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boowhumps · 2 years ago

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|WHUMPRIL 2023|

|Day 11 ~ Toxic|

(@whumpril)

⚠TW⚠

- Toxic Relationship

- Swearing

- Verbal abuse (kinda?) (idk?)

- Hallucinations

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"Can you not? Jesus." Groans Kaiden as he gives me a dirty look.

I sigh. He'd been acting weird all this week. Always getting mad, always yelling, always having a complaint about something.

I lean back in my chair and close my eyes. I try to think to where it all went wrong.

Maybe it was after the incident?

Or maybe it was after the rumors?

.. Maybe he just got tired of me.

My heart yearns for what we once had. We would wake up together, go about our days, and fall asleep together.

"Are you just gonna sit there like an idiot or what?" Kaiden asks, sounding pissed off.

I clench my fists. "Just go back to what you were doing." I say as I grit my teeth.

He rolls his eyes at me, their shady color showing no signs of a soul.

We fall back into silence, neither of us even glancing at each other.

At some point, Kaiden left the room without even saying anything to me.

I curl in on myself, burying my head in my knees.

I ruined something.. Someone so perfect. I tore them down to nothing.

Its my fault.

His voice rings in my head.

"I hate you."

I grip onto my hair, tugging hard.

The voice screams louder.

"I HATE YOU."

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I shoot up in bed, gasping. I run my hands through my hair.

Fuck.. same nightmare again.

I check the time, 3:02 am.

I sigh as I put my face in my hands. I can feel the semi-dry tear tracks on my face.

I get out of bed and check my phone as I head to the bathroom.

'38 messages'

'15 missed calls'

'18 voicemails'

I turn my phone off. Fuck them. I don't need them.

I go into the bathroom and catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror.

My hairs all frizzy, my face is sunken and pale, and I look skinnier than ever.

I try to look away, but it feels like the mirror has a chokehold on me.

I can't look away.

My eyes widen.

I see someone behind me in the mirror.

Green eyes stare at me and the figure places a hand on my shoulder.

"I love you." It says.

I move my shoulder, the presence of its hand sending a shvier up my spine. "No." I mumble.

The hands grab my hair and stroke it.

"Look at these locks, worth everything." It smiles.

"Stop.." I whisper, looking down.

The hands gently holding my hair suddenly yank, hard. My head is forced up and I stare at those green eyes though the mirror.

"I love your long hair.. So delicate.. So.. soft." It says lovingly, the tone hiding a bit of the malicious intent.

I grip a strand of my hair. "Please.. please go.." I beg.

The hands grip my shoulders, nails digging into my skin.

I try to hold back my tears.

"You're mine. All mine.."

I start to shake.

"Isn't this what you want?"

I shut my eyes tightly.

"You want my love."

My eyes snap open.

"NO! I HATE YOU! LEAVE.!" I scream, my nails digging into my arms.

The pressure on my shoulders dissapears, and I'm alone once again.

I gasp for air as if there was none I could breathe in.

I shake as I look around my bathroom. My eyes frantically scan the room until they settle on a pair of scissors.

I grab them without a second thought. My eyes out back to looking on the mirror.

My eyes narrow.

I grip the scissors tighter. I bring them up against a strand of my hair.

I close my eyes, and I snip.

I keep going until I can feel tears running down my face.

I open my eyes to see someone else in the reflection of the mirror.

My long brown hair used to go down my back, straight and soft.

Now it was slightly under my shoulders and all messy.

I can't look away from the stranger looking back at me.

It's gone. The last part of.. me.. is gone.

I drop the scissors.

Who even am I.?

#whump #whumpril #whump writing #day 12 done!!!#annddd im back to being behind.#i procrastinated so bad idek why #schools kicking my ass rn so thats why i havent posted #also i have a long trip tomorrow so imm hopefully get parts 13 14 and 15 out during then #enjoy <3

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egophiliac · 14 days ago

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I don’t think we’ve ever seen you draw knight of dawn before 🤔 what are your thoughts about him? Or take?

I've drawn him a couple of times, just really little/in the background. but I should draw him more, I love this guy a lot! I have many, many thoughts about him and the way he parallels Silver...and also I think it is extremely funny that his ghost is stuck in a ring. especially considering where that ring has been for the last 16-ish years.

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #don't mind me just killing time waiting for maintenance to end so i can stick my face directly into 7-12 #i mean i'm on the record (read: constantly posting) about how much i love the whole tragique backstory behind mal's birth #and. look. hold on it's a day ending in y time to be embarrassing about anime characters online again #no but really i love him. i love how he's such a vague figure but also the way his and silver's stories contrast #i cannot articulate it very well but just #i love how he's essentially like...bad end silver #he let himself go along with the big evil plan because he wanted to save his dad and not betray his king and all that #and when he finally did take a stand it was too late to stop the worst of it #meanwhile silver was immediately like NOPE WE'RE NOT DOING THIS #silver is NOT going to end up slaying the dragon thank you very much #me kicking my stupid little legs in glee over it all #and! the retrospect when you realize! that he was the one leading silver around lilia's memories!!!!#he is so happy that silver and lilia have each other!#he's so happy for them!#i want to put him in a can and hold him in my pocket for 16 years #also: his ridiculous hair. it's so silly and so good.#may vil never meet him #the knowledge that there's someone with naturally gorgeous hair who has somehow done it even dirtier than silver would destroy him

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alicornze7 · 17 days ago

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uhm guys I think she’s losing it

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lazylittledragon · 7 months ago

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does anyone else experience the adhd-created nightmare of having to choose between having a healthy daily routine and getting anything done at all

#ramble #i can either eat 3 balanced meals a day or get a decent amount of work done #once i start i’m there for 10 minutes or 12 hours with no in between #this is what hell is #does anyone want to give me thousands of pounds for a diagnosis so i don’t have to choose between earning money and keeping myself alive

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cerubean · 4 months ago

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somewhere deep in the forest...

