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No One Else Can Have You: Nero x Male Reader
MINORS DNI; THIS IS FOR ADULTS ONLY
SERIOUSLY, GO AWAY!
SUMMARY: Jealousy is rather familiar to Nero. The burning glare he gives to anyone whom Nero deems is being “much too friendly with you” is that of a seething devil. However, upon seeing you with someone that he cannot treat with such malice, the white-haired man takes a much different approach to proving how far he’ll go for you.
BEGINNING NOTES: Power Bottom Jealous Pre-4 Nero x Submissive Top Male Reader The reader is in (The) Order’s choir alongside Kyrie Nero has his devil bringer Close to just mindless smut Nipple play; Nero receiving Semi-aggressive foreplay--skipped oral aspect of foreplay (sorry lmao) ⚡❄️⚡ ➟Not sure if it’s talked about (or seen) in DMC 4 but I imagine (The) Order to have a living space akin to a boarding school mixed with a monastery--but with swords! (Haven’t played 4 yet and I’ve only skimmed the cutscenes because for some reason it’s like hard for me to get through idk why) ➟Kyrie is a bit handsy with the reader; she knows about the two of you and is doing it to tease Nero (Kyrie seems innocent and oblivious but she’s very aware; opposite Nero who seems like he isn’t and is). ➟I do tone down how “edgy” Nero is compared to how he is in 4. Hopefully, he’s not too OOC. ➟For anyone who has a hard time remembering: Nero’s devil bringer is his RIGHT arm (I kept having to re-look at him to remember which side lol). ➟This is very VERY shortly before DMC 4; like I’m talking a month or two. Yes, before someone decides to throw a fit, I h/c Nero to be around the age of 19 when DMC 4 takes place--born 22nd September 1999. He is NOT underage.
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Winter had just hit Fortuna and there was a light layer of snow on the ground, steadily growing from the continuous flurries. Amidst the sea of white, two people could be seen walking side-by-side. Kyrie and you were returning after chamber choir rehearsal, mindlessly chatting about the newest material you’d been given.
The ginger smiled, grabbing your forearm gently, “Come on, please?”
You rolled your eyes, “No way,” a small laugh left your frozen lips, “I’m not duet partner material.”
Her smile widened and she rolled her eyes slightly, hand sliding down to yours, “Oh please, I wouldn’t have anyone else.”
“I’m flattered, really,” your gaze flicked down to your intertwined hands, a small confused furrow adorning your brow, “but there’s a lot of other members who would go better with you.”
“Maybe, but I don’t want to work with them; I want to be with you.”
The two of you stopped outside of a hall’s entrance, still holding hands, “I…” you gave a flat smile and shook your head, sighing in defeat, “I’ll look at the piece, alright?” Her eyes held an excited glint as she grabbed your other hand, pulling the pair up with an enthused stranglehold, “Don’t take this as me agreeing; I just want to see what it is first.”
Before she could respond, the door swung open, revealing two familiar faces; Credo and Nero. She addressed them both, talking with her brother, while her hold on your hands only tightened. As the conversation drew on, you weren’t listening, being too busy debating if your fingers were dislocated or not.
“Is he alright?” Credo raised a brow, staring at you.
Kyrie’s attention returned to you and, upon seeing how your fingers were losing circulation, she let go of your hands.
Immediately you shook your fingers and pursed your lips, holding back some painful exclamations--knowing that Credo would string you up by your earlobes and beat you like a piñata. Once more, you didn’t really pay much attention to the conversation but, when you looked back at everyone, Kyrie had entered the hall and was walking alongside her older brother, waving goodbye.
Leaving you and Nero alone.
The young man moved his jaw in thought before using his human hand to grab one of yours, quickly re-cutting the feeling to your appendages. Although you weren’t sure what was going on, you could tell Nero was mad--no, he was pissed. He was practically dragging you behind him, not saying a word. You tried to keep up with his pace but were unable to and kept falling behind.
“Nero, what-!” While attempting to catch up, you slipped on some of the newly formed ice and fell.
The white-haired man’s shoulder and arm were jerked downwards with you, which helped break your fall. However, you still hit the ground while Nero remained on his feet, just off balance. Wincing quietly, you stood up and he grabbed you around the waist, still not talking. He hoisted you into his arms and you wrapped your arms around his shoulders, confused as to what was going on.
