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Can you draw Wally plz??
on tablet?
Do I really need an excuse??
I Honestly wasn't sure what you meant! Because i have drawn him so so many times digitally BUT this one is special
BECAUSE!
Normally i do do my sketch Traditionally, But i chose to take this ask as a personall challenge to do the WHOLE thing digitally
looky at my digital sketch!!
just like my trad sketches, it is just very very light. Im so used to drawing lightly because i erase a LOT
oh and hey, while i'm at it, just take my ding dang time-lapse
ahahaha just in case you guys ever wante to watch me manually color and yes yes, do those shading lines by hand because i love them.
oh and ty Ibis for having background elements bc backgrounds are HARD. (But putting the little stickers and bgs together feels like scrapbooking and its fun!!)
If you actually watched me draw, you may get motion sickness from just how much i move my canvas around lmao
#i feel like i took a day on the sketch with just learning process and ohh lasso tool!! i may get spoiled on re-sizing/moving#oh let me get tags#jazzart#jazzanswers#wally darling#welcome home#welcome home wally#christmas#santa#wally in a santa suit wally in a santa suit#ok i desperately need to do some lil christmas sketchies before its too late#but boyo i work retail and um im one of the boss ppl so i get thrown around a lot awaaaaaaaa#in case you guys were wondering if i slowed down a bit#i promise i PROMISE im still very obsessed and he lives in my head rent fucking free#i think a lot of artists are feeling a holiday burn rn#oh dang i skipped an older ask for this because i wanted the challengeeee#and to do a bigger peice#im so sorry#groovy is coming#ohhh and if i can make it in time#id love to draw groovy crimmus time!!#i loose track of time and days so easily#its a curse honestly#ohh going to rest now maybe eat
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what if I draw her actually in time for the mid autumn festival
#WIP#bakuspeech#have given up on making her hold the instrument properly lol#it can levitate. its fine its literally fine#Im NOT gonna jinx it. but if this piece gets done properly. maybe. mmmaybe#I make a ref sheet for this đàn bầu too. to keep around...#the first version is still good imo. I really like this version but#the Shape of it is still based on the first one. that was a breakthrough for me Im attached to it lol#all the pokemon/miku collab art comin out is gettin into my brain again I NEEEEDD to draw miku. I need her ardently#so. this. fingers crossed I got to the end with it! dang!#have a good night lads! we shall see! we shall simply see. wish u a funny shaped treat that tastes good soon
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im a big fan of these new mechanics in dawntrail the boss fights are great so far! I feel challenged yet not overwhelmed. A+
#kipspeak#play game#dawntrail spoilers#I think these are great balanced msq dungeons. The mechanics are hard enough to need your concentration#and easy enough that they don’t have hidden triggers and like ‘you have to run around the edge of the arena to find the boss’ type…#Untelegraphed mechanics#and I feel like as a black mage I’ll get reset or put my ley lines down wrong or something and go Oh Dang It instead of ????????#as a side note guess who thought her lucid dreaming button was the manafont button. like why isn’t it working sadge (WRONG BUTON)#AYE think that they chose to put their entire bodies into graphics zones and fights this time#yknow what! We deserve it! gg squenix#we don’t have to have the all star drama of the century every expansion. Sometimes we have to focus on game
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One of my brothers is moving away to college today + I have to skip therapy, so it’s a lot of… a lot. a lot.
