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I stopped smoking on July 23. The 0’ Leo Sun ☀️ was conj my IC and the 0’ Aqua full Moon 🌙 was conj my MC with Pluto - that’s the only thing going on there. It’s been 4 days, with the help of a vape.
Yay me 😁
P.S. - the brand is GeekVape, I asked 1000 people that quit and always got “idk I just bought one” and I went through several cheap/crappy/harsh ones over the years and gave up before I got to this adjustable one I wanted the whole time, GeekVape ftw 💯
#29’ IC/MC#big year for me#he has red and I have blue and it’s that way for everything#not easy…#day 1 didn’t even feel like me fr#I didn’t decide#I just woke up#and didn’t want to#day 2 was a fog#I didn’t think I could#quit smoking#I barely remember life before it#if I can literally anyone can#day 3 I CBD gummied and slept a lot#day 4 no desire#just in time for finals 😬#but that’s Mondays problem#readings posted later#not easy either one
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muse :3
✹prints shop!✹
#mine#original#i love doing energetic felt tip drawings. truly what life is about#anywyaay. tummy hurt#also ive had such bad brain fog these past 4 days and been like :( why is it so bad again :(#anyway i actually remembered 2 take my hayfever meds 2day n immediately felt better n was like. ah.#song of the day is gilded lily by cults...HAVENT I GIVEN ENOUGH! GIVEN ENOUGH!#truly a fitz chivalry song.....hes never had a good day in his life#im on th third book i am slwoly making my way thro it good loird
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Its been a while since I updated this little project but heres the dealio. I got "mysteriously" sick for the last 2 months and it kinda halted my work on getting this thing physically printed. BUT IM BACK and ready to start this up again. I'm really hoping i get everything done by Jan. or very latest feb (mostly anticipating for holiday slow down)
In the meantime i got a few questions on my interest check asking if i would offer a digital version of the zine. and the answer 2 months late is YES I WILL YOU CAN GET IT NOW ACTUALLY ON MY GUMROAD OR KO-FI HURRRAYYYYYY!!!! 🥳🥳 GO CHECK IT OUT ITS $3
GUMROAD | KO-FI
#the art of a lemon wedge#homumiko#baroryuu#otasune#feel like a fucking#victorian woman in a novel the way i got sick for no reason those months#vertigo. brain fog. parts of my body would go tingley. and for 2-3 hours at a random time of the day my entire body would just feel BAD#idk else how to describe it cause it was not pain#i could not predict what would trigger those 2-3 hours of BAD and it seemed to change every day#and then some days i wouldnt get them but i would still get vertigo and brain fog whenever i would go to bed#anyways#IT WAS THE WATER#STUPID LA WATER BLEH BLEH#I WENT TO TEXAS TO VISIT FAM FOR A WEEK AND ALL MY SYMPTOMS WENT AWAY#-_-#and now im on a strict distilled/purified bottle water diet#i cant even eat food thats been boiled in whatever the hell gets put into the gallons at the store.....sigh#BUT IM BETTER#and ready to get back into it#:D
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silent hill if it was awesome
#silent hill#silent hill 2#silent hill 3#angela orosco#heather mason#cheryl mason#don’t tag as kin/me/id#today was a rough day for me so just take some fun personal art#me and heather frolicking through the fog together la la la
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I really do think that lack of personal hygiene is a mental health symptom that should be talked about more.
#personal#It’s one of those ‘ugly’ mental health symptoms that rear its head and people are still like ‘Ew gross!’ over it.#Sorry I can’t will my feet to carry me to my shower!#Its worse because in my mind I’m like ‘Hmm maybe I should take a shower…’ and that continues for 2-3 days sometimes.#It’s not really a ‘What’s the point…?’ for me. It’s a matter of brain fog and procrastination for me.
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Hey guys I'm in Silent Hill, you want anything?
#silent hill#silent hill 2#silent hill 2 remake#james sunderland#fog#fog aesthetic#foggy#foggy aesthetic#foggy morning#foggy day#foggy forest#trees#on the road#horror
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Yes, Tom it will!!!
#tom welling#flex friday#actor#smallville#clark kent#cheaper by the dozen#cheaper by the dozen 2#charlie baker#the fog#nick castle#lucifer#marcus pierce#the winchesters#samuel campbell#draft day#brian drew#the choice#ryan#professionals#vincent corbo
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aren’t you?
#i know i said 2-3 business days but um. i’m impatient#and i worked hard on this ok. tried some different stuff and i like how it turned out#wt i love you so much but you are a pain in the ass to draw#time for me to go back into my fog#myart#oc: needless separation#oc: weaving tales#uhhh. ehhh. fuck it he’s there for one panel it counts#oc: no way back#oc: fates torn again#mycomics
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hm i miss weather.. and day-night cycle. will final shape have weather?
(gifs from: destiny02, catboyazem, theamazingstuffs.)
