#dating alice cullen would include

[lavender-at-heart]

Hello!! Can you please make "Dating Carlisle would include" like you did with other Cullens? I saw you wanted Twilight request, and I really want more Carlisle content, so. Thank you in advance!

YESSSS FOR SURE!! BEEN DYING TO DO THIS ANYWAY. 💖💖💖💓💓💓

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Dating Carlise HCs:

Pairing: Carlisle Cullen x GN!reader (but fem in mind)

Warnings: none

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So the whole "I've waited a hundred years for this" is kind of applicable to all the Cullens, but-

It's different! Carlisle has waited like 300 years. He's honestly given up hope in ever finding a mate, thought it wasn't in the cards for him

And despite having a loving family, seeing all of them and his friends find a life partner made him lonley. He was happy, but a lonley person.

So when you come into his life it's like a million fireworks go off at once!

He may be very rusty and old-fashioned, but that doesn't mean he doesn't sweep you off your feet!

You would be seriously head over heels within the first 5 mins of talking

Wether you were one of the Cullen kids' friends or you were in need of medical attention, you were hooked the minute you met

You definitely thought there has to be a catch

He can't be handsome, rich, kind, smart, respectful, AND sane

I'm not sure how it would work with his super self control, but he would probably feel at least a little bit of a thirst for your blood

He'd probably freak out a bit and be overall shocked

Maybe a bit repulsed with himself for even slightly wanting to indulge in human blood

Nevertheless he overcomes this and quickly works on spending time with you

Obviously he wants to come across as normal as possible but he can't help but be overly enthusiastic

Dates would include dinners to expensive restaurants, way too expensive in your opinion

Long walks by the beach or in the forest near his house

Stargazing

Reading by the fireplace

Loves reading you to sleep

Ballet, Opera, or classical music shows are probably a must

But he's down to more casual things too

Being with you makes him feel human, so late night 7-11 trips, or binge watching a show gives him a new, fresh, taste of a cosy life

He loves loves loves to cook for you

Puts on the cooking channel and gets to work

Will try different recipes and cuisines and have you rate each meal

Will go with Alice to the mall so he can buy you all sorts of gifts

Will teach you how to properly dance, none of that jumping up and down business

Would love the idea of getting married soon, he knows you both will never want anyone else

But he would also love to support you in your future in normal society, while you have it

Wether that be post-seccondary or a career

Speaking of weddings, probably a big one

He would invite his long list of friends of course, maybe even the volturi

But simple. He never wants to be showy, but he's just so proud and exited!

Definitely nothing extravagant, keep things classy and nice

He would always be there during difficult times

Obviously if your going through physical difficulties he's the man

You get the best, at home treatment

Top quality soup, tea, and medicine

Due to his super hearing and even smell he can tell if there's a tickle in your throat or a bug in your stomach

But if your feeling down or going through a rough patch he's there

He knows better than anyone that life is full of highs and lows, and he sticks around for the lows

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Thanks for reading, I welcome any feedback!

Xoxo

[local-crying-boy]

If you dated Jasper Hale

Head-cannons

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Just a few head-cannons about if you dated Jasper Hale

Warnings: This is probably dogshit seeing as I’ve never made head-cannons before, reader’s gender is not mentioned, nsfw head cannons included!!

Word Count: 516

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Alice saw you coming, obviously.

She was excited about it too, having a new person in the house that wasn’t her adoptive siblings who had no fashion sense.

Obviously she was happy about Jasper having a mate too

She told Jasper immediately, who then quickly told the rest of her family.

If your human Jasper would be worried at first, he won’t want to hurt his mate

However, if you were a vampire, he’d be quite excited to find you

When you had met you were at school.

Broski was so infatuated with you, staring at you, admiring you

But, if you’re human, also ultimately afraid he’d lose control and drain you of your delicious smelling blood

If you were human, he definitely took a week or so off to better his resistance to human blood. Granted, he still struggles around you though.

If you’re human, he obviously won’t tell you straight away what he and his family truly are.

If you’re a vampire you have much more fun than if you were human, due to the blood that you lack.

Meaning you can play baseball with the Cullens, hunt together, run through the woods together and do other… stuff… with our favourite

Speaking of fun, this man would be so goddamn sweet and gentle during your first time. Specifically if you were human when you first met

But, you goddamn know that he would go full out when you are finally turned.

Mother fucker would literally make you a full moaning mess, make you only remember his name for the night.

However, he is usually the sweetest man when it comes to the bedroom

Like 99.99999% of the time, trust that he is slow and passionate, taking his time to admire every crevice of your body

He’d praise you, telling you how good you’d take him, whispering compliments and words of affirmations

He’d say “you’re so beautiful” And “you’re takin’ me so well, Darlin’”

He’d definitely kisses your neck, collarbone and anywhere you’re insecure about, showing you how much he truly loves every. Single. Part. Of. You.

After care. This gentleman of a man with the most gentle aftercare.

he’d clean you up and run you a bath, whispering how good you did and how much he loves you, he’d stroke your hair and caress your cheeks

When cuddling, he’s typically the one holding you

He’d have you place your head in his chest and wrap his arms around your waist

He’d often run his fingers through your hair or rub circles on your back to help you sleep

He’d wait for you to sleep, even then he’d wait until you woke up

The first time you were cuddling and you fell asleep, this sweet man would practically melt. If he was alive he would have been a blushing mess and his heart rate would be through the roof.

Now, when your a vampire (or was already a vampire when you met), cuddling would be a quiet thing you too would do if you just wanted to be in each other’s arms

Sometimes you two would lay peacefully in silence, but sometimes you two would have a quiet conversation that was just the sweetest, sappiest shit ever.

Masterlist

[blueiscoool]

Haul of Historic Coins Sells For $176,000 at Auction

A British man who found a massive cache of ancient Roman gold and silver coins while hunting with a metal detector has a lot more modern currency in his pocket after the treasure was auctioned off for $176,000.

George Ridgway, a trained archaeologist, investigated an unusual marking in a recently harvested field in Suffolk, England in September 2019, according to a news release from Noonans Auctions. He knew that a Roman road had once run close to the field, and thought there might be something to find.

Hours scouring the area turned up nothing, he said, but when he shifted his position by just 30 yards, he found two Roman brooches that dated back to the 1st century. Shortly after, he found a silver coin issued by Julius Caesar in 46 BC. Another three hours of searching turned up 160 more silver coins and some pottery fragments.

"I knew I had made an important archaeological discovery and called my dad to guard the site overnight while we waited for an archaeological team to arrive and excavate the site," the 34-year-old said. "It took three months to recover the hoard."

During that excavation, researchers found even more coins, including gold pieces. In total, 748 coins, dated from as early as 206 B.C., were recovered. Alice Cullen, a coin specialist at the auction house, said it was one of the largest hoards of Iron Age and Roman coins found in the United Kingdom. The coins may have been buried by a long-serving soldier in Rome's XX Legion, who were once stationed in what would later be known as Colchester, England, Cullen said. There was a "fierce battle" in the area around 47 A.D., Cullen said, and a victim of the conflict may have been the person who buried the coins.

Sixty-three of the coins were claimed by the British Museum and the Colchester & Ipswich Museum, to be displayed in their collections, and the rest were auctioned. While the auction house expected the sale to garner about $100,000, it actually brought in more than $176,000, according to CBS News partner the BBC.

A coin issued by Gaius Caesar - also known as Caligula - decorated with a portrait of the Empress Agrippina and dated to A.D. 37-38 sold for about $9,295, according to the BBC. Another coin, issued by Claudius and dated to A.D. 41-42, sold for about $6,640.

Ridgway said the proceeds of the sale will be split between himself and the landowner of the site where the coins were found. He said that such a find has been like a dream come true.

"I was inspired by my childhood hero Indiana Jones to start history hunting when I was 4 years old, and I dreamed of finding a Roman hoard since my grandmother bought me a metal detector for my 12th birthday," Ridgway said. "It was an awe-inspiring moment when I realised that I had found one!"

By Kerry Breen.

[chloe-skywalker]

Dating Jasper Hale/Cullen Would Include. . .

