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2017 (Pt.1)

December 30, 2017

Sorry I promised you an entry a couple days ago, but better late than never? Hehe :) Perfect for NYE +15HRS, yeah? ;) Game? (Yup definitely more fob already).

Let me talk about this year since holy balls... Let’s reflect, shall we? Okay lezdewitttt!

I’m going to admit, that 2017 has been the shittiest year I’ve ever lived in my life - mentally. Like shittiest. In all fairness. I’m so sorry you got to know me more as your girl in that way. Not ‘I’m sorry’ cuz I’m taking fault, but ‘sorry’ that you had to go through what you had to go through on your end.

Let’s get cheesy, yeah? We like cheese! No matter how mofo-ing stormy the rain was, even when you wanted to give up... you’ve still chosen to stay by my side. This is why I always ask,  “Why?”  Because in my head I tell myself that  there’s always better, there’s prettier, there’s younger. So I hope you don’t get annoyed of me asking. One day I’ll get used to your answer and it’ll just become automatic when my own mind wanders. I know it’s been hard. So I would like to personally thank you. For staying strong. For keeping your head up when you’re drowning. Thank you for saving yourself to be stronger for us. If you don’t wanna be compared, then I’ll just talk about you. Sometimes it’s easier to express your worth when you see what I lacked before. Let me just post this babble. I’ll make a new one for today!

RL PS: Can we have our own tag? If not, imma keep using Rannie You LOL.