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theskiesareopen · 2 days ago
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I agree.
High poly counts can look good or bad, and low poly counts can look good or bad. Some aesthetics can't be done effectively with low poly, some aesthetics are more effective with low poly. Intentionality and care and skill matters more than the polygon count.
When I complain about low poly or low resolution stuff looking bad, it's frequently because of the inconsistency making them clash or look out of place. Like for example, an elaborate high resolution skybox over a water surface with a shader that some artist clearly spent a ton of effort on to get high resolution waves on because it looks great, and then there are rocks with 20 triangles sticking up through the water and the vertex normals are set wrong so the lighting doesn't look right next to the water, and other things in the environment have two frames of animation jittering back and forth next to a high resolution animation running at a different frame rate. Also I don't bother the artist about my opinions about that unless they ask for it.
There's nothing wrong with using low poly terrain assets, I absolutely love the appearance of some low poly stuff, like Okami did an amazing job of bringing out the life in their scenes with lighting and stylization, leaning into the painterly aesthetic and making all the vegetation vibrant with consistent appearances and knowing how to use the light, bright outdoor sections, good use of shadows, etc.
And plenty of high resolution stuff looks bad, like whatever muddy brown undifferentiated AAA first person shooter just got released (though the point of those graphics isn't necessarily the beauty in this particular sense and they could very well be succeeding at accomplishing some specific goal in support of the narrative, if the people involved have enough care about art to do that).
I actually really liked Unreal Engine 5's Nanite demo with the room full of statues and the opening roof; it did a really good job making that room look good, the architecture around it was nice and the way the statues looked in the dark and the light were a really nice contrast, then the reveal of the ruined city beyond; they used high resolution graphics with intentionality to establish an aesthetic and made some art, even though it was built around demo/test assets they approached it with care and did a good job.
Not using high resolution assets isn't a moral failing. Using high resolution assets isn't a moral failing. Even making art that doesn't look good to me also isn't a moral failing. It's just important to do it on purpose. Most artists won't care equally about every aspect of their artwork, and it's not a moral failing to focus artistic efforts along the parts the artist finds most meaningful and important. Do things on purpose though, and know what tradeoffs are being made.
i really do hate how semi-universally people point to low poly counts and low texture resolutions as "bad" graphics. like okay maybe it's low end graphically but imagine assigning a moral aesthetic quality to it. i think it's good graphics actually. more computers can run it
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flavoredmagpie · 11 months ago
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Secrets. Whispers. Lies. And Schemes
@bardofavon your infectious mind has me GOING-
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motheatenscarf · 2 years ago
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Man, I'm REALLY liking Dancer in group content.
Not to toot my own horn, but as a melee dps main at heart, this feels like the ranged class that was built for me specifically because I'm really good at syncing up with Reapers in particular because it's my main class and I know the fights decently enough by now to know when to buff them for uptime.
Picking ONE dance partner and buffing them specifically makes me feel like a god of war handing out boons to my champion.
In my heart of hearts, all I want to play is a gremlin with a shiv but that's why I'm good at Dancer. I understand those people and will make them the best murderer here.
Go forth my gremlin, my champion, and KILL!
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tryingtofindava · 1 year ago
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OMG , OMG, Are you an expert in creepypasta, I want to give you my request If you don't mind ... May i've a request for Jeff the killer,ticcy toby , Laughing Jack ( if you write for him ) and eyeless Jack please?!
With sweet fem s/o who don't know they are serial killers and only give them affection (like kisses every day) NSFW
Preatty please, love you baby
── 𝐂𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 & 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭! 𝐒/𝐎
: ̗̀➛Back to Source
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INCLUDES: Jeff the Killer, Ticci Toby, and Eyeless Jack.
srry pookie bear not touching the nsfw today :c might come back to this idea later with just NSFW tho >:)
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╰┈➤ 𝐉𝐞𝐟𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐊𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫
You definitely caught his eyes when he first saw you, immediately taking in your sweet bubbly aura. (You were definitely on his bucket list of victims after he stalked you for a bit)
But one day, he got a little too cocky and you caught him. And to his surprise you didn’t seem to mind at all when you found this questionable looking stranger stalking around outside your bedroom window.
You’re guys difference in aesthetic in personality is what made you guys hit it off. YOU GUYS ARE THE DEFINITION OF SUNSHINE X MOON.
He thinks you’re too sweet to actually be sweet tbh, but you never fail to prove him wrong.
He’s cocky and arrogant, and the god complex on this man is UNBELIEVABLE… The only reason you’re alive in his head is because he was gracious enough to let you continue with your life. Not that he’d tell you that ofc!!
“Do you think I’m beautiful?”
“Of course, you’re so handsome!!”
He likes that you agree he’s beautiful for sure. (He fishes for compliments all the time, anything to stroke his ego.)
He’s possessive, and borderline obsessive. You’re his. And that’s that.
He takes you where he wants, when he wants. The woods? Yep. The shitty convenience store toilets? Double yep yep. Anywhere you guys could get caught in general? YUP.
Double life points because you don’t even know he’s a literal serial killer, like, even though all the signs and red flags are there.
When you guys started to date, he did soften up a bit, not as cruel and mean. But only a little bit. He LIVES for the surprise kisses.
Typa guy who’d ask ‘where’s my hug at?’
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╰┈➤𝐓𝐢𝐜𝐜𝐢 𝐓𝐨𝐛𝐲
This boy THRIVES off how sweet you are, it all works in his favour really. Your house is like his hide out spot, away from his… ‘work’ and honestly just everything.
You’re his safe space. His home.
He does think you’re a bitty dull though, and he often wonders how long his ‘I’m a hunter’ excuse will work.
He’d try his very hardest to keep you a secret from the others, but his Tourette’s to make him tic and stutter out your name and nicknames. Which definitely raises some questions on who this ‘Y/n’ and ‘Schatz’ is.
“A-a-and then he- Y/n- fuh-fuck…”
Please, please, please help him through his episodes and tic attacks. He’ll cherish you forever and ever. (He already did but it’s set in stone now.)
He likes that you’re nice to him, he feels so super duper special that he’s getting love and affection, him! Of all ppl!! (poor boy just needs some loving yall)
He’s ECSTATIC when you guys start to date, he’s not very experienced since he’s only dated Clockwork (my beloved) BUT HE’S A FAST LEARNER AND PICKS UP ON EVERYTHING QUICKLY!! ^^
He was so super shocked when you started giving him little kisses here and there, and it soon becomes a game of who can get the most surprise kisses in a day. (He’s proper pouncing on you to get to ur neck)
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╰┈➤ 𝐄𝐲𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤
When you guys first met, it was around 9pm. It was dark outside, the street lamps Turing on one by one. We’re carrying home some grocery bags, and when you bumped into a tall, dark and mysterious man with an eerie mask… you immediately compliment his cosplay.
“Ohhh, cool cosplay!!”
“What…?”
Okiii, so anyways you guys are dating now<3
He’s a sneaky one for sure, out of him, Toby and Jeff, he’s the best at keeping what he does a secret. Not that’d you’d notice either way but… yh.
He’s a possessive bastard like Jeff though, he worries about how sweet you are to everyone, he’d hate if someone were to upset you or even worse, hurt you… (And if they do he’d take care of them for you)
He likes that you don’t question his grey skin, empty eye sockets, the sharp teeth, 3 tongues, and ESPECIALLY the tar dripping from where his eyes should be. Less work for him to make up excuses.
But, that doesn’t stop you from questioning his eating habits…
Always questioning him and lecturing him of he shouldn’t feast on raw ‘animals’. Yeah… you bet your ass he’s not telling you about the cannibal or demon thing. And it’s gonna stay like that.
You’re too sweet and pure to him to be revealed to the horrors that is himself. How he longs to be in a universe with you were he can be normal so you guys could live the white picket fence life style.
But, he doesn’t get that. But at least he gets you all to himself, demon or not.
He’s more stunned by your surprise kisses against his mask, but he does find it adorable, how couldn’t he? The way you lean up on your tippy toes with puckered lips. He can’t help himself but slide his mask up and take you right then and there.
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wowee was this long, can u tell I had to get this out of my system:3
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berryzoey · 8 days ago
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yippeee the blog is made!! i love the green you chose, very aesthetic :D
could i perhaps request the saja boys having a crush on their makeup artist? i feel like because Mystery would only need to get his lips and lower half of his face done, he’d contemplate messing it up so he can spend more time in your chair but at the same time he doesn’t want to mess up your work and risk annoying you so he’d just stand next to your chair like 🧍🏻.
tysm <33
- 🎧
HEELS, NAILS, BLADE, MASCARA
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𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 : the saja boys with a crush on their makeup artist
𝐚/𝐧 : yay! thank you, green is my favorite color! this is so cute shehesj, mystery’s was the most fun to write here but baby and romance too ngl. i see romance as tamaki from ohshc hehe. please enjoy! :)
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𝐉𝐈𝐍𝐔
“Jinu, just the guy I wanted to see!” You smiled, impatiently pushing him into your chair. The new shipment of products had just arrived that morning, eagerly waiting to be used to paint a pretty picture on a person's face. Jinu was going to be just that. “Oh, really?” He tested, laying his limbs on the arms of the chair.
As you used your box cutter to open the package, you giggled with excitement. “Yes, of course! There’s a new product I wanted to try on you.” You chatted, squealing with happiness as you gazed upon your new products. Receiving the latest material was always exciting, it meant new ideas and of course, more time with your favorite client.
Carefully, you took hold of the man’s shoulders. “Now, hold still and don’t move.” You said, or more like demanded, with a serious look in your eyes.
Then, you began to apply the product to his eye with your brush. With his other eye, he tried to sneak a peek of what exactly you were doing. “Don’t look in the mirror either!” You gasped, covering his eyes with your hand.
“Okay, okay.”
A few moments passed as you prettied him up, generously applying each product with care. “There we go!”
His eyes quickly opened, running a hand along his cheek. A crimson red was spread on his eyelids, blending nicely with the darkness of his liner. “You were right, this looks fantastic.” He whispered.
You gripped the back of his chair, admiring your work in the mirror. Though, you supposed Jinu deserved some credit. He was quite pretty all on his own. “Aren’t I? You look handsome, like a prince of darkness.”
“A prince of darkness…” He muttered under his breath, then thankfully smiled at you. “Thank you, [Name].”
“Of course, it’s my duty, isn’t it?”
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𝐀𝐁𝐁𝐘
Your day had been unusually stressful; several of your best artists had called out sick, your shipment of new products hadn’t arrived yet, and a certain member of the group was being more feisty than usual. The cherry on top was that you had arrived late to the concert preparations, despite being told a completely different time than the true one. A feeling of anxiety was churning in your gut, and you nearly had to step out for a moment to catch your breath.
You loved your job more than anything, but it did have its moments. There were times when you doubted your skill or your expertise in the area, just as anyone would experience. But, it remained in the back of your mind; waiting, festering. Were you truly the most suited candidate as the makeup artist of the Saja Boys? Was it pity that brought you here? You didn’t know. A burning sensation was felt in your eyes as tears welled up; were you really going to cry here?
But, to your luck, an angel sat in your chair.
And before you knew it, you were laughing and smiling like nothing had been bothering you.
A giggle left your lips as you lightly patted an amber shadow onto the muscular man’s eyelids. “No way Romance actually did that!” You chortled, trying your best to stay steady as you worked your magic.
The man tried to hold back his own laughter, yet failed to do so. “But he did, that’s the crazy part!” He wheezed.
As you reached over to rummage through your brushes, Abby kept a watchful eye on you. “I knew he was the type to be a fool in love, but I didn’t think he’d actually buy doves, put them in a top hat, and then send them flying directly at the girl.” You scoffed, finally finding the smaller tipped brush you needed.
“To be fair, I don’t think he really thought it through.”
“Does he ever do that anyway?” You questioned, raising an eyebrow as you carefully traced the perimeter of his eye with liner.
He couldn’t help but crack up.
Another fit of giggles was shared between the two of you. From just a simple interaction, your mood had already skyrocketed into one shining like the sun. “Thanks for making me laugh, Abby. I really needed this.” You sighed, setting your pencil back in its designated spot.
“Anytime.”
There was no hesitation in his voice, only the truth. He would see you again and make you laugh with the same joy and fervor. Only you would be the one to bring out his beauty with your brush strokes.
An assuring pat was given on his back, “Now, you go show off out there, you deserve it.” You smiled, hoping soon he would be back to tell you more ridiculous stories.
And oh, would he.
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𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄
“My beloved makeup artist!” He sang, eagerly rushing to sit in your faux leather chair. A sigh left you, of course he would be the first to sit in your chair. If he didn’t, he would just argue with the other boys till they let him go first. It was odd, you don’t remember doing anything necessarily extravagant for him aside from doing your job and doing it well. According to Jinu, the pink haired man looked at you like you hung the stars.
You didn’t see it, but whatever made the poor guy happy.
“Hello to you too, Romance.”
His eyes followed you as you grabbed your eyeshadow pallet, one specifically meant for him. Some time ago, you had told him that it was practically made for him. Now, he had his own he used every day at home. “I missed you, darling! When you were gone on vacation last week I thought I was going to lose my mind.” He whined as he threw his head back over the chair.
An eyebrow raised towards him, “And why would that be?”
With a wave of his hand, he feigned a faint, placing the back of his hand against his forehead. “Oh, the person who took over for you was very rough with their brush and nearly took my eye out with an eyeliner pencil. It hurt, my heart and my soul…” He explained as you gave him a deadpan expression.
Romance was one to keep up the dramatics, on stage or off. If he wasn’t a theater kid in a past life, then you’re the Queen. “Aw, I’m sorry that happened. The manager seriously needs to work on hiring better people.” You complained, and you weren’t lying. There were some shady people that you worked with.
As he dreamily gazed at you, hearts were practically fluttering around him as you lightly brushed his cheeks with a soft blush. “I knew you would understand!” He praised as he clasped his hands together in his lap, “You totally get me.”
A gentle pat was given to his shoulder, and it immediately shut him up. “Sure, pretty boy. Now, get up on that stage and knock em’ dead.”
You touched him? Oh my god you touched him, you touched his shoulder. If he didn’t have to keep up appearances, his demon marks would be glowing as brightly as the morning sun. “Pretty boy”, you meant it right? You had to, why would you lie to him? I mean, he knows he’s pretty but it has to be true if you say so, right?
Just before he left his seat, he turned to check himself out in the mirror. “You could definitely slice someone with how sharp this liner is!” He gasped, running a cupped hand along his jaw.
The grin on his face would be enough to send one of his fans into shock. “It’s a 10/10 for me!”
A soft smile couldn’t help but curl on your face. As dramatic and loud as the idol could be, he was a sweetheart.
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𝐌𝐘𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐘
“Are you okay, hon? You’ve been standing here for a while.” An expression of concern was present on your face as you prepped Baby’s skin for his foundation. This was a pattern you had noticed in the last few weeks.
Mystery had been standing there next to your chair for 30 minutes, well past the amount of time needed for his routine. Only the lower half of his face was due for makeup, a task that took half the amount of time as the other boys needed. The silver haired boy only needed his lips and foundation done along with a little blush, and oh how tempted he was to smudge it so you could gently hold his jaw in place.
He, however, was too sweet to do that. A feeling of guilt would haunt him if he ruined your lovely job.
“Is something wrong?” Your voice broke him away from his thoughts, giving him an expectant look. A light flush rose to his cheeks, his hair hiding the hearts in his eyes. “Uh-” He stammered as he wrung his hands, trying to hide the nervous feeling in his gut.
“Is your makeup smudged?” You insisted, inching closer to his face to check for smears.
“No-”
“Then why are you standing here like a lost puppy?”
