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Here's a rushed, nothing post that got away from me...
Green is my favorite color.
#one piece#fanart#drawing#roronoa zoro#zoro#tony tony chopper#usopp#monkey d. luffy#luffy#cat burglar nami#nami#sanji#canonically they PROBABLY know better than to take his things#everyone thinks zoro is cool#some deeper down than others
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We have to dig deeper.
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#deeper down we go!#I dont detail too much of the background because it's a lot of work.#But I also do it because I enjoy making the entire area hard to navigate. It adds to the uncanny fear of loosing yourself#But Dewi (and his dad) are smart and have put flags down so you dont loose your way#Latter <3 for getting up and down#Dewi's Adventures in Hollow Knight#Dewi's Adventures in Hollow Knight V2#hollow knight humans#hornet hollow knight#ghost hollow knight#my art#dewi#comic#hollow knight au#Lilybug Comics#art#Hollow Knight#hollow knight fanart#hk fanart#hollow knight comic#hollow knight art#hk art#hk au#sam
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I've always had this personal headcanon of Eluca warming up to Ron due to the remnants of his sister he sees within her.
Deep down, he craves unconditional love and acceptance but he (subconsciously) knows that expecting that from Elisa would be unfair to her considering the fact that she has moral values that don't align with his own and he respects that.
Eluca willingly carries the burden of his predatory nature all on his own despite still wanting a connection with her because he doesn't want to impose in her life so negatively.
So, having someone like Ron to experience the worst parts of him first-hand and still pursue him anyway would feel like a huge relief off his shoulders.
And although undeserving of having a kindred spirit to share his life with, he finds what he's looking for within her and begrudgingly accepts it over time.
Eluca is definitely stubborn about it and he'd be in denial over the spontaneity of their connection at first, but he'd eventually warm up to her and feel thankful for it. He wouldn't verbalize his feelings all that much and he'd feign indifference, but Ron would know how to read between the lines and love him for who he is... flaws and all.
#pretty blood eluca#pretty blood fanart#pretty blood ron#pretty blood#ron x eluca#đđŤđŚ#these are all my personal headcanons so dont take it seriously#i just love dissecting their dynamic#these two have so much in common while still being vastly different from one another#i feel they'd understand each other on a deeper level if given the chance#there'd be mutual respect between them if i were to sit them down and have them AUTHENTICALLY engage with one another#IVE THOUGHT ABOUT THIS A LOT OKAY#i could go on and on#i could write a whole essay about the potential of their romantic relationship
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Nancy and Sarah being very intense in each other's faces, and then meanwhile Rochelle and Bonnie.
#the craft#the craft fanart#still on my the craft kick#sarah bailey#nancy downs#bonnie harper#rochelle zimmerman#this too is yuri#i mean the second one blatantly is but so is the first one#i can't decide if nancy is pulling the knife in deeper or trying to stop it#so you can decide your preferred interpretation#art#my art#sarah baileyxnancy downs#rochelle zimmermanxbonnie harper#i don't know what their ship tags are too be honest
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i need to be clear, because the anime has caused alot of new and old people to the series to not be able to appreciate the actual story and just having shipping wars, or think the story is just farcille-powered, or that cause laios is autisitic it means he's not sexual at all and that his character is just 'Autismâ˘ď¸'....if i reblog ship stuff and laios autism funny stuff, i am doing it while also understanding their more 3D complexities from the source material, as i do with disco elysium etc....so if its me reblogging it, its ok
#^this is meant a little jokingly#but i am also seeing some of the worst takes and anime-onlys i forgive a bit cause we havent GONE that much deeper#but seeing it from people who made the manga is wild#people who just break down characters into thwir most digestible traits#when kui wrote them all with such complexity and care#its really sad to see#but also the fanart slaps so if i am reblogging know i like do use my brain too...#but also the post about dungeon meshi falling to m/m ships was just funny to me but now i've seen so many takes i'm just like#'can we all lighten up a bit?'
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đ¸đžđ¸ âTia, Tia, Tia, did you hear the news?â đ
#Tiana#The Princess and the Frog#character study#Disney fanart#late night drawing#Almost There#Down in New Orleans#Dig A Little Deeper#Friends on the Other Side#Anika Noni Rose#Jennifer Cody#John Musker & Ron Clements#Bill Schwab#Mark Henn#Nik Ranieri#best friends#Black History 2024#Prince Naveen#Big Daddy La Bauff#Dr. Facilier#Mama Odie#New Orleans#1920s#Charlotte La Bouff#Princess Tiana#Tiana and Charlotte
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"thank you, ye hao in 'heatstroke' photshoot." we all say in unison
THANK YOU INDEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE MY GOOD HAWK
#the fanarts that have came from that shootâŚWHEEWWWWWW#got me thinking deeper than normal about rubbing stsg down in sunscreen#I can feel the muscles under my hands bro somebody HELPPPPPPPPPâźď¸âźď¸đŁď¸đŁď¸đŁď¸đŁď¸#I wanna squeeze their bicepsâŚ.pls for the sake of my mind#.đĽ summy answerz .á ŕšŕŁ â#anon! ââĄâ§âË
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what is it that drives people to create the most gorgeous and elaborate art of anime muppets. i want to dissect an osomatsu-san fan's brain but that would involve me actually having to smoke cigarrettes (watch the damn anime) and probably develop lung cancer (enjoy it)
same sauce as my little pony:friendship is magic getting popular
#(it's the good characterization and subversion of expectations)#ik u probably sent this for a joke answer but that's my sincere theory#the medium/genre (gag anime/kids cartoon) makes people let their guards down#and then the genuinely good and effective character writing gets them in the gut while theyre open#i read this great essay about what makes the mane 6 from mlp so appealing and basically it's abt the Gap#rainbkw dash is cool and confident but secretly loves reading#fluttershy is meek but is capable of being fierce and loud#these kinds of wrinkles and depth as simple as they sound is the sauce#karamatsu is the Cool One but he's bullied endlessly and cries easily#ichi is the Dark and Evil one but he's actuakly very sensitive#it's the same sauce... it's the unexpected depth#also the voice actors just do a great job bringing the characters to life#one musnt ever estimate the power of a great VA performance#also the built-in dynamics#theyre all brothers so that setup automatically begs some questions#'how do the older ones interact w the younger ones'#'hiw do the brothers closest in the birth lineup interact'#having these kinds of relationship dynamics baked into ur group is immediately intriguing#also they are easy to draw. that part musnt be underestimated either#simple and effective character design that lets ppl go crazy#like how people go insane w kirby fanart bc he's so simple#but like honestly it's not that much deeper than 'the character writing is genuinely really good'#ask
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#HE KNEW XIE LIAN NEEDED A PRINCE OF HIS OWN#AFTER PUTTING EVERYONE ELSE FIRST FOR CENTURIES#HE NEEDED A HOT SEME TO BE HIS SAVIOR FOR ONCE#hua cheng wanted to be someone gege could rely on and that meant being cool and suave and confident and THE BEST and HOT#he coulda gone back to wu ming deference mode#but after seeing xie lian almost get stabbed a million times again he realized submission was not what would save XL#UGHHHHHHH#HUA CHENG MAKES HIMSELF BIGGER SO THAT DIANXIA CAN LET HIMSELF BE SMALL(in a non-self-sacrificial way)#tgcf#hualian
I canât get over how confident, self-assured and almost cocky Hua Cheng can act in front of Xie Lian even though heâs actually super nervous and insecure about the love of his life liking him back after waiting 800 years and building his entire life around the hope of finding Xie Lian and winning him over.
#GOOD TAGS FROM BROOB#tgcf#I have a lot of intense (read: full otaku crazy mode) thoughts about hua cheng#we all like to have fun imagining how much he's screaming internally and etc while putting on a cool suave facade#BUT IT GOES DEEPER THAN THAT#his character to me is all about making yourself into the person you want to be through force of will#so while the memes and fanart are funny and cute#when it comes down to it I don't actually see him as acting or performing one way while hiding an inner version of himself who is a mess#rather he LITERALLY and ACTUALLY has MADE HIMSELF into a guy who is cool and confident and at ease in almost any situation#including chilling with his god#and he is largely being completely genuine and relaxed the whole story#obviously carefully holding back some uhhh information and the full depth of his feelings#but not like... Acting#DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY VISIONS#like he wanted to be someone xie lian could rely on so badly & he made it happen and he kNOWS he made it happen and his confidence is real#not saying he doesn't get nervous and insecure ever as that's obviously an important part of his character as well#but when he's chilling. I THINK HE REALLY IS CHILLING. THATS MY BIG SPICY HUA CHENG OPINION
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DRIVE ME INSANE
âYou drive me insane!â you snap, jabbing your finger into his chest. âYeah, Iâd say the feelingâs mutual, sweetheart,â he retorts, raising an eyebrow, his gaze dropping momentarily to the finger poking his chest as though heâs admiring your nerve.
pairing: CEO! satoru gojo! x f!reader
summary: cheating on your husband who couldnât care less about you, satoru gojo â your fervent lover â has a nasty habit of showing up unannounced, threatening to ruin all the lies youâve built for your husband so far by leaving all too visible marks after a hot session. however, after a very first argument with him, youâre determined to throw all your anger at him. but neither of you can ignore the tension between the two of you, especially when satoru is ready to take full responsibility.
warnings: +18 MDNI, smut, nsfw, cheating (the husband does it first but according to the timelaps itâs explained all along in this silly fic :p), CEO! gojo, lover! gojo, kinda slight toxic! gojo but heâs just desperately in love, angst, hurt/comfort, angry sex (i tried at least), sex (p in v), rough sex, possessive! gojo, overstimulation, unprotected sex, fingering (f! receiving), oral (f! receiving), heâs rich asf, fanart by @/kiyoro2 on X.
wc: 8,193
a/n: second warning before reading this fic if you didnât read the warnings: you need to know that the husband in this story cheats on the reader BEFORE her. heâs cold, not loving her anymore and cheating on her BEFORE the actual timelaps but youâll know it only while reading through, got it?
i donât like writing about cheaters because theyâre horrible but this is just a ârevengeâ not really said out oud (you have to guess). this is just a warning so some of you wonât catch me with hate/discourse or anything around it because i would have written an âunfair cheaterâ lol. enjoy reading, tho!
âHey, darling.â
The sweet melody of Satoruâs voice rings to your ears, sending a crude shiver that runs down your entire spine. Among all of the several times you were alone, with your husband gone to work like a hooked on it, the white-hair man always shows up at your door when you do not expect it.
So, of course, youâre always on the lookout, nervously stealing glances here and there at the door, through the window to check the parking lot of your apartment block, or even your phone if the miracle of him sending you a message occurs. Despite the thousands of times youâve warned Satoru, the latter doesnât seem to listen to you.
Your lover goes into your apartment, a classy decoration without any warmth of household â just a simple apartment.
From the cooling fireplace, to the pristine couch and the American kitchen where you are doing the dishes, Satoru always comes to the âwarmthâ he was craving at your place.
You.
As simple as that.
Heâd ignore your groans when his arms find your waist to hug you from behind. And the only sensation of the flat of his torso pressing to your back quiets down every thought, every breath youâd take, every worry and word that would escape the barrier of your lips.
It was just him. Satoru Gojo.
Not your husband. But your lover.
Maybe a word that had a deeper meaning behind any kind of link.
And what hurt the most was the fact that you would crave calling any man that was yours âmy husbandâ in any situation to bring that pride up your chest.
Yet, the last time youâve pronounced those exact words, was the day you met Satoru.
You were doing the queue for a coffee shop near his headquarters, but how would you know that detail, hm? It was fate, he thought when he approached the queue and ended up behind you as your eyes were glued to the menu card in order that you could choose your drink.
And yet again, he couldnât help but feel intrigued by you. Your silhouette standing still, vaulted shoulders, a small frown on your lips portraying your hesitation and two beautiful and mesmerizing eyes...
Oh, Lord, that was the only detail from you that this poor man will never forget and will haunt him every single next second.
And, of course, Satoru Gojo isnât that kind of man who lets fate dictate his life.
He was the only one distracting it. Wanted or not. Period.
âAn Americano coffee?â he spoke with his lowest voice to not scare you. He stepped closer to you, his form hovering you as his face lowered to the height of your shoulder. âThought pretty girls like you always chose espresso.â
Your head jerked up and your eyes met him for the first time.