#he was just a baby! he was just a little kid I carried around and took care of!#no nope. not gonna get into it right now. I WILL cry. it’s not even 6am and I do not need that right now#and I don’t really know if therapy today would really help#if I got into it I’d just start crying in front of this nice dude for an hour#though yeah… might be nice to.. I dunno… just talk about it.#I am always simultaneously ‘therapy is good’ and ‘what’s the point in talking about it?’#so maybe I do need that person that’s like ‘this is your time. just fucking talk.’#but also right now it’s like… talking about it won’t take me back to when my brother was little and far off from leaving#blegh…#whatever. anyway. it’s gonna be a sad day. I’m gonna cry A LOT. I’m gonna be alone in this apartment and just sooooobbbbbbing#and then keep this inside for another week before I can go to therapy and talk about this bc god forbid I talk to a family member about it#ok now it’s 6am. I think he’s leaving in about 4 hours. it’s cool. it’ll be cool. 😎 I’ll just miss my bro so dang much#but maybe I’ll walk down to the dollar store and stock up on snacks and I’ll get blasted and fatter and try to stay positive#uggghhh#I’m too emotional#time just keeps moving for us all. to my dismay.#’time is the fire in which we burn’#you can ignore this#I don’t think I’ll ever have kids. I’ll never have kids. and being there. with him. with my brothers. that was the closest I’ll ever get.#and it’s over… so… 🤷🏻♂️… it’s just done… they’re grown. and I’m still here. I don’t know what else to say…#but that’s life. they’re doing their thing. I’m happy for them and I want them to be happy too. I’m just a big crybaby#IAN!… stop typing!#just making myself sad at this point#it’s fine. it’s fine. I’m fine. I’m cool. everything’s… cool 😎#this isn’t important#text
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On a scale from Mirabel
To Tink
how excited would you be to discover your weird sad uncle’s hideout?
#encanto#the wingfeather saga tv show#mirabel madrigal#tink igiby#peet the sockman#bruno madrigal#my screenshots#listen I watched encanto again last weekend and I've been losing my mind over the parallels between Peet and Bruno again#been absolutely cracking up over this tho#how tink takes one look at peet's castle and immediately wants to live there#and mirabel looking around bruno's room like 'dang man you live like this?' akjgaldsfda#then I realized there's only a four year age gap between them and I'm cracking up even more#(less if you read my crossover fics alhgjakldgsdg)#now I need to do one with peet and bruno trying to get rid of the kids#which is just peet hanging upside down yelling at them and bruno brandishing a broom at his niece akjljgagdakfjgds
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#so my power went off around 1am#we got a pretty heavy thunderstorm and it just took it out#and then i woke up because the power turned back on at 330 am or something#but when waking up at that time#i saw i had a tumblr message saying someone got the vaccum from my list!!!!!#and now!!!!#i can start my dang business endeavor!!!! a environment friendly cleaning business!!!!#and im also like am i maybe just wide awake now because of how excited i am!!!!!!#like i literallt cant imagine going to sleep again i am so PSYCHED#I CAN START CLEANING!!!!!!!!!!#thank you again to the person who just got me the vaccum!!!!#and also to everyone else who helped me out this week so i could get the supplies i need!!!#i could NOT have gotten here without you#im feeling emotional and AWAKE
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Trying to get ahead of an unsustainability cycle that might be starting up this week,,, (I start work).
#this turned into a bit of a rant whoops#mypost#have been chilling recovering from breast reduction the last month#steadily helping my mom out around the house more and more#but neow imma be working a ~35hr week (not including commute times during rush hour rip)#starting tmr#and I’m remembering that 1) it takes me more time to shower bc I have to be careful with boobz. also I have to wash my bra every night bc da#scars can’t get infected. so the whole process of showering is connected to also washing and drying my bra and putting on lotions n such so#it takes an hour minimum#2) doing stuff for my mom… is always spontaneous and urgent and takes up more time/energy than I think#3) my mom is bad at food stuff on a personal level and that’s transferring to the household bc a lot of stuff including a) she’s hella busy#and stressed. b) the price of food 💀keeps goin up ayoo. c) she is restricting herself to only eating twice a day??? idk why????#d) she also considers a meal to be anything she throws together no matter how unbalanced/nontasty it is#e) I’m also so bad at cooking/meal prep/etc but lowkey have a Thing abt food rn and cannot eat random junk even if I’m v hungry#. all this to say: idk how to do my household duties (communicating with mom. nightly dishes. small stuff that builds) when I have a feeling#imma be hella hungry this whole week.#WAIT I FORGOT THO IMMA BE MAKING MONEYYYY 💰 💴 💵 so I can pay for lunch at work ayooo#((not thinking abt budgeting atm lol 😬. I’m fortunate enough to have a 529 plan for college so semester times are all g)#4) I’m also doing two coursera courses atm (personal finance for young adults and Good With Words) …. I will prob not be able to get much#done in these courses when I have a full week rip#5) I gotta prepare for abroad (applying for visa. dealing with large government structures 😭😭😭) and in general attend to my emails#all dis. hmm#oh and also personal upkeep: gotta order eczema lotion. gotta get in contact with doctors abt leg and jaw PT. gotta follow thru with PT.#falling behind on a productive schedule while balancing my moms needs and my needs and my long-term health/personal project stuff is gonna#be difficult…#hm#writing this out is. hm.#all g all g I am a young adult I gotta handle this stuff now 🧑#great freedom = great responsibility and all that shiz#FUCK I FORGOT I HAVE TO EXERCISE TOO FUCK!!!! DANG NABBIT
