#dasha speaks

[dashoulinas-fandom-dump]

Hi, lately I've been feeling quite tired, burnt out and unable to do stuff I'm supposed to, so gonna make a little one for these couple of days:

10 notes - I will try my best to pay attention in Maths today

20 notes - catch up on my Physics lessons

50 notes - I'll write my small Economics essay (that was due 2 days ago but shhhh)

75 - I need to also catch up on chemistry and write notes for the last four lessons

120 - and finally, I'll start reading a book we're supposed to be reading for English

Have a nice day everyone, and I hope I'll get things done today

[sun-dari]

the funniest thing that could happen when ao3 is fixed is everyone going feral for their fics all at once and getting the site to crash again

[dashasaurus]

Taking our ur contacts at the end of the day is like taking off ur bra

[leoisbabygirl]

Something something Did your boots stop working? Did your truck break down? Did you burn through money? Did your ex find out? Where there's a will, then there's a way, and I'm damn sure you lost it. Didn't even say goodbye, just wish I knew what caused it. Was the whiskey flowing? Were you in a fight? Did the nerves come get you? What's your alibi? I made my way back to L.A. and that's where you'll be forgotten. In 40 years, you'll still be here, drunk washed up in Austin something something or other 🤷🏽‍♀️

[muirneach]

just heard dasha say davai i think

[rolandkaros]

purely from a linguistic perspective, the code-switching/code-meshing in what the vlog is absolutely fascinating

[wegmans]

oh my fucking god. worst discovery of my life. that sailor socialism girl from years ago is THE red scare dasha that i somehow keep hearing about. this sucks

[mexashepot]

All I want from life is for Dasha Burlyukalo and Agata Vavilova to sing a duet together

[useragarfield]

lolo congats on 8k! your blog is wonderful! Thank you for all your djats posts, you acc convinced me to watch it 👀

thank you dasha, my love! i've already hopped into your dms so LEMME KNOWW

[dysthoepiadaily]

how are you gonna casually mention the symbolism behind dan's branding and not drop the entire essay, wth op... 😔

Mostly because if I write it, it'll take a lot of effort, and I think I'll be writing for an audience of one, LOL, given that I tend to get slightly technical with vedic astrology, and my whole thesis is based on vedic astrology, LMAO. And, bc this is already in my mind, I didn't really think to elaborate on it, given how much vedic astrology exposition I would have to do. But, I am itching at the seams to talk about it, so prepare for a long ass essay under the cut, ig

DISCLAIMER: I am not trying to say that any of this is REAL, I am simply pointing out coincidences and patterns that are interesting to me. While I believe in astrology, I don't expect others to, and I'm uninterested in arguing about the causes, effects, and underlying meaning of any of this. I just find it interesting

Basic thing is that Dan has Ketu (South Node) in the first house, and that is interesting, because Ketu is quite an invisible planet. Like, what it rules is authenticity, purity, soul purpose, divine inspiration, isolation. When you think of a planet like this, it's almost impossible for it to get famous, if that makes any sense. Fame would ruin the purity of a planet like this. The ideal expression of this planet is as a saint or a monk, away from the world.

Fortunately, this planet is always expressed to the masses through its opposite, Rahu (North Node). Rahu is a planet that rules glamour, the material world, fame, the occult. Rahu and Ketu are two halves of a whole, often symbolized by an immortal beheaded serpent. Ketu is considered to be the body of the serpent (lacking senses, but has the ability to move using muscle memory), and Rahu, the head of the serpent (ability to speak, think, see, focus, but unable to act). Having Ketu in first house means that Dan's Rahu is in the seventh house, the house of the partner.

Because Ketu is associated with purity, it's also associated with loss, fire, and doom. Kind of like, it burns down whatever is in its way, and what remains is the purest form of the object (According to hindu mythology, the material world is not real, and ashes, then, show the inherent nothingness of the world. brand appropriate for Dan). This is where we get into Dan's first symbolic brand, which is "danisnotonfire". With this branding, Dan sort of erases the effect of the firey nature of Ketu, and increase his Rahu. Funnily enough, according to the Vimshottari Dasha system, his Rahu dasha (activation period for Rahu) began in April 2009. I couldn't begin to make this shit up, because Dan started his twitter account in May 2009, a month after his rahu dasha started. This dasha will end in April 2027, btw.

