#d20 fhyr

[the-solitary-child]

Figueroth Faeth. Cheer Captain of her Middle School. The outgoing girl who went to every party and was friends with everyone. The bubbly girl who always wore pink and had a big smile on her face, the girl with the perfect mom and the perfect dad, who wouldent want a badass ranger as their mom and a sweet man who always greets her return home with a kiss to her forehead and a warm hug?

Figueroth has friends! Yeah sure their sometimes a bit mean, and they make comments about how she (and others) look but she has friends !!!

and at some point during winter break she starts getting these migraines, and at first they only last a few hours and then they last for days, and she gets forced to step down from the cheer team since last time she went to practice she ended up passing out because of how bad the migraines got

and yeah she got pity looks from her friends, and a few of them stopped talking to her as much as they used to but it was all fine because these stupid migraines would go away, its just part of puberty! right?

then her horns grew in. that was part of puberty too, right? growing horns? and a tail? why did her parents look at her like that? why did her mom turn and started apologizing to her dad, who in response just stood there looking the angriest hes ever looked in his life

she went back to school that following week, migraine still throbbing in her head, horns out for everyone to see. and all her friends ignored her.

she was looked at like a monster, like a freak, like the troublemakers her and her friends had giggled about in the past

In just one week, Figueroths life was turned upside down. No one wanted her. Not her friends, not her teachers, not her team, not her mom, who looked at her as if she had been the one to betray them, and not even her dad— Gilear. Gilear looked at her with a hatred she had never seen before.

Figueroth cried a lot from then on. She cried in her room with the door lock as her mom and d..Gilear, argued downstairs. She got tired of crying quickly and instead became angry.

She became angry at everyone and everything. She ripped the pop posters off her walls and painted the walls black with some shitty-probably-expired paint she found. She ripped up her pink girly clothes and threw them out, opting for clothes with rips and stains on them, ruined like she was. She sold all her her pop records, opting to buying a bass guitar with the money she had left over.

Figueroth Faeth was gone. No one wanted her. No one needed her, all she did was being misery and bettayal.

Fig is the one thats here now. Just Fig. No last name, because Gilear Faeth is not her father, It’s just Fig.

[the-solitary-child]

something about how sorrow (being lied to by her parents, her father abandoning her at the time she needed him most because she was never his daughter in blood, her mother seemingly blaming her even though it was sandra lynns own doing that made this happen) turns to rage (lashing out at everything and everyone, being seen as a monster so you decide to become one, to be cruel and mean and brash, the very opposite of what you used to be, because thats what everyone sees you as now instead of the sweet girl you always were) which turns to doubt ( that rage finally settles down and you are just left with the void of emotions as you wonder who you really are, your no longer the sweet girl who smiled and wore glitter and pink, you killed that part of yourself, you suffocated her with cigarette smoke and lyrics about how you hate the world and your self, but your not quite the angry scared girl you used to be either. your no longer looking for a reason to lash you, a reason to make everyone hate you because if they hated you because you are a tiefling, you might aswell give them more reasons to hate you..right? but your not really that girl anymore. you dont know who you are. your fig faeth, you took faeth back just as gilear accepted you as his daughter once again. your fig faeth but you feel as though it would be better if you were anyone else.)

Figueroth Faeth. Cheer Captain of her Middle School. The outgoing girl who went to every party and was friends with everyone. The bubbly girl who always wore pink and had a big smile on her face, the girl with the perfect mom and the perfect dad, who wouldent want a badass ranger as their mom and a sweet man who always greets her return home with a kiss to her forehead and a warm hug?

Figueroth has friends! Yeah sure their sometimes a bit mean, and they make comments about how she (and others) look but she has friends !!!

and at some point during winter break she starts getting these migraines, and at first they only last a few hours and then they last for days, and she gets forced to step down from the cheer team since last time she went to practice she ended up passing out because of how bad the migraines got

and yeah she got pity looks from her friends, and a few of them stopped talking to her as much as they used to but it was all fine because these stupid migraines would go away, its just part of puberty! right?

then her horns grew in. that was part of puberty too, right? growing horns? and a tail? why did her parents look at her like that? why did her mom turn and started apologizing to her dad, who in response just stood there looking the angriest hes ever looked in his life

she went back to school that following week, migraine still throbbing in her head, horns out for everyone to see. and all her friends ignored her.

she was looked at like a monster, like a freak, like the troublemakers her and her friends had giggled about in the past

In just one week, Figueroths life was turned upside down. No one wanted her. Not her friends, not her teachers, not her team, not her mom, who looked at her as if she had been the one to betray them, and not even her dad— Gilear. Gilear looked at her with a hatred she had never seen before.

Figueroth cried a lot from then on. She cried in her room with the door lock as her mom and d..Gilear, argued downstairs. She got tired of crying quickly and instead became angry.

She became angry at everyone and everything. She ripped the pop posters off her walls and painted the walls black with some shitty-probably-expired paint she found. She ripped up her pink girly clothes and threw them out, opting for clothes with rips and stains on them, ruined like she was. She sold all her her pop records, opting to buying a bass guitar with the money she had left over.

Figueroth Faeth was gone. No one wanted her. No one needed her, all she did was being misery and bettayal.

Fig is the one thats here now. Just Fig. No last name, because Gilear Faeth is not her father, It’s just Fig.