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[numberfoursbetterman]

The Future Is Clear, It’s Pretty Queer

Pairing: Dan Howell x Male!Reader

Requested: No

Prompt: Dan decides to come out to YouTube. You, being the nicest boyfriend ever, decides to help him with the shooting of the video. People see your head in a little part of his coming out video and rumors, as well as drama, ensues. 

Warnings: Swearing and hate (towards reader when the fans figure out it’s you)

Authors Note: This prompt had been on my mind for awhile and I just now decided to write it out as an imagine. 

Word Count: 1,236

You helped Dan as he set up his set for his new video. You were so happy for that he was coming out to his fans and just everyone else, who didn’t know his personal life, in general on the internet. You had known that he had wanted to come out for awhile but wanted to wait for the right moment. That’s when you suggested he do it during Pride month. He had agreed and here you both were setting up the black background and the big ring light that was always set right beside his camera. 

Now who are you exactly? Let’s go back to the day you and Dan met. It was during Vidcon and you were a fairly known Youtuber and you had a panel right before Dan. You had been done with your panel and meeting fans when you had run into Dan.  

“I’m s- omigod you’re Dan Howell.” You blurted out without realizing it. You had to admit that you were fan of Dan and actually meeting him left you speechless. He chuckled, helping you pick your stuff, as well as you helping him pick up his stuff. He didn’t say anything until everything was back to their rightful owner. 

“And you’re Y/N L/N. I’m quite a fan of you and your prank videos.” Dan said, holding his hand out to shake yours. You shook it and replied, “Me too- I mean, I’m a fan of you and your videos as well.” You said, correcting yourself. He nodded and was about to speak again when Phil gestured to him to tell him that they were about to be up. 

“Do you mind if I ask for your number? You know, just in case we don’t see each other after Phil and I’s panel.” Dan asked, quickly, sounding quite nervous while saying it. You nodded and wrote down your number on a piece of paper and handed it to him, waving goodbye as he rushed to the entrance of where the panel was being held. 

After that, Dan had texted you and you two hung out for the longest time before he had the courage to come out to you and ask you out. He was a nervous wreck before you told you as well. You had been out for awhile so he wasn’t worried about you not accepting him, he was worried that you might’ve rejected him when he asked you out. And now here the two of you were.

“Okay, Y/N, I think everything is perfect. Now get out of the frame before I have to come out to the whole world about two things before I’m ready about one of them.” He joked, but not really, pushing you playfully out of the frame of the camera. You giggled and got behind the camera pointing to him when it was recording. 

You heard a sigh come from him and then his famous “Hello, internet.” Dan was coming out of the closet. 

You knew that Dan had wanted the video to be a long one and he had warned you about bringing something to occupy yourself and something to eat and drink. You had listened to him about bringing something to occupy yourself, but not the food and drink part. So about an hour into the video, you were hungry. 

Now, to get from your spot to the kitchen it would mean you would have to walk past the camera. So you thought about doing the one thing any logical person would do: crouch down and walk over until you’re out of sight from the camera. Dan didn’t notice what you were doing until you were already walking and he got distracted for a second. 

“You could’ve told me you were hungry and I could have stopped this so you’d be able to walk past.” He said, chuckling, as he watched you, still crouched down on the floor. You shrugged and walked into the kitchen after mumbling; “What’s the fun in that?” He just shook his head and continued on talking, reminding himself to make sure you weren’t in the frame and to cut the part of him being distracted by you. 

By the time he was done and editing, he had forgotten to look for you in the frame and hadn’t noticed that a little part of your head could be seen for about three seconds before Dan had cut the part of him talking to you. The next day, the video was uploaded and that’s when everything took a turn for the good and for the worse. 

You were scrolling through twitter, reading all of the tweets about Dan’s video when you came across one that almost made you spill your drink all over yourself and your laptop. ‘@fansusername: did anyone else see @y/t/n in Dan’s video at 7:40? I swear that’s his head and not Phil’s for many reasons.’ Attached with the tweet was a few second clip of Dan’s video where you could clearly see a part of your head and no one could mistake your hair color with Phil’s. You tried to think of why people automatically assumed it’s you. There are tons of people out there with same color as you, just because you had that hair color doesn’t mean it’s you, right? As you kept on scrolling, more and more people were tweeting about you popping up. Freaked out, you rushed over to Dan, almost bumping into him as he was making himself some coffee. Dan turned around, his hands up.

“Woah there, where’s the fire?” He joked, his smile turning into a frown when he noticed your panicked expression. “What happened?” He asked in a rushed tone, leading you back to the couch so you both could sit down and talk about it. You pointed to your laptop, silently, and he picked it up, turning it back on. He read some of the tweets, a silent laugh appearing on his face. “That’s what you’re so worried about? People know we’re friends and I left that bit in there on purpose. No one will suspect anything except that you were just goofing around.” Dan said after awhile of reading the tweets. 

You shook your head, pointing to some of the ones he hadn’t read. “Really? Doesn’t seem to me like they think we’re ‘just friends,’ Dan. I was in your coming out video for fucks sake! Everyone knows I’m gay and you coming out just further proves to the fans that we’re dating. Did you read any of the hate comments as well? There’s some pretty nasty ones.” You said, taking your laptop back to show him the ones you were talking about. “Ooh, how about this one? ‘Dan and y/n are together? I actually preferred it when everyone was shipping Phan.’ Or; ‘Y/n really? I wouldn’t peg someone like Dan to go out with someone who dresses the way y/n does and still says he’s a guy and is gay.’ There’s plenty more-”

You were then cut off by Dan’s lips being pressed onto your own. You knew it was his favorite way to shut you up, and most of the time you didn’t mind it, but not this time. You still wanted to speak your mind about the whole situation. You pulled back, quickly getting up. 

“We have to do something about this.”

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[imagine-x-everything]

  “Wait I've got something to tell you guys before we get started.”     “What's that Phil?” Dan and yourself were still getting the light just right, using Phil as a subject.     “I'm pregnant.” Phil grinned.     You and Dan burst out laughing. “Are you serious? Why would you even say that?”          “It's impossible for you to get pregnant Phil.” Dan sighed.     “How do you know that, I could be an alien. I'm only here to create weird human-alien hybrid babies.” He wiggled his fingers around.     “Phillip, I think that's enough.” you scoffed, moving to sit by him on his bed. “All that being said, let's get started.” you shrugged, hopeless and wondering why you tried to get them to sit still for an hour in the first place. “Hey guys, I'm here with my best friend Phil and my boyfriend Dan, and we're going to get the two of them in trouble and see who knows me better.” you couldn't help smiling as you looked at the two of them. “Do you both have your board and marker?” Dan held his up, trying his best to seem unamused, and Phil waved his around. “We’ll start with the easiest first. What's my favorite color?”      “Green!” Both of them screamed.      “Okay… you're both right but you have those boards for a reason, so you don't bust out my ear drums!” you grew louder and louder and shouted in both of their ears.     “I'm sorry.” Phil laughed, his pale face getting red.    “I guess we're abandoning the marker boards, so just keep your points on them I guess.”         Three minutes into the video, all three of you were screaming. You had crossed the room, leaving Phil and Dan on the bed, you were furious that they had both gotten the question wrong.     “Come back!” They both called.     “I won't, I won't do it. Not ever.”     “We're your best friends.” They cooed sarcastically.     “Not if you don't know my fucking birthday. Dan, we've been dating for two years!”     “You've known Phil for you whole life!” Dan defended himself, throwing his best friend under the bus.     “I hate both of you.” You sat back down on the bed, composing yourself. “You're both dead to me.”     “That's sad.” Dan mumbled. You took his tally board and erased all the red tic marks he had, doing the same with Phil's and throwing the boards on the ground.     “That symbolizes the erasure and destruction of our friendships.”     Dan hooked his arm around your neck and pulled you back onto the bed, moving tickling hands around your body, Phill covered his mouth with his hand and you screamed. “Phil! Help!”     “I can't help I'm dead to you, remember?”     “You're not dead, you're not dead!” you pleaded.     “I love you.” Dan cooed, ducking his head to avoid your flailing arms. “Say you love me and I'll stop.” Dan bargained, talking above your screams and shrieks.     “Okay!” You gasped.     “Say it, love.” He spoke sweetly and you wanted to deck him in the face.     “I love you!” You shouted, pulling your legs up to cover your body so he wouldn't keep tickling you. You sat up, all but panting and the boys squished you in a hug. “I can't stand either of you.” You muttered.