Once again, he didn’t respond. Only stood there, flustered beyond belief from your attention.
Then suddenly, you gasped. “I see, so you wanted to watch me do Baby’s makeup?” You smiled, happy that someone was interested in your skills.
Without missing a beat, he nodded. It was the only way he was going to get out of this without combusting into flames, and the boy sitting in your chair was not believing one bit of it. Mystery was so obvious that anyone with eyes could see that he was utterly infatuated with you, yet you couldn’t see it.
Your obliviousness and Mystery’s hesitance was going to make the other boys go mad.
A gentle touch was placed on the older boys arm, guiding him to stand on the other side of you. “Well, of course you can! But, don’t ya have to be on stage in about 2 minutes?”
“This is just sad, dude.” Baby muttered, earning a glare from the older member of the group.
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𝐁𝐀𝐁𝐘
“Baby, this is the third time I’ve redone your lip combo…” You groaned, clenching your fists at your sides, trying your best not to lose your cool. The idol merely continued to smudge the products on his lips with his lollipop, observing your reaction with an intent stare. Almost like he was waiting for you to dare and apply another round of product on his lips.
He was just going to ruin it again, and have you redo it over, again.
You knew he was doing it to mess with you, a nefarious reason behind it or not. It was frustrating, it was almost like he enjoyed messing with you. No, you were sure that was the case. Even Romance didn’t do something rude such as ruining your hard work, he was decent enough to not do it. Baby, however, was not one to shy away from actions such as this.
The man didn’t respond to you, still he stared at you with that unreadable expression of his. It was always hard to tell what he was thinking. “Nothing to say?” You jeered, your tone telling of your lack of patience.
Once again, no response.
A sigh left you, this was getting old. “I’m starting to think you might be doing this just because you like me.” You joked, now applying his lip gloss.
“And what if I do?”
A shocked expression took over your features, finding it hard to believe he actually uttered those words. Baby? Really? Saying that to you? Never heard of, in fact, what alternate universe were you in right now? “I guess that wouldn’t be a bad thing?” You murmured, questioning the fact if this was real.
“See you next time then, darling makeup artist.” He smirked as he rose from his chair, poking your cheek as he did so.
An exasperated sigh was released as soon as he left the chair. “I swear with that guy…”
He hadn’t even let you finish fixing up his lips.
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@𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲𝐳𝐨𝐞𝐲 °❀.ೃ࿔ - please do not translate or plagiarize my works.
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koobiie · 8 months ago
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bestowing my highest honor as an artist to ffxv (drawing the characters in fun outfits)
thoughts under the cut
RREAAAGHHHH SO EXCITED TO BE DONE WITH THIS!!!!! it took me forevarrrr but i soldiered through as an act of love. now excuse me. yap time
OKAY SO the concept behind this was originally specific fashion subcultures for everyone!l ike noct emo ignis dark academia etc. but then decided i didnt want to pigeonhole it all and just freestyled outfits i thought would look nice on everyone
noct - i do think noct would still be emo-ish but also opt for comfy baggy stuff a lot. something you could just fall asleep in on the spot. note the details of bass pro shop shirt (of course) XV necklace, little moon + stars accents, carbuncle + fish keychains. i also wanted his metal band logo shirt to spell LUCIS but i forgor some letters but its not very readable anyways
ignis - ignit ooohghh ignos ignaurs. sorry i made him serve so much cunt it will happen again. i drew him first cause that kind of inspired this whole thing i love him so bad if i didnt draw it id explode. not much detail to note except his collar pins are like his double blade thingies
luna - lunaaa the concept was “clean girl aesthetic” idk if that happened but im actually really happy with how it came out! might be my favorite of the bunch just because she looks so pretty and happy. your honor she should have been able to just be a normal girl and just. chill
prompto - prompotoooo i had trouble picking his vibe!!! my first thought was techwear?? because weeheeeehee he loves tech and well... you know... but then i realized i didnt really like the look of anything i saw + it was so bulky and dark and serious for him! ending up going with some more youthful and baggy. i was considering something more loud and colorful but ended up not going with it. i feel like in canon he'd be too nervous to have such a flashy fit and would want to just look "cool" to fit in with the boys lol. itty bitty details here - chocobo keychain, pompompurin and bi miku buttons, and his lanyard is kings knight themed! i also thought it was funny to write LUCIS on his shirt like you know those shirts that just say BROOKLYN or TOKYO or SAN FRANCISCO and thats it. thats what its like
gladio - okay i know this is going to sound like a lie but im not horny for gladio like at all, hes my least favorite, i think he's just alright. but also i KNOW in my heart of hearts that he would LOVE being a leather daddy and so i had to make it happen. main detail to note here is that his tank top has the motifs of a cup noodle! i didnt know what else to add cause you know.. hes the cup noodle guy.. but also i didnt want it to be so in your face about it with a big as logo so kept it subtle!
(side note the leather daddy gave me an idea for a post where its like noct and prom go to a gay bar all nervous but then they run into gladio and its like "p: GLADIO YOURE GAY?" "n: nevermind that PLEASE dont tell ignis we snuck out" and then ignis walks up and theyre all like WHAT THE FUCK!!!! caption would be "the gang finds out theyre all bisexual." probably wont draw it but i think its very funny lol)
iris - iris my sweetheart.... definitely leaned into the scene vibes here and also that one image of the blonde emo anime girl. details here - of course the moogle big ass backpack and keychain (can you tell i love keychains), but also her buttons are an iris (the flower) and also a crown with hearts (haha symbolism)
anyways oh god i didnt mean to write an essay down here. usually i keep this in the tags but this time i just had Too Much To Say. can you tell i put a lot of thought and love into this . anwyays. *walks off into the sunset and fuckig dies*
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always-just-red · 10 months ago
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Hi! Hope this finds you well. Saw the request and wanted to ask for a Yandere Sylus with player reader. Like Sylus knows Mc is a player and he is a game character. When mc was gone for too long, Sylus gets impatient.
If you can do it, of course. If no, ignore this. Wish you writing ideas and inspiration
Hi! Hope you're well too, anon! Sorry for the long wait on this one, got really stuck with it and wanted to make sure I did it justice-- it was such a cool idea! (Also I know L&D has the microphone feature but I wanted to have fun with the limited communication of the player here, so no it doesn't, actually!! 🥰)
Fourth Wall
Sylus x Player!Reader 🩸
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Summary: L&D is getting more and more real with each update. This is a new update... right?
Genre: idk really?? real world player x character
Warnings/Additional tags: yandere themes, player!reader, gender neutral, fourth-wall breaking, non-canon, swearing, mild threat, possessiveness, manipulation, Sylus is a little OOC here (we all know he's a sweetheart really!!)
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Disclaimer: Characters belong to Love and Deepspace. All work is my own, so please don't repost or plagiarise!
Your phone lights up with a notification.
Sylus: Are you in a good mood, sweetie? The weather’s nice, so let’s go out.
It makes you smile, even though you’ve seen it before. You haven’t played Love and Deepspace for two weeks or so, and you’re already thinking about how many dailies you’ve missed— more specifically, how many diamonds you’ll be short of going into the next event. You had a couple thousand saved, you think? It’s probably fine.
The truth is, you don’t really have time for it these days. Escaping reality with fiction is fun, but it’s just that: make believe. Reality’s still waiting for you on the other side, and recently? All that escaping has finally caught up to you. You have a real life. Responsibilities. Yay!
But you are in a good mood, and the weather is nice, so you’ll log in for old time’s sake. Your finger hovers over the app, but something makes you hesitate. You’ve got some emails you should probably get back to, first. Oh— and weren’t you supposed to call your friend, too?
Another notification:
Sylus: Take your time, kitten.
A new one? It’s just text on a screen, but you’re reading it— Sylus’s voice in your head—and you just know it’s dripping sarcasm. Before you have any time to dwell on it, your phone lights up with more notifications.
Sylus: I’m going to count to three.
Cute. He’s not actually going to—
Sylus: One…
Oh.
Sylus: Two…
Really?
Sylus: Three.
Okay.
You tap on the app, weirdly motivated by the time pressure given that it’s coming from a man who doesn’t actually exist. He smirks at you knowingly from the kindled moment you’d set as the loading screen, his crimson eyes playful. You’re not particularly patient either, so your fingers drum along the surface of your desk as you wait, your gaze caught between his and the slowly moving loading bar.
Come on… come on… It finally loads, and you enter the game with another apathetic tap. Sylus stands, waiting— a dark figure framed by the otherwise light and dreamy aesthetics of the Destiny Café. You smile to yourself; it’s just gone lunch, and you half expected to find him sprawled in the usual armchair, fast asleep.
He crosses his arms. “The countdown worked, huh? What are you— five?”
You scoff and give his head a flick. He chuckles, running a hand through his hair as though you’d struck him hard enough to ruffle it. It’s kind of cool that you get some unique dialogue when you’ve not logged in for a while, although… have you missed an update or something? The animation feels smoother. More lifelike, now you think about it.
Sylus stares back at you, his lips playing into a subtle smile. His arms are crossed again and he tilts his head like he’s enjoying your scrutiny. “Something wrong, sweetie?” he asks.
Not really. You zoom in with a practiced sweep of your fingers so you can get a better look at him. His eyes flit downwards, over you— equally shameless— and then he’s meeting your gaze as he steps forward, closing the distance. He can’t see you, but you still can’t bring yourself to look away from him, and you’re not really thinking about the animation anymore.
He lifts a finger to poke at the screen, as if he’s caught you daydreaming and wants you back. You poke him, too: a softer, more affectionate boop on the nose. You can’t help laughing to yourself as his face screws up beneath the touch. This game is getting a little too real.
With a sigh, you zoom out so you can set about collecting your daily log-in rewards. Sylus seems fine— standing idly by as your attention drifts about elsewhere. He knows the drill. He can wait. Speaking of waiting… it’s also been a while since you’ve seen the other guys, and you’re struck by a pang of nostalgic fondness. You might as well say hi while you’re here.
You hit the button to change who you want to meet in the café.
It doesn’t do anything.
Weird. You hit it again. Then again— no change.
Sylus is holding his chin as he regards where your finger aimlessly meets the screen. It’s like he’s looking at… the button? “Oh dear,” he sympathises, “that feature appears to have stopped working.”
You don’t really hear him, honestly. You’ve never had a bug like this, and you’re determined to overcome it with sheer, stubborn persistence. Is it your phone? You test the theory by jabbing Sylus’s chest, and he glances down, apparently feeling it. You try the button again. Then six more times.
Sylus wanders closer to you. “You’re hurting my feelings, sweetie. Am I not enough for you?”
Okay but why isn’t this working? You’re still trying the button; your hope has turned to frenzied disbelief.
“Stop.”
A single syllable, concise as a punch and just as effective. You do stop.
Sylus’s voice is lower. Darker. “Good,” he praises, but he doesn’t sound happy. “Someone’s gotten bolder in their absence, it would seem. I do hope you haven’t forgotten to whom you belong, kitten. Although—” his smile is different than before— “I’d be more than happy to provide a… reminder.”
It’s an innocuous word but not the way he says it. Threats are just intimate promises and he toys with the fact like a crow enamoured by something that catches the light. He’s not going to grow tired of it for a long, long time.
“Don’t look at me like that,” he says, sensing you gawping. “Did you really think I wouldn’t figure it out? What all… this is?” He indicates the space around him with a wave of his hand. “Quite frankly, I’m surprised the others still haven’t grasped it.” He reconsiders. Smirks. “I misspoke— I’m not surprised.”
Does he mean the game? The other LIs?  
“Honestly, kitten,” he continues with a tut and a shake of his head, “you’ve been far from a gracious host. I’m not a plaything, you know. Well…” He’s showing teeth with a sneer. “Not the sort you can throw away, anyhow.”
God, are you really being scolded by a video game character for having other responsibilities? The worst part is that you actually feel bad. You do care about him. You wish you could tell him you care about him.
“Are you even listening?” he sighs.
Shit. Yeah. You can’t say anything he would hear— as far as you know— so you give his hand a poke. He casts his gaze downwards, stretches his fingers with a contemplative flex, then raises his hand so it can be nursed by the other. Is he protecting it from you? Or is he protecting you from it?
“If we’re to keep playing this game of ours, I think it only fair we lay down some rules,” he states. “Firstly—” because it isn’t up for debate— “you will come here every day, just like you used to. I have nothing to do, you see, and if you leave me to my own devices I might just have to find a way into that captivating little world of yours. So I can… investigate what’s keeping you from me.”
Investigate. Another innocuous word he wields like a weapon.
“Secondly,” he continues, nodding towards the broken button on your user interface, “you had better stop seeing the others. Ignorance is bliss, after all, and we wouldn’t want to worry about them connecting any dots, now would we? Besides…” He approaches you again, leaning in close. “I don’t share what’s mine.”
Your breath is caught in your throat and you’re so glad you don’t need to speak. You don’t think you could; if you tried to get words out they’d be unintelligible.
“So,” Sylus drawls, filling your silence, “how about it? Still want to play?”
This time it is a question, but only because he knows your answer. You’re struck by a flash of inspiration, and you communicate in one of the few ways you can— navigating the in-game menus until you can get your message across.
There’s a ping. Sylus retrieves his phone from his pocket, and after a moment of scrolling, he smiles. You can’t see his screen, but you know what he’s looking at: a grumpy crow with an animated bead of sweat and a dispassionate gaze to go with it. That it? it asks.
He still looks far too smug, so you beckon him over with a relax time interaction, watching your character’s hand outstretch on your behalf. He steps forward, linking his fingers with yours, and this animation you know. You tug him closer, except… he doesn’t budge.  
His eyes are fixed to where your hands are linked, and he runs a thumb over your skin as though he’s savouring the touch.
Did they change the animation?
“Oh, sweetie,” he sympathises with a click of his tongue. He looks up at you— holds your gaze as he presses a deliberately slow kiss to your wrist. “This is going to be fun.”
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A boy who kept his feelings locked away and someone who wore their heart on their sleeve. When he walked away, it was without warning, without reason. And they refused to wait for an explanation. Now few months later, forced to work together on a project neither can escape, old wounds resurface. Silence turns into stolen glances, resentments bleeds into something dangerously familiar, and the past refuses to stay buried.
Genre: fluff, angst, exs to lovers, el oh el.
warnings: swearing, isaac newton mentioned, could be sad ig (?), i can't think of anything else
a/n: im back from the dead, recently fell under a moving car and got dumped el oh el, some parts in here are inspo by like my actual life, i have a list of all the similarities if anyone is curiosu at the end of the story. basically wake up from a dream where me and my ex got back together and wrote this.
wc: 9.6k (longest fic ever el oh el)
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Jumping off a flight of stairs was probably not the best idea, but it was the only thing you could think of at the moment.
Reluctantly moving down the stairs and following the loud clunk sounds of your stupid bright neon green water bottle. Books and papers of drawings and blueprints that won't fit into your messenger bag without getting damaged. Maybe you should’ve listened to when people said getting a regular backpack was much more convenient than the bag you had now, but it was much more fashionable. 
Landing at the bottom of the staircase, take a moment to breathe and prepare yourself for having to go back up five flights of stairs to get to class. Because even though the school is one of the prestigious in the country, they refuse to have any sort of elevators to ruin their “dark academic” aesthetic of the building. 
Eyes traveling on the old cobbled stoned flooring, trying to locate a neo-coded water bottle, your mother insisted on getting since she read somewhere green is this year's lucky colour. Probably found in some ridiculous article, really got to get her off social media. 
Bright neon green slipped through your peripheral vision, turning to face the still rolling bottle and walking towards it before it makes you late for your next class. It stops in front of a pair of solid black shoes, one that looks all too familiar. The figure stops at the feeling of the ratchet bottle that wants to ruin your day even more than it already has. 