With Rahu being in the house of the spouse, this name is also what attracted his partner to him (Phil has pretty significant Rahu in his chart, as well, which is why he is indicated by Rahu in Dan's chart, but Dan's Rahu is stronger, just harder for him to access, since it is not HIM). This partner also brought him fame and material gain.

Because Rahu is associated with glamour, it's also associated with inauthenticity, hoarding (material resources are simply not real), anxiety and, also... fun. Ketu is all about purity, doom and gloom, and meditation, but Rahu is about stimulation. If you get too into it, and base your life on it, it becomes anxiety inducing, but if you treat it as a video game you can log out of anytime, it starts to become fun and enjoyable. Unfortunately, this is very difficult for most people to do, because Rahu is the material reality that tries to trick you into thinking it is the most important thing in the world.

Rahu and Ketu require for there to be a balance, basically, for their ideal expressions, because excess of Ketu brings depression and inertia, while excess of Rahu brings anxiety and overstimulation. They are natural cures for one another. Rahu and Ketu are also not real planets, and they are mathematical points that are meant to show the timings for... eclipses. Yes, a classic Dan Branding!!!!

The best way to deal with Rahu and Ketu is by enjoying Rahu, and then burning down the Rahu with Ketu whenever it gets too anxiety inducing. So, when Dan got tired of the inauthenticity of Rahu, he basically burned down the danisnotonfire brand, to be more authentic to himself. And, during this time as Daniel Howell (his true self, in a way), he posted less, and he came out as gay to be true to himself (Ketu authenticity).

Because he actively tried to strengthen his Ketu during this time, he also lost a lot of projects he meant to do (ketu rules loss, if you guys remember), and had a bit of a difficult time. Ketu isn't an easy planet to deal with, AT ALL. Strong Ketu means dealing with constant failures, dislike from other people, and being forcibly isolated in many ways. That said, Ketu is still a force to be reckoned with, and if something is successful even when Ketu is strong, it's considered extremely important, materially as well as spiritually, because it is divinely guided, and Dan executed some of his absolute best work during this time, as well, as is natural for ketu.

Anyway, Dan's new return to youtube is marked by... DanandPhilGames, the channel where he is with Phil, who represents his Rahu. With Phil, he can gain a lot of success, because Rahu allows you to do the fun and silly projects that Ketu will never let you do.

I think that's maybe all of it? If you guys have any questions, feel free to ask, LMAO

TL;DR

Rahu is inauthentic material life and also fun, ketu is authentic spirituality and also depression, Dan's Ketu is him by himself, and his Rahu is Phil. Dan's eclipse shirt brings balance to his Rahu and Ketu, his danisnotonfire brand reduced the impact of Ketu into his life, and also got his partner into his life, and the DanandPhilGames brand does a similar thing as danisnotonfire did.

[dashoulinas-fandom-dump]

Guys I found a very cool picrew

Also I desperately need a Hawaiian shirt!!!

@im-a-sentient-magic-carpet @examishbookwyrm @human-who-lives @just-floating-around @rainforestferns @zonzolik @prettycottagequeer @samlikeslawnchairs and open tag

[sun-dari]

i understand why people here are annoyed at astarion fans, but he's a vampire, with angsty backstory, and white hair. his entire existence is basically a targeted attack against tumblrinas

[dashasaurus]

scenes where they are crying while fighting or in battle >>>>>

[rabiosantologia]

⸻ 𖤓 | VEDIC ASTROLOGY MASTERLIST (Vol. 3)

→ Volume 1 | Volume 2

A BASIC GUIDE TO VEDIC ASTROLOGY

WEAK SUN IN A VEDIC CHART

IN WHICH HOUSES DOES THE SUN FEEL WEAKENED?