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[sweetpeaisbae]

The Honeymoon(Smut) Wedding Series part 5  Dan Howell Imagine

Hey guys I’m so sorry this imagine took so long I really am it’s just I’ve been quite busy with everything but anyway I hope you like it i’m just letting you know that this story has smut so if you can’t handle smut or if your too young then don’t read it

Dan’s Pov  

We were on the private jet flying to the mansion my lovely Y/n was still asleep though and I just stared at her beautiful form. That’s when we finally landed and I rubbed my hand against her cheek and she stirred and woke up. She opened her eyes and smiled. “Hello my love we’ve landed.” She smiled again and kissed my lips. “Alright Y/n I want you to close your eyes.” She pouted, “But why Dan?” “Please for me?” She giggled and closed her eyes and I guided her to the mansion I leaned down and I sucked on her ear lobe and she moaned, “Alright my love you can open your eyes.” When she did she gasped. “Dan it’s beautiful!” She started to walk inside and I grinned and dropped the luggage and I swooped her up in my arms and carried her inside, “Dan what was that for?” I continued to grin and I pecked her on the lips” I leaned down to whisper in her ear, “How about we head straight to the bedroom?” She looked at me with excitement and nodded her head, I grinned even wider and I ran up the stairs to the bedroom. I set her carefully on the bed and I kissed her lips passionately, That’s when she stopped me, “Wait Dan  I have to change first.” I smiled and got off of her, She then grabbed a drawstring bag and went to change in the bathroom. I decided to change myself and wait for her 

Y/n’s Point Of View 

I walked into the bathroom and pulled out the lingerie it was a blue thin transperent night gown. I curled my hair and put a little bit of make up on and I excited the bathroom 

Back To Dan’s Pov 

I looked up from the bed and my eyes went wide as saucers, I then regained my composure and I grinned widely and I extended my hand out for her she took it smiling and I then pulled her on my lap. “You look so beautiful Y/n.” I reached out and carefully slid the night gown off her. I then laid her down carefully on the bed and licked her breasts sucking on them she moaned my name and I smirked. Slipping my hands down her body I slipped my hands into her panties. She gasped , as I slipped 2 fingers inside of her, she gasped again and she grabbed my arm, “Dan...ugh please don’t tease me.” She whimpered and I stopped teasing her I then got on my knees and I then stared at her flower. I then licked my lips and attacked her clit she groaned, “Oh Dan...Mmmm please.” “Are you going to come for me Y/n?” “Yes please make me come.” I groaned at her words, “Come for me Y/n I then curled my fingers hitting her Gspot. She screamed with pleasure, when she came down from high I took off my pants and boxers and I looked at her one last time, She nodded her head and I smiled and slid inside of her, I kept going until I was all the way in. I looked down at her tears were streaming down her face, I brushed the tears away and I frowned, “I’m so sorry Y/n would you like me to stop?” I was about to pull out but she stopped me and smiled, “No it’s fine Dan just give me a minute.” I then waited for her signal I brought my hand down to her clit and slowly rubbed it to help her feel better. She moaned at this, “Ok dan you can move. I nodded my head and started to pump in and out of her groaning at how tight she was. “Dan...please I’m about it come !” I leaned down and bit her earlobe, “Do it. come for me Y/n.” And she did I then pulled out of her and kissed her lips. “That was amazing y/n.” She smiled and hugged me pulled me even closer than I already was. 

Time Skip to the Next Morning 

Y/N’s Pov 

I woke up to the birds chirping and I looked at the room and smiled remembering what happend last night. Slipping on one of Dans Shirts and my underwear I walked to the Kitchen to make some breakfast. As I was making the bacon and eggs a pair of arms wrapped around my waist and I jumped. “Well good morning beautiful.” I grinned and turned the stove off and wrapped my arms around my extremely tall Husband. Pecking Dan’s lips I pulled back ,”Good Morning Handsome.” I then played some music on my phone as we both swayed to the music while breakfast was forgotten 

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Can you do a Dan Howell imagine with 36 and/or 23? Thank you😊 ❤️love your blog BTW

Dan Howell Imagine # 23, 36 

 Thank you so much, lovely! You’re so sweet! I love your blog too! ❤️ 

Prompts:#23 “You are so beautiful”#36 “When are you going to get it? I never wanted you to change! I loved you the way you were!” 

 (Y/D/J)= Your dream job 

 Most people didn’t think it, but the relate-able meme, everyone loved didn’t always have good days. He wasn’t always happy, or full of life like they saw on youtube. He fell apart and struggled to get through the day. The last two months had been pure hell for him, he still tried to upload videos, but life felt like a constant existential crisis. He was falling apart. On the best days he was just okay, maybe he wouldn’t scream or cry and he was able to film. What was it about him that wasn’t good enough? He had tried so hard to be everything, he tried to be the person his subscribers wanted him to be, the person his friends wanted him to be and the person he had wanted to be for her. Hell, he loved her. He loved her more than life itself, but it didn’t change a thing. She left. He spent weeks, months even laying in bed staring at the ceiling, or laying on the carpet wondering what went wrong. Maybe he wasn’t athletic enough. Maybe he was too sarcastic, or his sense of humor was too dark. Was he not able to satisfy her sexually? Did she not find him attractive enough? Did he not smile enough? Was he too depressing? Was it because of his existential crisis’s? Was his laugh too weird? Did he spend too much time on tumblr? Did he not spend enough time with her? Was it his subscribers? No it couldn’t be. They loved her. They could possibly love her more than they loved him. They were shipped as much as Phan. Youtube? Couldn’t be could it? She was always so supportive. Was it because of Phil? No he couldn’t believe that. Y/n and Phil were close. They were like brother and sister. They always pranked him together. He just couldn’t understand and it felt like it was eating away at him. What was so wrong with him that she had to end it? They had spent two years and 4 months together and they were amazing, at least he thought they were. The same day he was going to ask her to move in with him and Phil, was the day she broke it off. He could remember it so vividly. They had both wanted to talk about something, both had urged the other to speak first before she had given in, she was going to speak first. He could remember the feeling of nerves and excitement bubbling into his stomach, until it dropped at her words. “Dan, I’m so sorry, but I can’t do this anymore. I’m breaking up with you.” He should have went first. He felt a sinking feeling in his stomach just thinking about it. It was hard for Phil to watch. This was his best friend, they had grown up together these last few years and he didn’t know how to live without him anymore. Yet, he had to. Dan wasn’t really there. His body and physical being was there, but the soul wasn’t. When Y/n left it was as though Dan lost a part of himself. In a way Phil understood, Y/n had been a huge part of their lives for years, even before Dan started dating her she was their friend. She was a constant in their life and one of their biggest supporters. They both loved her, in different ways, but it was still love. She completed them. It broke Phil’s heart to see Dan like this. He wanted to do something, but he knew the only thing that could fix Dan was Y/n. Whether it was some type of closure that he needed or what, Phil didn’t know, but he knew that only Y/n could give it to him. He just wanted Dan back. He didn’t want Dan to be back temporarily, or for a few days or weeks before another existential crisis. He wanted Dan back for good.  Y/n hadn’t communicated with either of them since she left, but Phil had heard from Louise that Y/n was still having a hard time too. Taking one last glance into Dan’s room at the figure laying under the covers staring at the ceiling, Phil grabbed his coat and headed out the door. He had to do something. Y/n had taken the week off from work. She needed a break of some sort. Despite how she was feeling and the need to drown herself in work to forget her problems, she knew that it wasn’t healthy. No matter how she distracted herself, she wouldn’t be able to forget and it wouldn’t heal her heart. These distractions were just temporary and no matter how much she loved working as a (Y/D/J), recently she knew her heart wasn’t completely into it. She had her good days and her bad. She hadn’t been able check her social media in fear of seeing something about Dan, or have her heartbroken from whatever the Phandom might say. No matter how strong she was, she wasn’t strong enough to do that yet. Maybe later, eventually when she didn’t love him as much as she did right now. She had spent so much time distracting herself and only taking short periods of time to cry that she realized she hadn’t really given herself time to grieve the relationship. She had dedicated so much time to him, and she loved him. She had trouble expressing her emotions, specifically the ones that hurt and because of that she hid them. She tried to fill herself with so much that she couldn’t think about anything, but work. It was her way of coping. That is what led her to where she was right now. Y/n sat on her couch, curled up with her (y/h/c) hair in a messy bun, lazy clothes on and  a tube of ice cream in her hands. It was every females way of dealing with heartache. A rapid set of knocks on her flat door snapped her attention away from her laptop that was playing one of Zoella’s haul videos. With a sigh, she set her ice cream down and headed to her door. She hadn’t told anyone she wasn’t going to be at work, therefore no one had a reason to stop by. Opening the door, she stares at the black haired, blue eyed boy in shock. “Phil? What are you doing here?” Her heart seemed to beat 10 times faster as she glanced behind him to make sure Dan wasn’t hidden somewhere. “Don’t worry its just me. We need to talk.” Y/n couldn’t help, but feel embarrassed at being caught. She nods her head at Phil, signaling for him to come in and she closes the door behind him. She doesn’t bother to wait for him as he already knows his way around and heads back to her seat. At first neither of them seem to say anything as they sat side by side. Maybe it is because they missed each other’s presence, or they were waiting for the other person to speak or maybe they couldn’t find the right words. “How are you doing?” The words tumbled out of Phil’s mouth before he could stop them. Of course she wasn’t doing okay, she was eating ice cream! Her favourite kind to eat when she was sad. “I’m fine.” Y/n appreciated the fact that he was worried, but she also felt it wasn’t fair to bring him in the middle of things. “Dan’s not.” Phil seemed to just blurt it out and he wanted Y/n wince. “What do you mean he isn’t? Did something happen?” Her worry for Dan made his heart swell and it gave him hope. Maybe she still loved Dan and maybe he could fix this. “The break up. He isn’t handling it well.” Y/n didn’t know what she was suppose to say to that. Was she suppose to apologize? Ignore her heart and act indifferent? Why did a small part of her ache to run to Dan? She didn’t want to admit she missed Dan’s soft brown hair and how he always tried to straighten it, despite how much she loved it hobbit style. She missed his amazing eyes and the smile the could melt the coldest hearts. She missed his tall figure and the teasing that came along with their height difference. “Oh.” Phil knew her well enough to see the inner battle going on in her head and heart. “I wouldn’t have come to you if it wasn’t important. I don’t know why you two ended, but please come see him. Talk to him, give him closure or whatever it is that needs to be done between the two of you. I love you both and you’re miserable.” Y/n could hear the sadness in Phil’s voice and it caused guilt to wrench within her. She caused this. Not only did she hurt Dan, but she hurt Phil. Phil was not a sad person. He was a ray of sunshine and it was hard seeing and hearing him sad. “I don’t know what I could possibly do.” She didn’t understand how she could fix anything. What could she possibly do? She doubted Dan would want to see her anyway. He was too nice to throw her out, but he wouldn’t want to see her. “Please. Please Y/n. You both need this. Just talk, thats all I ask. He hasn’t been the same since you left and just give him some type of closure, something! I need my best friends back.” She could see Phil’s blue eyes water and her heart sunk. “Okay. Okay.” She nodded her head with her words as Phil threw his arms around her. “ Thank you.” Without another word, he released her and stood up, dragging her to the door and grabbing her stuff. He was going to take her back to their flat. This had to work.

