#day 2 was a fog
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I stopped smoking on July 23. The 0’ Leo Sun ☀️ was conj my IC and the 0’ Aqua full Moon 🌙 was conj my MC with Pluto - that’s the only thing going on there. It’s been 4 days, with the help of a vape.
Yay me 😁
P.S. - the brand is GeekVape, I asked 1000 people that quit and always got “idk I just bought one” and I went through several cheap/crappy/harsh ones over the years and gave up before I got to this adjustable one I wanted the whole time, GeekVape ftw 💯
#29’ IC/MC#big year for me#he has red and I have blue and it’s that way for everything#not easy…#day 1 didn’t even feel like me fr#I didn’t decide#I just woke up#and didn’t want to#day 2 was a fog#I didn’t think I could#quit smoking#I barely remember life before it#if I can literally anyone can#day 3 I CBD gummied and slept a lot#day 4 no desire#just in time for finals 😬#but that’s Mondays problem#readings posted later#not easy either one
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muse :3
✹prints shop!✹
#mine#original#i love doing energetic felt tip drawings. truly what life is about#anywyaay. tummy hurt#also ive had such bad brain fog these past 4 days and been like :( why is it so bad again :(#anyway i actually remembered 2 take my hayfever meds 2day n immediately felt better n was like. ah.#song of the day is gilded lily by cults...HAVENT I GIVEN ENOUGH! GIVEN ENOUGH!#truly a fitz chivalry song.....hes never had a good day in his life#im on th third book i am slwoly making my way thro it good loird
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Its been a while since I updated this little project but heres the dealio. I got "mysteriously" sick for the last 2 months and it kinda halted my work on getting this thing physically printed. BUT IM BACK and ready to start this up again. I'm really hoping i get everything done by Jan. or very latest feb (mostly anticipating for holiday slow down)
In the meantime i got a few questions on my interest check asking if i would offer a digital version of the zine. and the answer 2 months late is YES I WILL YOU CAN GET IT NOW ACTUALLY ON MY GUMROAD OR KO-FI HURRRAYYYYYY!!!! 🥳🥳 GO CHECK IT OUT ITS $3
GUMROAD | KO-FI
#the art of a lemon wedge#homumiko#baroryuu#otasune#feel like a fucking#victorian woman in a novel the way i got sick for no reason those months#vertigo. brain fog. parts of my body would go tingley. and for 2-3 hours at a random time of the day my entire body would just feel BAD#idk else how to describe it cause it was not pain#i could not predict what would trigger those 2-3 hours of BAD and it seemed to change every day#and then some days i wouldnt get them but i would still get vertigo and brain fog whenever i would go to bed#anyways#IT WAS THE WATER#STUPID LA WATER BLEH BLEH#I WENT TO TEXAS TO VISIT FAM FOR A WEEK AND ALL MY SYMPTOMS WENT AWAY#-_-#and now im on a strict distilled/purified bottle water diet#i cant even eat food thats been boiled in whatever the hell gets put into the gallons at the store.....sigh#BUT IM BETTER#and ready to get back into it#:D
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silent hill if it was awesome
#silent hill#silent hill 2#silent hill 3#angela orosco#heather mason#cheryl mason#don’t tag as kin/me/id#today was a rough day for me so just take some fun personal art#me and heather frolicking through the fog together la la la
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I really do think that lack of personal hygiene is a mental health symptom that should be talked about more.
#personal#It’s one of those ‘ugly’ mental health symptoms that rear its head and people are still like ‘Ew gross!’ over it.#Sorry I can’t will my feet to carry me to my shower!#Its worse because in my mind I’m like ‘Hmm maybe I should take a shower…’ and that continues for 2-3 days sometimes.#It’s not really a ‘What’s the point…?’ for me. It’s a matter of brain fog and procrastination for me.
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Hey guys I'm in Silent Hill, you want anything?
#silent hill#silent hill 2#silent hill 2 remake#james sunderland#fog#fog aesthetic#foggy#foggy aesthetic#foggy morning#foggy day#foggy forest#trees#on the road#horror
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Yes, Tom it will!!!
#tom welling#flex friday#actor#smallville#clark kent#cheaper by the dozen#cheaper by the dozen 2#charlie baker#the fog#nick castle#lucifer#marcus pierce#the winchesters#samuel campbell#draft day#brian drew#the choice#ryan#professionals#vincent corbo
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aren’t you?
#i know i said 2-3 business days but um. i’m impatient#and i worked hard on this ok. tried some different stuff and i like how it turned out#wt i love you so much but you are a pain in the ass to draw#time for me to go back into my fog#myart#oc: needless separation#oc: weaving tales#uhhh. ehhh. fuck it he’s there for one panel it counts#oc: no way back#oc: fates torn again#mycomics
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hm i miss weather.. and day-night cycle. will final shape have weather?