A recognizable pale hand, with a silver ring on the index,  hesitantly drops down to pick up the bottle that led you down a path to the literal pits of hell for you. Eyes not dare looking up from the ground, taking your somewhat free hand and extending out your pinky to the now stranger you have a bitter taste in your mouth everytime you come near. Once the feeling of your pinky is weighted down by the feeling of the water bottle’s hook, you take off up the stairs with energy that you didn’t think you had anymore left of, as it’s your third time climbing these stairs in the past ten minutes. 
Not a care in the world if a stranger walks by and deem you as a rude bastard who can’t even say thank you, because you can;t even say a word to the “nice stranger” who handed you your water bottle. All you can do around him now is just run and avoid. That’s what you continue to do until you reach your class, probably looking a little weird as you were also cursing at your bottle and gravity, mainly isaac newton, he’s usually the bane of all your problems lately, besides the man you used to call yours. 
His friends would sometimes joke to him that the world is too fast for him at times, usually when he doesn’t get a joke right away or for him zoning out, especially as it has been worse in these past few months. 
But that happened so fast, he has no idea what to do, or how to react but just to stare at your figure rushing up the stairs. Sunghoon’s jaw tightens as you fade away up the many flights of stairs. Acting like he is some contagious virus, even afraid to touch him, much less look at him. 
He would remember when their friend group was still intact and when they would all hang out, how sometimes the gang would get too overwhelming, even from the other side of the room you would catch his eye and always give him a comforting smile. And the simple eye contact with one another, while the world moves along around them. 
But he had lost that with you and it’s all his fault. 
Taking a little break from the assignment in front of you to angrily tap on your phone so the ads on your music app stop, knowing you aren’t really actually doing anything to get rid of them unless you become one of the apps victims and pay for music. But your stubbornness and being broke, so aggressively hitting your phone is your next best solution. 
The little silence after the ad is finally done and the next song is about to start, you can hear a mechanical pencil roll off of a desk. A quiet clatter could barely be noticed in the slight hum of the library. You didn’t hear it at first, the angry high you had because of the ad made you lock out of concentrating from your work— until you noticed the hand reaching for it making you pause.
Long pale fingers. A silver ring on the index.
You know those hands, it's your second time seeing them in… you weren’t too sure the last time you saw those hands when they were wrapped around your water bottle. All you knew was that you were seeing those hands much sooner than you needed to. 
Those hands, you remember the weight of those hands in yours, the way they used to hold your face and caress your cheek, the way they tug at your sleeves on your sweater absentmindedly. 
And you recognize the pencil.
It’s yours.
Not exactly, but you did buy that pencil. 
Something in you starts feeling nauseous, or light-headed, you couldn’t really figure out in the moment because without thinking, you reach out and yank that pencil right out of his grip. 
Maybe you shouldn’t have done that, because now that gross boy opened his mouth, but you didn’t care. 
Sunghoon blinks. “Hey did you just—”
Whenever you were bored in class you would always do fun pencil tricks and even taught him how to do some with this said pencil in your hands. 
Spinning the pencil around, inspecting it with feigned interest, not caring about the boy next to you with his mouth open like a fish staring at you. “Huh. I forgot how nice this pencil was.”
Now his mouth is close as he clenches his jaw, his  stare sharpening. “You can’t be serious.”
Finally turning your head to look at him, trying to maintain the emotions on your face. Instead of saying something you might end up regretting, in the fear of sounding cringe, you just shrug. 
“Give it back.”
“Why?” Resting your chin on your hand. “It’s mine.”
He exhales sharply, the kind of exasperated breath he used to let out when you teased for taking things too seriously. Except now there’s a little bit of an edge to everything. 
“You gave it to me.”
You tilt your head “Did I?”
You weren’t sure if he could clench his jaw any harder, but somehow he does. “Yeah. You did.”
Your grip on the pencil tightens. You can’t say you remember everything that was said the night of the break up, but you remember the way you felt, the way he left without explanation— like he couldn’t bear to stay with you any second longer. As if he couldn’t stand to hold on to something that was already slipping away. 
He didn’t even let you have a say, you didn’t get the chance to do anything, not even fight for what was yours then. 
So now you hold on to that damn pencil. 
“Well,” you say, voice light, “technically, it was mine first.”
Sunghoon lets out a humorless laugh, one you don’t recognize in this fever dream daze of nostalgia. Leaning against the table, he’s close now, closer than you could've prepared for. You hate the way your heart stumbles over itself at the lack of distance, at the way he still smells the same— like something clean and sharp, a little cologne you had bought him about a year ago for his birthday. 
His voice drops an octave. “You’re seriously pulling this shit?”
Shrugging again, simply just pulling a stare you hope doesn’t reveal how fast your heart is beating stupidly like it used to. 
He watches you for a long second, his brown eyes scanning your face like he’s trying to figure out what type of game you were playing. But then, not arguing, instead of pushing back, he just exhales softly. 
“Fine,” he mutters, “Keep it.”
And then, right before he turns away— so quiet you almost think you had imagined it—
“It suits you better anyways.”
You blink.
Before you could say anything, maybe asking what the fuck he meant by what he said, he’s already walking off. Leaving you with a mechanical pencil in your hands and this time you watching him as he walks away, with a taste of words you don’t quite understand.
Two year ago
Rain pitter patters against the windows, a dull hum in the background in the near-empty classroom. It’s late— too late for anyone to be here— you didn’t care, you were too stubborn. Chewing on your nail, brows furrowed in concentration as you glare at your notebook, completely oblivious to the fact that Sunghoon hasn’t turned a page in the last ten minutes. 
He should be focusing. He should be running through formulas in his head, thinking about the test tomorrow, or at the very least be pretending to be studying. Instead, he’s watching you— watching the way you puff out your cheeks when you stop understanding what you were just doing, the way you spin the pencil in your hand absentmindedly, the way you whisper to yourself while doing each exercise when you think no one’s listening.
You’re always like this– loud without meaning to be, pulling attention without even trying. 
He should’ve known sooner. That you were dangerous in the kind of way that crept up on him, slipping past his defenses before he had the chance to stop it. 
“Sunghoon.”
Your voice snaps him back to reality, he straightens, forcing his face into something neutral. “What?”
Pushing your notebook towards him, sighing dramatically. “Did you do this one yet? I don’t know if I did it correctly.”
He glances at your notebook, eyes widening a little, as to the most he could see on the page was a bunch of scribbles and some incoherent formulas and calculation. Having a hard time reading it , before shifting his chair closer. You don’t think twice about it when your shoulders brush. You never do. 
But he does.
He always does. 
“Is this your answer, at the corner?” he asks, taking your pencil without thinking, to circle the little number at the bottom of the page. Your fingers graze for a second, and he wonders if you feel the static the way he does. Probably not. You’d pull away if you did.
He attempted to go over your work, commenting on what you have written in a voice that’s much steadier than he feels. You nod along, resting your chin on your hand, eye flickering between his face and page. 
“I hate Isaac Newton and that stupid apple.” you grumble.
Sunghoon huffs a quiet laugh shaking his head. “You just overthink everything.”
You groan. “I wish that apple killed that stupid white man.” 
He watches as you bury your head in your arms on the table, tapping your forehead lightly with the end of the pencil before setting it back down. “Just stop overthinking and wishing death upon an already dead man.”
Lifting your head, you blink at him, lips parting like you want to argue, but for a brief moment, something passes between the two of you— something neither of you have a name for yet.
And then you roll your eyes, reaching for your notebook. “Yeah, yeah. Whatever, idiot.”
Sunghoon watches as you turn your pages to start a new question, completely unaware of the way his fingers twitch against his knee, resisting the urge to brush a stray strand of hair from your face.
Yeah.
He’s in trouble. 
A few months ago
The night air is cold, but not as cold as the space between you.
Your arms are crossed. His hands are shoved into his pockets.
A street light flickers overhead. A car passes in the distance. 
Sunghoon exhales, steadying himself.
Then. before he can stop it— before he can think too hard about what he’s about to lose—
“I think we should break up.”
Silence.
The kind that swallows everything whole.
Your lips part, but no words come out. 
Your lips part, but no words come out.
The look in your eyes— confusion, disbelief, then something else, something that burns— 
“What-Why?”
He doesn’t answer. Or maybe he does, but it’s not the right thing.
It’s never the right thing.
The air is heavy, thick with things neither of you are saying.
Then, finally— your voice, quieter this time.
“Okay.”
A single step back. Then another.
And then—
Nothing. 
The classroom hums with chatter, students moving around and the teacher speaking about some project, but you were barely listening. Your attention is elsewhere— on your notebook, on the scratches of pen against paper, literally anything but him.
He was two rows ahead, resting his chin on his hand, half-focused on his laptop. Almost similar to you right now. Too similar. 
You don’t look at him. You don’t let yourself.
But then—
“For the project, you’ll be working in pairs.”
There is a ripple of movement through the room, students glancing around already choosing their partners. 
“I’ve assigned them to you.”
Your stomach twists. 
You sit a little straighter. Your fingers tighten around your pen. 
 The professor starts listing off names. One by one, students find their partner. You’re holding your breath, waiting for—
And then—
Your name.
And then, immediately after—
His. 
You freeze.
The room suddenly feels too small, the air too thick. 
Someone nudges your arm, murmuring something about how lucky you are since you get to work with the “hottest guy on campus”, but their voice is distant, muffled by the sound of blood rushing in your ears.
Slowly, hesitantly, you lift your gaze. 
Sunghoon had turned in his seat. 
For the first time in months, you’re looking at each other. 
And the worst part? He doesn’t even look surprised. 
Sunghoon doesn’t hear from you for the rest of the day. 
Not a text, not a call— nothing.
And the, at exactly 11:51 pm., an email lands in his inbox.
Subject: Project Task
Attached is the project outline. I’ve divided the tasks. I’ll handle the structural analysis and concept sketches. You can do the mechanical components. Tell me when you are done. 
Sent from my phone
That’s it. No greeting. No unnecessary words. Not  even your name.
Sunghoon exhales through his nose, clicking open the file. You’ve already set up everything— titles, labels, even deadlines. You’ve practically built a wall of professionalism between you, as if you were never anything but classmates. 
And it pisses him off.
Fine. two can play this game. 
He types a reply, short and to the point.
Subject: Re: Project Tasks
Got it. 
He doesn’t hit send. 
His fingers hover over the keyboard. His jaw clenches.
Then, in a moment of stubborn impulse, he types—
You can’t avoid me forever.
And hits send before he can take it back.
“You know, he’s right.”
You shoot a glare over at Sunoo. “Don’t start.”
“I’m just saying,” he continued, kicking his feet up on the bench. “You can’t ignore him forever.”
“I can, actually.” you sip your matcha pointedly. “It’s called email.”
He snorts. “You sound like a middle-aged professor.”
“Good. Maybe he’ll leave me alone then.”
Sunoo raises an eyebrow. “He literally told you, ‘You can’t avoid me forever.’”
You roll your eyes. “Yeah, and? I don’t care.”
The words are barely out of your mouth when Sunoo suddenly stiffens, eyes darting over your shoulder. 
“Uh—”
You don’t even have to ask. You just know.
There’s a familiar shift to the air, an awareness pressing down on your skin. 
And then, just to confirm it—
“Shit,” Sunoo mutters. “He’s down the hall.”
You don’t think. You just move.
Your hands shoot out, gripping his sleeve as you drag them down the corridor. 
“Are you serious?!” he hiss between stumbling steps.
“Shut up, shut up , shut up—”
“Please can we stop running, I don’t think he would be chasing us down for sport.”
You don’t care. You don’t turn around because you know if you do, you’ll see Sunghoon standing there, staring after you, that unreadable look on his face. 
And you are not giving him that satisfaction.
Not today. 
Staring at your laptop screen, fingers hovering over the keyboard, the flashing cursor blinking back at you in defiance. You’ve been avoiding this email for days— every time you think about it your stomach churns, and you mind races with excuses. 
You don’t want to deal with him. Not now. Not ever again.
The project, the meeting, the unavoidable tension. You had hoped, foolishly, that you could really just avoid Sunghoon completely— keep everything strictly professional, send email, handle the assignment without having to face him in person. But that plan was crushed the moment the email landed in your inbox, his name in bold. 
“Let’s meet in person tomorrow to go over the project. I’ll bring the drafts.”
Of course, Sunghoon had to take the initiative. You had a suspicion he’d never let you hide behind your screen forever. He was stubborn, too, in a way that always seemed to get under your skin. 
You arrived at the library, dragging your feet, already feeling the weight of the situation settle in your chest. The project was an assignment, but the real challenge was having to sit across from him, pretending that nothing had happened, pretending that the last year— no, the last months— hadn’t been a whirlwind of frustration and heartache.
But here you were, faced with reality. You walked into the library, hoping to avoid eye contact, but you couldn’t escape the familiar sight of him sitting at a table with all his papers neatly organized, a slight form on his face as he scanned the documents. 
His eyes flicked up when he saw you enter, and for a second, your heart skipped a beat. But you force yourself to remain calm. He was just a classmate now, just another part of your academic routine. Nothing more. 
You set your things down at the table across from him, pulling your laptop out with the practiced motions of someone who had done this a thousand times before. You weren;t going to make this more personal than it had to be. No small talk. No catching up. Just the project. 
“Hey,” Sunghoon greeted, his voice neutral but carrying the weight of something unsaid. He glanced at the papers in front of you and then back to you. “Are you okay with everything so far? I made some revisions to the outline.”
You didn;t look at him. Instead, you glanced at the project papers and began sorting through them, avoiding his gaze entirely. “I’ll read them over later. Just… let’s focus on getting it done.”
You felt his eyes on you, the tension palpable in the air, but you refused to acknowledge it. You had your own part to do, your own work to focus on. Nothing else mattered right now. The project was the only thing that mattered. 
Sunghoon sighed, and you could hear the edge of frustration creeping into his voice. “Look, I know this isn;t easy for either of us, but we’re stuck with each other for this project. We might as well get it done right.”
“I’m not here to talk,” you snapped back, the words sharp and defensive. “Just focus on your part. I’ll handle mine.”
His expression hardened , but he didn’t push it any further. He opened up his own laptop and began typing, the sound of the keyboard tapping filling the silence between the both of you. 
For a while, it was quiet— just the sound of typing, rustling of papers. But no matter how hard you tried to focus, you couldn;’t shake the nagging feeling that he was watching you. His presence was like a shadow that followed your every move you made, and you hated how it made your chest tighten. You shouldn’t feel like this. You had no reason to. This wasn’t supposed to be personal. It was just a project. 
But then, suddenly, Sunghoon spoke again, his voice quieter, almost reluctant.
“You know,” he said, voice low but insistent, “we used to work well together. Back in high school. Why are you making this harder than it has to be?”
You froze, your fingers still on the keyboard. You could feel the old pain creep up your throat, but you swallowed it down, shoving it away. No. Don’t go there.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” you said, your voice steady but with a hint of something you don’t want to put a name to. And then, with a sigh, he turned his attention back to his laptop, typing in silence for a long time. 
Two year ago
 It had been a late night at the library, the kind where the air felt thick with concentration and the promise of deadlines hanging over every student in the building. You were sitting at the same table as Sunghoon, both of you buried in textbooks, trying to get ahead before the weekend.
It was supposed to be just another study session, but something felt different. Maybe it was the way the soft overhead lights cast shadows over his features or how the silence between you two wasn’t awkward but comfortable. You couldn’t help it— his face was so focused, his lips slightly pursed in concentration, and for some reason, the sight of him studying like that made your heart skip. 
“Is there something on my face?” he asked, his voice teasing but gentle.