Masterlist

Twilight Masterlist

Requested: @Anon - Can u write Jasper Hale and fem reader dating headcanon

You  met when you were still human

Jasper immediately felt drawn to you

It was the only time that Jasper felt his power didn’t feel right to use without permission

It took him awhile to approach but nowhere near as long as it took Edward

All his siblings encouraged him to talk to you. They want him to be happy and maybe his mate could help with that.

What they weren’t expecting was you ended up also helping with his vampire side.

Which they were all grateful to no longer see Jasper struggling as much

Alice was excited when they came to town because of course she saw you in Jasper's future. (for sake of I love love Alice lets say she wother has her own mate or her and Jasper never got together romantically)

So she befriended you instantly. Which is how Jasper got to know a little about you before you both ever talked.

He helps you with school assignments

Carlise and Esme love you and think you make a great addition to the family, and your great for Jasper

Getting along with all his siblings. Even Rosealie love you and likes to steal you away with Alice to go shopping

You and Jasper first met and you were having a bad day and just so happened to be having an anxiety attack. Hiding it well but Jasper obviously could tell. It wasn’t how he planned to talk to you for the first time that day.

But Jasper used his power very lightly to help you destress

You both ended up skipping the entire period and just talked. Laughed even.

Jasper was genuinely having fun and enjoying himself

After that if you had the same class jasper sat next to you.

The two fo you got close rather quickly

When he told you about his secret you took it pretty well. You didn’t run screaming and you didn’t back away from him so he thought that it went very well.

You even asked him to stay the night afterwards

You radiate heat so having a very cold boyfriend was a plus

Loving to listen to Jasper talk about his life as a human and his time as a vampire.

Telling him flat out Maria was a bitch

Secretly feeling giddy when Jasper uses his southern charm on you

Jasper plans sweet intimate dates for the two of you

Loving his old fashioned gentleman ways (men need to learn some of those again, just sayin!)

Your parents/Parent love him, happy that their daughter found a true gentleman

You both like to be touching one another pretty much all the time

Even with Jasper powers he feels being with you is very calming

Jasper doesn’t like using his powers on you often, he doesn't like the idea of multipating you in any kind of way.

But even when he isn’t using his powers he has a calming effect on you.

You both talking about the future

So of course the subject of you turning has come up

If it means you’d have jasper by your side for eternity your all for it

Jasper has no problem with you becoming a vampire

He doesn’t want to live without you so it doesn’t bother him

Jasper has actually talked to Carlise about helping him be the one to turn you. Jasper wants to do it himself but he also doesn’t trust himself to stop.

It means the absolute world to you that Jasper wants to turn you himself and that he’s trying to work extra hard on his control so he can turn you.

Jasper helps you get through the change and helps you as a newborn

Your a pretty controlled new born which shocks the Cullens but it’s a pleasant surprise, to you as well.

Doing Vampire dates with jasper can turn very intimat

Going hunting together

Running together

Wrestling ;)

Him taking you to see new sights and places all around the world.

But he also still plans those dates that are simple still because you both love the simplicity of just being together, nothing fancy is needed when your together

Taglist:

@gruffle1 @padawancat97

[prettypinkporkchop]

The pack (please include Leah) x reader who's really good friends with the cullens

You can bet your boots I'm adding leah! I never not! She's my favorite wolf. I'm so les for her deadass. But this is a very good idear! Let's get going shawty.

Sam would not let you go there alone.

"I trust Carlisle, not his family."

He's not too angry about it, just nervous. You still get to see them. Sam doesn't cut you off from your friends.

Paul would absolutely hate it. It genuinely makes him angry. He wants to keep you to himself, but he loves you way too much to do that to you. He hides how deep his anger is, but he does tell you he hates it. In the beginning, there were petty fights.

"Alice invited me to their house party."

"I'm going." "Stay beside me."

Your hand never leaves his. Although you do get to see them, it's not often. It's a lot of compromising, but you guys have been through this so much that there's no more fighting.

Jared HAS to go with you, or else he will have a panic attack. While he's there, he's fake nice. He throws shade at them that only you understand, and you have to casually slap his hand underneath the table or behind your back. He thinks it's so funny that you are friends with them. He says, "it doesn't make sense how a perfect woman could be friends with dead people."

There's no arguing just him groaning and complaining when you have plans with them.

"Again?! We just had a date with Renesmee and Bella."

Bro HATES Jasper and Edward. He doesn't mind the others. He really likes Emmett.

"Embry! Esme called. We are going there for game night." You called out. Embry stomps into the room and crosses his arms. "Is Emmett going to be there?" You nod and he agrees to go.

When you guys are around them, he has to avoid looking at Jasper and Edward, or he will get annoyed. You are never allowed to be alone with Jasper. Edward, yes, but he just thinks he's annoying. He's scared Jasper will eat you.

"Helllll naw!!!!" That's his response when you told him how close you are with them.

"You can't go to their house. And if you go out, I have to be there. Period. Don't fight me on this, love. You won't win."

He stays to himself when you are with them. He answers questions but never starts a conversation. He's respectful to them but doesn't like them. Edward smiles at his thoughts, which pisses Quil off, but he stays silent just to please you.

Leah-loo!!!! My girl.

At first, it was hard. She was very unhappy. She didn't let you go around them at all. When you voiced your opinion and how you felt trapped, she gave in but went with you.

She was not nice to them at all. It made you mad. "Leah, they are letting us in their home. Be nice." You hiss at her.

It took a while, but after Renesmee and shit, she was okay with it all.

Seth trusts the Cullens. He didn't like you being away from him and out of his territory, but he let you be there. ESPECIALLY if Jake and Nessie were there, that's when he was the most comfortable. He'd get a lot of shit from the Uley pack. They'd make fun of him and tell him he's not a good imprint or protector.

He's felt guilty a lot because of it, but you remind him of how amazing he is.

Most of the time, he goes with you because he enjoys the company. But girls' time or when he's patrolling, he doesn't go. But he doesn't mind if you do.

[summynatsuy]

The Sims 4 Twilight Vampire Legacy Challenge

"I'd never given much though to how I would die. But dying in place of someone I love, seems like a good way to go. I can't bring myself to regret the decisions that brought me face to face with death."

Welcome to my Sims 4 Legacy Challenge based around the Twilight Saga by Stephanie Meyer. This challenge has eight generations and requires the vampires DLC pack. Twilight is my favorite movie, and the Sims 4 is my favorite game so naturally I decided to combine the two.

Each generation is inspired by each member of the Cullen family, this does not mean that each heir has to be named after this character, resemble this character in any way or be the same gender as this character--it is just the name of the generation. I hope you have fun trying out this challenge, and make sure to check out my other challenges such as; The Sims 4 Occult Matchmaking Legacy Challenge and The Sims 4 Shoujo Romance Anime Legacy Challenge featured on my tumblr or on my tiktok @ bbgsim.

Rules:

The founding sim must start as a teen and must be human

Each heir must complete their aspiration

Each heir must reach max level of their career

Each heir that is a vampire must reach the highest vampire rank

All heirs must have golden/yellow eyes

Members of the family including heirs are allowed to move out of the founders house

Each heir is given 3 traits assigned to them, any other traits chosen after these 3 is up to the player. If there is any trait or career you do not have because of a certain DLC pack you can replace it.