Edit: YAAYYYY SANDSTORM!!!
#im kinda tired of permament fog everywhere and only one weather and one hour#neomuna is always darkish#throneworld and dreaming city have a forever-day#IT NEVER RAINS!! remember titan? on titan it rained and it was so awesome!!!!!!#:(#i rly like what they did for europa with blizzards that even blow you off the course in apogeum!!! its so cool!!!!!!!!! so immersive!!!!!!!#we need more of that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#destiny 2#gif#giltweet#final shape#weather#locations#patrol#zone#zones
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Thoughts about Elixia Camellia.
TW for discussion of weight and depictions of unhealthy thinness
#forgotten indigo#jazz art#tw discussion of weight#art#comic#stabbyness#Elixia Camellia#Tia Tsubaki#Elixia fog#tia fog#this is like. weirdly good#for something i made in 2 days lol#proud of it!#ttrpg#i made this cus#i think elixia had a bout where she hyperfocused#on studying so hard#that she neglected her physical and mental health#but she's doing a bit better now ^_^
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lol. i think ive reached my limit.
#i just cannot take this torture anymore#ive been at the mercy of this horrible disease for over half my life now#imagine living knowing that roughly every 3.5 weeks youre going to experience the most excruciating pain of your life#along with crushing. usually suicidal depression. and such extreme fatigue and exhaustion that you easily sleep for 14+ hours a DAY#AND ITS ALL FOR FUCKING *NOTHING*#there is literally ZERO benefit or reason for me to be experiencing this#it is 100% extraneous#and even if you go to a dr and try to get treatment their only recommendation is 1) pain killers and/or 2) birth control#which both come with their own fucking share of unpleasant side effects#not to mention theyre not even 100% effective at stopping the problem in the first FUCKING place#and imagine even tho you have this DEBILITATING DISORDER society at large has decided it straight up DOESNT EXIST#to the point where REAL ACTUAL MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS will dismiss your symptoms#not to mention people in your life who dont understand or just straight up dont believe your disorder is real#good luck keeping a job or any other major commitments#considering you'll either be out of commission for like. 1 out of ever 4 weeks#or youll have to work/whatever WHILE experiencing said excruciating pain/crushing depression/debilitating exhaustion#not to mention the GI issues and the migraines and the brain fog and the fucking. full body aches#wanna go to a concert? or plan a vacation? or just. fucking. RELAX? you better hope its not during Hell Week or youre outta luck#and youve got roughly 30-40 YEARS of this to look forward to#maybe less IF YOURE LUCKY#im fucking over it#i cant take it anymore#im making an appt to see a dr and i WILL NOT LEAVE THEIR OFFICE until they have referred me to whoever i have to talk to to make this stop#my fucking fury at having to live like this has officially outweighed my fear of invasive procedures/recovery time/side effects#let along the torture that is navigating the medical care system as an AFAB#i just. i cant do this anymore.#i want to fucking LIVE#fuck
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Every time Prapai gives Sky medicine, he's narcoleptic inside 5 minutes.
#fun story: in 2018 we went to interview ex-president jimmy carter#and I had a bit of an odd feeling in my throat#august 24 2018 i remember that date well#because that was the first signs of an illness that annihilated me#i blacked out for most of the month of september- i only have very sparse memories#i had a strange kind of pneumonia the doctor hadn't seen before#and over those 6-7 months they threw every single anti-anything they could at me#IDK if I slept so well because of the knockout effects of all the antibiotics and antivirals#or because I had a recurring fever and a chronic brutal cough for 6-7 months and was terribly weak by the end#but i was sleeping so deeply the more pills they added#and now i know i can function with a 102 fever on and off for months on end#everyone- family and coworkers- also made fun of me for insisting on wearing a mask but guess what bitches#when the pandemic rolled around i still had 2 unopened boxes from being sick a year before and those were worth more than toilet paper#lita#love in the air#prapai#sky#prapaisky#true facts: I don't remember writing one of my own fics#it was during the blackout month and i refuse to read it because i think it's funnier that i don't know what it's about#i also had to work- it was one of our biggest events that we do every 4 years#two weeks straight of 14 hour days with no weekends#and i was there every single day#i have no memory whatsoever and when we did the event again in 2022 the organizers kept saying 'oh wow you're alive!'#i like to say i had the BEST time because it's a tedious af event and everyone is surly by the end#but from MY pov i was trapped in dense fog and couldn't breathe; trapped in that twilight feeling when you're neither awake nor unconscious#and then when it passed I had a nice paycheck in my account without any of the mental strain of working for it
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alright~ a few updates about everything! so this weekend I'll be seeing changkyun in chicago- so I prolly won't be posting until after I'm alive again from that 😂😅 (I am vv excited about it- I just know I'll be vv tired when I return home). Anyways, I have a few fics in the works~ one of them that is a request 🤭 I'm vv excited to work on them! But I think I'm going to change my masterlist a bit when I come back. I'm going to retire a few groups from the main masterlist and I've been debating for the past year about it... But I think I'm going to add a yearly masterlist- So it would go from most recent to the beginning of this year~
