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thedemonastrophel Ā· 6 months ago
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ā€¼ļøFlash warning
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Reblog to show your blog is a safe space, or don't, no bad vibes your way if you don't wanna reblog <3
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lazylittledragon Ā· 11 months ago
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mombinā„¢ has me in a CHOKEHOLD right now
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ppersonalsspace Ā· 10 months ago
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I love that I can log in to tumblr in 2024 and see supernatural trending because something gay happened on a tv show I donā€™t watch that has nothing to do with Supernatural.
Time is a flat circle
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filthyfish Ā· 5 months ago
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Just some best friends enjoying a cuddle and smooch.
Not completely finished, thereā€™s still some details and shading to do but my brain needs a break.
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imfinereallyy Ā· 2 years ago
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hummingbirds
Steveā€™s crying on the porch of his parents' house, with a duffel bag and baseball bat, when Eddie pulls into the driveway.
ā€œJesus, Steve, what happened?ā€ Eddie crouches down to get eye level with Steve. Despite being dark out, the sun set long ago, and the outdoor lights werenā€™t on. Steve turns to look at his parents' car in the driveway and thinks back to when the lock had distinctly turned shut on the front door. They were around to switch the lights on; they just didnā€™t care anymore to do so.
Steve is grateful for the moonlight, as he can see the pretty lines on Eddieā€™s face. Even if they currently curve into a frown.
ā€œHey Eds.ā€ Steveā€™s voice cracks.
ā€œStevieā€¦what happened?ā€ Eddie asks again, this time itā€™s gently. It cradles Steve and holds him softly. He wishes Eddieā€™s hands would do the same.
ā€œDid you know hummingbirds are the only birds that can fly backward?ā€ Steve sniffles.
Eddieā€™s face scrunches in confusion, ā€œWhat? Birds? You lost me.ā€
Steve pushes past Eddieā€™s confused face. ā€œThey are the only birds to fly backward. Surprisingly, it wasnā€™t Dustin to teach me that out of the munchkins. It was actually El. Sheā€™s apparently going through a bird phase. And I donā€™t think the others are very interested. So I try to pay attention when she talks about it. And she taught me about hummingbirds.ā€
Eddie settles on his knees, ā€œThatā€™s great, man and those little shits should listen to her more, but Iā€™m not sure what that has to do with whatā€™s wrong. You called me to come pick you up and hung up before I could even answer.ā€
Steve bites his lip, ā€œSorry, my dad clicked the phone off.ā€ Eddieā€™s face shows surprise, but Steve keeps talking before he can interrupt. ā€œAnd well, I guess hummingbirds have nothing to do with anything. Itā€™s stupid, really.ā€
ā€œNo, no. Itā€™s not stupid. Tell me about the birds, Stevie.ā€ Eddieā€™s hand finally reaches out to Steve. He brushes the fallen hair out of his face, and something in Steve just sets him off.
ā€œYou see, they can fly backward. And well, no, Iā€™m getting ahead of myself. You see, my cousin Tucker is here to visit. And let me tell you, he is the worst. Like Eddie, you would hate him. Conservative, capitalist enthusiast, real bootlicker kind of guy.ā€
ā€œSounds like the worst. Especially if he made you use the big words.ā€ Eddieā€™s hand falls away, and Steve mourns the loss. Normally, when people make jokes about his intelligence, it stings. It makes him feel small. But when Eddie does it, it isnā€™t mean or a poke at how stupid Steve is. With Eddie, itā€™s almost like heā€™s reminding Steve that he is smart. That maybe Steve is the one making himself small.
He is.
ā€œAnyway, heā€™s visiting, right? So my parents come home. And I havenā€™t seen them in months, since before spring break. Itā€™s nearly October, and I havenā€™t seen them, and I canā€™t tell if Iā€™m excited or dreading their arrival. Itā€™s always a fight when they are around, how Iā€™m not good enough, how I should be more. Their visits always end up being cut short, and me feeling like shit. But this stupid, stupid part of me was hoping it would be different this time. They havenā€™t seen me since the ā€œearthquakes.ā€ Surely theyā€™ll be happy to see Iā€™m okay, right?ā€
Eddie stays silent, his face revealing nothing.
