#damn dawg idk
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If we could stay connected, just like this… - ID SMILE
yuhua—someone who can’t be happy lying to others, but can’t bear to tell the truth either
so even if these friendships are fake or not, even if they all hate him, he’ll take it
one day, he’ll break, the facade will come crashing down, and they’ll find out what he was born as—
but why can’t he enjoy the happiness while it lasts?
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@skriblee-ksk @boopshoops @scint1llat3 @nyx-of-night @nemisisnemi
@sillyslipperybananapeel @beneathsakurashade @kathxrat-01 @lumdays @twistedwonderlandshenanigans
#my art#twst oc#yuusona#trans#damn dawg idk#it feels weird posting abt This Again but whay can i say#mizu5 is changing my brain chemistry rn#sigh. another night of late night doodles#tweaking out over idsmile and bake no hana#average kai evening post-mizu5
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have doodle lol
functionally, i am alive, emotionally?? idk about that work has me crying almost everyday now chat idk if i can do this anymore
#sonadow#? i guess#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sth#sth fanart#sonic the hedghog fanart#my art#sketch#sonic to shadow after shadow generations#but dw guys i’m doing fine#work it just so fucking stressful we’re getting scheduled understaffed and ofc no one wants to come in so we get call outs every day#30 min wait times to make a caramel macchiato?? yes ma’am ITS BC I’M THE ONLY ONE ON BAR RN#like dawg idk if you can tell but we’re in the middle of a giant shopping center ofc we’re gonna be busy#just expect you’re drink to take awhile to make#ESPECIALLY if the line is A BLOCK OUT THE DOOR#DUDE OFC WE’RE BEHIND HAVE YOU NOTICED WE HAVE ONLY THREE (3) PEOPLE WORKING RN???#WE SHOULD HAVE AT LEAST 6#anyway probably gonna have to start going back to therapy#i’ll be fine lmao but damn this holiday season is fucking traumatizing
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i'll protect those dear to me.
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#pluto arting.#twst silver#twisted wonderland fanart#twisted wonderland#twst#twst fanart#bout damn time i finished this#HAPPY (BELATED) ART BDAY SILVER MY SWEET BABY BOY I ADORE YOU SO!#im still tryna figure out rendering pls yall idk how u do this shit dawg#its okay we balling#ANYTHIN FOR SILVER
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It's the way it takes at least three business days to recover and become normal again when you have a sneeze-related dream about that one fandom that you generally do not bring into the boundaries of the fetish... like okay whoa there let's slow DOWN
#does anyone else have this or does everyone else just fuck with any fandom their into in this area of your life#like idk... some just feel so forbidden to me like my brain just doesn't wanna go there#(except apparently it DOES wanna do there when I am SLEEPING)#I'd say the fandom but fuck if anyone on this site is gonna know it.#haha wait that's a lie. anyways#um I also thought it was real because I like? was reading some normal fic of the like ten that exist on ao3#and I fell asleep and still thought I was reading this thing and it sure did take a turn in the third chapter! wow! SHDHFHD#woke up and thought damn. that's crazy. what the chances- oh. nvm. HAHAHA#anyways that being said. I think you guys should create for whatever the fuck fandom you want here if it feels right#go crazy! go stupid! yeah!#let your weird dreams become your reality or something like that. maybe mine will do (maybe) (possibly) (dawg idk if i have strength)#*too
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I’m working tomorrow when the finale is being released so I’m preparing by filtering the tags. Sad times sad times 😔
#I genuinely don’t know who could win. we could guess from skin changes but it’s not like guaranteed#on one hand I want joel to win but on the other hand tango b/c it would be funny#or maybe bdubs? or bigb? gem? impulse? dawg idk there’s so many good choices narrative wise#like damn what a good season it’s been man#arah post
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i will NEVER understand why customers get so irritated when i ask them for basic information. like … YOU called ME???? does it look like i have a drone on you to know your address? thst i magically hacked your phone to get your number???? they act like i’m asking for their blood type and social security number like shut upppppp 💀
#airika txt.#me @ work#idk how else they expect us to be able to find them 🙃#like i don’t give a DAMN where u live dawg#it’s like they think i’m just gonna take the info and rob them#as soon as i put your information in our system TRUST i forget all abt you
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slams head slams head slams head slams head slams head slams head
#sydneys thoughts#No amount of comforts nor hyperfixations can cure the episode im probably in#Dawg we hit rock bottom why is bpd splitting so damn embarrassing i split over anything extremely small#Don't trust your feelinhs afyer 9 pm but also i felt like this before 9. Idk man maybe its just a new headmate i have no idea who i am rn
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classmates*
today we had presentations and these mfs didn’t know how to use USBs or Microsoft. The girl “helping” (the teacher chose her randomly) wasn’t doing shit to help she didn’t know either. I had to come to the front of the class and teach them how to send PowerPoint links on the TNI when there were 10 mins left to the period. They were testing my patience as their fellow classmate.