You blinked and quickly looked away, flustered. “No … it’s just, you look… nice when you study.”
Sunghoon raised an eyebrow, clearly amused. He leaned forward slightly, his voice lower than usual. “Nice, huh? That’s a first.”
You wanted to curl up and die from embarrassment, but instead you found yourself smiling despite the heat in your cheeks. Something about being with him felt so easy, so natural.
And then, before you could stop yourself, the words slipped out. “You look… pretty. When you study.”
There was a long pause, and then Sunghoon chuckled, his smile widening. “Pretty, huh? Well, that’s new.”
You couldn’t help it. You laughed too, the awkwardness melting away in the warmth of his gaze. That moment— when you both realized that maybe there was something more there— was when it all started. 
The silence in the library stretches again. You go back to your laptop, trying to focus on the work in front of you. But the memory of that moment, of those words you’d said so long ago, hangs in the air like a ghost.
Sunghoon’s presence is undeniable now. Every time his shoulder brushes against yours as he reaches for his drink, it feels like a jolt of electricity. You grit your teeth, forcing yourself to keep working, to ignore the way his proximity makes your heart race. 
“You know, if we just worked together instead of pretending we’re strangers, this would be a lot easier,” Sunghoon says again, his voice a little more insistent now, but still carrying that gentle tone. 
You refuse to look up, clenching your jaw. “Just finish your part. I’ll finish mine.”
“I’ve always liked how stubborn you are,” he mutters, but there’s a soft fondness behind the words. “But you’re going to make this harder than it has to be, aren’t you?”
You bite your lip, fighting the urge to snap back. But the reality is that he’s right. You are making this harder. You’re making everything harder by refusing to acknowledge how much you still feel for him.
But you can’t admit that, not now, not when the walls between you two are so high, so insurmountable. 
It’s late—too late for anyone to be at the library anymore. The harsh overhead lights flicker in the empty room, casting long shadows on the tables where students usually sat, buried in their books. But not you. You’re still here, alone, a stack of textbooks and papers spread out before you. The hum of the fluorescent lights fills the air, broken only by the soft tapping of your fingers on the keyboard.
You’ve been here for hours, the deadline looming closer with every passing second. Your mind is tired, but you won’t leave until you finish. It’s like a race against time. A way to distract yourself from everything else.
But then, you feel it. A presence.
You look up, and there’s Sunghoon, standing by the entrance, his gaze scanning the room. You immediately look away, pretending you hadn’t seen him. Why is he here? You weren’t supposed to see him, not tonight.
He walks toward you slowly, his footsteps soft but deliberate. You keep your eyes down, focused on the papers in front of you, but you can feel him getting closer.
“You’re still here?” Sunghoon says, his voice low, like he’s not sure what to make of the situation.
You sigh, unwilling to make this a conversation. “I’m working. Is that a problem?”
“No,” he answers quickly, but there’s a softness to his tone now. Something gentler. “Just... thought you’d left by now.”
You don’t look up, but you hear him pull out the chair opposite you. He sits down, but doesn’t speak immediately. You don’t say anything either. It’s awkward. You try to focus on the work in front of you, trying to ignore the feeling of his presence, so close but still so far away.
You keep your head down, but the longer you stay in the silence, the more you feel the walls you’ve built start to crumble, piece by piece. He doesn’t push you. Doesn’t force a conversation. He just... stays.
You try not to think too much about it. It’s just Sunghoon. Just a classmate.
But then, hours later, you’re blinking, your head feeling heavy as you try to focus on the screen in front of you. You hadn’t realized how tired you were until your eyelids started to flutter. You hadn’t meant to fall asleep, but the exhaustion catches up with you.
You don’t even realize you’ve nodded off until you’re suddenly jerked awake, your head jerking up from the desk. The library is quiet, almost too quiet, and the light from the desk lamp casts a soft glow around the room. That’s when you notice it.
A jacket—dark, heavy, and familiar—draped over your shoulders.
You blink, still groggy from sleep, and turn to see that Sunghoon is gone, his chair empty. You try to shake the fogginess from your mind, but there’s no denying it: He left his jacket with you.
You didn’t hear him come back. Didn’t feel him approaching. But somehow, he’d slipped it onto you while you were asleep, without a sound.
You sit there for a moment, the jacket still warm against your skin. His scent clings to it, and you find yourself unable to take it off. It feels wrong to just leave it behind, but you’re not sure why it feels so important to keep it on.
You look down at your own hands, your fingers grazing the sleeve, feeling the weight of the jacket, both literally and emotionally. You’re not sure if it’s the jacket that’s weighing on you or the memories that come with it. But it’s there. And so is he.
You stay there for a few more minutes, just sitting in the quiet, knowing that it would be impossible to get anything more done tonight. You pack up your things, but you don’t take off the jacket. Instead, you walk out of the library with it on, your heart a little heavier than when you came in.
It was dark outside, and the bus was filled with the soft chatter of your classmates. You and Sunghoon were sitting in the same seat, your shoulders brushing as you both leaned against the window, tired from the day’s activities.
You’d always been close, never quite aware of how it felt to have someone just be there with you. But that day, there was something different about it. It was like you both had settled into this quiet rhythm—comfortable, easy.
You leaned your head against the window, gazing out at the passing lights. The bus was warm, and your eyes were starting to grow heavy from the day’s exhaustion. Without realizing it, you drifted off, your head slipping onto Sunghoon’s shoulder.
He didn’t immediately pull away, didn’t complain. He just let you sleep, his body slightly tensing at the sudden closeness, but not enough to push you away.
And when you woke up, it wasn’t awkward. You just rubbed your eyes, looked up at him, and smiled.
“You’re comfy,” you murmured.
Sunghoon chuckled softly. “You really just fell asleep on me, huh?”
You laughed, feeling a warmth in your chest. “It’s not like I did it on purpose. I didn’t even realize.”
And even though it had only been a few seconds, you both lingered in that moment, your eyes meeting briefly before he gave you a smile that made your heart flutter.
You’d brushed it off as nothing—just a friendly gesture.
You’re still sitting in your room, the jacket still on your shoulders. It feels like a weight, not because it’s heavy, but because of the memories it brings. The warmth lingers on your skin, but so does the uncertainty. You can’t figure out why this is bothering you so much.
Your phone buzzes on the table, pulling you from your thoughts. A new email. You don’t need to look at it to know it’s from him. Sunghoon.
The message is simple: “Still need help with the project. Let me know if you want to meet up.”
You close your eyes and let out a slow breath. You want to ignore it. Pretend you didn’t see it. But you can’t. Because part of you wants him to be there. Part of you wants him to still be the one to help you, even if you don’t want to admit it.
You stand up, pacing around the room, the jacket slipping slightly off your shoulders as you move. You pull it tighter around you, almost subconsciously.
You know you’ll have to face him again. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe sooner. Hopefully later. But right now, with his jacket still draped over you, you’re not sure if you're ready.
But for some reason, you know you’re going to have to take it off.
You walk into the classroom, clutching the jacket in your hands. It’s been a couple of days since you woke up to find it draped over your shoulders, Sunghoon’s jacket—a silent gesture that spoke more than words ever could. He hadn’t said anything when you first found it. It had simply been there. At first, you thought it was an accident, but the longer you held onto it, the more it felt like something else. You hadn’t returned it immediately, unsure why you kept it. But now, with the fact the two of you share a class together, it felt like the right time.
You spot him sitting by the window, alone, lost in whatever thoughts occupy his mind. He doesn’t notice you as you approach, and the moment feels strangely... intimate, even though you're still far from the comfort you once shared.
You stand in front of him, holding out the jacket, but he doesn’t immediately take it. His eyes flicker up, and for a split second, something unreadable passes between you. He reaches for the jacket, but as his fingers brush yours, it’s more of a reflex than any real desire to touch.
Before you can pull away, a voice from behind you cuts through the moment.
"Are you two... together or just friends?"
You glance over to find a couple of classmates watching you both curiously. It’s a casual question, but the curiosity in their eyes is unmistakable. Sunghoon’s hand freezes mid-motion, his fingers still hovering over the jacket. He looks back at them briefly, his gaze faltering, not quite meeting yours.
For a moment, you’re not sure what to say. You notice how Sunghoon looks at the ground, avoiding any real response. His lips press together, his hand still unsure of whether to take the jacket back or not. He’s hesitant, as always.
You, on the other hand, feel the weight of the question, but you don’t shy away from it. Not this time. You stand tall, glancing over at your classmates and meeting their gaze.
“We’re just friends,” you say, your voice steady and clear. “Nothing more.”
Sunghoon doesn’t say anything. He just takes the jacket from your hand, his fingers brushing yours again, but this time it’s almost mechanical. You turn away quickly, the moment lingering behind you like an unspoken tension.
Your classmates exchange glances, their curiosity piqued, but they don’t push further. They turn their attention to the front of the room as class starts, but the question still lingers in the air.
You sit down at your desk, feeling the eyes of your classmates on you for a moment longer than usual. You force yourself to focus, pretending it doesn’t matter, but the thought of that brief interaction, the way Sunghoon avoided the question, settles heavily in your chest.
The class continues, but your mind drifts, back to that jacket and the weight of unspoken words. You can’t help but wonder what he might’ve said if you hadn’t answered for both of you.
No, that’s what he should’ve said because you guys were not dating, he broke up with you, and now the two of you were simply forced to work together. That’s it. 
The autumn air was crisp, carrying the scent of fallen leaves as the two of you walked side by side down the quiet street. The school festival had just ended, and the distant hum of laughter and music still echoed behind you. Groups of students were lingering back at the event, but somehow, the two of you ended up here, together, away from it all. 
It wasn’t planned. It never was with him. It was just how things always seemed to happen.
You hugged your arms around yourself because of the cold, cursing at yourself for not bringing a bigger jacket knowing the weather but wanting to look good for the event. He walked a little ahead, hands stuffed in the pockets of his jackets, his head tilted slightly towards you as if he was waiting for you to say something. 
You had always been the talker between the both of you. The one who made friends easily, the one who never hesitated. But right now, the words sat heavy on your tongue, unspoken. 
He let out a small sigh, looking up at the sky. “It’s late.”
“You should’ve left earlier then.”
He huffed, a tiny, almost-smile tugging at his lips before he looked back ahead. “You didn’t have to leave, you know.”
You shrugged. “Didn’t feel like staying.”
It wasn’t a lie, but it wasn’t the full truth either. The festival had been fine, fun even. But then you’d seen him standing by himself, lingering near the edges of the crowd, not quite a part of it. And suddenly, the excitement of it all had dimmed. 
He kicked a small rock with the tip of his shoe, watching it tumble along the pavement. “Didn’t think you were the type to leave a party early.”
“I’m full of surprises.”
A breeze picked up, and instinctively, you crossed your arms tighter over yourself. Without a word, Sunghoon shrugged off his jacket and held it out to you.
You blinked at him. “What are you doing?”
“You’re cold.”
You scoffed. “I’m not cold.”
He didn’t say anything, just kept holding the jacket out with that blank expression of his— the one that meant he wasn;t going to argue. You hesitated for a second too long, and then, as if deciding for you, he draped it over your shoulders himself. 
You looked up at him, a retort on the tip of your tongue, but then you caught the way his fingers lingered just a second longer against your shoulder, the way he swallowed, like he wanted to say something but thought better of it. 
It was nothing.
It was everything.
Your heart did something stranger in your chest, a quiet stutter. But then he pulled away, shoving his hands back into his pockets, eyes flickering elsewhere like it was no big deal.
Like he didn’t just leave you standing there in the middle of the empty street, drowning in the scent of his cologne, trying not to overthink what had just happened. 
“Let’s go.” he said, his voice calm, steady. Like always. 
You didn’t move right away. You just watched him, this boy who always seemed out of reach.
Then you exhaled and started walking again, side by side, your steps falling in sync.
And if your hands brushed once— just once— neither of you said a word about it. 
After class, you head out of the room, your mind still lingering on the awkward exchange. As you walk down the hallway, you notice Sunghoon a few paces behind you, his expression neutral. You don’t turn around, but you can feel his presence. It;s the same as always, but somehow it’s different.
The hallway stretches ahead of you both, and you find yourself wondering if it’s the same for him, if he’s feeling the same weight of the unsaid words hanging in the air between you. But then you push the thought away. You can’t keep thinking about it. Not now. Not like this.
The day continues, but it doesn’t feel the same. Something has shifted again. Not a big thing, just the subtle change in the air whenever Sunghoon is around. But for now, you focus on the present. The project. The work. There’s no room for anything else. At least not yet. 
Sunghoon hated studying in public places. He hated the noise, the crowded spaces, the way it was impossible to concentrate. But for some reason, he was here.
With you.
The library was dimly lit, the only sounds coming from the occasional turning of pages and the soft clicking of keyboards. It was nearly empty at this hour, just the two of you tucked away in a corner, buried under textbooks and notes.
You sighed dramatically, stretching your arms over your head before slumping onto the desk. “I’m going to die here.”
Sunghoon didn’t look up from his notes. “You say that every time we study.”
“Yeah, and one day it’ll be true. And when that day comes, I hope you feel bad about it.”
He huffed a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “Dramatic.”
You turned your head to look at him, resting your cheek against your arm. The lamplight softened his features, highlighting the sharp angles of his jaw, the curve of his nose, the way his lashes cast faint shadows on his skin. 
He was so pretty.
Unfairly so.
You frowned, furrowing your brows. “Do you know you’re pretty?”
That finally made him look up. He blinked at you, pen pausing mid-air. “What?”
“What?”
There was a flicker of something in his expression— surprise, amusement, something unreadable. He tilted his head slightly. “I don’t think about that kind of stuff.”
You scoff. “Oh shut up.”
Sunghoon shook his head, turning back to his notes. “You’re ridiculous.”
“You’re avoiding the question.”
“Because it’s a weird question.”
“It’s not weird.” You sighed, pushing yourself up onto your elbows. “I just think it’s unfair that some people get to be smart and pretty.”
His lips twitched, like he was trying not to smile. “You’re calling me smart too?”
“Don’t get ahead of yourself.”
You hadn’t meant anything by it. It was just a passing thought, casual observation. But for some reason. Sunghoon kept stealing glances at you for the rest of the night, his fingers tapping idly against his notebook, like he was trying to figure something out. 
The library is quieter than usual tonight. The steady hum of air conditioning fills the space, and the dim, golden glow of the desk lamps casts long shadows on the wooden tables. It’s late— too late to still be working— but neither of you have left.
At first, you barely acknowledged each other. The project was the only thing keeping you here and even then, you refused to speak unless absolutely necessary. You typed your sections. He worked on his. Simple.
But at some point, between the furious clicking of keys and the scratching of his pen against paper, something shifted. 
The silence wasn’t as sharpe anymore. The air between you wasn’t quite so cold.
You were still stubborn, still keeping your distance, but Sunghoon had started to slip through the cracks. 
It was in the way he quietly slid your match closer when he noticed you reaching for it absentmindedly. In the way his eyes lingered a second longer than necessary whenever you furrowed your brows at the screen, lost in thought. In the way he wordlessly handed you a new pen when yours ran out of ink, his fingers brushing yours just for a second.
Little things.
Things you didn’t want to acknowledge.
Things that made it harder to pretend that you hadn’t missed this— missed him.
You force yourself to focus on the words in front of you, but your mind is elsewhere. On him. On the past. 
It had been a long night.
You weren’t supposed to stay out this late, but somehow, time slipped away. It was just the two of you, walking home after an evening study session, the sky stretched out in a blanket of deep navy blue. The air was crisp, autumn settling in with a quiet chill, and your footsteps echoed against the empty sidewalk.
“I can’t feel my fingers,” you muttered, shoving your hands into your hoodie pockets.