ROHINI AND S3X SCANDALS

MRIGASHIRA: ALWAYS ON THE RUN | THE PRICE OF SPEAKING THE TRUTH |OBSESSIVE & OBSESSED OVER | THE TRUTH IS SUBJECTIVE? |

ELIZABETH TAYLOR'S MARRIAGES: A BRIEF ANALYSIS REGARDING YOUR CHART

ASHLESHAS & ASHWINIS AND BLOOD

ROHINI NAKSHATRA AND ENVY

ROHINI-MRIGASHIRA & PURVA BHADRAPADA-UTTARA BHADRAPADA

DASHA PERIOD ANALYSIS SPECIAL - PLANETS ACTIVATED BY NAKSHATRA RULERSHIP

4TH AND 10TH HOUSE

MINI ANALYSIS OF ASHLESHA LAGNA NATIVES 🐍

A BRIEF EXPLORATION OF THE: ATMAKARAKAS || AMATYAKARAKAS |

— VEDIC ASTROLOGY OBSERVATION (BASED ON SHOWS/FILMS): PART · #1 |

VENUS AND SATURN: PLANETARY FRIENDSHIP

THE CORRELATION OF PARVATI AND HASTA

MULA NAKSHATRA: THE PRIMORDIAL COSMIC FORCE

THE STRICTNESS OF SATURN: GIGA CHADS, SCAMMERS & SPIRITUAL GURUS

SATURNIAN WOMEN: BAD GIRLS TO TRAD GIRLS?