ā€œOf course, itā€™s not. They only came home because my cousin Tucker was in town. All the way from Indy cause itā€™s so far. And my mom ā€˜madeā€™ dinner, as in she ordered it and pretended she made it. It wasnā€™t even that good, but we all pretended it was the best thing ever made. Cause thatā€™s what they do, pretend. And the dinner is fine, boring. Most of it is just me staying silent while my dad and Tucker talk about the business. Tucker runs the Indy office while my dad is in New York. Ya see, Tucker has been gunning to take over for my dad when he retires, which is another word for diesā€”ā€œ Steve letā€™s put a bitter laugh; he wonders if his parents are listening. He doubts it.
ā€œā€”and they are going on for the whole meal, and Iā€™m almost through the home stretch when my dad brings up me, coming to work for him.ā€
Eddie reacts finally, ā€œYouā€™re going to New York?ā€ His voice is strained, like he is trying very hard not to yell, not at Steve, but at anyone who will listen. Steve is quick to correct.
ā€œNo, no, Iā€™m not. This was news to me to Eds. I have no interest in my dad's business, and as far as I was concerned, he didnā€™t want me a part of it either. Guess that has changed. Has? Had? I donā€™t knowā€¦ā€ Steve trails off.
ā€œHarrington.ā€
ā€œDonā€™t call me that. It makes me think youā€™re mad at me. Besides, it doesnā€™t fit me anymore.ā€ Steve bites.
ā€œSorry, Steve. Iā€™m not mad. I promise. Just, what do you mean?ā€ Eddieā€™s head tilts to the side, his curls cascading down his shoulder. It reminds Steve of a river, dark water rippling in the moonlight.
ā€œI was so shocked, Eds. When he said that. That I was quiet, I should have corrected him, maybe. Maybe I could have fixed it. But Tucker was so quick to act. He was pissed. He knows my working for my dad means me being set up to take over. And Tucker, heā€™s worked too hard to make sure he does get the business. But instead of yelling, he just gets this concerned look on his face. And heā€¦ā€
ā€œHe what?ā€
Steve wrenches his eyes shut as he recalls the rest. As he recalls the way Tuckerā€™s face faked worry as he struck. Like he has been waiting for the right moment to ruin Steve. He manages to open his eyes eventually, only to see Eddieā€™s face once again. The honest look on his face is enough to push Steve on.
ā€œIn the summer, Robin was feeling sad. This was before you guys knew about each other, and I was the only one who knew about her. And she was sad cause nothing had happened with Vicky and she felt so alone. And I hated seeing her like that. And so, so I took her to Indy. And, andā€”ā€œ Steve starts to hyperventilate.
Eddie takes him by the shoulders. ā€œBreathe for me, Steve. Come on, baby, match my breaths. Itā€™s okay. Itā€™s okay.ā€
Steve matches Eddieā€™s breath. Ignores how the word baby calms him down instantly. ā€œTucker told my dad that he saw me in Indy. That he saw me come out of a gay club, Eddie. And he went on about how they should focus more on getting me help, than putting me in a power position, again Eds, which I donā€™t even want! And how I would be a bad look for the company. How would it look if a company whose whole image is family values, only successor, turned out to be gay.ā€
Eddie flinches a bit, but doesnā€™t let go of him. Steve feels instant regret. ā€œThat isnā€™t what I meant, Eddie.ā€
Eddie shushes him, ā€œI know, sweetheart. Youā€™re just upset. I know. Did you tell him that you werenā€™t there for you? Or maybe that Rick was mistaken; it was a regular club?ā€
Steve rubs a hand down his face, ā€œAnd what? Tell him that my two best friends in the entire world are gay? So that I can be shipped off to New York and never see them again? Yeah right. Iā€™d rather face the bats again than be removed from you two. And Iā€™m not going to out you guys like that.ā€
Something warm crosses Eddieā€™s face, ā€œSo, you lied then?ā€
ā€œBefore I could say anything my dad reacted.ā€
Eddie freezes, a darkness swims in his eyes. ā€œHe put his hands on you?ā€
ā€œNo, no!ā€ Steve panics, and he purposely leaves out the ā€˜not this time.ā€™ Eddie isnā€™t necessarily a violent person. But he does have a protective streak. As admirable as it is, Steve doesnā€™t want him to get hurt.