No money cheats, no skill cheats and no promotion cheats allowed

Generation 1: Bella Swan

Traits: Romantic, foodie and bookworm

Aspiration: Soulmate

Career: Chef

Requirements:

Max level cooking skill

Max level writing skill

Max level vampire lore skill

Max level parenting skill

Live in either Forgotten Hollow or Moonwood Mill

Become best friends with a werewolf sim

Meet and date a vampire sim with the gloomy trait in high school

Marry them after graduating and have one vampire child before being turned into a vampire

Earn the Cast Hallucination vampire ability

Stay a young adult

Generation 2: Edward Cullen

Traits: Music lover, good and gloomy

Aspiration: Good Vampire

Career: Education

Requirements:

Max level piano skill

Max level vampire lore skill

Max level logic skill

Max level charisma skill

Gain the Manners and Empathy character value traits

Earn the Day Phobia and Withered Stomach vampire weaknesses

Earn the Detect Personality vampire ability

Never drink blood from another sim

Maintain an A grade throughout high school and attend college

Meet and date a human sim in high school, but break up and then get back together after graduating then get married

Have a vampire heir

Stay a young adult

Generation 3: Alice Cullen

Traits: Vegetarian, loves outdoors and creative

Aspiration: Painter Extraordinaire

Career: Paranormal Investigator

Requirements:

Max medium skill

Max fitness skill

Max vampire lore skill

Max charisma skill

Max painting skill

Gain the Conflict Resolution character value trait

Earn the Day Phobia and Withered Stomach vampire weaknesses

Never drink blood from another sim

Meet and date a vampire sim that is a lower vampire rank in high school

Marry them after aging up to a young adult

Have a vampire heir

Stay a young adult

Generation 4: Jasper Hale

Traits: Rancher, erratic and adventerous

Aspiration: Championship Rider

Career: Detective

Requirements:

Max fitness skill

Max vampire lore skill

Max logic skill

Gain the Emotional Control character value trait

Earn the Day Phobia, Withered Stomach and Sloppy Drinker vampire weaknesses

Earn the Influence Emotions vampire ability

Drink blood from human sims during high school but after graduating never drink blood from another sim

Have three enemies that are werewolves

Become best friends with a sim (can be either a vampire or human sim) that has the good trait during childhood

Date this sim during high school and if they are a human sim, turn them into a vampire

Marry this sim after graduating

Own a horse

Have a vampire heir

Stay a young adult

Generation 5: Rosalie Hale

Traits: Mean, perfectionist and family oriented

Aspiration: Big Happy Family

Career: Actor

Requirements:

Max charisma skill

Max parenting skill

Max vampire lore

Max acting skill

Earn the Day Phobia and Withered Stomach vampire weaknesses

Earn the Vampire Charm vampire ability

Never drink blood from another sim

Join the cheerleading squad

Date a sim with the evil trait but then break up with them in high school

Meet and date a vampire sim in high school that has max fitness level and the loyal trait

Marry this sim after aging up to a young adult

Have one vampire heir

Adopt 2 children (does not have to be a vampire sim but it is recommended)

Stay a young adult

Generation 6: Emmett Cullen

Traits: Active, bro and goofball

Aspiration: Bodybuilder

Career: Athlete

Requirements:

Max fitness skill

Max vampire lore skill

Max charisma skill

Max comedy skill

Earn the Day Phobia and Withered Stomach vampire weaknesses

Earn the Vampiric Strength vampire ability

Gain the Conflict Resolution and Empathy character value traits

Never drink blood from another sim

Join the football team

Have atleast 3 good friends in high school

Stay single until graduating high school

Have under a C grade in high school

Meet a vampire young adult sim with the flirty trait and date them and then marry them

Fight three other vampire sims

Have a vampire heir

Stay a young adult

Generation 7: Esme Cullen

Traits: Loyal, insider and proper

Aspiration: Successful Lineage

Career: Unemployed

Requirements:

Max parenting skill

Max vampire lore skill

Max flower arranging skill

Max singing skill

Earn the Day Phobia and Withered Stomach vampire weaknesses

Gain the Manners and Responsibility character value traits

Never drink blood from another sim

Join the chess club

Become good friends with 2 werewolves

Meet and date a vampire sim with the family oriented trait and an A grade in high school

Elope with this sim immediately after graduating high school

Have a vampire heir

Age up and stay as an adult

Generation 8: Carlisle Cullen

Traits: Cheerful, overachiever and genius

Aspiration: Vampire Family

Career: Medicine

Requirements:

Max logic skill

Max vampire lore skill

Max parenting skill

Max charisma skill

Max writing skill

Earn the Day Phobia and Withered Stomach vampire weaknesses

Earn the Vampire Creation and Tamed Thirst vampire abilities

Gain the Empathy, Manners and Responsibility character value traits

Never drink blood from another sim

Maintain an A grade in high school and attend college

Meet and date a human sim in high school that dies after graduating

Invite the sim's ghost to the household and bring them back to life

Turn this sim into a vampire

Marry this sim

Have a pristine reputation

Have a vampire heir

Age up and stay an adult

I may update this Legacy Challenge in the near future and add some more generations. If you do decide to do this tag me on the posts I wanna see!

[panlight]

If you were able to write the prom scene (including Bella ofc), how would you fix the atrocious way SM went with those runway dresses? Would you completely change the designs? Only alter them a little bit? What do you think would best fit Bella, Alice, and Rosalie in a high school dance setting?

I think I'd just google like "2005 prom dresses" and pick from there. I get that she's going for 'wow the Cullens are Extra' with the whole Paris Fashion Week thing, but those just . . . don't even look like prom dresses? They're not For That.

How is she supposed to do cirque du solei dances in the high school gym with Jasper dressed like that? And we're not even getting into high school dress codes!

Alice's just, IMO, doesn't work. For her I'd probably actually look at prom trends from a few years after 2005, because obviously she's going to be ahead of the curve both as someone who can literally see the future and as someone who loves fashion. But like, they're still TRYING to blend in in theory, yes? The Alice dress does not blend in at all. Strapless minis were apparently a big hit in 2008, maybe Alice did something like that. It would also fit her sort of ballerina vibes because a poofy enough skirt would resemble a tutu.

Rosalie's is probably the closest to being a prom dress. I'd just make it have a more modest neckline to be more appropriate for a high school setting. Still red, still a knockout.

Bella's dress is fine I guess as a dress but doesn't look or feel like a prom dress to me. (SM has said it was this but blue). Maybe just use the one from the movie? That's fine. It's whatever. It works. Edward likes her in blue. I'd maybe have a fuller or more dramatic skirt (because Alice picked it out), but the overall shape and color seems fine to me.

It's just another example of SM saying "they are trying not to draw attention!" and then showing "LMAO they are SO RICH AND QUIRKY!" and she's explained it as you can get away with more as a rich eccentric person than a poor one (true) but like . . . you could also just try not to be so eccentric and wear normal dresses to prom and not publicly date whom the locals believe to be your foster sibling?

[therealvinelle]

ok now I'm curious. if all the cullens turned into smartphones, which phones would they be? And bonus question, which phone would Eleazar turn into

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You know I've received three asks on this? Only you included Eleazar, though.

Alice is the nebulous concept of an iPhone that hasn't come out yet. It doesn't matter how hip and with it everybody else tries to be, Alice's phone is newer.

Bella is an iPhone series 5 or later, which is to say she looks fragile and she is fragile. Drop her on a cushion and the entire screen shatters. Edward is constantly buying her screen protectors.

Carlisle is a Marconi wireless telegraph, a life-saving technology that no one would have thought possible if Marconi hadn't been mad and brilliant enough to do it. Carlisle, having saved human lives in unconvential ways since long before there were smartphones, can only be a Marconi wireless.

Edward is a Huawei. This makes him more indie and interesting than the Sony and Samsung android phones of the world, and the fact that the US has forbidden all Huawei from being purchased or used within country borders means that Edward can cry about being rejected by society. Because he's a monster.

Emmett is a phone booth, to account for his sheer size. The man is a hunk. Rosalie is into it, everybody else wonders how she's planning to lug this guy around.

Esme is a landline, because she stays in the home and is at the heart of the family.

Jasper is an android phone, because none of Alice's nebulous concept phones have a good camera, on account of them being iPhones. Jasper, therefore, is on the hook for photoshoots with Barbie Bella, events, and all such things. Additionally, he's pragmatic enough to want an android.

Renesmee is her voice, as her entire world consists of people who are always close by anyway. She has never needed a phone to get in touch.

Rosalie is a Nokia, because she strikes me as too pragmatic and stubborn to ever bend to the smartphone craze. They'll be out of fashion soon enough and when they are she will be able to say she never accepted any of the CandyCrush invites. As far as Rosalie is concerned, phones are for ringing.

Bonuss Eleazar:

He is the communal Denali phone where they have the phone numbers to the Cullens and a host of dating apps. That's it, that's all any of them will ever need.

[fanfictiongirlie]

Twilight: Jacob Black's Daughter Chapter Two

Parings: Seth Clearwater x OC

Description: Jacob Black had a daughter, he didn't know until she was 6. Her mother gave her up and Amy now lives with him. They have a good life, including one with Nessie, and their son. But Seth Clearwater imprints on Amy, at first Jacob forbids Seth from telling Amy, until she turns 18. When she does, they soon fall in love, and hit a few bumps along the way, and end up in danger. But in the end, love will always conquer evil.