WALKING THROUGH THE LABYRINTHS OF PUSHYA

MOMAGERS, STAGE MOM'S & MAMA'S BOYS: THE DYSFUNCTIONAL MOON CHILD

JUPITER & RAHU INFLUENCE AMONG POPSTARS

NAKSHATRA LORDS AND THEIR INFLUENCE

THE TOP “MEAN GIRL” PLACEMENTS IN ASTROLOGY

BASIC THEMES OF NAKSHATRAS

THE ESSENTIAL FUNDAMENTALS OF ALL 27 NAKSHATRAS

RESULTS OF BHAVAT BHAVAM (HOUSE TO HOUSE TECHNIQUE): AN ALTERNATIVE PERSPECTIVE

SHATABHISHA & THE RAHUVIAN URGE TO LIE

• SNAKE YONI: MRIGASHIRA & ROHINI | ASPECTS IN VEDIC ASTROLOGY

• → DRISHTI

TUPAC: UTTARA BHADRAPADA MOON

PURVA BHADRAPADA

🪷 l NAKSHATRA FEATURE FOCUS: PUSHYA BLENDING SOFTNESS & STRUCTURE

♃ PHOEBE BUFFAY IS A PUNARVASU ICON

♓︎ | THE PISCES HEART OF CINDERELLA

SATURNIAN WOMEN DOMINANT

🎨 THE ASTROLOGY OF MUSES · A VEDIC EXPLORATION: PART 1 |

— PUNARVASU & SWATI: COSMOGONY, REALITY & CONSCIOUSNESS

— UTTARA BHADRAPADA & REVATI: PSYCHIC INSIGHT, TIME TRAVEL & DREAMS

WHICH HOUSE IN ASTROLOGY IS FOR HAPPINESS

EXPOSING YOUR STELLIUM

ASTROLOGY OF SEX

REVATI'S MYSTERY & MAGIC

YOUR FAV RAPPERS ARE JYESTHA PLACEMENTS

★ 10TH HOUSE · THE FAME RELATED HOUSES IN ASTROLOGY: PART 1 |

12H SYNASTRY

SPOUSE’S APPEARANCE IN VEDIC

DARAKARAKA THROUGH THE HOUSES

VEDIC OBSERVATIONS: PT 1 | PT 2 | PT 3 | PT 4 |

🗡️ • KRITTIKA WOMEN · OBSERVATIONS: PT 1 | PT 2 | PT 3 |

KRITTIKA OBSERVATIONS

VISHAKHA OBSERVATIONS

ASHWINI OBSERVATIONS

VISHAKHA: THE DOUBE-HEADED, DOUBLE-LIFED LADIES

— ♂ | MARS, SEX & CELIBACY

MARS DOMINANT WOMEN: BEING UNAPOLOGETIC & SEXUALIZATION

THE FLAMBOYANCE OF MOON DOMINANT MEN

THE PATH OF EVOLUTION OF NAKSHATRA YONIS

CROWS AND THEIR RELATIONSHIP WITH SOME NAKSHATRAS

MERCURY GIRLS AND MOMMY ISSUES

FROM ROHINI/MRIGASHIRA TO JYESHTA: MORGAN LE FAY AND THE MORRIGAN

HASTA & THE FINAL GIRL TROPE IN HORROR FILMS: A (MINI) ANALYSIS

KETU (SOUTH NODE) AND YOUR SPIRITUAL POWERS

IT GIRLS: MARS AND MERCURY

MERCURY DOMINANT THEMES

♃ · JUPITER DOMINANT MEN

JUPITER WOMEN AND HUSKY/DEEP OR EVEN SMOKY VOICES | +additional comments

♄ · SATURN DOMINANT THEMES

VEDIC ASTROLOGY OBSERVATIONS: MARS DOMINANT MEN

⎔ THE OUTCASTE NAKSHATRA URGE TO BE ANTI-ESTABLISHMENT: PART 1 || PART 2 ||

• RANDOM ASTROLOGY OBSERVATIONS

☾ MOON DOMINANCE & MANIPULATION: PART 1 / PART 2 /

RAHU & KETU: THE MYSTERY OF BEING | ABUSE & ADDICTION | THE NODAL URGE TO REBRAND | RAHU: OBSESSION, ABUSE & STALKING |

SEXUAL BEHAVIOR AND ANIMAL YONI

THE ASTROLOGY BEHIND: THE 27 CLUB

PLACEMENTS WITH CREATIVE ENERGY AND APPEAL

ASHWINI, MAGHA AND MULA: DESTRUCTIVE FEELING OF EMPTINESS

INTERACTION RAHU-KETU NAKSHATRAS

INFLUENCE OF THE ASCENDANT LORD

FRANKENSTEIN'S MONSTERS: KETU AND JUPITER NAKSHATRAS

THE BEAST'S NAKSHATRA: PUNARVASU

ANIMALS AND KETU NAKSHATRAS

[mariacallous]

When Russia first invaded Ukraine in 2014, annexing the Crimean Peninsula and bringing turmoil and destruction to Ukraine’s eastern regions, many people—both outside Ukraine and inside it—found it easier to ignore the violence unfolding in the country’s east than admit that war had returned to Europe. This included creative artists, who rarely mentioned the war in their works, not least because they feared scaring off the Russian fans who constituted much of their audience.

As Ukrainians all over the country woke up to explosions on Feb. 24, 2022, the truth could no longer be ignored: The “big war” had truly begun. Today, the country’s art is catching up to the truth of war.

Before 2022, few Ukrainian artists and entertainers openly mentioned the ongoing war in their works. In fact, many pop stars like Ivan Dorn or Luna continued to perform in Russia and created works aimed, first and foremost, at the Russian market and in the Russian language. When criticized for this by their Ukrainian fans, many dodged the subject, claimed to be “apolitical,” or explained their actions as “trying to build a bridge” between Russia and Ukraine.

“My music isn’t about politics, it’s about healing souls,” Luna said in a lengthy interview with Russian opposition journalist Xenia Sobchak in 2021. “That’s why I don’t pay attention to the critics back home trying to make me feel guilty for giving concerts in Russia.” Similarly, Dorn claimed that by interacting with Russian listeners he was “trying to capture as many people as possible with my music so that they would never attack my own country.”

But the main reasons were pragmatic ones: The large and relatively rich Russian market has long been attractive to Ukrainian performers, much like the American market for the English-speaking world. Making films or music built around a Ukrainian context could scare off Russian fans, so the overwhelming majority of content made in the 2000s and 2010s was tailored to sound and look as neutral as possible, devoid of any references to local events or personalities. There were, of course, notable exceptions.