Given, you did have a slight clue from past experiences.
The moment Nero stepped into his room, he threw you onto the bed, locked the door, and began to strip. You mimicked his actions, tossing your clothes into a pile on the other side of the room, until you were in your underwear--matching Nero’s look.
Admittedly, you still got an overwhelming nervousness when you saw his exposed skin. It was as beautiful as it was arousing. To see how flushed his pale skin became from the cold outdoors, the tasteful amounts of silvery body hair that led down to-
Abruptly, Nero shoved you backward onto the mattress and straddled your middle. Typically, he tends to have a fun amount of force to his actions but today was different. Each one of Nero’s actions so far had been nearly contentious, giving you cause for concern. Perhaps he had a rough day with Credo and the others? Before you could question things too much, a desperate set of chapped lips met yours.
The white-haired young man pushed himself against you, his calves compressing your sides tight enough to leave bruises. His hands gripped the sides of your neck, forefinger, and thumb lining the hinge of your jaw on each side. Your hands grasped his thighs harshly, groping the muscles with fingertips just underneath the ends of his boxer briefs.
He slipped his tongue into your mouth. Slowly, his thumbs rubbed your cheeks and Nero took his time exploring. It was his first time doing something more than pecks and soft-biting lips, and it excited him. A small moan left your mouth at the feeling, in turn, Nero’s legs constricted further around you.
While exchanging wet French kisses, the white-haired man slid his hips back, his ass straddling your growing erection. Your hands slid to his back, running your hands along his shoulder blades. His hands drifted as well, one going up to the top of your head and the other to your side. Breaking off the heated exchange left both of you breathing heavily and with a hot overwhelming lust.
Using the hand upon your head, he tilted you so he could have access to the crook of your shoulder and, without warning, bit down.
Hard.
You arched against him, nails cutting into his skin, and let out a loud exclamation of a moan.
Against the new loving mark, he grumbled through gritted teeth, “Shut it.”
Even though it sounded rude, you knew he was right. If the two of you got caught, who knows what would happen? Not only is it against the rules to have any sort of intercourse before marriage, but it is also taboo for men to share such delights. Plus, it was a sort of game between you two; who would break first and allow themselves to get loud--nine times out of ten it was Nero.
Attempting to silence yourself, you bit your lip as Nero went back to working an even darker mark into your soft flesh. You worked your hands down his middle then back up, feeling him up slowly and meticulously. Despite seeing him nude many times, in both sexual and non-sexual ways, you still got an intense nervous sexual joy out of groping his body. Whether it was the heat, idea, or the actual texture, you weren’t sure; all you knew was that you wanted to touch him more.
Once your hands were on his chest, you squeezed his pecs before pinching at his nipples.
“Fuck,” a grunt left his lips as he released his bite.
Nero leaned up, allowing you more access to his chest, which you happily took advantage of. After a minute of debate--while you continued to futz with his tits--you leaned forwards, joining him in a seated position. Cautiously, you placed several kisses on his shoulders and collarbones. Your hands rested at the small of his back and you titled him away from you. Then, with the same vigor and force as he had against you, you bit down on his chest.
A stifled loud whine came from Nero’s nose as he used his devil bringer to cover his mouth, holding onto your back with his other hand. Encouraged by his noises, you bit down on a nipple and tugged slightly. Through his fingers, you heard him let out a muffled--but still loud, “Goddamnit,” he stared at the ceiling as he arched himself into you.
It felt good-- really good. Nero hadn’t ever touched his chest while getting off before and he was starting to regret it. Feeling you let go, he adjusted himself so you had the other side in front of you. You raised a brow at him looking at him from the tops of your eyes.
“Again--harder,” Nero’s face was bright red as he did his best to play confident, despite feeling weird for asking.
However, a sly smile from you and your compliance quickly washed those thoughts away. Nero placed his devil bringer against your back as well, holding you close to him. Against your gut, you could feel his cock twitching at your motions. With each tug and bite, each time you switched sides or bit down on his muscle instead; you felt him grind against you.
Nero wanted you.
You wanted Nero.
It was as simple as that.
Letting go for the final time, you coaxed him down into a kiss. It was intense, purposeful; Nero wanted to get across exactly what he intended to do with you. You bit at his lips lightly sucking and pulling on his bottom lip, making him let out a shaky breathy moan.