âW-WhatâŚ?â
The most unfair, charming smile tugged at Satoru's lipsâ corners. âWhy donât you take an espresso? Is it because of the price, darling?â he cooed.
Unsettled by his more-than-strange intrusion, you replied without thinking twice, âSince when, espresso is better than americano?â
And, oh, dear, dear Lord, why were you testing him like this with such an angelic mortal like him? Couldnât you let him live his life like it was meant to be? Why does this futile and innocent frown have such a ravishing effect on him? Tearing his heart apart, grabbing and stealing his breath to run away with it so he wonât be able to find any air but yours to use to survive in this old world?
âI donât know. Itâs more boring. Not elegant, and not fitting the vibe you give off, darling.â His blue eyes fell down on the ring around your finger, and his mind unconsciously prayed that you werenât taken.
âItâs my husbandâs favorite coffee,â you just responded like an irreversible sentence.
But Satoru didnât let the situation get him down.
âOh, so my pretty lady is taken? What a shame.â A little smirk spread his lips, and widened even more when he noticed how low was your affirmation. âI suppose he has bad taste in everything⌠but for women.â
A furious blush flustered your cheeks. âHow dare youââ
âYes, I dare, darling,â he almost hummed. âYou really need someone to show you what is good coffee. Nothing but starting with that. What do you think?â he offers.
The queue moved on, and the chic cafĂŠ provided all the atmosphere of having a nice cup and a nice drink just to chat with anyone on a sidewalk seating area.
But, no, you were newly married. Your husband would be devastated that youâd let yourself be seduced by a complete stranger.
Although not so simple, considering how beautiful he was, with his perfect good looks, no one seemed to see anyone but him. And he couldnât see anyone but you.
âSo what, darling?â he insisted with a gentle tone. âLet me take your order and show you what coffee is.â
He pauses.
âIf you may.â
The thought of letting him buy you a cup of coffee had obviously heightened your sense of unease and betrayal. But the memory of your husband leaving early in the morning without hello in your bed, his eternally neutral and unpleasant tone, his female co-workers leeching off him and all the effort you put into making your house feel like home haunts your mind.
With a resigned nod from you, Satoru almost jumped for joy and did a happy dance in front of the whole cafĂŠ.
How long had it been since heâd wanted to act like a child?
Satoru requested a small bottle-green round table on the sidewalk seating area, whose sunshade above unfurled like a fan protecting you from the bright sun of the day.
âBy the way, Iâm Satoru Gojo,â he introduced himself. He settled into the chair opposite you as the waiter left to take your orders.
You quickly introduced yourself. But the young albino didnât fail to notice how lovely, humble and charming you were.
The perfect woman for him.
âIâm a CEO,â he added, maybe to impress you.
Surprise streaks your features. âOh.â
He had expected more of a reaction from you, but you ended up disappointing him.
So he tried to restart the conversation to break the ice that had formed between you and him. He wasnât one to usually go after people who were already taken. Yet, his instincts told him to stay with you. As if the north and south poles couldnât help but attract each other, Satoru was slowly but surely drawn to you.
The orders were placed delicately on the table, and your lovely espresso cup, so exquisitely prepared, almost broke your heart at the thought of ruining its beauty by drinking it.
âThis cafĂŠ serves the best coffee in town, you know. I come here often enough to say that with confidence, and also to notice that you didnât know it,â he said, taking a sip from his own cup before propping his elbow on the glass table to rest his chin against his hand. âAdmit it, you walked in here by chance.â
You almost choked on your sip of espresso, startled by his perceptiveness.
âItâs written all over your face, darling,â he said with a grin.
Still reserved, a hint of embarrassment flushed your cheeks with a soft blush that Satoru could have died to kiss.
âSo?â he changed the subject. âHowâs the espresso?â
âVery good,â you mumbled, lifting your gaze to meet his. Then you hesitated to continue with your real thoughts. Would he get bored listening to you like your husband usually did? Would he cut you off to end what he might see as pointless chatter?
âJust very good?â His eternally sincere and attentive smile lingered on his lips. He was definitely ready to hear every word you had to say.
You took a small breath. âActually, the espresso has a sweet vanilla aroma that gives it a smooth taste on the palate, lingering just enough to make you want more. The foam is also very pleasant because itâs neither thin nor too frothy. The texture is creamy and at the perfect temperature to avoid burning your tongue.â You let out the last breath that the whole monologue had cost you.
âIn short, itâs perfect,â you added softly.
âThatâs what I wanted to hear,â Satoru murmured, his eyes locked on yours as if they would never let go, haunting forever the memory of the moment you two met.
âGlad you like it, by the way.â
For a first meeting, it could have seemed trivial. When it was time for you to leave, Satoru found the courage to ask for your phone number. To your own surprise, you accepted without hesitation. His company was pleasant, after all. He listened to you without ever interrupting, and seemed genuinely interested in you. And as a bonus, he was easy on the eyes.
So, was it really surprising that you looked forward to your next meeting with him?
âItâs not a date,â you reassured yourself in front of your mirror while applying gloss and straightening your clothes to keep them spotless.
The second time you met, it was at the same cafĂŠ.
The same orders.
But with a little more joy.
And with every meeting, there were a little more laughs, more teasing, more good moments, fewer bad memories flying away, and your doubts fading into the tranquility that Satoru Gojo brought you.
He quickly became an excellent friend. As you started opening up more and more to him, he began to allow himself to give you advice, rolling his eyes approvingly during your ranting sessions about your husband, where, despite the pang in his heart, Satoru kept repeating that you deserved better.
And as time went by, your bond with him grew stronger. You didnât feel so alone anymore. He always found time for you, even when he was busy at the office.
Your husbandâs absence quickly became just a minor detail in your life.
Especially when Satoru started showering you with gifts you categorically refused. If it was a dress one time, the next it was a necklace of genuine pearls, or lunch at fancy restaurants you never thought youâd set foot in.
The guilt inevitably crept up on you from every angle.
Whether it was over the fact that Satoruâs devotion to you made you feel illegitimate in receiving so much from someone who wasnât even your partner. Or your husband.
Was it betrayal?
You werenât cheating on him.
You were just spending time with someone who made time for you.
How could one equate cheating with this friendship, right?
This question lingered until the day, during a dinner with Satoru, when he had stepped away for a few minutes to settle the bill, a young man approached your table, trying to flirt with you and convince you to end the evening at a nightclub his friend owned, where theyâd be delighted to meet you along with the rest of their crew. With all due respect, you refused, despite the young manâs persistence.
And when Satoru returned to the table, he immediately sat beside you, his arm infuriatingly well-placed around your waist to keep you close.
âCan I help you? My wife seems tired; tell me what you need,â Satoru chimed in, his tone icy as he glared at the young man.
âYouâre married?â the man choked out, his tone echoing the same shock you felt internally.
âYes, Iâm her husband. Isnât it obvious?â he confirmed.
Later, in the chilling silence outside the restaurant, Satoru restrained himself from pulling you into a tight hug as the two of you walked down the street. You walked at a more reasonable distance from him, your chin lowered in guilt toward the ground.
The night sky was a deep navy blue that evening. The stars barely sparkled, and only the snow added a touch of brightness to the urban landscape, where the yellow and orange streetlights could never match the glitter in the sky.
âYou alright?â Satoru asked softly, stealing a concerned glance at you.
âIâm⌠fine,â you muttered.
He couldnât hear any more of that. âHey, if this is about what I said earlierââ
âWho said itâs about that?â you snapped defensively. Suddenly, it felt like all the perfect moments had turned into nightmares.
âI didnât mean to make you uncoââ he began, but you cut him off again.
âWho said I was uncomfortable?â you bit out, your brows furrowing as if you couldnât take any more. âItâs not like I feel like a cheaterââ
âDonât call yourself that. Itâs him,â Satoru interrupted sharply, immediately grabbing your wrist to hold your hand. âItâs all his fault. So, please, donât feelââ
âGod, Iâm a married woman, Satoru, for fuckâs sake!â You tried to pull your hand back, but Satoru held it tighter.
âAnd a woman who also deserves better than to feel bad for her shitty husband whoâs probably cheating on her!â he fired back with the same intensity. âDo you even see what youâre losing with him, at least?â
âWhere is this conversation going?â you asked, squinting. âWhat the fuck do you mean? For weeks now, youâve been telling me I deserve âbetterâ!â
The situation felt so wrong yet so right at the same time. But it was only in Satoruâs eyes, watching you with a worried crease between his brows, that the truth lingered.
Of course, he didnât want to lose you.
âBecause you do,â he mouthed.
âBut with who?â you cried out in despair.
âIsnât that obvious?â he whispered, echoing his earlier words.
Even though the two of you had stopped walking and now faced each other, the wintry wind continued to swirl around you, biting at your cheeks already burned by the cold, screaming the answer behind his words. Snowflakes tangled in your hair, scarf, and coat. On Satoru, it was different â the snowflakes melted into his hair, his nose and cheeks were flushed pink from the cold, and every exhale left a white cloud trailing from his lips.
Only his eyes remained untouched. Fixed on you. Truthful.
âYou canâ You cannot,â you finally sighed, ignoring how your body felt simultaneously on fire and frozen. You staggered toward a nearby wall. âTake back what you just said, not to me,â you whispered almost pleadingly. You shut your eyes for a moment, as if trying to wake from a nightmare.
Satoru closed the distance between you in a single stride.
He gently took your hand and placed it against his chest. âYes, youâre right. I cannot. My heart is yours. I cannot deny it. I cannot control it. I cannot help it. Do whatever you want with it. Even broken and unrequited, my heart is yours and only belongs to you.â
His breath brushed your cheek so tenderly it felt unreal â yet so undeniably real.
And this time, from your point of view. No longer his.
The suffocating closeness became unbearable. You were about to break. He needed to step back, to leave, to go.
âIâ IâŚâ you stuttered.
Thoughts swirled in your mind, just like the snowflakes around you both. Every thought blurred together, and only one tried to rise above and clear the chaos.
But it was the worst thought of all.
And yet, the only one capable of deciding the next move.
In a spontaneous gesture, you bent your head toward Satoruâs lips, sealing both the kiss and the fate he had always fought against.
It didnât matter if you both ended up hurt.
No matter what the consequences.
Now was not the time to think about that.
As you tried to pull away from Satoru to catch your breath, he pulled you against him the next second to taste you once more, the heat intensifying even more to the point of melting the snow falling on you. Each kiss exuded forbidden desire and despair.
And even when you two pulled away, you didnât keep any gap.
Just you and him.
As it was always supposed to be.
To feel.
To live.
Fluttering your eyes open, you come back to reality.
How did you get here?
It's a familiar scenario, or not.
Satoru arriving unannounced, you busy with household chores, your husband away for perhaps the next day.
But a premonition clouds all common sense.
This day is different. You donât know from where, or who or what, but one thing is sure.
This time spent rambling has made you forget all about the dishes still waiting for you, while a plate and a sponge damp with foam hang from your hands. Another very humdrum day. Grey sky, water-logged clouds ready to pour and burst in a storm that never comes.
Satoruâs arms wrapped as a featherâs touch around you doesnât feel as good and soothing as before.Â
âMissed ya,â he mumbles close to your ear. âHow are you, darling?â
âYou know that he could be here,â you scold in a low voice. âYou canât keep showing up at my door unannounced.â You continue with your dishes without returning any embrace. Nothing seems to fit. Your response is borderline nasty.
âYouâre alright?â he asks softly anyway, not detaching himself from you.
His voice resonates like a cave inside you. A cheater whoâs also unfairly mean, how can a better description describe you? you think.
You hum.
One of Satoruâs large, rough hands tenderly caresses your waist. âDo you have time for me? If youâre not tired, of course. I canât help but need to crave your presence.â
Your heart slowly contorts in your chest, hidden beneath the cage of your ribs. âI didnât mean to be rude, sorryââ
âDonât apologize, love.â He presses a sluggish kiss on your cheek. âYou must be so tired.â
Only the sound of the water rushing down in the sink can be heard in the kitchen. You close the tap and sigh, hands resting on the edge of the sink. âI need to finish the dishes and some chores, maybe you can sit on the couch and rest?â you offer, slightly turning your head around to meet his gaze.
How can a man be so perfect?
âI can help you,â he offers too, then puts a long forefinger on your lips to quiet you. âIt wasnât a question.â
If only this man could be your husband. Life would be easier in his company, wouldnât it?