(gifs from: destiny02, catboyazem, theamazingstuffs.)
Edit: YAAYYYY SANDSTORM!!!
#im kinda tired of permament fog everywhere and only one weather and one hour#neomuna is always darkish#throneworld and dreaming city have a forever-day#IT NEVER RAINS!! remember titan? on titan it rained and it was so awesome!!!!!!#:(#i rly like what they did for europa with blizzards that even blow you off the course in apogeum!!! its so cool!!!!!!!!! so immersive!!!!!!!#we need more of that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#destiny 2#gif#giltweet#final shape#weather#locations#patrol#zone#zones
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Thoughts about Elixia Camellia.
TW for discussion of weight and depictions of unhealthy thinness
#forgotten indigo#jazz art#tw discussion of weight#art#comic#stabbyness#Elixia Camellia#Tia Tsubaki#Elixia fog#tia fog#this is like. weirdly good#for something i made in 2 days lol#proud of it!#ttrpg#i made this cus#i think elixia had a bout where she hyperfocused#on studying so hard#that she neglected her physical and mental health#but she's doing a bit better now ^_^
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lol. i think ive reached my limit.
#i just cannot take this torture anymore#ive been at the mercy of this horrible disease for over half my life now#imagine living knowing that roughly every 3.5 weeks youre going to experience the most excruciating pain of your life#along with crushing. usually suicidal depression. and such extreme fatigue and exhaustion that you easily sleep for 14+ hours a DAY#AND ITS ALL FOR FUCKING *NOTHING*#there is literally ZERO benefit or reason for me to be experiencing this#it is 100% extraneous#and even if you go to a dr and try to get treatment their only recommendation is 1) pain killers and/or 2) birth control#which both come with their own fucking share of unpleasant side effects#not to mention theyre not even 100% effective at stopping the problem in the first FUCKING place#and imagine even tho you have this DEBILITATING DISORDER society at large has decided it straight up DOESNT EXIST#to the point where REAL ACTUAL MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS will dismiss your symptoms#not to mention people in your life who dont understand or just straight up dont believe your disorder is real#good luck keeping a job or any other major commitments#considering you'll either be out of commission for like. 1 out of ever 4 weeks#or youll have to work/whatever WHILE experiencing said excruciating pain/crushing depression/debilitating exhaustion#not to mention the GI issues and the migraines and the brain fog and the fucking. full body aches#wanna go to a concert? or plan a vacation? or just. fucking. RELAX? you better hope its not during Hell Week or youre outta luck#and youve got roughly 30-40 YEARS of this to look forward to#maybe less IF YOURE LUCKY#im fucking over it#i cant take it anymore#im making an appt to see a dr and i WILL NOT LEAVE THEIR OFFICE until they have referred me to whoever i have to talk to to make this stop#my fucking fury at having to live like this has officially outweighed my fear of invasive procedures/recovery time/side effects#let along the torture that is navigating the medical care system as an AFAB#i just. i cant do this anymore.#i want to fucking LIVE#fuck
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Every time Prapai gives Sky medicine, he's narcoleptic inside 5 minutes.