Musicians, such as singer and veteran military paramedic Anastasiia Shevchenko, better known by her pseudonym СТАСІK, wrote songs openly referencing the war in their lyrics and music videos. Indie rapper Stas Koroliov released an entire album in 2021 of tracks inspired by the war and society’s apathy toward it. It contained lyrics like “I now understand that to become a messiah you just need to state the obvious: My homeland is at war with Russia.”

While mainstream comedies that wanted both Ukrainian and Russian box office sales steered clear of any references to recent domestic events, independent movies were more willing to process the violence taking place in Ukraine’s eastern regions and the loss of Crimea. Wartime dramas such as Tymur Yashchenko’s U311 Cherkasy (named after the naval mine sweeper blocked by Russian forces during the capture of Crimea) and Maryna Er Gorbach’s Klondike addressed specific events of the Russo-Ukrainian war, while Nariman Aliev’s 2019 drama Homeward was a meditation on what the loss of Crimea meant for its indigenous Tatar population. Other films, such as Volodymyr Tykhyi’s dramedy Our Kitties, tried to find humor amid the heartbreak and horrors faced by the Ukrainian soldiers stationed on the frontlines.

Everything changed in early 2022, when war—previously treated as a niche subject that was likely to scare off people looking for light entertainment—quickly became the only topic most Ukrainians were interested in. As missiles rained down, entertainers suddenly realized that they could not remain apolitical bystanders any longer.

Almost every popular musician spoke out against the invasion, with several (such as Dasha Astafieva and Vitaly Kozlovskiy) apologizing for performing in Russia and platforming their Russian colleagues in recent years. “I felt like a zombie while performing in Russia. I’d arrive, smile mechanically at everyone, do the set and return home. Russia has a lot of money but it’s a soulless place,” Astafieva wrote in a social media post shortly after the start of the full-scale invasion. Many artists—such as Antytila leader Taras Tolopya, singer Yarmak, and most of the lineup of cult Kharkiv-based hip-hop group TNMK—took up arms and joined the Armed Forces of Ukraine, while others took to volunteering by raising funds and sourcing equipment for Ukrainian soldiers, performing on the frontlines, or training as medics.

Some of their personal stories exemplified Ukraine’s modern civic identity, which has little to do with ethnicity or where you were born. Instead, for many, it’s a choice. Take Yulia Yurina: The Russian-born musician first came to Ukraine as a 18-year-old student in 2012 and soon joined forces with Ukrainian-born Stas Koroliov to form critically acclaimed pop-folk duo Yuko. Today, Yurina—still formally a Russian citizen despite publicly renouncing her citizenship and applying for a Ukrainian passport—is not only a beloved performer, whose recent album encapsulates much of the anger and grief felt by the average Ukrainian, but also a volunteer working tirelessly to provide the Ukrainian Armed Forces with weapons and equipment. “I dance through the bullets as air raid sirens sing to me,” Yurina sings on one of the album’s tracks. “I am disgusted by what you’ve done here, you’re killing souls but you won’t be able to kill our dreams. We are not your friends, your family, or your lovers.”

During the first months of the war, a new subgenre of locally produced music arose. “Bayraktar-core” (the semi-ironic name came from how often these songs mentioned the Turkish drones used to great effect by Ukrainian forces in the early stages of the war) songs were simple, composed over a mere few weeks, catchy, and characterized by their aggressive optimism, constant references to recent events, local politicians, wartime memes, and foreign allies (Boris Johnson, then British prime minister, was mentioned often).

What these songs lacked in lyrical nuance and musical innovation they more than made up for by giving millions of Ukrainians a sense of unity and community amid the chaos and horror. “Occupiers came to Ukraine, wearing new uniforms and driving military vehicles,” go the lyrics of one of the most popular “Bayraktar-core” songs. “But their equipment was soon ruined by the Bayraktar!” Some, such as a viral mashup sampling a folk tune and a phrase spoken by Johnson, made the leap over to English-language social media.