About half an hour later, Satoru fully joins you in your cleaning mission, tackling everything from the remaining dishes to the dusting and other tasks that make him scrunch up his nose in mild disdain.
As he wanders into the bedroom you share with your husband, Satoru passes by a photo frame he hasnât truly noticed before. Itâs a simple picture of you, smiling brighter than ever alongside a man who should be him. The man with HIS arm wrapped around your waist. The man with HIS lips pressed against your temple while, in Satoruâs eyes, you radiate as the sole light of his life in your wedding dress.
You pass quietly behind Satoru, a clean cloth in hand.
âToru?â You rise slightly onto your toes to peek over his shoulder, noticing what has held his gaze for so long, leaving him as still as a statue. âOh. I was going to clean that.â
Taking the frame into your hands, a pang of guilt twists your heart as Satoruâs blue eyes follow every inch of the photo. His gaze weighs on you, heavy and suffocating with discomfort.
One sweep of the cloth, and the modest frame gleams.
âWhy do you keep it?â he asks in a breath.
You look up, your gaze as lost in his as you are. âWhat do you mean?â
âThis picture,â he says, pointing at it with his finger. âDidnât you say you wanted to throw it away?â His low tone brushes your cheek with a soft rumble, and his features tighten in a small frown of confusion, the weight of which seems to press on your soul.
âIââ You sigh. âMy husband put it here. I donât know why.â
âAnd you didnât throw it away.â
You open your mouth to respond but hesitate, unsure of what to say.
â...You know I can make your life easier, donât you?â Satoru murmurs as he slowly, almost theatrically, lets his arms wrap around you after tossing your cleaning cloth aside.
âI know,â you murmur, as if itâs the most obvious truth. As always, your body melts against his, the way two souls inevitably fuse together.
âWould you leave this life behind and finally settle down with me?â His arms tighten around you, pulling you flush against him as he takes a deep breath into the crook of your neck. âIâve been thinking about it for a while now.â
The atmosphere in the room thickens suddenly. Guilt surges within you, as it always does. It seems like it can never leave you alone.
Of course, Satoru is hurtâthat much is clear.
âI really would, Satoru, but right now, itâs complicated,â you breathe against his collarbone, the corners of your lips tugging downward.
âWhen will it stop being complicated, then? If not now, when?â His grip on you tightens.
âItâs not that simple.â Familiar terror coils in your stomach now, threatening to drown you. This conversation is heading toward turbulent waters.
He pulls back slightly, just enough to align his face with yours. His eyes search yours for answers. âYou know, sometimes I wonder how long I can keep waiting for you to finally decide if I really matter.â
You blink twice, stunned, before resting your hands on his shoulders. âHey. What do you mean by that? You matter to meâyou know that, donât you?â Your brows furrow gently, your expression softening despite the rising tension.
âI donât want to hide anymore. And I donât want to see you stressed about hiding either,â he whispers in a gruff tone. His expression mirrors your own: lips slightly pursed, brows furrowed, and eyes filled with a mixture of exhaustion and worry.
âIâm⌠sorry,â you murmur, the only words you can manage. They are genuine. They are truthful. Just like Satoru always is with youânever a lie.
Even when he leans down to kiss you slowly, you can feel his emotions pouring into it.
Hurt. Today, you ponder, returning the movement of his lips as your eyes flutter shut.
Quickly, the pressure of his lips grows more intense. Each time your mouths part, Satoru makes sure they reunite as swiftly as they separate. Breath soon becomes scarce, and things take a turn when his hands grip your hips so firmly you fear marks might be left behind. You try to pull away quickly.
âSatoru, waitâ I need to be careful this time, you know,â you whisper softly against his fervent lips. âItâs been a while now that heâs started wondering why I donât want to have sex with him.â
âYou always come up with an excuse, donât you? A few marks wonât mean anything,â he mutters, eyes closed, as though the fire within him burns hotter than ever for you.
âHeâll see them. I just want you to be careful,â you insist. But your attempt is futile, as his kisses grow more passionate. Each one is placed meticulously on the sensitive spots of your body while he gently guides you toward the bed, lowering you onto it.
âI want to please you so badly,â Satoru confesses, his vulnerable gaze meeting your half-lidded eyes as he hovers above you. His eyes brim with an intensity that makes your heart ache.
âLet me take care of you.â
Your expression softens immediately, the growing heat between your thighs matching the fire in your chest. âI want it too, baby. But are you sure you want to do this?â
He nods firmly. âIâm sure. And you?â
âI am.â
In the moments that follow, you no longer plead for him to avoid leaving marks. Deep down, you doubt heâll listen to you on that.
Especially when his lips press against your neck, your collarbone, the shell of your ears, and the valley of your breasts. His mouth kisses, sucks, marks, nibbles, and even gently bites at your skinâall to draw whimpers, moans, and sighs of pleasure from your lips. The same lips he endlessly worships, just as he does every inch of you.
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Fresh out of the shower, alone but with your phone, you receive a message that immediately catches your attention as you sit cautiously against the edge of your bathtub.
I might be a little late tonight. Have dinner without me.
Your heart immediately falls into the pit of your stomach.
Is this for your co-worker again? Canât she finish her work on her own like everyone else?
A minute later, a message appears:
Itâs normal, Iâm her superior.
At the same time, your eyelids contract around your eyeballs. You feel a rush of heat, and adrenalin tingles your insides.
You know I donât like her. And yet you continue to spend more time with her than with me. Do you think that's normal?
Why do you always have to get mad? Just admit that youâre jealous.
And the last word is like a slap in the face.
This is how you started.
Part of you knew it all along. But another part was in denial. It was shortly before Satoru became your lover that your husband started seeing a female colleague far too often, making eyes at her while you stood there like an idiot, watching them exchange glances where your voice would carry the same weight as the silence of their own eye contact: nothing.
Satoru had warned you.
He tried to prevent your heart from breaking as much as possible.
And this is the result when denial wins out over reason:
...You like to call me âjealousâ these days, tell me?
And the irony reeks in your message.
Of course, he started calling you ever since that infamous colleague showed up.
Itâs as if heâs implying every time that youâd be envious of something you donât have. So, itâs easy to figure out now, isnât it? Why would he even talk about jealousy otherwise?
And why does he just leave your message on âreadâ?
~~~~
âI told you to be careful.â
âYou always know how to escape him.â
âIâm running out of excuses.â
âYouâre smart. Youâll fix it. As you fix everything.â
And who to fix me?
Sitting in front of your vanity, you swallow, feeling sick to your stomach as the purple and blue marks Satoru has left on your body from his hickeys donât disappear from your view even as you discreetly pinch your arm to check you're in a nightmare.
Unfortunately no.
After pressing your anxiety-stricken face into your trembling hands, you lift your head to meet your reflection once more. In the corner of the mirror, Satoruâs silhouette lies casually, a smug, teasing smirk tugging at the corners of his mouth.
Your shaky fingers grab hold of your cheap foundation, the cap refusing to budge under the weakness of your frantic movements. Every second wasted only fuels the growing panic â your husband could walk in at any moment.
The beauty blender, however, seems just as uncooperative. Each attempt leaves you looking more like a clown. No coverage.
Only regrets. Regrets you can no longer conceal, no matter how much you try.
A heavy, trembling sigh escapes you despite your best efforts to stay calm. From behind, Satoru lets out a distinct chuckle, rich with amusement at your growing frustration.
Heâs moved closer now, standing right behind you, his gaze almost entertained as he watches you struggle to mask the marks with concealer this time. But no layer of makeup can save you. None is thick enough or looks natural enough to hide what youâve done.
âWhy are you even trying? Itâs not going to work,â Satoru whispers close to your ear. âWhy not just give up and tell him the truth?â
âSatoru, get out.â
âMake me.â His tone is dripping with that insufferable grin.
You clench your fists, fighting the urge to smash it right off his face. Your heart hammers in your chest like cannonballs, threatening to break free from your compressed rib cage.
Everything canât fall apart this quickly, can it?
Not after all the effort youâve put in.
âYou look like a clown, by the way,â he quips, the bluntness of his words scratching your heart. You let out an involuntary, quiet, âOuch.â
âDid you just come here to use me as your personal slut? To call me a clown? If I knew, I wouldnât have let you in at all,â you spit as you turn your head, locking your glare onto his.
Satoruâs expression softens at the sight of your deepening frown. âI didnât come for that. And youâre not a slut. Why are you so mad?â He cautiously places his hands on the backrest of your chair, his movements calculated.
You scoff bitterly. âIs that supposed to be a joke?â
âYouâre still mad about the marks? Itâs just a few bites and hickeysâitâs not that big a deal,â he says, though his face mirrors yours: tense, confused, and searching for answers.
Heâs never been like this.
âIf youâre hurt, then Iâm sorry,â he sighs. âI just want you to stop stressing over some bites. Iâve always done this. I havenât changed, you know.â
You turn completely in your chair to face him, blood rushing in your temples. âTell me this is a joke. Or a prank.â
âI said Iâmââ
âWhy didnât you listen to me about the marks? About the fact that I donât have any excuses left? Heâs going to find out now. And instead of helping me, youâre mocking me because I look like shit with this?â you shout, pointing at the streaky, cakey makeup smeared over your collarbone.
Is this what a couple looks like? Fighting to hurt each other as much as possible?
Satoru can see how deeply his behavior wounds you. The way you swallow carefully, trying to keep your emotions at bay. The way your eyes are beginning to redden, signaling the impending arrival of tears.
Lowering his voice, he speaks, hoping against hope that youâll break down and let him handle everything. Let him erase this life with your husband and give you a better one. He knows you can keep living under a mountain of lies, but heâs suffocating.
âOkay, Iâm really sorry if I hurt you,â he murmurs.
âIf you were that sorry, you wouldnât lie about using me whenever you please. You wouldnât just act how you want without asking me what I truly want or need. Why? Because youâre selfish, Gojo,â you snap, your voice cracking slightly. You rise abruptly from the chair, intent on leaving the room before you explode.
He immediately grabs your wrist, pulling you into him, and tilts your chin up to meet his eyes. The panic in his movements betrays himâheâs afraid youâll say something that will tear him apart.
âDonâtâDonât call me that. Sweetheartââ
âYou know what? Just tell me Iâm your slut. Because thatâs clearly what Iâm meant to be for you,â you cut him off, tears pooling in your eyes and threatening to fall. You yank your wrist out of his grip with a sharp movement.
His hands move to cup your face, desperation bleeding through his trembling fingers, even as he tries to conceal it.
âOkay, I messed up. But please, donât degrade yourself. Youâre not my slut. Youâre the only person I love and care about. Iââ He exhales shakily, his jaw tightening and relaxing in quick succession. âI shouldnât have said that. Itâs just⌠Iâm so damn jealous. I get so jealous when I think about him⌠with you. I canât stand it anymore.â
âIs that all this is? Jealousy? Whatâs the fucking point of it?â you retort, shoving his hands and arms away with enough force to make your blood boil. Then, in a blind fury, you hurl the concealer bottle across the room, the sound of it hitting the wall echoing like a final, deafening blow.
Satoru flinches slightly at the sound of the concealer bottle hitting the floor. He knows youâre holding back, teetering on the edge of exploding. âItâs not just jealousy,â he admits softly. âItâs fear, anger... and love, I guess.â He runs a tired hand through his snowy hair, sighing deeply. âAnd knowing I canât have you the way I want to⌠that drives me insane.â
A vein pulses visibly in your temple, your frustration bubbling over. âYou drive me insane!â you snap, jabbing your finger into his chest.
For a brief moment, Satoruâs lips almost curl into a smirk, but he stops himself when he sees the fire blazing in your eyes. He knows youâre serious, that this isnât the time for his antics. Yet he canât help but find you captivating like thisâunapologetically yourself.
âYeah, Iâd say the feelingâs mutual, sweetheart,â he retorts, raising an eyebrow, his gaze dropping momentarily to the finger poking his chest as though heâs admiring your nerve.
The silence that follows is suffocating. The only sounds are your heated, shallow breaths, echoing in the small space between you.
You take several slow, deliberate steps back, your eyes fixed on his ocean-blue gaze. You catch the flicker of a momentâa split second where his eyes dart to your lips.