Y/n couldn’t remember a time when she had been more nervous in her life. Standing in the doorway of Dan’s room was something she had done millions of times before, yet this was the first time she felt terrified. What if he hated her? What if he told her he never wanted to see her again? She slowly made her way over to his bed and pulled the comforter away from Dan’s face. His eyes were closed, but he felt the comforter leave his face. “Phil leave me alone.” His eyes fluttered open as he reached to pull it back over his face, but his movements stopped as he saw (y/e/c) eyes instead on Phil’s soft blue. “You are so beautiful.” His voice came out as a whisper as he took in the image of her make-up free face, and (y/h/c) hair in a messy bun. If this was a dream, he didn’t ever want to wake up. This was his favourite way to see her, so effortlessly beautiful and it suited her so well. Y/n couldn’t help but laugh softly as she stared at his hobbit hair and tired eyes. “Only you can compliment me and make me feel special even after I broke your heart.” It seemed to be the cold hard reality for the both of them. She broke his heart. “I’m just being honest.” The words felt like they were stuck in his throat as he brought his body into a sitting position and signaled for her to sit on the bed with him. They both sat in silence as they studied each other, it was the first time since they broke up that they had seen each other. “Phil came to see me.” Y/n hesitated to break the silence, but she knew they had to talk. “He did? Why?” Dan didn’t want to admit that he knew why, He didn’t want to seem weak in front of her. “He’s worried about you, Dan. I know you’re going to say you are fine, but we both know you’re not. We both aren’t.” Suddenly her fingers seemed to be the most interesting thing in the world to her. It was hard for her to admit that she wasn’t fine, but she had made an agreement with Dan a long time ago that they would be honest with each other, after all honesty is the best policy. “ You're not?” Dan sounded shocked at her confession. He found it hard to believe that she wasn’t okay. She was always okay. She seemed so put together and calm, while he was falling apart. “No I’m not. How we left things, it wasn’t fair. I just left and I didn’t give you a chance to speak, or anything else. I shouldn’t have done that and I’m sorry.” He could see in her face that she was genuinely apologetic. “Why did you do it? Was I not good enough? Could I not satisfy you? Was it the Phandom or youtube?” He just needed to know. He couldn’t live with the questions anymore. Y/n looked at him in shock. It was times like this that she wished that he could see himself through her eyes. If only he could see how perfect he was to her. She fell in love with every part of him, even his flaws. She couldn’t even see them as flaws, they were little quirks that made her fall harder. “No. Hell no. Nothing like that.” Dan was gobsmacked, one of those had to be the reason. “I’ve spent so much time running everything through my head. I tried so hard. I tried to be everything for you.” Dan could feel himself getting closer to the edge of an existential crisis. What could possibly be so bad about him that she left? “Don’t you understand Dan? You were constantly trying to be everything.” Y/n was exasperated as she tried to explain it to him. He didn’t seem to quite understand what she was getting at. “I was nothing like any of the people you previously dated! You dated these tall, athletic guys and no one understands why you chose me! I wanted to be enough for you.” Was this what led her to leave? “When are you going to get it? I never wanted you to change! I loved you the way you were!” She just blurt it out. She couldn’t seem to stop the words from escaping her mouth. Dan stared at her gobsmacked and in awe. “None of those relationships lasted. They were arrogant, they had no respect for me and they weren’t you. It was you who I fell in love with! The idiot who would spend hours waffling on or would do stupid things to make me laugh. I didn’t love anyone, but you. You were different, you are different. That is what I loved about you, it is what I fell in love with. I couldn’t be with you while you were trying to be someone else. Someone else isn’t the nerdy meme I fell for.” “I’m a spork.” Dan rubbed his hands over his face and neck. “That’s why I fell in love with you.” Her words caused his head to shoot back up to look at her. “Still?” “Always.” A smile tugged on his lips as he pulled her onto him as he fell back against the pillows and rolled over trapping her beneath him. Closing his eyes, he greedily pressed his lips to her, having had missed the sensation after all this time. Y/n seemed to be just as eager as her lips moved in sync with his and her arms wrapped around his neck, her fingers in his hair. Dan slowly pulls away just enough to whisper, “I love you.”

[awkwarddezzy]

Title: The Sun, the Moon, and the Star (second half to part 3 of Chances and Porcelain) Pairing: Dan x Phil, Dan x OC (or reader, if you can relate to the OC) Rating: T Summary: He is a man filled with flaws, but there is always someone there to give him chances. Then there is that someone that resembles a porcelain figure. Phil x Dan x OC love triangle.

Here’s the second half of the 3rd part! If you haven’t read the first half yet, click here to do so. If you didn’t read the first half, you’re probably gonna be shouting “WHAT? HUH? HOW’D THIS HAPPEN?” within the first few paragraphs of this post. So go read that portion or else I take no responsibility for your reaction.

Just like in part 2, Phil and the OC will have songs representing them incorporated in this portion. I dedicate this part to all Five Seconds of Summer, Alex and Sierra, and The Cab fans (yup I’m on the 5SOS ship lately… it’ll only be a matter of time till @beforethebraces tempts to read the 5SOS fics). I hope you enjoy the conclusion and see me in the end for a lengthy final author’s note.

PS I don’t really know how the format of BBC radio goes (the time difference between Hawaii and England sucks so I can’t watch the show live). I’m basing off whatever happens from what I read in TABINOF.

—O— —O— —O—

Being without Phil is like living without air.

The days following Phil’s departure is spent living in his existential crisis black hole. Despite the silence broken between him and her, his heart is still shred into pieces. He couldn’t find any motivation to film a video for his channel. He delayed posting the new Sims 4 video for the gaming channel. What would be the point? Any video he posts will remind him that he is clicking on the “Post now” button without Phil next to him. He would be doing it sans Phan kisses.

Even Twitter and Tumblr is no help to him. On Twitter, he sees the fans questioning why he hadn’t tweeted for days. On Tumblr, the chances of stumbling upon phan art are likely. At this rate, social media would find out that there is trouble in phan paradise. Dan can’t let that happen. He doesn’t want his anti-fans to use the troubles in his love life against him.

He is on his browsing position on the sofa. His fingers are on the keyboard of his MacBook. His mind struggles to figure out what to tweet. He has to reassure his fans that he is alright.

Hey guys I’m not dead or lost in space or anything just had to deal with rl life issues. No need to worry

He sends the tweet. In a few minutes, the tweet garners over 2,000 likes, over 1,000 retweets, and a bunch of tweets to him.

r u ok?

U sick man?

Does that mean Sims will be back?

These tweets are the ones he chooses to answer back.

Yh I’m fine now thanks for asking

No though the sniffles would be better

SOON.

He scrolls farther down the tweets. He finds hers and it makes him do a half-smile.

Don’t you mean lost in neverland? Btw I caught that Pokemon reference ;)

Lost in Neverland. He loves that she is a fan of All Time Low, thanks to her best friend. And Dawn’s infamous “no need to worry” quote. He has heard her say it too many times that it becomes a habit to say it himself.

He answers back to her tweet. Neverland kicked me out and Dawn got to me

Seconds after he responds to her tweet, his phone vibrates. She is calling him.

“Glad to see you’re back from the dead,” she says when he picks up.

“You know I’d be a terrible zombie.”

“Zombies are already terrible, so at least you can be terrible along with everyone else that got infected.”

He lets out a soft chuckle. The only times he can smile or laugh is because of her. “What would you do if I did become a zombie?”

“Kill you. Instant death. No way I’d let you munch on anyone else’s brains.”

“Even yours?”

“Duh. So you want me to come over?”

“Sure.”

“I’m on my way.”

She hangs up. Looking back to his laptop screen, he sees that her tweet has gotten over 500 likes.

The star to his moon. At least the moon has some sort of light to seek.

~:~

Phil lays in the bed of his parents’ home, staring up at the ceiling. The room is dark and the only light is coming from the moonlight outside. The only sounds are his steady breathing and Five Seconds of Summer’s Beside You playing on his phone. For the last several days, he avoided listening to Muse songs, for every Muse song reminds him of his beloved. It’s the same with My Chemical Romance and Panic at the Disco. He can tolerate All Time Low.

Five Seconds of Summer has become his go-to band to listen to songs to at the moment. He sees why many of his female fans love 5SOS. The four Australians have some songs he can relate to. Especially Beside You. It’s the song that reminds him how much he misses Dan.

I wish I can lay beside you.

So close, yet so far away. They exist under the same sky: Dan for the night, Phil for the day.

He wants to go back home. Home is where Dan is. It’s not the same sleeping on a bed without Dan lying inches away.

He can go back any time. He is the one that calls the shots. But not yet. It’s too soon. Phil wants to make sure that by the time he returns, Dan knows who his heart belongs to.

He closes his eyes, drifting into unconsciousness, another lonely night to sleep though.

~:~

Five weeks pass. Dan hasn’t discovered any signs to tell him when Phil is coming home. He hoped some fan would have spotted Phil and leaked it onto Twitter. But nothing. No one has seen him around. Maybe the ones that have are those that aren’t Dan and Phil fans. Or maybe Phil is that good at hiding. The latter is unlikely. Phil is a terrible secret keeper and comes up with the worst disguises.

Hosting his radio show by himself is mind-boggling. BBC Radio is under the impression that, according to Phil, is in America taking care of a family friend with cancer. Phil’s leave, however, doesn’t make Dan want to disappoint the fans. Every week, he has to come up with material to do for the show from one person instead of two. He has tried to convince her to co-host with him temporarily until Phil comes back, but she declined. She hasn’t completely gotten over her shyness for public speaking.

She does come to watch him do the show. She sits with the crew, giving him words of encouragement during song breaks. She helps him come up with ideas on what to do on the radio. She helps him pick songs to add for his radio playlists. In fact, next week, he is allowing her to take complete control for the week’s radio playlist. He trust her. Their music tastes are almost exactly the same. So far, all she hinted for a song that is on the playlist is one of her favorite All Time Low songs.