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: Teen pregnancy, angst

Words: 8,187

p.s so this is the first fanfiction I ever wrote, back when I was 13 back in like 2011. So safe to say, it isn't the best, but it's like my child, I love it. The plot is a bit all over the place, but I think it's still a fun little story. Which has like 3 sequels if you can believe it.

A few weeks of hanging out nearly every day with Seth, he finally asked me out on a official date. I couldn't believe it. I had been waiting for this moment for years. And when I really thought about it I was beyond nervous. I had never been on a date... I had spent my entire time liking boys on liking Seth. I never even thought of going on a date with anyone else. 

I smiled idly at my phone, forgetting my lunch.

"Who are you smiling at?" My friend Katie asked, Seth loved texting me when I was at college and I loved him texting me. It made my day.

"Nothing" I smirk, feeling my cheeks redden. I hadn't told Katie, or Jamie about Seth yet. They knew of him, but that was it. 

"You've been smiling at your phone all day, that's not nothing" Jamie grinned. I looked at the both of them, they were both staring at me with huge grins on their faces. 

"Is it a boy!?" They both cheered in unison. I could feel my face go redder than before. There really was not point to lying.

"Yes, do you remember Seth?" I asked, they both nodded. Of course they remembered Seth, I had spoken non-stop about Seth for years now. 

"Seth, the boy wonder that you were obsessed with throughout our teen years?" Jamie asked grinning.

"Shut up, but yes" I say, slapping his arm lightly. 

"You're dating him?" Katie asked. I shook my head. 

"Not yet, but we're getting there, we have our first official date tomorrow" I smirked, they of course, took the utter piss out of me for the rest of the day. What else are friends there for I guess. 

I left lunch a little earlier than usual, anxious to get to my next class, I knew Jamie and Katie wouldn't mind, they could go enjoy their 'secret' make out session, they hadn't told me yet, but I knew about it. It made me so happy. 

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When I got home after college my family were in the living room, and it sounded chaotic. Both Nessie and my dad were sitting in front of Connor. 

"No Connor say Dada" Dad spoke 

"No Muma" Nessie spoke

It was beyond cute seeing them both like this. I walked into the living room and sat on the couch with them. 

"We're going to the Cullens for dinner tonight" Mum smiles at me. Dad wasn't smiling, he didn't hate the Cullens but he wasn't their biggest fans. I never knew why, something to do with them being vampires I think, I wasn't sure, no one would tell me the history. Seth might tell me if I ask.. 

I loved being around them, it was a bit strange how young they all looked, but I liked being there. 

Esme loved me, she always fussed over me. Alice was bubbly and kind. I loved being around Rosalie, she was amazing, and I looked up to her a lot. 

Emmett was wild to be around, he was always up for an adventure with me, despite how much my dad didn't want me to join them on adventures. Jasper was maybe my favourite of them, he was quiet, like me and helped me with my college work. I think he liked that I was taking History, he would never stop talking once he started. 

Edward and Bella, my step grandparents were lovely, always treating me. Carlisle was lovely too, he keeps trying to push me towards the doctor route in my college career. Its funny, but blood made me squeamish. 

Though Carlisle took a special interest with me from a young age, once when I was younger, I had to have a blood test, and he found something odd in my blood, something he had never seen before, even in the blood of a wolf. It's weird. I never asked questions on the subject, it made me feel uncomfortable. It wasn't anything life threatening so I could easily ignore it. 

Once we were at the Cullens home, Esme was first to pull me into a hug, she kept me in her arms for a while, telling me how lovely I looked and how much she loved me. 

Before dinner everyone mostly fussed over Nessie and Connor, everyone loved babies in this house. I stayed quietly on the couch watching, smiling to myself as I thought about Seth, I could see Edward smiling at me, of course he heard. 

"I heard Amy was dating that wolf boy Seth" Emmett smirked at me, I glared at him. I'm glad Esme and Carlisle were in the other room cooking for the food eaters, otherwise they would have swooned and asked so many questions. 

"I always liked that one" Rosalie smiles to me. 

"We could always set her up with a vampire instead though?" Emmett jokes, or at least I hoped he was joking.  

"We're not dating, we're what you oldies call courting" I answer smirking, dad laughed out loud at that. 

"Maybe Connor will marry a vampire and won't become a traitor by dating wolves" Emmett smirked, mum and I smiled to one another. 

I fake punched his arm and he pretend to fall down, like I had actually done damage. 

Dinner of course was only food for me, dad and Connor. But we all still sat down together and spoke and laughed. It was a little strange since the vampires didn't eat but I loved when we were all together. I was still trying to get the vampires and wolves together some day. 

Once home, I rushed to my room, I shut my door and opened my laptop calling Seth, he answered straight away. He was sitting in his room, on his desk chair with no shirt on. He was trying got kill me, he looked very nice. Of course he would, he worked out every day and ran around in wolf form all the time. He was obviously going to look that good. 

"Earth to Amy" He grinned knowingly. Fuck. I had been caught. 

"Sorry! How was your day?" I asked smiling sweetly. 

"It was great love, didn't do a whole lot" He answered "I'm so excited for tomorrow"

"Me too" I say shyly. 

We spoke for a few more hours until I was falling asleep at my desk. To which Seth ordered me to bed, he blew a kiss and disconnected the call. 

 I climbed into bed with the goofiest grin on my face, I couldn't wait till tomorrow now. I was pretty much falling for Seth, completely falling for him, and I didn't have a problem with it at all.

[witchthewriter]

𝐃𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐀𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐂𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞

⤷ gender neutral, ambiguous race and any size reader. Thank you for the request; they’re open btw!!!

a/n: pretend Jasper doesn’t exist or they aren’t together, m’kay?

ᴹᵃˢᵗᵉʳˡᶤˢᵗ

INFP

Ravenclaw

Chaotic Good

Aquarius Sun, Pisces Moon, Cancer Rising

𝑹𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒔:  

Pair of walking disasters who cannot function without each other

Old married couple even though you aren’t that old

Similar trauma but different ways of coping

𝑺𝑭𝑾🌿  

・Alice had visions of you for years before meeting. She would get so excited every time it happened - she yearned for someone to love. 

・She was anxious to meet you, not wanting to make a bad impression. 

・You guys met years before Edward and Bella. You were in your early 20s, barely surviving adulthood when you bumped into a woman at work. 

   “I am so sorry!” You bent down, picking up the books from the floor. 

“No it was my fault-” Alice’s sweet voice seemed to twinkle. 

・She didn’t know you’d be at work that day (she came every day hoping to see you.) And that rainy Tuesday at the book store was your first meeting. 

・Alice is a very romantic person, always bringing flowers, chocolates or gifts. 

    “You really don’t need to do this,” you smiled at her. 

“Oh but I do. I have to make up for the years we haven’t been together.” 

・She wouldn’t tell you about her being a vampire until your 6 month anniversary. It was getting harder and harder to excuse the weird things that had happened. 

・You have an open-mind anyway. And knowing that beings like vampires exist ... it made life seem more interesting. 

・She loves doing your makeup

・Never feeling unsafe whenever Alice is there. You know she could take on anyone/anything. 

・She leaves kiss marks with her lipstick on your books, mirrors etc

・Alice makes you lunch whenever you go to work

・” Do you know how happy you make me?” 

・Sometimes you feel as if she’s waaaay more sophisticated than you, but she always shuts down those thoughts. 

・Always dropping you off/picking you up from work

・She gives you a lot of forehead kisses, although she is shorter than you. You have to lean down or have her on her tippy toes. 

・Very big on affection and PDA. Will kiss you no matter where she is or who you’re with. 

・Alice likes to have her arm linked with yours. It makes her feel grounded - sometimes she feels as if she could float away without you. 

・She hand-makes clothes for you, and they always fit perfectly. Alice has literally perfected sewing and knitting. 

・I can definitely see you guys adopting a cat, a black and grey one that likes to sleep in your lap. 

NSFW🔞minors dni!!!

・Alice is a flurry of hands and lips. She wants all of you and wants you now. 

・Actually will have sex in restrooms, changerooms, the car...

