaelmandog @coked-out-euro-trash @cuntboysupremacy @karlavhh @edmy @galacticstar @seraphtrevs @killshanemacgowan and whoever else feels like doing it

[goldiipond]

hate that thing tumblr app does now where trying to post a post with no tags brings up a prompt to add some tags to ‘help people find your post’ and i really hate that it even pops up when you try to save a post to your drafts. like girl its a draft. no one is finding it in there. i might not even find it to be honest

[emilnikos]

I'm glad ppl r connecting w that autism post but I also wish they wouldn't reblog and put in the tags detailed accounts of their self harm. idk.

[2021202121]

Also just to let y’all know that I’m thinking of starting over completely and just deleting this blog and remaking

[ear-motif]

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[bandedbulbussnarfblat]

I usually stick to the tags, but I felt the need to defend the things op mentioned. (this is based on my on experience in living in the south in the nightmare that is rural america)

still lives with parents: the housing market is a joke. and renting is super expensive--especially if you have pets. a lot of low income housing won't let you have pets. you have to pay a huge security deposit just to move in. that you are theoretically supposed to be able to get back if you move out and kept the place in at least the condition it was in when you moved it. but no one ever gets it back, that's just a pretty lie landlords tell you. i am in my mid 30s; the only friends my age that own homes are the ones who are married. bc you cannot afford to buy a house alone. (in one case, a friend got a house bc some great uncle died with no children, and left it to her dad. who already owned a home, so he let her live in. but kept it in his name so she wouldn't have to pay property taxes on it). even renting alone is a struggle; i don't know anyone who rents without having a roommate. so of course they chose to stay with their parents; it's cheaper and you already know how to navigate living with them. also, some people just prefer to live with their parents. (kudos to them, i lived with my parents until i was 28 and if I didn't get out i was gonna lose my fucking mind) i also want to add that since covid, many millennials live with their parents to help care for them bc they got covid that turned to long covid. or any other sort of health condition. i have an acquaintance whose mother had to move in with her due to illness. there are people who stay with their parents due to their own illness.

unemployed: applying for jobs is just a torture process where you have to submit an application and resume, answer questions online that you already have answered in the resume, and wait to hear back. if you don't get completely ghosted, the pay is usually shit--but they still require a degree or a certain level of experience. (i've literally seen jobs offering $12 an hour and expect you to have a 4 year degree) you're expected to be a 'team player' aka do more than is required and/or was told would be your responsibilities. for pay that you still can't live on. (during covid there were less workers and businesses managed to run on short staffing and they've just decided to keep doing it). also some people can't work due to illness or disability. no one I know who is unemployed wants to be; they want to earn an income. (i harbor a special hatred in my heart for the phrase 'people don't want to work these days', usually said by a boomer or an older gen x person. like first off, nobody wants to work. we have 8 hour workdays where we get either 30 minutes or an hour for lunch. nobody wants to work that long, it's literally 1/3 of your day even without adding in how long the commute takes. then employers expect you to always be available; they call and email during your time off and get angry when you don't respond. on your day off. and nobody is actually hiring; they say they are then leave a position unfilled and make the other workers pick up the slack because that's cheaper. or there are 'part time' jobs that make you work as many hours as they legally can without being considered full time so they don't have to give you benefits and/or insurance. the modern workplace is a nightmare

doesn't have a driver's license: cars are death machines. car accidents cause over 40,000 deaths a year. a lot of people have anxiety about driving cars, especially if they've been in an accident before. and also, cars are expensive. if you don't plan on buying one, why would you pay to get a driver's license? (i won't get on my soapbox about how we need more public transportation, BUT WE DO)

didn't graduate high school: the people who drop out of high school are usually the ones not getting their needs met by the school system. a student who is performing well and receiving adequate support is far less likely to drop out. but a lot of kids fall through the cracks. (mostly bc educators are overworked and schools are understaffed. one teacher cannot meet the needs of 25+ students crammed in a single classroom)

*just an aside here as someone who used to work in education: (ignore this if you don't plan on getting a job) if you can't stay in school for whatever reason, look into getting a GED bc most jobs require at least a high school diploma or GED. you get them through online courses/classes. your local community college will offer something. if you aren't sure where to get information about how to do any of this stuff, go to the nearest library. libraries are magical places that serve their communities in a lot of different ways besides just letting you check out books. and if you need any sort of books or whatever to get a GED you do not have to pay for them, just pirate them online. (just make sure to use a vpn, or go somewhere that has accessible wifi. or you may get a email or letter from your internet service provider warning you they'll cut your internet if you keep pirating) (also i hope i don't sound like i'm talking down to you here; but you'd be surprised the amount of gen z that don't know how to pirate stuff. or who refuse to do it bc it's 'stealing' and like yeah, technically it is, but so what? it's not hurting anyone)

Can we stop using "still lives with their parents" or "unemployed" or "doesn't have a drivers license" or "didn't graduate high school" as an insult or evidence that someone is a bad person? Struggling with independence or meeting milestones is not a moral failing.

[yumenosakiacademy]

i wish this era's mcyt fans n block man shippers [n even the rpf likers, in their lil going-feral corner] could experience mid-2010s mavin i think theyd hav a fucking field day w it, just as those in the past did so in their own way.