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The last thing i expected tonight was my backyard catching on fire lol (im okay, my family is okay, and the house is also okay)
#definitely a traumatic experience#i would like to never go through that ever again <3#we got extremely lucky 🙏#anyways just wanna let everyone know i'll probably take some days off#or maybe not. depending on how i'll cope lol#we got extremely lucky :(#next therapy session is gonna be an intense one i can feel it already 👍
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I didn't see anyone point this out, but in Nimona, in the scene where Nimona is having her traumatic flashback before she transforms during the movies climax, we hear lines from Ballister and other characters saying cruel, insensitive, and mean things said to her from these characters. However, some of them are different from how they were actually uttered in the film
Ballister calmly and coldly says "You know what you are..." during their fight before the climax but when Nimona is remembering/hearing the phrase again, Ballister is yelling and he's yelling with a cruel tone: "You know what you are!"
Just thought that was interesting
#nimona 2023#nimona#nimona movie#nimona netflix#ballister boldheart#ballister blackheart#poor nimona definitely has some form of ptsd and anxiety#misremembering traumatic events is a thing i experience too so it wouldn't surprise me
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scenes that make you take a stress lap around the living room
#I FORGOT. ABOUT THIS. CHRIST#yinsen..........................#how DO you be normal after this how do you be NORMAL. after this#the further i get into im1 the more i'm like. ah. tony's post-new york anxiety was definitely in part just like.#realizing his post-afghanistan post-obie Safety Mechanisms were useless#guy who comes home from Traumatic Experience and goes it's fine it's okay i'll just build a suit of armour. I'll just wear it all the time#i'll put it in a briefcase so i can always have it with me#vs guy who comes home from Alien Invasion and is like it's fine it's okay i'll just build 40 of them#they can fly without me i can call them from wherever i am i can be in 40 places at once i can protect everyone it's fine it's okay#I'LL BUILD A SUIT OF ARMOUR. AROUND THE WORLD#kayvswords#kayvsim12024
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Honestly, getting real tired carrying and supporting other folks around here when most of them aren't returning the favor...
#i'm two seconds away from nuking everything in my queue and drafts out of spite#but i don't feel good about that bc there's innocent collateral#this is tumblr‚ the place you're supposed to fucking share the stuff that your friend's and other people are making#and i get it‚ it's not possible to like and reblog everything here‚ i understand that and i'm not expecting that#it just sucks constantly feeling like no one gives a shit about the stuff you're proud of and put effort into‚ y'know?#there's an entire subsection of this fandom that basically ignores any vper that isn't running modded on pc#which is like half the fucking fandom and i definitely pissed some of those people off just for choosing who i associate with#i've been writing in this fandom for three years now and i still don't feel like i have any fucking writing friends#or a good place to get technical support#the writing associates i do have either don't read anything i write or when they do won't comment for some inexplicable reason#(if you're an author on ao3 you know‚ first hand‚ damn well how much comments mean to authors‚ so what's the deal?)#(if you actually don't like it‚ it's fine‚ don't even touch the kudos button‚ no one has to know you were there)#i'm traumatized from my previous discord experiences and am very reluctant to let people into my circle without vetting them first#even tumblr communities is a struggle for me because it still feels a like a popularity/social influence contest#and i know i'm fucking slow#sue me for having a life outside of the internet and wanting to be mindful and thoughtfully engaged with other people's artwork#i talk to people in the tags#i've been leaving comments on every fic i read now#i'm not expecting people to bend over backwards for me#but fostering community and friendships requires mutual exchange#and it's shitty feeling like you're generosity is constantly being fucking wasted#i'm trying to keep it fun around here but a lot aren't helping with that and this isn't a job for one person#sorry not sorry for the rant but i've been feeling very salty about this as of late#i know the holidays can be stressful and the fandom in general has been slowly shrinking which has probably exacerbated these issues#a lot of folks have moved on#but these issues have always been here and they aren't magically going to go away unless people work on them#i'm not expecting anything i make to break the bank at this point but when your friends won't even put your crappy art on the fridge anymor#like why are we here?#i also don't understand the people who are following me but never interact with anything i make???#rambling into the void
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get to know me meme >> Favorite Relationships [25/?] Sammy Lieberman & Abigail Armstrong (Dance Academy)
In a billion years, I could never be as brilliant as you are. Yeah, but you just mean dancing. No, I kind of mean everything.