・Alice isn’t overly loud but cannot control her moaning when she’s close to cumming 

・She has a lot of energy and rarely gets tired or bored from sex. Alice also has a high sex drive but she never makes you feel responsible for it. 

・Alice is somewhat experienced, not overly but not completely clueless. 

・I think Alice would like to experiment with sex and kinks. Because she loves you so dearly, she never even looks at anyone with sexual/romantic interest. 

・Her favourite positions are either lotus & cowgirl (with her on top)

・I think Alice would prefer receiving head rather than giving it. She absolutely loves the attention. 

・Alice is a switch though but is more sub than a dom. She likes that you’re in charge and she’s in safe hands. 

・She doesn’t like completely serious sex - giggling and laughing is preferred. 

・Has a praise kink

・She can talk a lot during sex and sometimes she comes out with the most randomest stuff

[infictionalwonderland]

Can you please write a headcannon of dating the twilight characters you write for ❤️

sure thing love <3

Dating the twilight characters headcanons !

warnings : fluffff, mentions of blood death etc etc, swearing

characters included : jasper, rosalie, emmett, alice, carlisle, edward

Jasper Hale —

i am so in love with this man

he’d be really cautious at first

he doesn’t trust himself at all and with something as precious and fragile as you he was even more anxious at harming you

i feel like he would feel better if he initiated all of your touches when your relationship with him becomes more romantic & intense

pls respect my baby’s boundaries

but when the trust between the two of you strengthens

he’s willing to let you be the one to initiate contact and such things

when this happens.. pda will be a regular occurrence tbh

when he gets used to your touch, he’ll find comfort in it

hand holding :))

head buried into your neck, and you silently cheering him on as he overcomes his blood lust

but that’s just what his love for you does.

it overpowers his desire for blood

‘darlin’

is his nickname for you

& in that accent

*swoons*

overall the cutest couple ngl.

Rosalie Hale —

MY MF WIFE 🙄✋

you’re the only one who she’s just soft with.

that’s a major flex tbh

she loves when you run your hands through her hair, brush her hair, style her hair just anything like that

it’s so soothing for her

she’s so protective of you

arm around your waist at all times and glaring at anyone who looks over to youse

forehead kisses >>>

she’s big spoon 😁

she secretly loves your cuddles and cuddling with you

no matter how much she jokingly complains

loyalty is also a very serious thing for her so if you betray her trust in any kinda way

.. let’s just say she won’t be pleased

you two the typa couple to dance around to absolutely no music

& to run around in the rain

we all know bae wants kids

so.. yh prepare to adopt

bye bye your sanity :)

Emmett Cullen —

underrated hottie

you two are the LIFE of the parties

one of youse is always ‘misbehaving’ as esme says

mama cullen even suggested a naughty step

she’s FED UP W UR SHIT

but like she loves you both, you’re her children, so it’s okay :))))

constant laughter

constant teasing

constant sexual comments

and to outsiders you two have the most confusing dynamic

one second you’ll be having a ‘fight’ and the next you’re literally jumping into his arms and he’s swinging you around happily

he loves to just kiss ALL over your face for no reason over than your laughter, his favourite sound

and you tend to just randomly jump into his arms or onto his back & he has to catch you

sometimes he purposely just lets you fall and laughs at you

what an ass 🙄 I know

Alice Cullen —

ALICE 💗💝💕💖

she’s so giddy and happy and UGH i love her

you’re basically her protector, not that she needs it, you just adore your bubbly fairy-like gf and never wanna see her in harms way

CHEEK KISSES

alice’s fav

can always catch the two of you cuddling wherever

constant adoring gazes

a lot of touching

lot of mushy-ness & soppy shit but it’s okay bc it’s alice

so so many compliments

she picks out your outfits for you sometimes and makes them match/coordinate with her own

best friends & lovers in one

she never fails to impress you

and you never fail to have her in sheer awe of you

cutest gfs

Carlisle Cullen —

okay im a dom

but this man 👀

anyway moving on

sorry sweetheart but you’re now the official mother of unstable dead bitches :)

have fun with that xoxo

i don’t really see a lot of pda with him

cuz idk i don’t think he’s the type

BUT i do however see him as the possessive type .. just me? mkay

he doesn’t really ‘mark’ you like in sexual way, cuz youse like with his kinda kids and they’d never let him live that down

but he does insist you wear his clothing, he’ll sometimes give you jewellery and perhaps even a ring with his initials

im here for it

lot of pet names

‘my love’

‘sweetheart’

‘dove’

‘darling’

WHEW 😩✋

lemme catch my breath

Edward Cullen —

i kinda have mixed ish feelings bout him but let me just proceed with this

lives to tease

idc what youse say

this man IS a tease

hand on thigh

tracing your arms & figure ‘n shit

cheeky fucker just winks and/or grins at you

he likes you reading to him

he’ll have his head in your lap and you can just read to him, it’s peaceful

also outdoor adventures are another thing he likes

now that really ain’t for me, i don’t ever leave my house unless im forced but if that’s what you like then .. so does he 😶

he finds silence peaceful

like you two can be in bed, you’re sleeping on his chest ( if your human ) and he’s just looking down at you so in love, feeling peaceful and happy

in a non creepy way..

let’s hope 😃

[carlisles-girl]

Hey:) twilight anon again^^

Thanks soo much for doing the pet name thing!!

I also didn’t request anything else, though I did consider it. I just didn’t wanna overwhelm you:)

Could you maybe do a “dating jasper would include” type of thing?

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Dating Jasper Hale Would Include

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a/n: I made this in class <3

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Jasper would always have to be holding you in some way.

He doesn’t care if he’s around a ton of people, he just needs to make sure you’re there with him.

If you two are at a party, or some sort of social gathering, he’d most likely be found standing behind you, arms wrapped around your waist, and him leaning his chin on one of your shoulders.

Alice loves to take pictures of you two, especially when Jasper’s holding you like that.

Jasper is the king of respecting you.

He’s always holding doors open for you.

And he’d run to the front of the store to open the door.

“After you, darlin’.”

And he’d get out of the car before you to open the door.

He’d definitely help you out of the car as well.

With a kiss on the hand.

Jasper would definitely stand up before you sit down, then sit back down when you’re seated.

Him giving you his sweater when he sees you’re too cold.

“Jas, it’s fine.”

“No it’s not, darlin’, I need to keep you safe from things. Even illness.”

Oh god, if you ever got sick-

He’d get you all the soups, blankets, socks, fans, heaters, and whatever you need.

Carlisle would tell him that it’s just a flu, or something related, that’ll be cured in a few days time with some medicine.

“Jasper, they’ll be fine.”

“But what if they won’t be? What if it’s like some incurable disease!”

“It’s just strep throat, Jasper.”

“People have died from strep throat.”

“When untreated. We have amazing medicine for Y/n. They’ll be fine.”

Jasper would ultimately try to make you feel better by using his gift on you.

Whether you’re sad, or frustrated.

He doesn’t like using his gift on you all the time, however. He likes for you to experience every emotion your body has to offer naturally.

He will definitely change your mood if you had asked, though.

King of consent.

He’s so afraid of hurting you.

You were at Bella’s birthday at the Cullens when she got that paper cut.

You had tried to cover Bella’s wound before the blood could drop on the floor, but Bella kept moving.

Edward had pushed, or rather thrown, Bella to the other side of the room, and Jasper was about to kill one of your best friends.

Carlisle had tried to tackle him to the ground with his arm, but Jasper had ducked.

Emmett finally caught Jasper just in time, thanking his super strength for all of eternity.

However, now all of Bella’s arm was bleeding, since Edward had thrown her on glass.

All of the Cullens were standing there, staring at Bella. Goosebumps littered your skin, afraid that you were about to witness your best friend’s death in-front of your very eyes.

Carlisle had rushed towards Bella, protecting her as the rest of the Cullens rushed outside to calm Jasper down.

You had went outside, Edward in-front of you, and you were scared.

Edward knowingly looked behind him to see you with a crease in between your eyebrows.

“It’ll be alright, Y/n.”

When you two had finally made your way to the back where the rest were, and if Jasper could cry, there would be tears pouring down his face.

His face was in his hands as he sat on the ground.

You walked up behind him, and crouched beside him.

“Hey…”

Jasper looked up from his hands and he sped away from you, next to Esme.