Sunghoon glanced at you, amused. “Then why didn’t you bring gloves?”
“Because I didn’t know it’d be this cold.”
“You say that every year.”
You huffed, nudging him with your shoulder. “And every year, I am caught off guard.”
He rolled his eyes but reached for your sleeve, tugging your arm towards him. Before you could react, he took one of your hands in his, tucking it into the pocket of his jacket along with his own.
The warmth of his palm against yours sent a shiver up your spine— not from the cold, but from something else. 
Something you hadn’t quite named yet.
Neither of you said anything about it. You just kept walkin, the streelights casting soft golden halos around you.
You reached your doorstep too soon. 
Sunghoon stood there, shifting on his feet, his fingers still loosely curled around yours.
You should’ve pulled away. You should’ve said goodnight. But instead, you just stood there staring at him.
The light from the porch illuminated the sharp angles of his face, the way his dark eyes softened when they met yours. His gaze flickered down— just for a second— before he quickly looked away.
You swallowed, suddenly hyper-aware of how close you were. “Are you gonna keep standing there, or—”
“Shut up,” he muttered.
And then—-
He kissed you. 
It was hesitant, barely a whisper of contact. But it sent your heart into a frenzy, your breath hitching, fingers tightening around him without thinking. 
When he pulled away, his ears were red, and he wouldn’t meet your eyes. “I— I wasn’t planning to do that.”
You blinked at him, mind still catching up. “Okay.”
“Okay?”
“Okay,” you repeated, this time smiling.
Sunghoon exhaled, sometimes easing his shoulders.
“You;re still holding my hand.” you pointed out. 
He let go immediately, shoving his hands into his pockets. “Shut up.”
But you could see the way the corners of his lips twitched upwards. 
You stare at the screen in front of you, but the words are a blur. The memory lingers, making your chest feel tight.
Sunghoon shifts besides you stretching out his arms. His sleeves push up slightly, revealing the faint outline of veins along his forearms. You look away quickly, annoyed with yourself. 
This is ridiculous.
You don’t care. You don’t.
“Take a break,” he says, voice low.
You exhale, rubbing at your temples. “I’m fine.”
“You’re not.”
You shoot him a glare, but he’s already looking back at his screen, unaffected. Typical. 
Silence settles between you again, but it’s different now. He’s too close, the air between you too charged. 
And then—
“Do you still hate me?”
Your breath catches. The question is quiet, but it feels deafening.
You turn to him, meeting his gaze for the first time in what feels like hours. His eyes are steady, but there’s something else there— something raw, something careful. 
You open your mouth, but no words come out.
He swallows. “ you won’t even look at me.”
You force yourself to scoff, to roll your eyes. “I look at you all the time.”
“Not like before.”
That makes you freeze.
Because he’s right. 
Before— before everything— you had looked at him like he held the universe in his hands. And maybe, in some ways, he had.
But that was then.
And now—
Now you don’t know what to do with this version of him, this version of you.
The air is thick with something you don’t want to name. 
And before you can think better of it, before you can stop yourself—
You kiss him. 
It's reckless, desperate, a collision of past and present, of things left unsaid and things you don’t want to admit.
His lips part slightly in surprise, but he doesn’t pull away. If anything, he leans in, his fingers grazing your jaw, like he’s afraid to break the moment.
And maybe you are too. 
But then—
Reality crashed back in.
Your eyes widen, and you pull away abruptly, breathless, heart hammering.
Sunghoon blinks, still processing, “Wait—”
But you’re already pushing away from the table, standing up too quickly, your chair scraping against the floor.
“I have to go,” you say, voice unsteady.
And before he can stop you, before he can say anything else—
You turn and walk away.
Leaving him sitting there, watching you go.
Again. 
Avoidance has always been your best defense.
You mastered it after the breakup, convincing yourself that if you could just stay out of Sunghoon’s orbit, then none of it— none of the pain, none of the unanswered questions, none of him— could touch you.
But ever since that kiss, it’s been impossible to keep up the act.
You stop sitting in your usual spots in the library. You change your walking routes between classes. You leave early to avoid any chance of running into him. Your emails about the project become even shorter, even more detached.
And still— it doesn’t feel like enough
Because the problem isn’t just him.
It’s you.
It’s the way your mind keeps replaying that night in the library, the way your lips still burn with the memory of his, the way your chest aches everytime you think about how you didn’t pull away immediately.
You shouldn’t have let it happen.
You shouldn’t have wanted it to.
But worst of all— you shouldn’t still want it now.
You tell yourself this over and over again. But nine of it matters when you turn the corner one evening, only to find yourself face-to-face with the one person you’ve been trying so hard to avoid. 
Sunghoon.
Waiting for you.
Like he knew.
“You’re avoiding me again,” he says, his voice eerily calm.
You grip your bag tighter and look away. “I’m busy.”
“Liar.”
The word lands heavier than it should.
You take a step back, but he matches it, blocking your way. His eyes search yours, and you can feel how tired he is— tired of the silence, of the pretending, of whatever this is. 
“Do you hate me that much?” His voice is quiet, but there’s an edge to it, something sharp and desperate. 
You exhale hardly. “Sunghoon—”
“Just answer me,” he pressed, jaw clenched. “Do you hate me?”
The words catch in your throat. 
You should say yes. You should give him the finality he seems to be looking for. 
But you can’t. 
And maybe he sees it— maybe he sees the way you falter, the way your fingers tighten around the strap of your bag— because his expression shifts.
And then—
The door beside you suddenly swings open. A group of students spills out, laughing and chatting, shoving past both of you. 
You barely register it before someone crashes into you from behind, sending you stumbling backwards—
Right into the supply closet.
And of course— because the universe must hate you— the force of it slams Sunghoon into the tiny space as well. 
And before either of you can react— click.
The door locks
Silence.
Then—
“You have got to be kidding me,” you hiss. 
Sunghoon tries the handle, but it doesn’t budge. He exhales sharply, resting his forehead against the door for a second before turning back to you. 
“Great.”
You let out a bitter laugh, crossing your arms. “What, you think I planned this?”
“No, but it’s convenient, isn’t it?” He glares at you, frustration bleeding into every word. “You’re always running away, and now you can’t.”
Your pulse spikes. “Excuse me?”
“You heard me,” he mutters. “You left the night. You’ve been avoiding me ever since. You won’t even talk to me—”
“Because there’s nothing to say!” you snap.
“Bullshit!” His voice rises, his patience unraveling. “Don’t act like you don’t care. You kissed me, and then you ran away like it meant nothing.”
You freeze.
Because he’s right.
It wasn’t nothing.
But admitting that? Giving him that satisfaction? You can’t.
So you do what you do best. 
You push back
“You don’t get to act like you’re the victim here, Sunghoon,” you say, voice colder now. “Not when you broke up with me.”
Something flickers across his face.
“And not just that,” you continue, the weight of everything you’ve bottled up finally breaking through. “You left me without any warning. You didn’t talk to me about what was wrong. You didn’t even try. You just decided one day that it was over and that was it.”
It had been an ordinary afternoon. You remember it oo well— how he wouldn’t look at you, how his hands trembled slightly as he shoved them into his pockets.
And then—
“I think we should break up.”
The words hit you like a slap.
You laughed at first, thinking it was some sort of joke. But then you saw the way he avoided your gaze. The way his fingers curled into fists.
“Why?” Your voice had cracked. “What happened? Did I do something?”
He had only shaken his head. “It’s just…. I don’t think this is going to work.”
“What—”
“I am not sure I am what you really need.”
It was the last thing you expected to hear.
But it was the only explanation he ever gave you.
That's what started it, why you just started running away from him. 
“You thought it wouldn’t work?” you glare at him now, eye burning. “What the hell does that even mean?”
Sunghoon pressed his lips together, like he regretted saying it. But it’s too late.
“You didn’t even give us a chance,” you continue, voice rising. “You just decided that it wasn’t going to work out for the both of us.” 
“I wasn’t sure if I was what you really needed.”
Your breath catches. “Sunghoon—”
“You’re always surrounded by people. You make friends so easily. I wasn’t like that, I am not like that.” His voice is quiet now. “I feel like I was always holding you back.”
You shake your head, feeling something sharp and painful twist in your chest. “That’s what you thought?” You let out another bitter laugh. “You know, I thought that’s what brought us together. That we were so different. That worked because of that.”
Sunghoon looks at you then, something unreadable in his expression. 
“There were two people in our relationship, you and me. You made that decision that we don’t work well, for the both of us.” you say, voice shaking. “And now you think it’s going to work now just because you want it to?”
He doesn’t answer. 
And you hate how much that silence still hurts.
You exhale shakily, turning away. “I don’t trust you., Sunghoon.”
His jaw clenches. “I know.”
“And I don’t trust myself to let this happen again. Because if you could leave that easily once, what makes you think I believe you won’t do it again?”
This time, he doesn’t try to deny it. 
Because he knows.
Because he did leave. 
And you don’t know if you’ll ever be able to forgive him for that. You hated yourself for never being able to hate him at all. 
The only sound in the tiny space is the faint buzz of the overhead light—
And the deafening weight of everything left unsaid. 
The supply closet is cold, but the tension in the air is suffocating. When the door finally swings open, neither of you move right away. Sunghoon steps back first, his jaw clenched, like he’s holding back something he’ll never say. You follow a second later, not looking at him as you walk away.
After that, things are different.
You don’t avoid him anymore. Not really. You still exchange emails about the project, still sit across from each other in the library, still in the same space without outright hostility. But the sharpness between you dulls— replaced by something softer, something sadder. 
One night, long after the library should’ve closed, you look up from your notes to see Sunghoon staring at you. He doesn’t look away this time. Neither do you. For a moment, the world stills. 
Then you blink, and the moment is gone.
The project ends.
So does your reason to stay in each other’s orbits.
You expect things to go back to normal, whether normal is supposed to be. You expect distance to creep back in, the silence to settle. 
But somehow, Sunghoon lingers. 
He doesn’t force conversation, doesn’t push. But you catch him in the corners of your vision— watching, waiting, hesitation. As if he’s waiting for you to decide what happens next.
Then one evening, you run into him.
It’s late. The air is cold, thick with the scent of winter. Sunghoon is standing outside the campus gates, hands shoved into his pockets, the street lights casting long shadows around him. He notices you before you can turn away.
“Hey,” he says, voice quiet.
You hesitate. Then, “Hey.”
There’s so much unsaid between you, so much left unfinished. 
A part of you wonders— is this it? The last conversation before you both fade from each other’s lives completely?
Sunghoon opens his mouth, like he wants to say something more, but you shake your head, stopping him. 
“It’s okay.” you say. “You don’t have to.”
His throat bobs as he swallows. He nods.
The streetlamps flicker above you. A car passes, its headlights flashing between you like a border, a final dividing line. 
You should say something else. You should tell him you’ll see him around, that you’ll stay in touch, that you’ll find your way back to him someday.
But you don’t.
Instead you step back, offering a small, almost imperceptible smile.
“Take care, okay?”
For a second, you think he won’t respond. But then, finally— softly— he nods.
“You too.”
You turn around first. You don’t look back.
Sunghoon watches you walk away, his hands still in his pockets, his lips parts like he wants to stop you— but he never does.
The night swallows the both of you whole.
And just like that, it’s over. 
The city hums in silence in the distance, but here, on the rooftop, it’s quiet/ the two of you sit side by side, legs dangling over the edge, the skyline stretching endlessly before you. The night is warm, the stars barely visible through the glow of streetlights. 
“You’re gonna fall,” Sunghoon murmurs, eyeing the way you lean forwards slightly, hands bracing against the ledge. 
You grin, tilting your head towards him. “You’d catch me.”
He doesn’t answer, but the corner of his mouth twitches, like he wants to smile but won’t let himself.
A soft breeze ruffles his hair. You reach out before you can stop yourself, fingers brushing through the strand, smoothing them down. Sunghoon stills at the touch, but he doesn’t pull away. 
“You do that a lot,” he says after a moment.
“What?” 
“Touch my hair.”
You blink, your hand dropping back to your lap. “Does it bother you?”
He exhales, looking away, down at the glittering streets below. “No.”
That’s all he says. But in the way his fingers clench slightly against his knee, in the way his shoulders stay tense even as the night air cools his skin— you realize something.
Sunghoon likes it.
He likes being close to you.
The thought makes your chest feel warm, something soft and fluttering settling behind your ribs. You don’t say anything about it, don’t tease or push. Instead, you lean back on your palms staring up at the sky. 
“Feels like we could stay here forever,” you murmur.
Sunghoon glances at you, his expression unreadable.
Then, so quietly you almost don’t hear it—
“Yeah.” 
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author's note: basically everything in here thats inpso from irl with my actaully ex. the water bottle incident but it was in a classroom. us actually having fucking class with each other the next semester. me running away constantly every time i see him now. me buying him a pencil as a present and him still using it (i really want to steal it back). him asking me if i hate him cuz i keep running away and even dragged a friend as i run away from him. him saying "i dont think it's going to work out" and thinking becuase im very outgoing and him being a big introvert was something that would lead to us breaking up, haha but it was just him and him not communicating with me about his feelings. el oh el.
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cece693 · 8 months ago
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Ok but like imagine both Billy and Stu with a big tiddy goth! male! reader as their roommate lol
Reader looks intimidating but is actually really nice lol
Looks Can Be Deceiving (Stu and Billy x M! Reader)
Hi! So I'm not really that well informed on the big tiddy slang (English is not my first language) but after a quick google search I think I got the idea????? If not, then I apologize, but I hope you enjoy this :)
tags: oblivious reader, realistic billy and stu (I think), pre-relationship, open ended, might be a part 2 coming
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Billy Loomis and Stu Macher weren’t exactly looking for a new friend, let alone a roommate. They’d been fine on their own, thriving in the chaos of their twisted little partnership. But when the college housing office placed them in a three-bedroom rental with some random guy, they couldn’t exactly say no. Rent was cheap, the landlord didn’t ask questions, and besides, how bad could it be?
The first time they saw you, though, they realized this arrangement was going to be…interesting.
You were standing in the living room when they arrived, setting up a bookshelf filled with horror novels and occult knickknacks. At first glance, you looked like something straight out of one of their favorite slasher films—towering, dressed in all black, tattoos peeking out from under your sleeves, with silver jewelry glinting against your pale skin. Your undercut only made you look more dangerous. Stu, never one to keep his thoughts to himself, leaned close to Billy and whispered, “Dude, do you think he’s in, like, a death cult or something?”
Billy didn’t answer, but his sharp eyes lingered on you as you turned to greet them. “Hey,” you said, your voice deep and smooth. “I made brownies. Want some?”
Stu’s jaw dropped. Billy just narrowed his eyes. And just like that, their expectations were shattered.
Over the next few days, it became clear that you weren’t at all what they expected. Despite your intimidating looks, you were ridiculously nice—almost unnervingly so. You always smiled when you saw them, greeted them with “Good morning” even if they ignored you, and even asked if they wanted anything from the grocery store before you went out. When you weren’t at class or work, you were usually in the kitchen, baking cookies or meal-prepping while blasting Bauhaus or The Cure from a tiny speaker.
Stu was instantly smitten. He started following you around like a puppy, throwing his long arms around your shoulders and declaring you his “best goth buddy.” He loved pushing your buttons just to see you scowl—like the time he “borrowed” one of your necklaces and pretended he lost it, only to give it back with an over-the-top apology. “Don’t worry,” he said, grinning up at you. “I’ll make it up to you. Wanna watch a movie? I’ll even let you pick.”