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Looking up art references… it’s all fun and games until you get stuck on that one very specific detail that you can’t find a good reference for ANYWHERE
#artsy talks#artist life#man XD#I’m planning some haikyuu art but I keep getting hung up on the details of#the nekoma uniform… first I couldn’t find the right font for the kanji on the jersey#but that does seem to shift around a bit in the series so the close-enough font I found#should be fine… but the logo on the top left!!! what the HECK is that thing!!!#the wiki was NO help on that one :p some weird squiggly shape with… some kind of#text under it?? I cannot find a clear reference for that ANYWHERE what on earth!!!#again I could PROBABLY get away with just drawing some squiggles#but dang it I need answers XD lol imagine how crazy it’s gonna be once I ACTUALLY#start drawing lol :p#but yeah getting stuck on that ONE reference… that has been an artist mood many times lol
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" i'm sorry, what do you mean i missed a whole discussion about florida and two grown men speaking like teenage-wannabes—-? "
#;; ᴀᴍᴏɴɢ ᴜs ( ooc. )#' dANG IT '#' i was only gone for a couple of days! '#funny how whenever you go on hiatus muses can just#/immediately/ snap up and start rattling your little mind bars aJDASGAKD#but yeah!#I'M BACK MY GUYS#turns out I really needed to step back from writing for a while--center myself on some things#turns out it's real easy to get sucked into worrying about whether or not others like your writing instead of your own personal fun in it#at least for me ashdald#still--it's been three days I think?#so I /should/ be good#granted I#probably won't be jumping straight into threads yet--#but I will be going around sending a couple of asks here and there#and possibly some plotting if anyone's up for it!
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lmao I just found the sheet of notes I put together for Soul of the Party way back in like... August when I decided to use it for Nano
They're not entirely wrong? Like the main idea is there. Most of the stuff going on
But it's also got the old title at the top of the page and things Have Changed in some respects
love my consistency for just. never looking at my notes once I've written them
#talkin' malarky#it's working out even if I do need to write more notes to keep what's happening straight#I keep jumping scenes and not remembering when reveals etc have happened haha#I also don't think I'm going to finish the story this month which is. weird? for me?#like the last couple times I did a novel for nano#I completed it. like they were both a little over 50k but like#that was them.#this one is gonna be longer bc I'm a little over 25k and ok I've been jumping around but I think I'm still missing quite a lot#like I know there's other stuff to go in I haven't written yet#anyway. I'm gonna go fix up a scene a little and then I should probably go t o work#dang work getting in the way#sidenote I can't wait not to be surrounded by boxes this sucks#who decided moving was a good idea. why do I have so much stuff.
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Hello! As you guys have seen, I’ve been figuring out the dip pens recently for a project, and I’d love to draw a guy of your choice as practice!
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#bakuspeech#commission info#b4kuch1n#big thank you to rudeboimonster for pointing me towards the ko-fi commission function!! and for helping me test the format!#what I make of this will probably go towards ink and more nibs and necessities while I work on the comic#(it will take a bit! so having a sum to spare while doing it would be nice)#obvious disclaimers here is: I am also doing this to practice the dip pens (which I am not yet super familiar with)#so if you expect like. mike mignola level of ink. youre not getting it lol#best to go off of the examples I posted! thats where Im at rn#and I will be experimenting a bit with anything I draw rn. in my fuck around era!#please keep that in mind as well as the instruction stuff. spend money wisely! thank u for ur support no matter what!#and now. I take a got dang shower#it is SO damp here. I am made of like 70% mushroom at this point. I need to Submerge#have a good nite! take care! deep breath!#edit: I fucking forgot its international day of clown. this is fully serious btw lol#I do not celebrate it I am ambivalent to it. its business as usual here. this is real#GREAT timing baku. good job!