#daedit#danceacademyedit#sammyliebermanedit#abigailarmstrongedit#samigailedit#userbess#tuserjen#teendramaedit#cinemapix#userstream#userbbelcher#dailyflicks#smallscreensource#minimalistsource#dance academy#*#gtkm4#definitely could have picked a WAY sadder quote so be grateful i did not#this was a truly traumatic experience for me to go through however
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to add onto my last post, i think part of childe being a harbinger is essentially him taking a bad situation and trying to make the best out of it
#risu’s rambles ☆#because your father sending you away at 14 to join the fatui after you suffered a traumatic experience is definitely…something#yes he was aggressive and fighting people#but as we have seen throughout the nathan quest#this was a sign of abyssal corrosion#also the fact that arlecchino said he is not fit to be a harbinger adds to this point#i won’t go into him being a weapon of war and his lore being tied to greek stories bc we will be here all night#as he only really cares about taking care of his family despite the odds of what has happened#i think i should make a lore tag#i want to pick my own brain at kaeya and ayato next#ajax 𓆩☆𓆪#lore bits ☆
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Does the Hidden City have any therapists Dontron could seek in the future? Because God love em, these kids are trying but they are. *Kids*. And a horrifically traumatized & depressed rat dad
unfortunately they're not registered as hidden city citizens, probably dont have the money for it (it's not like donnie's. uh. capable of doing much right now), and have a history of being arrested and conspiring with criminals (draxum). although ive always kind of imagined draxum would receive a full pardon after the s2 finale and this would eventually be rectified, so there's a possibility! if they ever did it'd probably be around post-movie times. it'd be a whole process but i could definitely see them considering it.
#ask#canary continuity#im sure me being poor doesnt reflect in my writing at all#judging by big mama they definitely are doing some capitalisms down there so i have commentary on it#id imagine being a mutant is difficult when youre not set in the hidden city and are ousted by humans#its a real nasty middle ground. and im sure there's some prejudice from yokai#also mind you therapy is.... a process. and not always helpful#ive had a really traumatic experience with a therapist#its hard to say how effective it would be. its very unprecedented as a situation#and there'd be cycling through therapists too... idk#a lot of stories portray that as a natural conclusion and the best possible one#and that's fine!! but i dont really think its. the angle i wanna go for#especially considering the fact that the hamatos have like soooo many allegories under their belt and POOR is one of them#i mean they are. they are poor#id want to capture that experience as best i can#especially as someone who's gone through it#also its fun to watch them fester in their problems a little bit..... make each other a little worse.... its more narratively interesting
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went on Facebook for like 0.5 seconds before I saw a post claiming to correct pop psychology when it actually just invalidated everyone’s experience that wasn’t a textbook case from the dsm and now I’m 😒
#like surprise! a good amount of traumatic experiences don’t match the clinical definition!!#and maybe the human experience can’t be smushed into categories?#god forbid I suggest that “autism” isn’t a MHC and being autistic is just a neurotype#lakdkskfkskfj I’m going on my soapbox again but I’m so annoyed#kat rambles
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𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘭𝘰𝘥𝘦𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥
#owl house#toh fanart#hunter noceda#possessed hunter#art#silly#so silly#this definitely isnt one of the most traumatic experiences of his life#:3#𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘸
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THE POLL HAS SPOKEN, SAY HI TO THE NEW AISLING FC WHILE I DELETE THE POLL AND PREVENT A TIE FROM RUINING MY NEW SANITY AGAIN--
#( OUT OF SOULS. )#( u don't understand how difficult the last 48 hours have been bc of this damn decision )#( i mean i've definitely had far more traumatic and difficult experiences but this was still mention-worthy-- )
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I just had to share this video because holy shit, it hits the nail right on the head! So well spoken. This stuff needs to be circulated more, esp with the growing number of people thinking they have this because of misinformation, or just outright faking it.