#trying to get some use out of this 30$ game pack i never use #i'll favorite the original lot on the gallery so that you guys can find it on my profile (ceru-bean)#ts4 gameplay #the sims 4 #simblr #s4mm #s #ts4 #aslo! once im done making the camp tshirts and hats and everything im gonna make the camp counselors!!!! im so excited ^-^#i was thinking of having 4 young adults and 3-4 teens as counselors and then about 12 kids for the camp? idk we'll see #also need the tool mod so i can add activities around the camp off lot like archery or smtg #we'll see how long this fixation lasts and if it'll ever see the light of day but at least i hope it inspires someone else!

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fallenclan · 3 days ago

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#fallenmemes #IM DONE. IM DONE #going to sleep for 12 hundred days now. byebye

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galactaknightyaoi · 3 months ago

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GALACTA KNIGHT!!!! And congratulations to Meta Knight for experiencing the Cain Instinct for the first time.

Galacta Knight, as you might've been able to tell already, is one of my favorite characters, and KSSU is one of my favorite games (the original SS was my introduction to Kirby!) so I wanted to go all out. Happy day, old man. I pray for at least 20 more years.

Oh, and don't worry! He's not upset about the cake smash, he thinks it's funny. And he got back at him.

As for the in-universe explanation for there being 16 candles in his cake?

... 500+ didn't fit in safely.

The birthday boy and his family were just a bit too flammable.

#kirby #kirby series #galacta knight #meta knight #umm idk why i colored the text i don't talk like this #anyway average latino birthday party occurrence #i experimented this time !! i'm not sure about it but i like how this ended up looking anyway #i think it definitely works better on a smaller scale #anyway. TEENAGE KIRBY REVEAL. he's like 12-17 here. and mk's gay little outfit reveal too #i decided to go this direction because #1 - timeline accurate #2 - the red cape just fit better with the whole color palette #3 - i love drawing fluff #and 4th and most importantly. i just wanted to #did you know there was supposed to be more parts?#i might post them eventually #though they're nothing special #funny mk expressions though #my art #all of these were done while listening to g3 mlp songs in the background on loop #i want you to take that as a warning #because one of these days i'm gonna break #and make something really cringe #EDIT: WHERE THE FUCK IS MY TRANSPARENCY #promise the second one isn't supposed to look that ugly

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deoidesign · 3 months ago

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Return date for my webcomic, Time and Time Again!

It's been set for a while but sometimes they change the date without warning, so I'll keep you updated if anything changes!

I'm extremely proud of the work I've been doing on it, I can't wait to share everything!

See you then!

#i still have to finish book 4 #soooo iiiiiii will do that... this week...#really trying to be done with it but this one is taking so long for all the changes!#hoping to have an update on that soon too #might have taken on a few too many projects #but yay! return!#yippee!!!#i would say sorry its been so long but theres no way it could have been shorter and other people are gone way longer #i tried to leave things on a nice note so itd only be missed for wanting more #and not missed for feeling abandoned #ok! time to get up for another day of work! really need some things off my list so my days can be like.#9/10 hours instead of 12 LOL #im so tired. im legitimately extremely overworked it's a problem #ok bye back to work for me #return #hiatus stuff #time and time again #announcement #use this post to talk about how excited you are and make guesses and shower me with praise :-)[-[#LMAO

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boomposhpow · 2 months ago

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frames from an animatic i’ve been cooking YOU GUYS ARENT READY FOR THIS

#gravity falls #fanart #gravity falls fanart #ford pines #stan pines #ive been working on this thing for over 12 hours now #over the course of 3 days #it’s not even half done #and i need to redraw half of what i do have #i’m so glad i got blessed with patience to make this #having fun guys #can’t wait for it to be done tho oml

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obsob · 2 years ago

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big man...why is he so big...(hes full of love)

#mine #original #oug im tired!!! sleepy!!#what hve i done this week... i processes like 30 orders bc i had such a backlog OGUG. did 2 drawings for my portfolio. did this drawing #also did sm good planning! and sketching!#i was gna colour my portfolio drawings but im. pretty worn out so now maybe i will not #my lower back has been rlly sore also so . im gna try n avoid sitting at my desk heeh #its like half 12 whilst im queueing this....gna hve sm lunch soon. adn then read maybe. i finished my book this morn it was ver good #foxen bloom by. someone. cannae remember !!! very good nice an short #its a nice day..might go 4 walk #ive started on the sleeves for my jumper uehue !!!! am def gna run out of wool so annoying....will b short like. half a ball.#im gettin close 2 finishing my blanket....kinda...i ordered too much wool for that kjbsdkjbs #yes yes reading. i should do yoga maybe. world of pain #okay goodbye

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kriz-smthn · 14 days ago

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applestruda · 2 years ago

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"They never left the desert"

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sleepnoises · 1 year ago

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Drawings from last week in the Sierras. At one point I lost my eraser off my mechanical pencil and then my back-up block eraser so after that we were just flying free

#these were done over five days in which i also walked 30 miles and read 12 books. and then on the last day i did nothing whatsoever #those are the stats of my vacation #watercolor #the first two were from drive-in glamping the rest were hike-in and so are in a lighter weight sketchbook

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delineate-creates · 1 year ago

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Day 11: Wander

Wandering…sneaking…it’s all semantics, really…