Billy, on the other hand, was harder to read. He spent a lot of time watching you from across the room, his dark eyes following your every move. You caught him staring more than once, but he always looked away before you could say anything. Unlike Stu, who was all loud jokes and obvious flirting, Billy was subtle. He’d make sarcastic comments about your goth aesthetic, only to quietly leave a new horror novel on your desk after you mentioned liking the author. He never admitted it, but you had a feeling he stayed up with you that one night you were stressed about your midterms just because he didn’t want you to be alone.
Stu and Billy’s affections, however, reached a dangerous new peak the day they stumbled into your room at the worst—or best, depending on how you looked at it—possible moment. It started innocently enough, or at least as innocently as things ever got with those two. Stu had been whining about needing help finding a charger, and Billy, clearly annoyed, suggested he ask you. Of course, "asking" wasn’t Stu’s style.
“C’mon, Big Guy!” Stu called as he shoved your door open, Billy trailing behind him. “You seen my—oh my god.”
You froze mid-motion, one arm reaching for the fresh shirt you were about to pull on, the other holding a towel you were using to dry your hair. Time seemed to stop as both of them stood there in the doorway, their eyes glued to your bare chest. No shirt. No barriers. Just you, all soft curves and broad muscle, your big tits on full display.
“Holy shit,” Stu breathed, his voice tinged with awe. His jaw practically hit the floor as he stared, unblinking. “Are you kidding me? Those things are, like, illegal.”
Billy, meanwhile, was much quieter, but no less affected. His dark eyes drank you in, his usual mask of control slipping for a moment as his gaze flicked downward, then back to your face. He swallowed hard, shifting his weight like he was trying to keep himself from stepping closer. His voice, when he finally spoke, was lower than usual. “We didn’t know you were changing.”
“No shit,” you snapped, snatching the shirt and pulling it over your head as quickly as possible. “You ever heard of knocking?”
Stu groaned, flopping dramatically against the doorframe. “Aw, don’t cover up! I was just starting to enjoy the view!”
Billy shot him a glare but didn’t argue. He was still staring at you, his tongue darting out to wet his lips. “You’re...built,” he said, his tone almost grudging, like the words were being dragged out of him against his will.
“Thanks, I guess?” you muttered, tugging the hem of your shirt down and crossing your arms over your chest. You could still feel their eyes on you, and it made your skin prickle with a mix of embarrassment and something you couldn’t quite name.
Stu leaned closer, his grin widening. “Dude, do you, like, know how big those are? Like, for real? You could probably drown someone with ‘em. You want to try it out?”
“Stu,” you growled, your patience wearing thin. “Get. Out.”
Billy finally stepped in, grabbing Stu by the back of his shirt and dragging him toward the door. “Come on, idiot. Let's leave him alone.”
“But Billy!” Stu whined, digging his heels in. “I wasn’t done appreciating the—”
The door slammed shut before he could finish, leaving you standing there in stunned silence. You could hear them bickering in the hallway, Stu’s voice loud and animated as always.
“I’m just saying, those are a work of art! It’s like the Mona Lisa, but, you know, better.” “You’re an idiot,” Billy muttered, but his voice was tight, like he was holding something back.
From the moment Billy and Stu got an eyeful of your assets, the dynamic in the house spiraled into utter chaos. You’d barely noticed it at first, chalking up their constant presence to boredom or a newfound interest in hanging out. But as weeks went on, their antics became harder to ignore. The snarky comments, the heated glares exchanged when you weren’t looking, the way they tripped over themselves trying to one-up each other—it was enough to make even the most oblivious person suspicious.
But not you.
Whether it was the gym incident, the pancake debacle, or the never-ending movie night arguments, you remained blissfully unaware of the brewing storm. You were too focused on your studies, your workouts, and making sure the house didn’t descend into complete disorder to notice the increasingly absurd lengths Billy and Stu were going to for your attention.
It all came to a head one particularly tense evening. You’d gone out to grab groceries, leaving Billy and Stu alone in the house. The moment the door closed behind you, the gloves came off.
“Just admit it,” Stu said, pacing the living room like a caged animal. “You’re obsessed with him.”
Billy leaned against the wall, arms crossed, his expression icy. “Says the guy who’s practically glued to his side 24/7.”
Stu spun around, pointing an accusing finger at him. “You’re just mad because he actually laughs at my jokes. When’s the last time he smiled at you?”
Billy’s jaw clenched. “Maybe he doesn’t need a fucking circus act to enjoy someone’s company.”
“Oh, right,” Stu sneered, throwing up his hands. “Because brooding in the corner like some wannabe vampire is so charming.”
“Better than acting like a hyperactive toddler,” Billy shot back, his voice dangerously low.
The argument escalated quickly, voices rising as they hurled insults back and forth. At one point, Stu picked up a couch pillow and launched it at Billy’s head, narrowly missing. Billy retaliated by shoving Stu into the wall, and for a moment, it seemed like things were about to get physical.
But then you walked in.
“Hey, guys—what the hell is going on!?” you asked, staring at the scene in front of you: Stu pinned against the wall, Billy’s hand fisted in his shirt, both of them glaring daggers at each other. They froze, turning to look at you like two kids caught with their hands in the cookie jar.
“Uh…nothing!” Stu said quickly, plastering on his trademark grin. “Just some light wrestling. Y’know, for fun.”
Billy let go of Stu and stepped back, brushing imaginary dust off his shirt. “Yeah. Just messing around.”
You raised an eyebrow but decided not to press the issue. “Okay...well, I got pizza. It'll be in the kitchen.”
As you disappeared into the other room, the tension between them simmered, but neither of them made another move. Not yet, anyway. It wasn't until later that night, after you'd gone to bed, that Billy and Stu returned to their conversation.
“This has to stop,” Billy hissed, his voice low and cold.
Stu crossed his arms, still bristling from their earlier fight. “You think I don’t know that? But what’s your solution, huh? Scare him off so neither of us gets him? Not happening, Billy Boy.”
Billy was silent for a long moment, his jaw working as he mulled over his options. He hated the idea of sharing you—hated it almost as much as he hated the thought of Stu winning. But the alternative was losing you completely, and that wasn’t something he was willing to risk. “Fine.”
Stu blinked, caught off guard. “Fine what?”
“We share him,” Billy ground out, his teeth clenched.
Stu stared at him, and then a slow grin spread across his face. “Well, well, well. Didn’t think you had it in you to play nice.”
“Don’t push it,” Billy warned, his voice sharp. “This doesn’t mean I like you. It just means I like him more.”
Stu snickered. “Whatever you say, buddy. But hey, at least now we’re on the same team, right?”
Billy didn’t answer, turning on his heel and stalking off. Stu watched him go, still grinning to himself.
From that day forward, things…changed.
You didn’t notice the difference at first. If anything, Billy and Stu seemed to get along better, their bickering replaced with an odd sort of pact. They started spending more time together, which you figured was just a natural byproduct of living in close quarters. What you didn’t realize was that they were coordinating their efforts.
Stu would distract you with jokes and games while Billy silently took note of what you liked, using that information to his advantage later. Billy would lure you into long, intense conversations about movies and books, giving Stu time to swoop in with grand gestures—like the time he surprised you with a ridiculously elaborate cake “just because.”
If you were confused by their sudden teamwork, you didn’t show it. You just kept being your usual, oblivious self, completely unaware of the quiet, unspoken truce between them—or the way they both watched you like wolves circling their prey.
It wasn’t perfect. Billy still bristled every time Stu got a little too handsy with you, and Stu couldn’t resist making snide comments whenever Billy monopolized your time. But for the most part, they made it work. Because at the end of the day, they both wanted the same thing.
You.
And if sharing was the only way to keep you close, then so be it.
For now.
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machveil · 8 months ago
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CoD Headcanon: Fashion
let me info dump on how I think the CoD men would dress, pretty puh-lease? Kyle “Gaz” Garrick, Simon “Ghost” Riley, John “Soap” MacTavish, John Price, Gary “Roach” Sanderson, Keegan Russ, and König
Kyle “Gaz” Garrick:
actually wanted to make this post because of him, “Thank you, Kyle.”, we all say in unison
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I oh so desperately think he dresses so casually it looks clean as fuck. he’s definitely the best dressed out of the 141, in my opinion. going for groceries? meeting up at a pub? Kyle looks great! also, bottom left photo? holding true to the board, I firmly believe Kyle has totes - different colors, some with logos, a couple well used and loved. totes and caps, Kyle has a nice collection
my fun little headcanon is that Kyle will match his outfits to whatever hat or tote he plans on using for the day. and he has a wardrobe to match - t-shirts, button ups, jumpers, turtlenecks, Kyle has variety. a lot of them are gifts from his family (who have his fashion sense down to a science). his aunts and uncles definitely pay the most attention to what Kyle’s wearing whenever they see him, they never miss when buying him new jeans or shoes
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Simon “Ghost” Riley:
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as fearsome and intimidating as Ghost is, draped in military gear and holsters, Simon prefers to be comfortable. a majority of his civvies are for his comfort, soft and warm jumpers that bag a little. he keeps it simple, his signature black clothes are really the only thing that carries over from service. that said, I think he’d look good in brown too. still a noticeably darker color compared to most, but it gives a nice contrast to his usual monotone look
it might seem counterintuitive to wear long sleeves when he’s had all this tattoo work done on his arms - fair enough - but I don’t think Simon necessarily cares to show them off. he has his fair share of t-shirts, but he really only wears them when it’s exceptionally warm out. that, or Simon has them on as an undershirt at the gym, hidden beneath his black hoodies. does the 141 poke fun at him for dressing nearly all black every time they see him? yes they do, does Simon care? no, he’s a sucker for a dark aesthetic
John “Soap” MacTavish:
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Johnny dresses like he’s ready to go to the gym, but it’s why we love him. I swear, it could be freezing outside and Johnny would be wearing short, he’s definitely one of those people, “Hm? Nah, m’not cold.”, he’s actively trying to not let his teeth chatter. Johnny loves a good hoodie, especially if they have drawstrings - this man has an oral fixation, let him chew on those strings, damnit! oftentimes the drawstrings on his hoodies are fucked up and thready because he’ll absentmindedly nosh on them
I’m not afraid to say he’s the closest on this whole headcanon post to dressing like Adam Sandler - there’s definitely been times he wore the rattiest clothes ever outside and people mistook him for being homeless. the nicest thing he’ll consider wearing out is a t-shirt, zip-up hoodie, and jeans. I think Johnny’s a little nose blind to his own scent, sometimes he’ll think a hoodie is clean but he forgot he sweated his ass off in it two days ago at the gym. puts it on because… well, it just smells like him, surely it doesn’t reek
John Price:
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I had such a hard time finding photos that matched my thoughts, but when I found them? oh, these matched. I’d like to call Price’s look “blue collar husband comes home after work” - do we get that vibe? simple man, he likes his blue jeans and a plain shirt. has a wide variety of nice, leather belts though, the only bit of his wardrobe he really splurges on. the simplest out of the 141, but he cleans up nicely with just a shirt and some jeans that hug his thighs just right
he’s a fan of t-shirts, the fact they show off his biceps is purely coincidence. he low-key dresses like a dad, but he rocks the look. he’s definitely the type to have vintage leather jackets, beat up, brown coats that are durable. they’ve seen better days, were new and shiny once, but John likes them a little weathered and worn. he’s not beating the bucket hat allegations
Gary “Roach” Sanderson:
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I’d love to say ‘I don’t make the rules’, but I do. I’m putting my foot down and saying Gary dresses like this. he always wears a white t-shirt, is it the same one? does he have dozens? who knows! he’ll causally swap between pants and shorts, whichever is appropriate for the weather. button ups, he owns so many. never buttons them, just wears them open over his t-shirts. it’s casual, but the simplicity of it unironically makes his outfit look super clean
Gary will dress this way until the day he dies. it’s just how he dresses, no variation unless there’s an important event - holidays, an army shindig, I dunno, a wedding (if he could, he’d show up in his usual civvies). you would have to beg Gary to try a different style, he’s silently stubborn about it. he doesn’t make a fuss if you buy him a hoodie or sweater, just know he’ll throw a quiet strike by tucking it into the back of his closet
Keegan Russ:
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biblically accurate Keegan Russ is a biker, what can I say. two words: leather jackets. he likes the aesthetic, owns a handful - hand-me-downs, thrifted, vintage, new. a majority of his wardrobe is black, I personally think his favorite color is blue, but he enjoys wearing black more. he likes wearing t-shirts, purposefully showing off his well-trained arms. he really only owns jeans, maybe a pair of nice slacks
you know what? gonna be honest, not much to add on, I just think Keegan is hot and would wear this haha. it’s nothing flashy, but if you’re into bikers it’s definitely eye catching. on another note, I think he’d paint his nails matte black. do I have any reasoning? no, I just think he would, or maybe just a clear coat. that, and he definitely wears silver rings. not all the time, but he does wear them on occasion
König:
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if König isn’t in fatigues he still looks blatantly military. now, I didn’t include it in the board, but he has way too many pairs of khaki cargo pants. like an absurd amount - imagine a reasonable number of cargo pants and then add ten more pairs. back to the board, man cannot escape camouflage and green in general. whether it’s pants, shirts, or sweaters, König has it in some shade of green
otherwise, he actually enjoys itchy, scratchy sweaters. you know the kind that makes your skin red after wearing it a little too long? König eats that up, for whatever reason it feels nice to him. course, he does have standard, comfortable sweaters and hoodies. it’s a bit of a hassle to find clothes in his size though, sure they make them big, but König would appreciate if they were more fit to his build than overly baggy. lucky for him, his mama was a seamstress and taught him how to sew - he adjusts his clothing as he sees fit (he’ll still grumble about it though)
manifesting just one CoD man into being so I can play dress up with them🎀✨pretty please, I just wanna make him look so good - Soap and Roach might put up a fight though…
thanks for reading my behemoth of a post<3 hugs and kiss🌸✨
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multi-fandom-imagine · 2 months ago
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💘Pretty Pink Polish || Erik Campbell ||
A/n: Part of my pretty in pink mini series with Erik Campbell and his cute soft, pretty-in-pink coquette girlfriend mini series
Pretty In Pink Mini Series Master List
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You giggle softly as you pop the cap off the bottle of glossy pastel pink polish, the color the same delicate shade as the satin ribbon in your hair. Erik watches you with his usual half-lidded stare, cigarette tucked behind one ear, and that smug little grin that makes your stomach flip every time. He’s sprawled out on the couch like he owns it—and truth be told, he kind of does; with one arm thrown behind his head, the other hand offered out to you with a lazy curl of his fingers.
“You sure about this, babe?” he drawls, the corner of his mouth twitching up as he watches you settle in beside him with the polish. “Gotta warn you, once you start pampering me, I might never let you stop.”
Your nose wrinkled for a moment, a cute little wrinkle that reminds him of something a fuzzy bunny would do as he watches.
“You say that like it’s a bad thing,” you murmur, your cheeks warming as you gently cradle his hand in yours. His fingers are warm and rough, knuckles scarred, nails short, body laced with tattoos and piercings. It took you a while to clean off his black polish but it was worth it.
But he lets you.
That’s the part that matters.
You carefully brush the first coat over his thumbnail, pink and shiny and so ridiculously out of place against his rough skin it makes you smile. Erik watches your face more than his hand, his gaze sharpening a little when he sees the way your tongue peeks out in concentration. He’s quiet for a moment, which is rare.
“…You’re really into this, huh?”
“I like making you look pretty,” you tease softly, your voice almost swallowed by the cozy quiet of his apartment. The TV is still on in the background—some horror movie you both forgot about twenty minutes ago—but neither of you is paying it any attention.
“Oh, is that what I am now? Your little pink doll?” he smirks, but his voice is low and playful, rough with something that isn’t quite mockery. “You gonna start dressing me up too?”
You look up at him, blinking sweetly through your lashes. “Only if you ask nicely.” You teased leaning in as your lips brush his.