“Please…I don’t want to hurt you too.”

A wave of sadness immediately washes over your features, and Jasper can feel it which makes him feel worse.

Jasper looks at Edward, to which Edward enters his mind, and he understands what Jasper wants him to do at once.

Edward then makes his way towards you, and escorts you away from everyone else.

You’re silent the whole time, your mind clouded with thoughts as he opens the car door for you and begins to drive you home.

You try to clear your mind, trying not to give Edward a headache.

“Y/n, I appreciate your efforts in attempting to clear your mind, but it’s not working.”

When you get to your house, you thank Edward for dropping you off, and for him to give you any more information on Jasper, if anything were to happen.

He agrees, and tells you to stay safe and to have a good night before speeding off.

Jasper then avoids you for the next couple days, and you don’t particularly enjoy that.

Every time you try to talk to him, he always walks away before you could even form a sentence.

You end up texting Alice, asking if you had provoked some form of annoyance in Jasper when you went to pursue him after the incident at Bella’s party.

“He doesn’t hate you, I can tell you that. Why don’t you come over for a movie night, just us, and we could do our nails or something?”

You’ve always loved being friends with Alice; she’s always been amazing at distracting your mind from your troubling thoughts.

Besides, she was probably asking you to come over because she had seen something.

You come around to the Cullens’ after dinner, and you go up to Alice’s room after greeting the rest of the Cullens in the living room.

You had noticed that Jasper wasn’t in the living room.

You had knocked on Alice’s door, to which she had opened it with a smile on her face.

“Okay, so I didn’t know what colour you like to paint your nails, so I bought all of them.”

After your nails had dried, Alice had pulled you downstairs.

While walking down the stairs, you had looked over to the living room where Jasper was seated next to Emmett, reading a novel.

The rest of the Cullens had left, either to work or hanging out somewhere.

Your eyes had lingered over his face for longer than you thought, trying to see if he would even attempt to look at you.

“I’ll just be right back. I forgot something upstairs.” - Alice

“Yeah, yeah, and I need to see how Rose is doing with the cars.” - Emmett

Which left you and Jasper with each other.

He still made no effort to look at you, so you took matters into your own hands.

You sat next to him, and tapped his shoulder.

He looked in your direction, but not in your eyes.

“Look, Jas, I understand why you might feel bad, especially with yourself. But I don’t blame you for anything. You didn’t have any control over what had happened, you smelt blood, you’re a vampire for fucks sake. You’re obviously going to go to where the blood is. Yes, it could have been avoided, but you’re still learning to gain control, and you’ve been doing amazing. It was just the one time, and it might happen again, but in the end, everyone is alright. You can’t blame yourself for one thing forever.”

Jasper didn’t say anything, he just put his book down, and wrapped you in his arms, his face buried in your shoulder.

“I’m so sorry. For everything, for ignoring you, for hurting Bella, for almost destroying our relationship, I’m so sorry. I love you so much, darlin’.”

After you two make up, you two return to the beginning.

Inseparable, that is.

Jasper holding your hand all of the time.

Cuddling anywhere.

Sitting with him and his adoptive siblings in the cafeteria.

Surprisingly, the rest of the students are happy you and Jasper are back together.

Even some teachers.

Everyone loved it when they saw Jasper’s smile whenever you walked into the room.

He would get instantly happy that you were with him.

You better believe you are high school sweethearts.

Angela loves taking pictures of you two to put in the yearbook.

Jasper still has his old clothes from previous decades, which results in him putting on a fashion show for you, showing you his flared pants from the 70s, his acid-washed jean jackets from the 80s, and his suits from the 50s.

He has such a cool closet.

You tend to wear some of his clothes, which he absolutely loves.

Even if it’s just one of his old necklaces or a belt, he would melt into the floor if he could.

“Is that my belt?”

“Mhm, do you want it back?

“No, no….keep wearing it.”

[frankcastleonlyfans]

𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐑𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐄, 𝐂.𝐂

pairing: carlisle cullen x reader

summary: carlisle and y/n were something. until they weren't.

words: 2.4k

author's note: I'm sorry I'm really bad at summaries 😭 also, the fight scene is from euphoria 😵‍💫

reblogs, feedbacks and likes are appreciated. i hope you like it!

request: by @lazuli-leenabride

18+ warning

warnings: lots of cussing, bad angst because i feel i'm not very good at it

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Bella and I were best friends since we were kids. She moved out with her mom, and I stayed. She never knew what growing up in Forks looked like, but I did. It's always the same faces, the same people, the same friends... But no, not really. I never had any other friends after she left. That was until the Cullens moved here.

They probably noticed how I looked at them with certain fascination, or how I tensed every time one of them was near me. Fortunately, I was in the same classes as Emmett Cullen, and that made us very close. It took a while to make Rosalie like me, but the rest of them treated me like a friend. I started sitting at their table, we would hangout out in the forest, they would come to my house and we would watch movies together... At that time I had no idea why they liked me so much, but our connection just felt right.

Later that year, Bella moved back to Forks. It was weird at first, I didn't know how to approach or talk to her. She was really clumsy at the beginning, and that motivated me to introduce myself again. It took me by surprise when she said she remembered me. I introduced her to the Cullens, but she had already met Edward at biology class.

Getting to know Bella again kinda made a little distant from the Cullens. I still talked to Emmett at the class, but other than that we were just friends in the hallways. It wasn't like what me and Bella had. Being around Bella made me feel like I was finally hanging with someone who had something in common with me. It's true, they made me feel welcomed between them, but I knew I wasn't like them.

Bella had this weird thing going on with Edward. I never asked, and she didn't told me. The day of the incident with the truck, I was near her. We both saw Edward stop the truck with his hands, it wasn't something our brains could have made it up. He wasn't there, and suddenly he was. We didn't get hurt, thanks to him, but I did get my forehead scratched, probably against the car behind us. The Cullens took us to the hospital, even through Bella and I insisted it wasn't necessary.

I was talking to Bella's dad, the Chief, trying to explain what happened, but my words completely vanished l once I saw him.

"I heard the chief's daughter was here" he said. His velvety voice, sounding like the most beautiful song I've ever heard. I don't think he noticed me, his golden eyes were all over Bella. He analyzed her to see if she had a concussion or something, but all I could see was how his hands touched her. I felt... weird.

"I'm fine," Bella said, "Y/N is the one who got hurt."

All the eyes in room were on me, including his golden ones. I sighed and cursed under my breath, wishing my best friend could have stayed quiet and I could turn invisible so they would stop staring me. My body shaked once I heard him chuckle, like he listened to me cursing. No... he couldn't, right?

"Let's have a look at you, Miss Y/L/N," Doctor Cullen came closer to me, "Can I?" He asked in a whisper.

I nodded giving him the permission he wanted. That was the first time I let Carlisle Cullen touch me.

A while later, Bella and Edward started dating. My relationship with the Cullens became again what once it was. Emmett and I were friends inside and out the classroom, I went shopping with Rosalie and Alice, everything was back to normal.

For the first time I was invited to their home. Bella said their parents were inviting her to meet them officially, and she wanted me to be part of it. I saw it as an opportunity to see Doctor Cullen again, and of course I said yes. It took me a while to realize I was into Edward's father, and he was married to Edward's mom. Which means, I was into a married man.

They made us lunch, but turns out me and Bella were the only ones who actually ate something that day. Carlisle and Esme explained to us that they weren't actually married, and people just assumed that because they had foster kids together. I thought it was weird but didn't said anything about it. Most of the time I was listening to him talk, while admiring his beauty in silence. I never asked about the golden eyes, or the incredible pale skin, or the icy touch they all had, even though they weren't blood related. I never asked and I never wanted to know. I noticed, obviously. It was there, and it was pretty noticeable, but I never felt like asking any of them.

I was so amazed by Carlisle, that a couple of days later I was finding excuses to go to the hospital. First, it was a bad headache. And he thought It could have something to do with the car incident. He told me to do some exams, just to be sure. That was the excuse I needed to see him again. I went to see him for the sixth time in a week, but I think he noticed how weird that was and decided to call me out.

"Really, Y/N, I don't think there's anything wrong with you," He said chucking.

"It's you." I muttered.

"What?" Carlisle frowned and I immediately faced the ground.