Nero leaned forward and whispered in your ear, “I need you,” he ran his tongue along the shell of your ear, “Right now,” with a loving forcefulness, he grabbed the lobe of your ear with a canine and pulled--puncturing your flesh slightly.
“You sure-”
He cut you off with a kiss, hands grasping and kneading your sides.
Quietly, you mumbled against his lips, hand wandering all over his lower back, “Lube?”
“Yeah,” Nero got up and walked over to a corner of his room, pulling up the floorboard that covered his hidden stash of “contraband” items.
When he went to turn around, however, he was pinned against you; his back to your front. Placing kisses against the nape of his neck, you ran your hands down his stomach and his happy trail. Teasingly, you ran your fingers around everywhere beside his cock. You found his squirming to be amusing while it only frustrated the pent-up man.
The way your dick was placed against his ass, the light ghosting of your touch, hot exhales against the small love bites you were making; it all combined into a mixed drink that was making his head all fuzzy.
And Nero hates feeling fuzzy.
Being the way that he is, he was easily able to overpower your grasp and pivoted to face you. Using his devil bringer, he slowly prompted you to back up to the bed and he picked you up, tossing you again. Then he grabbed your underwear, yanking them off--removing his right after.
Once again, you found yourself pinned underneath Nero. Although he was staring down at you with piercing sea-green eyes, you couldn’t help but look at his dick which was proudly on display. Pre-cum was dribbling down his shaft and was dripping onto yours, which wasn’t fairing much better. With a slight raise to his brows, he smirked and opened the bottle, lubing two fingers.
“Two right away?” Your hands wandered to his thighs, thumbing over them softly.
“Yeah, jackass,” Nero grunted, hunching forward with a slight shiver, “I said what I meant.”
After squirting some lube into your hand, you leisurely moved to his dick, “And what would that be, sugar?” A smirk tugged at your lips at his reaction to the feeling of you frotting your cocks together, “What? Cat got your tongue?”
Through breathy heavy exhales, he growled lightly, “Fuck- you-!”
Smile widening, you ran a thumb between his tip and yours, “If that’s what you want-”
“Shut-- up.”
Staring him in the eyes, you brought your thumb to your lips and stuck it in your mouth cleaning it before humming in thought, “Mmn,” you reached up and tucked a strand of his hair behind his ear, “I love when you get all feisty,” with a hand on his neck, you met halfway to share a heated sloppy kiss.
Grabbing the lube again, Nero slicked his finger again, adding a third, then, he tossed the bottle in a random direction, leaving it to deal with later.
His original plan was to have you stretch him as he sucked you off, however, he decided against it at the last minute. Although he would never admit it, he was beyond nervous. This wasn’t his first time playing with his ass, sure; but, it was his first time going this far with you. As he fingered himself, he found his mind wandering in a panic.
What if he messes things up?
What if you don’t like how he feels?
What if--
“Nero?” You put a hand under his chin, a concerned furrow on your brow, “You sure you want to do this? If you aren’t ready-”
“No!” He snapped, quickly adding, “I can do this,” then, for the first time since entering his room, he spoke in a softer tone, “I want to try with you,” he removed his fingers and looked down for a moment, embarrassed, “please.”
Giving him a nod, you kissed the corner of his mouth, “I’ll take your lead.”
“Damn right, you will.”
You laughed at his return to a cocky attitude.
Watching intently, you watched him sit up on his knees, attempting to position himself correctly. Helping him by positioning yourself manually, you nodded at him, telling him he could sit back down.
A loud noise somewhere between a gasp, moan, shout, and grunt left his lips. His hands balled up into fists, nails picturing his palms. Tip inside and his mind much too worried, he tensed up at the foreign object.
“Nero,” you hissed, “You need to relax, otherwise this won’t--” you grimaced slightly, “won’t work.”
After a moment, you vetoed him and picked Nero up off of your hips.
“No-” He frowned and glared, “I can do this.”
“Nero-”
“No, don’t “Nero” me,” he was angry at, what he thought was, you calling him weak. Being the cocky assertive man he is, Nero spread his ass and re-penetrated his hole.
A small groan left your lips, however, that quickly turned louder as you watched Nero sink rapidly onto your cock.