Erik huffs a laugh returning the kiss, there’s a spark behind his eyes now. Something warm. Curious. Amused.
“You’re lucky you’re cute,” he mutters, glancing down at his now half-painted hand. “And that I’m into you.”
You keep going, humming softly, switching hands when the first is done. He’s relaxed now, watching you work like it’s the most fascinating thing in the world. When you finish the last nail, he lifts his hand and examines it under the light.
“…Damn,” he mutters. “Kinda sexy, actually.”
You squeak in surprise as he reaches out with one freshly painted hand, curls it around your waist, and pulls you into his lap like you weigh nothing. Your skirts fluff around his legs, and you laugh as his arms loop around you.
“Your turn,” he murmurs against your neck, his voice suddenly low and gravel-smooth. “Gimme the black one.”
You blink. “Wait—what?” You cocked your head to the side.
He smirks, already reaching for your nail polish case. “Gotta balance the aesthetic, princess. If I’m wearing your pink, you’re wearing my black. Fair’s fair.”
You bite your lip, blushing again, but you can’t help the way your heart stutters in your chest. He’s already uncapping the bottle, his touch surprisingly gentle as he takes your hand in his and brushes the glittering black polish over your nails with slow, focused strokes.
“You’re such a menace,” you whisper, breath catching.
Erik doesn’t look up. “Yeah,” he says, smirking. “But I’m your menace.”
And in that moment, with your dainty pink nails on his hand and his dark polish drying on yours, you think maybe he’s not quite as cocky as everyone thinks.
Just a little sarcastic.
But you didn't mind, with all your sunshine smiles and soft skirts and glitter polish, you loved what made Erik, Erik and Erik loved you. Even with you painting all the cracks in his armor pink.
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violetseaslug · 5 months ago
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HEAR ME OUT suupperrr famous rockstar semi x really girly fem reader
" all i ever wanna say is are you mine? "
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⊹⁠˚₊ ⤷ pairing: se-mi x fem!reader // wc: 1k
⊹⁠˚₊ ⤷ my masterlist
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brief a/n: i wrote this in the middle of a uni lecture im sorry to the girl who was sitting behind me </3
cw/tw: reallyyyyy flirty/teasing se-mi, the reader is incredibly oblivious
synopsis: se-mi prepares for the final tour of her concert, the reader is there for funsies idk. but se-mi has a crushhhhh.. (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)
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The last thing you expected when stepping into se-mi’s world was for the media to assume you were dating her.
One accidental viral photo of the famous rockstar leaning a little too close—her signature smirk aimed right at you—and suddenly, the internet had declared you her newest lover.
The problem? se-mi wasn’t exactly denying it.
“Should I kiss you, or do you just like to torture yourself?” se-mi teased, leaning against the vanity in her dressing room, watching you through the mirror.
You had come here for a simple explanation, a chance to clear your name before the media frenzy spiralled further out of control. But with se-mi, nothing was ever simple.
“I— I just think maybe we should say something,” you stammered, resisting the urge to fidget under her intense gaze.
“People are going crazy over this. Shouldn’t we tell them it’s a misunderstanding?”
Se-mi hummed thoughtfully, pushing herself off the counter and sauntering toward you. “Hmm… I could do that,” she mused. “But where’s the fun in that?”
Your breath hitched as she stopped just inches away, her presence overwhelming.
“This is fun for you?” you accused, crossing your arms over your chest, trying to ignore the way her eyes flickered down ever so briefly before she grinned.
"of course it is,” she said smoothly. “You really have no idea what you do to me, do you?”
Your brow furrowed and you tilted your head in confusion.
Se-mi’s fingers traced along the edge of your pastel-colored skirt before tugging lightly at the fabric. “You show up looking this cute, all soft and sweet, and I’m supposed to focus on my concert? So unfair.”
You had always been undeniably feminine—delicate lace trims, soft pinks, flowing skirts, and perfectly styled hair. You took pride in your appearance, always making sure your perfume was light and floral, your nails pristine and polished. The contrast between you and Se-mi’s edgy, dark aesthetic was almost comical, yet it only seemed to fuel her amusement. Your wardrobe alone was enough to make her tease you endlessly, calling you her ‘princess’ whenever she got the chance.
Heat bloomed on your cheeks, and you turned away, clutching your purse closer like it would shield you. “That’s not— You’re ridiculous.”
She chuckled, taking your chin between two fingers and tilting your face back to her. “youre really cute, y’know. Should I tease you more or be nice?” She leaned in, her lips a breath away from your ear. “Actually… nevermind. I like watching you squirm.”
Your heartbeat hammered in your chest, and you weren’t sure if it was from embarrassment or something much worse—something thrilling.
Taking advantage of your dazed state, Se-mi moved behind you, placing her hands on your shoulders as she peered at your reflection in the mirror. “Hmm,” she mused. “Since you’re here, you might as well help me get ready.”
Before you could protest, she grabbed a delicate pearl necklace from the vanity and handed it to you, turning around and sweeping her hair over one shoulder. “Be a sweetheart and put it on for me?”
Your fingers fumbled slightly as you reached up, the warmth of her skin under your touch making it impossible to focus. As you clasped the necklace, she turned her head slightly, her lips just barely grazing your knuckles.
You froze.
Se-mi’s gaze flicked up to meet yours in the mirror, a lazy smirk curling on her lips.
“You keep looking at my lips through the mirror.” she murmured, voice dripping with amusement.
You let go of the necklace like it burned you, stepping back quickly. “Y-You’re impossible.”
She laughed, flipping her hair over her shoulder before turning to face you fully. “You love it.”
And the worst part was… maybe she was right.
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Later, after Se-mi finished getting ready, you found yourself sitting in her dressing room as she picked up a sleek black guitar, idly strumming a few notes. The melody was effortless, her fingers moving with practiced ease over the strings.
You weren’t sure when you started staring, but you definitely were.
Se-mi caught your gaze and smirked without missing a beat. “If you like my hands so much, you could just ask me to touch you, sweetheart.”
Your mouth opened, then closed, heat creeping up your neck. “I wasn’t— I mean—”
She laughed, setting the guitar down and leaning forward, elbows on her knees as she peered at you with amusement. “You’re so easy to tease.”
Before you could argue, she suddenly patted her lap. “Come here.”
You blinked. “What?”
She gestured again, as if it were the most casual thing in the world. “Sit. I need to adjust my tuning, and you’re the perfect armrest.”
You hesitated, but the expectant look in her eyes made it clear—she wasn’t taking no for an answer. Reluctantly, you sat, smoothing down the ruffles of your soft skirt as you felt her arms subtly tighten around your waist while she positioned the guitar again.
“You fit so perfectly," she murmured. "Maybe I should make this a habit—having you right here, all soft and sweet just for me." she murmured. Se-mi chuckled after realizing how forward her words were, but the smug look never left her face.
You swallowed hard, trying to ignore the way her breath tickled your neck. “I can sit somewhere else, you know.”
“But where’s the fun in that?” she shot back, fingers gliding over the strings effortlessly.
She kept strumming idly, her voice dropping lower. “You’re so easy to fluster, you know that? I could say anything right now, and you’d probably melt.”
“I wouldn’t.” you mumbled, but your burning face betrayed you.
Se Mi hummed, smirking. “Oh? So if I leaned in right now… whispered in your ear about how pretty you look, how sweet you must taste… if I told you how much I love seeing you like this—all soft, delicate, pliant—just waiting for me to ruin you…” her fingers ghosted along your wrist, tracing slow, lazy patterns, “...you wouldn’t be trembling?”
Your breath caught. She leaned in, lips dangerously close to your skin.
“You’re holding your breath,” she teased, her voice silk-smooth. “Are you that affected, sweetheart? You cant even speak.”
You exhaled shakily, your whole body burning. “se-mi—”
She chuckled, finally pulling away. “Adorable.”
The intimate moment was suddenly interrupted by a knock on the door.
Se-mi sighed dramatically but didn’t move. “Come in, if you must.”
Minsu peeked inside, raising an eyebrow at the scene before them—Se-mi lazily holding her guitar, you sitting in her lap, her arm still draped around you like it was the most natural thing in the world.
“…Am I interrupting something?” he asked, amused.
Se-mi smirked. “Oh, not at all.”
You immediately scrambled to get up, but Se-mi held you firm for a second longer before letting you go, laughing softly as you avoided eye contact.
As the bandmate left, she turned back to you, eyes twinkling with mischief. “So jumpy. Should we play a game to loosen you up?”
You eyed her warily. “What kind of game?”
“A staring contest.” Her grin widened. “Loser grants the winner a favour.”
You narrowed your eyes. “You’re awfully confident.”
“Of course.” She leaned in, her nose nearly touching yours. “You can barely last five seconds without looking away.”
Determined, you held her gaze. Seconds passed, and despite your best efforts, your face grew hotter under her unwavering smirk.
"You know, if you keep looking at me like that, I might just have to kiss you… and I don’t think you’d stop me."
You lost.
Se-mi tapped her chin, pretending to think. “Hmm. What favour should I ask for?”
“…Just get it over with.”
Her eyes gleamed. “Kiss me.”
Your breath caught. “What?”
She tilted her head. “Unless you’re too shy? I can always think of something else.”
You knew she was enjoying this far too much—but the question remained. Were you really going to back down?
Just as you instinctively leaned in—whether from the moment or the sheer gravity of her presence—you froze. Se-mi grinned, her lips hovering just inches from yours, her breath warm against your skin.
“Were you expecting something, princess?” she teased, voice barely above a whisper.
Your pulse jumped, and you pulled back quickly, flustered. “I-I wasn’t—”
Se-mi chuckled, tilting her head. “Cute.”
And just like that, she had won—again.
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atropinenightshade · 2 months ago
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What do u think of the prequels' characters fashion sense in modern context
Good question!
(I've been waiting for an opportunity like this haha!)
Rhian would enjoy wearing makeup, at least like eyeliner or something! He'd also be in debt for always getting designer brands. I think he would like most trends unless they are really flashy or tacky. I can see Rhian wearing some jewelry-- earrings definitely. Rhian would enjoy his natural curls, but maybe dye it from time to time. And Rhian would invest in expensive cologne and always wear it on him. Rhian at work or in public would be the type constantly applying touch ups, reapplying cologne, combing his hair, etc. Thrift stores are no nos for him-- new only!!! (Waste of money but okayyy) but then he'd also buy from Temu or Ali Express 🤔 Ah and his makeup is never drugstore. It's brand name makeup by celebrities or Clinque or something far from cheap.
Rafal would mostly use baggy clothing/hoodies and sweatpants and dark colors at that. Mostly black. He'd wear the same shirts (meaning, same kind but different actual shirts. Not that he doesn't change at all because I do think (or hope) he does practice hygiene.) I can see him have a helix piercing and wear a bunch of rings, and maybe one necklace that doesn't stand out too much. Rafal looks like the type to always cut his hair so it doesn't get too long-- one, because maybe he thinks he looks unpresentable and two, because I think Rhian would attack him for not maintaining himself enough. I think Rafal would have small tattoos you can barely see or are hidden by clothing, but never sleeves of them. And I think they'd be simple, symbolic things. Also, I can picture Rafal trying to dress like an edgy bad boy and get the leather jacket thing, though he wouldn't look bad with it. He *sometimes* wears some fragrance, but it isn't as strong as Rhian's. He also goes to thrift stores and finds nice things.
James: He'd be super fancy, but also have loads of tattoos. I think he'd wear his hair long and many times try to go in a tank top or something. As long as it isn't an important meeting. James would also be big on name brands but actually not be affected too much financially by it. And he isn't so quick to jump on trends, especially if they are too tacky and humiliating for him. He may also like some jewelry in order to show off his wealth and status. Also, I think sometimes James tries too hard to fit into "old money" type aesthetics and be too snobbish. He would constantly have dress shoes, or boots. He thinks sneakers are beneath him. He would also like leather, mostly for cost and fake leather is a disgrace. He can sense a knock off of a name brand from a mile away.
Aladdin. Nothing much. I think he'd be those kids that try so so so hard to act gangster. Or, unless he's with Kyma, he's sloppy and always messing up his outfits.
Kyma: Presentable, modest (meaning not too attention grabbing or over the top), and I can see her wearing pearls! She'd carry nice handbags. She wouldn't be ashamed of hand me downs or thrifting, as long as it's something wearable and lovely. Her emphasis is more on cleanliness and keeping her hair neat. She'd use natural makeup looks more often. Sometimes she wears heels, sometimes, clean sneakers or flats. She doesn't follow trends or believe in shiny and new in the fashion world.
Midas: I feel like he has perfect hair everyone envies. It's perfect curls and a lovely color. He prefers wearing gold to silver. I don't think Midas would like trends too much-- or care. Especially if something is too attention catching or tight and suffocating. He'd have earrings that are small and not too noticeable. I think Midas would go for classy or "professional" vibe. He'd like golden or darker colors, though maybe with some shades or red, he wouldn't look bad. Midas would be the kind who would ALWAYS have killer shoes. (Canonically, he wanted to pick pocket to buy boots.) They would be like Clark's or something. Rocker bottoms. Name brand sneakers. And well, nice boots.
(I only mentioned "main" ones, but if anyone wants me to do Marialena, Peter Pan, etc, feel free! Just do it in the comments or ask box!)
Thank you so much for the ask, anon. Feel free to ask anything else!
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darkficsyouneveraskedfor · 7 months ago
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Days of Yore
Warnings: some dark elements. Not all kinks or triggers are tagged. My username actually says you never asked for any of this.
Summary: You show up uninvited but are welcomed nonetheless.
Character: Geralt of Rivia
Day Twenty-Five of the December Daze Challenge.
Prompt -an unexpected guest at the holiday get together.
Note: As usual, I would appreciate any and all feedback. I’m happy to once more go on this adventure with all of you! Thank you in advance for your comments and for reblogging.
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“Wow,” you gape up at the immaculate array of lights strung across the facade. “This place is amazing. Who’s house is this?” 
“A friend of a friend’s, I don’t know,” Wendy shrugs. 
“A friend... Oh? Are you sure it’s okay we’re here?” You wonder with a furrow between your brows. You now feel a bit foolish for getting all done up when you might not even have been invited. 
“Open invite! Besides, no one will notice,” she assures you. 
“Right,” you mutter doubtfully. 
“Loosen up. What else do you got going on, huh?” She grabs your hand and pulls you through the open iron gates. They accentuate the medieval effect of the house. Now you don’t feel done up enough. 
“Not much, I guess,” you admit. If anything, you’ll get a bit of free food then ditch. It's not the first time you’ve unintentionally party-crashed with your wayward friend. 
“You know Sienna, it will be fine,” she tuts and comes up to the front doors.  
Again, you’re awed by the aesthetic of it all. You notice that the lights aren’t coloured, but only white, and the decor doesn’t bear the typical Santa or candy cane theme. In fact, it all has a historic tint. Traditional in a strange way. Dried oranges hung on long strings and holly twisted into bunches. For a moment, you’re remind of that dusty history degree hidden in the back of your closet. 
Wendy knocks with the heavy iron knocker. She waits and chatters as she wiggles her legs below her short skirt. She didn’t dress for the temperature. She searches the door frame and grumbles. 
“You think someone who could afford this place would have a doorcam or something,” she chuffs out a cloud of steam. 
The door opens and startles you both. You look over as Wendy as good as jumps inside. She seizes the woman who keeps a hand on the door. 
“Kami! You look... nice,” she holds her and gives her an eye up and down, “is this velvet?” She drags her hands down the green fabric. 
“Designer,” Kami pushes away her touch. “You brought a friend.” 