It has started to become a new routine. At this rate, she could change her mind and try to co-host with him on the show for one day. She is a reason why he can keep the show going. Another is that Phil would probably kick his arse if he didn’t.

On the air, he looks at the next song that is on the playlist. It’s one he doesn’t recognize. It’s one of her choices.

Little Do You Know: Alex and Sierra.

He plays the song. Glancing at her, he motions for her to come over.

She nods. She stands from her chair and makes her way over to him. “What’s up?”

“Who’s Alex and Sierra?”

“They were the winner from the American version of X Factor back in… 2013? They’re a couple in real life.”

“Oh.” His ears pick up on the song’s tune. It’s slow. Sad.

Little do you know how I’m breaking when you fall asleep

Little do you know I’m still haunted by the memories

Little do you know I’m trying to pick myself up piece by piece

Little do you know I need a little more time

It’s a woman singing. Sierra. The lyrics sound like him.

Underneath it all I’m held captive by the hole inside

I’ve been holding back for the fear you might change your mind

I’m ready to forgive you but forgetting is a harder fight

Little do you know I need a little more time

Definitely him. The lyrics reflect his feelings for her.

I’ll wait, I’ll wait

I’ll love you like I’ve never felt the pain

I’ll wait, I promise you don’t have to be afraid

I’ll wait, the love is here and here to stay

So lay your head on me

Now it’s a man. Alex. Those lyrics sound like an answer.

Little do you know I know you’re hurting while I’m sound asleep

Little do you know all my mistakes are slowly drowning me

Little do you know I’m trying to make it better piece by piece

Little do you know I, I love you till the sun dies

Her. Alex’s lyrics are how she feels toward him. She knows he is hurting. She knows his mistakes. She is trying her hardest to pick up the pieces Phil left him in. And he knows she loves him, too much he is sometimes confused over how she could still wait this long.

He looks down at her. He knows. Almost a month has passed. No matter how long it takes, she is along for the ride. No matter how long the ride takes, she is on it until it reaches the end.

“How did you find the song?” he asks.

“I stumbled upon it on YouTube,” she replies. “I liked how it sounded. Then… well… things happen and now the song has more meaning.”

“It sure does.”

The song draws to a close. “I gotta get back.”

“Yeah.” She sighs. “You think people will like that I put a slow song on the radio? I know there are some that aren’t into that.”

“They will. They have no sense of music taste if they don’t.”

“It’s not all about the high tempo.”

“Agreed.”

He heads back to his place and puts his headphones back on.

That song has left him more to think about.

~:~

Back in London. Can we meet up?

It’s happening. The text has confirmed the worries she tried for weeks to nurse Dan through. Phil is coming back. Judging from the few words in Phil’s text, Dan probably has no idea that Phil is back in the area.

Eight weeks. That is how long this has gone on. Eight weeks of when’s and what-if’s. Weeks of avoiding fans’ inquiry of why Phil hasn’t posted a new video on AmazingPhil for a while. Dan got around to posting the Sims video, but other than that, nothing new was posted on their separate channels. Dan put off on doing YouTube collaborations and focused on his radio show.

With nervous thumbs, she texts a reply. Usual Starbucks? When?

His response is quick. ASAP. I’m there now

Now. She didn’t anticipate facing Phil to come this instantaneous.

Coming. Be there soon

She is at her university campus. Classes are done for the day and she was on her way to Dan’s flat to find some funny internet news to share for next week’s radio show. Her plans will be sidetracked.

On the way to Starbucks, she sends a text to Dan. Gonna go library first. Be there at your place a little later.

Take your time a bookworm has gotta read

It’s half a truth. She is going to the library, but that is saved for tomorrow. It will be a lie that she crosses her fingers won’t come back to haunt her later.

Fifteen minutes later, she arrives at the Starbucks. She enters the coffee shop and immediately spots Phil. He waves her over. Nerves intensifying at every minute, she walks over to his table and takes a seat on the empty chair across from him.

“Hey,” she murmurs.

“Hey.”

She gulps. There is so much she wants to tell and ask him. Where will she start? “How’s Dan?”

She lets out a shaky breath. “Okay. Sort of. He’s still breathing.”

“And you?”

“Fine. No terminal illness or anything.” She does this when she is nervous. She cracks unnecessary jokes to rid herself of the nerves.

“That’s good.” There is a white cup with the green Starbucks logo in front of him. He lifts the cup up to his lips and takes a sip.

“Good, if you mean surprise existential crisis’s, nightmares, and barely visiting Tumblr.”

He bites his lip. “So it’s not good. How is he really holding up?”

“Honestly? If it wasn’t for BBC Radio, he probably would have literally crawled under a rock and make a home there.” She scoots her chair further forward. “Sometimes I come to the flat and see him in the hallway having an existential crisis. It’s happening much more since you left. When I sleep over at his flat or mine, in the middle of the I hear him screaming. His nightmares are always about you. He dreams you won’t come back or you die before you return.” She fiddles with her fingers. “Don’t get me started on Tumblr. When he’s online, any phan art he finds freaks him out.”

“Dan! Wake up!”

“Wh… huh?”

“You had another nightmare again, didn’t you?”

“I saw Phil. He was across the street and he was running to me. A car was coming and it… it…”

“It’s okay. It wasn’t real. It was all in your head. Phil is alive. Phil isn’t dead.”

Blue irises gaze at her sadly. “Has he… you know…”

“He kisses me. On the cheek. Or forehead. Or nose. Never on the lips. Not since the night before you left.”

“Ah.” He sips on his drink again.

“Phil, are you really coming back? Dan misses you like crazy. I miss you too. My pancakes don’t do justice compared to yours.”

“My pancakes are the best. And yes. I thought you knew that.”

“I did. Dan, not so much.”

“Now you know. But there’s one more thing I want you to do first. Then I’ll move back.”

“Are you sure?”

“Definitely.”

She nods. “Tell me.”

“There’s a song I want you to play on Radio 1…”

~:~

“There’s a song from Five Seconds of Summer I want Radio 1 to play.”

“Since when did you listen to 5SOS?”

“Since 5SOS helped me survive those weeks away from you two.”

Back at her apartment, she looks down at the current list of songs on next week’s playlist. Once again, Dan has given her complete control. She had three-fourths of the list done before Phil sent her that text.

She writes down Beside You on the next line. She hasn’t listened to all the songs from 5SOS, and this is one she hasn’t heard yet. She boots up her laptop and goes onto YouTube. She types down 5SOS Beside You in the search box. She clicks on a lyric video and starts to listen to the song.

A few lines into the song, she understands why Phil chose it.

The silent words are hard to speak

When she talks all I see

“Don’t ever leave,” she said to me.

Dan did not want Phil to leave. At all.

When we both fall asleep underneath the same sky

To the beats of our hearts at the same time

So close but so far away

She could see this song as fanfic material.

She sleeps alone

My heart wants to go home

I wish I was, I wish I was, beside you

She lies awake, trying to find the words to say

I wish I was, I wish I was, beside you

She could feel Phil’s yearning as she listens to the rest of the song. The “she” in the song could easily be replaced with “he” to represent Dan. This must be how Phil felt while he was away. This must be how painful it felt for him to stay away when all he wanted to do was come back.

Another day and I’m somewhere new

I made a promise that I’ll come home soon

Bring me back, bring me back to you

So that could explain why she and Dan haven’t found any signs of where Phil is. When the song finishes, she knows what she must do. It was what she tried to do all those weeks ago. Now she can go through with it. She can finish what she started.

They were always meant to be.

She witnessed it during those past several weeks. How Dan struggled to live through the first few days after Phil left. How his nightmares kept coming back even when she soothed him through them. How he immediately switched songs playing on his phone if it started playing a Muse song. How he makes every attempt to make as much physical contact with her, because he lacked the ones he wants from Phil.

Her heart felt as if it was stabbed with a million knives that night when she tried to say goodbye. Tonight, although her heart aches at the thought of doing it again, the hurt has dulled. Phil was right about her and Dan not being ready to let go of each other that night. It was too soon. She tried to say goodbye to him on a night right after he had a fight with Phil. Dan was too fragile that time that her farewell words broke him even more.

A couple of months later, she knows that Dan is in the right place. Dan is at a point where letting go of his feelings for her will hurt less than letting go of Phil. She saw that as soon as she read Phil’s letter. His desperation was proof that a day without Phil would kill him more than a day without her.

“The sun and the moon rely on each other,” she says to herself. “The earth can’t exist without day and night.” When Phil left, the earth was in perpetual darkness. As the star, her presence made the darkness stay. She couldn’t bring the light the earth truly needed.

Only Phil can do that. Only Phil can provide the sun the earth is dependent on. She grabs her mechanical pencil and writes down one more song on the list. It’s a song her best friend recommended her to listen to when she first got into the artist. She loved the song so much that she turned it into a phanfic (she posted it before she met Phil). As she plays the song through YouTube on her laptop, she basks in every lyric.

Little Do You Know is her (and Dan’s) song. Beside You is Phil’s song to Dan. The current song playing in her room is Dan’s song to Phil. With the third song included, all three songs fully represents what their situation is all about: a love triangle that, on the next radio show, will finally be resolved.

~:~

Nine weeks. It’s the ninth week without Phil.

Dan doesn’t know how many more weeks he can endure. The nightmares aren’t going away. He doesn’t have a clue where Phil is. If he did, he would have boarded the tube or survive a bus/taxi ride just to get to where Phil is. He would even book a plane and travel to another continent if Phil left England.

He didn’t get to sample all the songs she added to the radio’s playlist this week, so the next song he plays on air doesn’t grab his attention until it reaches the chorus. Five Seconds of Summer’s Beside You causes him to dart his eyes to her and mouth “what the hell?”