Thunderous whiny moans left Nero’s lips as he stared upwards, feeling how your dick was stretching him. It was much different than the small toys he had hidden away. The heat of your body was enough in and of itself to make Nero’s body quiver.
Bit by bit, he fully relaxed. Admittedly, he could’ve cum just from this act alone but he wanted to do some actual fucking first before releasing. His eyes met with yours and, in response, you thrust your hips upward slightly.
“Ngh- What,” he leaned forwards, bracing himself with his hands on your chest, “Fuck...”
Taking that as an okay, you repeated the action, gripping each side of his hips. A moan left your lips as you felt his body giving way to you, allowing you to see a little bit of his submissive side for the first time. Low groans left his lips between uneven breaths at each one of your upward movements. Wanting to up the ante, you picked his hips up and pulled them down to meet your upward motions.
“What are you-- try-- trying to--”
His thoughts were a mess. He wanted to act tough, to resist how good you were making him feel, and to act as if he weren’t impressed but he couldn’t. With each thrust and slight increase of force, it only made him melt further.
The white-haired man leaned back, arching his upper body outwards, and slammed his hips down into yours, “Fuck.”
“Nero, that--” You groaned and matched his fervor, “keep doing that.”
“Tch, sure,” he meant to sound rude but just came off as compliant.
With each slap of your skin against his, Nero felt an odd fiery feeling bubble inside him. It wasn’t the same feeling as when he was close--this was something new entirely. He felt like he wanted to crawl out of his skin with how good he felt.
As his speed surpassed yours, he looked down at you and stopped which caused you to meet his gaze, “Sit up.”
Doing as he asked, you found yourself face to face with his chest again. Although he didn’t ask, you bit down on his nipple as you returned to slamming against him. He wrapped himself around you, arms cradling your head into him. As he bounced against you, he felt his cock rub against your gut which caused him to speed up even further.
However, you weren’t one to be outdone. Without warning, you released your bite and stood up.
“Shit, what are you-! Ah~!” Nero wrapped his legs around your hips.
You moved to the nearest wall--which happened to be right by the door to his room--and slammed his back against it.
“I…” With a breathy huff, you nuzzled your face into his neck, staying there, “I am…”
“Fuckin’,” Nero wasn’t fairing any better, “Cum inside me.”
“Huh-! Ner-”
“Did- I- stutter?” He leaned forward and bit down on the shoulder before him.
Not wanting to waste any time, you sped up and hit your top speed. With a few more uneven jabs, you spilled yourself inside him.
“Nero~!” You hissed at the feeling of his ass tightening and the warm feeling of his cum spraying against your stomach.
“Shit yeah,” he leaned back and let out a bellowing moan, “Fuck that’s good.”
Carefully, you made your way back to the bed and laid him down, removing yourself. A shiver ran up Nero’s spine at the feeling, his body unsure of how to react. You grabbed a nearby towel from the floor--hopefully, it wasn’t too dirty--and wiped Nero off, then yourself.
“Hey,” Nero propped himself up on his elbows, “I…” he stopped, biting his tongue, “Nevermind.”
Sweetly, you leaned over to his forehead and placed a kiss, “I love you, Nero,” you smiled, pulling back to see his semi-flustered wide-eyed stare, “Is that what this was all about? Wanting to hear me say that?”
“I…” he pursed his lips and nodded shamefully, “Seeing you and…” he shook his head, “Just bothered me.”
You swept his hair out of his eyes, cupping his face between your hands, staring him dead on, “I love you, so very much. My sweet cranky edge lord.”
“Pfft,” he turned to one of your hands, closing his eyes for a moment, then spoke softly, “I love you, too; dickhead.”
“Mn, ‘dickhead’, huh?”
“I’m sorry,” his tone returned to normal, “do you prefer ‘asshole’?”
With a click of your tongue, you shook your head, leaning back with hands on your hips, “Well if you’re gonna be like that then I am not going to invite you to take a bath together.”
A small light lit up in his head at your words, “Oh? As if I’d let you do that without me.”
“What?” You raised your brows in a mixture of disbelief and sarcasm, “You’re already hankering for another round?”
His eyes slowly went down and back up your body, “Yeah, but,” he stood up and yanked you close, whispering in your ear, “Why don’t you let me show you what I can do,” he nipped at your neck, “I want to fuckin’ tear you apart.”