#fun story: in 2018 we went to interview ex-president jimmy carter#and I had a bit of an odd feeling in my throat#august 24 2018 i remember that date well#because that was the first signs of an illness that annihilated me#i blacked out for most of the month of september- i only have very sparse memories#i had a strange kind of pneumonia the doctor hadn't seen before#and over those 6-7 months they threw every single anti-anything they could at me#IDK if I slept so well because of the knockout effects of all the antibiotics and antivirals#or because I had a recurring fever and a chronic brutal cough for 6-7 months and was terribly weak by the end#but i was sleeping so deeply the more pills they added#and now i know i can function with a 102 fever on and off for months on end#everyone- family and coworkers- also made fun of me for insisting on wearing a mask but guess what bitches#when the pandemic rolled around i still had 2 unopened boxes from being sick a year before and those were worth more than toilet paper#lita#love in the air#prapai#sky#prapaisky#true facts: I don't remember writing one of my own fics#it was during the blackout month and i refuse to read it because i think it's funnier that i don't know what it's about#i also had to work- it was one of our biggest events that we do every 4 years#two weeks straight of 14 hour days with no weekends#and i was there every single day#i have no memory whatsoever and when we did the event again in 2022 the organizers kept saying 'oh wow you're alive!'#i like to say i had the BEST time because it's a tedious af event and everyone is surly by the end#but from MY pov i was trapped in dense fog and couldn't breathe; trapped in that twilight feeling when you're neither awake nor unconscious#and then when it passed I had a nice paycheck in my account without any of the mental strain of working for it
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alright~ a few updates about everything! so this weekend I'll be seeing changkyun in chicago- so I prolly won't be posting until after I'm alive again from that 😂😅 (I am vv excited about it- I just know I'll be vv tired when I return home). Anyways, I have a few fics in the works~ one of them that is a request 🤭 I'm vv excited to work on them! But I think I'm going to change my masterlist a bit when I come back. I'm going to retire a few groups from the main masterlist and I've been debating for the past year about it... But I think I'm going to add a yearly masterlist- So it would go from most recent to the beginning of this year~
I'm also thinking about changing my pfp- I haven't been really into stray kids for uh... years- But I will be sure to make an update about that if I go thru with that too- (It may be ji changmin next 🫣🤭)
Anyways those are my few updates 🥰💖
#in general my brain is so muddled outside of talking to my three closest and my mom i'm just... fogged- but god how i want to be#writing rn- i have 4 smuts and 1 fluff in the works (who would have guessed my fluff writer self has moved from not only plain fluff to#angst & smut this year? not me- but i'm happy about it) two are poly aus and the other two are about a certain 🌙~#kate rambles on from here#altho there is another vv big potential fic~ but i'm only counting ones i have lots of progress on-#and then the masterlist thing i've been thinking about forever- hwvr again i do not know if i'll have the energy bc i might be knocked#on my ass for another month after this trip (i'll be pretty much solely driving for 4 & 1/2 hrs there and another 4 & 1/2 back the next day#but the pfp thing has been on my mind for a while too- again idk when i'll get around to it but jinkoh has given me a vv good#idea esp for winter~ with mr. ji~ so i'm sure to have changed it by december~ (unless the change is too much for me- i haven't changed it#since 2018... so i'm kind of attached to it- even tho i don't even bias him or stan the group anymore...)#anyways this is full of me rambling- i could really go on tbh- bc i'm really trying to get my mind into gear- but these are my updates#let's see if i fulfill em- i'm bound to fill the fic ones- but the other two... yeah- we'll see-#kate rambles#blog updates#should i bring babydoll q & juyo to the concert bc if it wasn't for kyun getting me into dominic fike(and being into tbz during stealer era#i wouldn't have been a tbz ult... (outside of some other factors i haven't really disclosed) bc atp i'm vv close to packing them with me#i mean tbh a tbz pc was going- but now i'm 🫣: should i bring them to see the guy from my first ult group that caused the spiral-#that made me get into my newest ult group? (i love this butterfly effect more than i could ever express tbh- even tho i express it often)#anyways if someone actually reads these- i'm bound to bring babydoll q- legally that's my buddy- but juyo?? 👀
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watch syl’s terrible night turns into a terrible morning
#dragon’s dogma 2#dd2#arisen oc: sylvas#pawn oc: thorne#all in a day’s work#second shot is dullahan fog and the worst part of it is he disappeared bc the sun rose when i wanted the bone. alas i’ll hunt later
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ƈօʍɛ 𐀀օ ֆɨʟɛռ𐀀 ɦɨʟʟ
#silent hill 2#silent hill 1#silent hill#silent hill 3#abandoned town#abandoned buildings#abandoned#horror#fog#foggy city#foggy day#horrorcore#creepy places#ghost town#town#darkarstists#dark art#darknees
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I'm trying to hold my breath//Let it stay this way//Can't let this moment end – Art The Clown/Clown Café Host
A/N: Day 17 for @sicktember
She’s shaking when he finds her, her mind a fog of fear and indecisive motions. She drops the ukelele, crouching with her hands over her head and lets out what Art can only think of as an animalistic sound of fear. She’s silent when her body finally shuts down completely, leaving her entirely at his mercy. He could, he thinks, kill her. Instead he carries her to her bedroom, setting her down as gently as possible, tucking her in and waiting. When she wakes he presents her a flower, just one, then strokes her cheek dry of tears, his eyes softer as he extends a small folded card. ‘Sorry…’ Then a second is held out ‘Are you sick?’. She nods, just once, small, meek, tired. His eyes seem to well with emotion then and he strokes her cheek again, leaning to kiss her softly. In the time following the brain fog will swallow much of her memories, leaving only fleeting moments. Soft kisses, tender care and a Clown who leaves her alive.
#art the clown#lea#clown cafe host#art/lea#lea/art#art the clown/clown cafe host#clown cafe host/art the clown#day 17#sicktember#sicktember 2024#brain fog/spaced out#terrifier 2#terrifier
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