The tension between you is almost unbearable. The faint brush of his hips against yours as he steps closer sends a ripple of unease and anticipation through you. Your breaths mingle in the narrowing space. You both know exactly whatâs happening, yet neither of you moves to break it.
âI hate you, you know that?â you whisper, pouring all the bitterness and hurt from your chest into the words.
Satoru raises an eyebrow, his face a mere breath away from yours. His broad, powerful form looms over you, trapping you against the wall without lifting a single hand. The tension radiating from him is magnetic, suffocating.
âThatâs a lie, and we both know it,â he says, his voice soft and calm, but laced with that maddening confidence.
His heart pounds wildly in his chest, the light graze of your body against his and the fiery defiance in your darkened eyes making him dangerously close to losing control. He wants to kiss youâdevour youâso badly it hurts. But he knows heâs already crossed lines, already messed up.
He clenches his fists, willing himself to stay composed. He would never take advantage of you like this. Heâd rather let you hurt him, use him, break him into pieces.
Oh, screw it.
âSweetheart,â he mouths, barely audible. His lips form the words so softly that you have to read them. His intense eyes stay locked on yours, unwavering. âWhat are you thinking right now?â
âThis isnât the time for your stupid jokesââ
He silences you with a single, long finger placed gently on your lips. âAnswer the question, love.â His towering frame looms closer, his voice a deep rumble, and the tension only thickens.
You take a shaky breath. âY-Yell at you, hit you, throw everything I have at you to finally make your goddamn mouth shut for good,â you hiss, your anger slipping through the cracks in your voice.
âDo it, then. Iâm the one whoâs wrong.â
Your lips part, and your eyes widen in surprise.
Satoru grabs your trembling hand and firmly places it against his chest, right over his racing heart. His voice softens. âGo on. Yell at me. Hit me. Use me however you need to.â
His pulse mirrors yours, beating in sync, loud and unruly.
Your gaze catches the subtle flicker of his eyes darting to your lips again, the ever-so-slight sway of his body bringing him closer.
When you lift your hand, Satoru doesnât flinch. He braces himself, ready to take whatever youâre about to give him.
But instead of striking him, your hand fists the collar of his shirt. With one hard tug, you pull him down, crashing his mouth onto yours in a desperate, fiery kiss as though itâs your last breath.
Satoru responds immediately, kissing you back with the same raw intensity. His large hands snake around your waist, pulling you flush against him. His lips, teeth, and tongue all move in a fervent, chaotic dance with yours, each touch more intoxicating than the last.
When he finally pulls back, his breath is ragged, his lips still brushing against yours. He doesnât let you go, his arms holding you close as if letting you go would shatter him.
âSweetheart,â he rasps, his voice low and rough, chest heaving against yours. His hand trails to your neck, then your jaw, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear. âWhat are you thinking now?â
His warm, uneven breaths ghost over your lips, and you fight the overwhelming urge to kiss him again. Your anger hasnât fully subsided, still simmering beneath the surface.
âYou. Youâre haunting me. Sometimes so much that I canât think of anything else,â you admit, your voice trembling with emotion.
His eyes burn brighter, the ardor in them impossible to miss. âGod, sweetheartâŚâ he murmurs, pressing soft, fluttering kisses along your neck, his lips scorching your sensitive skin. âYou have no idea how badly Iâve wanted this. Wanted you. Only you. No more lies, no more heartbreak.â
Each kiss he plants on your skin draws breathy, unsteady sighs from your lips. âY-Youâre selfishâŚâ you manage to say between ragged breaths, your nails digging into the firm muscles of his biceps. âSo fucking selfishâŚâ
âIf being this desperate for you, for your love, is selfish, then Iâm on my knees, my love,â he replies, his voice like velvet. He kisses the marks on your skin, the ones you tried to cover, with a tenderness that makes your heart ache. âIâm all yours. Completely yours.â
He slides the strap of your tank top down, revealing more of the skin he adores. His lips graze it gently as he whispers, âI didnât mean a single word about you looking like a clown. I just want you to be happy⌠with someone who loves you and doesnât cheat on you.â
His hands cup your face delicately, tilting it up so your eyes meet his. His voice drops to a whisper, raw and sincere. âIâm deeply sorry, sweetheart.â
The genuine vulnerability in his gaze hits you hard.
You punch his chest â not out of anger, but because you donât know what else to do with the emotions clawing at your chest. âI hate you, remember?â
A smile spreads across Satoruâs face, soft and warm, despite the tension in the room. âAs much as Iâm obsessed with you.â
Your free hand tangles itself in his silky white hair, tugging lightly as your fingers weave through the strands. With just enough force, you pull him down once again, capturing his lips in a searing, passionate kiss that holds every ounce of anger, frustration, and longing you feel for him.
As surprising as it may seem, Satoru lets a smile stretch against your lips â pressed together in a sloppy, wet kiss that blends tongues, lips, and teeth. Your chest, magnetized to his, feels the pounding of his heart, each beat drumming against you like a bass drum.
Your teeth part, biting his lower lip cruelly, hard enough for a faint taste of blood to seep into your mouth. Yet, he doesnât seem fazed by it. In fact, he lets himself get intoxicated by your steamy breath, swallowing every gasp of air you exhale as if itâs his only source of oxygen.
With a natural ease, one of Satoruâs hands grabs yours and pins them above your head, pressing them against the wall as his pelvis grinds into yours. You feel the growing bulge youâve provoked pressing against you.
âSee what you do to me?â he breathes in your ear, breaking the kiss sloppily.
âAnd youâll lose it completely when I fuck you until Iâm the only one youâre thinking of,â you snap back, wrapping one leg around his hip before climbing fully onto him. With both legs now locked around his waist, your back is pinned to the wall, and your newly freed hands are poised to ravage your lover.
Blood rushes through your temples, creating a buzz in your ears. Your flushed ears mirror the crimson tips of Satoruâs. Supporting you with one arm, he uses the other to trace a finger across your lips, smearing the remnants of his blood there.
âCanât wait to think even more of you â even though you already fill all my dreams and nightmares,â he murmurs with a sly grin. Then, both hands slide to your thighs, gripping them as he carries you to the bedâthe same bed where you had your last steamy session with him.
Kneeling at the foot of the bed, Satoru settles between your legs while you lay back comfortably, fully aware he plans to take care of you before you ruin him. With practiced ease, his rough but tender hands remove your pajama shorts and panties, discarding them to the floor with a soft rustle. Your skin is adorned with earlier marksâpurplish bruises, handprints, and hickeys â all of which tell a story (a decidedly sexy one, at that).
Just the sight of your spread legs, offering him an unobstructed view of your glistening, swollen folds â still slick from earlierâignites a fiery tremor in his core. Heâs practically salivating at the sight but regains focus when your heel presses sharply against his shoulder, a silent demand for urgency.
âDonât make me wait,â you mouth, locking your gaze with his as his mouth inches dangerously close to your core.
Impatience mingles with the tension crackling between you. The moment his lips close around your clit, a hiss escapes your mouth.
Your fingers thread through his snow-white hair as though itâs the only lifeline keeping you from falling into the abyss. His warm, skilled tongue laps at your folds with slow, ravenous intensity. Every stroke of his tongue sends jolts of pleasure surging through you, spurring him to drink you in until his thirst is quenched.
âSatoru, f-fastâah,â you stammer when his tongue flicks your now puffy, sensitive clit with pinpoint precision.
Your eyes roll back, your breath quickens, and your body trembles with each wave of pleasure. Your hands tug incessantly at his hair, driving him absolutely wild.
âFaster?â He looks up at you, his mouth still latched onto your center. âIs that what youâlickâwant? Keep ripping my hair out, then.â
And thatâs exactly what he makes you do. Your hips buck involuntarily toward his face, and he grunts in approval, gripping your hips with his large hands. Then, he lifts your legs over his arms and shoulders, perfectly positioning himself to devour you even more deeply.
Determined to make you cum as quickly as possible, the tip of his tongue teases your dripping, needy entrance. He feels your walls fluttering, your core pulsing and throbbing, empty and desperate.
The idea of filling you crosses his mind.
âPoor thing needs to be filled, huh?â he chuckles darkly, his voice thick and gravelly.
When he slides a long finger into you â slowly, carefully â the way your velvety walls clench tightly around him nearly makes him lose control on the spot. You grip his digit so tightly, drawing him deeper, that every movement inside you elicits louder, breathier curses laced with frustration.
âDonât try to mock me, you bastâ ah!â you moan, throwing your head back on the mattress the second after the pad of his forefinger reached your cervix â a spot that you can never reach yourself and even your husband. âOh my God, I hate you so muchâŚâ
âYou know what I love the most when weâre doing it?â Satoru whispers with a smirk, bringing his damp lips back to your clit to suck your bud at the same time as heâs fingering you. âWhen you lose allâkissâyourâlickâcontrolâsuckâonly from my touch, arenât you, sweetheart?â he purrs against your core, his finger curling up right in your sweet spot. âSay you hate me baby, Iâm just waiting for you to be ready and take care of me.â
âIâyou buck your hips harderâhate you,â you groan louder and firmer than earlier and clench around him right before cumming hard, hips bucking up against him and arching your back with no control over it.
Your vision blurs and star-like spots pop on your darkening vision. The intensity of your orgasm crashes over you so hard that for a few seconds, youâre losing almost all your senses â hearing, sight and touch â because of your mind going dizzy.
When the sensation wears off, a quick glance to the side reveals an already undressed Satoru, his impatient length just waiting for your attention â already twitching and hard like rock for you.
With a wry smile plastered to his lips, he reaches over you to grab your hips and gently lift you up and switch places â him lying on his back and you sitting so sensuously on top of him with your thighs delicately wrapped around his hips. He can't resist submitting to you completely.
Your still pulsing core rests straight on his cock, like you are riding him for real â or not yet.
Your senses restored, you donât wait long before raising your hips, Satoruâs hands still holding them, and taking in his drooling length of precum with one hand. As you lower your hips, the fat tip of Satoru's dick pushes forward your hole and gets trapped in your walls glistening with your juices.
You both moan at the same time, head throwing back and mouth open ajar from the strong pleasure. Each inch that was moving further more into your cunt until the mushroom tip kisses your cervix was already being milked because your walls are so fucking sensitive that itâs making Satoruâs eyes roll back and babble nonsense.
âSweetâ Sweetheart, donât squeeze y-yet, I need time toââ But you cut him off with your forefinger pressed against his handsome lips.
âNuh-uh.â You lean in with a mischievous smile plastered on your face, eyes gleaming with the satisfaction of being on top of him. âYouâre going to be a good boy and take my pussy, understood?â And you punctuate your warning with a sharp bounce of your hips that makes him moan with pleasure then nod hurriedly.
âMhhâhmph!â
So you start moving your hips up and down with purposeful slowness.
Your hand wraps around his throat and squeezes gently. Your hips bounce harder each time, and you ignore Satoruâs uncontrolled moans, which, despite his clenched jaw, can't help letting out moans and whimpers of pleasure.
âWhoâs a good boy, tell me?â you ask, thrusting down your hips along his cock harder once more.
âN-Not gonna say it, sweetie,â Satoru chokes out between breathless hiccups because your hand squeezes his throat harder. âYou can bet itâ GodâŚâ He can feel your walls tightening around him, your core pulsing and his length throbbing inside you and at the verge of spilling out all the cum his sensitive balls were holding back. His hands grip your hips with more force that itâll leave marks but you both donât care anymore.
Itâs just you and him having sex to see who will break first.
Your heavy, noisy breaths â not to mention the wet sounds of your skin slapping against each other â fill the room. Hot blood courses through both your veins, but nothing can stop your hips from slamming mercilessly into Satoru, tightening every time youâre bouncing on him.
Even though you two are at the verge of reaching orgasm, you wanted to have your way with him this time.
âI hate you, Satoru Gojo,â you groan, leaning your chest against his before moving faster as your breath. His arms wrap around your back to get you close and then he can start matching your movements.
He presses his lips on your ear and whispers breathlessly, âIâm your, utterly yours,â right before cumming at the same time as your, his semen filling immediately your cunt as you clench around him and let out a similar pathetic whimper like him.
Toes curled up and eyelids shutting down, you both hug each other until the orgasm goes away. Not before a good one minute. Silence fills the room before your brain melts away to focus on the still rapid beating of your heart against Satoruâs chest.