Eddie relaxes but only slightly.
ā€œHe was actually pretty calm, which is even more terrifying. I expected him to yell, throw things. But instead he just turns and says, ā€˜Is this true, Steven?ā€™. And what gets me is they didnā€™t even question why my cousin was anywhere near that club in the first place. Why did he see me there? Instead, he just asks me if itā€™s true. And itā€™s the first time in a long time, if ever, that my dad asks me this. He always just assumes Iā€™ve fucked up. And this time, he really asked me about the truth. And I couldnā€™t, I couldnā€™t lie. I donā€™t know why, but it felt wrong to. So I didnā€™t. I just told him, ā€˜Yes. Itā€™s true.ā€™ā€
ā€œStevieā€¦ā€
Steve throws out a bitter laugh, ā€œAnd you know what? He still doesnā€™t freak out. He just tells me I have five minutes to get my shit and get out. That I needed to call a ride because the car was under the name Steve Harrington, and I was no longer a Harrington. And he was so calm. And my mom just sat there, and I just listened. I didnā€™t fight. I am so tired of fighting.ā€
ā€œSteve, why not just tell them the truth? Tell them you were there for a friend?ā€ Eddieā€™s tone isnā€™t scolding, only curious.
ā€œSee, thatā€™s because I started thinking about hummingbirds, Eddie. I started thinking about how they fly forwards and backward and how they are the only ones that can do that. Isnā€™t that fascinating? These small birds are so strong and interesting, and can do something no one else can do. But no other birds understand; the rest of them just fly forwards Eds. And Iā€”I feel like that sometimes. That Iā€™m not flying in one direction, ya know?ā€
Steve feels like he isnā€™t making much sense, but then Eddie nods and looks at Steve. Like really looks at Steve, and sees him. And Steve feels raw, stripped of his skin, exposed, and it should hurt, but it feels so fucking good. And Eddie stares deep into Steveā€™s eyes and says, ā€œYea, I know.ā€
ā€œI didnā€™t want to lie. Because even though Tucker was wrong, he was also right. I wasnā€™t there for me, but I think I needed to be there. To get it. And I think that Iā€™m flying backward, Eds. And Iā€™m worried itā€™s wrong of me, that it shouldnā€™t be allowed. And that there is no purpose to me flying backward if I can just go forwards. If I can just fly with the rest of them. But I donā€™t think, I donā€™t think Iā€™ve ever really taken flight before. Not before I understood I could also go backward.ā€
Itā€™s in this moment, where Steve is covered in tears and snot that Eddie finally takes his hands and cradles Steveā€™s face. Steveā€™s never felt safer.
ā€œListen to me, sweetheart; there is nothing wrong with you. Okay? Nothing wrong with you. Just because you can fly forwards doesnā€™t mean you have to, doesnā€™t mean you should. Sometimes youā€™re going to have to fly backward; youā€™re not going to have a choice. Itā€™s just the direction youā€™re fast, huge, hummingbird heart takes you. And it might take you a bit to learn that. To understand that, but I will make sure that you do. Because you, Steve Harrington, are fucking fearless and fucking beautiful, and I am so goddamn proud of you.ā€
Steve finally reaches his breaking point and collapses in Eddieā€™s arms. Full body, ugly sobs wreck Steve. He is sure that he is soaking Eddieā€™s favorite Black Sabbath t-shirt to the bone, but he canā€™t find it himself to care. His fingers dig into Eddieā€™s back as he clutches tighter as his breathing picks up.
ā€œBreathe, baby, breathe. Remember that. I got you. I got you.ā€ Eddie whispers into Steveā€™s ear.