While simple war-themed entertainment (or even anything vaguely patriotic and uplifting) might have been enough for listeners and viewers in the early months of the war, the artistic questions got sharper as the fight went on.

Did performers who left the country soon after the full-scale invasion have a right to make money off of songs mentioning the horrors others faced while staying in Ukraine? Could writers who hadn’t personally experienced life under Russian occupation use the devastation in say, Bucha or Mariupol, in their stories? And what if they conducted interviews with the people who had? Many of these questions lack definite answers, but the public response to various works inspired by the war have been noticeably different.

When writer Daria Gnatko announced in late 2022 that she would be publishing a novel set in Russian-occupied Bucha, many pointed out that not enough time had passed to properly process the events that had transpired in the town, and wondered whether writing a story like this without conducting in-depth interviews with the survivors of the occupation was a form of exploitation. The book, along with another upcoming work by Gnatko, a novel inspired by the destruction and occupation of Mariupol, was postponed indefinitely by the publisher after a wave of public criticism.

Likewise, popular writer Kateryna Babkina’s latest novel Mom, Do You Remember? was met with controversy after the author, who had spent much of the war abroad, announced that the plot would be inspired by the occupation of Bucha. Some reviewers were concerned that not enough time had passed since the liberation of Kyiv Oblast and that the subject was still too triggering for most readers, while others darkly suspected Babkina had only mentioned the tragically famous town when announcing the book to draw more attention to her work.

However, most of this criticism was limited to social media, while the reviews in local publications were much more enthusiastic about the novel—which is told from the perspective of a teenage girl narrowly escaping from Russian occupation with her infant half-sister and trying to build a life for them both abroad—and described it as a touching and delicate work full of compassion.

“If for some Ukrainians the book is therapeutic, for foreigners, in particular for Poles, who can already read Babkina’s story, it gives a more internal context about what war victims experience—who walk the same streets and visit the same shops as they do—actually go through. What challenges and problems they face, what they feel, why some do not learn the language and choose to return home despite the missile attacks, and what is happening in the hearts of millions of children who were forced to grow up one day when their world was destroyed by Russia,” wrote a reviewer for the Polish-Ukrainian outlet Sestry.

The truth is that when it comes to describing experiences as traumatic as an ongoing war, there isn’t going to be a one-size-fits-all perspective or approach. Some readers find works written about or vaguely inspired by something they or their loved ones went through therapeutic, while others find them triggering or even offensive.

When it comes to film, meanwhile, the pre-2022 offerings were earnest but often unwatched. Reviewers treated these movies as important pieces of cinema, but ones that described horrors most Ukrainians preferred not to dwell on for too long. After the full-scale invasion, however, a dark realization dawned: The wartime dramas were now reflections of our own collective experience, and no romantic comedy or workplace drama was going to stop you from thinking about shrapnel and blood.

That was supplemented by the belief that Ukrainians had to bear witness. At a time when many civilians felt abandoned by human rights organizations’ failure to document Russian war crimes (Ukrainian President Volodymyr Zelenskyy personally called out the International Red Cross over its inaction after the destruction of the Nova Kakhovka dam, while Amnesty International found itself in hot water after publishing a much-criticized report accusing Ukraine of endangering its own civilians), filmmakers took this challenge upon themselves. Documentaries shot during the siege of Mariupol, after the liberation of Bucha, and during the near-constant shelling of Kharkiv became a powerful tool for cultural diplomacy, encouraging non-Ukrainians to support Ukraine, and an instrument to counter Russian propaganda and war fatigue in the West. Perhaps the best-known example is the Oscar-nominated documentary film 20 Days in Mariupol, which garnered universally positive reviews at home and abroad and offered viewers a unique glimpse into the horrors faced by the residents and defenders of the besieged city.