#it's painful because i knew someone who personally faked this stuff (or has convinced herself she has it i can't even tell)#she had spent all her time on tiktok and i know for 100% sure that's where she got the idea. it's TRAGIC how fast things went downhill#i'm legit horrified at how many people (esp young kids of 13-14) think they have this too. or are just pretending#i've been neck deep in hardcore research (and i'm talking pubmed sciencedirect etc only) for months#and those kids definitely don't have did.. if they have trauma and are dissociating it's going to be something else like dpdr etc#the number of stupid 'you have did' answers i see for totally basic questions like 'i got dizzy what's wrong w me' is insane too#it's like googling 'muscle twitch' and then thinking you have some rare 1/billion familial cancer thing despite other obvious explanations#but worse.. in these cases the information is being fed to them. they don't have an opportunity to explore other possibilities#and the worst part is they don't even know to CHECK THE VALIDITY OF WHAT THESE PEOPLE ARE SAYING. they don't have info literacy#like i'll say this once: did is so rare that it's STILL contentious about whether it even exists#and it only happens in the most unimaginably traumatic experiences. think of the worst possible things you could do to a child#where even just thinking about it makes you uncomfortable. THAT'S the kind of trauma that leads to did. the truly evil stuff.#i'm not even gonna start on the BITE model shenanigans that are happening in the 'did' communities either#or how the people who used to be in them (and got out) always equate them to self-harming cults that celebrated not finding real answers#they got told they were 'perfect the way they were' despite having OBVIOUS psychological issues they needed help for#(it just wasn't did)#they were assured their 'did was valid no matter what'. toxic positivity ig? it just delayed their real diagnosis and ability to get help#but now you have gluts of people like in the video 'talking to themselves' and people on tumblr posting one-liners of 'alters' talking#one after the other within seconds. and i want to fcking cry because it's the same exact shit my friend did before she cut ties#the did/tourettes/ftlb stuff has literally been called a 'mass sociogenic illness' in multiple academic studies#but like qanon believers they seem to immediately discredit anyone who mentions this with 'you're just ableist' so anything you say is poo#aka you're part of the problem you're an 'ableist' so your legit info even though legit isn't valid/acceptable/real/whatever. i'm tired fam#did#dissociative identity disorder#osdd#ddnos#munchausen syndrome#mass psychogenic illness#ableism
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While I'm on the topic lmao I've only dabbled in ff7 before, but recently I'm getting more into the fandom side and like... I was expecting zelda but technogrunge (most of my ff knowledge is from ff15) and it's actually a lot more bloodborne-esque than I thought.
Like I knew about the human experimentation and genocides but like... Wow.
#Lotta themes about blood fr#Also like... Obsession with ascension and reaching for the Great Ones that'll happily drive you insane and birth as a traumatic experience#And the broken mother child bond and sacrificing unborn children and mutations in the blood that turns you into a monster of bloodlust#With no hope of redemption and the nature of the self vs the blood in your veins (whether it's yours or not) and of course can't forget the#Utter corruption of the institutions that now actively aid the destruction of however far they can reach and it's ultimately#A question of man v monster and when the lines are blurred and the prices to pay and really the definition of man in the first place#Sephiroth is the moon child#ff7#final fantasy vii#final fantasy 7#sephiroth#zack fair#cloud strife#ff7r
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So, uh, upon realization that my prior obsession with the Maximum Ride series could be connect to why I freaking love Hawks(AuDHD brain HAS to make connections everywhere all the time 🤷♀️) I decided to look up the series I loved so much as a 5th grader and I shit you not
There's a new sequel series. Stfu. 😂😂😂 IT REALLY IS CONNECTED(I know it's just an insane coincidence but I find it hilarious)
#kbius6 stuff#mha hawks#maximum ride#I stopped reading the books somewhere around that weird one where they went to Antarctica(?) because of global warming#and occasionally they drift back into my memory because “traumatized science experiment children” seems to be a favorite genre of mine#and those books are definitely to blame 😂
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day two: lifesteal you could technically feed hearts to other players. it's a pretty bad idea, since hearts are based on a wither star and therefore, eating them would give a receiver terrible withering effect that won't go away just by drinking milk. and they taste absolutely fucking terrible, to the point where people usually just puke them back out because the taste is so absolutely horrendous it makes your body physically hurt. not a single sane person would eat them themselves because it's just simply not worth it. but lifesteal isn't really made out of sane people.