The song makes him think of Phil.

Would it be crazy to think it’s not a coincidence that she put that song in the list? He shakes his head. He’ll ask her about it after the show.

When he plays the last song in the show’s list, the title piques his curiosity.

Falling Up by The Cab. Shouldn’t it be Falling Down?

In the darkest, you were the only light I remember

Tried your hardest, made me feel alive

Now I can’t forget you

It’s Little Do You Know all over again. She is trying to tell him something.

What you found was a lost, lonely heart torn into pieces

With you I feel like myself

Is the “I” him? The lyrics do sound so much like him. But who is the “you?” Her?

Nothing but gold when we’re together

You were my one forever

Feels like I’m falling, but I never touch the ground

Feeling so right when I’m around you

How could I live without you?

It’s like I’m falling, but I’m not falling, I’m not falling down

No. Not her. Phil. The “you” is more like Phil.

Without trying, you knew the words to say

To save me from myself

I can’t deny it, never felt this way

Not from no one else

Definitely Phil. Phil is the one that saved Dan when Phil gave him a best friend. Phil is the man of chances, the one that he saw a forever with. He still does. Phil never escaped his mind.

What does this mean? Phil is only ever on his mind. Why would she drive the message further into his skull? Unless…

His eyes widen.

Could Phil be back?

~:~

Phil paces back and forth in the lounge. It feels great to be back in the flat. London is his heart’s home. The flat is his sanctuary when the real world stresses him out.

The show is finished and he anticipates Dan’s arrival. She did what she asked him. She played Beside You on the radio, as well as a song called Falling Up that Phil is pretty sure is meant to be a hint that he came back. If there is one thing he likes the most about her, it’s her ability to use songs to convey secret messages to people.

What will happen? Has Dan made his choice? What will happen to her? What will happen to him? Will he be the third wheel now?

The sound of a doorknob opening stops his pacing. His back turned toward the door, he takes a deep breath.

You’re ready. You came back because enough time passed. You’re ready to see what Dan decided.

Phil turns around. His eyes meet Dan. Brown to blue. Blue to brown.

“Hi Dan,” Phil whispers.

The next few seconds happens as if in slow motion.

Dan bursts into tears. He stumbles across the room, and the younger man tackles Phil. Luckily, Phil prevents them from falling to the floor. He hugs Dan close to him.

“PHIL!” he sobs. “Phil… you’re back.”

“I am.”

“You were gone for over a month.”

“I’m sorry. I didn’t think it would be that long.”

“Don’t do that again! I was worried sick!”

“I won’t.” It’s the truth. Nine weeks away from Dan is the longest Phil has ever been away from him since they first met.

Dan’s mouth attaches to his neck, peppering light kisses until his soft lips attach to Phil’s. The kiss is weeks worth of distance and built-up emotions. They can’t pull away. They treat the kiss as if it’s their last one.

Dan’s mouth inches back. “Please don’t leave. I’m sorry I made you leave. You’re right. We needed the break. I’m such a fucking idiot for letting you slip away like that.”

“Shhh… it’s okay, bear. I’m here now.”

He hears a sigh. “I guess I’ve done my job.”

He looks over Dan’s shoulder. She is watching them with a small smile on her face.

“Thank you,” Phil tells her.

She nods. “Can I say something now, if you don’t mind?”

Phil nudges on Dan’s chest. Dan pulls away from Phil to look at her.

She begins. “In 2009, Dan and Phil met. Years later, the duo left their mark on YouTube and captured the hearts of millions of people with their witty, awkward humor. One of those people was an odd girl with a passion for writing. She watched the videos of two British men that makes her embrace her difference. She became a fangirl for two best friends that gradually fell in love and made Phan a reality.

In her first year of college, one-half of Phan saw that odd girl in a London Starbucks and chose to sit with her. Out of all the other empty seats available, he chose to sit with the girl that always felt she was invisible. Her wildest dreams come true when she sees that it’s danisnotonfire, her number one YouTube idol. The two talk for the next couple hours and find they have many things in common. They bond beyond the first encounter and become close friends in the span of a few weeks. Who would have known that in a country she dreamed of someday traveling to, she’d be making a friend out of someone that would become more to her than just a friend? Who would’ve known that her friend’s boyfriend would also become a friend to her?

But then the fights between her idols start. She becomes someone Phil is wary of. So when they fight, Dan runs to her, and she, the one that is the source for many of their arguments, becomes his shoulder to lean on. Against her will, the man that she sees herself in is someone she starts falling for. Her innocent crush turns to love. Unbeknownst to her, that man falls in love too. Their feelings grow and grow until he can’t hold back and they share their first kiss, a kiss that should have never happened. They’re in love each other.

They keep the kiss a secret from Phil. But the kiss puts tension between them. She wants so badly to tell Phil the truth so they can figure out what to do. She isn’t the one to tell Phil. It’s Dan, who is overwhelmed with the guilt that he blurts it out. Phil doesn’t take it well. She goes back to her apartment so she didn’t have to witness their fight. At home, she realizes the only way to fix the situation is to let go of her feelings for Dan. So she goes back to their place. When she tries to tell Dan that ‘they’ could never happen, Phil steps in and cuts it off. She leaves their place with the uncertainty of what will happen to herself. As a porcelain figure, Dan could either fix her or break her.

She avoids him. For two weeks, she cut off communication with Dan. Then a photo surfaces on Twitter that pushes her to break the silence. She plans to do it the next day, but Dan comes over and things change between them. They spend a night like they were true lovers. When morning comes, their worlds are at a loss when they find that Phil left. Phil has given them a chance to be closer, but all it does is make her see that the possibility of her and Dan can never happen. She alone can’t give Dan the happiness he deserves.”

She steps closer to them. She grabs Dan’s hand with one hand, then Phil’s with the other. “You two are unbreakable. A woman like me can’t change that. For over two years, being your friend made me see that fate wants Dan and Phil together, not Dan and I. I came into your lives not to ruin Phan, but to strengthen it. Though I’ve caused a lot of heartache, I’ve also been an antidote. Love may be a curse for me, but falling in love with Dan is the best thing that ever happened to me. It made me learn that there are men in this world that won’t intentionally break my heart. There are men that see me for me and love me for who I am.”

She lets go of their hands, then move them so the men are holding each other’s hands.

“The sun and the moon co-exist so the earth is a sustainable planet. Without light, the earth will be always be cold. Without dark, the earth will always be hot. There must be a balance of day and night. The sun and moon’s relationship will always surpass the relationship the moon has with the star. But the star doesn’t lose its shine. When the day takes over, the star is still there. It just can’t be seen because the sun is brighter.”

She takes a deep breath. All the talking has made her breathless.

She’s doing it. She’s making the choice for Dan.

Her gaze locks on Dan. “I choose for Phan to stay alive. I choose for us to stay as friends.”

~:~

“Will you be okay?”

“Eventually, but it’s for the best.”

“I’m so sorry, love.”

“Don’t be. We can’t fight love. We fought it, and look what happened.”

“I’m just like those other guys that broke your heart.”

“Dan, you are far from being like those douchebags. At least the one you’re with is the one I want you to be with.”

Months have passed since that day.

“Are you sure you don’t want to stay? We could let you move in with us. You and Dan could talk to yourselves together.”

“Thanks, but no thanks. It wouldn’t be fair to my family and my best friend.”

“We’re gonna miss you.”

“We’ve always got VidCon.”

“So it’s time,” Phil says. “Still can’t bribe you with a crumpet so you won’t leave?”

She laughs. “Nope. Not even for a million dollars.”

“Don’t worry, I’d go to America too if I could,” Dan tells her.

She rolls her eyes. “If you did, you gotta bring Phil too.”

Phil shrugs. “I wouldn’t mind. Although I don’t wanna pay the price for all the things we broke in here.”

“Right, because two famous internet stars don’t have the money to fix a couple walls and a few floor tiles.” She checks her phone. She has to go soon.

“We can always kidnap you,” Dan jokes. “Hold you hostage and keep you in our interdimensional vortex.”

“Hah! I’d like to see you try.”

“We got some rope.”

“Why do you…? Never mind. Don’t wanna know where that rope has been.” She read enough BDSM phan fics to know the kinky things rope can be used for.

She graduated from college with a BA in English Literature. She is working on her first novel, which she hopes can get published someday. Her dreams of being an author is this close to being achieved.

Her friendship with the boys was a bit rocky after Phil’s return. She and Dan had a difficult time treating each other as friends. Their feelings for each other haven’t fully faded away, but they are at a point where they can be around each other and not be impulsive to kiss each other. They know that their love can’t surpass the love Dan has for Phil. Their love is the kind meant to teach her what she wants in a man. The kind of man she wants is someone with a kind heart, someone who would do anything for her and love her unconditionally. Whoever that man will be, she’ll just have to wait a little longer to meet him.

With a sigh, she steps forward and gives them a hug. With the love triangle gone, the friendship between the three is stronger than it was before. The two helped her grow out of her shell and start her own YouTube channel as a vlogger. She only had the channel for three months and It has almost 100,000 subscribers. People are fans for her natural geeky charm.

When she pulls back, she reaches into her jacket pocket and gives them a folded piece of white paper.

“A little gift for you two.”

Dan unfolds the paper. The two grin when they see the drawing that her roommate did (her friend does the fanart; she does the fanfiction). It’s the three of them in a circle, a red line connecting the three of them in the shape of a heart. A star is above her head, a crescent moon above Dan’s, and a sun above Phil’s.

“Wow,” Phil says. “Wait, why is that line attached to our fingers?”

“It represent the red string of fate. According to Chinese mythology, the red string of fate is an invisible thread connected between people destined to meet. Whether they’ll become friends or lovers, think of it like soulmates. In other words, no matter how far away I’ll be from you two, we’ll always be connected.”

“Awww…” Dan grins at her. “That’s deep.”

“Turn the paper around.”