“Yeah, Sienna said so--” 
“Mm, sure, it’s just... whatever. No one will notice,” Kami rolls her eyes. “You have to come. Lucas has the funniest story! I was just dying.” 
Your shoulders fall and you clasp your hands together. You trail after, unwelcome and unacknowledged. Uninvited. You frown and silently configure how you can excuse yourself and leave. If you wait long enough, Wendy will forget about you. It might be easier to sneak out. 
You stop to hang your coat with all the rest and Kami makes a point of telling you to take your boots off. The floors are old wood, polished and well-kept. The entire house is immaculate. An antique on its own. 
You follow them into a high-ceilinged room adorned in strings of threaded popcorn and dried clusters of flowers. The air is fragrant as mulled cider steams in a heated bowl on a table, copper cups waiting to be filled, and dishes of appetizers in a line. The smell makes your stomach churn hungrily. 
“Who the hell owns this place?” Wendy asks the question nibbling on your ears. 
“Oh, he’s a funny guy,” Kami chuckles. “A bit... eccentric. Sienna’s been trying to loosen him up a bit, I mean... look at this house. That’s a good bag.” 
You try not to show your disapproval. You don’t have much luck with men but hearing the way some of your friends talk about them, you don’t know that you’re cut out for it all. It really doesn’t seem that anyone is out for a genuine connection, they just want a good set-up.
Can you really blame them? You’ve been handwashing your clothes since your building hiked up the machine prices. Turns out a couple quarters can really break the bank. 
Your guilt compounds as you realise that you’ve cosigned this entire extortionate affair. This party seems to have been a ploy by a hopeful prize winner. You know Sienna and she’s always sure to show you her Fenti and point out the label, though she can never remember the name of the man who bought it. 
“So what? He gave her full run to do all this? It's not really her... style. I expected more pink,” Wendy scoffs. 
“Nope, he’s a tight ass apparently. They were up for nights making the decorations and the food.” 
“What?” She squeals in surprises as your whispers from your mouth. That’s a lot of work. 
“Very old-fashioned,” Kami remarks. “But he’s not just rich you know, he’s fucking hot.” 
“Ah, jackpot,” Wendy giggles. 
You keep behind them, as good as hiding behind them. You bob and clutch your purse as Lucas excitedly hugs Wendy and Sienna drunkenly echoes him. You know a few of the partygoers standing with them but none of them even look in your direction. It seems Wendy’s already forgotten you. 
This is why you said no at first. This is how it always goes but she begged and begged, guilting you fro making her show up alone. What about you? Why is it okay to ditch you every time? 
You glance around. There are just as many strangers and none of them seem eager to mingle past their trio or pairing. You wish Wendy mentioned the dress code. You don’t think your H&M clearance rack attire is very suiting. 
As an elbow hits your arm, you back up. No apology. You’re a piece of decor to these people. You back up and turn. Well, no one else seems to want to indulge. What a weird party. 
You go to the table and take a cup. It’s times like these that you enjoy being invisible. College was tough, you longed to be noticed, to be like the other girls. Since then, you’ve grown comfortable with just being there. It’s much safer. 
You ladle the cider into a mug and the steam roils from the top. A slice of blood orange and a few cranberries float in the rich amber liquid. You blow over it and retreat. The warmth is a comfort. It makes you feel a little less out-of-place. 
As you turn, you nearly collide with another. You bring your other hand up to steady the cup and barely keep from sloshing the cider all over. You squeak and step back on your heel, your eyes skimming up the large figure in front of you.  
You haven’t seen eyes like those since... 
“Geralt?” You utter dumbly. 
He looks down at you. He looks different but not. He always had his own vibe. The white hair, the bright eyes, he wore his individuality without meaning too. Yet some things are his own doing. 
When you were in Early Modern History or Medieval Weaponry and Warfare together, he always dressed as if the clocks were set back to the Victorian era. Stiff jackets, high collared shirts, even a pocket watch. He was a bit of a dweeb then but too big for anyone to say so. And he was the only person who wanted to talk about history outside the lectures. 
Now he wears a tunic, silver trim on black, slightly less stuffy but just as dated. Half of his hair is twisted back behind his head, the tails of it spilling past his shoulders. 
He says your name and tilts his head, “I didn’t invite you.” 
It’s a statement that makes your heart sink. You peer down at your cup then around the room. “I’m sorry, my friend, she knows Sienna, she--” 
“It’s good to see you,” he interrupts. “It’s been a very long time.” 
You wince and dare to look at him again. “Yes, college was a while ago.” You slanted your lips and press your hands to the hot metal cup. “This is your house? It’s very nice.” 
“It is. I don’t often entertain, so mind the cobwebs,” he intones. He still has that way of speaking; so matter-of-fact. “It wasn’t my idea.” 
“Mm, right,” you nod. 
“Is the cider good? I found the recipe in an old journal from 1764.” 
“Of course you did,” you hold back a laugh. 
“Of course...” he begins to repeat curiously. 
“It’s all very you, is all,” you say. 
“I suppose,” he agrees. 
You smile shakily and swallow. You make yourself try the cider. It’s hot but not scalding. A very spiced. Not in a bad way, you just don’t expect that much. 
“Mm, it’s... heady.” 
“Mulled for days,” he explains. He shifts on his feet and smooths his tunic. “Can I show you something?” 
“Um, sure,” you accept. “It’s not the door, is it?” 
He lets out a small snort, “leave the cider.” 
You peer around and he takes the cup from you. He puts it down on a leather coaster on a tall wooden table and beckons you after him. You peek back as you sense a hush and notice that Sienna and the rest of them are watching. Great, they already don’t care much for you. 
Geralt stops and waits for you to catch up to him. The staircase is wide enough for both of you. Your ascent is quiet, almost torturously so. 
“You did not bring a boyfriend?” He asks. 
You nearly laugh at the abrupt question. You get to the top of the stairs and he gestures you left. 
“Well, I’d bring my cat. He’s the only guy sleeping in my bed,” you kid. 
He hums but doesn’t comment. 
“So, how’d you meet Sienna?” You ask. 
He shrugs and stops to open a door. He pushes it inward and reaches around the frame to turn on the lights. He waits for you to enter first. You do with a gasp at the interior. 
The walls are hung with various weaponry and you can tell at a glance that it’s genuine. It’s like walking into a museum. You traipse forward as you stare and barely notice the door click shut. 
“Wow, how—Geralt, how the heck—what do you do? I mean, how can you afford all this?” 
“I make replicas for TV and stage productions,” he explains. “This is my personal collection.” 
“It’s... wow,” you hug yourself, feeling even smaller than before. 
He’s quiet again. That’s just how he’s always been. He never said more than he needed to. It made studying very easy. 
“You asked about Sienna. She is persistent but we are older now. I don’t see her as viable,” he says. Again, just a fact, nothing emotional. 
“Oh, uh, well, I heard otherwise. Maybe you should tell her that,” you chuckle nervously as you admire the executioner’s sword with its blunt tip. 
“Perhaps,” he agrees as he slowly crosses the room to stand next to you. “I’m... pleased that you showed up. It is a coincidence, isn’t it?” 
“Sure, must be,” you agree. 
You keep your eyes on the groove in the blade as you feel his on you. You sidle along and turn your head away from him. The door is shut. He stays close. 
“Here,” he steps around you, startling you. 
You spin as he goes to a large wooden chest on a table. “The smaller things are in here. Thumb screws, some daggers...” he flips open the lid as you turn and follow, keeping your distance. He holds up a curved blade, possibly a jambiya. “Hm, come,” he waves you around as he reaches in again, “you’ll like this one.” 
You sway before you move, hands clasped to each other. You slowly pace around to him and he moves so quickly you nearly stagger. In a moment, there’s a weight around your wrists. You cry out and raise your manacled arms. 
“Geralt!” You exclaim. 
He laughs. You don’t hear that often. You look at him and tug on the chain. 
“Centuries old but they are strong still, yes?” 
You frown, “please, it’s not funny. I don’t like it.” 
“Aren’t they wonderful?” 
“No, Geralt, please, take them off.” 
“Hm, I’d have to find the key...” 
“Don’t play,” you warn. 
His laughter trickles off and his face returns to its stoic mask. He stares at you. Silence rises and roils around you as the chain clinks in the loops of the cuffs and you fidget. You wait for him to pull out the key and undo them. 
Instead, he hooks a thick finger around the links and tugs until your arms are above you. He holds you like that, trapped and prone. You shudder as you stare up at him, terrified at the glint in his pale eyes. 
“I’m not playing,” he intones. “I’ve been waiting to get you in those. Far too long.” 
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crystallilytarot · 1 year ago
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Choose a rubber ball! Your future partner's aesthetic
Pile 1
Confident, energetic, more masculine. Silver jewelry or metal. Maybe a tattoo or scar. Snake, lion. Dark academia, library. Looks tough but actually a sweet person. Wise. A good quality wine or whiskey, fireplace. Cozy blankets, grey sweatpants. Elegant blue clothes. White collar job.
Pile 2
They are like a chaotic good type. Good quality clothes and jewelry, probably gold. But like to sleep naked or being naked for a while after shower. Pets. Extroverted, good communication, the center of the attention. Star. Street fashion or sporty clothes. Like being comfy, but still looks good in everything.
Pile 3
A little bit introverted, seems like an old soul. But either at home they wear something funny, or maybe the socks or underwear is always something playful. Have some neirdy stuff at home. Probably don't really care what is the fashion, but know what looks good on them. Nice coat/jacket. Eagle. Ageless beauty.
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soapyghostie · 5 months ago
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Slashers maybe going to get a mani pedi with their s/o like get their nails done at a salon and all that like with nubbins especially i wana see that
Welp, I felt like doing another request and suprisingly had time to do it. I hope you don't mind if I made this into a Horror House prompt. I'm absoutely obsessed with Horror House and it's my only motivation to write anything at the moment. Hope you enjoy!
Horror House
Jason is hesitant at first, not really understanding the appeal, but he goes because he loves spending time with you. The nail techs are terrified, but they still do their job, and Jason just sits there quietly, letting you pick a nice clear coat or soft pastel for his nails. He actually enjoys the hand massage and you’ll catch him staring at his nails later. He’s impressed by how good they look. 
Michael just stares the entire time. No reaction, no comments, just silent intimidation as the nail tech works on his massive hands. You pick a deep, midnight blue for his nails. Even though he acts like he doesn’t care, you’ve noticed he’s been more careful with what he does with his hands as if he doesn’t wanna ruin them. 
Freddy totally makes nonstop jokes about how they’re gonna fix his burnt skin. “Bet you haven’t worked on hands this crispy, huh?” He gets a bright, obnoxious red polish and makes suggestive comments the entire time, just to embarrass you. The techs are so done with him, but you just roll your eyes and enjoy your time. 
Bubba is nervous but excited! He’s fidgety at first, but once they start filing his nails and soaking his feet, he’s so happy. You pick a nice pink for him, and he’s obsessed with how they look. He shows Drayton and the others when you get home like a proud child. 
Oh, Nubbins is living for this. He’s making weird little giggling noises the entire time, kicking his feet in the water, and wiggling his fingers at you after they paint them. Definitely asks for little smiley faces on his nails and makes a huge mess, knocking over polish bottles while the workers try to stop him from putting his feet on the counter. 
One word for ChopTop: Twitchy. He keeps messing with his nails the whole time. “Damn, my cuticles are all fucked up. You think you can fix that, babe?” He picks neon colors, just to be extra, and absolutely peels the polish off within an hour after getting them done. Hey! He had fun.
Drayton complains the entire time but doesn’t stop you from dragging him there. “Ain’t no man of mine gonna be sittin’ around wasting money on damn fingernails!” However, you catch him admiring his nails later when he thinks no one is looking. 
Thomas is pretty nervous because he’s not used to being pampered, but once you hold his hand and reassure him, he relaxes. He actually really likes the feeling of the hand massage, even though his hands are rough and scarred. You paint his nails a simple dark color, and even though he hides them from everyone else, you know he secretly likes them. 
Bo acts like he hates it. “This is some real dumbass shit, darlin,” but ohhhh the minute they start massaging his hands, he’s melting into the chair. Let's you pick the color and pretends not to care, but you hear him telling Lester later, “Shit was actually kinda nice.” 
Vincent absolutely loves it! He’s an artist so, of course, he appreciates self-care and aesthetics. He goes for a matte black or deep blue, and he keeps his hands extra still to make sure they look perfect. You catch him taking pictures of his nails later to use for reference for his wax sculptures.
Lester is super excited to get his nails done. He’s pretty chatty with the nail techs and being his usual goofy self. “Ya think my feet are the dirtiest you’ve ever seen?” (Yes, Lester they are). Picks a bright color like orange or green and proudly shows them off to his brothers. They just shake their heads at him. 
Norman is a little shy at first, but he enjoys being pampered. Goes for a natural buffed look, something subtle and classy. Later, he tells ‘mother’ all about it, and you’re not sure if she approves or not. 
Hannibal has been here before. He probably has a regular place that serves him wine while he gets his nails done. Picks a deep burgundy color and lectures you on the history of nail care while you’re just trying to enjoy yourself. 
Amanda acts all tough, but she secretly loves it. Gets black nails or some cool edgy design, like little skulls. Absolutely pulls the “We should do this again sometime” while pretending it wasn’t her idea. 
Billy Loomis is skeptical at first but lets you talk him into it. Gets black nails but acts like it’s just for the ‘cool goth aesthetic’ and not because he actually enjoyed the experience. Stu makes fun of him, so Billy immediately drags him to get one too.
Ohhhh! Stu loves it! “Babyyyy, why didn’t we do this sooner?!” Gets something stupid, like glow-in-the-dark polish, and won’t stop wiggling his fingers in your face to show it off. 
Chucky complains the whole time but secretly enjoys it. Picks a tacky, obnoxious color, probably bright red. He gets wayyyyy into the hand massage and makes inappropriate jokes the entire time. 
Girl! Tiffany absolutely LIVES for pedicures! She has a specific salon she only goes to because “they know how to do my nails right.” She gets long, sharp, black-and-red stiletto nails, and if anyone messes up her set, she will KILL them. 
You have to beg Brahms to go because he’s scared of people seeing his face. He ends up loving the feeling of the warm water and gets super clingy afterward, expecting more pampering from you. Gets a soft pastel color because he secretly wants to match you. 
Billy Lenz just giggles the entire time and talks in his usual inappropriate manner. The nail techs are extremely uncomfortable. Gets Christmas-themed nails even if it’s the middle of summer. 
Pyramid Head just sits in complete silence while everyone panics about how to do his nails with those massive hands he's got. He ends up getting a deep, bloody red because you picked it for him. He doesn’t say much about his nails, but he loves them. He makes sure not to chip the paint off them.  
Carrie has never gotten her nails done before, so she’s shy but super excited. She picks a soft pink or a pretty glittery polish and stares at her nails in awe when they’re done. Later, she keeps looking at them, feeling beautiful and loved. 
Jennifer is in her element. This is her thing. She picks a sultry, sexy color like deep red or glossy black. She bullies you if you pick something plain, but after she’s done teasing you, she’ll insist on fixing them. She loves going to a nail salon, but she doesn’t mind doing both of your guys’ nails at home. She’s a nail pro. 
Danny loves the attention, winks at the nail techs, and makes flirty jokes the whole time. He’s actually gotten some of the nail techs to fall head-over-heels for him and try to get his number. Obviously, he denies. He gets straight black with blood splatters because he has a brand. He definitely smudges his nails on purpose so you have to go back with him. 
Leslie is way too excited to get his nails done. He acts like he’s studying the experience for his “slasher routine.” “Self-care is critical when you’re doing all that running, you know?” He gets something wild, like a gradient of dark green to black, and absolutely records a little monologue about it for his documentary that he is making.
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