His cold touch made contact with my skin as he cupped my chin with his hand.

"What did you say?" Carlisle asked, his voice was raspy and low.

"It's you" I said, "I can't seem to get away from you."

That was the day of our first kiss. After that day, I forgot how was life before Carlisle. He was all I knew and all I needed.

Just like Edward and Bella, Carlisle and I were a thing. His family weirdly accepted our relationship, but that was just between us. He didn't want the people to think he was some sort of perv, and neither did I.

My parents didn't know about us. I didn't wanted them to know, I never had a good relationship with them. My mom only cares about my father's business, and my dad only cares about with how many women he can cheat on my mom. They're problematic, and that's a part of my life I don't want Carlisle involved. He knows I don't talk to my parents, and he knows I live on my own, so that's enough info on my life.

Every moment with Carlisle felt like home. It felt like nothing could harm me, and his embrace was the most safe place in the world. His fingertips caressing my hair, his cold lips on mine, his intimate gaze always staring at me... I couldn't live without him. I wouldn't know how to breathe without him. I was probably projecting all my "mommy and daddy issues" in this relationship, and creating dependence on him, but I couldn't see that. And honestly? I don't think he did either. But he knew he was the only thing I had left.

Like everyday, I called him before I went to sleep. That day, he didn't answered, and it was weird because if he had a work thing, he would have said something or texted me.

The next day I tried calling him again, but no answer. I tried Emmett, Alice, Edward, Rosalie... Shit, I even tried Jasper. None of them answered. I started panicking and went to Bella's hoping she could know what was going on.

Charlie said Bella wasn't in the mood for talking, but he let me in anyway. She was looking terrible, like she spend the whole night crying or something. Soon as she saw me, she hugged me and cried. "They left!" She said between sobs, "He left me. They left us."

No. That wasn't right. Carlisle would never leave, not without saying a word to me before.

"Edward told me yesterday before they left, he said they needed to. Carlisle needed to look older than he does..." Bella said and I frowned confused. "B-but... But he never told you, right? He never told you what they are?"

"Bella what are you talking about?" I snapped.

"I'm talking about vampires, Y/N! I'm talking about them! With their golden fucking eyes, and their cold glowing skin and their fucking gifts! Fuck, you had been together for months and he never said ANYTHING?" Bella started screaming in my face like I was some sort of dumb girl that couldn't understand a single word she was saying.

"No... He- he didn't... What the fuck do you mean by vampires? They never hurted us." I took my hand to my neck, looking for a scar or something.

"They never needed to, they drink animal blood. Shit, Y/N! You really had no idea!?" She was incredulous, "How could you be so blind?"

"I noticed, okay? I just- I never asked! It wasn't any of my business! Did Edward told you?" I started questioning why Carlisle kept this from me.

"No, I asked him and he didn't deny. The thing is, they left. Carlisle is supposed to look 10 years older and people started to suspect."

"So he left me?!" I screamed in anger, finally realizing what happened, "He left me without saying a fucking word?"

Bella looked at me in silent. Then, she hugged me and I couldn't hold back the tears anymore. I turned into a whimpering child, sobbing with face buried in my friend's shirt, because my vampire boyfriend left me. This sounds so ridiculous, but he knew how much I loved him. Yet, he left without saying a word. They all did. Edward came to see Bella, though. He must really love her...

Maybe was that, the lack of love. If he had told me about leaving, I would have left with them. If he had told me, I would gladly accept this vampire bullshit. I guess I didn't meant that much to him.

OCTOBER

NOVEMBER

DECEMBER

JANUARY

Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when every beat of the second hand hurts like blood pulsing under a bruise. It passes erratically, with strange lurches and lulls, but it passes. Even for me.

I was not over him. But the memory of him hurts so bad that I had to pull it away. Sometimes I still wake up screaming his name. Sometimes I still cry myself to sleep, missing his freezing hands around my body. But what once was usual, it turned into sometimes.

At first, I thought I could see him. Behind me in a reflection in the mirror, or in front of me telling me not be reckless. I could also hear his voice, he was constantly telling me to do the right thing, to be careful. But he didn't cared enough to be here with me.

I came home late that night. I was drinking in a pub, and some guy I met there drove me home. He wanted to get in with me, but I wasn't in the mood. I just told him to fuck off and locked myself inside the house.

The lights were on, and I could see his figure standing in the corner of the kitchen. I rolled my eyes groaning, not really feeling like discussing with some sort of trick my fucked up head is playing me.

"You changed" He said.

"How would you know?" I chuckled, tossing my keys to the table, "You're not actually here. You left, remember?"

"I do. And for that I'm deeply sorry, Y/N" He said in a low voice.

I turned my head to look at him again. No. No, It wasn't some trick. He was here. Carlisle was here.

In an inhuman speed, he came towards me. His arms around my body, that same arms that once was my safe place. I just don't recognize it anymore.

"I'm sorry," muttered, his cold lips against my hair in the top of my head.

"No," I whispered, "No,"

My voice became louder, "You can't do this to me. You can't."

"Y/N-"

"Stop, stop. Get out of my house, Carlisle! Get the fuck out of my fucking house!" I pushed him away from me, but he took my arms in his hands.

"Y/N please!" He stopped me from moving.

I hissed at him, "Why the fuck are you even here?!"

"I don't want you to kill youself," Carlisle mumbled in a low voice, and I groaned rolling my eyes, "I'm sorry I left, Y/N, but I don't want to see you like this."

I looked at him with disgust. I couldn't feel anything but anger.

"You're fucking dead to me," I whispered.

"You don't mean that," He frowned.

"I fucking mean every fucking word. You are dead to me, Carlisle. You and me we're fucking done. There's nothing fucking there anymore. Nothing. Fucking. There." I spat in his face.

"I don't believe you" He tried to grip my arm but I pushed him away.

"You're fucking vampire!" I screamed, taking that out of my chest, "Just go around sucking the fucking spirit out of me!"

"I love you" Carlisle tried to argue.

"No, the fuck don't! You love being loved! You're a fucking vampire who likes sucking life outta me! AND IT FUCKING HURTS, CARLISLE!" I fell on my knees, not having much strength to keep me up again.

I was already a sobbing mess. He was just standing there, watching me. But I know if he could cry, he would.

"You fucking left me! You left me when I fucking needed you," I took my hands to my face, sobbing and cleaning my tears "You fucking left me at my fucking lowest, and I was your girlfriend, someone who fucking loved you, who does some shit like that, Carlisle?"

"I love you, and I want to help you" He said, walking towards me.

I stepped back and pushed him away from me. He used his vampire speed to get behind me, and his arms to hold me tight.

"Please, please Y/N, let me help you. I promise you I will never leave again, please,"

Once again, Carlisle Cullen became the only thing I had left.

[waldensblog]

So I finished New Moon as part of my twilight re-read, and... I kinda violently dislike the Cullens now? And I am absolutely 110% on Charlie and the Wolves side. Long ass rant below the line.

Bella gets a papercut at her 18th birthday, and is about to be murdered for it. Edward is completely 100% right on the car-ride back that if she went to Angela’s house or something, this shit wouldn’t have happened. So at first it’s like “oh good, Edward realizes this is very bad for her, since he does love her, he’s going to make the selfless choice and leave.”

And then this motherfucker manages to find a way to do in a selfish-ass manner. He barely says two words to her for DAYS and tells his entire family to skip town without saying ONE WORD to this girl whose grown very attached to all of them - especially Alice. Apparently she wanted to say goodbye but Edward decided it’s better this way. Now... it’s easy to just be mad at Edward for that, but no. I’m furious at all of them, Alice included. She could have ignored Edward, told him that’s a dickish move, and said goodbye in person, or SOMETHING. Like Charlie says SOME WARNING WOULD HAVE BEEN NICE. 

And then Edward, Mr. “Don’t go into the forest please, it’s dangerous” decides the best way to break up with Bella is to... bring her into said forest when breaking it off and leave her there. He even takes the fucking time to forge a note saying where Bella went - maybe because he knew she’d end up on the forest floor like that? Edward... what the actual fuck? No really, why not break up with her in her BEDROOM where she’ll lie in her bed, be safe... this is just... dude... wtf. 