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||. not to be that guy who talks endlessly about a previous game but honestly forces timeline sonic is just so angry all the time i can’t handle it
#(so much pent up rage)#(like idk i keep just going back to the cutscenes just to make sure i'm not forgetting any details)#(and i keep getting gobsmacked by how :knife: he is)#(gets out and is immediately like 'yeah i have 6 months of payback i'm dying to spend')#(and then when he's w the rookie for the first time it's bc he's like 'yes let me trash eggman's place')#(knuckles offers aid bc he JUST got out and sonic is like 'NO NEED' so fast like guys)#(when he's still figuring out wtf is going on w shadow and he's so >:T when he says hiis name like wtf)#(immediately tunnel-visioning on infinite bc he 'can't wait to get another go' at him like im)#(he's so ready to fight everyone and everything around him)#(which i mean makes sense but also like dang)#(ok homie. you've been gone for 6 months and plunged headfirst into a war and this is what we're doing ok)#⸨ * OOC ⸩ — he was never actually called a rodent in the games but yknow .#⸨ * HC ⸩ — i’m gonna reach for the stars although they look pretty far .#⸨ * FORCES ⸩ — my heart & soul - are incorruptible .
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I haven’t really ranted about Alchemy of Souls yet, and though I don’t have that much to say, I do have some thoughts I might as well air out ⬇️
#alchemy of souls#drama rant#alchemy rant#spoilers!!!#this is just gonna be whatever pops into mind and probably wont make that much sense but idc tbh i just wanna get it outta my head#first of all while i do actually really like the drama i feel like it is sometimes kinda… slow? idk i just feel like they could do so much#more with this - like the first episode was so intense and dark and i was so hooked and then the rest is more comedy and so much love drama#like i cannot keep track of who likes who and why and what it’s actually driving me insane and it brings nothing to the plot if you ask me#why does our main character need THREE GUYS to sort-of-kinda like her?? for what???#she can have a child-hood friend without it being first love and why the Crown Prince??? makes literally no sense to me#and while on the Crown Prince I did not expect to actually like him that much but he’s actually become a top character for me - he’s a bitch#and annoying as fuck yes - but also one of the only people in the Palace who seem to have some common sense when it comes to suspiciousness#is that a word? oh whatever 😂#also his voice is… really nice… yeah 👀#i do want to punch him in the face 90% of the time but let’s not talk about that#also i am not sure i vibe with the relationship between Mu-deok and Jang Uk… there’s just something there that’s off to me idk what it is#and while we’re on the topic of love - dang-gu deserves better fight me#she’s kinda coming around now i guess but oh my god he deserves someone much better#and since I’ve now gone over three of the four seasons there is seo yul left and I’m sorry but he’s just… kinda boring#idk what about him annoys be but he just… i don’t really like him I’m sorry#okay i started out saying i didn’t have much to rant about and now I’ve done nothing but complain typical me#i guess I’m just kind of disappointed cause i thought this drama was so much more than it turned out to be#if i had gone into it knowing what it is i think i would have liked it more as well#so it’s a shame the first episode tricked me so much 😂#my own expectations of something tend to ruin the experience for me… i guess i gotta work on that#but yeah… those are my thoughts so far#oh if i have to say one positive thing this drama is actually really funny#not like i laugh out loud but i do snort out a laugh here and there and that takes a lot so#the jokes are just 👌🏻 right up my alley 😂
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hm hm hm !!
