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I will not rest until I get that DAMN ice skating video btw
Feed my polydamnorous brain NOW
#I will pay my liver and kidney for a damn kissing video btw#the person I will become if Erik ever even ALLUDES TO THAT#WILL#NOT#BE#PRETTY#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted asmr#redacted damn crew#redacted huxley#redacted gavin#redacted Damien#redacted freelancer#redacted lasko#dear wasn't there#but they need to join in on the kissing#ASAP#so#redacted dear
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Hermit a Day May: Day 19, Favorite ALT H- WHAT IS HE DOING HERE? YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO- GO! YOU CAN'T BE HERE-
#This is a bonus drawing!!#I made him before Ren but wasn't happy with the lore implications#and then in VC I was working on Ren and dear Flower asked after the lore of what this was about#and now it's canon#So I will be explaining the lore behind why this exists and how DM Tango fits into this au#because it does *not* fit into the main lore for this series or what I can fit into the rest of the drawings.#or at least not to its full extend which I would love to#HermitADay#HermitADayMay#Hades Hermit#Hades Hermits#whoo a bonus one!#Jimmy solidarity#solidarity gaming
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when dan and phil kiss live on stage at the terrible influence tour (not clickbait) who do you think initiates it. or do they just rush towards each other like a head-on collision.
do you think it'll happen at the beginning or end of the show? end of the show sounds more realistic, beginning would cause 1000x more psychic damage. or maybe somewhere in the middle, what if it happens just before intermission ends so like only 50% of the audience are back in their seats to witness it. so even among people who went to tit, there's mass confusion on if it happened or not.
#dan and phil#phan#terrible influence tour#the best part of this conspiracy is that it's DEFINITELY going to happen now#like dnp will catch wind of this and it wasn't even written in the script but they just do it anyway#and if it doesn't happen then my dear friend goncharov shall prove otherwise
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From what I've seen the true cluster B experience is actually endlessly wondering if you fit more than one diagnosis or if you just have a few symptoms of the other pds in the cluster because of the inherent overlap and you should stop worrying about it
#cluster b#actually bpd#bpd#hpd safe#npd safe#aspd safe#hpd#npd#aspd#hello my dear brethren i hope it's alright to use your main tags as well I wasn't sure if that's fine or if i should only use the x safe tag#do tell me if you want me to like. take this out of your tags.
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I'M GONNA SEE MY MAN, 'TIL I GET SATISFIED / for @izzy-hands
#ofmdedit#ourflagmeansdeathedit#ofmd#our flag means death#edward teach#izzy hands#israel hands#edits#ofmd spoilers#useravia#userbecca#i started this as a tribute to the character and by association my dear avia who knows her faves and her messy old men#but it wasn't supposed to be so angsty i wanted something to cheer you up! forgive me hon gsdgs-d#the absolute chokehold this song has on me carried me away i suppose#no one look to closely at the shade of magenta cause they're inconsistent as hell#but i could talk for HOURS about the intricacies of this dynamic#don't even really care ship-wise#just the absolute queer insanity that is to be stuck in such a vicious cyle of love and loyalty so deep#they turn ugly and they make monsters and you feel those monsters are your responsibility cause 'you and i made him like this'#so you endure!!!!! cause when's a monster not a monster!!!! oh when you love it#and other tragic quotes
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... she never made an effort... she only ever furthered herself from her siblings... she only made herself look like a threat, having it made clear viserys would always favor her, protecting her lies at the risk of others, after abandoning her mother when she needed her most, and used and lied to her, hurting her more than she already was from Viserys, for her own benefit (not to mention her manipulative father buried those thoughts deep in her mind while she was still a CHILD herself)... she had every reason to "hate" (fear) Rhaenyra and in her attempts to protect her children, extend that fear/hatred to them. even then, outside of Aemond (justifiably, considering she felt entitled to his eye and wanted to have him tortured) none of them even really hated her until the dance, at the very most, they felt resentful because their father loved her 10x more than he loved all 4 (including Daeron) of them combined, and at the very least, they felt nothing as she was never there, never mattered to their lives outside of court and politics.
this take is shit. Rhaenyra never cared. she never wanted her siblings in her life. she felt entitled to Aemond's eye, and you want to tell me she gave a shit, not even enough to spare her 10 year old brother, over an insult?
(and before you bring up her call for her siblings to come bend the knee, we know how she can kiss up and lie through her teeth in times of need, her words hold little backing. see it as truth if you want, but I can't trust it, not with how she's acted previously.)