Bella is then depressed for MONTHS on end, and Charlie is doing his fucking best. Unfortunately Bella never did get to have a slumber party with Jess and Angela, honestly - I think that would have helped so much. She spent so much time being depressed, feeling there was a hole, etc. and never got to the stage of being angry - furious, at all of them. She wouldn’t have needed to give details, she could have just gone on a tangent about the literal leaving-her-completely-out-of-the-blue, while Angela nodded and Jessica fist-pumped like she’s at a fucking rave. I was robbed, robbed of this possibility. Rather than go through that kinda healing, she basically ignores all her friends. 

And I think Bella was honest-to-god enthralled. She refers to it in Twilight as Dazzling, and we see that vampires have this uncanny ability to persuade someone - nurses, waiters, teachers, etc. whether they are conscious of it or not. I can’t help but think that when Edward decided he was going to talk to Bella, try and date her - he enthralled her (whether he knew it or not), and that’s why she just can’t get past it. She should be furious at him, but she isn’t.

Bella ends up spending time with Jake - at first she’s kind of using him, she wants the motorcycles to get hallucinations of Edward, which - Girl, get therapy, please. But over time she really grows fond of him, they become best friends, and I can actually see her falling in love with him. I know Meyer clarifies on her website that she did fall in love with him in New Moon, and I can fucking see it. 

At first she tells him she doesn’t share his feelings, but then she says “Maybe I could” and compares him to Paris - I don’t like that she’s seeing him as 2nd choice, but it’s clear that she does love him. He is her sun, he makes her feel whole again, she becomes a “wolf girl”, standing there in her dream beside Emily, another “wolf girl”. He puts his arm around her, holds her hand, calls her “honey”, others say she’s his “girlfriend”, and she doesn’t decline it. Then Mike straight up asks “are you dating him?” and Bella answers “not in the technical sense”. I’m sorry but... an answer like that is... she loves him, but is afraid to move on. She even then almost does - they almost kiss in his car when Alice shows up.

And of course... Bella, enthralled as she is, decides to go to Alice. Personally, if my 18-year old ass had been in that car with Jake deliberating “shift or get her to safety” and I saw Alice’s car, I’d have been like “Wait I know that car! Yeah let’s get the fuck out of here!!!” and held my middle finger to the window as he sped off. Like you really want to go see this “friend” who straight up ghosted you for months? Naw, not me. 

Jacob, despite being treated shittily, is more than understanding. I think the wolves are immune to enthrallment, and they can see it for what it is - so they try. Jacob comes back, he tries to talk to her, and they again, nearly kiss - it’s so close. But then shit happens, and oh no, Edward’s gonna kill himself because he’s a fucking drama queen. 

Bella, feeling responsible decides she must help. So she ditches Charlie, ditches Jacob, and runs off. 

When she comes back with Edward in toe? Oh.my.god. the rage, the seething from Charlie, like... I get it. I feel it. I side with it. Charlie straight up asks like... how dare you show your face? And no really, how dare he? Dude ditches town with no word, leaving Bella an absolute mess, then he brings her back after she ran off suddenly. Like from Charlie’s POV he’s gotta be thinking “Billy is fucking right, fuck this family.” Charlie then tries to forbid Edward from being in the house or seeing Bella, and she says no - obviously, being 18, he can’t make her do anything - but he’s concerned, and honestly, I’d be fucking concerned too. Her behaviour is irrational af from his POV. 

When Jacob shows up at the end, he isn’t even aware that Bella had been trying to call him. He thought Edward was controlling her movements - and again, it’s easy to see why he thinks that. From where he’s standing, Bella is enthralled, and is acting extremely irrationally. He’s trying to protect his best friend from what he sees as an obvious abuser, and the only way he knows how is to get her in trouble with the motorcycles (kinda odd to me that Charlie would ground Bella that specific way instead of letting her go to La Push, you’d think Charlie would be driving them together there frequently, but I digress). 

Jacob is sorry to get her in trouble, but he’s a 16-year old boy, and he’s doing his best. Then when Bella reaches out to him - Edward actually, literally, holds her back. How, exactly, is Jacob supposed to interpret this beyond Edward controlling her, even where she isn’t enthralled. Of course he’s pissed off. 

Of course all the wolves feel so strongly against the Cullens. Who found her on the forest floor, the dangerous-ass forest floor after Edward left her? Sam. Who was there for her when they weren’t, making her feel like a person again? Jacob. Who protected her from a vampire that the Cullens, as a collective, should have had the fucking brains to realize would absolutely come to Forks? The wolves. Who is responsible for these literal children shifting? The Cullens. Who has a ton of money and could easily do just about anything they want and decide to buy like 6 expensive cars and live in a mansion, hoarding their wealth? The Cullens. Who are immortal colonizers that damn well know what living there does? The Cullens. 

So yeah, my first time reading it, I was Team Jacob, but I didn’t hate all the Cullens. Now? Nah, fuck all y’all. Team Wolf pack, team Charlie, all the fucking way. Maybe I’ll feel differently after Eclipse, idk, but right now? Fuck them. 

[panlight]

ok,i'm sure someone came up with this before but i've never seen it discussed. what if AU cullens are still a family,but they're a polycule?

I've definitely seen that before in fanfic. There was a whole subgenre for awhile (and maybe there still is, idk) where when Bella marries Edward she's actually marrying the whole coven and then there's no real plot, just her getting to know and falling in love with all her new spouses.

Have to say those fic weren't for me, but again, people should read and write what makes them happy. I think a polycule could be done well, but for me to buy in to it, the author would have to really fix the problem I have with the books, which is that I don't ever fully accept that Bella actually cares about the other Cullens (with the exception of Alice) on a personal level and rather just likes them as this idea of a perfect family. We just don't see them bond enough and ideally I'd want them to bond before she marries into the polycule and not after.

But if we remove Bella from the equation (which is I think is more in the spirit of your question; at least, when I see "AU Cullens" I don't assume it includes Bella -- yet) it becomes a little easier but for me there would be some squick minefields to avoid. For example, I would not like it if Carlisle were picking these dying people to be his romantic/sexual partners. 'Saving' them and years later it turns into something, that could work, but just like "oh yes you will join my harem . .. um I mean polycule" uhhhh big no thanks.

So yeah I think for it to work best it needs to kind of slowly happen over time. Maybe it starts mostly like canon but no one is thinking of C/Es as their parents and C/Es aren't thinking of them as their kids. It starts with C/Es, R/Em and Ed alone and then over time relationships form between them so by the time Jasper and Alice show up it's already a polycule and Alice already knew they were meant to join them blah blah blah.

The public story would have to be different. Can't have adults and high school students. Probably pretend they are roommates all living in this big house and possibly present in public in their original couples because they don't want to draw extra attention. Then again, being in a polycule might not be perceived as any more weird than dating foster siblings?

[therealvinelle]

What if Olof arrived in Forks before Bella, they all become friends, Bella shows up and is included by Jessica

If Olof then invites them either while Edward is in Alaska or in the time period in which Edward ignores Bella - would she go to Sweden? And if she did - what would happen to her?

Ah, but the trouble is that Bella arrived in January. Midsommar. Midsummer. It takes place in late June. Even if Bella gets invited right away and somehow agrees to go to a foreign country with people she barely knows so she can get ticks and probably not enjoy indoor plumbing, there would still be several months to go before they actually left.

By which time Bella would be dating Edward and inseparable from him. If Bella is going, then so is Edward.

Sadly for Edward, he would be going to a place so far North that the sun never sets. He would be inside all day as well as all night, while Bella would be sacrificing her magical summer with the Cullens to go hang out with the humans in the Swedish forest (and I really can't stress the amount of ticks enough. I celebrated Midsommar in Sweden once, you know what I got? Ticks!!) while Edward is shut inside a dark room the entire time.

If Bella for god knows what reason feels obligated to go, Alice would be there to have a rather alarming vision about Swedish cults and blood eagles. Bella does not go, and Olof is...incapacitated in one way or another. And then nobody gets to celebrate Midsommar.

Same thing with New Moon, Bella would be too busy being depressed and then hanging out with Jacob to say yes and even if Olof did get to her in that small window of time when Bella decided to be a living person who is alive, by the time Summer rolled around Bella would be busy being preparing for her wedding.

No Midsommar celebration for Bella either way.