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January 15

"You are always worth it"

"Don't have to make it up;

You already did by smiling again."

❤️

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2017 (Pt.2)

December 31, 2017 (YEG) | January 1, 2018 (MNL)

Here’s more sap: Man, I think we’re both unaware of how much I truly... Let’s not start with that yet! You’re still in 2017 and I’m in 2018 - cool, hey? So I have time! Hurry Rannie! *clears throat*

Hey baby Yousef,

I would like to let you know that your heart is one of the kindest, and purest that I have ever come across. I always thought and assumed that I wasn’t able to be with you. So from the get go, I was already happy for you with whomever/whatever came your way. I thought, damn his girl would be pretty damn lucky, and at the same time it was like: “Ha, Rannie, in your dreams!” Imagine doing that for three months. Wouldn’t you yourself be shocked  when that one person who you never thought would like you back says, “Fuck it, I like you”? It still gives me the shivers, good shivers. I’m very happy and glad that to this day, I still have a chance to show you everyday and reflect towards you how freaking lucky you make me feel. I love the way you laugh uncontrollably, I love the way you smile at me, I love the way you assure me everything will be okay, I love the way you care for me and others, I love the way you look at me, I love the way you smell, I love the way your hand fits perfectly into mine, I love the way your lips touch mine, I love the way you cruise your cars around, I love your determination, your drive, your passion. I love the way we are. I love the way I am when I’m with you. I love the way your heart loves mine.

I love you. Love, Rannie Lou

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2017 (Pt.1)

December 30, 2017

Sorry I promised you an entry a couple days ago, but better late than never? Hehe :) Perfect for NYE +15HRS, yeah? ;) Game? (Yup definitely more fob already).

Let me talk about this year since holy balls... Let’s reflect, shall we? Okay lezdewitttt!

I’m going to admit, that 2017 has been the shittiest year I’ve ever lived in my life - mentally. Like shittiest. In all fairness. I’m so sorry you got to know me more as your girl in that way. Not ‘I’m sorry’ cuz I’m taking fault, but ‘sorry’ that you had to go through what you had to go through on your end.

Let’s get cheesy, yeah? We like cheese! No matter how mofo-ing stormy the rain was, even when you wanted to give up... you’ve still chosen to stay by my side. This is why I always ask,  “Why?”  Because in my head I tell myself that  there’s always better, there’s prettier, there’s younger. So I hope you don’t get annoyed of me asking. One day I’ll get used to your answer and it’ll just become automatic when my own mind wanders. I know it’s been hard. So I would like to personally thank you. For staying strong. For keeping your head up when you’re drowning. Thank you for saving yourself to be stronger for us. If you don’t wanna be compared, then I’ll just talk about you. Sometimes it’s easier to express your worth when you see what I lacked before. Let me just post this babble. I’ll make a new one for today!

RL PS: Can we have our own tag? If not, imma keep using Rannie You LOL.

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1219

I'm gonna write you a poem, if I may.

From the other side of the world thinking of what I'll say

So keep reading and enjoy ear these words, okay?

Once upon a time, I was in the way

Where I ran into the guy that is now my bae.

At first we smiled, and said to each other, "hey"

But then we started to hangout every night and day.

Until we went on a road trip together where he didn't let me pay.

We did everything together, summer festivals and all,

We met and worked with each other at a nearby mall.

He told me stories and his personality made me "lol"

I didn't even know it and I was starting to fall.

He's handsome, he's nice, almost six feet tall-

Boy am I glad he scared me when I sprinted down that hall!

One day I asked what we were, and that was his call.

Told we are both in denial, "both of y'all!"

I can keep going and going and not let this end,

But from how much I miss him I'll let my heart mend.

And I'll stop this soon so I can click send.

I just wanted to say I love you and that I miss you all the time,

And I hope you enjoyed this nice little rhyme.

💋