anyway I’ll be posting doodles i drew at school in a small while
#How do they have all the time in the world to be on Snapchat Instagram and TikTok but not know how to send links to presentations.#It’s not even that hard man the mfs in my class ARE just dumb#What’s worse is that we’re “smarter” since it’s enriched#In reality 70% can’t keep up w anything and should be in regular but didn’t quit after their first year#I mean i can understand if you have difficulties sometimes i do too but they don’t even ask for help or anything they’re just there#They stayed to be w their friends and bc it’s an important program#Like dawg if u see u don’t even like it and ur irresponsible as shi just leave damn 😭#They’re GENUINELY infuriating#That was a small vent or som idk#Just felt like getting it out of my system
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im trying to wrap my head around why i dont get enthusiastic about reddit style fiction (not a dig but a descriptor) like scp and shit like that, bc its not that i can’t enjoy them but i think its like… when stuff is framed as if it were real, but its fiction, its like, well KNOWING its fiction eliminates a huge element of the intrigue, but also, crucially, i like character-driven stories, or at least stories WITH characters. but i also like it when things are interesting for said characters to experience, like, i want the ghosts and monsters and conspiracies but i want the characters to be character-ing, yknow? not that i dont enjoy slice of life and… what would u call the first thing, non-character specific horror? idk? but i prefer when its both. its like i love kirk and spock but also i do enjoy watching them Experience Situations when i watch star trek. i enjoy the idea of spooky national forest monsters that arent real but experiencing it alongside a character would be better, and i want more trans and gay characters whose lives are clearly trans and gay but i want a plotline to unfold too
#i dont think im saying anything different or interesting im just#listening to a wendigoon podcast thats one of his things just#explaining a classic reddit horror story#and ig i enjoy the concept of this one more#but it leaves me thinking like#ok so why do i not wanna hear about this that much….?#and also why i dont rly give a fuck about scp at all when my friends tell me about it#or the mystery flesh pit thing#and its the same reason i didnt give a shit about 2017 IT but loved the 1990 mini series. connecting to the damn characters!!!#i guess i ought to give shit a try again i mean i did read creepypastas once when i was a teenager and enjoyed it#i had a similar thought thw other day when they announced another new star trek aos flashback movie#not that it explicitly said anything about this sort of stuff but like#i just remember hearing some ppl in a college course i was in talking about aos and like ohh the flashbacks to kirks childhood!!!#but in that ‘discussing superheroes’ way of like ‘oh this is good bc it checked the correct canon box!’#like idk dawg i do enjoy fact gathering about characters i love but thats not why i love them?#ok that rly was a tangent i just dont vibe w scp. but if you put a mulder and scully situation in there with it. boom. id be there. ok????#its almost like theres a reason this formula has proven to be so successful over and over and over again
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Still holding out hope Gojo comes home
#HUGE JJK SPOILERS IN THE NOTES HERE READ AT UR OWN RISK#I think the notes are pretty damning tho#he wasn’t there when Megumi woke up. idk how much hope I have left in me gang#dawg him dying as a weapon then his body being used as a weapon AFTER he’s incredibly injured RUINED ME#he’s only been a weapon to the majority of jujitsu world#he DESERVES better#it’s unbelievable how he was marked by tragedy and hardship but still fought tooth and nail for others#and built a better world one student at a time#he left behind a generation of powerful sorcerers that will know him as Satoru Gojo#someone they knew and cared for and loved#his memory will live on but in the eyes of the general public he was just a powerful tool and that breaks me#he was more than his innate power he TRAINED and fought to be the Strongest#he was 29 when shibuya incident happened#TWENTY NINE. THATS JUST 8 YEARS OLDER THAN ME BRO HE HAD HIS WHOLE LIFE AHEAD OF HIM#using past tense bc I no longer have much hope#god I hope I eat my words and Yuta + him recover
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me every time i kind of forget and leave something to the last minute: what if i gave up. what then.