One unexpected wartime challenge is creating entertainment aimed at children. How do you keep kids of vastly different ages entertained while sitting in cold, poorly-lit bomb shelters for hours on end? How do you teach them the rules of wartime safety in an accessible and easy-to-remember format? How do you help them process the heartbreak of losing loved ones, having parents on the frontlines, or living in constant fear of missiles and drones? And perhaps most importantly, how do you begin to broach the topic that there are people who want these kids and their entire families dead? This is when Patron—a real-life sapper dog who became an unexpected celebrity among both kids and adults alike—came in handy.

The wildly popular Jack Russell Terrier, who works as a detection dog and mascot for the State Emergency Service of Ukraine first caught the public’s eye in early 2022, when the dog was awarded a medal for locating and helping defuse unexploded mines left behind by Russian forces after they were driven out of Chernihiv. A video of the bulletproof vest-wearing puppy went viral, and the newly famous dog was soon making charity appearances, visiting kids harmed by the war in hospitals across the country, and even got his own animated web show and book series. Content starring Patron is produced in partnership with UNICEF and aims to teach Ukrainian kids the importance of staying away from abandoned landmines, avoiding suspicious objects left behind by the invading army, and staying brave under difficult circumstances.

Undoubtedly, the full-scale invasion of Ukraine has led to a heightened interest toward local art both among Ukrainians and foreigners, as well as provided an entire generation of artists with stories of sacrifice, courage, and defiance—stories that, despite their complexity, simply must be told, and that may well become modern classics at an international scale. When Penguin Press bought the rights to Ukrainian writer and soldier Oleksandr Mykhed’s autobiographical novel The Language of War, publishing director Casiana Ionita described the book as “a war book that will be read 10, 20, 50 years from now.” But it’s unclear if enough foreign publishers are ready to break their long-standing tradition of viewing events in Ukraine solely through the eyes of their Moscow-educated authors and allow Ukrainians on the frontlines to speak for themselves, like Mykhed, before the war claims them too.

[rhodesrider]

My Girl (Part 2)

(Same warnings as last chapter, just violence is more a bit lol)

The table was silent, everyone was either watching what the other was doing or just quiet to see who was going to talk first. Cody sighed and had files on the table with the photos of the man that attempted to kidnap Y/N. He was grateful she got out of that but felt so guilty that she had to deal with it. “Does anyone have anything to say?” He said low, slowly getting agitated from the silence. You could hear a few coughs and sniffles, but finally someone spoke up. “Cody we are trying to figure out who’s behind this but is busy with our own territories it’s getting a bit risky..” Roman sighed. Cody nodded at the comment but was still in anger. Trying to hold it back because he’s not the best as an angry man. “Rhea you sure he had nothing to do with your organization?” “For the last time, no.” She grumbled. “I would have told you something Cody. I mean I wouldn’t want this to happen to Nicole and I’m pretty sure that Roman wouldn’t want this happening to Dasha.” “It has happened to Dasha.” Roman interrupted, remembering when Dasha was taken, they wanted money but Roman found her and lit that bitch up making sure he left a good warning of them to never try this again. “I feel what he’s feeling so someone has to know something.” AJ sighed thinking and pulling out his phone, “I know you do not wanna speak to him right now Cody but he might know something.” AJ shared the contact, Cody looked at it in confusion. “Why are you still-“ “Haven’t made contact with him in a while.” He disclosed and Cody sighed. “Ok, I’ll try.”

After the meeting, Cody went to his study and was in stress. He needs to figure out who was behind this. Soon he heard a soft knock on the door, he smiled some knowing it was Y/N. She came in with cups of hot cocoa, two big marshmallows in each cup. “Coco pumpkin? You know the way to papas heart.” He smiled and took a cup from her, he noticed her hand was shaking and immediately got worried putting the cup down and holding her hand. “What’s wrong princess?” He asked low, looking in her eyes in comfort. But so much has changed since that incident. Her eyes looked darker in distress and tiredness, and she wasn’t giving the usual glow that makes Cody melt in an instant. “Papa, will they take me again?” She asked, her voice cracking some. It hurt Cody, he wants her safe, and he still has no lead. “No baby, not while papa is here. I will always protect you and love you.” It hurt Cody so much, he doesn’t want her to feel this way. He needs to take her mind off this. “Hey pretty girl, how about we go shopping tomorrow? It’s been a while and you can pick papa out something nice.” She was hesitant at first but she nodded missing the feeling of being outside some, plus it’s more quality time with her papa. “Ice cream after?” He nodded and pulled his pinky finger out to make a solid pinky promise. She nodded linking hers and shared a small kiss with Cody. “Papa drink before it gets cold!” She soon remembered her cup and they shared some of the night talking and sipping on a warm treat, little did they know they were being watched.

