30 Days of Yoga day ... 23?
feeling ... annoyed
I do like how yoga makes me feel but I am finding myself resentful, or possibly just PMSing. Or possibly Adriene is annoying me with her lack of modifications for certain things (i.e. quad stretches) and her using this 'try and roll down slowly vertebra by vertebra' thing which DOES NOT WORK when you have a sizeable rear end and no matter how slowly you go your back is NOT GOING TO TOUCH THE MAT for a WHILE.
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Cw: exercise
Swimming is going well! 30 laps, 20 squats, 20 pushups, and 20 sidebends in 30 minutes.
Mentioned only because I'm proud of myself for kept enough tone to manage it so quickly.
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cw: exercise, body thoughts, etc
ive worked out 12 times this month so far which is making me feel hopeful and chill. ive felt like ive really lost control of my body again. it comes and goes and i dont track weight or food or anything, but if i stop exercising and order in more, my clothes start getting uncomfortable and tight. i got to that point again so i'm going to try to get back into a routine. routines are so fucking hard to do but i literally work from home and i dont really have any reason not to.
this isnt a new years resolution or anything its just coincidental to how i set up my 2023 planner, and also my therapist saw my bike in the background and asked how often i used it and i told her not really. i told her how its such a pain in the ass to get changed into workout clothes then do a whole workout thats worth the amount of disruption its going to bring to my daily schedule and how easy it is to talk myself out of doing something that i know will make me feel better. my therapist told me the bike is literally two feet away from where im sitting right now. dont change clothes dont make a fuss just get on it, even for 20 minutes. and hell, if i dont have anywhere to be that day, dont worry about showering right away if its going to disrupt my work schedule. she told me that doing something good for 20 minutes might not be as good as doing it for 60 minutes, but even 20 minutes is better than doing nothing at all.
i need to get on top of my music and try to keep things fresh so i don't get bored. thats what happened last time. i got bored with my music so i didnt want to ride anymore. so i need to stay on top of my music, and i need to not psych myself up or psych myself out. 20 minutes is nothing. if i end up going 60 minutes thats great but i dont need to plan or make a fuss, the bike is literally two feet away from me.
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18+ minors dni!!
a leetle blurb of reader tormenting skate rat taichi <333 something something i am no man’s peace
“You fucking bitch.”
Taichi’s voice is deceptively even, yet you can still hear the underlying tightness in his tone no doubt from the growing rage at discovering the little surprise you left him.
“It’s never hi how are you, only ever you bitch and whore and other non creative insults.” You muse, wholly uninterested at watching the six foot man crash out before your eyes.
“You keyed my car?” The rise and fall of his chest is quickening, and a ripe anger starts to spread across his features. It only makes a self-satisfied grin tug at your lips.
“You fucked my friend?” It isn’t really that big of a deal, it’s not like you and Taichi are, well anything. If he wants to fuck your friends that was his prerogative and their mistake.
It’s the fact he had left her a pitiful crying mess on your doorstep after railing her in a liquor store parking lot in his shitty car; dropping her off at yours after saying she should ask you how to actually be decent in bed (or really the backseat of a shitty Corolla).
Low blow for her, high praise for you. And while you had warned the poor thing to steer clear because she didn’t have the mental fortitude to fuck around with guys like Taichi, you still offered to exact revenge.
“Like you give a fuck.” He bites out.
“You’re right, but you made her cry. And who gives a shit about your hot mess of a car it’s all scratched and banged up anyway.”
“You wrote ‘small dicked pussy boy’ on the hood and ‘chode’ on the trunk with a bunch of dicks?!”
“Oh, I know what I wrote.”
“Pay for it to get buffed out.” He seethes, backing you up against the wall and trying to use his large stature to intimidate you. That stopped working ages ago and you make it clear with a roll of your eyes.
“Mmm, no.” You pretend to consider it for a moment. “Oops, gotta go! I have a dick appointment with Ushiwaka, talk later!”
And to add insult to injury — and to further satisfy your itching need to annoy the hell out of him —you smack a sloppy, wet mouth kissed on Taichi’s cheek knowing full well he’ll be hunting you down again later.
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30 Days of Yoga Day 6
Adriene: Keep it going! You're doing great! You got this!!
Me: lol. lmao.
My core is simply not core-ing but one does one's best.
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I NEED recommendations for triggering Ana movies and shows I feel like I’ve watched everything
Movies shows
Anything that’s not rlly about Ed’s but either mentions them just fits the vide or has a key plot line abt Ed’s I’ll mark with *
I’ve already watched (multiple times):
To the bone
Starving in suburbia
The red band society *
Paula (fyi it’s in Spanish)
Sharing the secret
When friendship kills
Little miss perfect
Perfect body
Black swan *
Everything now
Superstar: The Karen carpenter story
The best little girl in the world
Skins *
For the love of Nancy
Girl interrupted *
Dying to dance
A secret between friends
Supersize vs superskinny *? (If ykyk)
Thirteen *
And probably more I forgot about
If u can think of anything else pls lmk<33
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okay shitty aunt finally commented on my weight sorta <3 sick to fucking death of people thinking I started working out again cause I want to lose weight. no I fucking don't. no I fucking don't and that's very confusing to your very small brain isn't it?? if I wanted to lose weight I would be dieting and if I was dieting I wouldn't have deadlifted over 100 fucking lbs yesterday. christ. I don't want to feel like my body is withering away anymore.
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meet some more brand new characters! one of which is getting right to work exercising her new tumblr-given swear privileges.
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