#frankie yells#like. i don't forget but i don't idk internalize? that the deadline is fast approaching?#im just like yeah i've got time i'll get around to it! and then i start 1 day before the deadline#and i don't have energy to finish it in one sitting and i don't have the focus to finish it in one day#so then i have this harried rush to finish it the day of. like.#damn bitch you live like this???#like oh wow your time management is terrible actually?? and that makes you feel bad about yourself???#it almost like??? you have untreated diagnosed adhd????#crazyyyy who would have thought it would negatively impact you in like all aspects of your life#not your mother obviously hahahahahaha#idk it's just like i can't not leave things until the last minute and i am fucking myself over constantly and chronically behind on work#what if i gave up??? 🤨🧐#what then?????#like dawg idk if i have another 2 weeks of school in me :(( and club obligations on top of that...#i just want to party w/ my friends before i move away for a year and figure out wtf im doing 😭 i don't wanna have stuff to doooo ughhhh
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Bro I’m </3 thinking too hard </3
#vent#ugh. artfight. bullshit. fucking shit#I would rather have banter with my friends than draw for people that don’t care#but alas. the all consuming art game#I love drawing for people in theory but I hate how it makes me feel. do you understand what I mean by this#idk what it is but the fact art fight starts TOMORROW has me feeling like a worthless sack of shit#and that feeling is only heightened by the fact that everyone is going to be invested in it while I fucking crumble for what? the 3rd?#4th year in a row?? god. fucking sucks. I get so in my head with this bullshit every year. but I want to do it#ugh. awful. and I feel worse when people make me things and then I don’t get to send something back#awful gross beast. and now I’m just feeling worse thinking about other things. I’m so overwhelmed#and not a damn person to talk to cus 1. there’s no one to listen and 2. I can’t articulate my feelings! I don’t understand myself!#the only reason I know how to act is because I do research for my fucking characters! I’m my own fucking character!#and I wish someone was there to make me feel special like how I (hypothetically) make my ocs feel!!#ugh. whatever I’m cool and fine and dandy and NOT on the verge of tears and I’m going to eat fucking jellybeans#am I going to have a breakdown every time there’s a Holliday or event? I canNOT be caught feeling like a fucking ball of lint every#valentines day dawg. I can’t be that person. I already did that one time too many ok#how’s it feel to have people enjoy talking to you? cus I’m either too much or not enough for people
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i made a patient laugh really hard today. that's a dub
#we were trading stories about how we were both hard sticks (aka its hard for people to find good veins on us to put in an iv)#i was telling him about how my mom had to step in for a guy that kept poking me 7 times. she legit was like 'ok move let me do it.'#(in hindsight idk how she got away with that even though she was off the clock. but she has the Audacity about her that only an icu rn of#30+ years of experience can have i guess)#and i was trying to put on a new iv on my pt while i was telling him about that story. we were both like 'dawg if she did that to me i'd#clock off. damn. take my patients too i guess' and it was really funny#at one point i was like 'imagine she comes thru the door rn and tells me 'move i'll do it'' and he just busts up laughing SO HARD#both of us were laughing p hard about it but ive never felt prouder of making someone laugh like that in a while#he was such a cool guy. def one of the best patients i've had in a while#stfu anri
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It’s insane to me the hate homeless people and addicts get. It genuinely has to be from lack of exposure because they are some of the nicest people around. Most of my highschool free time was spent fucking around the city chatting with homeless people or addicts. The first time I got a flat tire two homeless dudes helped me out, we shared some cigs and a few good stories.
Many of my family members and friends are addicts of some kind (i would argue most people are addicts in some way the way people talk about caffeine or alcohol or exercise is just not as stigmatized even though they can all be harmful to you).
The only way it makes sense is if you don’t view these people as people but instead some anomalous new kind of human being who only exist to steal your catalytic converter. When in actuality you are leagues more likely to become homeless or become an addict than you are to become famous or rich.
So when I see people pearl clutching about armed homeless camps i just know you’ve like never been outside and interacted with your community. Because if you had you would realize these people are just like you, kind, caring, empathetic and most importantly deserving of a good comfortable dignified life.
#rantings#idk if houseless or homeless is the ‘correct term’ but the point still stands#I wish it wasn’t so simple but like damn dawg all you have to do is care and empathize#also to expand most people are addicts and that’s like okay#people have unhealthy relationships with tons of things because it makes them feel good#that doesn’t make you less worthy of anything it means you’re a human being who likes to enjoy things
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surely, the notes are conversing about how good both the songs are and hyping up their favorite
fly octo fly/ebb and flow | between two worlds
#we got people talking about the ethics of gacha#which is definitely a discussion aa all gachas are exploitative#but dawg this is about the music. just vote for your song#like idk but if you gotta take the moral ground to say your song is better then u might need to go outside and idek limbus#*as#came back to see who won and whoa nelly#damn why is it when there's a fight about gachas u always find tsukihime accounts at the scene
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i don't want pepper spray for defense i want a gun. americacore.
#my (dead) grandpa had 2 safes w guns in them but idk dawg w ppl robbing our basement i'll be damned if they decide to go upstairs#see what my hunter family thinks but i dont want a rifle or shotgun. incredibly funny as itd be to whip one out mid break-in.#I have knives for now but dawg i never thought self defense quote on quote weapons were gonna do shit why yall waste the money#u can train to deal w pepperspray try training to deal w a knife wound
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