#just me hi#it's always the little things ghfhshvh#i wanna a thing and#/hang on lemme put on some tunes lol#thank goodness for osts.. anyway hfhs#//there is consistently some tiny thing that i get caught up in that makes stops me from doing something altogether#like for example when i want to work on one of my main projects i'll get pretty well into it and then suddenly drop it like it's on fire#halfway through gfsvh#because i couldn't get the line right or i forgot which font i used or the characters positions just bother me but i'm 8 panels into this#scene dang it ! !#or i get a fresher idea for the whole thing and don't get around to it for months because i need to recharge after u-turn like that. can yo#tell i'm going in circles hfhshv#i really do have around 15-20+ versions of the first chapter of pi.e.. it may almost be described as 'not a good thing' hghhfhsvh#Is it perfectionism? maybeeeeee loll - i've got a vision (and another and another and another) and very short patience#and also my ideas do Not have a good shelf life lmao ; they're like badly sealed pickled fruits <3#that's part of the reason i make stuff so fast tho. because the Ideas Are Running Away From Me ljfvsfhj#i have hardly any stand-alone pieces that are unfinished. but the Moment i tryta work on a longform thing it just does not work..#and i Could try to do everything in very small pieces but when i try to go small on purpose i usually end up doing my usual 7-9 step 1-4#hour process anyway and i not even catch it until it's too late fgshfbvh#yea though. i'm back at it again lmfshv :3👍#this may suck So hard but i'm gonna get it one of these days ! ! roman 3 roman 3#so let me try to stay on track again lol :> i will maybe return.. mayhaps hfhsv#//i've still got some stuff from during and before artfight (unrelated to it) that i still wanna post so maybe i'll do that later too lol :#toooooodles ~+~!~+~
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I can't help it, I gotta play matchmaker 😅
#theres this girl around my brothers age who comes into the clinic and she's so sweet#like you get that overwhelming feeling that you have to#so yeah I gave her his instagram handle#and she has a boyfriend 😬#and my brothers seeing someone but hes not feeling it#like dang the feeling was just too much i just had to#that gut feeling that just grows of like you need to do this
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January 2024: well, I can’t get my antidepressants anymore and this withdrawal makes me want to kill myself. From now on I’ll just raw dog these feelings so I never have to deal with these side effects again.
June 2024: I’m gonna die. I’m gonna die. I’m gonna die. The world is ending. We’re all walking through the end times and whether I die soon or the world collapses in on itself, I can feel the simultaneous emptiness and crushing weight of the end. There is nothing.
#this isn’t really funny is it?#anyway so yeah going back to the dr tomorrow to ask for antidepressants#which ones I don’t know. I’ve been on so many that I don’t know if anything really works#THIS IS NOT A SOLUTION FOR EVERYONE. THIS IS JUST ME. I NEED TO BE MEDICATED. I LOVE YOU. DO WHAT WORKS FOR YOU.#a whole nothingburger of a roadblock hit me earlier and I ended up having to sit outside for an hour#basically ‘hey can you maybe go to your appt a bit earler just in case they can see you sooner’ and I was like… why bother w/ ANYTHING!#one of those stupid things that’s so easy to work with in retrospect but at the time I honestly felt so hopeless and pushed around#what a fucking baby#anxiety and depression can just turn you into a fucking baby#I SAY THIS SO EMPATHETICLY! You are NOT a baby! your brain just doesn’t work right! I’m so sorry we gotta deal with this.#some people don’t need meds. some do. this post is about me. my chemicals have been caustic for years. I gotta balance the humors my liege#so basically I’ve been antidepressant free since mid jan. it’s sucked. it’s getting WOOOOORSE.#so as much as I hate adjusting to new meds. as much as I say ‘I don’t notice a difference’#about that. THIS is the difference you dumb bitch (me)!#I’ll be on meds and kinda mehhhh. but this. without meds. I’ll take meh and functional over months of meh and then suddenly DEATH!#I’m not in a position where I can just go out and get a bunch of healthy food and go work out and change my environment and blah blah blah#I’m poor and disabled boy!#but god… I know there’s more I could reasonably do. I know. I don’t need suggestions. I’m sorry. to myself and everyone I’m annoying.#just… for right now. for this week. let me try to rebalance.#I got some antianxieties to last a week maybe but they’re not cure-alls.#I wish I could say oh I popped an Ativan and I felt so good but NO! it makes me sleepy and a bit calmer and it’s NOT sustainable!#I can’t be drowsy all day long. I definitely CAN’T handle a benzo problem. fuck I am always worried about withdrawals with this stuff.#oh dang. I’ve just been sitting here rambling for maybe half an hour now in my little chair. doofus.#okay sorry to bother you#I love you and I love you and also I love you#you can ignore this#text
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