âAfter this, Iâll help you pack your important things and we go home. Our true home, okay?â he murmurs against your ear. âIâll give you the life you want and deserve, sweetheart. No need to think about anything or anyone else.â And he concludes with a loving kiss on your temple as you nod, resting your cheek on his collarbone.
His big hand runs through your tousled hair before continuing to tenderly kiss your burning faces.
âI hate you,â you mumble, your mind growing heavy for a sleep.
âI love you too.â
a/n: it's been a while that i didnât write a long one-shot like this one but itâs relaxing in a way lol. a big thank you for @/lymsfm for helping me through this hell, i genuinely donât know what i would do without you and sorry for all my rants and your patience by listening to me getting crazy for literally everything đ. so on this, i hope you guys enjoyed this fic and see you soon! <3
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pillow princess (literally)
inspired by this fanart!! itâs literally perfect
content: nsfw - pillow humping, praise kink, sub jinx, dom fem! reader, slight power play
jinx had been acting needy all day â her touches lingering a second too long on your skin, or stretching an extra inch so her already cropped top would show more skin. she thought she was being subtle, but you could feel the want radiating off her in waves. you decided to toy with her a little first.
while perched on your lap on the couch, she leaned in, smirking as if she had you wrapped around your finger (she did). you leaned back, denying her the kiss she so blatantly wanted. "such an eager little thing today, arenât you?" you said, your voice taking on a slightly patronizing tone.
jinxâs grin faltered as her face flushed beet red. "i...i don't know what you mean," she said defiantly, but her flushed skin and the way she squirmed in your lap betrayed her real feelings. "âm just happy to see you."
"or just eager to please, is that it?" you asked, a hint of a smile playing at the corners of your mouth. "then prove it. strip for me. letâs see what a good girl you can be."
jinx glared at you as she hesitated for a second before unzipping her pants, wiggling them down her long legs. she then peeled off her top, revealing her pert tits, nipples already stiffening in the cool air.
you point at the pillow on the other side of the couch. "get yourself off. I want to see you put your back into it."
jinxâs cheeks flushed a deeper shade of red, but she obeyed and crawled over onto the pillow. she hesitated for a moment before starting to slowly grind her hips in small circles, the pillow beginning to dampen from her arousal.
you watched as jinx reluctantly ground her naked body against the pillow, her soft, stifled whimpers filling the room. "see? iâmânggghâg-goodâŚâ she whined under her breath, her moans escaping. her hips began to move with more urgency, the pillow now damp and rumpled underneath her.
"thatâs it, baby," you encouraged, your voice low and commanding. "grind that needy pussy against the pillow. show me how bad you want it."
jinx bit her plump lower lip, a breathy moan escaping her as she obeyed, her movements becoming more enthusiastic, her pink folds glistening and swollen. she squeezed her eyes shut, cheeks flushing and chest heaving.
"oh fuck- ahh!â jinx gasped, her hips bucking faster, grinding her aching clit against the fabric. her thighs trembled, grip tightening on the pillow. she gasped and arched her back, pressing her ass higher in the air. she was so close.
"thatâs my good girl," you praised.
jinx couldn't hold back any longer. your words and the relentless stimulation pushed her over the edge. "âmââm comingg!" jinx screamed, her hips bucking wildly against the pillow as she came hard. her inner walls clenched and fluttered, gushing her release onto the fabric. her eyes rolled back as she rode out each intense wave of pleasure.
when the aftershock subsided, she collapsed forward, draping herself over the pillow, panting harshly. her skin glistened with a sheen of sweat, chest heaving as she tried to catch her breath. she peered at you with hazy, lust-filled eyes. âpleaseâŚâ she whined, reaching out for you. she was putty in your hands, pliant and needy, and you couldn't hold your hands back from touching her anymore.
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Sticky- Peter Parker x AFAB!Reader



âĽPairing: Peter Parker x AFAB!reader
âĽCW: smut, p in v, sub peter, inappropriate use of web shooters, riding, 826 words
âĽSummary: You find one of peter's sensitive spots while riding him (his wristussy)
âĽa/n: This fanart inspired this fic đ¤This was written with Tobey's spiderman in mind cuz of the natural web shooters but it can be read as any of them as long as u keep the web shooters in mind!! Hope u enjoy this mini fic i wrote <3 pics are from pinterest
Peter's breath came in ragged gasps as you rocked your hips over him, your hands pinning his wrists above his head. Every movement drew a shaky groan from his throat, his body trembling beneath you, trying to keep some semblance of control. You could feel his cock throbbing inside you, every inch of him hot and pulsing, hitting just the right spot as you moved, your pace deliberate and slow.
The room was thick with the sound of your bodies coming together-soft gasps, broken moans, the wet sounds of your slickness as you took him deeper. Peter's eyes were squeezed shut, brows furrowed in concentration as he tried to hold himself together.
But as your fingers lightly grazed his wrists, brushing over the spot where his web-shooters lay, his reaction was instantaneous. His body jolted hard, hips bucking up into you as his eyes snapped open wide, pupils blown with shock. His breath hitched sharply.
"W-what?" His voice cracked, laced with confusion, and the look on his face was almost desperate. He had no idea what just happened, and his bewilderment only made the heat in your core flare higher.
A slow, teasing grin spread across your face as you stilled your hips, locking your gaze on his. You pressed your thumbs harder into his wrists, feeling something tense beneath his skin. His reaction was even more intense this time-a loud, choked moan ripped from his throat, his hips jerking uncontrollably beneath you.
"Oh," you murmured, your voice dripping with mischief. "What's this?"
Peter's eyes were wide, his breath coming in quick, shallow bursts. "I-l don't know," he gasped, his voice tinged with panic. His head fell back against the pillow, chest heaving as his body trembled under your touch. "What are you-"
You chuckled softly, rubbing your thumbs over the same spot again, watching his entire body shudder beneath you. The confusion on his face only deepened, and you couldn't help but enjoy his unravelling. His hips moved of their own accord, desperate for more friction.
"You're so sensitive here," you whispered, grinding your hips down on him again. He was throbbing inside you, and you could feel how close he was.
His cock twitched with every brush of your fingers over his wrist, his moans growing louder, needier.
"F-fuck," he whimpered, his hands clenching into fists where you had them pinned above his head. "I'm gonna-"
You pressed your thumbs down again, rubbing in tight circles as you moved your hips harder, faster. "Do it," you breathed, leaning down to kiss his neck, your voice low and commanding. "Let go."
With a strangled cry, Peter's entire body went rigid beneath you as he came, his hips jerking wildly as he filled you. But just as the wave of pleasure crashed over him, his wrists spasmed, and-without warning-thick webs shot from his wrists, splattering the headboard and the wall behind him.
"What theâ?" Peter gasped, eyes flying open in complete shock, staring at the sticky mess with wide eyes. His chest heaved, his mind clearly scrambling to process what had just happened. "Did I-did I just-?"
You stared at the webs hanging from the headboard, equally surprised, before a slow grin spread across your face. "Oh my God," you said, laughing breathlessly. "Did you mean to do that?â
Peter's face flushed a deep red, a mixture of confusion and embarrassment washing over him as he glanced at the webs, then back at you.
"Whatâ no! I didn'tâI didn't know that would happen!" he stammered, his voice hoarse, still catching his breath.
You couldn't help but laugh softly, leaning down to press your lips against his. "That was... something else," you murmured against his lips, still teasing.
"Didn't know you had that in you."
Peter was still wide-eyed, his body trembling with the aftershocks, clearly struggling to comprehend the sudden, overwhelming pleasure that had made him lose control like that. "IâI didn't either," he mumbled, looking like he didn't know whether to be embarrassed or turned on.
You raised an eyebrow, running your hands over his wrists again, a devious smile curling at your lips. "I kinda want to try that again."
Peter's eyes widened, and his breath hitched, a mix of panic and excitement crossing his face. "Waitânow?"
You grinned down at him, leaning closer so your lips were just inches from his. "You're telling me you don't want to see if it happens again?"
Peter swallowed hard, looking dazed and overwhelmed as your fingers trailed back to his wrists, teasing that sensitive spot that had triggered his web-shooting. His lips parted, his body already responding, his cock twitching inside you.
"Fuck," he whispered, his voice shaking. "I-yeah, okay, but-"
You take his wrist in your hand, bringing it up to your mouth to press light kisses to his sensitive spot, cutting off his rambling as you rolled your hips again, feeling him harden inside you. "Shh. Just take it like a good boy, Pete.â
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(i wnet sicko mode hit the tag limit so i hafe to shift stuff here pls read tags first fank yu)
you ever feel so alive you feel like you're gonna pass out?
first. ragatha's hands on pomni's back. firmly gripping her waist and pulling her in close. pomni's fingers light and hesitant on ragatha's shoulder in response. she. she didn't mean to do that. she should be pushing this gorgeous demon away. she should be calling for help. she's not supposed to enjoy this.
but dear lord in heaven....the warmth of her hands. ragatha is holding her so, so gently. so careful not to poke pomni with her claws. their faces pressed against each other. the feeling of her breath on pomni's neck.....
pomni grips ragatha's shoulder a little tighter. how could she? how could she possibly leave the circle of their embrace unclosed? it yearned to be complete. how could anyone spurn this warmth?
i know in ma heart of hearts the lil jester has the most beautifully sinful expression on her face rn. no im not jealous. shut the up. anyways
THE CUT ON THAT DRESS WAOSOOAFJIOADJGIOEJGIPWHASIOGBGIJONARWIUGBIJbgiuRBWGIOARWNGPRIGPO WAHHHH!!!!! EXCUSE ME!!!!HELP!!!!WHAT???HUH??? AND!!!! RAGATHA'S FINGER!!! ON POMNI'S CHIN!!!!IM GOING TO EXPLODE . also. pomni saying "dressed up for the lord" while furiously trying not to stare is so fucking adorable
moving!!! on!!!
IMP POMNI WAJASGHAGAJ SHE'S SUCH A STINKY LITTLE REPTILE RAT RAPTILE GREMLIN!!!!!! SOMETHING ABOUT EM JUST MAKES ME WANT TO PUT MY FINGERS TO GETHER AND GO NYEHEHEHEH!!!!! YOU KNOW WHAT!!!! I WILL!!!! WHEEEE
i fuckin LOVE her big rat feet!!!!its so feet!!!! and perfect for flirting!!!! those are some impressive moves!!!! god pomni beign a menace and just hanging on a wall is so ooo fckig good spitinside me you've done it again. her design gives mye real cuphead vibes i love it. and I love that she can't count i want to pick her up put them on my shoulder and carry them around everywhere
I can't believe you drew this already!!! fasfjnajfnafjff fantastic work!!!! this made my night!!! yippee!!!!!
little church demon x nun au thing or whatever ... maybe one day i will properly make this like with character sheets for their designs and everything but for nlw take this ...
this is for now the only deisgn for pomni
i want hrr to have big feet and a rat like tail .. shes cold blooded .. scaly .. her skin is rough ... shes so fun to draw ...
#tadc fanart#buttonblossom#pomni fanart#ragatha fanart#faves#i am PACING#i am PACINF THE HALLS OF MIY LINEAGE OF MY LIVINK ROOM#i am TRYING to FIND the WORDS#computer!!! translate this!!!!!#*deep breath*#*punches myself in the stomach and pukes*#*even deeper breatyh*#yippee.....#Yippee......#*crouches down with my elbows on my knees as i activate my super saiyan gay powrs#AAWWWWWOOOOOAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHJHJFGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH#RAAAAAGAHHSHSHHHHSHSHD#YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#!!!!!!!!#computer!!!#did you!!!!! get that!!!!#translate now!!!!#---------
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viking!b.katsuki x fem!reader
a.n; i wanted to give viking!bakugou a try, and honestly, this is all @imaginationmess fault for feeding me fanarts of bakugou and his dragonđ luv you thođ¤

Viking Bakugou Katsuki who rides the biggest and most terrifying dragon that has ever existed.
A legend said that his dragon in particular had been going on for generations in his family, no one willing to risk their life to tame it. Until Katsukiâs uncle, Bakugou Kudo, did it. He had been the first in generations to ride this dragon. Yet he understood that the bond between dragon and riders was not consolidated between them.