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ENDING NOTES: The Nero brain rot has been super SUPER bad and I'm not sure why lmao Couldn’t call him a “hunter” in this since he’s not a part of the DMC crew and couldn’t call him “(the) teal devil” because he hasn’t triggered before, so sorry if things get a bit repetitive. Yes, the paragraph that ends with “He felt like he wanted to crawl out of his skin with how good he felt.” has to do with him having the urge to trigger--even though he doesn’t know he can do that yet. ❄️⚡❄️ First time writing a top reader and bottom character; hopefully it’s not too bad. Ngl power bottom Nero has been eating at my mind for a while now and I’m not sure why. It might be TMI but I am not a top (or a switch) myself so writing the reader as a top is weird lmao (which is also why the reader is submissive, can’t change everything in one fic; can I? lmfao) The point is: that this isn't going to be something that becomes like commonplace (unless a request asks for it--which are still closed as of posting this chapter) and is just something I did for fun lol
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#Nero x Male reader#Nero x Reader#dmc 4 Nero#dmc 4#devil may cry 4#devil may cry#devil may cry 4 Nero#devil may cry nero#nero#nero devil may cry#oneshot#dmc nero#nero dmc#Power bottom Nero#because he's a switch#I don't make the rules#lmao#sorry this is short#wrote this in 2 days because I was wanting some bottom Nero#this is the closest thing to “mindless sm^t” I've ever written
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Shinichiro is so unwell from what he'd had to live through during Original Timeline that I'm convinced that if it hadn't been Baji, he'd have gone into killing-mode again on August 13th
#tokyo revengers#tok rev#tr#tokrev#tr shinichiro#shinichiro sano#tokrev shinichiro#original timeline#tr spoilers#tokrev spoilers#tokyo revengers spoilers#like he just went to where he had killed and then he finds someone has broken into his beloved shop?#the one he had had to give up on in his previous life? the one wheres Mikeys birthday gift is? he can finally see the joy on Mikeys face and#someone is trying to take that away from him while hes doing his best for mikey to have the best birthday ever?#after several birthdays and years where Mikey couldnt react to anything?#like.. if he hadnt realize it was baji.. this night was really not a night where Shinichiro was willing to talk#also props to him for recognizing baji 1) in the dark 2) when his last memories of him feature him with long dyed hair#He was finally starting to process the fact he had killed - he wasnt talking at all from going to the place he met the homeless man to back#to ss motors. he was in no state for any interaction much less robbers. he needed several days to himself to come to terms with what he did#and the years he lived in denial and toxic positivity and everything else he did just so he could find a way and reason to keep living#mindless rambling
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Akane yelling "RANMA NO BAKA-!!!" while it echoes at the end of the second trailer is so fucking satisfying
#oli talks#ooc#muns ramblings#mindless ramblings of a madman#ranma#ranma 1/2#ranma ½#ranma manga#ranma anime#ranma 1/2 manga#ranma 1/2 anime#ranma saotome#saotome ranma#akane tendo#tendo akane#rumic world#rumiko takahashi#classic anime#classic manga#it's been living rent free in my head for 2 days now
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have not felt like myself lately … ☹️
#these last couple days especially#today was bad like I feel like I misplaced my brain or something#forgot my phone at home when I went to work#forgot to pay for parking so probably have a big ass ticket waiting for me at my car rn#fucked up while trying to help someone at work and had to try and fix that for 2 hours#just feeling like mindless dumb bad UGH#going to go make stuffed mushrooms with my bf and watch survivor ….. a light at the end of the tunnel lol
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Letting go of obligations and enjoying a few days of dedicated media indulgence is certainly paying off when it comes to keeping my sanity from breaking apart.