Dan flips the paper. “It’s a poem.”

“I wrote it.”

Phil recites the poem out loud. “The sun, the moon, the star. Infinite galaxy, expanse of space. Chances, flaws, and porcelain. Forever and beyond.”

“It’s cheesy. Poetry isn’t my strong suit.”

“Cheesy! This is great!” Dan praises.

She flushes. “I tried my best.”

“This is a great gift.”

“Thanks.” She takes a step back. “I really have to go now or else I’ll miss my flight.”

“No… already?” Phil pulls her in for another hug. “We’ll visit you as soon as we can.”

“VidCon is a couple weeks,” Dan says, encircling his arms around the both of them. “We won’t have to wait long.”

“Yup.”

A couple of minutes later, Phil is opening the front door of their flat. This is it. She is leaving England. She made so many memories here for the last four years. Dan and Phil influenced her life for the better, despite the millions of tears shed along the way.

When she waves at them from the window of a taxi, she watches their figures turn smaller and smaller. The men’s linked hands gives her hope that their love will last.

It’s the end of her chapter in England.

The woman of porcelain.

The biggest star in Dan and Phil’s world, a world with a moon and sun that will no longer fade away.

—O— —O— —O—

The end. The tale of Dan, Phil, and the OC is over. What a ride. I apologize if this was too long for a second half.

I chose to do alternating POV’s for this part because I wanted you guys to see how the events unfolding is perceived through the three main characters. I wanted you guys to see through eyes other than Dan’s. Phil choosing to leave, the OC choosing to let go of Dan… those were things that couldn’t be given justice merely through Dan’s POV. It had to be done through their words, through their thoughts themselves.

The way CAP went, it had to end like this. While I worked on part 2, I realized Phan was endgame. They always were. Just like the OC said in the first part, Fate brought Dan and Phil together. But to bring their happy ending, Phan had to experience distance. Dan needed to know what it’s like to miss Phil. He needed to be with the OC in some way and eventually come to terms with the fact that no matter how much he loves the OC, he’ll always love Phil more.

I wrote this story as a way to bring a twist to love triangles. We’re used to seeing love triangles with the girl as the central character being the object of affection of two boys, or the boy as the central character being chased after two girls. But what if the rules are twisted? What if it’s still two boys and a girl, but one of the boys is the central character instead of the girl? What if the two shippings were able to happen, but yet the central character was able to end up with the one the majority wants him to be with? That’s what CAP is about. It’s about breaking the love triangle norm. It’s about showing what it would be like if Phan was real, but then a girl came into their lives and tested their relationship.

I was mostly inspired by an anime called Vampire Knight and a Filipino teleseries called On the Wings of Love (go Jadine!). Both of those stories dealt with a love triangle in some way. The central character had moments with her love interests. In VK, Yuki was able to be with Kaname and Zero. In OTWOL, Leah and Clark ended up together, yet Leah didn’t disregard Simon’s feelings and told him it would always be Clark. The element of love triangles from both those stories gave birth to CAP. To me, the makings of a love triangle is for the central character to address both of his/her love interests. Don’t overpower one over the other too much. And give the protagonist character for goodness sake. A Jane Doe irritates me.

Thanks so much for reading! Sorry for this long ass author’s note, but I needed to get this off my chest. I hope my take on a Phan love triangle has inspired you to change perspectives on love triangles. In my case, I wanted the central character to be bi and one of his love interests to be bi. And, well, Dan and Phil have loads of character, so characterization wasn’t too difficult.

Until next time.

~ AA

PS all my Dan and Phil fanfics will now be in this single blog (I’m deleting my side fanfic blog). Every once in a while, I’ll create master lists for you guys so you can read all my other fics (there’ll be a ton of reblogs and I don’t want you guys to struggle to find my fics). And I take requests! Give me a prompt, picture, song, something smutty… anything! I’ll see if I can work my magic.

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Dan Howell (Danisnotonfire): Netflix

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"Good morning Y/N" Your best friend's Dan and Phil said as you walked out of your Y/F/C room. You recently moved in with them as you were kicked out of your apartment because your landlord hated you.

"Morning" You yawned grabbing your cereal and a bowl. Your placed it on the breakfast bar and threw your butt onto the bar stool and spun around to eat your cereal.

"What are we doing today then?" Phil asked.

"I am having a netflix marathon" You said running to your bedroom. Dan was soon to follow.

"Not without me your not!" He laughed staring into your Y/E/C eyes. He crashed his lips onto yours pulling you in deepening the kiss. He pulled away and laughed.

"Come on then." He said

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I tend to do little mini-imagines with requests like these so thats what this will be but if you want a more specific imagine just let me know:) GETTING THE BOYS READY TO GO OUT: “Why are you being so damn difficult?!” You half laughed at Dan as he searched for a black shirt. “You’ve got twenty five black shirt, Daniel!” “Y/N, it’s not the same. I’m looking for a specific black shirt.” He huffed and then proceeded to describe the exact shirt you had on. Phil showed up being you and shrugged, seeming happy to have solved the problem as he called you out. “You mean the one Y/N has on?” “You absolute piece of shit.” You rolled your eyes. “Why do you have my shirt on?” Dan stood up, towering over you. You’d never been more intimidated by him in your life. Granted, you still weren’t that intimidated. “I’ll take it off! Jeez Louise.” He didn’t stop nagging all the way to your room. “You knew I was looking for that exact one!” “Dan you have so many of them, how was I supposed to know?” HAVING DINNER: “I think I’ll have some rice and veggies.” You closed the cabinet, pulling out the rice. “Are you making dinner?” Phil asked. “Yes, dinner for one.“ “Excuse me, rude.” Dan walked into the kitchen, snapping his fingers in a ‘Z-formation’ as he did a lot, surprisingly. “I’m not your damn maid.” “Sure you’re not.” Phil teased. You sighed, knowing there’d be no way they’d let it go for the next week and a half if you didn’t make something for dinner. “You guys want to make a pizza?” They both cheered like children. “I want pineapple on mine.” You smiled, your back was to them and you heard Dan sigh for 30 seconds straight. “You disgust me, you filthy human being.” VLOGGING “Y/N!!!” Phil called, running into your room. “Wake up!” “Phil!” You groaned loudly throwing one of the many pillows on your bed in his general direction, as you didn’t want to open your eyes. “What the fuck are you doing?” “A Day in the Life!” He chirped. “What’s the time?” “Eight-ish.” “Today is not the day, man.” “Sure it is! Come on, sleepy head.” “Get out, please!” “Why are you guys yelling?!” Dan was in his underwear, shuffling into the room. “Let me sleep!!!” You were seriously begging at that point. Phil pounded on the end of your bed with his free hand, Dan decided it would be a good decision for himself to join. “Get up!” They both yelled. You started screeching at the top of your lungs, thrown ng a tantrum before you sat up. “Let me get dressed. A/N: Just kinda boring daily things but I think they’re cute.

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Dan Howell Imagine Wedding Series Part 1 :) Parents Blessings

L/N= Your last name, M/N= Mom’s First Name, D/N=Your dads first name 

Dan’s Pov

I am nervous because today I was going to see Y/n’s parents and if you want to know why I am so nervous is because I’m going to ask her parents if I can marry her. Y/n has made me so happy in my life and honestly I can’t really live without she is practically what keeps me going. Walking up to her parents door step I knocked on the door. And Y/n’s mom opened the door and gave me a kind warm smile. “Well hello there Dan please come on in!” I smiled at her kindness, “Would you like anything to drink at all?” “Just water please Mrs L/N.” “Oh please Dan call me M/N.” I nodded my head and I took the glass of water she handed me. “Mr Howell It is nice to see you.” I turned around and I became all nervous because it was Y/s Dad. “What brings you to our house have you been treating our daughter nicely?” “Of course sir I love her with all my heart and honestly I cant live without her.” He smiled at my words and nodded his head. “But please Mr and Mrs L/N I wanted to ask you a personal question.” “Of course Dan! How about we sit on the couch and talk?” Sitting on the couch I was still nervous. “I love your daughter with all my heart and the reason why I came over hear in the first place is because I wanted your blessing because I wanted to propose to Y/n.” I looked down nervous, A hand was put on my shoulder and I looked up and Y/n’s dad was smiling and crying at the same time. “I knew that this day would come one day because It also means that I have to let my baby girl go.” “So our answer is yes we give you our blessing.” I grinned and pulled both of them into a hug, “Thank you so much I wont let any of you down!” “You know Dan being a father it’s normal for the dad to give the guy the cold shoulder.” “But as soon as I met you I knew that you were going to be perfect for my daughter I see it in her eyes every single day.” “Thank you sir so much.” “Of course when are you thinking about proposing to her?” “I have already made a plan it’s this Saturday at the park where we met.” “They smiled at me, “well then go ahead Y/n is probably waiting for you.” I smiled and left their house with a big grin on my face honestly I couldn’t wait to propose to her all I had to do was Marry her now. 

Hey guys what did you think of the part 1 of the wedding series ? Would you like me to continue this series?

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Memorable Sleepover (danisnotonfire)

Could you do an imagine where y/n is staying over at Dan's house for the first time and it's really cute and fluffy and then slight smut at the end?

A/N: Fingers crossed if this was what you were after, hun. If it wasn’t, please let me know. I’ll be happy enough to do it over for you!

Instead of leaving your boyfriend Dan’s house just before it had the chance to get completely dark outside, and the last buses or train to leave, you would be at home, cooking dinner for one, eating in front of the TV alone, and then snuggling up in bed alone.

Tonight is different; you and Dan had a talk about spending the night together, for the first time. At first you wanted to say no, but when you had looked into his deep brown eyes, your heart and brain working into overdrive and the cute sight. You couldn’t say no after seeing that.