When Katsuki was eight, the little shit escaped the hut and went towards where the nests were. Kudo almost had a heart attack when he saw the brat far off and almost there. He sprinted as fast as he could, a tragedy already displaying in his head âthe kid being incinerated, turned to ashes, and his sister cutting his dick off for being a sorry ass uncle. Fuck, and he would had deserved it. Because even though he had tamed the beast, it was still very unstable to let anyone close to it; one of his own men had suffered the consequences of trying to get close, more than half his body had been burned. He was no longer part of their battles.
However, Kudo saw in first person how a dragonâs bond was created. Between his terrifying dragon and his little nephew.
It hadnât looked much from his perspective, yet he felt the magical aura surrounding them. Katsuki laughed as he touched the dragonâs snot like it was a mer pup, happy and excited while climbing its leg with such ease until he was up on its back, right behind the head. The dragon himself helped the kid to reach the place. Kudo noticed then the beastâs eyes shining a very resplendent gold. Yep, that was definitely a bond.The kid was anything but scared, as he caressed the dragon's head, hugging it even.
Kudo smiled, shaking his head, hands over his hips as he took a deep breath, relaxing. The dragon was only letting him ride it because it knew that Katsuki was his bonded rider and Kudo was related by blood to the kid.
As years went by, the bond only became stronger and deeper. Kudo would ride it in battles, but once at home, the brat and the beast were like one. When Katsuki turned eighteen, Kudo retired from battles and settled down with a wife and kids at the village located next to that of where their family originally came from. From that day on, the brat became the dragonâs one and only owner.
Katsuki was the only human being able to control, care for and command this massive dragon, also becoming the nightmare of most villages in the world. Both, dragon and rider were vicious, deadly and feared.
You still remember the day Bakugou Katsuki landed on your lands. The bright blue sky suddenly turned dark, the huge dragon he rode clouding the sun above. Everyone knew what it meant. Destruction and chaos, the end of their peaceful lives.
The Leader of the village, your dad, didnât waste time in trying to negotiate a truce between them.
And that truce is you.
You are forced to marry him, to leave your family, friends and life there and go with this barbaric man. You are a bit afraid he is some sort of savage. Rumors told how violent he was, how scary he looked with his scars and aggressive attitude towards everyone. Now that you have said man in front of you, you agreed with all of them.
You were expecting him to manhandle you, to treat you like another woman he picked to use for his own pleasure. Yet all you received since you stepped foot in his village, in his home, had been nothing but coldness and distance. He has kept to himself, doing his stuff and trying not to get in your way. Least to say, it has been completely awkward since the ceremony.
When you are getting ready for it, his mom enters his-your hut. She smiles, a sincere feeling in her eyes, âBeing the daughter of a Leader sucks, ainât it?â
You look down, a slight smile on your face that agrees with her but eyes filled with tears youâre holding back. âIt does.â
You feel her hand on your shoulder, and the little squish she gives it in reassurance makes the knot in your throat tighter.
âMy son is not a charming prince; however, I know the kind of man I raised him to be. Youâre gonna be okay.â
You donât say anything in response. You donât even look back at her, but you think she didnât expect it either as she walks out, leaving you alone. As you walk towards the entrance, fully knowing that once you cross it, your soon to be husband will be waiting at the end of the aisle, all you can wish is that Ms. Bakugou is right.
When the ceremony reaches its end, the old lady of his village drawing the symbols of union, love and family in your foreheads, Bakugou extends his hands for you to lay yours over his. You still havenât looked him in the eyes, but you do what's expected for the ceremony. When your hands touch the skin of his, you can't avoid thinking how warm they feel. Big calloused, rough and strong hands surround yours, and you don't hate the feeling. On the contrary, itâs quite comforting. The old lady ties a beautifully white and gold silk ribbon around your hands, symbolizing the union of the souls.
While everyone cheers, you finally decide to raise your eyes towards him. Deep red eyes collide with yours, making a shudder run your body at their intensity. Surprisingly, it isnât a bad feeling, but it is something you have never felt before.
A tingly feeling swirls in your stomach as you realize Bakugou Katsuki's face is getting closer and closer to yours, his intent clear. He is going to kiss you. Your first kiss. You close your eyes instinctively and his lips touch yours in a quick and short peck. Yet it feels like all the tingles in your stomach exploded, sending warmth throughout your whole body.
That has been the only close and physical interaction you have had until today.
Bakugou Katsuki decides to give you space to accommodate and get to know his village and people around.
It doesn't mean he doesn't want you. However, he never makes any sort of move towards you.
Until one dayâŚ
Bakugou got back that morning to the village after being away for almost four days with the victory of conquering another village, so you decide to bring him some of the sweet bread you have cooked as a welcome back. You have to admit, this time with him since the marriage ceremony hasnât been bad. Civil, even. Despite his distance and cold attitude, he has never disrespected or forced you to nothing. Not even that first night as husband and wife. He didnât even try, he simply picked one of the pillows and clothes to make a bed on the floor, closer to the entrance door, and slept there. You have been very confused. Your mum had previously told you everything of what was expected from a woman on the night of the ceremony. You expected even a fight between you two, because of course you didnât want that to happen with a complete stranger like he was still to you.
Nevertheless, he never hovers over you. But you do feel his eyes on you whenever heâs around. He always makes some sort of sound for you to acknowledge that his presence is close. Katsuki is attentive to your reactions whenever you are both alone and doesn't even raise his voice at you. Ever.
Then again, he is his ruthless self with everyone else.
You tried looking for him around the village, but couldn't find Bakugou anywhere. So you walk towards the woods where you know the dragon's nests are, where they rest. Even though Bakugou has explicitly forbidden you to go near there, due to the danger their dragons were most of the time, even for the riders.
You are confident Katsuki will be there, so probably he will see you from a distance and you wont need to get that close. But when you arrive, you come face to face with the massive beast: Bakugou's dragon, Cweorth.
You have seen it at a distance, but having the beast up close is a completely different experience. Its whole body is red, with golden piercing eyes that feel very much like Bakugouâs itself. Its wings are huge as they spread in a stretching movement up high, almost taller than the big trees that surround the woods. You can even see some flare of gold in its scale that actually looks mesmerizing. Majestic.
Your basket falls to the floor in shock when the beast finally looks down at your small, minuscule being. It watches you intently, with a scowl on its face âlike beast, like owner. But far away from feeling scared by it, you feel intrigued. You feel enamored even as you stand there, looking at such majestic creature.
Bakugou is actually several meters away, taking a bath in the lake close to the nests, cleaning all the blood and dirt off his body before going to the hut he shares with you. He has some scratches and cuts from the fights, but nothing deep or worrisome. He is very proud in saying he is the fucking best out there.
When he's walking through the woods back to the nests of their dragons, he sees it.
His whole body freezes. You are standing there, your arm and hand stretched upwards. His own dragon, the one who eats men like candy at Katsuki's own command, the one who has burned villages in seconds with his strong fire, the one who hates anyoneâs touch or closeness that isn't Bakugou himself... His dragon has his snot close to you, letting you pet him with its eyes closed, enjoying your affection like a small puppy dog.
And he can not fucking believe what his eyes are seeing.
Of all the women he has had before you, none were brave enough to even look at the beast. They had all been afraid to death.
And there you stand, looking even fascinated by it. Eyes shining and smiling as you feel for the first time what its skin is like under your touch. You look⌠beautiful. Gorgeous. Heavenly sent. Fuck. You have him in your hands already.
Bakugou Katsuki then decides:
He will fucking kiss the ground you walk. He will give you everything you ask of him.
You want certain clothes to wear? He will search for them for you. You want certain foods? He will fly his dragon to wherever they are made or grown on. You want a land? He will fucking burn every single thing or life it takes to give it to you.
You want him? He will gladly give himself completely to you.
Well, he already is.

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ACCIDENTALLY KIDNAPPING A MAFIA BOSS?!
silly idea :3 should i make this into a series? was listening to bring me to life while making this lmao (also more phainon fanart at the end of the post)

It started with a simple friendshipâone that no one really questioned. You and Phainon were practically inseparable, an odd yet perfect duo that made everyone wonder how the universe aligned so well to bring you together.
Phainon was the golden retriever of your life, all bright smiles, mischievous grins, and boundless energy that made it impossible to be in a bad mood around him. He was always thereâwhether you wanted him to be or not.
Like that time when you had a late-night craving for bubble tea, and he showed up at your doorstep five minutes after your text, holding two cups like he had been waiting for the opportunity all night. Or when you got sick and insisted you were fine, only for him to barge into your apartment with an entire care packageâcomplete with soup, blankets, and a ridiculously oversized hoodie that smelled like him.
âYou donât take care of yourself, so I gotta do it for you,â he had said, grinning as he forced a spoonful of soup into your mouth. âIf I wasnât around, whoâd be your personal nurse, huh?â
You had rolled your eyes, but truthfully, you loved having him around.
Phainon was also a menace in the best way possible. He made it his personal mission to embarrass you in public, whether that meant dramatically fake-proposing to you in the middle of a grocery store or loudly announcing that you were his ânumber one best friendâ every time he saw you in class.
â[NAME]!â he had once yelled across the university campus, sprinting toward you like a lunatic while students turned to stare. âI havenât seen you in two hours! Did you miss me?â
You had barely dodged him, tackling you in front of everyone. âPhainon, oh my god, please calm down.â
He was never calm. He never was and never will be.
But that was what you loved about himâhis relentless energy, his unwavering presence. No matter what, he was always there, like a constant, bright force in your life.
And yet, beneath the sunshine exterior, there were times when his blue eyes darkened, moments where his grip on your wrist would linger just a second too long, where his playful teasing held an edge of something deeper. Something..terrifying?
Phainon wasnât just close to youâhe revolved around you. Every little thing you did, every fleeting expression, every shift in your tone, he noticed. He memorized your favorite drinks, your quirks, the way your eyes sparkled when you talked about something you loved. He lived for those moments.
There were nights he stayed up scrolling through your old messages, rereading your texts like they were sacred scripture. He had a folder on his phone filled with candid pictures of youâlaughing, sleeping, lost in thought. Some you had sent him. Some you hadn't.
If anyone got too close, if anyone dared to make you laugh the way he did, his jaw would clench, his grip on his drink tightening. He knew you were his. Even if you didnât realize it yet.
And when you werenât looking, when you werenât aware of the way he watched you, the way his entire world narrowed down to just youâhis smile would fade, his cheerful mask slipping, revealing the raw, unfiltered obsession lurking beneath.
On his wrist, always, was a simple black hair tieâyours. You had probably forgotten about it, left it on his wrist one day without a second thought, but to him, it was a sacred token, a symbol of ownership. He never took it off. It was stretched and worn from his constant fidgeting, his fingers absently tugging at it whenever you spoke, whenever you so much as smiled at someone else.
You had asked about it once, laughing, âWhy do you always wear that? Do you even have long enough hair to need it?â
His grin was quick, easy. âItâs lucky,â he had replied, flicking it with his fingers. âAnd it reminds me of someone important.â
You had shrugged, not thinking much of it. But if you had paid closer attention, you would have noticed the way his fingers curled over the hair tie protectively, as if he were afraid someone would take it from him. As if losing it meant losing you.
Phainon was careful. He never let his obsession slip too far, never let you see the depths of his devotion. You thought he was just a clingy best friend, a lovable idiot who adored you. You didnât know about the people who had gotten too close, only to suddenly lose interest, to quietly disappear from your life.
You didnât know about the nights he watched you through the reflection of a window, keeping an eye on you from the shadows when you thought you were alone. You didnât know about the things he had done, the people he had silenced, all to keep you safeâto keep you his.
And then, there were the little things. The way he always knew where you had been, even when you hadnât told him. The way he always seemed to show up at just the right time, as if he had been tracking your schedule down to the second. He was always preparedâwhether it was having your favorite drink ready before you even asked, or subtly steering you away from conversations with people he didnât like. He never said it outright, never made his possessiveness obvious, but the hints were there. The intensity in his eyes when he watched you, the way his fingers tightened around your wrist when he pulled you away from a stranger, the way he always seemed to whisper, half-joking but dead serious, âYou belong with me.â

It was a quiet evening when you curled up on your couch, flipping through channels absentmindedly, sipping on your favorite drink. The warm glow of the TV cast soft shadows across your living room, your eyelids drooping from exhaustion. That was, until the flashing "BREAKING NEWS" banner jolted you awake.