#played some titanfall 2 with a relatively new crew of buddies#not exactly a fandom space per say‚ but it was pretty fun I can't deny#speaking of it can one‚ in this day and age‚ find a chill titanfall discord server that's an actual fandom space#best I could find is a RP server that's kind of the real thing? others were either graveyards or groups of mindless gamer sweats#em yaps
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i need 2 stop drawing static stuff . white bg . front facing pose. <will do it again
#i looked thru my media tab 2day .horrific#WHERES THA PURPOSEEEE E#there doesnt have 2 be any . of coursies .#but thats smt i want to work on rly hard T_T 2024!!!!!!!!!#smth smth reflection but i am happy with what ive done in 2023#definitely havent finished as many things as id hoped but thats okay.kind of touched on it w that one trgn comp a few months ago#but i tried 2 be more confident in areas i wasnt so sure abt before and it paid off in a way that im happy with T__T❤️#like despite all my gloom & burnout and artblock . i had a lot of fun . and im rly fortunate that ive been able to meet the nicest ppl#through it T__T#idk what jm talking abt anymore but j think . i am happy w the direction im headed in and i just need to work harder now on variability#and concept and composition. not rly sure where to start but i think compiling some of my favs in a single place#and studying them will help. :3.. AND NOT GIVING UP A SKETCH IF ITS FRUSTRATING ATM😭😭😭😭#some of them ..that one w meryl and vash . i ould not for the life of me figure out and i was like soo done w it#but then i was likeno OK just do it who cares . and then i found a workflow that worked and it WAS SOO MUCH FUNNN AND I STILL RLY LOVE HOW#IT TURNED OUTTT ..#and the one w knives . the beautiful universe one . i rmbr being so annoyed by a similar attempt that inwas lkke fuck it im just gna use the#biggest brush ever and play arnd with stuff bc its not gna see the light of day and fhen j agonized abt sharing it and everyone WAS SOOO#NICE TO ME !!&2&2 LIKEEE it was one of my earliest trgn pieces so kind of new 2 da scene and lkke . idk man it helped me enjoy my art from#an outside perspective after struggling w the doubt and its now one of my favorites ever too …#ORRR .. the vash and wolfwood one w the silly blue sky bg .. the textures were so mindless and fun#or the elendira . SOOO MANY FUN ELENDIRAS.. the perspective nail gun one is still a fav bc i shy away from perspective bc its hard as shit#but it worked out and i luv it tew .#sory anyways . very happy. and thankful^__^ ik when j post stuff like URRG MY ART!!!it mostly jst comes from .like GAAH want 2 push myself#harder bc i know itll be fun once i get 2 where im going T_T#anyways if u got 2 this point u r lkterally angel my angelll~ hamtaro pic#tys
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School is draining any small motivation I had for art
or creativity in general
(tw: I got pretty much depressive in the tags but I needed to dump this somewhere and this may not be the best place but is where I feel better talking about my problems or insecurities, so feel free to ignore)
#vent in the tags#tw vent#i'm tired#and I hate that I'm tired#everytime I try to finish education is worst than the last time. my head can't take any sort of information from the class#no matter how many times they try to explain me or how many times I read and reread the same text#I can't focus. I can't memorize anything. I'm just sitting there in the classroom waiting for the 4 hours to finish to go back home#and spend the rest of the night just doing nothing. staring at the walls or doomscrolling till I have to go to bed and wake up again#for another day of fighting against an stupid anxiety attack in class because I'm going to fail this again#I hate school. I fucking hate it. the most boring stressing overwhelming way of learning#having the teacher talk for 1-2 hours straight and the student listening the whole time not saying anything is stupid#it's so fucking stupid they only want them to be mindless sheeps that only listen#because if you say anything 'no. you're wrong. I'm the teacher and I know better' fucking bullshit#this system is bullshit#and how am I supposed to study a whole school year of history. biology. math etc in less than 4 months??#everybody was like#'oh it's just 4 months and you'll be out of school!' 'in 4 months you'll get the education!' 'you can finish this in just 4 months!'#I fucking can't! I can't do this in such short time! I can't. focus. on 6. subjects at the same time. my brain can't!#and it's so fucking depressing. I have 4 opportunities to finish this. the longest it could take me is 2 years#I could just focus on 1 or 2 things each time but if I fail too many times I won't have another opportunity like this ever again#and I won't be able to finish highschool education and I. just. can't.#I'm tired of giving my biggest effort and not being enough. I'm tired of getting no satisfaction from any achievement I get#I hate so many things right now#and I have a lot more things in my head right now but I better shut up#you don't have to comfort me. it's ok. I'm not searching for confort. I just needed a place to dump my frustration or something#idk#you can ignore this#I might delete this later
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I drew a singular hand today are you guys proud of me
#shut up me#art is SO PAINFUL these days Im really struggling#uni is so much that i really do feel a bit depressed. like just#might as well just give up on trying to do my hobbies#become a mindless robot put my head down and get my assignments and studyign done#im constantly exhausted from never getting enough sleep and im struggling to focus even when I do go to bed at a normal hour#I have an 8am tomorrow.. i need to sleep in 2 hours#I didnt even get that much studying done. sigh
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u kno its crunch time when i break out the llsif playlist
#save me genki zenkai day.......genki zenkai day save me#sif music is one of those Safe options tht triggers the mindless productivity blackout#see u in like 2 hours if u see me before then u hav permission 2 Bonk Me#hina.txt
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It takes time
#HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERIZAWA!!!#I don't know how this happened in 2 hours but that is all of the free time I had today to make something#I had no clue where I was going with this and didn't mean to make it so sad but I think I like it#Trust the process ig#Maybe my mindlessness accidently picked up on whatever weird mood I've been having the last few days#serizawa katsuya#mob psycho 100#mp100#eudikart
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Brain fried. Mortified. Giggling, jumping, kicking my feet.