Normally, your dinner would consist of a simple 15 minute stir-fry. Tonight, Dan and you had cooked spaghetti and bolognaise together. Wanting to completely indulge into a somewhat “French dinner”, you had picked up and heated some garlic bread to share together. Granted, since you like the stuff so much, you ended up eating majority of it.

“That was so unfair, Y/N!” Dan whined rolling the tin foil in a metallic ball, throwing it in the bin. He was complaining about the last piece of bread he had called dibs on, but you had eaten before Dan could even get his hands on it.

Smiling innocently at your boyfriend you wipe your mouth clean of any evidence. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” You smirk at him picking up the empty bowels of pasta, taking them out to the kitchen placing them down gently into the sink.

When you turn around Dan is directly behind you he backs you further against the sink a hand resting against the edge of it. “Oh, I think you have an idea.” He huskily whispers into your ear, feeling yourself melt in that moment.

“Without any proof, I don’t believe you.”

“Really, you want some proof now; do you, Y/N?” Dan questions as closes the distance even further between the two of you, his chest briefly presses against your own.

“I do actually.”

“Maybe you can help me then.”

“Oh? And how may I be of service?” You ask seductively looking up at him.

“I could think of a few ways.” Dan purrs in your ears lifting you up on the edge of the sink.

“Then you should put them to use.” You whisper in his ear nibbling on it.

Dan kisses your lips softly having his spare hand on your side putting your arms around his neck, and wrapping your legs around his middle pulling him in closer to deepen the kiss. He bites down on your bottom lip, tugging on it. You could feel yourself melt further into Dan’s touch.

Before the anything could go any further, you start to feel uncomfortable. Your arms stretched out further than what they were a moment ago, and a pain in your back that wasn’t there before. You pull away from the kiss, much too both your displeasures, looking behind you, a small blush rising to your cheeks.

“Dan, um, I’m literally in the sink right now.” You explain to him. Dan at first gives you a confused look, you gesture for him to look into the sink. He obeys, leaning over your shoulder you begin to hear Dan start laughing at the site. Your butt is literally in the sink, almost dipping into the sauce covered bowls.

You begin to pout looking up at your boyfriend. “That’s not funny.”

“It kinda is, Y/N.” Dan says in between laughter.

“Just get me off the sink, please.”

Dan stops laughing sighing he nods. He wraps his arms around you, against your legs that are still around him. “Oh, and I have my proof.”

“What?” You ask confused as Dan walks you out of his kitchen, past all the other rooms in his house, the only room that you knew that was past the bathroom was Dan’s bedroom.

“The garlic bread that you ate, I know now that you did.”

“How,”

“There’s a little bit of green stuff on your tooth.”

“What why didn’t you tell me this sooner?!” You complain throwing your head back.

Dan ignores your comment shrugging. “I can’t wait to tell the internet this.” He teases. You pout again, disconnecting yourself from Dan sitting on his bed with your arms crossed and legs brought to your chest. “Aw, Y/N, don’t be like that.”

You ignore him turning away from him. Dan sighs crawling onto the bed behind you. He starts kissing along your bare exposed back from your singlet, making his way slowly up your shoulders. Not that you would show it but you mewl from his touch, willing every part of you not to turn around.

He made his way to the base of your shoulder, trailing up to your neck. Dan started to kiss, lick, and nibble on your neck. You couldn’t will away those soft moans that you had let out from it. All control that you thought you once had, disappeared. Turning around, lips instantly on each other, Dan lies you down on his bed, his hand resting on your stomach, slowly moving down toward the waistband of your pants. You don’t stop him, too focused on enjoying every minute you could of this kiss. Dan’s hand dips into your pants teasing at your sex.

“You know, Y/N. I’m actually glad you’re staying the night this time.” Dan says breathlessly looking at you with his brown eyes lust filled.

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Reactions - Ch. 6

It had been 4 days since you had seen Dan. You had talked to Phil and he said that he hadn't seen Dan in a while either. Phil said that Dan might be gone for a while so don't try to worry to much about him but lately all you could think about was him. Kyle was coming over to help you have some fun. You felt like you needed to take a break from everything and relax since you'd been feeling empty and depressed for a while. Kyle said he was gonna be there in a couple more minutes so while you were waiting you decided to re-watch some of your favorite doctor who episodes on Netflix. You saw the screen but you didn't watch it. You're head was filled with thoughts of Dan and what had happened that night. Like why he had done what he'd done, if he meant everything he said last night or if he was thinking about it too or if-

"Y/N? I turned the T.V. off like a minute ago and you're still staring at it."

"Oh sorry I uh... was thinking about, well, you know..."

"Yah I know. Look girl I think you need to get out and have some fun, now come on." You grabbed your pursed and walked out of your flat. As you walked out you felt like a new person. You felt like you just took a breath of fresh air. It felt good to get out of your flat and actually do something. You were excited about what Kyle had planned for today and you started to feel a bit happier though the thought of that night lingered in your mind. You tried to push it away but it kept coming back. Finally you got to the car so you put on some My Chemical Romance to try and block out some of your thoughts.

"OK! WE'RE HERE!", Kyle said quite excitedly. You looked up from your phone to see a bar. "The Broken Glass", it was called. It seemed familiar but you couldn't quite remember it. Kyle saw the confused look on your face and decided to explain.

"It's the first bar we ever went to! Remember when I brought you here on your 18th birthday and we took our first drink together!"

"Oh Yah! Haha, I remember..." You went inside the building with Kyle as memories began to flood back and you started to smile. Kyle smiled because he was happy to see you finally smiling. You guys stayed there for about an hour. You weren't that drunk but Kyle was. He was off flirting with the cute guy in the corner. You sat at the bar ordering drink after drink and thinking about Dan. You stopped after about 5 because you didn't want to be too drunk tomorrow. "Dan loves me... Right? I love him too... I think. Why are my emotions so messed up now?! I love him but I don't know if he likes me back. Or if he'll even talk to me. Maybe he regretted what he said? Maybe he's been thinking about me this whole time too! Maybe not. Maybe I'm delusional.", you thought.

"Hey I noticed that you were sat here all alone. Now why would a pretty young lady be sitting here all by herself?" Some guy said to you. You turned around and saw a man trying to flirt with you. His friends were at a table in the back snickering.

"Look if this is a dare-"

"What?! I would never do such a thing to a pretty lady like yourself!" You could smell the alcohol in his breath and you started to get annoyed at his persistence.

"Look I uh... have a boyfriend and he just went to the restroom so-"

"Don't try to pull that trick on me. Now come on give me a kiss", he said as he started to lean in. You tried to push him away but he was much to strong. He pinned your hands down on the table so you couldn't move your hands.

"No! GET OFF ME!" You screamed.

"Hey!", a familiar voice shouted. You looked to your right as the man pulled away. A familiar face came running towards you. It was Dan.

"Hey buddy, I'm sorry. I didn't know she was taken." he replied nervously as he walked back to his table.

You began to smile but remembered the night Dan was in his room and you put your smile as away as the memories flooded your mind. "Thanks." You said lifelessly and sadly as you looked down.

"U-Um.. Hi. Y/N, about that night I-" you cut him off.

"Stop. I don't want to talk about this right now." You didn't want to deal with this. You wanted to forget it and wish it had never happened. You wanted to wake up one minute and be thankful it was just a nightmare, but it did happen.

"Then when are we going to talk about it? I was stupid and-"

"I said I don't want to talk about it." You felt your eyes getting watery and warm. You're vision blurred as you tried to hold back tears.

"Then when are we going to talk about it?" Dan asked anxious.

"Never."

"C'mon Y/N. You know we have to talk about it." he said while following you out of the bar. When you stepped outside you realized how cold it was and how you didn't have a jacket. It was dark outside and not many people were there. You turned around to face Dan.

"Y/N can we talk now?" he said impatiently.

"Talk about what?! That fact that you never told me that you smoked!"

"I-I'm sorry." He looked down. You felt the tears starting to come out as you tried to hold them in but they decided to come bursting out anyways.

"Dan... I don't know if this relationship is going to work out", you felt your heart break as you said these words.

"No. It will. We can get through this. I know you don't like Phil ok!" You started to hear the desperation in his voice.

"Then why did you get mad at me if you knew that all along?!"

"Because... because I know that Phil likes you and I didn't know how to deal with my best friend liking m-my umm... girlfriend. I know he'd never purposely try to take you away but I just... I-I'm sorry. When I saw you cry it hurt me so much and I wanted to apologize but I didn't think you'd forgive me and I don't ever want to hurt you again or see you be hurt I-" you looked up to his face. It seemed sincere and honest. You couldn't hurt him or yourself anymore. You wanted to forgive and forget.

"You're an idiot you know that?" you whispered cutting him off. You went up to him hesitantly but then hugged him as your tears spilled on his jacket. "I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry. I love you so much please don't ever leave me." You could hear the smile in his voice and you began to smile too. You stood there in Dan's arms and it felt right. You felt so happy to be there with him. The whole world seemed to stop and all you could think about was Dan. It was going to be easy forgiving but you were willing to work for this relationship. You felt odd saying this to yourself. You had never really, actually worked for a relationship. If something didn't work out you'd end it but something felt different with Dan and you wanted to try.

Dan's POV

I'm such an idiot for ever doing that to her. It's a miracle she even took me back. I love her so much but I'll never forgive myself for what I did to her. I'lll never forget the look of fear on her face and I'll never forget the fact that I caused it.

"Ok you two lovebirds let's go!"You heard Kyle say.

"Umm... how long have you been standing there?" You asked suddenly realizing that Kyle had been standing at the doorway listening to every word.

"Just until Dan started apologizing and I must say you guys are so cute! Dan you are the best-ish boyfriend ever!" He said excitedly.

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Imagine popping up behind Dan asking to cuddle Idk about you but this one is my favorite

[justteafortwo]

Imagine: Dan awkwardly buying Phil roses. 

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How do you guys feel about a Dan or Phil imagine or multiple Dan or Phil imagines? Because I'm back for now and I need requests and I'm really feeling Dan and Phil, Shameless, or anything really.