"Another victim of the infamous Flamereaver has been discovered in the cityâs industrial district," the news anchor reported, their tone grim. "Authorities believe this is the latest in a string of calculated eliminations carried out by the elusive mafia leader. The identity of the Flamereaver remains unknown, but their signature brutality and precision leave no doubtâthis was an execution."
You blinked, the weight of the report settling in your chest. The Flamereaver. You had heard the name beforeâwho hadnât? The ghostly swordmaster who had left entire organizations in ruin, a name spoken in hushed whispers, feared by even the most powerful figures in the underground world.
The news station flashed grainy images of the crime sceneâpolice cars, body bags, shaken witnesses. You shivered, setting your drink down.
Another one? This was happening too often.
Your mind wandered, a passing thought striking you. Phainon had mentioned going out earlier, hadnât he? Something about meeting an old friend.
You shook your head, dismissing the ridiculous idea that had briefly surfaced. No way. Not Phainon. He was too much of a goofball, too softhearted to be involved in something this violent.
Still, you couldn't help but feel an eerie chill run down your spine as you turned the volume down, trying to push away the unease settling deep within your bones as if someone or something was watching you.
Outside, hidden beneath the cover of darkness, Phainon stood motionless.
Draped in a black cloak and hoodie, his face concealed by the shadows, he watched you through your window, blue eyes burning with something indescribable. Admiration. Love.
You had no idea how beautiful you looked in this momentâso peaceful, so unaware. So his.
A gloved hand brushed against the black hair tie on his wrist, a slow, possessive motion. He never took it off. Just like he would never let you go.
Soon, he thought. Soon, you would understand.
Soon, you would be his completely.
And as the cold night pressed in, Phainon allowed a small, knowing smirk to curl at his lips. The world might fear the Flamereaverâbut you? You would never have to.
Because he would do anything to keep you safe.
Even if it meant making sure no one else could ever have you. . . . . Minutes passed. Perhaps an hour. Only when the house lights dimmed, signaling you to retreat to bed, only then did Phainon finally move. He let out a slow exhale, fogging up the cold air before turning away, his steps eerily silent against the pavement.
And then, his expression changed.
His once cheerful blue eyes turned glacial, devoid of emotion. The warmth drained from his features as he tilted his head downward, staring at the lifeless body sprawled at his feet. A fresh corpse, still warm. Blood pooled beneath it, seeping into the cracks of the pavement, glistening under the dim glow of a streetlamp. The manâs face was twisted in frozen terror, eyes wide and vacant, his lips still parted as if in a final, unfinished plea for mercy.
Phainon had granted him none.
A golden blade protruded from the manâs chest, its edge gleaming even through the thick coat of crimson that dripped from its surface. Phainon knelt, completely unaffected, and with a practiced, almost lazy motion, he wiped the blade clean against the dead manâs own shirt. The metal shone again, immaculate, as if it had never been tainted with the act of ending a life.
His fingers moved to his face, smearing away a thin line of blood that had splattered across his cheek. The expression he wore now was unreadableâdetached, mechanical. This was not the same Phainon who grinned and cracked jokes, who draped himself over your shoulders with a playful whine, who gazed at you like she was the very sun in his sky.
This was the Flamereaver.
His gaze flicked down at the corpse once more, unimpressed, before he stepped over it without hesitation, leaving only the scent of blood and death in his wake. His black hoodie rustled slightly in the night breeze, his golden blade disappearing into the folds of his cloak. As he walked, his fingers briefly brushed against the black hair tie wrapped securely around his wristâthe only tether left to the warmth he allowed himself to feel.
For her, he would remain the Phainon she knew.
For the rest of the world, he was a nightmare in human skin.

Meanwhile, inside your room, you sat on your bed, the faint hum of the television still lingering in the silence. You had retreated into your space, but your mind was far from tired. Instead, it buzzed with the same consuming thoughts that had plagued you for monthsâPhainon.
Your walls were a testament to your obsession, though no one else would ever see. A large corkboard hung above your desk, filled with drawings of himâhis laughing expression, the soft tilt of his head, the way his golden blade gleamed when he trained. Your fingers absentmindedly traced the edges of one of the sketches before you turned your gaze to the digital clock beside your bed.
12:30 AM.
Like clockwork, your head snapped toward your window. You knew Phainon's schedule down to the minute. He always returned home at this hour, no later, no sooner. You had memorized the sound of his footsteps, the rhythm of his habits, the way he sometimes hummed to himself under his breath when he thought no one was listening. The way he would smile, the way his oh so beautiful cerulean eyes would glimmer under the moonlight.
Slipping quietly to your window, you peered through the curtains, your pulse quickening with anticipation. Your eyes locked onto the street below, searching, waiting.
Because just like Phainon watched you, you had been watching him all along. . . . . . . Something was wrong.
Instead of Phainon casually strolling up to his house, there was another figureâtaller, clothed in dark black robes with a hood obscuring their face. Your breath hitched as you noticed the faint glint of a weapon in their gripâa golden blade, slick with fresh blood. Your stomach twisted at the sight.
A murderer. Right outside Phainonâs house.
Your fingers clenched around the windowsill as you watched, heart pounding. The figure stood motionless for a moment before casually wiping the blade against their sleeve, as if the act of killing meant nothing to them. Then, with eerie calmness, they sheathed the weapon beneath their cloak and turned slightly, revealing just enough for you to see their towering frameâeasily around 6'3.
Panic flared through you. Whoever they were, they were close. Too close. Had they been watching Phainon? Had they come to kill him? Or worseâwere they waiting for him?
You swallowed hard, eyes darting between the figure and Phainonâs front door. He still wasnât home. He was late. He was never late. A creeping dread coiled in your chest as you gripped your phone, debating whether to call him, to warn him. But would he believe you? Would you even be able to explain this?
Your gaze flicked back to the figure just as they simply stood in front of Phainon's house, looking left and right as if he was searching for something.
But something was wrong.
Instead of Phainon casually strolling up to his house, there was another figureâtaller, clothed in dark robes with a hood obscuring their face. Your breath hitched as you noticed the faint glint of a weapon in their gripâa golden blade, slick with fresh blood. Your stomach twisted at the sight.
A murderer. Right outside Phainonâs house.
Your fingers clenched around the windowsill as you watched, heart pounding. The figure stood motionless for a moment before casually wiping the blade against their sleeve, as if the act of killing meant nothing to them. Then, with eerie calmness, they sheathed the weapon beneath their cloak and turned slightly, revealing just enough for you to see their towering frameâeasily around 6'3.
Panic flared through you. Whoever they were, they were close. Too close. Had they been watching Phainon? Had they come to kill him? Or worseâwere they waiting for him?
You swallowed hard, eyes darting between the figure and Phainonâs front door. He still wasnât home. He was late. He was never late. A creeping dread coiled in your chest as you gripped your phone, debating whether to call him, to warn him. But would he believe you? Would you even be able to explain this?
Your gaze flicked back to the figure just standing their eerily in front of your best friend's house, looking left and right as if they were searching for something or someone. . . . . Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
Your heart pounded in your chest as you sprinted down the stairs, your thoughts racing just as fast. Who the hell was that outside Phainon's house? A murderer? A thief? Some lunatic waiting for Phainon to come home?
You didnât stop to think. Your body moved on instinct.
Grabbing the cold, heavy metal baseball bat from beside the shoe rack, you tightened your grip, your knuckles turning white. As you shoved your hands into the worn leather knuckle gloves Phainon had given youâhis little âgiftâ after you won a sparring match against himâyou took a deep breath to steady yourself.
Stay calm. Stay sharp.
You flung open your front door and stormed outside, your breath misting in the night air. The distant hum of streetlights and the soft rustling of tree leaves did nothing to ease the sheer unease creeping up your spine.
And there he was.
The figure stood stillâeerily, unnaturally stillâright in front of Phainonâs house. His tall frame loomed at around 6â3, making him tower over most people. A long, black cloak with patterns of a crescent moon billowed slightly in the cold wind, its hood casting a deep shadow over his face. But what really made your blood run cold was the weapon in his hand.
A golden blade. Its edge gleamed faintly under the moonlight, marred by something dark, something wet. Blood.
Your grip on the bat tightened as your stomach twisted.
He wasnât moving. He was just... standing there. Watching.
Was he waiting for Phainon? Did he alreadyâNo. You refused to finish that thought.
Without hesitation, you stormed forward, heart hammering against your ribs.
âHey!â Your voice rang out in the dead of night, sharp and unwavering. âOi bastard what the fuck are you doing outside his house?â
No response.
The man didnât even flinch. Didnât turn. Didnât acknowledge you.
Your body tensed. Every instinct screamed danger. But you werenât about to back down.
âOi, asshole! Iâm talking to you!â You took another step forward, raising the bat slightly. âI donât know what creepy shit youâre trying to pull, but you better step the fuck away from Phainonâs house before I break that fancy little sword of yours over my knee.â
Still, nothing. The figure remained silent, his presence as cold and unmoving as a statue.
The only shift was the subtle tilt of his headâjust slightlyâlike he was regarding you.
Something about that small movement made your skin crawl.
Why did it feel so familiar?
But you had no time to second-guess yourself.
You tightened your stance, shifting your weight, ready to swing if you had to. This bastard wasnât about to get past you.
The figure finally moved.
With slow, deliberate precision, he tilted his head downwardâas if looking at the bloodied golden blade in his grasp. Then, with an eerily casual flick of his wrist, he wiped the blood off its edge with his gloved fingers.
The movement was practiced. Effortless. Like he had done this a thousand times before.
Your breath hitched.
He wasnât just some random thug.
This man was a killer.
And yet⌠he still didnât strike.
He simply stood there, staring at his weapon, his face obscured by the cloakâs deep hood. The silence between you stretched, suffocating and unnerving.
Your heartbeat pounded in your ears.
For a split second, you considered your next move. Should you charge at him? Should you call someone? Should youâ
You stood frozen in place, gripping your bat so tightly your hands ached.
The golden weapon. The black cloak. The blood. The way he moved. The way he didnât attack you.
Your stomach churned.
Who the hell was that?
And why⌠did something about him feel so unsettlingly familiar?
. . . .
The moment he turned his back on you, something inside snapped.
Oh, hell no.
You werenât about to let some bloodstained creep just walk away after standing in front of Phainonâs house like some horror movie stalker. What if he was waiting for Phainon to come home? What if he had already done something?
You didnât even think. You ran.
Your feet pounded against the pavement as you rushed forward, closing the distance between you and the cloaked bastard in seconds.
And thenâ
CRACK.
Your fist slammed into the side of his face, the impact so strong you felt his jaw shift beneath your knuckles.
The force of your punch sent him staggering back, but you werenât done. Not even close.
You pivoted on your heel, twisting your body for momentum, before swinging again.
BAM!
Your second punch landed hard on the opposite side of his face, his hood shifting slightly from the sheer impact.
The bastard stumbled further, nearly losing his balance.
But you didnât give him a second to recover.
Your hands gripped the bat tightlyâmuscles coiling like a springâbefore you swung with everything you had.
WHAM!
The bat slammed into his head with full force.
A sickening thud echoed through the empty street as the figureâs entire body jerked from the impact.
His legs gave out instantly.
His body collapsed to the ground, unmoving.
The once-imposing figureâshrouded in mystery, with a golden weapon still faintly glinting in his gripânow lay sprawled out at your feet.
Knocked out cold.
You took a deep breath, wiping the sweat from your brow with the back of your gloved hand, before glancing down at him.
And thenâŚ
You grinned.
A slow, faint smile curled at your lips as you admired your handiwork.
There was something thrilling about seeing this so-called intimidating figure sprawled out, helpless, after you had beaten him down.
âTch.â You scoffed, tilting your head slightly as you inspected his unconscious form. âWhat, thatâs it? No fight back? No last words? Kinda disappointing, really.â
You nudged his side with your foot, testing for any movement.
Nothing.
Your smirk widened.
This idiot seriously underestimated you.
Big mistake.
The golden weapon lay loosely in his grip now, the blood along its edge darkening under the moonlight. You eyed it for a moment, debating whether to take itâor at least break itâbut then your gaze flickered back to the figureâs half-uncovered face.
And for a split second, something nagged at you.
Something felt⌠off.
That jawline⌠that buildâŚ
Why did he look soâ
You shook the thought away. Who cares?
Right now, you needed to figure out what to do next.