#stop putting it on the used abused and abandoned women who had no reason to trust Rhaenyra after everything she put her through#to form a relationship between Rhaenyra and her kids#stop blaming her for the fact Rhaenyra wasn't someone she could trust#stop acting like Rhaenyra was some saint that would have wanted a relationship with her siblings because she never tried#she never gave a shit#she was a threat. active or not. she would have out those kids at risk#her or daemon#or some other factor like a betrothal#dear god#those kids had enough reason on their own to not like her#stop blaming alicent for trying to fucking survive#alicent hightower#pro team green#anti team black#anti team black fans#aegon ii targaryen#aegon targaryen#aemond targaryen#helaena targaryen#daeron targaryen#rhaenyra targaryen#hotd#house of the dragon
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dear theodosia is about arthur lester if i think about it hard enough
#recently spent an entire afternoon relistening to hamilton#it fucks severely#maybe 10 yr old me shouldn't have memorized the whole thing tho#thank god i wasn't online back then#i'd be a whole different person if i was#lee speaks#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#faroe lester#dear theodosia#hamilton musical
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congrats to @chrysanthemumgames on foa's launch !! i first played the game ( and doodled these ) when i was having a really hard time irl, and this sweet story was exactly what i needed 💗 i hope everyone that plays it for the first time now enjoys it as much as i did then !!
#fields of asphodel#my art#oc: euridi#her name Is persephone in game but only because eurydice was there too LKFJDLKJGD i had a spiderman point moment on my first run#+ the last one is her on olympus vs. her in the underworld !! back when she was up there ☝ the only one that could make her smile was herme#she mostly spends time with hades + charon + hekate + cerberus in the underworld but he's still very very dear to her#+ in case it wasn't. Obvious her ro is hades y_y i played all the routes but kept coming back to him... HOOKED. i wanna draw the pom scene.#ALSO also originally i was like 'the antlers r part of a headpiece/crown/whatever' but after playing hades2 and seeing moros take off his#own headpiece and thinking WDYMMMMMM THOSE ARENT HIS HORNS-- i think she will actually have natural antlers LOLL so these doodles aren't#accurate no more!!!!! Ok !!!!#AND lastly im posting these mostly for najam beloved hii. i don't think i would have picked up a new IF if you hand't been as passionate as#you are about foa so thank u for that MWAH !!#persephone#hades#charon#hermes#x: persephone and hades
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"Louis forgave me"
of course Armand, my love, this is the face of forgiveness
#Do you guys think they hold this divorce for S3 or does it end in the last episode? Because these two are getting further and further apart#Daniel my dear i trust in your potential to help speed up the divorce#makes it seem like Louis wasn't arguing that Armand's hands were tied 5 minutes ago#interview with the vampire#iwtv spoilers#iwtv s2#amc iwtv#iwtv#armand iwtv#louis de pointe du lac
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@gleesource 500 followers celebration day 4: tina cohen chang + her pop rock playlist
(in/sp)
#glee#tina cohen chang#gleeedit#gleesource#gs500fc#mine#i have lots of commentary on this one#first. this is the extremely self serving gifset#i wasn't sure what to caption it bc obvs theres a focus on classic 2000s emo/pop punk bc i adore it#but not every song there is that#the songs all come from a playlist emily and i made so ofc shoutout to emmy my dear#the headphone thing is also inspired by a meme she sent me months ago#i drew them myself and i find drawing in photoshop hard and annoying so if they look bad DON'T say anything#my ass is photoshop certified but all you learn in that is the editing. i much prefer dedicated drawing programs (csp beloved)#i think that's all i want to make clear#also yes im just showing up for tina day. what of it
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Why is the anime so weird, it's not even the same series dude?? It's like,
Anime:
GOKU: I have a great idea to bring peace to the universe, and my leadership and compassion alone will unite us all. I have No Flaws and am A True Relatable Everyman :)
VEGETA: NO! I AM THE BEST AND I WILL CAUSE PROBLEMS UNTIL I AM RECOGNIZED AS SUCH!!!!
Manga:
GOKU: Vegeta what's cornmeal made of? I know it's what the corn eats, but what's it made of? VEGETA: Hey Kakarot let's play the quiet game until one of us dies.