Steve picks his head up when he finally calms down, and looks at Eddie. ā€œYou.ā€
ā€œWhatā€™s that?ā€ Eddie says softly, rubbing circles through Steveā€™s polo.
ā€œI called you. Because, I thinkā€”no, I know, that Iā€™ve been flying backward, to you. For a while now. And I knew that, even if you werenā€™t too, youā€™d still show up. And I justā€”just need you to know that. I am so grateful you showed up.ā€
Steve knows he should feel nervous telling Eddie all this, but he isnā€™t. He strangely feels like his dad at this moment, calm and unmoving. Steve doesnā€™t understand many things in this world, but he understands that even if Eddie doesnā€™t love him like that, Eddie still loves Steve in plenty of other ways.
Itā€™s still nice, though, when Eddie leans forward and kisses Steveā€™s forehead. Steve closes his eyes and releases a breath.
Eddie slides his head down slightly so their foreheads are pushed together affectionately. ā€œStevie, Iā€™ll always fly backward to you.ā€
Although itā€™s awful how they got here, Steve canā€™t help but feel happy at this moment. He also canā€™t help the silly giggle that comes out of him, ā€œI think we have just lost all meaning to this metaphor at this point.ā€
Eddie snorts, ā€œOh, have we? And here I thought we were having a nice moment, a poetic one at that, telling each other ā€˜I love you.ā€™ā€
Steve blinks at him, ā€œYou love me?ā€
Eddie frown lines finally turn upwards, ā€œYea baby, I love you.ā€
ā€œIā€”ā€œ
Eddie cuts Steve off. ā€œTell me in the morning. When your tears have dried, and Iā€™ve woken up with you in my arms. I want to hear it in the daylight. Okay? Letā€™s go home.ā€ Eddie stands, offering a hand to Steve.
ā€œHome?ā€
ā€œYea home, got to fly back to our nest.ā€
Steve canā€™t help the snort he releases, ā€œDork.ā€
Eddie just smiles, ā€œThought I told you to save the ā€˜I love youā€™ til the morning.ā€
Steve smiles back as he takes Eddieā€™s hand, ā€œI didnā€™tā€¦ā€
Eddie squeezes Steveā€™s fingers, ā€œYea, ya did.ā€
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Iā€™m back, not dead, and in my feelings. Thinking about expanding on this one. I hope you guys like it. šŸ§”šŸ§”
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whichcouldmeanothing Ā· 1 year ago
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Dale Jennings + bisexuality
The Newsreader (2021ā€“)
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biracy Ā· 10 months ago
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In general quite fascinating how "boys who liked bionicle are girls now" is called "gender essentialism" by like Radqueer Terfs DNI posters but "the thread of Girlhood Uterus Vulva Trauma connects all (cis) butches and trans men, so that's why I can reblog photos of trans men to my men dni blog in my #dyke tag" isn't. Lmao
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insaneclown0408 Ā· 1 month ago
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When you're so horny that you don't care what furniture/object you ride, because your brain just wants to fuck something>>>>
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swordi001 Ā· 3 months ago
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To outlast Trump
To outlast Orban
To outlast Hƶcke
To outlast Putin
To outlast Erdogan
To just keep living, despite people wishing you wouldn't
We are here. We are many. And we are loud.
Just staying alive is an act of defiance. So stay here dammit. Stay here to outlive all that old privileged fascist scum. We won't give them what they want.
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lengthofropes Ā· 2 years ago
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idk he likes more šŸ¤· šŸ©·šŸ’œšŸ’™
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jinjjayo Ā· 2 months ago
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SWAN BBB @ MUSIC BANK 240329
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chelledoggo Ā· 3 months ago
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REBLOG THIS IF YOU ARE AN LGBTQIA+ AFFIRMING CHRISTIAN!! šŸŒˆāœ
and i DON'T mean in a "love the sinner not the sin" way or in a "side b" way. āŒ
i mean if you believe that LGBTQIA+ folks are just the way God made them and that they are loved by God unconditionally and don't need to change or hide who they are to receive God's grace šŸŒˆāœ
šŸ›‘QUEERPHOBES / FUNDIES / TERFS / MAGA DNI! /SRSšŸ›‘
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nothingtoseehere00-00 Ā· 6 months ago
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Just imagine Steve figuring out he's bisexual and realizing that when he dates a girl, at a certain point into dating them, he's gonna have to tell them that he's also into men. Of course since it's the 80s, the chances of them being okay with that is probably slim. They might think he's disgusting or that he's just gay playing straight.