This bastard clearly wasnât some random mugger. Murderer? Maybe. Either way, you werenât about to leave him lying here without some answers.
Maybe⌠you should drag him somewhere and question him when he wakes up.
Your grin turned sharper.
Yeah. That sounded like a fun idea.

You exhaled sharply, gripping the unconscious figure by his arm as you dragged his heavy, lifeless body across the pavement.
His golden weapon gleamed faintly under the streetlights, the bloodstains dark and fresh along its edge. You had it clutched tightly in your other hand, fingers curling around the hilt as you stole a glance at its intricate design.
This was no ordinary blade.
No mugger or common thug carried something this finely crafted.
Your grip tightened.
Who the hell was this guy?
Even unconscious, his presence felt offâtoo eerily still, too controlled, even in this state. It almost pissed you off.
No fear. No desperation. Just⌠silence.
You dragged him up the porch of your house, gritting your teeth at his weight before kicking open the door.
THUD.
His body hit the floorboards with a dull noise, limbs sprawled like a broken puppet.
Without wasting a second, you grabbed a chair, shoved it into the center of the room, and hauled him onto it.
His black cloak rustled as you forced his arms behind his back, tying them up tightly with thick rope. You did the same to his legs, making sure he couldnât move an inch.
But the most unsettling part?
Even as you worked, his face remained hidden beneath that black metal maskâits golden vine-like engravings catching the dim light of the room.
You stepped back, crossing your arms as you inspected your handiwork.
He looked⌠oddly regal like this. A fallen king, tied up and waiting for judgment.
You tilted your head.
Something about this momentâabout him sitting there, unmoving, under your controlâsent a sharp thrill down your spine.
You stared.
Now⌠all you had to do was wait.
You stepped forward, tapping the flat edge of his own golden weapon against your palm, staring at him with amusement.
âAlright, mystery man,â you muttered under your breath, eyes gleaming. âLetâs see who the hell you really are.â
And with that, you settled onto the couch across from himâwatching.
Waiting. . . . . .
You sat on the couch, idly twirling the golden weapon in your grip, its weight heavier than you expected. The craftsmanship was exquisiteâeach detail carved with precision, the sharp gleam of the blade still slick with drying blood.
Your fingers traced the intricate patterns along the hilt, a mix of black and gold, before your gaze drifted lowerâŚ
And then you saw it.
A small engraving near the base of the blade.
A crescent moon.
Your brows furrowed as you leaned in, squinting at the faint lettering just beneath itâso subtle, it was almost impossible to notice unless you were looking closely.
âFlameââ
Your stomach dropped.
ââReaver.â
Your breath hitched.
Your grip on the sword tightened, pulse hammering in your ears as realization slammed into you like a freight train.
No. No, no, noâthis had to be some sick joke.
Flame Reaver wasnât just some low-level criminalâhe was a fucking legend. A nameless swordmaster, a phantom of the underworld, responsible for massacres that tore entire syndicates apart.
Nobody knew who he was. Nobody even had a confirmed sighting.
But every victimâevery last oneâhad been ripped apart with a blade.
And you just⌠tied him up.
In your own house.
Fuck.
A low groan echoed from across the room.
You froze.
The sound sent a cold shiver crawling down your spine.
Your head snapped toward the chair.
The figureâFlame Reaverâshifted slightly, his bound form tensing as he started to regain consciousness.
Your fingers instinctively curled around the weapon tighter, but your palms felt sweaty now.
Shit.
Your mind raced.
What were you supposed to do? Run? Kill him? Hope he has amnesia?!
Before you could even decideâ
His head lifted slightly.
His chest rose and fell steadily.
And thenâ
The black metal mask tilted up, ever so slightlyâŚ
And you could feel it.
Even without seeing his eyes, you could feel his gaze locking onto you.
A quiet, low chuckle rasped through the air.
Oh, you were so fucking dead.

A dull, throbbing pain bloomed at the back of his skull. His senses were sluggish, slow to return, like wading through thick water. For a few moments, there was nothing but darkness, a heavy weight pressing down on him, his body sluggish and foreign. Then, piece by piece, it all began to come back.
The night. The streets. Blood.
A fight. A sharp pain bursting at the side of his head.
And thenâ
His consciousness snapped into place like a whip.
His muscles tensed.
Bound.
His arms wouldnât move.
Neither would his legs.
The air was stale. The scent of the room was faintly familiarâwood, a trace of perfume, something warm yet utterly foreign in this moment. But none of it compared to the sudden, gut-wrenching realization that he was restrained.
A cold blade of tension ran up his spine.
He knew better than anyone that being tied up meant being vulnerable. He was never the one on this end of the rope. Never.
Where the fuck was he?
Slowly, deliberately, he cracked his eyes open behind the black metal mask.
And the moment he didâ
His breath caught in his throat.
There, seated in front of him, holding his own golden blade, was đŽđ¤đŞ.
But it wasnât you. Not the way he knew you. Not the way he had memorized youâevery expression, every playful glint in your eyes, every ridiculous joke you cracked at his expense. The warmth, the laughter, the way you made his obsessive devotion feel justified.
No.
The person sitting in front of him nowâthis was different.
You were looking at him wrong.
Your expression was cold.
Your fingers gripped his weapon with a force that made your knuckles go white.
And worst of allâ
You were looking at him with pure burning hatred.
Not mild irritation, not the usual exasperation you had when he stole your food or teased you too muchâreal, burning hatred.
Why? What Happened? Why..why were you..
His breath came slow and measured, but his mind raced violently. Everything was wrong. Everything was out of place.
And then it hit him.
You didn't know.
You didn't realize.
You didnât know it was him. You didn't know that he was flamereaver You didn't know that he killed for you for years. He felt something deep and ugly twist inside his chest, but he remained utterly still. If he spoke nowâif his voice slipped, if his tone wavered even slightlyâyou would realize. And he wasn't ready for that.

The second you moved closer, heart pounding in your chest, your fingers reached for the black and gold metal mask covering his face.
But before you could even brush against itâ
SNAP.
The ropes shattered like they were made of paper.
Your eyes widened.
What the fuckâ?!
Before you could even react, before you could take a single step back, a sharp golden clawed hand shot up and grasped your wrist.
Not tightly. Not enough to hurt.
But enough to stop you in your tracks.
Your breath hitched as you stared at the sharp, deadly claws glinting in the dim light. They were curved like talons, polished gold reflecting your startled expression. They could have pierced your skin. Could have ripped through flesh effortlessly.
But they didnât.
He wasnât hurting you.
He wasnât even squeezing your wrist.
He was just⌠holding it.
Stopping you.
Slowly, your gaze trailed up from the golden claws to his mask.
It was still intact. Still covering his entire face. That damn maskâblack with intricate golden vine-like patterns etched into it, elegant yet eerily haunting.
And then, he moved.
Not roughly. Not aggressively. But with a deliberateness that sent shivers down your spine.
He tilted his head.
His free hand, the one that had just torn through the restraints like they were nothing, reached up towards his mask but stopped.
Like he was considering something.
Like he was debating.
Your breath felt uneven. Your pulse pounded in your ears.
He didnât speak.
He didnât move any further.
He just⌠held your wrist in place. Why isn't he hurting you?? Why isn't he trying to kill you?? What fucking game is he playing.
A sharp tension filled the room, thick and suffocating.
Your fingers twitched, still aching to rip that mask off.
To see who the hell he really was.
But his claws remained firm on your wristâgentle, yet unyielding.
He was stopping you.
But he wasnât hurting you.
And that was somehow worse.
Who the fuck was he?

Your fingers tightened. Your heartbeat pounded in your ears, a deafening rhythm of adrenaline and disbelief.
He wasnât speaking. He wasnât trying to stop you any further, only holding your wrist in that maddeningly gentle yet firm grip.
But it didnât matter.
Because you didnât hesitate.
With a sharp inhale, you yanked your hand free from his grasp and lunged forward.
Your fingers caught the edges of the black metal mask, and before he could reactâ
Rip.
You tore it off his face.
The mask clattered onto the wooden floor with a loud, echoing clang.
And for a split secondâ
You still had no idea who he was.
Because your eyes werenât on his face yet.
They were on his handsâhis claws. They were trembling, the golden tips slick with faint traces of blood.
And thenâ
Then you saw it.
The moment your gaze snapped up to meet hisâ
You stopped breathing.
Your stomach twisted into a thousand knots.
Because staring back at youâ
Was a pair of wide, terrified, cerulean blue eyes.
A face framed by fluffy white hair.
A face you had seen every single day.
This can't be fucking real.
âPâPhainon?â
But you didn't even get a chance to speak the words in your mind.
Because in the next secondâ
Your back hit the floor.
He pinned you down against the cold wooden floor.
Your wrists were trapped beneath his claws, his weight pressing down against you. His breath was uneven, a mixture of fear, adrenaline, and something unreadable swimming in those now-exposed, once-gentle blue eyes.
Now they were shaken.
Now they were desperate.
But the worst part?
There was blood on his face.
Small splatters of blood on the corner of his jaw and cheek.
And it wasnât his.
No, no, no, no.
Your brain couldnât process it.
Couldnât believe what you were seeing.
Because this was Phainon.
Your best friend.
The cheerful idiot who always smiled at you, laughed with you, annoyed you.
He couldn't beâ
The Flamereaver.
But the golden blade lying beside you on the floorâ
The bloodstains on his face, his hands, his clawsâ
The fact that he had been standing outside his own house, alone, covered in blood, wearing a mask.
The fact that he hadn't said a single word.
It all made sense.

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Just wanted to send this fanart I made of your Starscream snippets and let you know just how much I appreciate and love them!!! You and your writing are amazing đ¤Š
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Everything Is Alright Pt 49
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⢠Losing yourself in the slow slide of his mouth against yours, thereâs no urgency now in his touch. A palm sliding up your spine to cup the back of your head. Servos of his other hand brushing over your neck, down your throat and along your collarbone, mapping you out with touch. And you take it as permission to do the same. Smiling against his mouth when he makes a low, rumbling sound that might be a purr or a growl when you reach to touch his wings. His denta nipping at your bottom lip, before he presses his face against your neck, giving you better access to those faintly trembling wings. âSensitive?â
⢠âYou have no idea,â he growls against your soft skin, barely resisting the urge to bite again. You shift in his lap, soft skin rubbing against his spike where itâs pinned between you both, aching like he hadnât just had you. Those fingertips skim over the surface of his wings, exploring where they join to his frame and he does bite then, harder than he means to. Hearing your sharp little gasp as his hands slide down on your hips to help lift you. Groaning a protest when you slide one hand between you leaving his left wing, but finding him and he feels your soft hand on his spike to guide him to you. That little sound you make, as your forehead bumps against him and you lower yourself with his help so sweet. Taking him deep again as you straddle his lap. âPrimus,â he growls. âThis is mine.â An addiction curled about his spark.
⢠Youâre going to be sore later, but youâre not ready for this to end just yet, either. His low, possessive words should rub you the wrong way, but if you belong to him, then he belongs to you. Servos flexing on your hips, he almost lazily rocks against you. Taking his time without the frantic urgency of the first time, so you explore each other in touches that are somehow so much more intimate this time. âWhy donât you stay this size?â You murmur, his servos tracing along your rib cage pressing gently to make you squirm, his optics half shuttered as he lets you move yourself against him, letting you control the pace.
⢠âAnd make it easier for Megatron?â He vents softly, shuddering as you barely lift up and roll your hips, your slick heat gripping his spike. âDo that again.â You smile up at him, expression wicked, but repeat the movement that makes it so hard to not drive his hips up to meet you. To take back control and roll you under him, claim you hard and fast again. Your little hands slide against his chassis, bracing yourself and he just wants this moment to last.
⢠Mouth parted, the tip of his glossa curling against the corner of his lip, he looks obscene. His expression almost animalistic as he makes that low, rumbling noise again and you bite your lip to not laugh, because it sounds so much like heâs purring. And this is so much better than trying to figure out how this changes everything between you both. That worry can be for later, for now you want to savor this. Ignore that uncertain ache inside you that whispers that youâre already so lost. That you might be falling in love and that drives home how terrible an idea that is. Because long term? Thereâs no way you can see this lasting, so you push those fragile thoughts down, bury them in the moment. The feel of his hands on you and his spike inside you, because it doesnât have to be any deeper than enjoying each other. Even if itâs going to destroy you in the end.
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