The next morning it was the usual routine, she smiled as she was in the mirror looking at the velvet tracksuit she was styling. A beautiful light blue, cute chunky shoes and to top it off a a small bag of periwinkle with some cute shades. Cody wore a white tracksuit on the phone with AJ again still unsure about calling the mystery person, he glanced at Y/N and blushed some. “AJ I don’t want nothing happening to her again, she’s all I got…” The flashback soon played in his mind, remembering when he first met her. His fist clutched happy getting her out that situation he just didn’t wanna be the person to put her back in to one. “Call the number, and figure it out Rhodes that’s all I got for you.” Cody heard him hang up and that just made him more angrier. “Papa! Let’s go!” Only that voice could calm him down, make him smile again, and someone is trying to take that from him. He looked at the number and he saved it so he can get a hold of an old member in his alliance. He grabbed his wallet and went to the door where Y/N was waiting smiling as bright as she could happy she’s around her papa. He’s dreading that call…so taking his mind off helps.

Cody was on high alert, looking around and keeping an eye out for anything stupid while Y/N tried on clothes. “Papa, red or pink?” She asked while looking at the cute dresses she picked out in the dressing room, she didn’t hear anything so she peeked seeing Cody was sitting there, shaking his leg and head down. “Papa…” she sighed low as she felt so bad, it’s not her fault that it happened but she felt like she can get something done. She put on the red one and popped out the dressing room, Cody shot up some and smiled seeing the beautiful dress on her. “I love it baby, did you want to get it?” He pulled out his card and she nodded. But something stopped her, she looked around some and she saw a man watching her from a distance. “Cody, on my right by the bath and body works…” he glanced a bit as well and saw the same man. “Hm bold isn’t he?” He texted some of his men the man and his men that was posted around quickly saw their target. This time this one was gonna be alive. Cody then got the dress for her and had to go ahead back to the house. He tired to dip to the back of the mall through the back doors but was caught up, he tried to fight but was brought down and taken to a van to a disclosed area. Cody got the message an hour later smirking and holding Y/N bouncing her in his lap while she watched some cartoons. “Baby can papa-“ “Nope, you stay here.” She glared. He sighed knowing she’s mad she had to leave the mall early, he smiled and kissed her cheek. “Just a call please, I’ll be right back.” Y/N nodded in defeat seeing his puppy eyes and moved, watching him leave the room.

He took the FaceTime call on his MacBook and saw the man beat up in the chair. “Has he said anything since you guys got him?” His workers said no. “Get his phone and send it to me I want it by tomorrow.” Cody sighed. The man looked up from the chair seeing Cody, “Sleeping beauty is up.” One of the workers said. “Point the camera.” They did so and Cody looked at the pathetic man, “You made a big mistake, I hope you know that. Disturbing my peace. You guys do what ya want to him, I’m getting ready for bed.” He shut off the laptop and sighed. The files were sent to his phone and knew he should have made the call instead of procrastinating. Seeing the call log and the text messages, it was one of Drew’s men. But why target Cody? He went back and saw Y/N was waiting on him drinking juice, she smiled seeing him in the doorway. “Papa wanna continue the movie or go to bed? You look sleepy.” She pouted worried. “Yea baby let’s get to bed it’s getting late.” She nodded cleaning up her den some and walked with Cody to bed yawning herself. He held her hand the whole way so happy he’s close to ending this whole debacle. “I love you princess.” He said as they were lying in bed together looking at the ceiling. “I love you more papa…” she trailed off to sleep.

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“He thinks he’s smart. Two can play that game Rhodes.”