#dbtag#I do not understand this writing it's so bad aklsdlkasjd#Toei wants Goku to be Clark Kent SO bad and he SO isn't lmao#they're so good and dumb and rounded and complex in the manga what is the anime so afraid of#Toriyama said 'no no this man is a detached faux-immortal who has a dear pure heart but he's childlike and selfish even though he's kind'#and toei went 'got it goku's never done anything wrong ever in his life'#toriyama said 'Vegeta's gone through a lot and he's finally settling into his more mature leadership role with the confidence he's earned'#and toei said 'got it vegeta has the confidence of a high school bully except now he can interact with his family as a comedy bit'#girl hWHAT#Toei trying to group Goku and Vegeta as two people who would rather train than be with their families and Toriyama said NO Vegeta wants#to be HOME this is the first time in years that he's HAD ONE and it makes him HAPPY to be with his wife and children!!#Vegeta trains so that he can protect the things he doesn't want to lose again and Goku trains because it's the thing that makes him happies#They are NOT the same lmao And yeah Vegeta still wants to beat Goku but he also knows that Gohan could dogwalk both of them if he wanted#He also knows Trunks and Goten are going to surpass them it's not about being the best anymore he's past that he just wants to Not Need Gok#He just doesn't want to have to rely on Goku to save the day he wants to be Enough on his own he just wants to know he can be#because every time it's mattered he WASN'T and people he loved were lost to his inability to protect them and he carries that#Like Whis diagnosed him with anxiety and cptsd out in the open and Beerus said he was self-centered for feeling guilt#+ he lowkey enjoys the rivalry it keeps him goal-oriented so he can't get complacent and lazy which is what triggered his Buu Saga breakdow#realized how Fucked Up it was that having a home and loving family made him feel like he was failing and went 'wait no I won actually??'#now he's chill as fuck in the manga. cool confident leader.#and sometimes he is childish and dumb with Goku as a treat#you know what rocks about his rivalry with Goku in Super though is that it's Playful. Vegeta is learning how to Play.#You ever seen a shelter dog get introduced to a really playful dog and it takes a minute for the shelter dog to understand it's safe here#And then they're both running around the backyard playing hot potato with one braincell?? That's Goku and Vegeta's relationship#and the way the anime sleeps on that dynamic is so fucking criminal especially when it's literally canon it's in print it's out there#you had the playbook how'd you fumble it this bad#anyway that's my 25+ year blorbo thoughts I love Geets a lot okay#And I love Goku in the manga a lot I'd forgotten that he's actually a great character when Toei's not fucking up his whole vibe
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this is niche but my god am i a mess rn
#bloodhounds#bloodhounds netflix#woo do hwan#lee sang yi#kdrama#dear fucking lord i wasn't ready#if you want to feel my pain watch bloodhounds on netflix
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Don't you push me. You said you would always look at me. ...You asked for it yourself.
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 09
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#nat chen#chen bowen#userspring#uservid#userspicy#userrain#pdribs#userjjessi#*cajedit#*gif#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH. the remorse...the guilt...the self-hatred...#ai di really decided he was never going to see chen yi again after this knowing what he did was unforgiveable#and believing chen yi will never ever love him. will hate him after this. and he thinks he deserves that#but ai di loves and will always love chen yi so much.....you can feel it...you can tell...#you can see the way he MISSES HIM WHILE STILL BEING RIGHT THERE NEXT TO HIM#actually that was the entire scene. ai di missing chen yi and longing for him so strongly even while being with him and holding him.#even while touching him and loving him and chen yi touching him back. even with chen yi aware and *loving* him back it cant be real.#ai di doesn't know...bc to him chen yi wasn't actually there. the real chen yi would never- COULD never- love him and would never do this#no matter how much ai di wants it to be real in his head none of it is. but he loves this version of chen yi too. ai di loves all of him.#AND THATS WHAT MAKES IT HURT SO MUCH. bc NONE of this was out of anger or jealousy. it was only love. and pain.#and when chen yi wakes up without him he will remember it and feel all of it and struggle with his own guilt.
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[ Translation: Dads... you won't believe it. It's not fireflies in the sky! Run and don't look back! ]
#Richarlyson#QSMP#The Federation#Oh dear#Should I upload yesterday's Chayanne message? Everyone's already seen it#I will if people would like me to otherwise I probably won't#I wasn't too worried about Chayanne's message because I figured we'd be getting a message from a different Egg each day until the event#and lo and behold
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yeah, I think neither of them planned it through
(I always feel hesitant when drawing fanart on paper, but I've been feeling such a strong pull towards traditional art lately (as you can guess, I tried and couldn't bring myself to work on this comic digitally), so I want to see if a switch from digital fanart to traditional is possible and worth if for me).
#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#xiao xingchen#xue yang#xuexiao#yi city#my art#daozhan just wanted to sneak a glance!#his dear friend sounds handsome#what if he IS handsome???#xiao xingchen has to know#unfortunetely dear friend is made of handsome and witty#got to test different materials in new sketchbook while I was on it nice nice#and the sketchbook has xuexiao on cover so it would be a crime to not draw them on first pages#I wasn't sure if I want to post it or not#but the last thing I did with them was angst#and the next thing I plan is angst#so something cute and funny to rest a little :'D
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Day 90: this is what I mean
(the origins of dog Kanna)
#yttd#kanna kizuchi#a kanna a day#my post#my art#dog kanna wasn't an especially popular post but she is very dear to me. do you understand.
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