I'm also thinking about changing my pfp- I haven't been really into stray kids for uh... years- But I will be sure to make an update about that if I go thru with that too- (It may be ji changmin next 🫣🤭)
Anyways those are my few updates 🥰💖
#in general my brain is so muddled outside of talking to my three closest and my mom i'm just... fogged- but god how i want to be#writing rn- i have 4 smuts and 1 fluff in the works (who would have guessed my fluff writer self has moved from not only plain fluff to#angst & smut this year? not me- but i'm happy about it) two are poly aus and the other two are about a certain 🌙~#kate rambles on from here#altho there is another vv big potential fic~ but i'm only counting ones i have lots of progress on-#and then the masterlist thing i've been thinking about forever- hwvr again i do not know if i'll have the energy bc i might be knocked#on my ass for another month after this trip (i'll be pretty much solely driving for 4 & 1/2 hrs there and another 4 & 1/2 back the next day#but the pfp thing has been on my mind for a while too- again idk when i'll get around to it but jinkoh has given me a vv good#idea esp for winter~ with mr. ji~ so i'm sure to have changed it by december~ (unless the change is too much for me- i haven't changed it#since 2018... so i'm kind of attached to it- even tho i don't even bias him or stan the group anymore...)#anyways this is full of me rambling- i could really go on tbh- bc i'm really trying to get my mind into gear- but these are my updates#let's see if i fulfill em- i'm bound to fill the fic ones- but the other two... yeah- we'll see-#kate rambles#blog updates#should i bring babydoll q & juyo to the concert bc if it wasn't for kyun getting me into dominic fike(and being into tbz during stealer era#i wouldn't have been a tbz ult... (outside of some other factors i haven't really disclosed) bc atp i'm vv close to packing them with me#i mean tbh a tbz pc was going- but now i'm 🫣: should i bring them to see the guy from my first ult group that caused the spiral-#that made me get into my newest ult group? (i love this butterfly effect more than i could ever express tbh- even tho i express it often)#anyways if someone actually reads these- i'm bound to bring babydoll q- legally that's my buddy- but juyo?? 👀
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watch syl’s terrible night turns into a terrible morning
#dragon’s dogma 2#dd2#arisen oc: sylvas#pawn oc: thorne#all in a day’s work#second shot is dullahan fog and the worst part of it is he disappeared bc the sun rose when i wanted the bone. alas i’ll hunt later
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ƈօʍɛ 𐀀օ ֆɨʟɛռ𐀀 ɦɨʟʟ
#silent hill 2#silent hill 1#silent hill#silent hill 3#abandoned town#abandoned buildings#abandoned#horror#fog#foggy city#foggy day#horrorcore#creepy places#ghost town#town#darkarstists#dark art#darknees
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1000 Followers Update!
Due to some super fun chronic health shenanigans, the posting for the 1000 Followers Celebration is being postponed a month! Posting will start on 2/2 with to all the ghost still standing in this room, and continue as previously planned from there. Thank you guys for bearing with me-- I struggled with the idea of even postponing for a week, but it became very clear on Monday that I would not be able to catch up with the schedule unless I took an extended break to recover. Can't wait to show you guys what I've got up my sleeve!
#1000 followers#i don't talk much about my illness struggles on here because without a word count limit#i would absolutely write myself into a terrible spiral talking about some of the very recent setbacks#but I do weekly goals up on twitter and I often talk about what's going on there#so it's only fair that i explain a bit in some tag chatter where i have to stay on task#to start: i'm fine and I'm going to be quick to recover now that i've gotten my meds#but due to all sorts of insurance bullshittery that has occurred since september/october#my last three infusions have been over a week late. two of them have been nearly two weeks or over#and coupled with a particularly nasty stomach bug + christmas stress#i ended up with extremely bad exhaustion and brain fog#and on monday finally flared#thankfully i was able to move my infusion up a day so I only had to wait until wednesday#and me and my husband had planned that I would be out of commission for the 10 days my meds were overdue#so I just had to triage my commitments and lay low until they could get me what i needed#it's been two days and i'm doing much much better. back to a place where I can actually write#probably at a better place than i have been since the beginning of December since today I nearly blew through 1K without even trying#but it's been 2-3 weeks of barely being able to scratch out what i consider my minimum#and then a week and change of not being able to even READ without it overwhelming me#so i finally had to face the music of: not only can I NOT do this on time but I need fully shift it#so that I can work without stressing myself or my limits#i am a rat gnawing at the bars of my little rat cage over it but it is what it is#tldr; i'm here i'm fine i just have to accept my human limitations and i don't like it
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