#making this post to remember the day when i did THAT one really crazy thing#this was mindless art. idk if you get it but i was an artist at that moment. head empty just art#and now that i remember it i just cant believe what happened#(you need to be at least a level 2 friend to unlock the full story)#anyway i have no idea how to deal with positive emotions help
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Random late night confessions wooo-
When HTTYD 2 had came out in theaters me and my siblings went to go see it and I had ended up crying in the theater. To the point where my siblings gave me weird looks.
I think y'all know why I ended up crying.
#oli talks#ooc#muns ramblings#mindless ramblings of a madman#how to train your dragon#httyd#httyd 2#random confessions whoop#I'd ended up embarrassing my sister and brother that day lol cuz I was legitimately bawling my eyes out
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potential drawing for today has been cancelled, i had a much longer day than anticipated
#sat in a waiting room for 2 hours and the drive there was an hour anyways#and also went through Intense Social Interaction that left me sick to my stomach (i have a job interview scheduled now)#i want to melt into a puddle.#i might farm or something. nice and mindless. also no my wrist did not get better JFGDHG#it's *better* but it's still not very good at all. should be fine in a few days tho bc it is WAY better than it was yesterday#couldnt even bend it. now i can at least hold my phone 😭#anyways the drawing. i have an idea for techno and dante at the colosseum 👀#but can i draw it that's the real question. it will NOT be lined there is no chance of that#but i wanna at least try SOMETHING with it. i cant just let it sit in my head ya know#chat
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#:)))#i have had. a long day lmao. &it is not yet over.#but. i got onto this app bc i need a sec to be mindless or my head will explode all over the pavement#&there are so many fun reblog messages&such i am so happy 😭💘🌹#i love these reblog chain nonsense things so like:#1: im about to reblog a bunch bc i can lol sorry not sorry#2: if/when i forget to reblog one from someone bc i ALWAYS miss at least one for these things pls know i love you&i am sorry :'(#3: im sure ill remember what i came on here to bitch about like. later LMAO. im v grateful for the distraction.#4: i love being easily pleased like i get shit for it a lot mostly bc ppl do not take me genuinely but it takes almost nothing#to make me happy&moments like this are why i prefer being this way&will never change lol. ♡
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>THEY ARE ALREADY HERE
#kkchatlog#i was already aware of how insufferable this fandom could be but its only been 2 days since ive made this blog and someone has already -#-called me illiterate XDDDD#god forbid i dont follow their strict interpretation of a character in mindless ship art i made when i was just being giggly#but seriously if you wanna focus on mischaracterization go complain about fanfiction or comics or something#jegus dude
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Every thing I think about as a better job is
Normally full time
You have to think about
Exactly what I don't want! And yet!
#i think i wouldn't mind a monotonius lab job#vaguely relevant to degree#I'd actually get lab experience#but they're like#not usually 8–12.5 hours a week 2-5 days#or climbing instructor but only for small groups#i think it's mostly that im going to be busier than usual until the Easter holiday because I've run is really messy until Easter submissions#*one room is really messy#so I'm less content with mindless job#because it's just tiring#and i have more studying to do atm#and it's report writing which is harder than just answering questions
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