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Dan Howell Imagine Arguments and Insecurity

Could you do an imagine of Dan howell, where you get into a argument with Dan and you say something that makes him very insecure so the next day he tries to be someone who he isn't. The reader realised what she said and apologies at the end it all good and fluffy. All in dan's pov please  

Dan’s Pov: Me and my Y/n were dating again about...well I actually forgot what we were arguing about but she just wouldn’t let it ago and it was starting to get bad because we were shouting. “You never listen Y/n!”  “Ya well why do you have to be so loud and browse on your computer all the time?” “Well why do you have to be around F/N All the time?” “Maybe because he loves me more and is more fit!” I paused and stopped arguing and thought about what Y/n just said. “You know what I’m going to bed.” Leaving the living room and going to my bedroom. I went to the mirror and looked at myself. “Am I really that feeble?” I was feeling very insecure and I know what Y/n said that she didn’t mean it. 

Time skip to the Next Morning 

I woke up the next morning and decided to get Y/n lots of flowers and some gifts that I felt like that she deserved. I also decided to get some lifting weights because I started to work out. I walked into her room and saw her asleep on the bed. She woke up and smiled at me and I sort of smiled back and she saw the gifts. “What’s all this for Dan?” “I just wanted to give you some gifts because I feel like that I don’t give you enough love.” “Also breakfast is in the Kitchen when your read to eat.” I said walking out of the room I put my hand in my pocket and fiddled with the red velvet box with the ring in it. I reached down and started to lift the weights. I heard Y/n walk into the Kitchen but I was too focused on lifting the weights then to realize she was really there. “Dan Honey why are you lifting weights?” “I just wanted to work out” “Dan please tell me  your not acting like yourself.” “I just Y/n in our argument you said something that made me feel insecure.” Y/n made a pout, “Well what did I say?” She said I took a deep breath, “You said that I should give you more love more and you said I should get more fit.” “Oh Dan I didn’t mean that at all.” “You know I love you so much.” She said hugging me tightly I hugged her back and she stepped back and punched my stomach and I didn’t even flinch. “Why did you do that Y/n?” “It proves to me that you are fit already and I love you so much.” I smiled and chuckled at her words and actions. “Y/n may I ask You a question?” She nodded her head. Taking a deep breath I got on one knee. She gasped, “Y/n I would have asked you about this on a date but I wanted to ask you today.” “Y/n L/N I love you so much and honestly I can’t do anything without you so will you marry me?” She had happy tears in her eyes and she nodded her head, “Yes Of course Dan I love you so much!” I grinned and stood up and kissed her lips slipping the ring on her finger. I put my forehead against hers and I grinned. “I love you Future Mrs Howell.” “That has a nice ring to it.” 

HEy guys I hoped you liked this imagine It was really fun writing this imagine :)

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Dan Howell Imagine - Movie Premier

I wake up at approximately 8 in the morning out of pure excitement. Today is my boyfriend's movie opening. It isn't a big role, but it still counts as his first movie. I untangle myself from his arms, careful not to wake him up. First, I head downstairs to our home workout room. I run my daily mile and finish my squat routine. The exercise helps me to relax and it doesn't hurt to strengthen the buns. I head to the kitchen and pull out all the ingredients for pancakes, knowing the recipe by heart because they're Dan's favourites. I hear footsteps coming down the stairs and I smile to myself. "I think I smell heaven!" Dan enters the kitchen pajama clad. "Those kirby pants never get old," I laugh to myself. He smiles and hugs me from behind. "Sweaty and beautiful," he whispers in my ear. I laugh and push him away. "Well at least I try to stay in shape." He pouts.  "I was talking about the pancakes." I can't control the stupid grin on my face. We sit down at the breakfast bar and grab a helping of pancakes. "Perfectly golden brown." He says squeezing lemon over his pancakes. "I'm excited for today, male technician 1." He replies, "Me too. There's supposed to be an actual Baymax there." His eyes roll back as he takes a bite. "Jesus Christ these are delicious." He leans over and gives me a kiss, tasting of sugar and pancake. "Mmm," I hum. "I should probably eat my own pancakes though." We laugh. After breakfast is done, I head to the bathroom. Turning on the shower head, I undress and grab my special exfoliating scrub. "What's that for?" Dan asks, scaring me. "Shit, Dan." I hold my heart. "I didn't even hear you come in." He shrugs. "I need a shower too." He takes off his clothes and I follow him into the shower. He raises the shower head so the water actually reaches his hair, grinning down at me. "I hate you," I say. He presses our bodies close and runs his hands through my dampening hair. "Well I love you." He looks into my eyes and I feel like melting. He grabs the shampoo and begins to wash my hair. I sink my back into his chest and close my eyes. He kisses my shoulder as water rinses out suds. "You know," I say opening my eyes. "I would do the same if your head wasn't so far up. He laughs while shampooing his own hair. I grab my body scrub and wash myself in the meantime. He runs his hands over my body. "Smooth." He concludes. I laugh and grab his body wash. He watches me as my hands work his body clean. I focus on massaging every muscle. He lets out a sigh of contentment. Too soon, we're finished. I step out of the shower, handing Dan a towel. He kisses me thank you. "Shit." I look at the clock. "I have to go to Phil's to get ready." He hurriedly gets dressed, and I put on a robe. "Good luck. I'll see you there. Love you." I give him a hug. He gives me a smile. "Love you too." I spend the next 4 hours lazily getting ready and watching Gossip Girl on the TV. When I arrive at the event, there are paparazzi everywhere. The main cast must already be here. I park my car in the venue's parking lot and head for the back entrance. I do not want to go through the red carpet area. I give the security guard my name ,and he lets me through. I sit down in the lounge and watch the TV's explaining the action going on the red carpet. Dan and Phil's limo drives up soon and the paparazzi swarm them. Of course, they look wonderful. I smile to myself seeing Dan's selection of suit, black and white of course. They go through a stream of interviews and finally make it to me in the lounge. "Hey male technician 1 and 2." I stand up and hug Phil. "Hey Jamie. You look beautiful." I step back and lean into Dan's embrace. "Not so bad yourself, Lester." He laughs. I wrap my arm around Dan's waist and look up at him. "You do look beautiful." He ducks his head down and gives me a kiss. "I see you've stuck to the colours on your colour wheel," I comment. He chuckles. "You know me." We chat for a little before someone from the crew leads us to our seats. The director comes out and says a few opening words and soon we are watching the movie. When Dan and Phil's scene comes up I nearly rip their arms off I get so excited. "Your voice is so sexy on that male technician," I whisper into Dan's ear. He chokes back a laugh. After the movie is over, we all applaud and head to the after party. They cut a giant cake in the shape of Baymax's head. Both Dan and Phil are chatting to one of the producers so I head over to the table to grab cake for all of us. I feel a hand on my back as I try to weave through the crowd of people. "Can I buy you a drink?" A man my age whom I recognise as the voice of the main character meets me when I turn around. "You're Ryan Potter!" I say enthusiastically. "Congrats! You did amazing with the character. I loved it." He gives me a smile. "I mean, playing a 15 can't be that hard." I politely laugh. "Maybe." He steps closer. "So my offer still stands. How about a drink?" I shake my head. "Sorry I don't drink." He nods. "Of course. A pretty girl like you can't drink alcohol and still have skin like that." I keep the conversation modest. "Well I credit it to my Japanese father." He studies my face. "So is my father! I assume you're mixed?" He asks. "Yeah my mother is Hispanic." He nods. "The two most beautiful races." He laughs and I smile. A big hand that I recognise finds its way around my waist. "Hey Ryan!" Dan says not letting his jealously show. Ryan's eyes flash down to Dan's protective arm around my waist. I internally laugh at the situation. What are we? Animals? "Dan! It's been a success! Am I right?" Dan laughs loudly. "Yeah man! This is Jamie, my girlfriend." If Ryan is disappointed he hides it. I give a short wave. "Want some cake?" Dan asks me. "Yeah sure." I reply. "Well I'll see you later I guess, Dan. You know Jamie if this guy ever gets out of hand," Ryan winks. "I'm here." He walks away leaving both Dan and I in shock. "Let's get cake for the road," I suggest. We take my car home and the ride is spent singing along to Muse avoiding conversation. "Can you unzip my dress?" I ask Dan once we are back home. "Of course, love." He moves my hair and carefully unzips the dress. "You looked beautiful tonight." He says. I take off the dress and lay it on the chair next to our bed. Walking up to Dan, I pull him into a kiss. "You know I love you, right?" I look into his eyes. "Yes." He sighs. "He just made me kind of jealous." I reach up and take off Dan's blazer laying it on top of my dress. I unbutton his shirt and his hands rest on my hips, feeling the smooth skin. "You don't need to be jealous. I've only got eyes for you." Dan shrugs out of the shirt and leans down to kiss me. I open my mouth, letting his tongue invade my mouth. I quickly unzip his dress pants. "Legs for days." I smile against his lips. He presses our bodies close. His hands travel to my butt, squeezing. "Dan, please." I sit on the bed as he takes his briefs off. He lays down and I straddle his waist. Our breathing becomes quicker as our kissing deepens. "Maybe I should start jogging," he says breathless. I laugh. "Love if you keep wiggling your butt I'm not going to last very long." I get off of him and once again laugh. He lay on my stomach and his pulls off my panties. "Safety first," I hear him say rolling on a condom. I bury my head into the pillow. I love this dork. He props my hips up and slowly pushes in. My heart is pounding. His body conforms to mine and he resists the want to take me quick. "You okay?" I adjust and one nod has him gently thrusting in and out picking up pace. I listen to his low grunts and try to suppress any of my strange noises. "Breathe, love," Dan says. My vision goes blurry as we both reach our highs. "Congratulations, Dan. I'm so proud of you." I say one final time. He kisses my cheek. "Love you."