#jesterheadcanons#jesters headcanon challenge#clown used heart feeding with branzy in season 3 to test branzys loyalty#it was one of the most traumatizing experiences for the poor guy#but at some point branzy did realize that he almost likes it#s5 planetlord definitely munches on those bad boys just to show how cool he is#he ate so many that he's immune to the withering effect#i have a bunch of ideas with this headcanon idk what to tell yall
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How did Lexa react when she found out about Clarke's dick
Okay okay so about this I have thoughts!
Because of the way June has such a view about men being inherently violent and given her trauma, Lexa was taught that their violent ways, especially their sexual violent ways, came from their dick.
Now, being a lesbian like her grandmother Lexa, both never thought she'd sleep with someone with a dick unless there was violence involved. She was sheltered and fed narratives from a deeply traumatized woman, and as much as she sometimes down right hates her grandmother, she knew there was some truth to her view from the life experiences of the women around her and her own father.
So I think Lexa is at first shocked, like a bucket of cold water was thrown on her. Almost like a fear of what being with a woman who she loves has a dick could mean for her - as if Clarke was to end up hurting her for the simple fact of her having a dick.
It's clear from her reaction to Clarke that Lexa might not want to do this with her anymore, and while the reason /why/ is clear, Clarke does try not to act like it affects her.
Their first time would be desperate and slow as well. When Clarke starts getting dressed and telling Lexa it's fine if she is having second thoughts, Lexa feels panicked at the thought of ruining things with Clarke. Not sex, but the idea that now that her and this amazing woman are finally developing their relationship, she is about to ruin it for a trauma that isn't even hers to carry.
Lexa pulls Clarke back to bed and kisses her, apologizing to her about her reaction. Maybe Clarke would have had a different attitude towards Lexa after her reaction if Lexa didn't look so damn honest and vulnerable and so in love with her. Because when Lexa apologizes she never once looks down, instead staring right into Clarke's eyes.
It is different from what Lexa was accustomed with Costia, but Clarke is gentle with her, reminsing her she does not have to do anything she doesn't want to, but Lexa has this burning need to be as close as possible to Clarke. And that kind of surpasses all the things she was told over and over again by her grandmother because even with their relationship just starting Lexa is most sure of something and that is that she loves this woman more than she ever did anyone and that she feels a safety with her she last feel in her mother's arms.
#letter opened#do i think june and the flowers are outright transphobic? no#but i dont think thornfield would be a place where a trans woman would feel fully safe tbh#and June would definitely be VERY untrusting of Clarke#but Lexa refuses to let her grandmother's trauma dictate her life#she loves Clarke too fucking much to have June try to poison her against her#even if at a distance#is thay makes sense#i have a lot of thoughts about June and how she'd handle a trans woman at thornfield#traumatized woman with a deep fear of men who all but seem to believe men are biologically made to be violent#surrounding herself with women with rhe same experiences as her#who raised her son always expecting him to show his true colors and when it did she felt like it was just confirmation of her thoughts#she couldn't even take her grandson in#thats why i love how June is portrait#because you see the way she acted with her son and you dont support her#even knowing how he turns out#she was a woman traumatized by men who surrounded herself with women traumatized by men#who has such a hatred towards men#im rambling
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Honestly so iconic of Gus for his first crush to be on a girl who ended up being a grave robber. He didn't know that at the time but I feel like it's indicative of who he is as a person. Matt is only slightly better (still a weird fucker with loose morals but at least he helped foil that particular grave robbing)
#ramblings of a lunatic#toh#the owl house#gus porter#bria is in one episode and she's not an especially three dimensional character but i find her inherently funny#cute little girl who loves bullying and hitting ppl with rocks. definitely permanently traumatized after that ep#also we don't know that this is Gus' first crush per say but considering he's just hit puberty and this is the first time we've seen him-#-show interest in someone else his age (however fleeting it was bc again. he's 12 and she's a grave robber. this is a one day experience)#also it'd be funny. that's my motive here#anyway it might not be obvious at first glance but me and Gus do infact have many things in common#including our awful taste in girls who want to chew us up and spit us out#my lesbian awakening was my childhood bully
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