So he tries dating guys instead, thinking that's safer. And he ends up meeting a great guy named John at a gay bar who he really likes. Things are going strong until they started talking about past crushes and first loves. Steve casually mentions celebrity crushes on women and having loved Nancy. And thus Steve gets his first ever experience of the rampant biphobia in queer spaces. John accuses Steve of being confused and trying to hold onto his "straightness". Steve tries to explain himself by saying that, no, he really does like women, but that only makes things worse. John now believes that Steve is just going to eventually leave him for a woman, if he hasn't already been cheating on him. John ends up storming out leaving Steve devastated.
He goes crying to Robin and explains what happened. He's horrified to realize that no matter who he dates, there's always going to be the risk of them not accepting him, guy or girl. But he can't hide that part of himself, it's too big. It's who he is. Robin is there to reassure him that if someone can't accept him being bi than they don't deserve him. It's able to cheer him up a little, but the damage has been done.
Steve is now very reluctant to date anyone. And if he does manage to bring himself to go on one, he gets complaints of being very emotionally distant or having a fear of commitment.
When Steve inevitably falls for Eddie, he's scared out of his mind. It's clear that Eddie is gay based on his hanky, but, again, that doesn't mean he'll accept Steve's bisexuality. One night, while the two get so high in Eddie's trailer that Steve has to stay over, they argue about sleeping arrangements. Eddie keeps insisting that Steve would probably be more comfortable with Eddie sleeping in another room for some cryptic reason and Steve, who gets incredibly clingy while high, keeps shooting back with them sharing a bed being fine. When Steve keeps asking why they can't over and over again, Eddie blurts out that it's because he's gay. Without hesitation, Steve's says he knows and points at the hanky on the dresser by the bed. Staring at Steve for a moment, Eddie then asks how he knows about the hanky code. This time Steve hesitates. For awhile. It honestly scares Eddie for a moment, thinking he's been vecnad. If Steve hadn't been high, he maybe would have been able to think of an excuse, some way to get out of this conversation, but he can't. So he admits that he likes guys.
Eddie very excitedly starts asking a bunch of questions and talking about how they finally found something they have in common, who knew? When he notices the tears in Steve's eyes, he stops, confused, and asks what's wrong. So Steve tells him. He's not like Eddie. He's bisexual. And he braces himself for the backlash. For loosing his best friend and crush.
But then he feels a hand grab his. Eddie tells him that they still have something in common because he's also bi. Steve points out that he said he was gay, though. Eddie asks if he has ever told anyone that he was bi before, specifically gay men. Steve nods. Then he asks if it went well. Steve shakes his head. Eddie tells him that's why he said that. He's explains how tiring it is to have to explain his existence to people who won't get it and/or react badly to it. So he just tells guys that he's also gay. It just makes things easier. And Steve gets it. By God, does he get it. They spend the whole night exchanging stories and experiences, for the first time able to talk freely about their love life.
And by the end of the night, they stumble over each other trying to ask the other out. They laugh and both say yes.
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chinzhilla Ā· 4 months ago
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People have known of the beings living in the darkness for a long time, and have called them by many names. Ghosts, devils, goblins, ghouls... These beings constantly envy and long for the light, and just occasionally, they cross the line.
ķŒŒė¬˜Exhuma (2024) dir. Jang Jae-hyun
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grtmnick Ā· 4 months ago
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*Record scratch*
ā€œI bet youā€™re wondering how I found myself in this situation? Well, it all started with a girl who was a superā€¦ā€
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dragonflavoredcake Ā· 2 months ago
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Gem: What are you drinking? Cleo: Vodka. Gem: Straight? Cleo: Not really. Gem: Cleo: Gem: Cleo: Oh you meant the vodka
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